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Shortly after completing my student teaching last fall, I applied for a summer
job outside the field of education. The interviewer lit a cigarette and reviewed
my resume. "Phillips Academy. Very good. Princeton! Good schools you've got.
Magna cum laude. Thesis prize. Teaching experience: English. Teaching?" She
looked up from the paper. "But you have such a good degree! Why waste it
teaching?"
I would like to say that nobody has asked me this before. That up until this
point, I've had no need to defend my ambition. The truth, of course, is bleaker.
So bleak that I am always ready with a response.
The interviewer sat back and took a long drag. "Well, I never thought of it like
that," she conceded.
We live in an age when people seem to lament the state of public education in
the same breath that they dismiss teachers as "those who can't." I cannot
count the number of times a well-meaning acquaintance has assured me that I
am qualified to do other things besides teach. That, by implication, I don't
have to teach.
In fact, I want to spend my life teaching. I love teaching. And ritzy degrees
aside, I don't think I will ever feel qualified to do it as well as I'd like.
There are notable exceptions. Fellow teachers have been nothing but kind,
witty and encouraging. Without a fiercely funny, intelligent mentor teacher who
believed in what she was doing, I never would have survived my student
teaching. Many parents with children in the public-school system are deeply
invested in recruiting and retaining gifted teachers. Yet there are people both
inside and outside this public-school culture who continue to wrestle with
assumptions about who is and isn't teaching, often arriving at troublesome
conclusions: that teachers are poorly educated, ill suited for high-powered
jobs, unwilling or unable to have more glamorous careers.
"Yes."
"Where from?" he inquired, his words reverberating off the dusty linoleum.
"Princeton," I responded.
"Princeton University?" he asked, flashing a broad smile. "Damn! What are you
doing here? I mean, you could have been like a doctor or a lawyer or
something!"
"I'm here because I want to be here," I said, smiling at his sudden animation.
"Don't you think you deserve good teachers?"
"You know I deserve only the best," a sullen boy in the far corner cracked,
raising his head up off the desk. As humorous as I found the moment, I could
not help wincing at his irony.
Moore, who recently received her New Jersey State Certification in Secondary
English, lives in New York.