Time has come so that world should know about the Devil's and their underground

lives. And they

are underground because of stupid human's. What they think of themselves because
there
ancestorc were leaving on this earth before the first devil came to earth it don't
mean that now
Earth belong's to them. moooooooohitttttttt : if i have to writw about myself than
i will start with worst thing that
i possesss means it can be masturbating or my habit of not concentrating on studies
or it can be worst than this i remember that till now of all that girls lets start
with tinu i not forced her
but at that time she was a kid and i was too but said her to open her legs and
tried to
do copulation that is not possible at that time but she haven't remind anything i
wonder how
do i know abot copulation at that age i may of 7-8 or less . second case was with
riya yes that
was her name and that time i forced her to do so but she haven't tried to stop me
she haven't know and i was
not controlling my senses i just put her close to me and hugged untill we sat in
the bus and that time i was in
5th or 6th standard. third was with a random girl i annual function i touched her
butt or hips whatever you say to them.
fourth was with shivangi at the hindi exam of lakshya i was sat behind her and i
put a pen under her seat and make it in and out but she said to me don't do it
mohit and i denied i haven't
done anything what a freaking lier i was . then 5th and last with neha i put my
hand on her shoulder
and just started touching it. and she haven't said anything. these all are my
guilts which sometime
make me so embarresed that i start hurting myself and the greatest guilt is i will
never will be
able to say sorry to them.and the worst part that always been very good to me and
shivangi the most
onse in rk there was a dance and she was my partner and a tease her by saying
"bhensh" generally
girls became angry when they were teased and specially by a boy and after seeing
all other
girl and boy start teasing her than she saw her frightning side and said only i was
allowed
to say or tease her , i don't mind that thing at that time but now i realise how
kind she was towards
me and what i had done to her. i aways accuse myself that i am guilty of a rape
because the
mindset of rape starts sprouting by these type of incidents i think when i go in
that time
where i can't control myself leave it i don't want to discuss about this thing .
lets change the topic i sometime think about making a girlfriend but than i think
its
too much time consuming and a huge risk to take means gf has so many expectations
with his
bf and i can't afford a single one but its not the thing that i believe that i
can't have a gf
but than the question ask me "why do i need a gf?" means i have everything means a
good family
where all love me a good friend circle who don't advice me bad things and we have
same
thoughts too that when they tease girls i don't like that i like to stop them but
the girls whom
they are teasing is happy to be teased then what i can do. and the main thing i
have got much more than
i expected and best part is i never expected anything because i always had
environment which fulfil itself means
i never need anything except one one i was child i hated to study and except that
all things were good
normally when i right about my secret things of myself i delete them or use
backspace to kill them
but this time i did confession so will not kill it but store it in my secret folder
these are the things
that nobody knows except me and i think all has these kind of secrets. living being
a girls
is very problematic so i will definetely have a child and make sure she is a girl
and make her
so empowered so that she never get opperessed by peoples like me its the least
thing i can write
but i have an another problem of abusing means i am trying to not to abuse but when
i am having company with my friends
i automatically starts abusing and need to control but when i am having company
with my
family than there is no need to control i automatically stop abusing and even not
remnind of abusing.
that's enough for today i will write more some another day.