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Wu Wei (Non-doing)
and the Negativity
of Depression
SIROJ SORAJJAKOOL
ABSTRACT The anxiety of being drives us to the quest for security and certainty. The question
emerges, "what is the Way?" In an attempt to find the Way through cognitive process, we are
further removed from It. This parallel process takes place when depressed individuals struggle
with the negativity of depression. Wu wei is an invitation to return to the Way and to the self.
The self that embraces negativity is able to rest in itself.
Introduction
What is wu wei?
Siroj Sorajjakool, Ph.D., is Associate Professor of Religion (Pastoral Psychology) at Loma Linda
University, Loma Linda, California.
Cook Ting was cutting up an ox for Lord Wen-hui. At every touch of his hand,
every heave of his shoulder, every move of his feet, every thrust of his knee-zip!
Zoop! He slithered the knife along with a zing, and all was in perfect rhythm, as
though he were performing the dance of the Mulberry Grove or keeping time to
the Ching-shou music.
What is the secret of cook Ting? This is his explanation to Lord Wen-hui:
A good cook changes his knife once a year?because he cuts. A mediocre cook
changes his knife once a month?because he hacks. I've had this knife of mine
for nineteen years and I've cut up thousands of oxen with it, and yet the blade is
as good as though it had just come from the grindstone. There are spaces be
tween the joints, and the blade of the knife has really no thickness. If you insert
what has no thickness into such spaces, then there's plenty of room?more than
enough for the blade to play about in.2
Cook Ting was doing something, but his doing was effortless. It was effort
less because he did not force things to happen, he followed its flow. Wu wei is
acting in accord with nature. It is spontaneous. It is moving along in the
changing stream of life. If it is doing something and not nothing, then why
call it non-doing? Because wu wei also implies the process of emptying. Before
one can act spontaneously, one needs to learn the meaning of emptiness. Why
should one practice emptying oneself? Because it is the way to the Tao.
What is Tao?
Tao consists of pictures of a head, a path, and a foot. It is the Way. What is
the Way? "The Tao that can be told is not the eternal Tao. The Name that can
be named is not the eternal Name." We cannot come to a logical conclusion
regarding the Tao. It is beyond logic. It is beyond comprehension. But if it is
beyond, how can we get there? This is exactly the problem that Lao Tzu
wants to address. We think that we need to comprehend if we were to go
there. But we are already there without comprehending.
"The Tao," said the master, "belongs neither to knowing nor to not knowing.
Knowing is false understanding; not knowing is blind ignorance. If you really
understand the Tao beyond doubt, it's like the empty sky. Why drag in right and
wrong?"3
What is the Tbo? The Tao just is. I really like the answer Zen masters
offered when asked what is Zen. "The oak tree in the front garden!" replied
Chao-chou. "Three pounds of flax!" said Tung-shan.4
The Tao just is. You do not have to go away to find it. What is the 7ho?
Dogs chasing cats. Cats chasing rats. I am hungry. She is skinny. The sun is
shining. The Tao just is. It is here, Nansen (Nan-chuan, 748-835 A.D.), a Zen
Master writes, "The ordinary mind is Tao."5
While the Tao is right here, we are not contented. We feel the urge to go
elsewhere to find the Tao and we start by discriminating. We discriminate
because we want to know, we want to comprehend, we want to grasp, we
want to capture truth. We have a problem accepting that the Tao just is. It is
too simple, too ordinary, too uncomplicated. We have to go in search for this
source of life. As a result, it is not good for dogs to chase cats and we need to
protect rats' rights to be rats. It is alright for you to get hungry, but you
should not get hungry all the time. Skinny is not as pretty and too much
sunshine can give you skin cancer. In trying to comprehend the Tao, we drag
in right and wrong. What is, is no longer good enough.
This process of discrimination is the result of the way we cope with the
anxiety of being. We cope by trying to grasp and capture reality cognitively.
Why do we want so badly to capture reality, capture life? Because we want
certainty, security, structure, and meaning. Why do we crave for certainty,
security, and structure? Because, existentially, we experience the anxiety of
being. We experience the anxiety of being because we are faced with the pos
sibility of non-being which threatens to take away security, certainty, struc
ture, and meaning. Hence through the use of our rationality, the quest be
gins. This is reflected in the struggle of Descartes. In describing Cartesian
anxiety, Richard Bernstein writes:
How does the principle of wu wei help us return to the Tao? In Tao Te Ching
chapter 3 Lao Tzu writes:
Practice not-doing,
and everything will fall into place.9
The Confucian and the religious Taoist jump too far and fall on the other side,
while the hedonist, the Buddhist, and the recluse fail to get on it at all. Chaung
Tzu would smile at this situation and say, "You folks are too drunk with all those
ism' of yours. Just be yourself in the world, neither trying {wu wei) nor not
trying (wu pu-wei), and then you will find yourself on the horseback. For the
liorse' is none other than yourself-in-the-world."10
"At ease in your own life," this is the way to the Tao. This is wu wei. This is
non-doing. ease in the experience
At of negativity. Embrace it. Because life is
both good and bad, right and wrong, being and non-being. Tao embraces all
and wu wei is indeed an invitation for us to return home to ourselves. Wu wei
invites us to come and rest in this home. It may not be totally secure or
structured but there is enough meaning in this finiteness. There is no resting
place like home.
me." With this internal realization, one strives even harder and one comes to
grasp Kierkegaard's "sickness unto
death" existentially. A female college pro
fessor states, "(I was) thinking all the time, trying to figure out what was
wrong and what Iwould have to do to make things better." Similarly, a house
cleaner describes this process, "I'm such an analytical person that I tried to
figure out what was going on. I tried to analyze it, which made me even more
miserable because I couldn't figure it out." We try to fix and overcome the
negative and we depart further from the Way.
For depressed individuals, it is not just departing from theWay. It is being
trapped in a vicious cycle because every attempt at closing the gap, at fixing
oneself, is accompanied by negative self-schemata. Depressed individuals' eval
uation of themselves is affective based. Their feeling determines how they feel
about themselves. And they are filled with negative feelings. On top of the
negative feelings, they also are known to have negative memory bias, negative
perception, and negative evaluation of themselves. A male therapist writes:
(It was) the inner self critic. The inner self-hatred. Depression is a lot about not
having energy. (But) one place in my life where there was loads of energy was in
the self-hatred. There was endless energy for that and it was a powerful energy.
I couldn't make contact with people. I was blaming myself, re-evaluating my
whole life in the most negative kind of context. There was endless energy (for
self criticism). Iwould just wake up doing it (and) I would spend ten hours a day
at it, just blaming myself.16
Hence every attempt, every trying, every striving, every doing that seeks to
fix theself and overcome the negative is negated by the inner self-critic and
self-blame which is so intense that one actually feels worse about oneself.
When one feels worse, the gap gets bigger. When the gap gets bigger, one tries
even harder and the cycle continues. We strive to be good and to overcome the
bad and we keep walking further and further away from ourselves.
When I went through depression, I remember feeling very empty. I tried to
get rid of this feeling of emptiness. I did not realize that this emptiness sym
bolizes the fact that I journeyed away from myself. I journeyed from myself in
search for myself not realizing that in this pursuit, I slowly got rid of myself
until it was empty. I did not realize that this emptiness is not something I
need to or can overcome. It was, rather, a voice or an invitation for me to
come back to myself, to return home. Kuang-ming Wu writes, "authenticity
lies in coming back to oneself."17
How does one come back to oneself? Through the practice of wu wei. Wu wei
invites depressed individuals to return to themselves, to stop analyzing them
selves, to stop tying to fix themselves. Wu wei invites them to stay right
where they are even in the experience of negativity. This is where the Tao is.
Good and bad, right and wrong, light and darkness, silence and speech, wis
dom and ignorance. This is home. To go elsewhere is to betray oneself. When
negativity is embraced, there is no discrimination. When there is no discrimi
nation, the self needs not strive. Where there is no striving, the negative
schemata have nothing to negate. When there is no negation, the negative
affects lose their intensity. Lao Tzu writes, "When nothing is done, nothing is
left undone. True mastery can be gained by letting things go their own way. It
can't be gained by interfering."18
One day during the course of a conversation, a lady with chronic depression
expressed her despair, "I don't know why I'm so sensitive. Little things really
bother me. I know I should not be so sensitive but I can't stop it. I try and
everything just goes in circle. I really hate myself for being so sensitive." So
in the spirit of wu wei I said to her, "It is ok to be sensitive. Depressed people
are sensitive. If they are not sensitive, they are not depressed. Why don't you
give yourself permission to be sensitive. Enjoy being sensitive." There was a
little pause. Then I saw a smile on her face. "I feel so relieved," she uttered.
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1. Chuang Tzu, Chuang Tzu: Basic Writings, trans. Burton Watson, New York, Columbia Uni
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2. Ibid., pp. 46-47.
3. Cited by Watts, Alan, Tao: The Watercourse Way, New York, Pantheon Books, 1975, p. 38.
4. Abe, Masao, Zen and Comparative Studies, ed. Steven Heine, Honolulu, of Ha
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5. Ibid., p. 26.
6. Bernstein, Richard, Beyond Objectivism and Relativism: Science, Hermeneutics, and Praxis,
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9. Lao Tzu, Tao Te Ching, trans. Stephen Mitchell, New York, NY, HarperCollins, 1988, p. 3.
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11. Lao Tzu, op. cit., p. 14.
12. Pyszczynski, Tom, and Greenberg, Jeff, Hanging On and Go: Understanding the On
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13. Ibid., p. 14.
14. Ibid., p. 14-15.
15. Karp, David, Speaking of Sadness: Disconnection, and the Meanings
Depression, of Illness,
New York, Oxford University Press, 1996, p. 47.
16. Ibid., p. 48.
17. Wu, op. cit., p. 23.
18. Lao Tzu, op. cit., p. 48.