drama monologue

Character 1 :
I don't like being rude to people , it isn't what i intend to do. if i’d ever hurt you , i sure do feel bad
about it at this time. i don't like putting frowns on others faces. neither do i like making them feel
bad about myself

The reason im saying this is because on tuesday morning i had came face to face with an old
friend. i was talking to them and having a good conversation , but then someone else tried to
talk to me. i didn't realize that and i ignored them on accident. i think that really hurt their
feelings so i felt bad.

The next day I went to go and talk to her after finding out she was present. this time around she
ignored me back. i went on to ask why but she just didn't respond. I then asked her good friend ,
and they followed with the fact that I ignored her.

it wasn't at all my intention. just like i had mentioned. i wanted to go say sorry to her but my
shyness took
me agast. I came to terms with the fact that. Wow , I really did hurt someone. That sucks.

I want to try and actually come to terms. but it's hard. There are all of those useless thoughts
going on in my head which I can't fight. It feels like I'm the problem , it sucks being the so-called
Anti Hero in this situation.