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KN RAO
23 April 2008, 5:57 AM

I rarely met such a brilliant person whose talents seem to turn anything into gold anything
she took interest in. When she gave me her birth details I was aghast. The retrograde fifth
lord with the eighth lord in the third house did not appeal to me. Then the lagna
lord aspected by Saturn from the twelfth house and retrograde Mars and eighth
lord Moon seemed to carry some some sinister meaning.

Then for twenty years I neither met her nor her understanding husband from north India, a
lover of music himself who sang the songs of Saigal with feeling and reverence for the great
singer of yester years. She was from south India, from Trichy and her father was an army
officer. Her mother tongue was Tamil but she spoke Hindi like a north Indian and when she
sang the bhajans of great saint poets of Hindi literature, there was not a trace of her south
Indian origin. Her pronunciation of Hindi was chaste like that of any north Indian from UP.
And she belonged to my favourite gharana, the Kirana gharana.

She got her interest in music from her mother and like her brothers and sisters was very
good at studies having won national talent scholarship for science during her student days.
She did her graduation in chemistry which Moon in her fifth house and repeated in the
navamsha clearly confirmed.

But torn between her ambition to be a distinguished singer and her parental wish to take to
academics like her other siblings, she chose music. It meant serious family opposition.

It was during this time that she met that north Indian class mate who sympathised with her
and later, falling in love, married her. Her prosperous husband equipped a big room with all
facilities for her music riyaz which she did with her rare zeal.

Twenty years ago, when I used to meet some of these artistes through Meena Bannerji. I
had a rich collection of their horoscopes.

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Two of them , both female singers, had excellent education, Ashivini Bhide had done her
M.Sc in nuclear science while “S” had done in chemistry with distinction. Bhide is from
Jaipur gharana while “S” was from Kirana gharana, a disciple of Pandit Amarnath who had
sighted her in a music competetion and encouraged to pursue music as a career which had
displeased her father. She became his disciple and in 2007 organized a function in the
memory of her late guru also.

After Meena Bannerji shifted to Kolkatta, I got out of touch with most of these artistes as I
too shifted from government quarters to my own private house in east Delhi where we have
no facility of a public library or a hall for musical performances. I read about “S” in some
newspaper reviews sometimes, sometimes only, as the philistines who now dominate the
private television channels are anti classical music.

I rarely now attend live performances of theirs now as I did so actively for eighteen years of
my stay in central Delhi and in earlier years in different stations. These artistes who lost
touch with me rarely visit me except two or three now.

Times have changed and my visitors are mostly from television channels.

Then on 23 April 2008 I got a phone call from Meena Bannerji who is now an established and
distinguished music critic, writing with ease in three languages, Bengali her mother tongue,
English and Hindi over which she had excellent command because of her UP birth and
upbringing.

I waited vainly for an obituary of “S” in the newspapers of 23 April and as I feared, the
philistines who now dominate the media in Delhi have totally ignored the news of her tragic
end.

In the raving rviews about her performances, she was referred to as a sublime exponent of
Kirana gayaki but after her death, there was no obituary. That is the world we live in now.
How did she die ? Did she commit suicide by jumping from a multi storied building? That is
rumour, unconfirmed though.

A news item available in a website reads thus.

http://www.surfindia.com/news/2fullstory.php?ref=1198130 , Wednesday, Apr 23, 2008

Woman jumps to death

Gurgaon, April 23A
46-year-old woman allegedly committed suicide by jumping from the third-floor of her house
at DLF City here today. Deputy Commissioner of Police (East) Sateesh Balan said Shanti
Sharma, a resident of DLF City, Phase 1 jumped from her flat. She succumbed to injuries
soon after falling on the ground. The woman was reportedly depressed ever since her
daughter, Somya, too, allegedly committed suicide by jumping from top floor of a 22-storey
building at Regency Park- 2, DLF City Phase IV, in October 2002. Somya was a first-year
student of a Delhi college. hanti was upset and was under depression, police said, quoting
Dinesh Sharma, the victim's husband.

The news item does not refer to her as a famous and exquisite performer of the Kirana
gharana. You do not need a better proof of the philistinism of the times we live in now.

Her daughter had committed suicide in Saturn-Sun Sun is in the eighth house of the
Saptamsha. Then from the antardasha of Moon, the eighth lord, she got depressed is the
story I can piece up now after what Meena Bannerji told me last night , weeping, sobbing on
the phone, hardly completing any sentence. It continued in the antardasha of Mars and in
the next antardasha of Rahu she took the fatal decision to commit suicide.

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I wanted to do more analysis. But something inside me is getting stifled emotionally. For
twenty years I had not met her, one of the most cultured woman I ever met.

(23 April 2008)

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