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Dhirtarashtra is continuing
his lamentation. Lamentation is also a very good thing. When your mind is in tension and you are in
anxiety and you can find somebody who can listen to you then this is like catarysis? Big relief and
you can release all you emotions. So Dhirtarashtra lost his sons all his kingdom everything now there
is no one. Of course pandavas are treating him nicely but he was also feeling a little bit embarrassed.
These are the same people he was fighting all his life he cheated them tried to kill them now he is
living with them by their mercy. So he is lamenting to Sanjay his secretary and making his mind a
little light.
When I heard that all Pandavas living in the forest and they are suffering there but still there having
love for each other they are not getting angry or anything like that. And they are performing various
activities in the forest then I realised that there is no possibility wining over them
When I heard that thousands of brahmacaris, students, brahmanas they were living with them and
yudishthira was feeding them every day then I became hopeless. So when pandavas went to the
forest practically the whole kingdom was falling there because they had so much love for them.They
were talking that if our king is living in the forest how can we live in the house? When king was
treated as God in India. Krishna also says that among from human beings I am the King. So how can
their God can live in the forest and they live in the house so they also went and especially the
brahmanas and many students and of course Yudishthira sent many of them back but still many
went with him. But where to eath how Yudishthira is going to feed them. So then sun God has given
this pot to them and he said that you can get any amount of the food from this pot but once the
draupadi eats and cleans the pot then you cannot get anything. So everyday he will cooking this pot
Draupadi and then give it to everybody and it was unlimited food coming out of that. It was a quite
good solution for food. Instead of doing this farming and doing fertilization and all cancer chemicals
just worship sun god get a pot feed everybody.
He says that Oh Sanjaya when I heard that Arjuna had satisfied Lord Shiva who has three eyes and
who is dressed as a kirata like a hunter and Lord Shiva has blessed Arjuna with this weapon known as
Pashupa astra which can actually destroy the whole universe it is so powerful then was no hope for
us to win over them. Arjuna was asked by Yudishthir to go and do austerities and please Shiva and
beg for him because in the forest they were preparing for the battle. They knew that these kauravas
are not gonna give us our kingdom back just like that. So Arjuna went and he was performing
austerities in the Himalayas. Was living like a celibate. And once there were a fight with Lord Shiva.
Lord Shiva came to test and there was one big wild boar which came there and Arjuna was chasing
it. And Lord Shiva came and said dont chase it it is my pig I am chasing it, And then they start
fighting. So Arjuna fought with Shiva and Shiva was pleased with his fighting abilities and then he
revieled himself and gave him the pashupa astra. So all these news will travel because kauravas also
tried to keep spies to find out where are the pandavas what are they doing.
nsamAgatAnmaharShibhiH purANaiH.
upAsyamAnAnsagaNairjAtasakhyAM-
When I heard that in the forest many sages are coming and meeting the Pandavas they are living
with them they have become friendly with the pandavas they are blessing them then I lost hope.
shakrAtsAkShAddivyamastraM yathAvat.
When I heard that Arjuna he has gone to heaven and he got divine weapons from Indra himself and
he was learning how to use them and everyone was gloryfing the weller and saliviation?? Arjuna in
the heaven. So I lost hope. Once Arjuna has gone to heaven to fight with certain deamons wich are
described in the next verse.
yadA.ashroShaM kAlakeyAstataste
devairajeyA nirjitAshchArjunena
yadA.ashrauShamasurANAM vadhArthe
kirITinaM yAntamamitrakarshanam.
And then when I heard that Arjuna went to heaven there he fought with these demons and he was
victorious. And Indra became so happy that he gave him a helmet. That's why one of the name of
Arjuna is Kiriti even in bhagavad gita it comes. Kirit means helmet crown. And Indra made Arjuna sit
on it own throne. So this was a big respect which Arjuna got there and everybody was gloryfing him
there as it is said in the verse earlier even his celibacy was glorified because when you are in the
heaven there is good chance to enjoy women. But Arjuna did not do that. And Indra he send Urvasi
because Indra was very please with Arjuna so he thought that Arjuna has to enjoy here. So at night
he send Urvasi to Arjunas room. And when Urvasi knocked on the door Urvasi opened it. He folded
his hands and said yes mother what do you want. So Urvasi was little embarrased and she said dont
call me mother there is no mother here Ive come to enjoy with you. And he said that I respect you
but that is not possible for me to do anything like that here. And then Urvasi became angry because
she also wanted to enjoy with such a person who is come from earth. And is very special. But Arjuna
refused. People would very happy to get something like Urvasi which is one of the beautiful nimbs
they have. But Arjuna refused and then of course Urvasi cursed him that you will become impotent
you will become what you call this yunak?? So of course Arjuna become very sad because he has to
become yunak. So he went and told this to Indra and he said dont worry this will be blessing for you.
Because you will have to live incognito and at that time you will become yunak for one year. So he
actually lived like a yunak for one year. And this became blessing because anyway he had to hide. So
this was blessing. He lived in womans court in the palace nobody would go there to seach him
because no one could imagine that Arjuna will be living like yunak he was so famous hero and the
fighter and is living like a yunak with the women. Teaching them dancing and singing. And he was
dressing like that like women. at least in India they dress like woman.
`yadA.ashrauShaM tIrthayAtrApravR^ittaM
tasmindeshe mAnuShANAmagamye
tadA nAshaMsi vijayAya saMjayA.. 1-1-189
And then I heard that Yudishthira Maharaj he is traveling to various holy places with the sage lomash
who is very famous. And he heard from lomash that Arjuna went to heaven and has attained the
divine weapons then I lost hope. And then I also heard that Bhimasena with brothers went to such
places were human beings cannot go. And that is the land of Kuvera and Himalayas. And they have
made friendship with Kuvera then I lost hope.
yadA.ashrauShaM ghoShayAtrAgatAnAM
Once duryodhana he wanted to travel to these pandavas because he thought that they are living in
the forest I can go there and attack them or trouble them there. Because they had no army nothing.
So then he went to the forest on the pretext of doing gosh yatra. Gosh yatra is something like you
know going on a picknick or a .... but when he went there he met some gandharvas he had a fight
with them and these gandharvas they defeated them and they caught duryodhana and made him a
slave. So when Yudishthira Maharaj heard it he told to bhima and arjuna you go there to get him
released. So they said why we should get him released it is good that our enemy got caught. He will
go to hell. So Yudihthira said no no no it is not like this. When we fight with others we are together
only if we have to fight with kauravas then they are enemies but if the third party comes then we
should be together and help them. He says that this is very nice verse actually I dont remember the
verse but the meaning is something like this that when we fight with each other they are 100 and we
are 5 and then we fight with third party then whey are 100 and we 5.
When I heard that religion personified Yamaraj he came as dissguised as yaksha and he asked
questions to Yudishthira maharaj and Yudishthira Maharaj answered all his questions satisfactorily
when I lost hope. Once the Pandavas living in the forest. Yudishthir became very thirsty so he asked
bhima that you go and look for water. So he climbed the tree and he saw some bird flying, So he said
that there must be some water there. So yudishthir said you bring the water because I am very
thirsty. So when bhima went he actually saw there was a lake. And he started drinking water first
himself and then he thought that he will carry the water. But when he was about to drink the water
he heard the voice from the tree nearby. There was yaksha sitting on the tree and he said dont drink
this water because that belongs to me. And if you want to drink water here first you answer my
questions. But bhima was very pround and he said what the hell this guys is talking like this. And this
water belongs to him this is the forest everybody can drink the water. He drank the water and after
drinking the water he immediately died. And Yudihthira kept on waiting waiting waiting and the
bhima did not come. So then he asked Arjuna that what happened he didnt came back. So Arjuna
also went and same thing happened and like this to Nakula and Sahadev. All the 4 brothers went and
never listened and they were also thirsty so they all died. And then Yudishthira himself came. And he
saw these four brothers lying there and he also wanted to drink water but then this Yaksha spoke.
And Yudhishthira said ask your questions I will answer them. So he asked him 100 questions. and ....
very nice questions. Yudhistira answered them perfectly. And I only remember one question this
answer used to be very popular. That what is the most wonderful thing in this world? So the
Yudhishthira Maharaj said that most wonderful thing that ,,,,,, some verse. That everyday so many
people are dying but the person himself thinks that I will never die. So he says that this is very
wonderful. So in this way he went on answering his questions and then yaksha was very happy with
him. And then he says that I am very satisfied and you can ask two of you brothers I can revive any
time. He says that four of your brothers died because they did not listen to me but I can bring two of
your brothers to live. So Yudhistira said you can bring Bhima and Nakul to life. So yaksha said that
you think again because you have to fight later on with the kauravas why dont you ask bhima and
arjuna. Because Arjuna is such a great hero what you will do with Nakul. Bhima is good he is the
fighter. So Yudhishita said that no I want only Bhima and Nakul. So Yaksha asked why is like that?
Why dont you want Arjuna and Bhima? So he says that the reason is that i have two mothers. Kunti
and Madri. And we three are sons of Kunti and those two are sons of Madri. And if I can ask if she
can revive Nakula and Bhima then both mothers have their sons alive. Otherwise all Kuntis sons are
alive and all Madris sons are dead. So that will not be fair because Madri was not more anyway. So
then Yaksha was very happy to hear this that you are so righteos person and I will revive all of them.
So he said that when I heard these stories then I lost hope of any victory.