By: Neoromance

Chapter One
Suzumes eyes had not moved nor blinked as she continued to stare at the poster in front of her. She
could feel her heartbeat racing with excitement the moment she read through the name written on the poster.
What have you been staring at for so long? Suzume felt a pat on her shoulder but her eyes remained on the
poster not at all noticing the presence of another. A little surprised at how Suzume reacted, her friend Melissa too
looked to the poster that hung on their school noticeboard.
Immediately Melissa understood why Suzume acted the way she did. With excitement she called in
disbelief, No way, Tsukimori Len is having a concert here in this city?!
Finally Suzumes eyes looked to her friend as an expression of indescribable joy covered her face, I know.
As a world class violinist he has only ever performed in Europe.
What brought him here then? Melissa asked.
A mysterious smile appeared on Suzumes face, Dont you know? Apparently Len was a graduate from
this college. This city was his home town
No way! Stunned by the shocking news Melissa exclaimed. You are telling me that the worlds number
one violinist is a graduate from our little pathetic music college?
Hearing what her friend said, Suzume smiled and defended softly, Our school is not that bad. It is a
traditional and noble school that has been established for over a century. Pausing a shade of pink painted
Suzumes face as she whispered, Most of all, Len was once a student here too...
Youre right, Melissa nodded. If the worlds number one violinist was once a student here, then this
makes this music college more valuable. But if that was true, then why dont they ever promote it? It would bring
so many more students and money into the school!
Suzumes eyes turned back to the poster again and sighed. Everything that relates to Tsukimori Len had
always been such a mystery. Although he is so famous and well known, his photographs were never published. No
video recordings were ever allowed in all his concerts and all his CDs had no profile on him.
I guess thats the selling point. Melissa agreed. If no one knew what Tsukimori Len looks like or how old
he is, that mysteriousness about him will make people want to pay more to go to his concerts.
Suzume gave another sigh as her eyes looked to the price of the concert tickets displayed on the poster.
But I guess it would be so worth the money to be able to go to his concert. After all it was his music that rescued
me when I was in the lowest time of my life.
Suzumes mother passed away in a car accident when Suzume was in high school Suzume had once
wanted to become a piano teacher like her mother, but because of the sudden loss of her mother, Suzume had
thought of giving up her dream. However it was not until she overheard Tsukimori Lens violin over the radio that
she felt alive once again. Lens music was not just any music, it was something that captured and rescued Suzume.
It gave her dream back to her. Immediately she bought his CD and played it over and over again. Whenever she
was depressed and sad, his violin would always touch her heart and lift her once again.
So, how are you planning to pay for the tickets? Melissa asked.
I guess I can work for longer hours at the restaurant that I am currently working at. Suzume obviously
had already thought through the plan.
Cool, I guess I have to start saving money too. We have to go together! I want to see what this
mysterious man actually looks like. Hope we did not pay all this money to go see an old ugly bald man.
Melissa, we are there for his music! Suzume giggled at her friends comment. Yes, no matter what the
cost is, she will save the money to buy the concert ticket of her most admired musician.
Suzume, can you bring these orders to table four?
Sure. Suzume quickly picked up the tray of food placed on the counter. As she had planned for, working
extra hours at her part time job is starting to help her save money for the concert ticket.
Thank you Suzume, here is your pay for the extra hours you have worked here. Suzumes manager
smiled and passed her an envelope. Suzume felt her heart pumping as she held the envelope tightly in her hand.
Finally she can afford to go to Lens concert. Nothing can stop her now!
After leaving the restaurant and heading towards the train station, Suzume felt someone following her.
With fear Suzume walked faster and terror increased when she heard the footstep behind her coming rapidly
towards her.
Before Suzume could scream for help a man in a black beanie and bikers jacket rushed up to her and
grabbed her handbag off her. In shock Suzume tried to grasp the handbag back but it became a useless attempt as
the man swung his elbow and pushed Suzume hard towards a pole.
With the force Suzume felt her head smashed against the concrete pole and by the time she regained her
consciousness the robber was long gone with her handbag. Struggling onto her feet she felt drowsiness overlapped
her as she sat back down onto the ground.
Are you alright? Miss?
Suzume heard a voice asked in concern as a man rushed up to her. Slowly opening her eyes again she saw
a young man about the age of mid to late twenties looking at her with worries.
I...I, Suzume tried to explain to the kind stranger what had just happened. However surprised she could
not put her words together she felt extreme drowsiness overwhelmed her as she knew no more.
Opening her eyes again she was surprised to find herself in the hospital from the smell of disinfectants
and medication and the white blankets that covered her. She frowned when she sensed a stabbing pain on her
forehead. As a reflex she lifted her hand to feel her forehead and found that there were bandages around her
head.
How are you feeling?
Suzume turned to the voice and found the same kind young man that she saw before she last had
consciousness.
I am in the hospital? What had happened? Suzume asked as she tried to sit up.
You had a concussion when you injured your head, luckily the cut on your forehead wasnt too bad so
you only needed a few stitches. The young man explained warmly.
Thank...thank you. Suzume said quickly when she realized an unknown stranger had just brought her to
the hospital. She did not know what to say when she had two distinctive treatments in one night from two
strangers.
No big deal, I work here anyway. Luckily I found you just when I was on my way home from work. The
young man replied in politeness. Good news is you will be able to return home when you are ready.
Thank...thank you. Suzume said quickly again.
The young man replied her with another smile as he picked up the folder next to her bed. Sorry, just for
paperworks sake, can I grab a few details off you?
Suzume nodded as she answered his questions. Taking a peek at the man in front of her she noticed the
lab boat he was wearing and the ID badge with it. Suzume understood immediately what he meant by him working
here in the hospital. Suzume blushed immediately when she realized how beautiful he actually was. His long thick
eyelashes and eyes of magical colours, even those lips were just perfect. It was like any girls dream to be rescued
by a handsome stranger.
Can you describe as clear as possible how you were injured? Not noticing her focus the handsome
young doctor continued to ask the questions from his paperwork.
I...I was robbed... Suzume quickly pulled her focus back and replied.
Robbery? The young doctor looked up at Suzume immediately in concern. Did the robber hurt you in
any other way?
Tears came up immediately in Suzumes eyes when she remembered her days of extra hard work to be
able to buy Lens concert tickets became wasted. Now there was no way she could ever afford to go to his concert.
That was what could hurt her the most.
Its alright, take your time. If you wish to report the incident to the police I can accompany you. The
young doctor comforted mistaking the reason she was upset.
Suzume shook her head as she quickly dried her tears, No, its not that. I was upset over something else.
The young doctor did not say anything but watched with care. Gently he passed her a box of tissues.
Where do you live? I will take you home. It is not safe for ladies to travel home alone in this hour.
No its fine. I cannot possibly bother you anymore. Most of all you are still working. Suzume declined
quickly in politeness.
At this time the door opened and a nurse walked in. When she saw the young doctor, she called in
surprise, Doctor Ryo, how come you are still here? I thought you were finally off duty after your last long thirty-six
hour shift?
The young doctor laughed and shrugged his shoulders, This lady here was hurt when I was leaving so I
brought her back to help treat her.
You could have just left her with the other doctors on call. You have not had a rest for over forty hours
now. Go home and rest immediately! The nurse teased and rushed him like a caring mother.
Although not knowing what was going on, by now Suzume had figured that this young doctor had stayed
awake for over forty hours now because of her. Quickly turning to the young doctor she apologized, I am so sorry
to have kept you here. I could not possibly bother you any longer. Please go home and rest.
Alright, alright. Since I have done this much already, I will take you home and make sure you are safe
then I will go home, how about that? Passing the folder to the nurse he instructed. I have confirmed that the
patient is fine to go. Can you check her out?
The nurse sighed and shook her head. Turning to Suzume she smiled warmly, Please come with me.
Suzumes eyes opened a little with surprise at the same time feeling her heart so moved when she saw
the young doctor really waited for her at the foyer.
All done? I will take you home now. His smile was still so warm like sunshine. Gradually Suzume felt her
whole mind and heart was taken and drowned in his bright beautiful smile. For the first time Suzume felt that his
smile had also healed the wound inside her heart like Tsukimori Lens music had.
Here you go. The young doctor said as he stopped the car in front of her house. Turning to Suzume he
wrote down on a piece of paper a phone number and passed it to Suzume. Here is my mobile number, if you have
decided to report to the police about the theft give me a call, I will help in any way I can.
Suzume held the piece of paper tightly in her hand and felt her heart pumping fast like a little girl in love.
Thank...thank you doctor...
Its Ryo. Just call me Ryo. He continued for her. Passing her another bag he instructed, Here are the
bandages and pain-killers for the stitches on your forehead. Two weeks later you can come in for another checkup
but I think you will be fine.
Suzume nodded and knew although to him he was just looking after his patient but to her it was the
warmest treatment she had ever received from anyone. Suzume stood outside her door as she watched him drove
off in his car. Suzume breathed out a deep breath and realized with a smile that she had fallen in love.
Suzume?!
Suddenly the front door swung open as a middle-aged man rushed out in haste. When he saw the
bandages around her forehead he asked in shock. What happened? Where have you been?!
Dad, Suzume smiled with apology. Had a little accident. Met a robbery.
Robbery?! Suzumes father was in even more shock. I told you it was not safe to work that late in the
restaurant! I have already lost your mother and if anything else happens to you...
I am fine, Dad... Suzume comforted quickly.
With a sigh Suzumes dad held onto his head as he whispered to himself. I knew it will not be safe to
leave you here alone...
Dad?
Remember the project that my company had invested more than two hundred million dollars in?
Suzumes dad asked as the both of them seated down in the living room.
Suzume nodded in acknowledgment and waited for her father to continue.
Well, my manager had been appointed to be the project manager for the assignment, and he had asked
me to become his right hand man in assisting him in this project.
Wow! That is great news right?! You have always wanted this kind of opportunity! Suzume held her
fathers hand in excitement.
I know but, Suzumes father paused and let out a sigh. I have to be overseas for two years minimum.
That means...?
Suzumes father nodded. I cannot leave you here alone especially after what had happened to you
tonight. At the same time my company had mentioned that I am not allowed to bring family with me.
I will be fine! Suzume said quickly. I am an adult now; I can take care of myself! She would hate to see
her father giving up such an opportunity for her.
No, Suzume. I was already worried about your wellbeing and now after what had happened to you
tonight; there is no way I am going to let you stay here in this house by yourself. Luckily my manager had already
made me an offer to let you stay at his place while we are both away.
Your managers place? You dont think thats kind of weird? Suzume asked reluctantly.
No, I believe you will love it there. It is quite close to your school and most of all they also have a grand
piano in the house for you to practice on.
Grand piano? Suzume was surprised.
Yes, apparently his wife was a piano teacher too like your mother. She had mentioned having you around
will be so much of a help since she only had sons to accompany her. Suzumes father explained softly, I have also
mentioned to him how well you have looked after me ever since your mother passed away. If it was not for you
Suzume, I couldnt have moved on...
Suzume blushed after her father said that. With a smile she hugged her father tight. You have helped me
move on too dad.
I will come back to visit as much as I can, I promise I will write too.
After telling me you cannot go to the concert any more, you have decided to move out? Melissa teased
when she saw Suzume showed up today at school with two extra bags.
Suzume blushed hearing such tease from her friend. No, you know how much I wanted to go to the
concert, but if its not for the robbery I would have bought the tickets already...
Melissa smiled and helped Suzume carry one of her bags, So your father wants you to move into his
managers house while they are away. I remembered you mentioned that they have two sons right? Pausing,
Melissa leaned close and whispered. Are you kind of excited that there might be romances happening with you
and your new house mates?
Melissa! Suzume complained again as she felt her cheeks burning hot with embarrassment. It is not
going to happen! Besides I have already found my dream prince... Suzumes voice became soft and thin towards
the end of her sentence.
Oh yeah, the young handsome doctor that saved you right? Is he really that cute? Melissa asked with
interest.
Suzume lowered her head and nodded, the admirations and stars in her eyes says it all.
Oh wow, I wish that will happen to me... Melissa gave a sigh. So now you have his number are you
going to call him?
But...but you dont think its weird if I called? Do you think he will think I am a very aggressive girl?
Suzume asked quickly.
If he gave you the number, he wanted you to call. Why else would he give you his mobile number? It is a
pretty personal number you know. Melissa encouraged.
Suzume felt her heart rejoiced when she heard what Melissa said. So...he actually wanted her to keep in
contact with him like Melissa said?
Anyway, so who is picking you up to take you to the new house? Melissa asked as the both of them
waited at the front gate because Suzumes father mentioned that his managers son would pick her up from school
to take her back to the new house.
I think the elder son is coming, I hope he can find me all right. After all we have never met. Suzume
replied as she looked again towards the cars that drove into the street.
I am sure he can find you, you are the only person here with two huge bags. Melissa teased again.
While they were talking, a black Rover stopped just in front of the school gate. Suzume felt her heart gave
a huge thump when she saw the car. This car, the number plate, she had seen them before!
Suzume felt her heart rate increased rapidly when she saw a young handsome man walked out of the car
towards them. When he saw her, his eyes also widened a little in surprise as he came up quickly and greeted with
the warm smile that Suzume had missed so much.
Suzume? It is you that is moving in with us? His tone also showed happiness to find out the unbelievable
coincidence.
Dr...Dr Ryo! Suzume greeted quickly still feeling her heart pumping like crazy.
Wow, you are right about him, Suzume. Melissa also felt her heartbeat racing like a little girl. If it takes a
robbery to meet a prince, she is willing too!
Right about what? Ryo asked not understanding Melissas inside meaning.
No...nothing! Melissa quickly replied. Nice to meet you, I am Suzumes friend Melissa.
Nice to meet you. He greeted with politeness. His eyes then landed on the two big bags next to Suzume,
Only two bags of luggage?
Yes, yes... Suzume quickly picked them up. However as if it was less than a chore, Ryo took them from
her as he swung them onto his shoulders.
Alright, shall we go? Ryo asked and turning to Melissa, he asked. Would you like to come too?
I would love to but I cant. Melissa replied. She is not that stupid to tag around and stick out as the sore
thumb. Although envious of Suzumes luck, but she is truly happy for her friend.
Good luck! Melissa whispered in her friends ear while Ryo placed the luggage in the trunk.
Melissa! Suzume blushed and complained. However when she looked up once again at Ryos beautiful
face, she could not stop that smile of hers from appearing.
Well, welcome to our humble home. Ryo said after he led Suzume into the house.
Thank...thank you. Suzume lowered her head and said quickly.
Seeing her reaction Ryo smiled warmly, Dont be so nervous and stiff. Just make yourself at home.
Suzume nodded again quickly as she followed Ryo into the living room. Immediately her eyes landed on
the black Steinway grand piano. Noticing her focus Ryo added, Oh yeah, feel free to play the piano whenever you
want. You need it for school as well right?
Suzume looked up at Ryo and asked softly, Do...do you play the piano too?
Ryo smiled and shrugged his shoulders, Unfortunately the only song I can play is Twinkle Twinkle Little
Stars.
Suzume chuckled at Ryos words, Maybe one day you could perform for me.
Ryo laughed too at her words, Alright, all jokes aside. I will show you around the house and to your
room.
Suzume nodded and once again quickly followed Ryos tall figure up the stairs. Pointing to the room to his
right, Ryo explained. This is my room, and opposite to my room is my brothers room. Further down the corridor
is my parents room.
Oh, should I go say hello to the rest of your family? Suzume asked quickly.
They are both not home at the moment, Ryo continued walking as he replied. Because of work, they
spend most of the time overseas.
Suzume stopped walking immediately as her face turned red and her heartbeat increased rapidly with the
news. Does...does this mean in the house at the moment is just the two of them?! How...how should she act? Is it
really day and night just Ryo and her?! She was of course joyous to find that she was moving into her dream
princes house, but she did not expect it to be just the two of them!
Whats the matter? Ryo obviously did not notice the thoughts going on inside Suzumes head and asked.
No...nothing. Suzume replied almost immediately.
Oh, dont worry. Ryo replied her with another warm smile. I have already asked the hospital to put me
on day shifts so you wont be home alone at night. I will be home too to accompany you.
Suzume felt all the blood in her started to boil and rushed to her face. What Ryo just said was making it
worse! However totally unlike her Ryo was calm and normal obviously meaning what he literally means.
I am sorry that you just have to put up with me for the next few days until my mother and brother comes
home. You might soon be annoyed with my company. Ryo joked.
Of course not! Suzume replied immediately. There is no way she will ever get tired and annoyed of Ryo.
However realizing how straight she was, Suzume lowered her head quickly in embarrassment. Luckily Ryo did not
notice and continued to walk on.
Opening the door next to his own room, he turned to Suzume, Here is your room and I will leave your
bags here.
Thank you, Suzume said once again.
You thank me too much, no need to be so polite with me. Ryo smiled. When you are ready come
downstairs, we need to figure out what to have for dinner since my mother is not here.
Oh, I can cook something if you like. Suzume volunteered quickly.
Can you?
Of course, I always cook at home for my dad. Suzume smiled and replied.
Great! I havent had home cooking for so long. Ryo cheered. I will show you to the kitchen.
That was incredible. You cook one hundred times better than my mother. Ryo praised after a heartfelt
meal.
You are flattering me... Suzume blushed but felt her heart so sweet. Ryo probably did not realize how
much effort she put into preparing this meal for him. His every word of praise soothes her heart.
No, Im serious! You know, my mother hardly cooks because she said as a professional pianist; she has to
look after her fingers well. What kind of excuse was that?
Suzume started laughing hearing what Ryo said. She is right though. Fingers are truly a valuable asset to
a musician.
Then you shouldnt have cooked! You are a professional pianist too right? Ryo reminded her quickly.
I am not that professional... Suzume justified quickly.
Of course you are. With a warm encouraging smile Ryo asked, Can I ask you to play a piece for me?
Blood rushed to Suzumes face immediately as she blushed with shyness, I thought you promised to
perform for me first?
Ryo started laughing and gestured her to the living room. Alright, after I have embarrassed myself with
the only song I know, would you kindly play one song for me too?
Suzume chuckled again finding Ryo extremely easy to talk to. More and more she finds her heart attached
to this wonderful friendly handsome prince of hers.
Once they entered the living room, Suzumes eyes immediately landed on the collection of CDs on the CD
rack. With joy she ran forward as if she has found the best treasure ever. Turning back to Ryo she asked in
excitement.
I didnt know you are a fan of Tsukimori Len too! You have his entire collection here!
A funny look appeared on Ryos face when he heard that, Well, I am not exactly a fan of him, my parents
were the ones who bought the CDs.
Oh, ok... Suzume nodded in acknowledgment. If your mother is a professional musician, it is not
surprising for her to have Tsukimori Lens entire collection here. Indeed his music is magical.
I see that you are a loyal fan... Ryo said when he saw how Suzumes face brightened up immediately
when she talks about him. Pausing, a serious look appeared on Ryos face as he asked carefully. Have...have you
ever seen what he looked like?
Surprised how come Ryo had become so serious all of a sudden, Suzume shook her head and replied. Of
course not. He never revealed any video or photographs of his concerts...
Oh...ok. With a look of relief Ryo replied.
Why did you ask? Suzume blinked at Ryos abnormal reaction.
Uh, nothing... Smile reappeared on Ryos face as he teased. Just wondering since you are such a fan,
whether you will be disappointed if you found out he was actually a bald old man.
Suzume started laughing again when she heard Ryo saying the exact same thing as Melissa had said. It
doesnt matter what he looks like. Its his music that I love. Then with a sigh, a sad look appeared on Suzumes
face. Unfortunately I couldnt make it to his concerts here in this city. The money I have saved for it was stolen,
and now its too late to buy the tickets because they have all been sold out...
Well, I wouldnt be too disappointed if I were you. Ryo comforted.
How come?
A mysterious smile came onto Ryos handsome face. You will see.
So, how has the first week been? Any romance started between you and your handsome prince?
Melissa teased Suzume while they were having lunch at the students cafeteria.
Of course not! We...we are just normal housemates! Suzume justified quickly although joy and
embarrassment cannot be hidden on her face.
So how are the rest of the family treating you? Is his brother as good looking as him? Can you introduce
me to him if he is still available? Melissa teased again.
Ugh...well, Suzume didnt know if she should say it or not. I havent exactly met the rest of his family
yet...
You havent? How come?
Well, you see...they are all overseas at the moment... Suzume explained as her voice became thin
towards the end.
What?! Melissa stood up in shock. You have been living alone with him this whole time and you didnt
tell me?!
Sh...shhh.!! Suzume quickly calmed her friend down especially when she sensed the focuses from other
students on them.
After Melissa finally sat back down Suzume explained quickly in a defending manner. It is totally not like
what you think.
You think I am going to believe you now? Melissa said with unbelieving eyes.
Before Suzume was going to explain more, her mobile phone started to ring. Quickly she grabbed her
phone from her bag and Suzumes heart thumped hard when she saw the name on the caller ID.
Ryo calling...? Melissa took a look too and asked on purpose. Arent you going to answer it?
Suzume blushed and quickly answered the call, Hello?
On the other side of the phone, Ryos bright but deep voice came through. Hi Suzume, its me, Ryo.
Yes, I know... Suzume thought inside her as she felt her heart pumping fast.
An emergency patient had just come in so I might be stuck in a six hour operation this afternoon. Ryo
explained. Dont bother to prepare dinner for me, I will just eat here at the hospital.
Oh...ok. You sure you have enough to eat? Suzume asked warmly already like a caring wife.
Yeah, I will be fine. Ryo replied. Make sure you lock all the windows and doors, dont let any strangers
in the house ok? I will come home as soon as I can.
Ok. Suzume nodded as she felt her heart so warm with Ryos caring words.
Doctor Ryo! What are you doing out here? We are all waiting for you to start! Suzume overheard
someone calling from Ryos end.
Oops, I think I better go. Bye. Ryo laughed and hung up.
Bye... Suzume replied although she could no longer hear Ryos voice. With a sigh Suzume put away her
phone. She is so doomed, she realized she is too deep in. Already she felt like a wife who felt so lost when the
husband had to work overtime.
Hubby not coming home for dinner? Melissa asked.
He...he is not my hubby! Suzume complained with embarrassment immediately.
You are going to be alright by yourself tonight? Do you want me to come over? Finally putting on a
straight face Melissa asked seriously.
I will be fine, thanks. Suzume replied. Of course she will be fine, its not like she is going anywhere
tonight. Most of all, she has the entire collection of Tsukimori Lens music to accompany her.
Gently wrapping the food with glad wrap, Suzume prepared delicious food for Ryo anyway although he
said he didnt need it. Making sure the kitchen was all neat and tidy, Suzume headed straight to the living room.
Joyously she placed one of Tsukimori Lens CD in the CD player and when the beautiful music came out
with the surround system, Suzume felt she was in heaven. Like Ryo had said, it is really like attending a live concert.
When the CD started to play her favorite piece, slowly Suzumes fingers moved to the music as if she was
the person playing the piano accompanying Lens violin. Turning off the CD player, Suzume walked over to the
grand piano and started playing the same piece that she had just heard. She had long been familiarized with all
Lens songs, and dreamt many times to be his piano accompany. Closing her eyes she allowed her fingers to move
on the keyboard freely as she played one piece after another as if she was in a real concert.
Yes, just like a real concert already she could hear Tsukimori Len playing right next to her. The wonderful
music that is so full of senses and feelings, the music that only Tsukimori Len could express.
Slowly opening her eyes she saw Ryo standing next to the piano playing the violin next to her. Suzume
smiled mockingly to herself, she must be too much into her imagination to have overlapped Ryos face with
Tsukimori Lens violin playing to see such an illusion. However immediately she became alert, wait a second, she
could not possibly have lost her mind to such an extent?! Looking up again Ryo really was standing next to her with
a violin in his hands!
Ryo?! You...you are home?! Suzume stopped immediately and stood up in embarrassment.
However unlike how Ryo usually acts, there was no smile on his face as he looked coldly at Suzume and
asked instead with a frown. Why did you stop? You must never stop half way through a performance.
Suzume was taken back immediately with Ryos reaction. There was such authority from those beautiful
eyes of his. Most of all, Suzume was most stunned to find that Ryo actually plays the violin!! Not just any kind of
playing, but exactly the same as Tsukimori Len!!
Continue. Ryo ordered.
Suzume sat back down immediately and continued to play as Ryo had commanded. However she could
not help but notice how great a violinist Ryo actually was! It is at a professional level and yet he lied about himself
not knowing music at all.
Finally after she thought she had performed her duty when the song ended, Ryo looked to Suzume again
and asked coldly, What other songs do you know off by heart?
If...if its Tsukimori Lens songs, I know...all of them... Suzume replied hesitantly still trying to figure out
why Ryo had changed all of a sudden.
A little surprise showed through Ryos eyes as he commanded again, Alright, play the next one.
But... Suzume interrupted as she did not know why Ryo is acting this way.
But what? The frown appeared again on Ryos face.
No...nothing! Suzume lowered her head and replied quickly. After knowing Ryo for this whole time, she
had never seen him frown like this!
As she started to play, although doubtful of Ryos actions, but she must admit his violin playing to be
magical. Although hesitant in the beginning, gradually Suzume realized how much she was actually enjoying this.
The two of them played as if they had been performing together for a long time already. There was such a bond
that Ryo obviously also noticed too as he continued to perform together with Suzume.
Magically no matter which song Suzume started to play, Ryo always knew how to play the violin part of
the song remarkably as well! Finally after the fifth song they played together, Suzume heard applause coming from
behind Ryo. Shocked with the presence of a third person in the room, Suzume stood up immediately from the
piano and saw a most beautiful elegant lady standing there smiling at them.
Bravo, it was beautiful. She praised.
However Suzume was not at all joyous of the praise as her heart sank into the deep abyss when she found
Ryo came home with a beautiful girl.
Not noticing the despair in her heart, the beautiful lady came up and shook Suzumes hand as she
greeted. Hi, you must be Suzume.
Yes...and you are? Suzume replied not knowing why this lady knew about her? Did Ryo tell her about it?
Before the beautiful lady replied, they heard someone opened the front door with the keys and walked in.
When the person saw Suzume and the other two people in the room, he stopped in surprise but soon a bright
smile appeared as he came up immediately.
You guys are back already? How come you didnt ask me to pick you up from the airport?
Suzume couldnt believe her eyes with the strangest scene before her. The person that just walked in
looked exactly the same as the Ryo standing next to her. However the smile, the tone of voice was for sure what
belongs only to Ryo! If the person that just walked in the door was Ryo then who is this guy standing next to her?!
Seeing how Suzumes face had turned blue and white, Ryo laughed nervously as he walked up to Suzume.
So, I guess you guys have already met. He pointed to the beautiful lady, This is my mother...
Hearing such an introduction, immediately indescribable joy reappeared inside Suzumes heart. So...this
beautiful lady is not Ryos girlfriend! Nice to meet you! Suzume greeted quickly at the same stunned with how
young and beautiful Ryos mother looked!
I have heard that you are a pianist too, and just now from hearing you and Len playing together, you are
truly gifted. Ryos mother smiled as she looked to her other son standing next to the piano.
Len...? Suzume could sense the danger when she heard that name. Looking over to Ryo she saw him
smiling with tease.
Oh, let me introduce to you Suzume. Ryo came up and stood next to his exact look alike. This is my
twin brother Len, worlds most famous violinist. Ryo smiled even more when he saw Suzumes face turning even
whiter with the shocking news. Yeah, like I said, because of his work, he spends most of the time overseas and my
mother is the piano accompany for him.
Is...is this a joke? Her most admired musician is actually the twin brother of her dream prince? Most of all,
she had never expected to be living under the same roof with Tsukimori Len!! As if he was find Suzumes reaction
absolutely interesting, Ryo added rubbing in, Well, surprise~!! I guess Tsukimori Len wasnt bald after all!
Bald...? Upon the term, Len frowned.
No...nothing! Suzume interrupted quickly in shock. Well, indeed, now Melissa can be relaxed that
buying an expensive ticket to Tsukimori Lens concert was not going to be a waste. Because not only was Len not
bald, but indeed, he was actually a charmer, just like his twin brother Ryo. Secretly sighing inside, Suzume really
hoped her stay here with this family in the next year will go safely...
Chapter Two
Pretending to be taking a sip of the coffee in her hands, Suzume secretly took a peek at the two brothers
sitting also on the same dining table. The world is so unfair, Suzume thought to herself. It was already a luxury to
have a person with such a handsome outstanding appearance like Ryo, and now there are two of them!!
Well, at least Suzume didnt have to go to the concert anymore to see Tsukimori Len from behind a few
thousand people. He is now sitting right there reading a book like any other human being!
Unexpectedly, Len looked up and when his eyes met up with Suzumes a frown appeared on his beautiful
face. As a reflex Suzume quickly looked away but it was too late as Ryo had noticed and teased. Len, dont act so
cold, you are scaring poor Suzume.
Giving his brother a scary look Len returned to his reading not bothered with them anymore. Dont worry
about him Suzume, he is always like that. Playing cool all the time. But dont be scared off by his outward
appearance, he is actually a very nice person inside. Ryo joked.
I... I know! Suzume replied immediately. However surprised with her own words she picked up her mug
and said quickly. I will get some more coffee!
Before she walked away, Len picked up his own mug and passed it to her. Refill please. Seeing this Ryo
laughed and teased again. Len, dont be so lazy, do it yourself!
Its alright, I can do it! Suzume said quickly and ran into the kitchen. Secretly taking a few deep breaths
to calm herself down, Suzume found it hard to believe although the two brothers have the exact same perfect and
handsome countenance, but their personality were the total opposite. Unlike Ryos bright warm friendly
personality, Len obviously was the wordless cold type. So far Suzume had not seen him smile at all! Not only so,
less than three words would come out of his lips each time. With a sigh, Suzume must admit, her image of
Tsukimori Len, the sensitive wonderful violinist that changed her life was totally different from the Tsukimori Len
that now sits behind her in the dining room.
Opening the top cupboard, Suzume tiptoed to try to reach the creamer on the top shelf. When suddenly
another hand reached for it and grabbed it for her. Here you go. Still with a bright smile Ryo passed the creamer
to her.
Thank...thank you. Suzume felt her face blushing again with shyness and her heartbeat unsettled as if it
was going to jump out of her mouth when she realized how tall and protective Ryos figure was when he stood
behind her.
Are you alright? Ryo asked when he noticed the weird reaction from Suzume.
Yes...I am fine! She said quickly and returned to the dining room with Lens coffee in fear Ryo was going
to find out how she actually felt for him.
Here you go. Suzume said and placed Lens mug before him.
Thanks. Without looking up, Len said.
How about your coffee, Suzume? Ryo returned too with her mug in his hand. Didnt she say she wanted
another cup herself?
I...I am fine. I better get ready before I am late for school! Suzume squeezed out a smile and fled quickly
up the stairs to her room. Not understanding Suzumes abnormal reaction, Ryo shrugged his shoulders and turned
back to the kitchen.
Dont be so nice if you dont mean it.
Ryo turned around in surprise when he heard the comment from his brother. Walking back to the dining
table he asked with a grin. Whats your plan for today?
Len looked up at his brother and replied calmly. I have to meet one of my sponsors today, my old
school.
Great! Ryo pat Lens shoulder. Maybe its time you quit acting so cool and do something nice for
someone. Since you are going to Suzumes school today anyway, maybe you can drop her off.
What? Len frowned again.
Without giving his brother a chance to say no, Ryo picked up his briefcase and called to Suzume as she
walked down the stairs, Suzume, Len will take you to school today. I have to go now, see ya!
Huh? Suzume obviously did not expect that as she watched Ryo ran quickly out the door. Turning to Len
she saw an unpleasant frown on his beautiful face. Taking the last sip of his coffee, Len stood up from where he
was and headed to the kitchen. He should have known, his brother always does this to him! Hurriedly collecting all
the dirty plates Suzume also headed into the kitchen and said quickly to Len. Its alright, I can walk to school by
myself.
Taking a look at poor Suzume, Len sighed secretly inside himself. Its not her fault, this is between him and
Ryo. I have to go there today anyway to visit the dean. Let me know when you are ready. Len left Suzume the
sentence and walked out of the kitchen.
Suzume could hear her own heartbeat when she sat in the passenger seat next to Len. Unlike being with
Ryo, Len said not a word to her as the whole ride to her school was in silence.
Thank you very much! Suzume said quickly after Len parked the car. Len nodded in acknowledgment
and did not say anything. However as Suzume headed off, she could not help but notice Len had followed her and
walked right next to her.
Len...?
The deans office is still at the same place right? Len asked.
Yes it is! Suzume said quickly remembering that Len was here to see the dean. When at this time a
person waved at them and ran up quickly. Morning Suzume! It was no other but Melissa. When she saw Len, she
greeted with a teasing smile. Good morning Ryo, so attentive and brought Suzume to school?
Frown appeared once again on Lens face, but not bothering to explain, Len said to Suzume, I will go this
way.
What is his problem? Is he in a bad mood? Melissa complained as she watched Len walked off totally
ignoring her presence
Nothing! Lets go! Suzume squeezed out a smile and grabbed Melissas arm. She could never tell
Melissa that person was not Ryo but his twin brother, the famous Tsukimori Len!
Just when Suzume thought she could live through her day in peace, a classmate rushed into the classroom
and called out in Joy. You guys are not going to believe it! I heard the rumour that Tsukimori Len actually came to
our school today!!
Really? Another asked in surprise. How do you know?
Seeing people starting to gather around her, she smiled mysteriously. Well, I just walked pass the deans office,
and I heard the deans voice, and you know what he said?! He said, It has been a while since you last visited your
old school, Len. Or should I call you by the name of the world class violinist Tsukimori Len...
No way! Did you see his face?!
She shook her head in disappointment and sighed. I tried to but the door was closed.
Lets go wait outside the deans office, He has to come out some time! One girl suggested. With the
suggestion the rest cheered as some already walked out the door fighting to be the first person to see the
mysterious Tsukimori Len.
Oh wow, Suzume, I guess we get to see him even without going to the concert! Melissa whispered to
Suzume in excitement.
Yeah... Suzume replied ambiguously. Surprised at how unexcited Suzume was, Melissa asked in concern.
Whats the matter? You and Ryo both are acting weird today. Did you guys have a fight?
No, no we didnt fight. Suzume justified quickly and squeezed out a smile. Dont you think it is better
that we dont actually know what Tsukimori Len looks like?
Huh? Did you get a brain disease? Of course its better to find out! Melissa joked as she grabbed
Suzume off her seat. Lets go! Before Suzume could find another excuse, the classmates that left earlier all
returned with disappointment all over their faces. Seeing their facial expressions Melissa asked cautiously. Whats
the matter with you guys? Was he that bad looking?
No, by the time we got there he had left already. We missed out just like that!
Hearing that Suzume was relieved immediately, she wondered what everyones reaction would be if they
found out the world-class musician was the guy that dropped her off at school today!
Whats going on here? Everyone return to their seats please. The professor said as she walked in.
Putting aside all their disappointments, the students all quickly returned to their seats waiting for the
class to start. Placing down her teaching materials, the professor looked up at the students and announced.
As you know you are all at your last year now, so for the rest of the school year I would like you to
concentrate on your thesis that I am about to assign to you. Taking out her notebook, she looked through the list
as she explained, I have given each of you the name of either a classical or a contemporary musician here. The
musician that I assign to you will be the person you write your thesis on. Not to worry, I have assigned it according
to what I best felt suited your current performance.
The students walked up one by one as their names were called out and have the name of the musician
handed to them on a piece of paper. I got an easy one, pretty sure that I can find lots of materials on him.
Melissa winked as she passed her piece of paper to Suzume.
Suzume agreed when she saw the name Amadeus Wolfgang Mozart on Melissas paper. Mozart, the
musical genius who was able to play the piano at the age of 4 and was already composing his own works from the
age of 5.
Suzume, its your turn. The professor called out to Suzume.
Suzume walked up quickly to the professor and received her paper. However her body became stone stiff
when she saw the name, Tsukimori Len written on it. Looking up at her professor in plead she asked, Sakura
Sensei, is this a mistake...?
Of course not. Tsukimori Len is also a world class musician and you of all should know it. Sakura Sensei
smiled and obviously was not changing her mind about assigning this name to Suzume. Seeing the white pale look
on Suzumes face, she comforted. Suzume, I know this is a hard person to write about because we know so little
of him. However I have noticed from your previous works how you have been strongly influenced by Tsukimori
Lens works, I believe you will love to write a thesis about him.
But Sakura Sensei, Suzume looked up at her teacher again hoping she would say it was only a joke.
Dont worry, Suzume. To be fair I will give you a clue on writing this thesis. Misunderstanding the reason
Suzume was troubled with the topic, Sakura Sensei smiled warmly. As you know Tsukimori Len had arrived our
city in preparation for his upcoming concert. You should be able to arrange for an interview with him at the City
Concert Hall where he will be rehearsing for the next months. Just let him know that you needed to write your
graduation thesis, I am sure he will be willing to help.
Oh, she is so lucky...
Yeah, we dont even get to see Tsukimori Lens face, but she gets to do an interview with him...
Suzume could hear the other students sighing with envy behind her. However no one here knows her pain. She
already knows what Tsukimori Len looks like, she didnt even need to set a time of personal interview to meet him.
But the point is, the real Tsukimori Len is not the kind of person that would be willing to sit down with you and let
you do a thesis on him!
Isnt it great?! You finally get to meet him and even do a thesis about him! I am sure no other musician
would interest you more than Tsukimori Len! Totally not understanding, Melissa also encouraged.
Looking to the piece of paper in her hand, slowly Suzume let out a sigh...
You are such a wonderful cook Suzume, I am so embarrassed. The attractive lady that has the same pair
of beautiful stunning eyes as her sons smiled when Suzume once again prepared a wonderful dinner for the family.
I am not that great, aunty Fuyumi... Suzume blushed and said quickly.
I told you Suzume is a great cook. See, even Len had eaten more than he would usually eat! Ryo teased.
Len gave his evil brother another warning look but continued to eat.
Seeing her younger sons reaction, Fuyumi smiled and turned to Suzume. Its true. Len is usually very
picky with what he eats. Its amazing to see him eating without complaint.
Noticing that frown once again popping up on Lens face, Suzume turned the focus away quickly. Aunty
Fuyumi, Lens concert is in three months time, so when do you have to start rehearsing with him?
With a sigh, Fuyumi replied, They gave us no break, we have to start tomorrow. Didnt even consider that
Len and I are both still suffering from jet lag. Not only that, I still have a few things I need to do for the house...
Like suddenly remembering something, Fuyumi said cheerfully to Suzume, Maybe you can rehearse with Len for
the next few days instead of me! I heard you played with him the other day, you sounded great together!
That is a great idea! Ryo joined in with his mother. I am sure Len wouldnt mind.
I...I cannot possibly... Suzume stuttered with shock.
My concert is not for amateurs. Len cut in coldly. I am a professional and I take the job seriously. There
is a reason we are rehearsing a month ahead of schedule because I will not allow any mistakes in my concert.
Suzume felt her heart sank immediately with Lens cold and hard word. She knew herself to be no way
close to a world class professional like Len, but it still hurts to hear it from him.
Your face said something else that day when you both performed together. Fuyumi was not at all
intimidated by her sons reaction and grinned. Didnt you always complain that you did not want to work together
with your mother? Maybe this will be a good chance for you to get rid of me.
Although Len did not say any more, Suzume could sense the unpleasantness arousing in his eyes.
Squeezing out a smile, Suzume declined quickly. No, Aunty Fuyumi. Unfortunately I will be busy working on my
graduation thesis in the next months. I might not be able to help with the rehearsal.
Your graduation thesis? Fuyumi looked to Suzume, Thats right, I remembered Len writing this major
thesis on his final year too. Turning to Len she asked, Who was it that you had to write about?
Fedrick Chopin.
Yeah, I remembered too. Ryo laughed. I was so annoyed at that time trying to study for my medical
exams when Len was playing his Chopin pieces on the piano ALL THE TIME.
Len plays the piano too? Suzume asked in astonishment.
Youll be surprised how many other instruments he actually mastered. Fuyumi replied. With what
Fuyumi said, looking over to Len again, the admiration and respect cannot be hidden on Suzumes face.
Noticing the stars in Suzumes eyes, unexpectedly a shade of redness came up on Lens face as he stood
up from his seat.
Dont go so fast, Len. Fuyumi said trying to hold in that laugh. You should help Suzume out with her
thesis. Give her advice or something. Be a gentleman. With a sigh, Len sat back down and asked out of obligation.
Whom do you have to write about?
Ugh...I... This time Suzumes face turned red instead with Lens question. She could not possibly tell him
that the person she has to write about was actually him! Dont...dont worry about me! I...I can do the thesis on
my own!
No, Suzume. If you need help let Len know. Ryo teased. Although he tries to play cool all the time, I am
sure he is actually willing to help.
Let me guess, Fuyumi smiled with wisdom when she saw Suzumes reaction. Is it Tsukimori Len that
you had to write about?
With Fuyumis spot on answer, Suzume felt her ears became burning hot with embarrassment. However
her silence confirmed that Fuyumi was correct.
What...? The frown appeared once again on Lens face.
Oh wow, what a coincidence! Ryo patted his brothers shoulder. Now you HAVE TO HELP her.
Exactly! Fuyumi also joined in. Since Suzume has to work on her thesis about you, you have to let her
come to your rehearsals! Or else are you going to be responsible for her failing grades...?
Len crossed his arms and gave another sigh, finally he looked to Suzume. When do you finish your class
tomorrow?
Thank...thank you so much! Suzume said quickly when Len came to pick her up today after class. Luckily
she only has two hours lectures in the morning and the rest of the day she could spend at the rehearsal with Len
working on her thesis.
Although as expected Len attracted many admiring eyes from the other students when he showed up at
the school gate, luckily Suzume was not in too much trouble since no one knew he was the famous Tsukimori
Len.
As expected, once again the trip to the concert hall was in silence. Len said not a word to Suzume and
neither did Suzume dare to start a conversation. Luckily the ride to the concert hall did not take long as soon the
two arrived a huge and beautiful theatre.
Upon arrival, a man ran up immediately, Len, your mother just called and said she wont be coming for
the next two weeks!
I know. Len replied calmly.
What are we going to do?! Can we rehearse without her for two weeks? The man asked anxiously.
Pointing to Suzume, Len explained calmly. She will be replacing my mother for the next two weeks of
rehearsal.
With surprise the man looked to Suzume, You are...?
I am Suzume, nice to meet you! Suzume greeted quickly.
The man observed Suzume from head to toe, looking over to Len again, a mysterious smile appeared on
his face as he held up Suzumes hand. Nice to meet you, I am Sei, Lens manager. Turning to Len he smiled. Len,
you never told me you had such a cute girlfriend.
What...?
No...no...no!!
Sei burst out laughing as he pointed his finger at Len. You should see the expression on your face when I
said that. I finally broke your coldness! Seeing that warning look on Lens face, Sei quickly cleared his throat.
Alright, alright. I guess we better head into the building now. Everyone else is ready to start. Gesturing Len to
walk first, he added. But you know, I have always been so fatally correct with my instincts, and I can sense that
the two of you will eventually become a couple.
Suzume felt the blood in her rushed to her face again with Seis statement, Mr Sei, please do not tease
Len like this. It makes him very uncomfortable.
Lens eyes looked to Suzume with surprise when he heard how Suzume had defended him. She was also
being teased by Sei but she spoke up for him instead. Noticing the thoughtful look on Lens face, Sei shrugged his
shoulders. Is he? Or is he not? Leaving the two, Sei headed off first into the building.
Thanks...
Suzume felt her heart gave a thump when Len whispered the word before he too entered the building.
Taking a few deep breaths to gather herself, Suzume followed quickly after Len and Sei.
Suzume couldnt believe her eyes when she saw who were present at the rehearsal. This was the
gathering of world class musicians in one single room! The famous cellist Keiichi Shimizu, flautist Yunoki Azuma,
and trumpeter Hihara Kazuki!
I see we have a new face. The flautist Azuma came up to Suzume and greeted with a gentle smile. My
name is Azuma Yunoki, nice to meet you.
I am Suzume, so nice to meet you! Suzume said with excitement! This is incredible! Usually you will
have to pay a few hundred dollars to be able to see only one of these musicians, and now they are all here
performing at Tsukimori Lens concert!
Hi Suzume! I am Katsuki Hihara! You must be the new replacement that Sei just mentioned Welcome!
Unlike Azumas gentle smile, Katsuki held Suzumes hand and shook it drastically accompanied by a bright cheerful
smile.
Its interesting Len got a replace on such a short notice, after all he does not just let anyone be his piano
accompany because he is such a perfectionist when it comes to music. Azuma said as he watched Len tuning his
violin next to the piano.
True, Katsuki nodded in agreement. Len has this particular definition to his music so he will play
according to how he feels at the time. Very hard to coordinate with.
I guess that is why we are here way ahead of schedule to make sure we can all catch up to him. Keiichi
said as he walked up to Len to do the tuning of his cello to his violin.
But you are all world class musicians, it shouldnt be too hard right? Suzume asked.
I guess thats the main problem. We all have our own ways of defining the same piece of music, but I
guess this time it is Lens concert so we will have to try to catch up to his pace. Azuma explained patiently.
Suzume nodded in agreement, It is still amazing to see all of you appearing together with Len in his
concert! The audiences will be so overwhelmed! With excitement and admirations all over her face, Suzume let
out a sigh. It would be so worth the money.
Laughing brightly, Katsuki shuffled Suzumes hair like a brother to a younger sister, Thats because Len
had helped us out in our concerts too when we were all in Vienna, I guess now its our turn to return the favor.
Suzume, Suddenly Len interrupted. Dont you need to warm up your fingers before we start?
Surprisingly there was a slight tone of irritation in his voice.
Sorry! Suzume apologized quickly as she moved quickly to the piano.
Interesting... Azumas eyebrow raised a little in discovery. Sounds like our Len doesnt like us talking to
his new partner.
Passing a set of music to Suzume, Len asked coldly. You are not here to have fun are you?
No, no...sorry... Suzume apologized again feeling her heart pumping fast with fear every time that frown
appears on Lens beautiful perfect face.
Good, now try this piece. Opening to a new page, Len placed the music before her.
As Suzume started playing, Len picked up his violin and joined in. Immediately all Suzumes fear
disappeared the moment she heard that magical violin playing from Len. His music was so full of feelings and
expressions and touches Suzumes heart every time. It was as if she understood him like no one else could. Just like
the last time they played together, their music matched just perfectly. Although Azuma had mentioned that Len
has a particular definition to his music, but Suzume could see through it all. She knew when he wanted to add the
crescendo and knew when he added the allegro.
Amazing.... Katsuki praised wholeheartedly.
Len could not deny either how content he felt after they finished the first song together. Even after years
of partnership with his mother it did not felt the same way. Unable to let out a word Lens eyes looked deeply at
Suzume, how did this girl know his music so well?
Bravo. Azuma applauded and came up. That was incredible performance. Even one of the best I have
heard from Len so far.
I agree! You guys accompanied each other perfectly! How long have you been practicing together?
Katsuki joined in.
Only once... Suzume blushed shyly and replied.
No way! Sei exclaimed. It took Fuyumi and Len a few months to finally be able to accompany each
other, and you have only practiced once with Len? Turning to Len he teased. Told you my instinct was always
right. She is your soul mate!
No, no, dont say that. I was just lucky because I have heard Lens music many times. Suzume waved her
hands quickly to stop Sei from going any further. She would hate to see that frown appear on Lens face again!
Amazingly Len did not seem so upset with Seis statement. Turning to Len in surprise, Suzume saw a
gentle expression on Lens face. I guess I did not have to worry any more. Like my mother said, you could do this
part.
Suzume felt her heartbeat raced when for the first time she heard something nice from Len. Seeing the
blank stunned look on Suzumes face, Len turned away quickly in embarrassment and changed the topic. Lets
start the next song.
Whats cooking tonight? Smells great!
Turning around Suzume saw Ryos head popping in the kitchen. After a stressful day with Len, seeing
Ryos bright cheerful smile was like such a relief for Suzume. The rest of the rehearsal was rather hard as for the
grand finale Len was supposed to play his final song with the other three musicians. Like Azuma and Katsuki had
mentioned before, totally unlike the amazing bond that Len and Suzume had, sometimes either Katsukis trumpet
was too fast, or Keiichis cello was too soft, or Azumas flute was disappearing because Len was too dominant.
Being such a perfectionist, Len was becoming more and more irritated that the other three just could not come
into the same wavelength as him. Luckily Sei reminded Len that it was getting late, so he should allow everyone to
return home and as there are still three months to go till the concert, there was still plenty of time to practice.
Hungry already? Dinner will be ready soon. Suzume replied.
Coming up to Suzume, Ryo took a look at what Suzume was cooking, with a joyful smile Ryo praised.
Wow, you should consider changing your profession and open a restaurant or something. I will be your loyal
everyday customer.
Immediately Suzumes heart was filled with ecstasy hearing Ryos words. Most of all, she was very
touched to know that Ryo is looking forward to her cooking every day. You always tease me, there are over a
million women out there that can cook like me... Suzume said although she felt so sweet.
Well, to award you for your hard work, I have something for you. Ryo smiled and placed a box in front
of Suzume. Suzumes heart gave a huge thump when she saw the box, looking up at Ryo in extreme joy Suzume
asked. For...for me?
Well, dont get too carried away. Ryo teased as he opened the box for Suzume. As a matter of fact
actually this was a gift from one of my patients. She wanted to thank the team for looking after her so well while
she was in the hospital, so she baked these muffins for us.
Suzume felt as if she was carried into heaven and the dropped immediately with Ryos statement.
Squeezing out a smile Suzume said quickly. You must be very...popular with female patients...
Really? Ryo did not notice the sour tone in Suzumes voice and replied. If you consider me particularly
attractive to sixty year old patients.
Sixty years old? Suzume blinked.
Ryo laughed and explained. She is an old retired lady who just recovered from her broken leg. Apparently
she tripped when she was in the shower.
Oh...ok. Suzume felt relieved once again feeling herself so stupid. Putting the muffins nicely onto a plate
Suzume smiled, Alright, we will have these for desert tonight.
Great, I will set up the dinner table then. Ryo said as he took out the cutleries and plates.
Suzume nodded and helped Ryo, however when she turned around she saw Len standing at the entrance
of the kitchen looking coldly at them. Surprisingly different to his normal unemotional look, this was the same look
that Suzume saw today at the rehearsal after her conversation with Yunoki and Hihara.
Len...? Suzume called cautiously.
Walking up to the fridge and taking out a drink, Len did not reply Suzume as he walked out of the kitchen
again.
However unlike Suzume, Ryo laughed seeing Lens reaction. Turning to Suzume he teased. Looks like he
is jealous.
Jealous?! Suzume couldnt believe Ryo used such a word.
Popping his head back into the kitchen, Len said coldly. I heard that. Suzume covered her mouth quickly
in embarrassment and looked to Ryo. However Ryo acted calm as normal and placed some serviettes in Lens
hand. Thanks for returning to the kitchen. Now help me set up the dinner table.
Knowing he fell into his brothers trick again, Len frowned as he followed his brother out with the
serviettes in his hands.
Chapter Three
Suzume felt her heart pumping fast as she stood before the tall white building before her. After falling in
love with her cooking, Ryo had requested to pack the delicious food for lunch every day. However Ryo must have
been in a rush this morning because he left his lunch behind. As caring as always, Suzume travelled to Ryos
hospital to deliver his lunch for him. Suzume let out a sigh, as she knew she did all these just to be able to see Ryos
smile, to have Ryo talk to her, but he probably will never know her heart.
Can I help you?
Suzume pulled her thoughts back quickly when she saw a nurse asked her as she was looking around like
she was lost.
Hi, I am here to see Dr Ryo.
Have you made an appointment with him? The nurse asked politely.
Oh, I am just bringing him the lunch he left behind. Suzumee replied quickly.
The nurse looked surprised as she examined Suzume with a funny smile. So you are the girlfriend that Dr
Ryo talks about all the time?
Girlfriend?! Suzume couldnt believe her ears. Nono!! Suzume shook her head quickly in
embarrassment. However the nurse did not seem to believe her as she continued to smile and gestured. Please
follow me.
Suzume lowered her head and followed the nurse quickly feeling her cheeks burning hot. What did the
nurse mean when she said the girlfriend that Ryo is talking about all the time? Diddid Ryo refer her to people as
his girlfriend?! Thinking up to here, Suzume felt as if she was about to faint.
Great, there it goes again The nurse gave a sigh as she looked at two people standing by the coffee
machine in the staffs dining room.
Looking to the two, Suzume found it to be Ryo and another nurse. To Suzumes surprise the nurse leaned
forward in eagerness as she asked Ryo, Dr Ryo, you have always said you already had a girlfriend but you never
show her to us! Is it just an excuse to reject me?
Look, calm down Ryo let out a sigh. You are a nice person Christine, I know. But like I have mentioned
already, my heart already belongs to someone else. I am soon to marry her
I dont believe you unless you show her to me. The nurse called Christine insisted. Suddenly with a
realization she covered her mouth in disbelief, Or maybe you are lying to covering up the fact that you are GAY!
Gay?!! Ryo called in shock with the statement.
Hearing up to here, the nurse that showed Suzume in burst out laughing. Alright Dr Ryo. I guess I have
someone here that can clear this misunderstanding and prove to us that you are not a homosexual.
Ryo turned around quickly and when he saw Suzume, surprise cannot be hidden. Suzume? How come
you are here?
II came to deliver you the lunch you left behind Suzume replied quickly trying to hide the shock from
the statement Ryo had said. He is soon to marry
Areare you the girlfriend? Christine asked feeling her heart tearing into pieces. Well, you are surely a
lucky girl, and you better pray that you deserve to keep him!
Leaving the statement in hatred, Christine ran out the door sobbing before Suzume or Ryo could give an
explanation.
Laughing dryly in embarrassment Ryo came up to Suzume and apologized quickly. Sorry about that
Suzume, hope you dont mind
Itsits alright Suzume replied quickly trying to reply Ryo in a normal way. However the statement
that Christine left for her had created chaos in her mind. Did Ryo really mention her as his girlfriend or was it
someone else or even, Suzume prayed deeply, like Christine said it was an excuse Ryo used to reject his admirers.
Thank you so much for bringing me my lunch. I was so upset this morning when I realized I left it at
home. Like nothing had happened Ryos bright smile returned to his face.
Seeing that smile again, Suzume felt her heart twitched with pain. How come he could act as if nothing
had happened? How come unlike her Ryo does not seem to be bothered by what Christine said to her at all?
Knowing her face will soon give her depressive thoughts away Suzume squeezed out a smile quickly and said.
Well, enjoy your lunch, I guess I better go now.
However not granting her the wish to quickly flee from there, Ryo said in disappointment, Oh, you are
leaving so soon? I thought we could at least have lunch together?
II have to go to the rehearsal Suzume declined unconvincingly as she persuaded inside herself to
quickly leave Ryos presence before she falls in deeper. However realizing how useless she was, she was unable to
make herself leave.
Youre sure you cant even stay for a cup of coffee? Since you came all this way, I should at least buy you
a cup of coffee. I am sure Len can wait. Ryo smiled warmly not knowing his words were just killing Suzumes logics
away.
Alright, how about this. If you are worried that you will be late for the rehearsal, after a cup of coffee I
will drive you to the concert hall. It would be faster than catching a bus from here. I promise you the coffee here in
the hospital caf is actually really good! Ryo added seeing Suzume was slowly being convinced.
Finally giving in, Suzume stayed to have coffee with Ryo. While Suzume sat at the table waiting for Ryo to
order the coffee, she sensed some curious focuses upon her. Looking over there were a few nurses standing there
examining her.
So you are the legendary girlfriend? One asked.
No, I Suzume felt her cheeks burning hot.
What was Dr Ryo like when he was in high school? Another asked with interest.
Huh? Suzume obviously did not expect the bizarre question.
Werent you his girlfriend since high school? The nurse gave a sigh of envy. Its amazing a person like
Dr Ryo would stay so loyal to his childhood girlfriend.
Childhood girlfriend? Suzume felt a lightning hit her when she finally discovered the girlfriend that
everyone talks about was obviously not she. With the discovery she felt tears forming rapidly in her eyes.
Seeing the expression on Suzumes face, the nurse that just asked the question covered her mouth
quickly, Oh, so you are not his girlfriend?
What are you guys saying to her? When at this time Ryo had returned with the coffee at the worst
timing.
So she was not your girlfriend! The nurse said with relief. You still have not shown us you real girlfriend
or was it really just an excuse?
Seeing the pale look on Suzumes face, Ryo replied coldly showing obvious signs of unpleasantness. I
dont know what you were saying to her. But I do not think I have to publicise my private life with any of you.
Taken back by Ryos words, all the nurses apologized quickly as they were all obviously surprised to see
the unhappy Ryo. Finally after the nurses left, Ryo passed the coffee to Suzume and comforted quickly. Are you
alright? I am so sorry if they have said anything to attack you.
Shaking her head Suzume stood up from her seat. Can I have the coffee take away? I better get to the
rehearsal quickly as you know Len hates it if anyone is late. Trying to act as normal as possible Suzume said.
With an understanding smile Ryo nodded, Alright, I will drive you there.
Suzume, Ryo said seriously after they have arrived the concert hall. I really apologize if they have said
anything to hurt you. It was really not my intention to get you involved.
Shaking her head again Suzume replied softly. No, really, I am fine. Turning to Ryo Suzume tried to cover
up what she truly felt inside as she teased. I guess you are obviously not only popular with sixty year old patients
but with the nurses as well. Next time they bake you anymore cakes, please remember to bring some home.
Ryo burst out laughing hearing Suzumes tease. Alright, I guess I better have some input to the wonderful
food you put on the table.
Suzume laughed too and waved goodbye to Ryo as he finally drove off. Making sure Ryo could no longer
see her, the pretentious smile disappeared from Suzumes face as she allowed that tear to finally roll down her
cheek.
What is the matter with you?
Suzume pulled her wondering miserable thoughts back quickly when she heard the unhappy tone in Lens
voice as his violin stopped at the same time.
I am so sorry! Suzume apologized quickly as she had already made numerous mistakes in todays
rehearsal. Unlike how Len and her had always been, today she could not accommodate Lens music and she was
forgetting the music constantly.
Seeing the pale and saddened expressions on Suzumes face, Len frowned again. He too knew unlike how
Suzume had normally acted, today her mind was not really here. He knew not what had happened but he could
probably sense it especially he saw Suzume had arrived here in his brothers car.
Doesnt look like you can work with us today. Maybe its best that you go home if you are only going to
be a distraction. Len said coldly.
Suzume looked up at Len quickly, I am sorry, I will improve, I promise.
Yeah Len, give her another chance. This is the first time she has ever made a mistake. Katsuki defended
for Suzume quickly. We have made more mistakes than she has!
However Len was not at all moved as he replied cruelly. I have said so from the beginning, this concert is
not for armatures, if she cannot catch up to our pace, maybe she should not even be here.
Suzume bit her lower lip and stood up, she knew Len was correct as she had brought her own emotional
crisis into this rehearsal and she knew she was ruining the entire practice. Gently packing away her bags she
apologized softly again as she left the hall as Len had told.
However everyone looked at Len in a condemning way after Suzume left.
Len, you really have no heart, do you? She has no obligation to be here but because of your mothers
request she came to help. Sei defended for Suzume.
Len did not reply, as he too knew he had been too harsh on Suzume. Most of all, he was most stunned to
find how his own heart was disturbed when he saw that saddened expression on her face.
Sei gave a sigh as he had long been working with Len and had known his personality too well. Maybe you
can at least ask her to wait till the end of the rehearsal and dont let her go home by herself.
fine. Len said finally and walked out the door after Suzume.
As Len followed quickly after Suzume, he saw her walking a few meters away. However still like what she
was like when she was at the practice, her mind did not seem to be with her as she accidentally bumped into an
oncoming pedestrian knocking over the drink in his hand. Len frowned immediately noticing the man had actually
purposely made it happen.
Watch where you are going! As expected the man scolded.
Sorry, I didnt mean to. As usual Suzume could only apologize.
Seeing the drink all over himself, the man became even angrier as he grabbed Suzumes arm and
threatened. Look what youve done! You got some money to pay for this?!
Yes, yes, I do. Please tell me how much, I will pay for your drink and laundry. Suzume said quickly.
How about five hundred dollars?
Suzume gaped hearing the ridiculous amount. It could not possibly cost that much!
Are you saying you are not going to pay for it?! The man raised his voice at Suzume knowing he could
easily take advantage of Suzumes soft timid personality.
I, I will pay for it, but that is a ridiculous amount Suzume said with fear.
Ridiculous? You are saying its not your fault that you wrecked my very expensive shirt? Do you know
how much I spend on this beautiful shirt of mine?! The man threatened even more as he squeezed Suzumes arm
even tighter.
Ouch! Suzume moaned in pain as her hand became blue and purple.
Len frowned even more as he approached them. Why dont you pick on someone your size?
Len?! Suzume called in shock obviously not expecting Len to appear.
Mind your own business pal. The man threatened.
I am minding my own business. Len replied coldly. You are hurting my partner, and if you cause any
harm on her fingers, I will have no one to rehearse within the next few days.
The arrogant man let go of Suzume and looked at Len instead. His eyebrows lifted a little in despise as he
examined the pretty finely dressed young man in front of him. Since she is your partner, you should pay me on
her behalf! Rich boy!
Lens face did not show fear to the mans mocking. Instead he took a five-dollar note out of his wallet and
flapped it across the mans face. Here, take your five dollars.
Suzume covered her mouth in shock with Lens abrupt mocking actions. As expected the man cried in
anger with Lens arrogant attitude as he suddenly took a knife out from inside his jacket and swung it at Len.
As a reflex Len quickly moved aside but still felt a sharp pain on the back of his hand. Seeing the blood
coming down from Lens hand, Suzume screamed and swung her bag at the man.
You crazy bitch! The man cried and turned to Suzume instead. Luckily at this juncture other people on
the streets heard Suzumes scream and all started to run up towards them. Seeing this, the man groaned and fled
quickly from the scene.
What happened? Are you guys alright?! A man asked quickly as he saw the blood.
I am fine. Len replied although he could sense the stingy pain. When suddenly Suzume grabbed his arm
as tears rolled rapidly down her face.
Len, your handyour hand She sobbed with regret. Its all my fault, I am so sorryhow can I cause
such a damage to your hand?!
Len suddenly felt a ripple started in his emotionless heart when he saw droplets of tears rolled off
Suzumes little delicate face. It was as if her every drop of tear had landed into his still and cold heart and caused a
disturbance to its long meaningless existence.
Its no big deal, just a cut Suzume. For the first time he realized his voice could be so tender.
However Suzume shook her head as she quickly took out her own handkerchief and wrapped it around
Lens hand to stop it from bleeding. No, its not alright. There is music that can only be created by these hands of
yours, the music that touches my heart and rescued me. Howhow could I live if you could never perform again?
Lens beautiful eyes looked intently at Suzume as he heard those words. Why is he feeling such chaos in
his heart? Many times he had heard praises from his fans but not once did it felt the same way when it came from
Suzume. Why is this girl so different?
What did you guys do? Ryo frowned as he helped bandaged Lens hand. Luckily the cut wasnt too bad
so it should be healed in a weeks time.
So, is the wound going to affect Lens violin playing? Suzumee asked cautiously.
I guess not. Luckily the cut only damaged the surface and did not reach his nerves. It looks like a lot of
blood but it is no big deal. Ryos words finally comforted Suzumes heart.
Len, I am so sorry Suzume apologized once again to Len.
Ryo started laughing as he patted his brothers shoulder. I am impressed, Len, you protected Suzume!
Len ignored his brothers teasing words as he stood up, If its not because Suzume wanted to make sure,
or else your hospital will be the last place I ever go to.
Playing cool again? Ryo grinned. Well, since you cant drive now, wait for another hour till I finish work
and I will be able to take both of you home.
No need. Len declined the offer immediately.
Oh, really? Ryo asked on purpose. Are you going to be responsible if Suzume was attacked again?
Hearing that, Len gave a cold hum and sat back down. Ryo laughed and turned to Suzume. I will go
prescribe him some medication, you guys wait here.
Thank you so much, Ryo Suzume let out a deep breath of relief.
No problem, meanwhile you look after that stubborn brother of mine. Ryo smiled.
After Ryo left, Suzume sat down on the chair next to the hospital bed as Len sat by the window looking
outside. As expected the two of them returned to their usual silences as Len did not look back nor seem to be in
the mood of a conversation.
Im sorry.
Suzume looked at Len in surprise when she heard apology coming from Len. Still looking out the window
in order to cover up his embarrassment, Len continued. I was too harsh on you today.
No, no, it was my fault in the beginning! Suzume shook her head quickly. I brought my own emotions
into the rehearsal and troubled everyone. You were right about me being an amateur. Unlike you, I could not keep
my professionalism and allowed my emotions to take over. Luckily I was only playing at the rehearsal, if I really
played at your concert, I would have wrecked it for you.
Finally looking back at Suzume, once again that tender expression was shown on Lens face. You are not
an amateur. I take back what I said.
Suzume was once again surprised with Lens words. Seeing the stunned look on Suzumes face, Len
blushed a little and continued. You have accompanied me so well and everyone who heard us would agree. If I
could I would like to ask you to
Len stopped immediately when he noticed the nurses observing him in extreme curiosity and admiration
from outside the room. Immediately that cold unfriendly expression returned to his face, as he knew the reason
why the nurses acted this way. Whenever he would appear in the same place as his twin brother, he would receive
the exact reaction from people. Like he said, if it was not because of Suzumes request, he would rather travel
extra 20 kilometres to another hospital.
Alright, nothing to see here, return to your work please. Ryo send the nurses away as he returned with
the medication. Passing the bag to Suzume he instructed, Help Len reapply the medication after six hours. Make
sure he doesnt touch his violin before his hand recovers.
Suzume nodded obediently, however she looked over to Len in curiosity, what was it that he was going to
say?
Perfect! Can it possibly be any better? Sei applauded and praised.
Finally after a week of recovery, Len returned to rehearsal once again and to everyones relief his hand
moved still magically along the violin producing the same enchanted music that only belonged to Tsukimori Len.
Such a pity that Len can finally return to rehearsal but today is Suzumes last day with us. Katsuki sighed.
Turning to Len he asked innocently, Len, why dont you really ask Suzume to be your permanent partner? You
guys are perfect together!
Immediately Suzume blushed with embarrassment, No, I am only still a music student, how could I
possibly compare to Aunty Fuyumi? She and Len had worked together for years!
Well, all jokes aside, we have concluded todays rehearsal. Sei lifted his own hand to shake Suzumes.
Suzume, thank you for helping out these two weeks. Of course I am sure if Len doesnt mind, you are always
welcomed to come and see us rehearse.
Can I? Suzume turned to Len and asked with joy. She must admit she felt a little lonely now her two
weeks had finished so fast.
You need to for your thesis right? Surprisingly Len consented.
Great, Sei took out a pass and gave it to Suzume. This is the staffs VIP card, you can go front stage,
back stage with it.
Wow Was all Suzume could say as she held the card tightly in her hands. A month and a half ago she
had thought she could never even afford to go to Tsukimori Lens concert and now through the miracles that
happened to her life recently, she could even go backstage to a Tsukimori Lens concert!
Everyones so nice. Suzume said as Len and her travelled back in the car together. Its amazing two
weeks passed by so fast. But I definitely have learned a lot, it is a precious experience.
Surprisingly Len made no reply to Suzumes words as if he was in deep thoughts. Looking over to Len in
curiosity Suzume called cautiously, Len? Whats wrong?
Do you like sweets? Suddenly out of the blue Len asked.
Sweets?
Cakes, ice cream
Oh, ok. Suzume nodded. Yes I quite like sweets. However it still does not explain Lens weird question.
Do you want to stop by at a caf or something?
Suzume thought her ears malfunctioned when she heard Len asked. Cacaf?
Are you alright with that? Len asked again.
Suresure!! Suzume felt her cheeks burning hot as she could not believe the world famous Tsukimori
Len actually asked her to a caf?!
Receiving the confirmation from Suzume, Len drove to a classic caf by the river. Still not sure what Len
was up to, Suzume followed quickly behind Len as they entered the caf.
Do you like sweets? Suzume asked carefully after her and Lens order had arrived.
Not really.
Then? Suzume still could not figure out Lens true intentions.
I guess, like Sei said, you did help us a lot in the past two weeks, so I figured since you like sweets, I will
bring you here. Finally Len replied.
Astonishment and surprise cannot be hidden on Suzumes face. So they actually came here for her?!
Thankthank you! But really, it is no big deal!
Len did not reply immediately. Instead he looked straight at Suzume and asked the question he had long
wanted to ask. How did you know my music so well?
With the question Suzume lowered her head in shyness, It was no big deal really. I have long been a fan
of your music. It was when I was in the lowest time of my life that I came in contact with your music. I have been
rescued listening to it, and whenever I was down and depressed, as long as I could listen to your music, I was
uplifted again Pausing, Suzume whispered. Your music healed me.
To Suzumes surprise she did not receive a response from Len, looking up she found Len still looking at her
as if he was trying to understand where she was coming from with her answers. Quickly Suzume gave a nervous
laugh and added, I know its stupid, but I felt I could understand why you defined your music the way you did.
Your every pitch was so understandable, because it was so full of meaning.
However Len still did not react to her statement as he continued to dwell into her words. Nervously
Suzume took a sip of the hot chocolate in front of her not daring to say another word as she felt she was being
examined at an oral exam waiting for the verdict.
Interesting Finally Len replied. It is the first time someone has ever interpreted my music the way you
did. I have been apprised of extremely high techniques and unique definitions. Not once did anyone say I was
trying to express something through my music.
But you are! Suzume interrupted. You have purposely made yourself a wordless person but everything
you felt were all in your music!
What? Len frowned once again when he heard what Suzume said.
Seeing that frown, Suzume covered her mouth again in shock, Im sorry. I didnt mean that
Len felt once again that ripple arousing in his heart. How did she know why he became a wordless
person?! She had only met him for less than a month how was she able to dig out what he was trying to hide for
the past twenty years?
Maybe we should change the topic. Len said coldly.
Sorry Suzume apologized again.
Why are you apologizing all the time?
Do I? I I dont know
To Suzumes surprise, a gentle smile appeared on Lens face. Yes you do. So stop.
Suzume felt her heart gave a thump when she saw that smile, immediately she felt as if she had seen Ryo
in front of her. The same face, the same smile
Whats the matter? Len asked noticing Suzumes blank stare.
Nothing! Suzume quickly lowered her head. I was thinking the cake here tastes so nice, maybe we
should buy some home for your mother and Ryo.
However Len was not stupid, he knew immediately the reason why. Like Suzume had mentioned,
although he is wordless but he is very observant. Once again the coldness returned to his beautiful face. A word
of advice, Len said coldly as he picked up the bill. Its best you drop your feelings for Ryo.
Suzume felt a lightning struck her with Lens shocking statement. Not only with what he said but also the
fact that Len knew her feelings for Ryo! However Len did not give her any more explanation as he walked to the
cashier leaving Suzume in total bewilderment.
Cakes! Unlike Len, Ryo obviously likes sweets as his face brightened up immediately when Suzume and
Len returned with the cakes. I will go make some tea. Fuyumi smiled and headed into the kitchen with Suzume.
After the ladies have gone into the kitchen, Ryo looked at his brother as a teasing smile appeared on his
face. Why, Len? I didnt know you would have made a move this fast?
What move. . .? Len frowned.
Taking Suzume to the cafe in the sunset by the river, I am impressed once again. Ryo grinned. She is a
good girl, do not let her go.
Len did not reply immediately, finally looking back at his twin brother, Len said coldly. You dont get it do
you? I am not the one she is interested in. However before Ryo could ask further, Len did not want to continue
the topic as he headed up stairs.
Suzume, thank you for replacing me at the rehearsal for two weeks, it really freed up my time. Fuyumi
smiled as she placed some tealeaves in the teapot.
No, do not thank me Aunty. I had a wonderful time and learned a lot in these two weeks. Suzume
replied quickly.
Really? Have you considered doing the part permanently? I have heard from Sei that Len actually was
really enjoying it too. Fuyumi smiled. .
You are teasing me again Aunty Fuyumi, I am nowhere near a professional like everyone there. Len was
just being polite by not sending me away...
Polite? Fuyumi chuckled. That word does not exist in Lens dictionary. If he truly did not like working
with you, no one can make him. Then with a sigh, Fuyumi looked afar, You probably realized already, but
although holding the same appearance, Ryo and Len have very distinctive personalities.
Suzume nodded and agreed wholeheartedly. l noticed Ryo had similar personality to you, so is Len more
like his father? .
Fuyumi shook her head as she looked to Suzume with tease. If you have met them back when they were
back in high school, I bet you cant tell the difference between the two. Ryo and Len not only looked the same, but
they liked the same thing, always competed for the same things and they were so close to each other that even I
sometimes cannot tell the difference! .
Really?! Suzume called in surprise trying to picture the both of them. But they are so different now!
Fuyumi nodded. Dont know what happened, one day Len changed. It was as if instead of wanting to
compete with Ryo, Len wanted to be the opposite of everything Ryo was. Ryo had not changed and was always the
happy cheerful person you know now, but just in one night, Len no longer expressed his feelings arid closed
himself up from everyone...
He never told you the reason...?
Fuyumi shook her head and loneliness cannot be hidden. It has been for a while now since I see him
smile like he used to. But thanks to you Suzume, and I mean it from the bottom of my heart, I can sense the Len
that we knew returning.
Me...me?! Suzume couldnt believe her ears.
Fuyumi gave Suzume a warm smile, You know when I saw the look on his face when he performed with
you, I saw contentment that I have never seen on his face. Believe it or not, as a professional in his field, Len did
not enjoy what he was doing. He performed out of obligation and enjoyment and content was not his experience
to music.
Suzume became speechless with Fuyumis words. She remembered what Len said to her today at the
cafe, not once did anyone appraise him for the feelings he put into his music. However if it was the thought behind
Lens music, how could she be rescued and healed from it? Why no one else sees the same interpretation she had
for Tsukimori Lens music?
Chapter Four
Although it was not the first time already, but Suzume still felt her heart moved every time with aspiration
when she came to watch Len and Fuyumi rehearse together. A sense of shame aroused in her when she realized
compared to when she replaced Fuyumi for two weeks, this is the real thing! The standards are just different! This
is the professional level! With contentment, Suzume thanked Sakakura Sensei from the bottom of her heart that
she could write a thesis on Tsukimori Len. She could sit here all day listening to them!
Alright, we will take a thirty minutes break. Sei announced.
I will be in the other room. Len said as he picked up his violin and left.
Where is he going? Hihara asked.
Probably practicing again alone, Sei gave a sigh. He doesnt even relax a little bit.
What do you think Suzume? How was the performance? Fuyumi asked as Suzume passed her the drink.
It was magical! Even though there is still one week till the concert starts, but already it sounded
exquisite! I wonder when I could ever become like you... Suzume replied as admiration and aspiration were
written all over her face.
With a smile, Fuyumi replied, Really? I didnt think our performance was that great? Something is still
lacking.
Lacking? Suzume blinked. She felt it was perfect! Just like Tsukimori Lens any other concerts!
I agree. Sei joined in.
But...but, everyone performed perfectly. Suzume disagreed.
Sei exchanged a look with Fuyumi as he let out a sigh. Everyone performed perfectly except Len.
Suzume was surprised with Seis statement. But Len was the most outstanding of all, he made no
mistakes...
A performance is not perfect just because the performer made no mistakes, Suzume. Fuyumi explained
with wisdom. If you would have asked Len what he felt about that performance, he will tell you it was pathetic.
Because there was no contentment right? Yunoki added as he came up together with Hihara and
offered everyone with a tray of food. Turning to Suzume he asked, Did you really make all these by yourself
Suzume? I am impressed.
Yeah, there are not only little cakes and cookies, even savory stuff, like a professional catering! Hihara
exclaimed as he tried to make up his mind on which one to eat. Suzume blushed again with Hiharas exaggerated
words, I prepared some savory food because Len doesnt like sweets.
Sei burst out laughing, You made the savory ones just for Len? Shame on him for not eating it!
No...its not like that... Suzume turned to Yunoki and quickly changed the topic. So what do you mean
by there is no contentment?
It was a perfect performance but, Yunoki paused and gave Suzume a teasing smile. It didnt feel like he
enjoyed it as much as when he performed with you.
That was exactly what I meant. Fuyumi smiled. When you accompanied him, it brought out the
emotions that he never input into his performance.
Suzume shook her head quickly, That is not possible Aunty Fuyumi, I dont have that kind of ability!
I guess it was because you understood his music more than anyone of us here. Hihara explained. I can
understand why he felt gratification and satisfaction after working with you. If I had someone that understood my
music like you knew Lens, I would have found my soul mate!
Suzume felt her heart jumped when Hihara mentioned the term soul mate. Sei had said the same thing
on the first day as well. Suzume suddenly remembered the conversation Len had with her at the caf the other
day, how he reacted when she spoke out her feelings for his music. Was she really like how everyone had
described, the only person that truly understood Lens music?
The moment Suzume, Fuyumi and Len returned home, they could smell the delicious fragrance of cooking
coming out from the kitchen. With surprise Suzume and Fuyumi exchanged a look, as they could not believe Ryo
would be cooking dinner for them!
However just when they thought it was impossible, Ryo popped his head out from the kitchen with an
apron around him. You guys are back? Dinner will be ready soon!
Dont tell me you cooked for us, Ryo. I dont think I dare to eat it. Fuyumi teased still amazed what had
made her son do such a thing!
Me? I wouldnt dare eat it myself either. Ryo laughed.
Suzume blinked still clueless of what Ryo was up to. When at this time an extremely beautiful elegant lady
came out from the kitchen also with an apron around her. Dont worry, I am the cook, not Ryo. He is only helping
me clean the vegetables.
Emi! Fuyumi called in delight surprise as she walked up quickly and gave her a hug. When did you come
back?
Just this morning. I made Ryo swear that he wont tell so it would be a surprise. She smiled.
Suzume felt her body turning colder with the appearance of a sudden intruder. Most of all her eyes could
not help but notice Ryos arm around the beautiful ladys waist, and the expression shown in his eyes. He has
never looked to a person with such affectionate eyes.
Noticing the other two people that returned with Fuyumi, the gorgeous lady came up and greeted. Hi
Len, long time no see. You havent changed much at all.
Hi... Len greeted but his eyes were set on Suzume as if he had already known this would happen and
how shattered Suzume would be. Turning to Suzume Emi held out her hand to shake Suzumes hand as she
greeted with a kind warm smile. Hi, you must be Suzume. Ryo had told me so much about you.
Hi...hi!! Suzume quickly squeezed out a cheerful smile. Nice to meet you...
Emi, Even her smile was so beautiful. Just call me Emi.
Not just Emi, was it? Fuyumi teased as she came up too. How long are you going to stay this time? Ryo
had waited for you for so long.
Emi blushed and replied. I have finally been granted my PhD at Harvard Law. This time I will stay for
good.
PhD at Harvard?! Not only a beauty but also outstand Suzume in every way! Terrified how ugly she will
become with the jealousy and exasperation within her, Suzume teased quickly with a cheerful smile. You must be
Ryos girlfriend that everyone couldnt stop talking about. Like I have imagined, you are truly beautiful.
Turning to Ryo Emi asked as she blushed. Have you been telling people about me?
I didnt! Ryo justified quickly with an embarrassment that Suzume had never seen. You made me
promise not to tell remember? Have I ever broken any promises?
Emi blushed and smiled in blissfulness. It doesnt take an expert to know that these two beautiful people are
deeply in love.
What are you cooking? It smells nice. Suzume quickly asked. You must be the reason Ryo loved home
cooking.
The beautiful shade of pink painted Emis snow white face and made her even more stunning, No, to be
totally honest with you. I am a horrible cook, Ryo made me cook because he was whining about being hungry.
Thats true. Fuyumi chuckled and teased. She is about as much a cook as me. We are so ashamed
especially with Suzume here.
Emi burst out laughing to as she held Suzumes hand, Can you please help me out? I really need your
advice here.
Suzume forced a smile and followed her into the kitchen. However Suzume felt her heart twitching with
extreme pain when Ryos entire focus was only on this beautiful charming sweet fianc of his. Secretly Suzume
took a few deep breaths to tell herself to maintain her calm and must not for whatever reason breakdown in front
of them. Knowing what a wonderful person Emi was, she could not hate her. Even from her heart she knew Emi
was the only person eligible to be Ryos future wife.
It tastes delicious. Suzume said after she was asked to take a sip of the beef stew.
Really? Please be honest with me. Emi asked with a hopeful look.
It is really delicious. Suzume encouraged. It tastes delicious because you made this with your heart for
Ryo.
A smile of relief came on Emis delicate pretty face as she looked to Ryo. Well, I guess dinner will be
served soon.
Suzume felt her heart bleeding even more when she saw Ryo gave his lovely fianc a kiss of
encouragement and not knowing what he had done to Suzume he smiled and invited, Suzume, its about time you
stop labouring and enjoy a meal. Hopefully Emis food is edible for you.
Of course it is, its my pleasure! Suzume replied quickly as she turned her back towards them
pretending to look for the serving spoon. However her fingers gripped tightly onto the spoon as she realized she
could no longer pretend to smile. She could sense her eyes becoming wet with tears as she discovered finally that
not once has Ryo looked to her the way he looked to Emi. Immediately she remembered what Len had said to her.
He advised her to drop her feelings for Ryo because he knew all along this was the truth.
Suzume? Whats wrong? Ryo asked when he noticed Suzumes shoulder shaking.
Suzume bit her lip as she persuaded herself again and again, come on, smile! You must not let Ryo know
how you really feel, you must not! If you really love him, you must be happy for him! If he had known your
feelings, Ryo would only be troubled.
However no matter how much Suzume tries to hypnotize herself, she realized she could not turn to look
at Ryo and Emi again. She knew the moment she sees that loving bond between the two, her mask will fall off and
she will collapse.
Suzume, Suddenly Len came up to her. We have run out of milk.
Not expecting that Suzume looked up at Len and saw although his face still cold, a look of tenderness
showed through his eyes.
Milk? Suzume asked blankly.
Lets go. Without explanation, Len suddenly grabbed her arm and lead her out of there ignoring
everyone else.
After Len left with Suzume, Fuyumi opened the fridge and found a bottle of milk right there. There is a
bottle of milk right here...
Ryo burst out laughing as he turned to Emi, I get it, thats his excuse to have some time alone with
Suzume!
Len likes Suzume? Emi asked with interest.
Fuyumi smiled and shook her head. Len has finally found his soul mate. No one understands Lens music
as much as Suzume does and he knows it.
So Len has finally found someone, maybe Suzume can turn Len into the Len we knew he was. Emi
smiled as she held onto Ryos hand.
Len, the convenient store is the other way... Suzume reminded at the same time couldnt help but
notice Lens hand still holding onto hers.
Finally letting go of her hand, Len replied not looking back at her. Lets take a walk.
Suzume stopped walking when she heard it, looking up at Len she realized finally why Len took her out of
there. Realizing she no longer needs to pretend, tears finally rolled down her eyes as she wept before Len so
genuinely like a child.
Feeling better now? Len asked.
Suzume nodded as she dried her tears. Thanks you Len. Sorry I was acting like a fool.
You apologized again. Len gave a sigh. You should stop considering other peoples feeling before your
own. Sometimes it is better to just say what you want and have what you desired.
Suzume nodded again but did not say anything. She knew too well she had chosen to pretend nothing had
happened for Ryo. Knowing to love a person is best to see them happy. Len took a look at Suzume as he felt for the
first time an urge to protect someone. Like being hypnotized Len lifted his hand to fondle Suzumes hair. However
logic soon set in as he stopped his arm in midair and slowly lowering it again Len stood up.
We are going back now? Suzume asked and stood up too.
I want to show you something. Len said as he headed off. Not knowing what Len was up to, Suzume
followed quickly after Len anyway.
Suzumes eyes looked around in curiosity as surprisingly Len took her to a music store. Seeing all the
different kinds of musical instruments, Suzume felt as if she had already forgotten what misery she was in before!
Hi Len, what brought you here? The storeowner greeted. Noticing Suzume the storeowner added, I
see, on a date huh?
Seeing the scary look from Len, the storeowner waved his hands quickly and laughed, Just kidding, you
are still so serious!
I need to borrow your grand piano for a few minutes. Len said.
The storeowner stood up straight in excitement. Sure! What an honor to hear Tsukimori Len perform
outside of his concert!
You know who he is? Suzume asked in curiosity.
The old man smiled with pride, Of course I do. I have been tuning the piano in his house before he was
born. But I must say, I never expected that little boy to become the world famous violinist!
Suzume, Len interrupted. Lets go.
The storeowner joked, Can I please advertise that Tsukimori Len is now performing in my store to attract
more customers?
Giving the old man another scary look Len led Suzume into the room where the Steinway piano sat.
Closing the door behind him, he turned to Suzume finally and asked.
If I remembered correctly, for your graduation thesis, there should be two parts right? The written
thesis, and a performance exam of the music you composed.
Yes, its true. Suzume nodded and gave a sigh. But I am kind of stuck. I am at a point where I could not
squeeze anything out. Then like suddenly remembering something, Suzume called in excitement, You must have
also done your performance exam when you were studying there. Do you still remember what song you
composed?
Instead of answering Suzume, Len sat down before the piano. To Suzumes surprise Lens fingers moved
magically along the keyboards as a most beautiful piece of music was produced. Unnoticed, Suzumes feet moved
forward as she stood beside the piano feeling her whole being spellbound in a most beautiful performance. No
different to his violin performance Lens piano was also magical. Listened on Suzume knew immediately this song
was the piece Len composed for his graduation thesis. Once again Suzume felt she understood how Len felt when
he wrote the song, it was like Len speaking to her.
Tears rolled off her eyes as she gave Len a most grateful smile. She knew now why he took her here and
why he performed just for her. Suzume felt her wounded heart was embraced and restored once again. Suzume
was confirmed inside herself that Len was no cold-hearted person, he is the sweetest and understanding person.
Melissa gaped as she flipped through the numerous pages of manuscript handed to her by Suzume. With
a bitter smile she looked up at her friend, Suzume, I am your best friend you know that. But are you serious that
you want me to learn this fifteen pages long music?
But you promised you would help me at the performance exam! Suzume pleaded. As her topic was
Tsukimori Len, Suzume had to compose a violin piece for the final exam. Lucky for Suzume, Melissas specialty
was violin, so in order to help her friend out, Melissa had promised to perform Suzumes piece for her at the
performance exam.
But I didnt expect it to be a twenty pages violin piece! Melissa felt like crying. Not only did she have to
perform it, she had to memorize the entire piece for the performance exam.
How did it increase to twenty pages? You said fifteen before! Suzume chuckled. Giving Melissa a bow of
apology, Suzume added. I am so sorry I just couldnt help it. Three days ago I suddenly received an inspiration and
finally I could compose this piece of music that I felt best suited the theme.
Thanks to Len who had performed his own piece to encourage Suzume, Suzume received the best
inspiration and as if she composed the piece for Len, her hands just moved and responded to Lens song.
Alright, should we try it out then? Melissa let out a sigh as she picked up her violin. Suzume thanked
again as she sat down at the piano accompanying Melissa.
Although reluctantly practicing through the long manuscript, Melissa cannot help but notice how
Suzumes music reflected exactly that of Tsukimori Lens. As a violinist herself, Melissa had become familiarized
with Tsukimori Lens music as well. She too could sense that Suzume had composed this song for Len.
Its weird, Melissa put down her violin.
Whats wrong? Suzume asked quickly. Is it a bad piece? Where should I improve on?
No, nothings wrong... Melissa shook her head. It really reflects Tsukimori Len for sure, but it is just
amazing how you could express it so well. Its like you knew this guy!
Suzume felt her body jumped with Melissas discovery. She had not yet told her friend that she actually
had lived together with Tsukimori Len for over a month now.
Of...of course! Suzume said quickly. I had to write a thesis about him and as you know he is my number
one musician, so if I dont know him inside out, I am a worthless fan right?
Alright, you sure did a good job. Melissa teased. You should see if you can forward this music to him
and ask him to perform at his concert. I am sure he wont mind.
No, no, no, no... Suzume shook her head like crazy. It is too embarrassing, I cannot possibly let him play
my song, he will laugh!
Just kidding Suzume, your reaction is really funny. Melissa laughed. Its not like we get to see him or
anything or even talk to him.
Suzume laughed along ambiguously not knowing how she was ever going to tell her friend the truth?
However knowing how Tsukimori Len was supposed to still remain mysterious to people, Suzume knew she had
not the freedom to share it with even her best friend.
Anyway, how is it going between you and Ryo? Without knowing, Melissa had accidentally dug out the
wound inside Suzumes heart.
Nothing is going on, I dont like him any more. Suzume lied.
How come? You were still head over heels over him a few days ago.
Suzume squeezed out a smile. It turns out that he was already engaged. His fiance even cooked dinner
for us and it was delicious.
What?! How come you never told me about it Suzume?! Melissa called in concern. You must have
been so devastated to find out!
Im fine, Melissa. It was just a crush so nothing big. Besides she was the perfect woman to match him
anyway. Suzume let out a sigh.
Melissa did not say anything as she looked to her soft meek friend. She knew it was not only a crush
Suzume had for Ryo, she truly loved him and her emotions were totally controlled by Ryo.
Its alright Suzume, didnt you mention that Ryo had a twin brother? Is he taken too?
Suzume shook her head immediately when Melissa mentioned Len. Melissa had no idea that Len wasnt
just Ryos twin brother. He is the Tsukimori Len they both couldnt stop talking about!
When at this time someone knocked on the music classroom door and entered. Suzume, there is
someone here to see you.
Suzume stood up in surprise when she saw Emi at the door. Hi Suzume, did I come at a bad time? Emi
asked politely with her beautiful smile.
Not at all, whats the matter? Suzume tried to be as friendly as she could.
Wow! Was all that Melissa could say. What a gorgeous girl, especially when Suzume introduced Emi to
her, she understood immediately what Suzume meant by Emi was the perfect girl for Ryo.
I was wondering if it is okay with you, would you like to join me for a cup of coffee? Emi asked with a
mysterious smile.
Suzume nodded although she had no idea why Emi would travel all the way to her school to have a cup of
coffee with her? Immediately Suzume became alert, could it have been because Emi found out about how she felt
for Ryo and came to challenge her? However Suzume shook her head at the idea, as there was no unfriendliness
from Emis smile.
Sorry I forced you to join me. Emi apologized as she took a sip of her coffee.
Not at all, Suzume shook her head quickly.
With a shy smile, Emi whispered. Actually I came for a reason as you have already expected.
Suzume nodded but feeling her heart pumping fast. Was she really here to ask about her feelings for Ryo?
However Suzume had already made up her mind, she will deny it no matter what.
I couldnt help but notice, Emi continued. The way Len treats you.
Suzume must admit that she did not expect Emi to come here to talk about Len. The way Len treats
me...?
Emi smiled in an understanding way, I know maybe it is none of my business. But I have known both Len
and Ryo since we were in high school. As you might have heard from aunty Fuyumi already, Len did not used to be
like this. He and Ryo were exactly the same, they were such close brothers that they did everything together.
Suzume nodded again as she did remember Fuyumi mentioning it to her. So what had happened to make
Len change?
With a sigh Emi shook her head, I am not sure either. I just know one day he changed suddenly, he closed
himself up from everyone. He never talks to Ryo any more about his feelings, and Ryo have been very worried
about this younger brother of his.
Looking up at Suzume again in hope, Emi encouraged, But I must say I was so touched when I finally saw
that caring look on Len again when he was looking at you. I heard that for the past weeks he had done many things
out of ordinary, and everything he did was for you...
Wait, Suzume interrupted as she shook her head. That is not true. Len had always been a caring person
but he just expressed it in a different way. Maybe knowing how much he would be compared to his twin brother,
Len had decided to become everything Ryo wasnt so no one would compare them anymore.
Emi looked to Suzume with astonishment when she heard how Suzume had defended for Len. Finally a
warm and caring smile appeared on her face again as she concluded. I understand now why Len had chosen to
open his heart to you. Like Aunty Fuyumi said, you are his soul mate.
Suzume blushed when she heard the term again. Why wouldnt anyone get it that to Len she was just a no
body. Len would have never treated her as his soul mate, and most of all, Len knew exactly who she likes...it is his
very own twin brother.
Suzume felt her legs shaking with excitement. The concert was a brilliant success! Especially with the
guest appearance of the other three musicians, as expected the audiences were thrown off their seats! The
endless applause and cheering had proven once again Tsukimori Lens success. However unmoved by the
thunderous applause, Lens face remained cold and emotionless not showing any sign of his true feeling inside.
As the concert continued on for the next few days in increasing success, Len received excellent reviews
from critics and endless presents and flowers from fans. However still, Len remained calm as he continued to
perform professionally not allowing his emotions to take over.
I am so glad the concert had been so far an extreme success. However we must not relax until after
today, the final concert. Sei reminded although he was joyous and satisfied with both Len and Fuyumis
performance. Working with them for all these times he really had nothing to worry about.
Today we will be expecting a few celebrities right? Yunoki asked.
Yes we are. Sei nodded. The VIP seat had already been booked out by the Emperor and the Empress.
The Emperor?! Suzume couldnt believe her ears. Wow! Lens concert could attract the Emperor?!
We are here again! Emi and Ryo entered the staff room and as supportive as they always have been,
they came to the concert every night. However every time Suzume sees the blissfulness between the two, her
heart continued to bleed. Luckily whenever Len started to perform, all she could hear and sense was his music.
So after the concerts over, are you guys going to stay for a few more days or do you have to return to
Vienna again? Emi asked Len.
We will still be here for another month before we need to return for a European tour. Len replied.
Wow, touring on again. Emi gave a sigh as she purposely looked to Suzume. Cant you consider staying
longer this time since there is someone worth staying for?
I told him that as well, but as you know, Len the perfectionist, he would not allow himself a day of rest!
Sei complained.
Alright, we should stop teasing him now. Fuyumi chuckled. We have really stayed much longer this
time than normal.
I know it is fine with Len, but shouldnt you consider your health mother? Ryo asked in concern.
Fuyumi replied with a calm smile, I have always been healthy and am not as old as you thought me to
be...
However Fuyumi stopped suddenly as she fell to the ground. With shock everyone rushed up to her in
haste.
Mother, its me Ryo, can you hear me? Ryo asked as he quickly checked her consciousness. Slowly
opening her eyes Fuyumi looked to Ryo blankly as she closed her eyes again. Turning around in haste he called out
to Emi, Call the ambulance, we need to take her to the hospital now!
Suzume covered her mouth in shock with the sudden outcome. However from Ryos tone she knew
immediately it was serious. When the ambulance arrived, Ryo turned to Len and Suzume, Emi and I will
accompany her to the hospital but you must stay for your concert!
But Aunty Fuyumi is sick! Suzume sobbed in panic. Although trying to act calm and professional, there
was no way Len could possibly continue the concert in this state.
Len, Ryo looked to his brother. Do you trust me? I will do all I can and promise you mother will be
alright.
Yes Len, Emi persuaded too. You have not once let your audiences down. You are a professional
remember?
Len clenched his fist with Emis word. Finally calmness returned to his face as he nodded. Alright, we
must continue the concert.
But how can we start the concert without a pianist? It is too late now to find a replacement! Sei held
onto his head in stress.
With Seis question, all eyes landed on Suzume. Seeing the look Suzume stepped back in shock. No, no! I
cannot possibly do it! The Emperor is here expecting a professional concert by Tsukimori Len, I can not possibly
ruin it!
Looking to Len in plead, she hoped he would let them know too it is the worst idea to let her replace
Fuyumi. However Len turned to Sei, Do you have a spare dress for her?
I will see what I can do. Sei nodded and quickly ran inside to organize everything.
Wait! Sei! Suzume called in shock. Turning to Len again Suzume pleaded in agony. Len, you can not be
serious. You have said so from the beginning this concert is not for amateurs! Most of all, I have never performed
in a concert before, I cannot do it!
Suzume, Len held onto her shoulders to calm her down. Dont you trust me?
Suzume felt herself calmed down immediately with Lens words. Yes that is correct, this concert is not
about her, it is all about Tsukimori Len. Even if he had the worst pianist in the world, his performance will still be
extraordinary.
Yes, Suzume. You have rehearsed with us for two weeks as well, you would know exactly how the
concert goes. Len needs your help now. Hihara comforted.
Finally Suzume nodded her head as she took a few deep breaths to calm herself. Yes, Len needs her help
now and many times she was rescued by Len, now it is time she does something for him.
You are so mean, mother... Ryo chuckled after the ambulance drove away.
Sitting up, Fuyumi smiled at her son. You lied too, Ryo.
You were right, Aunty Fuyumi, Emi joined in. Len really cares about her more than he even knows
himself.
A mysterious smile appeared on Fuyumis face, Dont worry. Todays concert will be Lens best
performance ever.
Suzume closed her eyes as she tries to grasp her breath. However her heart beats like crazy and she felt
her hands wouldnt stop shaking with fear. Gently she felt a warm manly hand that held onto her own. Opening
her eyes in surprise she saw Len looking at her.
You can do it, it is just like how we have previously practiced. Len whispered with the tenderest voice
that Suzume had never heard.
Feeling the warmth and strength that came from Lens hand, Suzume felt as if all her fears and worries
disappeared. Her eyes continued to look to Len not even noticing the curtain had been raised.
With a nod, Len let go of her hand as he stepped forward followed with blustering applause. Suzume
closed her eyes again as she took a deep breath before her hands touched the keyboard. Initially her notes were
timid and soft, however the moment Tsukimori Lens violin joined in, Suzume felt as if she entered another
dimension. Exactly like Len said before, it just felt like another practice that Len and she had together. The moment
she heard that violin from Len, she knew what he was saying and how he wanted it.
Oh my God, there they are together again... Hihara whispered from backstage. Listen to them, dont
they just sound so beautiful together?
Sei nodded in satisfaction, Have you noticed? Lens performance has entered another level.
Today will be Tsukimori Lens best concert. Yunoki smiled. The critics will soon find out too.
Suzume finally returned to reality when she heard the applause that continued on for over five minutes
already. Turning to the crowd she saw every single person standing showing full satisfaction and gratification with
the best performance they have ever heard from Tsukimori Len.
Looking over to Len she saw him looking at her too, for the first time she finally understood what Fuyumi
had always been talking about. There were real contentment and joy on his beautiful face that made him even
more stunning. Gently Len walked up to her as he held her hand and led her forward to the front of the stage
together with him.
Suzume felt her heart pumping like crazy when she stood next to Len receiving the ear deafening screams
and applause. Nothing could describe her feelings right now as she looked to Len. She had tasted the same kind of
joy and oneness that Len had experienced too tonight.
Gently Len picked up a stem of flower he received from the fans and gave it to Suzume. Before Suzume
knew what was going on, Len leaned close and gave her a kiss on the cheek. Not only was Suzume stunned with
Lens abrupt action, the crowd roared and cheered even louder.
Gently placing her hand on the kiss that Len just kissed, Suzume lowered her head in shyness. Shocked
with his own actions, Len looked away quickly in embarrassment, however his hand continued to hold on to
Suzumes.
Chapter Five
Are you both still angry? Ryo grinned as Suzume and Len remained silent this morning not talking to
anyone during breakfast.
Suzume and Len felt like idiots when they saw Fuyumi, Ryo and Emi waiting for them at backstage
grinning. They could not believe Fuyumi played such a trick to get them both to perform together!
I thought you should be thanking me, Len. I heard from Sei and the others that it was the best
performance ever and the applause lasted for over ten minutes. Fuyumi smiled totally unrepentant of her lie last
night.
Not only so, Ryo added as he already started laughing. We all saw from backstage the kiss scene!
Suzume felt her cheeks burning hot as she lowered her head. She had not expected Len to do that! Worst
of all, Ryo saw it from backstage?! Len looked away too and chose not to answer his brother. He too did not
understand why he did what he did. He must have been too carried away with the cheering and applause and most
of all, how emotional he had become after the performance. Len frowned with the discovery. Emotional? He had
considered himself a professional and never allowed his emotions to interfere with his performance. So how could
he have been carried away by his mood at the time? However Len felt at the same time that it actually was not so
bad after all.
Well, all jokes aside. Fuyumi said as she had finally stopped laughing too. Len, I do believe you perform
somewhat different when you had Suzume accompany you. I believe the change was for the better, and all the
audiences last night would have agreed.
Yes they do, Ryo placed the newspaper before the two of them. Check out what the critics said.
Tsukimori Lens final and best performance ever! Once again he had brought not only himself but also everyone
present to another level. Pausing, Ryo accentuated on purpose. Could it have been from the appearance of a
new partner or girlfriend?
Girl...girlfriend?!! Suzume couldnt believe her ears with what Ryo was reading. Taking a peek at Len, to
her surprise, Len although was also uncomfortable with the report Ryo read out, however there was no sense of
unpleasantness...
Suzume let out a sigh as she felt her entire mind in a huge mess. Looks like the misunderstanding
regarding her and Len is becoming worse. Everyone seem to believe they have a thing for each other, even the
media! However how was she ever going to explain herself? There is nothing going on between her and Len! Most
of all knowing how her love for Ryo was going no where, she could not make herself forget.
While she was in her miserable thoughts, Suzume felt somebody grabbed her arm and pulled her over.
Looking up in surprise, Suzume found Melissa looking at her with a funny look on her face.
Melissa? Whats wrong?
Melissa did not reply immediately, instead she let out a few dry laughs. Let me see, did I ever mention to
you that I managed to buy the ticket for Tsukimori Lens concert, and it was last nights ticket as well.
Hearing that, Suzume apologized immediately knowing her best friend had finally found out the truth!
Melissa, I am so sorry, I know you must be shocked, but I was never supposed to be there last night, it was an
emergency!
Pulling a straight face, Melissa replied. Well, initially I was praying wholeheartedly that I did not pay a
fortune for an old bald mans concert. However when the curtain lifted, I couldnt believe my eyes when I saw your
Ryo performing on stage. I was thinking, hang on, Ryo is a doctor, not a musician! While I was in confusion, I
suddenly remembered Ryo had a twin brother, whom I believe my best friend never mentioned at all, his name
was Tsukimori Len!!
I am so sorry, Melissa!! That was all Suzume could say.
However, continuing, Melissa crossed her arms, I have not finished. Alright, fine, my best friend not only
did not tell me she was living under the same roof with Tsukimori Len, for some unknown reason, she became
Tsukimori Lens new partner too?!
Forgive me, Melissa! It really wasnt supposed to happen that way! Aunty Fuyumi was suddenly sick so
they forced me, I really didnt mean to lie to you... Suzume nearly fell on her knees.
Seeing how panicked Suzume was, Melissa finally burst out laughing. Surprised with Melissas reaction,
Suzume looked to her friend cautiously. Is Melissa really laughing or was she being sarcastic?
Alright, I forgive you... Melissa said finally. But only if you explain to me what is going on between you
and Tsukimori Len.
There is nothing between us! Suzume denied immediately.
With unbelieving eyes, Melissa asked, How do you explain the flower and kiss incident? I saw it with my
own eyes!
I know how it looks, Melissa... Suzume let out a sigh. But as my best friend you should know who I truly
love...
But you knew as well, it is never going to work out between you and Ryo. He already has a fianc...
Melissa reminded in concern.
Nodding, Suzume smiled mockingly to herself. I know, but I just can not forget. Whenever I see him and
Emi together, it really tortures me.
Melissa gave a sigh as she patted Suzumes shoulder. In that case why dont you really go for Len? He
looks exactly like Ryo, most of all he is your favorite musician!
Suzume shook her head quickly, No, its not right. Ryo is Ryo and Len is Len. They are two different
persons. Most of all Len knows my feeling for Ryo...
So? Melissa smiled warmly. Just like how you knew Ryos feeling for Emi, you still love him dont you?
Seeing the sad look on Suzumes face, Melissa changed the topic quickly, Anyway, we still have to practice on
your graduation piece right? Only two more weeks to go!
Here is the coffee, Lens without sugar and Ryos with two sugar... Suzume said as she respectively
placed the coffee before the brothers. After she returned once again to the kitchen, Ryo smiled and said to Len.
Its interesting now without a struggle Suzume can tell which one of us is who. Its like she really sees us
as two different persons.
Taking a sip of his own coffee, Len replied calmly. Of course. Its not that hard.
But you dont think its quite appealing? Sei has worked with you for how long now? Sometimes he still
gets us mixed up if we are just both standing there together. But Suzume could tell us apart just like that! Ryo
continued.
Len remained quiet as he too noticed Ryos point. Like Ryo mentioned, when they talk and because they
are so different now, people can always tell that the cheerful one is Ryo, the quiet one is Len. But when they both
just stand there and not say a word, there are only three people that could tell them apart. Their mother, Suzume
and...
Oh yeah, who else had this ability? Ryo thought to himself. Thats right, when we were all in high
school with Emi, she could also easily tell us apart. The teachers always got us confused but Emi could always
correctly pick us out.
A frown appeared on Lens face with Ryos statement as his hands on the coffee mug tightened. She
could tell the difference between us because she liked you from the first day you met.
Len...? Noticing the tone of defensiveness in Lens voice, Ryo looked to Len in surprise.
Luckily at this time Suzume returned with two plates of food before Ryo could ask further. Proving Ryos
point Suzume placed the omelette before Len and the pancakes before Ryo correctly.
Suzume, arent you going to eat anything? Ryo asked when he noticed Suzume did not prepare
something for herself.
With a nervous smile Suzume shook her head, I cant eat anything before an exam, too nervous.
You have exam today? Ryo asked quickly. The more you should not go empty stomached! Having a
proper breakfast helps your brain work faster.
Shaking her head again Suzume replied. Its alright, its actually the performance exam not the written
one.
The performance exam was today? To both Ryo and Suzumes surprise Len spoke up.
Yes... Suzume nodded.
Taking out a card from a delicate envelop Len reminded as he took a look. It is today, but the
performance exam is not until ten oclock.
Yes, but I wanted to go there earlier to practice... Suzume replied not knowing why Len knew all the
details? Taking a look at the card too Suzume felt all the blood in her rushed to her feet with terror. You...you are
an examiner for the exam?!
Apparently so. Len replied calmly totally not sympathizing with the fear and horror that was going
through Suzume. The dean had been a main sponsor for the concert so as a request he had asked me to overseer
the performance exam today.
Wow, you must not be too nasty on Suzume, especially her theme is about you! Ryo teased. However
that was the precise reason Suzume was in such panic. Her piece was composed from her inspiration given by Len
on that night. She would die if she had to perform it especially in front of him!
Seeing the pale and blue look on Suzumes face, Len added. Dont worry, I will judge from a fair and
professional perspective.
Unfortunately that statement only added more pressure onto Suzumes already stressed enough mind.
Feeling the cold sweat in her hands Suzume really prayed she would not fail her exam and repeat this school year!
Its been the fiftieth time now Suzume looked to her watch. Melissa had promised to come in earlier to do
their round of practice before the actual exam. However now it is already nine thirty, Melissa still did not show.
Looking to the other students who already had plenty of practice before the exam, Suzume held the manuscript
tightly in her hands. She had tried to call Melissa numerous times already but it just went straight to her voicemail.
Look, isnt that Tsukimori Len?
Suzumes heart gave a thump when she heard one of the students said.
Really? How do you know thats him? Another asked.
Because I went to his concert, that is definitely him!
Oh man, what a pressure! He is going to be watching us perform?!
Suzume nodded in agreement, yes it is an extreme pressure. Most of all she was the only person here
whos theme is Tsukimori Len! While she was in dread, her mobile started ringing.
Hello?
Suzume, its me, Melissa...
Suzume felt as if help have come from heaven when she finally heard from Melissa. Where are you? The
exam is starting in twenty minutes!
I am so sorry, Suzume. The train I caught this morning had a problem so we were all asked to get off the
train to catch the transfer buses instead. But now I have waited for all these times only two buses came, and I am
still stuck here! Melissas anxious frustrated voice came through the other side of the phone. Not only that, my
mobile battery went flat so I am calling you now from a public phone.
Alright... Suzume nodded as she took the information in. So do you think you can make it on time?
I am trying, so I figured I am just going to forget the bus and catch the taxi there instead. Can you arrange
with Sakakura Sensei to put us last?
Sure, I will let her know. But please, you have to be here for me or I will fail my exam today... Suzume sobbed.
Ok, I will even walk there for you okay? Besides if I dont arrive on time I will fail my own exam! Melissa
teased.
Suzume felt her heart soothed a little for at least she knows what had happened to Melissa. As requested
by Melissa, Suzume approached Sakakura Sensei about arranging them to perform last so at least it would buy
them some time.
Alright, if that is the case. I will notify the dean about the program changes. Sakakura Sensei consented
with an encouraging smile. I am very much looking forward to your performance piece especially having
Tsukimori Len here to assess it himself.
Suzume felt as if Sakakura Senseis statement just tied a rock around her feet and threw her into the sea
causing her to sink deeper into her well of fretfulness. Taking another look at her composed piece, Suzume let out
a long stressful sigh.
There has been some program changes, The dean passed the program to Len. The student that will be
performing the piece in your theme has requested to be moved to last.
Len knew immediately that the dean was talking about Suzume. What had happened?
The dean shrugged his shoulders, Something about her violin partner running late. For the better I guess
we can listen to this special piece for the finale.
Len nodded in acknowledgment with the deans words. However he knew from inside that with Suzumes
soft timid personality, she probably will be in a huge panic right now.
Suzume, has Melissa arrived yet? There are only two more performances till your turn. Sakakura Sensei
asked in concern.
Suzume shook her head as her face was as white as paper. No, Melissa still has not yet arrived...
Feeling so sorry for Suzume, Sakakura Sensei nodded in understanding. I will go talk to the dean again to
see if they can wait for a while longer for Melissa.
Unfortunately the dean shook his head at Sakakura Senseis request. We cannot do that! We have a
special guest here today. We cannot make him wait just for some lazy student who slept in.
But Melissa did not sleep in, it was an accident with the train. Sakakura Sensei justified for her students.
Although the dean and Sakakura Sensei tried to keep their voices down, Len still heard everything. I dont
mind taking a twenty minute break. I need to go make a phone call anyway.
The dean laughed dryly in apology when he heard what Len said. Alright, we will wait extra twenty
minutes for the student. Hopefully the performance will be worth the wait.
I believe it will. With an inside meaning Len replied for he knew more than anyone what ability Suzume
has.
Twenty minutes... Suzume repeated to herself with Sakakura Senseis news.
Suzume, maybe you can find a replacement for Melissa. There are other students here who play the
violin as well. Sakakura Sensei suggested. Turning to the other students she asked, Can anyone replace Melissa?
All the students looked at each other, but none volunteered.
Why no one is willing to help? Arent we all working together as a team? Sakakura Sensei asked.
Its not that we are not willing to help... One student finally spoke up. Suzumes composed piece has at
least fifteen pages, we cannot possibly become familiarized with the song within such a short period of time.
Yes, most of all it is a requirement of the exam to perform without the music... Another spoke out the
fatal point. No one could possibly learn fifteen-page music within twenty minutes and have it memorized as well!
Suzume lowered her head and understood everyones difficulty. Now she is in total despair and sorrow
knowing she had failed her exam for she was unable to put forward the performance component of the graduation
thesis. Suzume held her music even tighter in frustration for she knew how much work both her and Melissa had
put into it together.
I...I will try to give Melissa another call... Suzume squeezed out a smile as she walked out of the room.
Knowing she was never going to reach Melissa, Suzume walked down the corridor not knowing what to do next.
Suzume,
Suzume turned around quickly when she heard someone called her. To her surprise, Len standing there.
Where are you going? Isnt it your turn next?
Hearing Lens question Suzume shook her head and replied. I dont think there will be a performance, my
friend still has not arrived...
You cannot find a replacement? Len asked again.
Not really, as you know it is a requirement to perform the exam without the music, so no one was able to
memorize the entire piece in such a short time. Suzume replied feeling her eyes becoming wet with agony.
Len did not reply, instead his eyes landed on the manuscript Suzume was holding her hands. Is this the
music? Before Suzume could answer nor stop, Len took it from her hand as he started reading through it.
Wait, Len! Suzume waved her hands quickly in shock. Len would be the very last person she wanted to
show this music to!!
However ignoring Suzume, Len read through the music as a most serious look appeared on his face.
Seeing the expressions, Suzume lowered her head knowing Len must have been disappointed with her work.
Finally Len returned the music to Suzume after he read through it all. Follow me.
Sorry?
Not giving Suzume an explanation Len headed towards the backstage where the performing students
await for their results. Knowing Len never explains himself, Suzume followed quickly after him.
However as expected all eyes landed on Len the moment he walked in for by now majority of the students
have found out who he was.
Len...Tsukimori...
It is really him...
Suzume could not help but hearing the whispers of astonishment from the students. However as if
nothing happened Len walked up to one of the students who had a violin in his hand.
You mind if I borrow your violin for a few minutes?
Sure...sure! The student jumped up onto his feet immediately as he passed his violin to Len in a most
humble way.
Thanks. Len received the violin and turned to Suzume once again. Lets go.
Lets go...? Suzume asked although she sort of understood what Len was doing.
You need to pass your exam right? Len asked.
But...but... Suzume did not know how to continue. She knew Tsukimori Len is a professional unlike
them, but could it be possible for Len to have learnt and memorized the entire piece within such a short time? He
had only read the music once!
Dont worry, Once again that gentle smile appeared on Lens perfect stunning face. Dont you trust
me?
Suzume felt her heart gave a huge thump with Lens question. She remembered Len asking her the same
question on the night of his last concert. Finally giving Len a nod, Suzume followed Len quickly onto stage.
The next and final performance will be from Suzume and... The announcer stopped immediately when
he saw Len coming onto the stage. Checking through the program in his hand again he saw clearly the program
said Suzume and Melissa.
Not only was the announcer shocked and stunned, the judges including the dean couldnt believe their
eyes when they saw Len standing on stage with a violin in his hand. As if all the startled eyes did not bother him,
Len turned to Suzume and nodded for her to start.
Once again Suzume saw magic. The music that Melissa took over a month to finally memorize, the same
or even better melody came out from Lens fingers, yet he had only seen the music ten minutes ago! Is Len actually
a genius?!
I am so sorry! At this time Melissa ran into backstage as she finally has arrived. However she stopped
when she heard the melody being performed on stage right now. Wasnt this Suzumes piece? Who is performing
on her behalf?
As she walked closer she saw all the students gathered just at the entrance to the stage as inspiration and
admiration were written all over their faces with what was being performed on stage right now.
Melissa felt her entire being been captured when she heard the same melody that she had practiced with
Suzume for over two months. However why did it feel so different? Not only was the violinist magical, this was the
first time she heard Suzume performed so well. The sound of the violin and the piano just subsist so perfect
together. It was as if they existed for each other and the time had just stopped around the both of them...
Bravo!!
Wonderful!
Magnificent!!
Once again Len and Suzume encountered thunderous applause and cheering after their performance
together. Suzume could feel her hands still shaking with excitement. Was that really the song she composed? How
come it felt so different compared to when she practiced with Melissa?
Len felt that excitement and emotion overwhelming him again uniform the last night of his concert. Like
Sei said, Suzume was really his soul mate. No one could have accompanied him this well and no one could have
written a song that spoke out what he was as Suzume could. This song Suzume had composed really reflected who
he was and what he truly felt inside.
Returning to backstage, the students stood apart and continued to clap for the best performance they
have ever heard. Suzume could feel her heart rate still fast and rapid with nervousness. She must admit she had
never expected Len to help her out and how well it would have turned out.
Suzume, that was so beautiful! Melissa held onto Suzumes hand in excitement.
Melissa, you are finally here... Suzume sobbed feeling her legs strength less.
I am so sorry Suzume, the taxi got stuck in the traffic so I walked here instead. Melissa apologized
quickly, but with relief her eyes looked to the tall handsome man next to Suzume. But I suppose my absence
had actually helped you out. Your piece was best performed by Tsukimori Len himself.
Suzume blushed even more with Melissas words. To change the topic Suzume asked quickly, How about
you? You have to do your exam as well right?
Thats right, Sakakura Sensei joined in. Since you have finally arrived Melissa, it shall be your
performance next.
But I just arrived, and havent warmed up yet! Melissa complained but it was ignored as Sakakura
Sensei already pushed her onto stage. Suzume smiled to herself in relief as not only she had finished her exam
safely, Melissa also managed to show for her own.
I guess I better return too. Len reminded.
Thank you so much! You really saved me. Suzume gave a bow quickly.
I am just returning the favor. You have helped me out on the last day of my concert as well. Len replied
calmly. However to Suzumes surprise, this time it came with a tender smile.
Suzume blushed as she lowered her head in shyness, I was not much help compared to what you have
done for me today. You are the famous Tsukimori Len who performed in a music students exam.
Suzume, Len looked straight at the soft girl before him. Is the rooftop of the Edinburgh Building still
open for students?
Yes, I believe it is... Suzume replied not understanding Lens totally unrelated question.
Nodding in acknowledgement Len said, After you received your exam result, can you come to the
rooftop of the Edinburgh Building? I will wait for you there.
O...okay! Suzume nodded quickly although she knew not why Len had made the request. However
Suzume had always found such authority from Lens words and expressions. It is like she just dare not say no to
any of his requests!
Suzume felt her heart pumped faster as she approached the rooftop. Opening the metal door she saw
Lens tall figure leaning against the fence as he looked afar. Suzume cannot deny that like his twin brother Ryo, Len
was also an extremely attractive person. To Suzume Len was like a person who was way out of her league. He is a
world famous musician, adored by numerous fans. Suzume felt she must have been the luckiest girl alive for a
person like Len to help her out in so many ways.
Do you used to come here often? Suzume asked as she approached him.
Yes, this is a nice place and amazingly no one else knew about it. Len replied as he continued to look
afar.
Its hard to imagine what you were like when you studied here. Suzume smiled as she tried to picture
Lens student life here. He probably was already an extremely outstanding student back then. Most of all adored
by all the girls at school!
From your expressions I see that you passed your exams? Len asked.
Suzume blushed as she nodded. With your appearance, of course I would pass the exam.
It was not because of me, Finally looking to Suzume Len replied. It was your work, your music.
So...you didnt think the piece I composed was....too childish and immature? Suzume asked carefully
seeking a professionals advice.
Childish and immature? Len repeated back to Suzume the adjectives she used to describe her own
work. With a sigh, Lens beautiful eyes looked straight at Suzume with all seriousness. Suzume, I have something
to ask of you and I want you to know that I am not mocking or joking.
Suzume nodded as she waited for Len to continue, however she must admit she was rather nervous with
what Len has to ask for he looked so serious.
You have four more months to go till your graduation right? Len asked.
Yes, since I have passed the sixty percent component of the graduation thesis, if nothing goes wrong I
will be able to graduate in four months time. Suzume explained.
What are your plans after your graduation? Len paused and looking up at Suzume again he continued.
Have you thought about becoming a professional musician?
Suzume looked away as she gave a sigh, I...I am not so sure. I wanted to be a piano teacher but there are
also some parts in me that wanted more...
Len continued to observe Suzume as he thought through what Suzume said. Looking down at her own
hands in nervousness Suzume was rather confused with Lens reaction, it was like he was examining her like in an
interview.
Suzume, Finally Len continued. I would ask of you to become my partner after you graduate.
Suzume must admit she did not expect Len to ask that. Stepping back in shock Suzume placed her hand
before her chest as she felt her heart thumped hard with jolt. I...I cannot possibly...
Dont use that as an excuse to decline me. Before Suzume could decline Len interrupted. I know myself
well and knew from the bottom of my heart that only you could accompany me most appropriately. Seeing the
stunned and speechless look on poor Suzumes delicate countenance, Lens tone softened. You do not need to
answer me right now because I will be returning to Europe for the next three months. But I do hope you will
consider my request seriously between now and your graduation.
Finally Suzume took a deep breath as she calmed herself down. I...I shall consider it earnestly...
Hearing that reply from Suzume, a gentle smile of gratefulness came onto Lens face. Thank you. I do
hope it will be good news after I return from Europe.
Melissa, are you okay...? Suzume asked cautiously as Melissa had gaped and stared at her speechless
with Lens honored request.
Why...why...I mean, Melissa grabbed onto Suzumes shoulders as she asked in excitement. Why didnt
you just say yes on the spot?! This is one opportunity that had fallen out of heaven for you!
I know... Suzume let out a sigh. But it is a big decision you know? What if I was not what he really
wanted? Lets be realistic about it, I am just an ordinary music student. I am nowhere near the top of our year
either. Why would someone like Tsukimori Len want me to be his partner? I cannot possibly compare to Aunty
Fuyumi, she is also a world class pianist that was why she matched Len perfectly.
I can kind of understand where Len is coming from though. Melissa disagreed with Suzumes view.
Tsukimori Len needs a pianist that could accompany him, not a professional pianist that competes with him.
Suzume felt her confused and troubled mind started to clear up with Melissas words. However she knew
also if she had consented to Lens request, it would mean her bond with Ryo would also continue. Knowing she
was not able to make herself forget the feelings she had for Ryo she had hoped this painful miserable love she had
for him would vanish with time if she no longer had to see Ryo and Emi together after her father returns.
Luckily her mobile phone rang to bring her depressive thoughts back. Picking up the call she heard a ladys
voice coming from the other end.
Suzume? Its me Emi. Did I call at a bad time?
No, its fine. Suzume replied quickly at the same time hating herself for pretending to be cheerful every
time she talks to Emi.
So sorry if I have disturbed you. You sure you are alright to talk? As caring and sweet as always Emi
asked politely.
No, really, its fine. What is it? Suzume asked.
Actually, I was just wondering if you have time this afternoon?
This afternoon?
Well, actually because Ryos birthday is coming up soon, so I was wondering if you would like to join me
and shop for presents? Emi asked genuinely treating Suzume as a friend.
Hearing that, Suzumes heart ached as she asked hearing her tone so sour. Are you sure you want me to
come along? I dont know if I could be of much help.
However not noticing the sour tone, Emis bright laughter came through the other side as she teased.
Suzume, it is not just Ryos birthday you know.
Not just Ryos birthday? Suzume blinked as she repeated to herself. Finally with realization Suzume
called in enlightenment. Thats right, it is also Lens birthday!
Bingo! Emi smiled. Dont you want to buy something for Len too? I am sure he would be so happy if
you prepared him something.
Um..um... Suzume mumbled ambiguously not knowing how to make Emi believe that Len has no
particular feeling towards her. However since Len had helped her out on numerous occasions she wouldnt mind
preparing something for him. Other than presents, are we going to prepare a celebration as well? Suzume asked.
You think so too? Emi asked quickly. I had thought of preparing a surprise party for them but as you
know, my cooking skill is limited...
Suzume burst out laughing with Emis statement. Sure no problem, I will help out if you want.
Hooray! Emi cheered when she finally got herself the best help she could get. Should I come over and
pick you up? We will go buy things to prepare for the party too. But remember, it is a surprise party so we must
not let them know.
Alright, no problem. Suzume smiled and agreed.
Impressive! Sei exclaimed when he observed the dishes of food on the table. Suzume sure spoils Len
and Ryo for such great effort!
I know! We have the best party caterer here! Emi added too as she put her arm around Suzume.
No, Emi you cooked half of it too... Suzume replied quickly. She doesnt know why they always
exaggerate her talent in cooking.
Me? No, I just followed your instructions. Emi smiled then turning to Sei she asked. Youre sure Ryo
and Len doesnt know anything about this party?
I dare not tell, my ladies. Sei shrugged his shoulders in innocence. You know it was so hard to keep
such secrets from Len since he is easily suspicious of any abnormalities happening around him. Even today when I
had to lie to come here first, he didnt look like he believed my excuse.
Emi chuckled when she heard what Sei said. Really? What excuse did you use?
I said I had a dentist appointment. Sei gave a sigh, But then Len asked me what problem I had and
which dentist I was going to. The more he asked the more I could tell he didnt believe me.
So, you think he knows about the party?! Emi asked quickly.
I certainly hope not. Sei scratched his head.
While they were talking, Fuyumi came up to them, All the guests are here, everythings set up as well,
now we just need to get the two boys to come.
No problem, Emi smiled as she took out her mobile phone.
Ryo? Its me Emi, Suzume watched as Emi called Ryo. Have you finished work? Yes...good. Well, have a
little problem here...yeah, my car broke down so can you come pick me up or help me start the car or something?
Emi gave Suzume a wink as she continued, Sure, I am at Corda wharf, and I will wait for you in front of
pier five.
Finally hanging up Emi smiled, Ryo is on his way here.
Sei sighed as he took out his mobile, Well, I hope it goes as well with Len as it did for Ryo...
Wait, Emi stopped Sei as she suggested. Since Len suspects you already, maybe it would be better if
someone else called him.
True, Fuyumi backed up Emi. Most of all, I dont think Len would come here for Sei, not motivating
enough. Turning to Suzume, Fuyumi teased. Suzume, how about you call Len?
Eh?! Suzume nearly jumped off the ground. No...no...I am not motivating enough either!
Holding onto Suzumes hand, Emi persuaded, Just try anyway, it is always more persuasive if he received
the call from a woman.
But...but I dont know what to say... Poor Suzume was already stuttering with fear. She felt intimidated
enough with Lens cold personality, if he found out she called to trick him he would probably kill her!
Its alright, I will write down the script for you. Emi joked as she passed Suzumes phone to her. Please?
Len is the last person not yet notified of the party.
Yeah Suzume, think about it. He probably would be more upset if he found out we had a party without
him. Sei nodded too as he already could imagine that unpleasant frown on Lens face.
Poor Suzume had no choice as she pressed the call button that dialled to Lens mobile phone. However
the moment she heard the ringing tone as a reflex she hung up immediately.
Suzume, what happened?!
Sorry... With courage, Suzume pressed the call button again, however fear overcame her as she hung up
once again.
Suzume...
Sorry... Suzume took a deep breath as she attempted once more. However this time after a few rings,
the moment she heard Len picked up from the other side she quickly hung up again.
I am so sorry!! Suzume apologized for the third time as everyone already became speechless. Can...can
I please practice before I actually make the call?!
Alright, Suzume, pretend I am Len and ask me to come here. Sei crossed his arms and said.
Okay... Suzume nodded. Len...can...you...
While Suzume was still practicing, suddenly her mobile phone rang and when she saw the name on the
caller ID, Suzume nearly dropped the phone in shock.
Its Len! Suzume, pick up the phone! Sei encouraged.
Without giving Suzume a choice, Fuyumi pressed the answer button for Suzume as she passed the phone
to Suzume.
He...hello!! Suzume felt she was about to die as she tried to act as normal as possible.
Suzume? Lens deep calm voice came from the other side. Whats wrong? There were three miss calls
from you?
I...I... Suzume swallowed a mouthful of saliva as she tried to think of an excuse. However when you
reached the climax of nervousness, you will experience a malfunction of the brain and this was what Suzume is
encountering right now. No reason or excuse could come out of her mouth.
Luckily at this time Emi quickly passed a piece of paper to Suzume as she whispered, Read this out...
Without thinking, Suzume read the note in front of her, Len, I have lost my wallet and I have no way of
getting home...so I was wondering if you could come pick me up...EHHHH?!! Finally Suzume realized what she had
read out to Len.
Suzume felt like crying especially when she saw everyone else trying not laugh out loud in case Len could
hear them. She is so doomed! What is Len going to think of her?!
Dont worry about it! Suzume said quickly trying to recover the situation. Sorry to have bothered
you...by...bye!!
Where are you? To Suzumes surprise there was no unpleasantness in Lens voice with Suzumes
ridiculous request.
I...I am at... Suzume looked up and saw everyone signaling her as they pointed to number five at the
door.
Finally clearing her throat, Suzume continued. I am at Pier Five, Corda Wharf.
Alright, I will be there in about ten minutes. Make sure you stay near where more people are and do not
wait alone. Maybe it would be safer if you wait inside the shop.
Um..um... Suzume nodded as she could not believe not only was Len not unhappy with her request
rather there was a tone of care in his words. He...he actually was worried about her well-being?
So is he coming? Emi asked.
Suzume nodded still not knowing how to deal with Lens tone of care for her However not knowing the
confusion going on inside Suzume everyone cheered and danced as they finally tricked Len to come.
Locking up his car, Len frowned when he sensed his racing heartbeat. He could not believe he had driven
here as fast as he could. What is this unsettled and restless feeling inside him? Whenever that helpless soft timid
countenance appeared in his mind, Len realized he could not help but worry about this girl. Why is she always
getting herself into trouble and most of all, why would he care?!
However as Len walked closer to where Suzume said she was, Len saw a familiar figure ahead of him. The
person ahead of him turned around and the same surprised look appeared on his face.
Len? How come you are here? Ryo asked.
I return the question back to you. Len replied.
Did she call you too? Ryo asked.
She? Len frowned immediately with Ryos question. An unexplainable horrible feeling whirled up inside
Len. Did Suzume call Ryo as well? She had actually wanted Ryo to be here but she had called him just in case
because he was a backup?
Noticing the expression on his brothers face Ryo asked again, Len, are you okay?
I am fine. Lens voice was as cold as ice. Since you are here, I guess she doesnt need me anymore.
Throwing that sentence at Ryo, Len turned and walked back to his car.
Before Ryo figured out why Len was so upset, suddenly the door behind them swung open as a group of
people rushed out.
Surprise!!
Happy birthday!!
With the outcome Len stopped walking and turned around in amazement. Seeing the people present, he
knew immediately what had happened.
Oh wow! Thanks guys! Ryo laughed as he walked up to Emi. You tricked me here for this?
Yup! Happy birthday! She smiled and held onto Ryos hand.
Seeing that, Lens eyes finally landed on Suzume whose head remained low in guilt. However Fuyumi
pushed her forward towards Len, Go on, invite him in.
I...I am so sorry! Suzume quickly gave a bow of apology. She had noticed the grave look on Lens face
when he first saw Ryo. He must be so angry because she tricked him!
Lens eyes continued to look to the girl in front of him. He took a deep breath when he sensed how relief
his heart felt when he had found out the she both him and Ryo were referring to were two different persons.
So...Suzume had not treated him as a backup...
Not knowing the thoughts inside Len, Suzumes head remained low as she bit her lower lip in fear. You
can yell at me if you want to, I know I shouldnt have tricked you, so sorry...
You still apologize too much. Len finally responded. Looking up at the grinning faces behind Suzume he
let out a sigh. They made you do it didnt they?
Doesnt matter right? Sei laughed and came up. We prepared all these just for you. Most of all, you
must appreciate how much effort Suzume and Emi had put into preparing this surprise party!
Taking a look at the food preparation and decoration, Len must admit it was some kind of effort. However
it was not all as Emi placed a box in Suzumes hands and pushed her before Len.
Len, look what she got for you as a present. Emi teased as she whispered to Suzume. Give it to him.
Suzumes face was already blushing with embarrassment, with shaking hands Suzume passed the box to
Len as she said with a most thin and soft voice. Happy...happy birthday...
Thanks... Len replied as he felt his heart so warm. How long has it been since he felt this warm?
Seeing the both of them, everyone smiled and left them alone.
Do you mind if I open it now? Len asked.
Sure, go ahead!
Opening the box Len saw a delicate handcrafted violin bow. Holding it in his hand, it felt just perfect.
I...I am not sure if you needed another bow, probably not, but sorry, I really did know what else to get for
you. Suzume explained quickly.
It really is perfect. Len replied Suzume a warm smile. I will make full use of it in my European tour this
time.
So...so you like it? Suzume asked again to confirm.
Of course, thank you. Len replied and placed the bow back into the box.
Thank God... Suzume let out a breath of relief.
Seeing Suzumes reaction, once again the urge to care and protect this girl before him whirled up inside
Len. He knew from deep within, he had made the right decision to return to his hometown for the concert, for if he
had not, he might have never known this special girl.
Suzume let out another sigh as she looked to the wrapped present in her hands. The present that she
really put her whole heart into preparing for the man who look to her as no more than a younger sister. Seeing the
joy and blissfulness on Ryos face tonight when he received the present from Emi, Suzume could not hand over to
Ryo her present. However the other side of her persuaded. It doesnt matter; Ryo had helped you out so many
times so it is polite to give him a present!
While Suzume was struggling inside her room, she heard a knock on her door.
Yes?! Suzume answered as she quickly hid the present behind her.
Acknowledging her answer, the person opened the door and came in. When Suzume saw the persons
face she felt her whole body stiffened with nervousness. Ryo...Ryo...whats the matter?
Astonishment cannot be hidden on Ryos face, How do you know its me the moment you saw me? You
didnt think for a second that I could be Len?
Well...ugh... Suzume didnt know how to answer that question.
Seeing the expressions on Suzumes face Ryo burst out laughing, Sorry, just curious thats all.
Suzume nodded and laughed along not knowing how to act normally in front of Ryo without showing her
true feelings.
Anyway, Ryo cleared his throat. Just thought I should come over and say thank you for preparing such
a wonderful party. I am definitely most flattered.
Its fine, Ryo have also helped me out many times so I thought I could just help Emi out a little. Suzume
squeezed out a smile.
Ryo scratched his head hearing Suzumes words, I dont think I have helped you out that much compared
to all the wonderful meals you have cooked and other things... Ryo stopped as he noticed the present Suzume hid
behind her. Unfortunately with his height, he could see the present even if Suzume tried to hide it.
Noticing Ryos focus, Suzume moved back in shock as she felt the blood in her body rushed all to her face.
However the other part of her persuaded again. What is the point of hiding now?! Ryo saw it already! It is not only
not polite not to give him a present, it is just plain rude!
Ha...happy birthday! Finally with courage Suzume passed the present to Ryo.
Wow, not just the party but a present too? Unlike Suzume, Ryo acted still normal as he always was and
accepted the present. You really have done too much for me.
Opening the present, Ryo saw a beautifully hand knitted blanket. You knitted this?
Yes...yes... Suzume nodded. I was thinking since you always work long thirty-six hour shifts in the
hospital, it might be nice to have a blanket to take a nap with...
A most grateful smile appeared on Ryos handsome charming face. Thank you so much Suzume. You are
a most thoughtful person.
Seeing that smile, Suzume felt she was in heaven again. All those late nights staying up to knit the blanket
was all worth it! As long as she could see Ryo smile at her she could stay up many more nights.
However not knowing of course, Ryo teased. Only a sweet thoughtful girl like you can touch my brothers
heart. It has been so long since I saw him showing such warm expressions as he did so tonight.
Looking up at Ryo Suzume felt his words brought her once again back from heaven to earth. Reminding
her of the reality, yes, to Ryo I am no more than his brothers girlfriend, he will never look to me the way he looked
to Emi.
Once again she could feel the water forming in her eyes, however she must not show them in front of
Ryo!
Stop teasing me, Ryo, Suzume quickly said cheerfully instead. Quickly go to bed now or else I wont
prepare breakfast for you tomorrow!
Alright, sorry. Ryo laughed as he thanked Suzume once again for the present and left the room.
However the moment she closed the door, Suzume collapsed as she wept bitterly. Someone please rescue her
from this miserable situation. If she was never meant to be with Ryo, why should they ever meet?
Chapter Six
Suzume sat in the passenger seat. Her entire body felt restless with nervousness. How long had it been
since she sat in this very seat next to Ryo in his car?
Well, Suzume. I guess its back to being just the two of us again. Ryo said with a smile, unintentionally
making Suzume even more nervous.
Yyes. Suzume nodded quickly.
Fuyumi and Len were also in the car, sitting in the back. They were heading to the airport as Fuyumi and
Len were due to return to Europe today. The four of them met up with Sei at the airport departure lounge.
Ryo, make sure you take good care of Suzume while were away. Fuyumi reminded Ryo.
Of course I will. Ryo replied reassuringly as he looked teasingly at Len. If anything happens to Suzume,
somebody will kill me.
Len ignored Ryos friendly taunt as he picked up his bag. Its time to board.
Why so fast? Were not due to board for another hour. Sei asked, already knowing the answer.
You can wait here then. I prefer to be early than late, Len replied coldly, used to adhering with his strict
and tight schedule.
Alright, alright. Thats what youre saying now but youll come to regret it later when you realize you
cant see someone for three months. Sei shrugged his shoulders knowing how falsely Len was acting.
I guess wed better go in now. Fuyumi smiled before turning to Suzume, I will leave Ryo and the house
to you.
No problem Aunty Fuyumi, Suzume nodded. Please have a safe trip and enjoy your tour in Europe.
We will, Suzume. Come and join us after you graduate, you will see so much more. Fuyumi gave Suzume
a hug and waved good-bye.
Bye Suzume! Sei waved as well, as he picked up his carry-on luggage.
Goodbye Len said softly as he looked at Suzume.
Have a great tour Len. Even though I believe theyll be as great as any of your concerts! Suzume smiled.
A gentle smile appeared on Lens face as he sent Suzume one last look before he finally joined his mother
and Sei inside the gate.
Three months Ryo gave a sigh. Its a long time.
Are they always away for this long? Suzume asked.
Sometimes. But at times even longer. Ryo replied. He had long become accustomed to their current life
style. Im starting to worry for my mother though; I dont think all this travel is good for her.
They were back at home, both of them sitting in the kitchen sipping a hot drink. Ryo continued, But in
order to accompany Len she had no choice.
Suzume nodded as she remembered Lens request. Iif Len had a new partner Then Aunty Fuyumi
wouldnt have to travel so much. Right?
Ryo let out another sigh and a shrug, I guess so, but you know Len. Its not that easy to find him a partner
that could match him.
Suzume remained silent as she realized Lens offer hadnt been asked lightly. When he had asked her to
become his new partner, he really meant it.
She had no idea what she had done to deserve such high regard from Tsukimori Len, but Suzume knew it
would be foolishness to decline Lens offer. However, she was still unsure about whether she would accept.
Luckily, like Len said, there were three more months until his return. Suzume had that time to consider this matter
thoroughly and decide on a course of action that would be best for all parties involved.
Ryos phones ring tone jerked her out of her deep thought. She came back down to earth in time to hear
him answer it.
Hi Emi. Yeah Weve just come home from the airport. Yeah, Suzume is home with me. Ryos face
always brightened up immediately when he talked to Emi. Sure, just let me check with her
Turning to Suzume, Ryo asked, Emi wanted to know if you wanted to go out for ice cream?
The last thing Suzume wanted to do was to tag along with Ryo and Emi on a date. Placing a smile on her
face, she shook her head, Its alright. You and Emi can go. I dont really feel like ice cream today.
Immediately, disappointment was written over Ryos face. Why not? Emi said she discovered this really
nice ice cream shop. Come on, itll be such a pity if you missed out.
From Ryos tone and expression, it was easy to gather that he really did want her to join them. However,
because of that genuine invitation, it made it more impossible for Suzume to go.
She looked down onto the floor, Im really sorry. Im just A bit tired.
Its alright, Ryo gave Suzume a faint smile of apology. I should be the one apologizing. I didnt consider
how tired youd be. Especially since you had to get up extra early this morning to accompany me to the airport.
He turned his attention back to the phone, Sorry, Emi. Suzumes exhausted. I think Id better stay at
home with her
Hearing Ryo utter those words, Suzume felt her heart wrench.
Why?
Why would Ryo do this for her? If Ryo just turned away and distanced himself from her, it would make it
so much easier for her to let go of her love for him.
No Ryo Interrupting quickly, Suzume shook her head again. Dont worry about me, just go out with
Emi. Please
Ryo gave Suzume a warm smile and said, I promised Len that Id look after you. If he ever found out that I
left you at home by yourself and snuck out with Emi, he really would kill me.
Suzume sighed to herself and managed to squeeze out a half convincing smile, Alright In that case, Ill
join you.
Really? At Suzumes answer, Ryo grinned with satisfaction.
Seeing that excitement, Suzume knew the only thing she could do for Ryo was to get him to laugh and
smile like he always had. So with a cheerful expression Suzumee replied, Of course! Since Emi discovered such a
wonderful ice cream shop, I wouldnt miss it for the world.
Ryo, I got another idea Emis voice came through the phone; she had obviously overheard Suzume and
Ryos conversation. How about I buy some take away ice cream and come over to you place? Then, that way,
Suzume wont have to come out since shes tired, and we can both keep her company.
Sounds great! Ryos delighted face showed his approval of that idea. It was obvious that he adored how
Emi could think so fast on her feet. Ill see you soon then. Bye!
Ryo hung up the phone and turned to Suzume to tell her the good news, I guess you wont have to leave
the house after all! Emis going to be coming over with the ice cream instead.
Suzume suggested with another small smile and stood, Then I guess Ill have to bake something suitable
to go with the ice cream then.
His eyes lit up at that suggestion, Even better!
Suzume smiled bitterly to herself as she entered the kitchen. If Emi was not such a considerate and sweet
person, she wouldnt have to feel as bad as she did now. Suzume knew she couldnt outshine Emi. Why was her
rival such a perfect and wonderful person?
This ice cream is really delicious! Ryo praised it as he turned to Suzume, Especially when its eaten with
your apple sponge cake!
Can you give me the recipe of this cake? It is really yummy. Emi added as she cut herself another piece.
Suzume replied with a smile, Sure.
To her surprise, the time spent together with Emi and Ryo was not as dreadful as she thought it would be.
Both included her in their conversations and shared their jokes. Emi treated her as a genuine friend as did Ryo. The
more Suzume looked at Emi and Ryo, the more she realized that they were a beautiful couple. And so, from the
bottom of her heart, she wished them a happy life together.
Suzume, Before Emi returned home, she called Suzume over to her side. With a mysterious smile she
placed something in her hand.
This is...?
You might call it Lens very first concert,. Emi whispered conspiratorially. Before he became the famous
Tsukimori Len, where no one was allowed to video his performance. I filmed this when he performed at our high
school music festival.
Really?! Suzume couldnt believe her ears as she looked to the tape in her hands. This must be the one
and only copy of a Tsukimori Len concert on film in the entire world!!
Seeing the smile curve on Suzumes face, Emi winked as she continued her explanation, I was cleaning up
a few of my old things and found this tape. I thought you might want it.
O...of course! Suzume held the tape tightly in her hands as she tripped over her words in her
excitement. Hhow can I thank you?
Emi giggled as she observed Suzumes reaction, No need to thank me, Leaning close Emi whispered,
Youre going get lonely for the next three months missing Len. As a friend, this is the best I can do to help.
Suzume blushed, immediately realizing Emi had clearly mistaken the reason she was so excited about the
tape. However, she only gave Emi a smile, not bothering to explain any more. Maybe it would be best for both Emi
and Ryo to believe that she had fallen for Len. That way they would never have to find out the one she was really
in love with; not Len but Ryo.
Both Fuyumi and Emi were right about what they had said about Len. Suzume felt disbelief as she
watched the happy and cheerful Len on the screen. To be honest, if she had not known Len as he was now, there
would have been no way she could differentiate between Len and Ryo.
Len! Come on, say something. Emis voice came through the video. She was obviously the person
filming. If you become a huge star in the future, this video might become priceless.
Yeah right, Len grinned as he pointed to the camera, Who said I wanted to be a musician?
But it would be such a waste if you dont! Emi replied, You are so good at it!
Suzume nodded in agreement to Emis statement. Luckily Len had become a professional musician, or else
it really would have been a waste, like Emi said.
Alright, stop filming, An embarrassed look came onto Lens face with Emis statement. Youre making
me nervous right before the performance.
Fine, fine... Emi sighed but added, Just say something before I turn this off.
Len shrugged his shoulders as he finally gave in, Okay. My name is Len and today I will be performing at
the Annual Seiso Gakuen Music Festival.
Like a reporter, Emi pounced with another question. What song will you be performing for us today?
Len did not reply immediately to the question. Instead, a warm expression that Suzume had personally
never seen on Lens face appeared as he looked towards the camera. Serenade for Strings by Pyotr Ilyich
Tchaikovsky.
Suzume was a little surprised not only with the expressions on Lens face, but also with his choice of song.
Serenade for Strings by Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky was composed by Tchaikovsky when he met the woman who
supported him during his lowest times. Having performed with Len so many times now, Suzume had never heard
him perform such a peaceful and compassionate song before.
Can you explain your song choice? Emi asked again as she continued filming.
Unexpectedly, a flush of red coloured Lens already handsome face as he turned away. He sounded
slightly embarrassed as he avoided the question, Alright, enough filming, I have to go tune my violin now...
Fine, fine... The smile in Emis voice could be heard clearly. I will leave you to it then.
However before Emi turned off the video camera, Lens voice asked quickly, Emi? Are you... are you
going to be watching the performance?
Of course! Emi replied without hesitation. Ill be filming every second of your performance. That way,
in a couple of years, Ill be able to prove that I used to be a friend of the famous musician, Tsukimori Len!
She passed the camera, still filming, to the person next to her. Ryo? Can you film me standing next to
Len? That would really prove I was acquainted with him, the future star of the musical industry!
Suzume continued watching with disbelief as she finally discovered the reason behind Lens change.
Knowing Len like no one else, she saw the way Len looked at Emi. It was exactly the same way that Ryo looked at
her.
That meant Len was in love with Emi too?!
Any doubts that remained were dispelled as she finished watching the tape. Len had performed the piece
for Emi. And Suzume, knowing Lens music so well, was able to feel and understand how deeply Len felt for Emi.
Gently turning off the television, Suzume did not know how to react. She smiled mockingly to herself she realized
how similar she and Len were. Len had also chosen to hide his feelings for Emi in order to protect the two people
that he loved.
Although he appeared to be cold and uninterested in everything, it was all an act. In reality, Len was the
person that was hurt the most in the relationship. Knowing he had the exact same qualities as his twin brother, Len
must have been shattered to find the girl he loved had chosen the other him. No wonder he became everything
Ryo wasnt, because if he was different to Ryo, Len couldnt lose to him.
Whats going on Len? Sei rubbed his temples as he felt his head aching. Youve been acting strange
lately...
Len didnt answer as a small frown appeared on his face again. He knew Sei was right and that something
wasnt right with him. He hadnt been satisfied even once with their rehearsal in the past week. Even today,
practicing on the morning before tonights opening concert, Len still felt something missing or not right.
Well take a thirty minute break. He told the room coolly, as he put away his violin.
Thinking they heard it wrong, everyone looked at Len in surprise. Did the forever-strict perfectionist
Tsukimori Len actually tell them to take a break?!
Ignoring everyone elses shock, Len left the room and went up to the rooftop.
Taking a deep breath of fresh air, Lens gaze was distant. What was going? Whenever he closed his eyes,
Suzumes face would appear. Whenever he played a song, he couldnt help but think that it would sound better if
he performed with her.
It had only been two weeks since they returned to Europe. But apparently, two weeks without hearing
Suzumes voice, two weeks without seeing her shy smile seemed too long for him. Taking out his phone, Len sighed
to himself as he finally gathered his courage and dialled her number.
After a few rings, a soft yet sweet voice came through the other end. Hello?
Immediately Len felt a shiver of warmth run through him as he heard Suzumes voice. Suzume
Len?! Obviously not expecting his call, Suzume sounded stunned and quite astonished. HHi!
Unbidden, a smile appeared on Lens face as he pictured the expression Suzume had to be wearing right
now. How did you know it was me?
I... I guess because I recognize your voice?
Len smiled again. It seemed that Ryo was right when he claimed that Suzume saw them as two entirely
different people, despite being identical twins. So, what are you doing now?
Still in a bit of a whirl because she wasnt entirely sure why Len had called, Suzumes reply was quite
ambiguous, Weve just finished dinner. So were currently just watching some programs on television now.
What did you cook tonight?
I made some curry chicken and butter cream cabbage...
Sounds nice...
It was okay I guess... Suzume scratched her head. She was sure that it wasnt possible for Len to make
an international phone call just for the sole purpose of making small talk. However, she couldnt resist asking him
back, So, have you eaten dinner yet?
No, it is only morning here. Len replied.
Thats right! There is time difference between Europe and here! Stupid me... Suzumes voice was
sheepish as she remembered. So, hows the concert preparation so far?
Tonight is the first performance. And weve only been rehearsing for the past two weeks. He explained.
Len added with a quiet sigh, But for some reason, it hasnt been going very well
Really? Suzume was obviously surprised with Lens statement. Youre just too strict on yourself. I
believe youll perform just as great as you have in all of your previous concerts!
You think so?
Of course, Suzume nodded in enthusiasm forgetting that Len couldnt see her. Remember when you
asked me whether I believed in you? Ive always believed in you so youll definitely be great tonight and for all the
nights of the performance!
Len became temporarily speechless with Suzumes words as he sensed a strange warmth shift within him.
That previous uncomfortable feeling of missing something, which had being present for the past two weeks, all of
a sudden disappeared. Len felt, as Suzume had said, that tonights concert would be great.
Thank you, he told her softly. You helped me out once again.
Suzume sounded more surprised than ever, I did?
Yes. I will be great tonight; and I will definitely never let the audiences down. His old confidence
returned once again to Len.
He watched Sei appear on the rooftop, clearly looking for him. I guess I better go.
Okay. Have a great performance tonight.
Making calls? Sei asked as a funny smile appeared on his face. Looks like you are ready to perform
once again. Need I ask who you were talking to?
Ignoring Seis teasing, Len headed moved towards the stairs, Tell everyone break time is over. Were
returning to practice.
As they rehearsed for the final time before the show, Lens music flowed perfectly once again. Everyone
had felt the lack of something before. But now?
Exchanging looks and murmured comments amongst themselves, no one knew why Len had recovered all
of a sudden. That night, just as Suzume had predicted, the performance was indeed as outstanding and
extraordinary as any previous Tsukimori Len concert.
Fuyumi? Have you seen Len? Sei approached Fuyumi after the concert. Packing away her music Fuyumi
replied with a gentle shake of her head, I havent seen him, why?
Well I have quite a number of reporters out there waiting to interview him about tonights concert, but
he seemed to have disappeared immediately after the performance. Seis arms were crossed as he complained. It
really wasnt an easy task being Tsukimori Lens manager.
Ill go look for him. I think I know where he is. Fuyumi patted Seis shoulder before she left the room.
Knowing her son like no one else, as expected, Fuyumi found Len in front of the piano in one of the
practice rooms. To Fuyumis surprise, Len was writing notes down on a blank manuscript as he played along. From
the looks of things, he was composing a new song.
A warm smile came onto Fuyumis face as she continued to observe and listen silently to the music Len
was playing. The sounds and melody was entirely different to any of his previous works. Fuyumi had never heard
Len compose a piece like this, but she knew immediately whom he was composing it for. .
Looking for me? Len asked as he continued to write down notes.
Yes. Seis going crazy with the reporters he was to deal with... Fuyumi explained and came forward,
nearer to the piano. She stopped a little distance away, Len, can I have a word with you...?
A little surprised at his mothers attitude, Len finally put down his pen and looked up, giving her his full
attention.
Len, I heard from Sei that you called Suzume today before the concert, Fuyumi said calmly as she moved
forward again and sat down next to him. We both know what that call did for your performance tonight.
Len didnt reply as he waited for his mother to continue. He had already decided not to react or answer if
she was going to tease him about it.
With an understanding smile, when Len looked away, Fuyumi continued, Even if you refuse to admit it
Len You have fallen for Suzume.
To her surprise, Len did not look embarrassed nor taken back with the statement. He froze with those
words but it was as if Len had instinctively known the fact but had yet to acknowledge it fully. Finally, he gave a
sigh, Its not possible...
Because she has feelings for Ryo?
It was Len who looked at Fuyumi this time, astonishment and shock clearly written on his face. His mother
had known all along about Suzume actually liking Ryo? Seeing her sons reaction, Fuyumi placed her hand gently
on Lens as she comforted him, Len, Ive lived through half of my life already. I know whats going on around me,
especially if it involves my boys.
If you already know that, then you should also know she could never look at me the same way she looks
at Ryo. Lens reply was cold and somewhat defensive. It was all the same, just like Emi, they all chose Ryo over
him.
At the same time, Len, you of all people should know that Suzume could never be with Ryo. Just like you
could never be with Emi. Fuyumi dropped another bombshell. It showed that she had long known Lens feelings
for Emi. However, you have finally being able to love again because of Suzume. And if you could, so could she. You
just need to let her know how you feel about her.
Lens eyes looked at the manuscript he was composing for Suzume. His fingers shook slightly as he
brushed them over the paper. Fuyumis statement had aroused a chaos of emotions inside him that he had not
experienced for a long time. Could Suzume really learn to love him like Fuyumi had said? Or would it turn out to be
just another wound that hell bury deep inside when he realized that no matter how hard he tried, he could never
beat Ryo?
Here I am again... Suzume said to herself as she stood once more before the tall white building that Ryo
worked at. This time it wasnt because Ryo had forgotten his lunch, it was because poor Ryo had been called in for
consecutive shifts. Suzume felt that she should bring him something to cheer him up.
Hi Suzume, brought some more food again for Dr Ryo? By now all of the hospital staff had become well
acquainted with her. They had long been envious of Ryos wonderful lunch every day since they experienced the
wonderful food first hand at the surprise party.
Suzume was very caring, and having lots of time on her hands, she would bring extra cakes and snacks for
the hospital staff when she came over to see Ryo. So whenever Suzume appeared at the hospital, all the hospital
staff would cheer for joy.
Thank you Suzume! Youve given some light to my long, tiring day... Ryo smiled when he saw the
wonderful food Suzume had brought for him.
Youre exaggerating again, Ryo. Suzume blushed. Have you been sleeping enough? Youve been
working for over forty hours now...
Yeah, I took an hour nap just before you came.
An hour isnt enough! The words dropped out of her mouth in shock.
Thats what Emi said as well, Ryo laughed and ruffled her hair reassuringly. She said I might end up
killing patients instead of saving them if I didnt have enough rest.
Suzume blushed at the contact but managed to keep her voice steady as she asked, So how much longer
to go till you finally finish this shift?
Ryo gave a sigh as he looked through his schedule, Its just me and Dr Yui here. So I guess Another eight
hours at least.
Eight hours?! Suzume blinked. I hope theyll give you a very long break after this...
I definitely will request one. Its just that both of the other doctors who work here decided to get
married at the same time and go on their honeymoon. So it left just me and Yui here to labor on their behalf. Ryo
grinned as he put down his schedule again.
I agree! Another doctor poked his head into the room when he heard Ryos statement. He was
obviously the other unlucky doctor stuck on this long shift with Ryo, Dr Yui. But at least Ryo has his girlfriend Emi
bringing him hot soup and you bringing him warm delicious food, in comparison, I really am in hell!
Ryo laughed as he patted Yuis shoulder sympathetically, Its alright, Suzume prepared your portion too.
Sit down and have a bite before we get busy again.
Unfortunately just as Ryo and Yui were starting to enjoy their food, the emergency phone rang.
St Patricks Emergency, Ryo picked up the call.
We have a critical patient here, young female involved in a car accident just two streets down from your
hospital. Requesting permission to send her to your hospital immediately!
Ever the professional, Ryo pulled out a pen and pad and jotted down notes, Sure, what is the status of
the patient?
Suzume watched as Ryo talked with the emergency staff. She felt her respect for him grew as he dealt
with the situation at hand with full confidence. It helped that he looked so valiant and handsome as he did so.
Turning to Yui as he put down the phone, Ryo explained, Looks like we have a Code Blue. The emergency
vehicle will deliver the patient immediately.
Although both the doctors were joking a while back, when this emergency case arrived, both of them had
returned back to work immediately. Knowing she had done her role here, Suzume packed her things and watched
as Ryo and Yui assisted the emergency staff preparing for the patients arrival. The doors to the emergency ward
swung open and a stretcher was wheeled in.
Ryo froze as he took in the sight of the patient. Emi?!!
As soon as she heard Ryos voice call out that name, Suzume immediately ran to his side and stood still in
shock. She covered her mouth in disbelief. It really was Emi who lay pale and lifeless on the bed.
H...how could this be? Wasnt she fine last night when she came over for dinner? Wasnt she still fine
when she called this morning? Suzume felt tears begin to gather in her eyes and wiped them away. Now was not
the time to cry.
Ryo! Yui grabbed Ryo and shook him gently. We have to treat her now! Immediately! There is no time
to waste! We still might be able to save her.
Yuis words pulled Ryo back from shock as he turned to fix a glare onto the other doctor. We will save
her. His professionalism took over as he turned to the nurses wheeling the bed, Take the patient into the second
emergency theatre.
Both doctors walked away, deep in consultation, to do their scrubs and enter theatre. Soon enough, the
surgery in progress light flashed on.
Suzume sat outside the operating room and held her hands tightly together. They were shaking with fear.
Both Ryo and Yui had been in the theatre for more than two hours. Suzume prayed with all her heart for
Emi to get through this. She wanted Emi to live because she knew how much Emi meant to Ryo. Losing her would
destroy Ryo!
Damn it!
Suzume opened her eyes in shock when she heard Ryos frustrated voice. It could be clearly heard.
Obviously the internal theatre doors had been opened.
Damn it! Damn it!!
Still flat line!
Tears rolled down Suzumes face at hearing that tone of voice from Ryo. She could sense the pain and
frustration in his voice. Knowing the agony inside Ryo right now, Suzume felt her heart constrict with pain.
Please God, let Emi live... was the only thing Suzume could only say over and over again as she
continued to sob.
However, she knew it was all over when she heard Yuis raised voice, Enough Ryo! It is over. Shes
gone
Breathe! Damn it, Emi! Breathe! Suzume heard Ryo break down into sobs, knowing he could not save
the person he loved most in the world. How useless Ryo must have felt watching her die right before his eyes,
unable to do anything for her.
Dr Ryo, please!
It is over, Dr Ryo! Her heart rate has been flat for over twenty minutes now It is impossible
Suzume heard the two nurses add their voices to try and stop Ryo from further useless attempts. Slowly
closing her eyes, Suzumes tears continued to rain down, knowing Emi had really left them.
Suddenly the external door swung open and Ryo stormed out of the operating theatre. Suzume looked up
and her eyes met with Ryos for a split second. However, unable to look Suzume in the eye, Ryo turned and ran
down the corridor before anyone else could stop him.
Dr Ryo! The two nurses who were in the theatre chased after Ryo.
This wasnt possible. This couldnt be happening.
The look on Ryos face when he had exited from the theatre was carved deep into Suzumes heart. She
had only ever seen him as the happy and cheerful person who brightened the world with his smile.
The next few minutes seemed like an eternity to Suzume as she watched the hospital staff panicking,
trying to find Ryo. Suzume wept bitterly, it was such a similar scene, just from a different point of view. Suzume
remembered having the same experience when her mother had died in the emergency room. She remembered
the strong emotional blow she took when she discovered that she had lost a person who was important to her and
the thought of never being able to see that person again dominated.
Suzume!
Suzume turned around when a voice called her name. Dully, she watched Dr. Yui approach her. Can you
help us find Ryo? We need him back here.
Shouldnt we just let him be? He needs time alone... Suzumes voice wobbled dangerously again,
knowing exactly what Ryo felt right now.
With a sigh Dr. Yui patted her shoulder gently. I know Suzume. But he is also a doctor, a professional. We
need him back here in case we have another emergency case. Its impossible for me to handle one alone...
That is so cruel! Suzume shook her head. H...how can you possibly ask him to continue working? He
just saw Emi, the person he loved more than life itself, die right before his eyes!
I know! But... Dr. Yui looked away and sighed, It has to be done...
Suzume knew Yuis difficulties too. Slowly, with a nod she said, Alright, I will go and look for him.
Opening the door to the fire stairs, Suzume saw the figure of a very familiar person. Once again, tears
filled her eyes when she saw Ryo, the happy, cheerful Ryo slumped in a corner like a desolate child.
She watched his shoulders shaking with silent sobs, and how his hands were clenched tightly in a grip of
frustration and self-hatred. Suzume knelt beside Ryo and her arms went around Ryo, holding him gently. Leaning
into the warmth like a child, Ryo finally broke down as he wept bitterly for the one he had lost.
They stayed like that for a long minute before Ryo gathered himself and pushed himself up onto his feet
again.
Suzume He called softly to her, Im sorry that I acted like a kid... Ryo managed to squeeze out a
smile.
Shaking her head, Suzume smiled back, her face feeling stiff from the tears. Its alright. I know what it
feels like to lose someone important to you. But you must not act as if you are okay, Ryo, you are human too. You
do not have to try to smile for others...
I know... Ryo replied. But I am a professional before I am a man. There is work to be done...
Ryo...
This is the only thing I can do for Emi now... Ryo smiled bitterly to himself. She said that she was always
proud of me because I could save people. Pausing, Ryos next words were so soft, But I could not save her...
Ryo... Suzume stepped forward again, knowing Ryo was only pretending to be all right and filled with
the understanding that self-hatred and all of those self-condemning thoughts must be eating him up inside.
However, Ryo didnt let Suzume say another word. Instead, he inhaled deeply as he regained his posture and
returned to work determinedly, as if nothing has happened.
It had been two days since Emis death. Ryo never returned home once.
He volunteered to continue working shifts to occupy himself fully with work. Suzume and all of his close
acquaintances tried everything to get Ryo to stop, but he didnt listen. He used work as a method to punish himself
for not being able to save Emi. The hopelessness and self-torment on Ryos face, every time she saw him, sank
deep into Suzumes heart. Most of all, it hurt her immensely to know that there was nothing she could do to help
him, since she never meant anything to him in the first place.
Suzumes body jumped involuntarily with shock as she heard the phone ring. In haste she picked it up,
hoping it was Ryo who was calling to tell her that he was coming home. Hello? Ryo?
There was a moment of silence before the person on the other end finally answered. No. Its Len...
Len?! Suzume quickly shook herself out of her dull state. Sorry, I thought it was Ryo...
Unfortunately I am not Ryo. Lens voice was cool.
No, sorry, thats not what I meant. Suzume apologized quickly when she sensed the displeased tone in
Lens voice. Its just that Ryo hasnt come back home for two days now, so I thought...
He hasnt? Len asked in obvious surprise. Hes left you alone all by yourself for two days?
Uh. Its alright Im fine. Hes just been a little busy at the hospital. Suzume defended Ryo immediately.
She knew that Len would be unhappy with Ryo. He had to work on continuous shifts because they were short
staffed...
At that explanation, Lens tone finally softened, I see However, he was highly sensitive to other
peoples moods and ventured cautiously, You sound a bit stressed. Is something wrong?
Suzume let out a sigh. She didnt know how or where to start. Feeling confused and not a little upset,
Suzume continued hesitantly, Something something happened
Hearing Suzumes upset tone, Len softened his voice even more, What is it?
Before the words tumbled out of her mouth, Suzume suddenly remembered how Len felt towards Emi. If
Len found out about her death, he would be as shattered as Ryo was. Also from what Suzume knew of him, Len
would immediately cancel everything and come back home. However, with Len in the middle of his European
concert tour, she could not do that to him!
Iits no big deal really! Suzume lied, thinking up an excuse quickly. I was just stuck with my thesis and
became a little frustrated.
Youre too tense, Len advised. Youre just stressing out too much over it. Sometimes, if you just take a
break, youll find that youll be able to write again.
Hearing Lens comforting words, Suzume felt like crying again. Being home by herself for two days feeling
burden by Emis death and highly depressed over Ryos self-punishment, Lens call was like sunshine that lit up
Suzumes world.
If you need help, you can have a look through my thesis. Len added. Its in my room and should be
within one of the boxes in my wardrobe.
Thank you Len... Suzume thanked him softly. Is it okay if I ask for another favor? Can you put your
phone on speaker and play a violin piece for me?
A little surprised with Suzumes request, Len nevertheless agreed, Sure
Suzume closed her eyes as she listened to the beautiful music played by Len, which rescued her every
time she was down. Just like when her mother passed away, once again, Tsukimori Lens music pulled her through.
Chapter Seven
Gently Suzume packed away the food that had turned cold already. Once again, Ryo did not come home
for dinner, and neither did he take with him the lunch Suzume packed for him. Droplets of tears fell down
Suzumes soft cheeks knowing even her cooking that Ryo once loved could no longer cheer and warm up that
bleeding heart of Ryos.
Sobbing Suzume leaned helplessly on the dining table for she had not seen Ryo for over two weeks now.
Everyday Ryo purposely came home late and before Suzume awakes, he would have already left for work.
Whenever Suzume tried to visit Ryo at the hospital, he was always either in the middle of surgery or in the middle
of a meeting. It was as if he was avoiding her.
Suzume smiled mockingly to herself with the thought. Avoiding her? Why would Ryo avoid her when she
meant nothing to him? Ryo only avoided her because he knew Suzume would do anything to stop his self-
tormenting acts and yet by casting pain on himself could Ryo be eased from the guilt of not being able to save the
person he loves.
In such a low and gloom period however, Suzume had surprisingly discovered how meek and caring Len
could be. The person who closed up his feelings towards everyone around him was actually the very person that
cared for Suzume during this time. Still not knowing the true reason Suzume was in such a depressive mood. Len
did not ask but just listened. Suzume cannot deny the fact that if it was not for Len, she could not have continued
on here without Ryo.
Suddenly the telephone rang to bring Suzume once again back from her miserable thoughts. Although Len
had been so busy in Europe at the concert, he had made an effort to call Suzume whenever he could. Taking a look
at her watch, Suzume was a little surprised Len would call at this hour. It is morning here, and wouldnt that mean
late evening for Len?
Hello?
However it was not Len as a ladys voice came through the other side. Is Suzume available please?
Yes, speaking Suzume replied not knowing who this person was as she did not recognize the voice.
Immediately the tone on the other end changed as the lady said anxiously. Suzume, its me Christine. Christine
from Dr Ryos hospital!
It took Suzume a few seconds before she remembered Christine to be the nurse that was head over heels
over Ryo and mistaken her to be Ryos childhood girlfriend. Still, it would not explain why Christine would call her.
Yes, Christine, whats the matter?
There isthese few days a terrible flu virus had hit and we had many emergency patients that came
through. It always started off as a normal flu, but if the flu was not taken care of, it becomes pneumonia
Christine explained.
Okay Suzume nodded along still not knowing why Christine called her to let her know this. Pausing,
Christine took a deep breath as she whispered. Dr Ryo had told me not to mention it to anyone about it, but
apparently he had also been infected with the same virus
Wwhat? Suzume covered her mouth in shock. Isis Ryo okay? Suzume could not help but
hearing her voice shaking with fear.
No, he is not okay Christine started sobbing. I just checked his temperature this morning and he has
come down with a high fever, 39.2 degrees. Yet he is refusing to rest and no matter what I say I cannot stop him
from working
Anyone else at the hospital know about his condition? Suzume asked quickly.
Not yet, but Dr Yui is starting to suspect because no matter how much Dr Ryo tries to hide it, he could
not prevent the coughs and he really does not look good Christine continued to sob as she added. Dr Ryohe,
he looks like he was about to collapse
Isis there anything I could do to help? Suzume asked as she felt her heart aching picturing the pain Ryo
is inflicting on himself.
Yes, yes there is! Christine replied with hope. Can you please come in and talk him out of it. He will not
listen to any of us
Suzumes heart sank as she replied with a bitter smile. How would I have made a difference? He would not have
listened to me either.
Yes he will listen to you! Christine insisted. Although I was wrong about you being his girlfriend, but my
instincts tells me he somehow cares about you. You are our only hope!
With a sigh, Suzume nodded, Alright, I will come over immediately. But I am not sure if I could make a
difference
Please come as soon as possible. If Dr Ryo does not treat his own sickness, like the other patients that
came through the emergency, this virus might cause pneumonia, and by that time, Dr Ryo would have to be
hospitalised!
It did not take long for Suzume to rush to the hospital. The moment she arrived she heard Dr Yuis voice.
Ryo, you cannot hide it from me anymore! I am a doctor too and I know you are sick!
I am fine
Suzume heard Ryos voice. Immediately tears came up in her eyes when she heard the voice she had not
heard for over two weeks now. How much had she missed this wonderful voice?
You are not fine! If you are not treated immediately, you are not going to be conscious enough to do
your job. You are putting the lives of the other patients at risk and I cannot allow that! Dr Yui also insisted.
Really? Ryo replied coldly. Have I made a mistake or caused harm to any patients in the past few
days?
Yui did not reply immediately showing he could not argue with Ryo on that point. You might not have
yet, but soon you will.
By this time Suzume had finally came to where Ryo and Yui were. However the moment Suzumes eyes
looked at Ryo, the face that she had missed for so long, tears once again flooded down her face.
Suzume? Ryo was obviously surprised to see her here.
Suzume could not answer as she continued to weep. What had happened to Ryo, the handsome confident
happy Ryo that she had seen two weeks ago? That gleam in his eyes were no longer there but rather there were no
more hopes nor feelings showing through that once beautiful charming eyes of Ryo. At the same time, Ryo looked
as if he had lost weight drastically as he had not been eating nor resting. If he had really wanted to inflict pain on
himself, he seemed rather successful. Just as Christine had mentioned, Ryo was really at the verge of collapsing.
Ryoplease stop Suzume pleaded with tears in her eyes. Please
Suzume Ryo closed his eyes as he turned away in pain. You should not be here. I have work to do.
Hearing those words from Ryo, Suzume dried her tears gently as she looked at Ryo. I know I am not the
person you need here. I could not have made you feel better nor heal your wounded heart. But if Emi knew you
were going to be like this, she would be scolding you right now. Where is that handsome confident Ryo that she
was proud of? The person that she talked about every time with pride?
Ryos whole body jumped when she heard Suzumes words. II Ryo could not continue as he was
reminded of how Emi would smile at him and just like Suzume had said, with a teasing smile but yet proud attitude
when she looked at him.
Ryo, I am so proud to have known youyou are my pride, my ego, my everything because you never
allowed anything to take that smile away from you
Emi Closing his eyes in bitterness, Ryo whispered to himself. He had not allowed himself a spare time
to think about Emi, and yet her smile, her movement, everything she once said to him flooded his mind. It was also
at this time he sensed that sickness overcoming in him, the will he had to stay standing disappeared as extreme
drowsiness and pain overtook him.
Dr Ryo! Everyone rushed up as they held onto him.
RyoRyo Suzume sobbed as she ran up too.
Its alright. With a sigh of relief Dr Yui comforted. He had finally relaxed and allowed the fever to take
over. Because he had not eaten nor slept properly for over two weeks, this flu might have knocked him out for a
while.
So this means? Suzume looked at Yui with hope.
With a smile Yui nodded. Take him home and look after him. As long as he gets sufficient rest and eats properly,
he will just recover in a few days time.
Suzumes eyes looked at Ryo as her fingers brushed across his beautiful face in care and love. I will look
after him. I promise
Seeing Suzumes facial expressions, Yuis eyebrow lifted a little in discovery. Secretly sighing inside him,
Yui took another look at Ryo. Gently he whispered as if to himself, Ryo, maybe its about time you wake up and
notice the person who truly cares about you like Emi once did for you
Gently Suzume wiped Ryos face with a cool wet towel as she gave a sigh. Finally after a long torturing two
weeks, Ryo has now returned home and rested in bed. Like Yui had explained, because Ryos body had not had
sufficient rest and nutrients, this virus hit him rather hard. The high fever remained for another two days and it did
not go down at all. Suzume had wasted her own energy staying up and made sure Ryo was well looked after but
Ryo was still unconscious with the fever.
I see Dr Yuis voice came from the other side of the phone as Suzume called to update him of Ryos
situation. It may take longer than we expected, most of all he had no will of recovering
Suzume remained silent with Yuis words. She knew also that was the main reason Ryo could not recover. He had
withdrawn himself from all hope, and a sick person could not recover if he had lost the will to live.
Just continue to give him the medication I have prescribed. I hope it does not worsen to pneumonia. Yui
gave a sigh. Meanwhile, you should take some rest yourself. You must not tire yourself out looking after Ryo.
I am fine, I will rest once I am sure Ryo is recovering. Suzume said quickly.
Hearing what Suzume said, Yui started laughing as he teased. You are just as stubborn as Ryo. But remember,
once you feel uncomfortable, you must take a rest. This virus is pretty nasty.
Sure, I will. Suzume nodded as her eyes brushed pass the window and with shock she called when she
saw the pouring rain outside. It is raining outside! I have to go and quickly bring in the washing!
You sure occupy yourself with endless chores. Yui teased. Alright, let me know once Ryo gets better.
With haste after getting off the phone with Yui, Suzume grabbed the laundry basket as she ran outside
quickly to rescue the washing before it becomes soaking wet. Suzume gave a sigh as she took another look at the
dark sky. If she had known the weather was going to change this fast, she would not have hung out the laundry
today.
Unfortunately by the time she returned with the laundry, due to the amount of rain majority of it has
become wet already. Looking through it, Suzume knew she had to wash them all again. However while she was
putting the laundry back into the washing machine, she heard footsteps coming down the stairs.
Ryo? Suzume called cautiously as there should be no other person in the house except her and Ryo.
But wasnt Ryo still sleeping in bed since he still had such high fever? However her doubts were confirmed when
she saw Ryos tall figure exiting the front door.
With shock Suzume put down the laundry in her hand and ran out quickly into the garden to find Ryo.
Suzume felt her heart thumped hard when she saw Ryos tall figure standing there solemnly as he allowed the icy
cold rain to come smashing down on him.
Ryo! What are you doing?! Suzume called in horror as she ran up to him in haste.
Just cooling myself down Ryo replied with a mocking smile.
Cooling down? Suzume did not know how to react. She knew immediately that was not Ryos true
intentions. As a doctor himself he should know how much more this was going to worsen his fever.
You shouldnt be here with me, Suzume. It is pouring here, you might catch a cold. Ryo said without
looking to Suzume.
Hearing the tone of hopelessness and distant look from Ryo, Suzume felt her entire being fell into despair
with Ryo shutting her out, not willing to accept any more help from her.
Youyou are so selfish Suzume clenched her fists and she heard herself said. All you cared about was
how hurt you were after losing Emi, the person you love. Have you never considered by hurting yourself you are
hurting someone who cared about you as much as Emi did?! Suzume could not believe she was saying this
however unable to stop herself Suzume continued, Howhow was I able to cope if anything happened to you?
Howhow could I live on?
Suzume? Ryos eyes finally looked at Suzume in astonishment. Whatwhat did she just say?
Seeing the shocked and stunned look on Ryos face, sense and logic finally returned to Suzume as she
covered her mouth in shock with what she had said. Couldcould Ryo have found out her true feelings for him?!
Feeling her ears and cheeks burning hot, Suzume turned away quickly as she tried to flee from there. However to
her shock Ryo grabbed onto her arm and stopped her.
Suzume
Suzume heard Ryo said as he turned her to face him. However Suzumes face remained low as she dared
not look into his eyes, how could she have said that to him? Didnt she make up her mind to never let Ryo know
how she felt?!
I am sorry Suzume
Suzumes whole body jumped when she heard Ryo apologized.
I did not know I have hurt you this badly. you were rightI was selfish
Finally Suzume took courage as she lifted her head and looked at Ryo. For an instance she felt she had
seen the life returned to Ryos eyes again, that hope of living again
However it was only for a short while when Ryo closed his eyes and collapsed once again in Suzumes
arms. With shock Suzume felt Ryos forehead burning hot, it looks like this rain had really made his fever worse.
In panic Suzume carried Ryo quickly back to his bedroom. However her heartbeat raced even faster when
she noticed Ryo had fallen unconscious again. Not only so, his lips had turned blue and his breath was short and
uneven. In tears Suzume rang Yui immediately and told him the situation.
Sounds like it really turned into pneumonia, what was that idiot thinking?! Yui scolded. Alright, an
ambulance is on its way there. He needs to be hospitalised immediately!
Isis Ryo going to be alright? Suzume sobbed in fear with the thought of Ryos death.
Dont worry Suzume, he is a big boy. As long as he doesnt run out into the rain again we should be able
to treat him. Yui comforted. Meanwhile you should return home and take a rest too. We will look after him for
you.
Suzumes eyes continued to look to Ryo who now rests unconsciously on the hospital bed. Slowly she
shook her head as a reply, I have said something to hurt him more, I have to be responsible for his full recovery.
With understanding Yui gave Suzume a smile, Alright, since he will be knocked out for a few hours with
the medication, at least try to take a nap.
Suzume nodded as a reply but sat down next to Ryo as her eyes looked at him only. Seeing this, Yui gave a
sigh as he left Suzume to Ryo, he believed this whole time Suzume was the one hurt the most knowing how much
in love she is to Ryo.
Seeing the pale but still beautiful face of Ryo, gently Suzume held his hand in hers as she whispered softly.
I am sorry Ryo, I didnt mean what I said. You were truly in hardship but I did not sympathise with you. Droplets
of tears fell onto both Suzume and Ryos hands like pearls as Suzume pleaded with bitter sobs. I am willing to do
anythingbut please recoverplease
The first thing that came into sight was the white ceiling that Ryo had been rather familiar with. Not only
so, the smell of disinfectants and the feel of the bed he is lying on. A frown appeared on Ryos face as he sensed
the terrible ache all over the joints of his body. Looking over to his hand, he saw a drip attached to it and knew
immediately his fever must have worsened to pneumonia. Sitting up slowly Ryo held onto his head as he felt luckily
other than his headaches the fever seemed to have gone.
With a sigh Ryo closed his eyes. The memory he had when he was last conscious remained inside his head
so clearly. He could not forget the look on Suzumes face and the last words she spoke to him. He had known
Suzume to be a very thoughtful caring person, not once had she shown such heart broken and hurt expressions.
She was right about him, he was self-centred and he did not consider how hurt Suzume was seeing him like this.
Most of all, he was supposed to have promised to look after and protect her while the rest of the family are away,
how could he have left her so alone and helpless?
Is it true that Ryo is recovering?
Ryo heard Suzumes voice just outside the ward. There were obvious tones of joy with the good news.
Yes, we just checked his temperature this morning, the fever had left him. Yui replied as he entered
through the door followed by Suzume.
The moment Suzume saw Ryo sitting up looking at them, her face brightened up immediately with true
happiness and relief as she came up in haste. Ryohowhow are you feeling now?
Seeing that look of genuine care and joy, Ryo felt warmth fluctuated inside him. He couldnt believe he
could sense warmth again after Emi had left his world.
I feel much better now, thank you. Ryo replied with a smile of gratefulness. How long have I been
unconscious for?
Four days, Yui answered. What were you thinking Ryo? You really scared us this time. Ryo did not
reply Yui as his eyes looked at Suzume and gave her a smile of apology. Sorry, Suzume. I am fine now, I wont hurt
myself anymore.
Suzume blushed with Ryos words knowing Ryo obviously remembered her careless words before he
fainted. Areare you hungry? I can go and prepare something for you if you like
To Suzumes surprise, smile once again returned to Ryos face as he replied. Sure, I guess I really missed
your cooking.
With extreme joy Suzume nodded quickly knowing finally Ryo was willing to accept her help again. Sure!
I will go prepare something for you straight away!
After watching Suzume left quickly skipping in happiness, Yui gave a sigh as he looked at Ryo. You should really
thank Suzume, without her, you couldnt have made it through this time.
I know Ryo gave a bitter smile. Many times when he felt he had no more hope, and no more will to
live Suzumes saddened face would appear. How she wept so bitterly pleading him to not hurt himself any more
for she could not cope any more on her own.
I dont want to see her look so sad and hurt again. Now its my turn to do something for her. I owe her
too much. Ryo concluded whole heartedly. A little surprised with Ryos words, Yui nodded and said finally. I do
hope you keep to your word.
I have almost forgotten what a wonderful cook you are. Ryo smiled after he took a sip of the delicious
porridge Suzume cooked.
Suzume felt her cheeks burning hot with embarrassment at the same time felt her heart so sweet. She is
so easily satisfied, she had totally forgotten all her labours in the past few weeks looking after Ryo just because
Ryo smiled at her once again. However she knew from deep inside, that was all she wanted. Just to be able to
become a little help to Ryo.
Although Ryo had finally come through with his high fever, but to be sure, Yui demanded that he remain
in hospital for a few more days. Of course the entire time Suzume continued to look after Ryo. Like Ryo had
promised, he really obediently rested and worked hard to recover, now other than normal coughs, Ryo was all
healthy again.
I have recovered already, you should allow yourself more rest. Ryo said warmly to Suzume.
Its alright, I prefer to be here since I will be home by myself anyway. Suzume replied as she picked up
an apple from the fruit basket. Want some apple?
I have done nothing except lying in bed and eating all your wonderful cooking. Hopefully I am not going
to become so fat after this. Ryo joked.
Suzume chuckled too at Ryos words, it is so wonderful to be able to talk so comfortably with Ryo again.
Dont worry, apple is nutritious and wont make you fat.
Ryo continued to smile warmly as he watched Suzume peeled and cut up the apple nicely for him. From
the bottom of his heart Ryo had made up his mind, once he recovers he is willing to do anything for Suzume, he
will make sure no one harms her, and no one can make her sad again.
With a frown Len hung up the phone. For four days now he was unable to reach Suzume. No one
answered the phone at home and when he tried Suzumes mobile it always went directly to her voicemail. Len
could sense his whole mind restless and all he could think about were bad things that could have possibly
happened to Suzume. What if something really happened to her? What if she was hurt?
Len frowned even more with the thought. Something must have happened to Suzume, she didnt sound
okay when he was talking to her on the phone. She sounded hurt, distant, and helpless. Len was not stupid and
knew right from the beginning Suzume was not upset because of her thesis. He knew it must have related to Ryo
for only Ryo could control Suzumes emotions like that. With the thought, Len felt his heart ached. Why should he
have feelings for Suzume when he knew all along history was just going to repeat itself?
Len, Sei called as he entered the room. UghI have been thinking, we have arrived Munich now for
four days already, isnt there someone you should pay a visit to? Seeing the look on Lens face, Sei asked with a
sigh, Still no news from Suzume?
Len did not reply but his silence told Sei the answer. Putting away his mobile phone, Len picked up his
coat and said to Sei. If we do not have anything else scheduled for today, I guess I better pay him a visit.
Good idea, Sei nodded. After all, he was your violin teacher, the man who helped you get to where you
are now. Pausing, Sei asked softly, Are you going to see her too?
Frown once again appeared on Lens face with Seis question. Coldly and in slight defence he replied. I
am just paying my violin teacher a visit, nothing more.
Len gave a sigh secretly as he followed the maid who led the way into a huge classic lounge room. Seeing
the grand piano and delicate hand crafted violins, Len realized nothing has changed much. After he graduated from
music school, he came to this place to seek further training in his violin skills from a world-known musician himself,
Maestro Hans Dresner. Through an opportunity Dresner heard Lens performance and offered to train him further.
Maestro Dresner said Len was like an original diamond stone, and he could shine him up and make him into a
world-class musician like himself.
After spending three years with Maestro Dresner, as he had promised, Len is now the world known
Tsukimori Len that shares the same status as his own violin teacher. So to Len, he had everything he has now
because of Maestro Dresner, and like Sei had mentioned, he should have paid his teacher a visit the moment he
arrived Munich.
Len, its so heart-warming to have you visit us. An elderly man with class and nobility greeted.
Maestro Dresner, Len greeted too in politeness. My apologies for not being able to visit you earlier.
With an understanding smile Dresner replied, I understand what it is like to have concerts, especially
with your status now I do feel rather privileged to have you visit me during such a busy time.
I have all I have now because of you Maestro, not a day I have not forgotten that. Len replied
wholeheartedly, although a cold closed person Lens respect for Dresner was sincere.
With a sigh Dresner offered Len a seat as he also seated himself down. Lets be honest about it Len, we
both know the reason why you didnt come earlier.
Len remained quiet and did not continue for he knows too well what Dresner was referring to.
Mia have waited so long for your return, she already went to all your past four concerts here in
Munich While Dresner was still speaking, both Len and Dresner heard someones rapid footsteps in the corridor
coming towards them.
It did not take long for the person to quickly push open the door and came before Len. When her eyes
saw Len joy and excitement cannot be hidden as she placed her hand before her chest to try to catch her breath.
Len, I heard you have arrived so
Good afternoon, Mia. Len greeted calmly totally unexcited unlike the lady before him.
Standing in front of Len was a most astonishing and stunningly beautiful lady. Adding to her beauty, there
was this elegance about her that proved her fine noble upbringing.
Mia Dresner, Maestro Hans Dresners daughter, also a world-class violinist herself. When Len first arrived
Munich to be trained by Dresner, Mia knew she was captured and spell-bound to Len for life, both to music and
person. Although Len had always remained distant and closed, Mia still loved him. Seeing the face of the man she
loves once again, Mia felt her heart ached with the discovery. Still Len treated her nothing more than his teachers
daughter, a co-worker.
Len, can you please join me for a walk? Mia asked quickly when Len was ready to leave.
I dont think its a good idea. Len declined however. He knew Mias feelings for him had not decreased
over time but became stronger. It is better for the both of them if he made it clear to her, he could never respond
to her love.
Mia bit her lower lip in sadness with Lens unyielding attitude. Looking up at Len once again with pleading
eyes, Mia asked again, Please, Len, just for old times sake.
With a sigh, Len said finally. Alright.
I have been to your last four concerts here in Munich. Mia said quickly as both her and Len walked along
the stony path. I know, your father told me. Len replied as usual short and uninterested.
Your music has changed; Len. Mia said softly, Was there a reason? Len frowned with Mias sharp
observant question. What do you mean changed?
Mias beautiful eyes looked at Len as she smiled. It was like you no longer performed out of obligation,
you now enjoy what you do.
Len knew Mia was correct with her interpretation. He became a musician because Ryo wanted to become
a doctor. Len wanted to prove he could make a total different choice to what Ryo had made and still be more
successful. However after he met Suzume, she made him realize how content it could be to do what he was doing.
He never realized his music could have been interpreted the way Suzume had seen it. It could touch and even
rescue Suzume from her lowest time.
Len, Mia called softly. Was there really nothing I could do to touch your heart? For the three years we
were together, not once have you felt anything for me?
Mia... Len stopped walking and gave a sigh. Lets not get into this.
I know already, Mia smiled bitterly to herself. The reason you courted me was because you were
fulfilling a request that came from my father. Deep inside you never felt anything toward me.
Lens eyes looked at the beautiful soft elegant lady before him. He knew Mia is a wonderful person, caring
meek and most of all beautiful. She always stood by him the years he was here in Munich. When Maestro Dresner
had come to Len to ask him to go out with Mia, Len did not decline for he felt that was what he could do for his
respected teacher. However Len discovered that he could not respond to Mias love. Love is a strange thing, it just
cannot be compromised. Len decided to be honest with Mia out of respect, it is best to let her know that his heart
now belongs to Suzume.
I am sorry, Mia. Len said finally. My heart has been touched, but not by you.
Mias whole body jumped with the Lens statement. So her fears came true, Len had finally found
someone and that someone is not she. No wonder your music changed, Mia squeezed out a smile and said
quickly. I am truly happy for you Len.
Mia...
Look, a hand-craft jewellery shop! Mia pointed to a shop beside them and changed the topic quickly.
Lets look inside.
Len watched Mia entered the store, with a sigh Len finally followed her into the store.
Although not his interest to be in the store in the first place, but the delicacy and fine work of the items in
the store surprised Len. Immediately his eyes landed on a wooden piano jewellery music box. Unnoticed a smile
came onto Lens face when he knew Suzume would love it.
I see you have eyes for the finest things. The shop assistant approached Len noticing Lens interest in
the object. This was designed according to a real Steinway grand piano by Steinway themselves. Explaining the
shop assistant opened the jewellery box as music started playing on the tiny little keyboards as if it was a real
piano! As you can see the inside structure was also a miniature to the real thing, there is a programmed chip
inside to make it play the song you wish.
Any song? Len asked.
Yes, you give us the music, we will have it custom made for you. The shop assistant replied.
Nodding Len said, In that case, I will deliver the manuscript to you tomorrow, I want the jewellery box to
play this particular song.
Not a problem sir, The shop assistant smiled politely happy the deal was done so quickly.
You must have bought it for her, Mia said softly after they both left the store. Your face showed a
tenderness and warmth I have never seen when you thought about her. She must be very special
I dont know if she is, Len disagreed although accompanied with a smile. But she was just so helpless
and clueless, you just cannot stop worrying about her.
She must be so happy to have you care about her like this. She is a very lucky girl. Mia said sincerely.
Is she? Len asked with a mocking smile. Her eyes never looked at me that way.
Mia was unable to hide the shock on her face with Lens statement. What... what do you mean?
She is in love with another, so it would be best that I do not let her know how I feel. Len replied.
Knowing how hard it was not able to respond to Mias love for him, he did not want to place the same burden on
Suzume. It would be best if she never found out his true feelings.
Len, Mias eyes looked straight at Len in all sincerity. I do think you need to let her know your feelings.
It is unfair to her if she never knew.
Unfair? Len had not expected Mia to say that.
For a girl to be able to warm and touch your heart like this, she must have cared for you too. Maybe she
never looked at you the way you had hoped because she never realized the need to.
Len looked at Mia in surprise as he dwelt into her words. Could it have been true that both times the two
girls he loved chose Ryo because he had never showed them his feelings for them? Just like Mia said, it was
because they did not realize the need to look to him in a different way?
You must let her know your feeling, Len. Mia persuaded. Or else you will regret for the rest of your life
because she truly was someone special for you. Pausing with a smile Mia concluded. It is also time for her to
know what a wonderful person you could be, Len.
Chapter Eight
Congratulations everyone, Sakakura Sensei smiled looking at the piles of folders before her. I believe
you all are relieved to have handed in your graduation thesis after months of hard work. I am happy now to
announce that you have theoretically graduated and achieved your tertiary music degree. The results of your
graduation thesis will be ready in one month time, meanwhile enjoy your holidays.
Upon the announcement, all the students cheered and danced around in joy. Like Sakakura Sensei had
mentioned, at least they will be able to enjoy freedom for a month before they find out if they have fail ed their
thesis or not.
Thank God its over Melissa gave a stretch. Taking a look to her friend Suzume she teased. Gees, you
really look like a panda. How many nights did you stay up to finish your thesis?
Suzume laughed dryly when she heard Melissas tease. Because of Ryo and Emis incident, Suzume wasted
more than two weeks, so for the past three weeks poor Suzume literally gave up on sleeping and worked day and
night on her Tsukimori Len thesis. Luckily as Len had instructed, Suzume found Lens graduation thesis in his
wardrobe and it became a great help for her. Reading through it she understood Lens interpretation to music
immediately and knowing Len to a personal level Suzume did not struggle too hard on the thesis. The more
Suzume thought about it, the more she wanted to thank Sakakura Sensei for giving her this topic.
So should we go celebrate? Melissa asked. Celebrate our long sought freedom~!!
Before Suzume answered, her phone started ringing. Immediately her heartbeat raced when she saw it
was from Ryo.
Hello?
Suzume, I had just finished my shift so if you have already finished classes today I can come over to pick
you up. Ryo brought Suzume the good news.
Well, I Suzume would love to say yes, but she could not ditch poor Melissa.
Dont worry about me. Melissa said quickly. With an encouraging smile she whispered by Suzumes ear.
Go for it, but remember when you and Ryo get married, you have to invite me to the wedding.
Suzume felt her ears burning hot with embarrassment. Quickly covering up her phone she whispered back
to Melissa, Its not like that!
Melissa shrugged her shoulders and the look on her face showed that she obviously did not believe
Suzume.
Suzume? Ryo asked again as he did not hear a reply from Suzume.
Yes, I am here! Suzume replied quickly. Suresure, I just finished class.
Good, Ryo said and there was delight in the tone of his voice with Suzumes answer. I will be there in
ten minutes.
After Ryo hung up the phone, Suzume looked at Melissa and justified quickly. Itit really is not like that!
Although Emi was no longer around, but Ryo does not look to me any different than when she was here.
Melissa gave a sigh and came up to her friend. I dont understand, Suzume. Although it was tragic for
Ryo, but he has to move on right? There is no reason why he wouldnt fall for you. Even I could tell his care for you
now are different than before. He used to care for you like a big brother, but now there was more to it.
Suzume quickly shook her head with Melissas statement. No Melissa, this is not something to joke
about. Seeing Ryos reaction to Emis death I know from the bottom of my heart that Emi was irreplaceable. Ryo
could never love another the way he had loved Emi. With a sigh, Suzume looked away in loneliness. Most of all, I
cannot sneakily enter into his heart just because Emi is no longer here. I cannot do it.
Melissa gave a sigh after she heard what Suzume said. Well, maybe you do feel a little guilty if you won
Ryos heart just because he lost Emi. But would it better for you if he met someone else?
Suzume felt her heart gave a thump with Melissas statement. Yes, she had never thought that she could
replace Emi in Ryos heart, but what if there was another? Was she able to stand aside once again and watch Ryo
with someone else? However Suzume quickly shook her head at the thought, for she knew she had chosen to place
Ryos happiness above her own. If Ryo had found another, Suzume was ready once again to support him with her
whole heart.
You looked rather happy today, Ryo said after he picked Suzume up from school.
With a smile Suzume nodded. I have finally handed in my graduation thesis today. It feels like I have been
relieved of all my stress.
So how did you think you went?
I think it went okay, hopefully I will be able to graduate safely. Suzume gave a sigh.
Great! Ryo smiled as he suggested. Should we go celebrate?
Celebrate?
Yeah, since you worked so hard for the past months on your graduation thesis, lets go celebrate your
freedom. Ryo smiled. I know this very nice restaurant by the harbor. Maybe we can go there tonight.
Suzumes eyes fixed on Ryo in astonishment, diddid Ryo just suggest a dinner together? Well, although
they always have dinner together but this was the very first time Suzume went out to a restaurant with Ryo! It is
just like a date!!
To make it worse, Ryo added. We will go home first, I will make a booking and that will give you enough
time to dress up hopefully.
Dress up?! Suzume blushed with the thought, it is really like a date! Immediately Suzume felt her ears and
cheek burning hot as she lowered her head with the thought. Even if she could not be the person Ryo loves but if
she could just have one memorial date with him that would be good enough for Suzume.
Taking a deep breath Suzume looked at herself once again in the mirror. Although to Ryo this may not be
a date, but Suzume felt her heart rate beating like crazy as she made the best effort to make this a memorial time.
Different to normal, Suzume put on a little make up and placed her hair up as she wore a lavender rhinestone
necklace around her matching dress. Taking another deep breath Suzume said to herself, Its going to be alright,
just like any other day with Ryojust act normal
Sorry to have kept you waiting. Suzume apologized quickly as she walked down the stairs toward the
lounge room where Ryo awaits.
No worries, we still have plenty of time till reservation time Ryo stopped all of a sudden when his eyes
were fixed on Suzume.
Suzume lowered her head when she noticed Ryos astonished focus on her. With shyness she asked softly,
Dodo I look strange?
Ah, of course not! Ryo quickly pulled his focus back and unexpectedly a shade of redness came onto his
face as he added quickly with a smile. You look so beautiful so I lost it.
Suzume felt her heart gave a huge jump for she did not expect Ryo to say that. She never dreamed that
she could earn such praise from Ryo. Stuttering in nervousness Suzume said quickly. Ryo, youyou always
exaggerate...
You will see if I am exaggerating later when you notice all the other guys looking at you tonight. Ryo
teased as he picked up his car keys. At the same time they will be so envious of me.
Suzume felt her body melting with Ryos teasing praise. He probably had no idea how much he was killing
her with his half-serious words. However for an instance Suzume felt Ryo was not teasing her for his beautiful eyes
really looked at her with a certain adoration that she had never noticed before.
However Suzumes slight doubt only remained in her mind for a short while for Ryo talked to her and
treated her normally like he always had. They enjoyed the time at the beautiful restaurant harmoniously just like
friends. Although the entire time was entertaining for Suzume, but she could not help but feeling a little lost still
hoping somewhere inside her that this date they have was as special to Ryo as it was to her.
Should we go for a walk? Allow the food to digest a little. Ryo suggested after a beautiful meal at the
romantic restaurant.
Suzume nodded and smiled in agreement. The harbor view of the restaurant was not the only asset to this
stunning restaurant, but also its delicious food.
So you liked the food? Ryo asked as they walked along the quiet street under the beautiful moonlight.
Yes, indeed. It made me wonder how they cooked it. Maybe I should try it out at home. Suzume replied.
Really? Wow, you can experiment the food on me, I dont mind! Ryo said quickly in joy knowing he
could get another chance to enjoy Suzumes wonderful cooking.
Suzume giggled with Ryos words, Alright, if you are willing to be the guinea pig, I will do all my
experiments freely.
Sure, even if I died eating your cooking, I still died as a very satisfied guinea pig. Ryo laughed too.
Suzume burst out laughing with Ryos words, how long has it been since she could laugh like this again
with Ryo? The nightmares and traumas she had before when Ryo was sick felt like a generation ago, but now
looking to the wonderful man before her, she had hoped this time would never end.
Unfortunately Suzumes hope was broken when it was interrupted unpleasantly with a dogs angry
aggressive barking ruining the beautiful atmosphere she was just experiencing with Ryo. Turning to the house next
to them in unhappiness, Ryo saw a huge black dog barking at them just behind a huge metal gate. On the gate a
sign written, Beware of dogs, tress pass at own risk.
Seeing the ferocious looking dog, as a reflex Suzume hid behind Ryo in fear. Noticing poor Suzumes
reaction, Ryo comforted. Its alright, he cant hurt us. He is behind the gates.
Suzume nodded but still felt her hands shaking with fear as the dogs ear deafening barking and growling
making Suzume extremely uncomfortable. Knowing Suzume was really becoming scared with the arrogant animal,
Ryo crossed his arms and said to the dog. Alright, stop barking. You are scaring Suzume.
expected the dog paid no heed to Ryo and continued to bark annoyingly at the two of them totally
ruining the wonderful night. Ryos eyebrow raised a little with unpleasantness as the dog growled at them in a
threatening way. Picking up a stick from the ground, Ryo put it through the gates and challenged the dog. Go on,
you think you can bite this off me?
A little surprised at Ryos naughty provoking actions, Suzume saw the dog bite down at the stick in Ryos
hand with all might. However Ryo purposely held onto the stick tightly not letting go as if he was really trying to
show the dog whos the boss here.
Is this all youve got? Ryo asked on purpose as he suddenly let go of the stick. Not expecting it of course,
the animal was pulling the stick with all its might and with the sudden release of tension the dog fell backwards
onto its back. Seeing that Ryo laughed in victory as he gave Suzume a wink. Now he knows the penalty for scaring
you.
Suzume smiled and shook her head with Ryos action. She must admit Ryo to be very different from his
twin brother Len. Ryo could be quite naughty sometimes. Unfortunately the garden light suddenly switched on as
a voice called out. Whos there?! Whats going on?!
Oops! Gotta run! Knowing the owner of the dog had finally came out of the house, Ryo quickly grabbed
onto Suzumes hand as he led her quickly out of there.
Although like fleeing from a crime scene, Suzume could not help but notice Ryos hand holding tightly
onto hers as they ran down the path together. Feeling her heart beating like crazy, Suzume felt herself to be the
luckiest girl alive when she and Ryo could just run along like this, Ryos big manly hand holding onto hers, so
supportive, so warm
I guess we are safe here Ryo panted as they finally stopped running. Hope the owner didnt see us.
Suzume lowered her head and nodded in shyness as she could not help but notice Ryos hand still holding
onto hers. Noticing Suzumes reaction, Ryo finally remembered his hand on hers as he gently let go and
apologized.
Sorry.
Its alright Suzume shook her head quickly and felt her heart pumping fast like a little girl in love.
Taking a peek at Ryo, Suzume was surprised to find him looking at her with such tenderness in his eyes. Whywhy
is he looking at her like that? As a reflex Suzumes eyes quickly looked away to avoid eye contact with Ryo and
stepped away. When at this time a sharp pain on her right foot caught her unaware as she moaned.
Whats wrong? Ryo asked quickly.
Nonothing. Suzume squeezed out a smile as she looked at her foot. After all the running they did,
Suzumes foot had started bleeding from the broken blister.
Oh, wow, it looks painful Ryo said in sympathy. You cannot walk anymore.
Its alright, just a little blister Suzume said quickly.
Dont lie to me, Ryo smiled as he gently removed Suzumes high heels. You cannot even bear to stand.
In that case Ryo said and suddenly without warning carried Suzume onto his back. I will carry you back to the
car.
Wait, Ryo! Suzume called quickly in embarrassment. Please put me down, its really not that bad!
Too late now, I am carrying you back to the car. Ryo insisted. Besides I caused the blister from all the
running we did.
Suzume blushed as she replied softly. Noits because I wore uncomfortable shoesnext time I will just wear
sneakers.
Sneakers? Ryo laughed as he started walking off with Suzume on his back. I prefer high heels though.
Besides, tonight is a special night right? So you should wear high heels and look beautiful.
Suzume blushed even more with Ryos words, slowly closing her eyes she rested on Ryos wide manly
back as she hoped this road will never end. Even if its only for one night, even if Ryo didnt feel the same way but
to Suzume it had truly become a memorable night.
Here, all taken care of. Ryo said after he helped bandaged up Suzumes foot when they returned home.
You over exaggerate again, its just a blister Suzume teased but felt so sweet.
Ryo smiled too at Suzumes words and felt a stream of warmness in his heart. How long has it been since
he felt so peaceful? How come he could smile from the heart again? Looking to the girl before him, Ryo knew the
reason why.
Suzume, Ryo called and looked at Suzume in all seriousness. I wanted to thank you.
Thank me? Suzume looked up at Ryo not knowing what he was referring to. I should be the one saying
thanks since you took me out for such a wonderful meal.
With a gentle smile Ryo shook his head as he replied. No, I wanted to thank you for standing by me
during my lowest times. I had thought life was without hope and meaning after I lost Emi but you had carried me
on. You have never given up on me despite my selfish uncompromising actions.
Suzume felt her cheeks burning hot with Ryos tender soft voice, most of all how his beautiful charming
eyes looking straight at her with all sincerity. Gradually Suzume felt the world had stopped around them and she
had once again entered into heaven. It doesnt matter if the world is going to end tomorrow, or if the sky is going
to fall down on her now.
Suzume, I want to let you know, Ryo said softly as he held Suzumes soft little hand in his. I could live
on now because of you
Suzume felt her whole body jumped with shock and her heart moved with great compassion. Whatwhat
was Ryo saying?! Feeling tears of joy coming onto her eyes, Suzume looked at Ryo as she felt his hand on hers
tightened.
RyoI Suzume felt her voice shaky still unable to adjust to Ryos words. She must be dreaming, could
this be real? Or was she imagining things again? How could Ryo ever look to her in the way she wanted him to?
Right at this very moment, like a cruel alarm the ring tone on Suzumes mobile brought her back to reality.
With shock Suzume quickly pulled her hand out of Ryos hand as she apologized and answered the call.
Hello? Suzume said quickly and was surprised how dry her voice sounded with nervousness.
Its me
Len! Suzume replied quickly as she tried to regain her composure. Hihi!
Hearing Lens name, Ryo suddenly felt cold water pouring down on him. Whatwhat was he thinking?
How could he be saying things like this to Suzume? It was as if he was confessing his feelings to Suzume? Had he
forgotten that Suzume is the girl his brother loves? Most of all, Ryo felt frustration flooded him as he clenched his
fist with the realization. Yes, he had forgotten, Suzume does not belong to him, Suzume had always been in love
with Len!
Whats the matter? Your sound overly excited. Len asked sharply observant as usual.
Suzume blushed with Lens question as she justified quickly, Excited? Wellyeah, its because I just
handed in my thesis today. So I have been happy all day.
Oh, congratulations. Lens voice came through the other end. So did my thesis help at all?
Of course, thank you. I couldnt have completed mine without it. Suzume thanked wholeheartedly.
Soyou will graduate in one more months time? Len asked.
Yes, if I didnt fail the thesis.
After a pause, Len asked again. Have you considered about my offer?
Suzumes heart jumped with Lens question, from the sound of it Len had not forgotten his offer to her,
and he was serious about it. To be honest, Suzume had thought through Lens offer seriously too during the past
two and half months. She must admit she was lying to herself if she said she did not want to take up the offer. Like
Melissa said, it is an offer that fell from heaven for her! As a music graduate, what more could she ask for? Most of
all Aunty Fuyumi had told her that she would see so much more if she had gone down this path as a professional
musician.
If, Suzume took a deep breath as she made up her mind. If I graduated successfully it would be an
honor.
Len felt his heart in ecstasy with Suzumes answer. He could not deny throughout the past two and a half
months how much he had been worried about what Suzumes reply would be. Luckily through the phone Suzume
could not see his facial expressions, so calmly maintaining his cool again Len replied. In that case, I shall explain in
further detail once I return.
Sure, Suzume nodded as she felt her heart still unsettled with excitement like being offered a dream
job!
After I finished my concerts here in Europe in another three weeks time, I have been asked to perform at
a charity concert in our home town. Len continued to explain. I would like to use that as an opportunity to
introduce you as my new partner. Is that alright?
Of course! Soso when is the concert? Suzume felt her heart beating fast in nervousness Dodo we
have enough time to rehearse?
Dont worry, Len smiled when he heard Suzumes nervous tone. We will have one month to practice.
Besides, Len paused and confirmed with confidence. I believe we probably wouldnt even need a month. We have
had worse scenarios before remember?
Suzume chuckled when she was reminded of the previous disasters they had before, but every time like
magic, Len and her had always made it through and brought forth a magnificent performance every time.
How was Len?
Suzume felt her body jumped when she heard Ryo asked after she got off the phone. Turning to Ryo she
remembered the scene and the atmosphere between them before Lens phone call came in.
Hehes doing okay Suzume replied quickly.
I guess he really missed you. Ryo squeezed out a smile and said. It must be killing him not being able to
see you for over two months.
Hearing Ryos words, Suzume looked at Ryo as she shook her head quickly, No, its not like that. He just
called to ask me whether I have decided to become his new partner after my graduation. He needed to know
because his European tour is coming to an end.
Really? Ryo stood up and moved away from Suzume as he teased. Knowing my brother who tries to
play cool all the time, he seems to have lost it all when it comes to you.
Ryo, that is not true Suzume shook her head again as her eyes looked at Ryo. She wanted to tell him
that nothing mattered and would have made her as happy as what happened tonight. Just being able to be by
Ryos side, that was all she wanted.
However Ryo looked away as he said with a cheerful smile. Wow, I guess Lens concert would enter into
another level once you become his partner! We have all heard how great you guys sounded together. Finally
looking back at Suzume again Ryo concluded. You guys could sound so great together because you were meant
for each other.
Suzume felt Ryos words had once again brought her back to reality. What was she thinking? How could
she have even thought about Ryo liking her? Nothing has changed, Ryo had only loved Emi and that remains the
same, and to Ryo, she was no more than the girl his brother loves. Knowing nothing has changed Suzume squeezed
out a smile and stood up too.
Well, Ryo, thank you for such a wonderful evening. I guess its getting late so I am going to bed.
Alright, thank you for tonight as well. Have a good sleep. Ryo replied politely.
Ryos eyes watched until Suzumes tiny soft figure entered her own room, and finally with a sigh Ryo
closed his eyes and sat back onto the sofa. He couldnt believe he had nearly troubled Suzume with his selfish
emotions again. Knowing what a wonderful person Suzume was, Ryo knew the best he could do for her was to
stand by Suzume and protect her until Len returns.
The smile remained on Lens face after he got off the phone with Suzume. Every time after talking to
Suzume, Len always feel so calm and soothed. Just thinking about her facial expressions made him smile. She is so
beautiful, so sweet, her embarrassed and shy expressions just captures him to want to do more for her.
Looking to the calendar on the wall, Len gave a sigh. Three more weeks to go and he will be able to see
her in person again. After receiving the confirmation from Suzume as his new partner, Len realized he could not
wait to performing with her again. Like Fuyumi had said, he is now starting to enjoy his job because of Suzume.
Len, got a delivery for you. Sei said as he entered the room with Fuyumi. When his eyes looked at Len,
with a teasing smile Sei asked. Just got off the phone with Suzume again? Your face is beaming with love.
Of course, Len is in love. Fuyumi teased too as she giggled. Now he is all alive after he got in contact
with Suzume again. Her disappearance nearly killed Len.
Len ignored the both of them again as he continued to read through his book. Unfortunately Sei was not
letting Len go as he placed a box before Len. A delivery for you from Hanover Hand Craft Designs, and I took the
liberty of checking what it is. Then with a grin Sei asked on purpose. Geez, I wonder who you had it custom made
for?
You dont respect peoples privacy, do you? Len frowned knowing Sei had found out he had this music
box custom made for Suzume.
Sei shrugged his shoulders as he replied. Well, what do you expect? It is part of my job to make sure that
you are not receiving threats and bombs from stalking fans.
Len gave a sigh and knew Sei was just making excuses, as if anyone would want to send a bomb to kill
him. Anyway, so when are we leaving for our last destination? Len asked and changed the topic.
The day after tomorrow, Sei looked through his schedule and replied. Then, after that you have to
prepare for your next concert back home. Apparently this was no normal charity concert, it is to welcome the
Queen of England for her visit to the country.
Queen of England, Len nodded in acknowledgment. It would be an even better opportunity to
introduce Suzume to the public.
Fuyumis eyes looked at Len in pleasant surprise as she walked up to her son. So, Suzume had said yes?
Great! Sei joined in too. You guys sound so great together and the Queen of England would be
pleasantly entertained when she comes.
Fuyumi nodded as she said with relief, I guess after our final concerts in Geneva, I can finally retire and
join your father for a few months.
When at this time Seis mobile rang, and when Sei answered it, both Len and Fuyumi were surprised to
hear Sei called in shock. What?! What do you mean its cancelled?! The tickets have been sold already!
Len knew immediately it was not good news from Seis tone. As expected, after Sei hung up the phone he
rubbed his temples to relief the tension as he explained. Alright Len, our next destination Geneva is experiencing
heavy snow storm, and the weather forecast said the snow will continue for another two weeks.
So this means? Fuyumi asked waiting for Sei to continue.
Yes, for safety they have called off our concerts as we could not fly into the country in this weather. Sei
gave a sigh as he explained. Most of all it was forecasted that due to the weather all roads have been closed so no
one could make it to the concerts anyway.
Len did not say anything as he frowned with the outcome. However for some unknown reason Len had
took the bad news rather well for on the positive side, he could end his European tour earlier and return home
sooner.
Like looking through her sons heart, Fuyumi suggested. Well, since the concerts have been cancelled in
Geneva, that means Len you can return home first and get Suzume prepared for the upcoming charity concert and
I will go visit your father for a few months. Stopping Fuyumi whispered. Use this as an opportunity to let her
know your feelings. Do not let her go.
I guess I can handle the mess here on my own. Sei added too. Your presence is no longer required
here, so go home and talk to Suzume. I am sure she would be joyous with your sudden return.
Lens eyes looked at the music box he had made for Suzume, would she really be like what everyone said
happy to see his return? Also would she react positively if he had revealed his heart to her? Immediately what Mia
had said appeared in Lens mind, it would be unfair to Suzume if she never found out how he felt for her. She
never looked at him the way he wanted her to because she did not know there was a need. Also like Fuyumi said, if
he could learn to love Suzume after losing Emi, Suzume too could learn to love him.
Alright, Len finally made up his mind as he turned to Sei. Book me the first flight available.
So how was it? Suzume asked cautiously as she watched with anticipation when Ryo took a bite of the
experiment she made.
Wow, it tastes just like what it was in the restaurant! Ryo exclaimed in praise. How did you manage it?
Suzume blushed as she sat down too at the dining table. I just remembered a few ingredients I could
taste from the food so I tried to put it together to see if it works
Laughing Ryo replied. You are a genius, Suzume! Maybe you should really open a restaurant and I will be
your main sponsor!
Suzume smiled too as she shook her head, Alright, thank you for keeping your promise to be my guinea
pig. I have a few more dishes for you to try.
Ryos eyes brightened up with Suzumes words, Alright, bring them on!
After that night of a romantic dinner together, both Suzume and Ryo had made up their mind to act
normally as if nothing had happened. Suzume had always gotten used to hiding her feelings for Ryo, and Ryo also
tried his best to not allow himself to have thoughts toward Suzume as more than a friend. Ryo knew how
supportive Suzume had always been for him, so he believed it would be best to treat her with respect and care for
her as he always had been when Emi was around. After the hurt he had done to Suzume, he knew he owed her to
a true happiness and only Len could give Suzume that happiness.
Ryo groaned when he heard his phone rang just when he was getting ready to go to bed, the ring tone
that he had set just for work purposes.
Hello?
Hi Dr Ryo, sorry to call you at this hour. Ryo heard the head nurses voice coming through the other end.
There was a gas explosion at a factory and the amount of casualty was more than we could handle. I understand
you have just finished your shift, but we are
I understand, Ryo continued for the nurse. I will come in immediately.
Thank you Dr Ryo. The nurses voice brightened up immediately with Ryos response.
Knowing this was the nature of his job, Ryo had gotten used to it by now. It didnt take long for Ryo to get
dressed again as he grabbed his car keys and opened the front door However Ryo was a little surprised when he
noticed the lights in the lounge room still on. Has Suzume not gone to bed yet? In that case he better let her know
that he has been called out for an emergency shift tonight and she doesnt have to prepare breakfast for him
tomorrow.
Suzume, you are still up? Ryo asked as he entered the lounge room.
However Ryo found Suzume had fallen asleep on the sofa while she was writing down her new recipes.
With a smile, Ryo returned to his room and brought down his own blanket and placed it over Suzume. Seeing all
the hard work she had put into working on the recipes, Ryo gave a sigh as he quietly packed away the papers and
pens for Suzume.
Seeing the peaceful beautiful sleeping face, Ryo did not want to wake Suzume up. He knew she had
laboured much for him and she deserves a good sleep without being disturbed. However the more Ryo looked at
Suzumes soft countenance, the more Ryo realized how beautiful Suzume was. Ryo felt as if he was spellbound as
his fingers stroke gently along Suzumes face.
How come he had never noticed how beautiful she was before? Ever since that night at the restaurant,
Ryo for the first time had realized how attractive Suzume had been. Worst of all after he had made up his mind to
support Suzume and Len, the more he found himself attracted to Suzume. Her every move, her smile, her voice
was just so captivating for Ryo.
Unnoticed, Ryos thumb caressed Suzumes soft lips gently with love. Slowly closing his eyes Ryo leaned
down as his lips landed lightly on Suzumes forehead and cheeks like a soft wind. Slowly his lips moved down as it
brushed gently over Suzumes so cautiously in case he disturbed her sleep.
When suddenly Ryo heard a loud bang as someone had dropped something on the floor in shock and
anger. Turning around in alert Ryo felt all the blood had rushed to his feet when he saw Len standing right there
staring at him with unexplainable shock.
Soon the shocked and disturbed look on Lens face was replaced by a betrayed and angry look. Ryo
remained quiet as he looked back at his brother sensing Lens emotional crisis in his wordless silence.
Ryo?
Both Len and Ryos eyes finally left each other as they both looked at the same girl who rubbed her eyes
and sat up from the sofa. It took Suzume quite a while to figure out what was happening. However when she
finally noticed another person in the room, Suzume sat up immediately in astonishment and called in surprise.
Len?! How come you are back? Werent there three more weeks to go for your European tour?
Taking a look at Ryo, Len replied coldly. I see that my unexpected return was obviously unpleasant for
some. With an even more unpleasant frown Len said to Ryo. To catch someone sneaking around like a thief.
Not understanding what had happened to make Len say such things, Suzume asked puzzled. What do
you mean? We are of course happy to see you come back earlier.
However Len did not explain himself as he picked up his luggage and walked out of the lounge room
toward his own room. Seeing Lens reaction, Suzume looked at Ryo with questioning but Ryo replied her with a
smile as he replied instead. I have been called to an emergency shift. I gotta go now.
Suzume nodded in acknowledgment as she looked once again toward the direction Len had gone in
concern. She had known Len to always been cold and wordless, but just then she noticed a look of hatred and
disturbance that she had never seen before. Immediately she ran up the stairs after Len and saw him just entering
his room.
Wait, Len! Suzume called as she ran up to him. What had happened? Why did you say that to Ryo? Its
not very nice
Lens eyes finally looked at Suzume as an icy mocking smile appeared on his face. It hurts you when I say
things to hurt your Ryo?
Suzume blushed immediately with Lens mocking question, Its not like that Len! Some things have
happened three months ago and your brother Ryo had just recovered from it so Pausing Suzume remembered
she had never mentioned to Len about Emis death because of his concerts in Europe. So maybe if he had known
about it, he will understand and be sympathetic toward Ryo too. Len, sorry that I kept this from you, but Emi had
died of a car accident three months ago.
As expected Lens beautiful face turned pale in shock with the news, Emi passed away?!
Yes, and it had been quite a harsh blow to Ryo and he had gone through hell after that. So maybe if you
could sympathise with him and treat him a little nicer Suzumee stopped immediately when she noticed the
bewildered expression on Lens face was replaced with an icier distant look.
No wonder Len said as if to himself. Now it all makes perfect sense! No wonder Suzume was
unreachable for a few weeks, and no wonder she sounded so upset. Most of allLen clenched his fist as he
laughed mockingly to himself. Like he had predicted, history had repeated itself! When Len thought he could finally
learn to love again, his brother, who took his first love away has now once again fallen for the same girl he loves.
From the emotions shown through Ryos eyes, Len knew that Ryo must have fallen for Suzume because it
was her that helped him through his toughest times. It was nobodys fault, but a cruel joke fate had played on
them.
Suzume felt her heart beating fast in fear when she saw the expressions on Lens face. Totally clueless of
what was going on inside Lens heart, Suzume attempted once again, Len, I know you must be shattered with the
news of Emis death. So please understand how so much more it would have affected Ryo, please understand
Ryo Len hissed as he turned to Suzume. Pulling Suzume to himself, Len lifted up Suzumes chin as he
looked into her eyes. How hateful are your lips when you speak that name
Len?! Suzume called in terror with Lens words and reaction.
Len felt frustration and anger overcoming in him when he remembered the scene he saw when he walked
in. How his brothers eyes looked at Suzume with love and how his lips kissed Suzume. It was just like that same
day, the day he saw Ryo kissing Emi
With the thought, Len pressed Suzume against the wall and before Suzume could moan in pain Lens lips
landed on her lips as he kissed her so strongly and affectionately. Suzume became stupefied with Lens action as
she felt her mind stopped functioning with what is happening to her right now.
As if Lens logic finally set in, he suddenly let go of her and moved away. Not knowing how to react
Suzume felt her legs strengthless as she sat down on the floor and grabbed onto herself tightly for she was shaking
with fear.
Im sorry, Suzume. Len whispered with such bitter and saddened tone. Not able to face Suzume, Len
returned to his room and closed the door behind him.
Finally after Suzume was left alone, tears rolled down her face like stream as she continued to weep.
Chapter Nine
Len closed his eyes in bitterness as his heart twitched with pain hearing Suzume sobbing outside his room.
Was this the reason he came back earlier for? To hurt Suzume? Clenching his fists in frustration and self-hatred,
Len knew he stuffed up again. Once again he had managed to act the opposite of what he actually wanted.
Hopping onto the first flight available, Len returned to tell Suzume his heart for her, his will to protect her but he
became the very person that made Suzume cry.
How could he blow it again? It shouldnt be so, it should not be like what it was eight years ago.
Ryo and Len! Come quick! The end of year assessment result is finally out!
Both Len and Ryo turned around to the voice as a girl came running up towards them in excitement.
Is it something to be excited about, Emi? Len asked accompanied with a warm smile to the beautiful girl
before him.
Of course, Len. I am sure this time I will be able to beat you guys. Emi crossed her arms and challenged
with a grin. I worked harder this time, and studied ten times harder than the both of you, and the result shall
display my victory.
With a teasing smile Ryo shuffled Emis hair. Thats what you said last time as well, but we still managed
to beat you.
We shall see. Emi did not back down and smiled with confidence.
However Emi could not believe her eyes when she saw Len and Ryos name once again appearing on the
first two places of the scoreboard and her name just right below theirs. With a sigh she looked to the two brothers
in defeat. You guys are monsters. You dont even look like you have been studying!
Ryo laughed as he comforted, You are still pretty good too, Emi. Always third in the year!
Lens eyes looked to the scoreboard and a smile of confidence appeared on his calm perfect face when he
was relieved to see that although only by a point, he still managed to beat Ryo, his twin brother and closest friend.
Len, I have been admiring you for over a year now. Although youve never noticed me, but I am willing to
do anything for you.so please...
Emi stopped walking when she heard a soft pleading voice coming from around the corner. Quietly Emi
took a peek and saw a girl stuttering in embarrassment as she stood before a tall handsome man.
Ifif its possiblecan you please go out with me? Finally with courage the girl spat out the one request
she had in mind.
I know this is terribly embarrassing for the both of us, probably more for you I guess, With a sigh, the
young man scratched his head and spoke the cruel truth. I am not Len.
Eh?! Obviously not expecting that the poor girl called in shock. Youyou are Ryo?
Unfortunately yes.
The girl covered her face in embarrassment as she turned and ran away from there weeping. She had
planned and finally took courage to speak her love to the man she had adored for the past three years and she
spoke it out to the wrong person!!
Giggling Emi walked up to Ryo as she teased, You just made a girl cry, Ryo.
With embarrassment Ryo justified immediately. It wasnt me! She suddenly stopped me and blurted out
all that before I could get a chance to tell her that I was not the person she was looking for.
While they were talking, Len came up in haste as he shoved a bag of love letters and presents to in
complaint. Ryo, can you please tell your admirers to make sure they know who they were talking to first? I am like
your personal courier service!
That was exactly what I wanted to say to you! Do you know how many times a day I had to embarrass a
poor admirer of yours that they have been talking to the wrong person? Ryo burst out laughing.
You guys Emi interrupted with a grin. I do feel kind of sorry for those girls, unless you boys settle
down with someone these kind of tragedies will continue to happen.
Which reminded me, Ryo turned to Emi with her statement. I have been curious, how did you manage
to always tell me and Len apart?
Its not that hard, Emi replied with a mysterious smile. Because to me you two have always been very
different persons.
Really? Ryo asked with interest. How come?
Surprisingly, a shade of redness came onto Emis beautiful pearl white cheeks upon Ryos question.
Turning away in embarrassment, Emi replied quickly in a manner of defence. Its because you two are different
persons, thats all! And I am sure you would prefer to be looked upon as different individuals right?
Lens eyes looked to Emi as he felt his heart warmed and touched with her words. Growing up in the
shadow of having someone exactly the same as him, Len had always fought to be seen as a different person to
Ryo. A warm and gentle smile came onto his face when he realized he had finally found someone who knew he
was not just Ryos twin brother, but he is Len.
We are about to graduate soon, have you guys thought about which university and what course you
want to do? Emi asked while the three of them walked home together just like any other day.
Medicine. In unison the boys replied.
Ryo and Len stopped and looked to each other. Stop copying me, get your own course!
Thats exactly what I wanted to tell you.
Alright, alright. Emi laughed and stopped them. No wonder, I can so imagine you guys doing the same
course. You have always liked the same things, done the same things, it is not that surprising.
How about you Emi? Len asked hoping Emi would go to the same university as them. The three of them
could continue to be friends like this.
I guess probably Law. Emi replied. Just like my father.
Ryo nodded with Emis answer, Yeah, Law suits you. Most of all with your grades right now it should be
no problem for you.
Turning to Len, Emi asked instead. Why dont you consider progressing your music career? You are so
good at it.
Music? Len asked as he had never really considered having a music career, although knowing how to
play many instruments, he had always thought they were more a hobby than career.
Yeah, become a professional violinist or something, you really have that kind of gift. Emi encouraged.
True, Ryo joined in too. Compared to me, you definitely got more a musical gene from mother.
Len did not reply for he knew if he chose that path, he would be separated from Emi and Ryo. They have
always been together and if both Ryo and him studied medicine and Emi Law, they could still spend times like this
together.
Oh well, next week at the school music festival I am sure Len will move the crowd again. Emi smiled.
Its really strange, every time Len plays the violin, the whole world seemed to have stopped. Len you really are a
star!
Len blushed and look away in embarrassment with Emis praise. Secretly he had already made up his
mind, at the music festival next week, he is performing only for one person and that person is the beautiful girl
standing before him.
After Emi waved goodbye and entered her house, Ryo turned to Len and asked. Emis birthday is coming
up. Have you thought about what present to give her?
Not really. Len lied for he had already bought the present and wanting to keep it a surprise Len did not
tell anyone.
Should we go choose something? I have no idea what she wants. Ryo suggested.
Well, just think about what her hobbies are, maybe work towards that would be safe. Len
recommended.
So youre coming to pick something with me? Ryo asked again.
I have no time thanks to you. Len gave Ryo a cold look. Some lazy bum refused to perform at the music
festival so I have to perform a ten minute song piece to make up your time.
Ryo grinned with Lens complaint. I am not stupid enough to embarrass my violin skills with you
performing before me. Besides I am sure everyone prefers to hear you play than to hear me make squeaky sounds
with the violin.
Squeaky sounds? Len laughed at his brothers definition of his own violin playing. What are you talking
about? We both learned violin since we were five until now. Dont tell me you can only make squeaky sounds.
Like I said, Ryo shrugged his shoulders. You got more a musical gene from mother than me. After high
school I have made up my mind to stop playing violin.
Turning to Ryo in surprise Len asked with a frown, Why? You are giving up already?
Yes, I am giving up. Ryo replied as if music really was not part of his life like it was to Len. Pointing to his
brother Ryo advised. But you should continue, because like Emi said, you are a star.
Len did not know what to say as he dwelt into Ryo and Emis words. Should he really continue down the
music path like they said? However seeing how easily it was for Ryo to give up on music, Len realized he was
different. For Ryo, playing the violin was more a task mother had given him whereas to Len it was something he
enjoyed doing because his heart felt comforted whenever he plays the violin. Although starting to be moved about
becoming a professional musician, Len had also only wished to be by Emis side.
As Emi had predicted, Lens performance at the festival was magical. None of the audiences could believe
that this was a performance at a normal high school! Compared to the rest of the performances, Len outstood
them all and he was truly a star. Although his piece was ten minute long but no one present was bored as all were
captured by the magical performance of Len.
Told you already your performance will be magical. Emi smiled after the concerts were over. Showing
Len the video camera in her hand she winked and teased. I have got it all captured in here. In the future I
probably could sell it for very high price when you really become famous.
Yeah, by that time I will become a celebrity too for being your brother. Probably get stalking fans too
mistaking me for Len. Ryo laughed.
Alright, you guys stop. Len smiled as he packed away his violin. Should we go get something to eat on
the way back?
Sounds good to me. Ryo agreed immediately when he heard food.
No problem! Emi nodded too.
Just before they were ready to leave, Len stopped Ryo and Emi. I cant find the music in my bag, I must
have left it at backstage. Wait for me here and I will go grab it.
Okay, run Len. Dont keep us waiting too long. Emi joked as she sat back down on the classroom desk.
Like Emi commanded, Len ran toward backstage as fast as he could. However while he was running the
music he was looking for dropped out from the side zipper of the violin case. Seeing that Len remembered he had
actually packed the music there and had not left it on backstage. With relief Len returned quickly back to the
classroom where Ryo and Emi were waiting.
What is your feeling toward Len?
Lens feet stopped immediately when he heard Ryo asked Emi. Feeling his own heart beating fast Len held
his breath as he watched Ryo and Emi secretly through the classroom window.
Whatwhat do you mean?! Emi jumped up from the desk she was sitting on and asked in extreme
embarrassment.
Well I, ugh Ryo blushed too as he squeezed out a smile. Just curious, thats all. I figured you probably
have a certain feeling toward Len so I asked. Seeing the look on Emis face Ryo sat up quickly too as he added.
Its okay if you like him. I am happy for you both.
Hearing that, a shade of sadness came onto Emis face as she asked softly. Did you really mean that?
Well, you both are very important to me, so I would be more than happy to support you guys. Ryo said
although his voice sounded unconvincing.
Hearing that, Emi held onto Ryos hand and looked straight at Ryo. Softly with tenderness she whispered,
Even if you are the person I love?
Even though Emis voice was soft and thin, however it was like thunder that smashed Len. Feeling his
head spinning with the shocking news, Len leaned his back against the wall to maintain his posture.
However it was not over when he continued to hear Emis soft voice speaking so tenderly and lovingly to
Ryo. You have asked me before how I could tell you and Len apart, and I said its because I have seen you both as
different individuals. Pausing, a most beautiful smile came onto Emis soft delicate face as she looked to the man
she loves. It was because from the day we met, I knew my heart belonged only to you and it is still the same
today.
Emi Ryo felt his heart so moved and touched with Emis passionate confession. He could not believe
the girl he cared about with his entire being had felt the same way for him. He had always feared that Emis heart
was toward Len and if that was the case he had already decided to support them both wholeheartedly.
Gently his arms surrounded Emis tiny waist and pulled her to himself. Feeling her soft body and sweet
fragrance, Ryo stroked Emis face lovingly as he smiled joyously from within. Emi, nothing could describe my
feeling right now. But this much I can say, having you with me had made me the happiest man alive. I am willing to
do everything to make you happy as well, I will protect you from harm and be beside you as always.
Slowly closing his eyes he whispered softly, I love you Emi, more than anything in this world.
Emi closed her eyes too as tear of joy rolled down her cheeks when she sensed Ryos lips on her own.
Gently resting her hands on Ryos chest Emi felt she was in heaven.
However outside of the classroom it was like hell for Len as his right hand grabbed onto his left to stop
himself shaking from shock. Quietly picking up his violin case and bag Len walked out of there not knowing where
else to go. All he knew was he did not want to be there and his dream of just being able to be by Emis side had
been shattered. He was not the one Emi needed, it was Ryothe other him.
Len!
Both Emi and Ryo stood up from the sofa in worry when they saw Len finally walked in through the door.
Not knowing of course that Len had seen everything, Ryo and Emi continued to wait for Lens return at the
classroom. However they waited for over half an hour Len never came, and when they asked the other students
whether they have seen him, they were told Len had already gone home.
Not understanding why Len had suddenly ditched them, Ryo and Emi came back home in hurry but found
that Len had not returned. Worried something might have happened to Len, both Ryo and Emi waited up for Len
and when they saw Len walked in through the front door unharmed Emi and Ryo exchanged a look.
Len, what happened? How come you left by yourself? Ryo asked as he walked up to Len.
Yes, Len, we were so worried about you. How come you came back this late? Emi added.
Not making eye contact with Emi and Ryo, Len replied calmly. Sorry guys, I went on a date.
Date? Ryo asked. What do you mean?
Calmly putting away his violin and bag, as if nothing had happened Len entered the kitchen and poured
himself a glass of water. Another admirer approached me when I went to pick up the music, so I went on a date
with her.
Huh? Ryo followed Len into the kitchen when he heard Lens reason. You never accepted any
invitations from your admirers before, how come you went along today?
Well maybe I have changed my mind. Len replied coldly. Finally looking to Ryo and Emi, Len asked
instead. So what is Emi still doing here this late? Arent her parents going to be upset?
Well ugh Emi blushed and came up to Len. There is something that Ryo and I would like to tell you.
Len knew immediately what they wanted to say. However Len had managed to control his emotional
crisis in the past few hours and have already practiced to deal with it calmly and never to let them know his true
feelings for Emi.
Dont tell me you guys have decided to date. Len said on purpose.
Hearing what Len said, both Ryo and Emi blushed immediately as they both became extremely uneasy
and embarrassed. Originally they had felt it would be respectful to Len if they told him of the new outcome, but
definitely have they not expected Len to ask it out like that.
Len felt his heart bled when he saw the look of shyness and love from Emis eyes when she looked to Ryo.
Gripping tightly onto the glass of water he was holding, Len took a breath secretly as he continued for them. I
knew it. I had noticed for a while now. Had wondered when you guys will finally come to terms with it.
Len, so? Emi looked to Len with anticipation in her eyes.
I couldnt be happier for you guys. Len said as he put away his glass of water. Well, I guess Ryo can play
the part of a gentleman and take you home. After listening to that girl talking all night about herself I am emotional
drained so I am going to bed now.
Wait, Emi ran up to Len before he walked out of the kitchen. Next week I am having a birthday party at
my place. You are definitely coming right?
Len felt he could no longer maintain his calm when he heard Emi still so kind and warm treating him as a
true friend. But, nothing more than a friend
Yeah, I will be there. Len replied as he waved good bye to Emi before he headed back upstairs into his
room.
However after that day Emi and Ryo noticed Len had changed. He never did anything together with them
any more for Len always seemed to have other appointments. It was as if Len closed himself up from his two
closest friends and although he always looked calm outside but he was distant.
Len, where are you going again? How come you never do anything with us anymore? Emi asked in
concern as once again Len quickly packed his bags after class and without explanation headed straight for the
door.
Len did not reply her as he continued to walk out the door. Following quickly after Len Emi called. Wait,
Len. You didnt come to my birthday party either and you promised you would come.
Finally Len stopped walking but without looking back he replied coldly. Sorry, I forgot about it. If you still
want a birthday present I can go buy you one.
Hearing Lens cold distant voice, Emi gave a sigh as she shook her head. No, its not about that. I was just
worried about you Pausing Emi asked again. Was there really nothing I could do for you? I thought we were
friends?
Theres nothing to do. Len whispered and not letting Emi say another word, he turned and walked out
of there not looking back at Emi again. When he knew he was finally alone, taking a wrapped present from his bag,
Len felt all the memories and feelings he had for Emi flooded him. He had long prepared this present for Emi but
he never gave it to her. Holding it tightly in his hand, finally Len knew he had to let go. Walking pass a rubbish bin,
Len threw the present in together with all his love and care for Emi.
Alright, thank you for coming. We will contact you with the final decision after we have completed the
rest of the auditions. With a polite smile Sei said to the lady sitting in front of the piano.
Thank you. The lady stood up quickly and replied as she took a peek at the handsome tall Tsukimori Len
next to the piano.
Finally after Sei and Len were left alone in the audition room, Sei held onto his head as he asked trying to
be as calm as possible. Let me get this right, Len. I thought you came back earlier to arrange your relationship
with Suzume, your new partner. Stilling trying to act calm and logical Sei looked to Len. Tell me now why we are
having an audition for your new piano partner?
Len did not reply as the frown once again appeared on his face. Sei, we have work to do. Call in the next
candidate.
No way youre gonna get away this time, Len. Sei placed a box before Len in irritation. Now explain to
me as well, why this music box you had custom made for Suzume is still there inside your bag?
Giving Sei a cold stare, Len replied. Sei, I would really appreciate it if you would respect my privacy.
You are not going to scare me with your frown and cold look any more Len. Sei crossed his arms and
grinned. I want an explanation today, now!
To Seis surprise with a morose and saddened look that Sei had never seen on Lens face, Len replied.
Suzume needs to be with someone that can protect and make her happy, and I could only hurt her.
Len Sei called in concern. What had happened between Len and Suzume while he was still in Europe?
Looking to the music box again Sei asked. So, what are you going to do with this?
Throw it away if you want to. Len said as he headed for the door. If we are not in the rush of the
audition, I will be taking a rest next door.
Sei gave a sigh and picked up the music box in his hand. Working all these years with Len, he already
knows him inside out. Although always cold and closed, not once was Len like this. Sei made up his mind, maybe
its time he interferes and helps Len out. Besides with Lens condition like this, he cant even perform properly
anyway. So for the sake of both work and friendship, Sei will help Len to recover.
Sinking deep into the leather sofa, Len held onto his head and closed his eyes. How long has it been since
that incident? Three weeks now? However it had felt like three years to Len. Although living under the same roof,
Len had not seen Suzume since then, she was obviously avoiding him. With a mocking smile Len thought to
himself. Why wouldnt she avoid him? He managed to hurt her and the sound of her bitter sobs outside his door
carved deep in Len like it was a forever reminder of his foolish acts.
Foolish, yes how could he be so foolish to believe that there was a chance between him and Suzume?
How come he still had not learned his lesson? He knew already Suzumes heart was toward Ryo, just like Emi. Once
again fate was playing with him to let him know no matter how hard he tried, Ryo always wins.
Thank you for coming, Suzume. Sei smiled politely at the girl sitting opposite him in the caf.
Suzume nodded but did not say anything. She definitely did not expect to receive a call from Sei, but as
Sei had helped her out in the past, Suzume felt it was polite to accept his invitation.
Well, Suzume. Sei gave a sigh as he looked straight at the girl before him. I am just going to be honest
with you. You must know the reason I have called you here. Although I dont know what had happened between
you and Len but it has really affected him and Stopping Sei concluded. Len had lost his ability to perform as a
musician.
What? Suzume looked up at Sei in shock. Howhow come?
Observing Suzumes reaction Sei leaned forward and whispered, I think you know the reason why,
Suzume. It must be something you have said or done.
Suzume shook her head quickly as she disagreed. No, I dont know the reason. I just know Len had
suddenly returned three weeks ahead of schedule and when he returned he was very upset and angry. I asked him
what had happened he did not explain but Suzume stopped immediately when she was reminded of what
happened. Immediately blood rushed to her face when she actually remembered that Len had kissed her! Covering
her face in embarrassment Suzume although did not want to picture that incident but it was so clearly replayed
inside her head once again. Not only just the thought, it was as if she could still remember what it felt like.
To be honest although Suzume had avoided Len for the past three weeks, but everyday Suzumes mind
was flooded with possible reasons to Lens abrupt action. However no matter how many reasons Suzume tried to
come up with, she realized she just could not understand Len.
When she first met him, she thought he was a cold, distant and wordless person. He is a perfectionist so
he expected the best. Suzume had always feared Len because he was strict to her and he was harsh. However just
when Suzume thought she could not handle Lens unfriendly attitude he had rescued her and injured his own
hand. From then on, Suzume discovered Len was a kind and caring person through his actions and long silences.
Most of all during Suzumes lowest times because of Ryos sickness, Len was there to listen. Although still
quiet and wordless, but he was there for her. But why would Len do that? He should be in the middle of his
European Tour and knowing how busy Len must have been, why did he bother to spend time on her? Why would a
world famous celebrity Tsukimori Len waste his precious time on a nobody like Suzume?
Watching the facial expressions changing on Suzume, Sei smiled secretly inside himself. You seem to
have a lot going through your mind. Watching your facial expressions was like watching a movie.
Suzume blushed with Seis tease, finally with a sigh Suzume shook her head in defeat. I give upI dont know
what is going on inside Lens mind. II cannot understand him.
Maybe I can give you a little help. Sei smiled as he placed a nicely wrapped box in front of Suzume.
Lets start with the reason why he came back three weeks ahead of schedule.
Suzumes eyes looked to the box and although still not understanding what Sei had in mind, she nodded
in understanding and waited for him to continue.
Our last destination, Geneva was experiencing heavy snow storms so the concerts there were cancelled.
Sei explained as he calmly took a sip of the tea before him. Although a loss but Len had seen it as a positive thing,
do you know why?
Of course not knowing the reason why, Suzume shook her head and waited for Sei to give her the answer.
It is because he found it to be an opportunity to finally return home to you. Being apart from you for
three months had caused him to realize that he needs you beside him. Sei stated seriously showing Suzume that
no longer was he teasing about Lens feelings for her, he was telling the truth.
Me?! Suzume called in shock. Whywhy me? What do you mean?
You will see what I mean once you see what is inside the box. This was the graduation present he had
specially prepared for you. Pausing, Sei shook his head and gave a sigh. He returned earlier to give this to you
personally, but because of whatever happened between you and him, Len could not give it to you.
Still unable to cope with what Sei had said, slowly Suzume picked up the box on the table. Opening it,
Suzume found a beautiful delicate hand crafted music box made as a miniature of a Steinway grand. However the
moment melody started playing when Suzume opened the music box, Suzume felt a huge thump against her heart.
This songthis melody?!
Gradually tears rolled down Suzumes cheeks when she finally understood the reason to all Lens actions.
This melody was the combined composition of both her and Lens works from the graduation performances. It was
remarkably well combined together to create a new piece of music that belonged to just the two of them.
This was the song Len composed in Europe for you. Knowing his music like no one else, I believe you
knew how he felt for you when he composed this song. Sei said softly in understanding seeing Suzumes tears.
The title of this song is Die Seelenfreundin, in English translated to be Sei paused and looking straight at
Suzume he concluded. Soul Mate.
Soul mate? Suzume repeated softly to herself the title of the song. Closing her eyes as she felt tears
rolling down her cheeks when she sensed her emotions so greatly moved with the discovery. What is she to
deserve such treatment from Len? Who is she to become Lens soul mate?
Back in her room, Suzume felt her mind in a huge mess as she played the music box over and over again.
Like Sei said, once she found out Lens true feelings, all his actions became clear. Suzume grabbed onto her legs as
she leaned her chin against her knees. Closing her eyes Suzume knew immediately how much hurt she must have
caused Len. How does he look to her when she cries for Ryo, and what miseries would Len felt when she
senselessly goes on about her feelings for Ryo to him? Knowing Len had once loved Emi, she must have placed the
same torture on Len again. Most of all what kind of hell would Len be experiencing when she avoided him for the
past three weeks?! Was there still a chance for her to do something for Len? To recover the anguish she had
placed on Len?
Sobbing, Suzume whispered again and again to herself as she wept. I am so sorry, Lenso sorry
Alright, thank you. We will let you know the results as soon as we have made a decision. Sei smiled
again politely to the candidate whose eyes continued to look to Len with stars in her eyes.
After another long day of audition, Sei flipped through the profiles of the candidates so far and with
annoyance he said to Len. Alright, Len. We have to include one more criteria in the description. That is they must
NOT be an admirer of yours!
Len did not reply but his silence agreed with Sei on that point. So far majority of the candidates were
more interested in Len than the role itself. When they were auditioning, instead of trying to accompany Len, it was
more like they just wanted to have a front row seat to look at Len.
Maybe we should ask Fuyumi to come back. The charity concert is in two weeks time! Sei groaned in
pain with the thought.
She has already retired, let her spend time with my father. Len insisted.
Then what do you suggest we do?! Unless you sort it out between you and Suzume, we will have to ask
Fuyumi to come back! Sei crossed his arms and complained.
Immediately a look of sadness appeared on Lens face when he heard Suzumes name mentioned.
However calm returned very quickly as Len changed the topic. I will be working on my next song next door. Do
not disturb me.
Sei shook his head as he watched Len walked out of the room. He knew that no one could help Len and
Suzume now except themselves.
Sitting before the piano, Len played the one piece he had composed for Suzume. He knew Sei was right, it
would all be sorted if he could just be honest with his feelings for once and let Suzume know how he feels.
However whenever the sound of Suzumes bitter sobs replayed itself inside Lens mind, Len knew he could not. For
he had no more confidence that he could make Suzume happy. Maybe being with him will only make Suzume cry
even more.
Lens fingers stopped moving when he realized at the same time he could not watch Ryo and Suzume
together. It was like a joke that Ryo had been touched with Suzumes heart and developed a feeling towards her.
No, he was not able to watch Suzume and Ryo together just like he had watched Emi and Ryo.
Immediately Len pulled his thoughts back when he heard someone entered the room. With
unpleasantness he turned to the person and said coldly. Sei, didnt I say I do not want to be disturb
However Len could not continue his sentence when he saw Suzume standing there before him. All of a
sudden Len felt Suzume was more beautiful than he had ever thought her to be. Wanting to see her so badly but
yet unable to had caused such a chaos in his heart. He felt the urge of holding her tightly in his arms but with the
remaining logic Len stood where he was as his eyes continued to look to Suzumes clear beautiful eyes.
However unlike how Suzume usually was, her eyes did not back away as she too looked back at Len. Not
knowing what to say, Lens eyes finally landed on the music box in Suzumes hand. Closing his eyes with the
realization, Len knew Sei had told her everything already.
I Finally Suzumes soft voice broke the silence. I have come, Len. Looking straight into Lens eyes,
Suzume told Len her answer. I am here now, Len, for you.
Lens body jumped as if he was electrocuted with Suzumes words. Feeling his own hand shaking
uncontrollably in excitement, Len asked hearing his voice trembling. So this is your final decision?
With shyness, Suzume replied with a smile. Yes. This is my decision.
Walking up to Suzume, gently Len lifted his hand as his fingers touched Suzumes face so softly as if he
was frightened he would hurt her again. Len felt his emotions taking over when he sensed no rejection from
Suzume. Although she was slightly hesitant, but she allowed Len to touch her again.
Whispering with a most soft and tender voice that he did not even know he had, Len asked as he brushed
his thumb gently across Suzumes lips. Can I kiss you?
Suzume felt her heart pumping like crazy with Lens question, but finally with a smile she closed her eyes
in consent. Unlike her memory of their last kiss, this time she sensed Lens hands on her shoulders followed by the
soft gentle touch of his lips along hers. It was as if he really treasured her, and he would never want to hurt her in
any way again. However before Suzume opened her eyes again sensing the disappearance of Lens lips from hers,
she felt Lens hands moved down to her back and pulled her to himself, causing her body to lean deeper into his.
Lifting her chin up, Lens lips caught her once again with much lingering and passion. It was as if he had too long
been suppressing his feelings for her and now it had all been released.
Unable to hold herself up as she had never experienced anything like it before, Suzume sank deeper in
Lens strong embrace and discovered for the first time, Lens strong arms so supporting and protective.
This is the right decision. Suzume told herself, she knew she owed Len too much and this was what she
could do for him. Knowing also Ryo could never look to her and treasure her the way Len did, Suzume told herself
once again, this is the right choice.
I will be able to forget Ryo for I am with Len now
Chapter Ten
Ryo gave a sigh and felt his heart heavy after he parked the car in the garage. It was undoubtedly, Ryo
noticed the weird awkward atmosphere in the house surrounding Suzume and Len since that day of Lens
unexpected return. It was as if the two have been avoiding seeing each other in the house.
To be honest, Ryo felt rather guilty for he knew better than anyone, that it must have been the after-
effect of what Len saw when he first returned. He could still remember clearly the look on Lens face, the
expression of betrayal and disgust over his careless actions. Ryo blushed immediately with the thought, he could
not understand either why he did what he had done. He just remembered an unexplainable peaceful warm feeling
when he saw Suzume. He had not considered the consequences and as usual his body reacted first.
A frown appeared on Ryos face with the discovery. Had he already forgotten Emi? No, Ryo shook his head
immediately for he knew Emi was irreplaceable in his heart. He knew he loved Emi with his entire being and never
could he love again like that.
The first few days of Emis death had been the worst days of his life. The impact of Emis death did not hit
him until the first night when he closed his eyes to rest. He had purposely occupied himself with work and it was
like pain-killers that prevented him from thinking about Emi. However whenever he was alone, the moment he
closed his eyes, the fact of Emis death and the thought of never being able to see her again daunt on him. Ryo
became afraid of the night, he felt pain and bitterness overtaking him and with such pressure he had problem
breathing. It was a sickening feeling that caused him to vomit literally until there was nothing left in him. Every
night he could not close his eyes and he had no peace and rest.
Many times the thought of ending his own life had crossed his mind. Ryo was suffering massively both
mentally and physically during the entire period, and if death was permitted, he would have chosen it for it was
the easy way out of his suffering. Yes, all the pain and agony would be over if he had ended his life. He no longer
have to be afraid of the nights and no longer have to feel the sickening feeling torturing him and most of all he no
longer need to handle a life without Emi.
However Suzumes tears and words that day in the rain reminded him of his selfishness. Suzumes tears
and hopelessness that day pointed out to Ryo that death was never the way out. It would also be the choice that
Emi would never have approved. He was selfish and had only thought about how to be eased from the sufferings
he was going through. He did not realize he was inflicting on others the same melancholy he was going through.
It was for the first time Ryo had second thoughts about his self-tormenting actions. Most of all Suzumes
voice and words brought him hope that he thought he could never find again. She had returned him the peace and
rest he had long sought. When she remained beside him the days he was recovering at the hospital, Ryo no longer
was afraid of the nights for he found he was not alone. That sickening feeling he had also vanished and he could
eat again. Although Suzume had not said much but just her presence of being by his side during that time was
more than enough.
Seeing her smile again made Ryo realized that there still was a reason to live. His well-being had actually
mattered to someone. It was strange for Ryo because he knew he did not look to Suzume the way he had looked at
Emi. Emi was the love of his life but Suzume was like the life support for his new life. It was not passion and
affection he felt for Suzume like he did for Emi, rather it was serenity and peace he experienced. He could smile
again because of Suzume; he no longer has to be afraid of thinking about Emi for he discovered she lived in him
forever as endless wonderful memories. He could do all these because of Suzume.
However Ryo felt his heart twitched with pain when he realized that he had forgotten the most important
thing, that isSuzume belongs to Len.
He knew from the bottom of his heart as Suzume had rescued him, he should do the same for her. The
awkwardness between Len and Suzume came from his careless acts and he must straighten it out. Suzume had
always belonged to Len and it will never changeit could never change.
With the thoughts clouding his mind, Ryo entered the house and was unexpectedly encountered by
laughter that had become an unfamiliarity to the house in the past month. With curiosity he walked towards the
source and found Suzume and Len both in the kitchen.
Len, its not like that Suzume giggled as she took the potato from Lens hands. With tease she looked
at the potato Len had tried to peel in the past five minutes. If I let you peel any more potatoes we will have no
more potatoes to cook.
Alright, Len gave a sigh as he looked at Suzume with a loving smile. Is there anything else I can help you
with?
Its alright, Suzume responded to Lens smile with a blissful warm smile as well. I can handle it on my
own. Most of all, I do not want to see you hurt your fingers at all. If anything happens, I could never forgive myself.
For there are certain music that can only be produced by these fingers, the music that only belongs to Len.
Upon Suzumes words, Len felt warmth fluctuate him as he pulled Suzume closer to himself. In that case,
I also do not want to see anything happen to your hands.
Suzume blushed immediately and felt her heart pumped like crazy with Lens actions. Itsits alrightI
will look after my hand and it wont affect my piano playing
Its not your piano playing I am worried about, Len said in all seriousness as his eyes looked at the girl in
his arms with a tenderness Ryo had never seen on his brothers face. I simply do not want to see you get hurt.
Ryo must admit he had not expected to see this when he returned. The awkwardness between Suzume
and Len had obviously disappeared. Rather, it was replaced with a loving bond that had never existed so openly
and clearly like this before. With the realization, Ryo discovered that Len and Suzume had finally gotten together.
To Ryos surprise, a weird uncomfortable feeling aroused in him with the discovery. Ryo could not
understand why he stood there and watched them as his body refused to move. Wasnt this what he wanted? He
wanted to help Len and Suzume together? However Ryo still could not move as his eyes looked at the two because
he had forgotten how to react.
Finally sensing the presence of a third person, Suzume looked up and when she saw Ryo staring at them,
as a reflex she quickly moved away from Lens embrace and asked with an embarrassed smile. Ryo, how come
you didnt make a sound when you come in?
I did, Ryo replied quickly and pulled himself back. But you guys must not have heard me.
However unlike Suzume, Lens eyes looked at Ryo coldly for only he knew what was going through Ryos
mind at the moment. Seeing the challenging and defensive look from Len, Ryo shrugged his shoulders as he
teased. I must say knowing Len my whole life, I have not once seen him help out in the kitchen. Looking to
Suzume Ryo gave her a smile. It must be because of you Suzume.
Suzume blushed immediately and lowered her head with Ryos tease.
Well, since you have Len here, I guess you wont need my help. Ryo smiled as he felt best if he left them
to be in case he became the reason that made Suzume and Len uncomfortable again.
However not letting Ryo go, Len placed the plates and cutleries in his brothers hands and said instead.
Suzume said she doesnt need me in the kitchen too, so you can help me set up the table.
Not knowing what Len had in mind, Ryo took the plates and cutleries and left the kitchen together with
Len. Still not explaining what he was thinking, Len acted normally as he placed the cutleries while Ryo arranged the
plates. Finally after everything was done, Ryo said to Len as he headed towards the stairs. Just call me when
dinner is ready.
Ryo, Len stopped Ryo however. There is one thing I have to let you know, Pausing Len finally spoke
out the secret he had hidden inside him for the past ten years.
I loved Emi too.
Ryo turned around immediately unable to hide the shock when he heard the statement that came out
from Lens mouth. Staring directly and without deterring, Lens eyes fixed on Ryo as he continued calmly. I hid the
feeling because Emi chose you but now, Ignoring the shock on Ryos face Len concluded with assurance. This
time I will not give Suzume to you. No matter what happens.
Ryo did not know what to say or how to react to Lens declaration. There were just too many shocking
discoveries to handle in one time. However as Ryo looked at Lens eyes, he knew immediately what kind of hell Len
must have gone through when he and Emi first got together. Now everything became so clear to Ryo, the reason
why Len had separated himself from Emi and him and gone on an entirely different path, and the reason he had
closed himself from everyone, it was because Len had done it for Emi and him.
Len, Finally Ryo replied his brother with a sincere smile. Thank you for standing by me and Emi for the
past ten years. Now I will do the same for you and Suzume.
Can you? Len asked sharply however, Can you deny the feeling you have towards her?
Ryo did not respond immediately to Lens question; however when he remembered the blissful smile on
Suzumes face, Ryo knew what to do. Suzume had chosen you, and her happiness is above all.
Len frowned with Ryos answer. It had bothered him that Ryo did not even make an attempt to deny his
feeling for Suzume. He knew Ryo only made such decision because he did not know Suzumes heart for him. If he
had found out how Suzume really felt, would he really stand aside? Most of all, would Suzume go to Ryo if she had
known his heart for her too?
Of course not understanding the conflict going inside Len, Ryo sighed secretly inside himself as he
returned to his room and left Len to be. After Ryo returned to his room, Len returned once again to the kitchen as
his eyes looked at the beautiful girl whos every move and every word captivated him. An unexplainable feeling of
insecurity appeared inside Len when he thought about Suzume and Ryo getting together. But wasnt he supposed
to have cared for Suzumes feelings over his own? If he had already known Suzume and Ryo loved each other,
shouldnt he bless them?
However Len discovered he could not let Suzume go. He had tasted the blissfulness and fullness to have
Suzume beside him, he could not survive now without her!
Noticing Lens focus, Suzume turned back and asked with a shy smile, Whats wrong Len?
Seeing that beautiful sweet smile, Len pulled Suzume to himself as he held her tightly with all his strength.
Len? Suzume called in surprise when she sensed such strength from Lens arms.
However Len did not reply as he closed his eyes and felt his heart a little more comforted feeling Suzume
in his arms.
So you and Len are finally together Melissa gave a sigh when she waved good bye to Len too after Len
dropped Suzume off at her place.
A little surprised with Melissas reaction, Suzume asked cautiously. You are not happy for me?
I am of course, Melissa smiled, but was this really the right choice? I thought it was Ryo that you were
in love with and not Len?
Suzume felt a pricking pain in her heart with Melissas question. However squeezing out a smile Suzume
said with confirmation. I am very happy now, really. Being with Len so far had been the happiest days of my life.
With understanding Melissa looked at her soft timid friend, In that case I am truly happy for you. Besides when I
see the way Len treats you, it is unbelievable how much he adores you.
Suzume blushed obviously also unable to adjust to Lens attentiveness after they finally became a couple.
Although it was strange but Suzume must admit she had not expected to experience such blissfulness and joy.
Surprisingly she had discovered another side of Len, it was the genuine Tsukimori Len she had always known in his
music. In front of Suzume now Len was no longer closed and cold, he was meek and compassionate. Although not
cheerful and bright like Ryo but he was always patient to listen and support Suzume.
Initially a little hesitant with her own decision in the beginning, but now after all these times with Len,
Suzume was starting to believe this was the way it was meant to be. She had tasted joy and blissfulness, and Len
had made her feel like she was the most important person in the world. She could not believe a normal everyday
girl like her could deserve such treatment from the famous Tsukimori Len.
Remember the first time I met Len, he didnt even say hello to me and acted as if I was invisible?
Melissa grinned as she grabbed onto Suzumes arm. But look at him now, he not only greeted me and even
offered me such great help simply because I am his LOVELY GIRLFRIENDS best friend.
You are teasing me again, Melissa. If you wont stop then I wont help you pack. Suzume threatened.
Alright, alright! Melissa laughed when she heard Suzumes complaint. Well, she must say she was very
much helped with Suzume and Lens relationship. Being Suzumes best friend, Melissa managed to seek further
training in her violin through some of Lens acquaintance in Europe.
Europe... Suzume sobbed, I am going to miss you so much Melissa
Dont be silly, Suzume. Melissa held her friends hands in her own. We will continue to see so much of
each other remember? You are Tsukimori Lens new piano partner, and he spends majority of the time in Europe
anyway.
So you will come see our concerts in Europe? Suzume asked with excitement.
Yeah, if my new violin teacher let me off Melissa gave a sigh. I still cant believe it. Mia Dresner is
going to be my new violin teacher.
I know! Suzume smiled. Like Len, she is one of the worlds top violinists. It is like a totally different
world to the people we are acquainted with.
Which made me wonder, Melissa tilted her head and thought for a while. I wonder what relation is
Tsukimori Len to Mia Dresner. She seemed to accept Lens request without hesitation.
I am sure Mia had seen the gift in you so she was more than happy to accept you as her student. Unlike
Melissa, Suzume had no doubts and had full faith in her friend.
But she hasnt even heard me play. Melissa stated the odd point. Most of all, when I contacted her
about the details, she asked me numerous questions about you.
About me? Suzume obviously did not expect that.
Melissa nodded while she tries to recall the conversation between her and Mia. She said she was
interested in Lens new partner that was all, but somehow I felt there was more to it.
You think too much, Suzume did not agree however.
No, no, Melissa insisted. She actually made a statement that made me wonder.
Statement?
Yeah, Melissa crossed her arms and frowned. She said, Len is different now because Suzume could
offer something I could not offer Len. You dont think that is a weird statement to make?
I could offer something she couldnt? Suzume felt her mind fogged up with Mias statement.
I kind of agree with her too. Only you could accompany Len the way he wanted. So I guess that was what
she meant. Melissa added.
Suzume blushed with Melissas words, but somehow with a womans instinct Suzume secretly agreed with
Melissa that there might have been a special relationship between Len and Mia.
Anyway, lets get started with the packing. I am so glad you are here to help me out. Free removalist!
Melissa changed the topic and teased Suzume.
Of course, what are friends for? Suzume squeezed out a smile and looked at Melissa in loneliness.
Although like Melissa mentioned, they could meet up in Europe in the future, but Suzume knew she would really
be so alone without her best friend, the person who offered her the best advises she needed throughout the times
of trial.
Sei let out a breath of relief and content while he watched Len and Suzume perform together during
rehearsal. As he had expected, this is the best combination ever, and Lens music never sounded as great and
beautiful as this. Most of all, (with his help of course) Len and Suzume are finally together, and because of the love
Len has for Suzume, he could connect with Suzume in a way that he never had before with Fuyumi.
Was that alright? Suzume asked cautiously after they finished performing the new song Len had
composed for Suzume during his European trip. He had planned to perform this song in the upcoming charity
concert as a dedication to his new partner and soul mate, Suzume.
Len frowned and thought for a while, From section two, we probably could express it better.
I agree, Suzume nodded. For some reason she could understand exactly where Len was coming from.
Should we try again?
Okay, maybe this time when we come to bar 250 onwards, we can add a little more allegro
Sei let out another breath as a smile of genuine joy appeared on his face. This is amazing, Len actually
discusses how he wants to perform with his partner. When he was with Fuyumi, it always took hours and weeks
and months of practice for Fuyumi to understand how Len wanted it. Now with gladness and relief Sei knew his job
from now on would be easier. Managing Len is no longer difficult!
Great work, you guys! Sei clapped after Len and Suzume had finally finished practicing. Coming up to
them Sei grinned, Only two weeks of rehearsal and already you two mastered it. Now you believe my fatal
instincts? I said you guys were soul mates the moment I saw you two together on the first day didnt I?
Suzume blushed with Seis tease and looked at Len, thinking back on the first day they met, it was so
different to now. She used to be so scared of Len but now she felt really connected with him.
Alright, Sei, enough rubbish talk. Frown returned back to Lens face obviously his smile was for Suzume
only. Tomorrow will be a day off for our rehearsal.
DAY OFF?!! Sei called in horror with a term that he had never heard from Lens lips. Youyou are giving
yourself a day off?!
Slight embarrassment appeared on Lens face with Seis exaggerated reaction. Coldly with a frown Len
added, Maybe you can still come into work tomorrow and arrange the seatings
Waving his hands like crazy, Sei declined quickly, Just kidding, day off it is. Clearing his throat Sei asked
seriously. Was there a special occasion? It was rare for you to call a day off especially when it is only five more
days to the concert.
Its no big deal really Suzume blushed and answered for Len. Its my birthday.
Snapping his finger in realization, Sei nodded. That would make sense. I knew it has something to do with
Suzume. Only Lens beloved Suzume could make him to do things out of ordinary.
Looks like you really want to come in to do extra work tomorrow Len threatened giving Sei the last
warning.
Laughing Sei shrugged his shoulders, Alright, no more tease from me. Have fun tomorrow guys.
Suzume smiled to herself when she recalled the look on Seis face when Len threatened him to come into
work tomorrow. Looking over to Len next to her in the car, she asked again to confirm. Is it really okay to take a
day off when it is only five more days to the concert?
Of course, Len replied, We are now fully familiarized with the performance, besides it is your birthday.
Suzume nodded with Lens answer although she did not think her birthday was important enough to take
a full day off. It would be fine just to go out for a meal or something after the rehearsal. She was never a greedy
person so she had never expected Len to do anything for her.
Sowhere will we be going to? Suzume asked and looked up at Len. He had mentioned earlier that he
had wanted to make her birthday special.
To the beach, Len replied with a smile, It is a very special beach. I believe you will like it. But the rest, it
is best to find out tomorrow.
Seeing the mysterious confidence from Len, Suzume nodded in trust. It doesnt matter where he takes her
tomorrow, she believes Len will always make her happy.
Although not knowing where Len was going to take her today, as considerate as always, Suzume prepared
some food for Ryo in case they could not make it home on time. Writing down in careful instructions Suzume
placed the sticky note on the table so Ryo would know where the food she had prepared is.
Ready to go? Len asked and came up. However frown appeared when he saw what Suzume was doing.
Knowing although it was just Suzumes nature to be thoughtful but he could not help but feeling a little disturbed
with the fact that Suzume was doing all these for Ryo.
Yes, we can leave now. Suzume said quickly, however she felt her heart skipped a beat when she
noticed the unpleasant look on Lens face. She had noticed anything she does for Ryo now is extremely sensitive to
Len. She could understand as well where Len was coming from, after all Len had always known her heart towards
Ryo. Taking a deep breath secretly Suzume knew she must make it clear to Len that she had already made her
choice to be with him, so no matter what happens she will not leave him.
Suzume could not help but gape with astonishment when she found herself now on an island. Len and she
had driven for an hour and a half and to her surprise they arrived at a port. However as if everything was all
organized and prepared, there was a water taxi waiting for them.
Welcome to Isla Pinula! There were people greeting them when they arrived.
Isla Pinula? Suzume blinked and looked around her. Wow
Isla Pinula is a small island off the coast. Len explained trying to hold in the smile knowing Suzume
would be pleasantly surprised. With the water taxis connecting itself to the mainland, Isla Pinula is like an
undisturbed paradise.
It is so beautiful, the beach, the water is so clear Suzume praised and dipped her hands into the
transparent seawater. Taking a deep breath of fresh air Suzume felt her entire being relieved.
Well, if you would like to relax by the beach we can and if you have changed your mind there is also
shopping you can do if we travel further into the island. Len explained with a shy expression, pausing Len added.
Ormaybe you would have preferred another place?
Knowing Len really had planned this day for her, Suzume felt her heart so touched. Turning around
Suzume held Lens hand in her own and thanked wholeheartedly. Len, thank youI am so happy today. You really
didnt have to do all these for me
Len breathed out a breath of relief when he saw the happiness on Suzumes face. To be honest, Len had
been troubled ever since their relationship first started. He was concerned whether he could make Suzume happy.
He knew Suzume still has feelings for Ryo so Len could not understand the reason to Suzumes decision. Would she
really be content choosing him instead of Ryo? However now seeing the smile on Suzumes soft delicate face, Len
knew it was a genuine smile. Indeed just being able to see her smile like this Len was willing to do more. Once
again Len had made up his mind, although he knew not the reason Suzume chose to be with him, but he wants to
let her know that she will never need to regret such a decision.
Whats wrong? Len asked softly when he noticed the girl next to him gave a soft sigh.
Blushing in slight embarrassment, Suzume shook her head softly and looked up at the starry sky in
loneliness. Nothing, I just couldnt believe time passed by so fast. It is already time to return home.
Although they have already spent hours together on the island, walking along the beach, enjoying a
wonderful dinner together on the island, still Suzume felt she did not want to leave this island so fast. Taking a
peek at Len, Suzume felt her heartbeat raced a little surprised at how comfortable she felt with him. It was totally
different to being with Ryo.
With Ryo, Suzume felt more sadness and bitterness for she knew no matter how much she loved him, his
heart was elsewhere. Even that night together at the restaurant, although she thought she finally tasted true
happiness, Ryo had stepped away and left her feeling lost and sad again.
Hearing what Suzume said, Len fondled Suzumes hair and replied gently. Who said we are returning
now? There is still another program I have planned.
There is? Joy returned to Suzumes face immediately. What is it?
There is a famous theatre here on the island, I have bought two tickets to tonights concert. Len replied
and took out two tickets.
Concert?! Suzume leaped with joy. What kind of concert is it?
Violin concerto as well. I thought it might be interesting to listen to someone elses concert for once.
With joy and anticipation Suzume and Len came before a beautiful and grand theatre. The clerk politely
collected the tickets and said, Please follow me and I will take you to your seats.
Suzume, Before they followed the clerk Len called out to Suzume. I know the organizers of this concert,
so I better go and greet them. I will meet you at the seat once I am done.
Sure, Suzume nodded and gave a Len a smile before she walked off with the clerk.
However Suzume felt excitement increasing when the clerk led her to the front row centre seat. Looking
nervously around Suzume surprisingly found there were no one else in the theatre except her alone. Taking a look
at her watch she remembered she did not know what time the concert was supposed to start, but from the looks
of it, they might have arrived way too early.
Just when she thought that was the reason, the theatre bell rang and the light in the theatre started to
dim. Standing up quickly in panic Suzume realized the concert had started but Len had not yet returned. Soon
Suzumes panic turned into astonishment when she saw the curtain lifted and there was Len standing on stage.
Len? Suzume called when she saw Len smiling mysteriously at her as if he already knew this would be
Suzumes reaction.
With a shy but tender expression, Len looked at the beautiful girl before him. Happy birthday Suzume,
this concert is for you only.
Suzume felt great compassion hit her when she finally discovered Len had booked the entire theatre just
to perform for her. A personal and private Tsukimori Len concert that no one else in the world has ever
experienced.
Nothing could describe her feeling right now and Suzume felt as if she was dreaming. Yes, it must have
been a dream because the musician she had admired for years is now performing before her and only for her.
Suzume felt her hands shook for she had never experienced anything like this in her entire life. No one has ever
treasured her and treated her as if she was the most important person in the world. Ever since her mothers death,
Suzume picked up the responsibility to look after her father and the house. She labored for others without
complaint and never once was she so pampered like this. Gradually Suzumes focus on Len became blurred as tears
of gratefulness started to form in her eyes.
Gently putting down his violin after his final performance Lens eyes looked at Suzume. To his surprise he
saw Suzumes hands covered her face while she wept before him. In haste Len moved up to Suzume in concern
and called softly. Suzume? Are you alright? However Suzume did not reply him as she continued to weep. A little
surprised with Suzumes reaction Len asked again this time even softer, Suzume? Whats the matter?
Before Len could figure out why Suzume was weeping, Suzumes arms suddenly held onto Len tightly.
Thank you LenI am just too happyI have neverbeen so happy my whole life Len heard Suzume
sobbed by his ear. Thank you so much Lenthank you
Closing his eyes with a warm smile Len responded to Suzumes embrace as he held tightly onto Suzumes
tiny soft body. Suzume, I should be the one thanking you.
Not expecting Len to say that, Suzume looked at Len. Gently drying her tears off with his thumb Lens
beautiful magical eyes looked deeply and sincerely at Suzume. You once told me my music had saved you and
rescued you in your lowest times. But I guess you never knew it was me that was rescued by you.
Len With teary eyes Suzume gave Len a shy smile.
Giving Suzume a kiss on her forehead Len continued, Before I met you my life was dark and aimless. It
was you that brought sunshine and warmth into my life. For the first time in my life I was sure of my existence.
With a sigh, Len asked gently as he placed a beautiful necklace with a diamond violin pendant around Suzumes
neck. Suzume, would you remain beside me and support me from now on?
A beautiful shade of pink painted Suzumes face with the question, holding the pendant tightly in her
hand Suzume lowered her head and nodded. Indescribable joy and affection flooded Len, gently stooping down
Len caught Suzumes lips with his. He knew he is too deep in now, he cannot live on now without her. Finally for
the first time Len was no longer envious of Ryo. He knew he has now the best treasure in the world.
Suzume and Lens hands stay connected when they walked down the path back to the port. Like Suzume
mentioned before, Len wished this day would never end. Unfortunately after all it was still only a hope, not long
Len and Suzume arrived at the port.
Len, Suzume called gently and looked at the tall man next to her. Thank you for such a wonderful day.
It has been the best day of my life. Stroking Suzumes cheek softly, Len whispered. What are you talking about?
We will be happy together everyday from now on, right?
Blushing in blissfulness, Suzume nodded in agreement. Yes, they will be happy together forever.
Excuse me.
Both Suzume and Len turned around when they saw a man came up to them.
Are you two here to catch the water taxi back to mainland?
Yes, the last one is in ten minutes right? Len asked.
The man shook his head however as he point to the sign on the notice board. The last one has been
cancelled today. There are no more until tomorrow morning.
What? Len frowned with the news. What do you mean its cancelled?
Shrugging his shoulders the man replied, Apparently theres a festival on the mainland so the port on the
other end closed early today.
That means Len frowned even more with the sudden outcome.
Yeah, it means you two just have to stay overnight here on the island. Dont worry, the first water taxi
tomorrow will run at 5 am. The man left Len and Suzume that sentence and returned back to the port side office.
Len Suzume didnt know what to say either to the outcome. She had hoped to stay on the island
longer but she never expected it to be like this!
I guess we will have to stay overnight at the hotel here. Len blushed and gave a sigh.
Suzume nodded and felt her heart pumping like crazy. It got even worse when Len returned from the
hotel reception and explained with embarrassment. They said because we did not have prior booking, there was
only one room available
One room Suzume repeated softly to herself and felt her heart thumping so hard with nervousness as
if it was going to jump out of her mouth.
Its alright, Len comforted. I will just sleep on the couch.
However Lens plan did not work because when they arrived the room there was no couch but only a
double bed and a chair.
Its alright, Len comforted again quickly. I will just sleep on the floor.
Shaking her head immediately at Lens idea Suzume declined. No, Len, you can not sleep on the floor.
I will be fine. Len replied and opened the wardrobe for spare blankets. However Len frowned when he
found the only blanket available in the room was the one on the bed.
I will call them to bring another blanket over. With a sigh Len walked over to the telephone.
Len, Suzume stopped Len before he made the call. Feeling her ears and cheeks burning hot Suzume
took courage and said finally, her voice hardly audible. Its alrightwe can both sleepon the bed
However, for Len, Suzumes soft timid voice was enough to throw him off and take away the remaining
logic in him. Len felt his heartbeat racing fast in nervousness, and it did not help when he saw how cute and sweet
Suzume was. Although they have slept under the same roof for over six months already but this time they both
knew it was different.
Sensing the tensed atmosphere between them Suzume quickly turned away and asked. Do you want a
cup of tea or coffee? I will go make one However Suzume felt no more words could come out from her lips
when Lens arms suddenly came around her waist from behind.
Suzume felt her legs had lost its strength when she sensed Len so close to her. His breathing by her ear,
and his lips moved along her neck, so gently and softly yet as if it was like a spell that took away her strength.
Unable to hold herself up any more Suzume felt Len lifted her up and placed her down gently on the bed. Not
knowing what to do, Suzume felt every drop of blood in her started to boil when she sensed Lens weight on top of
her. Keeping her eyes tightly closed, Suzumes hand on Lens shirt tightened...
Looking to the clock once again Ryo gave a sigh. It is now nearly passed midnight Suzume still had not
returned. Although he knew already Len had taken Suzume out to a day trip to celebrate her birthday but he had
not expected them to have gone for this long. Most of all looking to the beautifully wrapped present in his hand,
Ryo had hoped to pass this to Suzume on her special day. Although it might not mean much to Suzume, but it
would be a pity for Ryo if he could not hand her the present on her birthday. With a mocking smile Ryo shook his
head and gave a sigh. What was he thinking anyway? Suzume wouldnt care if she received a present from him, the
only present that would have mattered to her was the one from Len.
But since Suzume had prepared a wonderful and thoughtful present for him on his birthday, even just out
of friendship he should give her a present too. However as time passed on Ryo felt more and more restless he
became. Looking once again to the clock it is now past two oclock in the morning. An unexplainable feeling of
disturbance aroused in him when he discovered the reason Len and Suzume had not yet returned. Why is he
feeling jealous? Why is he feeling such bitterness? Didnt he just want Suzume to be happy?
Lying in his bed the entire night Ryo could not sleep. There was a huge battle inside him. Part of him
wanted Suzume to be happy so he should support Len and Suzume. However another part of him reminded him of
the way Suzume looked at him. There was something that Ryo sensed but was unsure. He initially thought she was
just a thoughtful and considerate person thats why she cared for him while he was sick.
But that night in the rain when Suzume looked at him with such hurt, such helplessness, it was the same
kind of look and passion that Emi had. Also that night at the harbor restaurant, what was this harmonious
atmosphere between them? Why did he sense no rejection from Suzume when he held her hand while they ran
along the stony path? He had never seen her smile so genuinely from the bottom of her heart as of that night.
Suddenly with the sound of the garage door opening, Ryos eyes opened as a reflex. Looking at his watch
Ryo frowned when he discovered that after an entire night of mental torture it is now seven oclock in the
morning.
Suzume and Len had finally returned after a night
Len,
Ryo heard Suzume called softly obviously afraid to wake him up.
II
Its alright Lens voice interrupted. Have a good rest. I will let Sei know that we will cancel todays
rehearsal as well.
Butwe already took one day off
Its fine. Besides With a pause Lens voice became even softer. You need a good rest after what
happened last night, right?
Ryo heard no reply from Suzume but he knew her silence means yes. Sitting up from his bed, Ryo took a
look at the door. Knowing both Len and Suzume had returned to their rooms, Ryo got off the bed and picked up
the present from his desk. Not knowing what to do Ryo held onto his head as he let out a sigh....
Suzume sat down on the edge of her bed and exhaled deeply hoping to relieve the tensed feeling against
her chest. Placing her hands on her cheeks Suzume still could not believe everything that happened last night.
Suzume felt blood rushed to her face immediately with the thought, she could not believe she had spent a night
with Len.
Looking at the pendant Len gave her Suzume let out another sigh. After all that nerve wrecking moments,
eventually nothing happened between them. The moment Len sensed Suzumes tightened grip against his shirt, he
knew Suzume was frightened and confused. He knew she was not ready and he truly treasured her. Gently moving
away from her, the entire night Len just held onto her hand instead as they slept together...
Although Suzume allowed herself a day off yesterday, but the moment she came back home, all the
responsibility returned. Taking a look at her watch she remembered that this is usually the time Ryo get up for
work. Quickly washing her face again to wake herself up, Suzume was ready to prepare breakfast for Ryo again.
To Suzumes surprise, the moment she opened the door Suzume found a present outside her bedroom
door. Picking it up, she saw a little card attached to it.

Happy birthday Suzume.
Although this present might not mean much compared to all that you have done for me,
still take it as a symbol of my gratitude for you.

Love, Ryo.

Feeling her heart in extreme chaos Suzume stared at the present in her hand. RyoRyo had prepared a
present for her? Most of all knowing Ryo was awake when she returned with Len this morning put her heart in
shock and chaos. Why? Why could Ryo always easily throw her off like this? She had already made up her mind to
be with Len but why just such a small tenderness Ryo had spared her could control her emotions so greatly?
Gently unwrapping the present, Suzume found a pair of delicate diamond earrings. From the quality and
handicraft, Suzume knew immediately it was not a present chosen out of random. It was as if Ryo had actually
taken effort to select and prepare this present for her. But why? Wasnt she nobody important to Ryo? Sitting back
down on her bed, Suzume felt tears rolled down her eyes again. She hates it to know although she had promised
Len yesterday to stay beside him and support him but once again her mind was filled up with thoughts of another
man.
Chapter Eleven
What are you doing up? You should be resting. With a sigh Len shook his head and approached Suzume
while she was busy again in the kitchen.
I feel fine, Suzume replied with a smile. After receiving the present from Ryo all the sleepiness
disappeared and Suzumes mind had been all messed up. Most of all she could not help but notice Ryos abnormal
reaction. Usually with his personality, he would have openly given her the present accompanied with a cheerful
and bright smile. Yet without a word, Ryo left the present in front of her door and left for work earlier than usual.
Why did he leave like that? He did not even give her a chance to express her thanks for a thoughtful and beautiful
present.
Maybe Ryo is a little upset. Suzume cannot help but hold such a thought. Both Len and she had ditched
him for a day, and she didnt even prepare him dinner and not to mention that she also did not get up on time to
prepare him breakfast and lunch. But shaking her head again Suzume knew Ryo was not that kind of person.
Breakfast will be ready soon. Suzume turned to Len and smiled. I will make up some coffee for you
too.
I can make the coffee, Len gave his beloved girlfriend a kiss on her cheek. Milk and sugar for you
right?
Suzumes eyes looked to Len and feeling her heart so lost, Len is so meek and kind, but why is she feeling
the ache in her heart?
While Len took out the coffee mugs, his eyes landed on the lunch box on the bench. Immediately frown
appeared on his face with the realization, Suzume had prepared lunch for Ryo again.
You prepared lunch for Ryo? Len asked.
Suzume felt her heart gave a thump with Lens question. Most of all she could not help but notice,
although Lens voice sounded calm, the tone of unpleasantness was subtly shown. Stuttering in fear Suzume
replied quickly, II thought since we abandoned him for a day already, I feltkindkind of bad
I am sure he can survive a day buying his own lunch. Len replied.
If, you dont want me to prepare lunch for him anymore, then I wont. Suzume said quickly. She
should know, she had already made up her mind to be with Len, so she should no longer do anything for Ryo.
Especially with all the complications involving Lens feeling toward Ryo.
Sensing the tone of fear in Suzumes voice, Len gave a sigh secretly and came up to her.
Suzume, Len fondled Suzumes hair softly and his voice became tender again. Its alright. I just think
you need to worry about yourself and not about other people all the time. Ryo is a grown up, I am sure he is not
going to hold a grudge against us just because we ditched him for a day. Placing the lunch box in Suzumes hand
he gave her a smile. Let me know when you are ready to leave. I will drive you to Ryos hospital to drop it off.
Not expecting that from Len, smile returned to Suzumes face as she nodded. Thank you, Len.
I will just go and drop this off, can you wait for me in the car? Suzume said to Len quickly after they
have arrived the hospital.
Sure.
Knowing Len was already doing her a huge favor, Suzume ran quickly inside and head straight for the staff
room where she always go and deliver the foods.
Ryo, dont be so stingy Suzume heard Dr Yuis voice as she approached the staff room.
I am not stingy Yui, Ryo laughed hearing what Yui said. You can share or take all my things except this
one.
Why? What is so special about this blanket? You know we always work long hours and I just needed to
borrow your blanket for a nap. Yui complained.
With curiosity Suzume took a peek from the window and to her surprise she saw the blanket she had
knitted for Ryo on his birthday in Yuis hand.
Of course this blanket is exceptional. Ryo replied and grabbed it from Yui. Someone special knitted it
for me.
Someone special?! Whatwhat is Ryo talking about? Feeling her heartbeat increasing Suzume placed her
hand before her chest as if it helps to slow down the beating that was once again throwing her off into chaos.
I know! Yui sat up from his chair and teased. Its from Suzume right?! Only she would do something so
sweet like this.
Ryo ignored Yuis tease while he gently and carefully folded the blanket away. Anyway, this blanket is
private property, anything else you are welcome to use.
Crossing his arms Yui tilted his head and grinned. Gees, Ryo. Since when have you fallen in love with
Suzume?
Couldnt believe Yui asked such a question, Suzume felt blood rushed to her face and her eyes looked to
Ryo. However she felt a lightning hit her when she noticed there was neither anger nor unhappiness on Ryos face
with Yuis abrupt question. Rather she saw a tender and meek expression on Ryos face that she had only seen
whenever Ryo thought about Emi. More staggering discovery came through when Ryo replied with a mocking
smile while he caressed the blanket gently.
I guess when I found the reason to live again. Dont know when and how, Suzume became the new
meaning to my life. Her smile, her every move and words are just so beautiful. Pausing Ryo let out a sigh. But
why does it matter? She is with my brother now.
What do you mean she is with your brother now? You didnt tell her how you feel for her?! Yui stepped
forward and called in shock. Knowing already Suzume is in love with Ryo as well, something terribly wrong is going
on here.
You dont think when you love someone it is best to see them happy? Ryo asked instead. Yes, Suzume is
in love with Len and knowing Suzume had been so happy in the past weeks Ryo could only stand aside and bless
them.
Unable to take the shocking truth, Suzume felt her mind went blank as she quickly covered her mouth to
prevent her whimpering in jolt. Ryo is in love with her?! The Ryo that she thought could never respond to her love,
the Ryo that could control her every emotion had actually felt the same for her? Is this a joke? Someone has been
playing with their lives? Why would Ryo be in love with her now when she had chosen to be with Len?
Suzume?
Sensing someone tapped her on the shoulder Suzume looked to the person quickly and realized in her
state of shock, without noticing she had walked back towards the front entrance of the hospital again.
Christine Suzume squeezed out a smile and greeted.
Whats wrong? You looked really lost. Christine asked and her eyes looked to the lunch bag in Suzumes
hand. Oh, you are here to deliver Dr Ryos lunch again? Let me go get him.
Wait, Suzume stopped Christine quickly. She cannot face Ryo now, not when she was in such chaos and
confusion. Most of all, she cannot guarantee her actions after finding out the shocking truth about Ryo also in love
with her.
Passing the lunch bag to Christine, Suzume explained. Len is waiting outside in the car for me so would
you be able to pass this to Ryo for me?
You sure you dont want to pass it to him yourself? I am sure Dr Ryo would be very happy to see you
here. Christine winked not knowing she was adding more turmoil to Suzumes heart.
No, really. We are in a rush so Like fleeing from there, Suzume quickly waved goodbye and ran back to
Lens car.
You okay? Your face looks really pale. Len asked in surprise the moment he saw Suzume returned
looking stunned and disturbed.
In fear she was going to breakdown in front of Len, Suzume covered her face and took a few deep breaths
to calm herself. Again and again she hypnotized herself to pretend she had never heard anything that Ryo just said.
She must not think about it!
Suzume? Len asked again in concern knowing something had gone wrong.
I am fine Suzume replied quickly with a lie. I...I was just a little disturbed when I accidentally saw a
terribly smashed up body in one of the emergency rooms
Hearing what Suzume said Len rested Suzume in his arms and whispered softly. Its alright, I am here.
Maybe you should return home and rest. The tiredness might have gotten to you as well.
Nodding Suzume rested in Lens strong protective arms. Sorry, Len
With a smile Len fondled Suzumes hair softly, Why are you apologizing again? I thought you said you
would stop doing that?
However Suzume could not reply for that was all she could think of to say to Len. I am sorry
Well Ryo, you know I agree with you. Yui held onto his head not knowing how to tell Ryo the truth. But
Suzume would only be happy if she is with the person she loves right?
Of course, Ryo replied not understanding why Yui had such a reaction. Like I said Len and Suzume had
always been in love, and after numerous turmoils they are now finally together.
Ryo Yui gave a long sigh. I guess you will be the only person that doesnt know the truth. Looking to
his friend in all seriousness Yui finally said. The person Suzume had been in love with the entire time is not your
brother Len. It had always been you, Ryo.
What.?! Ryo frowned with Yuis statement. Yui, this is not something to joke about.
Pointing to his own face Yui asked, Do I look like I am joking? Did you know when you were sick you had
nearly killed Suzume? Also did you know how many nights she stayed up looking after you? Everyone present at
the time would know how much in love with you she is.
Suzume has been in love with me...?! Unable to cope with the shocking truth Ryo could only repeat that
to himself. Immediately flashbacks of the words Suzume said and the way she looked to him were replayed over
and over inside his head. As if light appeared, Ryo could suddenly see everything so clearly, and it was exactly like
Yui had said, Suzume really always looked to him in a certain way. But if that was the case, why did Suzume
eventually choose Len?
With that question Ryo felt a huge thump against his heart. It was his fault! That night at the romantic
dinner, he thought he was doing Suzume a favor by hiding his own feelings and push her towards Len. However he
had actually thrown Suzume into even darker despair, he had ruined it!
Its true Dr Ryo Ryo turned around when he saw Christine walking up to him and placed a lunch bag in
his hands. I knew I had mistaken Suzume to be your childhood girlfriend before, but the reason I did that was
because the way she looked to you and the way her face brightens up when she talked about you. I know exactly
what she was thinking because I was once the same.
Looking to the lunch bag in his hands Ryo asked Christine in haste. Did Suzume give you this?
Yes, she was here a few minutes ago, but she said she was in a hurry so she left already.
Diddid she hear what we were saying? Yui scratched his head in panic.
I dont know, when I saw her she was at the front entrance. Christine replied.
However Ryo could not hear anymore of Christine and Yuis conversation for his mind was filled with the
thoughts of Suzume. What should he do now? He had thought he did the right thing by watching Suzume and Len
getting together. But if it was as Yui and Christine had mentioned, Suzume was actually hurt more by his own
thought good will.
The rest of the day Ryo felt his heart restless and his mind unsettled. He needs to know exactly how
Suzume feels. If the person she loves is Len, he will stand aside and continue to bless them as he had done so in
the past. However if the person Suzume loves is himRyo felt his heart ached when he recalled the words Len said
to him.
I will not give Suzume to youno matter what happens.
Ryo knew he had already done harm to Len when he and Emi got together, was he able to do it again to
Len? Most of all this time Ryo sensed Lens love for Suzume is even stronger than what he used to have for Emi.
This was the first time Len revealed his feelings and challenged Ryo, the first time in ten years his best friend and
brother opened to him.
The dilemma continued until Ryo was on his way home. To his surprise when he turned the corner into
the streets they live in, like a miracle he saw Suzume walking down the footpath. As if she was in deep thoughts
Suzumes head remained low while she walked in a slow pace not even noticing Ryos car approaching.
Suzume? Ryo called when his car just stopped next to Suzume. Where are you going?
Not expecting someone to talk to her, Suzume pulled her miserable confused mind back quickly. However
when she saw that it was no one else but Ryo, the very person that caused the storm in her heart, Suzumes face
turned white and as a reflex stepped away from Ryo.
Noticing Suzumes abnormal reaction, Ryo called again in concern, Suzume, somethings wrong?
Nonothings wrong! Suzume denied immediately. However contradicting to her statement, Suzumes
eyes looked away avoiding looking into Ryos eyes.
Suzume? Noticing the pale look on Suzumes face, Ryo got off the car and approached her.
Suzume had planned to take a walk to sort out and calm her confused and chaotic heart. She must do the
best she could to pretend nothing had happened and continue life as normal for she could not imagine hurting Len
again. After finding out the shocking truth, Suzume found the love she had long hidden for Ryo had all burst out
and if she had shown it before Ryo, everything would be over. Unfortunately not according to her plan, Ryo had
appeared before she was ready to face him.
I am fine! Suzume replied quickly. Squeezing out a smile Suzume made up a lie. I was just on my way to
the convenient store because we are out of a few things
I see Ryo nodded. However for some reason he could sense Suzume avoiding him unnaturally. Where
is Len? How come he didnt take you there himself?
Len had to go to a meeting with the producers of the charity concert. Apparently the Queen had arrived
and they would like to meet him. Still not looking to Ryos eyes Suzume explained.
In that case, Ryo opened the car door for Suzume and suggested. I will take you to the supermarket.
This morning when I checked the fridge, we probably need to buy some more groceries.
However Suzume felt her body uneasy with the idea, although not the first time she went to buy food for
the house with Ryo, but today she knew she just couldnt do it. With a nervous laugh Suzume declined quickly, Its
alright, I can just go and buy it from the convenient store down the street. You are tired from work now so you
should go home and rest.
Ryo did not reply immediately to Suzumes words, somehow Ryo had an idea why Suzume was avoiding
him. Sighing secretly inside him Ryo gave Suzume a smile and teased instead. Well, if you insist on going down to
the convenient store, I guess I just have to walk down there with you.
But,
I am after all a man, Ryo interrupted before Suzume rejects him again. I cannot possibly let you carry
the groceries home by yourself. So since I am going to follow you, it might be better if we go by car and do a big
grocery shopping at the supermarket.
Ryo Suzume squeezed out a smile seeing Ryo trying his best to act as normal as possible. In that case,
Suzume should also treat Ryo normally like she always had. She will pretend she never knew about his feelings for
it is the way it should be. No one will get hurt
Stirring the pot with a wooden spoon slowly Suzume could not help but replay the words that the middle
age woman at the check-out said. Why is it when she had decided to act normal and forget about what Yui and Ryo
said today, everything seem to haunt her and remind her constantly of it?
Lets see, eggs, onions, bacon Ryo counted while Suzume and him placed the groceries onto the
checkout counter. Suddenly with realization Ryo called, Man, forgot about sugar!
I will go get it, Suzume volunteered.
However smiling warmly as usual Ryo replied. I will get it, like I said, I am the man here. I can run faster
as well. Before Suzume said any more, Ryo headed straight for the sugar and flour isle.
Suzumes eyes followed Ryos tall figure and felt it was only when Ryo turned his back at her, she could
have the boldness to take a look at him.
You got yourself a wonderful man,
Suzume turned around in surprise when she heard what the middle age woman working at the checkout
said.
Sorry?
I said your husband is a good man, The woman winked and teased Suzume. My husband will never get
off his couch and come buy groceries with me.
Feeling blood rushed to her face immediately Suzume shook her head and justified quickly, No, he is not
my husband.
No? Dont tell me he is your brother. The woman continued to smile. The way he looked to you
showed how much he adored you. Even if he is not your husband now, he soon will be.
Suzume could not believe her ears with what the woman said, rather she realized the will to act normal
before Ryo had once again been taken away from her. Suzume would be lying if she said she had never imagined
herself married to Ryo. Numerous times she had dreams of her and Ryo married and living a life together, they
were so happy and harmonious However they were just dreams Suzume knew that could never come true.
Suzume felt her heart twitched with pain when she thought of Len. In the past few weeks Len had fulfilled
that dream for her. She had for the first time sensed that harmony and bond she had dreamt. When Len
performed the concert for her, Suzume wept in joy. When Len asked her to support him for the rest his life she
consented for she sensed the union between them. But why cant it last? Just when she thought she had finally
forgotten Ryo fate played a nasty trick on her.
Ryo watched Suzume in observance as the two returned home in silence. It was a rare and abnormal
atmosphere between them. Suzume had shut herself from Ryo and as if it was the best way to prevent Ryo from
seeing straight into her hectic heart.
Suzume, do you want me to wash up these vegetables for you? Ryo asked when he took the vegetables
from the grocery bags.
However as if her mind does not exist in the kitchen, Suzume did not respond to Ryos question and
continued to stir robotically the stew on the stove. With a sigh Ryo walked up to Suzume and pat her shoulder.
Suzume?
To Ryos surprise Suzumes whole body jumped as if she was electrocuted. In panic Suzume turned
around in haste and accidentally knocked over the pot with her hand. With a scream the pot fell off the stove and
the hot sauce splashed over Suzumes hands.
A moan escaped Suzumes mouth when she felt the burning pain on her hands. Almost immediately she
saw Ryo grabbed her arms and led her to the sink. As a reflex Suzume quickly tried to pull her hands away from
Ryos touch. However to her surprise Ryo did not let her go as he quickly turned the tap on and ran the cold icy
water over her hands. With the sudden stingy pain Suzume moaned again.
Endure just a little, She heard Ryo said warmly. You must run your hands under ice water for at least
ten minutes when youre burnt.
No words could come out from her when Suzume saw the frown on Ryos face. Although it was Suzumes
hands that were burnt, but from the expressions on Ryos face it was as if he was going through the same or even
hasher pain.
Here, Ryo smiled and rubbed the burn cream very gently and skilfully over Suzumes hands. This cream
should ease the pain a little.
Suzume felt tears forming in her eyes when she sensed how gentle and meek Ryo was. Why is he so kind
and tender? Why is he making it so hard for Suzume to let go?
As careful and gentle as he could, Ryo bandaged Suzumes hands up and teased. I seem to be bandaging
you up all the time.
Sorry Suzume whispered and felt her heart ached.
Why are you apologizing? Ryo replied with a smile. I should be the one apologizing to you. Every time
you were injured because of me. Looking up, Ryo continued to hold Suzumes hands in his. Suzume, Smile had
left Ryos handsome face as he looked to Suzume in all seriousness. You heard what Yui and I were saying today,
right?
Suzume felt a huge thump against her heart with Ryos question. She wanted to hide the fact that she had
found out about Ryos feeling and never had she expected Ryo to ask it openly like this. Taken back with Ryos
question Suzume was out of words and could only hear her own rapid heartbeat.
No, she must not allow herself to reveal her feelings to Ryo. If anything happened between her and Ryo,
everything will go wrong! Praying and pleading inside her, Suzume hoped someone could come and rescue her
from the things that are about to happen.
As if her prayers were answered, Suzume heard the garage door opened. Quickly pulling her hands out
from Ryos hands, Suzume moved away and changed the topic quickly. Len is back! Not allowing Ryo to say
another word, Suzume ran quickly downstairs hoping seeing Len would be able to calm down her heart and give
her strength again.
Suzume? Not expecting Suzume to be waiting for his return, with a smile Len asked. Whats wrong?
Nothings wrong, Suzume replied quickly. How was the meeting with the Queen?
Nothing exciting as usual Pausing Lens eyes landed on Suzumes bandaged hands. In shock he held up
Suzumes arms and asked in haste. What happened to your hands?
It is no big deal, I accidentally burnt myself while I was cooking. Suzume explained and with sudden
realization Suzume covered her mouth and looked to Len. Oh no, the concert!
I am so sorry Len! How could I?! Apologizing in panic Suzume remembered the concert is in three more
days and how could she perform with her hands like this?!
Its just a minor burn so she will be able to perform in your concert if that is what you are worried about.
To Lens surprise Ryo was standing there with a look of extreme coldness that both Len and Suzume had
never seen appearing on Ryos forever cheerful, happy countenance. As observant and sensitive as Len always was,
he noticed the tear mark on Suzumes soft cheeks. Immediately Len knew Suzume did not burn her hands for no
reason.
Anyway, you guys can decide what to have for dinner while I clean up the kitchen. Ryo changed the
topic and turned away toward the kitchen.
I can clean it up. Suzume said quickly in guilt for after all it was the mess she made.
Nah, if you want your hands to heal before the concert, make sure you dont touch water and reapply
the cream every six hours. As if that unpleasant expression on Ryos face a while ago was an illusion, Ryo declined
with a smile and left Suzume and Len to be.
Watching Ryos tall figure disappear into the kitchen, Suzume sighed secretly and when she looked up her
heart skipped a beat when she found Len looking at her. Feeling her heart pumping fast her instincts told her Len
had somehow noticed. However Suzume had made up her mind, she will stay with Len no matter what happens
and she must make him know that.
Len, With a smile Suzume held onto Lens hand. Tell me about the meeting today. What was the
Queen like?
Suzume cannot help but gaped when she saw the massive theatre she is standing in. Until now she still
could not believe she will be performing here tomorrow at the State Theatre together with the worlds top class
violinist, Len Tsukimori. From the number of seating in the building Suzume estimated it to be at least 20,000
people that will be here tomorrow night.
Whats the matter? Len asked trying to hold in the smile, he had predicted this to be Suzumes reaction.
Grabbing onto Lens sleeve Suzume shook her head in panic. I am not sure if I could perform in front of
all these people tomorrow. I will die of panic
Well, I also felt that way before my performances, it is normal. Len smiled and comforted Suzume.
You were nervous?! Suzume remembered seeing Len always so calm and cool twenty-four seven. No
way could she imagine Len panic before a performance, he was always weighty and composed, he is a natural born
performer!
Of course I was, Len nodded and held Suzumes hand in his while they walked down the theatre. At the
same time I was determined to provide the best performance for my audiences, so whenever I thought about it,
the fear seemed to have disappeared.
Hearing what Len said, with a sigh Suzume replied, You are strong Len, I wished I have your strength.
You do have my strength, Len stopped walking and interrupted. Remember you are not performing
alone, I am here with you.
Len A beautiful smile appeared on Suzumes face with Lens statement.
Gently placing his arm around Suzumes waist, Len whispered as his fingers ran gently down Suzumes
hair. Suzume, how is your father doing?
My father? Not understanding why Len suddenly asked a totally unrelated question Suzume replied.
From the last phone call, he sounded great. The project is progressing well and his proposal for the new
marketing campaign was accepted by his manager... Pausing Suzume smiled with the realization. Thats right! My
fathers manager is your father! It is so strange to think about how it all worked out.
True, Len nodded. That means your father is in Europe with my father at the moment. Looking to
Suzume Len added, Next time we return to Europe, we should go visit him.
Visit my father? Suzume had no idea why Len suddenly suggested so.
A shade of redness came onto Lens face with embarrassment as he looked away. I guess I better have a
talk with your father so he can entrust his daughter to me.
Entrust? Suzume blinked with Lens statement.
Leaning close to Suzumes surprise Len whispered by her ear as she felt Len placed something in her hand.
Whether he would let me marry his daughter
Suzume felt blood rushed to her face and ears immediately with Lens words. Moving her eyes to what
Len had placed in her hands Suzume found a little box. Sensing her hands shaking Suzume opened the box and
found a beautiful diamond ring in it.
With a tender smile, Len placed the ring through Suzumes finger and said with all sincerity. You had
wished that you had my strength but you did not know the source of my strength came from you. Before I met you
I had no aim and no goal but now I have them all because I have you. So I would ask if you could continue to be by
my side for I am no longer complete without you, Suzume.
Tears of delight rolled down Suzumes cheeks as she wept once again in joy. Nothing could describe her
feeling right now except contentment and completeness. What had she done to deserve such treatment from Len?
Gently stooping down Len kissed away Suzumes tears, and when their lips touched Len felt a wave of
emotions that he thought he never had crushed him. He knew his love for Suzume is so deep and strong he could
not let her go. He wanted no one else in his life from now on except Suzume. No one could take her awayeven
Ryo.
Still unable to cope with what happened the day before, Suzume looked once again to the ring on her
finger. She could never imagine Len would propose to her and want to spend the rest of his life with her. Most of
all Suzume could not believe she had said yes. It was so strange, at that time she just felt so complete and joyous,
the dread she had two days ago thinking about Ryo had all of a sudden disappeared. Indeed at that moment
Suzume sensed she really wanted to be with Len. It was different to when she had dreams about Ryo, it was no
longer bitter and her heart no longer ached. It was like on her birthday on the island, she had wanted to spend
endless time with Len and hoped the day would never end.
However the moment she returned home she was reminded immediately of Ryo. Although Suzume had
managed to avoid Ryo for the past two days but her heartbeat would increase whenever she heard his voice in the
house. Shaking her head again Suzume reminded herself that she must not think about Ryo anymore. She had now
made her decision to spend the rest of her life with Len, and she will not change her mind.
How are you feeling?
Suzume pulled her thoughts back with Lens question. Sitting before the dressing table in the staff
dressing room, Suzume took a deep breath. I guess feeling really nervous?
You will be fine, Len comforted and came up to Suzume. Tonight everyone will come to discover the
talent in you.
You are making me more nervous Suzume complained but blushed with blissfulness.
In that case Len smiled and held Suzume tightly in his arms. Does this make you feel better?
Not expecting that of course, Suzume felt her heart pumped even faster. However when she sensed how
warm and caring Lens embrace was, closing her eyes gradually Suzume felt her heart calmed down.
Excuse me~ Sorry to interrupt~
Suzume and Len turned around quickly in embarrassment when they saw Sei standing by the door with a
funny smile.
Do you have no manners? There is something called knocking on the door. Len said coldly ignoring Seis
teasing smile.
Sei laughed and shrugged his shoulders, I would if the doors closed. Maybe next time you should
remember to close the door.
Len frowned in threat to stop Sei from teasing them further. What is it that you want?
Alright, alright Sei gave a dry cough when he saw Lens frown again. Before we start the producers
want to confirm a few things with you.
Nodding in acknowledgment Len turned to Suzume, I will be right back. You will be okay by yourself?
Sure. Suzume nodded too and smiled in reply. I am just finishing up on the make-up.
Wait a second! Suddenly and without warning Sei called when he pointed to the diamond ring on
Suzumes finger. Is this what I think it is?!
Suzume blushed immediately in embarrassment with Seis question. Seeing the look, Sei laughed and
patted Lens shoulder, Gees, man. I am impressed! Am I invited to the wedding?
I am leaving now. Ignoring Seis tease once again, Len walked straight out of the room.
Okay, I am coming too. Laughing Sei turned and gave Suzume a thumb up before he left the room after
Len.
Shaking her head with a smile, Suzume sat back down before the dressing table and looking through her
jewellery box, Suzume discovered she could not find the earrings she had prepared for tonights concert!
Oh no, I didnt leave it at home did I? In haste Suzume looked through her bag and her heart sank when
she could not find it anywhere. However Suzumes movement stopped when she saw a little gift box inside her
bag.
Immediately her heart ached when she remembered she had always kept this present from Ryo in her
bag. Gently opening the box Suzume took out the beautiful diamond earrings that contained the thoughts from
Ryo. It should be okay just for tonight, Suzume persuaded herself. Looking at herself once again in the mirror
Suzume gave a sigh. For tonights performance Suzume wore a sleeveless silky evening dress, with her hair tied up
it would look so weird without earrings. Luckily the design of the earrings Ryo bought is just perfect for tonights
occasion. Feeling her heart so lost gently Suzume took one of the earrings from its box and put it on. When at this
time she heard someone knocked on the door.
Come in, While still putting the pierce through her ear Suzume answered. However her movement
stopped when she saw Ryo entered through the door with a bunch of flowers in his arms.
Ryo Standing up from her seat Suzume felt her body uneasy again.
Different to her however, Ryo passed the bunch of flowers to her and smiled normally as if nothing had happened.
Congratulations on your first official pubic performance.
Thank you Suzume squeezed out a smile and received the flowers. Already Suzume could feel her
heartbeat racing when she sensed Ryos presence before her. However why should she feel this way? Ryo have
always attended Lens concerts and it is no surprise for him to be here.
You look beautiful tonight. Ryo complemented seeing as he had remembered Suzume from their night
out at the restaurant, Suzume had managed to stun him again with her beauty. Worst of all it felt even stronger
now when he knew although she was there before him but she felt distant. He knew she had been avoiding him
and never could they talk normally again like they once did.
Thank you Suzume thanked again but still unable to look into Ryos beautiful eyes. As expected an
awkward silence between Ryo and Suzume soon followed.
As I had pictured, the earrings look perfect on you.
Suzume lifted her head in shock with Ryos words. Feeling her cheeks burning hot Suzume placed her
hand on the earring and stuttered in embarrassment. Yes, sosorry I havehave not yet thanked you for it.
Its no problem, I am glad it could be useful on your special day, Ryo replied with a warm smile as his
eyes landed on the other earring on the table. Here, picking up the other earring Ryo offered. Let me put the
other side on for you.
In panic Suzume declined quickly. No, its okay, I can do it
However Suzume felt no more words could escape her mouth when she sensed Ryos hands on her
earlobe, his gentle touch, his warmth. Secretly gripping onto her dress Suzume persuaded herself to remain sober
and calm. She must not feel moved by Ryo!
There you go, all done. Ryo teased as he moved away. Still normal and friendly like he always have
been.
Seeing that smile Suzume felt tears forming in her eyes again. Why is it so hard? Why cant she just forget
her feelings for Ryo? Knowing her mask will soon fall off, Suzume knew she had to leave Ryos presence
immediately.
Turning her back and moving away from Ryo quickly, Suzume changed the topic, I guess I better go check
what Len is doing
Knowing Suzume was avoiding him again Ryo gave a sigh. I am in love with you, Suzume.
Suzumes whole body froze when she heard what came from Ryos lips. Totally not expecting Ryo to
confess openly to her Suzume had forgotten how to react. All she knew was her eyes finally looked to Ryos eyes
and regrettably she could not look away again.
Suzume Ryo whispered gently and placed his hand on her cheek. I dont want you to avoid me
anymore. Tell me your feelings, do you feel the same for me?
Like being electrocuted, Suzume stepped back and moved away shaking her head. Ryo, please dont do
this
However not letting her get away this time, Ryo stepped forward to keep up the distance between them.
Suzume, its time to be true to your feelings. Do not sacrifice anymore because you are scared to hurt people.
I cant Ryo, I cant! Covering her ears Suzume sobbed as tears rolled off her eyes. You shouldnt be
saying this to me, I am now engaged to your brother Len, we shouldnt!!
Suzume Ryo felt his heart twitched with pain seeing Suzumes tears. He had felt it was best to hide his
feelings but in the past few days when he saw Suzume avoiding him, he knew Yui was telling the truth, Suzume
really felt the same way towards him. Ryo struggled for days on what he should do. Maybe it would be best to
leave everything the way it was, no one would get hurt.
But Ryo was reminded of what Yui said. A person would only truly be happy if they were with the person
they love, right? Knowing how considerate and soft hearted Suzume is, Ryo acknowledged immediately Suzume
had chosen to deny her own feelings in order to prevent hurting Len.
Suzume, Gently drying off Suzumes tears with his own hands Ryo whispered feeling his heart ached.
Look into my eyes and tell me you do not feel the same way for me and I will leave you alone.
II Suzume sobbed persuading herself to deny it now in front of Ryo. She must not let him know her
feelings. However when her eyes looked up into Ryos, the person she had fallen for from the first day they met,
how could she lie? Most of all when she sensed Ryo leaned close, her last remaining logic and self-control
vanished. When their lips touched Suzume felt she was sinking, sinking deeper and she could no longer pull herself
out from it any more.
Sensing the response from Suzume, Ryos arm surrounded Suzumes tiny waist and pulled her closer to
himself. He felt his heart in ecstasy, no longer is Suzume running away from him and finally they could be true to
their feelings.
When at this time a person opened the door and entered. Suzume, are you ready? Its ?!
Like suddenly falling back to earth Suzumes eyes snapped open when she heard the voice. Turning
around in horror she saw Len standing there by the door and nothing could describe the look on his face.
Immediately anger and hatred took over as without a word Len walked out of the room slamming the
door behind him. Knowing the worst scenario has occurred Suzume covered her mouth in shock and felt her body
shaking in fear.
Lenno Suzume could not forget the look on Lens face, she had destroyed him! With the thought
Suzume headed straight for the door after Len.
However Ryo grabbed onto her arm and stopped Suzume. Suzume, do not go to him.
I am sorry Ryo Shaking her head Suzume pulled Ryos hand off her arm. I cannot be with you. I
cannot
Before Ryo said another word, Suzume ran quickly out the door after Len. Self-hatred and regret flooded
Suzume, how could she let that happen? How could she hurt Len again? Tears came up to her eyes when
everything Len used to say to her flooded her mind. Len had given her nothing but happiness and joy, so how could
she repay him this way?!
Suzume?
Hearing the voice Suzume ran quickly up and found Sei standing there looking at her in bewilderment.
Sei, have you seen Len? Suzume asked in haste while trying to catch her breath.
Len has gone up to the stage already! How come you are still here?! Sei asked instead.
Suzume felt her heart sank into a cold icy pit with what Sei said. Len had planned to start the concert
without her? Without second thought Suzume headed straight for the stage and saw as Sei had mentioned Len
already there. Luckily the curtain was still down so quickly Suzume headed for the piano just in time before the
curtain lifted.
However Suzumes eyes looked to Len and found nothing but coldness once again befall him. He did not
turn to look at Suzume at all and as if he did not need her there without her intro Len started performing. In shock
Suzume quickly tried to join in at where Len started but found as if a different person was performing there for he
could to not cooperate with her. Feeling her hands shaking in fear with Lens action Suzume closed her eyes and
decided to no longer follow how they have practiced. She knew how Len felt right now and there was nothing but
pain and hopelessness.
A frown appeared on Lens face when he found no matter how different his performance was compared
to normal, like a miracle Suzume managed to follow on. Immediately Len felt his heart bled with the thought, the
person that knew him the most, the person that understood him, the person that meant everything to him once
again
What are they doing?! Holding onto his head in panic Sei called. This is not right! It is not like how they
practiced at the rehearsal! There was no more connection and union between them. Most of all Sei could not
understand how come all he could sense were bitterness and anger in Lens violin?
Looking over to Suzume, Sei prayed with his whole heart that this concert could end peacefully. He is now
truly glad Lens partner is Suzume, only she could manage to adjust to Len under any condition!
Although there was no more tie between Suzume and Lens performance, still the both managed to drag
through the concert until the final songthe song Len composed for Suzume.
Suzume took a peek at Len when they started to perform the song. Suzume felt tears forming rapidly in
her eyes when she saw Len could no longer continue his professionalism. When the notes were produced from his
violin Suzume felt tears rolled off her eyes with the bitterness and pain going through Lens heart right now.
When suddenly the sound of Lens violin stopped and with a snapping sound the string on Lens violin
broke. With the impact the broken string whipped a bloodline on Lens face.
Standing up in shock Suzume covered her mouth and saw without a blink Len allowed the blood to flow
down his face. As expected this caused an uproar from the audiences as all whispered among themselves trying to
figure out the possible reasons to Tsukimori Lens performance today.
Finally without a word, Len picked up his violin and returned to backstage still not taking a look at
Suzume. Seeing that the stage staff quickly signalled to lower the curtain again and the announcer quickly calmed
the audiences down.
Len, what are you doing?! Sei rushed up to Len and called in shock. What was that all about?!
However Sei felt a shiver up his spine the moment he encountered the look on Lens face. He had always
known Len tries to act cool and cold but he knew immediately tonights different.
Sorry, Sei. I cannot continue further With a low and bitter tone Len whispered when he passed by Sei.
What?! Sei thought his ear malfunctioned with Lens statement.
Not looking to anyone Len headed straight for the dressing room and closed the door behind him.
Len!
Sei turned around when he saw Suzume also followed Len quickly off the stage in haste. Grabbing onto
Suzume Sei asked, What the hell is going on here? What did you do to him this time?
II Suzume did not know how to start. Tears rolled down her face with Seis question, Its my fault, I
ruined it
Seeing Suzumes reaction, Sei let out a sigh. He knew Lens performance is now totally dependent on
Suzume. He performed better than he ever had before when he and Suzume got together. At the same time he
realized if anything went wrong this would happen.
Anyway, the first thing we need to sort out is fix Lens wound and violin. Either way we have to finish the
concert. The Queen of England is here tonight you know! Sei groaned and headed for the dressing room where
Len had entered.
However a frown came onto Seis face when he realized Len had locked the door. Knocking anxiously on
the door Sei called. Alright Len, open this door.
As expected there was no response from Len as the room remained quiet. Signalling to the other staff for
spare keys Sei attempted once more. Len, I dont know what had happened, but like you have always said. You
are a professional, you cannot leave your concert like this right?
Taking another look at Suzume whose head remained low in guilt, Sei sighed. As if Len was stone hearted,
still there was no response from the room. Luckily at this time one of the staff returned with the spare key.
Maybe we shouldnt Suzume knew what kind of hell Len is going through right now, so forcing the
door open might not be a good idea.
We have no choice Suzume, we have a concert that is left hanging, and even if he could no longer
perform he needs to make a public apology to the audiences. Sei insisted as he opened the door with the spare
key and entered.
However to his horror the moment he entered there was no one in the room but rather the fire exit door
on the other end of the dressing room is left opened. Holding his head in panic Sei called, Oh my god!! Len had
sneaked out the backdoor! He had left already!!
Hearing that all the other staff also called in shock as they all knew they are in deep trouble now. How are
they going to explain to the 20,000 fans out there that Len had disappeared from his own concert?!
We are so doomedwe are cursed, it is all over!! Sei mumbled hysterically to himself. Why is he doing
this to me? If he wants to throw away his own career do not drag me down with him!!
What is going on here?
Seis whole body jumped when he heard a man asked in unpleasantness. Turning around he saw a middle
aged man in a suit looking at him. Quickly squeezing out a big smile Sei walked up to the man and greeted. Sir
Dolan, nothing is wrong, you shouldnt have come down here
However not buying the smile, Sir Dolan frowned and replied. I came to deliver a message from Her
Majesty, the Queen of England. She had felt it an insult for Mr Tsukimori to walk out on a concert like that.
No, no, no Sei laughed along dryly with the mans statement. Len didnt walk out of his concert, as
you saw with your own eyes as well, Len was injured so we are just taking care of the wound now and replacing
the strings on his violin then the concert will continue. Please send my apology to Her Majesty.
Very well, Sir Dolan replied coldly. I shall explain that to her majesty. But if it turned out to be a lie, you
and I both know career is over for Mr Tsukimori.
Sei felt like crying after he finally sent off Sir Dolan. However collapsing on the sofa Sei held onto his head as even
now he is out of ideas.
How are we going to find Len? He is obviously no longer here One of the staff asked anxiously.
Dont ask me, I am as doomed as hell can be Sei groaned. It is overreally over for Tsukimori Lens
career
It is not over yet
Everyone turned around in surprise when they saw a tall familiar figure standing there.
Len! You are back!
Thank God!
Ryo? However unlike everyone Suzume was the only one that recognized Ryo.
Seeing Ryos appearance Sei jumped up from the sofa in joy, Yes! You are Lens twin brother, even if you
just pretend to be Len and make a public apology, it should somehow calm the audiences down.
Do you just need an apology? Ryo asked.
Well, if you could perform that would be even better but you know, we cannot fake that. Sei sighed.
In that case, Ryo turned to one of the staff there. Is there a spare violin somewhere?
Yes there is! We always have a few standing by in case something happens to Lens violin. Immediately
one of the staff passed over a spare violin.
Sei and Suzume both couldnt believe their eyes when they saw Ryo picked up the violin and skilfully
placed it on his shoulder without trouble. Like how Len would before his performance, Ryo also played a fast scales
practice with the violin to warm up his fingers.
Ryoyou knew how to play the violin? Sei asked still couldnt believe what he saw, then with
narrowed eyes he asked carefully. You are not Len pretending to be Ryo are you?
Ryo burst out laughing with Seis question, No, I am Ryo. You will soon discover that because my violin
playing is nothing compared to Len. Most of all I havent properly practiced it in years, cant remember many songs
and fingers cant move properly either.
Its okay, no problem! Sei added quickly. Len is only on the last song of his concert. You just need to
play one piece then we would have completed the concert.
Alright, in that case Turning to Suzume Ryo asked, Should we go do a practice round before we head
onto stage again? I just needed to warm up my fingers a bit more.
Everyone stood outside the practice room and watched with amazement when they saw as if Len standing
right there, Ryo played the violin fully skilled. Although not at the same level as Len but somehow they are sure it
would be just enough to recover tonights disaster.
Suzume felt her heart gave a huge thump with discovery when she looked to Ryo performing on stage
instead of Len. Something is different, although Ryo is the man she loved from the first day they met but
shockingly Suzume did not find the bond and union she had when she performed with Len. It was a perfect
performance but she did not feel emotionally moved at all. Without Len she could not find completeness. Was this
what Len had felt?
Chapter Twelve
With the sound of applause in the background, Sei let out a deep breath of relief when he saw Suzume
and Ryo returned to the staff dressing room. Looks like we managed to fool the audiences somehow. Reaching
his hand out to shake Ryos, Sei thanked with a grateful smile. Thank you Ryo, you have no idea how much you
have saved us with what you have just done.
No, its alright Ryo mumbled ambiguously, he knew it was also because of him this disaster happened.
Sei, One of the staff approached them and whispered in concern. The reporters are waiting and they
want to interview Len regarding tonights incidents
With a sigh Sei shrugged his shoulders. I guess its my job to make up some lie and deal with the media.
Turning back to Ryo, Sei thanked again and left quickly with the staff.
Suzume Finally when it was just Ryo and Suzume left, Ryo called gently as his eyes looked at the girl
next to him.
Thank you Ryo! Suzume interrupted quickly and gave a bow. Squeezing out a smile Suzume said with an
abnormal cheerful tone. You really did fool me, I didnt know you could play the violin so well like Len! Did you
learn it since you were small as well?
Knowing Suzume was trying to change the topic and refusing to mention anything that happened
between them before the concert, Ryo replied softly. Yes, my mother made both Len and I learn the violin since
we were small. But I stopped after I have completed all the violin grades and exams.
How come you didnt continue like Len? Suzume asked again treating Ryo normally as they have always
beenjust like friends.
Because the relationship between Len and I changed, Ryo replied as he looked away. Ever since Len
and I fell for the same girl.
That fake cheerful smile faded from Suzumes face with Ryos statement. Not knowing how to continue
Suzume bit her lower lip understanding what Ryo was referring to. It didnt matter whether it was Emi or it was her
that Ryo was referring to, it was cruel that history had repeated itself.
Seeing the look on Suzumes face Ryo smiled mockingly to himself and continued. It is so ironic. Len and I
have always done everything together, shared the same views and understood each other like no one else. At the
same time because we are so alike, we could not prevent this Pausing Ryo finally turned to Suzume and placing
his hand on her soft cheek, Ryo asked sincerely looking straight into Suzumes eyes. Tell me Suzume, I need to
know. Do you love me?
Suzume felt her heart thumping hard with the look of such passion from Ryos beautiful eyes. How many
times had she dreamt about Ryo looking to her this way? How much had she hoped Ryo would speak this way to
her? Unable to hide her emotions any longer, tears rolled off Suzumes eyes like pearls.
Whywhy does it have to happen now? Suzume sobbed feeling her heart tearing apart with pain. I
have hoped for this moment from the first day I met you, knowing this to be an ever impossible wish. But why
Suzume covered her face and wept bitterly. Why am I in such torment now? Why do I feel no joy?
Suzume Ryo whispered in bitterness knowing he had given Suzume nothing but endless tormenting
pain. From Suzumes confession Ryo understood Suzume had loved him from the first day they met. What kind of
hell and melancholy would Suzume have experienced when she watched him and Emi together? How many
cheerful, happy smiles did Suzume have to fake? Now seeing Suzumes tears he knew Suzume could no longer
pretend to smile. She has now finally revealed her true feelings to him.
I am so sorry Suzume, Ryo placed Suzumes soft trembling body in his arms and held her tight. Leaning
down Ryo kissed Suzume as tender and loving as possible. Ryo had long predicted this to be the outcome. Knowing
how soft and gentle Suzumes heart is, she would choose to sacrifice her own feeling to avoid hurting Len,
although it was him that she loves. Ryo had originally decided to hide his own feelings too to prevent hurting
Suzume further since this was Suzumes choice. However when he found Suzume avoiding him, Ryo experienced a
bitterness he had never experienced before. After losing Emi, Suzume had become his new life support. Just being
able to see her smile, hear her voice Ryo felt he was living again.
However when Suzume avoided him and went to Len instead, Ryo felt as if the sunshine that once shone
in his new world had again set. He had returned to night once more and he felt nothing but coldness. Most of all
when he saw the engagement ring on Suzumes finger tonight, Ryos tolerance had come to an end. He cannot
bear to see Suzume in anothers arms, most of all he knew the person Suzume loves is he!
Ryo Smiling with tears in her eyes Suzume moved away from Ryos embrace. Do not apologize to me.
My heart is filled with thanks to you. Knowing you had been the best thing that has happened in my life. Pausing
Suzume gave Ryo a smile of loneliness that tore Ryos heart. But sometimes, things are just not meant to be
Not meant to be? Ryo frowned with Suzumes statement.
Nodding Suzume looked away and dried her tears, Have you not wondered if we were meant to be,
there wouldnt be so much pain? I had thought there was nothing in this world that I wanted except your love but
now Suzume stopped as she looked afar. I just feel so tried
Suzume Ryo placed his hands on Suzumes shoulders and turned her to look at him again. You are not
happy because you could not stand hurting Len again. But do you think Len would be happy to know you chose
him because of your sympathy for him?
Suzume felt as if lightning struck her with Ryos words. It was true Len would be hurt more if she pitied
him. Butbutwas it really only sympathy Suzume had for Len? Like she had mentioned before, if having Ryos
love was all she wanted, why did she not feel the joy and contentment she felt when she was with Len? Why did
she not experience the indescribable joy and completeness she had when Len performed for her on her birthday?
Why did she not sense heaven like how it felt when Len proposed?
Ryo, Suzume looked up at the man she loves with determination and told him her decision. I have
made a promise to accompany Len for the rest of his life. It may be my selfishness but I wish to keep to my
promise.
Keeping your promise? Ryo disagreed immediately. What about your heart? What about my heart?
Whispering in pain Ryo held onto Suzume. Are we not in love?
Hearing the tone of plead in Ryos voice, Suzume gripped onto Ryos shirt tightly as she once again
persuaded herself to stay strong. How much she wished to just respond to Ryos love and forget everything else,
but she just cant! Knowing her decision will hurt Ryo, but it is the right thing to do. Because Ryo and she were
never meant to be
Ryo Finally hardening her heart, Suzume placed her hand gently on Ryos face, the countenance of the
man she loves. Please forgive me, but now I know Caressing her beloveds face gently, Suzume whispered.
Just as Emi was the person that completed you, I am the person that completes Len.
Ryo closed his eyes in hopelessness knowing Suzume had made her decision and no one or anything could
make her change her mind. Although it just seemed so illogical since they have finally found out each others true
feelings, but yet they could not be together. However since Ryo had once told Len, all he wanted was to see her
smile. If being with him really would only arouse more pain and hurt for Suzume, Ryo must step aside for her.
Suzume, Finally giving Suzume the smile she had always remembered of him, Ryo moved away from
Suzume. I guess it is my turn now to do something for you. If this is your decision I shall honor it.
Ryo, I am so sorry Suzume covered her mouth and sobbed knowing the same tormenting ache she is
experiencing now must be going through Ryo too, but what more could she do than to apologize?
Do not apologize to me, Ryo replied as he turned to leave. However stopping by the door Ryo closed his
eyes and his back facing her. I know I should smile for you like I always have but Unable to continue further,
Ryo exit the room without looking back again.
Ryo Suzume collapsed finally as she wept and whispered the name again and again. What could she
do? In order to protect Len she had destroyed Ryo. How come she could never do anything right?

Len stood up when he sensed someone approached him, however that frown appeared immediately
when he saw the intruders face. The face of the man he most did not want to see right now, the man that holds
the same appearance as him, the man that once again took the girl he loves away from him.
How did you know I was here? Len asked coldly.
I guess because we are twins so we think alike? Ryo replied as he walked up to Len.
Think alike? Len repeated what Ryo said back to him with an icy cold and defensive look. But I do not
share the habit you have, take away what is not yours.
Ryo did not reply to Lens mocking, he knew already he was not going to receive a warm welcome from
Len but for Suzume, he knew he had to come. Len, I am serious about Suzume. I am in love with her and I hope
you would understand I didnt do it to hurt you.
The gleam of anger and disturbance flashed pass Lens eyes with Ryos statement. Are you here to
parade that you had once again won over me? That despite how much I have done, she still loves you?
No Len, Ryo let out a sigh. I understand how much you would hate me right now, but can you not
consider Suzumes feeling over yours? What is it that she truly wanted?
Len felt as if Ryos word cut through his heart like a sharp knife. He knew from the beginning he was not
the person Suzume loves, it had always been Ryo. However he still hoped eventually she will turn to him because
like Fuyumi said, if he could forget Emi and love again, so could Suzume.
For the past month when Suzume had finally accepted his love, Len felt he was in paradise. Her beautiful
eyes looked only at him and she smiled only for him. He had never felt so connected and bonded with anyone in
his entire life. Suzume was everything he wanted and she made him complete. When Suzume wept in joy on her
birthday and held him tight, Len felt at that time he could die for her. He knew right at that moment he wanted to
spend the rest of his life with no one else but Suzume. Although it was faint but Len felt, maybe Suzume no longer
misses Ryo, her heart had finally turned to him.
However it was obviously not the case when he saw Suzume and Ryo kissed. His biggest fear had come
true, Ryo and Suzume had finally found out each others feelings. What had made it worse for him was when he
encountered the expressions in Suzumes eyes when she saw him at the door. Suzume did not look at him the way
he had hoped, but he only found fear and guilt in her eyes. It was as if Suzume had only remained beside him for
the past few weeks because she feared himmost of all, she had only PITIED him
Since you have found out about Suzumes feelings, why are you not by her side? Len closed his eyes in
pain and asked.
Because I am not the person she needs right now Ryo replied with a mocking smile. His eyes looked at
Len unable to believe either the things he is telling Len right now. She is waiting, not for me but for you
Len sensed his whole body jumped with Ryos statement. Slowly looking up at Ryo, Len asked hearing his
voice shaking, Whatwhat do you mean?
Suzume had made the promise to stay by your side forever and she said she could not break that
promise. Ryo replied and looked afar avoiding Lens eyes. She is not as unworthy as you thought her to be.
Len did not know how to react to the shocking news. Why? Why had Suzume not left him for Ryo? Isnt
Ryo the man she loves and wouldnt she be truly happy if she was with Ryo? Why would she continue to deny her
own happiness for an unworthy promise he had requested? It was because of this unique stubbornness Suzume
has, Len could not bear to lose her. He would hold onto her for as long as he could, knowing her soft self-sacrificing
character. At the same time Len realized he was just adding more torture onto both him and Suzume. The more
Suzume sacrificed, the more Len was forced to see that Suzume had only pity and sympathy for him. She had not
loved him and she never could.
Sensing the dilemma and predicament going inside Lens heart, Ryo gave a sigh and headed for the door.
Go to her, Len. Suzume had made her decision already. But remember Looking back at Len again Ryo said
firmly. Do not trap her in your restraint of pride. If you really love her, you should endeavour to make her happy.
Len did not look back nor respond to Ryo, he knew already what Ryo said was true. He had long made up
his mind to do everything he could to make Suzume happy, he had thought if he tried hard enough Suzume would
be happy with him. But now Len found, he was not as strong and confident as he thought himself to be. If he could
just let Suzume go, Suzume would be truly happy, but why couldnt he?
Lens heart bled even more when he saw just as Ryo had described, Suzume really waited for him at the
dressing room. Patiently and carefully Suzume tried to replace the broken strings on Lens violin with new ones,
but unfamiliar to the instrument Suzume had found it rather difficult.
With a sigh Suzume caressed the violin gently as she whispered softly to herself, Sorry Len, I really didnt
mean to
Len felt a lightning hit him when he saw the tears rolled down Suzumes face like pearls. From the pale
look on her face, he knew Suzume had wept continuously for him. He really had not given her the happiness he
had promised, but just sorrows and toils.
Its not the way to do it Finally Len spoke up and entered the room.
Len?! Suzume turned around in joy, Youyou are back!
Avoiding Suzumes eyes, Len took the violin from Suzumes hands and picked up the new string from the
table. To replace the new string, you put it through like this. Not mentioning anything regarding the storm they
had before his disappearance, Len acted calm and cold as usual while he instructed Suzume how to replace the
violin strings.
Suzume nodded in obedience while she watched Len work. However both she and Len knew this calm
between them was pretentious. Yet neither has the strength to mention it. Unlike his outward appearance, Len
sensed the chaos in his heart increased even more when he felt Suzume right next him. The natural fragrance that
came from her hair, her body was everything Len remembered.
Finally after the work was done, Len placed the violin back into its case still not looking to Suzume for he
did not know how to face her. He knew very well Suzume was waiting for her verdict from him, whether he
would be angry at her, or he would hate her. However he knew Suzume would never know what was truly going
through his heart.
When he returned and saw Suzume again, he realized his love for her was stronger than he had thought it
to be. When he saw her tears he wanted to hold her in his arms and comfort her, but his boring stubborn pri de
and untrue personality prevented him from doing so.
Oh here, Suzume quickly took the first-aid box out and treated the wound on Lens face that he had
already forgotten about.
Sensing such gentle touch and care from Suzume, Len felt his heart in turmoil as he moved quickly away
from her.
Sorry, Suzume apologized quickly. Did it hurt?
However not answering Suzumes question as expected his pride took over when Len heard himself
asked. Why are you not with Ryo?
Suzumes beautiful soft face turned white immediately with the question, stuttering in fear she replied.
No, LenI, Iam not
No, he did not want to cast terror on her! He does not want Suzume to fear him! However secretly
clenching his fists Len asked again hearing his voice most unfriendly. Isnt your kindness something you should
save for Ryo?
Shaking her head quickly Suzume replied, No, Len, II am not going to Ryo. I want to stay here beside
you
Why? Lens eyes finally looked at Suzume, but he knew it must have only appeared cold and defensive
to Suzume. Because you need to keep your promise?
Len, please Suzume pleaded feeling her heart beating with fear and anxiety.
Dont you understand?! Len grabbed onto Suzumes shoulders and whispered in pain. Am I a man so
pathetic that I need you to pity me?!
Shaking her head again Suzume disagreed immediately, No Len, I am not pitying you
Then do you love me?! Len interrupted.
Suzume felt her heart thumped hard with Lens question. Yes, does she love him? She had thought that
her heart belonged to Ryo from the beginning, however, why did it not feel right when Ryo confessed? At the same
time, why did she sense the strong pounding of the heart when Len asked the question? Unfortunately, she could
not answer all these questions as Suzume slowly looked away avoiding Lens eyes.
Seeing Suzumes reaction Len felt his world entered into darkness and despair. Finally he let go of Suzume
and turned away, his voice in hopelessness and total disarray. I didnt think so.
Len Suzume sobbed when she saw the hopelessness in Lens eyes. She could not explain it, shes not
pitying Len but at the same time she could not answer Lens simple question.
Anyway, its getting late. We should go home now. Len replied coldly and without looking to Suzume
again he picked up his violin case and headed for the door.
Lowering her head, Suzume bit her lip and followed Len out. She knew although Len could not forgive her,
she had made up her mind to stay beside him for as long as he needs her.
Len frowned with unpleasantness when he heard the impatient visitor buzzing the high pitched doorbell
continuously. Looking up he saw Suzume rushed quickly for the door in haste.
Where is Len?! The moment Suzume opened the door Sei entered and asked in anger. Why has he
turned his phone off?! He is home isnt he?
Len is Suzume replied and took a look toward the lounge room where she last remembered seeing
Len.
Before Suzume finished her sentence, Sei headed straight for the lounge and found as Suzume had
remembered, Len sitting on the sofa reading.
Disaster has come upon us!! Sei called and grabbed the book from Lens hand. Why have you turned
your phone off, and why arent you giving me an explanation?! You think your silent treatment is going to work on
me?!
Unmoved by Seis bullets of endless questions, Len calmly looked up at Sei. What have you got to
exaggerate now?
Alright, lets see if you can still act so calm after you see this Picking up the TV remote control Sei
turned on the television and showed both Suzume and Len what was being reported on the news.
Your Majesty, how have you enjoyed the visit to our country? The reporter asked the Queen of England
politely.
I love this country, and have indeed enjoyed my trip here. The Queen smiled in elegance and grace.
Your Majesty, whilst your time here, did you enjoy the charity concert performed by Tsukimori Len? His
concerts have always been well appraised and respected for his professional and extraordinary performance. The
reporter continued to ask.
The Queens eyebrow lifted a little in disagreement. It was obviously an exaggeration, I would have
expected a more professional performance from Mr Tsukimori.
Suzume couldnt believe the harsh statement the Queen was making on the news. Looking over to Len,
she found coldness remained on Lens handsome face not showing how he felt about the Queens attacks. Turning
off the television again Sei groaned, We have managed to complete the concert despite the disasters that
happened! What more is she asking from us?!
Completed the concert? Len caught Seis words and asked, however immediately with realization his
eyes looked at Suzume . I see my brother had been quite useful in many ways.
Len Suzume did not know what to say understanding Lens inside meaning.
However unlike Suzume, Sei pointed to Len in anger and scolded. What do you expect?! If it were not for
Ryo, the Queen would have made worse statements than that! Dont forget it was you that walked out on your
own concert and left Ryo and Suzume to clean up the mess for you!
Knowing Seis words were only causing more disturbances in Lens heart, Suzume interrupted quickly,
Even if the Queen had made such a statement it wouldnt really matter right? Those who genuinely admire Lens
music would understand that her words were not true.
Life is not that simple, Suzume. Sei gave a sigh. Its unbelievable how much damage the media could do
to Lens long respected reputation. Turning to Len in despair Sei finally spoke the bad news. I just received a call
from our contracted record company this morning that our schedule to record the next album has been
cancelled.
Cancelled? Suzume asked in shock. Can they do that?!
Of course they can, Sei shook his head in pain. Since Lens reputation had gone down the drain with
the Queens statement, the record companies are afraid no one will buy the album any more once they produced
it.
Then whatwhat should we do? Suzume asked cautiously taking another peek at Len who still
remained silent to all these disasters. Suzume felt her heart ached even more in guilt knowing it was her that had
destroyed Lens career. She should have known, she could never be of any help to him, she had brought him
nothing but endless bad luck and torment.
I am endeavouring to come up with a new marketing idea to rescue Lens reputation. Sei explained and
sat down on the sofa. As long as we can get a record company to sponsor us, or start again in Europe or
something. As long as we can remind all of Lens fans how wonderful his music was it should be alright.
Suzume nodded in agreement, yes, those who truly know Lens music would still support Len despite
what attacks he had received from the media. However like Sei had said before, all the record companies have
declined sponsoring Len further, how are they going to broadcast Lens music?
When at this time Seis phone rang to bring Suzumes thoughts back, Sei quickly picked up the phone and
answered. Yes, its Sei here Sei stood up from the sofa in surprise and called in excitement. Hi, Mia Dresner!
What a pleasant surprise!
Mia Dresner? Hearing that name Suzume felt her heart warmed up a little when she was reminded of her
best friend Melissa. After Melissa left for Europe to seek further training from Mia Dresner, Melissa had nothing
but positive comments and endless complements on Mia Dresner. Apparently she is not only a world class
colleague to Len, but she is also the daughter of Lens violin teacher in Munich. Melissa had mentioned over and
over again how beautiful Mia is and how elegant and kind she had been to her. Knowing Melissa was truly happy
having Mia Dresner as her new violin teacher, deep inside Suzume also developed a respect and positive
impression on Mia Dresner.
Yes, its true. The news sure travel fast Suzume heard Sei laughed dryly as obviously Mia had already
heard of the outcome of the concert. Really?! You are willing to do that?! Sei called in joy with some sort of good
news, secretly giving Suzume the victory sign Sei nodded and replied. Yes, I am sure it would be a great honor to
Len. Most of all, this would be the one opportunity to rescue Lens reputation.
Not knowing what Sei was saying, but from the sound of it, Suzume knew Mia Dresner must have called to
offer some kind of help. However Suzume was a little puzzled when she noticed the uneasy look on Lens face.
Yes, Len had switched his phone off, but I will get him to turn it on right now and you can discuss with
him further regarding the details. Sei continued to converse with Mia on the phone, with a big smile Sei said good
bye to Mia and turned to Len and Suzume finally. Len, go and turn you phone on. Sei ordered Len. Dont say no
because this would be the best opportunity for you to redeem yourself.
What is it? Len asked coldly.
With a big hooray Sei replied in excitement. Mia Dresner has decided to produce a new album as well,
and it was not just any album, she would like to produce a violin duet album with Tsukimori Len.
Wow! Violin duet! Suzume called in astonishment. It would be the kind of album to die for, with the
combination of the worlds two best violinists! Indeed like Sei said, it is an opportunity to best recover Lens
reputation! Mias fans will buy the album anyway, at the same time they will once again be reminded of Tsukimori
Lens magical performance too! It is certainly the best marketing idea ever!
Although knowing as well this would be one of the best opportunities ever, unlike Suzume and Sei, Len
was not as excited and to Suzumes surprise she sensed some kind of reluctance from Len as his eyes looked away.
I am not sure if it is such a good idea.
Dont be ridiculous! Sei called immediately. You are a professional right? Right now another
professional has invited you, you should accept it! Most of all, do you wish to drag Suzumes career down with
you?!
No, Sei, I am fine Suzume waved her hands quickly in shock. Knowing it was not her career that has
gone down with Len, it is more because of her Len had to face this kind of disaster. With a frown, Len finally took
out his phone and turned it on. As expected not long after, Mia Dresners call came through.
Hi Mia, Suzume heard Len replied. For some reason she sensed an uneasiness in Lens voice. Most of all
Suzume noticed a kind of gentleness in Lens tone when he was conversing with Mia. Len had always acted cold to
everyone around him, however different to the tenderness Len had for her, it was a sort of respect and mildness
Suzume had never heard from Len before.
Noticing the puzzled look on Suzumes face, Len walked out of the room to continue the conversation
elsewhere as if he did not want her to hear him talk to Mia. Seeing that Suzume felt kind of lost not knowing why
Len acted the way he did. Immediately Melissas words appeared in Suzumes head, What is the relationship
between Len and Mia?
Sei watched with an understanding smile when he saw the look on Suzumes face. Clearing his throat Sei
came up to Suzume, Well, luckily we have Mia Dresner to help us out.
Indeed, Suzume replied with a smile too. It was so kind of Mia to rush to Lens aid so soon. They must
have been good friends.
Friends? Sei grinned. They were more than friends.
More than friends?
Knowing something was happening inside Suzumes heart, Sei added on purpose. Mia was Lens
girlfriend. They were together for three years, and as you can see although it is over between them, the mutual
respect and appreciation still remains.
Ohokay Suzume nodded although unable to hide the shock on her face. She had known there was a
strong friendship between Len and Mia, but never had she expected Mia to be Lens girlfriend. Well, to be exact,
ex-girlfriend. Immediately Suzume started to picture Len and Mia together, Len speaking so tenderly to her and
Len holding her hands.
To Suzumes total bewilderment, she sensed jealousy arousing in her with the scenes, but why would she
feel this way? When she saw Ryo and Emi together, she was just hurt and sad, but not once did she feel the sour
jealous feeling!!
But, dont worry. Sei patted Suzumes shoulder looking through her heart. You are the person Len
loves now, so whats in the past, let it remain in the past.
II am not worried! Suzume blushed and denied immediately.
Dont deny it Suzume, you got the sour look on your face already. Sei laughed and teased. Its normal, I
too would be worried if my girlfriends ex called.
Before Suzume could deny further, Len had returned to the lounge room. When his eyes met up with
Suzumes, that uncomfortable feeling increased more inside Suzume when Len turned away avoiding Suzumes
eyes.
Sei, book tickets for three to Rome, Mia will be there to record her new album. Len instructed.
For three? So Suzume will be coming along too? Sei took out his diary and asked, happy to return to his
work again.
Mia had particularly requested for Suzume to be our piano accompaniment for the album. Len replied
with a frown. Mia had mentioned again and again on the phone that she wanted Len to bring Suzume along. For
some reason Len could understand why Mia requested so, like she had mentioned, she wanted to meet the
woman that could change him.
Me? Suzume was obviously stunned with Lens words. Doesnt Mia Dresner have her own piano
accompany? A more professional pianist than me!
However Len did not reply Suzume, for he was not going to let Suzume know Mias true intention. He
knew not why but he did not want Suzume to find out about his past history with Mia. Although he had never
loved Mia, but he had felt somehow it would be best if Suzume did not know about it.
Of course Mia would love to meet you, Unfortunately Sei did not cooperate and replied for Len. You
are after all the only pianist that can match Len, most of all his fiance, the woman he loves, Mia would
Sei. Len looked at Sei coldly threatening him to stop.
Poking out his tongue Sei shrugged his shoulders and picked up his things. Alright, ticket for three it is.
Finally after Sei left the house, Suzumes eyes looked at Len. Its wonderful that we could receive such
help from Mia Dresner. She Suzume paused and quickly squeezing out a smile she added. She must be a great
friend to help out so soon.
She is. However not wanting to talk to Suzume further about Mia, Len returned to his room leaving
Suzume that short and simple answer.
So, as I will be accompanying Len to Europe for a month with the duet album, can you take care of the
house while we are away? Suzume asked cautiously as she looked at the man sitting before her.
Of course, As usual, Ryo replied with a warm smile. I have always looked after this house while Len and
my mother were away on their trips.
With a grateful smile Suzume looked at Ryo. Although Suzume had made the decision to reject Ryo in
order to protect Len, Ryo did as he promised. He continued to treat Suzume with respect and friendliness like how
they were before. At the same time to prevent awkwardness, Ryo avoided times when Suzume and Len were
together. He went to work earlier than usual, return home just after Len returned to his room.
However Ryos heart ached when he noticed Suzume was always alone when he returned home.
Although she chose to remain with Len but they were obviously no longer like before. He knew Len acted the way
he did because he was hurt more by Suzumes choice. Knowing how proud his brother is, the last thing he wanted
from Suzume was her sympathy.
Mia Dresner Ryo repeated that name to himself, he remembered Fuyumi secretly telling him how Len
has finally met a girl when he was in Europe. Ryo was sure the name was Mia Dresner. Wasnt Mia Lens? Ryo
stopped immediately remembering Suzume was still here.
Yes, she was. Understanding what Ryo was referring to Suzume continued for him with a smile. I
wouldnt be surprised really, Suzume added quickly. Mia Dresner is also a world class musician, and a most
beautiful elegant lady. Most of all for her to come to Lens aid immediately proved what a wonderful person she
must be. I couldnt understand why they broke up.
Ryo made no reply to Suzumes words as he observed her reaction. He noticed once again that fake
cheerful smile on Suzumes face. Although Suzume made it sounds like it was nothing, but Ryo could sense that
Suzume was somehow bothered by it.
Are you jealous of Mia? Finally with the discovery Ryo asked.
Suzume felt her body jumped with Ryos question, blood rushed to her face immediately as she justified
immediately. I am not jealous, why is everyone saying that? Lowering her head in slight embarrassment Suzume
added complaining a little. Why would I be jealous anyway? Like Sei said it is in the past.
With a sigh Ryo replied, Maybe because you are actually in love with Len?
Blood rushed once again to her cheeks and ears when Suzume heard the statement from Ryo. Stuttering
in embarrassment Suzume looked away unable to face Ryos eyes. Whatwhat do you mean?
Suzume, Ryo called gently and his hands held onto Suzumes. I have wondered why you made the
choice to remain beside Len sacrificing your own feelings. It was not just because you wanted to keep your
promise, but somehow deep inside you had hoped to remain with Len because that was what truly made you
happy.
RyoI Suzume did not know what to say to Ryos words, most of all she was shocked to find that it
was somewhat true. It was what puzzled her in the beginning when she first found out Ryos feeling for her. Why
was she not happy with the news? Why did she not experience the same joy she had when she was with Len?
Fondling Suzumes hair softly and warmly, Ryo gave her a bitter smile. Although I hate to admit this, but
maybe you have been in love with Len longer than you thought you have. Go to Europe with Len, find out how you
truly feel inside. Giving Suzume the tender smile she had always remembered of him, Ryo concluded. Even if this
means I will definitely lose you forever, but I still hoped you have made the right choice.
Ryo Tears once again formed in Suzumes eyes with Ryos tender understanding words. Thank you
Chapter Thirteen
Suzume! I am here!
Smile came on Suzumes face immediately when she saw her best friend Melissa waving at them the
moment they came out of the customs with their luggage. Melissa, I missed you so much! Suzume said in
excitement while Melissa and she held onto each others hands tightly. Although the extremely long flight to
Europe was tiring for Suzume, but she felt as if all her tiredness disappeared the moment she heard her best
friends cheerful voice again.
I knew we will meet again in Europe, but didnt expect it to be this fast Melissa stopped immediately
when she noticed the diamond ring on Suzumes hand. With excitement she quickly held up Suzumes hand and
teased. Is this what I think it is?! How come you never told me?!
Suzume blushed immediately upon Melissas tease. Due to the disaster that happened straight after her
engagement to Len between her, Ryo and Len, Suzume was not able to share this good news with her best friend.
She could not explain to Melissa that her relationship with Len is at a most volatile situation now.
It is indeed a most beautiful ring, you must be the lucky girl who Len finally opened his heart to. The
lady that stood beside Melissa smiled and spoke up.
Turning to the person Suzume saw a most beautiful elegant lady with such graciousness and nobility,
immediately Suzume lowered her head in shame knowing this must be the legendary Mia Dresner.
HiHi!! Nice to meet you! My name is Suzume!
Mia held out her hand and shook Suzumes politely, Nice to meet you too Suzume, my name is Mia.
Thank you for coming all this way to help me with the new album.
Not expecting Mia to thank her, Suzume shook her head quickly and replied. No, I am not much of a help
compared to this opportunity you have given us.
You are too humble, Mia continued to smile beautifully. I have heard from Aunty Fuyumi how
wonderful your piano playing is, most of all Pausing Mias eyes finally looked at Len who stood silently beside
them. She had mentioned that you are truly Lens soul mate.
Suzume felt her heart sank immediately with Mias words knowing she could not be Lens true soul mate
for she had done nothing but cast endless torment and catastrophe for Len. She was unable to live up to
everyones expectation and her very first concert with Len was a disaster.
Hi Len, Mia greeted Len too with a polite smile. Like you have described, your new fiance is indeed
beautiful.
Astonishment came on Suzumes face with what Mia said. Does this mean Len had already referred her to
Mia as his fiance? With the thought, Suzume sensed immediately a stream of warmness in her heart and
unnoticed a blissful smile on her face.
Yes, and because of his new beautiful fiance, Len could finally smile again. As if he was the narrator of
a movie, Sei cut in and teased.
As usual in displease, with a frown Len asked instead changing the subject avoiding the topic between him
and Suzume. What is the schedule for today?
Knowing Len dislikes being teased in public, with an understanding smile Mia replied, We will return to
the hotel first since you and Suzume just had a long flight. Tomorrow we will have a meeting regarding the
schedule.
Len nodded in acknowledgment and headed off first without looking at Suzume. Shrugging his shoulders,
Sei followed quickly after Len together with Mia walking on the other side of Len. Seeing Mia walking next to Len,
Suzume let out a sigh when she realized how beautiful and matching they looked. Len of course tall, handsome and
confident accompanied by Mia, a most exquisite and refined beautiful lady. It was like looking at a beautiful
painting just seeing them together.
The more Suzume thought about it, the more she could not understand why Len would choose her.
Maybe now Len has already regretted his choice, most of all when she saw Len conversing with Mia, responding
gently in a way that Suzume had never seen before.
They are beautiful together arent they? Suzume cannot help but sighed softly to herself.
Huh? What are you talking about? Melissa grabbed onto Suzumes arm and whispered. Although they
used to be a couple, but it is all in the past! Len loves only you remember?!
Turning to her friend in surprise, Suzume asked. Howhow did you know about their past?
Ugh Playing with her fingers Melissa gave a few nervous laughs. Well, there was once I accidentally
found a photo in Mias things. Secretly taking a photo out of her own wallet, Melissa passed it to Suzume.
With curiosity Suzumes eyes moved to the photograph, and immediately Suzume felt a twitch in her
heart when she saw in the picture. Mia standing next to Len and her arms were around Lens arm and her head
resting on Lens shoulder just like any couple. Immediately Suzume sensed that feeling of unpleasant jealousy like
Sei and Ryo had described whirling up in her.
Not knowing she was making it worse for Suzume, Melissa added. I also saw the other day, Mia still has a
photo of Len in her purse
Suzume nodded along but felt her heart in a total mess. Why would Mia still have a photo of Len in her
purse? Taking another look at Mia and Len walking in front of them, Suzume felt a thump against her heart when
she saw from a womans instinct the love Mia has for Len showing through her beautiful eyes every time she
looked at Len.
Noticing the facial expression on Suzumes face, Melissa quickly grabbed the photograph from Suzumes
hand and comforted. Dont worry! Like I said, Len is in love with you now, most of all, it is you that he proposed to
and not Mia right? When I see the way he looks at you, I can so tell how much he cares about you!
However to Melissas surprise, a sad lonely smile came onto Suzumes soft face, I am not so sure about
that any moremaybe Len already regret his choice, I was not the right person for him.
Why would you say that?! Melissa turned Suzume to face her, What had happened while I was away?
Last time when I saw the two of you together, I could sense the joyous loving bond between you both, but
Pausing Melissa also took a look at Len, who walks a few metres ahead of them. Something has happened right? I
noticed now he is avoiding you
I guess it is because Len cannot forgive me for what had happened Suzume replied Melissa with a
bitter smile when she remembered the look on Lens face when he returned that night to the concert hall again.
She knew Lens pride was hurt when he told her he did not need to be pitied by her, the hopelessness in Lens eyes
when she could not tell him what he wanted to hear.
Suzume could not understand it. If she was unable to answer Lens simple question that night, and if she
really did not feel the same way towards Len, why is her entire body uncomfortable when she saw Mia? Why
would it bother her so much to know that Mia still loves Len, and most of all, the gentle meekness Len has towards
Mia?
Wow. Wow was all Melissa could say after she found out from Suzume the disaster that had
happened between her, Len and Ryo. Thisthis is complicated
Dont you think Suzume gave a mocking smile, Maybe Len doesnt want me to stay beside him
anymore. Seeing me would only remind him of the shame and hurt I have done to him?
Not true, Melissa disagreed with confidence. Although he is avoiding you right now, but I can tell that
he still has such strong feelings for you.
Howhow can you tell? Suzume asked a little surprised how her heartbeat increased in hope with
Melissas words.
Firstly, if he really had enough of you, he would have broken off the engagement already, Melissa lifted
up Suzumes hand and pointed to the engagement ring on her finger as a reminder. Secondly, although he
pretend he doesnt care about you, but I could tell his eyes would follow you when you are not looking. Finally
with a sigh, Melissa concluded. Suzume, he is still deeply and hopelessly in love with you. But there is something
preventing him from showing it to you.
Seeing the puzzled look on Suzumes face Melissa continued to explain, Think about it. You mentioned
that Len already knows your feeling for Ryo before he even started liking you. It must have taken him a lot of
strength to confess his love to you, especially if he knew your heart was somewhere else. Although you have
eventually accepted his love but Len would constantly be insecure fearing you will leave him for Ryo anytime.
But I am not going to leave him! Suzume interrupted quickly.
Why not? Isnt Ryo the man you love? Melissa asked sharply. I couldnt understand either why you
would remain beside Len when the man you have been in love with for a year finally tells you he loves you too.
II Suzume shook her head and gave a sigh. I cannot leave Len, it is not right.
Seeing Suzumes reaction Melissa smiled with understanding and held onto her hand. It is not right, or
because you cannot bear to lose Len either?
Looking up at her friend in shock Suzume asked in jolt, Whatwhat do you mean? I am not a two timer!
I know you are not, Suzume. Melissa comforted. But perhaps the time you have spent with Len had
gradually sunk into you? Without knowing your heart has been moved by Len and you have found true happiness
in him.
True happiness? Suzumes eyes moved to Lens tall figure standing at the hotel reception. Tears came up
in her eyes again when she remembered the time when Len and her were stuck on Isla Pinula. It was just like now,
Len was also checking in at the hotel. However Suzume could clearly remember her feeling at the time. She was
although nervous but her heart was calm and warm, because she knew Len was with her. Most of all when they
held onto each others hands the entire night, Suzume had never felt so at peace and safe.
But now Suzume felt a pricking pain in her heart when she saw the person standing next to Len was no
longer she, but Mia, a wonderful person that truly cares and loves Len. The bond and connection she once felt at
the time no longer exists between her and Len, instead although Len is just a touch away, he felt so distant.
Alright, here are the keys Returning from the hotel reception, Sei said and allocated the keys to
everyone, one key to Melissa, one to Mia and one for himself. However Suzume felt her heart skipped a beat when
she found there was only one key left as Sei passed it to Len. This one is for you and Suzume.
A frown immediately came upon Lens face as his eyes moved to Sei for a reasonable explanation. With a
grin Sei explained, You and Suzume are sharing the executive suite together. Dont worry there are two separate
bedrooms in there. It is just easier for us to have meetings at the hotel if we could all meet at your executive
suite. Pausing, Sei started laughing and placed his hand on Lens shoulder in tease, Or would you have preferred
a one bedroom suite?
Sei Len warned with his murdering glare.
Upon such scary look, clearing his throat Sei quickly changed the topic. Anyway, since we are not going
to start working until tomorrow, why dont we do a bit of sightseeing in Rome today? Looking over to Suzume, Sei
asked with a smile. Its your first time in Rome right?
Sightseeing? Joy returned to Suzumes face with the thought. The beautiful city of Rome, just like how
she had dreamed from watching the famous movie, Roman Holidays, there are so many places in the movie she
wanted to visit!
Sure, I dont mind. Mia smiled and nodded with Seis suggestion.
Me too! Wow Rome! Melissa cheered.
Since he heard no objection from Len, Sei instructed like a tour guide. Alright, in that case we will meet
again at the foyer in two hours. Meanwhile, unpack; rest for it will be a long walk today.
It was not until everyone said goodbye and returned to his or her respective rooms, Suzume suddenly
sensed the nerve wrecking atmosphere surrounding Len and she. She remembered Sei had booked a suite for both
of them together. Although there were two bedrooms in the suite, but how long has it been for her and Len to be
alone like this?
Of course she had always lived with Len under the same roof, but it was different because they knew Ryo
lives there too. Looking up at Len secretly, she found unlike her, his face remained calm and cold as he opened the
suite door with the key.
Thankthank you! Suzume said quickly when she saw Len opened the door for her to enter. Suzume felt
blood rushed to her face in embarrassment, knowing compared to Len, she was obviously overreacting.
Luckily her embarrassment soon disappeared when she saw how beautiful and luxurious the executive
suite was. Wow! It was totally like an apartment, it has a lounge, office, two bedrooms andkitchen! Immediately
Suzume headed for the kitchen and started her exploration. Opening the cupboards and storage, to her joy she
found an entire professional coffee making facility! There was the brewer, grinder, steamer, and coffee beansNo
wonder this is Italy!
Ignoring her tiredness from the travel, immediately Suzume placed the coffee beans in the grinder and
started brewing the traditional Italian coffee. A warm smile came onto her face when she smelt the aroma of the
coffee produced by the brewer she placed on the stove. Carefully pouring the coffee into the beautiful coffee set
also provided by the suite, Suzume walked out of the kitchen to offer it to Len.
Len had always been a genuine lover of coffee. This kind of natural and proper way of making coffee
should definitely please him. Although Len had not talked to her at all in the entire trip, still Suzume had wanted to
do something nice for Len even if it was so small like this.
Len, Suzume called softly entering the office, where Len was reading through some documents for the
recording contract. I made some coffee for you from the facilities here.
Thanks, However without looking up, Len replied as his eyes remained on the documents in his hands,
undistractedly. Unlike Len though, Suzumes eyes were fixed on Lens stunningly perfect face in surprise with the
astonishing new sight before her. Noticing the focus on him, Len finally looked up at Suzume and asked. Whats
wrong?
Nonothing, Quickly shaking her head Suzume replied as she placed the coffee on the desk. II didnt
know you wore glasses. Indeed knowing Len for nearly a year, living under the same roof, how come Suzume has
never seen Len in glasses before? Most of all to her surprise, Suzume sensed her heartbeat racing like a little girl in
love when she discovered with Lens outstanding appearance, even in glasses, it gave a different mesmerising
charm to him. She always knew Len was a tall handsome man, but Suzume discovered all of a sudden, she was
starting to be more and more attracted to him. Everything about Len, his voice, his person, started to remain
deeply with Suzume.
Of course not knowing the thoughts going through Suzumes mind, calmly moving his eyes back onto the
documents, Len replied mildly not at all interested, I usually wear contact lenses. I thought to give my eyes a rest
now after such a long flight.
With the cold, uninterested tone in Lens voice, Suzume felt her heart sank into despair. Knowing her
relationship with Len had not improved at all after that night, Suzume sighed secretly inside. Are you going to
take a rest before the sightseeing? You were busy working as well when you were on the plane. Suzume
attempted once more trying to be as caring as possible.
No, I am fine, Not accepting Suzumes kindness, Len declined. You should go take a rest. I will wake you
up before we leave.
Knowing Len would only be uncomfortable having her around, squeezing out a smile Suzume nodded.
Alright, I will take a little nap in the other room then. Taking another peek at Len, Suzume turned and walked out
of the office and left Len to be. After she cleaned up the kitchen, Suzume sensed sleepiness overcoming in her.
Indeed, different to Sei and Len who are used to travelling back and forth from Europe, to Suzume this was her
first time on such a long flight. Returning to her room, Suzume felt to just lie on the bed for a while and let her
eyes rest. However the moment she felt the softness of the bed, the quite peaceful atmosphere, Suzume allowed
all the tiredness and sleepiness to come upon her as she soon sank deep into sleep.
Taking a look at his watch, Len finally put away the documents and walked out of the office. It is about
fifteen minutes to meeting time. As promised, Len knocked gently on Suzumes bedroom door to wake her up.
Suzume, its time.
However not receiving a response, Len knocked on the door again. Surprised he still has not received a
response after a while, Len felt his heartbeat increased immediately with worry as he opened the door a little and
attempted once more. Suzume? Are you in here?
Len felt his heart relaxed immediately when he saw Suzume resting peacefully on the bed. From the looks
of it, Suzume must have been really tired from the flight. Unnoticed, the gentle smile that had long disappeared
from Lens face appeared again when he approached Suzume. The moment he saw that peaceful beautiful
sleeping face, Len felt his heart ached.
He knew although he acted as if he didnt care, but his entire mind and heart was set on Suzume. He knew
Suzume did not sleep well on the plane, and knew also Suzume was nervous about the trip. Although Len knew
everything about Suzume, he could not allow himself to show her how much he actually cared.
Whenever he noticed Suzumes focus, he would look away avoiding her for he was frightened Suzume
might look straight through his heart. Ryo had told him if he loves Suzume, he should endeavour to make her
happy and not trap her in his pride. He knew Ryo was right but he just could not be true to his heart. He loves
Suzume so deeply but whenever he thought of the incident that night at the concert, he felt jealousy taking over
with the thought of Suzume in another mans arms.
It was the way Suzumes eyes looked at Ryo, the intimacy between the two, and the scene of them kissing
carved deeply inside Lens heart. The way they kissed was different to how he had known Suzume. He had only
known Suzume in a gentle, shy, polite way. Tired with Suzumes timid politeness, Len wanted Suzume to give him
the same passion she had shown Ryo. What should he do? How much more must he try to have Suzume inherit
half the passion he has for her?
Len? Finally sensing the presence of another, Suzume rubbed her eyes and woke up.
Immediately that tenderness and affection Len had disappeared from his face as he moved away to keep
a distance between them. Its time to leave soon.
Ohokay, Suzume quickly got up hearing what Len said.
Taking a peek at Suzume, Len added. You seemed rather tired. You can stay and rest if you want to.
I look tired? Suzume covered her face in embarrassment. Its alright, I will just go wash my face and I
will be fine. Besides, Pausing with a smile Suzume replied. Its my first time in Rome, I have dreamt of visiting the
Spanish Plaza, Colosseum, Fountain of Trevi
Sounds like you have done all your research already. Len said sensing his tone softened when he saw
Suzumes excitement.
Noticing too that she had not heard such tender tone from Len for a while, Suzumes eyes looked at Len in
hope. Unfortunately Suzumes hope disappeared when once again Len turned away. I will be waiting at the
lounge, let me know when you are ready.
Squeezing out a smile Suzume nodded in acknowledgment and watched Len walked out of her room.
With a sigh Suzume sat back down and felt her heart so lost. Since when had she become so wanting of Lens care
and tenderness? Knowing Len must not have forgiven her, Suzumes eyes looked at the diamond ring Len gave her.
Caressing it gently Suzume felt tears coming up in her eyes again. Why is she so bothered now when Len felt so far
away?
Alright, on the count of three, one, two threesay cheese With the cue, both Suzume and Melissa
smiled at the camera and click, Sei the cameraman accomplished his job. However grabbing Suzumes hand
Melissa led Suzume to another scenery and calling out to Sei Melissa requested. Another one please, Sei.
Another one? Sei gave a sigh. Ladies, you have taken almost twenty photos at the same place, you are
acting totally like a tourist.
Of course! We are tourists! Melissa laughed and ignored Seis mocking. Alright, one more, we are
ready!
Len felt his eyes captured when he saw how happy Suzume was, like she said, she had long dreamt of
coming to Rome. Unlike Sei, Len was not tired at all watching Suzume enjoy herself with the sightseeing.
Noticing the hidden tenderness in Lens eyes, Mia smiled with understanding and asked. Len, want to
take a photo alone with Suzume? It would be memorable.
No need. Untruthful as usual Len declined uninterested.
Len, With a sigh Mias eyes moved to look at Melissa and Suzume as well. Why are you avoiding your
own fiance? I thought you told me she was the person that truly touched your heart?
With a frown Len asked in a defending tone. Avoiding?
You tell me Len, why in the entire trip so far I have not yet heard you speak a word to her? Pausing Mia
gave a bitter smile, Something happened right? Once again you are not true to your heart. Most of all, I did not
give you up for this
Len did not reply but continued to frown. He knew he had once told Mia that Suzume is his true love, the
person that had finally opened his heart. Yes, everything was beautiful and wonderful until that day. However he
was not going to explain to neither Mia nor anyone about it.
Luckily before Mia asked further, the three returned and Sei suggested looking at Len with a grin. Len,
want a photo together with Suzume?
Before Len had the chance to decline once again, Melissa interrupted. Yes! I believe you have not yet
taken a photo together with your beautiful fiance right? Pushing Suzume forward towards Len, Melissa insisted.
Here, stand right next to Len and I will take one for you guys now.
Immediately that unpleasant frown appeared on Lens face when he realized his patience is wearing thin.
All should know by now that he hates to be teased and put on the spot like this. However, the moment Lens eyes
encountered the embarrassed yet somehow anticipating look on Suzumes face, Len noticed his heart softened
immediately. Finally with a sigh, Len swallowed all his complaints and stood quietly next to Suzume for the photo
shoot.
Len, put your arms around Suzume! Unfortunately Sei did not know his limits and called. Dont stand
so stiff like a rock, be more affectionate! She is your fiance right?
Yes, Suzume. Move in closer to Len too. Lean into him a bit more! Melissa joined in with a wink.
To Lens surprise, Suzume obeyed Melissas command and blushing in shyness moved in and leaned closer
to him. Immediately, Len felt his heart rate increased rapidly when he sensed Suzumes soft, tender, warm body
right against his. Like being hypnotized, gently Lens arm raised and came around Suzumes tiny shoulders wanting
to pull her closer to himself.
Noticing Lens arm around her, Suzume looked up quickly at Len, and the moment their eyes met, they
could not be separated again. It was not the first time Len held her close, but Suzume discovered even though it
was just a little touch of Lens hand against her shoulder, she had never felt so satisfied and blissful as of now.
Perfect! Unfortunately the little moment of heaven did not last when Sei called out and snap, took a
picture with Melissas camera. Suzume felt her heart sank when once again, as if it was only out of obligation, Lens
arm let go of her shoulder and moved away.
Alright, after all the sightseeing, lets head off now to the markets. Not sure if he knew he had
accidentally spoiled it for Len and Suzume, Sei suggested.
Markets? Melissas eyes brightened up immediately, Sounds great, lets go!
Alright then, follow me everyone. Like a tour guide, Sei led the way to their next destination.
Suzume, check this out! Melissa called in excitement and dragged Suzume with her to one of the stalls.
Unfortunately Suzume was not as excited as her eyes took another peek at Len and Mia. The entire
sightseeing trip, Mia and Len had always walked ahead of them, Suzume felt her heart so down the more she
watched them converse with each other. Although as usual Len did not respond much to Mia, but Suzume could
not help but hold the thought maybe Len was more happy when he was with Mia. Mia would never hurt his heart
like she had continually done to Len.
No way it cost this much!
Suzume pulled her wondering miserable thoughts back when she heard Melissa bargaining with the
shopkeeper.
Miss, if you compared all the prices you will find we offer the cheapest, and best quality The man
replied with a strong Italian accent. However from the looks of it, they are used to the bargaining, as this has
always been the way of trade in this country. Knowing it as well, Melissa did not back down and stood firm on her
ground, I say its only worth half price!
While Suzume stood aside to the war between Melissa and the shopkeeper, she felt a tap on her
shoulder. Turning around she saw another Italian man smiled and greeted. Good day beautiful lady, would you
like to come to my shop and see the variety of beautiful leather jackets?
Oh, no thanks. I am fine Declining politely Suzume replied with a smile.
However the Italian man knew immediately how to deal with this kind of soft shy customers, with an even
bigger smile the man placed his arm around Suzumes shoulder and led her towards his stall opposite. Do not be
shy my lady, with such a beautiful face, you need this marvellous leather jacket.
Before Suzume could stop him, the man placed the jacket over Suzumes shoulder and led her to the
mirror. See? Just as I thought, with your figure, this jacket would match you perfectly.
No, reallyI am fine Taking the jacket off quickly Suzume returned it to the shopkeeper, My friends
are waiting for me so I better
Not happy with that one? How about this one then? Not giving Suzume a chance to say no the man
grabbed another jacket and placed it on Suzume again. Hmmmjust as I thought, even better than the first.
With a charming smile, the man added. But I suppose for a beautiful lady like you, anything would look good on
you.
Suzume blushed immediately hearing the mans words, laughing along Suzume shook her head, No sir, I
am not interested in buying a leather jacket today.
No? Okay, how about boots?
Suzume felt her mind fogged up when the man took out an entire rack of boots again for her to try.
Panicking Suzume begged Melissa would quickly finish her bargaining and come in here to rescue her.
Alright, this is the cash Ive got. Take it or leave it. Melissa placed the money before the man with the
amount she bargained on.
Finally losing to the temptation of money before his eyes, the man gave in and sold it to Melissa with the
price she bargained for. With the victory, Melissa turned around and smiled. Suzume, see, sometimes you just
need to stay strong Melissa stopped when she found Suzume was no longer beside her.
Man, I cant believe she left without me already! Melissa complained and grabbed the stuff she just
bought and ran off quickly to catch up with the others not knowing Suzume had been dragged into another store.
Wheres Suzume? With a frown Len stopped walking and asked.
With Lens question, both Sei and Mia also took a look behind them and found like Len had mentioned,
Suzume and Melissa were both missing.
Geez, man, trust you to notice it. Sei teased and shook his head. I guess they got caught up with the
bargaining. We will just wait here and they will show up soon.
Mia smiled too with Seis words as her eyes looked at Len. Like Sei had pointed out, because Len had
always secretly watched out for Suzume, so he would be the first person to notice when she was not around.
As expected not long after, they saw Melissa run up to them with a bag in her hand. Gosh people, it
would be nice if you guys would wait for me. Most of all, Suzume, you are supposed to be my friendhmm?
Melissa stopped her complaints the moment she noticed Suzume was not with the rest of the group. Suzume is
not with you guys?
You are not with Suzume? To everyones surprise Len cut in and asked quickly.
No, I thought she left with you guys Melissa replied hesitantly when she heard the tone in Lens voice.
I will go look for her, you guys return to the hotel first! However not waiting for Melissa to finish her
sentence, Len headed quickly toward where he remembered last seeing Suzume.
He does care about her Mia concluded when she remembered the look on Lens face.
Sorry, I am really not interested! Finally with courage Suzume declined the shopkeeper and ran quickly
out of the shop. However her feet stopped when she saw that Melissa was no longer there and looking ahead of
her, there were no sign of Len, Mia and Sei either.
Not knowing the city at all, in panic Suzume roamed around aimlessly without direction trying to find the
rest of the group. However her heart sank and fear soon took over when she realized she was really lost and most
of all by the time she stopped moving around she had found her in a dark small alley.
Unlike the market where at least there were other tourists, she had found a few gipsies looking at her in
an unfriendly way. In horror Suzume started running again when she found a few had actually followed her
Feeling his heart restless and anxious Len ran as fast as he could forgetting all about the untrue attitude
he had before towards Suzume. Asking around Len was told a person that fits Suzumes description was found at
this direction of the market. Knowing what kind of a city Rome is, Suzume might soon be in danger being alone
especially on this side of the city. Fear overwhelmed Len immediately with the thought of the bad things that could
possibly happen to Suzume.
If anything had happened to Suzume, he could never forgive himself. What kind of a man is he if he could
not even protect the girl he loves? Most of all didnt he vow not to ever let anything harm her and he was going to
make Suzume happy for the rest of her life?
After getting herself lost in the dark streets of Rome, a tourist looking single young girl like her soon
became the target of the gipsies on the streets. Although Suzume tried to flee but soon she was cornered by two
men when one of them yanked her handbag off her.
Unable to fight back, Suzume stood there shocked and shaking in fear whilst the men searched through
her bag. Unsatisfied with the contents they found in her bag, one of the men looked up again at Suzume.
Wait a minute, The man hissed when he noticed the diamond ring on Suzumes hand. This looks
expensive
In horror Suzume stepped back and placed her hands behind her back. No, please. You must not take this
from me. It is from a person very important to me
Yeah whatever, Unmoved, the man said and grabbed onto Suzumes arm.
With a scream Suzume struggled madly against the man who was trying to take the ring off her. For some
unknown reason, Suzume had felt the desire to protect this ring that Len gave her. She knew not why but she felt
as if she would die if this last symbol of her engagement to Len were taken away from her.
Crazy woman! The man cursed when he sensed the burning pain on his arm from Suzumes scratch.
With anger he pushed Suzume against the wall and twisted her arm around while he aimed for the only valuable
looking object on his victim.
No!! Suzume screamed in fear and struggled in vain. However to her surprise she sensed the weight on
top of her lifted when she saw someone had grabbed the man and with a swing of the fist, knocked the man onto
the ground.
Len?! Suzume turned around in disbelief when she saw as if a miracle happened, Len was standing
there in front of her to shield her. Is this a dream? Len had actually came for her? Suzume felt a lightning hit her
when she saw the look and expression on Lens face. Knowing Len this long, not once has Suzume seen Len like
this.
Damn you! The gipsy man cried and charged towards Len in rage. However Len did not give the man a
chance as he swung another punch at the man. Just before Len could give him the third punch, the other gipsy
man quickly grabbed onto Len from behind.
Seeing the aid from his friend, the first man got up from the ground and with anger swung his punch
across Lens face.
Len! Suzume screamed in shock when she saw Len fell to the ground with the attacks from the two
men. Forgetting she was only a girl, Suzume ran up and grabbed onto one of the men to stop him attacking Len
further.
Get off me, woman! The man scolded and pushed Suzume away. With the impact Suzume fell once
again to the ground.
Seeing what the man had done to Suzume, with fury Len grabbed an empty bottle from on the ground
and smash it hard against the ground. Hearing the sound of broken glass, the two men turned around in shock and
saw Len glaring at them with the sharp broken bottle in his hand.
Taken back with the look in Lens eyes, one of the men stepped back and said. Alright, calm down. No
need to get so serious and upset.
However Len did not reply and continued to glare at them coldly and without mercy. Knowing if they
pushed further, Len might really do some serious harm to them, the two men cursed again and quickly fled from
the scene.
Finally after they were safe, Suzume quickly ran up to Len and sobbed in concern. Lenare youare you
okay? Seeing the blood coming off the edge of Lens lips, Suzume quickly took out her handkerchief and wiped
the blood off. I am so sorrywhy am I alwayswhy do I always get you hurt?
However without a word Suzume felt Len pressed her into his arms. Suzumes mind stopped when she
sensed the strength from Lens embrace and his deep voice whispered with relief by her ear again and again. You
are okayyou are okay
Hearing such tone of care and tenderness from Len, Suzume felt tears rolled down her face in great
compassion as she lifted her arms and responded to his strong embrace too. Weeping in Lens protective arms,
Suzume felt that she was not able to control her emotions with a certain realization.
From the tone and expression, Suzume discovered that Len still cares about her and that was all she
needed to know. Even if he had acted cold and had been avoiding her, he was the person that rushed here for her.
He was the person that would do anything to prevent her from harm.
The way back to the hotel was in silence although Lens hand held tightly onto Suzumes. Suzume knew
she did not need Lens words to make her feel secure, seeing Lens tall figure before her, Suzume felt so protected
and safe. That feeling of completeness Suzume sensed on their walk on Isla Pinula returned once again to her.
Len and Suzume, are you guys alright?
The moment they returned to the hotel, Sei, Mia and Melissa were waiting for them at the foyer. As if
they were back to reality Suzumes heart sank again when Lens hand let go of hers and once again moved a
distance from her.
Len, your face? What happened? Mia asked quickly in concern when she saw the cut on Lens lips due
to the punch.
I am fine Len replied calmly.
Suzume felt a stabbing pain in her heart when she saw how Mia cared for Len. Immediately she was
reminded again that she had done nothing good, but would only bring endless troubles and pains onto Len. Once
again she was reminded of the words she once said to Ryo. She thought she was the person that could complete
Len, but now, she was no longer sure of thatMaybe all along, it had always been Mia.
Im so sorry Suzume. Melissa apologized and held Suzumes hand in hers. Are you okay? You looked
kind of shattered.
Im okayjust met a robbery by two gipsy men, but Len came on time so I am unharmed. Squeezing out
a smile Suzume replied quickly pulling her miserable mind back.
Another robbery? Last time you were saved by Ryo and this time Melissa quickly stopped
remembering Lens attitudes toward Suzume and Ryo. Looking over to Len cautiously, she found the frown
appeared on Lens face with her mentioning of Ryo. Poking out her tongue Melissa laughed dryly and quickly
changed the topic, Anyway Suzume, you have had a rough day. Take some rest before we have dinner, okay?
Although Melissa quickly changed the topic but Mia noticed immediately the reaction on Lens face when
Ryos name was mentioned. Len, Mia whispered to Len while she watched Melissa and Suzume headed off first
with Sei. Ryo is your twin brother I remembered Aunty Fuyumi telling me. Pausing Mia added. Was he the
person you mentioned whom Suzume actually had affections for?
Although faint but the gleam of disturbance flashed pass Lens eyes immediately with Mias sharp
observant question, Everything is going on fine between me and Suzume.
Mias eyes continued to look at Len in understanding. When Len first came to Munich to seek further
training from her father. Mia sensed already that Lens heart was wounded. After spending three years with Len,
although Len never mentioned anything about his past, Mia was able to picture what had actually happened. Most
of all from the things she heard from Fuyumi, although she was not clear about it, but it sounded like Len and his
twin brother had fallen for the same girl. Not able to see Ryo and that girl together, Len had come to Munich
hoping being away from them could help him forget.
That same loneliness and hopelessness were found in Len again when he mentioned to Mia that although
he had finally fallen for another, her heart was somewhere else. From the way Suzume and Len acted when
Melissa mentioned Ryo, Mia knew immediately the same pain and tragedy had come upon Len again.
She could understand now why Len acted the way he did. Why he could not be true to his heart again and
why he was not able to show his affections for Suzume. Mia looked once again towards Suzume and a smile of
perceptiveness came onto her face when she knew from a womans instinct that this time it will be different. She
knew Suzumes heart had actually longed for Len so much although both Suzume and Len did not know
themselves.
Secretly sighing inside, Mia made up her mind. She will do something about it, it does not matter what
methods she takes. She will see Len smile again
Here Suzume, Ive got something to cheer you up. Melissa approached Suzume after dinner. She
noticed her best friends mood had fallen to the lowest pit after she returned to the hotel with Len. Throughout
dinner, Suzume did not talk, and although it was she and Sei who tried to brighten up the atmosphere, she knew
Len and Suzumes relationship is on very thin ice right now.
Without any emotions, Suzume received the item Melissa placed in her hands. However the moment she
saw what it was, uncontrollably tears rolled down her face like mad. It was the photo Sei took of her and Len
today. Although from the photograph, both Suzume and Len were not looking towards the camera, Suzume
discovered for the first time how she looked when she was looking at Len. She is such an idiot, she had been
attracted to Len longer than she even knew! Since when and how had Len occupied such a big part in her heart?
Suzume In understanding, Melissa held onto her friend.
Suzume continued to weep knowing everythings too late now. She finally knows her heart now, she could
finally answer Lens question, butdoes he still want to know the answer?
Chapter Fourteen
Can you picture what it would be like when two best violinists come together to perform violin duets? It
was unbelievable how delightful and enchanting it sounded when the two violin tunes existed to support each
other, and yet their individual characteristics were well kept. There were none other but Mia and Len who could
make this violin duet far transcendent than any other two instruments put together.
Most of all it was amazing how well Mia and Len coordinated, and from their first practice Suzume knew
already, Mia and Len must have played numerous times together to be able to sound so perfect mutually.
Or maybe, Mia and Len were meant for each other, they were true soul mates
Suzume, your tempo is slowing down. Lens strict tone of reminder brought Suzumes wondering
miserable mind back to reality.
Sorry! Suzume apologized quickly and felt her cheeks burning hot with shame. Compared to Mia and
Len, her piano accompaniment stood out so unharmoniously in the entire practice. However with a smile of
apology Mia comforted. Sorry Suzume, I must have been going too fast. I could tell how hard you have tried to
accommodate me
Suzume felt even worse with Mias comforting words. She knew it was no way Mias fault that she could
not catch up to them. Ever since the incident that night at the concert, Suzume felt as if she had lost her ability to
accommodate Len. That bond they once had disappeared, and knowing something was bothering her about Len
and Mias relationship, Suzume felt she no longer could understand Lens music like she once could.
Lets take a thirty minute break. Noticing the melancholy look on Suzumes face, Mia suggested quickly.
Knowing their practice was going nowhere Len frowned and agreed, he knew as well that this was not like
Suzume at all. She had not performed to her full capacity and Len knows that more than anyone else. The joy and
excitement he had once experienced performing with Suzume felt like a feeling long forgotten. It was as if Suzume
was trying hard to cope, but because she tried too hard, she had lost the ability to perform.
Len felt frustration aroused inside him, how could he always manage to intimidate Suzume? He was
supposed to be the man that brings Suzume comfort and peace, yet he had given her nothing but fear and
sadness, most of all, he had caused her to lose the ability to perform as a musician.
When at this time, the ring tone on Suzumes mobile sounded to break the silence. In panic Suzume
quickly reached for her bag and answered her phone. Hello?
Hi Suzume, A familiar voice came through. Its Ryo here.
Ryo?! Not expecting the call of course, Suzume called as a reflex.
Immediately upon that name, Mia noticed the frown and extreme unpleasantness painted Lens face.
However it was only for an instant as the cool returned once again to Lens face, as if the fact that Ryo called
Suzume from overseas does not bother him.
I know I shouldnt be calling you, Ryo smiled mockingly to himself. But there has been a very important
message from your school that I felt it important enough for me to break this rule.
Noits okay. Suzume replied quickly although feeling it uncomfortable to speak to Ryo on the phone in
front of Len, quickly excusing herself Suzume entered the room next door. What message was it?
Well, first of all, you have successfully passed your thesis and exams! Ryo gave Suzume the good news.
Thank God Suzume held onto her head and let out a sigh of relief.
But that is not all, Ryo smiled and continued to explain. Your graduation thesis has also won the Best
Composed Music Award from the Vienna Music Board.
Not expecting that Suzume thought her ear malfunctioned, The Vienna Music Board?!
Yes, congratulations Suzume! Wow, you have won the same award that Len won on his graduation as
well! Ryo called in excitement.
But winning the award means
Thats right! You have been offered a three-year scholarship by Maestro Denis Illino himself! Ryo
continued in joy truly happy for Suzumes accomplishment. It is the exact same offer Len had after he graduated!
Butbut Suzume startled in shock. I have never sent my work in for consideration!
To Suzumes surprise Ryo did not reply immediately, finally after a pause Ryo told Suzume the shocking
truth. It was Len, he was the one who put forward your work for you.
Len?! Not expecting that Suzume took a peek at Len in the other room and whispered. Howhow
come he never told me about it?
You know what he is like, Ryo smiled and justified his brothers action. He truly believed in your talent.
As a professional musician himself, he was more moved by your work than anyone else.
But Suzume did not know what to say. Indeed winning the award is the best honor any music
graduate would have hoped for. Most of all being granted an opportunity to be trained by Maestro Denis Illino, the
head conductor of Rome Symphony Orchestra into a professional musician like Len and Mia!
To Suzumes total perplexity, she did not sense the ecstasy upon such great news. Rather Suzume took
another look at Len, her fianc. She realized for her to take up such an opportunity will mean her choice of leaving
Len. She is now Lens piano accompaniment, how could she leave him to seek her own career path? At the same
time, Suzume knew she would be lying too if she did not want this scholarship.
Knowing the dilemma going through Suzumes heart, Ryo comforted. Suzume, dont forget this is a once
in a lifetime opportunity. If Len did not believe it to be the best thing for you, he would have never forwarded your
work in the first place.
I knowbut Suzume sighed and did not know what to do and say. Suzume had now found herself
more and more attached to Len. She was not so sure anymore she could leave Lens presence for three years.
Well, the final decision is up to you. With a bitter smile Ryo whispered gently. You always sacrifice your
own wish for others. It is time now you finally go for something you want. Len would understand because he loves
you.
Suzume dwelt into Ryos words as she took another look at Len. Yes, like Ryo mentioned, if Len did not
want this for her, he would have never forwarded her work for the award. Yet on the other hand, Suzume knew
she was never an ambitious or career-minded person. She knew her career is not a career without Len being a part
of it. She had wanted nothing more than to just remain beside Len, she just wanted to be Lens support and
nothing more.
Thank you Ryo, for letting me know, Finally Suzume smiled and replied calmly for she had made up her
mind. Remember I once said that I am the person that completes Len? Now I know without Len I cannot be
complete either. So I have decided, I will decline the scholarship.
Ryo did not know what to say to Suzumes decision. After a pause Ryo concluded with a gentle tone of
understanding. Soyou finally know your heart. I guess if that is your final decision I shall support it. But
remember to let Len know how you truly feel before any more disasters happen. With a sigh Ryo whispered, I do
not wish to see you unhappy anymore, if I was not the one that could make you happy, I am sure Len could.
Suzume felt tears coming to her eyes with how understanding and supportive Ryo was. With gratefulness
Suzume whispered, Thank you Ryothank you.
After the phone call with Ryo, Suzume dialled another number that Ryo gave her, the number of Maestro
Denis Illino to kindly decline the scholarship.
Are you sure you dont want to reconsider? As expected, tone of disappointment cannot be hidden
when Maestro Illino received the call from Suzume. I have seen your work and know you have great potential and
bright future ahead of you, if you would be willing to be trained further by me for three years, no, even just two
years!
Calmly Suzume apologized, I am sorry Maestro Illino. But I am currently Tsukimori Lens piano
accompaniment, and I am very satisfied and happy with the present situation.
With a sigh, Maestro Illino persuaded once more. Are you not curious to find out what potentials you
have? To see how deep and far you could go? If you were only a piano accompaniment, no one will ever know you,
and your name will never remain in musical history.
Suzume did not respond immediately, she knew there were definitely some parts within her that was
curious to know how much more she could do. As a music graduate, there was no denying that Suzume also
genuinely loves music. However she loves Len too, and without him, she could never be happy.
Maestro, I do not need to have my name known to anyone. To me, the only thing that matters is that I
remain Lens support. Not only now, but for the rest of my life. With a soft laughter, Suzume added. I know it
sounds foolish, but that is my only ambition.
I see Finally with another sigh, Maestro Illino nodded. But if you ever change your mind, you know
where to contact me. And remember, do not bury that talent you have!
Slowly taking in a deep breath, Suzume felt all the dread and weight she had prior the phone call had all
disappeared. She did not regret her choice because her mind was so clear. When she was convincing both Ryo and
Maestro Illino her choice, she was also reminding herself the real reason she had decided to remain with Len.
On their first encounter, even before they knew who each other was, Suzume and Len just performed
together one song after another because she understood Lens music, and Len found completeness when he
performed with her. It did not matter what past relations Len had with Mia, Suzume should not let that affect her
duty. Len had asked her to be his piano accompaniment, and that, she must do.
Everyone in the room exchanged a look with each other when they noticed the clear difference in
Suzumes performance now and before the break. Applauding to the beautiful performance, Sei asked in tease.
Wow Suzume, whatever happened just now during the break? You seem very peaceful and happy now,
something good happened? Was that Ryo on the phone? What did he say?
Immediately in alert, Melissa pinched Seis arm hard in warning. OWWWWW!! Sei moaned in pain and
turned to Melissa. What did you do that for??
Rolling her eyes, Melissa indicated secretly towards Len. Clueless to the complicated history involving Len
and Ryo, Sei tilted his head still puzzled.
Lets move on to the next song, Obviously not wanting to dwell deeper on the topic, as if he heard
nothing of it, Len instructed. Unfortunately, although Len made sure he looked calm and undistractedly outwardly,
deep inside he cannot deny the fact that he was most bothered too with Suzumes sudden change.
Not knowing the real reason why Suzume became so calm and peaceful of course, to Len it had only
appeared exactly as Sei mentioned. The reason Suzume recovered and could perform again was because she just
had a heart-warming conversation with Ryo. Unlike how he could only intimidate and frighten her, Ryo was the
one that could make Suzume smile and happy.
Len frowned even more in frustration when he noticed all of a sudden; the person that was ruining the
practice was he. With that disastrous thought running through his head, although Len did not want to show it, his
aggravation was clearly displayed in his performance.
Len? Mia stopped her performance and looked at Len in concern. Suzume too stopped and looked up
at Len, not needing an explanation, Suzume understood immediately Len was not performing at his normal
standards at all.
I am sorry, Len placed down his violin and let out a deep breath. It appears that it was me that was
destroying todays practice.
Len
I will be practicing in the other room for a while, Not allowing Suzume or Mia to say anything, Len
added as he walked towards the door.
When Len was finally alone in one of the practice rooms, Len let out a long deep sigh hoping to relief the
pressure he felt pressing against his chest. How much longer was he going to put such strain and pain on both
Suzume and he? His annoyingly stubborn untrue personality is destroying the both of them.
Gently resting the violin back on his shoulder, Len placed the bow against the strings of the violin as
gradually a beautiful melody was produced. Closing his eyes, Len decided to not let his emotions take over. He had
always been a performer with extraordinary skills, he does not need to have his emotions ruin it.
Before he met Suzume, Len have always performed like that, with hours and hours of practice and to him,
emotions were just useless. His remarkable performances were simply the result of his hard work and nothing
more. However, ever since he met Suzume, she changed that concept for him. To his surprise, performing was no
longer a duty, but something that made him joyful and content.
As if his fingers have wills of their own, they moved along the strings producing the melody that belonged
to just him and Suzume, the song he composed for her, the song that spoke out his admiration and thanks to
Suzume, the song that he wrote when he discoveredSuzume was his soul mate.
Here are a few pieces we could also include into the album, Placing the folder of manuscripts before
Len, Mia explained pointing to the names of the pieces she had picked out. Nodding in acknowledgement to Mias
explanation, Len conversed normally with Mia discussing over the recording of the album, purely for business
purposes. Mia knew that of course, so far in the entire time they have spent in Rome, there was only simply a
working relationship between them.
Excuse me, With a knock on the door, one of the staff entered the recording room. There is someone
here to see Miss Suzume Minami.
Suzume had gone to buy some lunch with Melissa and Sei, Mia replied with a polite smile although she
noticed the expression change on Lens face with Suzumes name mentioned. Who was it?
Responding to Mias question, a grey haired noble man entered as he gave a nod to greet. Seeing the face
of the visitor, both Mia and Len stood up immediately in surprise. Maestro Illino? What a pleasant surprise!
Good day, Miss Dresner and Mr Tsukimori. Sorry to come uninvited, but I heard that you are both
recording your new album here in Rome so I thought I could catch Miss Minami here too. Shaking hands with
both Mia and Len, Maestro Illino explained. Miss Minami is not available?
She will return in about half an hour, Len replied politely although he was dead curious why the
almighty Maestro Illino of the Rome Symphony Orchestra was here to see Suzume.
I see, The old man gave a sigh, and then looking up at Len, he smiled. In that case, maybe I will have a
word with you instead, Mr Tsukimori, if that is okay?
A little surprised, Len nodded and led Maestro Illino into the room. Sure, please take a seat.
After Maestro Illino seated himself down, his green eyes moved sharply onto Len. I will cut straight to the
chase, Mr Tsukimori, please let Miss Minami go.
Len felt his entire body jumped upon what Maestro Illino said. Not sure exactly what Maestro Illino was
referring to, however the simple sentence had struck Len like a lightning.
Let Suzume go?
It was like the only right thing to do that Len had long known, yet something that he found impossible to
do. Len did not want to see Suzume in such torment and gloom anymore, at the same time he was unable to set
her free. Although it was just making the both of them miserable, Len did not care, as long as Suzume remained
beside him.
Noticing Lens face so pale with Maestro Illinos request, Mia asked quickly. What do you mean, Maestro
Illino? Unlike Len who was in the state of shock, Mia knew there was no way a person like Maestro Illino came all
the way here just to budge into other peoples love affairs.
A little surprised too with Len reaction, Maestro Illino explained, I am saying that if you are a professional
musician yourself, you should know better than anyone not to trap another gifted person. Let them go so they
could further be trained!
When still encountered by the puzzled look on Lens face, Maestro Illino asked in surprise. You didnt
know? Has Miss Minami not talked to you about it?
Len did not know what to say after he heard the shocking news from Maestro Illino. Not because of the
fact Suzume had actually won the scholarship and award he had forwarded her on for, but the fact she had turned
it down because she chose to remain his piano accompaniment. Once again Suzume threw away her happiness
because of him.
Mr Tsukimori, do you know the reason why Miss Minami insisted on remaining with you? From her work
I could tell how much she genuinely loves music. That is why I cannot understand why she would turn down the
scholarship. Shaking his head, with a sigh Maestro asked.
A mocking smile came onto Lens face with Maestro Illinos question. If there were anyone, it would be
him that wanted to know the answer to this question. Why would Suzume make all these self-sacrificing decisions?
She rejected Ryo to remain with him although it was Ryo that she loved. Now she turned down the opportunity to
her own bright future to remain in this relationship that meant nothing to her?
Suzume, Finally clearing his throat Len attempted to answer Maestro Illinos question. Sheshe is my
fiance.
Nodding in acknowledgement Maestro Illino said. In that case, I dont see the reason why you could not
wait for three more years. If you really love her, you would want her to take this scholarship right? I mean, you
have been granted the same opportunity before, and look where you are now. Dont you think she deserves the
same?
Maestro Illino, things are not like how you pictured. Mia interrupted immediately defending Len. Len
had only found out about Suzumes scholarship today, if he had known earlier, I am sure
Miaits alright. Len stopped Mia.
But
Looking back at Maestro Illino, Len said firmly. I agree with you. I am a person who also possesses
genuine love and respect to music. With a pause, Len concluded solemnly. I will let her go.
After Mia and Len walked Maestro Illino out, Mia turned to look at Len again. She felt her heart tore into
pieces when she saw the look in Lens eyes. Len, are you sure? Maybe it would be better if you discussed with
Suzume first.
Len did not reply immediately, as if it took quite a while for Len to cope with the outcome, finally Len
turned to Mia. Do not tell Suzume anything about what happened just now.
Although surprised with what Len said, Mia nodded in understanding knowing no one could influence
Suzumes future now except Len. Being acquainted with Len all these years, Mia knew he does not need her to
interfere with his decision. However, from the bottom of her heart, she knew this decision would only crush Lens
heart
King prawns! Sei cheered when the waiter placed his order before him. Taking a big bite he felt this was
the only enjoyable thing throughout dinner. To be honest, he doesnt see the point eating dinner together. Eating
with such unhappy faces on this table will only ruin his appetite!
Sei,
Sei nearly choked on his food when Len suddenly broke the silence and called him. Cautiously Sei turned
to Len suspecting whether Len had actually saw through the complaints he was just thinking before.
Yes Len? Clearing his throat, Sei responded.
Can we schedule a day-off tomorrow? Not showing any signs Len asked calmly.
Day off? Looking over to Mia, Sei shrugged his shoulder. I guess so, we do not really have a deadline
to meet so
In that case, Lens beautiful eyes moved onto Suzume. I would like to spend a day alone with Suzume.
Take her around Rome or something.
Astonishment and surprise were written over everyones faces especially on Suzumes with what Len said.
However unmoved by the reactions, Lens eyes remain fixed on Suzume as he asked, Is that alright?
Feeling her cheeks burning hot and her heart pumping fast with Lens unexpected request, Suzume
nodded quickly. Sure! Its my pleasure!
The gentle smile that had long disappeared from Lens face once again returned to him as he responded
to Suzume with a nod. Although Len did not say anymore, immediately the atmosphere was uplifted as Melissa
and Sei started to freely converse with Suzume. However there was all but one person as Mias eyes looked at Len
in concern.
Suzume felt her heartbeat racing and butterflies in her stomach when she walked once again next to Len.
It seemed like a generation ago when she last walked like this next to him. Knowing her heart now, Suzume
realized she could not stop that smile from coming onto her face as she took another peek at Lens stunning
handsome face.
As if all the nightmares and trauma between her and Len were unreal, now Len conversed with her
normally and treated her, the way she remembered of him when they were at their happiest times.
This is one of the most famous cathedrals here in Rome except of course, The Vatican, Patiently Len
explained when they stepped into a beautiful, ancient cathedral. Suzume gaped and lifted her head towards the
extremely high ceilings and the divine and majestic paintings painted throughout the entire building.
Wow, this is so beautiful Suzume cannot help but praised. With a shy smile she turned to Len, It
would be so romantic to have a wedding in here, right?
Of course it is. Before Len answered, an Italian lady interrupted. Reaching out her hand she shook both
Suzume and Lens hands. My name is Marina, the wedding co-ordinator of this cathedral. You must be the
Japanese couple that called to see our wedding chapel? Taking a look at her watch, the Italian lady Marina
shrugged her shoulders, Oh well, although you arrived half an hour early, but we can get started anyway. Not
even allowing Suzume and Len a chance to explain they were not the couple that made the booking, she led them
forward to the altar.
Want a rehearsal to see how romantic it would be to be married here? Marina asked again giving
Suzume a wink. Whats your name?
Suzume Minami
Nodding, Marina turned to Len. And you?
Len Tsukimori
Turning Suzume and Len to face each other, Marina took a white-laced cloth and placed it over Suzumes
head. Here, pretend this is your veil. Try to picture your own wedding right here, in the middle of this beautiful
cathedral, all your guests admiring how beautiful you look As if she has the entire package, taking a fake
bouquet out of her bag, she placed them in Suzumes hands too. Hold this too.
Suzume felt all the blood in her started to boil when she saw Len standing in front of her. To her surprise
it appeared Len was as nervous as her, and the tenderness shown through his eyes made Suzume melt. It was not
hard for the both of them to picture this as their actual wedding when Suzume and Len looked into each others
eyes.
Marina smiled when she saw the expressions on this couples faces. Turning to Len she said, Repeat after
me please, I, Len Tsukimori,
Although feeling awkward and uneasy, Len repeated what Marina said as instructed. I, Len Tsukimori
Take you, Suzume Minami as my lawfully wedded wife,
Take you, Suzume Minami as my lawfully wedded wife Initially Len was only repeating what Marina
said, however when his eyes encountered the shy, blissful face of the girl he loves, without Marina to take the
lead, Len continued on, Whether through sickness and in health, in distress or joy, I promise to share the rest of
my life with you, Like being hypnotized, gently placing his hand on Suzumes soft cheek, Len whispered, and til
death do us part
Uncontrollably, tears of joy rolled off Suzumes face with Lens words, unable to look away Suzume
followed on too with a beautiful smile, I, Suzume Minami, take youLen Tsukimori, as my lawfully wedded
husbandwhether throughsickness and in healthin distressor joy, I promiseI promiseto share the rest of my
life with youand till death do us part
Gently, and so tenderly, Len wiped the tears off Suzumes face as he felt his heart twitched in pain with
the discovery. His love for Suzume was stronger than he had ever imagined. He never knew he could have such
strong emotions for someone. Emotions and feelings were something he used to frown upon; yet, he felt even if
he had lost everything, even if the whole world turned against him, it no longer mattered.
Suzume was all that mattered
With a warm smile, Marina concluded. With the authority bestowed upon me, I pronounce you man and
wife. You may now seal this marriage with a kiss. With tease she added. Go on, kiss the bride.
Gently lifting the veil off Suzumes beautiful face, Len felt a million emotions crushed him when he saw
the stunning smile on Suzumes face as she slowly closed her eyes, waiting for him to kiss her. However, Len
discovered that he could not. Even if it was only a pretended ceremony, before God Len could not lie.
Stooping down, Len landed a soft kiss on Suzumes forehead feeling the pressing pain against his chest.
Len realized the determination he had to let Suzume go was shaken. Although he knew he must free Suzume so
she could seek further training through her scholarship, but he also wanted nothing more than just having Suzume
by his side, to have her as his support, for if he had already found completeness in Suzume, how could he let go?
Suzume let out a deep breath of delight while she looked once again at the wedding brochures in her
hand. Despite the fact Marina finally found out they were not the couple that had booked to see the wedding
chapel, Marina was more than happy to make another business and book Len and Suzume in for a wedding there
too if they wish.
Although knowing there was not a date set, still Suzume could not help but wished one day she will be
again at a chapel, together with Len, no longer just a pretended ceremony, but a real one where she can declare
before people that she was willing to spend the rest of her life with Len. No one can part them, because it was a
divine eternal vow before God.
The rest of the evening went by smoothly, it was like a wonderful dream for Suzume. Len took her to a
beautiful restaurant, they walked romantically along the stone paths of the Roman street, spent the rest of the
evening together in such harmony and serenity. Although not knowing why Len was suddenly so nice to her again,
Suzume wanted to let him know how happy and joyful she was.
UmLen, After they returned to the hotel room, Suzume finally took courage and spoke up. However
she felt tenseness and nerviness took over when Len turned to look at her upon her call. II wanted to thank you
for such a wonwonderful day!
Responding with a gentle smile, Len shook his head. There is nothing to thank me for. You deserved a
day like this.
Lowering her head, Suzume felt her cheeks burning hot in shyness, gripping onto her skirt hoping to ease
the strain she is experiencing right now, Suzume startled. II wanted to thank youbecause, because I am really
truly happy today. I am so happy now becausebecause Len you are talking to me againand I thought, I thought
you would never ever forgive me Lifting her head to finally face Len, Suzume gave Len a genuine smile of bliss,
Wouldwould we be able to do this again sometime in the future?
Len felt as if a lightning struck him when he saw the beautiful shy smile on Suzumes face. How could he
answer Suzumes simple question?
If you are a professional musician yourself, you should know better than anyone not to trap another gifted
person.
If you really love her, you would want her to take this scholarship right?
The words that Maestro Illino said echoed in Lens mind to remind him once again of the right thing to do.
Because Len truly loved Suzume, he should know that Suzumes future would go to waste if she remained with
him.
Suzume, Sensing the unbearable tormenting pain in his heart, Len called gently. He must let her go
before his determination was further shaken, he must set her free before his selfishness took over.
However before Len continued, the phone in their suite rang to halt the situation. For some reason, Len
could not help but feel relieved with the sudden distraction. Walking up to the phone, Len picked it up. Hello?
Len? Hi, its Mia here, sorry to call so late.
Its alright, Secretly taking a deep breath to calm himself, Len asked. Whats the matter?
I am terribly sorry about the urgency, but apparently our contracted record company required us to sign
a few more documents and have it faxed over to their office by tonight. With a bitter smile Mia explained. If its
okay, would you be able to come over and review the details so we could get Sei to fax it off as soon as possible.
I understand. I will be there in a few minutes. Calmly placing the handset back on the phone, Len did
not know what to do. Noticing Suzume looking at him unknowingly, clueless of what he was about to say, Len
squeezed out a smile. I need to go and review a few documents, it might take a while, so no need to wait up for
me.
I understand. Nodding, Suzume walked Len to the door. However, a sense of lost and loneliness whirled
up in Suzume when she watched Len stepped out the door. Suzume realized she was starting to become extremely
attached to Len, and knowing Len was going to meet Mia, Suzume noticed that sour feeling appearing again.
Before Len closed the door behind him, Suzume took courage and called quickly. Len,
When Len stopped and looked at her, Suzume blushed and moved up closer to Len. Tiptoeing, Suzume
landed a soft kiss on Lens cheek. Good night
Never expecting that, a flush of pink suddenly painted Lens striking perfect face. Goodgood night. Not
wanting Suzume to see the unusual facial expressions on his face right now, Len turned and walked quickly out of
there.
Knowing he was finally alone, Len held onto his head as he let out a sigh. No, he must not feel moved; he
must not allow his emotions to desire after Suzume. However at the same time, Len felt another voice within
asked. Was that not the first time Suzume initiated something? Maybe she does not feel trapped in this
relationship? Maybe her choice to remain beside you was actually something she wanted?
So these are the three new documents that require review, if you could read them and then just sign
here
The dilemma inside Len continued to war on, with his mind in total chaos, Len did not hear a thing Mia
was saying. Noticing the lost state Len was in, Mia asked in concern. Len, are you okay?
Yeah, I am fine. Not wanting anyone to see through his hectic mind, Len replied, short and closed as
usual.
Mia knew that of course. She had after all spent three years together with Len, and during those three
years, she had not wanted to know about another other than Len. Although Len never opened his heart, Mia knew
everything about him. The way he looked when he was upset, the way tenderness showed through his eyes when
he was happy. Also, the more depressed and hurt Len was, the colder and calmer he wanted to appear.
As if nothing was wrong, Len signed the papers calmly. If you have done your part already, I will take
these to Sei so he can fax them off tonight.
Len, Finally with a sigh, Mia asked. Have you talked to Suzume yet?
About what? The frown immediately appeared on Lens face with Mias question.
You took Suzume out today because you planned to break up with her right? That was what you meant
when you told Maestro Illino that you will let Suzume go. In no more pretence, Mia asked sharply. As expected,
Mia noticed the disturbed gleam in Lens eyes upon her question.
Its none of your business Coldly Len threw that sentence at Mia as he stood up from his seat.
Thats not entirely true, For the first time, Mia was persistent and did not allow Len to avoid the topic.
You know how I feel towards you Len, and knowing the decision you were about to make will destroy you, I
cannot watch you do it. With a sigh, Mia continued. I know I was never the one for you, I was not the one that
could change you. However when you told me about Suzume, I knew you have finally found the person that could
complete you. Whenever you talked about her, I saw passion and care that I have never seen from you before. I do
not want to see you lose that, LenI, Mia paused and her tone became even tenderer. I just wanted to see you
happy.
Len felt his heart softened and moved with what Mia said. Finally in a mellow voice, Len replied. Mia, I
thought I was happy until I realized my own happiness was built on Suzumes sorrows. Because of me, she could
not be with the person she loves, and because of me, she has given up her future. Slowly closing his eyes in pain,
Len gave a self-mocking smile. I am tired now, tired to be reminded of how selfish and immature I was. Suzume
deserved better, she has her own sky to soar, I cannot trap her here with me.
Mias heart ached sharing every pain and grief that is torturing Len right now. She understood how Len
felt, and why he had finally decided to sacrifice his own happiness for Suzume. It was the same as why she was the
one that ended their three-year relationship. Len was always patient and polite towards her. But it only hurt her
more knowing no matter how much she gave, no matter how much she tried, Len could never love her.
However there was one thing that Len did not know.
From the past few days, Mia observed clearly how Suzume acted towards Len. There was no doubt
Suzume has fallen for Len too. Mia did not know the details of the stories and dramas that went on between Len
and his brother, Ryo. However whatever it was must have been the cause of the misunderstanding between Len
and Suzume. She noticed although Suzume has finally discovered her attraction towards Len, she was too timid to
reveal it to Len because she thought he could not forgive her.
Mia knew the only way to prevent more and more misunderstandings between Len and Suzume was to
force Suzume out of her fear, make her come forward, and finally let Len know she loves him too. With a soft sigh,
Mia knew it was strange for her to help Suzume and Len, but to her, Lens happiness was more important than her
own. She wanted Len to smile again even if it meant he could hate her forever with what she was about to do
I understand, Len. With the decision, Mia apologized. I am sorry, I should not have interfered with your
personal life. Lets return to business. Calmly picking up the phone, in her usual gentle voice Mia said when the
other party answered. Hi Melissa, I was wondering if you could bring over the black folder I left with you this
morningyes, very much appreciated, see you in a few minutes.
Following her phone call, most naturally Mia walked up to the door and unlocked it for Melissas arrival.
Returning once again to Len, Mia explained. There are a few changes to the recording schedule, I have asked
Melissa to bring them up now so you can double check if it is okay.
Not long after, both Mia and Len heard a knock on the door followed by Melissas cheerful voice. Mia,
its me.
Come in, Mia answered. However the moment she saw Melissa opened the door, turning to Len, Mia
placed her arms around his neck as she pressed his lips deep onto hers.
Thud!
Not expecting to see the hot passionate kissing scene of course, Melissa dropped the black folder she
carried as she gaped in disbelief. As if nothing happened, calmly turning to Melissa, still accompanied with the
sweet smile, Mia instructed. Oh, Melissa. Can you just leave the black folder on the desk? And that would be all,
thanks.
Yesyes, of course. Hurriedly Melissa picked up the black folder and placed it on the desk keeping her
head low avoid looking at the two people in the room. Like fleeing, without wasting a single second, Melissa
headed quickly out the door closing the door tight and shut behind her.
Whatwhat the hell was that?!
Melissa screamed inside covering her mouth in shock. Although it was only a short moment her eyes saw
the kiss scene, Melissa discovered that it was enough to arouse the anger and fury within her.
Howhow could Len be kissing Mia?! How about Suzume?! How could he cheat on his wonderful fiance
with his ex??!!
Without second thought, Melissa turned and stormed straight for Suzumes suite. She must let her best
friend know, she will not allow anyone to hurt and treat her friend like that!!
Although Len told Suzume not to wait up for him, but Suzume discovered she could not sleep anyway.
Gently taking out the photo Melissa took of her and Len, Suzume felt that blissful smile uncontrollably crept onto
her face when she looked at the photo again and again. It was so strange that a month ago, she thought it was Ryo
she loved, yet with all these things happening, although it took a while, she had finally learnt that dont know
when and how, she was captured and attracted by Len.
Maybe it was because of the appearance of Mia, Suzume finally discovered how much Len meant to her.
A little annoyed with herself, Suzume was forced to see how much she desired Lens love when she was about to
lose it.
Slowly with a sigh, Suzume felt her heart sank when she was reminded of the reality. Yes, exactly. Why
was it only when Len might not want her anymore, she has fallen for him? Although Suzume wanted to confess her
heart to Len, however she realized it was actually quite hard to do. All these negative thoughts of how Len might
want to get back with Mia, how Len might not love her anymore was clouding and poisoning Suzumes mind.
While Suzume was drowned in her thought of mind, the doorbell to her suite rang. Immediately sitting up
in joy, Suzume ran to the door. Len! Youre back Suzume stopped immediately when she saw that it was not
Len, but her friend Melissa. Noticing the grave and pale look on her best friends face, Suzume asked softly in
concern, Melissa, whats wrong? You look so upset?
Suzume! Stepping into the room, Melissa held onto Suzumes shoulders. Listen to me, forget about
Len; give up on that jerk! Break up with him immediately! You no longer have to be trapped in this relationship,
you are free to accept Ryo now!
Staggered with what Melissa said, Suzumes instinct immediately told her something bad has happened.
Whatwhat do you mean?
Listen to me, Suzume. I was called into Mias room just a while ago, and the moment I opened the door, I
saw Mia and Len kissing. The worst thing was, I did not sense the slightest hint of guilt from them. It might not
even be the first time they have been doing it behind your back! In total disgust and anger Melissa rambled on,
not knowing her every word was a knife cutting Suzumes heart.
As if her world had suddenly entered into darkness, Suzume collapsed onto the sofa as all the strength in
her body vanished at once, making her body numb and cold. Although all the senses had left her body, yet Suzume
could feel the indescribable pain in her heart, the despair, and shockingly extreme jealousy taking over her entire
being.
Jealousy? Suzume shivered with the thought. Both Ryo and Sei were right. She was jealous over Mia!
Unlike how she previously felt when she saw Ryo and Emi, this time Suzume discovered adding to her sorrow was
the strong feeling of resentment! She could not bear to see Len with another; she was actually possessive over
Len!
How could she be so stupid? Suzume finally learned that her feeling toward Ryo was merely an
admiration, a respect to a wonderful person. Yet what she has for Len, it was an attraction, a passion she, as a
woman has to a man.
Unable to let out a word, Suzume covered her face in despair. No, she does not want to lose Len; she does
not want to spend the rest of her life with anyone else. Suzume finally know what her heart longed and desired
for, ironically it was only because of this ugly, pitiful jealousy that was eating her up.
What was the meaning of that? After Melissa fled the room, Len asked solemnly, his voice icy cold,
anger shown through as he moved away from Mia. However Len felt even more irritated when he did not receive a
response from Mia. Picking up the signed documents he came here to retrieve in the first place, Len headed
straight for the door not wanting to spend one more second in the room.
I just wanted you to be happy, Len. And that happiness can only come from Suzume.
Before Len stepped out, he heard Mia said, her voice shaking as tears rolled down her face. Len, think
very carefully. Who was the person that can really make her happy? It is only you, Len. Your every word, your
decision will be able to affect Suzume! Do think very carefully, Taking in a deep breath, Mia concluded. What was
it that Suzume actually wanted?
Lens heart gave a huge thump upon Mias words. What was it that Suzume actually wanted? With the
question repeating itself over and over inside Lens mind like a broken record, desolation and misery came upon
Len.
Alright, I will fax these off straight away, Flipping through the documents Len handed to him, Sei said.
Moving his eyes from the documents onto Len, Sei was taken back when he saw the look on Lens face. Are you
alright, Len? You look like crap, man.
I am finejust fax these off as soon as possible. Unlike usual, Len did not converse with Sei in his cold,
confident voice. Instead, Sei noticed the man standing before him was no longer the proud, stubborn person he
was used to. For the first time, Sei saw Len in such a fragile state.
Len, Although he always teased Len, but at a time like this, Sei knew he must be a friend. Its to do with
Suzume right? You have been so depressed since that night at the concert. What really happened between you
two?
Len made no reply to Seis question, however from the look in his eyes, Sei knew he was right. Finally
after a pause, Len responded, Sei, the first time you met Suzume you said she was my soul mate, do you still
believe that now? Stopping, Len did not continue further. Instead he turned away from Sei ending the
conversation. Good night, Sei.
Len! Sei called quickly when he saw Len walking away. I knew I said that, but I still believe so! You
believe that also, Len! You believe it too that is why you could perform the way you did after you met her!
Lens eyes widened a little upon what Sei said. Does he still believe Suzume to be his soul mate? Len felt
his heart twitched in pain with the very thought. Yes, he believed Suzume was his soul mate, she understood him,
she shared his thought in music, when they performed together, Len had never felt so complete and content. Yet,
if she was his true soul mate, why couldnt he make her happy? Why couldnt he make Suzume feel the same way
towards him?
He once thought if he loved her enough, she would finally be moved and would share the same love he
has for her. Unfortunately, it only appeared the more he tried, the more he had made Suzumes his prisoner.
Suzume remained beside him because she pitied him, her soft meek heart will not allow her to break a promise
simply because she did not want to further upset him.
Under the starry sky, Len walked along the stony streets of Rome. He did not return to the suite because
he could not face Suzume. With his current state, Len was frightened that he was going to further entrap and hurt
Suzume.
He had originally wanted to let her go, that was why he wanted to spend one last day with her. Ironically,
after the day with Suzume, he had only discovered that it was even harder to lose her. Her smile, her voice,
everything about her had become a part of him, and losing her, he might not be able to survive.
Not long after, Len found himself before the cathedral he took Suzume to today. Although it was late,
surprisingly the doors were still unlocked. Gently pushing the door open, Len entered the cathedral. Different to
when he came during daytime, there was no one around, and without the sunlight, there were only candles
instead to keep it bright enough for Len to see where he was going.
Slowly walking up towards the altar, Lens heart ached; reminded of the fake ceremony he had today with
Suzume. It was here before God, Len was true to his heart for the first time in a long while. He could declare to
Suzume his true desire to protect her for the rest of his life, his promise to make her happy. Yet, it was also here,
Len knew having an aspiration was not enough. Desiring to protect her may not mean he had the ability to do so.
Slowly closing his eyes, Len whispered softly to himself, repeating the promise he made to Suzume today.
Whether through sickness and in health, in distress or joy, I promise to share the rest of my life with you
With the indescribable pain in his heart, Len knew what to do now. He finally understood what it meant, if
you love her, you should set her free. Len never thought he could do it, because he was not that strong and
wonderful. However now Len could let Suzume go, his love for Suzume has far transcended any love he had left for
himself.
I will be fine, Len persuaded himself. Although this pain was unbearable, maybe he will no longer be able
to love again, but it all does not matter now. Because Suzume will finally smile, Suzume will be happy, and Suzume
will be freed from him
Quietly, Len opened the suite door, not wanting to wake Suzume up from her sleep. By the time Len
returned to the hotel, it was already dawn. However to his surprise, the moment he entered the suite, he found
Suzume to be awake, sitting before the window. Her eyes stared blankly at the quiet early morning Roman town.
Unlike how Suzume usually was, she sat there with her arms wrapped around her legs, still and silent, not even
reacting to his entrance.
Suzume? Not expecting to see Suzume like this, Len walked into the lounge where Suzume was. How
come you are still awake?
I Finally responding, Suzumes head remained low, avoiding Lens eyes. I could not sleep. Taking a
deep breath, Suzume added, II have heard from Melissa about what happened.
Heard from Melissa? It took Len a while before he finally understood what Suzume was referring to.
Immediately blood rushed to his face when he was reminded of Mias kiss. Ah, thatthat was For the first time
in his life Len could not maintain his cool as he tried to clarify the situation. However when he saw the look in
Suzumes eyes, Len stopped.
No, there was no use justifying.
Len had already decided to return here to break up with Suzume. It would probably be better if Suzume
thought he had cheated on her. That way, she would no longer have to feel obligated to remain beside him, that
way, she will be able to leave him and pursue her own happiness.
That was? Suzume caught what Len was going to say and asked. Deep inside, Suzume had hoped Len
would tell her that it was not true, the kiss had never happened. Or even if it did, it meant nothing. Unfortunately,
Len did not grant Suzume the wish as he turned away instead, keeping a distance from her.
Suzume, Len called softly, his heart torn with what he was about to tell her. I am breaking up with
you.
Suzumes whole body jumped as if she was electrocuted upon Lens words. Immediately Suzume felt as if
darkness fell upon her and swallowed her up into dark despair. The outcome that Suzume was most frightened of
had come true. The entire night Suzume could not sleep, haunted by the fretful idea that she was going to lose
Len. The regrettable thought that she was not able to hold onto the blissfulness and happiness she already
possessed.
You remained beside me because you needed to keep to your promise, but now you know, I no longer
need your promise Not noticing Suzumes colourless pale face, Len continued his back still towards her; for if he
had turned around, he might want to hold onto Suzume tightly instead. Soyou are free to go wherever you
want, you no longer need to remain here beside me. Len paused realizing he could no longer continue.
As expected there was a long dreadful silence between the two. After what seemed like a century, finally
Suzume forced out a smile as she replied in an abnormally cheerful tone. I see, so I guess I am no longer the
person you need. Yes, of course, I was never able to make you happy, but I am sure, I am sure Mia will be
Suzume stopped when she noticed all the sorrows and dejections that she had forced herself to swallow all
flooded out of her as uncontrollably, tears flooded down her face like mad.
I amso sorry, I Whimpering, Suzume quickly wiped her tears away. I promised to smile for you
butI, Ithe moment I thought about losing you Len, II cannot, I cannot live on anymore Unable to stop,
Suzume heard her voice continued on, My life is no longer complete without you, LenI have, I have already
fallen in love with you. Like a dam flooded, Suzume finally spoke out her true feelings, no more pretence, no more
holding back. Suzume no longer cared what Len would think of her now, for what could be worse than losing him,
the man she truly loves?
Not expecting that from Suzume, Len finally turned back to Suzume in shock. Suzume?
Unable to face Len, Suzume continued to weep covering her face as she sobbed. II am so sorry, I know
this is not what you need to hear right now, I am so sorry Suzume discovered that she was such an emotional
wreck that she was not making any sense. Ever since they have arrived Rome, Suzume was constantly haunted
with the thought that Len would return to Mia after meeting her again. Initially, Suzume thought, if that was Lens
choice, all she could do was smile and wish Len all the happiness, because he deserved to be loved and respected
by someone truly devoted to him.
However when Melissa told Suzume about the kiss, Suzume discovered for the first time that she was
not as gracious and giving as she thought she was. The entire night Suzume could not sleep as two distinctive
thoughts warred against each other within her. One side of her thought the right thing to do was to quietly step
away and let Len be with Mia, but the other was the avid, passionate side that longed after Len.
Being the considerate, soft-hearted person she always was, Suzume was able to suppress the selfish
jealous side of her to smile for Len if he really wanted to leave her. Unfortunately it did not work as planned when
Len really asked. Unable to control her emotions, Suzume blurted out her heart just like that! Embarrassed and
ashamed of her failure, Suzume continued to weep covering her face in self-hatred and shame. No, this was not
the ugly side she wanted to show Len!!
You really apologize too much
Suzumes body froze when she heard Len whispered with such a tender, soft voice that she had not heard
from Len for a long time. Gently she sensed Lens hands on her own as he moved them away from her face.
Len? Suzume felt her heart skipped a beat when she saw the expressions on Lens stunningly perfect
face. It was not the disappointment and disgust she had expected Len to have after her exposure of the ugly
jealous side. Rather, it was the kind, loving expression Len had when he performed for her on her birthday, the
way he looked at her when he proposed.
Enough has been said, Gently Len hushed as he cupped her tiny beautiful face in his hands. That was
all I needed to hear Stooping, Len caught Suzumes lips with his, the sweet, tender lips that he had wanted to
kiss for a long time. The lips that spoke of the passion she has for him, the wonderful response he had been
waiting for.
Are you sure, Len? Suzume asked when Len told her the truth behind everything. The reason Len was
breaking up with her, it was all because he had wanted Suzume to pursue her own career, her once in a lifetime
opportunity. I, I do not want to be parted from you for three years
Gently holding her soft hand in his, Len smiled. Suzume, I know you actually wanted this scholarship. You
might choose to remain beside me, but I do not want you to walk down this path with me with any sort of regret.
Now I know I have your love, I am willing to wait.
Len, thank you so much Suzume whispered as she held him tight. Yes, now they finally know they have
each others love and support, even if they will be parted for a period of three years or more, Suzume was no
longer frightened. For she believed one day, she will be able to walk down the aisle, vowing their love for each
other before God. No longer a pretended ceremony, but it will be the beginning of a brand new life journey
together.
Finale
Look, look! On the program here it says the final piece will be a violin concerto performed together with
Tsukimori Len! A voice from the audiences of the packed concert hall whispered in surprise with the discovery of
the familiar name. Tsukimori Len had been on hiatus for a while, how come he suddenly appears as a guest
performer in Minami Suzumes Piano Concert?!
I know! After his last appearance in Mia Dresners Violin Duet album, he had suddenly disappeared! Oh
my, how I missed his violin!
Havent you heard? Another voice replied. Minami Suzume was originally Tsukimori Lens piano
accompaniment. He went on hiatus for all these times just to wait for her!
Not only that, I heard they wedded just last month! And this last piece they will be performing together,
Die Seelenfreundin was apparently the piece Tsukimori Len composed for his new wife when he first fell in love with
her.
Awwthat is so sweet!
But rumor says that Minami Suzume would retire after this concert to return as Tsukimori Lens piano
accompaniment instead...
With the comments whispering back and forth among the audiences, at backstage stood a tall man whose
gentle smile made his already perfect handsome face even more stunning as he looked towards the beautiful girl
that stood before him. Are you sure, this is what you wanted to do, Suzume?
Responding to the question with a blissful and content smile, Minami Suzume nodded. Yes, Len. Now I
know the only thing I have ever really wanted was to be your companion. I do not need the name Minami Suzume
to be known to all. Rather, I would like to be recognized as, Holding Lens hand in her own, she whispered.
Tsukimori Suzume