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Amnmbm {VH$S>o OmD$ XoUma Zmhr! {edm hdoV nmohmbm {iob, hUyZ hm Amnm gdmZm gmoSy>Z Ombm
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AmB BVH$s ^S>H$br, H$s hmVmV bmQ>Uo KoD$Z {VZo Ajae: mPr nmR>M gS>Hy$Z H$mT>br!
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dS>rb Kar Ammda AmBZo d[S>bmZm ho gmao gm{JVbo. dS>rb bm H$mhrM hUmbo ZmhrV. Vo AmBbm hUmbo,
H$s Vmo OmMo hUVmo, Va mbm OmD$ Xo!
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AmVm Amhmbm Iyn ~ao dmQ>V hmoVo. mm ZmVbr gJir {^Vrhr AmVm gnbr hmoVr. Jnm maV maV
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gnyU dJmgmoa {gXY Pmbo d VmonV mmer ewd H$aUmao mPo H$mhr { nwhm mm Odi Ambo.
amR>rMo gnyU nwVH$ r n{hm {hm^amVM dmMyZ gndbobo Agmwio d mZVa {H$mZ VrZ Vo Mma
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n[apWVrV Amhr gdOU EH$oH$mm A{YH$ Odi Ammwio gdmZmM hmgo dmQ>V hmoVo.
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ghm dfmm gmo~mZm AmnU H$mMo XamdUma, mMo X:I; Aem g{l dmVmdaUmV Amhr AmVm doe
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ZhVo. mwio r mMr $maer qMVm H$obr Zmhr. WmoS>mdoi Ioiy, J Amg H$$! Agm {dMma H$$Z
emiom Jrda AWdm hamS>mo Vmg-XmoZ Vmg r mm H$mhr {mgmo~V mH$mimV {H$Ho$Q> dJao Ioiy
bmJbmo. Xadoir IoimV WmoS>m OmVM doi JomZVa Aao...Amnbm Amg am{hbm...! Ago hUyZ naV
nwVH$ hmVmV mbm bmJbmo. Vgohr df^a {Z{VnUo Ho$bom AmgmZo r ~mnH$s AmdV Pmbobmo
hmoVmo d WmoS>m$ma WH$bobmohr hmoVmo. mwio OmZodmarZVa mPm Amg Oam H$sM Pmbm. ZmhrVa IamoIaM
r nMmE|er Q>mmhr MmJbmM nwT>o Jobmo AgVmo, mV eH$m Zmhr!
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1988 m mM {hmV AIoa Xhmdrm ~moS>mMr narjm XoD$Z Amhr EH$oH$mMm {Zamon KoVbm d
Amnmnm Kar naVbmo. Kar oVmZm r AWmVM Iyn AmZXmV hmoVmo. AmwmVbo EH$ nd gnbo hmoVo! EH$m
MwH$sMr {imbobr {ejmhr AmVm gnbr hmoVr. bm Iyn moH$io moH$io dmQ>V hmoVo! AmVm Amnmbm H$Yrhr
Amnbo Ka, AmBd{S>b Am{U ~YynmgyZ Mma-Mma {hZo Xa ahmdo bmJUma Zmhr, Agm {dMma ZmV oD$Z Vmo
bm MmJbmM gwImdV hmoVm.
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mM Vo OyZ 1988 mH$mimVrb gwmao VrZ {hZo XadfumUoM r AV AmZXmV H$mT>bo. {H$Ho$Q>
IoiUo, ZXrda nmohmbm OmUo, AYyZYyZ damJbm OmD$Z phS>rAmo nmbao {gZom ~KyZ oUo B. {edm
bm AmVm Xgao H$mhrhr hdnyU H$m Cabobo ZhVo. AYyZYyZ nrR>mm [JaUrVyZ XiU AmUUo,
XH$mZmVyZ H$mhr gmmZ AmUUo AWdm AYyZYyZ Zimda OmD$Z nmmMr KmJa ^$Z AmUUo mgmaIr
{H$aH$moi H$mo VodT>r r H$aV Ago. mdfu ~hYm nMdrg OyZ amoOr XhmdrMm [aPQ> Ambm. V|hm
AmmH$S>o $moZ ZhVm. BQ>aZoQ>, mo~mBb dJao mdoir dmnamV Ambobo ZhVo. mwio nwgoJmdbm
Jom{edm Amhmbm {ZH$mb H$iUma ZhVm.
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gmYmaUV: EH$ {Xdg OmmV d EH$ {Xdg omVM OmV Ago. AmXm {Xder [aPQ> AmUmgmR>r
nwgoJmdbm Jobobo dS>rb [aPQ>m {Xder gmH$minV naV oVrb; Ago Amhmbm dmQ>bo hmoVo, nU m
{Xder am Pmbr, Var dS>rb H$mhr AmboM ZmhrV. Xgm {Xder gH$minmgyZ nwhm Amhr d{S>bmMr dmQ>
nmh bmJbmo. EH$ EH$ {ZrQ> V|hm Amhmbm moR>m dmQ>V hmoVm. m {Xder gH$mir AH$am-gmS>oAH$amm
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Amhmbm mhrV ZhVo! mPm A{^m{H$sMm $m Amhr ^abm, V|hmhr mm AmOy~mOym ~hVme
S>itZr gJUH$ H$Yr nm{hbobmhr ZhVm! mm{dfr m H$mimV ~hVoH$mZm H$mhrM m{hVr Zgmwio
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~mamdrV gmR> Q>o$hr Z {idy eH$bom wbm~amo~a >r H$amMr mZm H$mhrM JaO ZhVr!
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mPo S>moHo$ Ajae: ^UmUbo hmoVo!
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Va mnojm AmnU BWyZ ~mhoa nS>boboMo ~ao! Ago mm ZmZo bm mnydu AZoH$Xm ~Omdbo hmoVo. m
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mmnwT>o Xgam nmhr ZhVm!
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hmodmiMo H$m H$amMo? hm Z $moZd$Z {dMmamnydu Q>a H$m Amho ho gamZm EgboZ H$amdo bmJbo
Zmhr, mMo bm moR>o AmM dmQ>bo! nU r Vo XmIdbo Zmhr. gamH$Sy>Z EH$ boQ>a KoD$Z r nwhm H$mohmnya
JmR>bo d w{Zd{gQ>rVyZ mPo X$V Ho$bobo mH$erQ> KoD$Z naV Ambmo.
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VVr dfmVrb eodQ>m H$mbIS>mV, hUOo narjom H$mimV {Xdg^a Q>S>r bm~aro ~gyZ r
Amg H$aV Ago. r BH$S>m {VH$S>m ^mZJS>rV $magm nS>V Zmhr d AmnU ^bo, Amnbm Amg ^bm
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d^mdmMm mUyg Amho, Ago mMo V ~Zbo hmoVo. mwioM Vmo mPm $nmQ>Za ~Zmbm CgwH$ hmoVm, Ago
mZo bm gm{JVbo. mMr hr H$maUrmgm bm nQ>br d r mMm Vmd ZmnmgyZ drH$mabm.
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nao$Q> dJao Zgbr, Var Vr EoH$Ummbm N>mZ dmQ>V AgV!
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gmomda ~gyZ am{hbmo.
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VoWoM Wm~bmo d ~Yy XmXabm Ammda mmgmo~V r Kar Jobmo. w~Bo {ZZw aVo Vwhr H$Yr
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ZhVr Am{U ndmhr ZhVr!
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Zmhr. bm e^a $no Xm...!
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wbJm IamoIaM AS>MUrV Amho H$m, ho AmoiImMohr mmH$S>o H$mhr gmYZ ZhVo. mwio mbm ngo
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Amnm JaOm ^mJdVm oVrb, EdT>o Cn Amnmbm {idVm Ambo, H$s ~g! Agm {dMma r $ea
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Ago r VoWrb H$mmbmVm {$bm gm{JVbo. Vohm VoWrb $sZo bm gm{JVbo, H$s Vwhmbm AmYr
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gmobmnyabm naV H$Yr oVm oBb AWdm Zmhr, hohr AmVm gmJVm oUma ZhVo.
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jmV AS>rM dfmZr nyU Pmbm.
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Declaration of Result
It is hereby declared that the thesis entitled,
"PREVENTION OF ATROCITIES ON SCHEDULED CASTES & SCHEDULED
TRIBES : AN EVALUATION" submitted by Shri. Howal Ravinand Namdeo in

Political Science under the faculty of Social Sciences is accepted by the

University authorities for the award of the Degree of Doctor of Philosophy in
Political Science under the Faculty of Social Sciences on 10-10-2014.
Controller of Examinations
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