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Yuh, runnin outta options choosin what you like

Like I thinkin that time we shared the same night

Fine with ya, leavin this darkness just leave,

Imma too tired of havinna grieve

Sneakin in the, gas-lit, frontporch in the mid-night

Low-Key I keep hurtin myself being hissed, I

Keep getting emotional, keep persisting

Thinkin about the times when I used to fall back

Keep pickin me up, you kept pickin me up

Cuz I fell for ya,

fine personality

Didn’t wanna jinx it

But ,ya slingshot, the same shit

Didn’t I wanna keep talkin

But ya, never lemme, explain shit

That I couldn’t lose you

Losin mah own sanity

Rather take an honest fuck u

Than some fake shiz like I fuckin’ love you (yuh)

Regrettin why I didn’t leave you earlier

Can’t shut my feelings now

You girl started an eruption

Yuh, runnin outta options choosin what you like

Like I thinkin that time when we shared the same night

Fine with ya, leavin this darkness just leave,

Imma too tired of havinna grieve

Feel like my mind is, twisted, always blankin

Trembling, fallin, and laggin but rising

Creatin hype cuz it keepin me thrivin

Psychotic sadistic snakes be lurkin

Guys used to call me a phoney, they kiddin

They hissers, they don’t

teach me

I get depressed

But

I won you see me,

Losers be losing and suckas be sulkin

Being a mothafuckin playa, Imma drivin

Called me a pussy

but

Imma be sayin

Cuz you been

The reason I grinding

God had no faith in me cuz I had no shit wit him

But writing these bars made me feel Iike imma gifted

Long gone those days

when I be

shyin away

Mothafuckas be like taunting on and on

Never losing no dedication

Painted me with emotions

Helped me avoid isolation

Kids these days

fakin depression

Honest, we tho, we get questioned

That’s a term not used too lightly

Mothafucka I really feel lonely

Feeling afraid cuzza my anxiety

Throat feels chocked, my eyes all sore

Fake friends be like existin

But non-existent

like all lores

Yo, haters be honest

Guess they more than just foes

Yuh

Been mocked cuz I was chasin ya

‘pparently outta my league yuh

Guess, you knew it all girl

Just a thot,

bitch you a slut-freak

drivin every boi,

seducing every piece of em

Like you did me,

but I loved every moment

‘served my faith but you was just lyin

Felt every ounce of me like Imma dyin

Regrettin those times when I thought I was loved

But y’alls just bunch of posers

Who just got me shoved

Yuh, reason being an honest fuck you

Ain’t got balls to hear the truth

Don’t need a reason for me to justify, you left a bruise

I don’t wanna feel that type of pain again

I don’t need ya view

You don’t have no clue

Clearly you just left me all blue

So

Burnin all da options ignorin what you like

Like I thinkin that time we wept the same night

Fine with ya, leavin this darkness just leave,

Imma too tired of havinna fuckin grieve