judge cindee matyas said chris duffy's lawyer chris palmer's

discovery was giving her heartburn

judge cindee matyas said chris duffy's lawyer chris palmer's discovery was giving her

heartburn

i just thought i should point that out.

heartburn.

that was the first gustatory metaphor.

next came recipes.

does christopher duffy's dawdling lawyer christopher palmer want mary eng's ​recipes????

Court was delayed from

International Womens Day March 8

to Good Friday April 19

to donald trump's Birthday June 14

To Chris Duffy's birthday July 19

with a sharp veering off into approximately Custer's Last Stand June 27 for an attempt to force a
Motion to Compel down my throat

to force me to drop the order.....

On June 27, the column under General Terry approached from the north, and the natives drew
off in the opposite direction. The Crow scout ​White Man Runs Him​ was the first to tell General
Terry's officers that Custer's force had "been wiped out." Reno and Benteen's wounded troops
were given what treatment was available at that time; five later died of their wounds. One of the
regiment's three surgeons had been with Custer's column, while another, Dr. DeWolf, had been
killed during Reno's retreat.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Battle_of_the_Little_Bighorn

Chris Duffy signed up for this despicable last dodge attempt to subvert accountability and blame
the victim of his violence.

Paralegal Liz Moore told me they had one last trick, they'd try to get him to sign up for.

Chris Duffy never showed his face, never testified.

i, on the other hand, put as much into the record, under penalty of perjury, as i could, as a public
service.

i am quite proud of that.

I'm all for Clients feeling empowered to say no to their Lawyer, when the lawyer is throwing them
under the bus.

Client Empowerment!

What if, Duffy had the strength of character to say, stop trying to get me out of this, with all this
evasive dodgy delay tactics.

ITS MAKING ME LOOK MORE GUILTY!!!!

Palmer had to take his kid to soccer in Bend on International Women's day. so Mary Eng had to
wait, and the judge had to get lied to by Palmer, and i knew Palmer was taking Duffy for a ride
financially, and that pissed me off a little....

Palmer tried to turn a simple protective proceeding into a bitter mean-spirited 50 Million dollar
imaginary divorce, which only made his client look MORE DELUSIONAL.

Like, dude, i barely know yr name, you attack me.

I was never in any contract, to be harassed by a Fricking DIVORCE lawyer.

Your delusions =/= XYZ

The stupidly of it was so LOL.

yes.

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It's almost like Chris Duffy had to be in an Imaginary Marriage in his mind to hire a Divorce
Lawyer to harass me...

His repeatedly telling people he was dating me, or in a relationship with me, i find quite scary....

What does he not respect about George, hovering like a Vulture waiting for George to die.

Read the

https://www.rawstory.com/2019/07/i-was-a-friend-of-jeffrey-epstein-heres-how-he-became-dead-t
o-me/
I was a friend of Jeffrey
Epstein — here’s how he
became dead to me
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it hits on how this Epstein and Ghislaine Maxwell combo viciously hitting on his fiance made Ep
dead to him.

How Maxwell became dead to him, for similar reasons...

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What's so offensive about being respectful????

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As duffy was hitting on me, groping at my shoulders, etc and as my fears were escalating, i
wondered, hey dude, do you even know what i study?

like MI6 involvement in sexual blackmail, etc.

It was kind of like, whoa dude, you are HoneyTrap Bait!

I literally was thinking, you would not be a good candidate for XYZ intel job due to your sexual
incontinence.
It was off-putting.

Declasse.

and this is when it is in this harassment, groping my shoulders stage and hasn't escalated yet to
the violent part, or the boob grabbing.

Then it became clear that he was giving me stuff i would be Mandated in my Conscience to
report.

Wrongdoing, so severe, it could not be pushed under a rug.

Wrongdoing that indicated others may be in danger, to be overpowered, harassed, etc.

why is this taking five months????

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Judge asked if he was seeking my recipes.

For Meals On Wheels?

The Joy of Cooking?

unfortunately, palmer and duffy were ​unable​ to convert fighting a stalking order into a witch trial
against me....
by proving my "recipes" included "witches brew" and secret pheromonal "rape me" vibes verified
by a "psychiatrist" or perhaps their in-house psychic.

They would have made such dapper Witch Hunters, if only they had their chance...

To Bro It Up!

and BASH!

palmer's heart wasnt in it, when i offered him every scrap of paper etc....

i mean, i was going to have to move in to his office with a whole taxi-load of stuff.... it was going
to be epic!

he looked so exasperated...

i said what do you want, me to drop the order?

he shook his head with dumbfounded pretend innocence and pretense....

here is a recipe:

one onion, five stalks of celery avocado (five small chopped and peeled)10 cherry
tomato slicedkidney beans drainedmixed vegetables drained

a little salt, pepper, soy sauce, red pepper flakes

the main point: stir frying avocado is insanely delicious.

and no this is not an excuse to grope a woman's breast against her will, repeatedly as she
brushes your hand off her breast.
nor is this recipe Chris Duffy, an excuse to push and pin her down, pinning her legs so she can't
kick you in the balls and and pinning her arms till they bruise as you rub your penis on her after
she tells you "you are reminding me of other abusers"

news of jeffrey epstein's death

was like a kick to the stomach.

but i wouldn't say heartburn.

it did not give me heartburn.

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in some ways i found christopher palmer's "discovery abuse"

to be hilarious.

i thought, oh wow Duffy, you are setting me up on a date with a redheaded married lawyer,
because i told you i'm not interested in brunettes.

Interesting!

it was an old template. he should have updated it, taken out telegram and myspace....

it was super thick.

i think of it as an ​actual rape shield.

i could have held the thickness of the filing over my thigh where his client rubbed his dick on me
against my will, to prevent the offensive sexual contact....
it could have prevented herpes....

it was grasping at straws....

it reeked of desperation....

at some point, socialism is frightening when the manarchist socialists

did not discard bourgeois sexism

when they got revolutionized.

i got a distinct fear of that pervy anti-cop Molestor when Duffy called police "pigs."

that is usually code for ​"dont call the pigs when i sexually assault you, ok?"​ in manarchist
world.

here it is from ​A Working Stiff's Manifesto ​page 41:

"the other great fact about rich people is that their kids are always fuck-ups. Not the
kind of lovable fuck-up who works down at the gas station and tells you he can fix
your car and then destroys it. No, rich kids are shady. They're the kind that dream
up a brilliant illegal plan, just to show their dad a thing or two; then when you all get
caught, they beg their dad for a great lawyer and never talk to you again. They were
born into money, and they know money will take care of them. This security gives
them a whole different value system, one the rest of the world never quite gets."

~Iain Levinson
why would raking a sexual assault victim over the coals, grasping for straws, begging her to do
your "legal research" for you, begging her to furnish an alibi from her "calendars" and "diaries".....

perhaps her parking tickets entitled you to ​a free attempted rape?

No, she had a doctor's note that said, one free attempted rape????

What on earth were you looking for Chris Palmer????

He clearly wasn't interested in my scribd account. or fbi blog.

he didn't even seem to know there was an adult protection report confession by his client of
wrestling and tussling.

Maybe Duffy attacked me bc i told him grandpa was CIA.

it makes dudes act weird.

Palmer didn't even seem to remember what case he wheeled himself into.

he was kind of out of it, as one must be, when bashing a rape victim....

for daring to be victimized by multiple men.

the sickest thing about Palmer's strategy, was he was going for this "she complained b4" whiny
legal theory . . .
he was going to dredge up each and every traumatizing rape, attack, assault, to prove Mary Eng
just says stuff like that.

because sheltered Chris Palmer never had my cheekbones, or breast size, or sense of danger,
deep poverty, etc. Chris Palmer, like a kid still in love with the tooth fairy, does not really believe
that Lots of Men are Creepy and Violent.

Lots of Men are violent and creepy.

Pointing that out, has nothing to do with your particular violent creepy (Ex) client.

But thanks....

I liked it when Palmer veered over to my side implying most of the stuff he'd seek in discovery
would prove​ i'm afraid of his client​.

Of course i'm afraid of chris duffy! he's bigger and heavier than me and he attacked me. and he
used his "progressive" job BS lure to trick me and attack me!

I lost job opportunities to the fear of more sexual harassment or assault!

I could never not be embarrassed and disgusted and afraid!

He betrays the foundational principles of progressive orthodoxy to use liberal sinecures to

attempt to seduce, fail to seduce, and therefore attack

women.

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a funny thing about it all is the VEGAN Bit

Nonviolence also includes Nonviolence to women.

this whole Violent bash The Victim legal strategy had to be stopped.

I'm sorry i couldn't get Heartburned Matyas more on board with upholding the ORS statutory
requirements and VAWA federal mandate.

Hell VAWA even got renewed as this case was dragged out to protect the abuser.....

Victims are never supposed to be threatened for reporting assault....

But they are....

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Why are women so overburdened with the heavy toll and cost of male violence, sexual
harassment, discrimination?????

Why do men have to be such big babies about it?

Truly, reading my Serial Killers encyclopedia gave me a renewed sense of proportion.

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I'm thrilled Duffy did not murder me, for instance.

His pin-down did cause me to fear it.

It was that violent.

I just don't know why the daily astorian doesn't care.

they can't write about it .... bc politics.

RJ Marx told me to go to police. it sounded like a crime.

i told him i'm sorry his "fairy tale" story about the Bob Chisholm "Meals On Wheels" thing at
SEPRD parks wasn't true.

that i wanted to believe that too, but no.

at least they could write about the stupid Confederate Flag at the Astoria Regatta when i filmed
that BS the day of the ​charlottesville terror in 2017​.

i thought Duffy was sketch aF but i sent him a link to the confederate flag astoria regatta scandal
anyway.

as a test.

like i KNOW YOU ASSAULTED ME, yr avoiding it, but are you down with anti-racism?

Ya dig?

he never responded.

i figured he might get embarrassed that ----that is the person he attacked.

the person who would chase a confederate flag clown show down the road to say WTF?

(the day heather hayer RIP was killed)

https://www.wweek.com/culture/2017/08/15/astoria-parade-deeply-regrets-flying-of-confederate-fl
ag/
Oh Hint: when pretending to be a Hippie who cares about astrology, Ask for Birthdates to
analyze.

Then save Date of Birth (dob) in back of head in case of criminal wrongdoing.

The date of the Manchester Bombing at the arianna grande concert is the day Brenda Harper
and Chris Duffy came over, and i got his dob, thinking, what if this dude does something criminal.

he said he would live under my table, which was just gross...

He was scamming on my housing i know.

Is housing situation so bad that HUD people have to get scammed on by the poverty pimps?

so not cool....

this was happening to my friend in portland too....

(one funny thing about the hearing with Palmer and his client playing hookey, is i kept wanting to
know ​Palmer's zodiac sign​. I DID NOT ASK. the internet tells me he's 44. my boyfriend is 45.
duffy is some godawful 49 by now. some 32 year old is flirting with me on twitter.)

a few days b4 i got the "Divorce Lawyer" first installment on the discovery harassment.....

i had a nightmare chris duffy was lobbing red apples at me....

i looked it up....

in mythology, this is symbolic for someone wanting to marry you....

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i was inspired by the normal Victim Blaming MO to make a film series about all the great
consensual affairs and flings i have had....

as sort of a refutation that sex is poisoned....

and a recognition of all the great guys i've slept with who are NOT VIOLENT creepy or
nonconsensual.

some of them are very beautiful and accomplished. and so yes, i am bragging.

i have not uploaded the films yet, bc guts....

and bad internet...

also, it may piss some people off....

if someone wants to hijack my computer, say for instance chris palmer....

there are some gems in there.....

Maura Quint wrote a really nice bit for vox about the "good guys"

there are a lot of "good guys" out there....

one very sad awareness i have, is that i was getting an "over controlling" vibe from duffy.

as if he was trying to hold me back from getting on with my life.

punish me for choosing george.

as if Duffy was a controlling bullying big brother---though an incestuous rapey one.

its just terrible, to try to piece together what was going thru his mind, when he is the one
clammed up and unable to speak about it.

just like all mercenaries, his preference to preserve his sinecure, will likely lock away his integrity
or chance at reconciliation or true apology, for ever.

it's as if Duffy was trying to prevent me from happiness with George.

as if George is so dangerous.

it was sort of "marital discrimination" in the sense that i was being harassed bc i had a boyfriend,
bc Duffy wanted to supercede that position, and my "working" at Coast Radio or Bob Chisholm,
had to involve this controlling dude Forcing himself on me to at least Botch my happiness, if he
could not completely sever me from my beloved!

What BS!

Posted ​10th August 2019​ by ​mary rose lenore eng (please)

https://braingarbagedystopie.blogspot.com/2019/08/judge-cindee-matyas-said-chris-duffys.ht
ml

Written the day epstein died . . .