2014-10

Issue No. 702

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LIFE IS LIKE A CANDY STORE-- BUT MANY DO NOT FEEL

WORTHY OF PARTAKING IN SUCH SWEETNESS!!!—7

Index
The Modern Cat Was Developed in Atlantis—2
The Murder of Robin Williams—2
Planned Bombings for 9/11 Anniversary?—4
Middle-East Beheading of American Journalists—5
The Flipping of Earth's Poles—6
What About The Hollow Earth Network?—9
Miners Frightened By The Sounds of Hell—9
Man Wants Wife to Call Him Mr. Satan—9
The Evils of Pedophilia—11
Meditations on Strength—15

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Extracted from CAC Revelations 83-22 and 78-39
GETTING HISTORY STRAIGHT:
THE MODERN CAT WAS CREATED
IN ATLANTIS
QUESTIONER:
Were there experiments in Atlantis involving the
transposing of parts of humans to animals, and vice
versa, and perhaps some who strongly dislike cats
have this in their memories?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates that the Atlantis
experiments with cats as that which was not related to
transposing parts from human to animals. This
experiments had more to do with bringing this creature
in from another dimension. This Awareness indicates
that the experiments involved domesticating the cat
through the use of attunement to spirits from another
dimension. These spirits were brought into the cat, and
the cat thus modified until it became domesticated.
This Awareness indicates this would be likened unto
calling forth a spirit to enter into this wild cat, and to
tame this cat, and to make this cat domesticated. This
Awareness indicates that this then brought about the
tamed cat that could be communicated with, whereby a
spirit could be used by those wishing to do so—the
spirit being used from its abode within the body of the
cat. This Awareness indicates in this manner, these
entities were able to tame lions and tigers, and also at
other times in other experiments these entities used
genetic and hereditary programs for breeding the cats
smaller, as a household pet.
Our Tom Cats Created in Atlantis
This Awareness indicates the Atlanteans as
responsible for the domesticated cat and for certain
insects living presently upon this plane. The
Atlanteans also experimented with certain cloning
sciences. There was some success in this and there
were certain creatures created. Their greatest concern
was in mixing the qualities of these creatures.
CAC General Reading, September 3, 2014, Will Berlinghof, Interpreter;
Zoey Zen Energizer and Questioner
THE MURDER OF ROBIN WILLIAMS
More on Satanic Cults in Hollywood
QUESTIONER:
Could you please comment on the recent death of
Robin Williams, and the confusing information that
was released by the authorities? Some think it was
murder, and I would like to know, if so, will the names
of those who murdered him be released?
COSMIC AWARENESS :
This Awareness will start by saying that names will
not be given due to certain issues of safety that must
be considered and upheld for there is danger when one
moves through this level of revelation to names of
those involved. However, this Awareness does
confirm that the entity known as Robin Williams was
murdered and it was made to look like suicide. Having
said this, there is more involved than a simple murder,
for one must also look at the emotional level, the
psychological level of well-being that the entity Robin
Williams was in at that time.
It must be understood that often the truth does not
come out regarding certain events, and certain
individuals when something like this occurs, this event
of the ‘suicide’ of Robin Williams, but if one truly
comprehends that there is much deception and cover-
up and manipulation and misdirection behind the
scenes before the official ‘story’ is released in the
press as ‘facts’, then one will begin to get a feeling, an
intuitive feeling for what is occurring.
This is the case here with Robin Williams, but it is
also the case for greater events, national events, global
events that are currently being manipulated and
directed to achieve certain results. Focusing on the
matter of Robin Williams, it is correct that he was
murdered and it was made to look like a suicide. The
reason for this is that Robin Williams had certain
information and knowledge about satanic cults in
Hollywood, in the entertainment world. The real
question is: Why did he have such information, and
how did it lead to his death?
What is to be revealed at this time may not suit
many who have an idealistic view of the world or in
this case of Robin Williams himself, but if one is
willing to look at this information and be open to think
about matters in regards to celebrities such as Robin
Williams and what happened to him, then one may
begin to crack this shell of illusion that surrounds so
much that is the ‘norm’ in this world.
Robin Williams not only knew about satanic cults in
the entertainment world, in Hollywood in the area he
lived, he had taken part in these satanic cults and
rituals on several occasions. Many celebrities have
made agreements to partake in such rituals, such
ceremonies, for they have been approached and
promised that they will be assisted, and promoted, and
their careers will be advanced when they come into
‘the family.’
But of course, this is all highly secret, and when
there is one who has celebrity status to the degree that
Robin Williams had, who is a threat to the secrecy of
one’s organization, then something must be done. If
the individual cannot be quieted through threat and
through confrontation, often the more radical and
permanent solution is the elimination, of that person.
Robin Williams was one who posed a threat to the
secrecy of the satanic ones for he was ready to come
forth and declare certain things, to name names, to
point the finger at these ones and he would have been
listened to. The shock of course would have been such
that many would have doubted him, but nonetheless, it
is seen that he would generally have been believed and
it would have been an action against these ones that
would have dire effect on them. They could not have
this and thus he was executed and eliminated but it
was made to look like suicide.
Also the propaganda, the manipulation around his
death was such that it suggested that Robin Williams
was in an emotional crisis at that time, supporting the
theory, supporting the illusion that he had committed
suicide, for he had a history that would have justified
and did justify this explanation; that he had chronic
depression and he had slipped into a dark pit and that
as a result he could not handle life any longer and
committed suicide.
In truth, this was of course the cover-up, so that the
investigation would not go any deeper, for if the
verdict was that he was murdered and the police
investigated it, then on the premise that this was a
murder investigation it would have the possibility of
still exposing certain ones and bringing out the truth
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that Robin Williams was murdered. Having said this,
why did this man choose to be oppositional finally
against the ones he had been in cooperation with?
The reason for this is that Robin Williams was a
troubled soul, if you will. Due to his use of drugs and
alcohol, he had long ago opened himself up to those
energies of negativity that are present in that negative
state that is created when one has substance abuse,
when one‘s life revolves around using drugs and
alcohol and various vices to achieve some sort of
escape from reality.
Furthermore, this entity Robin Williams was one
who struggled all of his life between madness and
genius. It is said that there is a thin line between
genius and madness, and it certainly was so for this
entity. He had a brilliant mind and could see life in a
wonderful, zany way, and he is most noted for his
wonderful wild and zany sense of humor, but he often
looked into pits of darkness and despair. Often in his
private life, he was tortured; especially after he was
introduced to these ones, and after he participated in
some of their rituals and ceremonies.
He thought, when he was so deep in despair that
perhaps this would be a way forward, for his despair
had much to do with these dark ones who he became
connected to and part of, but he was never truly
committed to them. He realized that he had done
something wrong in joining this group and being
drawn into it, but he was drawn in when he was in
deep despair. It seems that these ones were offering
him the answer, and much had to do with fame and
fortune, for he was driven toward this always.
But in the end, his deeper spiritual nature could not
abide by what he was involved in and by what he had
become, and this became the principle arena in his life
of extreme conflict, extreme vacillation between the
crazy zany world he seemed to represent to so many,
and a wonderful human, a loving, gifted individual,
and the private hell that he was facing each and every
day when he was not in the camera, and not before the
audience.
This does not mean that each and every day was
torture to him, but the unjustness, the imbalance in his
life between how he had to be for his fans and how it
was in his private life is that which was the fine line
between the genius and the mad man, and that which
drove him toward an attitude of deep despair and often
clinical depression, as it was labeled.
But this was his life, and he had finally reached a
point where he could not handle this any longer and
felt that he must come forward and speak the truth
despite the consequences it would have for him, for he
knew that this could not continue for him and it was
not right for these ones to do what they were doing—
the sacrificial rituals, the torture, the sexual assault on
innocent victims that were captured and used for the
purposes of those who are the Satanists, those who
were part of his life.
Thus, he resolved that he would go public and
unfortunately, spoke this to certain ones who then
reported this information onwards. This was the reason
why he was murdered, although it would be safe to say
at the same time that Robin Williams understood and
knew that this could occur. This is one reason why he
had not come forward much earlier. He was fearful for
his life and the life of his family. But in the end he
understood that he must come forward for his own
sanity, his own peace of mind.
It would also be correct to understand that the soul
of this one was so tortured with what his life had
become and with the truth of the world as it really is
behind the scenes, that he could not participate in life
any longer. Thus it would be correct in some ways to
understand that Robin Williams truly was suicidal, for
he could not go on with the lies and deceptions that he
was involved in. He could not go on in a world that
was so grossly unfair and unjust to the many who
idolized him, who believed in him and believed in
what could loosely be called the American Dream.
He was sick to heart with all that he was involved in,
in what was occurring not only in his own nation, but
also worldwide. In fact the retreat into his craziness
was one way he had of handling what he was aware of
as the truth of this world, and the truth of his life. It is
of course a tragedy that this one did leave this world
before he came forward and thus it is that while this
Awareness may explain that he was murdered, he was
also in an emotional, mental and psychological state
where he was ready to leave the world, and many will
not believe this or accept this, for apparently there is
no evidence.
This Awareness would ask therefore, that one look
at the means by which his life came to an end. There is
a suggestion that he was found with a belt around his
neck attached to a doorknob or some projection that
was not high up. This is a ritualistic killing, and
several others have died this way, including David
Carradine a few years ago in a mysterious death also,
and that several years ago one of the Rothschilds was
found strangled so in a Parisian hotel. This is one way
that such ones who are being targeted as an enemy to
these groups are eliminated, one way that they are
ritualistically executed.
After this, there was much suppression of the truth
of how Robin Williams was found, and many have
been told it was a drug overdose, but the rumor
persists that he was found with a belt around his neck.
This would be an indicator of one who has been
executed by those that he is opposing or those he has
displeased for one reason or another.
One is free to believe what one will on this
matter. One is free not to accept anything this
Awareness has said in regards to the murder/execution
of Robin Williams, for again, this is information that
might challenge one. But many will feel the
correctness of this information and this Awareness
does now emphasize that when events of this nature
occur, there is a natural feeling, a gut feeling, an
intuitive reaction that often occurs that may well be
oppositional to the prescribed byline that is to be
believed, what has been issued by authorities, and by
those in charge.
In other words, when it is reported on the television
that Robin Williams was suicidal and mentally
deranged because of clinical depression and that he
took his own life, and then one comes forward who
supports this, and stories are told about how he has
struggled with this all his life, all of this is part of the
greater manipulation to work the evidence to a
conclusion that is satisfactory for those who have done
this deed, but this does not mean that one cannot intuit
such a thing, or have strong empathic feelings or
sensitivity, even clairsentience that something more
was involved than what was reported.
This is thus an opportunity for fine-tuning one’s
intuition, even though it has to do with the unfortunate
death of a very brilliant and funny man, a sensitive and
caring man who opened the wrong doors and went into
the wrong rooms. This is ultimately what this
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Awareness would say cost him his life. Thus, it does
not really matter whether he was murdered or whether
he committed suicide. He was ready to go. This is why
he was willing to finally speak the truth, for he was
willing to leave this planet.
He had become so weary, and it would please him to
know that his efforts, even though they have been
covered up, are still effective in bringing forth a truth
that so many do not wish to look at. In the end, this
one is returning back to the soul. There is seen for him
as he crosses through the 4th dimensional bardo levels,
certain things that must be worked out by him. It is
also seen that there are energies that are around him at
this time that will guide him home, guide him back
into the 5th dimensional level of soul.
For those who feeling strongly about this matter and
would like to help, so to speak, that one can simply
image and imagine this beautiful soul returning home.
This would benefit energetically in this one’s recovery
and progress that the soul aspect can make and will
make as it continues the journey to return back to the
fullness of his spiritual being, his soul being, and
return back into his spiritual soul home.
This completes the answering of this question at this
time.
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. Many will be glad to hear
this message, especially that he is returning to the
Light.
COSMIC AWARENESS :
It is also interesting that Robin Williams was in the
film, What Dreams May Come, which dealt with such
matters as the soul returning back to a higher state of
consciousness. It is seen that this role that he played
will also assist him, for this Awareness has often
recommended this film as one that could be used to
understand what occurs upon death.
There are parts of the film, assumptions made,
especially around suicide that this Awareness does not
support or agree with, but it is a clue to Robin
William’s death, for it is seen that he himself
understood that suicide was not the answer, and that
even though he was often very down and depressed
and did seek to lose himself in the drugs and the
alcohol, that he was never truly suicidal to the degree
that he planned his own death.
This has much to do with this film and the
philosophy presented in this film that he accepted at a
deep level. Thus it is ironic that after being in such a
film that morally and psychologically and spiritually
helped this individual to have other thoughts on the
matter of spiritual survival etcetera, that he would then
take his own life and commit suicide when he did not
truly agree that suicide was an option. He simply did
not see it as such, and understood the significance and
consequence of such an action.
It was not that he was worried about being punished
and sent to hell, or as in the movie and in the book,
that he would be lost for eternity as all suicides are.
This he did not believe, but he did understand that if
one commits suicide, there is followed a time of
healing on what is called the Other Side, a time of
reflection, a time of coming back from a deep dark
place.
Therefore, again, Robin Williams did not believe in
suicide as being an answer, no matter how often this is
put forward in the media—that he was suicidal, that he
was heavily depressed and it did not surprise many
that he committed suicide. These are the ones that are
being used, even the family members, to convey the
image that this man was suicidal and his death was not
a surprise to them, when in actuality, they understood
that he did not believe in suicide.
This Awareness is complete and asks Zoey to
continue with the questions.
PLANNED BOMBINGS FOR
SEPTEMBER 11TH ANNIVERSARY?
QUESTIONER :
Thank you. The next question is about the upcoming
September 11th, and it is from the membership. There
have been several inquiries. As we know, the Powers
That Be are fond of anniversary dates, the 9/11,
September 11th, would be the anniversary of the twin
towers. Some people, fairly high up in Obama’s
administration have expressed concern about a
possible plot to place bombs in the United States in a
hundred shopping centers to go off at the same time,
so there is awareness that 9-11 is coming up. Could
Awareness please comment?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
There is of course some significance in the
celebration of 9-11 and this would mark the thirteenth
year since that event took place, but it is not only that
the Powers That Be, the Reptilian Ones love to use this
irony, this ritual of celebration of those events that
havesignificance to them. It is also that they use
numerology and vibration and of course the number 13
is significant to these ones, not because it is an evil
number or an unlucky number, but because the number
13 is a sacred number, a mysterious number of Spirit
Itself.
They love to pervert the truth of such things, and
thus it has been their manipulation over decades, over
centuries that the number 13 is unlucky and evil
somehow. And here it is, 2014, the 13th anniversary of
this event that radically changed the world, and
therefore, there are plans to use this 13th anniversary of
the bombing of the World Trade Center, the Pentagon,
and the destruction of an aircraft over Pennsylvania as
an energetic portal that can further subvert and distort
the sacred energies of the magical mystical number 13.
This is how the Reptilian Brain works, and has
always worked. Therefore, it is to their liking and their
way of thinking that the next September 11th would be
an opportunity in a ritualistic way, in a dark
ceremonial way to again do something that will
provoke many, and that they could then use the
provocation to incite action, that which is their action.
It is that mindset, that way of thinking that is being
used here; that way of thinking that you create a
problem, wait for the reaction, and then present the
solution.
This is often used to manipulate mass consciousness,
and to direct it into the very actions that the Powers
That Be already had planned. There are many
examples of this, 9-11 of course being one of the most
infamous, and this 13th anniversary is seen by them to
pull the same trick yet again, to create incidents, the
problem that will provoke reaction, that demands that
the government provide the solution, the solution that
is already drawn up and ready to go.
Thus it is that even though this Awareness is saying
that there is intent to use September 11th as a launching
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point to effect more reaction and invoke the demand
for more action on the part of the officials, that
nonetheless this does not mean that one needs to be
fooled by such a ploy, that one does not need to be
drawn down into the ‘vipers’ nest simply because
there is an attraction that leads them there.
Even though this information may be coming out
after September 11th, nonetheless it is relevant in
hindsight to look back at the day and what occurred,
and how you felt at the time. For those who experience
no upheaval, nothing happened, and they look back at
that day and say that nothing occurred. This would be
an indicator that you are creating alternative timelines
and not participating in the timelines that are being
woven and put forward by those who can do so at the
mass level.
For those who look back and see that some events
did occur, this is an opportunity to shift your thinking
on this matter and to realize that there was always
intent behind these events, and that they were not the
actions of terrorists, Muslims and supporters of the
Muslim faith that are venting their anger on the United
States. These timelines must be seen as those that do
not serve.
If it is so that those reading these words at this
moment have had such an experience, then this
Awareness asks them again to redefine their own
reality and not to support such a timeline, not to
energize such a timeline in their own lives, for as you
change the energy of negativity, as you find balance
and firmness, and as you understand and hold that it
need not be so, that you need not experience these
realities for you are not part of them, then change will
come at a deep alchemical level, and instead of
reading the paper with reports of this bombing or that
atrocity, you will read instead how things have been
avoided, or simply not read anything of such events at
all, for it is not your timeline.
This Awareness understands that this is an
abstraction for many, but the world is an abstraction.
The reality of physicality is not as real as it is
presented, and it is appropriate for each and every
individual to think of their lives in ways other than
those that are force-fed to them, force-fed to the
masses. This is a deviation from the question
presented, but it is important for each and every
individual to truly begin to understand how much they
can redefine the reality of their lives, recreate it,
change it, go in different directions with it other than
the direction that the masses are being stampeded into
and the lanes they are being forced to stampede down
to their own destruction.
This is a crucial time and simply predicting certain
disasters will fall on this day is not enough. This
Awareness can speak that such things may occur for
those who wish to experience such timelines, but it is
also the duty of this Awareness to remind one and all
of your own duty as creator beings, of your own
opportunity to shift focus, to shift from negativity to
positivity, to balance, to spiritual integration and
spiritual awareness.
This completes the answering of this question.
MIDDLE EAST BEHEADING OF
AMERICAN JOURNALISTS
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. The member LJ asks about
the recent beheadings in the Middle East. The
videotapes that have been released did not appear to
suggest that the beheadings actually took place, and
could you comment generally on the beheadings?
There has been one American journalist already, and a
second one today that was associated with the news
service.
COSMIC AWARENESS:
These events are tragic. It is so that these journalists
have been executed, have been murdered, but it must
also be seen, aside from the personal side of this
matter that evokes deep sympathy for the families, that
they are being used as pawns in a game, the game of
provoking mass response against these terrorists, these
Islamic Jihadists.
Reports of this and videos of this are designed to
incite a reaction amongst the American people.
Furthermore, it is not that the Muslims themselves are
trying to incite a response against them. It is that those
in power are using this event to incite the mentality
and the emotions of the American people, the Western
nations and the world, generally. There is a reason for
this.
These events are designed to provoke reaction, and
in the provoking of reaction, the demand for a
response by America in this case, they will then
reluctantly move forward because the people demand
it is so, when the truth of the matter is that they already
have their plans drawn up and simply had to get mass-
support so that they were justified in their actions. A
president who arbitrarily sends combat troops into a
nation without consulting Congress, the Senate or the
people will be seen as one who must be removed from
office for exceeding his powers.
But if the people cry out against such an atrocity
and demand action, and if the Congress and the Senate
are themselves part of the deception and those who are
the deceivers, then when the president then stands up
and suggest that more drones must be sent in, more
fighter support must be sent in, and more special
troops to protect Americans must be sent in against
these godless ones, these infidels of Jihad, these
terrorists, then everyone who has bought into this, who
has accepted the deception, who has not questioned,
who has not looked deeply into this matter, will
applaud these actions.
Therefore, such actions as the beheading of
journalists, which may seem artificial still achieve
their goal to cause a reaction in the populace around
the world, in America, and this is the true purpose of
showing such things, showing mass-executions,
grotesque to human sensibility, of portraying these
Islamic Jihadists as terrible ones that must be stopped.
Thus, when the president reluctantly comes forward, it
would seem that he must send some troops in, take
some actions, then the majority of the voters will not
say “no”, but rather be in full agreement.
It is tragic that individuals can be used in such a
public way, in such a grotesque and heinous way to
provoke a response, but it has been so for a long time
that individuals have been sacrificed to promote the
agenda of those in power, and it is so on this occasion
as well.
This completes the answering of this question.
QUESTIONER :
Awareness, did these beheadings actually take place,
or were they only a show?
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COSMIC AWARENESS :
It is seen that an event did occur that involved
beheading, but it matters very little for the presentation
of such images has had the desired effect. It has
provoked the American people and world reaction
against the terrorists and thus moving it a step forward
to support actions against these ones, the sending in of
the cavalry, if you will, by the president and other
NATO and allied leaders.
This completes this answer.
CAC General Reading July 13, 2014, Will Berlinghof, Interpreter; Zoey
Zen, energizer and questioner
THE FLIPPING OF THE EARTH’S POLES
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. This question is from TH
and it regards the earth’s magnetic field, which is
weakening ten times faster since last fall. The
magnetic field, which protects the planet from huge
blasts of deadly solar radiation, has been weakening
according to the European Space Agency.
The scientists who conducted the study are still
unsure why the magnetic field is weakening, but one
likely reason is that Earth's magnetic poles are getting
ready to flip. The agency says, "Such a flip is not
instantaneous, but would take many hundred if not a
few thousand years."
Previously, researchers estimated the field was
weakening about 5 percent per century, but the new
data revealed the field is actually weakening at 5
percent per decade, or 10 times faster than thought.
Still, there is no evidence that a weakened
magnetic field would result in a doomsday for Earth.
During past polarity flips there were no mass
extinctions or evidence of radiation damage.
Researchers think power grids and communication
systems would be most at risk.
Earth's magnetic field acts like a giant invisible
bubble that shields the planet from the dangerous
cosmic radiation spewing from the sun in the form
of solar winds. TH also wondered if there was a
possible connection with Nibiru? Could you please
comment?
COSMIC AWARENESS :
Many of the questions presented in this question are
valid. The electromagnetic force of this planet is
shifting and changing. It was stated that there is no
need to worry or be concerned because this will take
hundreds or thousands of years to happen, but this
Awareness would say that this is a process that already
has been thousands of years in the making. It is not
simply something that has begun recently.
Therefore, an event could occur that is relatively
quick in geological terms, and it could be one that does
see the flipping of the poles and the electromagnetic
forces that go with this event. But would it be of a
catastrophic nature? It need not be, for other things are
happening along with the magnetic shifting that is
being observed. Many do not understand that currently
there is not one North Pole or South Pole, but rather
two in each region. There is a secondary pole that
coexists with the preliminary pole that science has
located and traces.
There is a reason for this, for it is seen that there will
be a shift in consciousness. This is underway. This is
tied in to the magnetic fluctuations and it presents
itself in the literal way of the magnetic poles shifting,
but it is also shifting consciousness that is occurring.
While many are aware that the electromagnetic fields
are changing, are moving around, that there is a
potential of a shift of the magnetic poles, few
understand that this too has much to do with the
evolutionary process, the cyclical nature of the planet
and of consciousness.
Very few ever appreciate or understand that
consciousness itself is wandering and is ready to shift,
to flip, and to change directions. Therefore, these
external events of the wandering poles, of two poles in
each region existing, are misunderstood, and are only
interpreted in a physical way. Those who are the
scientists and supporters of physical reality as it is
known and believed in by science and by those who do
not understand the deeper magical and mystical nature
of these events will put forward their theories,
speculations and predictions.
Also, those in charge, those in power who do know
the truth of the matter and are using it in their own
way to provide for them what they wish to create and
maintain, have a vested interest in the masses not
finding out what is truly happening or its deeper
significance. Therefore, they would employ the
experts and authorities who are the deniers who put
out that there is nothing of significance happening, and
even if there was significance, it will take thousands of
years before a shift happens and the poles flip.
This is part of the process of denial and
misdirection so that the many can continue to be
controlled. However, this Awareness does say that the
magnetic poles are ready to shift. The reason why
there are now two poles is to hold a stability for the
planet as this event occurs, so that it would not be as
catastrophic as if one pole or in this case, two poles,
one in each hemisphere, change positions and go from
one region to the opposite.
There are other events that are also occurring.
There is an event few have ever heard of or have been
aware of that is simultaneously occurring. There is that
which is a meteor cloud that swirls around both polar
regions around the opening into the earth, the vortex
into the earth that exists at either end of the planet,
either side, North and South. This dark cloud of
meteor materials is swirling around the edge of the
funnel, the vortex at either end, and also is creating
electromagnetic pulsations that go from one pole down
to the other in a spiral form.
Imagine if you will that emanating from the North
Polar Region is a force that spirals down toward the
South but does not go directly South to North, but
spirals around the planet, around the equator down into
the South Pole. This movement takes approximately 2
weeks. Now imagine there is an equal force that is
spiraling upward toward the North Pole, and this also
takes 2 weeks, and these are simultaneous occurrences.
This could then be understood and seen to be a
double helix of the planet itself, and this too has much
to do with the electromagnetic nature of the planet and
what is occurring. This dark cloud, this meteor cloud
can be seen in the Northern hemisphere. It is often
thought to be the Northern Lights, the Aurora Borealis,
but it is the reflection of the sun through the ice
crystals of the meteor debris that is circling the vortex
at each pole of the planet that is being seen as this
electric blue cloud.
This too is shifting and changing and altering. This
too is part of the overall phenomena of the wandering
electromagnetic poles, the shifting electromagnetics of
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this planet. This Awareness will speak more on this
matter at another time. It simply wished to introduce
this matter at this time to help many to understand that
there are many events that are aligning themselves at
this time in regards to the shifting electromagnetic
energies and forces that shield this planet.
One could look at these events as parallel to the
shifting of human consciousness and the reversing of
poles, the reversing of attitudes. This is of a much
more psychological nature and is not as quantifiable as
measurements of the poles and the electromagnetic
fields, yet all is connected, all is interrelated.
As to the issues of dangerous cosmic rays—Gamma
Rays, solar flare energies, et cetera, this Awareness
would say that while it seems that the electromagnetic
bubble that surrounds the earth has been protecting
humanity and life on this planet from the effects of
these dangerous rays and radiations, this Awareness
must say from the higher perspective that these
radiations are part of the shift in consciousness, part of
the higher energies and forces of consciousness and
Spirit that are starting to have an effect on the planet.
So long as one sees this matter only from the
physical perspective, only from an angle of concern
that these cosmic forces and rays are dangerous, one
will indeed fear these events, feeling that they are
dangerous to human life and all life on the planet, but
if one understands that the shifting of consciousness,
the shifting of those forces that have been traditional
for so long, and held for so long are part of the greater
process and greater plan; if one realizes that the
shifting of one’s own conscious fields, one’s own
forces is paramount in changing one’s vibrations,
one’s ability to absorb these new radiations and
energies, then one might be able to look at this matter
from a new perspective.
If one only holds that these forces, these rays,
energies and radiations are dangerous to life and
something must be done in the physical, one cannot
adjust to the evolutionary process that is underway, the
grand event that is occurring at this time. As one
begins to understand that this is part of the
evolutionary process, and that protection will still
exist, and even if one experiences dramatic results due
to the dangerous radiations that are coming through, it
is still part of the process of evolution and change.
This Awareness once, many years ago, used the
analogy that new radiation, new waves of energy
would sweep the planet and it would be necessary to
ride these waves, not only ride them, but to enjoy the
ride. It is still so, and these electromagnetic forces,
these cosmic waves and radiations are all waves of
energy that will sweep human consciousness forward,
but they are difficult to ride, especially if one is fearful
of these matters, if one holds to the physical
explanation and physical results.
There are results that go beyond physicality. There
are results that open up new vistas and new ways that
are coming, but to get there, one must be willing to
move with the times and ride the waves that are
coming as well. This matter of the shifting
electromagnetic fields of the planet is part of the shift
and change that is underway. There is more to be
spoken of on this matter, but at this time the energies
are difficult for this Awareness to surf, and It feels
sufficient has been said on this matter at this time, but
It will have more to say at a later date. This completes
the answering of this question, barring any questions
the energizer may have of this Awareness.
The Van Allen Belt Radiation Fields
QUESTIONER :
There is a related question from RT and he
comments that, “Last September, a ring of radiation
formed around our planet and lingered for 4 weeks.
We know that two charged particle Van Allen
Radiation Belts constantly circle the earth trapped by
earth’s magnetic field. The outer layers started moving
rapidly, and an extra ring of radiation formed between
the two Van Allen Belts. It was destroyed by a shock
wave, this new belt of radiation, possibly linked to a
burst of solar activity.” Could Awareness please
comment on this new ray of radiation, which came and
went, and if it has anything to do with Ascension?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
The energies at this time are not strong enough for
this Awareness to speak deeply on this matter. It
would say only that it is also part of that process that is
underway of new heightened energies in
consciousness that are now entering into the planet and
that it reflected an opportunity of awareness and
understanding that was available for a period of time.
It also says that this third new energy belt was put in
place for other reasons, primarily for the reason of
protecting the planet while some stronger energies
came through.
It is difficult at this time, due to the scattered
energies this Awareness is working with at this time to
explain this mater more completely, however one
could understand that it is part of the Ascension
process, that the Divine is expressing Itself and
showing Itself through such phenomena. This
Awareness is complete at this time with this question.
CAC General Reading, May 1, 2014; Will Berlinghof, Interpreter; Zoey
Zen, Questioner and Energizer
LIFE IS LIKE A CANDY STORE
BUT MOST PEOPLE FEEL UNWORTHY
OF PARTAKING IN SUCH SWEETNESS!
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness has a message for the CAC
membership. This Awareness would present to you an
analogy that It wishes you to consider. This Awareness
will call this the Candy Store Analogy.
Imagine entering into a candy store, where all
manner of sweets and treats are available: sodas and
ice cream and milkshakes—all that one could desire in
the way of sweets and treats. Imagine also that you are
entitled to have anything you want in this shop. There
are no limitations or restrictions. All of the sweets that
can be ingested and taken in are harmless to you but
will give you a sweet taste and sweet flavor and will
be immensely satisfying to you.
Imagine also that when going into this store one
enters with an attitude or belief that they must not eat
the sweets. They are not entitled. They are not worthy
enough to have the sweets, and despite the possibility
of having anything you desire, you do not take
anything or perhaps you allow yourself one small
lollipop, one small sucker, when present and available
to you are the many treats that this store has to offer.
This is exactly how it is for all. All do not think, do
not realize, and do not accept that they are living in the
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most magical store of all, that store being the store of
Mother Earth, the store that the Divine Source has
created. This situation that exists is one of great
abundance for all. Spirit is abundance. Spirit never
denies, but always makes available what is desired,
wished for, focused on and believed in.
However, due to the beliefs that are given to people,
their social conditioning, and the attitudes they are
taught, most feel that they are living in a hostile
environment, a world of scarcity, a world of difficulty.
They believe that they are not entitled to the great
abundance of Spirit. Furthermore, often they are taught
that it is the exact opposite, not a place at all of great
abundance and opportunity, but rather a place of
suffering and sorrow, of great difficulty, of things
going wrong, for one should not expect things to go
right.
There is a saying: If it is too good to be true, it
probably is not true. It probably will go wrong. How
many who have read these words now believe this?
How many see their lives in such a way that negatives
always happen and bad things occur to individuals?
Certainly the majority think they are striving to have
good lives, but because they hold such negative
indoctrinated beliefs deep in their unconscious, where
the low self must actualize these beliefs, the true
experience for most is that bad things will happen, and
when something seems to be too good to be true, it
usually is not true.
This Awareness asks you all to look within your
own selves and see if you too hold this attitude. Using
again the analogy of the candy store, are you one who
would be thankful for the offerings that you can
receive in the store, or are you one that would limit
yourself or automatically think you do not deserve
such magnificent treats, and such delightful surprises?
It is time for all to reflect deeply upon their own
limiting attitudes and beliefs. This Awareness has
spoken on this many times in the past, but as events
are now gearing up and as pressure is now being put
onthe ones in power, as social economic political and
geological events, are you one who will focus on the
negative fear-inducing events, or are you one who can
truly rise above them, and can state to yourself with
full belief and conviction that all is well and
everything will be all right, and you and your loved
ones will be well?
Can you further accept the offerings of Spirit—the
gifts and opportunities that Spirit is always offering,
always holds available to each and every individual
each and every human being? Such is the power of
those in control, the Powers That Be, the Elite, the
Cabal—call it what you will, such is their power and
their scope that they have convinced the majority that
they are not entitled to abundance, not entitled to
prosperity and must lives filled with suffering and
sorrow, for this is the Will of God, a god that wishes it
to be so.
This Awareness assures you that the true Divine
Source, the Godhead, does not wish it to be so, but
what It has done for all is given all the right to have
the experiences they wish for, to choose with impunity
the exact experience that is right for them, never even
realizing perhaps that they could choose differently.
Most go forward in life convinced they cannot
affect their surroundings and they are victims, and bad
things happen, and they will happen to them as well.
They accept this lower standard of living, never ever
understanding in this life that it need not be so. In fact,
you are placed in the most magical of stores, one
where many treats and sweets are available, and it is
your right to have these treats and sweets and
opportunities, these joyous and joyful experiences of
life itself, or not.
Therefore, as you stand in the imaginary candy
store, and you are allowed to have anything, know that
it is your right, and the only thing that will limit you
from receiving is you yourself, and the beliefs that you
hold.
This is a crucial time in the evolutionary process of
humanity and Mother Earth. It is a crucial time in
terms of the realization of greater truths and principles.
But to realize those greater truths and even more
importantly, to live them, to experience them, one
must be willing to look at the deepest unconscious
beliefs and references that one has to what life is about
as they have been taught.
Who taught these values? Who taught these beliefs
and false truths? They were taught to you by your
parents, by your siblings, and by your extended family.
They were taught to you through your educational
systems, through the schools and the teachers in those
schools. They were taught to you by your priests, your
rabbis, your ministers.
They were taught to you over the TV and through
the films and through the media. They are reinforced
constantly by your peers, your neighbors, your family
and your friends. They are constant in your life and
they are held to be normal attitudes, normal ways. It is
time now to examine these ‘normal’ beliefs and
standards that most live their lives by.
It is time to root them out and to look at them as
limiting beliefs, ones that do not support the new
understanding of the truth of Spirit Itself: that Spirit is
Abundance. Spirit is Love. Spirit is Compassion, and
Spirit is Always Available, and the fruits of Spirit are
always available as well. There are new energies
flooding into this third dimensional reality and these
energies will sustain one, will enlarge one, enlarge
them into a broader concept of What Is, and will help
many recognize how they have limited themselves and
how this has been part of the orchestration of those in
power to ensure that they stay in power.
Ignorance and vulnerability are taught, not freedom,
not power, not strength, and certainly not Spirit. The
Spirit that lives within you, the Spirit that you are is
denied you as you are made into victims, as you are
taught to be less than you really are. It is a time when
the old standards and beliefs are being challenged;
perhaps still at a small level, a miniscule level, but
there is a movement that is growing.
It is the movement of Spirit. It is the movement of
the Divine, and you as participants in this movement,
as ones who are Spirit in this physical third-
dimensional reality, have the right to participate fully
and completely. But along with this right goes the
responsibility for examining one’s old beliefs, the
unconscious beliefs, the ones that have always been
held without question, for they have been passed on to
you, they have been taught to you. They are held by
your societies. They are the norms that all try to
emulate, yet what is this? What are these norms? What
is normal?
What has for so long been the norm is shifting. This
Awareness must say that it always shifts. It always
changes. But more than ever, the shift is a deep
fundamental shift in human consciousness itself in a
realization that one is more than what they are taught
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and told they are. It is still a personal journey and
therefore, do not necessarily look to others to show
you the way. The Way lies within you. The path goes
deep within and is then connected always to your
greater nature.
There is indeed a candy store out there, for this shop
of treats and delights and wonders and magic lies
within you. When you find the doorway into this most
amazing establishment of Spirit that lies within, you
will find that you do deserve great abundance and
prosperity, sweetness and joy, love and Light, and it is
there, within you.
Find it! Experience it! Enjoy It! For it is what you
have been promised, it is what you are worthy of, and
what you have every right to have—the abundance of
Spirit in your life, the joy, the happiness, the Light and
the Love of your Greater Being! It is so!
This Awareness is complete.
WHAT ABOUT
THE HOLLOW EARTH NETWORK?
Is There Any Worthwhile Information There?
QUESTIONER:
Thank you, Awareness. The next question is from
SF, and he works a lot with the Hollow Earth Network
presented on the Blog Talk Radio, and could
Awareness pleased comment on the validity of this?
COSMIC AWARENESS :
This is difficult, for it is seen and perceived by this
Awareness that the entity SF has much invested in this
matter and accepts fully the validity of this group, this
blog, but unfortunately, this Awareness cannot support
this and does say there is something here that does not
correlate with a group that is of the highest nature.
This Awareness would say that It smells a rotten fish
in this matter, and there is reason therefore to be
careful in simply jumping in and accepting everything
that is given on this site.
There is much worthwhile information, but one
must be diligent and careful in their approach to
simply accepting anything and everything that a group
may put out simply because they are the flavor of the
month or they are what one is drawn to. Therefore,
although there is some validity in the information
presented, there is much misinformation, and even
deception.
It is not quite as these ones present it, although it is
quite a fanciful presentation of information regarding
the central earth and there is truth in what is presented.
This truth often of course serves as the hook, and when
one is hooked in, one is more likely to accept what is
not the truth, but what is presented as the truth.
Therefore, this Awareness will simply say to SF
and to all others who would be attracted to this site, to
participate and observe, but do not be completely
drawn in. Do not hold your hands high in praise and
glorification of these ones, for there is something seen
here that does not quite jive, that does not quite
embody the truth of the matter and deception is seen
somewhat in this group.
If one is willing to be diligent and careful in this
matter one can extract the parts that are the truth and
disregard those other pieces that simply do not work,
and can disregard the suggestion of this organization
toward certain beliefs and patterns of behavior.
Ultimately, this is so with all groups and
organizations, be they the most established orthodox
group or religion, or a marginal cutting edge group;
one must always question and be open to observing
from a neutral point versus the role of a fanatic and a
believer despite obvious contradictory evidence.
This Awareness would say of this organization: do
listen, see and read what is there, but do not simply
abdicate all in favor of what this group is expressing or
saying to be so. It would be a mistake. Please proceed
with the next question.
CAC General Reading, February 17, 2014, Will Berlinghof Interpreter,
Zoey Zen, Questioner & Energizer
MINERS ARE FRIGHTENED
BY THE SOUNDS OF HELL
QUESTIONER :
The next question is from JO. He’s talking about an
incident that happened some years ago, about the
sounds of hell from Siberia. Some miners in Russia
were drilling deep into the earth in the Kola Peninsula
in Siberia, when suddenly the drill took a pocket of air.
They took temperature readings that went as high as
2000 degrees Fahrenheit. They wanted to record the
sounds below in relation to plate movement, so the
miners lowered a microphone down into the hole and
what they heard scared them. They abandoned the
project and talked about the sounds of hell. Could you
please comment on what really happened regarding
this incident?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
What is seen by this Awareness has mostly to do
with what one would call ‘natural events’. The region
these ones were working in lies close to a fault line
and close to two tectonic plates of Mother Earth, and
there is great pressure in this region, pressure of two
shifting plates grinding into each other. This creates
the great heat that was recorded, but it also creates the
sounds that were recorded, the grinding sounds, the
groaning sounds, the shrieking sounds; all of this is
natural in scope. It is normal as two masses grind into
each other, smash into each other and put pressure on
each other. It creates extreme pressure, extreme heat,
and extreme sound.
This is what is seen by this Awareness as what
truly these miners were recording and hearing. It is not
that they found hell. Many of an orthodox faith would
seek hell under the surface, and many would hold that
this was hell that was tapped into and was recorded.
This Awareness says it was not. It was the tectonic
plates coming together in that region that were
recorded and observed. This completes this question.
MAN WANTS WIFE TO CALL HIM
MR. SATAN
QUESTIONER :
Thank you Awareness. The next one is from MB,
and she has been involved with a man for about 4
years and he is definitely an alcoholic. He has unusual
powers. He can open up her eyes by dilating them,
look into her mind and read it, is accurate about her
past, is able to light a cigarette by rubbing his thumb
and fingers together, and he wants her to call him Mr.
Satan, and friends have told her to stay away from
him, but she just can’t, even though he tried to choke
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her at one time. She is wondering if Satan is really in
this man, body and soul, and how can she stop herself
from continuing to see him?
COSMIC AWARENESS :
This is a most extremely personal question that is
being offered. This Awareness at this time would state
that It cannot provide a personal answer for the nature
of these questions is to deal with things that are of a
general interest to the membership and not simply be
providing personal readings. Having said this, this
Awareness asks that in the future such personal
questions be presented privately to the Interpreter so
that this Awareness can go deeply into answers that
are pertinent and relevant to the individual and their
personal quest for enlightenment and awareness.
Having said this, this Awareness will still
nonetheless deal with parts of the question that have
implications of a more general nature. For example,
the individual is seemingly indicating that this man
that she is involved with somehow is the
personification of Satan himself. She has presented
some of the things he does that are rather strange to
most—the lighting of a cigarette by rubbing the thumb
and forefinger together—but this Awareness must say
that this individual is not Satan, is not the devil
incarnate, and is not a super being of evil and wicked
intent and nature.
This is a man who has tapped in to certain powers,
who has chosen to play in the darkness and chooses to
worship the Dark Ones. As a servant to the Dark Ones
he has tapped in to certain abilities and powers of an
extraordinary nature, and that control over the minds
of others is part of what he has tapped in to, for those
of darkness have long been able to tap in to the
mentality of individuals and the masses and to control
them, to manipulate them, to misdirect them toward an
acceptance that they, the individual or the group has
strength and power that is extraordinary and cannot be
challenged.
This too is part of what is being presented—that
this woman cannot challenge the man because he is
too strong in his personality, again alluding to his
extraordinary power and implying that he could be the
reincarnation of Satan, or at least the personification of
Satan. The incorporation of satanic energies is more
the case. He is not Satan incarnate in this individual.
He does not have ultimate power over this individual.
What he has achieved is the indoctrination of this
individual to believe he is extraordinary, to believe he
is unchallengeable and that she can do nothing to resist
him.
She has abandoned her own spiritual understanding
and awareness. In some way, in the way of a paradox,
she believes Satan and the Dark Ones are more
powerful than God and the Light, even though she
thinks she is one who is serving God and the Light. In
this paradox she is in actuality ascribing greater power
to the Dark Side than to the Light Side she thinks she
is dedicated to. She is also abdicating her personal
power to this one, by not finding her core and her
strength, and by not truly believing in the Light and
the Divine.
Therefore, she forfeits control of her will to this one
and abdicates her power to him. She cannot look at
this, and therefore, she attributes this to his
extraordinary powers of control and manipulation.
This one would have no control if she did not give to
him control over her life, and over her being.
Therefore, this is a dangerous matter.
While this Awareness is speaking in specifics to
these two, this Awareness must extend this to include
all who give their power away, all who determine and
declare another is more powerful and stronger. This
does not simply mean on an individual level, one on
one as is the case here, but also the abdication of one’s
power to a group, a political group, a religious group,
or a family group. There are many such groups that
individuals give their power away to, where they
proclaim they are unable and incapable of standing
against these ones for these ones are more powerful.
They have the truth. They are the ones that must be
followed. This question is important in helping
individuals realize that this type of abdication of one’s
power and one’s right to be in charge of one’s life
happens both at the individual level as well as at the
collective level.
This question may be intriguing to many who are
predisposed still toward a dualistic conceptualization
of good and evil, and who still are fascinated by the
Devil and his power and control and capability that
somehow ironically and paradoxically is somehow
more powerful than the God Force from which he
emanates from.
This is the way of control and manipulation. Many
believe in the devil and the Dark Ones and give them
unlimited powers and the capacity to do as they will
and others cannot resist them, whether this be on an
individual level or on a collective level.
The individual is taught they are powerless and in
this case this person has accepted that she is powerless
against the extraordinary and supernormal powers of
this being that she has identified as Satan. Many do
this in a collective way when they identify with their
nation, their government, and their leaders, seeing
other leaders as corrupt and dark, giving them more
power, wishing to believe that the powers of good that
are in their government, represented by their leaders
will succeed and dominate, never realizing often that
the ones they are choosing to believe in are themselves
corrupt and serving Dark Masters.
This is of course on a slightly different level. What
this Awareness is trying to bring forward here is the
recognition that the individual here has brought into
her life one who is tapping into the Dark Force, the
Dark Consciousness, and has opened up to it. These
ones are also known as sorcerers and have a long
tradition. They are very involved in all things satanic
and dark and while it may not be that he is part of a
coven, it is seen that this individual has a connection
on some level to such dark groups.
This Awareness would say that there is still hope
here. Even though she is looking at him she cannot
resist, cannot stand up against him, and she must begin
to see the deception that is occurring here. She must
come to realize that she herself is giving her power to
this one and abdicating to him. If she wishes to deal
with this matter she must truly go into her own power
and call the Divine Source, which is far more powerful
than this individual she has called in to her life.
Again, this is a very private matter in this way, and
this Awareness will go no further into a more personal
explanation, but It does say to all who are finding this
intriguing to look inside, find your own resistance,
your own denial, your own unwillingness to accept the
truth of who you are: a powerful being of Light and
Love, much stronger than those who would dominate
and control and destroy you. Such ones cannot destroy
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one when one truly is in the power of their own
spiritual being, and it is important not to abdicate
one’s power to another person, a group or even to
one’s nation.
It is important always to be focused and centered in
the greater reality of one’s being, the greater reality of
Divine Spirit and Divine Consciousness. You are all
much greater than victims that are subject to another’s
control and manipulation, but you must discover this
and accept this within your own being, within
yourselves, otherwise you may find that you continue
to play that game wherein you give your power away
to others, be it another individual or a group.
This Awareness will leave it as that. It asks all to
consider this question in the greater context and to use
it as a means to look within themselves to see where
they abdicate their own power and their own freedoms.
This Awareness is complete with this question at this
time.
CAC General Reading, August 5, 2014. Will Berlinghof, Interpreter;
Zoey Zen, questioner and energizer
THE EVILS OF PEDOPHILIA
QUESTIONER:
Thank you very much Awareness. The next question
is from LH, “I’d like to ask Awareness what is the
significance of pedophilia in the realm of human
consciousness and evolution. This is probably one of
the most taboo subjects, but it is one that I think that
needs to have more light shed on it. It has been said
that one out of every three children has been sexually
abused in their life to one degree or another.
Throughout my life I have met individuals that were
abused by their family members and strangers. Are all
pedophiles victims themselves of pedophilia? If yes,
what makes the individuals become sexually attracted
to children? If no, then why are some victims able to
overcome their history and become healthy members
of society? I think pedophilia is a global issue and has
always existed. I’d like Awareness to comment on
why this atrocity exists, where it came from, and what
can we do to change the energies so that this can stop,
if that is even possible! Thank you.”
COSMIC AWARENESS :
This is an extremely complex issue. This Awareness
would start by saying, and this is perhaps what will be
most challenging of all, that there are no victims
involved here. They have the experiences that they
have chosen to have before they ever entered into the
physical life. In other words, that while still in a
spiritual state, while one is setting up one’s life, one is
making choices as to what experiences one will have,
and then having those experiences in the physical.
Therefore, how can there be a victim, if it was a choice
made in Spirit to have a particular experience, even the
experience of being a victim to a pedophile and
bringing such deviant sexual energy into one’s life and
having such an experience?
This is not a popular attitude, and if one speaks this
to most, that an individual chose to be a victim of
sexual deviation, of being a victim to a pedophile, of
being a victim of a murderer or being a victim of a
government, most would not accept that this was a
choice for a victim cannot choose, for a victim is a
victim, and things happen to victims outside of their
control.
Therefore, this Awareness would not advise entities
to argue this point with any who are not willing to
expand their consciousness on such a matter, for it will
only create friction and problems for those who do so.
But for those who are willing to listen and to engage
and to think on this matter differently, they might be
able to accept that if a choice is made in Spirit, then
this is but an experience in the physical life, and there
is then room for discussion and debate.
Having said this, returning to this matter of the
pedophile and the victim, it is so that many who have
been sexually molested as a child, will themselves go
on to be molesters of children and others who are not
able to stand up against such a one. This would
include, for example, a rape victim and the rapist who
himself may have been as a child molested or raped.
But it is not across the board that this is so. While it is
often the case, there are many who have experienced
an intrusion, an interference, a molestation by others
when they were children, be it an adult or other older
children, as often occurs.
Therefore it is something in the character of the
individual as to how they respond to the experience
that they have had. There is again an element of the
agreement of Spirit here that must be understood.
While the catalyzing force that may have launched
them into a life of being a pedophile might have been
their own experience of being a victim of a pedophile,
it does not always mean that it must be so.
Therefore, those who move on into becoming
pedophiles themselves have done so because it is part
of their contract to have such experiences in this
physical reality and to have an experience with other
souls who are having a physical experience, even
though those souls are housed in the body of a child.
There is a big difference between seeing it this way,
from a higher perspective, versus seeing it from the
perspective of most of humanity who do not see it
from this perspective, but see it from the perspective
of victims, of predators who feed upon victims, who
have power and control over victims.
This is how the masses see it. This is what is
actively promoted at this time, for this situation of
abuse against children has always existed, but it has in
recent times been receiving much more attention. This
Awareness will say at this time that It is not speaking
in favor of pedophilia. It is not saying it is right to
abuse children—quite the opposite.
It is simply explaining that there are many, many
experiences that the soul chooses to have in the
physical that are viewed on the physical level from a
different perspective, and the viewing from the limited
perspective gives not the understanding or the
awareness around such matters, especially around the
matter of the Spirit having choice, and having made a
choice before entering into the physical. If one chooses
not to see the higher level of this, does not choose to
come from Unity Consciousness in understanding this
matter, then the discussion of this Awareness is
redundant in nature.
For those who are willing to see it from the higher
point of view, then one must also remember that any
and all experiences held and had on this physical level
of experience of life will dissipate when the spiritual
aspect of the individual returns back to the soul. They
will not be lost. It is simply that the energy around
those experiences will dissipate and the experiences
themselves will be viewed as a learning curve, a lesson
of the soul who chose to have experiences in the
physical.
When viewed from a higher spiritual level of
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consciousness and worked with, all lessons have worth
and merit, even those lessons that on this level of
consciousness that is available on the physical level—
that being the level of the mass-consciousness, and the
perceptions and beliefs held in mass-consciousness on
such matters would look at this negatively.
From this higher perspective, this Unity
Perspective, the Soul realizes that all experiences are
temporary in nature. The soul will always return.
There is healing and release of the soul and the lesson
of the experience will be brought back for the
advancement of the Soul. Further more, the Soul sees
this matter as an actor might see the taking of a part in
a film or a play. This is being played at. It is not the
truth of one’s life, and when the play or film is
complete, the individual will step out of character and
assume the real life that they have outside of this
production.
So it is with the Soul coming in to physical
incarnation. It enters a role that it has taken on for
itself. The unique nature of this physical reality is such
that the soul has chosen to enter into an atmosphere of
consciousness that it forgets itself, or rather it forgets
the spiritual component of its own being and leaves the
individual aspect of the soul free to have a total
experience without intrusion of the soul that would
remind the individual that it is illusionary, and even
though one holds it as reality and would deny that it is
anything but the real thing, the soul knows it to be
otherwise so.
The soul always understands and knows that the
aspect of the Focus Personality that is having the
experience will one day be complete and finished with
the experience, will one day be returned back into
Spirit and back to the Soul. This means that the soul
itself that is observing through the direct experience of
the individual both during the life and after, knows the
truth of the matter. The direct observer of the life
experience of the soul is the High Self that is not in a
physical body, but exists outside in connection to the
soul and the spiritual levels of consciousness.
Thus returning to the matter of the child who is
having the experience of being a victim to a pedophile,
the soul and the High Self are still very much part of
the experience. There is that deeper understanding that
while it is a difficult experience for the Focus
Personality to go through, that may in a way shape the
life of the individual, that the child is never abandoned
by Spirit, It is simply that Spirit understands the
illusionary properties of the experience and that it is
one that contributes to the growth and development
and evolution of Spirit and of the Soul.
Again, this is a difficult perspective to hold and one
that is not popular if expressed openly to the many
who see it only from the level of the experience of
victimhood. Then there is the whole matter of what
lies behind the experience of pedophilia. Why has it
become a corruption? Why must it even exist? The
reason it has been corrupted is because something that
is natural to all humans has been poisoned by the
energies of darkness. This is simply the phrase used to
describe those who choose to live in the shadow
world, that choose to devote their lives and experience
on this planet to a dark negative force.
Pedophiles often claims they have love of children
in their heart and that they only do what they do
because of their great love for the child, the child
victim, or victims. As hard as it may be to believe this,
there is an element of truth to this for many. Many
who are drawn to the innocence of the child do have
love in their hearts, but what they do not have is the
comprehension and understanding of their
responsibility to the child and to children.
Spirit wishes that all become understanding and
aware. The child is the innocent expression of Spirit
Itself in Its most pure state, and those who have
committed themselves to darkness on the many
various levels of this type of commitment hold that
this is a source for them that they can feed on. This
underlies the satanic use of children in their obscene
rituals, but in a more watered-down state, it is also the
same type of energy that drives the pedophile.
There is something pure and innocent in the child
that reminds the pedophile of what was his or her
purity at one time, and this is what they love: that
purity, that innocence that they try to capture back and
try to feed upon in their perverse acts. This Awareness
will call these perverse acts, for they are not the
expression of love at a profound level of
responsibility.
In shamanic teachings that the Interpreter undertook,
there was a sacred law that was expressed, that nothing
be done to harm the child. If one holds this sacred law,
then children should be protected by the adults. The
children of Mother Earth should be protected by the
adults—the children not only being human children,
but all creatures of Mother Earth; the environment
itself. All are children of Mother Earth, just as a child
born to an earthly mother is a child of Mother Earth.
This shamanic law, this deep spiritual law affirms
that all children are to be protected, all children are to
be cared for from the highest level and not a debased
level. Another law of the shamanic teachings the
Interpreter received is that all things are born of
Mother Earth, and that this of course reinforces the
preceding law that nothing should be done to harm the
child. If it is so that all things are born of Mother
Earth, then all should be protected.
If one wishes to focus only on human children, this
still applies. Children should not be harmed and
therefore, the pedophile that is seeking to touch the
innocence and purity of a child is one who does not
remember the sacred rule. It is often so on this planet
at this time that is immersed in shadow and darkness
and is controlled and manipulated by those in the
darkness. This truth of Spirit is ignored, and is not
understood or followed, but rather the ratification of
one’s own needs are put forward as being more
important than the responsibility that all have to
protect the children.
Thus the pedophile may believe that they have love
for children, but they have forgotten that it is their
responsibility, it is the responsibility of all adults to
care for children, and not to misuse them, not to abuse
them, not to interfere with them or to molest them.
This is a degradation of Spirit Law: that nothing shall
be done to harm the child. It may be so that they
themselves were harmed and it may be so that this led
them into such perverse behavior themselves, but it is
still the responsibility of the adult to honor the purity
and innocence of the child, of Spirit expressing Itself
in this child.
If one truly wishes to understand this matter of
pedophilia, one must see it is a perversion of the
natural love that all have for children, that all have for
the purity and innocence of a child. Most never
express it in a perverse way. Most hold that the
children should be protected, but due to the energies
on the planet that are the energies of design by certain
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ones, there is much perversion of the Spirit and
Spiritual Laws on this planet at this time.
Pedophilia is one such perversion, and for the
healing of this perversion what is needed is to
remember again the responsibility Spirit has placed
upon those on this planet, of the adults that must care
for the children of Mother Earth, of Mother Divine.
This responsibility, once accepted and understood will
lead to the protection of the children, and it may even
finally be recognized that this also means the caring of
oneself, for one is also a child of Mother Earth.
As one realizes this and takes actions to put oneself
at the center of one’s own circle, one will begin to
realize that their actions on others have an effect on
they themselves. The pedophile, in their actions
against the child is hurting the child within themselves
that they are connected to and part of. This realization
may help the understanding of the pedophile; that one
must not and cannot hurt the child, and that their
actions will do so, and that they have a choice not to
do so.
Of course this Awareness has full understanding
that the majority of pedophiles have not reached this
state of understanding and speculation and
contemplation, do not see it in this way, and only see
that they have needs that they wish to gratify, that they
have allegedly ‘love’ for this child they are abusing
and that they have the right to abuse. This is an
attitude that comes from the darkness, the corruption
that currently is on this planet.
The explanation that this Awareness is giving at this
time may not percolate down into the consciousness of
the pedophile that has the desire and need to prey upon
children and their purity and innocence, but if it can be
understood in the greater context, that these ones are
having an experience that they have agreed upon and
chosen, both as perpetrators and predators as well as
victims and the receivers of the experience, then one
will begin to view this matter differently.
As one begins to understand there are these sacred
laws that are in place that can help to redefine the roles
of adults and their responsibility, and as one lives their
life in accordance to these deep spiritual sacred laws,
the viewing of the sanctity of life is enhanced and
emboldened because one understands that all is Spirit,
all is Sacred and all is Divine. This includes Mother
Earth. This includes each and every human being. It
includes each and every creature. It includes the land,
the air, and the water. It includes all that is expressing
itself in this physical state of being, this third
dimensional reality that Spirit is experiencing.
This concludes the answering of this question at this
time. As this Awareness stated at the beginning, this is
a very complex area, and this Awareness has
attempted to give insight into the pedophile, the
victim, and into the role of Spirit and the choice of
Spirit to have experiences, but this Awareness is aware
that there may be more questions that arise. If there are
any questions the energizer has at this time, this
Awareness is open to answering them now, and is also
open to future questions that may come about as a
result of this explanation today.
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. I have read before that
sometimes children that are victims agree to the karma
in order to bleed off some of the anger of the person
who is the perpetrator, and also I see that possibly a
person could have a soul contract to be a victim,
actually in order to learn how not to be a victim. Could
Awareness comment on this, and what other human
evolutionary purposes pedophilia could serve? Thank
you.
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness would say both of these attitudes
and perceptions may be correct. It may be that there is
a karmic element that the victim/child may have as
part of his/her soul agreement, that by engaging the
pedophile it will bleed off their anger, and this may be
so in some cases.
This Awareness would also remind all that the major
problem involved here is not knowing what the soul
contract between victim and perpetrator is. Unless one
knows what the agreement is about, and why it has
been formulated in the first place, one cannot truly
understand why one has an experience of such a
nature. As it is experienced on the human collective
consciousness level where pedophiles are considered
as evil and predatory in their nature and there is no
justification whatsoever, this does not allow for the
deeper understanding of the soul and its choice of
experience. It does not allow rising up above this
matter so that one can make choices and judgments not
only on those who are designated as victims, or those
who are labeled as predators and perpetrators, but even
on oneself and one’s own life choices.
While it is very prevalent now, more so seemingly
than ever before that such action against children is
being taken by many predators, many pedophiles, it is
so that there has always been an attitude toward
children as sexual expressions that can be used, and
experienced. This brings this Awareness into a shady
area again. It will deviate from this shady area and
return to Its explanation of how it is that unless one
understands the soul, and the soul‘s reasons and
purposes for having the experiences, for making
agreements, one cannot judge the pedophile or the
victim for the roles that they play with each other.
One can observe, one can understand that it is not
correct, in that adult humans have a responsibility to
protect the child, not to endanger it or hurt or abuse it.
But in the specifics of a case where one hears of an
action against a child by a pedophile, one must always
remember one does not know the actual history of
these two, of the actual soul contract these two have
made.
What if, for example, the child victim him or herself
in another life experience was the abuser against the
very one that in this life is abusing the child? What if
the roles were reversed? Then it might make more
sense when one looks at the individual case that
perhaps there is something karmic to this. Perhaps
(although one does not wish these things on an
innocent one) this innocent one in the eternal nature of
the soul had played a different role in another Focus
Life Experience.
This too may then put a different light on this matter
and one can understand why perhaps this occurred.
What also is of importance is that while one may
perceive things from a larger perspective and
understand perhaps there were karmic reasons, perhaps
there is a reason for the soul itself, why such
experiences were deemed necessary in this life—this
does not mean that this Awareness is giving carte
blanche permission to such experiences. It is only
explaining these matters in a way that hopefully will
help one and all to understand the complexity of this
matter.
For those who are aware of the sanctity, the purity
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and the spiritual nature of a child, it is important to
take a stand, to understand not only how it is that the
soul chose to have its experiences, but to understand
that the sacred law, the spiritual truth is that children
are to be loved, nurtured, cared for, protected and not
abused. This attitude is no longer the prevalent attitude
of all. It is an attitude that many hold as self-evident,
but it is not held by all.
One is ultimately responsible for what one
experiences in his or her own life by their own
choices, and if one understands that the child is sacred,
that nothing shall be done to harm the child, then one
will live a live in accordance to such a law and such an
understanding. But one must then also remember that
the pedophile, him or herself, is also a child of the
Divine, of Spirit, of the Mother, and that this one must
be helped as well, or at the very least must be
recognized as a Child of Spirit, just as you are, just as
the victim is.
Ultimately, what is involved here is the evolution of
human collective consciousness on this matter, the
restoration of the Divine Understanding of Spirit in all
Its expressions, in all Its examples. As one begins to
see these matters more clearly one will understand that
those partaking in this type of scenario of a pedophile
being abusive to a child, of a pedophile feeding on the
innocence and purity of a child, this is still a spiritual
one that is here to have the experience.
As the spiritual consciousness on this matter
changes, as the many step back into the Light and stop
playing in the shadows and in the perversion of Life
Force Energy, things will change. At this time, for
most, it is simply now a matter of understanding that
this is a complex area and one cannot judge the actions
of another without understanding the nature of the
agreements made at the soul level.
One does not need to be tolerant of such abuse of
children. One can be active in their own lives of
holding the purity and sanctity of the child as an
essential. One can be part of a social movement to help
bring light of this matter, to change the energies on
this matter and most certainly can be aware of their
own spiritual nature and their willingness to change
things, both from within as well as from without.
This would mean that rather than focus on the sins
and crimes of others, to look within and to understand
that the exterior is always a reflection of what lies
within, and therefore to live in a world where such
things exist does mean that one must look within at
whatever is there that needs healing, that needs
release, that needs to grow and evolve.
This Awareness will leave it at that for now, but It
does say to one and all the true answer to this matter
lies within and It invites all to look within themselves,
to find their own darkness and their own perversions
and to release them and to forgive them, and to love
them, and to love themselves as well. This Awareness
chooses to finish with this question at this time. It is
complete.
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. I found this session so
profound and I am very grateful to have been a part of
it.
COSMIC AWARENESS :
There is more this Awareness could speak of. It
could speak for example of the need of a victim of
child molestation and abuse to remember to forgive
themselves, to look within to that dark place for their
understanding and their forgiveness, and to remember
that they are spiritual beings that chose to have the
experience, and choose to heal or not to be affected.
This is of importance as well, for as one
understands this, one can free oneself from any such
experiences by understanding that as a sentient one, as
a spiritual one, they chose the experience, and in the
understanding of this and in the forgiveness of this,
they will find their center again. They will understand
that the predator cannot take away from them their
soul, cannot destroy them, and they will find the
strength and the power within for their healing and the
release of their demons.
This is again, of great complexity, and this
Awareness is but touching the surface of this matter,
but It will conclude by saying that for those who have
had experiences themselves of a pedophile, of a
predator in their early lives, to go within to find the
child, to forgive it, to forgive the perpetrator, to ask for
the love of Spirit and the love of their self as they deal
with this matter and release it.
This Awareness could indeed go further, but It feels
that It has given more than enough information at this
time on this subject, but does hold Itself available to
further questions.
QUESTIONER :
Did you say Awareness, that it is good to also
forgive the child who one once was, who was
victimized, as well as the perpetrator?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness did speak this. There is often that
inner conflict being held by an individual who has
experienced such an abuse, that they enjoyed the
physical sensations. This will outrage many, but it is
well known that children are naturally sensual and
sexual. Often in the exploration of one’s own
sexuality, actions are taken that are not considered
proper or right, but a child has no sense of this. It
simply is experiencing physical sensations.
Later, it is conveyed to the child that what occurred
was wrong, or the individual themselves may have a
feeling of intrusion and interference that creates great
emotional blockage and difficulty, partially, but not
always because it is known by the victim that on some
level they enjoyed the experience. They may even feel
that they somehow invited it in, or provoked the
attention of the pedophile. It is very complex. These
are not generalized statements that apply to all one
hundred percent all of the time, for each case is
individual. Each case is unique. This must be
emphasized.
What must also be understood is that children have
very powerful sexual energies, innocent and pure
energies, for the sexual energies are the Life Force
energies, and the Life Force is the strongest in
children, which is why so many adults wish to
vampirize the children, wish to feed upon the children
and their strong life force, their innocence and their
purity. When one has an experience where one is
victimized, is the subject of a pedophile, a predator of
sexual life force energies, that aside from the spiritual
agreement there is that part of the individual that may
have sensations that are even enjoyable, even if
confused, or violent.
Many who experience the attentions of a pedophile
are not brutalized, as there is tenderness in that
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inappropriate attention of the pedophile. There might QUESTIONER :
be tenderness in expressing the physical to the child, Thank you. It was a very good session.
or receiving satisfaction from the child. Most are
appalled to think of this, to even hear these words, but COSMIC AWARENESS:
it is so that the Life Force Energy is sexual, and has
much power and potency and that children, in their At this point, this Awareness feels that enough has
innocent are not afraid of their sexuality, and will been given today. This Awareness would ask for
often be openly provocative and sexual in their nature. completion at this time.
Does this make the children wrong? It certainly QUESTIONER :
does not, but in their open purity, and open sexuality,
this is a strong attraction to certain ones who wish to The Law of Love and Gratitude is invoked. Thank
feed on their energy and to call it ‘love’, and to call it you.
their right, and that they are only trying to love the
child.
This Awareness would then, returning to the subject
matter here, say that this one that is trying to put their
actions in a proper light is trying to condone these
actions, but these are not actions that can be condoned
in the sense that one does always need to remember
the sacred law that nothing should be done to harm the
children.
Furthermore, for one who has had experiences either
as a victim or as a pedophile, it is essential to find the
child within, even the child that may have enjoyed the
experiences, did not find anything bad about the
experience until for whatever reason it came clear to
them that it was wrong, or they had been victimized.
The importance here is still that one remains neutral,
that one forgives oneself, even the perpetrator of the
crime. This does not mean one forgets. This simply
means that one releases the energies around the
individual, be it the individual themselves as child
victims, or against the perpetrator of such a crime and
transgression. Tarot Key Number Eight:
This Awareness therefore does say that it is
important in the healing process of a victim, of a Strength
perpetrator of such deviance, to find the center, to find
the child within, to forgive the child, to forgive their This Awareness indicates that in considering the
participation in such events, and to release such Now, entities may think of past and future in relation
energies. This Awareness is complete at this moment. to the Now, and such actions as thinking of past and
QUESTIONER:
future is that of the mind or mental, or structured
levels. The more involved this is in the thought level,
Thank you very much for this session Awareness. the less true it is as an experience. To experience the
past and the future in the Now is to expand the Now
COSMIC AWARENESS : into the past and into the future, so that the moment
This Awareness does recognize that this taboo may be more than a split second, so that the moment
subject will cause much uproar. Many will find it hard may be more than but a day, so that the moment may
to appreciate the concepts, the information this be more than but a year, so that the moment may be
Awareness is attempting to bring through at this time, more than but a lifetime, so that the moment may
and It would only ask that instead of a violent reaction, extend into many lifetimes and many eons of time.
that neutrality is kept, and to understand that This Awareness indicates that in this manner, the
perversion against children and against women and Now is eternal. The Now exists at all times. From
against others is that which is being dealt with on this this level there is no thought about past or future, and
planet. It has been this way on this planet for many the experiencing of the past and the future in a remote
eons, for a long time indeed, but there is a change in sense, moving into focus on the present space, is what
consciousness, there is a shift that is underway that is happening at this given time.
will change this, but it is not yet done. It is underway. This Awareness indicates that this may be
It is a process, and as a process, patience is indeed likened unto a movement through a desert, leaving one
required, but so is understanding. So is awareness. end of the desert and moving toward the other end of
It is hoped this Awareness has given some Light the desert. At any given moment, you may experience
today upon this dark subject, some understanding and the totality of the desert, or you may experience a
some awareness of the complex nature of the single grain of sand, or you may experience a few feet
pedophile and the child victim, and how there is much, ahead or behind. This Awareness indicates that
much more involved here than simply a predator thought about the distance of the desert is not the
feeding upon the child. There is much that needs to be experience of the Now, but rather is that which occurs
seen and understood from a higher perspective, and within one's head. This Awareness indicates that the
again, if one is not willing to do so, then the words of experiencing of the desert in its totality or in any
this Awareness are redundant. For now, this division of that totality is which may be considered the
Awareness is truly complete with this subject for Now.
today.
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This Awareness indicates that in focusing on the
immediate area nearest one in time and space, entities
do become capable of creating greater intensities of
direction in their lives according to the next moment.
In spreading the focus of attention into broader areas
of time or space, the creative power of concentration,
the creative power of consciousness is slightly
scattered in terms of its immediate strength. This
Awareness indicates that this does, however, give a
continuity over a larger area of direction and creation.
One can spread one’s attention over the entire
desert and time and space, and in this way, direct one’s
path toward certain areas or visualize certain actions
that may lead to creation of large-scale activities. In
this event, the creative action is more time-consuming
and of greater proportion and in need of greater
energy. The more limited the focus in terms of time
and space, the more immediate the creation—the
greater the spread of attention, the more far-reaching
the creation.
This Awareness indicates that when one can see
the vast area of large-scale activities and can bring this
into a symbolic action of present-time image this
brings forth a focus of attention symbolizing the broad
action, and can give great energy in terms of creating
what will eventually move into larger, more expanded
and more vast expressions of creation. In this manner,
the sacramental healing and other forms of magic do
work.
This Awareness indicates that if one can move
into present time, focusing on the Now, the very
moment, with an image such as that of healing, and
can do this with intense looking, intense imaging for
but a brief moment, then letting go of this image, that
the image continues to carry and continues to move so
long as that image is not reversed by doubt, by reversal
of the image itself. In this manner, entities may
understand how through imaging, they create their
world from moment to moment, regardless of how
brief or how broad that moment is.
This Awareness indicates that in relation to this
card, that entities lay out the Tarot deck, the Major
Arcana, in the manner given in Paul Case's book (page
24), in four rows with the top row as the Zero, the
second row as one through seven, and the third row as
eight through fourteen, and the fourth row as fifteen
through twenty-one. This Awareness indicates that
entities will notice that the top row is the source, the
second row is the power, the third row is the agency
through which the power works, and the fourth row is
the result. This Awareness indicates the second row
starting with the Magician and moving from one
through seven being the power, and the third row
starting with Strength (8) and moving through
fourteen. Below the Magician (1) is the card
considered now as Strength.
This Awareness indicates that the hourglass may
again be used as symbolic of this card. This
Awareness indicates that the movement to the center
of the hourglass as that movement of reconciliation
between yes and no. On the one side of the hourglass
are the passions, the forces of nature, the subconscious
forces—the forces of darkness. On the other side, are
the forces of light, the consciousness, and the mental
visionary level. The Magician has moved now into an
action of polarity, and the polarity has come about
through the action of the second row, one through
seven.
The movement into the subconscious side of the
universal forces or to the conscious side of the
universal forces is related to the various figures of the
Tarot given in the top row. The point between relates
to both sides equally. At this point there is Strength.
In one sense, this corresponds to the Hierophant in that
this is a reconciliation of yes and no. Wherein the
Hierophant is listening, is open, the Strength card is
likened unto a Hierophant that is acting as an agent
through which the Magician operates his power, and
this then becomes a tool for the Magician.
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This Awareness indicates that entities consider
consciousness in all of its ramifications. The entire
universe is consciousness, and that consciousness is
continually feeding on Itself. Consciousness does
indeed devour and regurgitate and cast off its own self.
With each swallow of force by another force, that
which is cast off has changed its nature and that which
has devoured another force of consciousness has
changed its nature, and in this manner, the levels of
consciousness are in continuous change as
consciousness continues to affect itself.
This Awareness indicates that this may be seen as
light moving in a circle, as light moving outward,
coming back upon itself and crossing at the point of
junction where these forces cross, and new energy is
formed. This energy is magnetism. This formation of
magnetism creates a warp, and the warp causes light to
bend, and the bending causes light to move at a
different pace, a different vibration, a different speed.
This Awareness indicates that this different speed
changes the very nature of the vibratory rate of light
and does extend to another category. All vibrations
are light that is referred to by many different names.
These range from matter, through heat, through sound,
through infrared, through ultraviolet, through light,
and through the various higher rays. All these octaves
are but the culmination of transmuted light. As light
reaches a certain point, it becomes a different quality.
All matter is nothing more than light in its slow and
lower forms. Smells, sounds, heat, and even radio
waves, all of these things are but light.
This Awareness indicates that above the octave of
normal light, the 49th octave, consciousness of
different levels begins to operate. In the terms being
used by this Awareness, all of this may be classed also
as light, but this is the Cosmic Light, the Light of
Consciousness.
This Awareness indicates that the octave may be
related unto the hourglass. When the evolutionary
action of anything is moving toward specialization,
whether this be through historical species, animals and
plants moving toward some specialization –growing
horns, growing scales, growing fins, growing wings or
whatever, or whether this relates to man moving in
certain specializations, or whether this relates to
certain chemicals and materials moving toward
specialization, or whether this relates unto wind, tides,
or the movement of the zodiac forces, that anything
moving toward its culmination at the Eighth House, at
the octave, at the center of the hourglass, at the point
of change, at the point of climax, at the point of
orgasm, at the point of death enters a metamorphosis
and undergoes a drastic and sudden and complete
change in its very nature.
These changes in the cosmic forces, whether this
be from sound, through heat, through light, through
radio waves, or whatever—these sudden changes
create what are termed octaves. In this manner, the
universe does have its many levels. This relates also to
the consciousness levels pertaining to the little bodies
of the microcosm and the little minds within the bodies
of the microcosm. These glands, these psychic centers,
the opening of the seals, the opening of the secrets, the
movement of energy up through the spinal column
move in these octave actions.
This Awareness indicates that each of the psychic
centers, moving upwards has its proper relation to the
musical scale, the do, re, mi, fa, sol, la, ti, do. These
psychic centers moving up to the invisible eighth
above the seventh is that which does move one into a
higher octave of being. As the Serpent Power, the life
energy contained by the gonads for giving the motor
forces of the body, as this goes to each gland, the
movement upward transforms the energy with each
gland opening.
This Awareness indicates that this is more than
the action of the mere gland itself. There is an
electrical field around each gland that is activated.
The electrical field is referred to as the chakra.
Around each gland are three levels of electrical
energy. The gland itself is the fourth, and these
correspond to Fire, Air, Water, and Earth. The
movement up within each of these touches all levels of
these centers.
The movement of the serpent power up through
these levels, touching these centers, determines the
scale of evolution on which an entity now resides.
This shall be given in the Book of Life. This
Awareness indicates that this Book of Life shall be the
opening of the seals in terms of an explanation of what
each of these glands, each of these psychic centers,
each of these chakras does produce. This Book of Life
shall go into the external effect of the consciousness
levels that are entered by the level of energy according
to what psychic center is operating.
This Awareness indicates that as energy moves up
the psychic centers, that one's evolutionary scale
moves higher. This Awareness indicates that this
relates to Yoga and its practices, and this relates to the
Development Classes. This relates to living through
many lifetimes and understanding more and more, and
gradually understanding enough that one's psychic
centers begin to open on their own. Yoga and certain
of the Eastern teachings, as well as certain Western
religious teachings, do have their effect pro and con
upon the psychic centers.
The Development Classes open these centers
quickly and generally safely when followed correctly,
but all entities may move and open these centers
through the complexity of life over longer periods of
time. The opening of the seals is the opening of the
secrets, and this opening gives strength which gives
understanding, and this understanding brings about the
discovery of natural laws, the discovery of how to
make use of natural laws, rather than being the victim
and at the whim of such laws.
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This Awareness indicates that when an entity,
when groups, or when a nation of peoples make
combat against the laws of nature, they do indeed
break themselves. When they align themselves with
the laws of nature, they flow into greater and greater
harmonious actions. This Awareness indicates that in
alignment with the laws of nature, there is no death. In
alignment with the laws of nature, entities must
understand, and in understanding, entities cannot find
error.
This Awareness indicates that you give attention
to the design drawn by the Interpreter before this
trance. This Awareness indicates that you notice the
figure eight with another figure eight inside that, and
another inside that, and another inside that. This
Awareness indicates that the point between these is
mere vitality, being neither conscious nor unconscious,
but living.
This Awareness indicates that even the basest
material has Light in it. Life and Light are the same.
This Awareness indicates that mere vitality is
including the grain of sand. The next level is simple
awareness. The next level is self-awareness. The next
is self-awareness expanding, and the fourth one is
Cosmic Awareness. This Awareness indicates that
these be read.
QUESTIONER:
The first one: simple awareness, the second one:
self-awareness, the third: self-awareness expanding,
the fourth one: Cosmic Awareness.
COSMIC AWARENESS :
This Awareness indicates that those on the other
side now be read, this as relating to the subconscious
or unconscious forces. This Awareness indicates that
what was just spoken is relating to consciousness
levels. That which is to be read is relating to the
unconscious levels. This Awareness indicates that
each of these is to be read separately and a comment
will be given.
QUESTIONER :
Emotion.
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates that emotion is below the
surface of consciousness, and for this reason, emotion
is classed as unconscious. Emotion is built on
repetition of an image, a concept, or an idea. Emotion
is based on identification. Emotion is built from an
attachment. The attachment and the repetition of the
attachment creates desire and familiarity, and this
familiarity is a feeling of security. Security creates the
feeling of dependency, and dependency creates the
feeling of need. In this way, emotion is created out of
repetition and familiarity.
This Awareness indicates that the image and
imagination is closely related to emotion. When
anything is imaged or imagined enough, it appears to
be a pattern within the mind, within the psyche. This
pattern, in becoming repeated, creates a rut, which
creates an emotion that gives security and a feeling of
familiarity and certainty. The repetition of mantras
and songs and poems and rhymes and platitudes and
beliefs and certain ideas and certain answers, creates
the feeling of security. All of this is a hypnotic
conditioning action that brings about emotional
attachment.
This Awareness indicates that the next be read.
QUESTIONER :
Collective identity.
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates that when emotions such
as have been described become shared by many, such
as the emotion over the concept of money, then many
share the same emotion. This then becomes a
collective emotion. The same may be said of various
religions, various policies, various political parties,
various forms of government, various brainwashing
techniques, and various concepts drawn up to control
the masses and their thinking.
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This Awareness indicates that the symbols such as
a flag, the symbol of a certain structure as homes,
buildings, and so forth, the symbols of certain status—
design, car, clothing, styles of this nature, these also
relate to collective identity and become the governing
force of certain emotional actions of masses of people.
This Awareness indicates that the next be read.
QUESTIONER:
Collective archetypal images.
COSMIC AWARENESS :
This Awareness indicates that this relates to more
deep-seated levels, such as the concepts of mother and
father, in which there is some universal type of image
that all understand and share. This relates particularly
to such things as religious concepts that have been
repeated over many lifetimes, such as those given in
Egypt as Ra and Isis, such as those symbolized by the
various gods of Egypt, of the Hebrews, of the Indians,
of China, of Tibet, and the various gods of all nations,
in which the gods represented certain phases or certain
faces of consciousness within individuals.
This Awareness indicates that wherein a god is
representative of a part of an individual's psyche; this
becomes an archetypal point of reference which has a
great influence for many. The masses may be
influenced through such archetypal images as father
complexes, mother complexes, by moving these into
substitute father complexes, mother complexes. Death
is another, and evil and good, as well as light and
darkness are others. The sun is one, and the moon is
another. These are archetypal influences.
This Awareness indicates that the next be read.
QUESTIONER :
Universal Collective Unconscious.
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This relates to that level of the unconscious world
in which it is a mirror image of Cosmic
Consciousness. Cosmic Consciousness and the
Universal Unconsciousness are closely aligned. In the
Universal Unconsciousness, the entity's identity is
totally lost in the identification with all else, with the
entirety of the unconscious world. The unconscious
world includes the reverse side of the conscious world.
The conscious world is related to what is called the
light side, that side wherein certain forces may be
sensed with the tools of the senses: sight, hearing,
taste, smell, and touch.
The unconscious world relates to the feeling level
and is associated with the psychic centers. These
psychic centers tune in to those invisible forces that
reach out throughout the universe. In searching for this
unconscious world many understand it in this manner.
As entities move into that state which is termed sleep,
they go into this, they go into themselves, and their
attention stops turning outward and turns inward. The
attention finally moves toward a hole in the center of
their own head, and this hole then becomes the eye of
the needle.
Once they pass through this hole, they go out into
the universe and see all things, even if they could not
see those things on the conscious side. In this manner,
entities have gone through the mirror and have
emerged on the other side, this being the two universes
parallel to each other.
The astral or unconscious world always exists,
whether day or night, whether one is awake or asleep.
The dream world, the world in which one is capable of
moving in his or her nighttime sleep is that which is
existing throughout and everywhere present in one’s
daytime world. Though entities do not see those
divisions, those bodies that move in the dream world
while they are awake, those bodies do move about
them. Some entities are capable of seeing spirits or
ghosts, or whatever terms you would use, and these are
entities from that dream world, that unconscious
world, that astral level.
This Awareness indicates that when entities die,
they pass into that level. The world of Essence goes
into this level and beyond. Even as there are different
levels of consciousness in this conscious world, there
are different levels also in the unconscious world. The
world of Essence is on the unconscious side of what is
being discussed, the Universal Unconsciousness, and
this also is Cosmic Awareness in the conscious side.
The two are one. When entities move through the
concept of Universal Unconsciousness, they do indeed
see rainbows. The thousand rainbows are the magnetic
forces of the dark side of light, of the spectrum.
This Awareness indicates that the spectrum itself
is only seven of those rays. The other five are not seen
by your eyes, but may be seen by your third eye. This
Awareness indicates that this may be possible under
certain types of drugs. This is possible under certain
types of tea. This is possible during certain states of
evolution.
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QUESTIONER:
Will Awareness comment on mental imagery and
organic life?
COSMIC AWARENESS :
This Awareness indicates that this eighth card,
Strength, as the agency for the power of the Magician,
is related to that action wherein the movement of
spirit, antimatter, has moved into form, and this then
has become organic life. The strength that comes from
the balance of conscious and unconscious forces, the
balance between tension and relaxation relates to the
Magician action. The attention given to unconscious or
natural forces, the forces of nature, brings about what
may be termed magic.
This Awareness indicates that this magic requires
certain physical grounding as has been given in other
readings. The physical grounding, the tension from
the Now and the movement of unconscious forces,
forces of energy, whether or not they have any
substance, is of no concern to the Magician. The image
that has its effect, or the unconscious forces, is that
which does bring about the magic.
QUESTIONER:
Will Awareness comment on subconsciousness
moved into a state of wisdom through association with
conscious forces?
COSMIC AWARENESS :
This refers to that wild churning of nature, which
is not understood by the mind that would like to
control it. There is a gradual association between the
mind and the emotions, between the mind and the
archetypal imagery, between the mind and the
collective unconscious levels, and slowly and
gradually there comes about from many conflicts and
sufferings and tragic actions, a surrendering on the part
of both the emotion and the mind that would control
such. Gradually there comes about a reconciliation
between these two.
This Awareness indicates that when the mind
finally sees the truth, sees the need for aligning certain
forces according to natural laws, the emotions then
begin to cooperate. Where this cooperation occurs
slowly and gradually, the emotions begin to emerge as
the forces that can be used creatively, which can be
used as wisdom, which can be used as love and that
which this Awareness has referred to as creative love.
At this point the mind itself is of little use any further.
When the emotions have learned to respond to the
lessons that the mind has taught, then mind may be
placed aside.
This Awareness indicates that the resonating
electromagnetic energy is that which is termed the
Serpent Power, is that which is the Cosmic Fire, and
this is but the same thing that Awareness earlier
referred to as Light in its highest sense. That
resonating electromagnetic energy moves down to that
49th octave, which then becomes that light that we
know with our eyes. The eyes see but one octave. As
it moves down the various octaves between and on
down to the level of light, it contains consciousness
and entities within each level, within each octave, that
have their own specialty, their own specialized level of
consciousness.
This Awareness indicates that these are the
various planes that these entities move on and control
and reside on those lesser octaves. For those entities
on that level, light itself is matter to them. The entities
referred to may not be in the form that you know, but
may indeed be concepts and may be but concepts. A
concept is an entity. An idea is an entity. A vibration is
an entity. Any form of friction, irritation, conflict, or
focus is an entity. Any point of significance, no matter
how great or how small is an entity in itself.
This Awareness indicates that in this sense, there
are no limits to who you are, who you may be, or how
many times you may exist in different forms. This
Awareness indicates that you exist according to that
which you identify with. The identification with a
certain point of significance, with a certain irritation,
brings about a familiarity and an emotional attachment
to that point of significance. Gradually you may build
a body around this. You may build a life, a
significance of events around this point of irritation.
In creating the individuality, this is creating entities.
There are greater and lesser entities, depending only
upon the degree of irritation, the length of time, and
the attention given to those irritations that are creating
the entity.
This Awareness indicates that resonating
electromagnetic energy flows through and stimulates
all of these irritations, and this may be understood as
the pearl in the oyster that is formed by the irritation
from the grain of sand. Entities are formed from the
irritation of friction with their environment. The
greater the environmental friction, the more their own
individuality, and their own identities can become
formed.
This Awareness indicates that in this sense, pain
brings about individuality. Once this individuality is
reached, once one has developed his identity, he or she
no longer needs to suffer the pain and the frustration,
and can then give up his or her effort to be, and move
back, like the Fool, into being without effort and can
then, within form or without form, continue to exist in
the universe, for the resonating electromagnetic energy
that has gathered into him or her is strong enough to
survive the various shocks of universal churnings.
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QUESTIONER:
Will Awareness now comment on the opening of the
mouth, opening the seals, secrets, and giving
expression to power?
COSMIC AWARENESS :
This Awareness indicates this has been given in
earlier messages. This pertains to Yoga and the
Development Classes. This may, however, relate to
certain actions regarding the cooperation between
levels of consciousness and unconsciousness. What is
done on the conscious level does have its equal and
opposite reaction on the unconscious level.
This Awareness indicates that this is true for the
levels given in the earlier message regarding simple
awareness, self-awareness, self-awareness expanding,
and Cosmic Awareness, and those levels relating on
the unconscious side. The purpose of ritual is to bring
about a cooperation between the conscious and the
unconscious side of life, and this relates to opening the
seals.
This Awareness indicates this not only refers to
the opening of the seals of an individual, the psychic
centers of an individual, but relates also to opening the
seals of the archetypal energies, the collective
unconscious levels, and many people may be affected
by the opening of a few seals of individuals. The
energy that flows through on these levels moves into
the next level, and when that level is touched, it again
lets energy through.
Thus, when emotions are opened by the flow of
this energy, it then may move through to the collective
imagery and the archetypal imageries and to the
collective unconscious imageries of mankind. In this
way, the rituals performed by groups have touched
upon the very nature of man, the inner plane, or what
is termed the unconscious and has begun to break
holes in the structures of Rhyee so that the forces of
anti-matter may move in on this plane and bring about
the change that leads to the New Being.
QUESTIONER :
Conscious can direct the subconscious, setting
patterns, and the patterns creating your world. Will
Awareness comment on this?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates that this refers to the
actions of your conscious thinking, your conscious
speech, your imaging. Whatever you do creates, and
any thought you hold creates, any word you speak
creates, any image you bring about you, any image
you visualize creates. When such images, thoughts,
and words are repeated or held for some time, the
creation begins to manifest more and more.
This Awareness indicates that when any image is
held or brought in at a high level in the present time
sense, this brings about the manifestation. Therefore,
your conscious thought, your conscious images, your
conscious speech has its dominion over unconscious
levels. Wherein there is compatibility between the
conscious and the unconscious levels, this
compatibility will bring about whatever images you
sent, whatever you spoke.
This Awareness indicates that wherein there is
incompatibility between the conscious and the
unconscious levels, there will be conflict as a result of
these words, images, or thoughts. This Awareness
suggests you be very watchful of these patterns of
speech, of these patterns of thought, the patterns of
images that you do consciously present for your
unconscious mind, your unconscious levels will begin
to manifest these things according to your intensity
and the degree of duration and stability given to those
patterns.
QUESTIONER :
Is there any further comment concerning the eighth
card?
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