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“I Saw It In A Movie”: Film Representations of the Mentally Ill Community & its GIF
Transmediation onto Tumblr
Isabella McCloskey
Department of Critical Media Practices
Faculty Advisor: Betsey Biggs, Department of Critical Media Practices
Date Defended: April 13, 2020
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Table of Contents
Abstract ………………………………………………………………………………………... 3
Conclusion ………………………………………………………………………………………38
Bibliography ………………………………………………………………………………….... 41
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Abstract
This paper reviews film representations of mental illnesses, such as depression and
anxiety, and their GIF transmediation in order to draw conclusions about the existence of the
idealized “sad” cultures present on the Social Networking Site, Tumblr. After exploring previous
research findings, this text analyzes a set of popular GIFs that were created from two movies
(Girl, Interrupted, 1999, and Silver Linings Playbook, 2013) and two television shows (American
Horror Story, 2011 and Skins UK, 2007-2013) that attempt to represent mental illness(es), or
behaviors associated with mental illness(es). Each GIF and film was chosen based on if they
appeared to be the most circulated on Tumblr at the time of my search. In conclusion, this paper
explores the findings from each set of analyses and makes informed claims about how
adolescents are the most affected most by the romanticization of mental illnesses on Tumblr and
how. This paper also found that depression-related content GIFs are circulated by Tumblr users
in order to express something they feel they can not express in their own lives, to construct their
Introduction
stigmatization has affected mentally ill individuals' own understanding of themselves, primarily
due to the inaccurate, normalized and glorified representations in the media (Wedding, et al, p.
3). Representation has serious implications for the people situated in this community, especially
when they are depicted negatively in the media and viewed by the rest of society as ‘dangerous’
or ‘unpredictable’.
However, we do need to recognize that there have been many efforts taken by filmmakers
and people within the filmmaking community in order to represent the mentally ill community in
the best, most honest way. These films are rewarded for their impressive accuracy and
recognized by programs and organizations such as the annual Golden Psi Media Award
presented by the American Psychological Association. This award, for example, recognizes
book, television and film writers that respectfully and accurately portray individuals with mental
There are still many examples of media, specifically within films, that simplify, glorify or
use mental illnesses as a scapegoat to excuse violent behavior by characters, which inaccurately
represents real-life people battling these illnesses. What happens when these representations are
given a new life, and are remixed into Graphics Interchange Format (GIFs), for example, and
As an aspiring filmmaker with a personal history of mental illness, I was drawn towards
studying this topic. Growing up, I was confused by what it meant to be someone with a mental
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illness. I had learned about the so-called warning signs, or symptoms, of being depressed or
bipolar, but there wasn’t much information readily available to me about how mental illnesses
would shape my personality and everyday life. Being born into Generation Z where the main line
of communication was the internet, I looked for a way to identify with myself and my mental
illnesses on streaming platforms like Netflix, and internet blogging sites like Tumblr.
I joined Tumblr in 2011 but became an avid, everyday user in 2015. This also happened
to be a pivotal time in my adolescent and teen years, as I was roughly 16 years old. When I
began this research project, I decided to investigate whether there was a difference in the sort of
content I was reblogging, saving or liking starting in 2015, so I utilized Tumblr’s “mass post
editor” tool to see. I found that from roughly November of 2015 to now, I began reblogging
content (GIFs, images with text, quotes, etc.) related to “happiness” or “sadness”. This timing
directly aligns with when I experienced an increase in everyday symptoms related to my struggle
with depression and bipolar disorder. Thus, I turned to Tumblr more and more to understand, or
even as an attempt to “fit in” with a subculture that was situated in and around media texts that
highlighted mental illness topics. However, I began to feel one of two things based on what I was
watching and reading: Either it was cool, or trending, to be mentally ill, or that there was
something intrinsically wrong with me. Now, with a much deeper understanding of what it
means to be mentally ill and an undergraduate college career of studying media and film
ill individuals in films. That being said, I believe that I bring a unique slant and accessibility to
this research topic. This paper fills gaps in the literature by specifically examining and reflecting
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upon the transmedial texts that travel from films to Tumblr, or vice versa, that are situated within
Through an extensive research project and multiple film analyses, this paper aims to add
motion-pictures, how GIF content is chosen and shared from these films to Tumblr, as well as
offer new contributions to the conversation surrounding the mentally ill community present on
Tumblr. Previous research has looked at mental illness in the social media world, as well as
representations of mental illness in film, but it has not yet tackled what it means to translate a
representation of mental illness from a film, into a GIF, and onto a social networking site such as
Tumblr, where it then joins the online, mentally ill community. The films I’ve chosen to analyze
are based on the most frequently shared and popular GIFs that derived their content from the
films. Due to the fact that there are nearly three hundred identifiable mental illnesses in the latest
version of the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders, I will focus on
specifically those GIFs and films that represent or reflect on depression and the risk-behaviors
that accompany that illness. In order to understand the substantial impact that this
transmediation, or translation of work into another medium, from film to GIF, or vice versa, has
on individuals, we must first look at the history and influence of films and social media, and
Media’s Influence
To first understand why representation matters and how the media can impact us in such
a deep, psychological way, we must understand that we, as humans, are inherently individual
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while also being social creatures. According to Berger (p.19), we have a personality of our own
but are unavoidably influenced by societal factors such as our education, parents, peers, and the
media. In addition, previous research has found that “people’s primary source of information
about mental illness is the mass media” (Wahl, pp.87-88). These findings, combined with the
fact that, on average, we spend about ⅓ of our lives immersed in some form of media (Sardar,
p.87), indicates that media consumption has a profound effect on shaping our consciousness, and
therefore how we place, form opinions and identify with certain groups and subgroups within a
society.
Although, it is also important to understand that some viewers watch critically, but still,
Societal Influence
media. Film does more than simply transport texts like types of print media do, for example
(Berger, p.32). Instead, film shapes the text that is intended to be transported to its audience by
being cut, edited, manipulated, organized, etc. in a certain, intentional way by the filmmaker.
This concept of the shaping of texts is also referred to as media framing. However, films
combine our visual sense with auditory stimulation, literally creating a “trance” or dissociative
state similar to a dream, causing the viewer to become so deeply absorbed into the film that all of
the technical aspects that go into its creation are largely forgotten and unbothered by the viewer
(Wedding, et al, p.2). In other words, all of the modes of manipulation that go into film creation
can go unnoticed by the viewer, yet still, pass into their consciousness. This is, again, why so
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many consider the film medium to be the most influential medium of mass communication. The
choices made by the filmmaker, such as shot composition, color grading, camera movement,
casting, etc., are intentional in that they all come together to portray a certain image,
representation or aesthetic. Because many people are uninformed and do not already hold strong
opinions about people with mental illnesses, the media, and specifically the film medium, is very
important in shaping our perception of what it means to be mentally ill (Wedding, et al, p. 2).
The general public is also uninformed about mental illness due to the fact that mental illnesses
are not readily visible. Unlike in movies where the viewer is aware that a character has a mental
illness, people in real life don’t need to inform everyone of their illness. The reality is, mental
illnesses are unrecognizable for the most part (Myrick & Pavelko, pp. 576-584).
significant now than in the past, with so many viewers having access to entertainment and
streaming sites such as Netflix and Hulu, in addition to social media and networking sites like
Instagram and Facebook. That being said, the ability to replicate and multiply meanings and
societal knowledge through film has become increasingly significant with the constant
Just as the influence of films on society is great, the influence of social networking sites
is too and is only going to continue to grow. Although this paper focuses specifically on the
transmedial texts found on one social networking site, Tumblr, it is still important that we grasp
In 2015, it was reported that 65% of US adults were social networking site users. An
arguably more telling statistic, though, found that roughly 90% of youth and young adults (13-29
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y.o.) internet users were on at least one social networking site (Perrin). Social networking sites
are considered to be widely popular due to their ability to allow for self-expression and
username (Marwick & Boyd, pp. 393-411). Because the majority of social networking site users
fall under the youth to young-adult category; a category that tends to be easily influenced by the
media and their direct surroundings, it is increasingly important to understand the content that is
being posted, why it’s being posted in the first place, and what influence that has on individuals.
The influence of film representations of mental illnesses looks a little different when the
viewer of the film is situated within the mentally ill community themself. This is for two main
reasons. First, the National Institute of Mental Health (NIMH) found that “only 20% of those
with mental disorders actually reach out for help with their problems” and that the fear of
stigmatization is one of the primary reasons for this. To apply some scope to this statistic, the
NIMH also found that one in four adults in the United States will suffer from a diagnosable
mental illness in a given year. The second reason being very basic: mentally ill persons watch
films and take part in media consumption just like everyone else. The only difference is that
when a mentally ill person absorbs a film that represents another mentally ill character if that
character is represented inaccurately, the viewer may draw from those inaccurate meanings when
they identify with themselves and contemplate what it means to be truly them within their
community. More specifically, Caputo and Rounder found that the notion of identification has
the ability to move viewers from an “individual state” to a “shared” identity, making them more
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easily persuaded because they have forgone their perspective and taken the perspective of a
As mentioned above, film representations and media framing of mental illnesses have
historically been perpetually inaccurate and known to enforce negative stereotypes. The most
common ways that mental illnesses are represented in films are as “aggressive, dangerous and
unpredictable, simplistic, disillusioned and/or innocent” (Wedding, et al. p. 2). Even more
specifically, Hyler and his colleagues categorized and analyzed six, frequent movie stereotypes
that contribute to the stigmatization of the mentally ill community. The stereotypes include the
mentally ill person as the: rebellious free spirit, homicidal maniac, seductress, enlightened
The film medium has a long history of attempting to tackle complex narratives and
subjects such as those situated within the mentally ill community — with varying degrees of
subtlety. In 1919, the film The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari by Robert Wiene was released to the
public — this is arguably the first film representation of mental illness. The film utilized the
camera “subjectively”, placing the audience in the character’s point of view, supporting the
whole point of the film: to see the world through the eyes of a mentally ill man. This film was
the first of many that attempt to cover a similar narrative. This being said, history has shown us
that, on a fundamental level, people are drawn towards narratives they cannot experience
themselves; the unknown. History has also shown us that people fear the things they don’t
understand. After Wiene’s 1919 film, there were a plethora of other early films that depicted
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“madmen, demented doctors, and psychopath scientists” in order to evoke horror and suspense in
the viewer. Over time, feature films about mental illness and mentally ill people became
increasingly common, such as Anna Karenina (1935), The Virgin Suicides (1999) and Sylvia
(2003) (Wedding, et al., pp. 76-83). All three of these films exemplify some of the same
stereotypes and messages deployed in the films we will later analyze, such as placing romance
into a narrative where there should be none, glamorizing mentally ill characters, and placing
Though mental illnesses are represented in multiple different ways, the most frequent
way it is represented is through violence. In reality, the percentage of those living with a mental
illness and who have also exhibited violent behavior is considerably small (Kondo, pp. 250-252).
In 2006, a national survey found that 60% of Americans thought that people with schizophrenia,
for example, were likely to act violently towards someone else. However, research suggests
otherwise. Only 3%-5% of violent acts can be attributed to mentally ill individuals, and actually,
people living with severe mental illnesses are ten times more likely than the general population
to be the victims of a violent act (MentalHealth.gov). This is because of the stigma surrounding
mental illnesses. Due to the fear of stigmatization, those who identify with the mentally ill
community feel safer, and in turn engage more, on social networking sites where they can
unapologetically feel themselves, and generally without being ostracized because of who they
are.
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Social media has come to be known as an outlet for self-expression- A place to share
ideas, stories and memories. For many, though, it has been a place for users situated within the
mentally ill community to interact and receive support from other individuals who share similar
issues (Robinson, et al, p. 29). However, the findings of one analysis that looked at responses
from YouTube videos that contained content related to self-harm found that comments rarely
included mention of recovery. This indicates that social networking sites and users that engage in
ental
content and conversation surrounding depression, for example, may normalize or glorify m
illnesses and risk-behaviors associated with them, such as self-harm and suicidal ideation
(Whitlock, et al., p.409). This glorifying and normalizing of harmful behaviors is a major
concern right now because, generally, suicide and suicidal tendencies and behaviors can “cluster
among youth and young adults”, regardless of the fact that media may easily influence this
demographic (Becker, et al, pp. 111-114). In addition, although many users utilize social
networking sites such as Tumblr to gain and give support for their shared issues, they aren’t
receiving sound advice from mental health professionals, but most likely, other struggling youth
In addition, this topic is extremely relevant right now with the current and unprecedented
COVID-19 pandemic we are experiencing on a global level. Right now, everyone is stuck at
home, school is online and emotions are running high. There are exponentially more reasons for
everyone to be present online. More concerning, however, is the fact that those with pre-existing
mental illnesses have fewer resources to turn to- not to mention the increase in feelings of
generally, are an increase in stigma, xenophobia, unnecessary hoarding, and fear-mongering. The
combination of all of these symptoms can lead to poor sleep, irritability, vulnerability, and many
anxiety-related behaviors (Fuller). This morning, I even saw celebrity Howie Mandel come
forward on FOX News to say that this pandemic is literally his “worst nightmare” because he
Trump and Vice President Pence also addressed their concerns in regard to the pandemic’s effect
on mental health and illness. But these symptoms can affect anyone, even those without
pre-existing mental illnesses. In the wake of this pandemic, the National Alliance on Mental
Illness (NAMI) has provided a brochure with other, online resources for those struggling, such as
online support groups and chats, but what of the already existent, yet unregulated, support
communities such as those on Tumblr? This (Fig 1.1) is what my feed looked like when I
Half of the posts I read seemed to be geared towards mental health awareness, while the other
half seemed to promote mental illness. Based on my own experience with Tumblr, this seemed to
be accurate most of the time, and despite a pandemic that threatens our well being on a global
level. The bottom line is that, right now, with fewer places to turn to for help, we will almost
definitely see a surge in adolescents jumping onto Tumblr because they have more time on their
hands, but for those with pre-existing mental illnesses seeking comfort on Tumblr, there is even
greater concern in regards to the type of content they will encounter while online.
That being said, let’s take a look at what type of “support formats” these users have the
Tumblr
Tumblr is a social networking site and online community where users can reblog, save or
like posts from other users, as well as posting their own original content. Mccracken describes
As a result, many users feel Tumblr is a safer and more private space in comparison to
Tumblr posts are typically in the formatted as text, pictures, video clips and graphics
interchange formats (GIFs). In a research analysis done on depression, self-harm, and suicidal
ideation content on Tumblr in 2017, researchers found that depression and suicidal content was
readily observed. The research method executed for this analysis was the following:
Out of the 3,360 posts, 82% of them were related to depression, suicide, or self-harm, and
the content was either reblogged or liked a median number of 1,677,362 times, and 20% of these
posts were in GIF format (Cavazos-Rehg, et al., pp.48-49). One might argue that reblogging or
engaging with depression or self-harm related content could be considered a cry for help or
attention-seeking, but this argument holds little validity when talking about Tumblr because it
offers the option to remain anonymous, meaning they aren’t necessarily interacting with content
in this way for someone specific to see, but more for their own, internal and emotional reasons.
However, they could be looking for support from their curated online community of other
Tumblr users while still remaining anonymous. Again, Tumblr’s appeal is that it is more
inclusive than other social networking sites and users generally feel safe expressing their
thoughts, ideas and emotions because of the option of anonymity. However, circulating
depression, suicide or self-harm GIF content can also be seen as a public cry for help. The
difference is that there is a screen dividing the help and the person in need of help, and users
typically don’t know each other outside of their online community. This means that the user
circulating alarming content remains mentally distant from the help they may or may not receive
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online. But amongst thousands of other similar posts and GIFs, it’s easy for a cry for help to get
lost and go unnoticed into the endless and timeless waterfall of content that makes up Tumblr. In
GIFs
So, what is a GIF? Similar to Tumblr’s uniqueness as a social networking site, the GIF
offers a unique use and effect compared to other media formats, such as still images or video.
One reason is that the format does not allow for audio accompaniment or playback control,
because the GIF itself is an endless loop. GIFs are also very small in file size- they only allow for
256 colors. Although many companies and media developers view this as a shortcoming that
needs fixing, there is actually a distinct value to it: It demands less attention in comparison to the
video format (Eppink, p. 303). The GIF’s effect is similar to the cinemagraphs, where most of an
image remains still while one element moves in a loop. Eppink so eloquently describes the effect
as “a haunting moment seemingly stuck in time that typically fetishizes a consumer good or
identity.” The emotional effect this evokes in viewers is similar to that of emoticons; they are
two visual ways of communicating online and are meant to deploy and express a simple emotion
such as sadness or happiness (Gradinaru, p. 302). For this reason, the GIF offers a certain ethos;
an elemental sentiment that informs a certain group or identity on a fundamental level, and tells a
short story, or describes a certain expression, that viewers may identify with on an intimate level.
The most important difference, however, is where the GIF is encountered: not in the movie
theaters, but on networked, private screens that are simultaneously socially public. Mccracken
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says, “In this way, Tumblr is most similar to older online spaces such as Myspace and
LiveJournal, and it also fits within a longer history of the customized affective bedroom spaces
(often devoted to pop idols) so central to teenage girl culture” (p.155). Although this paper won’t
use a gender studies framework and does not explicitly focus on gender, it is necessary to point
out that there are both equal numbers of male and female users on Tumblr (Mccracken, p.154).
essential part of a cultural conversation. As Eppink says, “the (GIFs) result is a digital slang, a
visual vocabulary unencumbered by authorship, where countless media artifacts are viewed,
deployed, and elaborated upon as language more than as art products. Even though individuals
process the pixels, communities make the GIFs” (p. 301). This is important because digital slang,
similar to private jokes or references, elicits a feeling of intimacy and connection, which is
important for those who feel depressed or lonely. In the same way that one might decide to go
meet up with their peers when they are lonely, someone may turn to Tumblr for the same
comfort. Most often, frequently reblogged GIFs are those that a majority of a community
identifies with. That being said, we may ask ourselves, what makes up the content of a GIF? For
the purpose of this thesis, I will be focusing on the GIFs that include content from movies and
TV shows, specifically: Girl, Interrupted (1999), Skins UK ( 2007-2013), American Horror Story
(2011-), a nd Silver Linings Playbook ( 2012). However, GIFs can be made up of any sort of
digital medium, really; there are even cell phone applications that you can download now to
make GIFs in seconds from your own digital camera roll. The ways in which you can manipulate
GIFs are as endless as their looping effect; You can add text, color grading, effects, etc. Because
of this, GIF creation is a sort of art, and it is typically situated within the remix culture. However,
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the GIF’s creator is deemphasized because when it is viewed, the viewer is typically alone and
the GIF is surrounded by other images and texts (such as what you would see on the Tumblr
dashboard). In other words, the GIF creator is not calling attention to themselves, meaning they
aren’t creating the GIF for the purpose of recognition. Instead, they are creating GIFs as
In the GIF’s we will analyze, the creators, more often than not, intend to represent someone, such
Remix Culture
All of the GIFs we will discuss in the analysis chapter of this paper are remixes. In other words,
they consist of digital, copyrighted material, such as scenes from movies or TV shows. However,
the GIF creator took fragments of copyrighted material and manipulated it by adding effects such
as text or black and white filters, thus in a way, making it their own. Another signifier of what
eaning it causes a
type of work can be classified as “remix” is if it is deemed transformative, m
shift in perspective or viewpoint. Another word that is frequently used to describe remixes is
“mashup”, which was often used to describe musical tracks that superimposed vocal tracks onto
instrumental tracks. For the sake of this paper, we will define a remix work as snippets taken
from various sources or works and combined to create a new work (Hetcher, p. 1872). But, why
do people remix? Who participates in remix cultures? Often, and especially amongst teens, those
situated within the remix culture remix original or copyrighted texts “based on their own
interests in order to create a new work that encapsulates their ideas and concerns about the issues
that matter most to them” (Reilly & Robison, pp. 96-100). Another more obvious reason for the
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creation of remixes, however, is that some people are simply fans of the original work. It’s
important to remember, however, that fan fiction has a lot to do with why remixed texts from
films or television shows are circulated, but this is outside the scope of this paper.
Conclusion
It is clear that the media has a profoundly pervasive effect on those who consume it. With
the ever-growing arsenal that is mass media, it’s influence is embedded into our consciousness as
much as the influence our parents, peers, and teachers have on us. When we form our opinions
about the world, we must take into consideration the media’s part in creating it. Film tends to
attempt to represent mentally ill persons or the mentally ill community as a whole, and it also has
a rich history of inaccurately and negatively representing mental illnesses, which continues to
perpetuate the already-existent stigma surrounding mental illness. When these film
representations leave the confines of the film itself, are transformed into GIFs, and then shared
and reblogged on Social Networking Sites such as Tumblr, the intensity of the effects on
individuals may only increase, along with the growing audience reach each post possesses.
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Chapter 2: Methodologies
illness-related-GIFs within the “sad” community on the SNS site Tumblr, and the users who
circulated them.
In order to understand why certain representations are circulated, and their ultimate effect
on their viewers, I performed a set of film analyses. Through a qualitative research approach, I
chose the films to analyze based upon the most frequently reblogged, liked or shared GIFs on
Tumblr that derived their content from the films, at the time of my search. More specifically, I
focused on the GIFs and films that represent the mental illness of depression and it’s related
The research was conducted through a film, media studies, and social media lens-- and
more or less a psychology lens. However, my own personal experience informed this research as
I performed my Tumblr search by using a variety of key phrases and words, such as,
“depression gifs” and “depression movies”. Then, I looked at the GIFs that directly mentioned,
through the use of text, depression or sadness; or that visually depicted depression related
risk-behavior, such as self-harm or suicide. I then determined what films they were from, which
was informed by my own knowledge of films, as well as hashtag’s (#moviename) attached to the
GIFs. Because Tumblr has a certain and distinctive waterfall of endless content, I didn’t look at a
certain ‘day’s worth of’ content, per say, but rather the content available to me at the time of my
searches. After I compiled these GIFs and determined which films are most frequently shared as
GIF content, I watched the films and performed the analyses. I looked for representational
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deviations between my own personal experience in the mentally ill community and what was
shown on the screen, and then looked closer at the film conventions that made these
representations possible. Some of these conventions were camera movement, scripting, costume
design, color grading, use of slow motion, etc. These film analyses were conducted under a
rhetorical analysis framework, which allowed me to critically analyze and evaluate the
conversation, through words, phrases and images and draw conclusions about representation.
More specifically, representations that seemed to normalize or glorify having a mental illness.
These film analyses were also conducted under a contextual analysis framework, meaning that I
was looking at how the film and it’s representation of mental illness may contribute to a broader
context. Some other questions this framework supported were: How did the meaning of the film
change when seen outside of its culture or subculture? Did it accurately represent said culture, or
did it stigmatize it? What characteristics distinguished the film as being of its particular culture?
Ultimately, my hope with this research was to draw a connection between film
representations of the mentally ill community and their transmediation into popular, trending
GIFs in order to further understand the “sad”, yet idealized, youth and young adult community
on Tumblr.
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Chapter 3: Ventriloquists
record of her 18-month stay at the renowned Claymoore mental hospital in the late 1960’s after
attempting suicide. The film was adapted from Kaysen’s book, Girl, Interrupted.
Throughout the film, there are many ways in which the whole idea of mental illness seems
glamorized.
During my film analysis, I found a few issues in regards to representation. First, the cast
is stacked with attractive and renowned stars. Susanna Kaysen is played by the moody yet
beautiful Winona Ryder, while her best friend Lisa is played by the award winning Angelina
Jolie. The cast also includes stars such as Brittany Murphy, Jared Leto and Whoopi Goldberg.
My point here is that mental illness doesn’t always look beautiful or handsome, and portraying it
Secondly, the terminology the cast uses surrounding mental illness is poetic and almost
romantic. There is one particular scene where Kaysen is lying depressed in bed and says, “But I
know what it’s like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can’t. You
hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside”. I have seen this quote hundreds
of times on Tumblr, where it is reblogged by thousands of people. Maybe this quote, typically
paired with depressing and moody GIFs, is reblogged so many times because people can relate to
what Kaysen is saying, or it is so popular because depression is considered trendy today for the
people that can’t relate. Young, easily influenced girls are seeing the beautiful Winona Ryder
portrayed as this depressed poet, and soon they want to be her. Tanya Parker, a clinical social
worker wrote an article about how she has come to see, from working with adolescent girls, that
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this is an understandable notion. She said, “It’s easy to see why some young women may relate
to the media pre-packaged version of mental illness. It provides a possibility of escape, for
camaraderie with peers who may understand how you feel, and it provides an answer. Identifying
with movies like Girl Interrupted can make you feel like you’ve just figured out why life is so
hard” (Parker, 2016). It may seem like a good thing that people can find comfort in identifying
with mentally ill characters, but at the same time this is extremely harmful for those who don’t
already struggle with mental illnesses because the desire to be just like the characters in the
movies and television shows also creates the desire to be mentally ill just because a movie
In addition, the patients in the film are always sneaking off from the hospital on
unrealistic, spur-of-the-moment adventures. For example, all of the patients sneak into the
basement of the hospital where they go bowling and later sneak into their psychiatrist’s office
and read each of their files. In reality, there is no way this would ever happen. So, the
implications are that patients in psychiatric facilities are able to roam freely whenever they
please. This scene also implies that mentally ill people are rebellious free spirits, which Hyler
earlier was one common stereotype found in movies that represent mental illnesses. Another very
eventful part of this film follows Susanna and Lisa as they escape from the ward and visit one of
the released patients who is played by Brittany Snow. Susanna Kaysen, the author of the book
actually accused Mangold of adding “melodramatic drivel” to the real story because of this
excursion that never really happened (IMDb). As if everything that Kaysen actually went
through during her 18-month stay and battle with mental illness wasn’t enough, a sense of wild
excitement had to be added to the film, further supporting the stereotype that mental patients are
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“rebellious free spirits”. This stereotype is one of six that Steven Hyler and his colleagues
described as common in perpetuating stigma surrounding mental patients (Wedding, et al. p. 8).
The final plot point that seemed to glamorize mental illness was when one of the male
nurses in Kaysen’s ward falls in love with her, adding romance to a place where there is
realistically none. This part of the plot is a key example of another common misconception that
is perpetuated by film: “The treatment of mental illness involves boundary violations by a mental
GIF Analysis
Stripped of all context, this GIF (Figure 3.1) is an animated image of a distraught and
angry woman, soaking wet, wearing a hospital gown and holding herself up in a bathtub. The
text, paired with the woman’s visual appearance, communicates a set of angry, chaotic and
This GIF, and other similar ones, are deployed in order to be relatable to the community
it circulates within. When you reblog this GIF, you are saying, “this is how I feel right now.” It’s
almost as if the reblogger is using the GIF like a puppeteer would a puppet; as a form of
ventriloquism. This is an amazing phenomenon because the GIFs purpose then transforms from
the creators original intent into a virtual expression of the words that Tumblr users feel they can
This GIF (Figure 3.2) is a looping black and white sequence of a woman appearing to be
disappointed. With the help of the text subtitles, the woman seems to be disappointed in herself.
Behind her, we see the shape of some sort of moody lighting or candles. The woman’s
expression also says a lot, in addition to the fact that it’s a tight camera shot so we really see her
facial expressions… She never looks at the camera and we never see her eyes; in other words,
one might argue she is quite literally looking down on herself, and for whatever reason, lacks
confidence in herself.
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But why would this be a popular GIF? Why would this be deployed? Why was it one of
the top GIFs under the search, “depression movies”? Again, because it’s relatable to the mentally
ill community and helps some social media users assemble a virtual “mood board” of how they
are feeling or who they identify as. However, more so than the last GIF we looked at, this
processes. The woman is literally saying she is disgusting, and appears as though she genuinely
believes that. Based on that conclusion, I would argue that the people who are drawn towards
this type of GIF; the users who make this GIF popular by interacting (reblogging, liking,
commenting, etc.) with it feel the same way about themselves that this woman feels about
herself. I am not to say that this GIF is directly harmful to the users who interact with it, however
I don’t believe this type of inner dialogue is helpful whatsoever in securing an ideal level of
mental health.
This GIF (Figure 3.3) alone highlights the sheer emotion that the character (Susanna) is
dealing with. We see that her eyes look wet, probably because she was crying, and that she is
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lying curled up in bed. The duration of the GIF is fairly fast, and we can see that she is saying the
words included in the caption, which reads, “I know what it’s like to want to die” and then the
GIF restarts and loops again. The GIF is also fairly small, meaning the creator has intentionally
cropped the aspect ratio of the film itself, and the shot is tight on Susanna’s face. The creator of
this GIF may have cropped the aspect ratio to make the playback speed faster for viewers. This
decision is consistent with the instant gratification mentality of our times, and more specifically,
of the adolescent population. The GIF format allows for immediacy-- it plays endlessly and
simultaneously-- which is another reason why this GIF, being short in duration and fast in
playback speed, is circulated so often. This GIF, although similar to the first two from Girl,
Interrupted, seems to focus more on the sheer emotion that Susanna is going through and tying
about an adult former teacher, Pat, who after spending some time in a mental institution, moves
back in with his parents and dedicates his time to reconciling with his ex-wife. During this time,
he meets and builds a bond with a troubled and mysterious girl, Tiffany.
I came across this film shortly after it came out in 2013, but in this case my motivation
was not inspired by Tumblr. Instead, I saw many trailers and commercials on the tv before it
came out. Looking back, though, I found it interesting that each trailer I saw rarely highlighted
the fact that the two main characters were mentally ill-- instead, the focus was on their romantic
After watching the film once, I did some research to see how other scholars, critics and
viewers felt about the representation of mental illness throughout the film before watching it
again with a more informed eye. The majority opinion seemed to generally be that the film
would be a hit for those who view hyperactivity as a failure and depression as a bad attitude; it
goes against the medical establishment and the ability of medical science to bring about results
(Brauser). At first glance you may not notice this, and most viewers aren’t necessarily thinking
about representation when they watch a movie for entertainment, but these themes and messages
Stripped of all context, this GIF is a long (roughly 6 second) looping sequence of a
woman yelling at a man about how she feels empty because she exerts all her energy into helping
everyone else but herself. The GIF feels very manic in nature, as the woman is flailing her arms
around and being extremely expressive with her facial expressions and movements.
GIFs are typically not this long, so I’d like to offer another possible motive for the
creation and deployment of this GIF…The way that the text is lined up perfectly with what the
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woman is saying demonstrates to me that this content was created to express something the user
who created this felt like they couldn’t say themselves, but deeply related with. In other words,
the GIF and its contents are acting as a stand-in for the creators emotions, as well as the emotions
of those who interact with it. Based on the woman’s words and facial expressions, I would argue
that the emotions felt by the creator of the GIF were situated along the lines of anger, sadness
and frustration.
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For this paper, we will be focusing specifically on the first season of American Horror
Story. The series, created by Brad Falchuk and Ryan Murphy, as a whole is an “anthology series
centering on different characters and locations, including a house with a murderous past, an
insane asylum, a witch coven, a freak show circus, a haunted hotel, a possessed farmhouse, a
cult, the apocalypse, and a slasher summer camp” (IMDb). The first season, titled “Murder
House”, is about a family that moves into a house with a murderous past and is infested with
ghosts- one being Tate, a main character in the show. However, the show overall is very
psychological and delves deeply into mental illnesses. One season of American Horror Story is
even called “Asylum” and takes place in a mental institution in the 50’s.
Although the show generally avoids the cliches of mental illness, there are some
worrisome scenes in the first episode. First, one of the main characters, Tate (pictured in one of
the GIFs) literally tells Violet how to commit suicide. After attending a therapy session in the
Murder House he walks in on Violet in the bathroom cutting herself with a razor blade. He then
says, “You’re doing it wrong. If you’re trying to kill yourself, cut vertically- they can’t stitch that
up… If you’re trying to kill yourself, you might also try locking the door.” That is the first
interaction between these two characters who eventually fall in love with each other. In fact, Tate
actually tells his therapist that he met a girl he is interested in based off of this first interaction of
her harming herself and him telling her how to harm herself permanently. The second interaction
is even stranger- they bond over the scars on their wrists from self-harm as if it’s cool and
trendy. As a depressed teenage girl, this scene is deeply imprinted in my mind; Maybe it’s
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because I’ve seen the season multiple times, or because I’ve seen GIFs from this scene on
Tumblr a countless amount of times, but I literally retained this information like it would be
valuable to me at some point. Not only is Tate telling Violet how to commit suicide, but the
writers of American Horror Story a re also telling their viewers. So, what else are the writers
In many films and shows, there seems to be a pattern of interjecting love or relationships
into a narrative where there really isn’t logical room for it, as in Girl, Interrupted. In that
instance, the film suggests that all you need is love to conquer mental illness. In American
Horror Story, however, the writers used Tate and Violet’s relationship and the theme of love to
say something much darker. As their relationship progresses throughout the season, Violet and
Tate decide they want to be together forever. On the fandom side of things, viewers loved this,
which I found really interesting based on who they are as characters and who they are as a couple
in the show. We already know about Violet and her history of depression, but what about Tate,
played by Evan Peters? Tate is a self-proclaimed homicidal maniac who thinks the world, and
people, are filthy and disgusting. He even goes so far to say in therapy that by him killing
someone, he would be taking care of the problem. The very first time we meet Tate, he fantasizes
about being a high school shooter, yet viewers and Tumblr users who were fans of the show
praised him, empathized with him and supported him. The online community of AHS fans
“shipped” him and Violet, meaning they were fans of their romantic relationship, even when
things got really dark. As their relationship progresses, Tate wants Violet to kill herself so that
they can be together forever- and spoiler alert, she does, which leads me to the first GIF:
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Stripped of all context, this GIF (Figure 4.1) is a very fast moving, flickering black and
white sequence of what looks like a young girl, crying and washing prescription pills down with
alcohol. Most likely, this is a suicide attempt. With the help of the hashtags that accompany the
GIF, such as #suicidal and #overdose, we see that this is in fact a suicidal teenage girl
attempting to overdose. This is also the first GIF that we have looked at that is not assisted by
any text or subtitles- What we see is what we get, and it’s a dark message that is, yet again,
We can also take note that yet again, we have a black and white GIF. Black and white
color grading in film is sometimes used to render an increased emotional impact on the viewer.
However, this was a choice made by the GIF creator and not anyone involved with the television
series the content is derived from. The GIF creator made a conscious decision to go with a black
and white filter over this GIF, most likely in order to evoke a deep emotional state in the users
who interact with the GIF. In some ways, these creations function as propaganda - propaganda
supporting and idealizing a level of sadness that a young girl felt so deeply, she felt she needed
to die.
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This GIF is from a sequence where Violet commits suicide due to her depression and
other mental illnesses. The interesting part is that her father in the show is a therapist, so it’s
almost like the show was commenting on how someone so depressed can easily be looked over,
even when living under the same roof as a mental health professional. Nevertheless though, the
contents of the GIF are strictly highlighting the girl’s suicidal tendencies.
This show, along with Skins UK, were both a huge reason as to why I got involved and
interested in this subject matter. As a teenager scrolling on Tumblr and creating my own, digital
mood board, I came across many GIFs like this derived from the American Horror Story series,
and especially Season 1 of the show. The way I saw my online community interacting with this
type of media was shocking. I would see comments on similar types of GIFs like, “I LOVE
THIS SHOW” or “I LOVE VIOLET HARMON”, even though she is a tragically sad and
suicidal character in the show. It made me pose the question… Why are we perpetuating the idea
of being sad? Why is it cool to be sad? To hurt yourself? I came up with two possible answers to
these questions. First, it’s an attempt to express and identify with one’s self as a member of the
mentally ill community. Secondly, the people who interact with this type of content don’t truly
want to get better, or at least not yet. As someone who has personally undergone many cycles of
depression throughout my life, I can understand this; There is a safety in not getting better. It’s
easier and it hurts less when you accept the way you feel and don’t think about the alternative,
and change in general is difficult. My therapist once told me, “You listen to sad music when
you’re happy because you don’t really want to be happy… You aren’t comfortable being happy
yet, because you were sad for so long…” I think that applies here, too. In the same way that one
would turn on a sad song to feel sad, one might reblog a generally sad GIF. Although this may be
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hard to grasp if you have not been clinically depressed or mentally ill, for some, sadness is
safety, and in a way, the GIF serves as both the thing that is keeping you from being happy, but
also keeping you, temporarily, safe and comfortable in your sadness. The next GIF we will
This GIF (Figure 4.2), stripped of all context, appears to be a quickly moving image of a
character who is making a hand signal to shoot himself in the head. The GIF has no text, and no
added color grading, meaning there is nothing else for Tumblr users to relate to other than the act
of killing oneself. We can also see that the character is moving his mouth and appears to be
saying “pew” or “boom”, as if he is trying to mimic the sound of a gun going off. At the same
time, we see that he isn’t scared but fearless, because he isn’t begging for his life, but rather
welcoming the idea of death. Once again, we have a GIF that does nothing but emphasize
The British television series Skins, created by Jamie Brittain and Bryan Elsley, follows a
group of rebellious British teens who are trying to grow up and find love and happiness despite
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questionable parenting and teachers who more want to be friends (and lovers) rather than
authority figures. There are many mental illnesses represented throughout this series, such as
bipolar disorder, depression, and eating disorders such as bulimia and anorexia. There are also
many representations of the risk-behaviors associated with these disorders, such as severe drug
abuse, anger management issues, self-harm and murder. The show gained so much viewership
and traction that it was remade into a U.S. version in 2011. Despite my obsession with the U.K.
version, I never watched the American version because I heard that the plot is less focused on the
Content from the U.K. version of the show, along with American Horror Story, was what
I saw most on Tumblr when I was a teenager. However, I hadn’t seen the series yet. I reblogged
GIFs similar to the ones we will analyze later while having zero insight into the context of the
show and it’s characters. I remember spending so much time following the trail of GIFs, images,
and hashtags that were circulated from this show in order to figure out what it was called so I
could watch it. In other words, I watched the show because of the GIFs. My obsession with the
show only grew when I binge-watched the whole series (consisting of 7 seasons) in less than a
month, but ultimately, it was the show’s immense presence and the romanticization of the show,
I chose this GIF (Figure 4.3) because most of the other GIFs we have analyzed have
included text that has subliminally guided our opinions or thoughts about the GIF and its
contents. This GIF and it’s popularity, however, rely solely on the emotion, facial expression and
positioning of the character in the GIF and how much the users who share this content relate to
the sheer emotion showcased. So, what are those emotions that Tumblr users are relating to so
much?
First and foremost, we need to talk about the character in the GIF. Effy, played by Kaya
Scadelario, has a whole fan culture dedicated to her performance in Skins UK. She became
wildly popular on Tumblr- similarly to Violet from American Horror Story. Personally, she
became a fashion icon for me, but I must admit, it was her chaotic and depressed representation
In this episode (Season 4, Episode 5), Effy’s boyfriend Freddie arrives at her home when
he realizes she has thrown a party. It caught him off guard because earlier that day she was
severely struggling with her mental health. Freddie begins looking for her but she is nowhere to
be found. Before he discovers her, he notices that she has completely covered her bedroom walls
with scraps of paper, drawings and images, which is representative of manic behavior and often a
symptom of bipolar disorder. Eventually, he finds her completely alone and crying under her bed
as the party rages on below them. Next, Freddie lies down and comforts Effy. Similar to the lack
of text in the GIF, there isn’t much verbal communication between Freddie and Effy in this
scene, which makes it even more chilling. There is something about the way he simply sits with
her and lets her know he is there for her that makes this scene so powerful. She is also looking
directly at the camera which is placed where Freddie is sitting, thus, breaking the fourth wall.
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The fourth wall is an imagined, invisible wall that separates actors from audiences. However,
this is a very rare performative convention, which is why it’s worth discussing. By looking
directly into the camera, the character seems to be directly interacting with the users on the other
side of the screen. This could evoke a sense of comfort for many users because it’s as if Effy is
right there next to them. In this case, this GIF is most likely circulated by fans of the show, or
This GIF (Figure 4.4) is similar to Figures 3.4 and 3.5 in that the text imposed onto the
GIF matches perfectly with Effy’s lips as she says, “I’m officially off the rails.” In the frame, we
can see another person, which is unlike many of the other GIFs we have seen so far. In the other
GIFs, the characters seem to be alone in the shot. We assume they are speaking to someone, but
rarely see them. The effect this has on viewers is a feeling of loneliness or isolation, so in this
There is also a strong sense of confidence within this GIF. The way that Effy tilts her
head and almost smirks as she expresses that she’s “off the rails” comes off like she’s proud to
feel frenzied, unstable, or even manic. Mania is a symptom or side effect of bipolar disorder, and
the term “unstable” is often used to describe those who suffer from bipolar disorder. By
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reblogging this, and GIFs similar to this, users are participating in the construction and curation
of their identity-- bipolar or not. They may feel as though they are also “off the rails” or even
want t o be unstable.
disorder based on how my life appeared to match up with Effy’s and the kinds of things people
were saying on Tumblr about the disorder. Later, I was medically and professionally diagnosed
with bipolar disorder, but at the time, Tumblr assisted in blurring the lines between what were
symptoms and what I wanted to be symptoms in order to better understand my identity. Based on
the conversations I’ve had with other Tumblr users, I’ve heard similar things in regards to users
self-diagnosing themselves with depression or anxiety disorders. It wasn’t until they sought help
from a medical professional that they realized the error in their thinking. This made me wonder,
why do people ever want t o have symptoms of a mental illness when there is a chance their
mental health was just deviant at the time? It’s because mental illnesses are romanticized in films
Conclusion
When I set out on this journey and began putting pen to paper, I wondered what I would
find amidst this research. I thought it was only fitting to ask my personal social media following
what they thought about the “sad” culture that is present on Tumblr and if they would be willing
to share their own experience with me, anonymously or not. Many of the responses were exactly
what I expected they’d be, but some made me remember exactly why I set out on this project in
“Essentially, Tumblr depression pages, the show Skins, and the first season of
American Horror Story were the reasons why I started self harm in the 8th grade.
I looked at all the black and white cutting GIFs, and all the people who were
saying “people cut to feel better”, and it made me think I also wanted to. I vividly
remember pictures of girls with their legs cut up and I mimicked it once. I
eventually stopped thinking about depression like that and got 1000% better.”
“I remember scrolling through Tumblr in 8th grade and reading posts I related to
but it made it seem or feel like it was normal to feel the way I felt, which was
super depressed and anxious. It (Tumblr) always glorified mental illness on that
platform and it was one of the reasons I denied help for so long because I thought
everything I felt was normal to feel.”
That’s when I noticed the problem and who was affected most by the glorification of
mental illness through GIFs on social networking sites like Tumblr: adolescents. Out of everyone
I spoke to over social media about my research, they all said that they used Tumblr during a
If I really wanted to, I could analyze every GIF on Tumblr. What it really comes down to,
though, is why content like the GIFs we have analyzed so far are being reblogged so frequently
or even at all. This brought me to the following conclusion: Tumblr users circulate
depression-related GIFs in order to express something they feel they can not express in their own
lives, to construct their identity through an online platform, and to romanticize mental illnesses.
However, the content of these GIFs originally came from films and television shows, which
further emphasizes the need for filmmakers to honestly and accurately represent mental illnesses
and the mentally ill community from the very beginning of the media production process. Once a
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film or GIF is distributed and sent out into the world, there is a tendency to forget about it’s
influence and impact on certain communities as it circulates. The purpose of this paper was to
outline, highlight and analyze those influences and impacts, and to advocate for a future where
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