2015-7

Issue No 711
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INDEX
How Rockefeller Created The AMA & The FDA—2 Relationship Between Middle & Low Selves—13

How Rockefeller Usurps & Alters History—2 Dealing With The Rebellious Inner Child—14

Rockefeller's Welfare System Ensnares Entities—2 What The Christian Religion Has Done!—15

The Heinous Crime Of Fracking In The USA—3 Pope Francis Is Not What He Seems To Be—16

TX Cartoon Contest Killing Another False Flag—4 Entering Heart-Based Consciousness—16

Genetically Modified People?—5 Galen Winsor & Radioactivity—17

Lost Helicopter In Nepal—6 Concerning Chernobyl & Fukushima—17

Problem Of Seeing Only Technological Future—8 Radiation & Chemtrails—18

Technology Used Correctly Can Be Good—9 Everything Is Energy—18

Overlords Timeline Views Wrong Since 2012—10 What Is The Origin Of The Tarot?—19

Changing Bad Habits To Good Habits Is Hard—11 Meditations Of The Cosmic Tarot: The Star—20

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From CAC Revelations of Awareness 90-20; Paul Shockley
Interpreter, Avaton & Vicki T., Questioners & Energizers
-GETTING HISTORY STRAIGHT-
HOW ROCKEFELLER CREATED
THE AMA & THE FDA
This Awareness indicates it is an amazing fact that
most of the branches and bureaucracies that have been
created in this century were directed from the banking
industry through bills presented to Congress, and paid
for by the banking industry by their support of the
Congress people who voted for the bills. This
Awareness indicates that the FDA was brought into
existence from the influence of the Rockefeller
pharmaceutical cartel.
The pharmaceutical cartel is owned largely by the
Rockefeller family and was created in the early part of
this century and the latter part of the previous century.
They were creating drugs from petroleum products to
begin with, and later shifted into the use of herbs,
herbal extracts and so forth, to create the
pharmaceutical drugs. They then needed to have
people who were trained to dispense those drugs and
thus created the American Medical Association and
the FDA (Food and Drug Administration), to help
regulate the flow of these drugs and to inhibit healing
methods.*
*ED's Note: For a detailed and factual history of the AMA, (actually
formed by quacks with no medical knowledge to speak of), the
history of Rockefeller's ‘cancer mausoleum,’ the Sloan-Kettering
Cancer Center in New, York, and the sordid history of the American
Cancer Society and the two hucksters who made it into a multi-
billion-dollar scam, we suggest you read the incredible book,
"Murder by Injection”, by Eustace Mullins. You won't find this one
in bookstores. When we asked about this book, Awareness said:
"This Awareness indicates that this book should be put on the ‘must’
reading list and should be purchased by every interested entity as
soon as possible. It is dangerous for this entity to have written this
information, and this entity has long lived a dangerous life, having
had members of his own family killed because of things he has
written.”
HOW ROCKEFELLER
USURPS & ALTERS HISTORY
This Awareness indicates that similarly, the housing
program was another Rockefeller creation designed to
regulate housing in the urban areas around cities and to
assist in creating bans and zoning and to assist the
banking industries. Likewise, the education programs
initiated in the mid-part of this century and the
textbooks used with the publishing houses owned
largely by these entities, were part of that same
corporate socialist group in which the selection of
books to be used in the schools and the type of
education to be offered and the restrictions in
education were also controlled not by the people, but
by the Rockefeller cartel and those who worked with
them, including the book-publishing companies that
were part of their empire.
These book-publishing companies were extremely
important to them in that they could be used to educate
the masses in a way that would hide the true history of
their own involvement in the usurping of the American
or United States Constitution, especially in the
historical books and the way they were presented. If
there was a free press, history would have been written
quite differently, but these books would not meet the
criteria and standards that have been dictated by the
Rockefeller cartel and empire, and therefore, only the
approved books, the books approved by these
publishing houses and the education boards will be
used in the schools.*
*ED’s Note: For more on this, please refer to 'Revelations of Awareness'
No. 81-24 (The Beast Enters America’s Schools) $3.00 from CAC. This
reading also explains why our school system is still turning out morons
with diplomas. This is a most neglected reading and members need to go
over it again, in light of the recent information on aliens.
ROCKEFELLER'S WELFARE SYSTEM:
HOW ENTITIES ARE ENSNARED
This Awareness indicates in this manner, entities are
spoon-fed mentally to accept the programming of the
corporate raiders, those corporate socialists who are
raiding your country and usurping the power from the
people and destroying the government of the people.
This Awareness indicates that Housing, Education and
Welfare were all part of the Rockefeller agenda in this
century. The Welfare allowing for certain assistance to
people has served to benefit many who would have
otherwise been in great need. This action appears to
show a charitable approach, but its true motive was to
create the dependency of many on the government so
that much like a communist state, as more and more
become dependent on government, they sell their
freedoms, their rights and their souls in order to get a
monthly stipend.
This Awareness indicates that those who live on
Welfare are under extreme scrutiny from computers in
all types of agencies wherein the interlocking network
of computers keeps a very clear record and profile of
Welfare recipients. These entities are essentially
controlled by the program and its structure so that
there is very little freedom for these entities. They find
it extremely difficult to break out of the Welfare, to
come off the Welfare rolls, because if they work at a
job, they are penalized in the amount they earn and
therefore, there is no incentive for them to try to better
themselves.
This Awareness indicates that it is thus likened unto
trying to keep them ‘barefoot and pregnant’ as the
saying goes, so that they will be dependent on the
Welfare program. This Awareness indicates that this
was the intention when the program was created. It has
met with considerable criticism from those in the
extreme right wing who do not like the idea of giving
people something for nothing.
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This Awareness indicates that it does need to be
understood, however, that they are not receiving
something for nothing. They are expected to sell and
give up their freedoms for the pittance they receive,
that is usually far less than is designated as the level of
poverty. In some cases, these entities barely have
enough to eat, and if someone comes over to visit with
them or if an emergency comes up, it literally takes
food from their table and they go without.
This Awareness indicates there is no need for
entities to feel jealous of those who are on Welfare.
There is a great need to look for ways that can help
these entities to get off Welfare and to better
themselves. This Awareness indicates that one may
not fully understand all of the implications of these
various agencies that have been created without
thinking that although they appear to be created for the
good of the masses, in most cases they have a dark
side that if given sufficient development, they help to
enslave the masses.
These agencies that have been created within the
government during the past 50 years have become so
powerful that indeed, people are now beginning to feel
the pinch, as the screws turn tighter on them.
CAC General Reading, May 5, 2015; Will Berlinghof Interpreter; V.
Sharp Questioner & Energizer
THE HEINOUS CRIME OF FRACKING
GOING ON IN THE UNITED STATES
QUESTIONER:
This question is about Mother Earth. I’ve been
wondering about the fracking that is going on within
the United States. How will she get rid of that energy?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This is part of the shaking, rattling and rolling.
Although the experts may deny this, the destruction of
Mother Earth, the fracturing and fracking that is taking
place is having ramifications. First, it must be
understood that the primary reason why fracking is
happening is not to gain more petroleum, more oil, and
more natural gas. This is something that those who are
in charge are of course taking from Mother Earth, but
it is with the knowledge that these ones are doing this
obscene practice, for they know that with the
fracturing of the substructures, of the areas of stability,
that they are polluting the aquifers, destroying the
water systems, and also making it possible for that
which held structure to now create situations that
Mother Earth in responding, will move, and will
activate other areas.
There is much fracking around what is known as the
New Madrid Fault Line and there is certainly in the
background the intent to trigger a mass event along the
New Madrid Fault Line and to create even greater
destruction than what is already occurring. Remember
that the plans of those in power are for the mass-
eradication and elimination of large numbers of human
beings. They have been seen as superficial to the needs
of the Elite, the ones that they hold to be the most
important.
While many do not understand that fracking is a
way of destabilizing Mother Earth and causing great
problems, while at the surface providing at the same
time great income for those who are behind it, it is
seen by this Awareness as an event that will eventually
cease as other events take over and as other events
take place that the Powers That Be will not be able to
fully control. It is their belief that they can control all
of this, using it to their advantage, manipulating even
Mother Earth to suit their purposes, but they are
inadequate; for the planetary consciousness is
awakening and will not allow this any longer.
Mother Earth is in alignment with Source, with
Spirit, and Spirit will not allow this much longer. In
the view of Spirit Itself, Divine Source Itself, it has
already come to an end. In the slow-motion experience
of physicality on this third dimensional level it is still
playing itself out, but it is seen that Source has pulled
the plug, that Mother Earth is pulling the plug, and
even though this heinous and highly criminal practice
is still going on, it is also seen that in a short while it
will no longer be permitted, for there will be certain
results that are finally comprehended, seen and
understood that will cause an uprising of protests and
rejection of this and other plans of those in power.
What is important here is not energize the fear, even
though this Awareness could speak of certain
consequences of the fracking that are fearful. Rather
focus on the positive. Focus on a future where these
ones who are behind such practices are exposed and
brought into the light and held accountable. Visualize
and hold Mother Earth healing and this whole practice
of fracking coming to an end.
Hold the positive. See that it can be different. Do not
go into that negative dwelling place. Lift yourself up
and hold a greater reality as your possibility, that you
will not be part of such a timeline, and that you, the
individual, are in alignment with Mother Earth and
with Spirit and trust and believe that it will be
different. It will come to an end for you—the
individual, have dreamt it and hold it to be so.
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TEXAS CARTOONIST CONTEST KILLING
ANOTHER FALSE FLAG EVENT
QUESTIONER:
Does Awareness want to answer quickly about the
killing in Dallas at the cartoonist’s contest?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This is seen as yet another false flag event, but it did
not quite go off as those who are known as the
terrorists planned, for one of the terrorists in particular
was under surveillance and they were allowed to drive
to the facility. Their plan had been to create more
damage, but those in power were there waiting for
them and shot these two down.
There is much here that is manipulated, for it is the
intent of the Powers That Be in your nation in the
United States to play upon the fears of the citizenry, to
pump it up, to show, “Here are two domestic terrorists,
who are living in your own nation and therefore, you
must be afraid of these ones. Did they not come to kill
many at the cartoon contest being held there?"
It is important to look at a bigger picture. Many in
this area, the name Glendale in connection to the
county in Dallas, where this took place, were in
opposition to this event. They spoke out against such a
provocative event taking place in their town and in
their back yard, yet despite this, the woman in charge
of this event went forward and certain ones in
authority chose not to listen to their constituents, but
rather allowed this event to occur.
This event therefore was purposeful, in that it was
deliberately allowed to happen, and the two who came
were manipulated into the feeling they must respond.
It was always the intent of the Powers That Be to
allow them to come and to attack and then kill them.
The greater purpose of this event was to add yet
another false flag event to the long list of false flag
events that are to serve those in power so that they can
put out on CNN and Fox and CBS and NBC and any
and all stations, that there is danger in the United
States in the form of homegrown terrorists and the
people are always in danger.
This was the greater purpose. This is why this event
was allowed, despite opposition to it by the locals and
now you are seeing how it is being promoted on your
TV screens and in your newspapers, how it is being
used to emphasize the need for even stricter security
and more drastic measures. Unfortunately, this
Awareness cannot say this will be the last such event,
not only on the soils of the United States, but around
the world, for the ones in power are pumping and
pushing this and have an agenda.
In this matter, it was a relatively small event and
apparently the security agents were successful, and
this is to give the many the thought that by supporting
the security agents, they will always then be able to
know the actions of these homegrown terrorists and be
there to shoot them down and kill them; but it is part
of the mind control, part of the intent of those in power
to direct the attention of the masses in certain
directions, pumping the fear and negativity and at the
same time also advocating that support of the security
agencies, the police and the CIA, the NSA etcetera, is
necessary to prevent these types of events.
There have been several over the last few years such
as the discovery of bombs in a taxicab in New York,
approximately two years ago, this always in order to
prove it is necessary to support the security services
and to give them even more power, and this will, as
this Awareness has said, continue over the next
months and years.
QUESTIONER:
But as these things continue to happen in the exact
same way every time, won’t people become more
suspicious of the whole reason for them? It seems so
obvious!
COSMIC AWARENESS:
It depends on whether one buys into the
explanations, the false claims that are made, or not.
More are awakening. More are starting to feel, “This
seems familiar! Has this theme not been used before?”
It is seen that more are awakening to such
manipulations, but many are not, and are buying into
the projected plan of those in power.
What is important is that each individual who
begins to see such things shares with others; holds the
mind open to see things from a different angle, and
encourages others to share things from another
perspective, and as more share with others their
suspicions and their doubts, even if there is ridicule
and abuse over seeing it in such a way, it still plants
seeds in the minds of others so that if and when
another event takes place, those ones who originally
rejected such things will perhaps themselves begin to
see it a little differently and begin to ask their own
questions.
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GENETICALLY MODIFIED PEOPLE?
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. This question is from CW
from Canton, Ohio. The question is: “Britain’s House
of Commons has given scientists preliminary approval
to create babies from the DNA of three people. It
would make Britain the first nation to allow embryos
to be genetically modified.” CW asks, “What will that
be like? It seems like the baby would inherit just about
anything. Sounds nasty.” Could Awareness please
comment
COSMIC AWARENESS:
Just because science can do something does not
mean that science should do something. This is a
matter for personal consideration as to how this would
affect humanity, how this might affect you. Scientists
of course, do not always consider the long-term results
and what things might occur because of pure science.
Oppenheimer did not fully consider the future that
would be initiated with the first dropping of an atomic
bomb on Hiroshima, at least not in the beginning
stages, when he was working from pure science.
During the course of the development of an atomic
weapon, he and others of his crew began to consider
some of the ramifications, and he and some of the
others were terribly affected after the completion of
the Manhattan Project, and the weapon was delivered
and used that completely changed humanity and the
future.
These ones in England who are proposing to use the
genetic materials of three people are not looking
forward into the future to see where this might lead. It
is something they can do and they are convinced it has
merit. Ultimately, it is not seen that in this case
monsters will be produced because of this or
superhumans, although it is seen that this is part of the
lure for these ones who would play with science, to
become gods in a manner of speaking, to create what a
god would create from their hands and their test tubes
and their laboratories.
They may justify this by stating that using the gene
material from three different humans can create a
human wherein certain illnesses that may be contained
within the genetic material of two can be altered and
the defective genetic material that would lead, for
example, to some genetic illness if only the two sets of
genetic materials were used, could be replaced by the
healthy genetic material of a third one.
This is seen as the underlying incentive that drew
these genetic engineers into such research and into
such development. It is also seen however, that if this
research is not ethically controlled, then there can be
misuse of such genetic technology in the future, and
this has been speculated on in many science fiction
movies and television shows, that perhaps it can be
used to create superhumans, supersoldiers that have
greater physical prowess and powers but have very
little human compassion or emotional viability.
This, too, could occur through this research and
through this genetic work if there is no ethical control
over the outcome. Therefore, it could of course occur
in some timelines that such genetic engineering can
have hugely negative effects and very seriously
compromise humanity, all in the name of creating
perfect humans, all in the name of science. However at
least at this time, this Awareness can state that it is not
seen that this research will reach an ultimate
conclusion, for many changes are seen that are
imminent, for it is seen that these are parts of the plans
of those in power to create the timelines that they
wish, with those that they want to be on those
timelines. This will not be successful ultimately.
To ensure this again, this Awareness would
recommend to the individual in their own life to see
that in your future timeline this will not negatively
advance and only what will serve humanity at its
highest spiritual best will come through. This way of
seeing it, will on an individual level, create a reality
that for the one experiencing it will not necessarily be
like a bad science fiction movie that has the
superhumans destroying the inferior humans.
There is a huge quantum leap coming in the
evolutionary process of humans that has nothing to do
with genetic engineering, but has everything to do with
the expansion in consciousness to the higher states of
consciousness. The genetic engineering future timeline
scenario is fully focused upon a physical future, and
not one that embraces a spiritual evolution, a spiritual
quantum leap that will transform humanity beyond
what it is now.
For science, spirituality is a taboo subject. They do
not do their scientific research from a spiritual
perspective. To them, this is almost an insult, for they
are so focused on their physical research and physical
work, there is little room for Divine Spirit. There is
little room for anything other than what they are
imagining. Do not be part of their imagination.
Imagine a future world where all are coming from that
higher level of conscious awareness where they know
themselves to be of Spirit and not simply of the
physical.
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QUESTIONER:
LOST HELICOPTER IN NEPAL
Thank you Awareness. You gave a reading about
QUESTIONER: this a few weeks ago when this happened. Would you
Thank you Awareness. The next two questions are like to say anything more about this event in Nepal,
from JG, in San Francisco, California. The first one the second earthquake?
may have already been answered by the news, but I am
COSMIC AWARENESS:
going to ask it anyway. “Awareness, there is a Marine
helicopter on an aid mission that was lost and reported It is so that this Awareness spoke of an attack upon
missing during the second Nepal earthquake. (They Shambhala, upon the White Brotherhood. It was
did find this last week.) What was the true mission of simply elaborating on what occurred with the
this helicopter? Is there any mystery connected to it helicopter that was sent into this hidden valley to
being missing eight days now?” investigate if there was any success in destroying
Shambhala. There are two other pieces of information
COSMIC AWARENESS: that this Awareness would like to share at this time,
The true mission was not the mission that was also about the more esoteric reasons for creating the
declared that they were on. There is a reason for earthquakes in Nepal and using them to achieve other
hesitation here, for this Awareness is looking deeper goals than simply destroying Nepal.
into this matter, for it seems that there was a secret One other piece that is esoteric in nature is that this
mission and ostensibly the cover story was that they region where Shambhala is located is also a gateway
were in a remote area giving aid to the victims of the into the hollow earth and the ones who are denizens of
Nepalese earthquake, but there is seen that there was a hollow earth, especially those who are here to help
secret mission as well. Their secret mission involved humanity in this crucial time, particularly those known
matters that most could not and would not accept as as the Mantids, the extraterrestrial beings that have
valid. resided within the hollow earth for millions and
This Awareness previously, in response to this millions of years and are very involved in this
question from a private source, expressed that part of transitional period that Mother Earth and humanity are
the reason for using the energies of the earthquake, going through.
which on one level are seen to have been of a natural Part of the purpose of piggybacking upon the
order, was to affect a location in the Himalayan area of devastation of the earthquake and using the force of
Nepal that many know of as Shangri-La or Shambhala. the earthquake was to also destroy this portal opening
Most do not know about Shambhala, and that this is to the hollow earth to shut down any access of the
the home of the White Brotherhood and that this Mantids onto the planet, to block them in and to entrap
transcends the third dimension, in that Shambhala them, and stop them from using that gateway that lies
extends through the dimensions with a base here in in the Himalayan mountains. There are of course other
third dimensionality. passageways for these entities to use, but one of the
The White Brotherhood itself has as their mission reasons behind this sideways attack, was to see if they
and purpose to hold the spiritual gateways to the could shut down such openings, but they failed to do
higher spiritual levels open to humanity, but there are so, and it is also seen that they would equally fail to
those in power that wish these gates closed, for they shut down any of the other openings into the hollow
are trying to create only a certain set of timeline earth in the future.
possibilities that will favor them, the ones in power,
the ones in ultimate control. While the earthquake in
Nepal was what this Awareness would call a natural
event, at the same time, certain technologies including
Tesla/HAARP technology was working in tandem
with the natural disasters to create a resonance or
vibrational weapon that was used to attack Shambhala.
This helicopter and crew were going into a secret
area to investigate what the results were of this secret
attack that piggybacked on the earthquake, the attack
upon Shambhala in order to close the dimensional
gateway down. These ones went into a secret region
and were captured. It is not clear yet if they were
killed, but it is seen that in some way they were
captured and thus disappeared. It may prove that
evidence of a crash may yet be found, but it is seen
that the spiritual essences of those aboard the craft
were removed and captured by the ones that they had
been sent to check out at the gateway of Shambhala, to
see if this had been destroyed, as was the intention of
those in power.
This is a very esoteric explanation for what many
thought may simply have been that the helicopter
crashed. It is seen to have crashed, but for reasons
quite different than simple technological problems.
There is more information about Nepal and about the
activities in that Himalayan area, but this Awareness is
complete at this time.
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Finally, there is one other reason that is also seen as
legitimate as to why these earthquakes occurred in the
Nepal area. They were also used as warnings against
both China and Japan. China is extending itself and
has become a very major player in economics and in
international finance. Japan is ready to step forward
and exert herself as a military power once again. Both
needed to be warned by ones who are opposing them,
who are trying to warn them off from getting too
cocky and too smart with themselves, if you will.
Often, events such as earthquakes can be used as a
warning to those who know exactly what was involved
in this event. Even though this Awareness would call
this a natural event, the use of technology to enhance
the devastation and increase the strength and intensity
of the earthquake, which was even greater than the 7.6
that was reported; this is where technology used the
effect of the earthquake, amplifying it extensively and
sending it outwards to directed areas in particular
which they wished to attack.
This is referring to the attack on Shambhala and the
openings that the Mantids and others use, but it is also
known by the Chinese and the Japanese that such
technology is available and this was a type of warning
to them as well, saying “Mind your P’s & Q’s; mind
your business or we will launch such an attack on
you!” This Awareness would say that this warning has
had little or no effect on the Japanese and in particular,
the Chinese. They too have such technology,
especially the Chinese, and if push came to shove, they
would respond to any provocation or any attack
launched upon them by those who use such technology
against them.
Therefore, even though there was intention to warn
off and even threaten China and Japan and also
indirectly Russia, this was not seen by those nations as
a warning that needs to be heeded, when they can
themselves respond back in kind.
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. Does Awareness see this as
part of the long hot summer this year?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
Indeed, this Awareness sees this as part of the
world’s long hot summer. Be reminded that the
earthquakes in Nepal are not the only catastrophic
things that could happen in Nepal in the months ahead.
In a few short weeks the monsoon rains will begin;
this upon a nation that has lost up to 70% of its
housing and infrastructure, and these coming monsoon
rains may claim many, many more lives, because the
people will not have enough shelter or supplies and the
drinking water may become even more polluted and
disease may set in, and it is seen that there is the
potential of an even larger disaster looming for the
Nepalese and Nepal, unless aid is given and received
by those most in need.
There has already been evidence that not all of the
aid is getting through to those who need it the most.
Most of the aid is being siphoned off by certain ones
who have access to the monies and resources that are
streaming into Nepal. These ones must be exposed and
stopped, or else a few will become quite rich at the
expense of many who may yet die. This Awareness
would ask those who are reading or hearing these
words to remember to send energy to Nepal, and to the
Nepalese to help them in this most critical and crucial
of times.
QUESTIONER:
Thank you. Her second question, “Was the
earthquake allowed to be caused in Nepal, a poor
country, in order to relieve stress on the earthquake
faults and the Powers That Be chose to sacrifice a
poorer country?”
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This is not seen to be the case. It was not sacrificed
because it was a poorer country and used to release
pressures that were building up that prevented a more
major earthquake, for example off the West Coast of
America. It is seen that this was a natural event that
was amplified by certain technologies for purposes
other than simply destroying a poor country. This is
what those in power would call collateral damage. The
lives of the Nepalese are of little consequence to those
who wish to use this event for the purposes already
discussed: the attack upon Shambhala, the destruction
of openings into the hollow earth and to send out
warnings to China, Russia and Japan.
The fact that thousands have died is of little concern
to the ones who amplified this natural event to serve
their own purposes. Also, it is not seen that the
earthquake in Nepal released any energies in what is
known as the Ring of Fire. There is a connection to
Nepal with the Ring of Fire along certain tectonic fault
lines, but it is not seen that the earthquake itself in
Nepal has released any of the building energies around
the Ring of Fire or in any other areas of the planet.
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. Is there a way that we can
ensure that our contributions to the people of Nepal
actually help them?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
There are ethical groups that are in Nepal and have
been in Nepal for quite some time, and one would
need to research some of the charities that are in
Nepal. Unfortunately however, there is no way to
guarantee that all of the money will arrive in Nepal to
aid the ones it is meant for, the earthquake victims that
people have given their hard-earned dollars to help and
to rescue.
Many of the major charitable organizations have
many costs that must be covered before aid even
arrives in Nepal or any other region. Thus it is that
such an organization as the Red Cross does not send
100% of all the monies that was given to it for the
purpose of aid. It will use a portion of it. Some reports
exist that up to 50% of every dollar that is given to the
Red Cross does not go to the people it is intended to,
but is used up by the administration for various costs
and overheads.
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However, there is still a large portion that does go to
the ones in need. So if one feels that the Red Cross is
the way to go, they can do so knowing that at least half
of the money will go, and this can still be of great
assistance. It is a personal choice as to which charity to
invest in and to give money to. This Awareness cannot
ultimately say which of the many charities one should
choose. One must make one’s own decision upon this
matter.
One last thing this Awareness will add. Generally
speaking, the larger the organization the more likely a
portion of the monies will be used for purposes other
than aid, and also, the more connected charities are
with governments of the region, the more unlikely it is
that sufficient amounts of aid will get through, for
much will be siphoned off by certain corrupt
government officials who help themselves to the
money that is earmarked for the needy. It is
unfortunately difficult to determine who would be the
most ethical and deliver the money to those most in
need, but remember, it is also one’s intent that is of
importance here, and the sending of energy is equally
important.
Remember that it is not always about handing
money over to this or that agency, but also that one
can send energetic aid to those in need. This too can be
of great benefit and assistance even though it is not
something that is traceable.
THE PROBLEM OF SEEING
ONLY A TECHNOLOGICAL FUTURE
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. The next question is from JK
in Manchester, Connecticut. He has two questions, and
the first one is, “Humans use technology as a
convenient service. Where will society be in another
20 years if it is going this quickly currently? The very
young children seem so intelligent and can spot BS
instantaneously, like free world citizens.” Would
Awareness please comment?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
There is confusion here. Is JK asking Awareness to
comment on a future in 20 years if technology
continues? Or is he asking this Awareness about the
Crystal Children that are being born, the special ones
that are being born and who are preparing for the
events that will move them forward, where they will
help create the new world that is dawning.
Concerning a future where technology runs rampant,
this is a possible future timeline, and it most certainly
is the timeline that the Powers That Be are most
pushing. But this Awareness would say, “Beware the
Pusher Man or Woman.” Beware those who are saying
that the future is one of technology, that cybernetics is
the way forward, that technology will give humanity
an edge and make them better and stronger. It will
simply make them into slaves, even more so than they
are now.
The future is still there to be chosen, and each can
choose the timeline of experiences that has the greater
attraction and there are many that are choosing the
technological timelines for it seems that it is self-
evident that this is the way forward; this is the way of
the future. But this Awareness says the true future lies
with those who are ready to make the quantum leap, to
believe not only in technology, but rather in their own
capacity as spirit beings to reconnect with their
essence, to reconnect with Source itself.
That which this Awareness has painted today is a
grand future, one where humans will be able to do the
most miraculous things, for they will not be limited by
those bars that the Powers That Be have set in place as
to what they can and cannot do as human beings. Part
of laying the restraint on one’s capacity is the
introduction of technology as the way forward and
most are impressed with this technology. Most love
the fact that they can go onto their computer and
connect with the world, and can draw information
forward, and can do their work every day over the
computer.
It has become essential. Not many can do without a
cell phone now, so embedded is technology! But if this
Awareness were to say that it is within the human
capacity to do much more without the computer, when
one has opened the mind, where one can quite literally
do miraculous magical things, one could bilocate
oneself, could transfer oneself great distances in the
flash of a thought. If one held this as the timeline one
would experience and would wish to have as their
timeline, then the future would look quite different to
one holding this than it would to one holding a
technological future.
Thus, in the end, although there are timelines where
technology will be even more advanced and artificial
intelligence will be more available in everyday
scenarios, even to the point where one could become
part machine in the belief that this will create a
stronger superior body, this does not need to be the
future for one who holds that it can be different. This
Awareness would say in the end, that it is one’s own
personal choice. The way forward with technology in
the Dark is the way of further entrapment and
enslavement and there is even the danger of greater
destruction with the soul and with spirit.
Technology is soulless, and for those who are lured
to technology, this is a danger that they could face, but
it is also seen that the alternate timelines of human
expansion, of the capacity of each and every human
becoming such that they exceed their limitations and
enter that reality of great magic and mystery and
wonder, and Light and Love—this is very real and far
outshines anything technology may offer. Again, as
always, it is one’s choice that will determine the
direction one will travel and what one will experience.
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QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. If we are telepathic, we
won’t need cell phones. And if we can beam ourselves
over, we won’t need cars.
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This is correct. But imagine even beyond telepathy.
Imagine you separated from a loved one thousands of
miles away and thinking of that one, establishing first
perhaps a telepathic connection so you can speak to
that loved one, but also that you could agree to come
together and you both dematerialize and reappear
perhaps at a café in Paris to visit one another. Imagine
also speaking with a loved one who has passed over
because you are no longer separated from that loved
one and you can speak to them and share with them,
and the illusion of death is finally removed, as one can
connect to loved ones even though they have passed
over.
This and much more awaits humanity when they
make the choices that will hold them to those timelines
of possibility that will lead them to this wondrous and
magical place.
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. I wonder if technology was
invented then to limit us and make us not think of
ourselves as having the power, but only the technology
and the ones who create it?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This is correct. It must be understood that
technology can be either in the Dark or in the Light.
The crime is not technology or using technology, it is
becoming ensnared with technology and believing that
technology offers the only future and is the way
forward, where one is willing to sell their souls to have
technology. There are many science fiction movies
that deal with this theme, and these are the imaginings
of those who have looked further into the future, into
timeline possibilities and reported what they saw,
presenting it in the form of a film perhaps, but one can
do this for oneself.
This is not what the Powers That Be wish the
individual to do, but rather to blindly accept
technology as the wondrous process of freeing
humanity that it is held to be by so many. In other
words, there is an agenda, and those pushing the
agenda do not wish for you to look too closely into
technology, but only to accept it and to believe it is the
only way forward. It is not. But it is important for each
individual to come to one’s own realization of this
being so.
This Awareness does not say one should not use
technology, or that one should reject it and move back
into the country without electricity or conveniences.
Technology can be used to be of service. But as
humanity advances itself, it will far outstrip
technology. It will not necessarily happen this time
next week. It will take years and years for the fullness
of the potentiality of humanity to express itself, and to
be fully realized.
There is much to be achieved before then, and much
to be experienced before then. It is truly a marvelous
future that is seen by this Awareness for those who
choose to expand their consciousness, to draw
themselves in to their imagination and to allow their
imagination to help them soar. It is also a point of
challenge to many, for many hold this simply cannot
be and would promote yet again a negative
conceptualization of What Is, rather than the
allowance of what might be, and what could be.
Technology Can Be A Good Thing,
If Used Correctly
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. I’ll read the second question,
though you might have already answered it. “If the
world is somewhat chaotic, where freedom and order
became a little more like chaos and control, is that why
Spirit gave us the tech gift, originating through other
civilizations to see us through any uncertain energies.
We are ready with audio/visual computer service
infrastructure. In other words, I feel that very rapid
response is a good thing to a certain extent.”
COSMIC AWARENESS:
Again, if one wishes to see it this way and to hold it
this way, then it is this way. This Awareness has been
speaking of technology delivered in the Dark or
technology being delivered in the Light. There is a
place for technology where it can serve humanity, but
humanity is not trapped and ensnared by it. It serves
the human who is still the master versus the machines
that become the masters. That is the root of AI,
artificial intelligence that would completely enslave
humanity to a degree that it has never experienced, but
that is not the future one needs to choose.
If one chooses to work with technology, remember it
is not the ultimate. It is in fact inferior to the human
potential, once released and realized. That is why
technology is in a way a trap, and even using it in the
Light, in the positive, can trap one so that they do not
look at themselves as potential beings of great
magnitude and magnificence that have the capacity to
do miraculous things, and who have the capacity to
expand their consciousness to levels beyond this low,
third dimensional level.
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One can hold technology as that which is a gift, one
can understand that this gift may come with strings
attached and may draw one into the web of
ensnarement that technology can become. In a way, it
has already become this web, but it is always up to the
individual as to whether they allow themselves to be
completely taken in and trapped or whether they
simply use the devices, the technology to serve them
in a way that never loses the knowing that the
individual is the master, not technology.
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. We all use the Internet and
as long as things are done with good intention and we
are still in control, then everything is okay. It can be
used as a tool, a good tool. Is that correct?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This is exactly what this Awareness is saying. It can
be used in the Light, it can be used as a tool, as a good
tool that serves humanity. This Awareness is aware of
how useful technology is. Without technology this
Awareness could not be delivering this message over
thousands of miles that is in a completely different
country, on a different continent. This is what
technology allows. It can be understood that at this
time technology is useful to humanity, but it can also
be seen that there is a danger, for many are starting to
think the future is a future of technology, whereas this
Awareness is saying the future is a future of Spirit and
spiritual connection and spiritual realization and
alignment.
Many will argue very strongly and convincingly for
technology, and this is all right, for perhaps their soul
requires this unique approach for a greater experience
in this physical reality, but this Awareness presents to
you the choice that you must make as an enlightened
being, as one seeking deeper understand and
awareness, deeper spiritual connection and
advancement. What is your choice?
Do you use technology as it was meant to be used?
Not being subverted by it, not being seduced by it, but
simply being able to use it as it is meant to be used, or
are you one that will give your future away because
you have been sold a bill of goods that says
technology is the future and it will be brilliant because
it will serve you well and it will capture you in the
end.
It is the individual’s choice as always.
CAC General Reading, April 13, 2015; Will Berlinghof Interpreter; V.
Sharp, Energizer & Questioner
THE POWERS THAT BE HAVEN’T SEEN
AN ACCURATE FUTURE TIMELINE
SINCE 2012
QUESTIONER:
The corporations, the Powers That Be, the ones who
control things, are not going to be able to see the
future after 2016?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
They have not been able to see the future with any
accuracy since 2012. Before 2012 they based their
activities on certain timelines they could see from the
4th dimension. Many timelines were observed and
those that benefited the ones in power were forwarded,
were energized and completed, but since 2012 they
have not been able to see with any clarity what lies
ahead. Their actions are based on the presumption that
what once worked, will continue to work.
They are gamblers, playing the odds, and stacking
the odds they think, in their favor, thus hoping that the
results will be beneficial and advantageous to them.
But they cannot at this time any longer truly say that it
will be advantageous to them and be beneficial for
them. They are simply hoping that by doing what they
have done in the past, continuing to be tyrants and
push their agendas on governments and agencies and
people, that it will work out for them. It will not.
They do not accept this to be so. They live in a type
of blindness, and believe that it will be so because it
has always been so, and that this will carry on forever,
but it will not. It is seen that the biggest changes are
over the next two-year period of 2015 and 2016 and
the elections of 2016 may not even take place if
certain of the major events take place in the mean
time, and those politicians who are now throwing their
hats in the ring may never actually stand for election if
the dramatic events foreseen by many and felt by
many as well, occur.
QUESTIONER:
Thank you, Awareness. So we should not fear this.
We should think of this as what we’ve have been
waiting for, a cleansing, correct?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This is correct. It is a resetting of more than just the
currency. It is bringing into effect that which many
have awaited for a long time. It has not appeared so
dramatically as so many had hoped it would in the
Ascension process of 2012, on that day of December
21st, 2012 when many thought everything would be
swept aside and a new order would be established. But
it is not a New World Order; it is that which is Divine
Spirit that is coming into fuller manifestation.
This Awareness has spoken many times of the slow
process, that of the child learning first to crawl, and
then taking those first staggering steps before it is
competent to walk on its own feet, and as it grows in
awareness and understanding, greater possibilities
occur and arise. At the same time there is that
energetic force of consciousness that is Divine
Consciousness that is weeping into human awareness,
is sweeping into the environment of humanity and of
Planet Earth.
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There is much that is occurring, but many still, who
are focused more on the evidence presented in the
evening news, do not see this, do not understand this
and have no concept that it is so. It is very difficult to
be asked to believe and to trust and have faith that all
will be well, but this Awareness offers up the
alternative: panicking, being fearful and hopeless. Is
this going to see you through? It is not! Therefore,
when one is in a critical situation, it will always prove
to be much more beneficial to stay positive, to be
hopeful, to have trust and faith that things will work
out.
This Awareness can say to all that things will work
out. It is seen, it is known, and it is about to change
radically, but it cannot give to any one individual this
trust and faith that it will be so. This is the free will of
the individual that must make the choice of whether to
stay focused, positive, hopeful, or not. If one chooses
to be fearful, to be panicky and in terror of the future,
then they may indeed experience a very traumatic
journey.
However, if one holds that despite the sweeping
changes that are occurring, that this is what will best
serve the United States of America, the people of the
world, humanity itself, and holds that on an individual
level one will cope through this—there may be some
struggle and difficulty, but nothing that cannot be
endured for the short period of time needed to cleanse
the face of the power structure, to wipe away those
who have for so long dominated and controlled. It is
there ahead for one, but the choice is still individual as
to how one will respond to any events that will occur
over the next period of time. Is this clear?
QUESTIONER:
Yes, and it seems that the more people that do stay
calm and positive will make the change go faster than
if more people panic.
COSMIC AWARENESS:
Another way of putting this is completely on
individual terms. While this Awareness can agree with
the energizer that if more hold a positive outlook,
things will go better. This is so, but one must still
remember that whatever is ready to occur, even though
there may be international ramifications, it is still felt
at the individual level. The point of focus is one’s own
personal life. This is where they are living the drama.
This is where the focus is, even though one could say
that the more who hold this positive attitude the better
and the easier it will be to work this out, when it
comes down to it, it is the individual’s journey that is
the first experience before the experience of the
collective.
However, and here is the paradox, if one holds at an
individual level that they will manage, their families
will come through this, that despite whatever upheaval
occurs, things are still positive and will work out, then
they create an energy and a force that touches others,
and this allows another individual to make a choice
toward being positive as their neighbor is, as their
friend is, as their sibling or parent is. This is why this
Awareness is emphasizing that it must be understood it
is your choice as to how you will handle the situations
that are unfolding that is of most importance, for as
you choose how to experience the events, this is what
you will experience.
As you choose whether to be in panic or terror or
fear, versus being strong and balanced and positive,
this will be what you experience. It will be easy to be
overwhelmed, and to be caught up and taken down
into the darkness. It will be more of a struggle to stay
strong and positive and to hold that all will work out
and be well. This is why this Awareness has
emphasized over the last several years the importance
of understanding the power of the individual, of you
the individual, and how this can affect the
consequences of your life; the choices made, taking
you forward into that which is the positive experience
or that which is the negative experience.
Focus on yourself, share this with others; help others
to see their own personal focus is of critical
importance and then, as this is realized—many who
hold it will be all right will come together to help one
another and assist one another in ways that once were,
but have long been lost; the pioneer energies are
returning to be brought back into play, so that as the
pioneers once did, one reaches out again and helps one
another, supports one another. This is that next level of
the energy wave going out from the individual to the
family, to the group, and to the community. This
being, as this Awareness has said, at local levels.
It is much easier to support one’s local population
than it is to necessarily support a national population,
but it is what will be forced upon many, simply
because of the way things go.
BAD HABITS: HARD TO BREAK; GOOD
HABITS: DIFFICULT TO ESTABLISH
QUESTIONER:
That’s good to know! Thank you Awareness. The
next question is from LD. He says, “I got out of the
meditation habit and the habit of recording my dreams
and am now having a hard time getting back to it. It’s
not fair. Bad habits are so hard to break, and good
habits are so difficult to establish. I wonder why.
Maybe this could be a question for Awareness.”
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This is a matter of personal intention and desire, a
matter of personal willingness to do meditation or to
not do it. Bad habits have little to do it with it other
than it is easier to carry out bad habits than it is to
carry out good habits, or at least so the rationale seems
to go. But if one holds that it is easy to carry out good
habits, and one does so for the love of it, the joy of it,
and makes it the priority, then it will be easy to
establish the good habits and to carry them out.
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Excuses can always be put forward that it is easier to
engage in bad habits than good habits, but this is
simply a belief, an attitude and a willingness to give
oneself an excuse. If it is important enough to
meditate, then one will do so. If it is important enough
to change one’s nutritional diet for greater health and
well-being, then one will do it. If it is important
enough to look at life differently because it evokes in
one a knowingness, that truth within oneself to look at
life differently, then one will do it.
However, there is always then the question if one is
right or wrong. This is based on a distrust of one’s
own inner capabilities, one’s own inner competency,
one’s own inner drive and forcefulness. If one finds it
easier not to meditate and to say this is a bad habit,
then one has the freedom to do so. Or one can say,
“My desire to meditate is not as strong as my desire to
indulge in the bad habits that I would normally engage
in. It is a personal choice, nothing else; and if it is
important enough to the individual, then the individual
will make it so. And if it is not important enough, the
individual will not make it so.
There is no judgment on this. It is simply that which
is. If it is important enough to one, then one will do
what one can to make it so. It is that simple.
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. It probably helps to bring joy
into whatever we’re trying to begin doing.
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This is perhaps a key to this whole matter, bringing
joy into it. Many think that meditation is a necessity, is
required, that one must meditate because it has been
put out by so many that meditation is essential and is
so very important. This Awareness says, quite simply,
it is as important as you make it. There are many ways
of meditation. There are many ways of clearing one’s
thoughts. It does not always require Zen-like
meditation.
Going for a walk in the woods may allow one to do
this. Being with a loved one may bring this to one.
Perhaps even sitting and watching a movie that is
uplifting and inspiring may bring this energy and force
to the surface. What is important is that one realizes
for oneself what works for them. If it is meditation or a
meditation practice, then do so, if it is important
enough.
And if it is not, and you have moved away from this,
look more deeply at yourself and see if you are still not
within yourself focused with intent on achieving inner
enlightenment and awareness, even if you are not
meditating.
There is no good served in beating up on oneself. As
this Awareness has said, it is a simple matter. If
something is of great enough importance, focus upon it
and do it if one can, but if one is honest with oneself
and looks now at this practice of meditation for
example, and determines that in truth they do not miss
it, and in truth they feel better now that they don’t
have to meditate as rigidly as they once did because
they thought and felt at that time it was what was
needed, and now they are sensing within themselves a
movement, a balancing, and a restoration of inner
connection; and if this is so, if this is what is
happening even without meditation, then should one
begin to meditate to feel even better, to feel as if now
one is really ‘doing the business’, when one may
already be ‘doing the business’?
It is a most personal matter, a most personal issue.
Deeply delve into your own feelings on this matter;
and rather than punish oneself if one is not doing what
one used to do because it no longer is important
enough, then understand that perhaps, even in that
which is defined as the bad habits, that you are still
growing, expanding and evolving. It may interest
many to hear that the Interpreter very seldom
meditates. He does not feel the need to do so. He
focuses his consciousness in other ways, even
sometimes simply by watching television. Yet many
might judge this one as not doing the right thing, of
not doing that which should be done. They say,
“Meditation practice should be done!”
Also, the Interpreter is not a vegetarian. Others may
qualify him because he does eat some meat, as one
who is not doing it right. This is subjective of course.
This is that dualistic way of thinking that emphasizes
that something is right, or something is wrong, and one
should do it the right way, not the wrong way. But
what is the right way? What is the wrong way? What
truly matters is that one does it one’s own way, and
that this way supports one, and brings joy into one’s
life, and brings one the feeling that one is evolving and
moving forward. It is a very personal issue, and all that
this Awareness can say ultimately is that each
individual must look at these issues for themselves. If
they feel content and all right with how things are,
then carry on. If they do not, and they feel that
something is wrong or something is missing, then it is
up to them to change things.
One has it within oneself to make changes when one
is committed enough, and when it is held important
enough to do so. This is how it is for each individual,
and it is necessary to remember to not judge yourself
too harshly or critically, but be honest with yourself,
be honest with your intentions, purpose and goal, and
allow guidance to come to you. Allow your strength of
resolve to well up within you. Seek that which brings
you your bliss, your happiness, your joy, and know
that in your ultimate commitment to Spirit, to yourself
as Spirit, that you will be led to exactly where you
need to be and to do exactly what you need to do.
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QUESTIONER:
It seems that Awareness readings today are bringing
power and responsibility back to the individual and it
might be that we have lost that in the sense that we are
told what to do.
COSMIC AWARENESS:
Indeed, the indoctrination process of the last two
decades has been to reduce that unique character that
was once so common—that characteristic of
individuality. It is indeed so that this Awareness has
been individualizing today’s session, bringing it into
the realm of the individual, but It has been doing so for
quite some time. It is more that the energies tonight are
emphasizing this to a greater degree.
DEVELOPING A RELATIONSHIP
BETWEEN THE MIDDLE SELF
AND THE LOW SELF
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. The next question is from
CM in Monroe Louisiana. The first paragraph is, “In
rereading Awareness Issue #704 on ‘More on Weeding
the Garden of Erroneous Core Beliefs’ it states that the
questioner could choose one timeline or path, but the
boiling energy of the subconscious is an inner dragon
that can easily overturn decisions made, either
invoked, imagined or affirmed.” Would Awareness
like to comment on the first paragraph?”
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness would suggest that the onus seems
to suggest that the subconscious has the greatest
degree of power, the greatest capability to overrun the
middle self. This is only so when there is ignorance of
the low self, the unconscious and its role. The middle
self is like a parent. It is well known that if a parent is
not consistent and strong with the children, then the
children will overrun and overshadow the parent.
Therefore, what is needed with the low self is
consistency, strength of purpose and intent.
Communication with the low self is imperative, but
so is holding one’s own ground, of confirming and
affirming again and again that the low self is there to
be of service to the middle self and the High Self, and
that guidance from the High Self is also available to
guide the low self. Ultimately, the subconscious, the
low self is strong in manifesting the physical reality
and it is so that if it has been ignored or abused for a
length of time, it may not respect the middle self.
It is so that the middle self may need to work hard at
reestablishing a balanced relationship between itself
and the low self or subconscious, but it can be done,
and the low self, in actuality, does wish to serve the
middle self and the High Self, and can be
communicated with, and can be convinced to
cooperate and work together with the middle self for
the highest benefit of both.
QUESTIONER:
Thank you. This question is about the subconscious.
You may have just answered the question, but I’m
going to continue. “Then this Awareness stepped in
and said that this statement was crucial. This is a belief
of the individual, but it is not universal, and it is not
correct either.” I think you just answered that. The last
question…
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness would ask first for the opportunity
to speak to the last statement. Indeed, it is not
universal. The middle self has been asleep for a long
time, and one can consider that the spiritual process of
an evolving spirit is that of awakening to the higher
truth of one’s own being. Therefore, due to the
parameters of conditioning that exist in the world, in
civilized nations for example, that do not give
substance to the low self, to the subconscious, and do
not recognize it as something of great importance and
something that is part of a much greater being, then it
is easy to abuse the low self, to ignore it, and even to
abandon it.
It is easy to be misguided and misinformed in how
one is in the body, but not of the body, and that one
has a level of consciousness that works with the body,
maintains it and the interface with that which is the
physical around it, and as the two are misunderstood
and not at all perceived in a way that would help the
two come together—the middle self and the low self,
then a situation can arise that the low self works on its
fundamental programming of simply negotiating
through physicality and the middle self, asleep and
dumbed down does not understand that it is a much
greater journey than this, that it is a much greater
endeavor than simply the low self functioning in the
third dimensional physical reality, beset as it is with all
of the compromise and agendas and programmings
that have been dumped onto the low self.
The middle self does not take on the responsibility
for it believes it is the body. It does not understand its
uniqueness, it does not understand its personal role in
the matter; and as long as there is that confusion, that
sense of individuality that is experienced by the
individual is confused with the body itself, that it is the
physical, then it will be difficult to differentiate the
two and to realize that both have their own function
and their own roles to fulfill.
As one seeks spiritual understanding and awareness
and as one grows in one’s perception and
understanding of who and what they really are—that
they are spiritual beings having this physical
experience, and they have a connection to the low self
and can honor the low self and work with it as they
honor and work with their own evolving understanding
and awareness, then there is room for growth, there is
room for expansion, there is room for the coming
together of the low self and the middle self, so that
they can work together as a unit, and then to invoke
also the energies of the higher consciousness, the High
Self, bringing this also into the mix, and becoming the
integrity of the one, of oneness.
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This is part of the greater expansion into an
awareness of who one really is, and how this works in
this physical reality, when one is contained in a
physical body but is also able to expand beyond that
body, to depart that body, to be more than simply a
physical body. It is a wonderful journey of discovery
to realize that the low self is a real component of your
being and does wish to serve you, does wish to evolve
itself, but has been left on its own for too long and has
had to rely on its own devices, its own ability, its own
talent for too long; and great patience is needed to see
through the reestablishment of the bond that should
exist between the low self and the middle self, but this
bond has been greatly compromised.
This does not mean it cannot be reestablished. It
does not mean that the low self will always be an
enemy to the middle self. It is a situation similar to a
rebellious child that does not want to hear the parent
and does not want to do what the parent is asking it to
do, and is having a temper tantrum. Great love and
great patience must be shown, but so does a fixed
attitude, a focused attitude of responsibility toward the
child, and in this focused responsibility is that strength
and willingness to hold to the course, to go the
distance, and the willingness not to simply allow the
low self to be rebellious, but to hold it responsible, to
be patient with it, to grow with it, and to find a way
forward.
Does this make sense to you?
QUESTIONER:
It does, and also it made me think that a child
ignored and not given attention will act up, and I guess
the subconscious does as well.
Dealing With The Rebellious Inner Child
COSMIC AWARENESS:
What is really desired by the child? It seeks
attention. It seeks support. It seeks love. It wishes to
know that the parent truly cares for it, even though it
must be so that sometimes the parent may say “no” to
the child. If a child were given the power to choose
each night’s meal, what would the child choose? It
would choose exactly what it liked the most: ice cream
and pizza every night perhaps, but this would not be
beneficial ultimately for the child, and thus the parent
will make other choices, occasionally perhaps treating
the child to ice cream and pizza, but not making it a
daily habit or affair.
This attitude of responsibility toward one’s
subconscious is equally necessary. The low self can do
much, and is an amazing powerhouse and creator on
the physical, but it seeks the love and support and
guidance of the middle self, of the parent self to the
low self, and it seeks consistency. Thus, it is of
extreme importance to realize that as the middle self
awakens and even acknowledges the low self, it must
also find the parent within, the loving parent, the
nurturing parent, the strong and consistent parent, the
one that will be there, the one that will offer the love
and the support, but also sometimes the intolerance to
the rebelliousness of the child or in this case, the low
self.
In this, there will be the appreciation that the low
self begins to develop for consistency and for the
loving support that is being given to it, the guidance
for it to grow and evolve itself.
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. The third and last paragraph
follows: “Next I’m going to take you back to the
Development Course, Scorpio, High Magick, where
Awareness says the subconscious is a potential genie
in the bottle, and can do anything to you if it dislikes
you. Well, what if it dislikes you? Then what can you
do? Exactly how do you go about it? If it is not all
powerful, then what is the way to control it?” Thanks
in advance.
COSMIC AWARENESS:
Again, the suggestion is that the low self in its
strength and power and in its capacity as the bad genie
can inflict great harm, and it can, as this Awareness
has already stated, but what it is actually seeking is
that which has been presented a moment ago. It is
seeking love, unconditional love. It is seeking
acceptance. It is seeking support. It is seeking
consistency and the strength of will of the parent, or
the middle self in this case, and the willingness to
stand strong against the child or against what is the
low self.
If one stays consistent, if one is determined, if one
has the patience and the willingness to confront this
child and to hold it responsible for its actions, but at
the same time to forgive it, to give love and support to
it, to have a willingness to dialogue with it, then one
can manage. But how many, in truth, dialogue with
their low self, and ask the low self what is wrong:
“Why is there a problem?” Remember that the reason
why a low self/ subconscious self will turn on the
parent, the middle self, is because it is frustrated, it is
lost, it is unhappy, it is unwell, it has been ignored for
so long, abandoned for so long, and in some ways its
actions are attention-seeking actions.
The rebellious child often may have great anger
within it because it has been ignored and denied for so
long and simply wants attention, even if it is doing
something aggressively or that which could harm the
middle self, could harm the body itself. This is why it
is imperative to establish communication with the low
self, to establish a validation of the low self,
acknowledgment of the low self and a willingness to
work with the low self. It may take effort and
determination.
It may even take the willingness to apologize and
say you are sorry, you are sorry to the low self for
having abandoned and ignored it, for denying it for so
long. These are the words, the attitudes, and the
energies that the low self is seeking and wishing to
hear. These are the attitudes and energies necessary to
help the low self forgive the middle self, and to start to
work toward unification with the middle self, but the
middle self must want this as well, must wish to unite
with that part of itself, the low self, part of the spirit of
oneself.
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It must be remembered that the low self is part of
Spirit, and has chosen to come to the body, to be the
director of the body, the genie of that physical form
and that physical interchange with the third
dimensional reality that is the chosen playground of
Spirit having this adventure. If it is so that Spirit is in
the low self, or that the low self is Spirit itself, then is
it not so that even if the low self is misbehaving, the
spiritual element can be touched and found and
triggered and the low self can become the ally and the
aspect of the Spirit that is the physical aspect, that is
there to unify not only with the middle self, but with
the High Self as well; the three parts coming together,
bonding and evolving into the highest expression of
Spirit that is alert, awake and alive in this third
dimensional form that is governed on the physical
level by the low self that is working in unity and in
unison with the middle self and the High Self?
QUESTIONER:
That is the Holy Trinity?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
That is the Holy Trinity of Oneness, of the Oneness
of oneself.
What The Christian Religion Has Done!
QUESTIONER:
I have a question about that. I was reading
'The Secret Life of Jesus' and they were talking about
how the way the church has done the Jesus myth has
totally diminished the Father and the Holy Spirit,
which are the other parts of the Trinity, and if that is
true, would it be that this is what religions of today are
trying to do, to dumb down the middle self and get us
to ignore the High Self and the subconscious. Does
that make sense?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This makes sense, although this Awareness would
say they are not trying to dumb down the middle self,
they have already done so. Furthermore, they continue
this by putting outside of oneself the sacred
component of Spirit Itself that is contained within the
individual, that which is the Jesus level of
consciousness or that which is the middle-self
consciousness.
What religion has done, and especially what the
Christian religion has done, is that they have
externalized the trinity of being, the Holy Sacred
Trinity of Self; they have externalized it into what is
the Father, Son and Holy Ghost, and they have further
reduced this to the Son, Jesus Christ. Many Christian
faiths are so focused on the Savior and Messiah Jesus
Christ, that as you said, the understanding of God or
Holy Spirit is severely reduced and limited, and most
of the attention is put on Jesus Christ, who will die for
your sins again and in whose Light one will find
personal redemption if one simply submits completely
to this externalization of that which is the middle self,
but that which is not understood, perceived or known
at all.
This is the danger of the externalization of the
Trinity into that concept of a Father, external to one, of
the Christ Jesus external to one, and the Holy Spirit
external to one. It divorces one from the truth of one’s
own being, and in the worship of an external agency,
an external focus such as the focus of Jesus Christ, the
danger is that one can truly be enslaved and led around
by the nose. This is what is so amongst many who
hold this Fundamental Christian belief but it is not
confined only to Fundamentalist Christians.
Many Christians have an exteriorization of the
Trinity Within, and many humans also have this as the
case, for it is seen that in the Judaic faith, the
Muslamic faith and Buddhistic Faith and many others,
it is still about an externalization of one’s inner being
that occurs, and not an internalization of this process
or an understanding of this truth. The Buddhistic faith
is perhaps the closest, and there are several marginal
religions that speak to this, but in terms of mass mind
control, the conditioning and the programming is such
that the externalization of the inner truth of being is
what occurs.
QUESTIONER:
When did the change happen that led from paying
attention to the High Self, the middle self and the
lower self, and embracing them, to the external
embodiment?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
It has been a long process that has been going on for
hundreds of years. One could say that it began with the
one known as Paul or Saul from the New Testament,
who on the road to Damascus had an experience where
he was blinded, and then his eyesight was returned
along with a knowing of that which was the Lord God.
But which Lord God? Did he have a true spiritual
experience, or did he have an experience that was
brought on by a technology of an extraterrestrial
nature, and was he then guided the rest of his life to
pursue a certain way of worship for his god, that in
effect, already in this early stage of the fledgling
Christian movement began to change it inexorably?
Thus, this began at a very early point, this shifting
away of that internal process of knowledge and
knowing the God Within, the Father/Mother Within,
the Son/Daughter Within, the Holy Ghost and the Holy
Spirit Within. Thus, it began almost immediately and
continued throughout the history of the early Christian
movement into that state religion that came to be under
Constantine who created the universal or Catholic state
religion, and then continued on through the many
bishops, cardinals and popes of historical times,
always with a hidden agenda, moving the process of
self-awareness and understanding away from what
which truly perceived and understood that one is the
Trinity, one truly is the Father/Mother, Daughter/Son,
Holy Ghost/Holy Spirit.
This has been an ongoing process since the
beginning of the journey of Christianity.
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QUESTIONER:
Awareness, do you have any advice for the
membership on how to develop a stronger inner core
and connection between High Self, middle self, and
lower self, more than you said already?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
The simplest answer that this Awareness could give
is to treat the High Self and the low self as real parts of
your being. Engage them in communication and
contact. Speak to the low self as if it is part of you, for
it is part of you. There are visualizations that can be
done wherein one seeks out the low self and connects
with it, talks to it, works with it. This can also occur
with the High Self, where one again connects with the
High Self and is open to the energies of the High Self.
Most of all hold that it is true that you are the Trinity
expressed in your own Divinity of Being, your own
Divinity of your individual self.
As you work more and more and hold this to be the
truth of your being, it can solidify and become
stronger and stronger, eventually reaching that point
were it is simply so, that one is the integration of the
lower, middle and High Self in one’s every day
expression of one’s own being. It is so that one is the
integration of the High Self, the low self and the
middle self.
POPE FRANCIS IS NOT
WHAT HE SEEMS TO BE
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. That is very important
information. Recently you mentioned the Catholic
Church, and Pope Francis seems to be a little different
than previous popes. Is his wanting to do good, real?
Or is this a manipulation of some sort? Could
Awareness tell us about Pope Francis?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness will simply state that Pope Francis
is not who he seems to be, and although he may be
putting out such wonderful reform sentiment and
desires and seeming intentions to reform the Catholic
Church; although he is putting this out does not mean
that this is the truth of the situation. The best way to
disguise oneself is to become what others hope one
truly is, although one may not truly be who you think
he is. In other words, this Jesuit is one who is not who
he seems to be, and yet he has captured the heart and
spirit of many, for there is such deep need by so many
to see change, to see reform, that they are willing to
believe one who stands there and says, “This is what
the church needs!”
This Awareness can only say that this individual,
this Jesuit, is not who he seems to be, and that which
he puts out, is lip service.
CAC General Reading April 2, 2015- Interpreter: Michelle; Energizer &
Questioner: Steve
A NEW PARADIGM FOR ENTERING THE
HEART-BASED CONSCIOUSNESS
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness wishes to announce and introduce a
new paradigm. This paradigm will influence and
enable those who are ready and willing to establish life
patterns that are in alignment and congruence with
heart-based thinking and consciousness. This will be a
process of unfoldment that will occur first for the
Interpreter and then will be passed along to members
of CAC.
This Awareness has the intention of setting forth a
series of holographic constructions that allow the
membership to understand deeply the process of
incarnation. It is through this understanding that an
incarnate soul is able to fully manifest change to their
alignment with their higher purpose.
The purpose of the Interpreter of experiencing this
first is she will be able to transcribe her experience as
a human living a day-to-day life while doing these
exercises, and as such, will be able to answer your
questions in a way and within a format more easily
absorbed by those moving from mind to heart. This is
not to say that the Interpreter’s experience is the only
experience of this process that is applicable, valid or
appropriate. It is only to provide insight.
It is this Awareness’s request that sees the
membership be made aware that as this process
unfolds there will be more members joining. It has
been this Awareness’s observation that there is an
opening, receptivity to this movement. Awareness
would like to encourage Vikki to amass if possible a
collection of previously given information that may
assist new members in understanding the process at
hand.
QUESTIONER:
Are there any steps that CAC members can take to
prepare for this change in Awareness to a heart-based
awareness?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
Awareness would encourage taking time each day to
contemplate a thought; perhaps not a life or death
thought, but a thought regarding a decision or
something of emotional merit. First contemplate this
thought from a place of mind and then disengage from
this thinking process and do something else; do a
dance, eat, walk, or drink water. Then take a deep
breath, slowly hold it for the count of 3 and feel your
heartbeat. Five to ten beats, not with your hand, but
feel in your body.
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Then place the tip of your tongue on the roof of your
mouth and contemplate that thought again. In this
place there are no words. So if words begin to filter
through let them go. Do not judge that they are present
just let them go. As you breathe just focus your breath
on the heart. Breathe the heart into that thought.
Awareness would suggest doing this for a period of
time, of days in a row, and record your observation as
this will definitely assist in this process. Does this
answer your question?
GALEN WINSOR AND RADIOACTIVITY
QUESTIONER:
Yes, it does, thank you. We have a series of
questions from LJ in La Vista, Nebraska, concerning a
gentleman named Galen Winsor. “He was a nuclear
physicist who helped design nuclear power plants in
places such as Hanford, Washington, and Oak Ridge,
Tennessee. He was in charge of measuring and
controlling the nuclear fuel inventory and storage. He
died in 2008 at the age of 82. There are videos on the
Internet that show him licking piles of highly
radioactive uranium off the palm of his hand and he
ignites a chunk of plutonium into a shower of flaming
dust. When he was alive he also drank reactor cooling-
water for fun and liked to go swimming in the reactor
cooling pool to relax.”
Anyway she goes on here: “The upshot of all this is
that he seemed to believe that radiation was not
harmful. He pointed out that nuclear waste was worth
roughly ten million per ton in 1986 dollars if it were to
be reprocessed to collect its useful isotopes and that all
of the efforts to try to bury it were a sham. At its core
Galen Winsor believed that federal controls over
nuclear material were about maintaining power and
control over the masses through the denial of the self-
sufficient power sources. He believed that we could
make nuclear power widely available at the local level.
He also believed that Three Mile Island was an
intentionally created disaster and that a core meltdown
could not melt its way deep into the Earth.”
The Questions are: “How much merit was there to
Galen Winsor’s assertions? Was he speaking the truth?
Or was he intentionally manipulating the truth?”
COSMIC AWARENESS:
There are several components to this that this
Awareness would like to address. The first component
would be that which this Awareness has indicated
before and is commonly now known, that everything is
energy. Our experience of material reality is based on
our decision of that experience.
This individual held very clearly and firmly within
his holofractal experience of the universe that radiation
was not impactful to his form. Therefore it was not. It
is indeed possible on a mass scale for an entire
civilization to believe as he did, and thus not be
impacted or affected by it. If there was such a mass
held belief, the waste would be disposed of very
differently and there is a great potential that nuclear
energy could be the one energy form that would be
dominant worldwide. But this is not the case for this
timeline.
This gentleman asserts that there is purpose behind
burying nuclear waste but it is to serve, to empower
those Elite that wish to control the masses. This is
correct and it has been successful. It is an area of great
harm to the Earth.
This Awareness wishes to illuminate a heart
concept. Perhaps precept is a better word. There will
always exist a solution to such harms as burying toxic
waste. There will always be opportunity for resolution
—always. So even though years upon years upon years
of toxic waste have been dumped into the oceans,
buried in the land, these can be healed. Humanity has
the opportunity, the ability to begin that now. And this
is not just on a mind/heart energetic level. This is a
physical opportunity, because as the awareness
evolves, so too will the Earth provide life forces that
are able, spirit forces that are able to conduct and
complete that process. There are fungi capable of
eliminating the toxicities of nuclear waste. Bacteria,
and enzymes are capable of digesting the toxin and
making it inert.
Do not invest energy, time and space using your
mind dwelling on the negativity of these impacts on
the Earth, on humanity. Dwell instead on healing it.
Place your attention where it will matter. Because the
echoes of that attention ripple throughout time and
space and are not anchored to any one point. Is this
clear?
Concerning Chernobyl & Fukushima
QUESTIONER:
This same person has other questions related to
nuclear issues. She asks, “What about Chernobyl and
Fukushima? What is the truth about these disasters and
what is being manipulated for control of the public
consciousness?”
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates that every nuclear disaster
thus far within our history has been the result of
manipulations by those in power to fulfill and meet
their need for destruction as an iconic point in their
resume of what they are capable of doing. It shows
their prowess to those around them, because the
effects, when humanity is in a state of mind and not
heart, lead to ever-greater suffering. This Awareness
wishes to further clarify that these Elite Powers that
are playing with humanity, seek to establish deep
seated and long lasting terms of suffering for those that
they have power over.
This Awareness wishes you to understand that the
dark forces manipulate and generate layers upon layers
of illusion for the mind to follow like a cat follows the
red dot. This Awareness encourages you strongly to no
longer follow the red dot. Let it go. This is not a war
with the dark forces. Stop following the red dot and
getting caught up in the myriad layers of their illusion,
as this prevents proper alignment with the heart and
the soul. When this alignment is askew, the body is
unable to properly heal itself, and it is unable to
properly rejuvenate and regenerate, and to perform its
purpose.
In so doing even those that are Light Workers offer
up suffering which is the harvest sought and happily
reaped by those in control. This Awareness would
caution those who would seek to hate the Elite, that
this only serves their purposes further. For the
suffering and darkness that is being accrued by these
individuals is being served to those that are providing
the Elite with the tools and technologies that enable
them to do what they want and play their game. The
mind can only be controlled when it is engaged in
thinking. That is all.
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Radiation & Chemtrails EVERYTHING IS ENERGY
QUESTIONER:
Okay, we have some more questions from this same
person about the radiation issues. She asks: “Is such
depleted uranium being used in chemtrails and/or other
forms of weather modification that appear to be
present in the skies above us in the US, Europe and
other parts of the world right now? And is there a truth
to Galen Winsor’s assertions that there are ways that
we can physically, psychically, and spiritually protect
ourselves from the effects of depleted uranium and, if
possible, other sources of radiation? And if they are
being clandestinely used by agents of the Powers That
Be right now, are there means that we can employ on a
regular basis both physically and spiritually by which
we can shift our own frequencies or our own
vibrations in order to render radiation exposure
harmless so that it will have no effect on us?”
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness would remind you again, that
everything is energy. What is required to alter the
frequency and vibration of energy is power. Power
comes from alignment, right alignment of the heart,
the soul, the Earth, and Universal Life Force Energy.
Once these steps are completed, the answer is yes. If
these alignments are askew, the answer is no. It would
not matter if you prayed every day.
If you ate only non-radiated food, if you ate
perfectly, but were out of alignment with your soul
because you thought too much, you were too caught
up in thinking and following the red dot, there would
never be enough power present to shift the frequency,
to shift the vibration of the body to such a degree that
it would be able to regenerate and heal itself. Anything
is possible because everything is energy. If you have
the power available through right alignment then COSMIC AWARENESS:
success is possible. And that is the answer. This Awareness observes within the media that there
QUESTIONER: is a great deal of hype and excess around fear of aging,
fear of disease, fear of cloning, fear of everything that
Does Awareness have anything to say about the would take one away from their happiness. This
assertion that depleted uranium is being used in Awareness would like to point out that all of this
chemtrails and weather modification? involves thinking through the mind.
COSMIC AWARENESS: Awareness wishes to remind you that your body is a
vehicle. The human body, the third dimensional form
Yes, this is absolutely the case. And the explosion is a vehicle. It is doing the best it can with what you
with Fukushima and Chernobyl have participated as provide it. If you provide consistently a power source
well in adding to radioactive materials being present in that is 30% of what is required to work at optimal
the higher atmosphere. It has created a global blanket health, it will fail every time. Longevity is not an act
upon which they are able to extrapolate ever-higher of magic. It is an act of right alignment.
potency chemtrails by adding other chemicals to that
composition. Does this answer the question? This Awareness cannot state strongly enough the
importance at this critical time for humanity to shed
QUESTIONER: the adage of thinking in the mind, of following the red
dot. Find recourse to the heart. You are capable of
Yes, thank you. Does Awareness have a closing great thought, you are capable of great decisions and
message? they, these thoughts and these decisions will come
without words. Sometimes they will simply happen in
your life and you will know. Other times it will be a
process, there will be steps involved. You may not see
the steps all at once; you may see the steps one at a
time. It is a muscle; it is a skill that must be developed
in order to have accuracy, just like anything else.
This Awareness wishes to leave you at this time
with the understanding that everything is energy.
Energy will do whatever you want, if you have the
power which stems from right alignment, to heal not
only yourself but everything that you love, everything
that you touch, the possibilities are endless. That is all.
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Previously unpublished Awareness Material: Paul Shockley
Interpreter; Avaton & Vikki, Energizers and Questioners;
A DEEP MYSTERY: WHAT IS THE ORIGIN
OF THE TAROT?
QUESTIONER:
Question from RH. He writes, “In the book by
Israel Regardie, 'Foundations of Practical Magic;
An Introduction to Cabalistic, Magical &
Meditative Techniques', the author states that the
origin of the Tarot is a complete mystery. I think it
could be traced back, if one followed the line of
Kahunas, or builders/carpenters. Max Freedom Long
believed the word “Tarot” came from the Polynesian
‘Kalo’, which, translated in code to, “That which gives
guidance from Divine Sources.” Could Awareness
clear up the mystery of the origin of what is now
called the Tarot?”
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates that generally, the Tarot
is associated with the Cabalistic lines between the
Sephiroth in the Cabala, whereby the Sephiroth or
circles, spheres signifying a plane of truth or a plane of
information, or what may be termed a state of being,
are linked together with paths running from one state
of being to another.
Beginning at the lowest level, these paths run
upward and across and diagonally from one sphere to
the next, eventually leading to the top, or highest
sphere, and there are four levels of the Cabala, one
above the other, which means a movement from Earth
upward to Air, above that to Water, and above that to
Spirit, so that there is the symbolism of different
dimensions of being, spheres of being, wherein each
level of the Cabala represents a different dimension,
and the paths run from one sphere to the next and from
one Cabala to the next and so forth.
Thus, the Tarot cards in the deck signify the paths
that run from one sphere to the other; the spheres
symbolizing the states of being and the four Cabalas,
the different dimensions, from Spirit down through the
different levels and to the materialization of things.
The Higher Cabala relates to Fire or Spirit radiance,
and the next one down relates to magnetism, Water
and emotion; and the next to vibration, or Air and
mind; and the fourth to Earth, which equates to matter,
and stability. There is also a 5th Cabala that is seldom
spoken of called the Qliphoth, and this relates to the
underworld, those forces that are lower than matter.
It could relate to such concepts as the black hole,
or the bottomless pit, or hell and the demonic levels,
depending on how far one wishes to go with such
concepts, but throughout these Cabalas or spheres and
patterns lie these pathways, one leading to the other,
up and down the ladder. This Cabala has also been
equated to or called Jacob’s ladder and it essentially
refers to the pathways and spheres of movement up
and down the electromagnetic scale of the universe, so
that one following these patterns can move up or down
the vibrational reality of creation.
In the highest levels are the vibrations of Spirit.
Below that are magnetism and the vibrations of the
dream-state or the imagery and emotional urges.
Below that is the blueprint: the mind, the thought, the
concept of frequencies or vibrations, and ideas of
writing and thought associated with mental
visualization. The higher Cabala is strictly conceptual.
That is the Cabala of the spiritual level.
The one below that being Water or Briah, and the
emotional and magnetic level, and the one below that
being Air or idea and thought level, wherein the
thoughts are drawn or defined in words, and blueprints
are created that define what has been felt in the higher
levels such as Briah and the Spirit or conceptual
levels.
Then, from these three comes the manifestation or
Earth or material reality, and that Yetzirah level as the
thing comes into materialization level. The paths
running up through these levels equate to the 22 paths
or cards of the Tarot. In the Tarot, card number ten is a
circle, and the word ‘Tarot’ is formed in the circle. If
you start with the ‘T’ you go around to the word
‘Tarot’. If you start with the letter ‘R’ and follow the
circle around, you come up with the word ‘Rotah’.
This simply means the circle of paths leading
throughout the vibratory world of the electromagnetic
spectrum. Essentially this is what the Tarot refers to or
reflects in its mental conception. It is a book of
information relating to the electromagnetic spectrum.
It also became the foundation for the 22 letters of the
Hebrew language.
The Egyptians, having 16 letters in their language;
the Hebrew having 22, and these 22 growing by the
time the Greeks and others finished to form the 26
letters of the English language or alphabet. There are
over 40 different sounds and thus, a language could
contain, or an alphabet could contain 40-some letters,
if one wished to go that far. The faces for the 22 letters
of the Hebrew language and alphabet serves a
particular purpose in that these alphabetical letters
each represent a particular philosophy based on the
Sephirah and paths of the Cabala. Therefore,
numerology and other forms of divination have
developed out of these particular methods and
systems.
To understand the nature of a letter representing an
entire philosophy is much the same as seeing a card
that represents a concept such as the Tarot card
representing an idea. And hooking together these cards
representing different ideas in a Tarot spread is much
like hooking together letters to represent a word. The
pattern of the word that comes from these letters
carries a cluster of ideas that are represented by the
word. The patterns of the Tarot spread may represent
the clustering of ideas that represent a layout, a
message for the one to whom it is intended.
There is essentially a logic involved in both, and
though the collection of letters for words and forming
words can move beyond logic into chaotic and
illogical patterns such as the word AIDS, wherein A-I-
D-S simply stands for different first letters or other
words: the Acquired Immune Deficiency Syndrome,
and therefore, there is no pattern in regard to the
philosophy of each letter involved, and the language in
this sense begins to lose any connection to the origin
of the Hebrew letters, or the Egyptian letters and the
earlier Tarot paths, so that the words themselves can
be created and destroyed, created to fit an idea, or
destroyed to allow the idea to be taken on by another
word or to be forgotten altogether.
Whereas the Hebrew philosophy, embedded in the
alphabet and in the cards associated with the paths;
this endures over centuries, and stays much the same,
through thousands of years. It has a certain lasting
endurance that is not present in haphazard words
created simply to serve a particular moment or issue or
concept in time.
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This Awareness indicates the concept of the Tarot
as reflecting from ancient times certain information
that eventually became diffused by various languages
and alphabets. The Greeks with their particular
alphabet, which came out of Sumer, was different
from that of the Hebrews. It too came from
extraterrestrial sources, just as did the Egyptian
alphabet, and language evolved from both sources in
such a way as to carry information of a higher level.
The Hebrew priests gained much of their knowledge
through the underground or secret societies that were
set up from the early alien contact with humans to
carry philosophical and conceptual ideas through the
priestcraft, and the Cabala and the Tarot were a key
figure or pattern for carrying that wisdom, that
knowledge and information of the cosmos. It also
reflected some of the deeper science of the
extraterrestrials in regard to science in that the Cabala
reflects also not only the cosmos, but also to some
degree, the molecules in molecular science, that the
extraterrestrials understood.
The three top Cabala spectrums, the Atziluth, Briah
and Assiah Cabala, the Fire, Water and Air Cabala,
with the Earth Cabala beneath, represent Fire, Water,
Air of the building blocks of the universe: the
radiance, magnetism, vibration or that which is
positive, negative and neutral, along with the Earth or
stability factor. Thus, radiance, magnetism, neutrality
and ground or Earth symbolizes to the ancients the
Four Pillars of Creation. These were also known as the
Four Pillars of Hercules. It was also symbolized by the
cross, and also by the swastika. The square and the 4
were also symbolized by this. The name YOD HEH
VOD HEH was also a symbol of this concept. YOD
HEH VOD HEH being the four Hebrew letters
spelling the name of God.
This Awareness indicates this Cabalistic message
being handed down from antiquity, from Sumer
through various priests and secret schools is that which
has carried much information and which has been used
down through history for purposes of manifestation. It
has also carried not only logical and conceptual
information, but information used in magic, in the
working of magic, and in the spiritual expressions used
by many religions. Many of the rituals used in secret
schools are based on concepts of Fire, Air, Water and
Earth, or positive, negative, neutral and ground.
COSMIC AWARENESS TAROT
Key Number Seventeen - The Star
This Awareness indicates that the reading on Key
17, the Star, which then moves into Key 18, the Moon,
may be seen as that which parallels on another level,
the scheduled Apollo Flight 17 to the moon, planned
for lift-off within a few hours from now. You will
notice there is a synchronization between these
scheduled Tarot readings and the events that are
occurring on your plane. The various readings of the
Tarot have been representative of the reflective equal
and opposite image between the inner and outer
planes. The schedule of the Tarot readings appearing
to have been accidental may now be seen as
corresponding by reflection to the images and events
occurring on the outer plane, the physical plane.
In relation to this card, the Star, that following
the collapse of the Tower, symbolic of structure,
whether mental, physical, social, or organizational—
the collapse of ego, of identity, of security, of
attachments, of bondage and loyalties and beliefs is
followed by the blank or calm or peaceful and placid
levels of consciousness. These levels are referred to as
states of meditation, insight, poise, re-evaluation,
research, and re-orientation.
Following last month's election, such re-
orientation and re-evaluation must now take place.
The breakdown of structure does create openings for
new possibilities. This may occur in personalities,
organizations, societies, or systems. Such breakdowns
may be likened unto taking away parts of the old shell
and trim and decor of an old building and remodeling
that building along other lines, and this is that which is
occurring at this time in personalities, organizations,
social levels, and systems.
Many who can see the direction and planning of
the new structure shall not be surprised at what occurs.
For others, there shall be the unexpected and the flash
of realization. This is the meaning of the Star. While
this is occurring especially strong at this time, this
concept is always present. Insight follows meditation.
Insight and intuition are but the baby child that grows
to be an idea, which in turn may become an identity
structure. Such meditation, which allows insight is the
placing aside of mind or structure, and is symbolizing
the Tower.
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Look at various meditation techniques. The
meditation is associated with breath and directed
energies. This ties the Star to Aleph, the Fool, the
breath of the universe, and Beth, the Magician, or
director of that breath. Meditation intensifies the
element of air, which is the balancing force in one's
body, and in the alchemical system and Tridosha
healing system, this relates to the neutral force or the
reconciliation of positive and negative, or fire and
water.
This meditation may be used to reconcile polarities
within one's psyche, including mind, emotion, and
feeling levels within one's society and also in mind,
emotion, and feeling levels, and within the laws of
physics, whether mineral, vegetable, animal, or other
forces. Such meditation understood clearly, may be
seen as that which can overcome the limits of the
polarized laws of nature. Through meditation, these
laws may be broken or overcome.
Understand that meditation is but the sensitive
observation and experiencing of that which observes
the experiences. There may be meditation of control
and direction, directed, forced, and focused
observation of an experiencing action, or there may be
meditation of a responsive nature that observes and
follows with attention, without choice, without
controlling that which is occurring during one's
experiencing.
Of these, meditation with control is associated with
the Magician and all its following levels: the Emperor,
the Hierophant, the Chariot, the Hermit, and the Devil.
Meditation from a responsive nature, wherein one does
not see himself as being the god, the creator of the
experiencing, but rather sees the experiencing as being
the god and the creator of him and his responses—that
these are two opposite viewpoints which, when pushed
to extremes, lead into either trips of power, personal
glory and significance, and eventual suffering and ego
problems, or to the mystical states of being awed by
everything, and in some cases being overwhelmed and
trampled by the experiencing.
Those meditation systems that deal with improving
one's ability to concentrate and focus attention and
control the mind, are those meditations which lead
toward gratification of power, and if followed far
enough, mastery and control over others. This is
associated with Rhyee or Lucifer. Those meditation
techniques that deal with letting the mind or attention
wander and simply observing this phenomena, this is
especially associated with transcendental meditation,
and is that which allows one to step back from his/her
identity and observe its behavior. The watching of the
mind as it follows is one step removed from the
control of the mind that is focusing and concentrating.
This latter system of meditation, wherein one
observes this experiencing and allows that
experiencing to have its expression without controlling
its expression, is advocated by the system called
Subud, and by Gurdjieff and Ouspensky when they
described the action of observing oneself observing or
being conscious of consciousness. This latter type of
meditation does move one's psyche and energies to tap
that larger pool of consciousness that is making up the
experiencing.
Wherein entities can give up control of their destiny
and their environment long enough to feel the ebb and
flow of the surrounding experience and tune in to the
totality of those experiences, they do merge with
Universal Mind and discover the total pattern of the
general movement of things. They also tap energies of
greater power than that of personal power.
This Awareness indicates both meditation
systems have their value. Those who can focus well,
yet balance this with the broad vision that comes from
observation without excessive control, such entities
become like fine tools for this Awareness to speak
through, to express Itself through in art, music,
relationship, architecture, science, and social sciences.
All entities do contain the results of both types of
meditation, but the proportion and the balance varies.
Those who have leaned heavily toward control and
concentration systems of meditation tend to be
domineering in their relationships. Those who have
been overly reactive to their environment without
having any focus, direction, or control over what
happens to them, tend to be dominated.
This Awareness indicates that everyone
meditates, whether they realize it or not. Giving
attention is a form of meditation. Those giving
attention toward a desire or interest move into states of
being hypnotized by that interest. Those moving into
states of attention without interest or attention to the
fact of what is happening, move from states of
hypnosis toward states of higher awareness.
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This Awareness indicates that repetition of a
concept, belief, dogma, phrase, ritual, habit, name,
thought, association, or communication, is that which
becomes a part of hypnosis or routine which can, if
taken far enough, reach that focused point of frenzy
and explosion, or boredom and apathetic existence.
The movement from the repeated, from the familiar,
from the secure, is that which stimulates uncertainty,
insecurity, attention, intensity, vitality, enlightenment,
adventure, and a feeling of direction. This also
intensifies one's very essence or makes one more
being-ful, and this being-ful level may be compared to
the mosquito with its being, next to the elephant with
its being.
Movement into the unknown, moving beyond the
familiar, is meditation. This Awareness suggests that
entities review meditation systems and techniques
given by this Awareness. Other meditation techniques
may be studied from the Self-Realization Fellowship
that produce interesting phenomena, but carry certain
dangers and may be studied from other Oriental
teaching systems.
The Golden Cloak ritual and the Development
Classes will accomplish in a brief period those
changes in consciousness that would take many years
of conscious meditation techniques and effort to attain
through many of the other systems so popular in this
age.
The action of rituals as given by this Awareness in
the Development Classes, make use of meditation,
which may be equated to Air, make use of action,
which may be equated to Fire, make use of pageantry,
which may be equated to Water, and does ground this
in symbolism, which may be equated to Earth. These
do touch on all levels of the psyche: Spiritual / Fire,
Mental / Air, Emotional / Water, and Physical / Earth.
These four forces: positive, negative, neutral, and
ground, associated with the name Jehovah, YHVH,
associated with the Kahuna, the four forces of God
being the keys to the kingdom, are all interrelated and
functioning in ritual.
For this reason, meditation without ritual is of little
value in terms of changing consciousness, but ritual
with meditation can create vast changes of great
significance and wonderful phenomena when
understood and used properly. Proper ritual and
meditation, when both are clearly understood, can
transcend the so-called laws of nature, for they tap
higher laws of nature, and any law may be broken by a
higher law. 1972 WHAT IS COSMIC AWARENESS?

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