And this time, it is really real

For the Last Time I will not deny it

Jashtine E. Jingco How can I forget you? If I keep on remembering our
11 – OLGC memories out of the blue
Those happy memories that turned to bittersweet
What a beautiful day memories
I’m sure it’ll be a lot of fun today Yes, bittersweet memories. Why?
Have the chance to bond with my friends Because every time I remember them, all I can feel is
Oh wait, I’ll see you again heartache
After almost 3 months When can this pain go?
Or exactly 3 months I already want to let go
Am I ready to face you? Let go of the pain I’ve been keeping since the first day
Is this the right time to know what my feelings really Let go of the memories that once became the best days
are? Let go of you who became the best guy I ever had
I am not ready Oh wrong, the best guy I never had
Should I just tell my friends, my parents didn’t allow Because you were never mine
me? And now you are a property of someone else
But they will never believe that Someone who you truly deserve
No no no. I can do this Someone who don’t treat you as a reserve
I can face you Someone who you can give you trust
Then time comes Someone who can love you so much
You’re in front of me right now And if you are happy with her
Hi, it’s nice to see you again Then I can finally feel at peace to let go
It’s been a while, you look happy now Let go and give you to her
A lot of words in my mind And I hope you’ll stay strong together
But none of them left my mouth Yes, there is no forever
I can’t talk to you right now But I know you’ll make her feel the forever in lifetime
It is different now Not infinite but ‘till death do you part
We are different now You are bounded to be one in front of the Almighty One
Then your eyes, your eyes that usually give me smile And I am bounded to find the good in goodbye
But now, your eyes lead me to cry So, goodbye my love, for the last time.
Why? Why all of a sudden?
We were okay before but now, we are like strangers
Do not know each other
Never dared look at each other
You’ve changed a lot
From your hair then your smile
It’s like you saw her after you walk a mile
You are different now
Different from the guy I knew once
We wanted to talk
But you chose to walk away
You didn’t even look back
Well I think it’s my turn now not to look back
Because if it’s just for you, I will not bet on this love
which is pure
Months, years, time passes quickly
I thought I forgot you already
But it is just a thought unfortunately
I thought my heart already had an amnesia
But this is just the result of anesthesia
That helped me unable to feel the pain
But now my heart is awakened
I feel like I’m in chain, in chain of still having feelings
for you
After all these years, there is still