2014-6

Issue No. 698

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Alcohol, Sugar & Drugs in America—2

History of Ergot—3
The External World is a Reflection--3
Channeling with Buddha—4
Sex & Spirituality—6
Mom Disturbs Son with Sound Effects—7
Black Stone of Kabaa—8
ET Forces Related to Mecca—9
Us VS Them—10
Misconceptions about The Bible and The Koran—11
Where Do Our Thoughts Come From?—11
Do We Inherit Anxiety and Depression?—13
Meditations on The Emperor—15

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CAC General Reading- Paul Shockley Interpreter, Avaton & Vikki
Questioners & Energizers
GETTING HISTORY STRAIGHT
Alcohol, Sugar & Drugs are Tearing Apart
Our Nation
This Awareness indicates that at the present time,
the use of alcohol and sugar, and also the use of drugs,
as being the greatest forces in tearing apart the nation.
These are generally the causes for the greater internal
turbulence of crime and loss and tragedies.
This Awareness indicates that likewise, the war in
Vietnam was largely a war over drugs—this basically
as drugs and rubber. The control of these substances as
having triggered the motives and economic interests
that began the movements that led to and sustained this
war.
This Awareness indicates that politicians often have
a way of finding words that make the actions appear to
be noble, when in fact the actions are purely economic
or for some less than noble purpose.
The Real Reason For Columbus’s Voyages
This Awareness indicates that the Queen sending
Columbus on his voyage, seeking to go around the
earth to prove the earth being round; this action was
intended to send Columbus to the East Indies in order
to find hemp or marijuana. This Awareness indicates
that little did the Queen know that there was a
continent and two oceans between Spain and India
when sailing westward. This was an effort to receive
her substance while there was the inability to cross
through the old routes, due to those forces that were
hostile to the Spaniards, preventing them from
traveling to India across the Middle East.
This Awareness indicates that there were many
events in history that were reported in ways that sound
much more noble than in their realities. This
Awareness indicates this does not diminish the events,
and many great accomplishments and discoveries have
occurred, even though the motives of the explorers
might have been less than noble.
QUESTIONER:
What did the Queen do with that hemp? Was it made
into rope, as I was told as a little shaver in school, or
did they smoke it in those days?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates that this as having been
for personal indulgence among those of the palace.
The use of marijuana, although at that time it was
called hemp, which essentially is the female hemp
plant—this was used as a special treat by royalty.
This Awareness indicates this information is not the
type of information that would be printed up in history
books, just as the wars with the British in China,
known as the Opium wars, would not reveal that an
empire would be subdued, an empire would be
established based upon the value and commodity of
opium.
This Awareness indicates that information of this
type is not suitable for history, and the teaching of
young minds; therefore, the writers give more noble
motives such as greed, or desire for wealth or ambition
as the motivating factors for these warmongers.
AMERICA'S "CHRISTENING"
Columbus landed on the West Indies island of San
Salvador. He raised the Spanish flag stating, “I claim
this land and all the dope thereon for Isabella and
Ferdinand of Spain.”
This Awareness indicates that in these earlier times,
kings and queens and entities of great royalty had no
television, no movies, no sports to watch, had no arena
in which to watch Christians being fed to lions,
therefore, for their entertainment, they would seek
certain exotic food, drink or activities, and drugs from
India and gems and jewels and precious cloth from
foreign lands...these were their simple joys.
This Awareness indicates that it is not so
unreasonable to assume or to realize that kings and
queens and royalty would be interested in maintaining
a route, or finding a new route to those areas whereby
these things could be retrieved.
This Awareness indicates that whereas Columbus
discovered instead the West Indies, another voyage in
that direction eventually brought back gold, and in
time tobacco, which served as a substitute for some of
those herbs which were more difficult to obtain from
other sources.
Drugs Have Played a Role Throughout History
This Awareness indicates that the witches in
England and in Europe often also were in demand as
herbalists; these entities as capable of producing
certain altered states through the use of herbs and
mixtures of herbs such as belladonna. This Awareness
indicates that small amounts of poison, and certain
herbal mixtures for an antidote, could be brought
together to give entities visions and hallucinations,
which were often mistaken for mystic experiences.
This Awareness indicates that the witches’ brew in
Macbeth as that which allowed this entity to see what
he presumed to be the future. This Awareness
indicates that while this is a fictional story, it was
nevertheless based upon Shakespeare’s knowledge of
the activities of the witches of his time. This
Awareness indicates that not all of the visions and
hallucinations experienced were induced by these
substances.
This Awareness indicates that Joan of Arc, hearing
voices—this entity had a particular physical
deficiency, and was being guided by spirits. This
Awareness indicates that many of the Biblical entities
also used certain herbs and substances that allowed for
the alteration of consciousness.
This Awareness indicates that the combination of
myrrh and frankincense, which was brought to the
entity Jesus also had certain slight properties in
altering consciousness. This Awareness indicates also
the Greek Oracle of Delphi as having the alteration of
consciousness due to the carbon dioxide gas which
emerged from the pit in the cave in which this Oracle
resided at Delphi.
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THE HISTORY OF ERGOT
DID QUEEN MARIE ANTOINETTE GET A BUM
RAP BY HISTORIANS?
QUESTIONER:
For most of our lives the phrase “Let them eat
cake”, attributed to Queen Marie Antoinette of 18th
century France, has been used as a symbol of the hard-
heartedness of those who have, when they regard those
who have naught.
Well, It turns out that the Queen may have gotten a
bum rap from history. In a paper prepared for the
American Medical Association, Mary Matossian, an
associate professor of history at the University of
Maryland, recently expanded on her idea that ergot, a
fungus which infects rye grain, has played an
important role in history.
Last summer she proposed that the convulsions,
hallucinations and visions that led to the Salem witch
trials in Massachusetts in 1692 resulted from the
population eating rye bread made from infected grain.
Ergot produces a hallucinogenic, potentially fatal,
drug.
Professor Matossian also suggests that ergot-
infected rye bread caused the “great awakening in
Southern New England in 1741, held down the
birthrate in much of Europe during the 18th Century,
and, in the paper referred to, caused the “Great Fear”
which swept across France, creating popular support
for the French Revolution In 1789. She believes that
ergot is responsible for many of the bizarre incidents
involving whole populations.
The fungus develops in rye grain during cold, damp
summers. When the grain is made into flour, the
hallucinogenic ergot is distributed to those who eat rye
bread. Which leads us to Marie Antoinette, who has
gone down in history as a lame-brained elitist who lost
her bubblehead to the guillotine.
She was told that fear and hunger were causing
riots among the commoners, If Professor Matossian is
correct, they had been eating rye bread infected with
ergot, causing them to see all sorts of scary visions.
“Let them eat cake”, is the way history has recorded
her comment. But eating “de gateau” at that time
didn’t mean cake, but bread made of refined wheat
flour, which would have restored their sanity.
Instead of a party-loving bubblehead, the queen
could have been an expert diagnostician and
nutritionist, from whose loss France has suffered ever
since. If lead in wine jars brought down the Roman
Empire, as some have alleged, and a fungus in grain
brought the blood bath of the French Revolution,
perhaps it would benefit us all to pay less attention to
what the politicians in office do, and more to what the
cook puts on the table."
Would Awareness please comment on that
information?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates that this information is
correct essentially in its entirety. This Awareness
indicates that ergot has been used down through the
ages from the time of Egypt. This Awareness indicates
that the Sovereign Order of St. John Cross of
Jerusalem and the Knights of Malta discovered the
properties of ergot more than one thousand years ago.
This Awareness indicates this appears to be
approximately 1500 years ago for the St. John Cross of
Jerusalem Order.
This Awareness indicates that prior to this, those
entities in that Order known as the Mysteries of the
Eleusinian Order—this was a secret organization that
has long been a mystery, these entities also as having
used ergot. This Awareness indicates that this
substance as having been used by the Knights
Templar, and through certain secret occult
organizations throughout history, this including Adam
Weishaupt’s Illuminati and the Masonic Order
operating under this entity.
This Awareness indicates that it was through these
forces that the substance was used during the French
Revolution. This Awareness indicates that basically,
the Masonic Order had much to do with the French
Revolution. This, along with the ergot, as having
caused consciousness to undergo great changes,
whereby these entities were influenced in this manner.
This Awareness indicates that essentially, ergot as
having similar properties, (although of a somewhat
more dangerous degree) to that known as LSD.
Lysergic Acid is associated with ergot; this as a
derivative. This substance in its raw form of ergot as
having been used by the Hashashin as a substance to
control and alter the minds of entities who were
kidnapped, and brought to the Hashashin to be used
and turned into an assassin for them. This Awareness
indicates, that this and other substances, including the
substance known as hash, whose name comes from
Hashashin.
DID LEAD IN WINE JUGS BRING DOWN
THE ROMAN EMPIRE?
QUESTIONER:
In this article just read, is there any truth to the
statement: “Lead in wine jars brought down the
Roman Empire?”
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates this as having had some
effect on entities in weakening them. That it does not
appear to have been the major cause of the decline of
Rome.
CAC General Reading April 3, 2014, Will Berlinghof Interpreter;
Zoey Zen Questioner and Energizer
THE EXTERNAL WORLD IS A
REFLECTION OF THE INTERNAL ONE
QUESTIONER:
Does Awareness have an opening message?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness would say that these times are a
difficult period for many. Change has begun—the
change from one reality and the adherence to that
reality, to a new reality, an unknown quantity of
reality. In this new quantity of reality, what has been
long awaited is beginning to manifest, but for this to
be fully realized there are of course many challenges
along the way, both on an individual level as well as
on a collective level of humanity itself.
Many may be troubled by some of the events that
have recently taken place.
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This Awareness would remind you that all is
illusionary and even though one may put great
emphasis and onus on the external, it is always the
internal that is of greater importance, especially during
these times of change. Therefore, despite what may be
playing itself out in the external world, that which
many take to be the reality, it is to be remembered
always that while change is happening around oneself,
it is the internal change that is of greater importance.
Therefore, during these troubled times, these
challenging times, do not put your focus and belief
entirely on the external reality that is playing itself out.
Remember that the external is an expression of that
which is based on one’s internal beliefs and
suppositions. Because this is so, this Awareness would
ask all to focus on their own internal beliefs and
understandings.
While the changes may put one into a state of fear
and apprehension and anxiety, it is to be remembered
that if one manages to find peace and calm within,
their own personal experience of the external reality
they find themselves in will be positively influenced
so that despite all changes that are happening, one is
able to surf the waves of changes that are underway.
It is to be remembered that the third dimensional
reality is not yet at a point of instant manifestation.
This means that even though the external events seem
so concrete, so real and so resistant to change, that
change still is underway and the results of these
changes, although perhaps not immediately available,
are still forthcoming.
Hold within oneself that the changes are part of a
grander plan, a plan that involves not only you, the
individual, but the collective as well. It is a most
powerful sea of change that all are swimming in at this
time, and staying calm, focused and centered will help
one to swim these oceans of change that humanity and
even Mother Earth herself are currently swimming in.
At this time, the beginning times of the changes
that are now underway to have effect on the mindset of
the human collective, one needs to understand that all
begins within oneself, and as one observes the changes
that are occurring in the external, one must stay calm,
focused and attentive, but not to the degree that one
gives away one’s power by believing that the external
is that which has greater precedence than the internal
and personal.
Work on your own being. Let go of your fears by
facing them, working through them, and holding that
all will be well, for all will be well. This is seen by this
Awareness. There are many timelines that lead to the
new Planet A/B, the new Mother Earth, the new
collective of humanity, but to reach these places of
change that have manifested, one must still go through
the change that is happening, the change that is
underway.
It can be a most difficult journey if one stays
focused in the external and believes in those who are
the deceivers, or it can be a relatively easy passage to
the new reality that is forming and is underway. It is
always a matter of choice as to how you make the
journey: in ease and comfort, or in turmoil and
anxiety.
At this time, this Awareness simply wishes to
remind all that the changes so long awaited and
anticipated are now underway, and it is now the
personal responsibility of each and every individual to
allow the changes, to flow with the transformation that
is underway, and to always maintain an image, a
thought, an impression, or a conceptualization of the
bright new future that is dawning.
This Awareness is complete with its opening
statement. Please proceed with the questions.
ABOUT THE BOOK
CHANNELING WITH BUDDHA
QUESTIONER:
The next question is from GL. He refers to a book,
Channeling With Buddha by Corinne Urakawa. He
wants to know if this book is genuine. He has seen the
Awareness warning that the CIA might be behind
some of the channelings, which could provide the
readers false information. So he wants to know if this
book’s information if genuine, by channeling the
Buddha energy for Itself.
Specifically, the Buddha, in this book, repeatedly
wants readers to focus on the positive instead of on the
suffering, so that the reader can live more positively
and forget the negative. But I also see this Awareness
mentioned that some people would like to experience
the negative and suffering more to gain their life
experiences for their soul plan.
Could Awareness comment on the message just
mentioned by Buddha, whether it is a universal truth,
or could be subject to further discernment by the
reader, to further their own unique soul plan? Thank
you.
COSMIC AWARENESS:
It is the latter statement presented here that this
Awareness would start with: the matter of
discernment. It is indeed the case here, and in other
readings, other prophets, other voices that come
forward at this time—to be discerning to these ones. It
is only through discernment, through neutrality, and
through asking questions, that one can extract from
any work the relevant bits that may be contained
within the work and to take them and use them.
Discernment would also ensure the dropping of
those statements, those projections that are meant to
focus the mind on negativity. This Awareness agrees
that it is important to stay focused in a most positive
way, despite events of a negative nature occurring
around one. It is of course part of a known reality that
the Elite come from wherein they know that if they
can keep the people dumbed down and ignorant, keep
them in a negative fearful state, that they can
manipulate and control them, using fear as the stick
that will prod society into the type of reaction those in
control wish.
In this situation, it is imperative to see this and
recognize this as being so, but it is even more
important to stay positive, stay hopeful, stay in a state
of mind and emotion that allows one to see the
unfolding of the events around them and not be drawn
into them. Being drawn into the negative fearful state
is truly the objective of those in power in their bid to
maintain control and to misdirect.
Indeed, there are many now who claim to be
channeling Higher Beings, who claim to be channeling
Ascended Masters or extraterrestrial beings and
collectives. Much of this is actually manipulated and
controlled by those agencies within the secret
government, but it must also be remembered that the
way these ones work is to present certain truths in
order to hook individuals.
When one is hooked upon a truth it is easy then to
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misguide, to slip in falsehood, lies and deception, for if
one holds that this or that source is authentic because it
has spoken a truth, then it is easier to accept that
everything spoken by that channeled source is equally
the truth, and this is a dangerous assumption. This is
why one must be discerning with the information that
is received, the information that is read and taken in.
This particular book has much wisdom contained
within it, and if one is open to the wisdom but
intolerant to that which is deception, then one can still
derive much merit from the reading of this book, or
any other book or source that speaks of such matters. It
is when commands are put forward that one must act
irresponsibly or negatively or in a way that could harm
one or others, one must understand, “Here is the con!
Here is the deception!”
Equally, when the source of information insists that
one follows what is said and one does not believe
others, for they and they alone have the truth, the
whole truth, and nothing but the truth, and all others
are wrong and should be disregarded and even
destroyed, as some more extreme philosophies would
state—then the true danger is apparent.
Most of these sources, most of this channeling is of
a very subtle nature, and it is sometimes hard to be
able to see the truth of the matter, to take the wisdom,
but to leave the dross, and one chomps down on the
bait, hook line and sinker. In this case, this Awareness
would say that it is not quite what the channel
perceives it to be in her own reception and receiving of
the information, yet this Awareness would say of this
particular book that there is of course much wisdom
within.
Take this wisdom and disregard the dross. Do so in
all other situations, including the situation of the mass
media and what it reports. This Awareness has said
many times, even of Itself, that one is to question, to
hold that which has resonance, which has a feeling of
rightness to it, but to release and let go of that which
does not create such a feeling, and which somehow
may cause one to be uncomfortable.
This is part of that which this Awareness has
described as the detector within that allows one to
sense matters, to respond from that level of gut instinct
and intuition. Even the teachings and information of
this Awareness does not suit all, for not all are ready to
hear the truth at such a level and many are not willing
to question at all and blindly accept all that they are
given, especially in terms of mass media reporting.
Herein lies the matter of those souls that are here not
to experience Ascension, not to reach enlightenment or
even to put themselves on the path toward
understanding and enlightenment. The soul has many
reasons for projecting itself into physical reality and
for some it may well be that their soul’s need is to
have experiences of deception wherein an individual
accepted the deception without question, was not in a
position whereby they were willing to question or to
be discerning.
Upon the conclusion of this individual’s life and
their return back into the soul, back to Spirit, there will
be a recognition of the experience of the lifetime, but
during the life, the recognition is absent for the onus
and emphasis is on experience and the experiencing of
the situation, even if it is an experience of separation
from Spirit, a situation where one puts one’s powers
into the hands of the controllers and manipulators and
does not stand up, does not resist, does not deny the
ones who are in control.
This Awareness would therefore state that it must be
recognized that one comes to a certain point in one’s
spiritual evolution that is right for the individual, and
if it is right for the individual to accept half truths, for
it is part of their journey still to go further and deeper
along that evolutionary path of soul development, and
what is essential to this is that they deny the truth, do
not question and are not discerning, then this is simply
a reflection of where they are.
For those who are further along the path, it is not
that there is superiority, it is not that they are better
than those who deny and do not question, it is simply
where they are, where their soul‘s expression and
manifestation is at that time. This means that there are
different levels of need for the human experience.
Some have the need to experience a reality where they
are enslaved and victims.
There are many who are waking up from this, and
there are those who have totally understood this and
accepted this and are at a place of higher awareness of
such matters, but even there, even those who are
deeply committed to Spirit and to the Light are at the
level they individually need to be at, and that is the
level of their own individual spiritual evolution.
It is not that this Awareness is saying those who are
lower in their spiritual understanding are of lesser
importance. It is not that this Awareness is saying that
those who are higher are superior. It is simply that all
are where they need to be. All will come to a point
where they will be pushed to break through the
envelope. Many do not break through but retract or
stay at that level, but for those who do break through
their own beliefs and suppositions of reality, these
ones do take it to the next level, for they are able to
walk in more rarified air, and more stratified levels of
consciousness.
If you are one who has reached a point of
breakthrough, then understand that even though this
might take you into greater understanding and
awareness, you will still only be where you need to be.
It is in accordance to your own spiritual plan and
design.
Those who do not see this and do not understand
this are nonetheless still where they need to be in their
spiritual evolution. An understanding and level of
awareness of this will reduce the level of frustration
that many feel when they have perceived the higher
truths and cannot comprehend or understand why
others, even their closest friends and families do not
see what they, the individual has seen.
It is important to understand that each entity is at
their own level. Each has reached their own point of
consciousness in this physical reality. What now exists
is the opportunity for many to break out of the box that
has for so long contained humanity and to create a new
level of the physical experience, of the human
experience, but not all have reached this point.
For those who are still stuck in old mindsets, a
tolerance is needed, an acceptance is needed, an
understanding is needed by those who are pushing
their boundaries, and who are opening to new levels of
reality and their new levels of conscious awareness.
This Awareness is complete in the answering of this
question.
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SEX AND SPIRITUALITY
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. The next question comes
from JDB. His question is, “I have read that an Indian
spiritual teacher said that a sexual relationship between
a man and a woman establishes a link or bond that
remains for months, and across this kind of link, the
man is being fed spiritually by the woman. This is
because the woman can get access to spiritual realities
or energies in a natural way that is out of the reach of
the average man.”
Would Awareness please comment on this?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness would say, this is indeed a
document that needs discernment and that needs to be
looked at closely, for it is feeding on certain
perceptions of human sexuality that many are drawn to
and many hold, but it is a most limiting concept that is
being expressed here, and one that can lead to
enslavement, one that denies the male capacity for
self-awareness and self-realization.
This Awareness would say that the human
experience of the bonding of the male and female that
is achieved through sex and sexuality is of a very
strong nature, a primordial state indeed, but it is much,
much deeper and much more powerful than what is
perceived by most. Most think that it takes their
opposite gender to find completion, and as a male, one
needs a female to become whole. It is a basis of
society that wholeness is achieved only when this
bonding occurs; when the male and the female join
together in sex.
This of course is in reference to intercourse. There
are those who hold that only intercourse is sex. This is
incorrect. This is a side issue that this Awareness will
not go into deeply at this time, but it is so that at the
moment of conjunction, at the moment of unity and
the joining of two bodies, there is an energetic act that
occurs. There is a blending of the male and female in
that moment of deepest intimacy.
This book, this philosophy holds that this lasts for
weeks and months afterwards and that the male can
receive afterwards spiritual influence through the
feminine. This is partially correct. The assumption it is
so however, is erroneous. It must be understood that it
is always a two-way street here. The female also
receives from the male certain energies, certain
properties that allow her to find a completion, an
expansion, and a fulfillment.
The sexual energies are mutual, but unfortunately,
this philosophy in this document holds that the male is
bereft of the capacity to expand spiritually and it must
happen through a traditional heterosexual relationship
for a man to achieve any measure of spiritual growth.
This is completely false. For one thing, this does not
recognize or acknowledge that each human being is
complete and whole within himself or herself. It does
not acknowledge that the male has the feminine within
him, or that the feminine has the male within her.
Holding that this completion and spiritual
expansion can only be attained through the feminine is
to deny the masculine, is to demote it into a most
subservient position. This understanding does not
serve and it must be understood that while something
of union is created and achieved through sexual
intercourse through intimate bonding, that it is not of a
nature that the male comes as an empty vessel that is
filled by the feminine and carried along by the
feminine.
The traditional understanding is that the female is
the vessel to receive the energies and gifts of the
masculine, and that the masculine is then supported
and contained by the vessel of the feminine, and it is
why in that moment of sexual union and intimacy,
there is a feeling of wholeness and expansion.
This can be achieved in a solitary way as well. A
male can connect with the feminine within, the vessel
within, and the female equally can connect with the
masculine within, that which gives her an expansion
and power. The truth here is that humanity itself is
approaching this new awareness—this new
understanding that makes each individual responsible
for himself or herself and therefore they do not then
seek in another their answer and their completion.
The philosophy contained in this book, this
presentation would not allow this. In fact it curtails
even the examination of this discovery of the blended
male/female with the opposite that is within
themselves. It curtails the expansion in consciousness
that each might achieve in the investigation of their
individuality and wholeness, their spiritual wholeness
as well.
This Awareness therefore, cannot support the
premises of this book, for it is a much more complex
matter, and while it is possible through sex and sexual
intercourse to reach heights that cannot normally be
reached on one’s own in terms of sexual satisfaction, it
does not mean that one cannot reach heights within
oneself of spiritual awareness, spiritual integration of
the masculine and the feminine. Respect and honor the
opposite gender. Accept and honor that one is
complete, one is whole.
When one understands this concept, when one takes
responsibility for oneself and accepts ownership of
one’s own life and does not make another responsible
for his or her own completion and fulfillment, freedom
is achieved. When one is a responsible individual, free
of entanglements and beliefs that another must support
them and fulfill them and complete them, that
individual is then capable of moving further along in
awareness and understanding.
Furthermore, when one has achieved such
independence and awareness, when one then comes
into a relationship with another who is equally free and
whole and complete, that which is created in this
coupling is much greater than two half individuals
coming together seeking in each other their completion
and fulfillment.
The sum total of two whole individuals who have
come together is much greater than that which is the
result of current philosophies of such matters—the
philosophy of need and neediness, the philosophy of
irresponsibility: expecting others to provide for one the
keys for one’s own development.
This is a matter of great importance. Society itself is
beginning to face this, but there are still many taboos
against sex and sexual understanding and awareness.
Unfortunately, this particular book that is being asked
about is not one that accelerates the understanding of
the sexual energies or human consciousness. It is one
that in fact enslaves and retards such growth and
development.
This Awareness cannot and does not recommend
this particular book or this philosophy. This completes
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the answering of this very complex question. There is
so much more in regards to this matter and this
Awareness welcomes future questions on this topic
and of this subject.
MOM DISTURBS SON WITH UNCANNY
VOCAL SOUND EFFECTS
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. And now a question from JL:
He says, “My mom likes to make sounds and noises
whenever I enter from this space to that space, and the
timing is very precise, whenever she hears my
footsteps coming, for instance from the kitchen to the
living room or vice versa. From my intelligence, the
ordinary male could not perform this feat like the
female does. Could Awareness please comment on this
particular female mentality behavior consciousness,
their purpose behind the behavior—to enlighten us? It
makes me feel very fearful. Thank you.”
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates first and foremost, the
individual is making an assumption. This individual JL
is making the assumption that all females have this,
and that males do not. This is untrue. This is
inaccurate. What he must understand is that it is
simply a personal experience with his mother than he
is having, and it is his mother that is responding this
way. It is not so of all females across the board, nor is
it truly a matter of something to be fearful of. It is
personal, in that JL is personally affected by this
unconscious action of his mother and it is making him
uncomfortable, and he is therefore projecting this as a
trait of the feminine across the board.
It simply is not so. However, what is true is that his
mother is responding to him and his approach to her
space and into her space from an unconscious level.
This Awareness does not see that she herself is even
aware that she makes such noises. This Awareness
also states that it is a very personal matter, a
subconscious matter as well that is at play here. The
mother is hearing sounds of an approaching individual,
and she has within her certain subconscious
parameters and beliefs upon the hearing of the
approach of another.
Even if consciously she realized it was her son, it is
not from this conscious level this woman is responding
from. It is from the internal, it is from the
subconscious. It is in a fear response to the hearing of
sound that indicates someone is approaching. Added to
this, there is unconscious or low self recognition of
who the individual is that is approaching, and thus the
sounds are aligned to this understanding. They are
expressive of the inner state and recognition that the
son is coming into the room and this Awareness would
say that they are sounds that are reflective of a fear
state of the subconscious.
This is generally first and foremost the fear of
approaching strangers, then secondarily, fear of the
son as he approaches, her space being intruded upon. It
is an apprehension of the situation. This Awareness
wishes to be clear here. It is not that the mother is
afraid of the son. It is more than she has at a
subconscious level an internalized fear of ones that
approach her, the apprehension of some exchange that
might be distasteful or harmful.
This is at a very unconscious level and this
Awareness does not wish JL to understand by what is
being said here that the mother is fearful of him. It is
simply that the low self, the subconscious is
responding, and part of the response is the issuance of
noises that are to break the ice so to speak, to let the
son know she is aware he is coming, and this is why
she unconsciously is making sounds.
It does not have to do with her being consciously
afraid. It has much to do with certain personal
experiences she had as a child where she learned to
make sounds so that those who were approaching her
knew she was there, so that no harm could come. This
is a very deep and personal issue that this Awareness
does not wish to go into any deeper.
It is simply saying to JL that what he is picking up
is his own reaction to this unconscious fear that is
being expressed by his mother, and he knows he is not
a danger or a threat and he is somewhat affected then
by the sounds that she is making unconsciously. It is
all played out at a very unconscious level here, and he
is to have forbearance and tolerance and
understanding.
This situation is a personal one between his mother
and himself, and there is nothing wrong here. It is
simply an example of how the low self may respond in
certain situations; a response that the conscious mind
is not even necessarily aware of. He too then responds
at an unconscious level and is uncomfortable with the
situation. He is not to project this as something that
applies to all females, for it most certainly does not!
But he is to be congratulated for understanding that
this unconscious response of his mother is troubling to
him and upsets him.
Now he needs to develop a deeper compassion for
his mother, and if he wishes can project to his mother
as he is approaching that all is well and that she is
well, and the situation will go well. This should help
certainly for JL himself, as he releases and lets go of
his own personal apprehension in such situations. This
completes this answer.
WAS MOHAMMED GROOMED BY THE
EARLY CATHOLIC CHURCH TO UNITE
ARABS AGAINST JEWS AND TRUE
CHRISTIANS?
QUESTIONER:
Thank you, Awareness. The next question is from
LJ, and she has come across some readings that state
that many of the people surrounding Mohammed were
early Arab Catholics, including the brother of the older
widow that Mohammed married. Mohammed was
groomed by elements within the Catholic Church to
unite the non-Catholic Arabs as a force against the
Jews and the true Christians that the Catholic Church
was working to suppress, so that they could take back
Jerusalem.
This force eventually became too powerful and “out
of control” of the leaders in Rome, and this was the
true origin of the Crusades: an attempt by the Catholic
Church to put the Genie back in the bottle, so to speak.
Would Awareness please comment?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This question and what it is asking can be seen and
understood on two levels. There is first the historical
accuracy of this claim, the accuracy of a hidden group
in power trying to control and manipulate a situation to
their advantage. This was the early power of the
Catholic Church, and it could be said that there was an
attempt to unify the Arabs under a more Christianized
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belief system that could then be used to favor the early
church, to be used against those of the Jewish faith and
to recapture Jerusalem.
From this historical point of view it would also then
be accurate that what was created left their control and
became something worse than the situation with the
Jews and the control of Jerusalem at that time. It
became an intolerable situation. The Genie was indeed
released from the bottle, but the Genie could not be
recaptured and stuck back into the bottle, even though
there were attempts through military operations, those
operations now known as the Crusades to do this, to
regain control, to return the Genie back to the bottle.
It could not be done, and thus another religion
became available upon this planet. This is one point of
view and understanding. Another is the understanding
that this was part of a much greater plan, a much
greater design for humanity and for this planet, and
from the higher levels of Spirit it was seen and known
that the creation of this religion would create future
situations centuries down the road that would be used
for the purpose of those times to advance humanity, to
create situations that would be necessary at those times
to assist the evolutionary process.
Therefore, even though the actual actions may have
been through the authority of the early Catholic
Church that was the ‘present power’ for those times,
there is a much deeper reason and purpose. This is
how it is. One can always identify the circumstances
that have created situations, but seldom is it taken any
further. Seldom is there an understanding that perhaps
there are even greater forces at play behind the scenes.
This is across the board. This happens time and time
again. It is happening now in these present times.
Certain situations worldwide are playing themselves
out. They can be understood from their political and
economic sources. They can be understood from the
point of those in power manipulating and controlling,
but seldom is it ever presented that perhaps there is an
ulterior design behind this, an ulterior and higher
purpose behind the events that are unfolding.
Therefore, this Awareness would conclude by
stating it is imperative that when one is observing the
present situations that are unfolding, one always
remembers there is purpose and design behind the
actual actions themselves.
This Awareness is complete in the answering of this
question.
THE MYSTERIOUS BLACK STONE OF
KABAA: AN EXTRATERRESTRIAL
ARTIFACT WORSHIPED BY THE
MUSLIMS
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. The next series of questions
is also from LJ. They concern the mysterious black
stone of Kabaa. The background is the Hajj pilgrimage
to Mecca, one of the great religious observances in
Islam. People often associate the Hajj with the familiar
image of devout Muslims making the journey to the
Kabaa, and seven times circling the ancient stone
building toward which they pray. What is less
commonly known is the presence of a holy relic,
literally a cornerstone, that is part of the worship.
“The origins of the dark stone remain a mystery, not
only to the Muslims, but also to geologists, scientists
and historians alike. This is referring to the black stone
of the Kabaa. The black stone is a Muslim relic, which
according to Islamic tradition dates back to the time of
Adam and Eve.
Some Muslims believe this stone fell from the sky at
the time of Adam and Eve and that it has the power to
cleanse worshipers of their sins by absorbing the sins
into it. What is immediately apparent upon seeing this
relic is the obvious likeness to the female aspect. The
stone and the casing resemble a vagina or a vulva.
It has been said that the misogynist anti-woman
Muslim religion has its origin in goddess worship—
that Allah is a revamped version of the ancient
goddess Al’Lat, and that it was her shrine in the
beginning. Researchers have noted that the Kabaa is
accurately aligned on two heavenly phenomenon, the
cycles of the moon and the rising of Canopus, the
brightest star of Sirius.” Her questions are: Why is
there such a focus around the Kabaa in Mecca? What
is it about the Kabaa that makes it so important?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness will seek to answer this, for there is
much involved here. This Awareness will start by
explaining that the Kabaa is not earthly in nature. It
comes from beyond. It has connections with
extraterrestrial ones, those who were formerly known
as the gods of ancient times. These ones would be the
Anunnaki, those ones who came hundreds of
thousands of years ago to this planet and have been
here since. They have genetically engineered modern
humans and have placed themselves in positions of
Godship—gods and goddesses that controlled the early
peoples.
This stone, which has its connections to those
ancient times, is not of this earth and is recognized by
these ones who are devout Muslims, those who had
ascribed to this black stone certain properties and
characteristics and sanctity. This stone does hold much
power on the practicing Muslims and is an object of
their faith, an object that can be touched and interacted
with.
There is that tradition that this sacred stone will
absorb their sins. In an act of devotion and ritual—that
being the circling of the stone itself 7 times in the Hajj,
that will absolve the individual of their sin. This is
akin to the Christian belief that Jesus was a living
touchstone and he would take the sins of the world
upon his shoulders.
For many, the relic of crucifixion of Jesus on the
cross has a similar quality to it than what is achieved
by those who go to Mecca to the pilgrimage, the Hajj,
and the Christian ones who hold this do their own
form of ritualization of this philosophy and thought;
they have their own active faith as they go to their
churches and worship the icon of the individual Jesus
upon the Cross.
It is not as dramatic perhaps as making a pilgrimage
to Mecca. It is but a pilgrimage to one’s own local
church. But nonetheless, the energy is similar for it is a
belief that these relics contain power, a power to take
away sins, to absolve the sinful and to align them with
Higher Spirit, that being the spirit of their faith.
This Mecca, this point of attraction has ancient
roots, but has been used subsequently as a place to
bring individuals together so that the energies released
during the mass-movement of the throngs of people
around this touchstone, this black sacred stone or relic,
can be harvested, can be used.
This is that which is known as the Egregore, a
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concept well understood by those in power. The
Catholic Church for example, uses the Egregore to
draw energy from. Thus it is that at any time of the day
there are somewhere devotees who are gathered in
prayer in churches around the world, and the primary
day for this is Sunday for most. The point is that the
collection of masses for the one purpose: to extend
their religious need and beliefs, to project their
energies is that which is utilized by the Catholic
Church.
This is similar to the Hajj, to the gathering of
pilgrims, to their march around the sacred relic, the
touching, the movement of the energies that are there
and released and utilized by those who have the
knowledge of how to do this. These are arcane
teachings. This knowledge is deeply protected so that
the understanding of what is also being done here is
not readily available for the masses for it is understood
that if it is seen and comprehended that they are being
used, there may be a response and a rejection of this.
But as it stands at this time, the Kabaa, the black
stone, the sacred relic, has a deep history, and is
connected to the gods and goddesses of ancient times.
At one point it was goddess worship, and the imagery
seen within the rock, the vulva/vagina is part of a time
of goddess worship, so old is this rock, this relic. This
has been taken over, if you will, by later
developments, and this site became known as a sacred
place, one where magic could occur, where sins could
be absolved, where one could practice their devotion
to their god that was real and pertinent.
This sacred place is one of many—Jerusalem being
another for many religions around the world: the
Catholics, the Jews, and the Muslims. There are other
sites as well; Rome being the Mecca for the Catholics;
Salt Lake City being the Mecca for Mormons. Such
sites are necessary for power groups that work along
religious lines. This completes the answering of this
portion of the question.
The Sirius Connection
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. Another question is: Since
the Kabaa is accurately aligned on the rising of
Canopus, is there a planetary system on the star
Canopus that relates to all of this? Is there an
intelligent civilization in that planetary system that is
somehow working to have an influence on civilization
and the timeline here on earth?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
It is not so much seen that it is a present connection
or has relevancy here in these present times, as an
ancient connection, and a connection with the
feminine, the time of the Goddess, the time of the
female power, for it was once so that the world was
matriarchal instead of patriarchal as it is now. There
was at that time connection to that region in space that
is being asked of. There was relevancy then to the
worship of the feminine, the Mother, the Goddess, and
the connection to this region, this galaxy and this
system. This completes this answer at this time.
Underground Extraterrestrial Bases in Mecca
and Elsewhere
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. Is there some sort of portal
or UFO base beneath or tied to Mecca?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates this is in the affirmative.
There is seen an underground base, an ancient base
extending back millennia. It is even now active,
although it is not understood or recognized and has not
been exposed. However, there are those in the know
that are aware of this ancient alien base that lies
beneath Mecca.
This Awareness would also state that such
underground bases are contained under many of the
gathering center points of various religions and various
power groups. Thus there are bases under Rome, and
under Salt Lake City. These bases extend into the
mountain ranges in Utah. This underground complex
is worldwide, and there are many tunnels that stem
from the most ancient times that connect these
different centers and bases. It is so with Mecca, and
the base that exists there as well.
This completes the answering of this question.
Extraterrestrial Forces Related to Mecca
QUESTIONER:
If there are extraterrestrial forces related to Mecca,
are they working with the Orion/ Reptilian
/Zionist/Banker system forces?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness indicates that this is so. The
facilities under Mecca are connected via these tubes or
tunnels to such areas as Jerusalem and Damascus and
other areas in the Middle East and then beyond. This
Awareness would also state that this is still part of the
underground power structure of those in power, of the
Elite Cabal. There are many underground bases that
are active at this time. This completes the answering of
this question.
QUESTIONER:
How do the underground bases and the aliens relate
to the surface theater show that we see being played
out in the Middle East and North Africa that seems to
have so much to do with the world situation and the
world system that is being created by the Powers That
Be in an attempt to control the future of the planet?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
While this is a complex question, at this time it is
not deemed appropriate to go into this matter in any
great detail. There are certain forces active at this time
that are at play here, including the extraterrestrial card,
and they are working hand in hand with the Powers
That Be, but it must be understood that the Powers
That Be are subject to their extraterrestrial masters and
overlords, and it is so here.
The agenda of the Powers That Be is subject to the
wishes and needs of their masters, and if it serves these
masters to use their vessels or to use vessels that have
been manufactured due to the information and
technical knowledge that has been given to the Powers
That Be, then so it is. Not all of the sightings and
vessels that are seen in the skies in the Middle East are
purely the Reptilians or the Orions or the Greys. There
are many now that are part of a fleet that has been
created and piloted by human ones, but this is another
matter.
Suffice it to say that there is much that is occurring
in this region and in all other regions where vessels are
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being seen more and more frequently at this time, and
there is an agenda behind this matter. This completes
the answering of this question at this time.
Why Are Non-Muslims Kept out of Mecca?
QUESTIONER:
Her last question on this topic is: What makes
Mecca so important that non-Muslims are kept out of
the city?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
In some ways Mecca is no more important than
other sacred sites, but is being used by those who
access the Muslim/Islamic faith for other reasons:
power reasons, control reasons. Part of the plan is to
create a friction between the Islamic world and the
Christian world. The Muslims are being used to create
a tension, to produce an enemy at this time in
particular that can be focused upon and pointed to as
“the enemy.”
The reason for keeping Mecca closed to all non-
Muslim ones is simply part of a faith that has been
given and expressed through certain leaders that is
considered to be the requirement of Allah and God. It
is not. It is simply that which is manipulated and
controlled to further create a division between
Muslims and non-Muslims, to create an “us and them”
way of thinking for the extreme Muslims who would
seek violence and upheaval as ways of taking control.
The creation of such an attitude, such an “us and
them” attitude provides them with a sense of
superiority, a sense that the Muslim faith is the one
true faith, and all others are false, all others are the
infidels that need to be taken into their understanding
and faith or destroyed. There is little tolerance from
this side of Islam, of the Muslim faith, but it is not the
overall perception and understanding of the majority
of Muslims, just as there are Christians who would
hold that the Muslims are the enemy and must be
destroyed.
This “us/them” attitude that is in play is part of the
overall manipulation of the Elite, the ones who have
always used religion as a point of division, a point of
contention that can then be manipulated to create
situations of deep conflict and even war. This is the
purpose and the reason for not allowing non-Muslims
into Mecca. It is part of the division—the “us and
them” divide that all major religions use to one degree
or another.
The degree it is used by the Muslim controllers is
greater than what is employed now by the Christian
world, but once upon a time there was a similar
intolerance in Christendom, a similar division and
drawing of the line and the pointing of the finger; an
understanding that God was on the side of the
Christians and not on the side of the heathens or the
Muslims or the Jews, or whomever the perceived
enemy was.
This is an age-old tactic that is still being played out
to this very day. This completes the answering of this
question.
The “Us versus Them” Philosophy and the
Damage it has caused
QUESTIONER:
Thank you. The next question is: Islam seems to be
central to the manipulation and control to create
incidents to justify greater control of the populations
of the West in the name of fighting terrorism, control
of the world that would not have been tolerated by the
Western people and in America for any other reason.
What are some truths about Islam, good and
indifferent?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
As this Awareness was suggesting in the previous
question, it has been an age-old tactic to create
division, to create this “us and them” philosophy.
Another way of understanding this is that in order for
conflict, there must be a focus that can be blamed, that
can be assigned the role of enemy. This way of dealing
with matters is age-old. The most recent world
example that this Awareness would present of this is
the example of Germany in the Second World War,
with the movement of Fascism that made of the Jewish
people a scapegoat that could be blamed for much.
Many incidents that were used to point the finger at
an international cabal of Jews were false flag events,
events such as the burning of the Reichstag and the
blaming of the Jews for the destruction of the
parliament, and this further propelled people to believe
that there was an international conspiracy of the Jews
and that the Jews intended world domination and the
destruction of the Christian way of life. Again, this
was the tactic of the “us and them”, this tactic of
Divide and conquer.
The Jews were used as a scapegoat and many
atrocities took place due to this. This new example of a
scapegoat being used involves the Muslim faith and
the Muslim people. There is control and manipulation
on both sides, and many of the Muslims believe that
the true terrorists, the true evil is America itself, and
have proclaimed themselves in a Holy Jihad, a Holy
War against their enemy and the enemy of Allah.
They are great in their faith and have deep trust in
their leaders, but in a real way, they too are very
manipulated and controlled by certain ones who have a
true understanding of what is happening and are
manipulating events to create this schism and division
between people: the people of one faith and the people
of other faiths. The American people themselves are
also being duped and presented an enemy to focus on:
the Muslims, the Muslim Arabs in particular, they who
are the terrorists and who must be stopped at all costs.
Again, a false flag event occurred, which was 9-11,
with other false flag events also that have occurred
since 9-11, all indicating this Muslim extremist group,
these terrorists are very much at work and ever-present
as a danger. The Western World has bought into this,
and has believed their own leadership on this matter
and has been willing to go to war to defend freedom
and democracy, never understanding or recognizing
that they are not defending freedom or democracy. In
fact, they are taking freedom and democracy from
others, yet such is the brainwashing and propaganda
that is underway on both sides, that one side will
believe itself to be righteous and correct over the other
in forcing their will upon the others.
If it is so that the other side believes equally that
they have the right to force their will upon others, and
if they are facing an enemy of greater military might,
then they will be forced to use terrorist tactics,
Guerilla tactics and feel justified in the use of such
tactics to strike at their enemy, but the real truth is that
both sides are being manipulated. It is the way things
have been done for countless ages, and it is time to
awaken to this form of manipulation and control.
No one side has the moral right, the moral
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prerogative, the moral superiority to claim themselves
to be the true believers over all others. This is
manipulation and control that has imprisoned
humanity for many, many eons. It is the Machiavellian
concept of “divide and conquer” for if ever humanity
truly united against the true enemy and deceiver, many
things would cease to be, and humanity would be a
breed of people united in one truth, one faith; the faith
of the Spirit that truly is behind and within all, not
simply available to those who are practicing the
“right” religious faith.
This Awareness is complete in the answering of this
question.
MANIPULATIONS & MISCONCEPTIONS
ABOUT THE BIBLE AND THE KORAN
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. The Koran, the Holy Book of
the Muslims states that women and children are to be
treated with kindness and respect, and this does not
seem to be the case in the present day Muslim religion.
Also, when Mohammed said that a man could take up
to four wives, if he could afford them, many think that
he was referring to a time when many, many men had
been killed in war, and thus there were women who, if
they were not multiple wives, would not have a chance
to be mothers. Could Awareness please comment on
what the Koran states, and what is being practiced by
Muslims in the world today?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This Awareness would point not to the Koran first,
but rather to the Bible, and in particular the New
Testament. There are many truths in the New
Testament that subscribe to a concept of love and
honor of one’s friends, family and neighbors. Many,
many, many times over, the truth of the Bible has been
ignored or falsely interpreted and presented to the
people of faith in ways that are not a true reflection of
what Jesus expressed or taught, but rather to benefit
those in charge of the church and what it wished to
attain and achieve, in particular: control and power and
great wealth.
Now this Awareness will move to the Koran, also a
religious text that contains much in the way of social
responsibility and understanding. It is a text that also
contains many truths that have been ignored, that have
been misinterpreted or falsely interpreted in order to
achieve other goals and other purposes. These goals
are the goals of earthly power and control.
Thus, even though the Koran holds certain things
that are to be used in order to create a charitable
people, in order to bring the people together to take
care of one another and honor and respect one another,
various interpretations of the Koran and the words of
Mohammed have been taken up in order to pervert the
very teachings and misalign the followers of the Koran
to the original intent of the Koran.
It is the so with the Bible and the New Testament. It
is so with the Koran. Thus, contained within the Koran
are many teachings that emphasize honor, respect and
even love and charity for each other and toward each
other, including women and children. This must
always be remembered: that there is a difference
between the holy words of these two texts and the
political achievements and desires of those in charge
and in control especially at the top secret levels, the
levels that go beyond the level of clergy and rulership
of the priests and the mullahs.
Herein also is the reason why the second question
asked, the question regarding of taking of wives was a
misdirection by those in power to the intent of
Mohammed at those times. It was so that there were
many women, and few men, due to conflict and wars.
It was a desperate situation and Mohammed in his
writings acknowledged and recognized this. He was
not trying to create a system in which men controlled
and women were suppressed. It was a way of creating,
because of the social situation of the time, a means by
which all could be taken care of, especially women
and children who had lost a husband or a father; even a
son, for the sons were responsible for the caring of
their mothers and fathers.
This was the way of social welfare for those times as
there was no state welfare. Welfare was that which
was given to family members and ones in need by
individuals. It is why Mohammed preached charity
and the need to be charitable to others in need. He
understood that the situation was such that these
women and their children were being cast out, being
lost and neglected by ones who should take care of
them, and it is why he incorporated this philosophy in
the doctrine of Islam.
It is not because it was to suppress women or build
men up to positions of great power and dominance.
This Awareness would even say that what is practiced
today against women is an abomination to the Creator,
to the Divine, to Spirit. Yet it is also part of the
evolutionary path of many who do need to have the
peculiar experiences of such a distorted faith to the
magnificence of their teacher and their Messiah. It is
often so and has happened many times over, and the
Muslim faith is but a more recent example.
It could be said that the Muslim faith in some ways
is where Christianity once was. Christianity has moved
forwards but still has a way to go, just as the
Islamic/Muslim faith has a ways to go. But at this
time, what is important is not the blaming of one faith
over another, one religion over another, but the
understanding that all are humans having their
experiences at whatever levels of experience are
needed.
In this, one can then understand that this most
definitely applies to the individuals themselves so that
they can look deeper within to see within themselves
where they still hold to old vestiges of faith that they
themselves, through their own upbringings were given
and which were accepted at the deep subconscious
levels.
It is only by bringing these unconscious beliefs and
expressions of faith to the surface that one can truly
examine them in the Light of Spirit and then choose
what is right for them, whether they wish to be bound
by old religious contexts or whether they wish to step
into self-actualization and responsibility and find the
inner source within and not simply through a third
party, through an external agent as is now the practice
of most major religions.
This completes the answering of this question at this
time.
WHERE DO OUR THOUGHTS COME
FROM?
How Memory is Stored
QUESTIONER:
Thank you very much Awareness. Moving on to
another question by LK. He wants to know: “Where
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do thoughts come from? How and where are all of our
thoughts recorded and stored after we think them? And
how can they be located again to have any effect on
our current situation?”
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This is a complex question. It cannot be answered
from the physical alone; for many do not understand or
appreciate that there is more than the physical that is
involved here. In other words, many hold that the
physical is that which contains the experience. Each
mind, each brain, each physical brain has the capacity
to store much information, many thoughts in it, and it
is thus seen now as a super computer that has the
capacity to hold the many thoughts and the
information, but it is not understood how these
thoughts originate, where they spring from.
It is not understood truly how such thoughts, how
all information and experiences can be stored,
although there is research and there are thoughts and
suggestions of how it is that the physical cerebellum
can be the information receptacle, the holder of all
thoughts and ideas, et cetera. But this again is simply
an understanding of the physical level with no
perception or understanding of the intersecting levels
of consciousness that are in play.
The whole question of consciousness is a very tricky
question for those who are espousers of the physical
explanation, who believe that the physical explanation
is paramount to all other explanations and there is little
tolerance for the understanding that consciousness is
an event that exceeds physicality, that intersects with
it, but also intersects with those states of non-physical
being.
It is so that the physical instrument that is the brain,
the mind—the cerebellum in its physical expression
has the capacity to store certain information, especially
information that is required on a daily basis or is short-
term in nature. It also has the capacity to store long-
term memories, even memories of childhood.
This is the prerogative and concern of the low self,
the subconscious. This Awareness has explained in the
past that the low self is rather like a computer and it
has memory banks that can be identified as the
portions of the brain where memories can be stored,
but there is also another level of storage of the
memories and information and thoughts et cetera that
exceeds the physical that is held at an etheric level, a
non-corporeal level.
Herein lie many of the thoughts that one has, and if
one can train the low self to respond to the request to
retrieve old thoughts or memories, it can do so, either
by accessing those that are contained in a physical
matrix or those that are contained in an etheric matrix.
The intersection in this way is one that allows the
accessing of thoughts both in the physical and the
nonphysical.
Furthermore, as the original question was about
where thoughts come from, it is possible that many
thoughts come not simply from the physical interactive
playground of the mind, but also from this external
source of the mind. This Awareness is referring to the
many levels of connection in consciousness where
thoughts can be projected into physical thought.
This is complex, in that it is not a simple matter of
all thought coming from a physical source, biological
in nature, or that it all comes from Spirit Source or
higher levels of consciousness, for it is a blending of
both. There are, from those higher levels of
consciousness, certain thoughts that are projected into
consciousness through the High Self, low self and the
receptacle of the middle self.
There are thoughts that are purely physical in
nature or stem from a physical extrapolation of facts
and issues. This would mean that concerns on the
physical level can occur when one is in contemplation
because of one’s physical state. For example, one
could have hunger and thoughts might then go to food
and the eating of food to satisfy the hunger.
One could be involved in such physical activity that
causes thoughts that are associated with the physical
activity. One could be contemplating one’s future and
thoughts of how to attain that future could be the
result. But also, many other thoughts come forward
that are not always simply of the physical variety or
deal with physical issues and matters.
There are those thoughts that involve higher
conceptualization of reality for an example. There are
thoughts that become somewhat disquieting to ones
who are having these thoughts intruding on them. This
Awareness is now referring to such mental conditions
as schizophrenia where thoughts may intrude upon
one’s thinking and they may not be welcome thoughts,
for they may be projected thoughts by certain entities
that have latched on to an individual.
Then there are those thoughts that originate when
one is in nature and one is connected, for example, to
Mother Earth; not knowingly perhaps, not consciously
aware, but simply in the surroundings of the energies
and consciousness that is Gaia, that is Mother Earth,
and their thoughts may be influenced by the energies
of Mother Earth, but it is not recognized or realized
that their feelings of serenity or peace are coming from
this greater source.
Also, there is the state of being that is the human
condition, wherein humans are sensitive to others and
their thoughts. It is well recognized by many that when
they go to a shopping mall they often pick up many
strange thoughts and energies. For those who are of a
sensitive nature, such encounters with large amounts
of people are disquieting for them, for many of the
thoughts are not truly theirs. Many of the energies that
are being picked up on are not theirs, and yet are
having a personal effect.
This does not simply extend into the supermarket or
the shopping malls. This can occur in smaller groups
and settings. It can occur in a family where one is
picking up on the thoughts of another without realizing
that the other is thinking of these matters or projecting
any energies at all, and one will assume that these
thoughts are their own, whether they make sense or
not.
Therefore, it is to be seen that thoughts are received
from many different sources: from the High Spiritual
Sources to the mundane physical sources and it is an
intriguing journey to identify and recognize where
one’s thoughts came form, and to acknowledge
sometimes that they may be thoughts that are coming
from an extended consciousness, or they may simply
be coming from the state of one’s physical being if one
is for example, hungry.
There are many layers and levels and it is hoped
that this Awareness has given today, food for thought.
This completes the answering of this question.
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SYMBOLOGY OF DOVES BEING
ATTACKED
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. This next question is from
JD and she comments that on Sunday, January 27th,
two doves were released from the Papal Palace after
the parade for peace in the Ukraine. Since there are no
coincidences, what is represented by the crow and the
seagull attacking the doves? While feathers did fly,
eventually the two doves did fly away. Thank you.”
COSMIC AWARENESS:
One can see this matter in a symbolic way and can
state that as the doves were to represent spiritual
purity, that as they were released, those forces of
darkness did attack, this in the way of the crow and the
grayer matter of the seagull. This symbology is very
stereotypical. It represents the good, the bad and the
indifferent. The white doves represent the good. The
dark crow is that black force that would attack and
destroy the good force. The gray seagull is indicative
of the masses, the indifferent ones that often are
swayed by those who are the leaders, those who serve
the darkness and thus reinforce these ones.
The seagull was persuaded to attack the dove, for
seagulls do not normally show such predatory
tendencies, such aggression. Through such symbology
the dark ones have manipulated, used and controlled
for eons the mass power that is available to them when
they control the masses; this is the symbolic nature of
the seagull being there and attacking a white dove.
Thus from a stereotypical symbolic nature or level,
one could say that this event represented the light
against the dark and the escape of the doves was meant
to convey that despite the attack of the dark forces,
Light will prevail, white will rise up and the doves will
escape, and this of course, on the symbolic level is to
influence the minds of the masses. However, if one
chooses to look beyond this very straightforward
symbology, one must look also then deeper into the
organizations involved.
The Vatican is well known for its corruption.
Presently there is one who is there to reform. This is
the proclaimed purpose, but if one truly understands
that the Vatican, the Roman Catholic Church has been
very heavy handed for thousands of years in the
control and manipulation of the people, and have been
servants to the Elite and the Powers That Be, then one
would seriously question whether this group, this
organization is all that pure, all that White.
They have used a psychological trick to convey a
message through the release of the doves for peace in
the Ukraine, that shows them to be ones with the
White hats, the Good Guys, the ones who are here to
be spiritual in their leadership, to be the spiritual
leaders. But if one truly is aware of this aspect, this
hidden truth of the church, their intent and purpose
which is still to serve their elite extraterrestrial
masters, the action of the release of the doves must be
questioned and looked at differently, for if the ones
that supposedly represent this state of spiritual purity
and Clear White Light, the ones that represent the dark
may not be whom they seem to be either.
In other words, if it is symbolically presented that
the Roman Catholic Church is the dove and connected
to all things of that symbolic nature, and it is not so,
then equally, it may not be so that the crow in
particular is an evil dark force or creature. It may be
those who are beginning to stand up to the church,
stand up to the political religious leaders that have
control and that the masses are beginning to side with
this opposition to those in control.
If one were in control and used deep psychological
techniques to affect human consciousness at deep
levels and if this same group understood that there was
danger, that these ones in awakening and challenging
could bring their own power down and their own
dynasties to ruin, then this must be combated and
opposed. These ones who are in control usually do not
use direct blunt action, but use the manipulation of the
psyche and the collective unconscious.
The popular movies that were available recently,
The Da Vinci Code and Angels and Demons by the
author Dan Brown have fascinated many because they
have dealt with symbology, but they have also opened
to the collective mind a deeper understanding of
symbology, not simply unconscious acceptance.
Therefore, in this seemingly random event that
seemingly has no significance, great statements were
presented—those that seemed to be the obvious
statement, and less obvious as well.
Therefore, this event could be seen to be one that is
showing the hands of those who have for so long con-
trolled and manipulated and are still trying to control
and manipulate. Ultimately this small event is not of
the deepest significance, but it is significant enough to
pay attention to and to observe. This completes this
answer by this Awareness at this time.
DO WE INHERIT ANXIETY/DEPRESSION
GENES?
QUESTIONER:
Thank you Awareness. The next question is from
GL. He’d like to know specifically if we can suppose
that our mind has inherited anxiety/depression genes,
the genes which are caused largely by emotional
trauma happening in earlier stages of our life, one
generation upon one generation, to the extent that our
mind has evolved more toward anxiety-based, and
upon thinking of something we’re inevitably feeling
anxious inside? Would you please comment?
COSMIC AWARENESS:
This is indeed an interesting question, for it poses
that age-old debate in psychology, the debate of nature
versus nurture. Is it so that humans are as they are due
to biological reasons that they have no control over, or
is it true that they are the product of their environment
and the nurturing that they received?
In the end, this Awareness would say that it is both.
There is the biological component that predisposes the
human toward this situation or that situation, but it is
not only a biological component at play here. The
nurturing effect of one’s upbringing and the
circumstances that surround that upbringing have great
importance in establishing in human beings their
mindsets, their beliefs, their interpretations and
understanding of reality.
This Awareness cannot say that the human being
has an abundance of anxiety genes or genetically that
the anxiety humans are feeling is biologically
predisposed and this is how and why humans have fear
and apprehension and anxiety. What this Awareness
would say is there have been genetic alterations to
humans, to the modern human, the homo sapiens, that
have created a situation where fear can control and
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manipulate for there is an natural timidity and
fearfulness in most human beings.
This is not necessarily universal, in that there are
humans who do not have such high levels of fear and
these ones have done courageous actions throughout
history. The individual known as Columbus was of
such a type, and in his actions of courage and trust and
faith and conviction, was able to take three ships into
the unknown. During the voyage when no land was
sighted for days upon days, the crew went into
fearfulness, for they were afraid their lives were in
jeopardy, and this was part of a human response to
situations of danger or threat.
But the individual Columbus, even though he too
was concerned, held to his course, and the result is
well known by all Americans, as America was
discovered, or at least the island that is now known as
Haiti and the Dominican Republic was discovered.
Nonetheless, in future trips he did discover other areas
and the exploration and conquering of the new lands,
the New World was underway.
This Awareness would say here that it is important
to realize that even though there may be a biological
disposition due to the way the humans have been
manipulated genetically, it does not mean that this
cannot be overcome, for each human being has the
capacity to overcome fear and doubt, even though it
seems to be such a natural characteristic. It is
important to realize one can access a higher state of
being, a higher state of consciousness.
One can acknowledge the fear and doubt and
confusion, even panic and hopelessness one is feeling
and hold that all will be well. It is possible. It is also
part of the human experience to deal with such
negative fearful situations, but unfortunately, there are
many who feed upon this weakness and inability for
humans to rise above and beyond their natural fears or
their imposed fears.
There are many, including the Powers That Be,
because they have engineered it to be so, who work to
keep humanity in a state of fear and anxiety, pushing
to the forefront that part of each human that has fear,
that has angst, that is afraid that things will go badly. It
is the norm even, to express this as the reality that is
so. Many do not believe that things can go well and
that there is always something that will go wrong, and
they anticipate this, they look forward to this and they
believe in this, for it is what they have been taught.
This way of thinking is part of a negative nurturing
process that the subconscious does hold and puts into
play and into effect. It is therefore important to also
recognize that when one has experiences that are
negative in nature and that predispose them to
afterwards believe only in the worst-case scenarios,
that it is possible to reprogram the low self, reprogram
the computer of the mind. This too is part of the new
realization that one is not simply subject to the
programming and to the negative nurturing of each
and every human being.
The understanding ultimately is that there is a need
to go behind the question of nature versus nurture to
understand there is a new way; that each human being
is not the result of only one or the other, or perhaps
even both in tandem, but rather the result of a higher
level of consciousness that is seeking a physical
experience to play out in, to have this experience for
the benefit of one’s spiritual growth and one’s soul
development, to take back into the collective soul, to
increase what is understood by the soul as it too is
seeking evolution and its own development.
When one understands one has a third option, this
option being an extension into higher conscious
awareness and understanding, then the question of
whether the human is a product of nature or nurture
becomes redundant. It does not fit the new perception
and understanding that one can rise above both, can
rise above the natural selection that is held by many,
that has predisposed each human being to only a
physical spectrum of response, or the opposite that
frees one up from the programming of the mind, of
attitudes and beliefs that imprison and ensnare one.
Both are strong in and of themselves, and united,
present great difficulty to free oneself up through more
traditional means that reflect the thinking of restriction
and limitation. It is only by passing through restriction
of thought and limitation of mind, only by expanding
into deeper conscious awareness and understanding
that true freedom lies, true understanding and
awareness that will allow one to evolve and progress.
This completes the answering of this question at
this time. This Awareness is now complete for today,
but does ask the energizer to bring this session to
completion now.
THE COSMIC TAROT
Key Number Four - The Emperor
This Awareness indicates that you give your
attention to the concept of the experience. Consider the
experience and the experiencer. This Awareness
indicates that as you consider the experience and the
experiencer, that you reconcile the two into a
‘gnosperience’ where the experiencer and the
experience merge.
This Awareness indicates that to expire is to breathe
out, to inspire is to breathe in. This Awareness
indicates that the inspiration and the expiration relates
to the Tarot card, the Fool, Aleph. The Aleph is the
Cosmic Breath. The Aleph is between breaths, neither
breathing in nor breathing out. The Aleph is the
permeating element—Akasha, which is neither
inspiration nor expiration.
This Awareness indicates that the inspiration, the
drawing in of the breath, creates the Magician. This is
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the first life force within the body of the child to be.
This is the creation of God, the Word on the cosmic
scale. Through the inspiration, the drawing in of the
self from the universal breath, this creates the God, the
first cause, the child, the first-born. This Awareness
indicates that once this breath is taken, there must
follow the expiration.
The breath being given out is related to the creation
as authored by the Magician, by the self within the
child. As the breath is given out and the creation is
expressed, this expression is acted upon. That from
which the subject drew its breath, the expression is
acted out upon the mother, upon the universe from
which God came, from which God created himself.
This Awareness indicates that this expression
then, of this breath, of this life force, of this spirit, of
this creative energy, then creates form. This form
created from the merging of the creative breath upon
that from which it drew itself - the High Priestess, the
mother, the universe, the unconscious - as that form
which then begins to repeat itself, and this is the
Empress. This Awareness indicates that this then
moves as form in imagination, that this form moves as
images, and the images relate to undefined levels.
The High Priestess is the void, as that which is open,
waiting for the expression of the Magician. It is the
mother waiting for the personality of the child to begin
to unfold on her, as the universe is waiting for the
creation of the God within. The High Priestess then
taking this expression, begins to move and takes form
according to the expression that is placed upon her.
This Awareness indicates that the mother begins
to take form and becomes the kind of mother that the
child makes and molds her into. The universe becomes
the universe that is created by the God. The great
Mother Earth becomes that kind of earth that is
projected by the creator within the body of each
individual. As you see the world, so it becomes.
This Awareness indicates that the High Priestess
then begins to take form according to the desired
creation, and this form becomes the Empress. The
form is repeated, the images are reflected, and the
images then become repetition. This Awareness
indicates that the Empress is the repetition, the echo of
the thought, of the word, of the creation.
The child and his first attitude toward the world
creates the experiences throughout his life. Only he
can change this. This Awareness indicates that as the
God creates the universe, he must abide by his
creation. This becomes for some, the creation of
Frankenstein. This Awareness indicates that for
others, this becomes the creation of heavens. This
Awareness indicates that the mind is a place of its own
and can make a hell of heaven, or a heaven of hell.
This Awareness indicates that this then moves
into the creation of the definition of the form. Form
itself is still capable of being molded. The mother is
still waiting, responsive, to see what she has brought
forth. The child is creating his mother and the mother
image. As she discovers how and what to do in her
relationship to the child, she begins to form more and
more boundaries.This Awareness indicates that the
Emperor card is the Magician having moved into form.
This Awareness indicates that this may be visualized
clearly as that in-drawn breath which then moves into
the expression to the very tip of each expression and
begins to create from there. This would be likened
unto the dragon breathing flame, wherein the attention
and awareness of the dragon is on the tip of the flame.
This Awareness indicates that the entire dragon is the
fire, but the tip of the flame is that which becomes the
significant point.
This Awareness indicates this is the Emperor. The
creative force, the desire to control, has moved from
the Magician level of creating form, into that which
sets boundaries of form. In moving from the Word
into definitions of the Word, this then is associated
with the Emperor card.
This Awareness indicates that the greater the
definitions, the greater the boundaries, the greater the
limitations placed upon this form, the more this is
termed the rational or the scientific or the mental
levels. In this respect, mind may be associated with
fire as that which is focusing toward a point, as
focusing toward that which is being limited. Mind
creating controls may be likened unto fire. In the
astrological sense, mind is associated with air.
This Awareness indicates that this level that is now
being discussed is the alchemical sense. This
Awareness indicates that the limitations then being
placed on form, as that which begins to mold and
design and structure that world, that universe, that
mother, that home, that domain into which comes this
Magician, this new self.
This Awareness indicates that the acquisition of
words by the new creature, by the new child, by the
new god, by the new self as that which begins to create
more and more control over the domain. These words
then begin to have power. These words then begin to
mold the domain, begin to mold the images, begin to
set up certain fixed structures. This Awareness
indicates that these structures become rigid, become
static, become tight and controlled.
As this begins building to greater and greater levels
of control, as these words are used for greater and
greater control as the limitations are placed, the form
then becomes not capable of being manipulated by any
other than those who have the strongest amount of
mental force being generated on this form. This
Awareness indicates that the Magician as the Emperor
is capable of focusing and holding his will. The
Emperor is molding his will.
This Awareness indicates that the will must be
understood. The will is the record of deeds, the record
of that which is to be, the record of that which is to be
given to those who follow. This Awareness indicates
that those who follow and wait upon the will of
another are those who become his heirs. This
Awareness indicates that when you inherit the will of
another, that you then are subject to that which he
gives you.
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If in receiving a fixed form, an entity believes that
form to be unchangeable, then that remains with him.
This Awareness indicates that those who mold form
are those who persuade others that form cannot be
changed, other than what they give. This Awareness
indicates that this relates unto those who say, "This is
the law, this is the rule, and this is the line beyond
which you dare not cross."
This Awareness indicates that these structures
can be broken by any who have greater will and
understanding than those who set up the structures.
Those who wish to break rules, who wish to break
laws, must first break these laws through
understanding that the law itself is but a restriction
which is being placed in order to create rigid systems.
This Awareness indicates that such restrictions can
only create rigid systems if taken seriously. When
these systems, which are placed with great control,
great attention, and great systematizing are not taken
seriously, but are taken somewhat light, they begin to
lose their power.
This Awareness indicates that this can be very
delicate in a relationship, for if not taken seriously
enough, there can be intense violations by those who
would be taken seriously, upon those who do not take
them seriously. There must be communication and
understanding on all levels for this breaking down of
law to work its course.
That which breaks down laws is that which works
against the Emperor, which works against the structure
within the mind itself, which works against the
enslavement and control by that which would set up
hierarchy systems, structures, and systems to mold the
form and matter and entities into certain behavioral
patterns.
This Awareness indicates that in breaking this
down, form then begins to free itself and move back
towards imagination levels. This then moves
consciousness back from the material level to the
immaterial level, or the formative state. When this
occurs, mind becomes capable of having jurisdiction
over matter.
Mind always has jurisdiction over matter and
indeed does form and shape matter, but this is little
known to most entities. As consciousness begins to
move back into levels of form where the form is not so
structured as is matter, that mind then begins to play a
greater and greater role in the formation of things on
this plane.
This Awareness indicates that which matters to
the entity, to the Emperor, to the God, to the child, as
that which he focuses on. The greater the focus, the
greater becomes the matter. In materializing things
into significance, this moves into form and creates
gravity. This becomes that which has mass, that which
has its own magnetic center.
This Awareness indicates that in saying Mass, the
gravity and the focus does draw. This Awareness
indicates that all of this is symbolic and is making use
of the Tarot and its systems for molding
consciousness, for molding society, for molding this
world.
This Awareness indicates that in releasing
significances, that the gravity begins to leave from the
situation, and spirit flows in, humor flows in. The
humor is like a bubble that fills and permeates the
particles that went in to make the gravity, that went in
to make that which became the significant focal point.
Humor, and humanity, and human qualities, and the
humus of the soil are that which contains the life force
of Aleph, the breath, the Akasha. It is this that contains
spirit.
The spirit moves into that which has mattered and
begins releasing that which has moved into matter
until the matter itself becomes one of insignificance
and one of expansion to the point where the polarities
begin to lessen, fall away, and the matter itself begins
to lose density. The vibrations of matter then begin to
speed and relate back and forth between polarities at
such rapid speeds that eventually it blows out any
polarities in its own confusion.
This confusion then is filled in its space between
these particles which have lost their polarities, and
what results is termed anti-matter and that which is
termed cosmic dust, relating without purpose, without
end, but experiencing the breath of Akasha, the breath
of Aleph.
This Awareness indicates the breath just
described between inspiration, drawing in, and
expiration, going out, as that which is the universe
itself. This takes eons of time. This breath has within
it many, many, many multiples of other breaths. Each
breath has within it many, many, many multiples of
other breaths. This may be likened unto seeing light,
which draws together and then suddenly explodes
outward into a vacuum, scattering many particles.
Each particle reflects the total action that occurred.
Each particle is a miniature reflection of the great
action. Not only is this particle of light reflecting the
great action, but down inside of it are miniature
particles that reflect its own action. The mirror goes on
and on into infinity. This Awareness indicates: As
Above So Below.
The planes of reflection continue into infinity. This
Awareness indicates that this is the breath. The breath
then reverses and the planes of infinity begin moving
in the opposite directions.
This Awareness indicates that the interaction of
the movements of light moving first in one direction,
then meeting with darkness and moving in the other
direction, wherein the darkness then becomes the light
and the light becomes the darkness and they reverse
the directions; this is what keeps all things living,
keeps all things in movement, and keeps all things in
consciousness.
This is that which creates consciousness, the
interaction and relationship of one to another. The
multiplicities of this light moving first as light against
the darkness, then finding itself reversed and being
darkness against light, also relates to the Law of Cause
and Effect, the Law of Karma.
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This Awareness indicates that all of this relates to
the fourth card, the Emperor. The fourth card is that
which sees, and as light and as consciousness, moves
into the form that has been taking place and begins to
create and define with light what is happening. This
then relates to that which is called mind. This is the
rational or conscious mind, and this is the ego, and this
is the will.
This Awareness indicates that this ‘will’ begins to
chop out what is unnecessary, and what is not relevant.
The will is that which is the light. This Awareness
indicates that this light moving into darkness is in
reference to the positive force moving on the negative
force. This relates also to the sadist with his or her
control moving in to violate the masochist with his or
her need for security and attention.
This Awareness indicates the degree of over-
balance relating to this action of light and darkness is
that which is termed polarity. The intensities of light
in one area, the intensities of positiveness in one area
appear to deny darkness in that area. This Awareness
indicates that this is in extreme polarity. The area
where there is little light, where there is almost
complete darkness, this is the other extreme.
This Awareness indicates that neither darkness nor
light is that which is good or evil, but the light has the
appearance of being the more powerful, in that it gives
the senses the ability to control. This Awareness
indicates that for this reason, the light was termed
good and the darkness was termed evil.
This Awareness indicates that the polarities are
necessary for each other. You cannot have the good
without the evil. You cannot have a god without a
devil. You cannot have the male without the female.
You cannot have the Emperor without those who
follow an emperor. The polarities, the extremes of the
god, the extremes of the devil, the extremes of good,
the extremes of bad, the extreme of an Emperor and
his followers, the extremes of the sadist and the
masochist, are that which can lessen, and are that
which can move into greater balance.
The light needs not be quite so bright, and darkness
need not be quite so dark. When this occurs, the light
is not valued quite so much and the darkness is not
feared quite so much, and there comes that peace, that
eve of resting, that time when things may be accepted
and not feared and not grabbed at as though they were
the only things that one lives for.
This Awareness indicates that the will may begin to
lessen. The will may become responsive to what is
occurring. The breath itself needs not come in so
deeply or go out so quickly. When the will becomes
lessened, when the experience becomes less valuable
than the experiencer, when the two begin to merge,
when the two begin to change places with each other
to the point that neither is more significant than the
other, then comes that peace. Then comes that quiet
that is termed even, that is termed heaven, that is
called the Garden of Eden.
This Awareness indicates that this is likened unto
Hong-Sau Yoga on the cosmic scale. As the breath
moves into the inspiration, which is the drawing in of
the light, and the expiration, which is giving out the
light, the extremes of drawing in and the extremes of
giving out may become less and less. The
concentration of the entity in breathing in this manner
focuses on the point between the breaths, and the
breath then going out or coming in is of no
significance. The point where the breath is out and
where the breath is in contains the silence and the
peace.
This Awareness indicates that as one concentrates
more and more on this time between breaths, this time
begins to take on greater and greater significance and
becomes more prolonged. Eventually without the
entity knowing it, the breaths become shorter and
fewer in between, and the time of interval between
breaths becomes much, much longer until there is little
breathing at all. There is so little breathing that from
the casual look, the observer would think the entity to
be dead.
This Awareness indicates that this is suspended
animation. The suspended animation of the universe is
that which can occur, and which does occur. The
action brings about that state termed heaven, which is
even - by which, consciousness can see all things.
This Awareness indicates that when this occurs, this
relates to a certain cycle of the universal breath.
This Awareness indicates that these cycles of the
universal breath relating to deep breathing, deep
interchange of polarities, or light shallow breathings of
polarities, and does relate to and explain that polarity
within the breath, within the atmosphere, that does
relate to the zodiac signs.
This Awareness indicates that there are zodiac signs
relating to the twelve divisions of the day. There are
twelve divisions of the year, and there are twelve
divisions of the solar cycle. There are twelve divisions
of the grand cycle, and there are twelve divisions of
the universal cycle. This goes on infinitely with
whatever descriptions and names entities care to place
on this.
This Awareness indicates that the universe is as
big as light can reflect. The universe is created by the
drawing in of breath and the expulsion of breath. The
drawing in is that which brings light to a center, and
the expulsion is that which releases it.
The universe can grow or be as small as anyone
wishes that universe to be in his own observations.
The universe may be within one's own head or may
take telescopes and thousands and millions of years
and studies to see, for as one looks out for the
universe, he creates that universe with his own light.
This Awareness indicates that the movement of
the breath is such that it can grow can grow with
greater and greater polarity, in and out, in and out,
faster and faster, until one is breathing heavily and
feels that something must be done. At this point, there
is the oxygenation and the mind begins to hallucinate
and visualize strange things. This then becomes that
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level of imagination. The hyperventilation throws one
into the level of experiencing what has occurred.
This may be likened unto mental or consciousness
masturbation. The extreme intense breathing leads up
to the climax, which becomes the hyperventilation.
This gives certain emotional energies, certain energies
for the purpose of greater expression, when used with
understanding. Too much hyperventilation can cause
one to pass out. Passing out is merely the movement
into the door of the imagination through the door back
into the Empress.
This Awareness indicates that the movement into
the Empress is likened unto moving into one's
subconscious or unconscious mind, as you desire to
term this. This Awareness indicates that the
movement into the unconscious mind is moving into
the breath that does not contain the light, which the
eyes see. This contains the light, which the third eye
sees.
This Awareness indicates that the third eye sees
through the in-going breath, the inspiration. The two
eyes see through the expiration, the outgoing or the
light side of the breath. The eyes see that which
relates to the radiation levels. The eyes work through
a radiating energy that goes out and follows the light
particle to the source of its reflection. The third eye
relates to the incoming particles, the incoming side of
light—the dark side. This is the impression, or
inspiration.
This Awareness indicates that the particle of light
itself must be seen as a breath, a miniature breath that
is in constant explosion and implosion, coming in and
going out. As it moves in, it takes on the form of
darkness. As it moves out, it takes on the form of light.
The balance of light in a particle changes according
to the time of day, according to the time of year,
according to the seasons, according to the cycle,
according to the platonic cycles, and according to the
various ages on all levels.
This balance of light and darkness within the
particles is the yin and yang, and is that which creates
the differences between the signs of the zodiac. It
creates the differences in ages, and creates the
differences in the various forms according to the place
of birth, according to their place of being at any given
moment.
This Awareness indicates that the identification
and accumulative effect of these particles of light
creates certain psychic levels within the entities
containing such particles of light. This creates certain
personality expressions of the characteristics created
by these particles of light, and creates certain
exteriorizations of these personality quirks, attitudes,
and so forth, and in this manner, the entities' lives are
built according to the pattern of the Breath Form, the
balance of light and darkness within their own
makeup.
This Awareness indicates that this is related to the
time of birth and to the place of birth. This can always
be changed to some degree by understanding of this
polarity makeup and the change of polarity may be
directed by identifying with that concept, that law
which is above that level which needs to be changed.
This Awareness indicates if you would change
the cells of your body, if you would change the
polarity within the life cells of your own body to bring
these into greater balance, you must work on the
attitudes. If you would work on the attitudes and
emotions of your own body, you must look at certain
concepts. Looking at these concepts, you may bring
the attitudes and emotions into certain alignment and
balance.
This Awareness indicates that if you desire to
change certain concepts within your psyche and bring
more light to one side and bring these into balance and
eliminate certain darkness from the other side, this
may be done through attention. Attention coupled with
action changes the concept. The attention coupled with
action brings about an understanding of the concept
from a new level.
This Awareness indicates that in moving with
attention that is coupled with action brings about
understanding. The understanding begins to filter
down and becomes the law above the other laws. This
then begins to bring into alignment and into balance
the polarities by which one before was victimized.
These polarities through understanding move into
balance. This may relate on the level of religion and
philosophy, down through social and personal
relationships, down through business relationships,
down through casual communication relationships,
down to family relationships, down to personal
relationships within one's own psyche, and down to
one’s cellular relationships, the relationships between
the various parts and organs of one’s own body.
Eventually these polarities move into balance through
understanding.
Understanding comes by slowing down the
polarities, the breath, the extremes, in order to look
with attention and move with attention and action.
This Awareness indicates that the Emperor in
giving attention begins to discover and to experience,
as well as to create. When the Emperor can create and
experience his creation simultaneously, that he is part
of that total action. When he can only create and does
not experience his creation, he is one-sided and
sadistic. When he can only experience his creation,
then he is masochistic.
The creation is the outgoing breath; the experience
is the impression, or the incoming breath. The balance
between these two where the breath does not exist but
permeates without moving in or out—this level of
suspended animation in terms of consciousness, in
terms of matter and significance, is the ultimate point:
the breath, the Akasha, the Fool of the Tarot, the
catatonic state of the universe, the mystic state of the
religious teachings, the universal mystical state of
mystery, the experience as being the story or my-story.
This Awareness indicates that this silence is
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valued above all other levels, for from this silence, one
can see clearly and can know the direction from which
he comes and to which he goes. This is the mystery of
my-story. This Awareness indicates that looking back HOW TO GET THE CAC MONTHLY NEWSLETTER
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The trance level by which this Awareness may
communicate is in the level between breaths, between
polarities, and between the actions of one's life.
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are generated by physical action may still contain
within the psyche of the individual having those
breaths, the realization of that peace that was
experienced during that silence.
This Awareness indicates for this reason there is
no need for entities to move into the mystical state and
remain there eternally. There is no need for entities to GOT QUESTIONS?
move into a catatonic state and stay there. They may
go out into the world and continue to relate. This Cosmic Awareness is once again asking for
Awareness indicates that you take your light into the interesting general interest questions we can
darkness, and discover, and share with those who have ask Awareness for possible inclusions in future
not yet discovered this. In this manner you lessen the issues of this newsletter.
extremes of polarity within the breaths.
This Awareness indicates that the fourth card, the
Question Lady Zoey suggests especially the
Emperor, is that which would direct and control the
things you've wondered about all your life---
creation of the Magician, is that which would control
that nagging question that pops into your mind
the Empress, the form of the universe, the mother, the
every now and then. Also, Zoey suggests for
domain that has been created. If the Emperor is to
folks that find a fabulous video and want to ask
control and guide this creation, the best way for all
a question about it, please summarize the video
concerned would be to abolish the office of sole
into your own words, then write your questions
Emperor and nominate all other entities as Emperors
and submit them to Awareness.
also.
This Awareness indicates that when all are If you're using the Post Office please mail
Emperors on this earth, then the attention and detail to your questions to:
the creation can move into greater and greater
beautification and may express the creative ability of
the masses of consciousness.
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the extent that all move as a hive mind. The bee within
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any other the right to be. The hive mind then is info@cosmicawareness.org
wherein all Emperors become the New Being.

November 18, 1971

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