They say the mind is a deadly weapon,

A gun to the head if you will.

As my own thoughts hold me at gun point
No beginning just ends,
Endless endless time
Where dying was my mind's favorite rhyme.
Do it do it do it it said!
Over and over and over again!

They say the mind is a deadly weapon,

One where no armor could protect your soul from
Not even is the solitude of music or hypnosis of rhythm could distraction the thoughts of our
mind.
Attractions, to the deadly solution
Gripping my medicine I thought it would assist
As I thought it would drown my mind
It only populated my world more.

They say the mind is a deadly weapon,

Shots after shots my love for life decreased
As a 100% went slowly down by ten 90 80 70
The more I chased for a high a chaser was all I become.
The taste of my medical antidote diluted quickly
As it become a vitamin to my body.
My mind fuels itself with energy
Dosage after dosage it went slowly

They say the mind is a deadly weapon

Immunity. Immunity to this medical, medicine
This antidote,but is it really?
My mind is rhyming again, die die it said
Take another shot
Maybe you'll hop hop hop
Over to your death stop
My mind's favorite rhyme repeated, Everytime I increased my dosage

They say the mind is a deadly weapon

Manipulative standing tall, as I fall into its lap
Craving to the gods, why couldn't my mind shut up
Death drink, dying chug, constant remembrance
Of how medicine pair so well with my mind's favorite thought
Only indulging with my mind's state
Abusing my vulnerability, my willpower it takes. Advantage of it?
They say the mind is a deadly weapon,
So I stand here telling you my medicine and my mind have a toxic relationship.
One where they feed and feel off of eachother's emotions
Where if I continue the only light on Christmas will be me hanging, running along.
My medicine will be used as the ink to fuel my last note, my last prescription to end it all.

They say the mind is a deadly weapon alcohol and suicidal thoughts is a toxic marriage
depressant and depressing, yes opposite attractions but does it benefit?