not ok — Today at 8:04 AM

i'm sorry...
i wasn't there for you
and this, this it's my fault i know it and i'm sorry
please don't be sorry for me....
im not worth it...
and i just wont u to know that i got my phone taken away and i meant to tell you
sooner but i couldn't so i'm on my computer right now and if i had my phone then
i'd be talk or at least i want to talk no stop im so sorry and wen im with my older
sister or my close friends you are all i'd talk about and i was worred this would
happen and my friend that i've known sens like the first grade sed that we'ed be
fine but ig she was rong im sorry....
꧁𝕡𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕠-𝕜𝕦𝕟꧂ — Today at 12:37 PM
I’m rlly sorry this hurts me but i just can’t
not ok — Today at 12:38 PM
i know it does...
and im sorry...
꧁𝕡𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕠-𝕜𝕦𝕟꧂ — Today at 12:46 PM
U shouldn’t be it’s my fault I’m sorry
not ok — Today at 12:47 PM
no don't be sorry it's not worth to be sorry for me
꧁𝕡𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕠-𝕜𝕦𝕟꧂ — Today at 12:47 PM
No it is I really mean it I’m sorry
not ok — Today at 12:48 PM
why should you be?.....
꧁𝕡𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕠-𝕜𝕦𝕟꧂ — Today at 12:49 PM
I broke up with u and hurt both of us :pleading_face:
not ok — Today at 12:51 PM
well it's mostly mine bc i wasn't there for though and plus i deserve to hurt it's
my carma for being a bad kid for my perints even though im the only planed kid thay
had
꧁𝕡𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕠-𝕜𝕦𝕟꧂ — Today at 12:51 PM
Pls don’t feel down like that I really is my fault
not ok — Today at 12:52 PM
but how thats the only thing about this i don't get
꧁𝕡𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕠-𝕜𝕦𝕟꧂ — Today at 12:53 PM
U should feel down bc of me and I’m the one that broke us
not ok — Today at 12:53 PM
that's not entirely true...
꧁𝕡𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕠-𝕜𝕦𝕟꧂ — Today at 12:54 PM
It is
not ok — Today at 12:54 PM
no i didn't give you the love you deserve i wasn't there
꧁𝕡𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕠-𝕜𝕦𝕟꧂ — Today at 12:55 PM
No it’s not that
I could just feel something abt us that isn’t right...
I just guess I want to laugh but u never made me...
I want a... jokey relationship..?
not ok — Today at 12:57 PM
i know and i do too but...
꧁𝕡𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕠-𝕜𝕦𝕟꧂ — Today at 12:57 PM
But...?
not ok — Today at 12:58 PM
i don't know it...
it's just difficult
꧁𝕡𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕠-𝕜𝕦𝕟꧂ — Today at 12:58 PM
Yea
not ok — Today at 1:04 PM
and you know i'm the girl who is always there when you need a friend. i'm also the
girl who faces many issues alone, and that's why it's just difficult bc o thought
sm like this would happen but way wheres so its my fault that i couldn't give you
the relationship you wanted im sorry...
this isn't your fault...
it's mine
i'm so sorry i hope you fined someone who can do what i didn't do for you and agen
im so sorry
꧁𝕡𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕠-𝕜𝕦𝕟꧂ — Today at 1:20 PM
I’m sorry too u loved me and I should appreciate it more I hope u find another soul
mate that’s better than me
not ok — Today at 1:21 PM
your the best i think i'll ever fined....
꧁𝕡𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕠-𝕜𝕦𝕟꧂ — Today at 1:21 PM
No trust me there will be someone better for u in the future
not ok — Today at 1:22 PM
i don't know... no one really likes me...
like's me
and i don't really know anyone who idk gets me like you "do"
not ok — Today at 1:37 PM
i just have a question...
꧁𝕡𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕠-𝕜𝕦𝕟꧂ — Today at 1:54 PM
Sorry I had a little bit of school but what’s ur question
not ok — Today at 1:56 PM
why do you gfeel like it's not a good relationship besidws the hole "i want a jokey
relationship" thing im just wondering (sorry if that sounds meen)
꧁𝕡𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕠-𝕜𝕦𝕟꧂ — Today at 1:57 PM
I don’t know... something is just off... i don’t know how to explain it and part of
it I don’t know..
not ok — Today at 1:58 PM
oh do you know whats "off"?..... maybe?
꧁𝕡𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕠-𝕜𝕦𝕟꧂ — Today at 1:59 PM
Hmm idk I just want to laugh ig
not ok — Today at 1:59 PM
i tried to make you laugh ig im just not funny lol
꧁𝕡𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕠-𝕜𝕦𝕟꧂ — Today at 2:00 PM
Ur sweet tho and I like that
not ok — Today at 2:01 PM
thanks no one really thinks that of me they think im really mean that's just bc i
know that they don't care about me
꧁𝕡𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕠-𝕜𝕦𝕟꧂ — Today at 2:01 PM
Oh
not ok — Today at 2:02 PM
yea i just thought you cared but i know you did
thats why i wasint mean'
i just have trust issues
꧁𝕡𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕠-𝕜𝕦𝕟꧂ — Today at 2:03 PM
Oh
Same
not ok — Today at 2:03 PM
yea im sorry....
i broke your trust and i failed as a girlfriend :slight_smile:
꧁𝕡𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕠-𝕜𝕦𝕟꧂ — Today at 2:05 PM
Nono
not ok — Today at 2:06 PM
im sorry
꧁𝕡𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕠-𝕜𝕦𝕟꧂ — Today at 2:06 PM
I still trust u with my life
U didn’t fail it’s just that I’m not fit for u u need someone better
not ok — Today at 2:07 PM
but you... you were the best
꧁𝕡𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕠-𝕜𝕦𝕟꧂ — Today at 2:08 PM
Aww but it’s just a “me problem” like when they say it’s not u it’s me
not ok — Today at 2:10 PM
yea i..
i know
i'll miss you....
skye...
꧁𝕡𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕠-𝕜𝕦𝕟꧂ — Today at 2:13 PM
I’ll miss u too :pleading_face:
not ok — Today at 2:16 PM
oh and i realized something today
꧁𝕡𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕠-𝕜𝕦𝕟꧂ — Today at 2:16 PM
Hmm?
not ok — Today at 2:18 PM
I realized today that I have stopped living life. I am literally just trying to get
to the next day, just living in the thought of tomorrow. i'm not living im waiting,
but i don't know what exactly im waiting for. and im kinda scared of that might be.
do you get that or does it make sense?
꧁𝕡𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕠-𝕜𝕦𝕟꧂ — Today at 2:19 PM
I’m kinda confused
not ok — Today at 2:20 PM
what don't you get?
꧁𝕡𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕠-𝕜𝕦𝕟꧂ — Today at 2:21 PM
Kinda everything...
not ok — Today at 2:22 PM
how?
꧁𝕡𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕠-𝕜𝕦𝕟꧂ — Today at 2:22 PM
Idon’t know what u mean
not ok — Today at 2:24 PM
like i just umm oh i know how to explain!
꧁𝕡𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕠-𝕜𝕦𝕟꧂ — Today at 2:25 PM
K
not ok — Today at 2:26 PM
im working
on myself
for myself
by myself
and i guess i'm just not metily living enymore
꧁𝕡𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕠-𝕜𝕦𝕟꧂ — Today at 2:27 PM
Oh ok
not ok — Today at 2:27 PM
yea
꧁𝕡𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕠-𝕜𝕦𝕟꧂ — Today at 2:30 PM
Not meaning to sound rude but a lot of people are going through what u are rn so
it’s not rlly anything new and I’m bad at this kind of stuff sorry
not ok — Today at 3:27 PM
it's just fine :slight_smile: