Patricia Anne S.

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BSPS-1D
Short analysis of my personality using Freud's Drive Theory
Studying Freud's Drive Theory and delving into Psychoanalytic Theory has significantly
broadened my self-awareness. It has provided invaluable insight into my own behaviors and
emotions, offering clarity to moments where I previously felt perplexed. In this short analysis, I
will explore several personality traits that resonate with Freud's theories, providing descriptions
and backgrounds for each.

1. Hopeless Romanticism. - when I was in such a young age, around 5th grade to be certain, I
used to read romance and teen books. Wattpad and novels were just starting to rise at that
time and this may have been contributed to my hopeless romantic self. My immersion in
romance books from a young age indicates a strong attachment to the concept of romantic
love. I understand that Freud would view this as a manifestation of the libido, the life drive
that seeks pleasure and gratification.

2. Love and touch deprived. - connected to the first one, my fascination with romance may
represent a longing for emotional connection and fulfillment. And to add, when I was only 2
months old, my mother handed me over to my grandparents because she was pregnant with
my younger sister. I was soon taken back when I was already 2 years old. Freud's theory of
psychosexual development suggests that experiences during infancy and childhood can
influence adult behaviors and desires. My longing for love and touch could have stem from

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 unmet needs during crucial developmental stages, leading to a persistent desire for affection
and intimacy.

3. Dreams of becoming a Wife and a Mother. - I always wanted to be a wife and a mother. I
believe it has been my final goal. For me, it may the sole purpose of my existence. Freud's
theory emphasizes the role of early childhood experiences, particularly the Oedipus and
Electra complexes, in shaping adult desires and aspirations regarding family and
relationships. Again, my desire to become a mother and wife may reflect unconscious
desires rooted in these developmental stages.

4. Dreams of Relationships. - Speaking of dreams as well as the two first points, I have
multiple dreams of being in a relationship with a faceless guy. I also have another which
where I dated a guy and literally living a life with him. Looking back, it was a really long
dream, I even reality checked when I woke up, thinking that it's real. I learned that Freud
believed that dreams provide a window into the unconscious mind, where repressed desires
and conflicts manifest symbolically. My recurring dreams of being in relationships with
faceless individuals or specific partners still may signify unconscious longings for intimacy
and connection, reflecting unresolved desires or experiences in waking life.

5. Love for writing romance fiction. - I really love writing fiction, even if I nobody reads them.
There are times that I would really crave romance and even reading can't satisfy me, I would
make and write my own. My enjoyment of writing romance fiction reflects a creative outlet
for expressing my romantic fantasies and desires. Freud would view this as a form of
sublimation, where unconscious impulses are channeled into socially acceptable activities,
allowing for the gratification of desires in a constructive manner.

6. Great Love for Music. - I know to myself that I am a music geek. I have this very deep love
for it, may it be different genre or sound, I would still take my time to enjoy and savor them.
I often have this sessions where I would dedicated in just listening, appreciating, and
discovering music and songs. Freud would interpret my deep appreciation for music as a
manifestation of the pleasure principle, where the id seeks immediate gratification and
enjoyment. My ability to savor various genres suggests a rich inner life and a capacity to
find pleasure in diverse experiences, aligning with Freud's emphasis on the importance of
pleasure in shaping personality.

7. Finding Comfort in Many Things. - If you know me personally, you would know that I enjoy
a lot of things. And I don't mean that in just surface level type. I often catch myself busy
with every and each one of them. To be honest, I sometimes struggle juggling them,
especially with academic and social life on the side. I understand that Freud would interpret

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 this as a healthy integration of pleasure-seeking tendencies (id), the need for stability and
order (ego), and moral values (superego). My ability to derive comfort from various sources
reflects a balanced psyche capable of satisfying both instinctual desires and moral
imperatives.

8. Need for personal and alone time. - I noticed that I enjoy my own company the most. Sure,
it's fun with friends and all, but I have been most peaceful and calm by myself the most.
This desire for solitude could be viewed as a balancing act between the demands of the id,
ego, and superego. Taking time for myself allows self-reflection and rejuvenation away from
external influences, promoting psychological well-being and self-awareness.

9. Quiet and Unapproachable at First. - I am an introvert, thus this comes around often. I
learned that this is an example of a Freudian defense mechanisms, such as introversion or
repression. It may contribute to my initial reserved demeanor. This could be a protective
mechanism to shield yourself from potential emotional harm or rejection, reflecting a
subconscious fear of vulnerability.

10. Goofy and Loud with Close Friends. - In contrast to the previous point, I am actually a
person who talks a lot. If I'm comfortable enough, I might just share everything, like a book
that opened itself. Sometimes overly too much that some people might find me annoying.
Freud would interpret this behavior as the uninhibited expression of the id, the unconscious
part of the personality driven by the pleasure principle. Around trusted friends, I feel
comfortable letting down my guard and indulging in playful, spontaneous behavior without
fear of judgment.

11. INFJ Personality Type. - I took an MBTI test annually for 3 consecutive years, and
everytime, it's INFJ. I have never changed my personality for 3 years, it's quite crazy when
you think about it. While not directly part of Freud's theory, my INFJ personality type could
be understood as a result of the interplay between unconscious drives and conscious
cognitive processes. My cognitive functions and interpersonal tendencies are shaped by both
innate predispositions and environmental influences.

12. Easily Upset if Ignored. - I am honest to myself and I am aware of this trait of mine. I often
would get easily hurt on certain things. For example, as suggested by the 10th point, I talk a
lot, basically a yapper. I would yap my mouth off and if I realize that maybe the people I'm
talking to would seem that they're not listening, I would get upset. Not at them, but at
myself, for letting my mouth run when in fact they could be tired of hearing my voice
already. Then I would sulk in silence. Nobody knows that I'm upset because I would just
pretend nothing happened and shut my mouth. Basically, I'm the person who kept my

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 feelings to myself. Freud would interpret my sensitivity to being ignored as a manifestation
of the ego's need for validation and recognition from others. This frustration when not being
listened to may stem from unconscious desires for attention and affirmation, highlighting the
importance of interpersonal connections in shaping your emotional well-being.

13. Perfectionism and Snobbishness. - I am a naturally “maldita” person. I get annoyed snd
easily pissed of on trivial and simple mistakes made by people. I hate people being dumb,
slow, or just anything that's not beneficial to me. I am aware that this might be a toxic trait,
and to be honest, I am actively still working on it in toning it down or hiding it. Though, I
learned that Freud would interpret these traits as defense mechanisms employed by the ego
to maintain a sense of self-worth and control. Perfectionism may serve as a way to ward off
feelings of inadequacy, while snobbishness could be a projection of underlying insecurities
onto others. And for me this is true.

These are just few of my personality traits and characteristics that I understand in the lens of
Freud's Drive Theory. Incorporating these additional aspects provides a more nuanced
understanding of my personality from a Freudian perspective, shedding light on the complex
interplay between unconscious drives, defense mechanisms, and interpersonal dynamics in
shaping your thoughts, behaviors, and experiences.In summary, your personality traits reflect a
complex interplay of unconscious drives, defense mechanisms, and developmental experiences,
as viewed through the lens of Freudian theory. Each aspect provides insight into your thoughts,
feelings, and behaviors, offering a deeper understanding of your psyche.

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