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REPEATED STORY
HENRY GREENSPAN
‘This work is most fully summarized in Greenspan (1998) and is adapted here by permission of
Greenwood Publishing/Praeger. The work was also used in part in Greenspan (1999).
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Up Close and Personal: The Teaching and Learning of Narrative Research, edited
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All these dimensions are central in my first-year seminar. Here, I
describe one specific class exercise that we do toward the middle of the
semester. The relevant background is this:
Leon (a pseudonym) ,retold the story of a prisoner’s execution in each
of three different interviews I conducted with him over two months in
1979. The prisoner, a man named Paul Lieberman, had been caught trying
to pass a loaf of bread to his sister, who was starving in a nearby camp.
Lieberman was shot by SS-corporal Schwetke a few days later. It was apparent
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in each of Leon’s retellings that he did not remember having told me the
story before, and this was the only episode that he repeated in this way.
This story, therefore, seemed to be quintessentially Leon’s testimony-a
recounting that appeared to have a mind and a memory all its own. Even
further, at each of his retellings, Leon noted that this memory, because of
its horror, was precisely the kind of thing he rarely does remember, let alone
retell. So here we have a man repetitively remembering what he says he
hardly ever does remember yet without remembering that he keeps remem-
bering it. And, therefore, I ask my students, as I have asked myself, whar
it may be about this memory that makes it, simultaneously, so compelling
and so horrifying for Leon to recount?
What follows are the texts of Leon’s first two recountings of the episode.
I should say, however, that there are two important differences between
their presentation here and the way my students receive them. First, the
students have read much of the transcript of each interview, and so they
have access to a context that the excerpts alone do not provide. Second,
the students have read Leon’s own reflections about the significance of this
episode. As I will describe, I directly asked Leon about the story’s importance,
and why he thought he might have repeated it, at the start of his third
retelling and again in a fourth interview a few weeks later. Thus the students’
interpretations are meant to engage with Leon’s own.
You only go into it when you feel somebody really wants to know.
Somebody cares. That will prompt you to open up. Although still to a
limited degree. You won’t open up the floodgates. And dare to let it
completely take you over. You only do it to a limited extent.
But it can just come up-I was talking with someone who was
interviewing me, some years ago. And I was really trying to remember.
And I remembered a scene-I was in a little camp, and one of the
Jewish fellows was caught stealing a loaf of bread. Because his sister
was in a starvation camp nearby. So he tried to smuggle it to her. And
they caught him and beat him up severely. And we thought that this
was the end. But then they took us out to the Jewish cemetery. When-
ever there wasn’t enough work in the camp, they took us out to the
cemetery. To overturn the Jewish monuments, the grave-markers, and
bring them back to the camp. T o break them up and pave the muddy
roads. And they asked this fellow to come along. And the SS corporal,
who drove the truck, he asked this fellow to walk ahead of him. And
he pulled out his Luger and he shot him. And we buried him in the
Jewish cemetery.
And the funny thing was, I vaguely recollected this incident. Oh, 1
think I mentioned it once before to somebody. But now I remembered
the name of the corporal, the SS corporal, Schwetke. And I remembered
the name of the Jewish boy, Lieberman. See, before the war, I had an
excellent memory. Perfect recall. But after the war, something happened.
I have no memory at all. I carry notes in every pocket. Names-it all
has to be written down. Even visiting relatives. But here I came up
SAVORING A NAME
What, then, can be said about this episode and its retelling? For
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At least up to the point of the shooting, then (Leon will say more
about what happened after), both executioner and victim are known and
named. And we might wonder: Does this, in fact, provide the memory
something “human,” some “redeeming quality” in Leon’s terms, and there-
ATROCITY AS TRAGEDY
’This analysis of the Lieberman story is also given in Greenspan (1998, pp. 159-161)
People hadn’t become ciphers yet. They were still, up to that moment,
human beings. With a name, with a personality, And when they were
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gone, their image was retained. But the mass disappearing into the gas
chambers-, they’re just a mass of people going-, like in a slaughter-
house.
Leon also agreed that having names and bounded circumstances made
recounting more likely. In response to my questions about the Lieberman
story, he began to talk more generally about recounting in our third and
fourth interviews and offered a phrase-the idea of “making a story” out of
what is “not a story”-that has become central throughout my work on
retelling and in this course. He reflected,
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. You see a cause and effect relationship-a crime
and a punishment. But, see, this is a good example of how hard it is
to convey. You pose the question. I owe you an explanation. There are
a few elements you couldn’t have known.
You see, in a perverted sort of way, the SS were proud of this camp.
We had become their expert workers. They used to show us off! They
used to say, in German, they never saw ftulen work in such a fashion.
Despite the killing all around us, we imagined this was a little island
of security. And the Lieberman incident destroyed the whole thing.
You see, this was the moment of truth. Lieberman was a favorite.
Even to them, to the Germans, he was a favorite. He had smiling black
eyes, with so much life in them. All of a sudden we see no one’s life
is worth a damn. The very Germans you thought took this almost
paternal interest-they would kill you with as much thought as it takes
to step on a cockroach. And so our pipe-dream was shattered right there.
It was suddenly and dramatically shattered, along with Lieberman’sskull.
When Lieberman was shot-the moment before there was sun-, even
in a cemetery you were conscious of the world around you-, but with
this execution, the whole thing came to a standstill. It is like-, the
only reality left over here is death. Death-and we performing-like
a mystic ritual. I wasn’t aware of anything around me.
There would have been six of us. Six left. Six automatons digging
the hole. . . . And even the SS man Schwetke, he ceased to be real.
All of a sudden, he has left this known-to-you universe. And become
something else. . .
This is probably what makes it so unbelievable. This pure landscape
of death. . . . Even sound, even sound would be out of place. There is
no sound actually. There is no sound.
TO HOLOCAUST SuRvrvoRs
LISTENING I07
recapitulates all the other losses that the recounter has known-the loss of
other people, of course; but also the loss of hopeful illusion, of the “known-to-
you universe,” of tragedy and responsiveness and tellable stories them~elves.~
Although leading to so much loss, these accounts are themselves a
provisional restoration. They are tellable stories. And through their retelling
it becomes possible, for both recounter and listener, to respond emotionally
to the wider destruction-most particularly, to begin to grieve. Thus the
initial hunch of some of my students that the Lieberman story may be itself
a kind of monument-a memory that is also a memorial-bears fruit. Later
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’Along with the story of Mala Zimetbaum noted in the body of the chapter, such repeated or special
stories that we consider in class include Elie Wiesel’s much discussed account of the “pipel,” the “sad
angel” who was “loved by all” (1960) and Leon Wells’s account of Marek in his memoir of the
Janowska camp (1978). Wells’s memory of Marek is particularly close to the Lieberman story. Marek
was a young inmate, favored by both guards and other prisoners, whose execution proved that no
one had protection. “Marek is our symbol . . . ,” Wells wrote, “Even if the lieutenant likes us,
promises us a ‘long life,’ takes care that we get enough food, our end will be the same as Mareks-
sudden death. . . . We must not try to comfort ourselves with hope again” (p. 161).
Although it is, of course, a memoir “one-generation-removed,”Art Speigelman’s Maus (1986)
also contains a story of resistance and execution that has a unique capacity to evoke emotional
response-in this case, many years later. The only episode from his father’s recounting that Art
retells twice, and for which he twice depicts and confirms Vladek‘s tearful reaction (“It still makes
me cry!”), is the story of the hanging of the “black market Jews” (pp. 84, 132-133).
4Lena Berg’s memoir is included in Donat (1978, p. 311).
its inevitable limits and uncertainty because of its reliance on forms (and,
I suppose, beings) that are themselves inherently limited and uncertain.
When, in their course evaluations, my students write about the most impor-
tant thing they learned, this is usually what they say. Beyond all that
they have absorbed about the Holocaust and its survivors, they write that
understanding someone else’s experience is a much more tenuous process
than they had thought. They also write about now knowing that that process
is always full of choices-whether to pursue a conversation further or to
accept that, for whatever purposes, one has understood enough. Needless
to say, the issues here are not simply epistemological but profoundly moral:
How much understanding does anyone “deserve”?And, assuming a willing
recounter, how much understanding is any would-be listener obliged to
attempt?
In the case of Holocaust survivors, at least, my almost always generous
students usually answer the last question: “as much as possible.” And so
there is a special intensity when survivors visit the class, which comes
mainly during the last third of the course. That intensity certainly borrows,
in part, from the survivors status simply “as survivors”-the ones who were
actually there. Likewise, there is an inevitable drama (not necessarily produc-
tive), after so much time has been devoted to survivors’ words and texts,
to meet at last the people themselves. But I believe the intensity also derives
from all the time we have spent analyzing recounting as a process. Knowing
what can be entailed in survivors’ choices of specific words, the students
hang on every one, and consider (in classes that follow) why the survivor
chose those and not others. They anticipate stories made for “not stories”
and think about what is not said as much as about what is. They are aware
that what they hear is provisional and contingent: the result of a complex
series of compromises in which survivors determine what will be tellable
iThe qualifier “willing recounter” is, of course, important. Otherwise, the moral obligation might be
not to pursue conversation, and understanding, further. Similarly, the obligations are not all on the
side of the listener. In many instances, the recounter might devoutly wish that the part be taken as
the whole, and left at that
painter actually paint. As with most young people (and older people for
that matter), they are drawn to the opportunity to see someone actually
making something, to the excitement of knowing that the thing being
made is important, and to the exquisite responsibility of knowing that they,
authentically, are part of it.
In the end, then, I hope my students are both chastened and encouraged
by their immersion in Leon’s recounting and that of other survivors as well.
Listening is hard work when everything points to more, even including the
negation of speech and sound themselves. Listening well is always hard
work-to survivors, and not only to survivors.
Still, when Leon and others actually join us in class, I hope that my
students will be encouraged to their own participation in knowing: above
all, to a more spirited engagement than the images of simply giving testimony,
or simply receiving it, usually suggest.
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