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In the darkness of night, when the world is hushed and the moon dances
among the clouds, moments of inspiration come alive. It is within the
enigmatic beauty of these midnight hours that our thoughts and
emotions flow freely, and I poured mine into the pages of this
anthology.“10 Droplets of Midnight Rain” is a collection of ten poems
that deliberate the profound and introspective nature of life’s many
facets. Each poem delves deep into the core of existence, offering
unique perspective and stirring emotions.
Within these pages, you will find ten explorations of the human
experience. Through the artistry of words, this will be a journey of self-
discovery urging us to reflect on the intricacies of Love, Loss, passion,
insecurities, hate, sexual violence and resilience. The poems are written
with brutal honesty and celebrate the negative as well as positive
aspects of human nature. As you embark on this journey, may these ten
droplets of midnight rain resonate with your own experiences. May you
find solace, inspiration, and a renewed sense of wonder amidst the
profound insights that await within these pages
Enongene Doris M.
10 Droplets of Midnight Rain
I WANT YOU.......................................................................................... 4
IT IS MY BODY ..................................................................................... 35
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS .................................................................... 48
I am fine.
Three words sown together in defense.
The most repeated lie ever told,
And yet the most believed.
I dare not let them see,
The truth behind this smile of camouflage.
I dare not let them hear.
My heart scream a shout for help.
I dare not let them feel,
The ancestral sorrow buried in make-up.
I dare not say,
I am not fine.
No, I dare not open that tomb,
It’s a tomb of mummy baggage,
Waiting to be awakened.
Indeed, I am fine.
As I feel the air rushing through my lungs,
As I feel the warmth of the sun on my skin,
As I sing a hymn of praise to Yahweh,
As I understand what life is.
Not a bed of roses,
Nor a sea of sweetly melted chocolate..
It’s a race of mountains and valleys,
Of bright and dark paths.
As I run with the gold medal in hand,
I am fine…
And you?
SAVED AND STRUGGLING
2 Corinthians 5:17
Therefore if any man be in Christ he is a new creature. Old things have
passed away; behold, all things are made new
This is my story,
This is my testimony,
Born of the blood.
Born into a new purpose.
I am saved.
So why?
Like one who has never seen her reflection before now.
“Beautiful”
Looking at ourselves
Living. I mean..
I needed him to tell me, nobody was worth his little girl.
But was so sure she will rule the world one day.
I am complete in my present.
To a degree,
I’m at a restaurant,
To a degree,
Yet to a degree,
I fear this,
Shakingly, repeatedly.
Loudly, tiredly.
Miserably, desperately.
I remember my silence,
Exhausted, finished.
A parasite,
It’s a place.
I think it would.
I can’t forget the hell I lived.
But it is,
It is my body.
It is my life.
Me before you.
I am not you…
Is choosing to be free.
It can’t be!
It can’t be!
I do that!
I do that!
I do that!!
Loudly, boldly,
That it is glorious.
That is treacherous,
It is GOD.
It is GOD.
Thank you for being part of this journey, my prayer is that at least one
of these poems opened your eyes to a beauty of life you might have
missed.
BACKGROUND TO THE POEMS
I want you is about someone exhausted with fighting lives challenges
alone. They have gone through a stage of deep depression, one which
make them question if life is worth it. They then turn to the solution
they had been running from (JESUS) because they thought they were
not wanted.
The idea of how are you? came to me one day while texting a friend
and he asked me “How are you?”, should have been an easy answer of
“I am fine” to avoid a long conversation I was not ready for despite me
going through a lot at that moment. I instead went down this deep
reflection on wanting to know how exactly I am.
Saved and Struggling is about the struggles that most Christians face
while they grow in their spirituality. Full of ups and downs but forever
having the reassurance that God will never leave their side.
Intrusive thoughts is about all the crazy things we tend to think about
at random hours of the day an how we should not let these thoughts
speak louder than our conscience.
Love, the God is the best way I saw to end these collection of poems,
because at the end of the day love is what matters the most, God is what
matters the most. The more I understand this, the less I feel like giving
up on life.
THANK YOU FOR
THE SUPPORT AND
JOINING ME ON THIS
JOURNEY.
GOD BLESS YOU
Enongene Doris M.