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August Draft
August Draft
August
Split down the middle – the humidity and heat of “Toys in the Attic” and the
cool golden Autumnal light of August, that Southern month when folks of
means take vacations--the Greeks to their little islands of white houses and the
political scandal and retribution, but wait, if you saw the footage of Detroit
busted up with police batons and tear gas, (40 years ago now) you might think,
despite the corruption at the top, we’re in a rather tepid time. There’s violence
a foot for sure-- Afghanistan, Chicago-- but it is not blazing like a billboard
across out TV screens. The TV screens are filled with pundits on the left and
on the right. We have Pepsi and Coke. We have CNN and Fox News. And yet
there is a real rift, a rift that hasn’t healed since those Chicago days near the
Hilton Hotel. It has not yet singed our precious middle class or student heavy
neighborhoods.
I read that there are now 2.3 million Americans in jail. And last week I read
that there were over 70,000 deaths from narcotics in the U.S., now the leading
kind of death, out doing AIDS, gunshots and automobile accidents. August has
always been a month for me when the bottom falls out but the lull of Plum
Beach settles in if only for a day or two. I’m alone, left alone. The solitude is
murderous and generative, both. I read and get sick of it. Then I try to write.
Last Monday I sat in a local diner with my friend Alice (my roommate in college)
and I chatted as my main computer lap top went through the process of re-
Through some fluke in the system, I’d partitioned the hard drive so it would be
very hard to retrieve the files. The first estimate to retrieve the files was $1,700
– way over my budget-- before my friend Julian, also a computer techie, came
and picked it up to see what some scans could harvest from what might have
I connected my second, smaller lap top to my printer and as the days went by,
became accustomed to this new machine. Something like taking out a modest
rental car with good drive, better even than the one in your old car, now in the
body shop. My missing files were no longer missed. They have been retrieved
but now are designated with an 8 digit number, instead of the original file
name, so I’m left with the task of going through them one by one to save what I
want back.
Blockbuster movie: Another Mission Impossible action film. I still feel the
movie like this. Bond was better, more suave, more romantic, less American.
It’s not that I dislike Tom Cruise but he has lost his arrogant edge and boyish
good looks. Oh he’s still good looking, but as an action figure he lacks comedy
and sophistication. Except when, in over his head, he half-whispers, “I’ll figure
it out.”
“Speak to me speak to me heart. Hearts will mend, round the bend, paths
that cross will cross again. Paths that cross will cross again.” (Patti Smith,
Dream of Life).