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Living
Douglas
on
the
Edge
of Eternity
Burton-Christie
November,1997
*
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churchand intothenight.
fullofquiet,
Overhimtheheaveniy
stars,
dome,
boundlessly.
hung
shining
itsdouble
thestill-dim
thezenith
tothehorizon
From
Waystretched
Milky
The
theearth.
fresh
andquiet,almost
strand.
enveloped
unstirring,
Night,
inthesapphire
ofthechurch
domes
white
towers
andgolden
sky.The
gleamed
nearthehousehadfallen
intheflowerbeds
autumn
flowers
luxuriant
asleep
ofthe
with
thesilence
tomerge
oftheearth
seemed
Thesilence
until
morning.
. . Alyosha
themystery
ofthestars.
touched
oftheearth
themystery
heavens,
himself
tothe
threw
as ifhehadbeencutdown,
stood
andsuddenly,
gazing
earth.
Alyosha,Dostoevskysays, did not know whyhe was embracing
theearth,whyhe longed to kiss it, and waterit withhis tears. Only
thathe did,and thatin thatmoment"itwas as ifthreadsfromall those
worldsof God all came togetherin his soul, and it was
innumerable
all over,'touchingotherworlds.'"
trembling
I cannotsay withcertainty
whythispassage,read aloud thatday,
the
movedme so deeply.Was itbecause I sensed,almostimmediately,
truthof thestory?Because it touchedupon and gave voice to myown
worlds
longingto embraceand be embracedby "all thoseinnumerable
of God?" Because throughit I glimpsedan immenseand mysterious
worldopeningup beforeme- a worldin whichtheweddingfeast,the
communionof saints and the "sapphiresky" all pulsed and moved
togetherin a single numinousreality; a world where the borders
betweenheavenand earth,thisworldand thenextwerepermeableand
could I learnto
porous?It was all thisand more.I was leftwondering:
whatAlyosha
dwellin sucha world?Could I taste,even fora moment,
world?
had tasted:eternity
breakingintothismundane
Thatthesequestionsshouldhave becomeso real,so pressingto me
in thatmomentwas due in no smallpartto myconvictionthattheone
readingthe passage knew it to be true.SomehowI discerned,in the
very tone of Donald's voice, the truthof Alyosha's dream, the
significanceof his ecstaticembraceof the earthand of his spiritual
who had givenhimselfforso
This tall Yorkshireman,
transfiguration.
manyyears to the studyof Russian language and thought,seemed
suffusedby Dostoevsky'sluminousvision,seemed himselfto
utterly
worldsof
inhabita worldin which"threadsfromall thoseinnumerable
God" cametogether.
Alyosha"feltclearlyand almosttangiblysomethingas firmand
immovableas thisheavenlyvaultdescendintohis soul. . .Never,never
in his lifewould[he] forgetthatmoment."I sensedthesame was true
for me. Something momentous was unfoldingwithin me at that
moment.I was beingdrawnout of myselftowardthe veryedge of a
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had begunlivingintimately
and palpablyintothemystery
of thistruth
as his own bodygraduallydiminishedin strength.
"The wordthatcame
- he emptiedhimself(Phil.
he said,"was ekenosen
to me thismorning,"
is
a
which
me
It
word
make
sense
of thefactthatmymuscles
2).
helps
are losingtheirpower;theyare beingemptiedof power.I musttry.. .
to take it as partof theemptyingof my self,the fibresof my being
As his
beingtakenapartbyGod so thatI maybecomea newcreature'."
own suffering
so
did
his
awareness
of
and
intensified,
compassionfor
else's.
"Each
time
I
a
crucifix
he
now," noted,"I touch
everyone
pass
thefeetof Jesusand call to mindthewordsof Pascal: 'JesusChristest
en agoniejusqu'au findu monde.'And I thinkof thesuffering
people
throughoutthe world,especially now in Zaire. And I tryto place
myselfamidstthem."Here too,perhaps,one can heartheresonanceof
words:"everybody
and everything
is so closelyinterwoven
Florensky's
thatseparationis only approximate."God's redemptiveworkin us,
especially the growthof compassion thatcomes throughsuffering,
makestheidea of separationfromone anotherunimaginable.
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Trans.
Richard
Pevear
andLarissa
TheBrothers
Karamazov.
Fyodor
Dostoevsky,
North
PointPress,1990).Thisandsubsequent
(SanFrancisco:
Volokhonsky
citations
arefrom
pp.361-363.
CitedinDonaldNicholl,
oftheSpiritinRussia(London:Darton,
Triumphs
andTodd,1997),
Longman
p.190.
andTodd,1981),
Donald
Holiness
Nicholl,
Darton,
(London:
p. 129.
Longman
Seediscussion
inHoliness
, pp.130-132.
fromWeavings.
bypermission
Reprinted
The
Power
Authority,
Part
Kevin
and
the
Freedom
Glory
and
Literature:
L.
Morris
body;yettheyhavealso been
EnglishCatholicshavebeena recognisable
individualsengagedin a disorderly,
energetic,
personaland doubt-filled
has
affirm.
to
and
Catholicliterature
create,
struggle
experience,
explore
in thetensionbetweenliberalandconservative:
beengrounded
categories
but
whicharea function
notonlyofhowan individual
relatestodoctrine,
also ofpersonality,
forCatholics,likeeveryoneelse,believeas theymust,
as theirpersonalitiesdictate.Cardinal Manning- togetherwithhis
associatesHerbert
Vaughan,W. G. WardandMgr. GeorgeTalbot- may
be takenas thearchetypeof theconservativementality
(Manningthe
while
Newman
be
taken as the
of
Vatican
I),
presidingspirit
may
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