DUAL CORE INSIDE

Will the anger be it

or the angst I showed for almost all my life must retain;

however doubted by all, thus doubted by my self?

Will I change the nature of existence or will I abide?

Questions raised to God.

Will He answer me,

Or punish me through the fullest extent;

I know I condemned so much that every day I curse myself.

I cant feel manhood through this physique,

Nor the will of a man even ever since.

How come I became like this?

I always make myself believe; even though its not it.

You said the abnormality was wrong,

So You burned down the plague,

But now here I am, hoping to let me down.

Oh please if this would help me change.