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This e-book is for anyone who works in health and would benefit from the
reminder that they are important. That part of being a great clinician, or
partner or parent or friend is taking the time to care for yourself. Putting
your own ‘oxygen mask on first’ so that you can be available to bring your
skills, compassion and energy to others.
There is no doubt that working in any area of medicine can at times be
tough. What makes it tough or challenging can vary over time, it may be
shift work, fatigue, patients or colleagues. It may be when we are studying
and trying to work, or even because of what is happening for us personally.
Critical care medicine, particularly emergency medicine is staffed by
incredible people who are prepared to work in the time critical and
information light world of emergency care. Our world at work can be
exhilarating, meaningful and at other times stressful and hard. Sometimes
our workloads are overwhelming and there are days when it feels difficult
to cope. Yet for most of us this is a job we love and enjoy and we are
committed to doing it for the duration of our working lives. Some of us
even thrive on the pressure and challenges!
However, we cannot ignore the very real pressures and grief we
experience in our working lives. It is our goal at St Emlyn’s to work with
you to find strategies and information that may help you to not only endure
but flourish in this work. To be comforted that in those times of struggle
and disillusionment you are not alone and that you can recover.
In this e-book we have collated the collective wisdom of the St
Emlyn’s team on how we have approached some of the many challenges
that we face in building a career, a family, a home, a reputation and a
lifelong love of what we do. This e-book is divided into chapters tackling a
cornucopia of topics related to wellbeing and resilience.
There is no particular way to read the book and we invite you to
choose where to start and finish. We also invite you to share this book with
your friends and colleagues, if this book helps just one person on one day
then we will know it’s been worth it (you can email us or tweet us if you
feel like it).
Whilst aimed at, and largely written by emergency clinicians we
believe that everything here is relevant to all clinicians who work in acute
specialities. All the chapters in this book first appeared on the St Emlyn’s
blog and podcast and we will continue to publish there on similar topics
then we will know it’s been worth it (you can email us or tweet us if you
feel like it).
Whilst aimed at, and largely written by, emergency clinicians we believe
that everything here is relevant to anyone who works in acute specialities.
All the chapters in this book first appeared on the St Emlyn’s blog and
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Laura Howard and Simon Carley
Chapter 1- Written by Liz Crowe
This blog supports a recent podcast with Iain Beardsell on wellbeing for
clinicians. Although this is not the sexy resus end of critical care or
emergency medicine, it’s really just as important. You can only be a great
clinician if you look after yourself. You can hear the podcast by clicking on
the link below.
Working in critical care is challenging on us – physically, emotionally and
spiritually. The work is mentally difficult, technically challenging and at
times emotionally draining and incredibly sad. So how do we care for
ourselves? Despite being incredibly clever very few people in critical care
have a Wellbeing Plan. Strategies and tools in place to ensure that each day
they are committed to their own wellbeing so that they can remain present
and available to their own loved ones and also to their patients.
Critical care staff who are well across the three domains of physicality,
emotionally and spiritually will provide higher quality and safer care to
their patients, be better leaders and team members, more likely remain in
their role and be happier – why would we not attend to our own wellbeing
then with urgent attention?
What does a wellbeing plan look like then? It has to cover all of the
essentials and requires almost a painful awareness of self. It should be
consistent enough that it is a lifestyle approach and a routine that you
adhere to every day. Dynamic enough to change and be flexible depending
on life circumstances and it has to work for YOU. A wellbeing plan must be
something that works for you and your personality and life. We all know
what we should do but know we have to integrate this into what we can do.
Sometimes we have to be a little selfish to be better people – partners,
parents, practitioners, friends.
Please do not construct an extreme wellbeing plan in the first instance that
is unsustainable and will not work. Caffeine, chocolate, salt, comfort eating,
alcohol, rest days, lazy days all should be included in any wellbeing plan in
MODERATION.
Essential Components of a Wellbeing Plan:
DIET: what we eat fuels our body. Food we consume impacts our energy
levels, mood, sleep and even our brains. Many people in health who work
shifts, weekends and changing rosters have unique needs when it comes to
diet as a result. Unfortunately too many staff in critical care use sugar and
caffeine for short bursts of energy and then alcohol to assist with ‘coming
down’ and rest. Eating foods that sustain energy is important. Time
constraints can also impact what we eat so bringing healthy food options
from home will dramatically change the way we eat at work. Nuts, fruit and
meals that can be eaten in small bites at a time can be important as people
quickly grab mouthfuls of food in between important jobs. Carry a bottle
of water with you or leave it at the station at all times as hydration
dramatically impacts how we feel and our cravings.
http://www.dietitians.ca/Your-Health/Nutrition-A-Z/Healthy-Eating/10-
Nutrition-Tips-for-Shift-Workers.aspx
Neif-Sztramko et al 2014 Health-related interventions among night shift
workers: a critical review of the literature Journal of Occupational and
Environmental Medicine40 (6): 543-556
EXERCISE: Exercise does not need to be a sport or related to a physical
challenge. You should not be exercising for the ‘perfect body’ or for
punishment for what you ate. Exercise for wellbeing should be something
you really enjoy and look forward to rather than a chore. If you respond by
saying you don’t enjoy any exercise you have not tried enough options.
Walking the dog, swimming, running around with the kids, cycling, yoga,
karate, boxing, dancing, acrobatics the choice today is limitless. This time
should feel like a wonderful indulgence. Energy creates energy. So when
you are feeling most lethargic try and move. Exercise will increase your
capacity to cope with life, improve your overall health and give you some
time to help your brain unwind. Using a pedometer to regulate how much
you move is also helpful. We should all be aiming for 10 000 steps a day
(7kms/4.5miles). Sometimes this is difficult to judge without using a
prompt. If you haven’t met this goal a brisk walk around the block can help.
SLEEP: We all know sleep is important however having a regular sleep
routine is very challenging when you work shifts. Try to maintain a routine.
Be mindful of what you do as you prepare to sleep. Be careful what you
consume. Importantly be mindful to stay off screens and social media in the
30 minutes before bed. Try instead to read, do meditation or mindfulness,
have a relaxing shower all tasks that tell your body it is time to turnoff and
sleep.
https://sleepfoundation.org/ask-the-expert/electronics-the-bedroom
BREATHING: The way we breathe can impact energy levels, stress and
relaxation reactions and the state of our body. Next time you feel anxiety
rising or energy depleting become aware of your breath.
Van Diest et al (2014) Inhalation/Exhalation Ration Modulates the Effect of
Slow Breathing on Heart Rate Variability and Relaxation. Applied
Psychophysiology and Biofeedback, 39(3-4) p171-180
http://www.forbes.com/sites/daviddisalvo/2013/05/14/breathing-and-your-
brain-five-reasons-to-grab-the-controls/#3538a18b52aa
BENEFITS OF STILLNESS AND QUIET: Each day try to find an
activity that allows your mind to be still. This can happen while you are
exercising, in the shower or as part of a disciplined mindfulness or
meditation practice. Become more mindful about what you are doing, how
your body is reacting, your behaviours related to this and what you want to
achieve. This can be a very powerful practice.
Morgan et al (2014) Health Care Workers’ Experiences of Mindfulness
Training: a Qualitative Review , Mindfulness Vol.6(4), pp.744-758
QUALITY TIME: Be mindful of how you spend your downtime.
Television, screens and even our beloved social media time can be an
incredible time waster with little benefits for our wellbeing. Try to be
outdoors and in nature regularly. Surround yourself with good people. If
you are moving a lot because of training and career needs take the time to
keep in touch with others and find one or two quality people every time you
move and invest in these friendships as a priority.
FIND YOUR THING/S: Sometimes we have to fight for our own
wellbeing and health. It rarely comes naturally. Prioritise yourself. Work
hard at being well. Sanction time and do not let anything disrupt it. Your
body and your mind will thank you for it, as will those that love you and
your patients and colleagues.
RECOMMENDED READING:
The Essence of Health: the Seven Pillars of Wellbeing by Dr Craig Hassed
2008
Chapter 2- Written by Natalie May
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Natalie May
Chapter 3- Written by Liz Crowe
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Liz Crowe
Chapter 4- Written by Janos Baombe
Practice gratitude
In this fast-paced crazy word we often forget to use a very simple way
of expressing our appreciation: saying thank you. Say it ad nauseam, feel
free to add “so much” and combine it with the recipient’s first name if
possible. This last point can be tricky if you work in a big centre with
hundreds of professionals, like I do. It is difficult to remember everyone’s
first name (let alone how to pronounce it) and I have to use all sorts of
tricks to try to decipher first names on ID badges hanging on lanyards. But
practicalities aside, would you not raise your sore, heavy head from writing
your notes if someone from the team said to you: “thank you so much for
coming down to the ED to help with this challenging case, Janos”? This
builds good rapport with your multi-discplinary team, builds resilience and
let’s be honest, it is pure courtesy you will have learned from your mama!
Help others
You are more likely to get help from others if you help out too. People
will remember a small favour you did for them (like helping with a difficult
cannulation or taking those notes to reception on your way to the coffee
room) when you ask for another one in return. Cliff Reid talks about this
(amongst other things) in his excellent SMACC talk “Making Things
Happen”. If you have not seen/listened to this talk yet, I suggest you do so.
There is no fixed currency exchange here: you are likely to get a
bigger favour back than the original one. It is simple psychology but it’s
also good for your soul!
Practice smiling and say good morning
It is so much more pleasant to work with someone who smiles than
someone with a grumpy face! It is well-known that smiling and a good
mood are contagious. I like to say a loud “good morning!” as I walk
through the department before I reach my office. Do not forget to include
non-clinical staff into this habit. Our domestic staff, for example, always
seem surprised when I walk in with a smile and loudly greet them! They are
part of the team but I suspect they often feel forgotten and undervalued in
the big hierarchy of our healthcare system. Associate your smile with a bit
of good humour and you will be the star everyone wants to work with.
Patients will also appreciate and remember that compassionate smiling face
(caveat here: use it appropriately), staff are more likely to help you out with
unpopular tasks and you will boost your own morale. If you don’t feel like
smiling, try this (as recommended by EM legend Steve Jones): hold a pen
or pencil between your teeth for two minutes. You’ll find smiling much
more natural afterwards. Works best if there are a group of you doing it at
once!
If you struggle to stay positive, try getting into the habit of reflecting
on Three Good Things each day (more info from Rob Orman at ERCast
here).
Share your mental model
This is discussed and taught at lengths at various resuscitation courses
nowadays. Prepare your resuscitation room, prepare your equipment, run
through the options before your critically ill patient arrives. It’s not rocket
science: the patient will get the care they need if you have planned ahead
whereas unprepared teams result in poorer outcome both for the patient and
the team. Remember the old adage “failing to plan is planning to fail”?
This however works for non-critically ill/injured patients too, so make
sure you verbalise your plan even outside your resus room. Most of the
complaints we receive are results of poor or nonexistent communication
between staff and patients. People talk about shared decision-making but I
would like to think this is simple good communication. “Mr Brown, I am
planning to perform a chest x-ray with your consent and if this shows signs
of an infection, we might well need to admit you into hospital”. This might
sound excessive to some but I would argue that it is simply spelling out a
potentially complex process to a patient who might not be familiar with
your plan/the system and by doing so we can cover all aspects of shared
decision making.
Use alternative ways of asking
Difficult referrals occur on a daily basis in our specialty and are a
source of frustration for junior and senior staff alike. There is nothing more
frustrating than “having to sell that referral” and this can occur for a variety
of reasons. The most common reason for conflicts, however, is that the
mental model I talked about above is not shared in an effective manner so
that the colleague taking your referral does not necessarily share or
understand your perceived need for the admission.
Most referrals nowadays happen via phone or another similar
communication device making that valuable face-to-face contact disappear.
The emphasis is on the verbal component of the process and words are
worth gold here. Instead of shyly saying “I would like to refer Mr Brown
for admission because of a fall”, try to expand on your reasons for
referral/request for admission. Try something like, “I was hoping you could
review Mr Brown because of a recent fall. He lives alone at home, has poor
mobility and visual impairment due to cataracts. I am worried that he will
not be able to cope at home alone and is therefore at risks of further falls. I
think he would benefit from the excellent service your team provides”.
Flattering but more likely to be effective…
Cliff Reid discusses this too in the above-mentioned talk.
Practice emotional intelligence
My colleague Rick Body recently spoke about this at the last RCEM
conference in Liverpool. Emotional intelligence is an important concept for
emergency physicians and is often overlooked or forgotten. It is the ability
to control your emotions so you can be ‘hard’ and ‘objective’ in challenging
cases, while later allowing yourself to express your emotions when it’s
appropriate to do so – e.g. when talking to a patient’s family after a death.
We are all different and react to emotions differently. There are people who
tend to make jokes, while others are able to just carry on after ending a
resuscitation, for example.
It isn’t that we don’t feel emotions but instead this is probably just our
‘barrier’, our way of shielding ourselves from the storm of our emotions.
Rarely do we allow ourselves to show outwardly emotion as super-docs but
there’s no doubt that our thoughts still continue for a short while after a
difficult case. After discontinuing CPR, it’s very likely that some people are
still thinking and processing, carrying emotional luggage that needs to be
dealt with rather than suppressed. We are humans, not machines. Having
emotions is characteristic of mankind: do not try to be a machine! So make
an effort to discuss the clinical aspects of difficult cases during your debrief
but also try to cover the emotions felt by your staff as well.
If you’re interested in knowing more about debrief, we recommend
this excellent podcast at ERCast featuring our very own Ashley Liebig.
In summary
We do know that it is essential that we do not lose our cool during the
management of a major incident or when leading a resuscitation team. This
is evident.
I would however argue that it is equally important that we do not lose
our cool even during our mundane tasks. I mean it is so much easier to be
nice and pleasant than being a grumpy face. Just be nice and cool. In that
order! Try it…
Be good!
Your humble servant Janos
Chapter 5- Written by Ross Fisher
Specify It. Right Now. See It Right In Front Of You. What Scares You?
I’m here to tell you that it is ok. It is ok to be scared. It’s okay to be
scared because being scared is actually a reaction to something that
represents a significant threat to you. It is a challenge more than we think
we can handle. Being scared is a recognition that you perceive a problem, a
limit to your skills or a shortfall in your ability, a place where you are
deeply comfortable being you. And that situation, in itself, is ok.
Researching this, I am aware of all sorts of amazing resources
available in the #FOAMed world on stress. There are podcasts, workshops,
blogposts and self help groups all dealing with stress and its management. I
cannot recommend them highly enough for those of us who work in
stressful situations. To be perfectly honest, the things my colleagues in
Emergency Medicine, prehospital and critical care do every day would give
me an incredible level of stress, let alone specific situations. And that’s an
important fact, stress and fear are very individual. Most of us have learned
strategies for dealing with stress. More than this, as Chris Hicks pointed out
in his talk at Blood and Sand (2015) last year, there probably is an optimal
level of stress for excellent performance where we are sufficiently
stimulated but in control to deliver effectively. That is where training helps
us to recognise the effects of stress, develop strategies to manage it and
train for success.
I Want To Talk About FEAR, When We Are Way Into The Red Zone.
Fear is complex, but basically it all happens in the thalamus.
Whatever the sensory input of our fear is, that one, right now, the one you
are trying to push out of your mind, the sensory input goes to the thalamus.
The thalamus sends out information in two directions. The fastest is through
the amygdala where our rapid response is activated via the hypothalamus to
immediately respond, response without thinking. It’s all about the sabre
toothed tiger thing. No time to think, just react. The hypothalamus fires off
the Sympathetic Nervous System which brings about readiness for flight or
flight. All of which is good for a fight but not necessarily so good for
dealing with an acute clinical emergency.
This massive stimulation due to fear affects how we physically
perform: fine motor tasks become almost impossible; the tachycardia and
hypertension give us that pounding headache; crazily our visual acuity may
actually be increased but always at the compromise of peripheral vision, all
we can focus on is the specific problem; while activity outwith our field of
vision is obscured; we become unable to take in task relevant cues either
verbally or visually; our working memory is blunted; our cognitive
processes become blurred; we overreact to perceived challenges and threats;
we extrapolate as part of the longer view of the threat and it leaves us
unable to trust other people or their decisions or even to trust ourselves.
The effect of our fear on others is also real; it is contagious. As social
animals we perceive and react subconsciously to other people’s emotions.
Fear within a team environment means people are no longer predictable,
normal routines and practices don’t work, reactions and decisions vary
particularly when the team member expressing fear is a senior. The fear
spreads and the group exhibits the same fear often with no understanding of
the process that has brought them to this. Fear spreads amongst a group.
The evidence is clear from studies that poorer outcomes occur not due of
lack of knowledge or of training but due to poor communication and
teamwork precipitated by fear.
Fear is a big problem. We all have things we fear and they make us
and the groups we work within behave differently.
Fear ”lives” in the amygdala. It is hard wired because learning to fear
predators and threat slowly and gradually confers little evolutionary
advantage If you damage the amygdala in rats they will just walk up to a cat
with no “fear” and get killed. Clearly the medical things we are afraid of are
not hard wired. They present threat due to many different reasons- the
majority of which are due to conditioning. The reasons for our fear are
complex. They involve all sorts of things from simple learning, negative
reinforcement, reflection, exposure, chance, gossip, hearsay, extrapolation
and even fantasy.
If fear lives in the amygdala, the moderation of that fear comes from
the hippocampus. It appears to be the source of conscious recollection.It
advises us that despite the initial shock things weren’t as bad as you
originally perceived and you can tone down the fear response. This is how
we learn not to be afraid. A situation that terrified us in the past and no long
does so is due to the effect of the hippocampus.
DISCLAIMER: the below tips are based on no evidence whatsoever but are
some pearls I have picked up during my relatively short career in
emergency medicine. I however hope you will enjoy the read, give some
thought to the content and maybe even take something home from it.
Accept who you are
We do need role models to shape our professional career progression.
However, it is worth remembering that every single one of us is unique: we need
first to understand this and more importantly accept it. Ever heard of the Myers-
Briggs indicator? In short, this attempts to make the theory of psychological
types described by C. G. Jung understandable and useful in people’s lives. So,
know yourself, know your strengths and weaknesses, accept them and learn how
to work with them and others around you: take the questionnaire!
Take a break
Allocate yourself some time to rest both mentally and physically on a
regular basis. Our noble profession is a very fast-paced and exhausting one: we
often forget to ensure that we disconnect from what has become our daily work
routine. Your mind and body need some rest so make sure you book your
holidays in advance. Use the Tarzan principle: swing from one holiday to
another like the king of the jungle swings from one vine to another. Do not spare
money when booking leave, be generous with yourself, treat yourself: it is a
special moment for YOU. Switch off your work emails to avoid to be constantly
reminded of the buzz and stress related to your clinical work
Keep in touch
Time flies by with the speed at which our job goes on but life does not
wait. Make sure you keep in touch with your family and friends, even if it is only
through via phone or social media. Do your best to actually meet them face-to-
face for a dinner, cinema or a few days together to remember the good old days.
When was the last time you sat down with your parents and told them about
what’s going on with your life both in and outside of work?
Eat well
Try and promote you own health by eating regularly and by incorporating
regular meal breaks. This undoubtedly might be difficult due to the shift patterns
we often work in. Keep away from heavy, spicy foods to avoid that dip in the
middle of your shift following your meal break. Equally the temptation is big to
stuff yourself with all the cakes and sweets often left around on the shopfloor.
Some carbohydrates for your brain function is good (and endorphin release
makes you happy) but too many is bad for your hip (and morale). I am no good
cook but I would suggest that packed lunch is better than canteen carb loading
(though I remember that canteen we had when I used to work in Paris…)
Drink sensibly
This links in somewhat with the above. Turning up in work the morning
following a bottle of Chardonnay with your mates is likely to make you slow,
grumpy, frustrated at your own performance. This often is contagious to staff
around you and patients will certainly not appreciate it. I would argue it is
actually unprofessional and therefore bad for you (especially if this results in a
clinical error or disciplinary procedure)
Keep active
“Mens sana in corpore sano”
We keep spending our time telling our patients what they should and what
they should not do. I am personally very pleased to see that most of the
emergency medicine conferences have now embraced the idea to organise
jogging sessions before/after the academic sessions. It is not only health
promotion (@_NMay talked about this at the last RCEM conference) but also an
opportunity for social networking. See the pics on the now world-renowned
SMACC or EuSEM runs (#SMACCRun, #EuSEMRun on Twitter) if you do not
believe me. I started training for the jog planned in SMACCDub so will you be
there?
(Thank you to @_NMay, @umanamd and @aLittleMedic for allowing me
to use this SMACC Chicago jog pic: fantastic memories!)
Alternatives to consider would be yoga, relaxation classes, book clubs or
mindfulness: anything that allows you to escape the daily grind and more
importantly anything you enjoy doing outside of work!
vb
Janos
Chapter 7- Written by Janos Baombe
Night and twilights shifts are integral part of our beloved and noble
specialty. We obviously could not imagine emergency care not being
delivered anywhere in the world on a 24/7 basis so love it or hate it, you
will have to embrace the fact that as an emergency physician or an ED
nurse, you will be undertaking some unsocial shifts.
It is probably fair to say that some of us hate working night shifts.
This strong statement is based on a personal observational study I recently
conducted on social media (Thanks Nicola for allowing me to use this).
For others however, working night shifts might be more convenient
because of child care issues or because of a second job.
You should make no mistake though, unsocial hours do take their toll
on both your physical and mental health. If you do not follow some basic
rules on sleep hygiene and coping techniques, you are likely to suffer from
burnout, depression and potentially other health problems.
In recent years, there has been some analogy drawn (rightly?
wrongly?) between our profession and the aviation industry but this is could
be a separate blog post on its own right (see further reading section below).
In this post, I am attempting to cover some tips you can use to prepare
for your night shifts and how to recuperate from them.
We had in two previous separate posts covered the topics on sleep
hygiene and how you could look after your own mental health so please
refer to those posts ad nauseam and p.r.n.
Be zen
Try to avoid conflicts if you can. Remember that we are all tired in the
middle of the night so conflicts probably happen more often during a night
shift. This is true between healthcare professionals but also between us and
frustrated patients/relatives. Take a deep breath, smile before you try to
defuse a difficult situation. Use de-escalation techniques. Consider
attending a conflict resolution training day if you have not come across this
yet. Seek the help of a senior early before you lose your temper.
And as a closure…
One shoe does not fit all and it is evident that not all of the above will
apply to everyone as we are all different . The trick is to find the right and
balanced combination that works for you to try and minimise the harms
caused by the interruption of the circadian rhythm.
I hope you can take one or tips away from this latest post and
make your night shifts somewhat more bearable.
Be safe!
vb
Janos Baombe
THE TEACHING COOP COURSE
IN MANCHESTER
Sleep Basics
Even if the rest of this post makes you want to sob in frustration (because
you have kids whose routine means that you can’t just go straight to bed after a
night shift), there are probably things you can do to improve your sleep hygiene
and get a better rest.
The quickest, easiest fix is to improve the environment you sleep in. To get
the best out of your rest, make your bedroom a room for sleeping in. Try to avoid
undertaking other activities (like working) in the room if you can but definitely
avoid doing them in bed (the first rule of sleep hygiene? “Beds are for sleeping
and for sex“).
The room itself should be quiet, dark and not too hot. Blackout curtains are
an excellent investment (although a sleep mask, if you can get used to wearing
one, is cheaper). Earplugs are also helpful for daytime sleep and are worth
getting used to.
If you are oncall and may need to answer your phone, consider having calls
put through to a landline phone so you can turn your mobile phone off, or
activating the “do not disturb” setting on your mobile (on an iPhone you can set
this so it will only alert you for phonecalls).
Use of electronics is a no-no – there is evidence that light exposure is key
to wakefulness through the suppression of melatonin production (more on this
later) and this study suggests that it is blue wavelength light which has the most
profound effect. The same findings have been replicated for e-Readers and for
self-luminous tablets before bed.
Beyond the light itself, if your phone rings or buzzes or lights up
overnight, it’s reasonable to see how that might disturb your sleep pattern – and
this study suggested that computer or mobile phone use immediately before
sleep was associated with problems drifting off. Part of this has to be the process
of winding down, so taking time to declutter your active brain before asking it to
shut itself off makes sense.
If you are someone who struggles to drift off, try sleep focused
mindfulness exercises. The purpose of these mindfulness exercises is to focus the
mind and, in addition to improving overall health and resilience, this often
results in sleep. These may be particularly useful when returning home after a
busy shift and are better for your sleep than alcohol, however tempting it might
be.
Lastly, if you are struggling to sleep don’t stay in bed tossing and turning –
get up and do something else. That doesn’t mean pick up your phone or start
working, but consider relaxation exercises, a bath or some relaxing music and
return to bed when you start to feel tired. Building an association between your
bed and sleep is important and often neglected. If you have no idea where to
start, apparently this is the most relaxing tune ever…!
Working Late or Night Shifts – Preparation
It can be tempting to go out on a big night out the evening before you lose
a bit of your life to a series of late or night shifts, but this is counter-productive
for a couple of reasons; sleep debt and the effect of alcohol.
During your night shift you will accrue a sleep debt and being underslept
before you start will not help – especially if you have had poor quality sleep
which is the gift that alcohol brings; at all doses alcohol seems to cause “a
reduction in sleep onset latency, a more consolidated first half sleep and an
increase in sleep disruption in the second half of sleep.” In practical terms this
means being drunk the night before your first night shift will offset any benefit
you get from sleeping in because your sleep will be of poorer quality.
The Royal College of Physicians recommends a late afternoon nap, ideally
at least 2 hours’ duration, before your pre-shift routine begins. Once you get up,
try to get some light exposure. Ideally get out in daylight but artificial light does
seem to work as well – this will delay melatonin production. Exercise in the
evening shifts melatonin production til later on, increasing wakefulness so if
exercise is part of your normal routine (if it isn’t, try it!) it may help you to stay
awake during the shift if you exercise in the evening before work.
Finishing Nights
First and foremost, at the end of your shift – don’t drive tired. Please! The
consequences can be devastating. The risk is highest at the end of a run of night
shifts, where the sleep debt is at its greatest and you are unable to accurately self-
assess the degree of your impairment.
When you get home, whether or not you are due back at work again that
evening, aim to go straight to sleep, avoiding distractions as much as possible. If
you are hungry, consider that eating a large meal before bed will also disrupt
your sleep pattern – I used to have breakfast at work before going home.
Avoid smoking, alcohol and sleeping tablets before going to bed. It is
normal to wake during the daytime (just as it’s normal to wake overnight) – if it
happens, just relax (PUT THE PHONE DOWN!) and you will usually drift off to
sleep again. If you can’t get back to sleep, get up after 30mins but keep the lights
low and aim for a late afternoon nap of a few hours before work.
If you have finished nights (hurrah!), get up, get some light exposure and
do daytime things. The RCP says that post-nights partying is out too – for most
effective return to daytime wakefulness, go to bed that evening at a sensible hour
and get up normally the following day.
Eat less
We are genetically programmed to eat as much as we can in order to
tackle periods of low food. This might have been true some thousands of
years ago when we were cavemen. Look at those horror stories on National
Geographic of snakes swallowing whole mammals and then going without
food for weeks, or of squirrels collecting food for the winter to come.
This probably does not apply to us anymore in the 21st century. I
know sometimes a shift feels like an eternity (!) but we rarely work a shift
that is longer than half a day (well, I hope so!). We therefore do not need to
fill our stomach up with (junk) food. You are also more productive with a
half full stomach only as precious blood circulation does not get stolen from
your brain to supply digestion. Have a glass of water before you start your
meal in order to decrease the amount you will eat.
You can also tackle this problem if you combine the next three pieces
of advice.
Drink plenty
Avoid fizzy and sugary drinks that are again so easily available in
most hospitals either from retailers or strategically positioned in waiting
rooms/hospitals corridors. They have a high glycaemic index but you’re
best getting your “carb fix” from healthier sources (like the above-
mentioned fruits). Bubbles will fill up your stomach, and whilst you’re
likely to eat less as a result, you are also more likely to feel bloated and this
will increase the energy you need to digest your meal. So the best option
is… plain water!
We are very bad at hydrating ourselves anyway during a shift as we
are constantly busy, so at least try and compensate for this by assuring
adequate water intake during your break. Also, we are guilty of sipping
coffee or tea to keep us going but both have diuretic effects and therefore
more likely to dehydrate us even more. Cut down on fizzy drinks and
tea/coffee and drink the basic element on which life has thrived on this
planet: water! Drinking too much caffeine during a shift can stop you from
having much needed sleep in between shifts.
vb
Janos Baombe
Chapter 10- Written by Natalie May
There is so much I could write about the role and value of our own
humanity in the Emergency Department although much of it has been said
before by people far wiser than me. But there are situations when we are
caught offguard; when things don’t go as we had hoped, or when they do -
but a powerful and unexpected emotional reaction is evoked. For many of
us, as Emergency Department stalwarts, we habitually brush off emotion to
focus on our literally clinical day-to-day lives. But failing to acknowledge
the value and importance of our intuition and reactions in challenging
situations exposes us to cognitive bias and we should learn to use our
emotion to moderate our logical side.
I’ve talked previously about the potential value of debrief after
stressful situations, a concept being used and analysed more with the
acceptance of the impact of human factors and the evolution of high-fidelity
simulation training (although it remains controversial to some extent). But
is there a best way to run a debrief in this situation?
When to Debrief
Situations
There are three situations where debrief has potential value; after
simulation, as a regular scheduled event, or after a critical incident. I should
explain at this point that much of the literature refers to “critical incident”
debrief in a broader sense than the NHS definition, encompassing situations
where thing have gone wrong but also those difficult and unexpected times
such as cardiac arrests, critically ill patients or difficult relatives. I’m
mainly talking about these “critical incidents” below.
Timeframe
Informal debrief generally happens almost immediately after any
uncomfortable clinical experience as we decompress to our colleagues in
the coffee room. For formal debrief it is helpful to allow some time to pass;
most debriefs are undertaken within a week of the event itself. The cost of
this delay, particularly in the inevitably shift-based ED, is attendance levels
among the staff.[/DDET]
Why Debrief?
Making Sense
It is important to allow people to talk about and make sense of
emotional and psychological responses to stressful situations. Reflecting on
their impact on decision-making and on other team members can build
stronger team relationships and enable modification of unhelpful
behaviours. It is also essential to recognise that the effects of these
situations extend beyond the Emergency Department itself.
Identifying areas for practice improvement
Even in successful resuscitations areas for improvement can usually
be identified. Simple stock issues, for example, may go unnoticed by senior
members of the medical team but cause the most frustration among nursing
staff. Allowing time for all members of the team to highlight areas for
improvement can generate meaningful and shared objectives for change.
Identifying areas of good practice
Again, even in resuscitations where everything seemed to go wrong,
there is usually good practice. Consider the oft-talked-about, tragic case of
Elaine Bromiley – of course, there is much to learn from this situation and
the human factors involved – but has anyone stopped to praise the nurse for
bringing the surgical airway trolley? Positive reinforcement is as important
as recognising areas for improvement.
The rest of the story
We often joke that the Emergency Department suits our short
attention span but I have argued before that not knowing what ultimately
happens to the patients we care for divorces us from an ability to care.
Debriefing a few days after the event can fill the gaps and provide a
perspective of ED care we are not always privy to.
Barriers to Debrief
Before starting a debrief, it’s important to be aware of the potential
barriers to meaningful discussion.
• Criticism of own department: There is a natural reticence
towards being too critical of our daily working environment, but the debrief
must be a safe place for concerns to be raised. In the era of Francis the
ability to speak freely on matters of clinical concern is paramount. Consider
carefully whether staff not directly involved in the event itself should
attend.
• Emotion vs facts: Beware allowing emotion to overshadow
or colour “facts” of the event; agreeing a shared account of the facts in the
first instance can help to maintain control
Power balance: Consider the seniority and status of the debrief
facilitator. Junior staff of any discipline must be able to speak freely without
wondering “can I say this in front of him/her?” Every effort should be taken
– including explicit explanation – to ensure that even the “formal” debrief is
comfortable and relaxed
Availability: Staff should be released from clinical duties to attend the
debrief. An immediate debrief will usually capture all staff involved; a later
debrief will usually mean that at least one or two staff cannot attend. While
this may be unavoidable it is important to offer non-attendees the chance to
talk about their own perceptions and to contribute to the debrief, potentially
by secure email or written statement as appropriate.
Top Tips
Below I’ve paraphrased 12 tips on debrief published in the Joint
Commission Journal on Quality and Patient Safety.
1 Decide on the purpose of the debrief – regular event versus
critical incident
2 Create a supportive learning environment and set ground
rules
3 Encourage attention to teamworking processes (think of the
human factors you might identify were this simulation rather than real life)
4 Train team leaders in debrief (an EMJ article found only
13% of those attending a debrief after failed paediatric resuscitation had
received any training on debriefing)
5 Ensure an appropriate, comfortable and private environment
6 Focus on a few critical performance issues – don’t
overwhelm
7 Describe teamwork interactions and processes
8 Support feedback with objective performance indicators
9 Give more feedback on processes than on outcomes
10 Balance individual with team oriented feedback
11 Shorten delay between task and feedback as much as
possible
12 Record conclusions and goals/objectives for change
How to Debrief
My favourite model for debrief is below; it comes from the
International Critical Incident Stress Foundation and can be found here.
It describes a step-by-step framework for semi-structured discussion
which I have adapted a little for the Emergency Department.
vb
Natalie May
Chapter 11- Written by Natalie May
Ed -this blog was written at the time of the SMACC Gold conference in
2014. It talks about Natalie’s experience at that time. However, we still feel
the same today and so it’s just as relevant in 2018.
We can feel like impostors regularly in our clinical practice, but as Joe says it
tends to be in a low-level, infrequent way. To constantly feel like an impostor
would be paralysing and we would struggle to treat our patients effectively.
But am I really an impostor? Having been invited to speak at an
International Conference somewhere along the line someone must think I’m
good at something. And to be fair if you’ve met me in person you probably
realise I don’t come across as lacking confidence – and I don’t have a problem
with public speaking; I have an A-Level in Theatre Studies, am very much at
home with a karaoke microphone and spoke at the CEM conference in 2013 on
the role of social media in medical education with only about an hour’s worth of
butterflies-in-the-stomach beforehand. But SMACC was different, and I know I
was not alone in feeling an unprecedented weight of expectation. I know that at
least four other speakers experienced similar feelings of performance anxiety
although I won’t name them without their permission. The Game Face is an
important mask we all need to wear at times.
At SMACC, the pressure to deliver an incredible talk was intense and I had
felt it continuously for at least two weeks. It was also unspoken, and intrinsic in
origin. There was no-one following me around, whispering in my ear that my
talk had better be pretty bloody good, but I was unable to escape from that
mindset. I’ve spent a lot of time since the conference trying to work out what
made this talk – 20 minutes, in a concurrent session (so not even on the main
stage) – such a huge deal for me.
I know that I hold in high esteem the quality of education delivered at
SMACC (and I have an investment in preserving its quality). But more
importantly, it’s about the people who attend SMACC; these are people who
really, genuinely care about delivering the best in Emergency Medicine, Critical
Care, Prehospital Care and Rural General Practice – many devote hours every
week to generating FOAM blogs, podcasts and teaching resources – and because
of this they are people whose opinions I really care about. They simply feel like
family and I have a crazy urge to make them proud of me.
THE ED SPA
1.Connect
Invest in relationship, as Liz Crowe explains in her SMACC talk, have
a work husband or wife. Strong meaningful relationships will encourage
and support you.
Feeling valued by other people is a fundamental human need, both at
work and in your personal life. Creating a community at work is something
we do well in EM; working in an Emergency Department is true team work.
That feeling of community gives a sense of familiarity and increased self-
worth. If you’re a team leader, make sure you spend time encouraging and
supporting your team. Mary Freer gave a really inspiring talk about
compassionate leadership at the recent Don't Forget the Bubbles conference
about compassionate leadership. As a leader you have the privilege of
setting the tone and culture in your department.
Connect with your family and friends. There is a link between the
total number of close relatives and friends (primary group size) and the risk
of developing common mental health problems. A primary group size of
three or less is a predictive factor for the development of common mental
health disorders in the future.2
Get together over coffee and cake or a few drinks after work (all in
moderation!) to create and maintain meaningful relationships. Set time
aside to invest in relationship with those around you. Get outside and
connect with nature. Parties and nights out, did not need any help to be
arranged by us, these are already plentiful! We have used coffee cups
planted around the department to try and promote connection. We also have
had the guide dogs in the SPA to allow the staff to connect with nature and
each other, this was very well received.
2. Be Active
Find the thing that you enjoy that gets you active
Participating in physical activity lowers rates of anxiety and
depression, as well as preventing cognitive decline.3,4 In terms of mental
wellbeing, the exact recipe (type, duration and frequency of physical
activity) needed for positive effects is not clear. It is known that engaging in
physical activity reduces negative thoughts whilst giving a sense of
empowerment and self-mastery.5 As little as ten minutes exercise, 3-5 times
per week, is known to improve mood and reduce symptoms of depression.
Here in Virchester there is a well established running club, for novices to
experts. We have taken our team out for activity days, climbing, rafting, and
team challenges all free to the participant and facilitated by a local scout
club. These were a fantastic success, taking time to invest in our staff, help
them get connected in a setting out side of work as well as getting active.
Try running similar days for your department.
Liz Crowe has established a walking club in her critical care,
whatever your passion is find it. Before sitting down in front of your
favourite box set , spend some time getting your heart rate first.
As well as getting active, think about what you eat and drink and
impact of nutrition on stamina, concentration and decision making during a
shift. Get off the sugar roller coaster of caffeine and biscuits. Shift working
can make it very difficult to do this well, we have looked at this here at St
Emlyn's.
3. Gratitude
There is a lot of research showing kindness and gratitude have many
positive affects on wellbeing. Neuroscience research has found that the
neural response to social co-operation is rewarding.6 Kindness and gratitude
increase your serotonin, and oxytoicin levels have been shown to increase
your energy levels and give you pleasure.
Creating a culture of thankfulness, performing random acts of
kindness, creating gratitude lists. These are simple and effective tools.
Download a random acts of kindness calendar, for yourself or your
department, try and follow it. Create a gratitude board in your staff room,
integrate gratitude lists into your handover structure.
We have a gratitude tree in the SPA, this is some of the things written
on there:
The SPA also has a wall, that demonstrates our gratitude towards the
staff and shows them how thankful we are for all they do:
4. Keep Learning
Every day in health care is a school day, in a medical career is that we
will never stop learning, from every day, from every patient. Evidence
shows that continual learning increases optimism, efficiency and
satisfaction 7.
Make a list of the things you had always dreamed of being able to do,
how could you learn some of those skills, are there classes you can take.
Can you carve out a protect time to pick up that hobby you love.
The SPA contains a bespoke library, the books here promote reading
for pleasure, healthy eating cook books, Â books that teach a wide range of
wellbeing tools, and books about decision making. All these books were
from recommended sources such as books on prescription.
5. Take Notice
Paying attention to the things around you in the moment, and how you
are feeling.
While the idea of mindfulness will fill some of you with dread, please
remember this is a tool kit, find the ones that work for you. Being present in
the moment, taking notice of how you feel and what is going on around
you. Training yourself to be aware of sensations thoughts and feelings has
been shown to increase your sense of wellbeing8.
Beyond this, allowing yourself to feel your feeling is vital, sadness,
anger, frustration are all perfectly valid emotions, and can often be felt
working in emergency departments. Its normal. Self-awareness, will allow
you to address and move through these feelings. Try reading ˜The Upside of
your Dark side by Todd Kashdanâ” for more on this.
For those who want to give it a try, the Head Space app is a fantastic
place to start, or if you like books, 'Into the Magic shop' is written by a
neurosurgeon about his experience of the practice of mindfulness.
Creating a culture within your department, where feeling and
emotions can be expressed is invaluable.
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size, social support, gender and future mental health status in a prospective
study of people living in private households throughout Great Britain. P.
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3.Studenski S. From Bedside to Bench: Does Mental and Physical
Activity Promote Cognitive Vitality in Late Life? S. 2006;2006(10):pe21-
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of Older Adults. P. 2003;14(2):125-130. doi: 10.1111/1467-9280.t01-1-
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Exercise*. O. 2006;14(3):345-356. doi: 10.1038/oby.2006.46
6.Rilling JK, Glenn AL, Jairam MR, et al. Neural Correlates of Social
Cooperation and Non-Cooperation as a Function of Psychopathy. B.
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and levels of mindfulness, medical and psychological symptoms and
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Chapter 13- Written by Steve Jones
It is stupid o’clock in the morning. I am wide awake and have been now
for two hours. I do not have the excuse of sleep disruption through night shifts
because whilst I do work increasingly late clinical shifts, the focus of my efforts
is keeping the ships sailing: I am a clinical director (CD). Ironically, I think that
tonight’s insomnia is because I am on holiday from today and I am thinking
through what I may not have finished or handed over thoroughly enough. I
suppose that this means I am stressed and it got me to thinking about the paper
by Yates et al recently published in the EMJ. This is the opening line…
So at least I am not alone (I know I am not before you start to worry about me).
The paper goes on to compare ED staff to orthopaedic department staff,
including nursing and admin colleagues, across a number of measures including
the General Health Questionnaire-12, Hospital Anxiety and Depression Scales
and the Brief COPE. Their headline message is that ED physicians, but not other
ED staff, reported increased psychological distress although clinically
significant levels of general psychological distress were above
general population levels in all staff groups. Whilst I think there are method
issues with the paper and the results need to be carefully interpreted (and would
be better fully reported) it does describe some reasons why I do not need to
worry so much and should probably just go to sleep. You can read the full paper
by clicking on the abstract below
My real succour came from the coping strategies that were described.
Admittedly they did some jiggery-pokery with the Brief COPE classifications in
order to describe three “meaningful” strategies:
1 problem-focused (includes active coping and planning)
2 adaptive emotion-focused (includes acceptance, seeking
emotional support, positive reframing, humour, religion and self-distraction)
3 maladaptive (includes denial, behavioural disengagement,
venting, substance use and self-blame)
I am sure that we can all recognise times when we have used some or all of
these ourselves; I certainly can. Importantly, the authors conclude that increased
psychological health was associated with the use of problem-focused
coping strategies and higher levels of social support at work. This is great news
for me (if you believe the results) because I have both now. Over time, more
through accident than design, I have developed a problem focussed approach
based on the wise words of one Mike Lambert (who was the first Accident and
Emergency “Tsar” in the UK) who I heard say that the only way to predict the
future of the specialty was to create it. Since then I have done my small part but
could only do so because of the great team here at Virchester (my social support
at work). So why couldn’t I sleep?
The problem I think was that whilst I had developed these strategies over
time I wasn’t clear how it had happened. More importantly, if there was a route,
could I pass it onto my staff to enable them to make the journey quicker than I
did? Whilst on one level this was important to me as an individual I did after all
have responsibility as a CD too.
So what else to do at stupid o’clock but open a conversation with Dr
Google using the search terms “stress emergency medicine”? On the first page
was an article from a geographically disparate group of emergency physicians
from the US of A. (2) They assert that awareness of the issue is an important
thing and early education of physicians on legitimising “wellness” is vital.
Wellness for them was the opposite of some of the negative aspects of our work:
• substance abuse
• circadian disruption
• sleep deprivation
• malpractice and fear of litigation
• exposure to infectious disease and death
• poor nutrition and access to exercise
Again I recognise all of these – mea culpa – but please don’t tell my mum.
Whilst I seem to have near given up alcohol I am still certainly drinking too
many caffeine containing drinks. Although we have made strident efforts to
change the work patterns of the junior physicians to reduce circadian disruption I
have not (yet) managed to do so for my senior team here at Virchester. I certainly
can’t guarantee my own sleep soundness as I fail to balance work and life and
haven’t yet cracked it for my staff either. We always have some difficult legal
issues to contend with and whilst we do (I hope) provide support for our staff
during these it remains a pressure. Death…well…is part of life but still comes as
a shock for people starting out and as for nutrition and exercise do Haribo
Tangtastics and jumping to conclusions count?
I think it is worth saying then that whilst I can (mostly) cope I am a way
off providing a clear path for my staff. Maybe I could…no probably not…but
maybe…I may sleep on that and get back to you. Night.
vb
Steve Jones
References
1. Philip J Yates, Elizabeth V Benson, Adrian Harris, et al. An
investigation of factors supporting the psychological health of staff in a
UK emergency department. Emerg Med J 2012; 29: 533-535.
2. Gillian R Schmitz, Mark Clark, Sheryl Heron, et al. Strategies for
coping with stress in emergency medicine; early education is vital. J Emerg
Trauma Shock 2012; 5: 64-69.
Chapter 14
RHEUM FOR IMPROVEMENT
Ed – what if EM was your passion, but you also had a chronic disease
that made it even more of a struggle? How would you cope, what would
you do, and how could others help? Many people consider EM to be a
career for the young and fit, but is that right? The world is full of
wonderful clinicians who don’t fit stereotypes and we are missing a
trick if we cannot facilitate their careers. In this blog, one of the most
fantastic junior doctors we’ve worked with tells us her story of
ambition, challenge, and ultimately career decisions that should make
all of us think about how we look after trainees.
Harriet is a fantastic clinician and we thank her for sharing her story
below.
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Harriet
Emergency Medicine is an active and energetic specialty, requires you
to be on your toes, both physically and mentally, and is full of young and
inspired people. Junior doctors are drawn in by the excitement, the
unpredictability and the wide variation of obstacles that we face within a
single shift. We look up to the more seasoned registrars and consultants, all
from different backgrounds, who are mostly still enjoying what they do and
are keen to pass on their knowledge and enthusiasm.
Amongst these aspects of our training there can be, at times, less
enjoyable experiences. Long and alternating shifts, witnessing death and
dying, difficult conversations with patients and relatives, and the physical
strain on our bodies are also what we are signing up for. We are warned a
lot about burnout and advised to go on holiday whenever we get annual
leave, but really is this possible for most of us? Those of us with children,
elderly parents, no savings, or medical problems cannot always do that
freely. Annual Leave cannot be the only time we self-care. We all start new
jobs with determination, confidence and enthusiasm, but life gets in the way
and can often lead to us feeling demoralised and far from refreshed. Add in
a chronic illness and it can make the aspirations of successful training seem,
or actually be, pretty unachievable.
I have Rheumatoid Arthritis. I have always been rheumatoid factor
negative with preserved bone formation, and have severe pain and swelling
affecting most of my joints, most of the time. I was given a JIA diagnosis at
the age of 4, which stuck with me until I moved to medical school and
symptoms progressed and so it was reclassified. Now I am 28 years old,
have exhausted all the licensed (and unlicensed but individually funded)
biologic therapies. Methotrexate has been on my prescription list since
childhood and I have been taking prednisolone since 2003, resulting in
secondary adrenal failure and osteopenia, which led to a bone graft and
metal work in my wrist, and this year a new development of Cushing’s
syndrome.
Aside from the trauma and the acute issues we see as emergency
physicians we frequently look after patients who have many chronic
illnesses. Often I see patients who come into the department with
exacerbations of these issues, or increased pain and reduced mobility of
their chronic pancreatitis, arthritis or fibromyalgia. Part of me enjoys seeing
these people because I understand what they are going through, I have been
there and I also know I cannot fix them. So I talk to them (alongside giving
some analgesia), I do not tell them why I understand, but I empathise and
try to help them feel better. This is very rewarding for me and does
occasionally seem to have a positive effect.
I decided that I wanted to be a doctor when I was 8 years old and had
always enjoyed the time I spent in hospital. I never waivered from this
decision and I worked hard to achieve my GCSEs and A Levels with one
goal in sight: medical school. Five years there, two foundation years in
South London, and I decided EM was the path that would be right for me.
With the thoughts of excitement and unpredictability, trauma, variety of
presenting complaints, excellent opportunity for team work and working
with all specialties, I made the move to Virchester to be a Clinical Fellow
and started to build my CV for the career ahead of me.
For the past 20 years family and friends have witnessed my
determination and some success, and it is how I have presented myself to
others and on paper. Fortunately or unfortunately, I can be good at hiding
things and I am incredibly stubborn. The reality of my life and what is
happening internally is vastly different.
I managed 18 months of full time work in the Emergency Department,
albeit with a few days here and there for sickness, before one morning in
April this year I woke up and I couldn’t get out of bed. That was the start of
a month being house and wheelchair-bound.
For 2 weeks I couldn’t walk at all; the next month I was able to get
out when taken in a rented wheelchair. By this point I was very low in mood
due to boredom, frustration, pain, and constant worry about letting people
down at work. This was the point when I realised why so many chronic
illness patients suffer with depression, or are alcohol or drug dependent. So
I decided to take matters in to my own hands and looked into what I could
do myself to change my situation.
After addressing the more immediate issues, I looked at my career
path. It took for me to be this unwell to realise that the Emergency
department is not the most suitable place for me to work. After nearly 12
weeks off (half at home and half non-clinical work in the department, for
the sake of my sanity!) slowly I phased back to clinical work and it was
really tough. I had forgotten how draining, how physically demanding and
how hard a single shift is in the Emergency Department for us all. Even for
the well and able, I think we take it for granted.
It was suggested that I could sit in minor injuries, work with a support
worker and see the ambulatory patients, meaning I wouldn’t have to get up
as much. To me though, that’s not who I am. I was desperate to be back in
Resus, be treated like a ‘normal’ person again and do what I signed up to
do, just like the rest of you.
Needing 12 weeks off work was partly down to the physical logistics
of me getting around. Our department is completely unsuitable for someone
using a wheelchair or crutches (that may not be the case everywhere) and
what is required of a fully functioning junior emergency physician just was
not possible for me.
I couldn’t do CPR, I could only cannulate if I was sitting on a chair, I
couldn’t do most practical procedures or help patients physically, and
standing in awkward places to assess them and write notes left me
exhausted. Therefore when faced with patient volume and time pressures, I
was very inefficient and felt worse about myself and my own (lack of)
abilities.
If you look at the average age of staff in your ED, it is probably
young. Fitness and activity levels are likely to be high, determination and
drive is rife and a lot of people have a similar outlook and flavour for life. I
have all of those thoughts and motivations but often cannot execute them,
and that is a tough pill to swallow.
Do I work part-time through EM training and take nearly 15 years to
strive to be a consultant in my mid-forties? Do I settle for working as a
locum or a staff grade in order to remain in an ED? Do I risk having
extensive periods of time off work when my disease doesn’t allow me to
stay active and well, letting colleagues down on the training rota, and others
in the department?
I have had world-class care and I have also had some poor care, and
these experiences are what help me to be a good doctor to my patients. With
this in mind, I have created a supportive and educational website and social
media page, Rheum For Improvement. It is a positive, evidence-based
platform that aims to inspire and encourage everyone to make the most of
life through hobbies, wellbeing and knowledge of health and food. When I
was told there was nothing more that could be done for my Arthritis
something clicked inside me, and I researched everything I could that had
the potential to make a difference. My findings are what has helped Rheum
For Improvement become more than an idea and whether you have a
chronic illness or not, there is something there for everyone.
4 months later I am back at work, on the least medication I have been
on for decades (albeit a high dose of steroid!), exercising more frequently
than ever, and I am really happy. I truly believe this is down to working on
my mental health and changing certain other aspects of my diet and
lifestyle. Rheum For Improvement shares these experiences and I hope that
through my website we can all learn something for ourselves, and further
help our patients and colleagues.
vb
Harriet Edwards
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I would concur that the Royal College of Emergency Medicine (under the
supervision of the GMC) doesn’t seem to make things easy. The EM curriculum
is huge (390 pages). It took me (who regards himself as a Meducationalist) over
a week to read it and I still have to go back (regularly) to check things. It’s
saved on my Google Drive and Adobe DC for those nights when I have really
bad insomnia.
One thing that came through was that trainees felt that trainers didn’t understand
the curriculum and know what the trainees learning requirements were. I would
agree that as adult learners there is a need for proactivity in seeking out WPBAs
and tailoring the requests to the curriculum. However, Educational Supervisors
should be aware of what their responsibilities are, particularly for ACATs and
ESLEs (scroll down to page 14 in the link). Allow me to explain.
This is A CAT. An ACAT is a formative educational tool to assess the
performance of a trainee over time and over a range of patients (maximum 5).
The case notes and management plan should be reviewed and the opinions of the
wider ED team on the performance of the trainee should be sought. It’s mainly a
clinical assessment tool but wider aspects such as patient safety, leadership and
time management can be tested in addition. It is not summative and areas of
concern should be clarified by reflection and further Work Placed Based
Assessments WPBAs.
This is ELSIE. She is an older lady. She has a cat. An ESLE is another EM
assessment tool. It is not ACAT. An ESLE is an extended event of observation in
the workplace across cases. It covers interactions, decision-making, management
and leadership, as well as the trainee’s individual caseload. It is around 3 hours
in length and this comprises 2 hours of observation and then an hour of
formalised feedback using the RCEM tool. It’s validated, designed to test
independent practice and should generate an educational prescription for
development of the trainee. Having used this tool and spoken to others, the
results of such a prolonged period of observation can be surprising in both good
and bad ways.
I acknowledge it’s difficult for educators in the Emergency Department. In
Emergency Medicine we need to know the Foundation Curriculum, the ACCS
curriculum (different significantly from the HST one), the PEM ST3 one (ditto),
the other bit of the ST3 one (ditto), the GPST curriculum (god only knows) as
well as taking care of numerous non-HEE trainees all with individual aspirations,
learning needs and attitudes towards engagement. However one ES cannot know
all these curricula. The only solution that I can see is to parcel up educational
supervision so that some consultants take HSTs, some ACCS, some ST3 etc. It’s
only fair, both to supervisor and for trainee. I acknowledge that this may be
difficult in departments with fewer consultants. And please – recognise the value
that WBPAs can have as teaching and learning tools, if you take the time to
engage with them,
Feedback
The session was for ST3 – 6 EM trainees. ST3 especially is a difficult time for
Emergency Medicine trainees. There is a huge increase in responsibility with the
need to supervise F2 and CT1 trainees as well as the need to manage a caseload
and attend to your own personal development. Several trainees commented upon
the fact that they felt unloved and unsupported. This was true across all locations
for training.
So why has this occurred? Well, ACCS is a 2 year programme that has
EM/Acute med/ICU/Anaesthesia. I’d suggest that the delight of attaining a
training post mitigates against the crap shifts and hard graft of EM and AM in
the first year. Unfortunately (for EM at least), trainees are then released into
anaesthesia where they are usually spending their days (and not
nights/twilights/evenings/weekends that EM and AM need to deal with their
caseload) directly supervised and taught by a consultant anaesthetist. As much as
I love (and have always loved) EM, I cannot deny that the 2 years I spent as an
anaesthetist were deeply seductive because of the training and support I received.
This is true (and possibly more so) today for the current trainees.
I completely understand the brain drain to anaesthesia. It’s a speciality with
variety, controlled risk, good educational structure and a good work-life balance.
EM has one of these (in spades) but a poor Work Life Balance (as a trainee),
risky practice and competent and committed educators who are unfortunately
distracted by pressures such as targets and workload from delivering the
education that we would like to (and I am as guilty of this as all of us are).
So what’s the solution? St Emlyn’s blog has covered feedback extensively and I
hope you are implementing some of our ideas in your Emergency Department.
This will help. Another tool that I try and do (I fail, as we all do, but I’m (very)
trying) is to make a point of going round after the shift to say “thank you” to the
group (as it’s #TeamED) and to individuals. Saying “well done” when something
has been done well is also good, but the feedback from today suggests that this
doesn’t happen as often as it ought to. Be a human. Forget the pressures of the
ED and remember that, quite like Edmund Blackadder, your trainees will follow
you to chaos and uncertainty. Love them and praise them. Take time to
understand them. They are worth it.
I don’t know what your job plan is, if you are an Emergency Medicine
consultant. I don’t even know what my colleagues’ job plans are (but that’s a
different story entirely). What I do know is that trainees can feel that they are on
their own, with no support, especially when EDs are busy and it’s (significantly)
out of hours. There are many reasons for this. I have blogged elsewhere about
the need for free-range consultants before. I am yet to revisit this, but I suspect
that there has been a (minimal) change over time. The next change comes in
creating vampire consultants who are happy to work in the hours of darkness.
This will not be easy!
Our trainees spend an insane proportion of their lives working in non-plain time.
This comes with the job and only the most naïve would expect to be a 9-5
emergency physician. So why does this automatically change with the award of a
CCT/CESR? (Ed- the certificates at the completion of UK training in emergency
medicine.) As Emergency Physicians we need to look at ourselves, our patient
population and presentations, and our trainees and re-evaluate. I would suggest
that if the predominance of your trainees’ hours are antisocial and without direct
consultant accessibility then you are not going to be able to provide adequate
training.
So what should you do if your Emergency Department is in a parlous state at
8/10/midnight when you are due to leave? Suck it up, you’re paid a shed load of
cash (Consultants, in the UK at least, are 1%ers, like it or not) and help out. You
can see patients quicker, better and with less subsequent problems than any of
your juniors. It’s an investment in not dealing with problems occurring later and
better performance from, and loyalty of, your juniors. No one wants a boss that
they have no respect for. Don’t be that guy. However, if it’s a regular problem,
that’s not sustainable. Manage it. Diarise and renegotiate your job plan.
Negotiation is one of the core skills of an EP. You need to be able to provide
support without killing yourself or your patients through burnout and tiredness.
I’d suggest that if you’re in a department that’s struggling, having the majority of
your consultants doing day shifts is anachronous and poor management. If you
can show your trainees that you are all in it together (Ed – as demonstated in
this video of an Alan Grayson led handover in Virchester) then they are more
likely to join you as consultants in addition to engaging in QI and management
(ie the stuff that takes up all your time), as well as being better doctors.
Rotas
This is a separate blog post in itself. In the short term, ask yourself this: if I was a
trainee, would I think my rota was fair? Can I get study leave or get away to my
best mate’s wedding? If not JFDI and sort it. These are either enshrined in law,
entitlements or just basic human decency. Make the rota decent so that the
juniors aren’t utterly knackered and peri-burnout and their engagement and
performance will be significantly better.
Make sure your trainees monitor. If they are working unpleasant shifts, they
deserve paying for it. A Band 3 rota will make the exec and the BMA take
action. It may not be pleasant, but you reap what you sow. It’s also the law.
Also, publish the rota well in advance. No one appreciates unpredictable shift
changes and a night shift with 2 days notice to organise child care.
Learned helplessness
I would be amongst the first to admit that EM is tough presently. There are
increasingly high numbers through the front door and increasing difficulties in
moving them through the back door. Many trainees mentioned practising
corridor medicine and their discomfort with the associated risk as well as the
lack of apparent solutions from Executive boards.
I doubt that the numbers in will change soon. We have an ageing population that
are sicker and a social care service that seems designed to fail. I could rant about
the underfunding of Public Health but this is an EM blog (Ed – although
arguably we ED clinicians do have a public health role to play!). Apart from by
voting every 5 years, writing to our MP and filling in incident forms when it is
harmful, we cannot control central underfunding. We should be mindful of things
beyond our control; be concerned, be reactive (and proactive), but it’s not worth
having a stroke over. Control that which is within your gift and escalate (and
make sure it’s on the risk register) that which is not.
Trust the triage system. It’s validated. Trust your colleagues. They have good
intentions, even though their skills aren’t comparable to your own. See the sick
patients first. I’d be really sad to go back to the days where a green ?ankle
fracture (likely sprain) waited 12 hours to be seen or left without being seen, but
I, and you, have a responsibility to the sick where time critical interventions are
both lifesaving and saving of time down the line.
It’s no secret that I was a fairly poor medical student. I paid for my degree
working in bars and in kitchens where there was a preponderance of idiots in
charge. One of my favourite books, for its description of the crazy life we lead, is
Kitchen Confidential by Anthony Bourdain. It’s an autobiography of a bloke
who started out well, went wrong and ended up lucky, working in a high end
kitchen in New York. I see amazing parallels with my life (without the major
drug misuse) as the lifestyle of unending pressure, antisocial hours and demand
for perfection are similar if not the same. Bourdain speaks of the pose that
experienced cookies adopt; hunched, guarded, defensive, ready for the next
beating. Sound familiar? The counterpoint to this is the beauty of the teamwork,
the unfailing performance under pressure, the pride in the finished product as
well as the development and education of team members with mentoring,
support and opportunities. I probably took more from it into medicine than I did
from House of God. Have a read.
Conclusion
Over the last few years, in response to our ever-growing popularity with the
public, the number of consultants at the St.Emlyn’s ED in Virchester has
significantly grown. This, in turn means that the role of the rota-master has
become ever more onerous. The consultant body is composed of individuals
with varying interests and who are at different stages of their careers and
lives. Some people are flexible in their work patterns while others need to
coordinate their shifts months in advance to fit with other commitments of
their work or home life. The pattern of patient attendances has also changed
over time; an increasing proportion of attendances happening outside of
traditional office hours and the shifts worked have had to evolve in
response.
Realising that there was no ‘one size fits all’ approach to this
conundrum, we sought a solution that reduced rota-master responsibility
while increasing the flexibility and autonomy for the individual consultants.
In recognition of these issues we have adopted two distinct but integrated
concepts in our approach to the consultant rota: annualised hours and self-
rostering. This blog explains how they work, the positives (of which there
are many) and some of the downsides too.
Annualised Hours
I thought long and hard about how to actually go about this. A paper wall-
chart is a glitch-free solution that never suffers from network issues but is
limited by the need for physical proximity in order to view or edit it. On-
line solutions involve more than wall space and drawing pins to set up but
at least allow everyone access to the rota from anywhere in the world that
has internet access. It can also provide a log of who, what and when
changes are made in case of any disagreements.
After deciding that the Internet was the future, I looked at several
commercially available software packages, and a few free ones, but I
couldn’t find anything flexible or adaptable enough to fit in with our
idiosyncratic work patterns. UK consultants have contracts based around
Programmed Activities (PAs). A PA is four hours during conventional
working time and three hours in the evenings or at weekends. So if
somebody wished to work a ‘late’ shift, they may start working in
‘standard’ time and work the last hours of their shift in ‘premium’ time.
After much deliberation I settled on creating our own site on Google sheets.
This is a free but powerful spreadsheet software that can be accessed on
almost any desktop, tablet or phone with internet access. Access can be
controlled requiring users to log-in and then the owner can decide if the
users are allowed to edit or just view the sheets. The cells in the spreadsheet
can contain not only data but also formulae; and it’s possible to manipulate
the data using Google script, a relatively simple but powerful form of
computer code based on Java script.
The On-Call Roster
The on-call remained under the control of the rota-master. A rolling roster is
available with several months of on-calls mapped out in advance to
facilitate swaps. All of the other shifts were available for self-rostering
thought there were some limits imposed, for example, how many of each
type of shift were available to be signed up for.
The Master Sheet
The basic concept of the sheet was fairly simple. A Master sheet was used
to set the on-calls and then every consultant on the rota had an individual
page to choose their own shifts. The Master sheet writes the on-calls to the
individuals pages, and the individual pages write the selected shifts to the
Master sheet. Scripts are used in the background to limit the options of each
cell on the spreadsheet page.
I’ve shown a simplified version of this below. The rota-master has assigned
the on-calls for this period and they are visible on everyone’s pages. DocA
decides to sign up for day shifts on Wednesday and Friday.
When DocA looks at his page he can see the on-call schedule. Shifts that
are available to be chosen are labelled as ‘Available’. Clicking on a chosen
cell will provide DocA with the options of selecting his own initials or
leaving it as available. Signing up for a shift is simply a matter of clicking
on that cell. To come out of the shift, DocA can select the same cell again
and is offered a choice of ‘Available’ or ‘DocA’.
DocB may then decide to sign up for a shift on Thursday. When DocB
looks at her page she can see the on-call rota and the available shifts. She
can see the shifts that DocA has chosen but these cells are locked for her.
When DocB selects an available cell she is offered the options of
‘Available’ or ‘DocB’. This allows everyone to see which shifts have been
selected and edit their own choices.
Only the rota masters can edit the eight weeks immediately before the
current date. This allows last-minute swaps or changes but provides a
period of stability before the rota is actually worked. This period of Week
One to Week Eight makes up the ‘Current’ rota page. Weeks Nine to
Sixteen were available for everyone to edit on the ‘Master’ page;
individuals can sign up or sign out of shifts for that period to their heart’s
content. The Archive page shows all the shifts that have taken place and
there is a table that displays totals for all the shifts that everyone on the rota
has completed.
Rolling the Rota
Every weekend, just after midnight on the Sunday night, the magic
happens; a time-triggered script runs that moves everything forwards by one
week. The week that has just passed is dumped on the ‘Archive’ page.
Weeks Two to Seven all move up a slot and Week Nine from the editable
page moves to the bottom of the Current page. The editable page also
moves everything up one notch and a new week Sixteen is generated at the
bottom.
The Weekly Update
I’ve shown a simplified version of the rota here with only three weeks in the
Current section and three weeks in the Future, editable section.
At the end of the week, Week One from the Current rota moves to the
Archive page and the rest of the weeks jump up a block. Week Four from
the Future rota moves to the bottom of the Current Rota and a new week is
generated at the bottom of the Future rota.
On-calls
To ensure that everyone has an idea of where they should be up to with their
shifts there are a couple of calculators available. There is one on each
individual’s page that keeps tabs of how many shifts you have signed up for.
There is another calculator related to the Archive page that shows how
many shifts you have actually worked. This calculator also predicts roughly
how many shifts you would be expected to have done by this point in the
year; if you are at that level or above then the number shows up in green, if
you are lagging behind it shows up in red. Simon’s section is shown below.
This shows that at this point in time he has worked 210 PAs, he would have
expected to have worked 205 by this point in the year and he has 18 more
booked into the system at this time. In other words he is slightly ahead of
where he should be, but not by too much. A similar calculation can be made
for all consultants in the department such that we can see whether the entire
team is ahead or behind where they should be at any point in the year.
Annual Leave
On-call swapping has also been automated using another sheet on the rota.
The consultant adds their name to a column, and then completes the date
and the type of shift that they wish to swap. Automated emails can be
generated for the group to ask if anyone could cover it for them. Once
someone agrees to cover the shift then they can add their name to the sheet
and click to confirm; this time-stamps the agreement and generates emails
to the individuals involved confirming the swap and updates the relevant
parts of the rota to confirm the change. Or, swaps can just happen the old-
fashioned way via a corridor conversation and the rota-master can update
the change.
Back Ups
Google makes it easy to make copies of the whole spreadsheet and I did this
several times a year as a form of back-up. I also set up a script to create a
copy of the spreadsheet in the form of a Pdf file that is emailed to myself
and my PA every week on a Sunday just before the update happens. A paper
copy is printed off every week to maintain a hard copy.
The Good Bits
So, what is good about it. The whole thing has been relatively easy to
implement due to my colleagues being open-minded about a new way of
working. Overall the feedback has been overwhelmingly positive.Many of
my colleagues describe it as the best thing we’ve ever done and those that
have moved elsewhere tell us that they really miss the ability to flexibly self
roster.
Other good points are that we have been able to link clinical administration
time to the clinical shifts so that there is a direct correlation; the more
clinical time that you work, the more admin time that you will receive. This
is particularly useful for individuals who work more or less than full-time
equivalent.
The annualised hours have also allowed much greater flexibility. It is no
longer necessary to swap shifts or on-calls, individuals can simply do the
shift and have the associated PAs removed from their pot. This also allows
colleagues who may not be part of the main on-call rota to do the occasional
on-call.
Recently, we were able to provide cover for our junior colleagues during
their recent industrial action by using clinical PAs from our annual pot.
Other departments within our Trust had lengthy debates about how the
consultants would be remunerated for their additional work.
The flexibility has allowed us to easily redo the calculations to take account
of altered job-plans or having new colleagues join our team. And this
flexibility has allowed the introduction of single PA shifts which have
proved very popular. This allows Consultants to attend a meeting in the
morning but still provide a clinical shift in the afternoon or vice versa. It
can also help with child care as it’s easy to arrange a 1PA shift around pick
up or drop off at school. This temporary boost to consultant numbers helps
the department cover meal times, or deal with surges in attendances.
The rota is transparent to all, we can all see what each member of the team
is working, which department they are working in and how close to their
predicted number of shifts they are. This openness and transparency means
that nobody has anything to hide. There is no room here for complaining
that someone else is/isn’t working as hard as you are. We all know what we
are doing and we can see instantly whether it is ‘fair’ or not. It’s a great way
of avoiding disputes about time, location and type of shifts (Ed – you’re
being polite Craig, but we both know that problems can really flare up
around this in other organisations, we just don’t get that as a result of
openness).
We have also seen consultants increase their commitment to out of hours
working using this system. A few years ago we were asked to do more
evening shifts, way beyond what we were contracted to do. We politely
declined the opportunity (there were far fewer of us back then). When self
rostering came in the team recognised that there is flexibility in working
evening shifts AND there is a time premium for doing so. The result is that
we have now effectively doubled our evening and weekend working by
allowing the flexibility of self rostering. This is win:win for everyone. We
get a better work:life balance, the department gets better cover, the juniors
get more support and the team can flex and adjust to what works for
everyone. It’s a great example of how a team that works to an opportunity
(self rostering), will be far more successful than one that is pushed into
change by a threat (the original idea to ‘make’ us work harder).
The Not So Good Bits
What’s bad about it? There was a pretty steep learning curve to get to grips
with using spreadsheets and scripting to set the whole thing up. I’m very
grateful to all the altruistic individuals who populate YouTube with their
videos and patiently respond to queries from ‘noobs’ such as myself on
internet forums.
There were a few glitches and teething problems in the system and I am
grateful to my colleagues for patiently pointing them out. These problems
have become less of an issue as the site has evolved over time and my
understanding of spreadsheet function has blossomed from adding up
columns of numbers to writing scripts that can run automatically.
While I’ve tried to keep the user interface as simple as possible, the system
manages a lot of information from a lot of individuals, meaning that at some
level there has to be a degree of complication. This has meant that someone
with some understanding of the scripting involved has to be available to
deal with any issues that arise.
One major concern with introducing this system was that everyone would
sign up for all their shifts at the beginning of the year and leave the last
three months of the year without any cover. There was an element of this in
the first year but we have largely managed to control this by displaying an
‘expected’ value of shifts on each individual’s page; this lets everyone
know if they are behind or ahead of their expected number for that time of
year. We have also allowed everyone to carry a few shifts over or under.
This new system has failed to resolve certain issues, such as the fact that
there are certain days or weeks that pretty much everyone wants to be off;
for example when major conferences are being held locally. For these issues
and other issues such as the fair distribution of bank holidays we have had
to rely on the altruism and good nature of the consultant body and happily
such an approach has overcome any potential issues.
We are also mindful that we have developed what we think is a fabulous
system for consultants. If it is as good as we think could we, should we and
would we do it for trainees too? That’s a question that has challenged us as
non-consultant rota rules are far more complex. We’d love to hear from
anyone else who has done this in the UK.,
Summary
The podcasts
The St Emlyn’s Podcast has over 120 episodes that you can download for
free. Visit the site on iTunes or on PodBean and subscribe today. In these
podcasts, Iain Beardsell, Simon Carley, Liz Crowe and Natalie May discuss
many of the wellbeing issues that affect us in emergency care.
We have provided links to wellbeing related podcasts below. Please listen
and pause to think about how the advice here can improve your life and that of
your patients, colleagues, family and friends.
Final Thoughts Written by Simon Carley
ZEN AND THE ART OF RESUSCITATION
Editors
Simon Carley, Professor of Emergency Medicine, Emergency
Department, Manchester Royal Infirmary, Manchester, UK
Laura Howard Specialist Registrar in Emergency Medicine.
Emergency Department, Manchester Royal Infirmary, Manchester, UK
Chapter authors.
Janos Baombe Consultant in Emergency Medicine. Emergency
Department, Manchester Royal Infirmary, Manchester, UK
Laura Howarrd Specialist Registrar in Emergency Medicine.
Emergency Department, Manchester Royal Infirmary, Manchester, UK
Alan Grayson Consultant in Emergency Medicine. Emergency
Department, Manchester Royal Infirmary, Manchester, UK
Natalie May. Ambulance Service New South Wales Rescue
Helicopter Base, New South Wales, Australia
Ross Fisher. Consultant Paediatric Surgeon, Sheffield Childrens’
Hospital, Sheffield, UK
Harriet Edwards, Emergency Physician, Emergency Department,
Manchester Royal Infirmary, Manchester, UK
Craig Ferguson, Specialist Registrar in Emergency Medicine.
Emergency Department, Manchester Royal Infirmary, Manchester, UK
Liz Crowe, PICU Social Worker, PhD Candidate, School of Medicine,
The University of Queensland, Brisbane Australia
Steve Jones, Consultant in Emergency Medicine. Emergency
Department, Manchester Royal Infirmary, Manchester, UK
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