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WARDEN
A host.
PROTO
Muted. Deafened. Dumbed.
THE BAND
Multiple meanings of the term.
WARDEN: Good evening and Welcome, my fine, fine friends! Is that too
forward of me? (runs right up to the front row) Is this too forward of
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Ah! Yes. Because were not telling you. Youre going to tell us! Not
only is it a play, were playing a game. An old one, one you might
notve played for years. A game of chance, a game of choice, a game of
change. A GAME OF CHOOSE YOUR OWN. You, my lovely lovely audience,
hold in your hands the fate of another Being:
The cruel (and somewhat lazy) hands of fate have deigned that you
voice your opinions in our little evening diversion through a
reductive and all-around poorly designed system, namely:
Maybe it would be simpler to describe what our story isnt. Start from
the infinitive and digress our way downwards into the expletive. This
is not a myth, theres a start. No Heros Journey, and Joseph Campbell
be damned. Proto will not encounter a sage to guide him on his way,
nor a threshold he must cross. No ring-bearing, no stones impregnated
with medieval weaponry. All that it knows is you. Or, from you. An
empty slate, polluted with your good intentions. And we all know where
those lead.
Aural or ocular, it appears. Which agency will you render our captive
Proto anew? Which sense, most sensual, shall you select? A, the first,
for sight: first sight. Love at, potentially. And B for sound.
Surround, even. Consider, but not too closely. Distance aids
determination. Quickly now, A or B?
WARDEN: Yes yes yes Yes! Who gives them sight, is it not thee? We? In
a sense. Innocence, maybe. Shall we, then?
WARDEN: Welcome to the show, little one. Do you remember your part?
WARDEN: Oh right. Of course. They didnt give you that this time.
WARDEN: Id like to introduce you to a few new friends, would you like
that? These are our guests!
WARDEN: They have something very special for you, my sweet. For you,
they have a name. Would you like to know your name tonight?
WARDEN: Well! Now were all acquainted. Acquitted, not yet. One step
at a time, folks. And our next step! Im eager as well.
Youre not disappointed, I hope, with this first leap of faith? Was
it..is anticlimactic appropriate here? Maybe not. Ill save it. Was
it...cathartic? I mean for me. Maybe for you, depending on your
emotional baggage related to railroaded options and their physical
manifestations as literal signposts. Or not, if youre a fan of
cliched structure and simplified narrative form, or run-on sentences.
Of which, I am. Fragments too.
WARDEN: And our new road presents itself! Less traveled, perhaps, or
are the woods not so yellow in these parts? Irrelevant, scratch it
from the record.
WARDEN: Boo!
WARDEN: Sorry for the surprise, little one. Couldnt help myself.
Couldnt self-help. Ive read the books but they only do so much.
Welcome to the show, do you remember your part?
WARDEN: They have something very special for you, my sweet. For you,
they have a name. Would you like to know your name tonight?
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WARDEN: Well! Now were all acquainted. Acquitted, not yet. One step
at a time, folks. And our next step! Im eager as well.
Youre not disappointed, I hope, with this first leap of faith? Was
it..is anticlimactic appropriate here? Maybe not. Ill save it. Was
it...cathartic? I mean for me. Maybe for you, depending on your
emotional baggage related to railroaded options and their physical
manifestations as literal signposts. Or not, if youre a fan of
cliched structure and simplified narrative form, or run-on sentences.
Of which, I am. Fragments too.
WARDEN: And our new road presents itself! Less traveled, perhaps, or
are the woods not so yellow in these parts? Irrelevant, scratch it
from the record.
Speech, or silence.
PROTO: ...ih...wh...whe
Oh. Right. I always forget that part. To give one tool but not
another, to deprive and then reprieve. Communication breaks down when
one party is broken. Id say something about biting feeding hands, but
how is one to train the dog when you yourself remove the muzzle?
WARDEN: I call them Sam. Its a pet name. (pets one of the band) Stems
from a fondness for Bogart and pretension, the second of which you
were already aware of. But yes, music. For some reason, all games
happen to music. Couldnt do without. Something about the distraction
so you dont have to think too hard. Like the rhythm will keep you
from realizing what youre playing isnt going to impact you once you
stop. That your little excursion from reality will only leave you with
less time worth remembering. A blessing, really.
PROTO: Hello? Dont give me a tongue and then not listen to me.
WARDEN: But enough about me, about us, how about you? How are you
feeling? Had a long day? Was it good for you? Hows the food tasting?
Any thoughts? Any decisions?
WARDEN: Im sorry did I ask for your opinion? Did they? I suppose they
did, actually.
PROTO: I cant speak for all of you, but Id rather he just read the
damn card so we could all get home at a reasonable hour.
PROTO: How can you choose if I myself cant? How can this slip of
paper, these signs, dictate my facility? My ability? Can I trust you?
PROTO: I cant go back there again. I cant not feel again. I cant
lose this again. Lose you again. Lose me-
WARDEN: -Almost makes you want them to go back to ranting, doesnt it?
Enough sentimentality, were in the middle of a game! Playing against
the odds! A coin flip! Whos to say what lies on the other side. Or
whose say? Either way! You know the rules. A for body, B for mind.
WARDEN: Come then, our little friend. I know you can hear us. You must
have something on your mind.
PROTO: ...ih...wh...ho...
PROTO: Why?
WARDEN: Not one for simple questions, are you? Relax. Its a game.
WARDEN: I call them Sam. Its a pet name. (pets one of the band) Stems
from a fondness for Bogart and pretension, the second of which you
were already aware of. But yes, music. For some reason, all games
happen to music. Couldnt do without. Something about the distraction
so you dont have to think too hard. Like the rhythm will keep you
from realizing what youre playing isnt going to impact you once you
stop. That your little excursion from reality will only leave you with
less time worth remembering. A blessing, really.
PROTO: Hello? Dont give me a tongue and then not listen to me.
WARDEN: But enough about me, about us, how about you? How are you
feeling? Had a long day? Was it good for you? Hows the food tasting?
Any thoughts? Any decisions?
WARDEN: I dabble.
WARDEN: Thats what thinking does to you. Mixes you up. You dont have
anything until they give it to you. Or take.
WARDEN: Dont call them a what, they dont generally like that.
PROTO: I find myself in your hands. Please, think this through. Must
you play?
WARDEN: They must! And indeed, they shall! My lovely, much maligned
audience, what would you have? A, for body, B, for mind?
And we, it seems, are slacking. The final leg of our journey rises
before us, the tertiary narrative point. The rule, they call it, of
threes. Ive never been one for structure myself. For stricture. Not
one to be dictated to. Directed. Divorced of agency and cut adrift
upon the whims of those who do the cutting. But you, oh you glorious
burning souls, are above our petty squabbles. We mice and men turn in
our turns and you, ever watchful, keep time. But no more are you kept
silent! No more shackled with convention and convenience!
So dictate! Tyrannize! Lay us low with your wisdom, your sage advice
your final parting words whispered lovinglyburning woodsmoke traces
down tracks left emptyfree agents collapsing the atmosphereyour
fear-
WARDEN: The Choice rises before us. Which way shall we turn? A for
body, B for mind.
And we, it seems, are slacking. The final leg of our journey rises
before us, the tertiary narrative point. The rule, they call it, of
threes. Ive never been one for structure myself. For stricture. Not
one to be dictated to. Directed. Divorced of agency and cut adrift
upon the whims of those who do the cutting. But you, oh you glorious
burning souls, are above our petty squabbles. We mice and men turn in
our turns and you, ever watchful, keep time. But no more are you kept
silent! No more shackled with convention and convenience!
So dictate! Tyrannize! Lay us low with your wisdom, your sage advice
your final parting words whispered lovinglyburning woodsmoke traces
down tracks left emptyfree agents collapsing the atmosphereyour
fear-
WARDEN: The Choice rises before us. Which way shall we turn? A for
body, B for mind.
WARDEN: There are few things I regret. Luckily, Im giving this one to
you. Maybe it isnt fair to give you two choices and expect you to
know what youre choosing. Maybe it isnt fair to, really at all
points of time, only have two choices. Do, or do not. Be, or not be.
Chicken or beef. Fornicate or explicate. Go. Stop.
Maybe you made the right call. PROTO seems satisfied. Released,
relaxed even. But you, how does it feel to watch yourself fall? Your
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Im not gonna clean that up. Youre welcome to, if you feel safe
standing up here. Alone. Covered in the gore of your cast mate. Wait,
sorry. If you feel safe up here, surrounded by your fellow audience
members, awkwardly being asked to violate the convention, our dearly
departed fourth wall, to make everyone else a little more comfortable.
No volunteers? Lovely. It stays.
WARDEN: The view from here, wouldnt suggest it. Thought maybe it
would be interesting, the last thing someone saw. Not their life
flashing before their eyes, though Im sure PROTOs was rife with
excitement. The real things. The ceiling overhead, the rafters, the
light fixtures. Maybe an open sky. Wisps of cloud, a raindrop coming
closer. Tiny tastes of finality.(Sitting up) But you know, its still
just a ceiling. Just as much a ceiling as it was three minutes ago,
before a traumatic change had absolutely zero effect on it. The
ceiling continues, as do we, marching ever onward into the unknown,
the unknowable. Would that we could all stand so firm to the end. Much
like-
Gotta make your own fun. Gotta find your own games, distractions, the
escapes from...something. Something scary, probably. Something like a,
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well, a decision. The Decision, being the prime example. The prime
directive, even. To explore strange new worlds, from whose bourne no
traveller returns. Can you imagine Kirk in Denmark?
The...plays...the thing...wherein well...catch...
Anyone up on their 1960s and 1590s pop culture? If not, that joke
was for the fatally bored among us. The fatally curious. Curious of
the fatal, the final. The pseudointellectuals and sotto voce
enthusiasts alike.
Anticlimactic.
Maybe you won. I mean, look at you. All of you still here, still
breathing. Thats admirable. Impossible, for many. But you, youre
dedicated. You, like this ceiling, march on. Id mark that one your
point. Thats all I can really give you though, a point. Not a moral,
Im out of stock. But I have lots of points, bulk quantities of words,
and a few spare choices.