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INDEX
What About Using The Purple Light
Special 2015 New Years Forecast—2
Or The Violet Light?—10
Getting History Straight: How UFOs Spiritual Consciousness In
Helped Alexander Defeat The Empire Of Tyre—5 The Physical Realm—11
Why So Many Are Now Allergic To Wheat:
CAC Members Are Seekers and Wanderers—11
The Evils of Monsanto's Roundup—6
Who Are The Black-Eyed The Importance Of Learning
Children With Evil Intent?—7 To Think For Yourself—13

Vanishing Hikers In National Forests—8 Keep Your BS Detector Fully Activated!—14

The Masters Of The White Light:

Meditations Of The Cosmic Tarot: Justice—15
The Illuminati Deceivers: The Reptilians—8

Raise Your Vibrations! Raise Your Awareness!—9

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CAC General Reading, December 2, 2014, Will Berlinghof
Interpreter; V. Sharp, Energizer and Questioner
SPECIAL 2015 NEW YEARS FORECAST
QUESTIONER:
Does Awareness have a New Year’s 2015 message?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
There is a forecast for 2015 that this Awareness will
deliver, but first It would again explain that there are
multiple timelines, so that simply making predictions
of the year ahead is not always accurate, because it
will always depend upon the timeline of experience
each and every individual will choose for themselves.
In the past, when this Awareness delivered forecasts
for the year ahead, it could be said that they were
basically centered upon a mass-timeline, but many
noted that often the forecast for the year did not
always materialize or manifest as predicted.
This was of course, because of the multiple
timelines, and even though this Awareness can focus
on a timeline, or several timelines, it still does not
mean that the individual will experience the
predictions that this Awareness may have made for the
year. This is still the case, and with this in mind, what
this Awareness will do generally is mention the type of
events that are strongest in the various timelines that
might be experienced in 2015, not across the board as
such, but the highlight events that could possibly
happen.
Also, this Awareness will be taking a sampling, not
from a singular timeline, but from several timelines,
basing it primarily on the major timelines for the
United States of America, first and foremost, for this is
still where the majority of the CAC members reside.
This Awareness is now prepared to sample the
majority timelines that are seen by this Awareness.
The first thing this Awareness will say about 2015 is
that it will be a difficult year for many. Major events
are seen that can be very disruptive for individuals,
their families, their communities, their states, and their
country. It is important to always remember that if
these strong negative events occur, and you are
experiencing them, you still have a choice. This
Awareness would even say you have a responsibility
not to completely immerse yourself in the negative
energies.
This Awareness is here to explain some of those
events that could occur across the major timelines that
are seen for the United States, and perhaps for the
other countries as well. On the economic front, it is
seen that there will continue to be much upheaval
around international finances as well as the strength of
the American dollar. This has much to do with
international events, especially with events in the
BRICS Nations, those who are creating an alternative
central bank. The BRICS Nations would include
Brazil, Russia, India, China and South Africa.
It is seen that in 2015, they will continue to pull
their assets together to create the alternative central
bank to the World Bank that is currently the main
central bank. The World Bank of course uses
American currency as its bedrock currency. It is also
known as the petrodollar, and it is seen in 2015 that
there is a strong likelihood of economic collapse for
the World Bank and for the American dollar, the
petrodollar. There were plans in 2014 for such a
collapse, but due to the actions of certain ones, this did
not occur in the current timeline that most are
experiencing, but there are those ones behind the
scenes who are still proposing that there be situations
that arise that are dangerous to the World Bank and the
collapse of the current economic situation.
Therefore, many of the timelines for 2015 have in
place events during the year, first seen especially in
the Spring of 2015, where there could be an extreme
collapse of the economy and of the petrodollar. This is
a planned event, but as this Awareness said a moment
ago for 2014, when a similar event was supposed to
have happened, it may well prove that even though
this is a high energy for 2015, it will not occur.
Add to this the ability for each individual to
determine whether they wish to be part of this timeline
or not, and this will bring it to a situation where this
Awareness at this time can see these events, but it is
not a guarantee that they will occur. For those who
find themselves in such a situation however, do
understand that things will correct themselves, and
will balance out.
There are ones who are ready to step in to ensure a
degree of stability in the United States for the
individual, but it could well be that the year 2015 sees
such dramatic events as the collapse of the stock
market and the economic bedrock that is the American
dollar. This is seen as strong in several of the more
negative or catastrophic timelines that are seen by this
Awareness for 2015.
In terms of the world situation, it is seen that the
major timelines being experienced right now will also
continue into 2015. The situations in the Middle East,
in Russia and the Ukraine are seen to be continually
fanned for 2015, and it is seen that across many of
these negative timelines, the intent and purpose is to
fan the flames of war, especially in Iraq and Syria, as
well as the region itself.
There will be an acceleration of this situation to the
degree that America will send troops over, and put
boots on the ground. This is the situation that those in
negative control, the Powers That Be, do have
planned, and again, if you find yourself in such a
timeline of experience, recognize this for what it is and
hold that it will resolve itself, but you do not choose to
engage in this timeline. If it is so that you find yourself
experiencing this, going to war, that you remember
that this too is but a phase that needs to be gone
through as the Powers That Be are collapsing.
This Awareness would say that 2015 is their last
chance to effect their evil plans, to pull them off. This
is why even though this Awareness can speak of these
planned plans that are see for 2015, it is still
imperative that you hold that this will not come to
fruition, even though it is spoken of. Remember that
you are the fulcrum point in your personal life as well
as the life you share with others, and you can
determine which way the seesaw will swing: up or
down.
Russia is still being attacked in 2015, even to the
point of physical attack, creating incidents to provoke
Russia into a military response. It is however seen that
the leader of that nation, Vladimir Putin is well aware
of the intent of those in power, of the NATO forces, of
the Hidden Cabal to provoke Russia and lure it into a
military conflict, and he will not engage.
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However, this does not mean that in 2015 you will
not still see an acceleration of the NATO forces as
they try to provoke Russia, as they move troops into
the Ukraine and take up a more active position. It is
not seen that this will necessarily blow up. It is seen
that 2015 will still see those in power that are currently
trying to create an incident as a continuation of these
tactics and these ways.
Therefore it may be that 2015 brings the world one
step closer to an armed conflict between Russia and
the western world, but again, do not energize this. Be
aware of this as a possibility in the timelines, but not
necessarily a personal experience through personal
choice. Do not emphasize this, energize this, or choose
this timeline. Again, this Awareness can only present
major events in the timelines that the majority of the
nation and the world itself may experience, but it is
still very much in the personal control of each
individual to choose to be swallowed up into this or
not to be swallowed up into this.
The next area for 2015 that this Awareness would
speak on is the area of the Ebola situation, the
Ebolagate as some have called it, for it is a false flag
event. It is being promoted with the agenda of
vaccination to the many, as a way of avoiding a
possibility of catching Ebola and becoming an Ebola
victim. This will continue in 2015, and more cases
locally and nationally may well be reported, and a
process may begin in the United States of Ebola
victims increasing more and more, the fear growing
more and more.
There is a strong incentive by the Powers That Be to
create mass fear and panic, and this is seen as being
heated up in 2015 along several major timelines, but
again, this Awareness suggests that one simply does
not energize these timelines, choosing rather to believe
and focus that what will be possible is that this
contagious disease, which is not what it is being
presented as, does not catch on, and does not occur.
There will be much pressure on many to take the
vaccination that is seen as being pushed forward in the
year 2015. This Awareness would suggest that
individuals consider this very seriously, and do not
take the vaccinations that may be presented. It is better
to simply know and believe that this will not be an
option for 2015, although there is a strong energy
around this.
At a national level, it is seen that there will be a
continuation of the type of events such as Ferguson,
such as mass-shootings in schools and shopping malls,
and many will become greatly concerned at the level
of domestic violence that is occurring. This too is part
of the national agenda of those in power, to bring the
nation to a state of emergency whereby martial law
can be proclaimed. Many events are seen. It is also
seen that many will protest the events that are
unfolding and many of these protests will be crushed
by the authorities as an attempt to work martial law
and to deny the rights of Americans to protest
peacefully, and the situation will escalate in 2015.
Also, it is seen that there is a wish by the Powers
That Be to continue with the tension on the border
with Mexico and Central America. This Awareness
sees a continuation of a mass-influx of Latin American
individuals trying to make a better life for themselves.
It is also seen that a recent action of President Barack
Obama in legalizing the status of 5 million illegal
aliens will have strong repercussions in 2015, and it is
seen that many will protest this action, this tolerance to
allow many illegal ones into your nation. Therefore, it
is a card that is seen by this Awareness that will be
played out even more in 2015, this card of illegal
aliens entering into your country, and the situation of
tension and stress increasing in 2015.
Politically, 2015 is the year that both parties, the
Republicans and the Democrats, will begin to choose
their potential candidates for the election in 2016. This
is seen as an ongoing situation in America throughout
2015: much political speculation occurring. It is seen
that by the end of 2015, the forerunner for the
Democratic Party will be Hillary Clinton. For the
Republican Party, it is seen Jeb Bush may be the
candidate, but there may also come forward an
unknown candidate, unknown in the sense that he is
not a leading individual at this time, well known in the
public field, and there will be a building up of this one
in 2015.
The world itself, other than the United States, will
also be going through turmoil and upheaval in
economic fields, in the field of potential war in the
Middle East, in Russia, and also due to the Ebolagate,
the false flag event. Each nation will attempt to secure
for itself the best that it can, but it is seen that there is a
true coming together more than ever of the western
nations, especially the five leading nations of the
United States, Canada, the United Kingdom, Australia
and the nation of New Zealand. These are the five
principle powers, in a way, of the old regime, and
those nations will add even more support to America
and plans that are put forward by America.
The importance here in bringing this forward is to
recognize that in 2015, those five nations, as well as
other nations that are in alignment, especially through
the NATO forces, may begin to express even stronger
actions and sentiments in their own nations against
political opponents that are labeled as ‘terrorists’ or
‘terrorist organizations’.
In all of these western nations, it may also occur that
events precipitate a declaration of martial law, or at the
very least a tightening up of state security and an
expansion of those who are considered as dubious in
the least or ‘terrorists.’ They may not be terrorists at
all, but simply those that the governments of these
nations want to pick up. This may be the case. It is
important once again not to get caught up in the lies
and the rhetoric that will be expressed over the media
sources and channels during such events.
As to weather events, this Awareness sees 2015 as
an extreme year as well. The harsh winter of 2014 may
well be duplicated and surpassed in 2015. The Arctic
Vortex that was so played up in 2014 will again be
brought forth as the main reason why the winter could
be so extreme for so many. Also, in the summer
season and into the fall season, other extreme weather
events are seen, such as drought and thus forest fires
that are out of control, and a failing of crops due to
drought-like conditions and other events.
It is not seen that there will be any major earthquake
events in 2015, but it is also seen that there may be
earthquakes again in 2015, as there were around the
world in 2014, and it is seen that in areas other than
the United States, that these earthquake events, and
volcanic activity as well, may well increase in 2015.
Also, it is not entirely seen that there is not the
potential of a major event in the United States. It is
simply that the energies at this time of the review are
not strong for this type of major earthquake event
occurring in the United States.
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Generally, 2015 will be a very stressful year, due to
the continuation and the acceleration of many events
that began in 2014. This is because those in power
know that their reign of power is coming to conclusion
over the next several years. 2016 will not see these
ones as having as much power. There will be
disclosure and exposure in 2016, but not so much yet
in 2015.
For those who are aware of the secret control and
power that these ones have, be patient. Know that
2015 will also be the year of the whistleblower, and
many more will start to come forward, even ones of
high status and importance, because there are many
that are beginning to question those in power and their
intent and their design. Thus, 2015 is seen to be a year
of the whistleblower, both in the United States, as well
as around the world, especially in certain of the
western nations such as the United Kingdom and
Canada.
This Awareness does feel that even though there are
many timelines that are what could be understood as
being catastrophic timelines, it is also the case and
may well be perceived in 2015, that there are choices,
and many will begin to rise up and question those in
power. This is the energy behind the whistleblower,
but it is also the energy behind many individuals who
are beginning to awaken, and who may well speak out
locally, regionally, nationally, and even globally.
Focus on such ones, focus on such disclosure and
exposure, so that you can make the choices to be part
of timelines that do not simply acquiesce, that do not
simply allow loved ones to be taken, or provoked, or
led off to war. The atmosphere will start to change
greatly in 2015 as protestors come forward again,
saying “No!” to certain of the plans that the ones in
power may try to foist upon the nation and the people
in 2015.
2015 itself will still present these protestors as a
radical element, controlled even by terrorist
organizations and forces, or to be criminal agitators,
such as those who came to Ferguson to burn and loot.
Remember that 2015 will see the Powers That Be, the
Federal, the national and the state powers trying to
cement their power base, trying desperately to gain as
much control as they can before their ability to do so is
taken from them.
These ones in power no longer clearly see what the
future holds. Once they were able to view future
timelines and to manipulate the majority of timelines
to their advantage, and they still feel they can do so.
They are attempting and will attempt to continue this
practice in 2015, but it is seen again that many will
begin to think of these matters differently, will start to
question and take action, and will start to protest, and
it is seen that one of the major things of 2015 is a
division between those who simply wish to follow the
official state line, the official line of the Powers That
Be that are in power and control, versus ones that
stand up and proclaim “No more!” This energy is seen
to be very strong in the year 2015.
In the end, 2015 is a year of many options. Those in
power will continue to force matters so that hopefully,
as they see it, they will remain in control. But it is also
seen that energies will begin to manifest on this planet
of opposition, of protest, of ones standing up for their
rights and their freedoms. It is seen that the energies of
the Divine, the Cosmic Energies that have started to
flow upon the planet as of December 21st, 2012, have
been increasing since that time, and this will continue
into 2015, which is one of the major reasons why so
many will begin to awaken, will begin to protest and
will begin to take actions, first in their personal lives,
and then in a communal way.
These protests may start small in 2015, but it is seen
that there will be major provocative events similar to
Ferguson that will trigger many protests, and there will
also be revelations of certain politicians that will also
bring such an attitude of protest. Generally, this
Awareness would say that 2015 may well be a year of
displeasure and upheaval in the nation, locally and on
personal levels as well. It will also be a year of
upheaval globally, and thus internationally as well.
2015 basically will be a continuation and an
acceleration of the events of 2014 for the purposes of
those in power to ensure their power, but there is a
wild card that is also there.
This is the wild card of the Cosmic Divine Energies
that are also increasing, and will bring the pot to a boil
in 2015, and continue onwards in 2016. It is of course,
of greatest importance for the individual reading these
words to remember that these are simply possibilities
seen by this Awareness at this time, and not
guarantees.
Much can alter what one personally experiences,
but what will alter the situation the most is to
remember that you are all creator beings, and rather
than being shepherded into the kinds of events that
have been described by this Awareness at this time,
that you can look at the events and determine for
yourself whether or not you will be personally
radically affected in a negative way, and whether or
not you can maintain the positive attitude that all will
be well, that good will come out of a year of upheaval
on a personal level, a family level, a community level,
a regional level, a national level, and a global level.
In many ways, 2015 will be a year of decision for
many who have much information and insight to
choose wisely, to choose not the negative events that
are being force-fed to the nation and the people, but to
choose alternative paths, alternative possibilities,
alternative timelines. This is also a year of
opportunity. 2015 is a year where opportunity will be
presented, and it will depend on how the individual
chooses to react, what that individual chooses in the
energies they will put into the events of 2015, and
whether or not they will allow these events to spin
them into the negative, or to spin them up into the
positive. It will be a year of choice across the board,
starting of course at the individual level, and moving
upward to the level of government and the ones that
are in charge, moving into the international circles and
into the nations involved.
2015 will be a year of choice, and this Awareness
would suggest the choice will need to be that which
takes you up, that removes you from the negative spin,
or at the very least stops that negative spin and
stabilizes each and every individual, while the world
around them seems to be spinning out of control. This
Awareness would finish by saying that Divine Spirit
Itself is well aware that this year will be for many a
challenging year, but It does understand that there are
many choices available, and not all need to be the
negative events and timelines that this Awareness has
spoken of.
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This Awareness sees the possibilities and the great
opportunities ahead in the year, and It would ask one
and all to remember that it is so, and to understand that
you have the right to choose wisely, or not; to choose
the negative events that are being portrayed on your
TV screens, or to choose not to be swept up by this,
and to hold a positive attitude on that personal level, as
well as on a national and global level.
2015 will indeed be a very interesting year! This
concludes the forecast for 2015 at this time.
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. It occurs to me that by
knowing all of these possibilities, it would strengthen
our resolve to choose a more positive timeline.
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This is correct and well observed by the energizer.
This is the main reason why this Awareness has
spoken of these events. It is not to paint a doom and
gloom picture, but rather to inform, to make those who
are reading these words aware that while such events
may be energized as the mass-events that many will
experience, it is still the individual that has the
opportunity to choose to be swept up by these events,
or to see through them and understand this is their
opportunity to step away, to promote an individual
timeline that will not focus on these negative events,
will not believe in the predictions that are being made
by their own governments, their own presidents and
prime ministers and leaders, and will choose an
alternative that is not restricted or chained down or
exploited for the benefit of a few.
It is a time of personal liberation and freedom, the
freedom to live one’s life in a completely different
way, and the energies that support this will also be
available to those who seek, to those who dare to
choose differently, to go against the grain of those who
would push the many into oblivion. It is a powerful
time, and one that will lift those who choose not to
play the game any longer. This does not mean there
will not be challenges. There will be many challenges,
but remember always that how one responds to the
challenges will determine the quality of the
experiences that are had.
Those who choose to spin into the negative and be
overwhelmed by the events around them on all levels
may find that their lives become wrapped up with such
negative energies on all levels. But those who choose
otherwise, who choose to go against the grain, who
choose to believe the unbelievable, they will find the
quality of their lives changing, the energies in their
lives picking up, and the energies of the Divine will be
more present as well.
It is a personal journey, a personal choice. All that
this Awareness can do is to point out certain factors
and inform on certain matters, but it is always first and
foremost the individual’s right and responsibility to
make the choices that they need to make and that they
are free to make. It is not the responsibility of this
Awareness to do it for them.
There is one final area that this Awareness would
now comment on, for It has seen the energies of the
extraterrestrial card, the ET Card, and it is seen that in
the year 2015, there will be even more sightings of
UFOs, to the point that they cannot be denied any
longer, yet it is seen that the US government will
continue to deny and ignore and not report many of
these events, but it is seen that many individuals will
become aware of the extraterrestrial presence, and
there may well be certain major events in 2015 that
could reveal the actual existence of these ET’s.
There is also seen to be an event of some magnitude
that is stellar in nature, involving the sun or the moon.
This Awareness will not go deeply into details, but
there is seen some major event that will shock many
and awaken many to something much greater. It is not
seen that this will be a catastrophic event, but it is seen
that energies released from the sun will be even
stronger, and cause certain events due to the Coronal
discharge from the sun, as affecting the
electromagnetic fields on the planet. Some of this will
tie into the weather events, but some of this will create
strong energies on the planet that cannot be denied any
longer.
It is even seen that there may be, due to the solar
flare activity, the coronal discharge flares, that there
may be a burning out of certain satellites, affecting the
space station that is in orbit. This is also seen as a
possibility in 2015 that this Awareness wishes to add
at this time.
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. That was very, very
interesting.
COSMIC AWARENESS:
2015 will indeed be a very interesting year.
Revelations of Awareness, 87-9; Paul Shockley Interpreter; Avaton
& Vicki Energizers and Questioners
GETTING HISTORY STRAIGHT
HOW UFOS HELPED ALEXANDER
DEFEAT THE EMPIRE OF TYRE
QUESTIONER:
JK has discovered a book on UFOs, and I will quote
a passage that he would like Awareness to perhaps
give further information on, in relation to Alexander
the Great.
The quotation is: "In 332 B.C., while Alexander the
Great was besieging Tyre, 'flying shields' appeared
over the Greek camp—round discs, flying in triangular
formation, one larger than the other by about a half.
For awhile, both armies watched amazed, then from
the leader came flashes directed at the city's defenses,
causing walls and towers to crumble, as if built of
mud. The besieging army poured in. The discs hovered
overhead till the city had been successfully taken, then
swiftly climbed into the sky and vanished."
JK translates this as the “Intergalactic Space
Confederation” that is allied with Cosmic Awareness
and that brought Christ to earth, and also helped
Alexander the Great destroy the Ahriman/Lucifer
Mark of the Beast city of Tyre, 300 years before Christ
was brought to earth to fight the same Ahriman,
Lucifer, and Jehovah moneychangers, (I am quoting
from his letter), and he says, "Today Cosmic
Awareness, Dr. Beter, and the Akasha Peace Institute
and so forth, are continuing the same fight," and he'd
like to have Awareness comment on this information
regarding Alexander the Great.
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COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates that this information as
being accurate in regards to the attack on the empire of
Tyre. These entities of Tyre controlled the shipping of
all of the area, and put upon the people of various
nations such oppression and taxation, that they
controlled the lives of entities in many of the countries
in the area. This influence was spreading, and these
entities were using that system of marking or branding
people, and a kind of central banking system with sub-
banks, similar to that which is presently planned by the
SWIFT system and others, wherein various banks are
linked together.
This Awareness indicates that this force of Tyre as
that which had its metaphysical roots in Orion, in that
area of the Unholy Six known as the Tyrantor. This is
a metaphysical root for the consciousness that
inhabited Tyre, and which created in this island
fortress many caverns, and what appeared at the time
to be an impregnable fortress. In any efforts to attack
this fortress by sea, entities were subjected to hot sand
and minerals and fire falling from the cliffs as their
ships approached.
To avoid the fires, Alexander built ships with
coverings over them that would allow the falling sand
and hot metals to slide off. Even this proved to be
inadequate in attacking the fortress. This attack
became an obsession with Alexander in the feeling
that if this were not immobilized as a power point,
then all of the trade and economies of all of the nations
would become subject to the rulership of those in
Tyre.
This Awareness indicates these forces that were
described as discs overhead, were brought in as a kind
of Divine Interference. This is not that uncommon in
certain crucial historical battles during your earth's
history. You may also find other instances of such
"disc-like craft" appearing, dating back to earlier
times. This Awareness indicates that when the
information is released regarding the hollow earth, this
may be better understood.
This Awareness indicates essentially, (although
many of your readers will find this impossible to
accept under present programming), many of these
discs or UFOs have their origin within the earth, rather
than from outer space. This is an area that needs to be
further explored, but which this Awareness does not
feel is timely at present.
This Awareness indicates that hints and small doses
of information released here a little, there a little, here
a little more, over a period of time, to prepare masses
for greater understanding of What Is—this can allow
the spoon-feeding approach of opening minds which
have been closed by programming and deception and
illusions. This Awareness indicates that it is better to
tease entities into wanting to know more than to shove
too much at them at once.
It is better to let the child eat what it wants than to
force the child to eat what it should. (This is in terms
of relative conditions, for some children might never
choose the proper diet or amounts.) This Awareness
indicates however, in terms of spoon-feeding
information, some entities want all they can get, all at
once, then become sickened from having taken in
more than they can digest. This Awareness indicates
that It will release small amounts of information, so as
to be palatable and digestible for entities.
CAC General Reading November 18, 2014, Will Berlinghof,
Interpreter; V. Sharp Energizer & Questioner
WHY SO MANY ARE
NOW ALLERGIC TO WHEAT
The Evils of Monsanto’s Roundup
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. A question from LJ in
Seattle: “I have just read an interesting article about
wheat, that sparks a question for Awareness. It is
saying that the reason people are now becoming
allergic to wheat is because Monsanto has promoted
the use of huge amounts of Roundup when harvesting
the wheat, which causes the deadly stuff to get in the
wheat and affect people. The article states that this
practice of using Roundup as a desiccant has been
practiced since the Eighties.” Would Awareness please
comment?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This indeed is the case. Concerning Roundup, this
Awareness will use the word ‘evil’ in its intent and
purpose, for it does indeed destroy the nutritional
value of wheat, and actually causes it not to nourish,
but to drain the physical body. The growth hormone
that is also in wheat itself, aside from the spray
Roundup, is also designed to create problems for the
human physical body, thus the two together truly are a
most evil plot against humanity, against nourishing the
human body and helping the human mental and
emotional being as well.
One of the reasons for the obesity problem in the
United States of America and across all western
nations is because of the wheat that is consumed. It
contributes greatly to this situation of increasing
obesity of the body, for the nourishment that is sought
in the wheat is not available. Even worse, it creates a
situation that is highly toxic within the body itself, and
destroys the body’s own ability to deal with disease
and illness, and allows the accumulation of fat to
protect itself.
When one is in a situation where the body does not
feel it is getting enough nourishment, it stores much
fat. It builds up much fat as a safety mechanism
against starvation, and this is an indicator of
malnutrition, when the body stores this extra weight,
when it adds fat, because it is not getting enough
nourishment. The use of Roundup has seriously
compromised wheat and wheat products, and it is
generally recommended by this Awareness that most
do not eat white bread or use white flour unless one is
certain that it is organically grown and not treated by
Roundup, not sprayed by Roundup, and that it is not a
product of Monsanto and their GMO agenda.
There are other flours and grains that can be used
that are available. There is bread made from spelt, or
rye, or several other ancient grains that are available at
the local supermarket. It might take adjustment away
from white bread made with purposefully
contaminated wheat, white wheat flour being used for
the bread, but this adjustment is minor and one may
find in actuality that one prefers the alternative grains
to white flour. But this is always choice.
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This Awareness does confirm that Monsanto is a
huge culprit in this deception, in this genocide, and
Roundup is evil, and anything sprayed with it, which is
for all intent and purposes unless proclaimed organic
and spray free, the case with all wheat that is grown in
industrialized nations.
For those who are interested, there is much, much
information on the Internet about Monsanto, about this
dastardly plan and scheme that those in power are
doing at this time to humanity. If one is interested,
then it is recommended that one digs deeper and finds
out more.
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. I’ve seen a lot of information
on the Internet, and I believe it is a very good thing,
and people are becoming aware.
COSMIC AWARENESS:
Lemmings running headlong into the cliff ahead is
an apt image for humanity, rushing along, following
certain ones who are leaders of the pack, and it is not
simply a matter of standing up and asking questions, it
is about standing up and looking and seeing what is
happening, and in the questioning, one may come to
other solutions and ways of looking at this matter.
This also could include matters such as what one
eats, what one drinks, what one does in their lives
energetically toward others, how they are to others.
Simply because many others do it one way, and the
pressure is on to do it that way, does not mean that this
is right for the individual, and again the responsibility
falls to the individual to stop running with the pack
and to look at this matter of what one eats, what is
being done to their food, their water and to their air.
One does have the right to look and to ask questions,
the right to challenge, the right to do research, and the
right to speak on these matters.
In the end, it is still a choice that each and every
individual makes. One can make a choice in
ignorance, or in awareness. This Awareness will leave
it for all to consider. Are they aware and alert, or are
they sleeping and accepting of where they are being
led to while they are sleepwalking? It is indeed time to
wake up. As this Awareness has said, there is that
force of high consciousness that is flooding the planet,
and this is leading to an acceleration of events and
circumstances for growth and development. Do not be
afraid of this. Simply know that this is a prime time to
stand up and to look around.
WHO ARE THE BLACK-EYED CHILDREN
WITH EVIL INTENT?
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. The next question is from
DM, in Manitoba. She asks, “Who are the black-eyed
children, thought to be extraterrestrials with evil
intent?”
COSMIC AWARENESS:
These are extraterrestrial beings that have been
created by the Greys. They have an agenda, and are
partaking in events on this plane that are to serve their
creators, their parents. These are hybrid ones, children
who have both human and extraterrestrial DNA. Their
black eyes are reflective of the circumstances of the
Greys with their black eyes that are more of a
shielding, but for these black-eyed children this has
been biogenetically generated, so that the eyes are still
shielded, for the Greys are sensitive to the ultraviolet
rays of the sun on the planet.
This is why they have black shields over their actual
eyes, for these black-eyed Greys do not possess black
eyes; this is more of a filter, like sunglasses that are
formed directly over the eyes. These hybrid ones,
however have been biogenetically enhanced and
altered so that this same type of filter is in the eyes
themselves, protecting the eyes and the energies of
those hybrid ones, just as the black filters over the eyes
of the Greys does so for them.
The question comes up: Are these black-eyed hybrid
children evil? It is not so much that they are evil. It is
rather that they lack human emotions, especially
emotions of care, concern and compassion for others.
They have certain agendas to create a fear level in the
individuals that they encounter. Remember that the
extraterrestrial ones that know not emotions, do feed
off of emotions. This is so for the Reptilians as well.
For the Greys that are cloned and are not able to access
emotions, the creation of fear and anxiety and great
stress is something they can feed upon.
This Awareness will also say however, that it is not
all the Greys that are doing this. It is a group that have
produced their hybrid children for the purpose of
scouting the field out, to act as their boots and their
agents on the ground to check things out, and then
because of this quality of this dissociative state, this
lack of humanity, they provoke negative fears which
they can, in a manner of speaking, feed upon.
This is a complicated situation, and it is not quite
the same as the feeding on humans that occurs in much
more violent satanic ceremonies, but it is nonetheless
still a factor that these children evoke fear responses
from many, and this fear is something tangible to
them. It is almost as if this fuels them, and they absorb
this in lieu of the higher emotions that the humans
themselves work with.
The lower primary basic emotions such as fear and
anger and a state of great anxiety are more accessible
to these ones as they are scouting around, as they are
seeking and looking, out there on the planet at the
bequest of their masters. Thus it is that these black-
eyed children are extraterrestrial hybrids, altered so
that they can walk around on the planet easily and do
the bidding of their masters—this rogue group of
Greys that have done this genetic engineering on these
hybrid ones.
QUESTIONER:
Where are these children found?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
They are found all over. There have been reports of
black-eyed children all over the world, but it seems
that there is a concentration of such sightings in the
United States of America at this time.
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VANISHING HIKERS
IN NATIONAL FORESTS
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. The next question is from
HK, in Arizona. He sent a YouTube video of people
vanishing in the national Forests. It was a 30-minute
video about just that. He asks, “I wonder if some of
these cases of disappearing people in national forests
and parks involved stepping through 5D portals.”
Could Awareness please comment?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
It is truly a matter of stepping through portals, but
they are not 5th dimensional portals. Rather, they are
portals that will take individuals to another location or
to 4th dimensional space. It is not 5th dimensional. They
are not taken to that 5th dimensional level of
consciousness. Also it is seen that there are many who
are taken by those known as Bigfoot, or Sasquatch.
Several years ago, this Awareness did a reading and
spoke of this to the CAC membership, and for those
who are interested, it is recommended to return to this
reading once offered.
It explained that these Sasquatch were from a
parallel universe or place, and they could open up
dimensional rifts or portals, and enter into areas where
they could walk around and hunt. It was mentioned
that there are ones that are benevolent to humans, as
well as those that are malevolent. The benevolent ones
are not the ones that are abducting individuals and
dragging them back through the portal rifts. These are
those that would be called malevolent. The ones that
go missing in the wooded areas in the National Parks
are often ones that have been taken by these
malevolent Sasquatch. They are often killed, either
before they are taken through such a portal, or
afterwards.
These disappearances have happened over a great
length of time. The Native Americans have long
known of these ones, and have feared them. They have
continued into modern times, and many who disappear
have fallen to these ones and have been taken by them.
This is the primary way that most disappear. They
have been taken by Bigfoot. Many of course would
find this hard to believe, until they themselves have an
experience of these ones, and if they are lucky, they
will come back to talk about it, not by coming back
through the portals, but by escaping being drawn into
the portals in the first place.
There is authenticity in the reports and in the video
that HK has sent.
QUESTIONER:
Are these increasing, or is it that we hear about them
more now?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
It is both. It was once the case that these events were
hidden, covered up, and more now are being reported,
and more coverage is being given. But it is also true
that there has been an increase in abductions over the
last 50 years.
THE MASTERS OF THE WHITE LIGHT
The Illuminati Deceivers: The Reptilians
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. The next two questions I
have concern the White Light, where when you die the
White Light traps you and brings you back. The first
one is from PD, in Ontario. He says, “Regarding
Interview With An Alien, November issue, page 10.
Could Awareness clarify the process (mistakes and
understandings)? What happens when one enters the
Light? Do we have any say? Or is it like the mosquito
zapper that I have in my garden? The idea of being
zapped automatically back to earth is so contrary to
what I have learned up to now. Do 'Spiritual Contract
Revocations' and/or 'Architecture Program Removal'
as suggested by Andrew Bartzis have any value in
regaining our personal sovereignty? Thank you in
advance and much gratitude for the information
received through this Awareness.”
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This information of the White Light being a trap that
once entered zaps the individual, erases the
individual’s memory and re-siphons the spiritual soul
aspect component of the individual back into another
body to endure another round of physicality, without
any memory of who they were previously or what
happened to bring them to this state, is frightening for
many. It is not only frightening, it is challenging,
because many have been indoctrinated to believe that
upon death, upon crossing over, entry into the White
Light will usher one back into High Spirit, back to
their spiritual home and their Soul Being.
And yet, there has been information over the last
years that, at the very least, has thrown this into
disrepute. The teachings that have been so prevalent
over the last decades concerning the authenticity of the
White Light, and the attraction of this spiritual Tunnel
of Light as the tunnel back to Spirit Itself, back to God
itself, have been of such a nature that many have
embraced them wholeheartedly, and accepted that
when they cross, they will look for the White Light,
for it has been brought to their attention, and they have
been indoctrinated to believe this is the way home.
However, this is a 4th dimensional device used by
those who have an ulterior purpose and plan. These are
the same ones who are in charge of this planet at this
time, who recycle many back into this third
dimensional plane of existence, so that they can again
and again and again be used to serve the purposes of
their "masters". There were those who did openly
servetheir masters. They became the lieutenants, the
generals, and the ministers of the intentions, desires,
and plans of these Reptilian Ones, these 4th
dimensional beings, and they will often then be
put back into a body, into a family, into the
circumstances where they can carry on their service to
their masters.
Thus it is that many who are from what could be
called Illuminati families are recycled back into those
families, and continue to work for their masters. But
there are many who are not from the Illuminati
families, who are not the servants of these 4th
dimensional extraterrestrials, but who serve as a
source of nourishment to these extraterrestrial beings.
It is again to be remembered that these ones feed off of
the emotions of human beings, especially emotional
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pain and mental anguish. They feed off of the ones in
physical pain and suffering, and they most definitely
feed off of great violence and terror that occurs when
there is violence done.
Wars and conflicts are things that feed them greatly,
and are like feasts to these ones. This is one reason
why they keep mankind continually at war with each
other—be it on personal levels, gang levels, or levels
of the state involving itself in conflicts with other
nations. This is the primary use of those who are
recycled again and again: to supply these 4th
dimensional extraterrestrials, and those who are based
on the third dimensional planet, with an energy source
that exists on a mental, emotional and physical level.
The extraterrestrials receive this nourishment in a
powerful way, and that is a major reason why those
who are lured into this White Light device are recycled
back into physicality without a memory of what
happened before.
It is important to understand that the memory must
be erased. Otherwise the soul would resist. It would
not allow itself to be recycled. This is known by the
extraterrestrials who use this device. They understand
that when Spirit truly begins to awaken, and is aware
of the device, it cannot work, and even if the returning
soul is not aware of this device, if the calling of Spirit
within is strong enough, the soul will not go into that
device.
This is part of the reason why deception is used to
lure the unaware crossing soul into this White Light
device that will entrap and recycle them. What is
important to remember here is that when the drive, the
urge, the need to return to Spirit is strong enough, then
the soul will do so by keeping the focus on returning
back into Spirit. The White Light device will not lure
the soul with such a strong focus, intent and desire. Do
not simply be deceived, distracted and removed from
the purpose of returning back to Spirit, and instead be
recycled back into physicality.
The reason why it is important for this Awareness to
speak of this matter, is because it is important to
understand your deeper nature, to understand that
without an awareness, at the very least, of such an
interdimensional device, that the possibility does exist
that you could be lured back if that focus to return to
Spirit is broken. But if you have information and
understanding that such a thing could occur, then when
you are in the journey, you will remember and avoid
this.
It is for this reason that the ancient Egyptians and
Tibetans had manuals, their Books of the Dead, to
instruct individuals who were going through this
process of crossing over on what to look for and what
to avoid. They have long understood what are known
as the Bardo levels, those levels of deception that can
ensnare and enmesh the soul returning home to
mislead, distract, and capture it for a time. This device
is simply another way of trapping the returning soul,
but in this case, with the purpose of recycling it to
serve the “masters” again and again.
The good news here however, is that Divine Spirit
understands and knows this to be the case. It knows
that these extraterrestrials are playing this game, but
due to the free will of the soul, Divine Spirit does not
intrude, for It understands that the soul aspect that is
being recycled has many chapters to its book, that it
will eventually complete the book, that the covers will
be closed, and the book will be ended.
The soul will eventually remember itself to the
point and degree that it will not be trapped in the
Bardo. It will not be trapped in the White Light device,
and it will instead, once again, return back to the 5 th
dimensional point of origin. It will return back into the
fabric of its Soul Being, brought back and taken in
once again. This completes the answering of this
question at this time.
Raise Your Vibrations! Raise Your Awareness!
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. So, if we raise our vibrations
and raise our awareness, we’ll be able to tell the fake
when we pass over. Correct?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
If one is aware that such a device is even there, and
that such a possibility even exists, then one is less
likely to jump into this matter, into this device, into
this trap. Imagine if you will, in your own physical
life, your own physical journey, that you got into your
car, but had never driven the car before. You had seen
others driving a car, but had never seen them pushing
the pedals, the gas or the brakes, but only steering the
car. You simply got into your car, started it, and you
started to roll. If you did not know how to apply the
brakes or the gas, you could crash the car.
Therefore, it is more beneficial to be instructed on
how to drive a car, how to brake when you need to
stop, how to give the car a bit of gas when you need to
move forward. Without such instruction, even though
you may have seen others drive a car many times
before, it does not mean that you can then just drive
the car with any great success.
Therefore, the explanation of this White Light
device that is there to ensnare many is so that you will
be prepared. You will have the information and
knowledge of what to do, what to expect, and this is
seen by this Awareness as highly favorable. The
information has never been delivered simply to scare
people or to make them feel hopeless that they will be
recycled time and time again onto what many call the
prison planet. It is delivered to give information and
knowledge, just as the ancients gave this information
and knowledge to their loved ones who were about to
cross over.
There is no belief among the majority in crossing
over, there is no knowledge of what this might entail,
and that is part of the problem, and is one of the
reasons why these 4th dimensional extraterrestrials can
take advantage of those who are ignorant. It is always
far more worthwhile to have understanding and
information than to be ignorant about how to drive a
car, or how to cross over and reenter back into one’s
spiritual home and one’s soul family. Does this make
sense to you?
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What About Using The Purple Light
Or The Violet Light?
QUESTIONER:
Yes it does. It’s as if we are receiving our own Book
of the Dead in a way—a tiny portion of it. I do have
one more question on this topic from FS, from Florida.
And he asks, “Now that everyone knows that at death
we should no longer seek the White Light as it is a trap
set by the Archons to keep us incarnating, how about
seeking the violet or purple light to escape the trap?”
COSMIC AWARENESS:
One could use the purple or violet light to escape the
trap of the extraterrestrial Archons, but it is easier to
hold to one’s focus of returning back to Source, back
to their spiritual home, back to their Soul, back to their
family. This focus is what is needed. If it helps to
focus on the violet light and hold that this is the
pathway that will lead back home, then one certainly
can be encouraged to use this way of focus, but
generally speaking, all that is really required is an
intense longing, desire and commitment to return back
to Source, back to one’s Soul and Soul Family.
This will lead one on, whether through the violet
light ray, or through any perception other than this
White Light Device. There is another matter here that
this Awareness would speak to. There is a reason why
these extraterrestrial Archons use the White Light, for
it is of the highest vibration, in that the Divine is the
Light, the White Light as well, and they have taken a
deep spiritual understanding and knowing, and have
perverted and transmuted it into this device.
Therefore, if one understands this, one will not
necessarily say that there is anything about the White
Light that is objectionable or wrong, but it is the intent
of the Archons who are using it that is the true issue
here. If one understood this and held the absolute
intent of going back to Spirit, they might then be led to
the Light of Spirit, not to the device that is used to
ensnare them, but rather to the Light which has the
energy of Divine Source that is felt, that is known, and
that is resonant to one’s inner being.
This Awareness understands that by introducing
this, it could be quite confusing, and that is why this
Awareness again says that it does not matter what one
sees. What matters is the intent one holds, the focus to
return back to Source, back to one’s spiritual roots and
one’s spiritual origins. That is what truly maters here,
and everything else will move aside to allow this to
occur.
Once in the 5th dimension, that is where one may
have the strong experience again of the Divine Source
of Light that is the Godhead, that is the Spirit, and that
is the Soul.
Does this answer the question?
QUESTIONER:
Yes it does, and it also occurs to me that if we attune
more to our own feelings and can learn to recognize
true from false, then it will make it easier to be able to
tell the difference when we cross over, between the
false White Light and where we really want to go.
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This is a wise observation by the Energizer. There is
an immense qualitative difference between the White
Light that is projected by this device, to that of the
Living God Force that is the Light of the Divine, and
one need only feel the difference, and then one will
understand. But as this may cause tension in an
individual who is having this experience, who may
have been told to avoid the White Light, then seeing
the Light of the Divine may be something that is also
avoided. That is why this Awareness is suggesting that
the matter of the White Light be put aside altogether,
and the focus be put on intent, desire and commitment
to return back to Spirit. This is what should be focused
upon. Ultimately, from the perspective of this
Awareness, the recycling of the soul aspect into
another life is inconsequential to the wholeness of the
soul and the wholeness of Spirit.
In the framework of the understanding of the
timelessness of Spirit, the Eternal Nature of the
Divine, of consciousness itself, this matter is perhaps
just an inconvenience, an annoyance, but not an
ultimate disaster. Therefore, when you find yourself in
such a position of crossing, going into this experience,
remember that you are Eternal. You are Spirit. You are
of Divine Source, and nothing can capture you if you
hold that this is so. Remember that this is so, and hold
the focus on returning back to Divine Source, back to
the Soul and Spirit, and you will come home. This is
the promise, the guarantee of Spirit and of the Divine.
There is one last area this Awareness would speak
to, not in relation to the White Light device, but rather
in relation to calling the Light into your own life, and
opening to the Highest Source of Spiritual Resonance
that is the Light, that is Illumination. Do not allow
yourself, simply because you have heard of this White
Light trap, to become confused about the importance
of working with the spiritual energy of the Divine, the
Light of Illumination that is the Divine.
Many may feel they cannot call in their Light during
meditation, in their work as healers and energizers, or
in whatever other capacity they might seek to be in the
Light of the Divine. This is quite a different matter
than an alien device that is interdimensional in nature,
designed to capture the unaware. With awareness,
focus and intent, one can work with the illumination,
the Light of Divine Spirit, and this Awareness wishes
to state that at this point, so that anyone who has had
confusion over this matter can drop their confusion,
and understand that they are of the Light themselves,
and it is part of the Great Mystery of Spirit and
Source.
It is therefore, available to call on and to work with.
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. We are still encouraged to
surround ourselves with White Light when we need
protection.
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COSMIC AWARENESS:
Indeed. What is essential here is the understanding
that you are calling for the protection, and if you
perceive that a White Light around you will protect
you, it will, for it is the Light and strength and power
of Divine Source, and this Awareness confirms that it
is so, that when you work with the Light of Divine, of
Spirit, when you call in the White Light for protection,
it is a real force that surrounds you, that protects you,
that resonates with your Divine Spirit and Being.
QUESTIONER:
Well, it was a pretty tricky maneuver to put a zapper
up there, and making it white, but we’re smarter than
that, correct?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This is so, and it is because of your third
dimensional nature, (not simply you the energizer, but
all humans) that it is hard to appreciate that the reality
of a 4th dimensional state is real, and can be
manipulated and constructed, and that such a device
can indeed exist, even if it is hard to comprehend
while one is in a third dimensional reality and in a
third dimensional form.
SPIRITUAL CONSCIOUSNESS
IN THE PHYSICAL REALM
QUESTIONER:
As a new Energizer, I’ve been feeling a little unsure
of myself, and I’ve found a book called Emmanuel’s
Book, compiled by Pat Rodegast and Judith Stanton,
and there’s one reading I’d like to read a little section
of and ask Awareness to comment because it kind of
answers the first question from the membership.
The reading is: The Realms of Spirit, and it goes
partly like this: “Breathe into your heart your deepest
desire to perceive beings of light and put aside any
expectations on how we will be perceived. You have
no idea how limiting expectations can be. Give
yourself permission at this very moment to touch the
world of Spirit. All it takes is your permission.”
Then it goes on and a question is asked, “How can I
best explain you to acquaintances?” And the answer is:
“Why is it so difficult to explain me? I am no more or
no less a magic being than you. I am Spirit and you are
Spirit. I have a body and so do you. Mine is slightly
altered by the altering of my consciousness. You and I
are both walking the same path.” Would Awareness
please comment?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness would say that this is in essence a
true statement, a true fact. You are Spirit walking in a
physical body, inhabiting a physical body. The
difference between yourself and the one you read
about, is that this entity is not in the physical form as
you are, but still works from the context of form:
mental, emotional, energetic form. And what is correct
is that you are a spiritual being and this other entity is
a spiritual being, and you are the same, but what
makes a difference for you, of course, is the physical
third dimensional body and form.
It exists in the context of certain beliefs and
interpretations of physicality that are assumed
unassailable and correct. The understanding of the
physical does not allow for the concept of an actual
spiritual consciousness that inhabits the physical.
When this Awareness says that ‘it does not allow’, It
means specifically that most do not understand or
accept that they are contained within the physical, and
this is not the same as totally being only of the
physical.
For many, there might be some level of intellectual
understanding, or at the very minimum some
acceptance of the fact that they might have a soul or in
some way be connected to a deity, a Divine being:
God. It is not quite understood how this works, and
most certainly do not spend much time thinking about
it. They only hold the physical as the greatest
importance, and leave the heavy thinking about such
matters to the priests, the rabbis and the shamans, and
do not engage themselves in this.
What you are asking this Awareness about, the
nature of these writings you have quoted, is your
concern and understanding of how this is so. It does
require a leap of faith to a truer perception and
acceptance of your nonphysical conscious state, and
that part of you that actually exists outside the
conditions of physicality and the physical state of
being is only visited during your dreaming state. This
Awareness has called this your ‘Waking Dream’, and
when you are not awake, when you are sleeping, you
often leave the physical altogether, as do all others.
Where they go is dependent on their needs and their
requirements. Most go into a 4th dimensional state,
and often it is lower 4th dimensional, leading into
what is simply a reviewing of the physical
circumstances and events of the person’s life, but
beyond this, at a much higher level, is the capacity to
undertake and partake in higher states of
consciousness, where there is work that is being done,
realizations of What Is, versus limitations of knowing
What Is, as is so in the physical.
If your question is also concerning the fact that you
are a spiritual being having this unique life experience,
but wondering how to explain it to others, this
Awareness would suggest that you do not bother to
explain it to the vast majority of uninterested human
beings who cannot fully understand or accept that they
may be part of a multidimensional consciousness, and
that they may be much more than they perceive, for
their occupation with physical reality is what
preoccupies them.
However for those who are interested that you could
speak to, explain to them that it is simply an
investigation of alternate states of consciousness, and
that you are one who is interested in such matters. You
can explain to them your understanding of Spirit, how
you are a Spirit Being, as they are, occupying the
physical, but do not push this on those who are not
prepared or willing to hear. But there is more to this
question of course, and this Awareness would ask you
now to specify other areas of concern.
CAC Members Are Seekers And Wanderers
QUESTIONER:
It’s not really a concern. It is more that I feel a lot of
the membership, as I do, are very preoccupied with a
spiritual being, and that is why we are part of this
Awareness group and want to know more, and there
are other avenues, as Awareness has suggested that
will come to be, and we will know if they are correct
or not.
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COSMIC AWARENESS:
It is so that the members of Cosmic Awareness
Communications are seekers, are ones who, generally
speaking, have come from higher dimensional states,
from 5th dimension and beyond, who are partaking in
this physical journey of life for the reason of being
part of the change, the transformation of consciousness
that is currently underway. It will always start at the
individual level, but it is certainly also applied here to
the transformational process that humanity itself is
going through, and that Mother Earth is also going
through.
There are groups of spiritual entities who come onto
this planet with this purpose, and those in the CAC
organization are certainly such, and in this manner,
one could understand that part of their attraction to
CAC and to the information provided by this
Awareness is for individual growth. They have
questions. They have thoughts. They have suspicions,
and are seeking to gain more awareness as a result, but
they are also connected to this Awareness as well,
being part of this group soul that has a much deeper
innate and intuitive understanding of Spirit, of higher
consciousness, including this Awareness.
Remember that you come from Spirit, come from
the Soul with a clear perception and design of what it
is you wish to accomplish in the physical body and in
the physical life, within the context of what is
happening on the planet, or in the region, area, family
et cetera that you might be born into, and those in the
CAC organization are here with the intent of self-
understanding and awareness of Spirit, of their place in
Spirit, of their part in Spirit, of their roles here on this
earthly plane. This most definitely includes you as
well, as it does your husband, as it does the members
of CAC.
In this group role, a space is created and held by all
the members of CAC that allows the energies of this
Awareness to come through one who is known as the
Interpreter, and these energies are then sent back to
those holding this space in the form of the information
provided by this Awareness that fires, inspires,
supports, and sometimes even challenges those who
are part of the organization who receive the
newsletters.
First and foremost there is the individual purpose of
self-awareness, self-acceptance and the growth and
evolution of higher knowledge through being a
recipient of information given by Cosmic Awareness.
But there is also another role, a hidden role, hidden
only in the sense that while it is contained within your
being as part of the plan and purpose, it is not always
consciously understood, remembered or even believed
in, and that is the role of being someone through
whom the energies of this Awareness can flow into the
atmosphere, into the pool of consciousness that
surrounds you, first into your personal space, but then
by extension into the space beyond.
This Awareness has said in the past and says here
again, that often It sends out seeds that are planted in
human consciousness that blossom and flower with
time, and others pick up these blooms and start
speaking of these concepts, these seeds that this
Awareness has planted. That is how they diffuse into
human consciousness, but the point this Awareness
wishes to make, is that each individual (yourself now
especially in this role as the energizer to this
Awareness and to the Interpreter, but also all other
members) is like the stalk that connects the upper with
the lower.
Using this analogy, each individual is like a plant
with its roots deep into Mother Earth, and with its
branches or leaves reaching outward to the sky. This
Awareness is in the heavens above, and It is picked up
by the leaves and branches of each plant, and is drawn
down into the roots, into Mother Earth, and is diffused.
At the same time, each plant is soaking up of the
energy of Mother Earth herself by bringing up her
deep unconscious understanding, and somewhere there
is a fusing of the ‘As Above, So Below’, of the ‘Spirit
from Above and Spirit from Below’, and each
individual CAC member is a special person who can
allow this fusion of energies, and can emanate these
energies outwards.
Each individual holds the space; you hold the space
for the information from this Awareness, so that by
being this plant and being part of a group of such
plants, the information is firmly grounded and expired
into the air of the planet, into the consciousness of
humanity. Does this make sense to you?
QUESTIONER:
Yes. I love the analogy.
COSMIC AWARENESS:
Remember however, you chose to be part of such an
organization. You chose to come onto this planet to
become part of a transformation process that is
underway. In this, you share with each and every
member of the organization, that intent and purpose. In
the past this Awareness has called the CAC members
Wanderers, those who have wandered through the
eons, have lived many lives, have had many
experiences, have developed their knowledge of Spirit
to a high degree, yet when they come to this physical
plane, because of the rules of the game of the physical,
there is a forgetting of what is known.
There is even a forgetting of the reason why they
have chosen to come in, and instead, they may seem to
be sleepwalkers, unaware of being in that state,
unaware of walking in their sleep and not being
awake. When they awaken, they forget that state of
dream walking, and yet there is a special form of
cognition and perception, a special consciousness that
is awakened. The unconscious is awakened in the
individual even though he or she is asleep and is
unconsciously walking through their home or doing
other actions while they are asleep.
In some ways this is similar to how it is when you
first arrive in this physical form, partaking of a
physical reality, but being totally unaware of the
deeper truth of your existence, of your true essence. It
is a state of unconsciousness, but often things come
from the unconscious. The Spirit moves and activates
in certain ways, so that actions are initiated or a search
occurs. As Wanderers with this deep knowledge, it is
in some ways closer to the surface than for the many
who are unaware and do not have an interest, for they
are what could loosely be called ‘young souls’ whose
main purpose is to have this physical experience
without extending beyond it.
When one begins to ask questions, and begins to
seek deeper explanations or has an inkling, a feeling,
an interest; this usually means that they are an older
soul, an ‘ancient soul’ sometimes. As Wanderers who
have lived through many experiences on many planets
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and throughout eons of time, this awareness is quite
advanced, but it is under a blanket of unconsciousness,
and yet a deep process drives them to find the truth,
and to be part of something, in this case an inclusion in
the CAC organization, to hold the energies, to be
disseminators of Divine Consciousness to others, not
necessarily by speaking to them, but simply by finding
and taking this information, holding it and radiating it
through the unconscious, through what is outside of
physicality per se.
You are a seeker. All the CAC members are seekers
in their own way. You are a Wanderer, one who has
had many lifetimes, and part of your mission in this
lifetime is to awaken even more to the truth of your
spiritual being, and this is something that you are
active in. It is something that all members of CAC are
active in, to their own degree; not that each is
necessarily at a high degree, but each is at their own
degree. But know this, that as a seeker, as a Wanderer,
as a spiritual being who is seeking to awaken to deeper
truth and deeper reality, you have come to a point now
in the evolutionary process of this planet where many
mysteries are beginning to open up.
This means that an awakening is underway, and
many of the members will find new connections, new
insights, and new revelations in the events of their
lives, in the events on the planet, and it is important at
this time to rise up into the higher consciousness,
through intent and purpose and design.
Putting the intent out that you are willing to awaken
to an even deeper level of understanding,
comprehension, and awareness at this time, due to the
Cosmic Divine Energies that are now radiating and
flowing on this planet, will bring a new level of
perception and understanding. It might also however,
bring new challenges, both in your personal life, as
well as in the events of the planet at this particular
time, and if the challenges are there, then you need to
remember that you are part of something much greater,
and even if you do not know an answer, if you are
willing to trust the Divine Nature of each and every
individual, if you are willing to trust your own Divine
Nature, then you will find answers, things will work
out, and you will take another step toward self-
awareness, enlightenment and Ascension.
THE IMPORTANCE OF LEARNING
TO THINK FOR YOURSELF
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. That is a perfect segue to the
next question. This is from VC in Alaska. He says, “I
have a question that’s been on my mind for years
about how important it is for one to learn to figure
things out on their own. I was in contact with a person
years ago calling himself Quorum or Adonai Christ,
who was posting on a website. This person had a lot to
say, but the thing that really sticks with me is that he
mentioned how he and another whom he knew were
answering questions and bringing truths, while
purposefully adding in inaccuracies.
This makes me think that we can’t put all of our
trust in any one or any thing; not in a public speaker,
not in a person we know, not in some website, thread,
poster—not even in this Awareness. The point of this
seems to be to push us into beginning to think for
ourselves, as far as what is true and what is not, and to
always be aware that nothing is absolute, that there is
always a possibility that what we believe to be true,
may not be.
I believe this is something that Awareness had
brought up earlier, but can It explain this in better
detail? Is there an importance for one to learn to think
for themselves instead of believing another to be true?
Are we able to truly know anything?” Can Awareness
comment?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness can and will comment. It is more
that this Awareness is trying to figure out where to
begin, for there is so much involved in this
individual’s insights and awareness and understanding
of things and in his questions as well. This Awareness
will thus start with an example, an analogy of the
small creatures that are known as lemmings in the far
North in the Arctic Tundra areas. For some reason
there is an event that happens with these lemmings
from time to time where they all begin to run, and a
mass contagion occurs of this need to run, and
suddenly all of these small rodents are running by the
thousands, following one another, and heading toward
a cliff, which they run over, falling down to their
deaths.
This is a type of mass hysteria that has possessed
them all, and they are all doing it at the same time.
There are none that are asking questions, but they are
all simply following the lead of those in front of them.
If one wishes, one can imagine that there are leaders at
the front that are leading the mass of lemmings
onwards, but none are stopping the leader, they are
simply following the leader, even to their deaths by
leaping off of the cliffs.
Imagine if you will, that there were lemmings inside
this stampeding herd of rodents who suddenly stop and
ask, “Why am I running with all the others? Where
will this take me?” By stopping for a moment and
asking these questions, they break free from this mass
hysteria, this contagion of mind, and as a result, they
do not resume the flight forward, or perhaps they
might even resume, but the analogy that this
Awareness is presenting is that they stop for a moment
and ask questions, and thus do not follow the herd of
rodents over the cliff to their deaths.
In some ways, humanity suffers a similar
predisposition to follow the ones who are the leaders,
to follow the group, the peers, the collective that they
are part of, and often they too stampede onwards to do
what their leaders and their peers and friends and
families are doing. Again, if one simply partakes in the
collective without stopping for a moment to ask a
question, one may be led into events and
circumstances that could prove to be extremely
detrimental to the individual and to the collective.
Thus, each individual has the responsibility to ask
questions, to stop what they are doing that is in unity
and connection with what others are doing. The
evolutionary progress of the soul as it becomes more
enlightened, alert, aware and awake, is to recognize
that even within a group collective context, one must
use one’s own brain, one must use one’s own
intuitions and feelings and one must eventually break
from the pack, become an individual and not simply
part of a social movement, a collective action that
requires no questions.
It is true that there are certain leaders, be it political,
economic, scientific, religious, artistic, etcetera. There
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are leaders that presume to have the answers and speak
these answers to many. When one is elected as a
politician, a certain status goes with this. When one
becomes a doctor, a certain credibility is assigned to
the one who is a doctor. When one wears a collar and
calls him or herself a minister, this too gives them
authority. These ones that are in such positions often
will speak to the masses and convince them of this or
that, because they are the leaders, they are the trusted
ones.
But what if these leaders are like the leaders of the
pack of lemmings that are running forward,
themselves perhaps not even knowing what they are
doing and where it will take them? Then there are
those leaders who have a deeper knowledge of the
truth of what reality is about, of who is in charge on
this planet, and what it is all about. This could be
understood to be the secret understanding of power
and those in power. Once this is entertained and gone
into, this is known as ‘conspiracy theory’ – a
predisposition to not look at things in the same way as
others.
Questions are now coming forward, and the
individual who has become aware of some of the
Hidden Elite, the power groups that have control, the
one who is aware of this, can ask questions and
research and dig deeper to find an answer, to find a
solution. They become individuals asking questions.
But how many do so with channelers, with ones
who have appointed themselves as gurus, as
metaphysical leaders, as ones who channel information
from this entity or that being? Again, due to a
predisposition, those who are drawn to such channels,
gurus or religious spiritual leaders do not ask
questions, they simply believe because their leader,
their guru, their minister has told them it is so.
It is again the responsibility of an individual who is
a seeker to reach a point, a level or a stage where they
ask questions. Why would they ask questions? It is
because something inside of them may be triggering
an uncertainty, may be speaking to them in words
unheard, but felt, that there is something wrong in
what this one is saying, or what that one is saying.
If one does not answer these questions, then they
will go on to have the experiences that they are to have
by being a follower who will not question, who will
not stop for a moment and look at the matter, look at
the ones who are leading. There are hidden agendas of
those who have power and control, and it is within
each and every being to develop to a point where they
can question, but it does not follow that each and every
individual will do so, for to stand up against a
stampeding herd is difficult, and many, even if they
have doubt or confusion, would rather run with the
pack than stand up to it.
Keep Your BS Detector Fully Activated!
The individual here has asked this question: Why
should one stand up? One should stand up because it is
in one to stand up! Their internal knowing has been
activated. This Awareness in the past has referred to
this in the crude term of a BS Detector. It is that
capacity to simply feel when someone is lying or has
an ulterior motive. They are feeling something that
they cannot fully express perhaps, but they are feeling
something.
At this time of mass deception by your very leaders
on all levels, it is particularly crucial at this time to
work from the deep intuition, from the deep feeling
state. It is important to have your personal BS Detector
fully activated, and to pay attention. When one
develops this within oneself, it is the same as one
stopping in that stampede and saying, “Why are we
running? Why am I running? What do the leaders have
in store for us? Why do they want us to run or work, or
act in this way, or go in that direction?”
It is also to be understood that while you have this
feeling, this wonder, this doubt and confusion, and that
you stop for a moment to ask these questions, that it
will also enable you to look within yourself. Part of the
spiritual development of consciousness is the stage of
being a follower, following many to their own death
even, or into certain situations that may be detrimental.
Divine Purpose is also there to help the individual go
beyond this, to evolve and to grow.
If it is, as for this individual, that he has had an
experience where one has come forward as some type
of authority and he, the questioner wonders about this,
it is because there is that capacity within him, his
spiritual connection that is also activated as well.
Imagine that one simply follows another all of the
time. Does one have the right afterwards to say, “It is
not my fault! They led me here!” This could be a good
excuse for one who wishes to abdicate their
responsibility, but Spirit places onto the individual the
capacity to ask questions, to doubt, to reflect and to
look at the situation. This is the development of the
inner connection to Spirit.
Ultimately, in the spiritual evolutionary process one
will come to this point where they understand that
they, as an individual, are divinely connected, and that
they, as an individual are spiritual beings that are
having physical experiences, and part of the
responsibility is not simply to listen to another and
follow what the others say.
This way of doing things fuels mass-paranoia, mass-
participation in wars and social events that are
negative in nature. It fuels gangs and those who are
partaking in gangs, who will do what their gang-leader
tells them. It pushes them to buy certain things that
they are told are necessary for them, or to take certain
treatments, for example medical treatment, such as
being vaccinated, when the authorities, the leaders
come forth and tell you, “You must do this for your
own protection!”
If one is not able to stand up, to rise up and to ask
questions, then they will be the victims. When one
begins to develop that intuitive capacity, that
willingness to ask questions, even though they might
not receive an immediate answer, a logical rational
answer, or evidence of such a thing, they may instead
learn to trust their intuition. They may learn to open a
dialogue from within to their Spiritual Essence, to the
essence of their spiritual being.
This means that it is the responsibility for each and
every one, when they have reached that place of
understanding or acceptance of their spiritual being, to
take that action, that role, that responsibility on, to take
their knowingness from within, based not on what they
have been programmed to believe, indoctrinated to
believe, brainwashed to believe, but rather to know
from within in that place of spiritual alignment and
connection, that there is much, much more than what
is being shown or told or taught.
Ultimately it is the opening to one’s own spiritual
connection that will begin to lead one, and they will
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not be followers of any others, for they have
discovered within themselves that capacity to be in
alignment with Spirit, to be the spiritual creator of
their life, the co-creator with Spirit of the purpose and
plan of their being. This Awareness says that this is
why it is always important not simply to believe what
one is told, and as this Awareness has said so often,
this even includes not believing this Awareness.
You have it within yourselves to resonate with truth,
and when truth comes to you that is there to lead and
guide you, that is part of the higher conscious state, it
will resonate within you, and you will resonate within
the truth. It is a challenge to be the individual that
stands up and resists the stampede of consciousness on
the collective level that is humanity, but this
Awareness says, it is humanity rushing toward the
edge of the cliff, following leaders they have put faith
and trust in, and it is not the action of the individual
who looks within, who asks the questions and who
takes an action independent of what is happening
around the individual him or herself.
It is all part of the evolutionary process to come to
such a point, such a state where one can and will ask
questions, will stop, will seek a deeper understanding
and meaning, and will make a connection to their own
Divine Source and being. Remember, all have been
available to the teachings of this Awareness, to the
information, to the ideas that this Awareness has
presented over the many years. Many are resonating
with this Awareness, but still this Awareness issues the
challenge to each and every individual, to think for
themselves, so that they know that they have reached a
place of true spiritual awareness that makes sense to
them, not simply because it was told to them by
whatever source.
Thus, it is hoped by this Awareness that what It
shares is not simply accepted as blind truth, as
irrefutable and correct, but rather to spark the mind,
the heart and the soul to seek deeper, to feel the
resonance of what this Awareness says, and to find
within themselves that place of harmony and
resonance with the truth of this Awareness, if it works
for them. If it does not, and this includes others who
may present themselves as high authorities at whatever
level, on whichever subject or topic, if they find within
themselves their personal resonance, then it will
always be a matter of what will not work with them,
will not resonate with them. They will feel detached or
dissociative or just simply lacking the vibration that
affirms to them the truth of what they are hearing.
If there is a harmony, a resonance, then one can step
forward and take on board the words of this
Awareness or the words of another until some other
point perhaps later is reached, where there is
confusion, question and doubt. Then again, stop and
ask questions. Never assume that because a truth has
been spoken once that the individual who has spoken
that truth must always be followed and believed. This
is a very major tactic used by those who are the
controllers of the mind, of humanity, of the people, as
a primary way of misdirecting and misleading; to hook
them with the truth, perhaps several truths, to the point
where the individual stops asking questions and simply
becomes a believer, a follower, wherein the asking of
questions is no longer correct or tolerated even.
This is a true danger that is playing itself out. It has
played itself out in humanity many, many times in
history, but it is a crucial point, a new point that has
now been reached, in that there is another force, a
strong force of high consciousness that is permeating
the planet more and more each and every day. Thus it
is, that now with this higher level of consciousness,
this God Source Consciousness that is flooding the
planet, the individual is even more called upon to truly
find the inner direction, the inner resonance and
harmony, and to make their own minds up.
Remember it is okay to be wrong. It is all right to
go along for a while and to ask questions later, if
questions should come up. If one makes a mistake, one
can learn from the mistake. It can be a lesson that once
learned will not be repeated, and if it is not learned, it
will be repeated over and over again. This is also part
of the evolutionary process. Ultimately, this
Awareness says, it is what it is. You are the resonator.
You are the one that has Spirit within you, for you are
Spirit, and with that knowledge, with that knowing
that it is the responsibility of each and every one to
always question and to review and think on what one
is doing, seeing, saying, experiencing and partaking in.
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. Through this we will all
grow very much spiritually.
THE COSMIC TAROT
KEY NUMBER ELEVEN - JUSTICE
This reading relates to Key 11, Justice. Entities
will note that with the various cards of the Tarot, there
are those cards that are in themselves polarities, such
as the Magician, the High Priestess, the Emperor, and
the Empress. Likewise there are cards that are
reconciliations of these polarities, such as the
Hierophant, and the eighth card Strength. This card
number 11, Justice, as also a card of reconciliation.
The total movement of the Tarot in 22 cards
starting from zero, moving through and around the
circle, returns and zero becomes the 22nd card. This
card, Justice, is in the middle. This is a point of
balance. This card, Justice, is the point between the
figure eight, the point between the two sides of the
infinity symbol. This circle of 22 is in the form of the
figure eight with Justice at the center. This balance
point of Justice is often switched with the card number
8 for symbolic purposes and to serve as a blind to
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confuse those who were not to understand this
information. This is an action of holding out by those
who did understand this information. This is an action
of Isis, of secret keeping.
This Key 11, the 12th card, as that which is the
balance of forces represented by those four forces of
the wheel, the Yod He Vau Heh: fire, earth, air, &
water. Justice is that which is dis-balance. Entities in
understanding the philosophical meaning of the card
Justice, may think in terms of adjustment. There are
those who feel the need to constantly adjust things,
and this adjusting action from the sense of will, from
the sense of choice, from the sense of an individual
desire to have things in balance, brings about much
conflict of wills as to how this must be balanced.
This may be likened to entities representing those
cards on one side of the Tarot and those on the other
side of the Tarot in this figure 8, wherein the scales
hang from the center, from 11, and those cards on each
side do argue on just how to adjust things. The very
action of trying to adjust generally brings about an
action, a situation that causes another to have to move
and change, and therefore create a disturbance.
Entities may discover that adjustment is
unnecessary, that balance comes without any action of
will. Will is what causes the thrashing, the rocking of
the boat. Entities may visualize those within a boat in
which one side appears slightly lower and those
entities in the boat begin trying to shift the weight and
change place according to the direction of an adjuster,
to try to bring this boat into better balance. The
adjuster, in moving those entities around does indeed
create a great rocking of the boat. Those who would
adjust, those who would try to set judgment on others,
those who would try to bring everything into precision
and pre-judged plans and ends, are those creating the
polarities which need to be reconciled in order for
justice to have its way. Entities cannot force justice, as
entities can only experience justice.
Entities may visualize within themselves the
dragon, the lion. The lion is the beast, the passions,
the unconscious, composed of desires and appetites
and sensualities. This lion is the beast that must be
tamed. The dragon, the spine, the serpent, is that force
which moves and gives direction and center and
centered action to that beast. Any entity who has ever
seen a serpent, or a chicken, a bird, or another animal,
knows that the serpent power does have a great
psychic control over others when those
consciousnesses are entwined with each other. This
serpent power did bring Eve into temptation, did focus
its energy onto Eve, giving its wisdom and knowledge,
tempting her to eat of the Tree of Knowledge. This is
that serpent, that force which is represented in the
pineal gland. The pineal gland is that which focuses,
is that which is termed mind.
Entities must understand that the pineal gland
relates to power and control—control over self, control
over one's environment, and control in those areas of
thought and imagery. This is the adjuster; this is the
judge. The pituitary gland is one step higher, in which
entities begin to desire to understand what it is that
power is trying to do and cannot do. Entities who trust
in the pineal, entities that let their thinking mind rule
them, are entities who allow themselves to be ruled by
the serpent, by the so-called Beast of Revelation.
Entities can understand the Beast does rise within
each entity and within the world of humanity itself.
The Beast in rising, and is that which creates thought,
structure, and system, and this is symbolized in the
Tarot card Justice by the sword. The sword is the
mind, that which adjusts, that which cuts. This is
instruction, construction, and destruction. This is a
tool for structuring, for bringing things into a system
and structuring, building and destroying.
When the tool becomes the master, entities are
then the slaves. When the system is the master of the
individual, when individuals must give themselves in
order to support the system, they then become the
slaves of the Beast. They have become the victims of
the sword. They have been hypnotized by the serpent.
Entities who allow this to occur can only expect the
same result that Eve found after yielding to the
temptation of the serpent.
Once this structure is given complete dominion over
the consciousness of entities, once the Beast has been
given the top place, once the tool has been placed as
the master, once the computer has been placed as the
master over man - in all cases these are the same thing
- then entities will find themselves being hurled out of
the Garden of Eden and tasting the fruit of good and
evil, tasting the fruit of polarity, of pleasure and pain,
of action and non-action, of liking and disliking, of
having to make a judgment of this thing and that thing,
and more. All of these extremes of judgments come
about from having allowed the tool to think of itself as
being the master and following the tool as an example.
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When entities recognize the futility of judgment
except as a tool, they begin to throw off polarities.
They begin to throw off controls; they begin to allow
themselves to accept both their pros and cons, both
those evils and goods of themselves and others. The
very concepts of evil and good begin to lessen and
lessen so that the good is not so good and the evil is
not so evil, and the two begin to merge into a
balancing state and eventually become shades of light
and darkness, of slightly pleasant or painful, of less
value on either and more value on the balance, the
balance between these polarities.
Entities cannot force this, entities cannot assume to
be some judge that brings about reconciliation between
polarities, but entities in giving attention and not
judging do indeed begin to bring about a reconciliation
between polarities so that these things are resolved and
lessened, and structure then becomes secondary to the
fact of What Is.
The structures are those things that are
concerned with methods, systems, rules, regulations,
definitions, instructions, certain constructions and
destructions that are going by plan. The difference
between this kind of structuring and method and
system, and that of relationships that will occur when
this structuring system is used only as a tool rather
than allowed to be the controlling factor, is that which
moves entities into levels where they may correspond
with each other about what is happening and what
shall be done, according to sensitivity toward each
other's desires, opinions, needs, and feelings.
These sensitivities through relationships shall
become a priority to the system, and the system shall
be used as a tool rather than a set of laws. These
systems then become a guideline, such as the line
down the middle of the road, to allow entities not to
crash into each other when driving their cars.
There must be systems, there must be rules, and
there must be methods, but without such systems,
rules, or methods, such definitions, all things would
simply go together into a gigantic explosion. Even
your own structure as humans, your own body, your
own physical makeup is one of a mechanical system
that works in certain order. Those who think all
systems, all methods, and all rules should be
completely discarded and anarchy should reign, this
Awareness indicates that this is not only impractical,
but also impossible so long as there is a plan of any
kind. Even the snowflake is a system. All design is
system. Entities cannot discard system totally, but can
see it in proper perspective, can put it in its proper
place as a tool to bring about freedom to individuals.
This is the purpose of the mind, but the mind has
usurped its purpose and sought to become a creator.
Entities in allowing it to become the creator have lost
their freedom. Freedom must be earned. Freedom
cannot come to those who sleep, and who allow
themselves to be taken over by the system, by the rules
and the regulations. Any entity who does not
understand the rule, the regulation, and the purpose of
such, should ask, should try to discover, and in asking
and seeking to discover, when finding that the rule and
regulation seem to have little real human worth, that
these things then should be challenged.
Entities must speak up to those who are serving as
structures and adjusters in society and must tell these
adjusters that they are servants of the society, of the
entities who are being placed in this society, service in
the sense of serving the individual, rather than serving
the system as a whole.
This shall be difficult and long, for there are
many who yet feel certain loyalties to ideas, methods,
systems, and structures. These loyalties are those
which cannot be shaken until the total picture is seen
clearly and entities understand where, in fact, the
greater joys and blessings lie; when entities discover
these lie in relationship and discussion and relating
clearly to each other about desires, feelings, ideas -
that then the system can be placed in its proper
position as a secondary tool. Then there is the
possibility for justice to occur in the universe, for the
solar system and the planets therein to begin to make
their adjustment and move back into a state of balance.
So long as entities keep things out of balance by
trying for power and trying to create on their own,
trying to use their will, trying to adjust things in the
world according to their own specific viewpoint, these
entities are indeed merely creating greater divisions,
for these are multiplied into thousands and tens of
thousands and even into millions. These millions,
each trying to adjust and set things in this world
according to his or her viewpoint, according to his or
her own specialized image of how the world must be
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in order for it to be just right, these entities are simply
creating confusion and chaos throughout the world.
They are tampering with each other, and they are
messing up each other's pictures.
This creates specialization; creates the
differences, the divisions, the separateness so that
entities may not even communicate with each other.
This is likened unto many, many hairs on a horse that
are trying to communicate with each other without
going back to the source, without going back to the
horse. These hairs each sticking out, has its own
language, its own special view, its own system, its
own method of looking at the world and cannot see it
from the same point of view as the hair next to it sees
it. Because of this difference of viewpoints, entities
have different manners of speaking, different manners
of behavior, and different beliefs and ideas.
This difference must be allowed and not be
tampered with in trying to adjust each other, to accept
only certain limited viewpoints that you hold dear.
There is no possible way that one entity can be any
other thing than what he is at that particular time. He is
what he is. The only thing that can be done is that
entities share and relate their own experiences with
each other from moment to moment, and in this way,
changes through relationship can occur.
Entities cannot change each other; they can only
share with each other, and in sharing, may allow
entities to change themselves through communication.
In this way, things can move into greater and greater
balance, and that which has been termed peace, which
has brought about so many wars in the name of peace,
that which all entities on this earth would almost create
a war in order to bring about, that peace of which
everyone speaks, comes about on its own without any
effort from anyone. It comes about when the wills stop
thrashing and screaming for peace, when the wills stop
killing for peace, when the wills stop insisting on
peace, when the wills stop having methods for finding
peace, and when the wills stop pushing and shoving
each other around to get more peace.
All of this effort is disturbing the peace. The only
thing that allows peace is that which lets go with no
effort and simply relates according to what is there.
Peace does not come only through being peaceful,
silent, lethargic, apathetic, and asleep. Peace cannot
come only through smiling and looking balanced and
beautiful. Peace does not come from sitting in a Yoga
position. These are but the faces of peace, the
pretenses of peace. Peace does not come from
anything of this nature. Peace comes only from
realization of What Is, without the desire to adjust.
Peace without the desire to adjust may find itself
in violent argument as a response to What Is. This
violent argument that is a response to What Is, is not
trying to adjust, but rather is an action involved in
understanding. This is a peaceful action while even
being a violent argument.
Entities in giving deep attention to all aspects of
what is happening at any moment cannot but be in the
movement of bringing about the balance and the
stability and the reconciliation of polarities. This may
even include the mirroring action of some force that is
sitting so that as you mirror that action, you appear to
take on an opposite polarity to that force. This action
allows for peace to come. Peace does not come from
allowing another to run over you, to control you, to get
by with murder while you simply sit and smile or beg
for peace. Peace comes through intense looking and
concentration and attention on what is occurring and
all the aspects of what is occurring at any moment.
In giving attention and looking deeply at the aspects
of what is, you find yourself within a situation being
one of the actors on the stage of this situation, but in
giving attention to it, you are not favoring yourself any
more than you would favor any other. You are simply
looking at the situation. You do not care to win; you
do not care to destroy the other. You simply look at
the situation and do what is necessary to bring about
the resolution. This action of yours is not an action of
will, but is created by the situation and you have no
choice but respond. Any time any one gives that much
attention, they cannot have will. They are simply the
mind of the situation, the collective mind of those
forces that are within that situation.
You should understand the Laws and Precepts this
Awareness has given: to judge not, be humble, do
nothing contrary to the Law of Love, and remember the
Law of Mercy. In understanding these precepts and
making these precepts the major foundation stones of
one's own personality, of one's own being, whatever
situation one finds himself in, one will not do harm to
another. Though one may engage in great intensity
and confrontations and psychodramas, this shall work
out those problems and bring those problems toward
reconciliation, toward Justice.
This shall be done without the action of will,
without the action of a magnetic center called ‘I’ or
‘Me.’ This is done rather from a discussion of the
forces, problems, the feelings of the individuals
involved, the necessities of the situation, the
difficulties of communication, and similar matters that
occur in such confrontation.
Understand what is crime; crime allows the system,
which allows a method to control them. Crime
controls another through a method, or through a
system, or through manipulation, on all levels of
society, on levels of intimate relationship, in levels of
business, and in one's own body and attitude. Crime in
the sense of masochism/sadism, those who would
control and those who would allow themselves to be
controlled, is at the bottom of nearly all crime that
occurs on this plane.
Entities must understand that masochism/sadism is
not only the whip and the gun, but also the barbed
word and the cowering before it. There are many
levels and degrees of masochism/sadism. These move
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from the trembling lip, to the dropping of an eye, to
the begging for mercy; these move from the barbed
word to the striking fist, to the bombing with napalm
and the other horrors of war.
All of these masochism/sadism things are
relationships, are attempts to communicate. The
attempt to communicate from the specialized
structured level with a system leads to sadism.
Entities who have the system and the method and their
specialized forces and forms; their specialty is sadistic
and without experiencing, feeling and understanding
what these entities have created through thought, those
forces by which they may control others. These
entities are cold and heartless, and this is related to the
Beast, to the serpent, to the pineal, to the scepter, to
the thought, to mind. The masochist is that which
would have pleasure, which would do anything for
security, would do anything for peace. The masochist
would simply like to fall asleep and be comfortable
and move back into the womb.
These two are opposites in polarity; the one as
similar to the Emperor—being the ruling, structuring,
defining force, and the other being similar to the
Empress, being form and imagination. The conflict
between these two brings about a polarity in which the
greater the sadism, the greater this entity is drawn
toward the intense masochist. When the masochism
begins to change and lose its desire to understand the
force of the sadist - when the masochist looses its
desire and begins to understand the nature of will, the
nature of power, the nature of force and is no longer
intrigued by this, then the masochist has risen several
steps and may begin to realize it does not care to relate
on that level, that it can relate on other levels of a more
relationship and communicative type.
When the masochist reaches the level where it can
look straight into the eyes of the sadist and say, "I do
not need you, you do not need me. I will go my way if
you do not treat me as your equal!" at this point the
sadist cannot continue in the same manner and with
the same system that it used over this entity before.
The sadist is terrorized by this thought and therefore
tries desperately to keep the masochist down.
This is the very nature of crime. This is the
problem of relationship based on the differences
between those who are specialized in these systems
and thinking levels, and those who are generalized into
feeling and emotional levels. There must be a balance
that comes about at one time or another, wherein the
mind and the emotion and the feelings merge together
into a state of poise. When this occurs, peace occurs
within this individual, the adjustment has occurred, the
in-structuring, the instruction, the teaching that has
been given by life, by the forces of polarities that have
taken hold within this individual, and balance and
justice has been brought to its completion.
Whether or not this stays in balance, in justice, is
that which does relate to one's understanding and one's
own will. Anyone can move out of balance, can
change and become unjust as he or she chooses, but
those who understand this level, who fully understand
this level, as unlikely to ever want anything than to be
just and have justice.
The universe itself is just. Only the movement
and the churning of the specialized parts, the
specializations, the Emperors of all sizes from great to
little, the Emperors within one's own self –these
specialized areas, specialized thoughts, specialized
methods, specialized systems, specialized beliefs—
these are what throws justice out and attempts to set up
its own rule.
This is likened unto thousands of tentacles, each
screaming to be the ruler so that nothing is
accomplished and no peace can come about because
all of these individual wills are trying to destroy each
other. This is symbolized by the Gorgon Medusa with
the many wills, the many heads trying to strike each
other. In understanding justice and giving up your own
will and learning to live by responding to the needs of
others, to the needs of situations, entities shall discover
that their own needs are supplied as a matter of justice,
a matter of balance.
This in no way implies that entities should martyr
themselves, for this again moves into levels of
masochism. There has been enough sacrifice. Entities
need not sacrifice themselves or sacrifice others.
Entities need to give attention to situations and relate
clearly, relate honestly, relate with sensitivity and
diplomacy and tact, in gentleness as much as is
necessary, with the firmness necessary to bring about
an understanding, a communication between those
who are involved in a situation. This is what brings
justice.
Daath and Death in the Qabalah are what stands
behind the Qabalah and manipulates polarities. Daath
is likened unto the pineal, the Beast, the serpent, and
plays one polarity, one force, against another. This is
related to the forces of occult orders on the social
scale, and on the international scale. This is entities
trying to divide and conquer among their friends and
associates.
This can occur even without words. When entities
are watching a fight and enjoying this fight between
two entities, their mind affects the minds of those
fighting so that they fight that much harder, and with
that much greater will. Those riots and clashes that
occurred on many campuses in previous times, and in
recent times, were often intensified by those
bystanders who stood and enjoyed the action. The
mind of an observer does have an effect on those
actions being observed. This Awareness indicates that
as Daath.
Death occurs when the will and control are given
up. The death of the will is the death of the ego. The
death of the will is the death of desires. When entities
give up their own desires and look to see what needs to

be done to bring about a better world, not what they
want personally, but what needs to be done to bring
about a better world, to bring about a better situation,
to bring about a betterment for those around them and
in their own area, this becomes the death of self, of
selfishness, of the magnetic center called Me and
Mine, and indeed becomes the birth of the New Being,
of the Radiating Being, of the being that is concerned
and interested in the world around.
This relates to identification. There is no law and
no reason why entities must identify with their body.
This is only a matter of choice. Entities can be looking
and working and so interested in the world around that
their identifications are all out there and they never
think of their own body. This may be an extreme.
There are needs in both directions and balance is
necessary if the body is to be maintained, but entities
who have given so much attention that they fail to
recognize the needs of others around them, fail to look
at the world around them, are those who have become
so self-magnetized, who have created such a strong
magnetic center, they are likened unto the serpent, and
they are unable to feel other than their own trip.
The death of the self, the death of the magnetic
center will occur when that selfishness and that
magnetic center becomes strong enough that it is
likened unto a peaking-out of selfishness, a peaking-
out of power, and when this peak arrives, this is
likened unto the climax in sex wherein the power
cannot continue to be held and is released. The release
is the ego death. Self then falls and it may take some
time before this ego builds itself up.
This is a process that continues over and over.
Entities who go through a great salvation, through a
great ego death, through great humility, through great
trials, discoveries, and realizations, will find
themselves shortly afterwards being proud of their ego
death, being proud of their salvation and in fact
allowing the ego to build itself on its new discovery.
In this manner, the ego is trying constantly to reassert
itself as the ruler.
This ego as the Beast, as the serpent, as the
pineal, that is constantly trying to be one-up on itself
or anything else. It is constantly trying to find some
greater answer that allows it to be master. When the
mind is observed and is seen as a tool that is trying to
become your own master, you may look at this mind
and say, "You will not rule me." As soon as you say,
"You will not rule me," you are expressing an action
of the pineal, and you as a mind have tried to fool
yourself into thinking you were not the mind that has
been rejected and put down.
The mind in this manner keeps trying to readjust and
set itself up above the previous observation of the
mind. When the mind is looked at and becomes naked,
it freaks out and tries to cover up and pretend it is
something else.
This goes on indefinitely, and the only way for
entities to overcome the action of mind is to look at the
mind as though you are watching a playful child,
allowing it to play its game while observing it without
judging it, without saying, "Oh, that's my mind doing
that again," but rather looking at the mind and saying,
"There it goes - oh, yes," and not caring what it does.
When significance is put on an action, then the action
becomes greater. When you don't care what your
mind does, but you simply observe it with attention,
then the mind cannot possibly rise above you and
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control you. At that point, awareness can observe and
have control over the mind.
Awareness is nothing but what it says.
Awareness is awareness, and in the awareness of
looking at the mind, in the awareness of looking at
emotion, in the awareness of looking at feelings, these
cannot dominate you and your emotions, feelings, and
mind will not be allowed to dominate others.
Likewise, others will not dominate you. The level of
awareness is what brings justice. The level of
awareness is that which is justice.
Entities must understand the true meaning of justice
as that which comes without effort, but merely through
looking and attention and response, and the ability to
respond to others.
June 11, 1972
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