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I'm the Alpha's Mate

Introduction
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25

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Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Radish
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34- The End
Sequel
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The Wattys 2016
Trilogy

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Introduction

(This story is completed. Many comments may be from before, when I left the
ending, well, crappy. There is now a new and better ending.)
Evangeline Farra is a normal eighteen year old werewolf, besides that she can
speak with the Moon goddess. Ever since her parents discovered her gift when
she was young they kept a close eye on her. They did not want anyone to find
out about Evangeline's ability, so they forced her to hide it from everyone.
After an attack on Evangeline's pack she is forced to live with her grandmother
for safety, but what happens when she wanders onto the wrong packs land?
What happens when she discovers she is the Alpha's mate?
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Chapter 1
(Edited March, 2017)
"I promise I won't be out long," I beg my grandmother as she knits yet another
blanket that we do not need. She rolls her eyes at me and continues to rock
back and forth in her old, wooden rocking chair, one that my grandfather built
before he passed. He had a knack for woodwork and was often found working
outside, though I was too young to see him in the act.
"Oh, grandma please," I beg even harder if that is possible. I am practically on
my knees with my hands glued together, willing to give her my all. After
plastering on my award-winning puppy dog eyes, my pouted my lip makes an
appearance. "Please," I mumble in a childish voice, hoping to bring her back to
the times when I was a little girl.
She sighs and set down her knitting needles, the only ones she has ever used.
"Fine, but be back before dark."
I immediately get up to my feet and pull her fragile body into a hug. She
chuckles before playfully smacking me on my arm, nothing too rough,
something of a joke. "You better hurry, or you'll run out of time."
"Yeah, yeah." I wave her off and slip on my coat, a coat I usually use when the
weather is on the cooler side. "I'll be back," I call to her before fleeing out the
door and into the crisp autumn breeze. I suck in a deep breath of the relaxing
aroma, it smells like fallen leaves, damp dirt, and my freedom. If freedom had a
scent it would surly smell like this.
I wander through the trees, glazing up their mile long trunks, watching their
burnt orange and burgundy leaves sway like waves on the ocean. I absolutely
adore the fall time, it is my favorite season, mostly because of the colorful
leaves and cool temperatures. There is no better place for me than the forest.
I hop over a fallen tree and come up to a small stream. Tiny tadpoles swim
about in the clear, cold water, dancing like they do not have a care in the world.
My finger tips dip into the stream and the water chills them to the bone.
I have never passed the stream, I always save it for later, but then I forget.
Everything roaming and singing in the forest steals my attention, pulling me
away as if I have transformed into a simple-minded child.
Grandma tells me not to cross the stream, so I do not. But I want to, I really do.
The curiosity burns my soul, and you may think I am being dramatic, which I
am, but I walk here every day and wonder what is on the other side. What
could be on the other side? Maybe a castle with a prince like in my old fairytale
books, but that would be unlikely, so I will continue to pretend that there is a
prince.
You wish, my wolf mutters to me.
Oh don't even lie to me, I know that you want to find out what's over there too!

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I grumble inwardly, giving into the conversation that no ones else can hear. The
act brings a new concept to talking with yourself.
No, I don't, all I want to do is go home. It's as cold as an icebox out here.
Okay, we're going back, I mumble to her and spin on my heels, facing the
direction of the house. One day I will cross over and I will find out what is on
the other side.
I trudge back to the house just before dark. I would still be exploring if it were
not for my stupid, sassy, judgmental wolf. It is as if she is the opposite of me,
which explains why she is terribly witty.
Hey, I can hear you!
Oh, be quiet, I hush.
I stomp up the porch steps and gently open the front door. The lights are off, so
grandma must have gone to bed, as she tends to fall asleep early which is
expected. I slowly shut the door behind me, making sure I do not wake her up
like times before. Creeping up the wooden stairs, I slip into my bedroom.
The walls are painted a light shade of blue, and the floors are a medium wood,
something natural and native looking. My bed sits in the middle of the room in
between two windows with bedside tables under them. Moonlight drips through
the glass and creates an eerie glow on the floor, almost lighting a path for me.
I shrug off my coat and lay it on the back of my desk chair, another past work
of my grandfather.
Too tired to change, I climbed under the white duvet and shut my eyes. The
only thing running through my mind is the stream, its frigid, soft current flows
through me like something is telling me to go past it. As if someone is leaning
down and whispering in my ear, go past, go past.
"I'm confused, what's pushing me to cross over the stream?" I mumble into the
air of my empty bedroom.
"You must discover for yourself." The angelic voice fills my cold, red tipped
ears. Right away I know it is the Moon goddess. I do not see her now, and I do,
but at least I can speak to her. I imagine her long flowing white dress and silly,
long hair that seems to float around her, not touching her porcelain, unearthly
skin. To me, she looks more magical than a goddess.
"I knew you would say something like that." I sigh and curl further in the
covers.
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Chapter 2
(Edited March, 2017)
There it is, flowing right in front of me. All I have to do is step on the
surfacing
stones and cross it. I already lied to grandma about what I was doing, now I do
not even have the guts to carry out my plan.
It's not a big deal, just see what's on the other side, my wolf pushes me.
You're right, it's no big deal, I lie to myself. The taunting thoughts picking at
my mind seem to believe the quick action of hopping across is indeed a big
deal. The Moon Goddess did not help me make my decision, as she decided to
keep her opinion out of this, although she tends to do that frequently. Most of
the decisions I make are based solely on my own ideas and convincing.
Reaching my foot out to the first stone, I shift my weight onto it, and then the
other, so I was now standing on the first rock. The first move has been made
and I still feel undecided. I was hoping the step of faith would trigger
something in my head.
I back away and move off the stone. Maybe we should do this another time.
It's no big deal, My wolf reminds me, sounding somewhat annoyed by my
patience.
"Okay, okay, I'm going." I take a deep breath before stepping back onto the
first stone. Then onto the second, then the third.
Now we're going places. My wolf comments, but I ignore her.
Now standing on the last rock I begin to feel nervous. This is it, I am finally
going to find out what is on the other side. Part of me believes that I am
blowing this all out of proportion, but the other half, the other half is bothered
by the bugging thoughts.
I carefully step off the stone and onto the brown, wet dirt. I scan the area before
taking another step. Seeming to be the only person out here, I shrug my
shoulders before heading into the trees. I guess it was no big deal.
Birds sing up on branches, and forest animals scamper across the earth floor,
not threatened by my presence. I watch a squirrel carry a nut into a tree, flying
up the bark like it does everyday. When I was younger I begged grandma to let
me bring home squirrel so I could keep it as a pet. Obviously, she said no, but it
still broke my eleven-year-old heart.
I do not remember a lot of my childhood, mostly just being with my
grandmother. I do not remember my parents too much, as I left them when I
was only eight. All I know is that they brought me to grandma's to keep me
safe, because of my gift.
Grandma is not part of a pack, she is very independent. She would tell me that
you do not need a pack, all you need is a mate. She told me this when I was
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what one was. The thought of having a soul mate frightened me a little, but
then grandma would tell me stories about her mate, my grandfather.
He died fighting in a rogue attack, back when grandma was not a grandma. She
would tell me about their dates, when they first met, and a heaping of other
romantic things.
"Hey, what are you doing on Tate land!" An authorized voice tore me from my
thoughts.
My gaze swiftly shoots up to be greeted by a man's intense one. He is tall and
muscular, built like a warrior of another time. His light blonde hair gently
moves with the cool breeze of afternoon air. The man's skin was lightly tanned
like he has spent the day working in the sun. The man is not old, if I had to
guess I would say he is about twenty-three, which is specific. Getting a
powerful feeling from him, I believe him to be important.
"Hey, I'm talking to you!" He hollers at me again, becoming irked.
What do I say?
I don't know. Who is this guy? Why does he think he is so much stronger than
us? My wolf growls.
Rolling my eyes, I let out a small laugh. My wolf is the complete opposite of
me, yet the Moongoddess paired us together, so I suppose opposites do attract.
Why she thinks us to be so strong is beside me.
"Look, rogue, I do not have time for this," the guy hisses at me and crosses his
arms over his chest. "You're coming with me." This time when he spoke, it
sounded much more aggravated.
Swiftly, he reaches for my arm, but thankfully I have time to jump back. My
heart starts beating a little faster and from panic and anxiety, and my legs turn
to jelly.
What's happening? Why does this man want to take us? Why did he call us
rogue? I panic.
Well, apparently we did cross on his land.
His land, why does he have his own land? I question dumbly.
Evangeline, it's a packs land, and to be specific he said Tate pack land, my wolf
explains in a rush.
Before I know it, I am being snatched at again, but this time I cannot get away
in time.
"I'm s-sorry! I don't understand! Please just let go of me!" I cry out, completely
confused, but he does not let go of my arm. Instead, he continues to drag me
through the trees, further from home. I try hitting him, begging him, and I even
start to cry from fear of the unknown.
Evangeline calm down or he's going to kill us! My wolf yells at me.
Kill me! But I didn't mean to cross on his land!
"Where are you taking me?"

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"To the Alpha." His voice was firm and emotionless, as if he knew this was not
going to end well for me, and I believed him.

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Chapter 3
(Edited March, 2017)
The man continues to drag me, and I happen to notice a small building through
the trees. Behind it, I can almost make out other buildings, almost like houses.
As I come closer towards the brick building, I notice two people standing on
the outside by the door, maybe they are guarding it.
"Found a rogue while checking the perimeters?" One of the men guarding the
doorway ask, not very amused. "Why bring it back?"
The man dragging me nods. "It was giving me a hard time."
It! We are not an it! My wolf yells, becoming furious.
"I was going to keep it in a cell until I get orders from the Alpha, you know,
what he wants to do about it." The man's tone is bored like he deals with this
kind of stuff every day. Locking innocent people in cages, how barbaric.
"Go on in." The guard motions to the doorway.
I am abruptly yanked into the brick building. The inside is dark with a horrid
smell, possibly rotting flesh, reeking through the room. There are rows of cells
with black bars vertically caging in whatever they hold.
We come to a halt in front of one cell, and with a thin strip of light trickling
into the cold space, I see the rest to be empty.
Suddenly, I am pushed inside. Before I can comprehend what is happening the
door is slid shut with a clicking noise to top off the unreasonable action. My
eyes grow wide and I rush to the black bars. As soon as my bare hands touch
the metal, a stinging, burning sensation sears me. Hissing in pain, I peer down
at my singed palms.
"Oh, I wouldn't touch the bars, they're made of silver. Don't let the color trick
you!" The man calls from back where we came, on his way out.
We have to get out of here! My wolf frantically panics.
Oh really? You think we should? I seethe at her sarcastically. I take a deep
breath to calm down. Sorry, I'm just scared.
I am torn from my thoughts by a sudden movement in the far corner of the cell.
It is too shadowy and dark to tell if anyone was there, so I stand up straight,
trying to find any ounce of courage I may have. "Hello?"
"Help... me," a low voice says back. It is feminine and weak as if they have
been sitting in here for decades.
Immediately I rush to the darkness and try to feel around for anything. Then a
hand lightly touches mine, and I grab it.
"I'm going to pull you where it's lighter okay?"
I warn the person, but I get no answer. What if they are dying? I do not think
twice before pulling the person where the lights shines from the small window
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When I look down I see a girl maybe a few years older than me. I gasp when
my eyes reach her leg. There is a ginormous gash in it, and it is most likely
infected. Her face is covered in dirt from the floor and there are small cuts and
bruises all over her body. The clothes she is wearing are all tattered and stained
with blood.
"Oh gosh! What happened to you?"
Her head slowly turns towards me and her dull eyes stare into mine. "I-I was
trying to get home... bu-but I accidentally c-crossed on a territory." She
breathes out. Her voice is dry and hoarse, and I know she must be dying for a
drink.
"But your leg?"
"They attacked m-me." Her head moves back onto its side and the girl takes in
a small breath. I peer back down at her leg, and it looks to be bleeding.
I quickly take off my light jacket and wrap it around her leg. I try to tie it the
best that I can to stop the blood from seeping out.
"Thank you," she mumbles.
"I wish I could do more, but," I look around the cell," there is not much in here.
How long have you been in here?"
"I'm not sure, m-maybe a couple days."
Who could be this cruel? Trapping people in cells until they rot. What kind of
land have a stumbled onto?
Exhaustion starts to come over me, but I had nowhere to sleep but the cold,
cement floor. "Goodnight," I call to the girl, yet her eyes are already closed. I
do not get any answer, so she must already be asleep.
I sigh and turn on my back, looking up at the blank, grey ceiling.
Don't worry we'll get out of here, my wolf says.
I sure hope so. I say back then close my eyes, hoping this is all a cruel
nightmare. Please, let me wake up in my bed, let me wake up at home where I
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Chapter 4
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I am jolted awake by sounds of multiple footsteps hitting the cement floors. I
push myself from the cold, hard ground and yawn. My body aches and my
bones are chilled, it is like sleeping in a freezer, a dusty, potent freezer meant
to
hold dead bodies. This entire building feels like a death chamber.
I glance at the other girl in the cell, she seems to still be sleeping.
My hands run down my face, and when I look at my palms there is are thin
streaks of dirt on them. I am thirsty, my mouth is like a desert that has not seen
rain in years. I wonder what grandma's doing, what she is thinking, if she is
panicking, hopefully she is not having a heart attack. I just need to get back to
her.
The footsteps grow louder until the man from yesterday stops in front of the
bars of the cell. A glare hardens on my face as he opens the door and motions
for me to go with him. It would not be smart of me to refuse.
I glance back at the girl. I do not want to leave her, but I will find a way to get
her out too.
I struggle to my feet with a sore back and trudge towards the man. He shuts and
locks the door after I am out.
"Do I have to drag you, or can you obediently follow? Well, if you tried to run,
I would have to kill you." He says.
I nervously nod my head and follow him out of the brick building. When the
sun hits me I am blinded, my eyes burning from the sudden light. I rub them
until it does not sting to have them open.
"This way," the man orders.
I trail behind him as we walk away from the brick building and towards the
houses in the distance. The closer we get, the more I study them. There are
about three houses in a row, with more further in the distance. The three houses
are very large, but the one in the middle was mesmerizing. It was white on the
outside with accents of gray stone. We hurry up the driveway and to the front
steps. I feel a little on edge when the man knocks on the two grand, white
doors.
It did not take long before a young, handsome man opened one of the doors.
"What ya got, Andrew?" He asks the man excited, just from this small
encounter I can tell he is a happy person.
All of the sudden, an English bulldog comes running out the door and straight
to me.
"Bruiser! Get back here!"
I immediately crouch down and start to pet the sweet thing. I have always
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care of a dog, though I was a child when she told me that.

"Hey there, aren't you just a big sweetheart." I coo at the slobbering dog, his
stubby tail wagging like crazy. He jumps up at me and places his paws on my
shoulders, he starts licking my face and I let out a giggle. "You're so silly."
I peer up at the two guys and their expressions are full of surprise. I pat the dog
on his head and stand up, remembering my position.
"Um, okay, come on in, he's in his office," the guy at the door welcomes us in
and the man, whose name is Andrew, leads me into the house.
Andrew grabs my arm and pulls me down a long hallway. The walls are a
neutral cream with white crown molding. Portraits hang in between the
windows that have silky curtains framing them, like white waterfalls, they pool
on the wood floor.
As we venture further into the expensive looking house my heart starts to beat
faster, as if something is calling me to come closer.
All I want is to get back home to grandma so I can get on my knees and beg for
forgiveness. I miss her terribly and I bet she is panicking like a child that
cannot find their mother in a grocery store.
We near two large, gray doors, and I can tell that whatever is behind them is
calling me, whispering for me to burst through.
An irresistible aroma floods the air, it is woodsy, fresh, and very masculine. I
never want to not smell it, as the certain scent has my knees wobbling. I start
to breathe heavy as the temperature in this house begins to rise.
What's happening? I ask my wolf, in need of an explanation.
I-I don't know. She sounds different, like she is being affected by this hypnotic
trance also.
We reach the doors and my wolf is utterly restless, not being able to calm
down. Andrew knocks on the door and seconds later I hear a low "come in."
My heart flutters.
Andrew slowly pushes the door open, it takes a second but feels like an hour
long ordeal. My eyes dart into the room. Bookshelves line two opposite walls,
they are filled with thousands of books. The walls are a dark gray, and the floor
is a dark, clean wood. There are two comfortable looking seats placed in front
of a grand, wood desk.
Sitting behind the desk is a man.
He has deep, brown hair neatly on his head, and it suits him. Even though he is
sitting down, I can tell he is well built. The strangers steamy dark green eyes
glide up from the papers scattered out on the desk as soon as I step in.
I suck in a breath and stare at his chiseled, handsome face. He could be a
model, or an actor, anyone to be adored by the public.
The scent takes over my brain the second the door opens, and I feel like I need
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about how I look, my face is covered in dust and dirt from the cell. I must look
monstrous.
His eyes roam my body, making me feel naked. He must be the Alpha. Does he
have this effect on everyone?
"I brought the rogue," Andrew says yet again.
I do not realize I am holding my breath until the man behind the desk stands up,
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Chapter 5
(Edited March, 2017)
The stranger stands behind the desk, intimidating me so easily. My body
slightly shakes under his harsh glaze, my knees growing weak and my palms
clammy. I force myself to look away, adverting my eyes to my feet, as I cannot
look at him any longer without realizing the truth.
"Very well, you can leave." His voice sends a shiver down my spine and my
hairs stand up. On the inside I cannot help but hope the order was for me, but it
was not. Andrews footsteps flee the room, and the sound of the doors closing
rings through my ears. My gaze stays strictly glued to the floor.
"Look up." This time his voice sounds smoother, like a melody in my ears.
"Look at me."
My breath hitches in my throat as he steps closer to me. I cannot bare to look
at him, I cannot admit to the inevitable effect he has on me.
"I said look up," he repeats, sounding more serious, like I am a child and he is
scolding me. I start to panic.
"Please, I didn't k-know that I crossed on your-territory, I don't even know
what's h-happening," I ramble. Where is my wolf when I need her?
Suddenly, his hand grips my jaw and brings my eyes to connect with his. My
heart jumps from the electric feeling of his skin on mine, as I am obedient in
his arms.
Mate, mate! Ryland yells at me.
His hand slowly slides from my jaw to the back of my neck. I study his
emerald green eyes, the eyes of my mate. I have found him, the person that
grandma has told me so much about, the person that is supposed to matter so
much. I cannot control it, the sudden need to be with him. He is a stranger, yet I
have a need to please him.
"Whats your name?" He asks quietly, not moving his hand while the other
continues to rest on my back. I cannot focus, his touch is terribly distracting.
"Evangeline," I breathe out, unsure of my answer. "I'm so sorry for what I
did, but I have to go," I say and glance away from his handsome face, landing
my eyes on the wall. Maybe if I do not look at him, I will gain back the ability
to speak properly. My mind is torn, part of me never wants to leave his arms,
and the other knows I have to return home quickly.
"Who put you in the cell?" He asks, not fazed by my words.
"I don't know."
"You do," he corrects me.
"I don't know his name."
The Alpha glides my eyes in the right direction again. "Tell me, Evangeline."
Again, I refuse to answer. Andrew did indeed lock me in a cell, forcing me to

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lay in dirt, but I will not turn him in. Something tells me he would be punished.
"Why do you need to know who? They couldn't have known."
"Nothing will happen to them," he assures me, though I have my doubts.
"If I tell you, I can go?" The Alpha, my mate, nods. "Okay, it was Andrew."
"Marina," he calls out.
It only takes a few seconds for the doors to open, revealing a short woman
with caramel colored hair. She has an apron wrapped around her body and
white tennis shoes, ones that older women tend to wear, which is
understandable. Her skin is tan and glowing.
"Yes, Alpha?" She asks, quick.
"Take Evangeline and get her cleaned up," he says to her. Hearing him say my
name makes lips part, never has it sounded so beautiful, so desirable.
Before I know it I am being lead out of the room by the woman, Marina.
When I climb out of the trance my mate placed me in, my eyes grow wide.
"Wait. I have to go," I tell Marina.
She turns around with a soft, welcoming smile. "Come on honey, let's get you
cleaned up."
"But-"
"Come," she links my arm with hers and leads me down a hall, then
unexpectedly, to a room upstairs. The room is at the end of the long hallway,
guarded by two large doors. She pushes one open and pulls me gently in, as I
do not plan on fighting back.
My head spins when I enter the dark room, as his scent is everywhere,
everything seems to hold it. In the center of it all was a bed, a bed with silky
sheets peeking out from the side. My face flushes all possible shades of red.
I tear my eyes away and they land on a doorway which connects a bathroom.
Marina is inside, folding fluffy, white towels and resting them on the edge of
the substantial tub. Beside the bathtub is a modern, dark brown tiled shower.
Everything is dark.
"I'll leave you to shower, and I'll grab some clothes from Fiona. They will be
on the bed when you are done." Before leaving, she smiles almost excitedly. I
nervously smile back.
I hear the door shut and I now know I am alone.
Surely she cannot expect me to shower in a bathroom that does not belong to
me, or anyone I know. This is all so bizarre, but knowing my mate is down the
steps, so close, makes me feel less uncomfortable. He said I could go home, he
said it to my face, but the bond between us has blinded me.
Maybe he meant after I get cleaned up? Oh gosh, I just want to be at home in
my own bed, wrapped up like an infant. This has been the most insane, most
unbelievable day of my life. Why did the creek possess me, as if it grabbed
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of crossing, I know that now, but look where the action has gotten me? I have
found my mate.
Hesitantly, I take off my filthy clothes after checking to make sure the door is
locked. Never have I felt so bare.
Under the waters current, my mind continues to question and conjure. The
Alpha, the stranger, my mate, he can play me like a violin and part of me would
not see the bad in it. Something about him has me addicted, hooked by his
every word, move, breath-like he has cast a spell over me. Never have I been so
undecided. Of course I cannot help but think about abandoning my old life,
leaving it all behind to be with someone made for me. A mate, oh, how sweet
the possibilities sound. Then there is the other half, the half that worries for my
grandmother.
What if she has gone out looking for me, what if she accidentally crosses the
land like I did? They cannot put a fragile, old lady in a grimy, noxious cage as
they did to me.
The warmth from the water leaves me.
Stepping out, I grab one of the towels and cover myself. Marina told me the
clothes would be on the bed, so I look out into the bedroom and thankful find
the pile there. The bedroom door is closed, so I venture out and swiftly change.
The clothing is more revealing than I usually wear, so I slip on the robe I
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Chapter 6
(Edited March, 2017)
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Staring into the mirror above the counter, I sigh. Anxiety caused by all this is
keeping me from leaving the room. What if he is out there? What if he tells me
that I can never go home? I cannot stay in here and curse myself continuously
for wandering over the stream, and throwing myself into this mess. Wishing it
never happened will not get me out of this situation.
My mate, gosh his he intimidating, just his eyes have me begging for mercy.
There is not enough courage inside of me to stand up to a man like him, and
that is not even acknowledging that he is an Alpha. "How could you do this?"
"What have I done?" She softly asks, though, she knows what, I am sure of it.
Glancing to the side, I see her looking at me with the same eyes that she
always has, even since I was a child. Every time I peer into them, they bring me
back, remind me of times not so pleasant before my grandmother took me in.
"Why now?"
"The choice was yours."
"It hardly was, not with all the feelings poking at me to cross over. You know
that I barely had a choice. Now look where I am. How do I get back home?"
The moon goddess says simply, "Evangeline, you are home. Finally, a place
where you can be accepted."
I swallow. "My own parents couldn't accept me. What makes you believe this
man you have placed me with will? Because he is my mate? It doesn't make
sense. My own mother kept me hidden, so why should he listen-believe me?"
I was a child, watching the other pups playing, laughing, crying, shouting
outside. I watched from the attic window alone, as I was often by myself. They
would tell me that the attic was a safe place, a place where no one could hurt
me, yet there I was more hurt than ever. As a child, I felt abandoned, left in a
room and forgotten about by the two people who are supposed to love me the
most. They never saw me as their child after I told my mother, only a secret to
be hidden and kept from the world, but for what? What was the point in
keeping me alive if I could not live?
I stayed in the attic, pretending I was normal, pretending that I was the child
they longed for.
I had no one but the moon goddess to talk to, to play with. My mother set up
a bed and dresser for me, even a toy box with dolls and such. Though, I often
did not want to play with toys, but the other children in our pack. As I watched
them from the window, I would imagine myself there with them, wrestling,
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too unique.
I did not know that no one can see her, talk with her. I thought it was normal.
You are strong, Ryland tells me, coming out from her corner.
I nod my head and turn towards the bedroom doors.
I peek into the hallway and see no one. After taking a calming breath, I
quietly sneak down the hall until I reach the same stairs Marina lead me up.
Once at the bottom, I hear voices.
"He did, I saw her when she first came in."
"Well, what does she look like?"
"She's a pretty girl, but she seems a little off. I don't know, not normal."
Are they talking about me?
Before I can listen any longer, the voices grow to close, they are coming
around the corner. Immediately I head off in the opposite direction, away from
the staircase, but I am not fast enough. "Hey, it's you," the familiar voice calls
out to me, and when I reluctantly turn around, I see the boy who opened the
door, the one standing there when the dog ran out. "Where were you going?"
He asks.
"Um, I'm not sure."
There is another guy standing beside him, watching me.
"You're my brothers mate."
The boy is the Alphas brother. I did not think of my mate having a family
before, though the idea of it is quite obvious. He must have parents, and a
brother is normal I suppose. The boy does not look much like the Alpha
though. "Yes, I am."
"I was just on my way to get you. My brother wants to see you," he tells me.
"I'm Henry."
"Evangeline."
He nods and the boy beside him drifts away without saying a word. Henry
glances at him, then back to me. "I'll take you to him."
Deciding to take a risk, I catch his attention. "Wait, I have to get back to my
grandmother. She doesn't know where I am. Your brother, the Alpha, said I
could go."
"My brother said you could leave?"
"Well, yes. We made a deal," I explain. "Now can you point me in the
direction of the door, oh, and the stream also if you can."
Henry does not seem convinced. "You better talk to him about it. He just told
me to go check on you, take you down if you're ready."
"Aright. Fine. Take me to him."
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Chapter 7
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At my grandmothers house, everything is cozy and relaxed, while here, I am
scared that if I touch something it will break, shatter, and get me in trouble. It
is
a lovely house, but far too extravagant and fragile for me.
"Henry?" I call out to him as we make our way down the same hallway, the
one that leads to the Alphas office. "I need a favor."
He peeks back at me, looking rather curious. "What?"
I take a deep breath. "When I was in the cells, there was a girl in the same one
as me. I want her to be let free," I ask.
He lets out a noise, one telling me that he is thinking, then he turns back to
the hallway. When we come up to the familiar, grey doors my heart starts to
pick up pace, my nerves spike. The intoxicating scent of my mate fills my nose.
Henry lightly knocks on the door and I come back to reality. A low "come in"
prods at my ears. Slowly, the door opens, and I am almost too anxious to see
him again.
I enter the room, but Henry does not, he shuts the door behind me as if to trap
me in. I glance up and see the Alpha sitting at his desk, as before he looks
powerful and intimidating. I begin to feel extremely bare in the nightgown and
robe.
Something about this man has me begging on my knees. He makes me feel
desired without saying a word. The Alpha stands up and slowly walks over to
me. My breath hitches when he reaches only a few steps away, but he comes
closer until he is right in front of me. His scent makes my mind go foggy.
"I see you found my robe." His voice is smooth and husky, like music to my
ears. He rolls the very soft fabric in between his fingers, a spot right beside my
neck.
I can hardly speak, and I am sure if I tried that it would only come out as a
squeak. I no longer have dirt smeared my face and dusty clothes, but my hair is
damp and possibly tangled, as here I am again, worry about my appearance.
"The g-girl in the cell-she needs to be set free," I say with the last of my
courage.
"Making demands so soon?" His hand gently scoops up my own, his touch soft
on my skin, and I only begin to want more. The feeling of him, it is something
so new, so addictive, so good.
"God, I love the way you react to my touch," he chants in my ear, causing my
mind to run blank, erasing all things I had planned on saying. A blush floods
my cheeks and I look away, not wanting him to see me as a gushing fool. I
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eight years old I was not running around kissing every boy I saw, for obvious
reasons. With grandma I did not think about boys at all, as there were none
around.
"Look at me," he says.
"I'm sorry, but I don't know anything about packs and hardly anything about
mates. I barely remember my old pack." I gaze up at him and look him right in
his emerald eyes. "I have to get back to my grandmother."
His handsome face hardens. "Why are you not part of a pack?"
"I don't-I don't know." Truthfully, I know, but I do not see the need for him to
know. My grandmother chose life this way, so I obey. My time in a pack was
not great anyways, and now I have no desire to be in one.
"What do you mean you do not know? Have you always been rogue?"
"What's rogue?" I question, confused.
He looks at me, almost like he cannot believe what I am saying. "Where do you
live?"
"With my grandmother, across the stream," I answer him while gently pushing
out of his grasp, though I already miss the feel of him. "I have to get back to
her, she doesn't know where I am."
Suddenly a man comes through the office doors, he seems startled. The Alpha
immediately looks to him with hard eyes. "Alpha, we found a group of rogues
on the border, we brought them to the cells. What should we do?" The man
asks for orders.
"Get rid of them."
Get rid of them? The rogues? I do not understand, Andrew called me a rogue,
so why did they not get rid of me? "What are you going to do with them, lock
them up?" I question.
"I don't have time for this, Ryker, just do as I say." My mate grumbles and
crosses his arms over his chest. My eyes stay fixed on his bulging muscles, like
a fourteen-year-old girl. I quickly snap myself out of my trance and cross my
arms over my chest in response. He does not have time for what, my question?
The man, Ryker, leaves the office in a hurry and I attempt to follow him out the
door, but of course it is not that easy. My mate grabs my shoulders and turns
me back around, back facing him. The tingles from his touch slowly spreads
throughout my body, instantly relaxing me.
"I don't think so," he mutters.
"I have to go make sure my grandmother is okay. At least let me check on her,
make sure she is at home and safe."
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Chapter 8
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"I don't want to take you away from your work," I protest.
His expression softens. "Evangeline, I don't want to risk your safety, and I
cannot trust anyone else right now."
I lightly nod, agreeing to his offer. I tighten the string of the robe, preparing
for the cool autumn weather to hit me roughly right when I step outside.
Following him out the door, my attention drifts as my eyes watch the tall grass
by the tree line. The long blades softly sway in the breeze, making me feel as if
I have entered some sort of dream state.
I also watch my Mate.
I am not sure what Alphas do, all I know is that they are the leader of the
pack. One of the many things prodding me in the back of the head is the title,
Luna. She is the queen to the Alphas king. Will I become Luna? The girl that
was locked in an attic then hidden at her grandmothers house, the girl who
speaks to a person no one else can see... I do not sound like the person for the
job. Not only am I clueless about Alphas, but Luna's also, which seems
obvious. How can one know about the Luna and not the Alpha, and the other
way around?
"Listen, we aren't trying to cause you any trouble."
My head turns in the direction of the voice.
Off to the right, in the direction of the building, I see three men, one of them
being Ryker. The other two look to be standing against the wall, their backs to
the dull bricks. "What's going on over there?"
"Nothing, now keep walking," my mate says uneventfully, though there
definitely seems to be something going on. As I look closer and think harder, I
realize that those two men must be the rogues Ryker was talking about.
My feet begin to lead me in that direction, leading me away from my
grandmothers house.
"You are not going over there," my mate grabs my arm. "Just a minute ago
you were begging to see your grandmother, so that is what we are going to do."
"What's happening over there?" I question while pulling my arm from his
grasp. "Those are the rogues, what are they doing?" My mate says nothing, but
gives me a certain look. "I want to go over there."
"You are not going over there."
Suddenly, I spin around and quickly walk in the direction my feet are dying
to take me in. I can feel my mate behind me. Surprisingly, I notice an object in
Rykers hand, but I cannot see it clear enough to tell exactly what it is.
"I said-" he begins, and I interrupt.
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faster. "He has a gun," I glance back at shout at my mate, who oddly, does not
seem as surprised as I am.
That man, Ryker, he is going to hurt those people, he is going to shoot them.
"You have to stop him!"
"Evangeline, stop," my mate says harshly. "Don't make me force you."
His threat only makes me move faster, and soon enough the three notice me
hurrying towards them. "I see your gun!" I yell to Ryker as I stomp accusingly
up to him. "How could you do something like this?"
He peers behind me at the Alpha, looking right past me as if he did not hear
me. "We are leaving," my mate tells me, not giving me any options by the tone
of his voice.
Without thinking, I snatch the weapon from Rykers grasp and hold it to my
chest.
"Evangeline, let go of the gun," he says carefully and reaches his hand out,
expecting me to give it to him.
I ignore you Mate and glare at Ryker. "You were going to kill these people."
"Yes, as my Alpha ordered me to."
My brow furrows together before I look back to him. "You ordered these
people to be killed?" I ask with the gun still in my hand.
My mate suddenly steps forward lunging for the weapon, but I move away
and hold the gun up out of fear. The nozzle points directly at his chest. "Give
me the gun," his voice grows more tense, more unforgiving.
"You were going to kill me-you called me a rogue!"
"Why would I kill you?" He steps closer. "Why would I kill my own mate?"
My hand begins to shake. "I-I... All I want is to see my grandmother."
"We can go do that."
"And I want these people let go, a-along with the girl that was in my cell," I
order, the gun still pointing at him. Obviously, I am not going to shoot
anything, but they do not need to know that.
"I can't do that," he says.
I straighten my arm, emphasizing that there is indeed a gun pointing at his
chest.
"I know you aren't going to shoot me. You can't." His eyes gaze steadily into
mine, making me clench my free hand into a fist. "Now give me the gun so you
don't hurt yourself and we can go see your grandmother."
"No, I want them let free. You called me a rogue and all I did was
accidentally step on your land."
"Yes," one of the men against the building call out. "We did not know this
was claimed land Alpha, or we would have stayed far away."
My mate does not engage with the man, but instead he attempts to grab the
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gets it, these people will die, I do the only thing that I know will make him
actually listen to me.
I quickly hold the gun up to my own head.
My mate lets go immediately.
"Let them go," I repeat, and this time I see the fear in his eyes. "I'll do it."
"Evangeline, please. Move the gun."
"After they are let go."
He runs his hand through his hair. "Fine, let them go, I don't care. Now give
me the gun."
"And the girl in my cell."
Ryker cuts in. "This is ridiculous Alpha. She's just a little girl, take the gun
from her."
"I am not a-"
Ryker abruptly lungs towards me and grabs onto the arm holding the gun,
pulling it down. The weapon almost slips from my grasp and I fight to hang
onto it. Then a shot rings in my ears.
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Chapter 9
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"Evangeline!"
I let out a bloodcurdling scream and drop the gun to the grass. My hands
spring up to my head and I examine them, seeing small amounts of blood
stained on my palm. The sightof the red liquid sends my head into a inevitable
spin, as the sight of blood has always made my stomach rise. This blood
though, this blood is my own and caused by my own actions. I swallow and try
to steady myself.
Unexpectedly, a comforting feeling comes over me as two arms wrap around
my swaying body, stopping me from tumbling to the dirt. This comforting
feeling is like no other, this feeling has my nerves in a frenzy. Oddly, my mind
is taken from the frightening liquid on my hand.
When I was little I thought I would die of old age, I thought one day I would
just simply not wake up. It was a peaceful idea, yet terribly unrealistic. Though
dying from plainly being wrinkled and weak was likely not going to come true,
never did I think I would die because of my own accidental, inexperienced
actions. Not only have I managed to kill myself, I am not sure if those people
are going to be released. Please, do not let me die without a purpose.
I swear if we die because of your idiotic choices I'm going to kill you-again,
my wolf hisses at me in pain.
"Find out what the rogues did, and see if we can let them go," he commands
Ryker while holding onto me for dear life. My hand again lightly pats the back
of my head, sending a horrific, sharp pain to strike me harshly. I wince and
drop my hand to my side.
"What were you thinking?"
I do not notice that I am crying until he wipes the salty tears from my flushed
cheeks. The softness of his touch eases the throbbing of my unintentional
wound. Will I die in this strangers arms as if we have known each other for
decades? My mates touch, though new, makes me feel like we have been
together for many years, like I know him better than I know myself. It is a
funny feeling, the mate bond.
My eyes drift to the field, almost in the direction of grandmas house. If I am
correct, if I am dying in this moment, I will never get to say goodbye and she
may never know what happened to me. To her, I just disappeared one day and
never came back.
"I have to get a doctor," my mates voice comes to me again.
I want to say something back, but my lips stay shut. My body is too focused
on the pain and the bond. Oh my poor mate, though he seems rather dark and
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something selfless and selfish at the same time.

He lifts me up the porch steps, as my legs are not much help, and he brings
me inside. Reality no longer feels real, everything around me is fuzzy and
dream-like. I lay down on the couch and stare up at the ceiling, thinking about
all the time in my life that I have wasted, how I could have done more to
prepare myself for the end. Should I have never told my parents about the
moon goddess? Should I have listened to Grandma when she told me not to
climb that tree? Should I have crossed the stream?
How much more blood can poor out of me? Surely my blurry surroundings
must be a sign that my body is running low.
"Marina, call the doctor now," he loudly calls out.
It does not take long for her to come scurrying into the room with the phone
in her grasp. "I just called him, what's the matter?" She questions.
"There was an accident. A bullet skimmed the back of her head." I could tell
by the sound of his voice that he hated to say it. It is unusual to have a stranger
care for me so strongly.
The bullet skimmed me. That does not sound as serious as I thought my injury
would be. Is it possible that I could survive, that I could live just a little
longer
before I play goddess once again? My dizzy head makes my stomach rise and
threaten to spill all it is holding.
Maybe this is all a dream, maybe I will wake up in my cozy bed. The sun will
shine on my cheeks and blind me slightly when I open them at first. I will roll
over, avoiding the intense rays, only for grandma to peek inside and tell me that
she has made breakfast. Oh, she makes the most yummy hash browns.
"How could this happen?" Marina asks and hurries closer. "I'll get bandages
and whatnot until they arrive."
My eyes slowly open and close, tempted to stay shut and pull me into a much
wanted slumber. A sudden squeeze of my hand sends a jolt through my body,
ridding my tired bones of the painful exhaustion. My mate tugs me forward and
places a pillow in my place, forcing me to sit up, making it more difficult to
float away to dreamland. "Am I going to die?" I mumble while fighting myself
to stay awake.
"I do not think so," my mate murmurs.
"If I do... Those people-the girl. My grandma needs to know." I do not speak
anything else.
He squeezes my hand again.
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Chapter 10
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"Take the antibiotics, change the bandage, and you should be fully healed in
about a week," the doctor says and starts to collect his things, and I watch him
as he does so.
My mate stayed by my side the entire time, which made me quite nervous, as
he has an intense aroma that makes my heart beat a bit faster than normal.
Speaking of heads, you almost killed us!
It was not completely my fault, I argue back. It was a complicated situation.
Suddenly, my mates brother, Henry, walks into the room and observes the
doctor, most likely confused by his presence. "What happened here,
Sebastian?" Henry's eyes turn to my bandaged head.
Sebastian. My mates name is Sebastian. I could go on and on about how
perfect it sounds. Through all this time I never thought to ask my mate his
name, which seems very odd by now. I suppose his name could be anything
that my imagination can shove together and I would still find it utterly flawless.
My mate, now known to me as Sebastian, lets out a low grumble. "Henry, not
right now."
"Hey! Don't be in a bad mood, you've finally found your mate-who has a
bandage on her head." Henry trails off and looks at me funny. "What happened
to her head?"
Sebastian rolls his eyes and sighs. "I will tell you later, just please give her
some space."
"You're here?"
"Because she's my mate."
"Okay, okay, I'll go." Henry backs out of the room and disappears further into
the house.
I wonder what it is like to have a sibling, someone to bicker with and laugh
with. Sebastian and Henry seem to understand each other in some way that I
will never be able to wrap my head around, and it fascinates me. The moon
goddess has been with me for as long as I can remember, but I cannot relate her
to a sibling.
"Excuse me," I pipe up and catch Sebastian's attention. "Can I see my
grandmother now?"
"I'll have her brought here. I don't want you moving around too much and
passing out," he says, giving me nothing to argue with. "Henry please
command the guards to collect Evangeline's grandmother, she lives past the
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Without warning, Sebastian grabs onto my hand, immediately sending

soothing sensations through me.
"Does that help with the pain?"
I bite onto the inside of my cheek as they begin to heat up, showing colors
that I cannot imagine. It is too difficult to answer his question, so I blurt out
something unrelated. "How is it so easy for you to kill people?"
"I knew you would not let that go," he mutters. "Did you know that you
scared me to death when you almost got yourself killed?"
"You didn't answer my question." I stare into his emerald eyes, trying to take
my mind away from his hand which still holds my own.
"Every decision I make is for the good of my pack," Sebastian explains. "It's
my job to keep everyone safe, and I will not risk their safety on a couple of
rogues."
I nod, though I do not understand how it feels to be in charge of so many
people. What a immense amount of responsibility, and it all rests on his
shoulders.
"You didn't answer my question," he says.
It does not take me long to answer him back. "I wanted to help those people,
though I did not plan on getting hurt. Did I upset you?" I ask him, sounding
oblivious to the entire situation.
"Your life is so precious, and you put yourself on the line without thinking."
"Me and those men, we are not equals are we? We can't be, because I'm the
Alpha's mate and that places me above them, yes? It is frightening how I could
have been in their place, the gun could have been pointing at my head, but it
wasn't because we're mates. I may not understand what the Alpha has to do, but
I don't think a title should place me above them. I was called a rogue, and I'm
sure it was because I am one just like those people. My life is not more
precious than theirs, if anything, two lives should be worth more than one.
Either way, the gun still pointed at me eventually."
Sebastian slowly stands up at looks down at me with amusement, pride,
shame, or was it guilt? I am too distracted by his body towering over me and
his hand that is held out for my use. I reluctantly place my hand in his before
standing up myself.
He leans towards my ear, and I expect him to whisper to me, but instead, he
softly places a kiss on my cheek. The brief action set my cheek aflame. I was
speechless.
"Your grandmother should be arriving soon." He says, not letting go of my
hand as he leads me through the house and towards his office.
"Why are we going back to the office?" I ask him as he continues towards the
two grand white doors at the end of the hall.
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him as he searches through the drawers of the large desk. "What are you
looking for?" I question and sit down on one of the chairs facing his desk, as if
an appointment has been made.
Sebastian answers briefly, "papers."
"For what?" I ask him nosily as he pulls a thin stack of white papers out of a
drawer and places them on the surface of the desk.
"For you to join my pack."
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Chapter 11
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"Join your pack?" I repeat him, as if his statement is now my question.
He glances up at me, and I feel his eyes study my body, seeming to do
everything so smoothly like it is natural.
"Where's the restroom?" I ask quickly and rush out of the room after
Sebastian tells me it is just down the hall. I close the door behind me and suck
in a deep breath, needing to talk to someone very specific.
I turn the faucet on and cup the cool water in my hands before drenching my
warm face. My eyes peer up into the mirror, causing me to step back when I
find myself peering back at me. I should have expected this-joining my mates
pack-as I am supposedly the Luna. Could this all be happening too quickly? I
have not spoken to my grandmother yet, what if she says no? Does she have the
authority to stop me from joining this pack? Probably not.
I groan and lean against the bathroom wall. How am I supposed to be a Luna
when I have no clue what a Luna does? How am I supposed to be apart of a
pack when I cannot remember how they work? Did I ever know how they
work? I was trapped in an attic for most of my childhood, a time when many
children learned these types of things
"What am I supposed to do?" I mumble into the empty space in front of me.
"Calm down, this should not be a difficult process."
Beside me in the mirror is the moon goddess, and she is glowing more than
ever. "Are you not happy?" She asks, not understanding why I feel this way.
I let out a short sigh and turn to face her. "I guess, I mean something about
him just, just-all of this is happening so quickly. In another second I'll be part
of a pack again and-"
"It is not the same, Evangeline."
I look away from her, not believing her words. "It is history repeating itself,
or at least it will be. I can keep this from my grandmother, but my Mate, from
what I know, it should be a million times more difficult. I couldn't keep it from
my mother and look what happened."
"I speak the truth when I tell you it is not similar. There is no reason why
you should believe he will react in like ways."
"There are a ton of reasons why I should believe it," I argue back. "No sane
person would believe me. He'll think I'm crazy just like everyone else."
She pulls away. "Come, your grandmother will arrive any second."
I do not enjoy it when we argue, as it is always started by me and my
insecurities. The moon goddess is usually right, but this time it is hard for me to
trust her. My mate, Sebastian, does not seem like the type of person who would
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unstable and crazy? He might as well be wishing for a different mate, someone
who could understand his life and his issues.
Mates are supposed to fit together, to connect, but I fear that we will never be
able to all because of who I am. Sebastian is handsome, intimidating, an Alpha,
and I worry that I am not enough. It is too early to tell now, but soon he will see
that I am unworthy.
Opening the bathroom door, I come to a halt when I notice Ryker standing on
the other side. He looks to be rather uncomfortable, as he must feel guilty for
what happened earlier. "Your grandmother is here."
He was given the orders, I understand that. I wish he knew that it was not his
fault, as the shooting fiasco was primarily mine. I like to think for a good
cause.
Ryker leads me back towards the living room, and first person I notice is my
grandmother with her arms crossed sitting on the couch. When she spots me,
relief washes over her aged face.
"Oh thank goddess," she breathes out and rushes towards me. Immediately,
she reels me with a tight hug and many kisses to my cheeks. "My Evangeline,
you're okay. What on earth did you get yourself into?" For a little, old lady, she
can sure pull off a you-are-in-trouble glare. "What happened to your head? Did
these men hurt you?"
"No, no, it was an accident-something happened, but everything is okay
now."
"Alright," she says uneasy. "You have to come home with me right away, and
you're dreaming if you think I'm letting you venture-"
"I can't." I swallow, dizzy feelings from earlier seem to be surfacing again. "I
found my mate."
Her face shifts to a rather blank expression. "What?"
"I've found my mate here."
She sits back down, obviously needing a moment to process my words.
"You're mate-he's here?" Her eyes look to Ryker.
"The Alpha had to step out for a moment, there was a small problem on the
west border," Ryker explains, defusing any of her questioning thoughts.
"T-The Alpha? The Alpha is your mate?"
I grab onto her hand. "Yes, grandma."
"Oh dear, I must say that I am surprised. Well, you must stay now, I see that,"
she says, still trying to register my words. "W-Will you be alright here?"
My grip on her fragile hand tightens. I do not know if I will be alright here,
but I want to tell her yes. I do not want her worrying about me anymore than
she already does. "I think I will be."
"Your mate, he is a good man?"
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She nods and gazes down to her lap. "I wonder what your parents would
think of all this, you being mated to an Alpha. At least I know you will be
safe."
I wonder what they would think. Sadly, they may never know, but I cannot
hold onto that thought forever. I would like to think that they would be happy
for me, not only because he is an Alpha but because I have found my mate
overall. Did they ever think that I would find my mate? They sent me off to my
grandmothers, a secluded house in what seemed to be the middle of nowhere,
so was that expected to be the end for me?
"I'll come see you, make sure you're doing okay," I tell her while fighting
back threatening tears. I do not want to say goodbye. She took care of me when
my parents could not, she loved me when my parents could not even if she was
kept from the truth, and she is all I have left family wise. "I don't want you
worrying about me, because I'll be okay."
Ryker has left the room, giving us the privacy I need.
"Don't you worry too much about me either, darling. I'm happy where I am,
and I've got your grandfather looking after me. Now tell me, what is this
Alphas name?"
"Sebastian Tate," I say.
Her eyes stray away to something behind me. Glancing back, I see my mate
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Chapter 12
(Edited April, 2017)
Thanks to @-Mischief-Managed- for the awesome cover.
Sebastian spoke with my grandmother alone for about ten minutes. They
asked me to leave the room for the short moment, so I wandered the halls of the
gigantic house. My mind cannot help but continue to wander to their
conversation, though. What are they talking about and why can I not hear it? I
feel like a child who is being punished, yet my parents have to come up with
the punishment still.
I begin to hear footsteps behind me as walk down a random hallway, and
when I turn to see what is causing the sounds, I spot the dog from earlier,
Bruiser. A smile spreads on my face from ear to ear and I hurry to the chubby
pup. He seems to be comfortable with me as my hand lightly strokes his
smooth back. Bruiser rolls over so I will rub his tummy, and I let out a small
laugh.
"Evangeline!" Someone calls for me and I stand up straight.
"I'm over here," I call back and slowly make my way towards the beginning
of the long, dimly lit hallway.
Ryker appears around the corner and motions for me to follow him. I pick up
my pace until he is right in front of me. "Your grandmother has left and the
Alpha wants to see you in his office," he informs me briefly.
"Wait, she left, but I didn't get to say goodbye." I peer up at Ryker with
disappointment clear on my face.
"The Alpha will explain."
I do as I am told and follow behind Ryker to the Alphas office. When we
arrive, Ryker pushes open one of the doors and lets me in. Sebastian is sitting at
his desk, shuffling through papers.
"Why did she leave?" I ask him, and he glances up at me for a second before
peering back down.
"She will be back tomorrow, so you can talk to her then."
I nod slightly before sitting in one of the two leather seats in front of the desk.
I sit silently for about two minutes before I pipe up again. "Where is
everyone?"
"They're working." This time Sebastian does not look up at me, but keeps
writing on one of the many papers.
"What do they do?"
"What I tell them."
I watch him closely and take in his features while he is distracted. Slowly, I
have grown an urge to look at Sebastian, as he is just so handsome. Since we
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be for him-I want to find out how my mate works, how he functions. I want to
know if he desires me as much as I secretly do for him.
"How do packs work?" I question him, randomly.
Sebastian stops and his gaze lands on me. "Every pack has an Alpha, which is
the position I hold. Then there is a second in command, who is called the Beta,
which is the position Andrew holds, and lastly the third in command is Ryker.
We take care of the pack, as we are the leadership, but all answers to me. When
the Alpha finds his mate she becomes the Luna, the Alphas equal." A light
blush has started to show on my cheeks and I try to hide it from him. "Really, it
works like a government. My pack, the Tate Pack, has our land, guards to
protect it and enforce rules, and the pack members."
Sebastian stands up from his chair and comes over to me before holding out
his hand. I take it and do not ask any questions as he leads me out of the room.
His touch spreads a soothing sensation over my body, making me relaxed,
clearing my head of troubling thoughts. My wolf never wants him to let go.
When we reach the top of the stairs, I become too curious. "Where are we
going?"
"To bed."
I must have lost track of time, and when I look out one of the windows, it is
dark outside and the moon is high in the sky. "Where will I be sleeping?" I
glance back at him from the window.
He leans down to my ear. "With me."
A shiver runs down my spine from his warm breath on the side of my cheek.
I have never slept with anyone but myself, in my own bed. How do you sleep
with someone else? And I do not mean in a sexual way. Surely, it is not as
simple as just laying in the same bed and trying to drift off. I bite my lip and
let
out a small shaky breath. I have never felt so nervous.
I almost unnoticeably nod my head and turn to him, but he does not say
anything else and continues to walk to his room. As we near a pair of doors, my
heart rate picks up. What should I be expecting?
What is he expecting of me?

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Chapter 13
Thanks to @Black_Pink_White for the awesome cover!!!!
When we entered Sebastian's room he went to take a quick shower, so I
awkwardly sat on the foot of his king sized bed. I tightened the strings on the
robe I was wearing and lightly tapped my foot on the floor.
There was a large mirror on the opposite side of the room, so I decided to go
look in it.
I seemed to look like my normal self, with my dark brown hair cascading down
beneath my chest, and my blue eyes brighter than ever. But I felt different.
Slowly I peeled open the silky robe, revealing the smooth pink nightgown. Is
this what I'm supposed to dress like? The fabric barely reached my mid thigh,
and the neckline plunged a little too low for my liking. But is this what
Sebastian likes?
Suddenly I heard the shower turn off from the bathroom and I quickly wrapped
the robe back up.
I have to get out of here.
Evangeline not the time to run away! My wolf complains.
Easy for you to say, you're just a horny dog!
Hey... shut up. She mumbles. Who said that you guys were going to do
anything anyways?
I-I don't know... I'm just scared. I mutter and start speed walking towards the
bedroom door. I'm only eighteen, I shouldn't be sleeping in the same bed as
men!
You know that you want to! She tries to convince me. He's our mate, he won't
hurt us!
I ignored her and sprinted out the door and down the stairs. My wolf might hate
me for this but I know a lot about mates, and packs, or any of this. I wish I
could be in my attic where no one could hurt me, and I could talk with the
moon goddess all I wanted without looking psychotic.
When will I wake up from this dream? Or is it a nightmare?
I know I said I want to get to know my mate and be his, but that was just me
being a naïve teenager. My mate kills people. How can you kill so easily when
a life is so precious?
I don't know what I got myself into, but I'm over my head. My life has been
spent alone, and I want a chance to be free. I might not know much about mates
and being the Luna, but there's one thing a Luna must do; provide children.
I might have been young the last time I was part of a pack, but I wasn't a stupid
kid. Years ago when I would stay up in the attic I would watch the Luna go on
her daily walk with her friends.
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choice. The Luna has to provide children so the pack will continue to flourish
throughout the years.
I don't want to be seen as just a sexual objects that makes babies.
As fast as I could I sprinted through the house and towards the main doors. Just
as I burst through them I heard Sebastian growl from upstairs, so loud that the
house barely shook.
I didn't dare look back, just kept running towards the forest line.
My feet pounded against the forest floor as I attempted to dodge trees and
rocks. I tried to shift, but something wasn't letting me.
I'm not letting you shift. My wolf hissed at me.
Ryland please, we can't stay here. I pant and almost trip on a tree root.
No, we will never leave our mate!
"Damn it Ryland you know what we are to this pack!" I yell out into the cool
air as it brushes past my body. "You know what a Luna does, you know what
she is!" Angry tears fly off my cheeks and into the wind.
Suddenly I hit straight into a tree.
"What does she do?"
I stopped breathing and my heart stops rapidly pumping.
Dangerously slow my gaze traveled up the body in front of me until they
reached a pair of emerald green eyes.
Sebastian.
Immediately I looked away and tried my best to ignore the sparks and pleasure
from touching him.
Before I could protest he lifted me up and forcefully carried me through the
forest and through his house. I was quiet, too scared to speak.
He pushed through the double doors that lead to the bedroom. Finally,
Sebastian placed me down on my feet, yet I didn't move.
I breathed heavy and focused on anything else but him as he reached for the tie
to the robe. One light tug and the pink silky fabric was exposed.
Slowly his hands glided the white robe off my shoulders and to the floor.
I was bare.
His strong hands gripped my waist and guided me against his firm chest.
"What does a Luna do?" Sebastian's smooth husky voice rung in my ears.
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Chapter 14

Sebastian's hand traveled up my bare thigh, still awaiting my answer.

He must have figured out that I was going to stay silent because he spoke. "Do
you think a Luna is just a sexual object to an Alpha?"
I light blush flushed on my cheeks.
His hand moved from my leg to the back of my neck, forcing me to look up at
him. He stares down deep into my eyes. I can't take this, my nerves are going
crazy.
"Do you think all your use to me, is to have my pups?" His expression is filled
with seduction.
I let out a small whimper as his fingers lightly run down my spine and to the
small of my back. Sebastian's eyes roam over my body, scanning my every
curve. He takes in a deep breath. "Good thing I can control myself." He breaths
out calmly." Or else you would be screaming my name till morning." He leans
down and chants in my ear, causing me to blush even more.
"Now get in the bed."
Slowly I left his side and walked over to the massive bed. I lifted up the heavy
expensive duvet and slipped into the silky red sheets.
He looked at me in approval then walked over to the other side of the bed. But
instead of just getting in the bed he pulled off his shirt, revealing his toned
muscles. I couldn't help but stare.
Why would a man like Sebastian desire a girl like me? He's so intimidating,
ruthless, handsome, demanding, seductive, the opposite of me. I'm just some
girl that was kept in an attic and hidden away from real life, but he is a strong
powerful Alpha. So why? Is it just because I'm his mate? Is it just because of
some bond?
What if he finds out about my so called ability and uses me, or what if he
thinks I'm a psychopath.
The bed dipped down as Sebastian entered the covers. So I laid down and
curled up in the extremely comfortable blankets. But I was gently pulled
against Sebastian's chest, feeling his bare skin on mine.
My heart started to beat faster, and I let out a shaky breath. Here I am, sleeping
in the same bed as an attractive Alpha. I did not expect this to be across the
stream.
"Now sleep." He whispered, and I closed my eyes.
~?~
My eyes shot open and immediately stung from the sudden brightness. When
my eyes adjusted I scanned the room, it was empty. Where's Sebastian?
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While I was in the bathroom I decided to brush my teeth and clean myself up a
little.
When I was done I went back into the bedroom and looked for the white robe I
had on yesterday. It's not like I enjoy prancing around in barely anything.
But I couldn't find the robe. I remember Sebastian dropped it on the floor, so
someone must have picked it up.
Darn.
I scratched the back of my head but dodged the small bandage from my
accident.
I guess I'll just have to go downstairs like this and hope no one is home.
So I left the room and fled downstairs. I didn't see anyone in the living room, so
I just stopped worrying and set off to the kitchen. My stomach was growling
like a hungry wolf, I'm so funny.
When I reached the kitchen I walked right on in, but of course, I wouldn't get
away with life being that easy.
About ten pairs of male eyes shot straight to me.
I shrieked and tried to cover myself, which I wasn't having luck with. So I spun
on my heels and was ready to sprint the hell out of there. I only made it about
two steps before I ran into a very familiar muscular chest.
Before I could even comprehend what just happened I was pushed behind
Sebastian.
He let out a loud protective growl at the men staring at me, and they all looked
away faster than the speed of light.
Sebastian turned around and picked me up, like a child. He carried me all the
way back up the stairs and into his bedroom, where I started.
He placed me on the bed then crossed his arms.
Is he mad or something?
"Why the hell did you go downstairs dressed like that?" He scolds me and I
raised an eyebrow.
"I couldn't find my robe," I answer him briefly. Why on earth is he mad at me?
It's not my fault that I got handed a small piece of clothing. "Why were there
men in your kitchen?" I ask nicely, just because I know that Alphas are the
strongest breed of wolf, and I don't want to see that in action.
He didn't answer me, but walked into his closet and pulled out the white robe.
He walked back over to me and slowly slipped my arms through the holes and
pulled it over my shoulders.
"I have work to attend to, so my brother Henry asked to take you to your
grandmothers." Sebastian grabbed the robes loose tie and wrapped it around my
waist. "While you're there you can grab clothes to wear for today before you go
shopping for a wardrobe." Sebastian finished and made sure the top of the
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Then another guy poked his head through the door. "Ready to go?" He
questioned up happily and Sebastian nodded. I walked up to the guy, who I'm
guessing is Henry. He wasn't as tall or as Muscular as Sebastian, but he wasn't
lanky looking either.
Before I left the bedroom with Henry, Sebastian grabbed my arm.
"Be careful." He gazed right into my eyes and I nodded. He kissed my cheek
gently sending tiny sparks through my cheek and a feeling of comfort
throughout my body.
I followed Henry out of the house and towards the forest.
"So you're my brothers mate?" Is was more of a statement than a question.
I nodded shyly and shoved my hands into the pockets of the robe.
"You seem really innocent and caring." Henry randomly said out loud and I
looked up at him.
"Is that bad?" I ask him.
"No, it just weird because he's not." Henry chuckled and smiled down at me.
"So how old are you?"
"Eighteen," I answer him hoping he won't judge me on how young I am.
"That's an age difference." He muttered.
"So you-you have a mate?" I asked him, wanting to change the subject.
"Not yet, but hopefully I won't have to wait as long as Sebastian."
I glanced up at him curiously. "How long is that?"
"Seven years." He stated. "I'm only twenty, so I guess I shouldn't worry."
Seven years, that's a long time. Seven years of trying to find your mate.
Suddenly I'm no longer bothered about how protective Sebastian was over me.
It feels nice, being his rare gem.
"So Henry, what's your favorite color?"
Durning the walk to my grandmothers, I learned a lot about Henry. His favorite
color is orange, he loves Chinese food and tacos, and Bruiser is his dog.
"Henry, if you and Sebastian are brothers, how come he gets to be the Alpha?"
I question him curiously as we near my grandmas.
"Well, my father choice Sebastian to take the position. He's stronger, more
intelligent, and older." Henry sighs. "It doesn't really bother me, though, I'm
happy for him, he loves being Alpha and I don't think I would have enjoyed the
position as much as him."
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Chapter 15
(Read the author's note) Henry Cavill as Sebastian? Your thoughts?
Henry and I made our way up my grandmother's front porch and I rung the
doorbell. It only took a couple of seconds for her to swing open the door and
attack me with hugs and kisses.
Henry wanted to give us some time alone, so he headed out for a quick run in
the nearby woods. I thanked him and he told me just to holler for him when I'm
ready to go.
Grandma had a plate of cookies set out for me and a glass of milk in the living
room. She always remembers my favorite snacks and treats.
I sat down on the brown leather couch and she got comfortable in her adorable
old rocking chair. Immediately my hand snatched a snickerdoodle off the plate
and shoved it in my mouth. Dang, this little lady can bake.
She softly chuckled at me and shook her head. before speaking she picked up
her half-completed blanket and continued to knit. "So honey, tell me about your
mate." Grams glanced up at me with a sweet smile, almost too sweet.
"I thought that you already talked to him?" I ask with a mouth full of delicious
cookie.
"Why I did didn't I?" She mutters then suddenly stabs her knitting sticks into
the ball of yarn causing me to jump in my spot, and a tiny piece of
snickerdoodle fell from my mouth.
"Grams what happened?" I mumble with worried eyes and swallow the cookie.
"Sebastian didn't mention anything bad after talking to you."
My grandmother sighed at set her blanket to the side of her chair. "Evangeline,
remember back when you were a young child and there was an attack at the
pack?" She asks me weakly.
A small frown formed on my lips and I nodded.
"Well, the other pack, that attacked yours was Sebastian's father's. At the time
Sebastian wasn't the Alpha."
My stomach dropped. I couldn't blame Sebastian, he wasn't in charge back
then. But finding out that my mate's pack is the reason I had to leave my family
breaks my heart a little. If there was no attack, I could most likely be at home
with my parents, well part time in the attic. Living in the attic wouldn't seem as
bad if I went back, at least I would have my mother and father.
I wish I knew if they were at least alive.
"Oh," I mutter out and lean back into the couch cushion. "What a coincidence."
Grams must have noticed how uncomfortable I was because she quickly
changed the conversation. "Yesterday, you said that you had questions hun,
how about we start with that?"
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She gave me a look that said, go on.

"Okay, well... what are the duties of a Luna?" I asked her randomly, and out of
curiosity. Just after asking the question memories of last night came back into
my mind.
Grams clapped her hands once then started to explain. "The Luna is a very
important part of any pact, she must serve her pack alongside the Alpha. As the
Luna of the Tate Pack, you must make very important decisions and sacrifices
for the better of the pack. Now the Tate Pack is one of the strongest and largest
packs in the United States, so at times a lot of pressure can be put on you, and
especially your mate." Grams had to break to catch her breath then continued.
"Evangeline you might not like this part, but as the Luna, you must keep the
Tate family line running. No one is going to make you have a pup right away,
but later on, it is either a positive and joyful experience or a sacrifice you have
to make."
Hearing my own Grandmother say the words made me want to puke. I knew
that later on, I would have to, but how late are we talking? Hopefully,
Sebastian's pack can wait a while, maybe six years.
I wish I could stand up for myself, and demand not to be pressured into
pregnancy. But I'm not going to act selfishly.
I will not be having babies now, but I understand my duties. If having to push
away my feelings about forced pregnancy and grow up, then I will.
Sacrifice, I can do that.
"I figured," I mumble and stare at my hands resting in my lap. "You know, I
think I'm going to go for a walk. Just before I go." I stood up and quickly
headed upstairs for a change of clothes.
It didn't take me long to find a pair of gray joggers and a black tank top. Before
I left I grabbed a light zip up hoodie and covered up my bare arms. After
slipping on my pair of white converse I left without saying a word and walked
out the front door.
I took in a deep breath of fresh autumn air and let it fill my lungs.
I wanted to ask Grams about my gift, and if I should share it with Sebastian or
not. But in there I felt suffocated and I just had to get out.
So I started walking down a short trail before calling for Henry. I needed some
time to reflect on my choices and think about my future as Luna.
It's like the last few days have been a dream in my head. Everything seems to
be happening so fast.
I'm still in shock about finding my mate, and already I have so much to live up
too. The responsibility scares me, I have no idea how to help run a pack let
alone know what one is.
In the back of my head, I can't stop wondering about Sebastian. He makes me
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side that I'm not sure how to handle.

As my mate, he deserves to know about my ability. I just hope he understands
me and accepts me, even after he finds out. It feels like all I can do lately is
hope, and I guess that freaks me out.
"Henry!" I called into the trees.
Nothing.
"Hey, Henry I'm ready to go!" I shout even louder.
Still nothing.
How far out did he go?
I started jogging through the trees and brush on the forest floor. I wish I could
shift, but I don't feel like getting naked in the middle of the woods or ripping
my clothes.
"Henry!" I scream as loud as my voice could handle. Worry started to build up
in my stomach. What if he's hurt? Or taken by rogues, wait they hurt people
right? "Henry where are you?!"
After about ten minutes of continuous yelling and running the worry built and
built. I have to get Sebastian.
Swiftly I started sprinting through the forest as fast as my human legs could
take me. Quickly I passed the stream then got onto Sebastian's territory. I ran
past a couple guards and they started chasing after me. I don't have time to be
tackled and chucked in a cell right now.
In a panic, I burst through the front door of the pack house while about three
guards ran after me.
"Sebastian!" I shouted into the still house. "I can't find Henry!"
Suddenly I was thrown to the wood floor by one of the guards running after
me. I smacked the floor and groaned loudly because my head hit first. Why
must my head always be messed up?
A loud terrifying growl filled my ears, it was like nothing I've ever heard
before.
Before I knew it the guard was lifted off me and thrown against the far wall,
managing to shatter a vase of white roses.
I could hear my heart beat through my ears.
A warm strong hand wrapped around my waist as I laid facing the dark floor.
Just as his fingertips came in contact with my skin, tiny soothing sparks ran
over my body.
Sebastian.
He lifted me from the ground as if I was as light as a feather. I winced quietly
from my now sore shoulder and head. The pain seemed to subside the longer he
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Chapter 16
Thanks to @theoutsidersfreak for a crazy cool banner!
I was carefully placed onto the couch as if I was a piece of thin glass. My head
aches like crazy.
After setting me on the white leather couch Sebastian turned to the terrified
guard laying on the glass-covered floor. The guard's eyes grew wide as
Sebastian roughly picked him up and held him against the wall by his neck.
"Sebastian stop!" I shouted at him and flew off the couch. The pain for moving
my shoulder was almost unbearable, it must be dislocated. So I held it with my
other hand and winced at the throbbing discomfort.
"You must learn your lesson." Sebastian hissed in the guard's ear.
All too quickly he spun the guard around and twisted his neck, sending a
gruesome cracking noise through the house.
"No!" I screamed and ran to the limp body laying on the dark wood floor.
Before I could try to save the obviously dead man, Sebastian's arms grabbed
me and dragged me away. I kicked and squirmed but there was no luck.
Feeling the same hands that killed a man in front of me around my body made
me sick.
He did it to protect us!
He just killed someone! I yell back at my wolf. How could she possibly think
that was in any way reasonable. That was barbaric! Inhuman!
I never want him to touch me ever again!
Being his mate is no longer a sacrifice, but a sin.
It's hard to think that about two hours ago he was kissing my cheek and
begging for me to be careful.
Suddenly I was pushed through his office doors and Sebastian lets go of my
body. But before I could run he gripped my wrist.
He picked up the wireless phone sitting on his desk and dialed a number.
"Andrew get someone to clean up the body in my living room." As quick as the
conversation he hung up and tossed the phone back onto the wood surface.
"Let go of me!" I struggled to get my wrist free from his grasp.
Swiftly he changed our positions and I was now pushed against his desk, facing
him. I stared deep into his emerald eyes, they seemed to hold so much anger.
"He deserved it," Sebastian answers my unasked question. He doesn't even
seem fazed by the blood on his hands, the life he ripped away.
"You're a monster." I seethed at him and attempted yet again to get free.
"Stop it!" He barked at me, causing me to slightly jump back.
"Let me go!"
Sebastian moved closer to me, our bodies now millimeters apart.
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more.
He only moved closer, now pressing his chest against mine. Sebastian ran his
fingers down my back, causing my wolf to purr in pleasure.
"Don't touch me!" I mutter louder.
"You know you crave my touch, it's irresistible." His hot minty breath fanned
the side of my cheek. "Soon you'll be irrepressible around me."
I felt so weak around him and I hate it. Screw this whole "Luna
responsibilities" crap, I'm handling this my own way.
"You're right, I just can't help myself." I whimper and skim my lips along his
smooth neck.
Surprised he steps back with a raised eyebrow and an amused smirk.
I look up at him with innocent eyes and a pouted bottom lip.
Just as his eyes concentrate on my lips I swiftly knee him as hard as my
muscles could handle right in his family jewels. Immediately his face cringes
up and I slip away as he grips onto the desk.
As quickly as possible I run down the hallway and into the living room.
Andrew and other guards are scattered around the room. Two men are picking
up the lifeless body and others are still trying to take in what happened.
In the corner of the room is a pregnant young woman crying her eyes out. His
mate.
My heart instantly crumbles and I head towards the crying woman. When I first
approached her she seemed confused, then she probably realized who I was.
"I'm so sorry," I mumble. "I tried to stop him, but I could've done more."
She glanced up with puffy red eyes and tears rolling off her cheeks. "Thank
you, Luna." She sounded damaged.
She's pregnant and finds out her mate has been murdered. I couldn't even
imagine what she must be going through.
A strong hand gripped my good shoulder sending pleasure through my bones.
I've spun around so fast that I can't comprehend what's in front of me.
A rough hand collides with my cheek and I fall to my knees. My skin stings
and burns. I've never been hit.
The room fills with gasps and looks of horror.
I caress my pulsing cheek and let a cry slip from my lips.

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Chapter 17
Do I keep changing the pack's name?
If I do the official name is now the Tate Pack.
Oh, and I know Evangeline already met Henry, that was just like a
re-introduction.
Sorry for confusion peeps.
Thanks to @ouat123_captainswan for a sweet banner!
My skin stung and boiled on my cheek.
A tear ran down the burn, cooling the single stream of my face.
I begged myself not to look up because I'm scared of who I'm going to see. But
I already know who it was.
The pregnant woman that stood beside me swiftly knelt down and held me in
her arms. I let out another small cry from the pain, but also the betrayal of my
mate.
"Alpha, y-you can't hit the Luna." The pregnant woman stuttered. Why is she
worried about me? She just lost her mate?
I couldn't help it, and my eyes peered up at Sebastian. He looked frustrated.
Regretful. He ran his hand through his hair then his eyes turned black. In a split
second Sebastian sprinted towards the open door and shifted into a ginormous
black wolf. The wood floor crumbled under his feet. I sat on the ground
speechless.
I quickly stood up and ran to the door, but when I looked out, he was no where
in sight. All I saw ahead was a empty field of long grass and the tree line of the
woods.
"Luna we must get the doctor." One of the many guards called to me. Why are
they so worried about me?! There is a dead man on the floor!
I turned back with a strong expression. "No, no I'll be fine, I'm going to go find
him," I say in an authorized tone.
They all looked at me as if I was crazy, and I was. "I'll make sure there is a
proper burial and funeral for our beloved, hard-working guard."
So I fled the house and headed towards the forest line, but a very expensive
sleek looking sports car caught my eye. A mischievous smile grew on my face
and I picked up a fairly large rock from the landscaping.
I held up the rock like a serial killer and glared at my reflection in the tinted
window.
"Sorry Alpha." I muttered before smashing the window causing pieces of glass
to fall on my feet. I know I must look like a crazy ex-girlfriend, but that douche
just hit me!
Oh dear goddess, I'm turning into a monster. I mean I don't even know what a
douche means besides the literal meaning. I learned it off of Jersey Shore...

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Grandma wasn't home and I was twelve, sue me!

A thousand thoughts ran though my mind, yet I continued to search for
Sebastian. He hit me, and here I am looking for him in the woods. I'm clueless
and stupid, but I don't care.
After passing by many trees I came up to a small pond. In the water I could see
my reflection. My dark brown hair trailed down my shoulders and my eyes
seemed to glow in the sun set.
There was a red mark on my cheek and my shoulder hurts like heck.
But I got at least enough revenge for that, maybe I'll kick him in the balls again.
There was a small boulder resting in the water and a half in the moist dirt. I
sighed and climbed up on it. I sat on the top over the clam water.
"What do I do?" I ask down at my reflection. A tear slipped from my cheek and
fell into the clear water, making a ring pattern.
I don't even know who I am anymore. I just busted the window of a very nice
car... oh gosh, I hope that was Sebastian's car!
"Why are you out here?" A deep voice calls from behind me, and immediately I
knew who it was.
My entire body stiffened.
"It's dangerous out here, a rouge could kill you!" Sebastian scolded me and I
rolled my eyes.
I spun around on the rough rock and crossed my arms. Sebastian had a pair of
black basketball shorts hanging lowly on his hips, displaying his muscular
toned chest and arms. There were small and large scars in many places on his
skin, I guess from fighting.
My cheeks blushed furiously and I quickly covered my eyes with my palms.
Last night I could barley see his bare chest, but now I feel like I'm breaking
some rule.
"Why did you hit me?" I ask him innocently with my eyes still covered.
Suddenly his hands covered my hands and carefully removed them from my
face. Sebastian stood right in front of me, shirtless.
Stay on topic!
He sighed and looked down at my dangling feet. "Evangeline there are no
words to explain how sorry I am, I hate myself for laying a hand on you-"
I cut him off by hugging him tightly, like it was the last time I would ever see
him. "I don't want to hear it." I mumbled into his bulky shoulder.
"But Evangeline I-"
"No!" I cut him off again. "You killed a man, and by the looks of how easy it
was for you I bet you've killed a hundred more. That's what I'm not okay with."
His expression changed from apologetic to stern in a single flash. "He hurt
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An extremely pained expression flashed of his chisel face.

"I don't want to here any apologies, but Sebastian you scared me. Y-You hit me
and I fear that it's going to happen again." I confess softly to him.
His hands grasp my waist and he lifts me off the boulder and back onto the dirt
and grass. I looked up at him and he pulled me in a tight loving hug. He rested
his chin on my good shoulder then kissed it gently sending a wave of pleasure
and desire through my aching body.
I tried to lift my arm up but yelped in protest. Sebastian pulled away and
scanned me for any wounds.
"I think I dislocated my shoulder," I mutter and carefully rub my arm. "You
have to pop it back in."
"No, I don't want to hurt you anymore." Sebastian protested.
"But it's hurting me like this." I peer up at him with big eyes and a sad face.
"I've dislocated it before and my grandma popped it in back then, just do it
quickly."
He cringed then slightly nodded. "Fine but if you want me to stop just tell me."
Sebastian grabbed onto my arms shoulder already making me hold in cries.
After one fast attempt, he got it back in.
I shouted and yelled then grabbed onto my shoulder. "Ow ow ow ow, that
really hurt."
Sebastian placed a kiss right where the dislocation was, then another. The pain
was starting to subside and I took in a deep breath.
"Thanks." I blush lightly at the many kisses he trailed on my arm.
He didn't say anything just gave me a small smile and yet another kiss on my
cheek, but his lips lingered on my skin.
I wanted him to really kiss me, deep down I ached for his lips to be on mine.
"It's getting dark, let's head back."

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Chapter 18
I tried making a cover! Not too bad right? At least I hope not.
By the time Sebastian and I walked back to the house it was dark. The moon
was high in the sky surrounded by bright stars. Sebastian watched the trees like
a hawk for rogues, even I got a little creeped out by the bushes moving by
themselves. Even though it was pretty windy.
When we got entered the house it was empty. The body was no longer on the
floor and everyone has left.
I'm completely exhausted, getting up the stairs was more like climbing a
mountain. Sebastian had some work to finish up so he said that he'll be up in a
bit.
When I got in his room I headed straight for the shower. Just feeling the hot
water run down my skin was incredibly invigorating. I wanted to stay in the
shower forever but I would shrivel up like a prune.
So I got out a wrapped a gray fluffy towel around my body and let my hair air
dry like usual.
What am I supposed to wear? I don't feel like asking for another tiny pink
nightgown.
I sighed and headed out into the bedroom. Guess I'll just have to wear
something of Sebastian's.
I entered his closet and slowly walked in, running my fingertips over the many
fabrics.
A gray v-neck shirt stood out to me and I dropped the towel, switching it with
the soft shirt. The shirt draped down to the middle of my thighs and hung off
my shoulder. So I slipped my bra back on then grabbed a pair of boxer briefs
for one of Sebastian's dressers. Hopefully, he won't mind.
After I looked somewhat covered I made my way down to Sebastian's office.
It's time I tell him about my ability... gift?
Sure I'm nervous, I mean what if he thinks I'm a psychopath?
He won't! My wolf growls at me. He is our mate!
Yeah, yeah, I roll my eyes and continue down the staircase.
The closer I got to his office I started to hear a conversation. At first, it
sounded
like mumbles but now I can hear it crystal clear.
"Look just find Henry!" Sebastian's voice commands. "I don't care if it takes
years, you will find my brother!"
"Yes, Alpha." The other voice obeyed then a man came rushing out of the
office, swinging the doors open.
Swiftly I grabbed onto one before it shut closed.
Sebastian glanced up at me and when he did a small smirk like smile appeared
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couldn't help but blush a little on my cheeks.

"Where's Henry?" I ask randomly and sit down in one of the two leather chairs
facing Sebastian.
"No one knows, but I sent double the search groups out looking for him,"
Sebastian mutters and runs his hand through his dark hair. "Damn Henry."
I chewed on my lip lightly and tapped my foot against the wood floor. "Uh... I
have something I should probably tell you." I mumble and look down at my
hands resting on my lap.
"Just please don't think that I'm crazy."
He walked over to me and crouched down in front of my knees. His hand
gently lifted up my chin so I was gazing right into his emerald eyes. "I thought
I was the crazy one."
"Promise me," I whispered like a light breeze in the autumn air. "Sebastian
please." My voice cracks and fearful tears form in my eyes.
I will never forget the day that I told my mother.
**Flashback!**
"Don't you think they will be funny about it?"
"Evangeline they are your parents, and they love you." Her angelic voice
cradled me in her arms.
"Okay, let's go." I agreed and marched down the stairs from my pink and
yellow bedroom. My white ballerina shoes tapped against the tile as I looked in
the kitchen for mommy.
"Evangie you are a beautiful ballerina." My mother's amused tone filled my
ears from behind me.
"Thanks, mama." I giggled and spun in my dress up tutu. "Mommy where's
daddy?" I asked and climbed up on one of the kitchen barstool facing the
counter.
"He's at work honey, but he'll be back soon okay?" She smiled at me and
continued to dry dishes from the dishwasher.
My legs swung back and forth and I fiddled with my fluffy white tutu.
"Mommy, do you talk to people?"
"Of course, I'm talking to you aren't I?"
I sighed and looked up at her. "No mommy do you talk to the moon goddess?"
She lightly laughed and set the dry white plate on the granite counter. "Honey,
no one can talk to the moon goddess, did the kids at school tell you something
silly?"
"Then how come I can mama?" I tilt my head to the side and gaze at her
curiously.
"Baby you don't talk to the moon goddess, now go upstairs and play if you're
going to act silly." She continued to dry dishes.
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"Evangeline that's enough!"

"But mommy she's up in my room!" I shout. "Go see! She talks to me every
day about fairies and Princesses." I state proudly.
Frustratingly she groaned and grabbed my hand. She dragged me upstairs and
pushed open my bedroom door. Like I said the moon goddess was sitting on
my bed, and when I came in her face covered in worry.
"See mommy she's right there!" I point to the tall beautiful woman sitting on
the end of my small bed.
"Evangeline she can not see me like you can."
***end of flashback***
"Evangeline, what is it?" Sebastian asks more sternly.
I take a deep breath and try my best to relax my tense muscles.
"I-I can...see and speak to the moon goddess."

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Chapter 19
Sweet Cover by @Bethany21Thornton

"I-I can... see and speak to the moon goddess."

It's as if I chose left or right on a pathway to either happiness or tragedy.
Sebastian could either believe me and accept me or laugh at me and think I'm
nuts. The scary part is that I have no idea what he's going to say or act like.
The room was silent, and he didn't budge.
That's it he thinks I'm nuts! I knew I shouldn't have told anyone. He's just like
my parents, pretending like I'm no longer here, invisible.
Looks like I'll always have the moon goddess, at least she will accept me. I just
wanted someone to understand me, and not cope with my gift by locking me up
in a dang attic!
I can still remember the sounds of my mother and father fighting from
downstairs. Yelling about what to do with me. I should have never told anyone
throughout the years I've been breathing. The only person that somewhat
accepted me was my grandmother, and now I can barely see her.
I let the tear fall down my cheek and splatter onto my lap.
I wish I could get away from this all, that being my life.
There are too many things wrong with me. I'm too forgiving, naive, clueless,
scared, weak...
My mate hit me across the face and I just forgive him in a snap. Why did I ever
cross that stream in the woods?
I mean look where it got me.
A sob slipped out of my quivering lips and Sebastian still stayed in shock. I
thought if anyone in the world would have believed me, it would be my mate.
But I guess not.
"Sebastian I want to leave." I struggled to get out.
Immediately he looked up at me confused.
"Let's just pretend this didn't happen... any of this," I mumble and stand up
from the leather chair.
"Why are you saying that?" He lowly growls at me but not in an angry way,
more like a protective manner.
Slowly I breathed in. "I want to leave."
I can't be here anymore. I need to leave and explore the forest, make bad
decisions, be a kid again. Being the Luna isn't what I want. Just imagining the
wind running past my face and lifting my hair into the breeze calms me. That's
where I need to be, in the breeze.
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saying that!" He growled louder at me. "You belong here with me!"
I shook my head and yet another tear fell. "No."
"Evangeline stop it!"
He seemed desperate to get through to me. The sadness in his eyes burned my
heart and soul. I hate myself for making him like this.
"Sebastian I need to go," I whisper up at him through gentle sobs and cries.
In one swift motion, he pressed his lips onto mine, creating a sensation I have
never felt... A kiss.
It is so foreign, but immediately making me addicted to his lips. He kissed me
gently and tiny sparks danced across my mouth.
He nibbled lightly at my bottom lip and I knew what he wanted. So I opened
my lips slightly for him to slip his warm tongue inside.
This was something I've dreamed of doing with him.
Sebastian's lips continued to move pleasurably with mine, causing my
hormones to rage. I let out a soft moan into our kiss which seemed to make
Sebastian press harder against my lips. I wanted to be even closer but there was
no more room in between us.
His hard toned body was pressed firmly against mine. He moved one of his
hands to my lower back, making the fabric between us annoy me.
Sebastian picked me up by my thighs and pulled away from my lips. I straddled
him as he started trailing kissed up my neck. I moaned again but a little louder.
His lips felt like fire against my bare skin.
Sebastian started to carry me up the stairs and into his bedroom. In a split
second, I was laying on my back in the bed and he was towering over me.
"Alpha! Alpha!"
Suddenly the same guard from earlier burst through Sebastian's bedroom doors,
causing me to hide behind Sebastian while still kneeling on the bed. I could tell
that Sebastian was about to yell the ears off of this oblivious guard so I grabbed
his hand. Sebastian glanced back at me then back at the guard.
"What." He tried to calmly question the startled guard.
"Alpha we've found Henry, but he is in pretty bad condition." The guard
informed.
"Take me to him."
After the guard leads us out the door and to the doctor we saw Henry. He said
was passed out in a hospital looking bed. The guard said that the doctor asked
everyone to leave so he could have room to work.
After that, the guard left us in the room with Henry.
Sebastian decided to wait for the doctor to come back and told me I could go
back to the house, but I refused to leave my mate. So we sat together in the
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rested my head on his lap. He slowly stroked my hair, making it almost

impossible not to fall asleep.
"Go to sleep, I'll wake you if Henry wakes up." Sebastian quietly assures me.
I nodded then closed my eyes.
"Sebastian?" I softly called out keeping my eyes closed. "Do you think I'm
crazy?"
"Not in a million years."
About an hour later I was brought from my sleep by voices in the room, one of
them belonging to Sebastian, one to Henry, and the other I have never heard.
My eyes blinked open and I lifted my head off Sebastian's lap, bringing
everyone's attention to me.
"You said you would wake me," I mutter and rub my eyes from the sudden
light.
"Have a nice nap Luna?" The mysterious feminine voice asks me and I look up
to its owner.
By the woman's attire, I could tell she was the doctor. She wore a white lab
coat and black pants with a purple top. She wasn't old but not young either, but
she seemed to have a youthful glow.
"Oh uh, please just call me Evangeline." I tiredly smile at her and stretch my
arms. "What time is it?"
"About midnight." Henry sighs.
Oh goodness, Henry!
Quickly I got up and flew to his bedside. "What happened? I was looking for
you but you didn't answer? Did someone attack you? Was it a rogue? Henry
speak!"
He started laughing and Sebastian dragged me away from him. "I'll update you
when we get back to the house," Sebastian explains in my ear, sending shivers
down my spine.
"Henry is going to stay the night, but he will be back by noon tomorrow. For
now, he just needs some rest." The doctor informs us then escorts Sebastian and
I out of the room.
"I will see you tomorrow Alpha, and goodnight Evangeline." She briefly waves
goodbye then disappears through another door.
I waved back then turned to Sebastian with tired eyes. He could tell I was
exhausted because he chuckled when I attempted to walk but stumbled.
All I wanted to do was fall asleep and not wake up until lunchtime.
Even through my sleepiness, I couldn't stop thinking about Sebastian and what
he thinks of my ability. He still hasn't told me, so tomorrow I will force him to
talk about it. For now, all I can do is pray that he doesn't lock me up in an attic
while I'm sleeping.
"Come on sleepyhead." Sebastian chuckles yet again and picks me up. I rested

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my head against his chest and listened to his heartbeat.

He placed me down in the front seat of his black jeep, which I found out is one
of his many cars. I wonder why men like cars so much?
"Evangeline if you were going to trash a car, next time make sure it's not
Andrews." Sebastian quietly told me amused.
My cheeks flushed red and I sat up in the seat. "Oh my gosh!" I panicked and
glared at Sebastian. "Is it fixed?"
"Ya ya, I got it fixed before he noticed he left his car at the house." Sebastian
laughed lightly and started the engine.
I rolled my eyes and curled back into the passenger seat.
At least he seems to be acting normal around me, and not creeped out. The last
thing I want is my own mate sending me to an insane asylum because I talk to
the gods. I just can't wait to really find out what he thinks. I just hope he
doesn't
act like I never told him and totally ignore the fact that we had the conversation
when I confessed.
"Before you fall asleep again I wanted to let you know that my parents are
coming into town," Sebastian says out of the blue. "They want to meet you."

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Chapter 20
Thanks to @OreoMadnessx for the crazy cool banner!
I ran as fast as my legs could carry me into the tall dark trees. The moon was
my only light as I weaved through the ginormous pine trunks. My mind was a
blur, but I only knew that I had to get away. Something was chasing me.
Many times I tried to look back to see what it was, but fear kept my eyes
staring ahead.
I could hear the beast roar only feet behind me, causing my legs to move faster.
The monster got closer and closer and I had nowhere else to run.
Coming up in front of me was the stream from the forest.
I could not cross it.
"Evangeline!"
"Evangeline wake up!" Familiar voices called to me, then suddenly my eyes
flew open.
Immediately I was greeted by Sebastian's face plastered with worry. As soon as
I opened my eyes he pulled me into his arms like I was on my deathbed. Was I?
"Damn it Evangeline you scared the shit out of me!" He panicked and didn't let
me go. Sebastian's big arms held me against his bare chest tightly.
It was all a dream. There is no beast chasing me.
A huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders but my body is still shaken up.
Mentally I'm awake, but physically I'm still running through the woods.
My grandmother used to tell me that dreams are made to give you a message.
Then what's the message from this dream? I'm going to be chased in the forest
by a bloodcurdling monster that you find in a child's horror stories?
"You weren't waking up... I didn't know what to do." Sebastian mumbled into
my neck. I felt his warm breath fanning my skin and his lips moving against
my neck almost seemed like soft kisses.
"Something was chasing me," I mutter. "It was going to take me."
Sebastian pulled away from me only to gaze into my eyes with his own. "It was
just a dream, you're safe now okay?" He assured me with sad eyes. He can't
protect me in my dreams, and I know that he wish he could.
"Can we go see Henry?" I ask Sebastian, changing the subject. I hate seeing
Sebastian worried about me. Being the Alpha you grow used to protecting your
pack and mate, but I've discovered a place where he can't save me.
"Of course and after we'll go get you some clothes."
After I showered, I borrowed clothing from Andrews mate Fiona. I haven't
meant her but I really want to. It would be nice to make some girl friends in
Sebastian's pack. Her clothes fit pretty well, she's just a little taller than me,
making her clothes a tad bit long.
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Sebastian was waiting for me downstairs so I fled the bedroom and we walked
to the pack doctor.
The weather was cool, but will only get colder as winter comes along. There is
a thin breeze in the air making my hair blow back. I can almost imagine myself
walking along a beach with the waves reaching my toes. I wish there was a
memory I could think back to of my family or friends. One where we are
laughing, playing, enjoying ourselves. So in this moment the breeze can feel
like the happiness they brought me, but for now, all I can do is imagine and
wait.
I want to replace my bad dreams with happy memories. Hopefully being with
Sebastian and his pack can fulfill that.
The walk to the pack doctors was silent, but not awkward. I took the short time
to just take in everything that has happened in this short period of time.
When we arrived at the doctor's a sudden feel of worry came over me. Is Henry
still alright? Did he sleep well? I can't help but feel that his accident was
partly
my fault.
The front room was filled with only a couple people including one woman
sitting at what I'm assuming is the front desk. Everyone in the room was a
werewolf, there was not one hint of a human sent.
Sebastian lead me up to the woman at the front desk, she seemed tired and
annoyed. Her thick curly hair was pulled back in a tight ponytail and she wore
a sassy glare on her face. But right when we got to the front of her desk it all
disappeared and was replaced with a toothy smile.
"Hello Alpha, here to see Henry?" She asked with enthusiasm.
"Yes, is he in the same room?" Sebastian's hand grabbed mine causing tiny
Sparks and a feeling of warmth to spread through me. My heart fluttered at the
small gesture and I bit my lip.
It's so fun to see Sebastian who is a mean strong Alpha holding my hand. It's
like Tom handing Jerry a piece of cheese and hoping to be friends.
"Yes, Alpha room ten, and it's lovely to see you, Luna." The woman smiled
again.
"Thank you." I piped up and gave a small smile back.
Still holding my hand Sebastian lead me down the hallway of doors and opened
one. Inside was the same medical room from last night, with Henry watching
TV.
"Hey, Sebby and Evan."
"Don't call me that Henry." Sebastian groaned and sat down in one of the guest
chairs. "Where's Dr. Walls?"
"She just left to get my meds." Henry sighed and sat up in his hospital bed. "So
Sebby, get me out of here, I'm fine."
"Henry stop calling me that, and no."

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"Sebassy come on." Henry huffed and threw the pillow from behind his back at
Sebastian. I couldn't help but giggle at the cute sibling bond they have.
"If I get you out will you stop making bad nicknames?" Sebastian bargains.
"Yup."
"Then when Dr. Walls gets back I'll let her know you're fine."
Something about this situation makes me feel like they have done this before.
But I will remember Sebby and Sebassy for later when I feel like getting on
Sebastian's nerves. I need to remember to thank Henry for giving me ideas.
"So what do you guys have planned for today?" Henry asks while getting out of
the hospital like bed and grabbing some folded clothes off the seat beside him.
"Evangeline is going to the mall with Fiona to get some new clothes,"
Sebastian informs Henry as he changes in the bathroom.
Excitement plastered on my face and I let out a small squeal.
"You like shopping?" Henry called to me through the bathroom door.
"No, I'm going to make a friend!" I cheer and start to think about all the stuff
we could do together. Like see movies and have sleepovers! I wonder what you
do at sleepovers? Well from the couple teen movies I've watched you sneak out
and go to parties.
Where do you find a party? Don't you have to go to a high school to go to a
party? I mean it's not like we would crash some children's parties.
"Evangeline? You alive?" Henry waves a hand in front of my face. When did
he get there?
"I think she's just excited." Sebastian shrugs.
"Well then let's get me the hell out of here and go make you a friend!" Henry
cheers and heads for the door with a hand up to the sky in a fist.

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Chapter 21

"Why are you so nervous?" Sebastian chuckles at me as he pulls into Andrew

and Fiona's driveway.
I've never really had a best friend unless you count my wolf or the moon
goddess. When I was younger I had a good friend, her name was Melissa. We
would go to the park together and talk about cute boys in our pack, wishing
they would be our mates. But when I left my pack so did our friendship. I
haven't talked to her since. So if I'm nervous about anything, it would be trying
to impress Fiona.
"Hey before I go in, can we talk?" I look up at him with hopeful eyes.
Sebastian cut the engine. "Sure."
What should I say first, do you believe me? Do you think I'm crazy? There's no
rule book on how to read someone's mind to tell if they believe you or not. If
there was I would be at the bookstore paying for it right now.
Just ask him, Evan, it's not like he's going to reject us. I mean he didn't show
any sign of it so far. My wolf assures me.
You're right, I shouldn't worry he's my mate.
"Are you okay?" Sebastian places his hand on my thigh and I immediately
come back to reality. My leg tensed up under his sudden touch. My cheeks
flushed pink and I made I weird squeal noise under my breath.
He's touching my thigh.
"Evangeline, are you okay?" He says more seriously.
Quickly I suck in a breath and nod my head. "Ya ya I'm fine."
"Okay, so what did you want to talk about?" He lightly smiles and watches me
with adoration.
"Oh about what I told you yesterday, you know how I spoke-"
"I remember." Sebastian cuts in and caresses my hurt cheek with the hand that
was resting on my thigh. Why is he showing so much affection? He's acting
like this is the last time I'll ever see him.
"What's happening?" I move away from his hand and peer up at him confused.
"Nothing we'll talk later, Fiona is waiting for you." Sebastian ends our
conversation that barely started. So I stepped out of his car completely
confused and slowly strolled up to the front door. What just happened?
My finger poked the doorbell and I could hear the chime ring in the house. I
stood waiting only for a couple seconds before Andrew swung the door open.
"Hey Evangeline, Fiona is just grabbing her purse or something." Andrew
briefly informs me and opened the door wider to let me in.
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smiling at me. Then he was gone down the street. So I peered back to Sebastian
and hesitantly entered the house.
The inside was well decorated with many pastel colors and decorations.
Andrew definitely lets Fiona make all the interior design choices because this
house looks like a staged room at IKEA.
Suddenly the sound of heavy footsteps averted my gaze to the hallway. As I
guessed a girl about my age came rushing into the room with a jacket in her
arms and her purse dangling on her shoulder.
"Evangeline hi!" She smiled and slipped the light jacket through her arms and
over her shoulders. "It's so nice to finally meet you, oh my god you are so
pretty!" She seems kinda rushed.
"Oh, thanks, that's so kind." Kind? Really Evan what are you, a grandmother?
"Okay let's go so we can get to know each other and I can tell you about the
funny fails Andrew makes." She jokes and opens the front door.
I followed her to the white car that Sebastian was shortly parked beside. The
car didn't look like the one I accidentally smashed? It must be only Fiona's. She
gestured for me to get in and I carefully opened the car door, slipped onto the
leather seat closing the door behind me. After she got in herself Fiona turned to
me. "Ready to go?"
I nodded my head and we were off.
"So how did you and Andrew meet?" I randomly ask Fiona to start up a
conversation.
"Oh well, I just turned eighteen and my friends through me this huge party back
at my old pack. Well, we started to play truth or dare and I got dared to cross
on the closest packs territory. So obviously I accepted the dare and the closet
pack was the Tate pack." Fiona stopped briefly by a fit of giggles then tried to
continue the story. "So I had to cross a pretty big amount of land but I ended up
getting caught. Quickly my friends tried to help me break free from the guard
and it turned into a big fight. Then Andrew just came running and I realized we
were mates while I was on this guard back trying to choke him."
I wish I could have met Sebastian in a funny situation, but no I was thrown in a
jail cell for the night then I shot myself with a gun. Life is funny sometimes.
"I would ask you the same question but Andrew already told me." Fiona turns
to face me at a stop light. "I wish I had the balls to do what you did with the
entire 'saving innocent rouges'."
At least my scarred head wasn't for nothing, even though it was a mistake.
~?~
After going in a couple stores I found out that Sebastian gave Fiona his credit
card or whatever to use on me. Fiona told me to get whatever I want because
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"We have to go in Victoria Secret!" Fiona cheers and pulls me straight through
the glass door.
Immediately my eyes bulged out of my head. I have never been in a store like
this.
Colorful bras and panties were all over the place! Why do I need underwear
like this, believe me when I say I will be the only person seeing my underwear
for a while. Fiona must have noticed my fear because she started chuckling.
"Evangeline you're going to need some underwear."
"Like this?" I question her while picking up a pair of bright pink lace panties
with a white bow on both sides.
"Don't you want to have some cute stuff to have when you and Sebastian-"
"Please don't continue!" I shout and slap my hands over my precious ears.
Fiona laughed even more and started grabbing pairs of underwear off the
counters and shelves.
Sacrifice, I must sacrifice.
Slowly I made my way through the many articles of clothing, and I had to
admit they were kinda cute. So I took a couple different pairs of underwear that
I thought I liked and headed for the changing rooms.
I peeled off Fiona's clothing that I borrowed and stood completely naked in
front of the mirror. I was quick to slip on the first pair of underwear which
consisted of a lace teal panty and a matching bra.
When I finished changing I looked back into the mirror. I was speechless. I feel
like a supermodel. After a couple poses, I started trying on all the others and
fell in love.
I never thought my favorite store would be like this.
I collected all the sets I tried on and found Fiona further in the store.
"Wow someone was busy." Fiona scans my choices and nods in approval. "You
ready to check out?"
"Yup are you?" I ask back and caress the underwear in my arms like a baby.
I've never acted so weird in my life.
She nodded again and we went to the checkout. I ended up with one big bag of
undies and some other clothes.
The drive back seemed short because the entire time my mind was glued on
Sebastian and how he was acting. Why did he postpone our conversation after
he said we could talk? Why was he acting so affectionate? I mean I just want to
know what he thinks about what I told him! It's not like I proposed marriage!
With his parents coming to visit I want us to be growing as a couple, as mates.
Fiona dropped me off back at the packed house and I carried my many bags
inside. As soon as I opened the door something felt different.
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Chapter 22

The woman looked like she was in her forties and wore a grey business suit but
instead of pants a skirt. Her dirty blonde hair was pulled back into a loose bun
low on her head. Glasses frame her eyes and she seems to be scanning a paper
attached to the clipboard in her hands.
The many shopping bags in my hands dropped to the floor, catching the
oblivious woman's attention.
"Oh, you must be Evangeline Farra the Luna." She spoke with a quick tone.
This is not good, my wolf warned me sounding unsteady.
"W-Where's Sebastian?" I stutter and take a small step back. I've been here, I
know what's going to happen. Ten years ago a man was sitting on the couch
with a business suit on, he had a bunch of papers in his hands. My parents
stood behind him, they wore sympathetic smiles.
Mr. Dray was the man's name.
That day was my warning. I remember what he told me like he was here talking
in front of my face.
"Evangeline, honey, if you don't stop talking to your friend then you're going to
have go leave mommy and daddy. You will have to come with me and you
won't ever see them again, you don't want that do you?"
I will never forget what Mr. Dray told me.
Tears started to trail down my face leaking from my eyes. I bit my lip almost
hard enough to draw blood.
"Darling he just had to run to his office to get me something, but it will only
take him a few seconds." She informs me happily.
"Sebastian!" I call throughout the house. "Sebastian how dare you!" I cry.
"Honey calm down." The woman gets up from her seated position and starts to
walk towards me.
"No don't touch me!"
Suddenly Sebastian came jogging into the room with worry plastered onto his
handsome face. As soon as he saw me backing towards the open door he started
running.
So I did too.
I turned swiftly out the front door and headed straight for the trees. I peeked
back and Sebastian was chasing after me.
I ran as fast as my legs could muster weaving through the large trunks deeper
and deeper into the forest. I was heading in the direction of Grandmas.
I'm sorry Evan but I'm not running from our mate! My wolf hissed at me, not
letting me shift.
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"Evangeline stop running!" Sebastian roars from only feet behind me.
I started to see the stream further in the distance. The closer I got the more free
I felt. I need everything to go back to the way it was, me and grandma,
adventures in the forest, talking to the moongoddess.
"Evangeline please!"
"You're just like them!" I screamed and continued to sprint towards the stream.
"What are you talking about?!" He yells and stops running.
"My parents!"
I cannot cross the stream because I'm no longer running towards it. I turned
around to see Sebastian walking towards me, angrier then I've ever seen him.
"What the hell Evangeline! You can't just have a fit and run out into the
woods!" He scolds me and roughly grabs my arm.
"What are you going to do, hit me?"
My smart little comment seemed to really aggravate Sebastian because in a
split second I was pushed up against a tree. More tears streamed down my
cheeks as he stared down at me.
"Evangeline I didn't know what to do okay? So I called Dr. Theason, she's a
therapist and I thought she could help. I don't think your crazy, I just want a
better understanding of what you're trying to tell me. I care about you
Evangeline, and I don't want you to think that I've betrayed you."
I couldn't look at him, I'm so ashamed of myself.
"I-I thought you were s-sending me away." I choke out and look up at him with
watery eyes.
Immediately I was pulled into his arms and I felt safe. Listening to his heart
beat was like hearing my own. He was my everything, not my monster. I never
want him to let go of me, I want him to always be by my side. Frankly I don't
know where I would be without Sebastian.
How could I have thought that Sebastian would send me away?
"I care about you too," I mumble into his hard shoulder.
His grip tightened on my body before he pulled away. "I want you to meet Dr.
Theason."
"Okay."
~?~
"Then I got this white top, and Fiona said that I had to get this necklace with
it." I hold up the top and necklace to show Sebastian while kneeling on the bed.
"Then we went to a clothing store and Fiona said it was her favorite. So we
played dress up and she picked out a bunch of things for me to try on." I smile
back at our silliness.
Next I held up the three pairs of shorts I got from Wet Seal and tossed them to
Sebastian who was leaning against the headboard. He held them up the looked
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"Fiona said that's why I should get them."

"We need to talk to Fiona."
I glanced back behind me and saw the last bag, the one from some lingerie
shop. "That's it!" I look back to Sebastian with a smile and climb off the bed.
"Really because Fiona texted me saying 'you're welcome'." Sebastian chuckled.
"She's kidding." I quickly blush and push the bag under the bed with my foot.
"Okay, I'm going to take a shower."
I wait for Sebastian to get in the shower before taking out the shopping bag and
putting away the underwear. Next, I took the bag and hid it in the other empty
bags.
When Sebastian got out of the shower I was already laying in bed and changed
into my new pajamas and undies. I felt like a princess wearing the white
nightgown I got. I reached just above my knees and had lace straps. It reminds
me of the one I borrowed when I first met Sebastian. Now that he and I are
closer I feel more confident in stuff like this.
Sebastian came out of the bathroom wearing nothing but a towel, completely
showing off his chest. I had to hide under the covers before I turned as red as a
tomato.
"Is this what you were hiding?"
My body went stiff and I peeked over the covers to see Sebastian holding up
one of the panties I got.
"Sebastian put it down!" I screech and fly out of the covers. I snatched the
delicate lace teal panties out of his hands and shoved it back into the drawer. I
grabbed a pair of his briefs and threw them at him.
"Don't say anything." I sternly warning him before closing the drawer. "Now
go change!"
"Yes, ma'm." Then Sebastian dropped the towel on the floor, leaving him
completely naked standing in front of me.
Don't look down Evangeline. Do not look down!
Sebastian slipped on his underwear then smirked at me. "Done."
"You're sleeping in your underwear?" I ask trying my best not to blush and
squeal like an idiot.
"I think you should too!" He called to me and got under the blankets.
"Believe me Sebastian's when I say that the day you see me in my underwear
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Chapter 23

"So what do you usually do when Andrew is working?" I roll over onto my
stomach and rest my chin on my fist.
Fiona looks away from the TV and smiles. "Well, I have parties." She wiggles
her eyebrows and smirks. "Well if you count a Netflix popcorn party by myself
a party." Then her face fell and she let out a loud groan.
"We should have a party!" I cheer and get up from the couch. "I still haven't
been in the pool, so let's make it a pool party!" Immediately ideas start to flow
through my head making me super excited for a party I'm not even sure we can
have.
"You're right Evan let's throw a pool party!" Fiona got up and dusted off her
sweater. "The only problem is its freezing out." She gave me a 'really you
forgot' look and shook her head.
"Well isn't the pool heated?"
"I guess, I mean we can swim in it just no party outside in swimsuits." She
shrugs. "Plus the best part of a pool party is looking super hot in a bikini."
"What if we got those heater things that they put outside restaurants?" I smile
and jump up and down like a kid in a candy store.
"Evangeline, are you feeling okay?" Fiona stares at me. "What in the world
makes you think we can surround a pool with electronic heaters?!"
Internally I groan and fall back onto the couch. "Well I'm bored, what else can
we do?"
"Why don't we have an indoor pool party! I mean all we need is a kitty pool
and some pool party stuff."
From that point on I knew that Fiona and I were going to have a glorious
friendship. Only true friends have kitty pool parties in their living room. Now
we just need to get a blow up baby swimming pool.
"Okay I'm going to go tell the boys, you heat up the car!" I call to her as I jog
down the hallway to Sebastian's office. With the excitement of an indoor pool
party running through my veins, I burst through the office doors and see
Andrew and Sebastian. They look deep in work until I completely distracted
them.
"Evan is everything okay?" Sebastian glanced up at me with raised brows.
"Uh ya, I just wanted to let you know that Fiona and I are going to buy a blow
up baby swimming pool."
Andrew quickly turns around in his chair and wears the same amused look that
Sebastian does.
"Evangeline you know that we have a pool in the backyard right?" Sebastian
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"I know but Fiona said that it's too cold so we can't look super hot in our bikinis
or something," I mutter and smile at him innocently.
Sebastian turned to Andrew with a hard glare. "We need to talk to Fiona."
"Okay well I'm going to go, and we'll be back soon." With that, I briefly waved
and ran outside to where Fiona was waiting in the car.
I got in on the passenger side and buckled in.
"We good?" Fiona checks.
"We good."
So Fiona started the engine and we were off to some store.
The drive was fairly short until we pulled up to a large building that's part of a
strip mall. There was red circles painted on the outside and a big red sign that
said Target.
We hopped out of the car and made our way inside.
"Fiona why would they have kitty pools in the fall?" I ask while staring around
at all the different products.
"Well because summer is over and everything summer is on clearance."
We walked towards the back of the store to where there was still summer
products on display. As Fiona said the were on clearance. There were a couple
different kitty pools we could choose from and it made me feel like a little girl
again.
"This one has a little seat!" Fiona points at the rather large box.
"Wait this one has a little slide!" I cheer and slap the cardboard with my hand.
Fiona peered to where I was covering with my palm and agreed.
I quickly got a cart from up front and we placed the baby pool inside, wheeling
it up to the check out with some pool noodles and a baby float toy. Since
everything was on clearance it wasn't that expensive.
After we got the box and toys to fit in the backseat of Fiona's car we quickly
headed home full of excitement.
"We're going to have to blow it up with our mouths, it doesn't come with a
pump thing!" Fiona calls to me and we carry everything inside the house.
After we moved the couches we had enough room to place down the flat pool. I
told Fiona I would start blowing it up while she ran back to her house to get us
some suits.
I really underestimated how big this pool was going to be.
Ya but now we get to swim! My wolf squeals happily.
Then I'll shift and you can blow it up!
No, I'm okay just watching you do all the work.
Useless animal! I wine and continue to push air from my lungs into the tiny
hole in the pool.
A few minutes later Fiona came back with our suits and we switched turns
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swimsuit Fiona brought me to get in the pool party mood. So I quickly went
into the bathroom and put on the tiny pieces of fabric.
When I was done I glanced in the mirror causing my eyes to bulge out of my
head. These really are small pieces of fabric.
The swimsuit Fiona let me borrow was white bottoms with cut-outs on the side
and a creamy pink top with no straps. I hesitantly exited the bathroom and tried
to cover my body with the clothes that I just took off.
"Oh, Evan you look good!" Fiona cheers and plugs the hole in the baby pool
now that's it's fully blown up. "I found a pump in the garage by the way."
I wasted so much time trying to blow it up!
"Now we just have to fill it but the hose isn't long enough to reach all the way
inside. So can you go ask Sebastian if he has like an extension thing?"
"Okay just let me put on-"
"No!" Fiona snatches my clothes out of my hands and throws them on the
couch. "Don't be ashamed of yourself! Evan, you are a beautiful and youthful
with an amazing personality. So you march into that office looking all sexy and
ask for that damn extension hose!"
I shook my head rapidly. "I told Sebastian that he wasn't going to see me in my
underwear for a while!"
"Looks like it's his lucky day. Now go get mama her extension you sexy little
piece of ass!" Fiona jokes and pushes me in the direction of the office.
My face turned beat red and I nervously stumbled on my way to his office
doors. I peeked through showing only my head and they both looked up at me.
"Sebastian take off your shirt!" I whisper-yell to him.
Right away Andrew starts to chuckle and I send him a cold glare.
"Uh, why?" He looks at me funny and gets up from his seat. "What's going
on?"
"Sebastian just take off your shirt and throw it to me!" I beg and he starts
walking towards the door. "No! No Sebastian don't come any closer!"
"Evangeline, what are you doing out there?" He sighs and pushes the door open
leaving me standing in the bikini.
I shriek and crouch down in an attempt to hide my body from him. But in a
split second, I was pushed against the wall completely showing off everything.
"Why are you prancing around the house dressed like this?" He whispers in my
ear sending a wave of pleasure through my bones and a shiver done my spine.
"Our pool party." I breath out completely out of breath with my heart beating
rapidly.
Slowly he moved away and slipped off his shirt revealing his muscular body
with small scars. He handed me the shirt and I quickly slipped it on feeling safe
from the openness.
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prominent scars. I must have caught him off guard because he slightly stepped
back and looked down at me with a hard gaze.
"What are these from?" I ask already know the answer, I guess a part of me just
wanted to hear him say it.
"From fights." He muttered and slowly removed my hand from his skin.
**Sebastian's POV**
Slowly I removed her soft gentle hand from my chest where many of my scars
are visible. She knew what they were from, but still she asks me. I hate
reminding her what a monster I can be, fighting, attacking innocent packs,
killing innocent people. But ever since I've found her all of my ruthless acts
have stopped. Evangeline is changing me, and I don't know how to deal with it.
Seeing her dressed like she is almost made me loose control. She's just so
innocent, and I'm the opposite. How could the moon goddess think it was fair
to her to make us mates. She's so untouched.
When Evangeline told me that she can see and speak to the moon goddess I
didn't even know what to think. Every bone in my body believed her, but I
didn't know what to say.
The last thing I want to do is hurt her. But I'm so terrified thinking that's it's
all
I'm doing.
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Chapter 24
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"Hello Evangeline, my name is Miranda Theason or Dr. Theason whatever you
want to call me." The sweet woman blabbered while I attempted to get
comfortable on the leather love seat in her office. "I know we already meant,
but I want to get to know you better, okay?"
I glanced up at her to see a small smile on her face. "Okay."
She took a deep breath before flipping over the page on her clipboard. "So who
did you live with before you meant Sebastian?"
"My grandmother." I briefly answer.
"Are your parents-"
"I don't see them anymore." I peer down at my hands resting on my lap. I don't
like talking about my parents, mostly because I don't remember much about
them.
"Do you mind telling me why not?" She tilted her head to the side like a puppy
begging for a treat.
"Because my pack was attacked by Sebastian's when I was little, so to protect
me my parents sent me off to live with my grandmother. I haven't seen them
since." A shaky sigh slipped from my lips, but I wasn't going to let myself get
upset. They don't deserve my tears.
"Okay let's talk about Sebastian." She smiles even wider, but she won't be for
long.
I nodded, letting her know that she can continue to question me. My
relationship with Sebastian is the most confusing aspect of my life so far. I say
I love him, even though I'm not sure what love really is. He hits me even
though we are mates and I'm a woman. I run away even though I know I can't
leave him. He try's his best to stay calm even though he can't control his anger.
"Okay, so how did you two meet?"
"I was just playing around in the forest by my grandmothers when Andrew
found me. Apparently, I was crossing on their territory so he brought me to the
cells. I had to stay the night in a dirty cell with a girl, but I don't know if
she's
alive anymore. Andrew got me the next morning to take me to Sebastian and
then we found out." It's like I can see it all happening again. Me begging
grandma to go out in the woods, fighting with my wolf if we should cross the
stream or not, being dragged to the brick building.
"Well let's hope you'll laugh about it in the future." She chuckles and flips
another page off her clipboard. "So has he ever made you upset, like upset to
the point that you've wanted to leave?"
"I don't want to talk about that right now."
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~?~
"So how did it go?" Fiona asks while pulling out of the small office building.
"Fine," I mumble and lean my head against the car window. "I'm just glad it's
over."
The drive back to the house was silent. Fiona must have picked up on my mood
and new it was best to just give me a couple minutes. Bring up my past wasn't
easy. After talking about Sebastian we went back to my family. I had to explain
most of my childhood to her so she could fully understand my situation. Just
talking about the attic and being by myself made all the emotions come back to
me. Sebastian doesn't really know what I went through, just that my parents
sent me to my grandmothers for safety.
Maybe I should tell him, maybe he won't care.
Sebastian knowing wouldn't change anything anyways. I don't want him to pity
me because my parents didn't understand me.
Healthy couples know about each others past right? I mean I don't know much
about his anyways, maybe we could sit down and share with each other. I could
learn more about him, my mate.
"Oh no," Fiona mutters as we start to pull up to the house.
Confused I glanced forward to see a nice car parked in the driveway. I haven't
seen it before.
"Who is it?" I turn to Fiona with furrowed eyebrows and a questioning
expression.
"I'm not sure, but it might me Sebastian's parents."
Immediately my heart stopped.
Hesitatingly I got out of Fiona's car and walked with her to the front door. I
could already hear a woman yelling from the inside.
"What the hell do you mean she goes to a therapist?! What's wrong with her?!"
Quickly I turned to Fiona instead of opening the door. "Let's go somewhere
else," I beg with hopeful eyes.
"No Evan, you're going to have to get this over with." She holds my shoulders
and stares straight into my eyes. "You got this."
I huffed and slowly opened the front door revealing a middle-aged woman with
her arms crossed and a glare painted on her face. Until she saw me.
"Oh my god is that her?" She swiftly turned to Sebastian and he nods.
In a split second, I was pulled into a tight hug and squealing filled my ears. But
thankfully she pulled away before my lungs gave out.
"I'm sorry I just so excited to finally meet you!" Sebastian's mom cheers and
pulls me in for another brief hug.
"Well, that's my queue!" Fiona evilly smiles at me and backs out the front door.
"I'll see ya tomorrow Evan."
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crushing hugs.
"You know what, let's go out to lunch!" She suggests and let's go of me. "We
can all catch-up and I can get to know your mate."
"Sure why not." Sebastian painfully smiles back at his mother.
"Okay you guys go ahead and get in the car, I just have to run to the restroom."
His mom calls to us as she already starts speed walking down a hallway.
As soon as she's out of sight I turned to Sebastian with a questioning look.
"Why didn't you tell me?"
He sighed and ran his fingers through his hair before coming up to me. "She
decided to surprise us."
It's not like I'm angry that his mother is here, it's just I wish I could have been
more prepared. She seems very spirited and full of personality.
Everything will be fine, just relax. My wolf assures me. Just be yourself and
I'm sure that she will love us, I mean we are her son's mate so she kinda has to.
What if she hates me? What if she tells Sebastian to reject me and go find a
better woman to be Luna?
Evan, you're just being silly, everything is going to be fine! We are going out
for lunch, not some battle royal street fight. She sasses me.
You're right everything is going to be fine. It's not like some rouge attack is
going to happen when we're gone, or the sky will fall and crush us. What if
there is a surprise hurricane or tornado? Or a flood!
Evan, what does any of that have to do with you meeting Sebastian's mom?
You're right I got off track a little.
A little?
Okay, I'm going to go eat some food and impress his mom. She will love me if
its the last thing I do!
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Chapter 25

The drive to the restaurant was silent. It wasn't an awkward silence, just
relaxing. Sebastian's mother let me sit in the front seat even though I practically
begged her to take it. She insisted that the Alpha and Luna should sit together.
The whole ride I stared out the window thinking about conversation topics.
Also things I shouldn't bring up like my family, how her pack attacked mine
and it's the reason I can't see my parents, or that I can see and speak to the
moon goddess.
The last thing I want to do is start problems.
"We're here." Sebastian lightly informed us and I lifted my head off the car
window.
The restaurant looked pretty fancy for a casual lunch. We got out of the car and
the valet took it to parking. Sebastian took my hand as we walked to the front
doors causing pleasure and happiness to replace my worry.
Sebastian held the door open for his mother and I then asked for a table for
three.
A tall blonde young man took us to our table. The man pulled out my seat for
me and I thankfully sat down. When everyone was seated he handed out the
menus and gave us time to order.
I scanned the menu hungrily, everything sounded amazing.
"He was looking at you." Sebastian grumbled beside me, just quite enough so
only I heard.
Slowly I turn my head to him. "What did you think he was blind?"
"You know what I mean." He annoyingly sighs and closes his menu.
Playfully I roll my eyes and turn back to my menu. Everything was pretty
expensive, I bet the waters ten dollars for a glass.
We all glanced up when the waiter came back with his notepad. "Can I get you
anything to drink?" He asks me first.
"Lemon water would be great, thank you."
He quickly scribbled on his notepad and gave me a charming smile before
turning to Sebastian's mother. I could tell that Sebastian was tensed up, he had
his arms cross over his chest and a pissed glare.
"And for you Sir?" The waiter asks Sebastian.
"Whiskey, neat." He stares up at the poor guy with a hard glare.
Swiftly the waiter wrote down his order and walked away.
"Why do you always have to be so intimidating?" His mother rolled her eyes
and saw right through him. "Anyways where the heck are my grandchildren?"
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"Uh..." My mind drew blank. I have no idea where her grandchildren are.
"Oh, I'm just teasing!" She giggles and rests her chin on her fist. "So
Evangeline, tell me about yourself, where are you from?"
For some reason, the feeling of these questions being the ultimate test came
over me. I know where I'm from, here in Oregon.
"Oh, just here I Oregon."
"What about your family? When will I get to meet the two people that made
such a beautiful girl?"
Now it was my turn to tense up.
What about my family? Will I ever get to meet them again? Should I lie and
tell her soon, or let her know the last time I saw them was when your pack
attacked mine. Do I tell that maybe I don't even want to meet them? Tell her
that I never want to see those hateful people ever again?! I spent days up in a
stupid attic without food or anyone to talk to. Going insane as a little girl is
not
cute! If they would have believed me I could be with them, or would I? They
sent me away because of my gift... That's what grandma told me.
Because of my gift right?
Or was it because they think I'm crazy?
"I'm just going to take her outside, she needs some fresh air."
Suddenly I was being helped out of my seat and lead outside by Sebastian. I
didn't feel like the movement was physically happening, but as if I was
watching it in a movie.
The cool air greeted my cheeks, instantly calming me down.
How could I have been so clueless? Thinking that my parents sent me away for
my safety. They sent me away because I'm crazy. I'm insane. If only there was
someone to tell me that they speak to her too, that they see her.
If only there was someone who believes me.
"Evangeline, are you okay? I know that was a tough question." Sebastian's
voice rings in my ears, like birds in the morning, bringing me back to life.
"Ya, ya I'm fine. I'm sorry I kinda blanked." My voice cracked and I plastered
on a fake smile. "Let's go back in."
Worry was visible in his eyes.
As I tried to pass by him he gently grabbed my hand, holding me back. "I know
you're hiding something." I didn't tell him that he was wrong. I stayed silent.
"You don't have to tell me now, but one day I hope you do." Sebastian's eyes
held pain, regret, sorrow. "I will do absolutely anything in this world and the
next to keep you safe. If something gets in my way, I don't care what it is, I will
take it down."
Sebastian's aroma intensified.
"Even if it is your parents."
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Chapter 26

The drive home was quite. Not awkward, but relaxing. I rested my head against
the window and watched the many endless trees dance by. I couldn't speak, it's
as if my throat has been sealed shut. I wanted to cry, but no tears would stream
down my cheeks. I wanted to scream and let out all my anger, but it would
benefit no one. It seemed like hours until we finally pulled up to the pack house
driveway. Maybe playing with bruiser would help me feel better.
Sebastian cut the engine and I popped the car door open. Peacefully I walked to
the front door and swung it wide open, letting the homey feelings take over me.
All I want to do is run upstairs and hide under the covers of our bed. Imagining
that no one knows I'm there like I'm back in the attic. Where I was invisible.
"I'm going to go and take a nap." Sebastian's mother smiled at us tiredly before
heading upstairs to one of the guest rooms. I made my way over to the couch
and sat silently until her footsteps disappeared and a bedroom door shut.
"I have to go get some work done-"
"Can I come with you, just nap on the couch in your office?" I ask quietly.
"Come on."
I stood up from the couch and grabbed Sebastian's hand, like a child crossing
the street. We walked to his office and I laid down on his comfy black leather
couch while he got to work. I made sure to grab the soft gray throw blanket
from the living room so I could be super comfortable.
I listened to him tap away on the computer, then scribble things down on paper.
He even took a couple phone calls before I drifted off to sleep.
It was dark, yet again the light bulb died in my small lamp.
I could hear the yelling from downstairs. They're yelling about what to do with
me again. Where to send me, what medication to put me on, or maybe if they
should take me to the Alpha.
The Alpha wouldn't like it if he heard about my gift.
He would send me to the land of the dead like mommy and daddy say.
If I go there I will never see them again, and I don't want that.
"You know what he'll do Andy!" My mother cries. "He'll kill her just like he
did my mother!"
Kill.
"If I get killed will I go to the land of the dead? Or with you?" I look up to see
her looking out the small circular window.
"Don't worry Evangeline, I'll make sure that you won't get killed okay?" She
whispers to me, still keeping her gaze set on the window. "As long as you talk
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Kill.
They didn't send me away because I was crazy. It was to protect me. If the
Alpha found out about my ability he would have killed me.
But how come I remember now?
I want to open my eyes, I knew that I was awake. But when I open my eyes I'm
truly awake.
"Did you have a nice nap?" Sebastian's voice chimes from his desk. "You slept
for almost two hours."
Slowly I sat up on the couch and brushed my hair back with my fingers. There
was a thin layer of sweat on my neck and I felt warm. My chest felt tight and
my lungs were almost gasping for air.
"Evan what happened?" Soon enough he was by my side, sitting next to me and
feeling the temperature of my forehead with the back of his hand. "You feel
really warm, maybe I should call the doctor."
"No, I'm fine, just a bad dream." I shrug off my symptoms and force myself to
stand up. At first, I stumble back, but thankfully Sebastian was there to steady
me. "I'm going to go take a shower."
"Like hell you are." He groans. "I'm calling the pack doctor."
"No I'm really fine, it's just a bad dream," I mutter. "It's happened before."
Carefully Sebastian eased me back into the couch. I leaned back into the leather
cushions and closed my eyes, focusing on taking deep breaths.
"What do you mean? You've been like this before?"
"Only when I'm in the att-" Just like that I swiftly caught myself.
"In the what?" Sebastian asks confused.
"Nothing..." I mumble.
Quickly I bite my lip, pretending that I can't talk anymore.
"Evangeline what the hell were you in?" Sebastian questions me again, but this
time more seriously.
I guess this is the time to tell him right? I just can't stop thinking about what
he'll do about it. Maybe nothing, maybe he'll hold me and let me cry, or hunt
them down... Hopefully, he won't hunt them down.
"Well, at first it wasn't too bad, but over the years the longer they would keep
me up... in the attic. There was a bed and stuff so it wasn't horrible. After I
told
my parents that I talk and see the moon goddess they locked me up in our attic
for a couple days." The more I continued the shakier my voice gets. "Next it
would be a week, then maybe a little more than that. When it got really bad I
would stay up in the attic for a month or two."
My gaze stayed glued to my lap, I didn't dare look up at him. "If the Alpha
found out about my ability, he would've killed me. So I had to stay hidden.
While I was up there I would have endless nightmares and wake up like this."
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it wouldn't change what happened in the past. There was no desire in me for
him to freak out and smash things. It was just time for him to know.
Finally, I glanced up at Sebastian, he did not seem angry and full of rage but
upset and pained.
"I wish I could have done something." He mutters and runs her fingers through
his silky hair.
"You're doing something now, listening and caring." I gratefully smile up at
him.
"Ask the moon goddess how I got so lucky for me okay?"
Couldn't help but let out a small giggle and lean into his embrace. "I'm going to
go take a shower now okay?"
"Okay."
*Sebastian's POV**
Gracefully Evangeline stood up and left my office. As soon as the door shut I
grabbed the phone off my desk.
"Find Evangeline's parents, and as soon as you do bring them straight to me,
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Chapter 27

Sebastian, why haven't you kissed me? Is there something wrong with me?
Wrong with my face? Does my breath smell bad, or are my lips chapped? Why
won't you just kiss me already...
"What are you thinking about?"
Quickly I look up to see Sebastian walking out of the bathroom, pulling a shirt
over his naked torso. His wet hair dripping down his forehead.
"Nothing really," I mumble and fall back onto my pillow. Biting my lip I sweep
out all my kissing thoughts and replace them with tiredness. "Has anyone found
out who attacked Henry yet?"
Suddenly the bed dipped down and I turned my gaze to the side to see
Sebastian sitting on the edge. "No tracks of anyone specific, it was probably
just some random rogues."
Again I sit up, my legs covered by the red silky sheets. "Where are you going
so early?"
"I have some business to deal with, but I'll be back by noon." He mutters and
heads for the doors. "When I get back we can go for a run."
Instantly my wolf sprung up by the sound of going on a run. It's been a while
since I let her play through the trees and fall in the mud.
"Okay." I slip from the sheets and quickly catch Sebastian before he leaves.
Without thinking, I press my lips to his stubbled cheek and swiftly pull away.
At first, he seemed quite surprised than amused before leaving me alone in our
bedroom.
I let out a long sigh and crawl back into the bed.
Sometimes I wish he had no control and couldn't help but kiss me every hour of
every day. But I guess it just doesn't work that way. I'll just have to wait until
he wants to kiss me, he'll want to kiss me right?
Bored I peer out the window to see Andrew and Sebastian running towards the
forest with a couple guards behind them. As fast as I can I get up and jog to the
window to watch them enter the trees.
I wonder what he's doing so early in the forest?
Why don't we go and find out? My wolf wiggles her eyebrows.
No! We'll get in trouble.
No, we won't Evan, calm down. Let's just go out there and if we get caught
pretend that you're sick and need to go to the doctor.
Did you really just think that out?
Ugh, aren't you curious? I mean, what is our mate doing out there? What if he
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Okay but we're staying far behind.

Quickly I grab one of the robes from the hanger in the bathroom and head out
of the pack house. The cold air hit me straight in the face making me want to
run back into bed.
Shift and we'll be warm, my wolf suggests and I immediately agree.
I walk around to the side of the pack house and scan the area for anyone
visible. After seeing no one I take off the robe and my clothes and set them on
a bush beside me. I give my wolf the all clear to shift and in a couple seconds
my bones crack into place and my smooth skin has turned into millions of short
dark brown hairs.
Okay now follow his scent, but be sneaky okay?
I'll try my best
Right away we set off for the tree line and started weaving through talk trunks
and jumping over rocks and bushes. My wolf followed Sebastian's scent deeper
and deeper into the woods. I started to get worried.
Suddenly she slowed down and hid behind a near boulder.
He's over there. She mutters, directing me in the direction where my mate is
standing alone in a small clearing.
What is he doing?
I have no idea.
Out of nowhere another man that I don't recognize appears through the trees
and walks towards Sebastian. Quietly I watch their encounter. I wonder where
Andrew and the guards are, shouldn't they be with him? The other man looks
intimidating, but not as much as Sebastian does. I can tell Sebastian is in full on
Alpha mode.
"Shift."
Immediately I spin around to see a guard behind me. He's not from Sebastian's
pack, I've never seen him before.
"I said shift, or I won't hesitate to rip out your throat!"
Shaking out of fear I shift back into my human form and cover my breasts and
womanhood with my hands. Wanting to cry I look up at the guard as he comes
closer to me.
The guard roughly grabs my arm and drags me in the direction on Sebastian.
Instantly I start to panic as we get closer to them.
Every couple seconds the guard would look down at me for long periods of
time. His eyes roaming over my naked body like I'm some object. I tried my
best to cover myself as he pulls me along, but my hand kept slipping the more
he pulled.
Tears already started falling, I just didn't realize it until now.
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"Mario I found some girl hiding in the trees watching you sir!" The guard yells
to the unknown man.
As soon as the guard let go of me I secured my arm to cover my chest and my
hand my womanhood. There I stood naked in front my mate who looks like he's
about to have a heart attack and a bunch of men.
I couldn't tell what Sebastian was thinking as he ran towards me. He looked
extremely angry, but I couldn't tell who it was for. It must be for the guard that
was touching and eyeing my naked body, or me.
Without saying anything Sebastian took off his shirt and covered my shaking
body the best he could. Next, he punched the guard straight in the jaw, making
a sickening crunch noise.
"We'll finish another time!" Sebastian yells to man and the guy nods his head
understanding the situation.
"Andrew take care of this!" Sebastian ordered while pointing down to the guard
holding his broken jaw.
Out of the trees, Andrew came running towards us.
Then finally Sebastian turned to me. "Let's go." His tone was so frightening
that I almost ran the other direction.
I watched the forest floor as I followed Sebastian back to the pack house.
Neither of us spoke, and I don't think either of us wanted to. I made a bad
decision and now I'm going to pay for it.
Hesitantly he leads me all the way back to our bedroom and turned to face me.
Slowly I shut the door and prepared myself for what was about to go down.
"Why?" He sighs. "Why did you follow us out into the forest?"
Before answering I took a deep breath and swallowed my pride. "Well, I was
curious."
"You were curious?" Sebastian questions me with disbelief in his tone.
"Yes."
He doesn't say anything more. We stand in silence for the next couple minutes,
just staring at each other. All I want him to do is pull me in his arms and smash
his lips on mine. Something inside me was burning for his touch and wasn't
going to rest until I got it.
"Why haven't you kissed me?" I innocently ask him, taking Sebastian by
surprise. "What's wrong with me?"
"Stop Evangeline."
"No! Why haven't you touched me?" I move closer to him. "Touch me."
"Stop!" He shouts, causing me to jump back and watch his every move. "Go
put some clothes on."
Slowly I turn to the dresser at slide open the top drawer. After grabbing a
matching pair of panties and a bra I slip the panties on under Sebastian's shirt
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and drop it to the floor.

I can feel his eyes burning holes in my bare back as I hook up my lace white
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Chapter 28
(I had to rewrite this chapter because pretty much all of it got deleted, it's
definitely not as long as before but it's better than nothing. It's around 500
words so one the shortest parts I've ever written.)
***continues straight from the last chapter***
Biting my lip I turn around
"Please don't control yourself anymore," I beg and moves closer towards him.
"I don't want you to."
He stares at me harshly, I can tell he likes the look of me dressed in my white
underwear. I have my whole body on display for him.
"Sebastian, why won't you touch me?" I say, just above a whisper. "Is there
something wrong with me, is there something wrong with my body?" I gaze up
at him with big doe like eyes and gently place my hand on his chest.
"Evangeline where is all of this coming from?"
"I-I just don't understand, is there something wrong with me?" I mumble,
beginning to feel embarrassed.
"Nothing is wrong with you, I think you're absolutely perfect." He grabs my
hand and holds it in between his two big ones.
"Out in the forest just now when that guard grabbed me, he stared at me-"
"Of course he stared at you Evangeline, you were naked." Sebastian crosses his
arms. "Everyone was staring at you." I could see jealousy in his eyes.
"But you're the only person I want looking at me like that, and you don't want
to." I look down at my underwear and frown. "Now I'm embarrassed." Quickly
I grab his shirt off the floor and hold it up to my body, covering my chest and
torso.
"You're just so innocent and pure, and I know I'm going to be the one to take
that away eventually. I almost feel guilty for looking at you most of the time."
He sits on the edge of the bed with his head in his hands. "Believe me, it's not
that I don't want to look at you like this and touch you."
"But you do, just tell me you do."
"Of course I want to."
A small smile lit up my face. "That's all I want to hear, that you want to see me
like this because I just want to please you and make you happy."
Sebastian suddenly relaxed. "Evangeline, you do many other things that make
me happy."
"I do?"
"Of course!" He stands up. "Not all I want is to see you naked."
Feeling better about myself, I slip on his shirt. "I think I need a nap." I yawn
and crawl into the bed. "Are you going to tell me about what happened in the
woods, why were you meeting with that guy?"

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Chapter 29
Thank you so much @OreoMadnessx for our new story cover!!! Also, thank
you to @L4u9e2 for the super cute banner!!!
This chapter has a lot of POV changing**
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That morning I woke up breathing heavy with a thin layer of sweat covering
my body. Right when my eyes shot open relief flooded through me, I hate
nightmares. Immediately I got out of bed and headed straight for the shower,
hating the uncomfortable warmth my body was grasping onto. Quickly I
stripped off my nightgown and turned the shower handle a little above the 'off'
setting. Cold, but not freezing water suddenly poured onto me instantly
refreshing me.
Usually, when I have nightmares I think of them as messages, but this one was
just confusing.
When I began stepping into the lake, with the icy water coating my feet, that's
when I woke up. I remember searching the woods, looking for somewhere to
hide as if my death was chasing me. Even in the dream, my heart was beating
rapidly, and when I woke up it didn't change.
Turning off the water I stepped out of the shower and onto the fluffy floor mat.
After I asked Sebastian about his meeting in the woods he told me it was
nothing and not to worry. But I'm not that stupid, I know he's hiding something
from me.
Sighing I wrapped the robe around my chilled body firmly before marching
back into the empty bedroom. Sebastian got up early for some guard training
thing. He was telling me about it before he left and I fell back asleep, but I
couldn't pay attention. His lies were fogging my mind.
I was going to hang out with Fiona today, but something came up and Andrew
and Fiona had to visit her parents. I guess one of them is really ill.
Now for the entire day, I have the house all to myself, and I'm not sure what to
do. Maybe I'll take bruiser on a walk on one of the wood trails, I think he'll
enjoy that.
Getting dressed didn't take too long. Swiftly I pulled in a pair of dark gray
leggings and a striped long sleeve shirt with a lace trim at the bottom. I glanced
in the mirror instantly approving my outfit choice for the day. It made me feel
girly and extra feminine. Right now acting a little more womanly might help
distract me from my endless dramatic thoughts.
After making my way downstairs and into the empty kitchen I snatched a cereal
box from the pantry and milk from the fridge. Just as I unscrewed the milk
cartons lid the doorbell rang throughout the house. Sighing I placed the lid on
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Opening the door I carelessly ignored the peephole and peered up at the
stranger.
A young man was standing in front of me with his hands buried deep into his
leather jackets pocket. He had stubble covering his chin and chestnut brown
hair covering his head. Overall he seemed troubled.
"Can I help you?" I slowly asked, making sure if he tried to attack me that I
would be ready.
After my words he looked right up at me, unleashing his dark green hypnotic
eyes. "Are you Evangeline Farra?" The man's voice was low and husky.
"W-Why?"
In a quick flash, he had moved closer, impaling my side with a sharp knife.
Pain shot through my nerves causing me to scream, but he was quick to cover
my mouth. Tears brimmed my eyes as he pulled the knife from my flesh and
roughly gripped my arm. In a rush he dragged me towards a black truck,
swinging the door open, chucking me in the backseat. Then slamming it shut.
My vision became blurry as more and more blood seeped from my wound.
The man started the engine and took off south, heading for the pack border.
~?~ Sebastian's POV
"Okay, this shouldn't take too long we're just going over the new patrol plans.
I'm putting more guards on night watch and assigning a few of you to run the
perimeter once a day-"
Suddenly interrupting my meeting, two guards came bursting through the
doors. Rolling my eyes I dropped the papers in my hand back to my desk and
looked up at them with a hard glare.
"What is it?"
"Alpha we found two dead bodies on the north border. They don't belong to our
pack, but there was a message carved into their chests." One of them breathed
heavy.
"What was the message?"
Hesitantly they glanced at each other then back forward. "We think it's best if
you see for yourself."
Raising an eyebrow I moved from behind my desk. "I'll be back." I quickly
informed the guards at my meeting before following the two other guards
north.
As soon as I stepped outside an uneasy feeling settled in my stomach.
Something really is wrong. Stopping I ordered one of the two guards to go and
check on Evangeline while I continued with the other to the border.
At the scene, there was another guard waiting for us to arrive. Like they had
described there were to dead bodies laying beside each other in the dirt. Their
skin was pale and lips a blue-purple shade. Dried blood stained their skin and
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"What the hell is this?"

"I was on patrol and came upon them just like this. I didn't even waste a second
before bringing it to your attention." The guard that was already with the bodies
explained. "They must have been dead for awhile and left out here until one of
us found them. But I'm not sure what the carved message is referring to Alpha."
Taking a deep breath I studied the bodies for a little while longer before
sending someone to clean everything up.
Whoever did this is messing with the wrong pack. Returning what is theirs,
what the hell is that supposed toMy eyes grew wide and immediately I started in a
lightning sprint towards the
pack house. Swinging the front door open I ran inside, scanning all the rooms.
"Evangeline!"
"Evangeline!"
The house was empty.
Quickly I headed to my office dialing a number into the phone and impatiently
holding it to my ear.
"Hello?"
"Mario what were you telling me the other day when I met up with you?" I
question while tapping my foot continually against the wood floor.
"Sebastian?"
"Mario what did you tell me about Evangeline's old pack?!"
"Uh... I told you here parents are nowhere to be found... and that their Alpha is
completely crazy and shouldn't be in ruling. Back when I was in that pack his
father was the same way."
~?~Unknown POV
Finally, I can complete my father's wish; for that stupid weak girl to be killed.
Through my childhood he obsessed about the Farra's ability, some days he
would lock himself in his office, studying and researching.
After he found out about Carry's gift he was quick to end her, tear her out of
existence. That's exactly what I'm going to do. Lucky for Andy the gift skips a
generation, too bad his daughter is about to be executed.
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Radish

Just letting you guys know that I have a Radish now. On there you can find
my stories:
You, Me, and the Beach (not available on Wattpad)
Animal Attack (not available on Wattpad)
The Flower Girl
Big Bad Alphas
A is for Alpha (not available on Wattpad)

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Chapter 30

Thanks OreoMadnessx for another awesome cover/banner!!!!!!

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"Evangeline you're okay."
Swiftly I spun to face her.
"Everything will be okay."
She is lying to me, everything has gone to hell. She told me that she would
protect me, that she would take care of me. "How can you lie so easily to me?"
My voice sounded rough and dry.
Gently shaking her head she started to fade away.
"No, you can't leave me! You can't leave me here!" But it was too late, she has
left and now I'm alone.
Slowly I started to wake up. I was sore all over and exhausted. I wanted to
panic and scream, but my mind was blank. My eyes wanted to open, but it's
like they were sealed shut by my brain. I'm scared that if I open them Sebastian
won't be beside me and this wasn't all a horrific dream.
My side is bruised, as I trail my hand down to feel it I flinch back as pain
shoots through my body. There was no blood, someone must have patched it up
when I was passed out.
I can feel a blanket covering me and the comfort of a mattress supporting my
weak bones. My wolf is tucked away in the deepest part of my mind like she's
not even here anymore. The only thing on my mind is Sebastian, where is he?
What happened?
It feels like I've been asleep forever, and I would do anything to go back into
my peaceful sleep. I know that after I open my eyes I'll regret even opening that
damn door. But how did that man get through the guards on the border?
Sebastian was having a meeting, but there were at least a couple guards on
duty.
"I know that you are awake."
Immediately my eyes ripped open and turned to the unknown voice.
The first thing I saw was a tall well-built man leaning on the doorframe. He
was strong and had power raiding off him. Like I imagined, I'm laying on a big
bed, trapped under the thick blankets. Quickly I tore them off and jumped off
the bed as if it was on fire. Scanning the room I slowly started backing away
from the man until I hit the wall on the farthest side of the room.
"Where am I? Where's Sebastian?" I nervously mutter while keeping my gaze
glued to the man.
In a sudden flash, he was standing in front of me, leaving a foot of space. "Well
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gorgeous you are I thought: why waste?" He smirked. "I'll just keep you for
myself."
Before I knew what was happening he pushed my head to the side, holding my
body down with his. I let out a scream before his teeth sunk down into my
neck. Pain seared my skin, and tears started piling in my eyes. Why the hell is
he biting me?! Struggling underneath him I tried my absolute hardest to push
him off, but he's just too heavy.
"Somebody help me! Please!" I continued to scream until his teeth pulled out of
my flesh and he backed away.
I touched the bite but there was no blood. "What did you do to me?"
"I officially made you mine."
"What are you talking about?!" I screech and use all my power to shove him
back, only causing him to stumble. "Sebastian! Sebastian!"
"Oh shut up, he's not coming for you." The man muttered. "He let me take you,
how do you think one of my guards got on his territory? He allowed him
through because he doesn't want you anymore Evangeline."
He's lying, I mean he has to be right? Sebastian and I are mates, nothing can
break through that bond. How could he do this to me anyways, even though
he's never said it I know he loves me. Or at least I hope.
"Just forget about Sebastian okay? He's no good for you anyways." The strange
man gazes adoringly into my eyes. "I mean do you really think he loves you?
He did hit you, right? I mean I'm no expert but I believe people do not strike
loved ones, so what kinda love do you have?"
My head started to pound the more he spoke like I'm slowly drowning under
the truth. I need to get out of here, I need to find Sebastian"Honey you look quite
green, maybe you should take another nap. We can
always talk again when you wake up. Believe me, you will be much happier
here with me, where you are truly safe." He emphasized. "Now to lay down
before dinner."
"No, get away from me!" I yelled as he steps closer and closer.
Grabbing my head in his hands he harshly slammed it against the wall.
Dropping me to the floor he devilishly smiled. "Sweet dreams my dear
Evangeline."
***Unknown POV
Finally sitting back down in my black leather chair I let out a smooth sigh. It
was all too easy really. Distract the guards, catch Evangeline alone, and let
poor little Sebastian know that she's gone forever. Truly too easy.
My father has dreamt of this day for too long but just didn't last long enough to
see it.
Now that all the hard parts are over I can have a little fun. But it would be less
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Evangeline left to suffer sounds promising, and I don't want to leave her out of
the fun part, so she can watch.
Oh, my dear father, I hope you're proud.
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Chapter 31
One of the banners made for Ch. 30, I don't remember who it's from so sorry!!!
But thanks!!
Staring into nothingness I sat on the bed alone. For the past hour, I've been
praying that the barbaric man doesn't come back to hurt me. I knew what he
was saying about Sebastian couldn't be true, no matter what he is my mate. I've
cried a few times just thinking about him. My wolf is aching for him and I can
tell even though I can't speak to her.
Seconds seem like minutes, minutes seem like hours.
My stomach has been grumbling, but that's the last of my worries. As soon as
I woke up after he knocked me out I started to search for a way out. The
windows are sealed, doors locked, even the vents are too small for me to fit
through.
The only thing I can do now is wait for him to come back, which I'm guessing
he will eventually. Maybe I can somehow take him down temporarily and try to
get out the door. Even though guards would most likely stop me I can still see
where I'm at.
I know that I can be patient, I mean it's not like I've never been in a situation
like this. Usually, the moon goddess will come around every once in a while,
but I guess this is different.
I've decided to keep track of the days by the window and carving lines into the
wood with a small rusty nail I found. Well, I hope it doesn't come to the point
that I will be trapped in here for days.
I've had too much time to think, sometimes bringing me into dark places of my
mind.
Still, I just don't understand what this man wants with me. I mean no one
knows about my ability besides my family and Sebastian, right?
~?~
Two days. Two entire days have passed without waking up next to him, or
being around him, or having him hold me when I'm down. All I want is for him
to bust through those doors and hold me tighter than he ever has, letting me
know it's all over.
But as every hour goes by I'm slowly losing hope.
We must not be on my old packs land, Sebastian is smart enough to check there
and if we were this would have been over by now.
Hesitantly I gently touched the place where the man bit me, flinching at the
soreness I hissed in pain. What did he do to me? With no mirrors in the room, I
sighed, dying to see what scars this is going to leave behind.
What does this man think? He can just take me from my pack, and keep me
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up on yet, obviously, they only took me to get Sebastian right?

I can't stand all these unanswered questions! I can't stand staying here for
another minute!
Laying down on the hard cold floor I peered up at the dull ceiling. "Talk to
me," I ordered, yet she didn't appear. "I said talk to me!"
Frustrated I screamed out into the emptiness of the room. "You said you would
be there for me, I need you!"
"After the years I spent hidden away in that attic alone you talked to me, you
made sure I was okay. Now I'm locked up again and you refuse to talk to me!
Why? What did I do!" I cried out to no one. Starting to breathe rapidly I tried to
calm myself down, but soon I realized I was having a panic attack and laid
alone on the floor.
"Sebastian! Sebastian!" I cry with hot salty tears streaming down my cheek
bones and into my hair. "Please get me out of here, I can't take it!"
***Sebastian!!!**
I haven't slept, ate, or anything besides searching for her. She floods my mind,
slowly raking at my soul every time I think about her. I hate myself for letting
someone take her and actually get away, I can't stand to look in the mirror.
Images of her smile and the sounds of her laughs constantly replay in my mind,
like a reminder of my idiotic mistake.
Constantly it's like I can hear her yelling for me, needing me, but I can't find
her. It's eating me alive. I can feel her pain and it's driving me completely
insane, I can't breathe without her. She's why I live.
I've been out of control setting up endless search groups, and barking orders to
any god damn guard I see. Tearing through the pack house I left nothing
undamaged until it hit me like a bullet.
Her old pack. Back when Evangeline told me about the attic and her parents
hiding her, there must have been a better reason. No parent would ever lock
their own child away unless they were hiding her from someone, someone that
was after her. It's possible that her gift runs through the family bloodline. This
someone could have been after her family for generations. I swear to god if it
has to do with my fucking mate I'm going to rip apart every single one of those
snakes, leaving no one left.
Blood pumped hard through my veins as a devilish smile drew across my face.
People think I'm scary now? Well, I'm going to redefine the word terrifying.
Immediately I gathered my best fighters and guards to come with me to
Evangeline's old pack. Rage boiled through my blood and I was ready to take it
all out on that Alpha. Well, he won't be much of an Alpha when I'm done, or
much of anything.
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Chapter 32
The story is now rewritten from here.
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Summary:
Evangeline Farra is a normal werewolf, besides the fact that she can see and
speak with the moon goddess. After leaving her grandmother behind for a
simple walk in the woods she ventures into the wrong packs land. Soon enough
she discovers that she is the mate of a tough ruthless Alpha. The truth begins to
unravel after she shares her gift and past with him and he secretly try's to find
her parents after all they did to her, locking her in an attic and more. But with a
simple distraction Evangeline is taken from him and kept hostage by her old
Alphas son. At first, he planned to kill her just like his father murdered Carrey,
Evangeline's other grandmother, but now he is thinking about keeping her for
himself. All he has to do is kill off Sebastian by luring him into a trap.
<><><><><><><><><>
**Evangeline's POV**
I roll the rusty nail between my fingertips before carving in another line into
the windowsill. Two weeks have passed and an early feeling of hopelessness is
beginning to settle.
I had days to think and conjure a plan, and I've thought of many but I knew
none of them would work. My wolf won't talk to me ever since I was able to
use the window as a mirror and see a faint reflection, the faint reflection of a
mark. The man marked me as his own.
Many times I've tried to speak with the moon goddess but she is still ignoring
me and not giving me the satisfaction of knowing why.
Suddenly the door swung open and the man marched in, looking proud and
noble. "Good morning my little Evangeline." He stroked my cheek with his
rough hand but I was quick to slap it away. "When will you just accept that he's
no coming for you!"
I didn't answer and looked away. He's coming for me, I know it.
"You stubborn girl, no wonder my father wanted you all dead." He mutters and
yanks me up by grabbing my arm. "I'm trying to be nice, I could kill you right
now with good reason-"
"And what reason is that!" I shout in his face. "I've done nothing wrong,
nothing to deserve this!"
"You've done everything wrong!"
"Why, why did you take me?" I fight back the tears threatening to fall. "Is it
because you want to hurt Sebastian?"
"No, it's all about you." He whispers in my ear. "But don't worry you'll be
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With that he pushed me down before leaving the empty room, locking the door
tightly behind him.
What did he mean by saying I'll see Sebastian soon? Does he have him? Is
Sebastian on his way? So many questions run through my mind as I try to grasp
the idea of seeing his face again. How could this entire situation be about me,
how could a man and his father become so obsessed. I can't imagine the pain
and suffering my grandmother Carrey went through, my mother told me the
story about her and the old Alpha, how he despised her and kidnapped her. No
one ever saw her again, so everyone assumed he murdered her. Yet, no one did
nothing about it, they couldn't out of the fear that they were going to die too.
Back with the old Alpha, living in this pack was dangerous and it wasn't almost
impossible to escape.
I tiredly got up and trudged to the bed, sitting down.
I have to start worrying about myself now and stop depending on Sebastian to
save me. I can't last forever with the way they're treating me, so I'll have to
give
in. I'll have to pretend to give up on Sebastian, even if he's coming here or not.
If the man knows about it, it's most likely a trap Sebastian is being lead into.
I'll have to play the part and do as the man says because maybe then he will
treat me better. He might get me out of this dreadful room.
Without warning the door opened again and in walked two guards. They stood
tall and didn't look directly at me. "The alpha has given you the chance to
bathe, come now."
Immediately I stood up and rushed towards them before being lead to down a
hallway with my arms held tightly. There was nothing unique about the
hallway, only plain wood floors, and blank cream walls, it wasn't dirty but
fairly well kept.
They brought me up to another door, identical to the one for my room.
"Everything you need is in there."
They shoved me in the simple bathroom and shut the door. I could see their
shadows through the crack, knowing they have to stand watch so I can't escape.
Sighing I turn to the shower to see a small range of products, shampoo,
conditioner, body wash, and a bar of soap, but there was no razor which I was
used to. The scratchy feeling of my legs was driving me crazy. But I happily
took what I could get and relaxed in the shower, taking my time. Everything
was going smoothly for once.
When I was finished and refreshed I saw a comb and toothbrush with a tube of
toothpaste. I took advantage of this and brushed my hair and teeth. Also sitting
on the counter was clean clothes and I slipped them on not caring what I looked
like until I glanced in the mirror.
It was a tight black dress and it made me feel extremely uncomfortable. I
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"What in the world is he planning?" I mumble to myself and jump at the

sudden harsh knocking on the bathroom door.
"Hurry up!"
Huffing, I open the door and the two guards move out of the way. I peer up to
see the man standing in front of me. "Perfect." He said to himself before
grabbing me and dragging me down the hall.
"Where are you taking me?"
**Sebastian's POV**
The buildings empty, the grounds silent, there was no remains of anyone. It's
like they had disappeared with my Evangeline.
"Alpha, where else do we search?" One of the guards call to me and I look back
at my men, all of them tired and weak.
"Everywhere and anywhere, there will be no rest until we find her."
As we begin to head back to the pack grounds, the sound of distant screams tell
me to stop. Slowly the travel closer and become louder, someone is trying to
say something.
I bark at the group, commanding the to stop and they all halt. In silence, I wait
for another scream.
"Alpha!"
"Alpha, my daughter, I know where she is!"
Right away my ears perk up and I turn on the direction of the calls. Suddenly a
middle-aged woman came running from between the trees, running towards us.
"Alpha please wait!" The woman cried. "My daughter needs help!"
I look back at the group and nod, signaling them orders before a guard brings
me a pair of shorts. I walk out of view and shift, out of respect for the woman,
and come back.
"Who are you?" I order and stand my ground.
"M-My daughter is in trouble and you know her."
I clench my jaw and slowly walk up to the shaken lady. "I know your
daughter?"
"Yes, I'm sure of it."
"What's her name then?" I command and cross my arms.
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Chapter 33

***Sebastian***
The second her name left the woman's lips I froze. It couldn't be. She's
Evangeline's mother, who I've been looking for, yet she stands right in front of
me. "You're her mother?"
"Yes, I am." She breathed heavy.
"What you did to her-"
"I know, I knew she would tell you eventually but please know I did it to
protect her."
I glanced back to my guards to see them relieved, thinking we're finally going
to find her. But I couldn't except as easily as they did.
"How do you know where she is?" I asked firmly.
"The Alpha of our old pack found my husband and I and took us hostage,
forcing us to tell him where she is. He said if we didn't they were going to kill
us and her. So I told him she was with her grandmother, her grandmother must
have told him that she was with you. I managed to escape and I was heading
towards your pack grounds to tell you everything." Tears began to spring from
her eyes. "H-He's going to kill her, she's at the packs land that he took over."
"Can you lead us to her?"
**Evangeline**
The man leads me down the hallway until we came up to double doors and he
tugged me inside. There was a grand desk with bookshelves lining the walls,
and he sat me on a chair off to the side. A large guard was quick to step in front
of the doors but moved when a light knock came from the other side.
In came a lean man with dark brown hair, then I realized this man was my
father.
"Dad?" I muttered out of surprise and ran to him. He held me tight in his arms
as shock streamed through my body. "W-Where have you been? Why are you-"
"That's enough." The man boomed from his desk and the guard pulled us apart.
His eyes were filled with worry.
"Why is he here?" I turned to the man and he stood up, crossing his arms.
"Where's my mother?"
"I thought he would add some drama to the situation, like a tv soap opera. And
your mother, well, she could be dead, I have many guards tracking her down
after her little slip-up."
"Where is she!" My father yelled and fought against the guard to let him go.
"Please don't hurt my wife!"
"She's running through the woods, running for her life." He smiled devilishly.
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He glanced at me before slowly making his way over. "Something grand,

unforgettable, and if you cooperate then maybe you'll survive through it."
"If I'm the one you wanted then why must you hurt everyone else that I love?
Why can't you be happy with just me?"
He stroked my cheek with the back of his rough hand. "They're just for fun."
"You're sick!" I spit in his face, abandoning my plan to obey him. "You hurt
them and I'll kill you!"
"You, kill me?" He chuckled. "Honey, you're quite amusing while we wait for
our lasts guests to arrive."
Suddenly another man came bursting through the doors, drenched in sweat.
"Alpha we searched through his pack and he's not there, we covered the forest
around his pack and it's clear. We can't find him or the mother."
"What!"
"W-what if she found him for help when she escaped." He breathed heavy,
gasping for air. "What if they're working together."
The man smashed his fists against the hard wood of the desk and growled
fiercely. "Well find them then! They have to be close by."
Sebastian, my mother, together? I couldn't wrap my mind around the idea of
seeing them both again. But in that moment something came back to me,
something I've been longing for.
"Evangeline, it's time, you have to take control and fix everything." The voice,
it's the angelic voice I've been dying and praying for. "You have to be brave."
"Why did you leave me, and when I needed you most?" I whispered quietly,
trying not to catch anyone's attention as they yell back and forth.
"Your mate is coming to save you, but you have to save him first."
"What do you mean?" I asked silently.
"Protect your mate." All too soon her voice began to fade and I was trying to
grasp her back.
"No no no, you can't leave again, not now." I restrained myself from screaming
at her. "You can't do this to me."
"Go find them, kill whoever they may be with and bring only Sebastian and the
mother." The man ordered and the guard sprinted out the office doors.
"Please, just at least explain why you're doing this," I begged.
"Well little Evangeline, I was going to kill you as you know, I was going to kill
your family and your mate, oh wait, I'm still doing that part and all because I
must follow my father's dying wish. You may be wondering why I'm telling
you all this, I mean why not? I've already won."
He walked behind the desk and slid open one of the drawers before pulling out
a small wooden box. "Soon Sebastian will be taken here with your mother and
I'll end them." His opened the box and lifted up a silver dagger, admiring its
beauty. "It's with this that I'll stab them right through the heart, and right in

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front of you."
I held back my screams and cries of protest and stayed strong.
"You might as well just kill me with them then."
"That would be too easy on you, my dear Evangeline, you can live and suffer."
He placed the dagger back into the box and shut it. "Death for you would be a
painless way out."
How could someone be so cruel, so heartless?
"Why did your father want me dead, why did he kill my grandmother?" I
stomped my way up to him but was snatched back by the guard. "Do you even
know his reason, did he even have a reason?"
The man didn't say anything but I could see frustration and rage clearly from
his expression. "You don't know, do you? You just follow him blindly!"
His hand collided harshly with my cheek, bringing back a familiar feeling, but
this time I'm not going to cry.
A burning sensation seared my wrist as the guard secured a pair of silver coated
handcuffs to it before attaching the other to a decorative post. I struggled in
frustration as he took away my ability to shift or use my wolf, knowing that
when Sebastian comes back she will regain strength.
The guard does the same to my father, attaching him to the same post so we can
at least be with each other again. He brought me to the cold, hard floor and held
me like a child like he used to.
I wanted my wolf, or the moon goddess, or my mate, but I couldn't have any of
them.
"Dad I'm scared, he's going to kill you and mom," I mumble quietly.
"You're going to be fine Evangeline, you've always been a strong girl and you'll
get through this. I'm sorry for what your mother and I did to you, I promise it
was only to protect you from the Alpha. But now look where we are." I knew
he was disappointed in himself. "If anything happens to your mother and I, I
want you to escape from here okay? Don't you listen to that barbarian. You
need to go back to Sebastian's pack with him or not, you're the Luna and you
have to take control."
I couldn't handle everything anymore, it was all too much, just the thought of
losing Sebastian drove me insane. I couldn't live without him.
"I promise." I lie to my father, all to make him happy and less worry-free. "I
just don't want to think about losing everyone I love."
"I know honey, I know, we're going to put up a fight."
I nod my head frantically and plaster on a face of bravery. "I'm going to fight
for you Dad, for you and mom and Sebastian. I'm not going to let him take you
from me."
I was torn from my thoughts by a feeling deep down in my core, a fluttering
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Chapter 34- The End

My gaze shot up as the two doors burst open, finally giving into my pleading.
My father grabbed my hand as he saw my mother being dragged into the room.
Then finally my heart stops aching, my lungs breath in the air as he fills it with
hypnotic scent. My wolf cries out for his touch.
Sebastian is shoved through the doors with silver handcuffs around his wrists
and two guards holding his securely. But nothing is strong enough to hold him
back the second his eyes landed on me. Simply he jerks off the guards hold and
rushes towards me, falling to his knees. I let go of my father and reach out the
best I can with my one free arm, wrapping it around his neck and digging my
face into his chest. Tears erupt from my eyes as the touch causes my blood to
boil and my heart to beat rapidly. A feeling so familiar, so desired.
"Evangeline I love you so much I-I can't believe I found you." He frantically
whispers to me as I refuse to let him go. "I couldn't go on without you, I let this
happen, it's all my fault-"
He must have spotted the mark on my neck because his eyes turn dark and fill
with rage.
"Sebastian there's a knife- he has a silver knife." I quietly hurry out before the
guards snatch him back, only making him more furious. Tears stain my cheek
as they struggle to keep a hold of him. I can tell he's dying to shift, but the
silver cuffs keep his wolf at bay.
"It's like one big reunion!" The man claps his hand and leans against the desk,
watching us all like a child visiting a zoo.
He guards the small chest behind his back. "You know what, let them be
together, it will only make it more painful when I rip them apart again."
A guard stomps over to me and frees my wrist from the cuff. I can't help but
run to Sebastian, who is now chained to the floor like my parents. I fly into his
chest and wrap my arms around his neck and around his torso, promising
myself to never let go. The silver handcuffs keep his arms trapped behind him,
and I can tell he's dying to hold me back.
"I thought I was never going to see you again." I sob and dampen his shirt with
my salty tears. "I was so scared that I would be stuck here forever."
"Listen to me Evangeline, I'm getting you out of here if it's the last thing I do
if
I tell you to run and leave me you run, understand?"
My heart tears at his words, I shake my head refusing to ever leave him now
that I have him in my arms again. "I can't leave you, I-I'll die without you." I
continue to sob. "I want to be with you forever, by your side." Without thinking
I press my lips against his, feeling his soft perfect ones under mine, a feeling
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and stop using up time when I know we'll have enough as soon as I get us out
of this mess.
Suddenly the man's hand yanks me off of Sebastian and imprisons me in his
arms. I struggle against him while Sebastian lowly growls, a certain sound I've
never heard him muster.
"Oh calm down Alpha, I can see you're not one for sharing." He grips me
tighter, sending a whimper through my lips. "Let's see, who do I want to kill
first, who do you want to die first Evangeline?"
I begin to panic and my eyes dart between my parents and Sebastian. I refuse to
speak.
"Looks like I'll have to pick for you then."
"Please don't do this!" My mother cries before my father can cover her mouth.
"How about you then mommy." He smiles wickedly as one of the guards stalks
towards her.
"No, mom!" I scream and my father begins to yell with me.
Sebastian struggles against the restraints, causing the pole to begin to crack
under the intense pressure. But I strain my neck to look back behind the man,
spotting the small chest still closed shut.
I need to get the knife.
The guard pulls a knife from his pocket and grabs my mother from the ground,
freeing her from the chains. He holds the dirty blade up to her throat, ready to
slice it in one swift motion.
"Stop, wait, stop!" I shout and the guard freezes. "I'll do anything, just please
stop!"
The man glances down at me amused. "Anything?"
Another growl rumbles from Sebastian.
Help me. I call to the moon goddess in my mind, lend me your beauty, your
power. Help me take control of his man, I want him to pay.
Suddenly a surge of electricity seems to run through my veins and a breath of
cold air releases from my lungs. I feel as if I can run a million miles, I feel
seductive and gorgeous, almost cocky? Is this her helping me, has she
answered my call? Something unfamiliar takes over my mind as if my body is
in her control as if she is a part of me.
If this is what I need to go to save the ones I love, then I will, I will do
anything
for them.
I slowly look back up at the man, staring longingly into his eyes. "I'll do
anything." She almost makes me spit out and I blink in shock of my words.
Who am I?
His knees grow weak when I glide my fingertips softly over his shoulder. "I
thought you were going to keep me for yourself?" I breathe out and not dare
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anymore?"
He still doesn't look convinced by my sudden personality change.
"You already marked me," I move my hair from my shoulder, exposing the
print. "Why don't you just finish the job and I can be yours like you want."
I hate myself for acting like this, but if the moon goddess believes that this is
what I have to do then I'll fight through it. I fight until I can't take it
anymore.
Immediately he harshly pushes my against the desk, gazing deeply into my
eyes as if he's searching for my soul. I gulp before hesitantly placing my lips
onto his, and a sickening feeling overtakes my entire being.
"Evangeline!" Sebastian roars, shattering my heart to thousands of pieces, but I
know he will forgive me.
I begin to feel around the desk with my free hand while I use the other to keep
his lips against mine.
The second I feel the rough wooden chest I rip it open and snatch the knife. But
right when I move to drive it into his back he grabs my wrist extremely
painfully and I let go, letting it fall to the marble floor. "You stupid girl." He
mutters and nods to the guard holding my mother, signaling for him to
complete his job.
I scream in terror as the knife nears her neck, my father looks away with tears
piling on his eyes. I screw my eyes shut and cover my ears as the blade hits her
skin, I can't bare to watch.
"You bastard!" Sebastian yells and the pole begins to crack as he yanks against
it.
My ears fill with my own cries as I keep my hands locked over them tightly. I
refuse to open my eyes and fall to the hard, cold, unforgiving floor.
** Sebastian**
Rage takes over as Evangeline's mother's body falls to the floor, I break free of
the cuffs with deep cuts in my wrists. Without thinking my wolf takes over and
I reach for the silver knife laying on the floor.
The Alphas boot stomps on my hand, slowly crushing it beneath the pressure,
but I yank it out with the knife still in my grasp. The rubber from his boot
seared the top of my hand but I don't notice. Instead, I drive the knife deeply
into the Alphas leg, causing him to hiss in pain before yanking it out and
stabbing again.
Evangeline crawls to her mother lifeless body, tears pouring from her eyes.
I pull the Alpha down and he smacks against the ground, swiftly I make my
move to stab him in the heart but he grabs my hand. "Kill me and she dies!"
Confused I look back at Evangeline to find her being held back by a guard,
holding the same bloody knife to her throat. I drop the knife back to the floor
and the sound burns my ears. "Don't hurt her, please, kill me instead."
**Evangeline**(sorry for the constant changes)

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The second the words slipped from his lips a cry escapes mine. I'm losing them,
I'm killing everyone.
Sebastian peers at me with tears welling in his forest green eyes, I try to scream
but no noises come from my throat. With nothing to loose my canines emerge
from my mouth and I bit down hard on the guard's arm and he drops his knife. I
cringe before ripping the flesh from his bone and spitting it out. He shouts and
quickly drops me.
The metallic taste of another man's blood soaks in my mouth and the urge to
vomit rises in my stomach.
Just as the man bends down to pick up the silver knife I shift and sprint at him
before tackling his body to the floor. I tear and claw endlessly at his chest as
anger raids off of my wolf. I release all the suffering and pain I've felt the last
few days on his body.
My claws dig into his flesh, tear it out, and dig back in. Blood stains my fur as I
continue with my heart beat blaring in my ears, blocking out any other noises.
How dare he try to take my mate away! How dare he kill my mother!
I slow down and stare at the mulled body beneath me, I turn and see the silver
knife. Shifting back I ignore my nakedness and grip the knife hard enough to
slice my own skin. Quickly I plunge it into the body, anywhere I can muster.
"How dare you!" I scream each time the knife enters his flesh, or what's left of
it. "How dare you do this to me!"
Tears of fury burn down my face as I continue to drive the knife into the body,
even though he's long gone by now.
Sebastian's arms wrap around me and pull me off of the dead body, covering
my nakedness one with his arms before concealing me with his shirt. But as
soon as he lets me go I fly back to the knife and stab, again and again,
splattering the shirt with his blood.
"Evangeline!" Sebastian shouts and tugs me back once more, trapping me
against him.
"I can't stop, let me go!" I yell and thrash against him to get free. "Let me at
him!"
My father stares at me with terror sewn into his expression. I breathe heavy and
slowly but surely calm down. My blood stops boiling and my heart quits
pounding against my chest. I take in deep breaths of the blood-soaked air and
the sickness starts to come back to me.
What happened to me? What have I become?
Sebastian brings me to the floor with him and holds me in his arms, his eyes
wide and full of fear. Fear for me.
No tears seep from my eyes, no screams from my lips, no shaking of my bones.
I'm paralyzed. "W-What have I done?" I breathe out with my voice hoarse and
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"You killed him." Sebastian looks down at me briefly before pulling me back
again. "You tore him apart... Like I would."
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My Instagram for Wattpad: SydneyMarie724
Some of my other works:
**Werewolf:
I'm The Alpha's Mate
I'm The Alpha's World (Sequel to ITAM)
A is for Alpha (Radish)
All I Wanted Was A Mate
All I Wanted Was A Chance
Big Bad Alphas (Third development)
**Teen Fiction:
You, Me, and the Beach (Radish)
The Flower Girl

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Sequel

Title: I'm The Alphas World

The sequel is complete.

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Sequel Is Now Up

Okay so the first part of the sequel is now up so be sure to go read it. You can
find the story on my profile or you can look it up: I'm The Alpha's World.

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The Wattys 2016

Hi guys! So I submitted I'm The Alpha's Mate into the Watty Awards for this
year! I've never done this before so I'm trying to figure things out as I go on.
Anyways, it would mean a lot to me if you guys would tweet out:
I nominate "I'm The Alpha's Mate" #MyWattysChoice
When you tweet this you're voting for I'm The Alpha's Mate to win the
People's Choice Award!
I entered a little late and on a limb but what the heck! Trying new things is fun.
Some people have been saying it's too late to tweet out your vote, but the
deadline says August 31? So I'm not sure. But if it's too late that's okay and if
it's not then please vote! (I don't really know how this works)
So if you vote for I'm The Alpha's Mate I want to say a huge Thank You!!!!!
I'm very happy with how well this story has done, we're almost at 9 million
reads... I know, that's insane.
Thanks again if you vote, and even if you don't thanks for reading!
-Sydney<3
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StoryDownloader

Trilogy

(This story exists now, you can find it on my profile or search the title: Big Bad
Alphas)
So I know a lot of you guys like this series, or just the first book. I am
seriously
thinking about writing a story with the second generation if you know what I
mean. I you follow me on Instagram (SydneyMarie724) then you already know
a bit about this.
The third book is not really a third book, but it does include the characters
from ITAM and ITAW. The reason I'm posting this on the first book and not
only the second is because you do not have to read the second book to read this.
Just read these:
? You do not need to read book 1 or 2, this story can be read on its own or with
the first book or with the first and second
? It does contain: Evangeline, Sebastian, Henry, Fiona, Andrew, and characters
children (along with new people)
? The story is in a females point of view
? It is obviously a werewolf story
? I think you will enjoy it!
So all you have to do is vote, or comment if you want this story! Please let me
know. (I may already have a few chapters done hehe)
Update:
Okay so I saw a lot of feed back, and I honestly wasn't expecting so much!
Thank you for that you lovely readers! Anyways, I've decided to do the book so
updates will start next week! (And Yes, I know it's Sunday) I was thinking the
first chapter could go up Wednesday and I could update twice a week?
The story is called Big Bad Alphas and I'll send out a message when it's up.
Look out for Wednesday people!
Update #2: It's here guys! Go read chapter 1 of Big Bad Alphas! Just search
the title or go through my profile.
-Sydney<3

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