Treacherous Days (D)

Hello, droplets and everyone else reading!

This is like a story that documented the days leading up to this
album and the days in which I began writing the day and so on.
I started writing this on September 1st with a planned release of
November 18th, hopefully that works out.
I named it treacherous days because the place in which Im in has
changed me and made me want to cherish these days.
At this moment in life, every day is precious and every day is
important so Ill live these treacherous days wondrously.
For most of my records, Ive created an illusion of truth. Ive
created something that hides the real meanings with overused
clichs and metaphors.
However, Im planning on making this record more honest, most
emotional, and more influential than ever.
Whenever I start writing this record, I want to know that I have
the confidence to know that I shouldnt have to fit into whats
happening in the world because Im whats happening.
Its been A Long Time and it might be a while before you guys
get #A3 but I want you guys to know that everything has
changed, Im in the starlight now, and Im living on holy ground.
Taylor Swift said this is the state of grace, this is a worth-while
fight.
With that one phrase, Ive come to a conclusion that everything
will be spontaneous and so will this record. Im in a reality that
cant be broken but Im also in a bright place of freedom.
Ive learned to live with pain but Ive also learned to exercise it
away.

By the time Im finished with this record, I will have created a

vessel; a vessel filled with all the good fights, memories, and
stories.
So, sit back and learn how I wrote this record. I love you guys.

September 6th
I. Ive created a theme for #A3. I wrote it in
my Latin class with a tracklist also.
I call it BloodPOP. Do you like it? No?
Yeah, no.
But I still have the tracklist. Here it is!
1. BloodPop
2. Blood Bourne
3. Blood Bath
4. Blood Love
5. Blood Dance
6. Blood Lux
7. Blood Rain
8. Blood Tears
9. Blood Fires
10. Blood Song
I know its really, really weird and I
myself did not know where I would go
with it. Ill still consider it. Im so
desperateKMS
THAT IS IT FOR TODAYOMG GOOD
NIGHT

September 9th
II. Hey guys so Ive been writing Ozos
second album with him. Im honestly so
comfortable with doing this, its a lot
easier than writing my own stuff.
Heres a sneak peak of a song that I
wroteOMG I HOPE YOU ALL LIKE ITwait
you wont see this until like November or
something soI HOPE IT MAKES THE
TRACKLIST.
American Dream
[Verse One]
Wake up for the fame on the unbroken scene
Luxury and happiness is all that I need
People with their heads up in a helpless scream
I want you to come to my American dream
[Pre-Chorus?]
Hands up high, break a lot of hearts
Dimmed lights, glory, fame at dark
Blue tongues, after the party
Dazed down ** I suddenly stopped here***

So Im pretty sure this will NOT make the

tracklist because Sage will bash this song
so badly. So SCRAPPED.

***Later that day***

Ozo just decided that he does not want me to write
(lead) his record and Im in so much shock omfg. Im
proud of him but like tf.
FORGIVE MY LANGUAGE
Well, that it for today.. THIS IS LIKE A RARELY
UPDATED DIARY SO YAY
NOTHING ABOUT A3 AHAHAHAHAHHA..

September 13th
III. So today I am going to Hurricane Harbor
and Im pretty sure I will find some
inspiration. Guys, If I dont find
inspiration then Im retiring bye bye bye..
(typed this portion during the car ride)
So the ride is really cool for me,
especially since my dad is like lost. But I
like looking at our tiny city and dreaming.
OMG we LITERALLY ALMOST CRASHED
MAYBE I SHOULD write a song. I HAVE AN
IDEA..
The car was going really fast
I was eating a McChicken in the back
My father swerved to the right lane
My body jerked and Im not sane
IS THAT GOOD??? THAT SOUNDS SO GOOD
OMG.. I GTG

(At HH and my dad has to take the stuff

back to the car so Im waiting at the
entrance)
SO IM THINKING THAT I SHOULD WRITE
ABOUT THESE PEOPLE who are like
looking at me weirdhere is like another
idea I JUST HAD.
Who the fuck you looking at?
Im sitting here so turn your back
I hear your whispers over here
You say Im poor but yeah

OK LIKE THATS IT SO IM GONNA GO

HAVE FUN BYE
September 17th
IV. Its been a long time since Ive written on
here so like I have still not found any
inspiration. I am at a new school and I
think Ive made some friends so yeah.
Last time I said I would retire if I didnt
find inspiration and I havent so bye. Bye
forever and ever and ever and ever and
ever and ever and ever and ever and ever
and ever.
NEVERMIND I CANT RETIRE UNTIL I
FINISH WRITING OZOS SECOND RECORD
THAT WE JUST NAMED BLACKOUT
SHHHHHHHHHHHHH I NAMED IT AFTER A
BRITNEY SPEARS ALBUM..

SO WEVE WRITTEN SOME MORE SONGS

AND IM REALLY LIKING THIS RECORD. ITS
SO GOOD. HIS LEAD SINGLE IS ABOUT TO
COME OUT AND ITS CALLED MERCY. I
WROTE IT TO A **ANONYMOUS** song.
GO READ IT OMG I LOVE IT
(I know youll have already have read it
by then but yeah.)
THATS IT FOR TODAY GUYS BYE

September 20th
V. OZO JUST ANNOUNCED THAT HIS ALBUM
IS COMING OUT ON OCTOBER 9TH OMG
OMG OMG IM SO EXCITED FOR EVERYONE
TO READ OUR LONG HARD WORK.
THERES THIS THING CALLED TREK AND
ITS A THREE DAY FIELD TRIP WHERE WE
DO THIS HUGE PROJECT AND I KNOW I
WILL FIND SOME INSPIRATION..
HOPEFULLY I WILL BE ABLE TO USE IT AND
WRITE ON IT..

WAIT! IM IN LOVE WITH PERFECT

ILLUSION BY LADY GAGA.
IT WASNT LOVE..IT WASNT LOVE..IT WAS
A PERFECT DELUSION *Illusion
I EVEN USED THE SONG FOR A SONG ON
#O2 WHICH HAS A NEW NAME NOW HA!
BUT THE SONG IS MORE TEEN
PROBLEMS
I DONT KNOW WHAT IM GONNA DO FOR
#A3 OMG HELP ME DROPLETS WILL ME
SO MAD WHEN IT DROPS IN JANUARY OF
2017. AHHAHAAHHAH
BYE I HATE LIFE

VI.

September 24th
Its Saturday and Im like about to give up
on this record. BUT like UH UH A LOT OF
PEOPLE FROM SCHOOL HAS MY SOCIAL
media now and THEYRE CALLING ME
CRINGE. OML BYE
HEY HEY HEY GUYS

I JUST GOT AN IDEA FOR A3 AND IM SURE

THIS IS OFFICIAL AND ITS CALL. I AM
RONAN (PLATINUM EDITION !!!!!!!!!!!!
LIKE IT WOULD BE GREAT IF I CONTINUED
THAT EP RIGHT!?? IT WAS AMAZING?? NO?
EH OK WELL THATS CANCELED
HEY HEY HEY GUYS AGAIN
I JUST WROTE THIS REALLY COOL SONG
WITH OZO CALLED SCARED OF LONELY
AND I FEEL AS IF MY WRITING AND FLOW
IS GETTING SO MUCH BETTER. YOU GUYS I
WILL LIKE IT OMG.
BYE BYE BYE GUYS IM SO TIRED A3 IS
COMING

VII.

September 28th
It was my first day of TREK and it was so
much fun. I got placed with the best
group ever. MY FRIENDS (HELEN,
YURAIMHA, DOM, AND LUCY) WERE
DOING THIS REALLY COOL PLAY SO I GET

TO WRITE AND ACT MAYBE YAY. SO

OVERALL, I MET SOME UPPERCLASSMEN
AND ME AND SOPHIE HUNG OUT. SHES
THE ONE WHO GAVE ME THE BOOK CITY
OF BONES IF I NEVER MENTIONED IT. IVE
BEEN READING IT AND IT IS SO GOOD. IM
PRETTY SURE CITY OF ANGELS BY
ALISTER IS BETTER! THE FOOD WAS
GREAT AND ALL BUT GUESS WHAT!? I
HAVE NOT FOUND MY MUSE YET!!!!!!!
HI AGAIN IM ABOUT TO GO TO SLEEP BUT I
JUST REALIZED THAT SATURDAY (OCTOBER
1ST) IS THE 6 MONTH ANNIVERSARY OF HIDE
AND SEEK EP. OMG OMG OMG ITS BEEN
SUCH A JOURNEY IM GONNA GIVE YOU ALL
A SPECIAL TREAT CALLED HIDE AND
SEEK:THE JOURNEY IM GONNA REWORK ALL
THE SONGS AND WRITE FIVE MORE.
BYE BABES

September 30th

VIII.

TODAY WAS THE LAST DAY OF TREK AND I

FOUND INSPIRATION FOR A3. SO WE HAD
TO DO A PLAY AND I HAD TO ACT AND I
HAD TO WEAR A MASK (IN FRONT OF THE
WHOLE SCHOOL) AND IT WAS GREAT. I
FELT SO ALIVE SO A3 WILL BE CALLED
THE MASK. I AM SO EXCITED TO PUT
THIS IDEA INTO ACTION.

THAT WAS SUCH A SHORT ENTRY SO LIKE IDK

WHAT TO SAY..
Well, hi guys. Im not really happy right now
because Im such a disappointment and a
failure. Something happened with my
computer and the new songs I wrote for
Hide & Seek: The Journey have all been
destroyed and I cant recover them. Ive tried
so hard to and those songs were so
emotional to me. I really loved them so yeah.
I might just release the reworked songs but
probably not. I dont even know. Ugh
Bye

That basically sums up the pre-writing period

for A3. I created many ideas but most
werent executed and I even wrote some
songs for the anniversary of Hide & Seek but
it didnt work out. Im really hoping that
October brings much more than September
did.
READ ON

October 6th
IX.

Wow guys so like Scream Queens is the

best show ever for me right now. I love it
so much like gosh. NIECEY NASH is so
funny and Emma Roberts and Billie Lourd
and Abigail Breslin and Lea Michelle and
ALL OF THEM. OMG I LOVE IT

- GUYS THE MASK IDEA DID NOT WORK

OUT AT ALL, IT HAS BEEN SCRAPPED BUT
IT MIGHT COME BACK LATER ON SO
YEAH
THATS HONESTLY IT!

October 10th
X.

WE FOUND LOVE IN A HOPELESS PLACE,

WE FOUND LOVE IN A HOPELESSS PLACE,
WE FOUND LOVE IN A HOPELESS PLACE,
WE FOUND LOVE IN A HOPELESS
PLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACE.

GUYS, EXPECT A FEW LOVE SONGS ON A3

CAUSE LIKE I AM IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE.
SHES SO PERFECT OMG LIKE YEAH. SHE
ALSO HAS THE SAME MUSIC TYPE AS ME, LIKE
WHO COULDVE IMAGINED
AHHHHHHHHHHHH.
ALSO, BURN OUT IS OUT! AND IT IS
AMAZING.. YOU ALL SHOULD GO READ IT AND
SEE HOW MUCH OZO HAS EVOLVED AS AN
ARTIST SPEAKING ON EVOLVING MY
GREATEST HITS ALBUM COMES OUT SOON..
LIKE IN 5 DAYS PLUS EVOLUTION by
SABRINA CARPENTER YYAYAYAYAY.
BYE BYE BYE FOR TODAY.

October 14th
XI.

EVOLUTION (MY GREATEST HITS ALBUM)

IS OUT NOW WITH A NEW SONG CALLED
A LONG TIME.
THIS SONG MEANS SO MUCH TO ME
BECAUSE IT HAS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE
IVE CAME AROUND AND RELEASED MY
OWN STUFF.. AND GUESS WHAT!!!? IVE
FOUND MY MUSE BUT I WONT TELL YA
BECAUSE LIKE NOO..AND BECAUSE I WANT
IT TO BE A SURPRISE I ALSO MADE A
NEW TWITTER @ALISTERRXX
** LATER ON **
LOVE FEELS LIKE LONELINESS/ LOVE
FEELS LIKE LONELINESS SOMETIMES/
BUT I GUESS THAT WE DID IT ON PURPOSE
(HA HA)

YES SABRINA YES!

BYE GUYS I LOVE YOU SO MUCH FOR
WAITING..

October 17th
XII. So basically, A3 is coming soon like as in
Im about to start writing soon. SAGE, my
dear friend, got me a special journal
because theres only specific journals I
like to write music in and he got me one
yay!
ALSO #SA1 could totally be a thing.
MAYBE.
MAYBE
MAYBEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
E..
YOURE GIVING ME A MILLION REASONS
TO LET YOU GO, YOURE GIVING ME A
MILLION REASONS TOQUIT THE SHOW,
YOURE GIVING ME A MILLION REASON

- LADY GAGA
SHE IS LIKE MY SOLE INSPIRATION FOR
WRITING RIGHT NOW! I LOVER HER SO
MUCH..RELEASE JOANNE BABE

BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEY.BYE
*
October 19th
** First day of writing for #A3**
Im getting ready to write some stuff for A3
ok? So Ill tell you guys some of my thoughts
right now.
So Im thinking about the world as a whole
and putting it in conjunction with where I feel
the most comfortable.
Now, Im trying to figure out how to describe
the place of darkness that I used to be in
and Ive found the perfect term.
*inserts term here*

So I just wrote a song and its going to be

a buzz track for #A3
Its called Warmth
SNIPPET!?
NAH
ANYWAYS.
SO YEAH THATS THE FIRST THING IVE
WRITTEN OMGIM SO EXCITED!? I
THINK.
#A3 IS CALLED TWO EVILS..
JKJK..THE TITLES GONNA BE PRETTY AND
EVERLASTING
K GUYS BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
October 20th
** Day two **
Hey guys so remember yesterday when
I said Warmth was like a buzz single?
Well, nope! ITS ON THE TRACKLIST.
AHHHHHHHH SO IVE STARTED ON A3
Ok so Im about to write another song
and this song I want to be about one of
my friends

We always argue, but were always

there for each other at the end of the
day
OK LETS GOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
OMG OMG OMG IVE FINISHED THAT
SONG AND ANOTHER ONE..OMFG
This song is about this girl. And shes
pretty amazing. I basically wrote it in
where the verses are the negative
things I am to her perfection and the
chorus is me naming her perfection. Its
so good
FALSE ALARM HEY HEY HEY HEY
IVE WRITTEN ANOTHER SONG
KBJBZSFNCFVFDV
ITS CALLED ODE TO FEAR BECAUSE ITS
DEDICATED TO A TIME IN MY LIFE WHEN
I WAS LOW YES YES YES
EHH IVE WROTE HALF OF ANOTHER
SONGOMG ITS BEEN SUCH A GREAT
DAY BYEEEEEEE
October 21st
** Day three **
IVE FINISHED THAT SONG THAT I
WORKED ON LAST TIME THERE ARE

FIVE SONGS DONE OMG BUT ITS FAIR

DAY AND IM GOING TO THE FAIR SO IDK
IF I WILL WRITE TODAY SO GTGTG
HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEY IM
BACK AT HOME AND IM JUST WRITING
ANOTHER SONGTHIS SONG IS LIKE
ONE OF MY ABSOLUTE FAVORITES LIKE
IT IS THE MOST DIFFERENT SONG IVE
EVER WRIITTEEN. THE SONG IS ABOUT
SOMEONE WHO IS LIVING WHERE THEY
HAVENT CREATED A SHELL AROUND
THEMSELVES SO THAT THEY CAN
DEFEND THEMSELVES FROM
NEGATIVITY SO LIKE AND ABOUT HOW
IDK IF I SHOULD LIE TO THIS PERSON OR
TELL THEM THE TRUTH ABOUT LIFE
AAHAHAHHAHAAHA
ANOTHER ONE!
I JUST WROTE A SONG ABOUT..
SHHHHHHHHHH NOT GONNA TALK
ABOUT THIS ONE BECAUSE IT IS SO
EMOTIONAL AND ITS A SURPRISE TO ME
AND TO YOU GUYS OMGOMG
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

October 22nd
** DAY FOUR **
HEY SO I JUST GOT JOANNE BY THE
ICONIC LEGENDARY QUEEN OF MUSIC
LADY GAGA AND IT IS SO GOOODDD
AHAHAHAHAHAH ANYWAYS IM AT A
LIBRARY FOR THIS THING FOR MY
BROTHER OH ALSO I JUST CAME FROM
THIS PROGRAM CALLED FLP
HEEEEEY SO IM WRITING THIS SONG
RIGHT NOW ABOUT HOW I FOUND MY
MUSE AND STUFF.. ITS LIKE THE MORE
SURREAL BROTHER OF A LONG TIME
.
I JUST FINISHED IT AND I LOVE IT
THIS IS A THING GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AWWWW I HAVE THIS IDEA FOR A LOVE
SONG BASICALLY SAYING THAT NOBODY
CAN LOVE YOU LIKE I CAN
JEDNSBSNFDVBFHR
ITS SO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, IM SO
ALISTER.
ITS DONE TOOO BBS
UH UH BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

October 23rd
ITS SUNDAY AND IM FEELING HIGH
WOOOOOOOOOOO
I SHOULD BE DONE WITH A3 BY LIKE
TUESDAY
OK SO IM WRITING THIS SONG ABOUT
SCHOOL AND IT IS THE FUNNEST SONG IVE
EVER WRITTEN LIKE I LOVE IT SO FREAKING
MUCH. I FEEL GOOD ABOUT MY CAREER
BECAUSE IM ONE OF THE FEW ARTISTS WHO
IS GETTING BETTER WITH EVERY RECORD.. I
WORK HARD EVERY RECORD EVEN WHEN I AM
CLUELESS OF WHAT TO WRITE..
OMG YEA SO IM WRITING ANOTHER LOVE
SONG AND IT IS SO BEAUTIFUL
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I LOVE IT
SO MUCH.IM SO HAPPY BUT I HAS FORMER
BEST FRIENDS WHO HAVE SUCH A NEGATIVE
ATMOSPHERE LIKE EW

YAYAYAYYAYAYAYAAY ONLY LIKE WAIT

I JUST HAD AN IDEA
IM WRITING A SONG ABOUT HOW PEOPLE
BELIEVE IN THE TRUTH ONLYBUT THEY
DONT KNOW THAT THERE IS TRUE TO THE
BROKEN REALITY OMG BYE
October 24th
Im so deep into this record that now its at
the breaking point. Im literally struggling to
fill in track 13 because IDK WHAT TO WRITE
IT ABOUT. OMG BYE KMS
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October 25th
HEY HEY HEY
SO IVE DECIDED TO DO A COVER FOR TRACK
13.
SO YEA THATS THAT SO NEXT TO TRACK 14
OK SO I WROTE TRACK 14 AND I CAN SAY
THAT IT MIGHT BE OVERLOOKED,
UNDERRATED, AND REVIEWED BADLY BUT
ITS THE DEEPEST SONG FOR MEITS ABOUT
HOW IVE LIVED THIS CLOSED, HIDDEN LIFE
AWAY FROM EVERYONE BUT NOW IM IN IN A
PLACE WHERE I CAN OPEN THIS VAULT SO
YEAH

OMGOMGOMGOMG I JUST FINISHED THE LAST

SONG.. ITS MY ABSOLUTE FAVORITE SONG
EVER ITS BASICALLY THE TITLE TRACK
OMGOMOMGOM
A3 IS FUCKING DONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
ITS JUST LIKE TLO, I WROTE IT IN LIKE A
WEEK
SADLY FOR DROPLETS IT WONT DROP UNTIL
LIKE DECEMBER SO HOLD TIGHT.
THIS IS IT FOR THE DIARY// AND THATS THE
PROCESS BEHIND WRITING A3 AND HOW
LONG IT TOOK ETC.
November 5th
HEEEEEEEEEEEEY
ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I FINISHED #A3
BUT IM GOING BACK TO #A3 TO ADD SOME
FINISHING TOUCHES AND TO RIGHT A FEW
MORE SONGS INCASE I WANT TO SWITCH.
IM FINALLY GETTING THE AESTHETIC OF THE
ALBUM FIGURED OUT SO IM EXCITED

THE BUZZ TRACKS HAVE NOTHING TO DO

WITH THE ALBUM AT ALL SO THATS A GOOD
THING
SINCE I AM GOING BACK TO WORK ON THE
ALBUM, THE LEAD SINGLE ORIGINALLY
SLATED FOR TODAY HAS BEEN PUSHED BACK
A BIT
I LOVE BRIGHT BY ECHOSMITH SO MUCH..
WELLL BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

EVERYONE!
This diary thing failed
Like since November 5th, the album has changed in so many ways.
That was 10 days ago
At first, I kept up with it, but I have so much work.
So, youll get a small portion of the process but not all.
Youll definitely get a better one during #A5.

Bye now!