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anyone is preparing, do not become trapped into wonder-
ing about what you will have to eat and how it will taste.
5. The Deslre for Touch
Among the tive sensations, touch is the one that has a special connection with sex. Although there are severa! 55
kinds of touch, the most difficult form to overcome is
the one concerning sex. As meditation practitioners we should be very aware of the power ofTouch in disturbing our meditation. There is a legend concerning a very advanced practi- tionerwho lived in a remote mountain. One day the king of the country, hearing about the accomplishments of this practitioner, sent his messengers to fetch him and bring him to the palace as an honored guest. The king wished to pay homage to the practitioner and make offerings to him. The practitioner flew to the palace as the king wished and, in fact, did it severa! times. On one of these occasions, the king asked the queen to pay homage to the practitioner. ln doing so, the queen knelt before the practitioner and put her hands upon his bare feet to show her highest respect. The queen's hands were very soft and the practitioner, never having had that kind of experience before, suddenly felt very excited and ali at once lost his Dhyana. He felt faint and his body became very weak. He was no longer able to walk and had to be carried back to his mountain retreat! So, this is the danger of Touch to a meditation prac- titioner! Now we will tum from the more metaphysical desires to the more tangible ones, that is, the second set of the Five Desires - the Desires for: 1. Wealth 2. Sex 3. Fame 4. Food 5. Sleep
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The reason why I reserved the First Stage to the last is
partly because this Stage demands a much more thor- ough discussion, and partly because it touches upon some sensitive parts g( Q)I[ dajly çggçern; i.e., about mnnl'.t-u CPv fnnrf f~mP P r At thP mPrP tn11rh nf thPcP