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Erin Virgil Vol 1
Erin Virgil Vol 1
Erin M.
Virgil
VOLUME 1
Poems
o by
Erin M. Virgil
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Volume One
BoulderPublications.com
Boulder, Colorado U.S.A.
2010
contents
Introduction....................................................... 2
Relevant portents............................................... 3
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Dream #3........................................................... 5
paranormal sonnet............................................. 7
July...................................................................... 8
Untitled.............................................................. 9
a bell................................................................. 10
a bell (cont.)......................................................... 12
Four grimm snapshots..................................... 13
Backstage.......................................................... 15
One-Way Journey by Man To Moon
Is Suggested...................................................... 17
thin poem......................................................... 19
Copyright © 2010 Erin M. Virgil About the author............................................. 20
eBook design by Steve McMichael / boulderpublications.com
introduction
The poems in this book were written across several places and
o
years. The only commonality between pieces is that they were
all written for grad school workshops. I can’t remember what the
for his kind help in designing this book; my poems have never
looked better.
– Erin M. Virgil
Relevant portents
Proceed in,
the Year of the Ox.
is this related
to my dream last night?
I found
a ratty pack of cards under a theater seat
opened the box and tried to get one out;
they were glued together, no faces up,
no clues there
found he was usually wrong or lying. July is like a pair of old glasses:
slow down
In the present tense this man is just a look now
humble accountant who can’t understand
a
iii.
a bell cont.
i am the larger half
i am the smaller half, the should-have-died side his knee
why did we hold on to each other in the beginning? gets worse
i will die alone every night
i am on the left
i am on the right v.
i love her
i hate her Sledgehammer
i abhor never drove a railroad spike
i ignore never broke through bricks
one liver has spent its whole working life
for two mouths in my giants’ hands
death will not swinging up, down,
do us part stop & look up, lean down.
sledgehammer hit this giant lever
iv. make this bell ring
I
am small,
the smallest by far
sitting on a tall man’s knee
to make my smallness smaller, more concentrated
the man’s name is horace
his face is long
but he seems to like me.
my lace shawl
is two lace ladies’ gloves
stitched together.
i roll
my own cigarettes
and horace lights
them eternally
patient.
Four grimm snapshots
I III
Crouched down here with the littliest birds For my dear stepdaughter
I watch them pick lentils from ashes: I ransack my labratory.
the good ones for the pot Red apple, be my canvas:
the bad ones for your crop I begin with this dead baby’s tooth,
I say it over and over, a prayer. toss in a fistful of mummy dust, drop of mercury,
Their tiny heads bob up, down the tailfeather from my good crow.
little black beaks peck against the hard hearth stones, make a clinking sound. Odds and ends from yellow and green pickling jars.
Why do they care I coat the apple with honey, because I’m not all bad.
if I go to the ball tonight Last I add a drop of my blood
and curtsy for the king? to seal us together
Maybe they’re just hungry. like mother and daughter.
II IV
My favorite blue ball When I pushed her into the oven
has rolled into the cage I thought she’d smell like melting sugar,
where they keep the wild man. like the dripping walls of her house.
His hair is a giant nest for sparrows No: a sickly old and foreign smell
his beard is made of black wires. burning flesh and dirty cloth, mud and hair.
He squeezes my ball with his giant right hand We heard her toothless screams for a little while
and stares at me through the rust caked bars. from his cage, my brother licked his lips.
His eyes are the color of a dead fish’s belly
and never blink.
Backstage
Long legs in fishnet tights Clouds of smoke hung high above,
under feathers, under sequins masked painted faces
sticky red lips exhale I saw no faces
in blue blind faith to believe they were there
cigarettes twitching fingers, i watch the smoke go up they were there, behind muted conversations;
the fishnet tights had black pointy heels
Wild colors are moving around me: for punctuation
gold beads in black gloves, stamp curse stamp
green skin suits and orange scarves,
the underside of a pink tutu, a Martian canopy. overhead voices came, and went,
Black pointé shoes knocking at the floor, bleeding down
I thought the floor would break through silver tinsel, red feathers
tap shoes clacked out crucial words
four years old I strained to hear and
clinging to my mother’s hand pushed deeper into my mother’s skirt.
she navigated the high school hallway,
labyrinthine backstage, On my back:
with caution butterfly wings
I watched and watched color trails on tile walls, red, like my little red ballet slippers
the rare light of red sequins tiptoeing through the carnival,
a blue gown brushed my face; the forest of mannequins in costumes
long white nails crept down
into my line of sight it took a long time
to scratch a shining white knee. to find the other butterflies
One-Way Journey
by Man To Moon
Is Suggested1
1 [title and quotes from the Schenectady Gazette, June 20, 1962]
thin poem
the lift
I lost and kept
looking for
left traces of itself
dim negatives
in coffee-table papers,
pathways in ashtrays,
dust profiling piano keys.
November’s half-moon
signals an end
to another
indecipherable pattern day.
Still, archetypes were reliable
four stars for aquarius
out of five
out of time
all day
and all
lost letters are gone.
Erin Virgil is a graduate student in Writing
This lift lasted
an hour even & Poetics at Naropa University, in Boulder,
a place of faceless calm
Colorado. After she graduates next fall, Erin
left traces I can’t
read or follow plans to tour North America in an ethanol
just look at powered school bus with her two cats, Hotspur
long
look away and Professor Fang. You can find more of her