Thing I want to say to my bf

the truth is, i like you a lot, but if i'm being honest i'm scared of messing it
up. i've fallen really hard for you, more than i've fallen for anyone in a really
long time

Love is nothing, without action

Trust is nothing, without proof
And sorry is nothing, without change

Man i suck at being mad cause soon as u smile at me ima laugh i hate being goofy

I realized that you’re either gonna be the love of my life and the father of my
children or the one i tell my daughter about when she's crying on the bathroom
floor over a boy

hey sorry for being clingy your kinda all i got rn

I fell in love with you so fast, I got attached to you so fast because you were the
first person that treated me right, and loved me for me, you were the first person
that g genuinely loved and that I still love, I love you so much, words can't
explain

meeting you was fate. becoming your friend was a choice. but falling in love with
you was way beyond my control.

Your balls are soft 😂😂😂 lol

arguing with me is pointless, i knew i was wrong 10 mins ago, i'm just tryna piss
you off now

I love you more than anyone actually

knowing you have completely lost interest in me while i'm still head over heels for
you

Im gonna annoy u like a child worry about u like a mother , argue with u like a
sister, and I can be your shoulder to lean on like a best friend if you just let me

I wish u knew the way I talk about you I wish you knew how in love I am with you

I keeps trying to wait for you because your the only boy I’ve loved in a long while
loving you is just breaking me and now I don’t know if i should block him on
everything and move on, or keep trying. But I want to keep loving you

I wont ask you for stuff all I want is your time, effort, attention, food, and for
you to answer your mf phone that’s all

I don't understand our relationship. Sometimes we're friends, sometimes we're more
than friends and sometimes, I'm just a stranger to you. One minute you're talking
to me as if i'm something special and the next minute you're talking to me as if i
mean nothing to you. One day you pay so much attention to me and then the next day
you completely ignore me. Please don't play with my feelings because you're past
didn’t treat you well

Am I a good gf?

Did you actually love me?

Did you loose feelings while we were in a relationship?

I don’t want to lose you

I hope you keep your promise

I don’t want to bother you

I know how to love but I dont know how to believe that you love me

I wasn't even planning on trying to get someone or falling for someone, but then
you walked into my life and now you're the only mf I want
I can't forget you, not because I have a strong memory, but because I have a heart
that never denies those who settled in it once

Idc how many times we argue, all I care abt is if you gonna stay or not.

I'm sorry if I annoy you or if I'm too clingy, obsessed, but the truth is. I am a
obsessed because you're the first person that has made me feel something in so long
through all the trauma in my life, I found so much peace and comfort in you, you're
were the last bit of hope i was holding onto

I'll admit I am the problem. I have bad trust issues, I always overthink
everything, I push people away, | express my pain through anger, but it's be I've
been hurt so many times by those closest to me. I lost bonds with people I thought
I'd be with and hurt by people I never thought would hurt me.

i'm not even upset, hurt, or angry anymore. I'm just tired. I'm tired of putting in
more effort than i receive. i'm tired of holding on for nothing. i'm tired of
getting my hopes up only to be let down time and time again.

Please understand I’m trying my hardest

Once I stop saying good morning, once I stop

checking to see if l'm on delivered or open. Once I stop responding right away
just know you have officially lost me

Just because I address a situation doesn't mean I want to argue. I like to talk
stuff out, I love clarity. I'm an over thinker, just communicate with me

I hope you stay by my side

I don’t know why but I trust you a lot and I love you and I’ve never said those
words without meaning it

I want to give your more than my heart but idk if I’m comfortable with my body as
yet so be patient with me Ohk 😒
I don’t want to stop loving you or caring about you but you’re not letting me you
are pushing me away. I just want you to open up and i want you to show me that you
are in love with me not that your just tolerating me 😭

Watch your words they hurt a lot 😢

I love you but a relationship with you doesn’t feel right

I've always felt somewhat left out by everyone i love because no one has ever been
consistent with me so that makes it easy for people to use me because i don't set
healthy
boundaries and i don't see a problem with on and off relationships because they
feel normal to me. This is also why I'm consistent with my friends and family
because i feel the need to talk all the time

i want to help you heal from everything that you have keeps to yourself I actually
care about you as a person & wanna see you genuinely happy.

finally found the guy that doesn't treat her body like an object and makes me the
happiest I’ve ever been but you still don’t know how to communicate with me

do you know i love hugs?

do you know why i don't like my birthday?

do you know I don’t have a bsf?

do you know why i love being away from home?

do you know why i always help people?

do you know why i care sm about people's opinions?

am i pretty enough to get to know?

I’m not waiting on u anymore

i don't want anyone else to have your heart, kiss your lips, or be the reason you
smile because that's my place.

How tf are you so calm?

Mi horny nervous everything in one mi cyah help it mi cyah focus mi cyah think
nothing

Mi aguh cry rn😭

Loving u is nice

Mek sure you know weh u a do innuh

Every time i see u i get nervous 😭

Mah guh cry Toney 😭😭😭😭😭😭

Mi cyah focus mi just a si u and mi heart a race mi cyah breathe I’m literally
shaking

What if u leave?😭😭😭

Mi cyah stop overthink this Toney 😭😭

Mi nuh wah u hurt mi please

I am secretly hoping ur going to be the one that stay

I thought u wanted a private relationship not a secret one

Y r you hiding our relationship on social media?

Don’t hurt mi or I swear to his I will kill you myself

I have so many stuff I want to say to you but if you don’t actually love love me
I’m going to sound like an idiot and I want to love you I really do but sometimes
you make it really hard

I want to be the one that love you for the rest of your life but I hope you love me
as much as I love you

I’m the the type of person that if I don’t love love you I won’t say it wonder if
that’s how you are what if you stopped saying it because you don’t love me anymore

Your lil jokes aren’t fucking funny Toney

Den u claim seh mi nuh trust u and the n u nuh do nth fi earn the trust cause I did
I really did

you have to make me hate you for me to give up on you. I physically can't unlove
someone that I wanted a future with.

Do you still want me in your life,it honestly feels like you're only talking to me
because you feel so bad for me. Sometimes it feels like we are strangers ,our
conversations are so forced,but it would hurt me to lose you frl i feel pushed away

me and you gonna have our ups and downs,but for a fact we cannot be unattached

My body is filled with cuts ones u can’t see it hurt with every movement I want to
let u know but I don’t want you to think I’m broken I don’t want the reason u leave
to be because of my fucked up head

I.M.Y.S.M.B.I.D.K.H.T.T.Y.B.I.K.Y.W.C

The love I have for you is insane, I think about you every second of the day and I
constantly want to talk to you

I grew up in a house where we didn't have family meetings or heart to heart

conversations, instead it was just arguing, screaming, crying, and yelling so yes
it's hard for me to express how I feel

I grew up with tough love so that’s y I hate when u curse or raise u voice I get
scared when u do that I don’t show it but I do

You are really insensitive sometimes

we have a good thing, don't frig it up

show mi effort do I can know you care about mi

Wonder if you love me For me or only for what i can and will do for you maybe i try
to hard and care to much

i don't want anyone else to have your heart, kiss your lips, or be the reason you
smile because that's my place

don't get me wrong, I wanna open up and I do trust you. I'm just terrified of the
look on your face when I let you in and you come to find out how messed up I really
am.

I love you but I have to leave for my own sake