I don't know what happened to me whether I was crazy or just lonely, all I know is

I was sick of being deceived, mistreated, and unloved. Then you came along... I
don't know why. All I know is that I felt a connection on our first chat, something
I had never felt before which at first made me feel uneasy, stupid and even a bit
childish, which made me go through all kinds of emotions as we chatted and began
finding we had a lot in common. I felt like we had known each other from an unknown
past.

At first I was scared and a part of me wanted to ignore and just believe that you
were just someone who was playing a game being that we were both behind the screen.
I was thinking I was crazy to have the feelings I was beginning to have for you. I
was really upset with myself and became very angry with the way I was feeling. I
didn't want to admit to you or anyone else that I was falling for someone I had
never actually met. I thought I was becoming insane myself - damn it - I tried to
fight these feelings off but they were just too powerful for me to ignore! I tried
to convince myself that this can't be for real; that you couldn't REALLY be feeling
the same as I was... I was going insane!!! No matter how hard I tried - I just
could not fight the feelings I was having for you.

Then the night came when you were expressing how you were beginning to feel which I
tried not to believe, because I was scared of being disappointed, but the magnetism
that I was feeling was so strong that I could no longer fight it. Our chats became
an everyday thing and the feelings just would not go away no matter how hard i
tried.

Now that I've found you, I'll promise to please you with anything you want. And
even though I don't know what your true feelings for me are, I'll still love you
the best way I can. Thank you for those things that you've done to me. And if the
time comes that you find someone better than me, just let me know - even though it
hurts

You are so special to me; I pray that we will finally know if we are meant to be
with one another. I haven't ever talked to anyone so like you before. You make me
feel special like never before. So far, the things that you are doing shows me that
you are such a caring person who would love me forever till the end of time. I just
want to be loved and have someone to love back the way I've always wanted. I want
to find my best friend, my soul mate, my lover and my Prince Charming. I feel as if
you may just be the one I am looking for and have been searching for all my life.
These are the feelings I am having for you as of this moment.

I'd like you to know that I love you so much, more than I love myself. So even if
we are not meant to be together I just want to stay with you, 'til the moment I
render forever, and ever. 'Cause maybe you're going to be the one that's saved me,
after all you're my wonder wall.
How I wish words could express the thoughts that I have towards you. If I should
say I love you then the greater percent of my words are still unexpressed. But of
course, I must say something ... my heart beats for you, and my heart longs for
you.

I remember the day we met. You stole my heart, and made it skip twice. You have
been the highlight of my life. When I sleep, I dream of you, when I work, we work
together, when your heart beats, mine beats with yours. We have been friends for
some time now; not one day has gone by without me thinking of you. I think of you,
and the biggest smile comes across my face, I feel warm all over and my heart still
skips a beat for you whether we're on the phone or just being in the same room.
Sweetheart, just looking into your eyes still makes me feel like the first day we
met. I have the same dream we both want, and that's to fall in love with our
bestfriend. I fell for you so long ago. Do you feel the same way about me?