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Golob
:
5
Poems
from
Vesa
v
zgibi
/
Bent
Hang
(MK,
Ljubljana,
2013,
ISBN
978-961-01-2835-9)
Translated
by:
Tadeja
Spruk
www.
anjagolob.org,
anja9olob@gmail.com
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It
All
Hangs
On
A
Thin
Hair
Of
Coincidence
|
It
Is
Necessity
That
Drives
Me
It
Is
Power
It
Is
Cowardice
|
Is
It
The
Concept
That
Forbids
Me
To
Desist
|
Pride
A
Sense
Of
Duty
A
Covenant
With
The
World
With
Myself
Is
It
Order
Dignity
The
Right
To
Be
|
To
Abide
To
Arise
Ceaselessly
To
Hearken
To
Persevere
With
The
Thing
In
Itself
Face
To
Face
|
It
All
Hangs
All
That
I
Know
That
I
Think
I
Have
What
I
Can
What
I
Give
It
All
Hangs
My
Tiny
Insignificant
World
Which
Is
Not
Even
Mine
In
Its
Entirety
Hangs
|
It
Sways
Not
Pulsates
Not
Nor
Twitches
It
Is
What
It
Is
What
It
Hangs
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And
The
Concept
And
Affection
And
Attribute
And
Accident
Apperception
Apprehension
Antinomies
Assonance
|
More
More
Slightly
More
For
This
Array
To
At
Least
Grow
Into
Itself
Into
Meaning
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VEINS
WIRES
I've
had
this
dream:
an
animal
has
fingers.
It
rests
on
its
side,
I
observe
it
from
the
back,
Its
head
is
bent
forward
as
though
it
were
Timid,
and
it
rocks
back
and
forth
in
light
rhythm.
With
blank,
mechanical
motions
It
rummages
through
the
rupture,
its
fingers
Carefully
sorting
the
tissue
and
looking
for
veins.
They
pluck
them
one
by
one
to
make
them
easier
to
hold
the
veins
are
thin,
but
sturdy,
like
the
wires
inside
of
an
electrical
network
and
tear
them
strenuously,
one
after
the
other.
The
animal
works
soundlessly,
it's
almost
immobile,
slowly
And
thoroughly
it
cuts
the
intake
of
pulsation
to
the
heart
That's
closing
whimperingly,
like
the
veil
of
an
animal's
pupil
parts.
The
space
around
it
is
emptied,
drenched
in
a
pool
Of
the
slithering
blood
it
cannot
and
wants
no
longer
to
control.
The
coat
of
its
skin
is
stretched
on
the
skeleton
like
a
tent
Flaccid
in
the
springtide
breeze,
in
its
front
like
scattered
luggage
the
stranded
organs
lie.
The
animal
gasps
for
air
(the
body
is
a
machine),
it
listens,
Contracts,
shrivels,
extends
its
inflamed
fingers,
And
it
freezes
triumphantly.
Light
streams
from
underneath.
She
didn't
know
that
I
was
a
firefly,
but
that
I
also
Had
long
antennae
and
a
nest
made
of
wax
It
is
written
on
my
fingers,
but
she
did
not
notice.
But it is more likely that I have but flint and splinters of wood,
And
yet
she
turns
in
her
sleep,
utters
my
name,
And
takes
me,
even
though
Light
does
not
feed
on
light.