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Tonight we come here to class this talk was just to prepare you mentally for the hell you have to go
through. Yeah, class is very fine because.... Look I was supposed to be in Espanola, our secretary
general (?) need your prayers, she is going to go tomorrow for a operation which and she is a very
honorable, divine woman, more divine than word can spell it, more honorable than it means. And she
is going to go under knife and we are prayerful. So I decided I have never canceled a class, so I flew
in, I will teach the class and I'll leave back. I'll teach the Thursday class also because I said so, I'll fly
back in. And I will teach you the Thursday class. I'll not like to cancel it for any reason. But I need
your extra prayers for the best human being on the Earth, that's all I can say about her.

So tonight I am going to give you a gift which as a Mahan Tantric I should not normally do. But you
are my kids and I am just in a good mood and, and we are going to do it but it, it has to be done, it is
not something, it is not you, you business, it's thing to do, we will go into the last layer of the stem of
the brain and make it penetrate through our central system and with the front lobo we will effect the
pituitary and we are going to do it here, it is not something (?) institute has to record it on a computer,
we'll do it right, right there by the clock, this modern clock and a old fashion all right, just cooperate.
Okay, let us participate, let us see all these yogis saying things is something real works or it's all
stories, right.

You know you have these two fingers and lock these three fingers and you know this, shake it up,
shake it fast, shake, break the magnetic field with a very powerful strength, break it. If you break it
right and don't be dumpy you will, you will feel this finger will become like eaty finger you know the
eaty finger, (?) it is a magnetic field just, just cut it, cut it. Cut your magnetic field forcibly. Use the
power, use the strength, cut it, cut it, cut it and breathe very slowly. Cut strongly and breathe longest
breath you should not breathe more than two times a minute. Breathe in, hold and breathe out, cut,
cut, magnetic field, your own body magnetic field cut it, see how much relaxation; no bourbon can do
it. It is a fun thing to do. Cut the new sense, cut, I do it sometime, when I am very tired I do this. I go
crazy doing it I love it,

(Student: Laughter.)

I know how it, how it will be done. You got to do the same, you got to go little crazy, you got to do it
strongly, and you do it like a lunatic does it, you know, (?) it is just, it is just saying nay to personal
magnetic field and break it with a jerk, heavier the jerk smallest is the breath you will have the miracle
you will see it.

(Student: Laughter.)

Eyes, I never read that, it is not written. I wish you should do something with the eyes but it was not
there.

(Student: Laughter.)

I can't, I can't say it because normally I don't teach my teachings, these are not mine, they are exactly
what they are, so exactly you, you are right, they didn't say anything about eyes. All they said is, the
strength of the cut should be so powerful the person can cut his own magnetic field and the mastery
on the breath will show that you may only breathe once a minute or maximum twice, this is what it is
written, that's exact line I am translating to you. And I am looking at the watch and you can put your
eyes in the heavens on the planet Earth, doesn't matter. But if you just do it.... You have to become
lunatic to do it, I do it everyday so I know it. You have to become totally jerk angry because once you
start breaking the magnetic field and feeling it, it will blow your head far further than and breathe very
limited.
Oh give it a cookie. Yeah, hey give a cookie in advance, doesn't matter. Yeah, children have their
own class you know, they are beautiful.

Cut, cut, cut, cut, cut strongly and hold the breath.

Where is your little number hey, (?), she is here, silent today, unusual, unheard of.

Come on folks, I want you to excel, I want you to win, control the breath at the same time when you
cut your magnetic field, it's very amazing.

You want to know the advantages of what you are doing. Centuries old nonsense which you are
holding inside, you can get rid without even repeating it. You know you have fears, you have lot of
things, right. If you, if you just cooperate you will get and if you do it correctly; breathe minimum, not
more than twice because that is later on I have to put you on a gong sound and you will be passed
out, so get to it.

Look at this young group one, two, three all in one line, come on, you are going to be doctor, you
have to have that strength, come on, hurry up. Don't worry (?) she is getting better and better
everyday. At least she is so and so right, you know it is just like that. I do it, look watch I am doing it.

(Student: Laughter.)

I am not breathing you can come and check. I breathe almost once in two minutes and I go really
heavy, body sweats, head goes in circles and muscles goes fall apart. And thereafter I just jump up
like a spring bolt and it, it will give you the strength of a toad.

(Student: Laughter.)

Student: (---)

YB: Yeah you are laughing toad is the strongest living thing in the planet which, which recreate itself
after being dead by its own self or (?) own self, it is very powerful thing. Come on, get mad but hold
the breath tight.

Come on Avatar Hari, what is this, you are sitting in your office, show your little madness, come on,
like that lady she say, once he gets mad I will withdraw the divorce paper.

Hold the breath tight folks. Breathe minimum and power, yeah doctor you have to write a note on it.
What miracle of the brain, you see this is right here. It cannot only take away (?) your worries and
nonsense it will take your memory of the worries, haunting thoughts. Break of your magnetic field and
holding of the breath is responsible for take away from you any haunting thought. You must have
seen these guys who come to take the ghost out they do lot of weird things. They do actually nothing,
they break the magnetic field, that's it because everything is magnetic psyche.

Hello, come on, you are better than me, I did this morning I looked crazy, but I did it anyway because
I had a long day. I want you to be happy, I want you to get rid of the garbage, that's all I am saying. I
am asking you to not recycle it, throw it away in the space beyond you. Come on, come on, get mad
once in lifetime.

Hello, hello, you can open the eyes and look (?) now you are doing right. I am watching, I want
everybody to participate with a full force to see for yourself that what I am saying which means or not.
Look folks it is you alone which can survive the excellence, nobody else. All methods and no
methods doesn't mean a thing.

Now you should be creating the labor pains by now, that is how it should look like if those ladies have
given birth to a child should reach that point. That's how it happens once you do it precisely. There is
a syndrome they call it before, what they call that premenstrual syndrome.
Student: (---)

YB: Anybody is suffering with that?

Student: (---)

(Student: Laughter.)

YB: Do it this see what it happens. I am trying to ask you to just because that is also one part of it
because mostly all of you are men and woman are going through premenstrual circle with the cycle
without knowing it. This premenstrual syndrome they call it now, yeah. Cut, cut, cut, cut, cut hold the
breath and cut. Cut, the strength in cutting and holding the breath, fighting your own...

I know now why people don't come to the Kundalini Yoga class, I fully understand. I never
understood all these years because here you have to work. You want somewhere there is a couple of
few words, philosophies and you are certified you are okay. One of the most popular thing was send
twenty-five dollars and you will be ministers, send thirty dollars you will be Sanyasi, remember those
eras? What, sixty-five dollars for special personal mantra, right oh my God.

Come on, come on, cut, cut, cut, cut hold the breath and cut, fight, fight your own magnetic field.
Look there is nothing, you got to break your shields to let the garbage get out of you. It is not
something which anybody can do except you for yourself. You will sweat if you really do it right.

Hey look guys, I have, I sat today two hours in dental chair for surgery and I still I am teaching class
right. See, what this exercise can do. Come on harder, harder, we have about three, four minutes
only to go, harder. Have mercy on yourself, help, hold the breath, cut, cut, cut, cut. Cut, cut, cut,
strongly like a lightning.

Well, well, well you have one minute and exactly fifteen seconds, that's all you have, try your best.

Now there is a only last minute left, harder, harder for that minute. Hold the breath for as much time
and just cut as much you can, get it out maximum. Thirty seconds, harder dear harder, harder, for
those thirty seconds little harder. Everybody has their own range, that is not a bad idea.

Fifteen second folks, fifteen seconds, five seconds get ready, now please inhale deep, put your left
hand on the heart center and put your right hand like as you are taking a solemn oath, breathe very
slowly long deep and let the breath go and breathe again and hold, close your eyes and we will take
to you to the space sound. We will create two and two and a half cycle and six megawatt, theta
current by the gong and God willing we'll get the needful done. You have to come and catch this that
is (?), tight yeah.

Concentrate in the front of your forehead by eyes closed and go in a solemn posture.

(The gong tape is played)

Side – B

(The tape continues)

(The tape stops)

Inhale deep, deep and hold your breath, let it go. Inhale deep again, hold your breath and
synchronize your body, hold, with all the strength at your command to distribute it equally in every
muscle and fiber, let it go. This is very special what you are going to do now. Inhale deep completely
and solidly and the hand you have raised, right hand, squeeze that only tighter, tighter, tighter, as
much as you can tighter, relax.
I was just kind to you because along with that my body got involved and pain became unbearable but
because it wanted to go out and that's is how effective it can be.

You cause your problem, you nurture them, and you enlarge them, you create your monsters and
that is not right. I don't know where you have studied and where you have been living and what you
think you are. Just, just forgive every negative thing in your life, just forgive it to get out of it. Carrying
all negative memories, carrying all negative events of the day and imagining everything negative is a
human playground, get rid of it. Never it was useful nor it is useful, nor it shall be useful, won't make
sense.

Earth is revolving and you are trying to make it stationary, well where is the justice. Stop your little
games and let the big games play and let the heavens take care of things and enjoy life, your every
moment.