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SYNOPSIS

Pregnant Laura is shot.

The best doctors fight for women's lives. Her husband, the
boss of the Sicilian mafia, must make the most difficult decisions of
his life: who to save: his beloved or his son...
What decision will Massimo make?
Will life without Laura still make sense to him?
Will he be able to raise his son alone?
Millions of thoughts stick to his head, but none brings
relief. He does not know how the fate of his family will unfold.
Whose will be the 365 days that we will follow in the third part of
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the saga?
"another 365 days" is a continuation of the best-selling series of
Blanka Lipinska on Laura Biel kidnapped by the mob boss
sicilian The previous books, "365 days" and "This day", sold
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Full of eroticism and sensational novel twists, in
comparison to the best-selling "50 Shades of Grey"
world, won the hearts of Polish women. If someone
thinks that Lipinska will be difficult to surprise again the
readers, you should fasten your seat belt, because "Other
365 days" is a roller coaster ride!

The projection of the series is being worked on. The premiere of the
movie is scheduled for Valentine's Day 2020.

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CHAPTER 1
some months later
The hot wind blew my hair while riding in a convertible
by the beach. Ariana Grande and her Break free song, which is
adapted to my situation like no other in the world, reverberated
through the speakers. If you want it, take it - she sang, and I nodded
nodding to each word and making the music even louder.
Today was my birthday, today, theoretically, I was a year older than
yesterday, today I should be depressed, and the truth is that I never before
I had felt so alive.
When I stopped the car at the traffic lights, the chorus started. The short ones
exploded around me, and my wonderful mood
did have to sing with her.
— His is... the part... when I say I don't want ya... I'm stronger than 6
I've been before... — shouting with Ariana, waving my hands for
whole place. A young man, whose car stopped right next to him, smiled
coquettishly and was amused by my behavior, hitting the
steering wheel to the rhythm of the song. Probably apart from the music and
unusual behavior, my suit caught his attention, today I had no
too much put on me.
The black bikini was perfect for me, purple plymouth , everything
it fit because it was amazing. My car, beautiful and unique, was a
birthday gift. Of course I knew my man didn't know
would stop there, but I liked being pampered because maybe
it was the end of the gifts.
It started a month ago: every day, for my birthday, he gave me something
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gifts... that's how he saw it. I turned my eyes to this thought and
I moved when the light turned green.

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I parked, grabbed my bag and headed to the beach. The day was hot,
midsummer, and I really wanted to see where the limits of the
Sun. I drank iced tea through a straw and walked around, dipping my
feet in the hot sand.
"Happy birthday, little one!" My man yelled and when I
I turned to him, a bottle of Moet Rose exploded in my face.
"What are you doing?!" He was screaming with laughter, trying to get out
of the water jet. Unfortunately, it didn't work. Like a
fire hose, I soak everywhere. When the
bottle was empty, he lunged at me and knocked me into the sand.
"Happy birthday," he whispered. -Love you.
At that moment, his tongue slid leisurely into my mouth and
began to do slow gymnastics. I moaned, wrapping my hands
around his neck and spread my legs as he moved his
hips and stood between them.
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gentle. He separated from me and looked at me with amused eyes.
"I have something for you." He wiggled his eyebrows happily and stood up,
pulling me behind him.
"Something like…" I was changing, sarcastically turning my
eyes behind dark glasses hidden from him. extended his
hand and took them from me, and his face became serious.
"I wish…" I stammered, and looked at him with amusement. then he breathed
He took a deep breath and fell to his knees, pulling a small box in my direction.
"Marry me," said Nacho, smiling through his teeth.
whites. "I'd like to say something wise, romantic, but I just want to
say something to convince you.
I took a breath, and he held up his hand to silence me.
“Before you say anything, Laura, think about it. A statement is not
a marriage, and a marriage is not eternity.— It pricked me
with the box in the belly. "Remember, I don't want to force you to do
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He was silent for a while, waiting for an answer,
and when he didn't get it, he turned his head and continued: "If you don't agree
okay, I'll send you Amelia, and she'll torment you to death.
death.” I looked at him worried, terrified and happy at the same time.
"Well, I can see that this argument doesn't appeal to you either."
ocean and after a while his green eyes came back to me.
"Then accept."
He kissed my stomach, then rested his forehead in an invisible curve.
"Remember, a family is at least three people." He raised his eyes.
eyes towards me. At least that doesn't mean I'm going to stop.
be.” He smiled and took my hand.
"I love you," I whispered. I was going to accept from the beginning when
you started to talk, but since you silenced me, I let you prove yourself to
yourself.” Her bright eyes laughed at me. -Yes I will get married
with you.
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When I first opened my eyes after closing them in the

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of tubes stuck to my body and surrounded by dozens of screens
showing the functions of my body. Everything was buzzing
humming I wanted to swallow my saliva, but it turned out that I had a
kind of tube in the throat. I was afraid of vomiting. if i
My eyes clouded over and I felt like I was panicking. So one of
the machines began to sound terribly, the door opened and
Massimo fell into the room like a ram. He sat next to me
and took my hand.
"Honey," her eyes were glassy. -Thanks god!
Black's face was tired and I thought he was half as skinny
from what I remembered. He took a deep breath and began to caress me on the cheek.
cheek, and when I saw it, I completely forgot that the tube
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suffocated Tears began to flow from my eyes, and he
He wiped each one of them without removing his mouth from my hand. Suddenly
the nurses entered the room and silenced the unbearable
machine.
After them, the doctors appeared at the door.
-Mr. Torricelli, please go away. We'll take care of your wife," he said.
the old man in a white coat, and when Don didn't react, he repeated the order
stronger.
Massimo straightened up and faced him, his face changed to the coldest
possible, and then said through clenched teeth:
"My wife opened her eyes for the first time in two weeks, and if you think
I'm going to go, you're in an incredible mistake...— He was snorting in
English, and the doctor waved his hand at her.
After having a tube removed from my throat that resembled the
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But hey, it happened. A moment later, the visit of the doctors
of all kinds of specialties began to arrive in my room.
And then there was a review, an endless review.
Massimo didn't come out for a second or let go of my hand. Sometimes
I would have preferred it not to be there, but even I couldn't
to get him away from me and convince him to move at least one
inch to make room for doctors. finally all
disappeared, and although it was still difficult for me to speak, I wanted to
ask him what really happened. I was trying to
Catch your breath, saying something incomprehensible.
"Don't say anything," Black groaned, once again putting my hand on
her lovely mouth. "Before you start asking and
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hold back her tears. "You saved me, Laura," he complained and I
heated up “As in my vision, you saved me, my dear.
His gaze was on my hand. I didn't understand where he was going with this.
"But..." He tried to get something else out, but couldn't.
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And then I realized what I was doing. With my hands
trembling, I began to rub the sheets. Black tried to grab me
his hands, but something stopped him from fighting me. I finally
he released the dolls.
"Luca," I whispered, looking at the bandages on my body. -Where is
our son?
My voice was barely audible, and every word was painful. Wanted to
scream, get out of bed and shout that question, to force Black to
finally tell me the truth.
He got up, calmly grabbed the quilt and covered my body
ragged. His eyes were dead, and as he looked at him, he grew in
me the desperation, in addition to the horror.
"He's dead," he got up, caught his breath, and turned to the
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I didn't stand a chance," my husband's voice cracked, and
I had no idea what to call what I felt.
Desperation was very little. I thought someone had just
rip my heart out The waves of tears that flooded me every
second they made me unable to breathe. I closed my eyes trying to
swallow the bitter bile that reached my throat. My baby, the
happiness that was supposed to be part of me and my beloved.
He disappeared.
Suddenly the whole world stopped.
Massimo stood still as a statue, until in a
moment he wiped his eyes and turned to me.
"Fortunately, you're alive." He tried to smile, but failed.
—Get some sleep, the doctors say you need a lot
rest now.” He stroked my head and wiped my cheeks
wet.
“We'll have a lot of kids, I promise you. eleven
When I heard that, I started to cry even more.
He stood still, breathing shallowly, and I felt the helplessness
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it was. After a timehim. He clenched
he returned in thehis hands into
company of aadoctor.
fist, and without looking at me, he
"Laura, I'll give you some sedatives."
I couldn't speak, so I shook my head in the opposite direction.
"Yes yes, you have to recover slowly, but for today, it's
Enough,” he gave Black a critical look.
He hooked the syringe to one of the drip hoses, and I felt myself
it was getting strangely heavy.
"I'll be here." Massimo sat by the bed and took my hand.
hand. I started swimming in the dark. I promise I'll be here
when you wake up.

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It was when I opened my eyes and every time I fell asleep and woke up
again. He wouldn't give up on me. He read to me, brought me movies,
combed and washed me. To my horror, I discovered that he also did this
last thing when he was unconscious, he didn't let the
nurses approach me. I wonder how he endured the fact
that the doctors who operated on me were men.
From what I learned from his laconic statements, I was shot in
the kidney. It couldn't be saved. Fortunately, a human has two, and living
with one it is nothing terrible, as long as he is healthy. During the
operation, my heart decided to refuse to cooperate. I wasn't surprised
especially. I was surprised that the doctors managed.
Something became accessible, they sewed something, they cut something else and
it was supposed to work. The doctor, who was performing the
procedure, he told me about it for a good hour, showing
drawings and graphs on the tablet screen. Unfortunately,
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What mattered was that he was about to leave the hospital. And I
I felt better day by day, my body recovered quickly... The
body, because the soul was still dead.
The word "child" was removed from our dictionary, and the name
"Luca" suddenly ceased to exist. It was enough to mention
child, not even in conversation, but on television or in
Internet, and tears flooded my eyes.
Massimo and I talked about everything, he opened up to me, more than ever. No
I wanted to talk about New Year's Eve for nothing. He makes me angry
more and more. Two days before he left the hospital, he couldn't
bear it.
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he rolled up his sleeves.
“I won't even eat a gram.” I cross my hands on the comforter.
"You're not going to miss this conversation." You can't mess with me anymore
condition. I feel great.” I rolled my eyes ostentatiously.

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"Massimo, damn it, I have the right to know what happened on the farm!"
by Fernando Matos!
Don dropped the spoon on his plate, took a deep breath, and
got up upset.
"Why are you so stubborn?" He looked at me with an angry eye. -Jesus,
Laura.— She covered her face with her hands and leaned forward a little.
behind. -It's fine. To what extent do you remember what happened?
voice sounded like an announcement.
I was digging in the corners of my memories and when Nacho
put before my eyes, my heart froze. I swallowed my saliva
Hard and slowly I let the air out of my lungs.
"I remember that son of a bitch Flavio hit me."
Massimo's jaws began to clench rhythmically.
"Then you showed up."
I closed my eyes, thinking that it would help me recover my memories.
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I said, not knowing what was next. —I approached you... I remember
that he had a very strong headache... Then nothing.
I was sorry I shrugged and looked at him. I saw it
boiling inside. The whole situation and the memory of it all
It made her feel very guilty, which she couldn't bear. I walked through the
room, clenching his fists, and his chest rose and fell to a
frenetic pace.
"Flavio, he... He shot Fernando, and then he shot
Marcelo.— When I heard those words, I felt that I was obstructed. -Failure-
he added, and I groaned with relief, and when Massimo looked at me
Surprised, I pretended that something hurt in my chest. I put my hand
above and gave him a signal to continue.
"That bald son of a bitch shot him." Or at least that's what I thought
when he fell behind the desk, flooding everything with blood.
So you felt worse.
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He stopped again, and his fingers tightened on her hands and
they fled.
“I tried to hold you, and then he fired again.
My eyes got big as saucers, and my breath hitched.
in my throat and I couldn't say a word. I must have seen myself
terrible, because Black came up to me and, stroking my head, checked
monitor indicators. I was shocked. how could
Nacho shoot me?! I couldn't understand it.
"And that's why I didn't want to talk to you about it."
Black started to growl as one of the machines began to
squeak. After a while, a nurse ran into the room.
room, and the doctors came with her. There was a commotion
around me, but a moment later another injection into a catheter
stuck on my wrist took care of it. This time I didn't fall asleep
but i calmed down. I felt like a vegetable. I thought I saw it and
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on the surface of the lake - such a comparison crossed my mind when
I was lying on the bed, impassively watching Massimo explain
told the doctor what had happened, and he waved his hands in front of his nose.
Oh, Doc, if she knew who my husband was, she'd never get that close to him.
he. .. I thought, smiling gently. The men argued with each other.
them until finally Black gave up and nodded, lowering his
head. After a while we were alone again.
"And what happened next?" I asked, dragging my hands a little.
words, though she was sure she spoke with enough
normal.
He thought for a moment, watching me closely, and when I gave him a
slightly drugged smile, he turned his head. —Flavius
unfortunately he woke up and shot you.
"Flavio," I repeated after him in my head, and there was a joy
uncontrollable in my face. Don probably believed what the
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—Marcelo shot him, or rather massacred him, because he put all the
charge.” Black snorted and turned his head.
“At that time, I was already taking care of you. Domenico went to
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Soundproof so no one heard a thing. Matos brought a first-aid kit
first aid. Then the ambulance arrived. you had lost
lots of blood.” He stood up again. -That's it.
-And now? What's up now?" I asked, narrowing my eyes.
to sharpen eyesight.
"We're going home." A sincere smile appeared on his face at
first time.
"I wonder about the Spaniards, about their interests..." I narrowed.
I closed my eyes and lay on my back.
Massimo looked at me suspiciously, and I prepared in my head a
good excuse for my question. When you didn't answer during
a long time, I looked at it. fifteen
"Am I safe or will someone kidnap me again?" I said with a
false irritation.
—Let's say I made a deal with Marcelo. This whole room
like our house, it's full of electronics, there are cameras and a
recording system.” He closed his eyes and lowered his head. —I saw the
recording and listened to what Flavio said. I know that the Matos family
I was involved in this. Fernando had no idea of the
Flavio's true intentions. Marcelo made a big mistake by
kidnap you.” Black's eyes lit up with anger. —But I know
who saved your life and took care of you.” She began to tremble and her
throat. "I can't bear the thought that..." ...I looked at him for a bit.
bored. "There will never be peace!"
He got up from the chair and threw it against the wall. "My son died of
Because of this man, my wife almost lost her life.
Breathing deeply. —When I saw the video of that son of a bitch
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more!” Massimo fell to his knees in the middle of the room. -No
I can bear the thought that I didn't protect you, that I let that bald man
son of a bitch will kidnap you and take you to the place where that
human waste.
"I didn't know," I whispered between tears. "Nacho had no idea
why was I kidnapped?
Massimo's hateful gaze settled on my lips.
"Are you defending him?" He got up, took three steps, and found himself
by my side. "Are you defending him after everything you've done?"
last?
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they dilated to make his eyes completely black.
I looked at him and was surprised to find that he felt nothing. Not even
I was angry or nervous. It was weird. The medication that I had
given had ripped me completely out of my emotions, and I
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cheeks.
"I don't want you to have enemies because it affects me," I said, and
I immediately regretted my words. This statement does not
literally, but still, it was an accusation. not wanting this,
I suggested that he was responsible for my condition.
Black sighed and thought, biting his lip begging for mercy.
He got up and walked slowly to the door.
"I'm going to take care of your discharge..." he whispered and quietly left the room.
bedroom.
I wanted to call him and ask him to stay, apologize and explain
I didn't mean to do anything wrong, but the words got stuck in my
my throat. When the door closed, I stood there for a while,
staring at him, I finally fell asleep.
My bladder woke me up. Recently, I had appreciated this
feeling and the fact that I can go to the bathroom by myself. I was
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doctor said I should start walking, so I had been giving
short walks for a few days. With a drip stand
integral.
It took me a while in the bathroom, because taking care of an IV
it was not the easiest thing and required extraordinary skill. Above all
because I had to fend for myself, because when I woke up, I
surprised to discover that Massimo had disappeared from the
bedroom. The first day of my hospital stay he ordered to put
a second bed and slept next to me, a bit like in the
colonies. The money did wonders. If I had wanted to have
antique furniture and a fountain here, one could also have
fixed up. His bedding was intact, which meant that
he had more important things to do tonight than watch me.
I wasn't sleepy because I slept all day, so I decided to go out to
adventure and go out into the hallway alone. Crossing the threshold, I grabbed onto the
wall and at the same time watched with amusement as two bodyguards
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sat down, and dragging a drip stand behind me, I headed out the
corridor. Unfortunately, they both followed me.
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with a light bathrobe and a pink emu on my feet, with my hair
disheveled blonde, leaning on a metal hanger, and right behind
me two gorillas, in black suits with their heads glowing like
diamonds. Unfortunately, the speed that was
developing was not enough to lose them, so our
hike was very worthy.
I had to sit down for a while, because my body was not yet
Prepared for long expeditions. My companions stopped
a few meters from me. They were looking around, looking for "danger",
but they found nothing, so they struck up a conversation. It was
at night, but the hospital corridor was quite busy. A
The nurse came up to me and asked if everything was okay. I calmed her down
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Finally, I got up and was about to go back to my room,
when suddenly at the end of the hall I saw a familiar figure. I was
standing next to a large glass.
"Impossible," I whispered and held the drip and moved closer to the woman.
"Amelia?" The girl turned to me and a pale smile
appeared on his face. -What are you doing here? - I asked for
surprised by his presence.
"I was waiting..." she replied, nodding her head.
something behind the glass.
I looked to the left and saw the room where the children were in the
incubators. They were tiny, some no bigger than a
sugar pack. They looked like dolls, attached to tubes and
cables. This sight made me feel weak. Luca , I thought it was so
small. Tears came to my eyes and the words
stuck in the throat. I closed my eyelids and before opening them, I turned
head towards the girl. I looked at her again, better this time. I was in
gown, so she was a patient.
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"Pablo was born too soon," she said, wiping her nose
with the sleeve There were traces of tears on her cheeks. -When
I found out what happened to dad and…” Her voice cracked, and I knew what happened.
what he wanted to tell me I reached out my hand and hugged his arm, I don't know if
I wanted to comfort her or myself. Then my bodyguards from
To the side they took a few steps back, giving us a bit of privacy.
Amelia put her head on my shoulder. I was sobbing. I did not have
no idea what he knew, probably his brother spared him details
unnecessary.
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 "I'm sorry about your husband." Those words barely passed me by.
throat. I'm not sorry at all. I'm even glad that
Nacho shot him.
"Actually, he wasn't my husband," she whispered. "But that's what
I said of him. I wanted it to be.
He wiped his nose and straightened up.

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-And how do you feel? His kind eyes fell on me.
stomach.
"Laura!" A voice behind my head did not announce anything good.
I turned around and saw an angry Massimo with long strides
going through the hall.
-I have to go. I'll find you.” I whispered. I walked away from her and
I approached my husband.
"What are you doing?" He asked with annoyance and put me on the
wheelchair that was against the wall. Later, he squeezed
ogre teeth and cursed in Italian and slowly pushed the chair
towards my room.
We went in... I preferred to go in, and he put me on the bed and wrapped me
in a quilt Of course, he wouldn't have been himself if he hadn't
said the whole litany about my irresponsibility and my
reckless behavior.
"Who was that girl?" he asked, hanging his jacket on the 19
chair backs.
"The mother of one of the premature babies," I whispered, turning away
head of him. "It is unknown if your child will survive," my voice trailed off.
broke. He knew that the topic of the boy, Black was not going to continue.
"I don't understand at all why you went to that room..." he said with
reproach. There was an awkward silence, in which only the
deep breaths from my husband. "You should rest," he said,
changing the subject. "Tomorrow we go home."
It was a difficult night. From time to time I woke up from my
dreams, in which children, incubators and women appeared
pregnant. I was hoping that at home I could get away from all those
thoughts that tormented me. In the morning, I couldn't
wait for Massimo to leave me alone and go bother the
medical council that had met in connection with my discharge. The
doctors were not very happy that my husband took me out of
hospital. They did not think that the treatment was over.
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They agreed to this only on the condition that my
further treatment was written in detail and that its
recommendations. Don brought doctors from Sicily to Tenerife for this
purpose and they all sat down together to talk.
I decided to use this to see Amelia. I dressed in a tracksuit
prepared for me and put my shoes on my feet. I peeked into the
room carefully. I was surprised and relieved to discover that
no one was outside. At first, I was scared. I was
convinced that someone had taken care of my bodyguards
and that it would come for me in a moment, but immediately I remembered
that he was not in danger. I went through the hall.
"I'm looking for my sister," I said, standing at the checkout counter.
nursery reception. The older nurse, who was
sitting in a swivel chair, said a few words in Spanish, turned
his eyes and disappeared. After a while, a young and smiling
girl took her place.
-What I can help? He asked fluently in English. twenty
“I'm looking for my sister, Amelia Matos. She is in her
pavilion, gave birth prematurely.
The woman looked at the monitor for a while, then gave me the number
room and gave me the address.
I stood in the doorway and froze with my hand ready to
to call. "What the hell am I doing?" I thought. "I'm going to see the
girlfriend of the hitman who kidnapped me, and I want to ask her
how do you feel after the guy shot me and wanted to kill me."
It was so surreal that I couldn't believe what I wanted to do.
"Laura? I heard it behind my back. I turned around. By my side,
with a bottle of water under her arm, was Amelia.
"I came to see how you felt." I said, taking a deep breath.
He opened the door and as I entered he tugged at my hand. the room was
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an extra bedroom. There was a smell of lilies everywhere, of the
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"My brother brings me a fresh bouquet every day..." She sighed, sat down
and paralyzed me. Panicking, I started looking around and backing away.
To the Exit.
"Don't worry, he's gone, he won't be here today." He looked at me as if
was reading my thoughts. "He told me everything."
"And what exactly?" I asked, sitting down next to him on the
chair. He bowed his head and began to grab his nails. looked like a
shadow, there was no trace of a beautiful girl.
"I know they weren't a couple and that my father had you kidnapped, and
Marcelo was going to make you feel comfortable and take care of you...— he
approached me. “Laura, I'm not stupid. I know what Fernando did
Matos and in what family I was born...—he sighed. —But that Flavio was
involved in all of this..." His voice cracked as he looked at my face.
belly. "How is it that you…" ...she broke away, seeing me shake twenty-one
my head gently and tears flowing into my eyes. Hill
your eyelids, and after a few seconds, the first drops
began to flow down his cheeks. "I'm sorry," she whispered.
“You lost a son because of my family.
“Amelia, it's not about you. It's not you who should apologize
with me.” I said with the safest voice that could come out of myself.
We can thank the men we have to live with
because. You to yours because of the fact that Pablo is fighting for his
life, and I mine for the fact that I was on this island
absolutely in danger—I said it out loud for the first time, and at the
The sound of these words warmed my chest. For the first time,
I expressed my pain for Massimo directly. In fact, I was not
all honest with Amelia, because Flavio was the only one to blame for
the whole incident... But he didn't want to add anything else.
"How's your son?" I asked, wanting him to stop crying.
Although he wanted the best for the little boy and his mother, those words
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"I think it's better." She smiled. "As you can see, my
brother took care of everything.” He waved his hand around the room.
"He bribed or terrified the doctors, so they treat me like a
Queen. Pablo has the best care and is getting stronger
every day.
We talked for a few more minutes, until I realized that if Black
I wasn't in the room, I'd be in trouble.
Amelia, I have to go. Today I return to Sicily.— I woke up with
a silent growl, leaning back against the chair.
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—Marcelo... I want to talk to you about my brother.
I made big eyes, and she started talking with a bit of
moderation.
"I don't want you to hate him, especially since I think he thinks of
you...
"I have nothing to do with him," I cut her off, afraid of what 22
I wanted to say. "Seriously, say hello." I have to go.— I said and almost
I ran out of the room, kissing her and hugging her gently.
I went out into the hallway and leaned against the wall, catching my breath.
I was a little sick and to hell with my chest, but,
strangely, I couldn't hear my heart. That terrible rumble in me
headache that accompanies almost all panic attacks. For
moment I wanted to go back to Amelia and ask her to finish, but I went in
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CHAPTER 3
"Damn," Olga yelled as she ran into my room.
and saw that it was still buried in the bedding. -How many
How long can I wait for you, bitch?
He wanted to hug me, but halfway through, he remembered that he was
shattered on all sides, and left me alone. He knelt on the bed and
a stream of tears entered her eyes and burst after a while.
"I was so scared, Lari…" she roared, and I felt it. -When
they kidnapped you, I wanted to... I didn't know...- he was choking on the
hysteria.
I grabbed her hand and started to caress it gently, but she continued
howling like a baby with its head pressed against my neck.
"I should be comforting you now, not you me." He wiped his hand.
nose and looked at me. "You're so skinny," she complained. -These 23
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—If you don't count the pain after the surgery, the fact that you don't
been here for almost a month, and the fact that I lost my
baby..." He must have heard sarcasm in my voice, because he fell silent and
dropped his head. For a moment he thought intensely about something,
until he finally took a deep breath.
“Massimo didn't say anything to your parents. your mother is turning
crazy, and he's been cheating on her. First, when they wanted
saying goodbye to you the day they left, made me tell them... You know, I
He said to talk to them and push the lie...” she yelled.
"I said that Massimo arranged a surprise trip for you and organized a
kidnapping.” He raised an amused eyebrow. "Grotesque, huh?"
Who kidnapped you for the Dominican Republic as a gift from
Christmas. You know, it's really far away and the coverage is weak. I have
told the same lie to your mother for three weeks. Every time
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Like you, of course.” Olga shrugged. -But for
Unfortunately, Clara is not stupid.
He fell down next to me and hid his head in his hands.
"Do you know what I've been through?" Each lie was born after another,
each story clung less and less to the other.
"What happened?" I asked him as calmly as possible what he was like.
possible.
"I told him you were doing business in Tenerife and your phone
drowned in the ocean.
I turned my head and looked at her. So I'm gonna have to lie about it
again , I thought.
-Give me your phone. Massimo didn't give me mine.
"I have it." He pulled the smartphone out of the drawer next to the bed.
“When you were kidnapped, I found him in the hotel corridor.
He got up and knelt beside me. 24
"You know what, Larry? I will leave you alone.
He was nodding his head and I picked up the phone. I looked at the screen and
"mom" in the contact list. She didn't know if she should tell him the truth or
to lie. And if she lied to him, what was she supposed to tell him? After
After a while, I realized that honesty in this case would be
cruel. Especially now that everything is fixed, and she already almost loved
to my husband. I took a deep breath and dialed. I put the phone
In the ear.
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why the hell didn't you talk so long? Do you know what I've been through?
Your father was worried...
"I'm fine." I rolled my eyes and felt tears under my lids.
—I came back today, he didn't have a phone, he drowned.
-I do not get it. What happen dear?

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I knew you would see me. I also knew that this conversation finally
came to me
—When we were in the Canary Islands, I had an accident...—
I sighed, and there was silence on the phone. —The car he was driving
collided with another and...” my voice trembled in my throat, and currents
Salty water ran down my cheeks. "I..." I tried to speak another
once, but I couldn't. I started to cry. “I lost my baby, mom.
There was a terrible silence on the other side. But I felt that she too
I was crying.
"My dear," he whispered, and I knew he couldn't tell me any more now.
"Mom, I...
Neither of us could speak, so we stayed silent.
and we cried, both of us. And even though we were thousands of miles from
distance, I knew she was with me.
"I'll go," he said after a few minutes. "I'll take care of you, darling."
"Mom, it doesn't make sense, I have to... we have to deal with this."
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alone. Massimo needs me now more than ever. And I need it.
You'll come when I'm better.
It took me a long time to convince her that she was an adult and that
I had a husband with whom I had to go through this difficult time
together. After a few minutes, he finally gave up.
Talking to her was like a catharsis on the one hand, but on the other
aside, it ended up making me so tired that I fell asleep. A noise
downstairs woke me up. Seeing the glow of the flames in the fireplace, I
I got up and headed towards the stairs. When I went downstairs, I saw
Black throwing wood into the fireplace. I grabbed the handrail and walked
slowly towards him. He was wearing suit pants and a black shirt
open. When I was on the bottom step, he looked at me.
"Why did you get up?" He yelled and fell on the sofa, looking
staring at the fire "You mustn't get tired. Go back to bed.
"It doesn't make sense without you," I said, sitting down next to her.
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"I can't sleep with you.
He grabbed an almost empty bottle and poured it into a glass of liquid
amber.
"I could accidentally do something to you, and you've had enough for me."
guilt.
I sighed heavily and raised her hand to squeeze it under my hand,
but he took it off.
—What happened in Tenerife?
There was an accusation in his voice and something she had never heard before.
"Are you drunk?" He turned his head in my direction.
He was looking at me with a passionless expression, and anger burned in his eyes.
"You haven't answered me!" His voice rose.
A thousand thoughts per second ran through my head, especially
one: does he know? I was wondering if you knew what had happened in
the beach house and if he knew my soft spot for Nacho for some 26
miracle.
"You didn't answer me either." I got up too quickly. felt
pain and I catch myself on the couch. "But you don't have to say anything anymore."
You're drunk, so I won't talk to you.
"You will!" he yelled, escaping behind me. -You are my wife,
damn it, and you'll answer me when I ask you.
He pressed the glass to the ground, and the glass fell on him.
I stood there barefoot, limping when I was so above
my. His jaw moved in rhythm with his clenched teeth. Their
hands clenched into a fist. I was silent, terrified
what I saw, and he waited a moment and when he didn't get an answer, he realized
turned around and left.
I was afraid of hurting myself, so I sat on the couch and raised my hands.
feet on a soft pillow. The most unwanted memory came to the
speed of light and before my eyes I saw Nacho cleaning the

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stood by his side so he could clean everything thoroughly.
"My dear God," I whispered, terrified of what my mind told me.
I had sent.
I curled up on the couch and grabbed the blanket next to me. I
I wrapped myself in it, and staring into the fire, I fell asleep.
The next few days, or maybe weeks, looked exactly the same.
I was lying in bed, crying, thinking, remembering, and then
crying again. Massimo was working, although I don't know very
well what he did, because I saw him from time to time.
Normally when the doctors showed up and did tests on me
or rehabilitation. He didn't sleep with me, he didn't even know where he
did, because the mansion was so big and had so many rooms
Even if I tried, I wouldn't find it.
"Lari, that can't be," Oli said, sitting next to me on a bench.
of the garden. "You're already healthy, you're fine, and you act like you're 27
occupationally ill.
He raised his hands, covering his face.
-I've had enough! Massimo gets angry and continues to drive
Domenico somewhere. You roar or lie like a puppet. Y
me?
I turned around and looked at her. She was sitting with her eyes fixed on me
waiting.
"Leave me alone, Olga," I told her.
"It can't be." He broke away and held out his hand to me. "Get dressed, we
Let's go.
"I'll say it in the most euphemistic way possible: fuck you."
My sight went once more to the calm sea. I could feel the anger of
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“Serious selfish.” He stood up and blocked my view. It started to
yell at me “You brought me to this country, you let me fall in love. And so
It's not all: I got engaged. And now you leave me alone.
His tone was moving, terrifying, and it caused me a deep
remorse. I don't know how he did it, but he managed to
drag me upstairs and slip into a sweatsuit. Then he carried me on the
car. We stopped at a small Sicilian house in Taormina.
When she got out of the car, I looked at her like an idiot.
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 "Move your ass, dumbass." She was whimpering while I
she was still stuck in the seat.
But there was no anger in his voice, more concern.
"Can you explain to me what we're doing here?" I asked.
when the bodyguard was closing the car door behind
from my.
"We're healing." He pointed his hands at the building. -I know
says that Marco Garbi is the best therapist in the area. 28
Hearing that, I grabbed the handle to hide in the car, but she
walked away from her.
"We can do it ourselves, or your apodictic husband
you will find a bloody doctor who will inform you every time you come.
He was raising his eyebrows and waiting.
I leaned against the car when I refused. I had no idea what
wanted, how to help myself and if it made any sense
help me. Also, it was fine.
"Why did I get out of bed." I sighed, but finally
I headed towards the stairs.
The doctor turned out to be a very special guy. I was expecting a Sicilian from
100 years to the one who jumped gray hair when seeing them shine like diamonds
and with glasses, what would you tell me to lie down on a Freudian sofa. Without
However, Marco was barely ten years older than me, and the whole
conversation took place at the kitchen counter. didn't look like him

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typical therapist. He wore jeans, rocker shirts and sneakers
of sport. She had long curly hair tied in a ponytail.
and started asking us if we wanted a drink. Does not seem
professional, but he was a specialist, not me.
When she finally sat down, she said she knew whose wife she was. Y
He added how much he didn't care. He assured me that Massimo would not
had power in his house and that he would never know about our
conversations.
Later he asked me to tell him in detail the last year of my
my life, but when I got to the accident, he stopped me. He saw me
drown in tears. Then he asked me what I would like, what
plans I had before New Years, which I'm glad.
Actually, it was just a conversation with a stranger. I didn't feel
neither better nor worse after that.
-And that? — Olga got up from her chair in the corridor where I
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"Was it…" I shrugged. I don't know how it's going to help me.
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to speak.
We got into the car.
"Besides, he told me that I'm not sick at all, but that I need
therapy to understand everything.” I rolled my eyes. "Do you think I can
keep lying if I want. I showed him my tongue. -I do not know if
I want to do it ." I thought... "Because of this whole visit, I realized
that I'm bored and that's my biggest problem. I think he suggested
though I'm not sure he was looking for a job to begin with.
Aside from waiting for my old life to come back.” I leaned my head
against the glass.
“Well, that's great. Oli jumped into the seat, clapping her hands.
"We'll start class today. I'll bring you back, you'll see.
He threw himself around my neck and then patted the
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I looked at her with a stupid face and wondered what she meant.
When we pulled into the driveway, I saw a dozen cars
parked on it. Did we have guests that I didn't even have
idea? - I thought and looked at my suit. Victoria's Secret beige tracksuit
it was pretty, but it wasn't suitable for me to show people in it. The
normal people do it, but not my husband's contractors,
gangsters from all over the world. On one hand, I didn't give a shit,
but on the other, I didn't want anyone to see me like this.
We walked through the tangle of corridors, praying in spirit that
nobody will leave any door. Luckily we didn't meet
no unknown. I was relieved to fall on the bed
our bedroom and when I was about to bury myself again
under the duvet, Olga's hand took it from me and threw it on the floor.
"You're probably screwed if you think that after I've
waited almost an hour at that rocker's house, now I'm going to leave
that you rot in bed. Move your ass. You need to dress up and
clean you up
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Olga narrowed her eyes, grabbed my leg and pulled me onto her
address.
I grabbed the head of the bed. I did what I could not to give up.
I was yelling that I had just come out of surgery and that I wasn't feeling well,
but it didn't work with her. When nothing worked, I finally
let go. I thought it was over, but she went back to grab both
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below the waist and she knew it. My embrace weakened and then
After a while I lay down on the rug and Olga dragged me towards the
closet.
"You are cruel, treacherous, evil…" I yelled.
"Yes, yes, I love you too," she said, laughing, breathing heavily.
effort. "Okay, now to work!" he said when we got to the
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I was lying on the carpet with my face of disgust and looking at her
with my hands on my chest. For one thing, I didn't feel like
get dressed, especially since pajamas had been the attire of my
company for many weeks, and on the other hand, I knew that Olga
I wouldn't let go.
"Please…" he whispered, falling to his knees beside me. —I miss you
less.
It was enough for tears to flow into my eyes. I took it
in my arms and hugged her.
"Okay, I'll do what I can." When he jumped for joy, I raised
my index finger But in the meantime don't wait too long.
enthusiasm from me
Oli jumped up and danced, yelling some nonsense, and then moved to the
shoe rack.
"Givenchy boots," he said, holding up a beige boot.
"As long as it's hot, I bet on it, and you pick the rest." 31
I turned my head and got up, approaching hundreds of hangers. No
I had guts, but on the other hand they were my beloved boots. I felt that
couldn't get anything done with them.
"We'll take it easy," I said, reaching for a short dress.
trapezoidal long sleeve. It was the same color as the boots.
I took my underwear out of the drawer and went to the bathroom.
I stood in front of the mirror and looked at myself for the first time in weeks. I
it looked terrible. She was pale, terribly skinny, and had a
growth in dark and ugly hair. I leaned over the mirror and
I got away from my reflection as soon as possible.
I turned on the water and washed my hair, shaved my legs and everything else,
and then, wrapped in a towel, I went to do my makeup. it took me a long time
longer than usual. After almost two hours I was
finally ready. Although this may be too much to say,
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When I entered the bedroom, Oli was lying on the bed and
watching TV.
"Oh, how fucking pretty you are," he said, handing the control over to
distance. "I almost forgot you're a firecracker." But put on a
hat, I beg you, because you look like those villagers who wear
a tracksuit with white boots and they have black and white hair.
I rolled my eyes and went back to the closet to find something for my head.
After ten minutes and packing a shiny Prada bag
we were ready, I put the round Valentino glasses on my
nose and headed for the exit. I wanted to get in the car, but
I remembered that Massimo forbade me to leave the residence alone. So
we had to settle with a black SUV and the inseparable
company of two bodyguards.
"Where are we going?" I asked when the car started.
"You'll see," Olga said with amusement.
A few dozen minutes later we were left in the same 32
hotel where we were just after returning from my honeymoon.
Under the same hotel I escaped from the bodyguards to
surprise my husband, and found his twin smoking in the
Anna's desk I didn't think I'd remember it with a slight longing
and a smile on the lips, but I did. somewhere in the
inside, I'd rather experience it again than feel what I feel
now the void.
All the action that followed looked a bit like the one in the movie.
where they dig up a frozen caveman, he comes to life, like this
they have to put it in order. First, a consultation with a
aesthetic medicine doctor about scar reduction. Me
body was not as perfect as before and that did not make me feel
better. The doctor said it was still too early to
radical methods, but we will start with gentle treatments and
cosmetics, and over time we will remove all stains with
To be.

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Later it was more pleasant and pleasant: body treatments,
peeling, masks, lotions, massages. Then the nails, and the part
that's scary, the hairdresser. My stylist stayed there a few lengths
minutes, smoothing a straw on my head and muttering something in
Italian. Then he shook his head and moaned until he finally
asphyxiated in english:
"What happened to you, honey?" His gay shoulders crossed at her.
chest. —We have been taking care of these soft blonde hair
for months, and now... Where have you been? on some island
deserted? 'Cause I guess that's the only place people don't
ran away to see you grow up.” He caught a strand in his fingers and let it go.
with disgust. "I was out, that's a fact." He was nodding
head, nodding with him.
"The last time we saw each other on Christmas Eve?" He confirmed it.
with a nod. —Well, look how they have grown in those three
months.” He underestimated my joke. He looked at me and sank into his chair
"And what, light and cut?" I said and turned my head in the 33
opposite direction.
-I'm about to die. He ostentatiously clutched his chest and
He leaned back in the seat, pretending to have a heart attack. But
I was thinking about my conversation with my therapist and what
He said: change is good.
“Now they will be dark and long. Can you do my hair?
He was thinking for a while, shaking his head, babbling something
until he moved as if he had been struck by lightning.
-Yes! - shout. “Long, dark, and fringed. He got up on a chair and
he clapped his hands "Helena, wash up!"
I looked to my side and saw that Olga was sitting with her mouth open, or
rather, lying in an armchair against the wall.
"You want to finish me off, Lari." He took a sip of water from the
glass. "I'm just hoping you'll sit in that chair one day and
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I don't know how many hours later, with a sore head and neck,
tired getting out of the chair after the marathon. Ollie had to
admit that I was right again. I looked like a crazy person. i stood up
as if hypnotized, looking at my beautiful long hair and makeup
perfect that peeked out from under my straight cut bangs and
that followed the eyebrows. I couldn't believe she was so pretty.
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for several after
weeks.it looked
I put onlike
mybaby
dressvomit
and took my hat,
that I no longer needed.
"I have a proposal, and since it's the weekend, it will be a
irrefutable proposal.— Olga raised her finger. "And if you refuse,
you will find a horse head on the bed.
"I think I know what you're going to say...
"A party!" she yelled, dragging me to the car. “Well, look.
We are beautiful, soft, refined. It would be a shame to waste it.
You're lovely, skinny...
"...and I haven't been drunk for months." I sighed.
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"That's right, Larry. It's supposed to happen. This day, the therapist,
the changes, everything is fine.” He led me to the car. The guards
They didn't recognize me at first. I shrugged when
They stood like pillars looking at me. I passed them and entered. I felt
good. Attractive, sexy and very feminine. The last time I felt
so... it was with Nacho.
That thought made someone throw a rock at my stomach.
I swallowed my saliva, but the pot in my throat didn't go away. A
colorful boy and his wide smile was before my eyes. I froze.
Laura, what's up? You feel bad?
Olga grabbed my shoulder and I was still sitting there with my eyes wide open.
nailed to the chair.
"I'm fine," I said, winking nervously a few times.
—I got seasick.
"Today, let's leave the party."

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-Now? When am I beautiful and ready? Let's go.
I looked at Olga with a fake laugh. I didn't want him to know. Was not
ready to tell anyone how she felt. I have a husband. I love him.
I was in my mind when my conscience attacked me again with
an unwanted image.
"When are you planning your wedding?" I asked Olga to change her mind.
topic and focus on something else.
-Oh I do not know. We were thinking May, but it could be June.
You know, it's not that simple...
A torrent of words began to come out of Olga's mouth, and I
I was relieved to get involved in the conversation, sharing his
happiness.
When we got out of the car, there were still suspicious cars
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hide from anyone Surprisingly, I felt better and better.
We entered the house and I was immediately caught in a 35
absolute lack of service. Normally walking down the aisle,
we would meet someone right away, but today the house was
like a ghost.
"I'm going home," my friend said. "I'll see you in half an hour and we'll
let's go to dinner Unless I make a mistake in the closet, I will come to
you to seek help.
"You're coming," I said between laughs, looking at the contents of the closet in my
mind.
I walked down the hall, waving my bag, which I had in one hand, and
my hat in the other. When I passed through the door of the library,
it suddenly opened and Massimo appeared in it. I was
immobilized. He stood in front of me and said something to the people in
inside, and after a while he turned around.
My heart was beating like crazy when he closed the door behind him without
no surprise. His eyes wandered around my figure from the
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nerves. I was able to strangle the words. It's been so long
Long time since I last saw him look at me like a woman. His
woman. Although the corridor was dark, he could clearly see their
dilated pupils and hear him breathe fast. We were stuck there a
For a while, looking at us, until my brain woke up again.
"You have a meeting, I'm sorry," I whispered completely uselessly,
but he had no idea what else he could say. After all, you are
the one that came here, idiot, so why are you apologizing to him , was
screaming my mind.
I took a step forward, but he replaced me. The pale glow of
lantern around the house fell on his face. He was serious, focused
hot. He grabbed me and stuck his tongue in my mouth. got into
at her brutally. I moaned in surprise when he leaned me against the
wall, still kissing me, biting me and choking me.
He moved his hands over my body until he reached the edge of the
dress. Without breaking the kiss, he picked it up and grabbed me by the arms.
bare buttocks. Something like a buzz came out of his mouth as he
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He slowly squeezed and began to remove my underwear.
The fingers were massaging the delicate skin of my butt, and I could
feel your crotch waking up with thirst. aware of the
masculinity rubbing against me, I regained control of my
hands and grabbed her hair. I have woken him up. black loved it
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pressed on my lips. I groaned in pain and opened my eyes. smiled
Cleverly, he still directed his lips with his teeth.
Then I felt my panties slide down my thighs, my
knees, until they fell to my ankles. Massimo picked me up
off the ground, he planted me on his hips and headed for the next
door. We crossed the threshold, he kicked it and leaned my back against it.
Wall. He was breathing hard, and his movements were nervous,
clearly in a hurry. Holding me with one hand, he unbuttoned me
the zipper, and when his ready cock was released, without warning,
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I felt my husband's thick penis break in my center
lost. I yelled out loud, leaning my forehead against hers, and
our bodies joined in a passionate struggle. The
Don's movements were strong, but very slow, as if
I was enjoying the moment and enjoying the experience.
He bit my lips, licked them and got deeper and deeper inside me.
my. In my lower abdomen, like a tornado, a powerful orgasm
I was arriving. It wasn't that long ago that I felt it inside of me, and
especially so close to me. My man dressed in a dark suit
He was fucking me like crazy, and I was climbing to the top of the
pleasure. At one point, I felt a powerful orgasm that
It ran through my entire body and took my breath away. I tried to scream but
Massimo muffled the sound with a kiss, and came right after.
from my. He was sweaty, his arms and legs were shaking. I
held for a while longer. After a few seconds, he put me
on the floor and leaned against the wall.
"You look…" he whispered, trying to catch his breath. Laura, you
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you're...- his chest was shaking at a crazy rhythm and his mouth couldn't
follow the rhythm of the air
"I missed you too..." I said quietly and felt him smile. Their
lips found mine once more, and her tongue broke,
before he could say another word. This time his caresses were
soft, he did it slowly and sensually.
Finally, we hear voices. Don froze. He raised his finger to his
mouth, showing me to stay silent. returned to what
had done before. The voices in the corridor did not stop, and he continued
caressing my lips passionately. His long fingers
they slid onto my still throbbing clit. I was immobilized.
After such a long pause, each touch of his was like a
electric shock for me, it paralyzed everything. I inadvertently complained, and
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In the hall murmurs were heard behind the lock,
conversations were silent, and I breathed a sigh of relief and gave in to what
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middle and massaged the most sensitive spot with one finger, sending me
into space once more.
-Fuck-. He grunted as his pocket began to vibrate. pulled out the
phone, looked at the screen and sighed heavily. -I have to take
this.” He put the phone to his ear and continued doing what he was doing
with his fingers, he talked for a while. -I have to go.-
He whispered resignedly when the caller hung up. -I havent
finished with you,” he added.
This threat was at the same time a promise, at the sound of which
heat was born in my lower abdomen. He ran his tongue over my mouth and
closed the zipper.
We left the room, and Massimo leaned over and picked up my panties.
from the ground, which were in the corner, hidden in the darkness of the
corridor. Looking into my eyes, he put them in his pocket, took a deep breath
and grabbed the door handle. We heard the buzz coming
from the library.
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The door closed, and I was still standing against the wall, not understanding
everything that had just happened. no vacation after
everything, sex with my husband is rather the norm, but after
so many weeks or rather months I felt as if I had returned for what
least in August, when he kidnapped me, imprisoned me, and
I finally gave in and loved him.
Another thought made me petrify.
After all, I was no longer pregnant and could enter me in
any moment. The horror that had overwhelmed my body was
even paralyzing. The streams of thoughts and scripts that
overflowing through my head made my breath flutter in my
throat and tears flowing to my eyes. I couldn't let
that happened, not again, not when fate chose for me
different way. I was nervous, I wobbled, but I knew not
I couldn't do anything being stuck here. So I went to him
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I turned on the computer and nervously tapped the keys, searching for the
Uncle Google's advice. So many pages appeared that I
surprised the number of drugs of this type that exist in the
market. I read for a while about its effects and how to get them,
and after a while calmed by the ease with which i can
having them, I fell on the bed.
"Well, I see you're fucking ready," Oli said, walking up
the stairs. "I don't have a bag, but I see you don't have anything, so
it's OK.
I looked at her.
She looked very tasty, dressed in a short white dress only
under the bust. I would even say that it was feminine, and the lace of that
was done would add innocence. I looked down and took a sigh of
relief: nothing has changed, the black leather boots riding up his
legs with dignity to the middle of the thigh. Everything seemed to say:
I am virtuous, but give me a whip, and you'll see. I closed the
computer and followed her.
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Oli was going through his bags, so I started going through the clothes
that might have interested me. With my head on the hangers I felt
a strange feeling of anxiety, so I took it out and looked at Olga.
He was standing with one eyebrow raised and his hands folded on his
chest.
"You hit your head," she said amused. "When did you
did you manage to do that?” I rolled my eyes ostentatiously and went back to
hangers.
"What do you have it for?" I asked, pulling out more things that I didn't
agreed.
"Maybe after you ran out of panties?"
Hearing that, I froze. I looked at myself in the mirror that was
hanging on the opposite wall. Yes, when I raised my hands, my
short dress did not cover my butt. With a false shame, I went down
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"Panties aren't your only problem." He sat down in the chair,
putting foot. —Your hair and your lips swollen from the kiss
they also betrayed you. Or ice cream. Well, tell me.
“Christ, there's nothing. We met in the hallway and it came out like this.—
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threw a hanger at him. "Stop having fun and help me, or we'll get out of here."
night.
"We met in the hall and somehow it got out," he repeated,
having fun behind me.
Half an hour later I was standing in the doorway, watching Oli fight
with heels with a stone entrance. A grotesque situation
I thought. Unfortunately, the same thing awaited me at one point.
Dressed in Louboutin heels , all inflated with crystals, she had
less chance of success than my friend. I didn't want to get dressed today
that's why I squeezed my ass in ripped jeans and the most ordinary
white shirt with suspenders. I put a gray Diora jacket on him and took
a white Miu Miu bag . I looked a bit like a teenager
and a bit like a bitch who only pretended to be polite. My new
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CHAPTER 4

As we drove downhill towards Giardini Naxos,

I realized that I had forgotten to inform my husband that I
I was going. But when I picked up the phone, I remembered that he didn't tell me either.
He explained everything he does. So I put my smartphone in my bag
microscopic. Anyway, I was sure that as soon as
As Black separated from his companions, he would start looking for me and
I would find out that I was gone. Driven by this thought, I turned
my eyes ostentatiously, which did not escape Oli's attention.
"What's wrong?" he asked, turning to me.
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understand Polish. I want you to go to the doctor tomorrow
give you a recipe.
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of what I wanted to say.
"I need a post-day pill ."
At that moment, her eyes widened and her face looked even more
surprised now.
"What are you telling me?" Oli looked around, as if
was checking to see if anyone was eavesdropping.
“Lari, you have a husband.
"But I don't want to have a baby with him again." I lowered my head.
"At least not now." I looked at her pleadingly. You know, I prefer
don't apply the rule, what you've been thinking, that's what you don't
I want. Also, after all these surgeries, there should be no
pregnant.
I prayed in my head that it was true, because I didn't discuss it with
the doctors.
Oli sat for a while, looking at me and observing me in detail
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Of course I will do it for you. But think about what to do next.
You can't take these things every time you sleep with him. For
Why don't I also take a prescription for your birth control pills?
"That was the second thing I wanted to ask you to do."
I stuttered. 'I don't want Massimo to know. Also, I'm not going to
talk to him about the children again..." She was shaking her head.
head and leaning on the seat.
After a while, the car stopped under the restaurant.
"Seriously?" I looked at Olga annoyed.
"Fuck, Lari, and where did you want to go?" all the best bars
They belong to Torricelli. Also, I think Massimo knows that you are
out of.
She was looking at me, and I was looking at the seat.
"Don't you know?!" he yelled, and then he laughed. "Well then let's go."
to be fucked Let's go.
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He got out of the car, crossed the sidewalk and headed for the entrance. The idea of what
crazy my husband was, he made me laugh. I also felt a strange
satisfaction.
“Wait,” I yelled, nodding at my glass slippers.
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champagne. There was nothing to drink, but the fact that there was no
no chance, did it too. The restaurant manager, so
as soon as he saw us, he almost ordered us to be taken there. then we
served more than necessary. He placed a waiter by the table,
whom Oli culturally ordered to show up, explaining that he didn't
we needed special treatment. We just eat and go.
When the bottle finally appeared on the table, I felt a
sick excitement. For the first time in many months I felt the
taste of alcohol in my mouth.
"For us," Oli said, taking a glass. —For the purchases, the
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He winked at me and took a sip. I, as soon as I felt my
beloved taste, like a real lout, I emptied the glass with a single
drink. My clever friend turned her head and reached for the bottle to
fill it in Unfortunately, his hand didn't even come close to the
fridge, because the overzealous manager was already waiting.
Beautiful, we have a babysitter, I thought, glancing at her under the
title of "winner".
I was eating mussels in white wine when my bag
microscopic began to vibrate. I could only wait for a call from
two people: mom or Massimo. I answered without looking at the screen.
-Do you feel better?
The fork in his hand hit the plate. Terrified, I
I got up from the table and, scared, I looked at Olga, who gave me a look
question mark.
"Where did you get my number?" I was huffing and puffing, running
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"Are you asking me that after I kidnapped you at a party?"
where dozens of bodyguards protected you?
Nacho's laugh that sounded on the phone was like an explosion
nuclear. I felt the alcohol hit me in the head and my legs
they refused to obey.
"So how do you feel?" he repeated.
I sat on a bench and one of my bodyguards jumped out of a
car parked a few meters away. Seeing him, I raised my hand and greeted him
to let him know that he was okay.
-Why are you calling?
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"It'swas
hardbreathing deeply. from you." Nacho sighed when I returned to
to learn something
ignore your question. “We were supposed to be friends. the friends to
Sometimes they call each other and say what they feel.— Said . -Then?
"I dyed my hair...

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“You're pretty with dark hair. But how can they be so long,
after all...
He was silent, and a moment later, he said a few words
in Spanish.
"How did you...?" I asked halfway through and before he hung up.
He was looking at the phone he still had in his hand and analyzing what
what really happened. Blood was running in my head
quickly, and was afraid to look up, fearing that
Nacho was in front of me in a moment. I was so bent
for half that I had the courage to raise my eyes. I straightened up
slowly and looked to the sides. People walking, cars, my
security, nothing special. Inside, I felt something like disappointment.
And then I looked forward. Oli was standing in the doorway of the
restaurant with a sulky face, touching the clock with his finger. I
got up and tripped a few times on my shoes
extremely tall and moderately comfortable and went back inside
to eat my cold meat.
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I sat down and immediately poured myself a glass of champagne
slightly fizzy.
-Who called?
Oli's crossed hands were drumming me out of
he fights a nervous rhythm with his fingers.
"Black," I said without looking at her.
"Why are you lying?"
"Because the truth is too harsh." I sighed. "Besides, I don't know.
what to tell you.
I took a fork and began to put the meat in my mouth so that it
stuck and didn't have to answer any more questions. I asked Oli to
served us both and let the waiter bring the next
bottle.
—What happened in the Canary Islands?
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God, how he hated that question. Every time I heard it, I felt
guilty and thought he had done something wrong there. Also, it was
hard for me to tell people who were dying of worry about
me that I was having fun there. Except, of course, for the
assassination attempt and everything that happened after...
I raised my eyes, resting them on the already slightly annoyed Oli.
"Not yet..." He was narrowing his eyes, taking another
mighty sip. -Not today. I'm starting to recover, and I
you're asking the worst possible questions.
"And who do you want to tell, if not me?" He leaned over the
table, bringing his face closer to mine. "You're not going to tell mom.
judging by your behavior, Massimo must never know what
step there. But when I see you around, I'm sure the best
way would be to confess. You know, I'm not pushing. If you do not want,
do not speak.
He leaned back in his chair, and I was quiet for a while, analyzing what Four. Five
what did he say. I felt a scream inside me.
"It was so different," I sighed, swirling the glass. —The guy who
kidnapping. Marcelo, Nacho Matos.— There was an uncontrollable smile
in my face. Olga turned pale. "I'll forget about him." I tried
calm her down -I already know it. But for now I can't.
"Fuck," Oli finally whispered. -You and him...
-Nothing of that. It's not as bad as everyone thinks.” I closed the
eyes, and waves of memories of Tenerife ran through my head.
—He was free, almost... And he took care of me, he took care of me, he taught me, he protected me...
I knew my dreamy tone was a very bad thing. But I could not
avoid it.
"Damn, you're in love!" Oli interrupted me, making
big eyes.
I was quiet. He couldn't deny it right away. have i
in love? I had no idea. Maybe I fell in love? Had an

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husband. I loved him. It was wonderful. The best guy I could
Sound. But was she sure?
- You're kidding me! I yelled looking at Oli with a smile. I
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hurt…” I stuck out my index finger. “I lost the baby. That is what
first. — Put your middle finger together. Second, I was in the hospital.
for a few weeks, and even more time at home, recovering.— The
third was my thumb. —My husband has distanced himself from me and treats me
more like an enemy than a wife.
I raised my eyebrows hoping, praying that Oli believed what I said.
just said. I also wanted to believe in it.
"Oh, Lari," Olga sighed. “You can't forgive yourself for all this.
He is running away from you because he feels guilty that you have lost
your son. And even more, that you had to go through all this.— She
I bow my head. "Do you know that I wanted to send you back to Poland?"
so that nobody hurt you because of him? I was willing to
return what you loved most. I wanted you to be safe.
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Oli turned her head, drinking from a glass.
"One night I sneaked into the library and overheard him talking to Domenico,
I'm learning that damn Italian, but I still don't understand it.
But then I didn't have to understand to know what was
passing.” He looked up, tears in them. Laura, I was
crying. But... It was a sound as if someone had killed a
animal, a wild roar.
"When was that?" I asked, taking a deep breath.
"In the evening, just after you returned to Sicily," she said
after a while. "Fine, but no more of this, let's drink."
I was reshuffling the memories in my head that night. It was
then when he broke the glass and that was when our loneliness
started. That night changed everything, and my husband walked away from me.
We finished the second bottle and left the place with a step
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here. The manager personally opened the car door for me. The
security guard put him almost under the entrance, calling the
attention of all the guests who were waiting for us. we seemed
stars, I would say ladies, but swaying and laughing merrily, no
we were
We sat on the seats, which made it very difficult for us, Olga
He gave instructions to the driver and the car started.
It was after twelve, and at the entrance to the club there were several dozen
of crowded people. Of course, it was also owned by
Torricelli, so we didn't wait a minute for them to let us
get in. We almost ran on a black carpet, which led us to
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our bodyguards paved the way for us. After
Through the crowd we sat down. We were already well prepared
not to mention drunk, when I was looking at the place where
we had arrived. Unfortunately, from behind the four men
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Domenico that we were going to a party, he took care of everything. As well
that we did not have the slightest opportunity to speak to anyone.
The champagne arrived on the table. Oli grabbed a glass and began to
squirm rhythmically on the platform next to the sofa. We were at
the mezzanine, so when I danced on the railing, people from
downstairs he had a good view of her panties.
I took a glass and stood next to him. I was so drunk that yes
I tried to dance, I'd probably end up falling in the crowd
under U.S. I saw the people playing in the club until in
At some point I felt that someone was watching me. couldn't see very
clearly, because the alcohol was hitting my head every time
stronger, so I closed one eye to catch focus. And then...
At the end of a long bar, Marcelo Nacho Matos stood with
hands clasped and looked at me.
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I closed my eyes to open them again after a while. The place
where he was standing a moment ago was empty. I started to
blink nervously. I looked for a boy with a bald head,
but it disappeared. I sat on the sofa and drank the contents of the
glass. I think it's the first time I have a hallucination after
of alcohol. Or was it the result of a long period of not drinking?
When I suddenly poured so much alcohol on myself, my brain rebelled...
"I'm going to the bathroom," I yelled at Olga, who was into the rhythm of the
song, hanging almost on the other side of the railing. leaned towards
me with his hand and leaned in even more.
I told the bodyguard where I was going, so he started breaking into my
road. So, in the dark, by the wall, by which
there was a giant sculpture, I saw it again. He stood up with
hands crossed over his chest, smiling at me with his teeth
whites.
I felt my stomach tighten and my breath catch in
my throat. If my heart was still sick, definitely
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I would lose consciousness. But now he was probably on his feet, but
couldn't breathe.
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Massimo's voice broke into me, drowning out the music, and then the
powerful silhouette of my husband covered my world.
I raised my eyes and saw him stand in front of me with his jaws
tight. I wanted to say something, but all I could do was
throw myself around his neck to look behind his back. The boy
of colors disappeared, and I was even more scared. Maybe
combining the drugs he was still taking and alcohol was not an idea
happy?
I was hanging around Don's neck, wondering what would happen
now. Will they give me a fucking year of shit? Or maybe I'm going to
drag my new hair to your car? worried because not
nothing happened, I walked away from him and was surprised to discover that he was smiling
a bit.

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"I'm glad you're up," he said, putting his lips to hers.
in my ear -Let's go.
He grabbed me by the wrist and yanked me from where I had just come from. I
I turned around to look behind me, but there was no one in the corner
of the room.
When we got to the seat, I saw Domenico and Olga on an adventure
love, or rather, a sexual encounter. She was sitting
above him, and their tongues were faster than the rhythm of the
song coming out of the speakers. It's good that the place where
The sofas were completely out of sight.
Club guests might think we were shooting porn
here.
Black sat on the sofa, and when his buttocks touched the soft plush,
a young waitress appeared in front of him with a bottle of liquid
amber and a tray. He put everything on the table in front of him and,
Grateful, she headed toward the lodge exit. I got drunk
watching Don bring the glass to his mouth and take the first sip. I know
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he looked carefree and sensual, all dark, with his arms resting
on the headrest of the sofa. He looked at me, or rather cut me with his
eyes, emptying the glass. At one point he served himself and got drunk at
stockings, which surprised me a bit. I had never seen Massimo
drink that much, let alone at this rate. I punctured it to make myself
place and sat down next to him. I reached for my glass. The music rumbled to
around us, and Domenico and Olga were almost copulating.
Massimo leaned over and removed the lid from the silver tray. I complained
seeing the white lines evenly dispersed on the surface of the
mirror. Don took a note out of his pocket, rolled it up, put it inside
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husband did nothing about it. He drank from a glass and looked at me
staring, narrowing his eyes from time to time. my great mood
I let. I was wondering if he did it on purpose or if it was just a
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After a few dozen minutes, the three of them emptied the tray,
laughing and drinking. At one point I couldn't stand it. I grabbed
the note that was on the table, I leaned over and dusted the
nose. Black grabbed my hands and steered me toward him. Looked like
angry.
"Y'all be hitting this shit, so so am I."
I can…" I yelled.
A moment later, I felt an unpleasant bitter taste
dripping down the back of my throat. I had the feeling
that my tongue was becoming a pin in my throat and
my saliva was becoming abnormally thick.
"You don't respect your new heart, Laura." Massimo was growling
between teeth.
I didn't care what she told me, I was too busy
making him angry. I peeked into the club and got up, nodding
side. I stood there wondering what to do, and when nothing wise fifty
came to my mind, I showed him my middle finger and headed towards the exit
of the box The big bodyguard who was threatening me looked at me.
husband and, to my surprise, he walked away, letting me pass. I was
striking at the front in a combat environment. then i felt
that someone grabbed my elbow and dragged me into a room
hidden in the dark hallway. I went out and turned around, almost
colliding with black, who blocked my exit.
"Let me go!" I said quietly, almost a whisper.
Massimo turned his head and leaned towards me. his eyes were
Completely strangers, I thought I was completely absent.
He grabbed my throat and turned around closing the door. I was
terrified by the sight, so I started looking around the
bedroom. It was completely dark, lined with material
padded, and in the middle was a small platform and a tube.
Opposite was an armchair, next to which a small table was placed
with glasses and bottles of alcohol. Black pressed something on a panel
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wall mounted. The lamps were lit, and the music
started coming out of the speakers.
—What happened in Tenerife?
Don's clenched jaws gave him an even darker expression.
severe.
I kept silent, I was so drunk that I had no strength
to discuss. But he was still standing and waiting, strengthening the
grip on my neck from time to time. When the silence
prolonged, let me go. He took off his jacket and walked over to the chair.
I grabbed the handle, but the door was locked. I supported my forehead
against the wall.
"You will dance for me," he said. I heard him put ice in the glass. -And then I
you will suck it
I turned around and saw that he was sitting in an armchair and undoing his
shirt.
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he finished, taking a sip.
I stared at it, and after a while I realized that
I was almost sober. He took a deep breath, and a feeling
woke up inside me that I didn't know. I didn't understand why but
it was good. She was relaxed, satisfied, even happy. Was a
feeling a little different from a state of strong love. That's how it is
how did cocaine work? I thought. then ceased to be a
mystery to me why Black liked him so much.
I took my jacket off my shoulders and slowly approached the
tube. But after the surgery, I barely moved, so dancing
about him was out of the question. I leaned my back against the pole
and I began to slide slowly, without losing sight of my man.
I swayed my hips and rubbed my buttocks against the metal. I wrapped my
leg around the stick. I turned around, licked my lips and sent
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I grabbed my shirt and slowly took it off. I threw it in the direction
in which he sat. When Don saw the lace bra, he put the
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He grabbed his cock with his right hand and began to move it up and down.
below. I complained when I saw what he was doing and the excitement
swirled in my abdomen. I unbuttoned the button of my pants,
then another, until finally I was able to open it to show my
thong Massimo bit his lower lip and his movements were
faster and stronger. He tilted his head and looked at what
I did with my eyes half closed.
I turned my back on him and got down on my knees.
I pulled my pants down to my ankles. It's good that my column
spine was fine, and my body was still stretched out. This gave him
to my husband an impressive sight.
I grabbed the tube and gracefully removed the shoes from my legs.
My pants. Everything that was in front of him was now in clothes
underwear and heels. Beads of sweat flowed on his forehead and head.
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his penis swelled and darkened by the second. I got off slowly
from the stage and approached him. I leaned over and stuck my tongue into her
mouth. It was bitter and tasted like alcohol, but I didn't bother
absolute. I knelt on him and without taking my eyes off his eyes
blacks, I leaned back in my panties, and then slowly
I approached him. A cry of pleasure came from her throat and her eyelids
they clenched as if she couldn't bear what she felt. grabbed me from
hips with his big hands and began to lift me up and
get down on itself. I was moaning, and my butt started to
oscillate involuntarily to the rhythm of the music that came from the
speakers. Black was breathing fast and his body was completely
wet. He was frozen in stillness. My fingers went to
buttons on his shirt, I unbuttoned them all, feeling his
impatience. When I finished, I got up, went out and knelt to the other
side.
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It was too much for him. The glass you drank a few seconds before
he hit the soft carpet and his hands went to the back of
my head. He cut my throat at a frantic pace, he put his
manhood in the mouth He screamed and breathed, and his body, wet from the
sweat, began to tremble.
Then I felt the first drops of sperm on my tongue, and in a
moment it fired, choking me with its volume. the liquid
goo flowed down my throat, and he screamed and jerked, as if
was fighting against himself. Although he finished, he did not loosen his
grab even for a moment. He froze and stared at
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seconds more and he released me, and I fell to the rug.
"You look like a whore with that hair." He stood up and buttoned his
pants. "My whore." He put on his shirt without taking his eyes off me.
on.
"I think you forgot something!" I said putting my hand under the
lace panties "I was going to dance."
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I started to move my fingers slowly.
-Stop.
I folded the fabric up a bit so she could see what I was doing.
"And then you were supposed to fuck me." I took off my thong and tossed it to
my side, and then I rolled onto my stomach and knelt on my
buttocks. “Everything here is yours.
He couldn't ignore that provocation. He grabbed me by the hips and before
Before I could catch my breath, I felt it plunge into me. It wasn't kind
he did it brutally and quickly, shaking me by my dark hair. The
first orgasm came after a while, but the drunk
Massimo under the influence of drugs was like a
machine gun. She looked at him over and over, and he kept mocking her.
me at a steady pace. After an hour and a dozen
position changes, finally came again and flipped over
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Despite many attempts I was not able to recover from this
marathon. I cursed the fact that we left home and now we don't
it was lying on the rug by the fireplace.
"Get dressed, let's go home," Black said, buttoning up his jacket.
I leaned in to hear his nonchalant tone, but I didn't have the strength
to be cheated. I gathered my things and a few minutes later we went
to the loud and lively club.
It turned out that Domenico and Olga couldn't bear to wait for us, and
they had been in residence a long time ago. I envied them. The
physical exertion made me hungover and had a headache, so
I had the impression that I would fall at any moment. Get out of
dark room was the last thing I remember that night.

***
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naked. sea-scented hands
looked at me for tenderly
a momentcaressed my skin.
with bright green eyes, until
that at some point approached me with his lips. First I
they kissed my nose, then moved to my cheeks, chin and neck,
and finally embraced my lips. Hastily, without using the
tongue, caressed them, only to be forced into a dozen
Seconds later. I lay down, gently moving my hips to the
rhythm of your kiss. I ran my hand over his ribs until he reached
to rock-hard buttocks. He purred silently, feeling
my fingers, and I enjoyed the warmth of his body. I was calm,
unhurriedly, every movement, every gesture was full of passion and
tenderness.
"I want to enter you..." he whispered, looking into my eyes.
I want to feel you, little one.
His lips rested on my forehead as he moved his hips to
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expecting to be attacked, but he just watched, like he was
waiting for a permit.
"Make love to me," I told him, urging him on, and then at the same time
He entered me and plunged his tongue deep into my throat...
"You're so wet..." I heard a familiar British accent and stayed
frost. “I've already forgotten how alcoholic you are.
I barely opened my eyes, feeling millions of needles under my eyelids.
The throbbing headache made me want to wake up, but
I was so confused that I had to resolve the situation. Look
down and saw Massimo between my legs, sticking his tongue out
a throbbing clitoris.
"You're so ready," he whispered, plunging into me.
I moaned when he started licking and sucking me. only after
After a while I realized why I was so excited.
It was a dream...
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I was a bit disappointed and bored while my man
he tried to satisfy me orally. I couldn't concentrate on what
did, because every time he closed his eyelids, a wide-eyed surfer
greens stood before my eyes. It was a torture. used to wait for
for Black to touch me, and now I was praying for the orgasm to come
Quick and leave me alone. But the next few minutes passed, already
Despite my efforts, I was not able to get close to the top.
"What's going on?" He asked, getting up and
frowning slightly. I stared at it, looking for a
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patient. He waited a few more seconds, got up and went to the dressing room.
"I have a terrible hangover..." He was excusing me when he left.
Actually, it was true. My head throbbed to the beat of the music
Mayday techno. I could run after him and apologize, but
what was the point? Also, knowing his stubbornness there would be no
worked anyway.

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As he disappeared up the stairs, something stabbed me in the chest.
I remembered what you said last night.
“Massimo,” I yelled, and he stopped and turned around. —Yesterday you said
that I don't respect my new heart. What did you mean?
He stood there staring at me, frozen, only to say no
emotion:
'They gave you a transplant, Laura.
He said it as if he had ordered a ham sandwich and
He disappeared. I rolled over and buried myself in the bedding,
trying to digest what he had just heard. I fought against a terrible
need to throw up, but I finally fell asleep.

***
-You are alive? Olga asked me, sitting on the edge of the bed
and putting a cup of tea and milk in my hands.
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"I'm dead, and I'm going to be sicker in a minute," I said,
burying my head under the duvet. Black is a bastard.
Super Hero. I said taking a sip.
"She left with Domenico an hour ago, but don't ask where,
Because I have no idea.
When I heard that, I felt it. It's like it was yesterday when it started
to work, and I had to screw it up with a pointless jump.
"Why was he offended?" Oli asked me, pushing his legs
He pulled the comforter down and grabbed the remote and covered the blinds.
"Because I didn't come." I turned my head, not believing what was happening.
saying. "I have a headache, I want to vomit, and he has to
have fun.
"Aha!" Oli said and turned on the TV.
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The hangover advantage, when you live in a house with servants, is
that you just have to get up to the bathroom. probably yes though
If we wanted a chamber pot, someone would give it to us. So we rot
all day in bed, ordering more food and watching movies. Yes
it wasn't for the fact that my husband was very offended and
even answered the phone, I would say the day was a success.

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The next day I woke up before noon and felt relieved
discovering that he did not have to do anything at all and that he could
return to the ritual of self-pity in pajamas. was buried in me
bed and watching television until I realized, that I had no
no reason to be depressed. I almost got over the loss of my son,
Of course I still felt pain when I thought of my son,
but it was receding, like an echo. My health got better and better
Plus, I hardly felt the effects of the surgery anymore. Spring
It started in Sicily. It was hot and the sun was shining, and I was still
filthy rich and my husband's boring wife.
I got out of bed and ran to the bathroom. I took a shower, combed my hair
long and artificial and put on makeup. Then I got stuck in my
dressing room for a long time, digging up miles of
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wasn't going to go for a long time, because seventy percent of the
things in my closet still had labels. after a few
dozens of minutes of digging, I pulled out some leather leggings and a
Dolce & Gabbana sweater that covered my butt. I took my loves
Givenchy boots and nodded approvingly. dressed in
black, I looked dark and sensual, as I should: as the creator of
a new fashion brand.
In bed, while drinking my tea, that was the thought I had
function. I remembered the wonderful gift that Massimo gave me for
Christmas. About my own company. Now I had to start, like this
I loaded my black Celine Phantom bag, put on a poncho
short with a collar in the color of La Manía and I went to look for my
partner to carry out my evil plan.
"Why are you still in bed?" I asked Olga when I entered
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His eyesight was worth all the money. He was staring at me, and his eyes were
the size of a satellite orbiting the earth. still had a mouth
open, and I nonchalantly leaned against the frame of the
door, waiting for him to get up.
"I…" he began gracefully. "You look like a bloody bitch." Where to
Let's go?
“Well, that's the problem. I have to go meet
Emi.— I took off my dark glasses. I wanted to ask you if you wanted
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Normally, I would put Oli in front of the fact of what he was doing, but
since I knew that Emi was Domenico's ex-girlfriend, I didn't want to
press her. She sat on the bed, crouched down and sighing, but
finally got up and said without emotion:
“Of course I'm going. I don't know why it occurred to you
I would let go alone.
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that it was finally ready. It was obvious that he was not prepared for a
simple way out, but for a wordless fashion war. I
His choice was even more surprising. He looked... normal. the cowboys of
Versace, the white t-shirt and the powder pink Louboutin pins.
She put a very ostentatious fur on her shoulders and hung a bag
gold color
"Shall we go?" She asked, walking past me, and I laughed at her.
laughter
In her shaded Prada glasses she looked a bit like Jennifer
Lopez in the Love Don't Cost a Thing video . I took my bag and went after
her.
Of course, I made a call before so Emi wouldn't know.
surprised to see me. I also briefly explained what
tried. It was not new to her. Massimo had already spoken with her
in winter to help me set up my business.
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-Hello-. But no one answered him.
I punched him in the shoulder. I thought such a cheerful greeting would not
it fit the situation. Then the door at the end of the room
it opened and God walked through the threshold. both, like
hypnotized, we look at a man in loose black pants
who walked barefoot and with a cup in his hand towards a large
mirror. With our mouths open and in absolute silence, we were
frozen like that, her gaze moving behind the muscular silhouette.
Long black hair fell carelessly over his muscular and
dark body. He combed it with his hand and turned around, and then his
gaze fell on us. He stood there, drinking from a cup, and
smiling happily. And we, like pegs, we stay
Stuck on the floor in our expensive shoes.
"Hello" I heard Emi's cheerful voice and shook myself from the drama.
—I see you've already met Marco.— The half-naked Adonis
he waved to us.
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a time.
I was surprised by his wonderful mood, not to mention his
attitude towards Olga, which was absolutely nothing. She doesn't like it
It didn't matter at all that Domenico chose my friend, but
looking at the long-haired God who used to pass through the room of
time to time, I guessed why.
After a few hours of conversations, lunch and three bottles
of sparkling wine, Emi spread out on a plush chair and began
to massage his temples.
—You chose the designers from the academy of fine arts with the
you want to work,” he said, “but there is still a problem of
casting. You know, you don't have to get it right with everyone. I believe
that the best thing for them is to design something that symbolizes their brand.
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“Next on the list are the types of shoes. But I know that already
you have a vision of how to test them.
Emi smiled and nodded her head. She knew my great love well
for the shoes
—We will meet with the sewing workshops this week and
I'll start teaching you what it's all about, how to look at stitches and blah
BLA bla. You will also have to go to the mainland to meet with the
fabric manufacturers.— He reached for a glass. "Do you have any idea how much
work awaits us?” he asked with a smile. —And do you realize
How rich will you be if it works?
"And just because I want to buy an island one day, I'm willing to
sacrifice myself.” He raised his hand and gave me a high five.

***
The following weeks were the most intense of my life. From 61
In fact, my therapist was right to say that before I was only
bored. Although there were no signs of depression, I still went to see him
twice a week. Just to make sure I talk.
I have been working. I did not think that an industry of which almost no
I knew nothing could give me so much satisfaction. Fashion was one thing, and
creating a company that was supposed to make a profit is
a completely different thing. The great advantage of all
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delicious. Thanks to that I was able to develop everything very quickly, hire more
people and not think about the costs.
Massimo was fine too. Especially since he hated my
growls, when the next stream of cocaine penetrated his
Body. He didn't even try to hide from me anymore. There was
been drinking, doing drugs, and occasionally
satisfying me I didn't know him on this side, although from the stories
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There was one night when I came back from the studio. I was convinced
that Black was gone. I had already heard him speak with Mario, who
insisted that Don go to a meeting. For some time I
I had gotten used to living separately. I talked to my therapist about
it. He said it would. And that Massimo was going to digest the pain later
of losing the baby, so I had to respect their pain. Besides, he thought
that Black was still struggling to see if it wasn't too dangerous
for me to be with him. And that meant he fought his own
selfishness. Dr. Hump's message was short.
If you want him to come back, let him go slowly. Only then will it come back to you
as it once was for you.
Thanks to my work, from which I escaped from stupid thoughts, not
I had problems with my free time, because I just didn't have it.
I also had a business meeting that night, and for me
misfortune in Palermo.
I came home like a hurricane, almost running through the halls and
trampling on the people he knew. In an hour and a half, I had to
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get on a plane. I combed my hair in the studio, thanks to my beloved
stylist was on call and the dress... well, she owned a
clothing brand. One of my designers, Elena, was extremely
talented. I really liked their designs, but they deserved it.
They were simple, classic, delicate and very feminine. I'm not exaggerating
any. She preferred to complement her creations with accessories rather than
to do something that would overwhelm the project. I loved everything
came out of his machine, from normal t-shirts to dresses. Me too
I was going to wear one of those dresses today.
A simple black strapless top, extended from the waist to the
ground, black and white striped, cut in a circle, a shape
spectacular and wide that despite its size, was light and blew
while walking. But at that time I was running,
holding it on a hanger with the knowledge that it had half
Time to shower and put on makeup.
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It's good that my hairdresser held my hair up because if I
I would have put light curls, I would have hay on my head after
bathe at this rate. But this time it was more like a beehive than
an ocean wave so that was fine. I dropped my light robe on
my underwear, almost falling on my shoes, I fell on my
dressing room. I took off my panties and bra, and then everything in mode
race I broke the world record for washing speed. It seemed that
was crazy.
There was no time to clean up, so I found that I was
embalming my wet body, and during the process of
makeup would all be absorbed. As I thought, I did. When
I tried to put on my makeup, with the precision of a sniper, I almost
I gouged out the eye with a black crayon.
"Some fucking joke," he was muttering, batting his eyelashes
fireworks and looking at my watch. After all, it was Laura
Torricelli, you should wait for me. And yet it is I who had
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I got into a dress and stood in front of the mirror. That's how it is
supposed it had to be. I was already a bit tanned, I went back to
exercise, so my body looked healthy again, and almost
there were no signs of surgical scars. The laser may not
have been the most pleasant treatment, but it was not impossible
deny it. But the most important thing was that I was myself again. And even
Plus, I was a better version of myself.
I grabbed the crystal handbag and packed a suitcase. knew that
I would stay in Palermo for the night. I heard that the door
downstairs closed behind someone. My time was up.
"I'm upstairs," I yelled. - Please take the bag that is in the
bedroom.” I yelled at the driver, even though I hadn’t yet.
seen, and I ran to the bathroom to put on a liter of perfume. -I hope that
we can make it, because I can't...
I broke off and stood there as if petrified.
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in front of me and didn't say a word. His jaws clenched
when he looked at every inch of my body. I knew that look well
and he knew that what he wanted, he had neither the desire nor the time.
"I thought it was the driver," I said, trying to get past him.
"I have a plane in an hour..." I growled annoyed.
"It's private," he said in a calm voice and didn't move a bit.
centimeter to one side.
I have a very important meeting with...
At that moment Black, with a deft movement, grabbed me by the
neck and pinned me to the wall. He licked me and sucked me with his lips, and
I felt that my willpower and willingness to come together in
their business decreased.
—If I want, it will wait for you until next year...— he choked between
Kisses.
Delighted by this unusual experience, which was so ordinary
A few months, this time I gave up. Don's thin fingers
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unzipped the zipper, freeing my body from the dress
tight that it fell to the ground. He lifted me up a little bit, got me out of there, and
Dressed only in a thong and heels, she led me out onto the terrace. Was the
second half of April, it wasn't hot outside, but it wasn't
cold. The sea buzzed, a salty wind blew from the shore, and I
It seemed like I was going back in time.
The meeting, the company and the negotiations were no longer important.
Massimo was standing in front of me, his pupils flooding my eyes.
eyes and nothing mattered anymore. His hands hugged my face and held onto
me again with a passionate kiss. Interlace my fingers in your
velvety hair and immersed myself in the taste of this remarkable
man. I pushed them up his neck until I reached the first button on
his shirt. With trembling hands, I started to unbutton him, but
He grabbed my hands and pinned them down. Holding a hand for him
neck and the other by the buttocks, he put me on top of him and went
towards the sofa. He lowered me and looked deep into my eyes and
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warning. I moaned in surprise at the painful but pleasant
feeling, and he just smiled. Little by little he gave rhythm to his wrist,
without removing my cold eyes. He was like a man possessed, and there was no
not a hint of tenderness in his eyes. From time to time he licked his
lips. He saw in my gaze that his fingers were both painful and
delicious. He enjoyed their taste as he took them out and put them back.
poke, giving your hand a merciless rhythm. I breathed and twisted
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He flipped me onto my stomach and pulled it out. His fat hard cock
it was like a drug very dear to me. Feeling it inside of me
I came immediately. I screamed loud and long, and he bit my arm,
pushing her hips harder and harder. I get my ass up every
higher and higher, until finally he straightened up, kneeling behind
from my. The first blow fell on my buttock, and its echo spread through
the garden. I didn't care if his people could hear us. Finally
I felt him again, and he fucked me with his wild abandon. After
After a while, I felt his hand hit the same place again.
I screamed louder and he muffled the sound, putting his fingers on my
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mouth. When he took them out, he leaned over and rubbed his saliva hard on my
pulsating clitoris.
"Harder." He was grunting, feeling another orgasm hanging
right above me. "Fuck me harder."
Massimo's teeth began to gnaw just behind my ear, and
his hips hitting my buttocks became even more powerful.
He moved his hands over my chest and began to squeeze his fingers
firmly on my hard nipples. The pain mixed with
excitement, and cold sweat broke out on my body. I was shaking for
everywhere and I felt that the end was near. Then it exploded
taking me to the top with him. He didn't stop, he yelled and hit me
butt with his pelvis until my legs refused to
obey him. Then it fell on me, and its hot, bouncing breath
around my neck made me orgasm.
We stayed there for a few minutes until he left me unannounced,
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but he just stood there looking. It was filled with the sight of me
defiled body.
"You're so fragile," he whispered. "So beautiful... I don't deserve you."
Hearing that, my throat tightened. I hid my face in the mattress
one moment. I was afraid to start crying. When I raised the
eyes to look at him, she was alone. I sat on the couch and I was furious and
sore. Was gone. He just walked away from me.
I wanted to cry again, but only for a moment, because then
I had a strange feeling of peace. I wrapped myself in a blanket
It was hanging from the back of the chair and I went to the railing. The sea
black was cozy and the wind smelled like the most wonderful thing in the world.
I closed the eyes. The most unwanted came before my eyes - I thought of
remove that illusion- Nacho in his jeans. I wanted to open my eyelids
that what he had seen would disappear. But I wasn't that good... No
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that filled me with this memory made my tears run
were. I sighed, lowering my head.
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—Laura—, my bodyguard is at the threshold of the terrace. -The
car is waiting, the plane too..
I hit my head and went to the locker room. I had to find my
dress.
It was just one of the attractions my husband financed for me, but
I didn't care at all. Sex had become something
secondary for me. My new passion, it was my brand, it was in the first
place.
"You should read this email, Lari." Oli said, waving a
piece of paper.

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The month of May arrived, it was already very hot in Sicily.
Unfortunately, or fortunately, I did not have time to enjoy
of the weather, because he almost never left the office. I approached Oli,
I leaned back in the chair I was sitting in and looked at the screen of the
computer.
"What's so important there?" I asked, reading the first
phrases. "Shit!" I yelled, pushing her away and sitting in her seat. It was
an invitation to the fashion fair in Lagos, Portugal.
How can you be that? I thought. The email briefly explained what
kind of party it was. European designers, new fashion brands and
fabric manufacturers exhibited there. The perfect party for me...
I thought, clapping and jumping.
"Olga!" I turned to her. We are flying to Portugal.
"I guess you…" he was growling, banging his head. -I
I'm getting married in two months, remember that?
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tell me what you have in mind either a repair or something?
say something, but I raised my finger. "Or a dress?" I pointed with my
hand to a spectacular creation of white fabric that was in the
corner stretched over a mannequin. "Do you have any more excuses?"
"If I don't fuck regularly, I won't be faithful to my husband because
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suddenly. "So incredible- he I'll
I'm gone, laughed as ifahe
fuck him had been dazzled
few
times a day. Maybe then I can keep it under control.
-Oh, come on. It's just a weekend. Also, look at me. Me
husband only fucks me once, and he only does it when he feels like it.—
I shrugged. "But you know...once you get in there..."
He was shaking his head gratefully.
-Let me guess. You're talking about sex,” Emi said, walking into
the room.
-Yes and no. We received an invitation to the Lagos fashion fair.—
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"I know, I saw it. I can't go.” He leaned over and fell into his chair.
-Oh I'm very sorry-. Olga muttered in Polish. the was
looking with big eyes.
"Shut up," I whispered to her through my teeth and turned back.
Em. "Aren't you coming with us?"
“Unfortunately, I have this weekend planned. A
family meeting.
I rolled my eyes ostentatiously. -Have fun.
"Party!" Oli said, singing. -Party! Party!
I hit him in the head and sat in front of the monitor, watching the rest
of emails.
The next two days, I pierced my fingers. I was busy with
my work and preparations for the trip. Elena made me a dress
for the banquet, which was to take place on Saturday, and some
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stick to earthy, neutral colors with no patterns or decorations
unnecessary. But the young designer objected, serving me a
luscious blood-red dress, backless and cut hard and
wrinkled forehead.
"Boobs," I said as I put on the finished thing. -You have to
have boobs for that.
"Nonsense," he laughed, poking in the last few pins. -I'll show you
something,” he said, pulling the clear patches out of the drawer. -You
we'll glue these so that they stay in place in the first place, and
under the fabric they will rise up and get bigger. At least
optically, well, take your hands to the sides.
In fact, after I glued the weird pads on the
body, my bust suddenly started to look extra. I was delighted
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body, howall
theitsdress
flawswrapped
conformperfectly around me
to the silhouette. The color, although
At first I wasn't convinced, it combined perfectly with my hair,
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"Everyone will stare at you," Elena said proudly. -Y
that is the point. But don't be scared. I sewed the rest of the clothes like you
you wanted
"You're cheeky." I was turning around, I couldn't believe
how good I looked. "I'm the one who hires you." You have to
listen to me.— I choked with laughter when she was driving
another pin.
"Yes, yes, I can try if you want." She took the last one out of her mouth.
"Now take off your dress." I still have to work on the
details.
An hour later, packed in thirty paper bags, it was
ready to go. In my first instinct, I tried to take them to the car myself.
alone, but after the fifteenth failed attempt, I gave up and
I called the driver who was waiting downstairs. watching the bags
broken and half torn, looked at me. Then he grabbed the bags. I
I shrugged and feeling tired from the kilos of clothes, I
I followed.
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I had the flight scheduled for the night, because the whole party
It started on Friday morning and I didn't want to miss anything.
I planned to get some sleep, do the deity, and go conquer the
hearts of European contractors. Of course, like Olga and
I usually do, we also planned to have a big break, and
Since the weather in Lagos was good for parties, I also decided
take a little break. I deserved a little rest
so I booked an apartment in a hotel for a week. Even
it crossed my mind to inform Massimo about it, but I wasn't
there. My God, what a waste , I thought, I put another bikini in my suitcase.
During my adventure with the world of fashion it turned out that I also
I could design something. But it wasn't about sewing. my underwear and my
bathing suit were the best. Packed with dozens of games,
I closed the last bag.
"Are we moving?" Oli leaned against the door frame of the
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dress an entire nation? He was moving his eyebrows chewing
another piece. "What the hell is all this?"
I sat up, crossed my arms over my breasts, and smashed her with my hands.
eyes.
"How many pairs of shoes do you wear?"
She looked for the answer looking at the ceiling. -Seventeen. No,
twenty two. Well, how many did you take?
"With or without fins?"
"I took thirty-one with fins." Oli burst out laughing.
“There you go, hypocrite.” I gave him the middle finger.
"First of all, we're going to a party..."
"At least one," Oli laughed.
"At least one," I confirmed. And secondly, there is the
possibility that we stay there a week or more. And third,
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—The tragedy is that I think I have more baggage.— Oli moved
his head nervously. "Does this plane of ours have limits of
weight?
"Probably yes, but I think we'll fit in nicely."
I nodded my finger at her. "Come here and crush her." not my suitcase
closes.
I learned from the experience, had a few glasses of wine and got on the
airplane. I had not yet sat in the chair, when I felt
drunk. I went sailing.
Half-conscious and looking hung over, I got into the car and sat on the
the seat. Olga was in a similar condition, so we both
we immediately threw on the mineral water that was in the
armrests. It was still night, and unfortunately not anymore.
we were drunk
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"From the plane seat?" I was surprised. “It has a fit.
“Of the damn thing. I think Domenico wanted me to have
enough for a whole week.
That information almost sobered me up. I just got closer, as if
someone would have lifted me from the chair.
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 "Were they at the residence?" I was yelling in surprise.
“They were, all day. But then they went somewhere.—
Olga looked at me with pity. "What, he didn't go to you?"
"No," I turned my head negatively. -I've had enough
from this. Halfway through our marriage, act like I
will hate He disappears for days, I don't know what he does, if he answers the
phone or not.” I looked at her. -You know what? I don't think I'm going to
fix it-. I whispered. Tears came to my eyes.
"Can we talk about this over a few drinks?"
Beach?
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CHAPTER 6

I stopped and reached for the remote for the curtains. I did not want to
damage my eyesight with the sun, so I nervously pressed the button
to lift it up a bit. A stream of light entered the room
through a crack in them - allowed me to get used to the fact
that it was morning. I was looking around the apartment,
Chasing away the rest of my sleep. It was modern and elegant, everything
it looked barren, white, and incredibly cold on him. just the flowers
reds placed almost everywhere gave the interior a bit of
heat.
Suddenly there was a knock at the door.
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"It's breakfast, move your ass." It's late.
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too excited, I headed to the bathroom.
"Cacao," he put a glass in front of me.
"You saved the world." I grabbed it and drank it with my soul. -Jesus,
how good is that. What time do we have the hairdresser?
-Now!
At the same time someone knocked on the door again.
I turned my eyes, because I didn't like to rush, but
lately it was my middle name. I showed my fingers for you
He gave me two minutes, and I ran to the shower.
Two hours and ten liters of iced tea later we were ready. Me
long dark hair was tied in a messy bun, from which
unruly strands fell. He looked like he just got out of bed
after good sex. I put on tall white linen pants and
a short top that gently showed off my muscular belly. I
I put silver Tom Ford heels on my feet and a matching bag
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extremely elegant. I put my glasses on my nose and stood
at Oli's bedroom door.
"The car is already waiting," I said coquettishly and she whistled.
"So we're going to conquer the market," he said, turning his hips and
grabbed my hand.
I expected us to be the best dressed people at the fair, but
I discarded it. Almost all women did exactly the same
this morning. And they all looked like something out of "Vogue." hairstyles
elegant, strange outfits and perfect makeup. the girl who
invited to this party showed us around and introduced us to the
following people with whom I exchanged notes and business cards.
Especially in Italy, my name was very big and impressive.
But I wasn't too sure, because I noticed that their smiles
fools said: it's that gangster's ass . i was making them
anger. I couldn't deny that I owed my husband the start, but
now I was only going up because of my determination. That thought
gave me some strength.
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We watched some shows, I wrote down the names of three and it was almost
late. A little tired of the glitter fumes floating around
In the snobbery of the fashion world, we decided to take a breather.
The day was wonderfully warm, and the long walk that stretched
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“Come on.” I patted Oli on the back. He moved his
arms, but finally followed me.
Of course, Massimo would not be himself if he had not sent
protection behind me, so the troglodytes with the diamond in the
head drove ten an hour to join us. We walk,
talking nonsense and watching the Portuguese tempters.
We remember the good times of freedom, and Olga almost ripped
the eyes.
Finally, we came to a place where crowds were thronging
the beach. We stood up, leaning against the wall. Some kind
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the ocean. I took off my shoes and sat on the stone wall that
separated us from the sand. Then I looked at the heads sticking out of the
Water. The people with boards were sitting, waiting for the waves.
Some were swimming, others were relaxing on the beach. so it was
a surfing competition. I felt a stone in my stomach, and my
heart began to gallop over the memory of Tenerife. I smiled,
I rested my chin against my knees, and gently turned my head.
Then the English voice coming from the megaphone made me stop talking.
breathe.
—Now let's welcome the current champion, this is Marcelo
Matos.
I swallowed hard, but there was very little saliva, so for a moment
I felt like I was about to vomit. I froze and, in a light
Panicked, I looked through the crowd several feet away.
my. And suddenly there it was, a colorful boy ran into the water
with a board and his reflective pants gleamed in the sun like a
flashlight at night. I got seasick I felt a tingling in my fingers. He 74
Olga spoke to me, but I could only hear the deafening silence and
I only saw him. The tattooed body fell onto a board. Marcelo
He began to row towards the waves. I wanted to run away, I really wanted to, but
my muscles stopped listening to me so i sat back and watched it
fixedly.
When he jumped on the first wave, I felt someone hit me on the
head. It was so perfect. His confident and dynamic movements
they made the board do what he wanted. It seemed that all
The ocean belonged to him, and the water listened to every command he gave.
gave. Jesus Christ, I prayed in spirit that it was just a dream and that
at one point open your eyes in another reality. But
unfortunately, all of this was actually happening. For
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thunderous applause on the shore.
"Come on," I yelled, getting tangled up in my own legs, and fell with
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Olga looked at me with an idiotic expression on her face, and after a
moment he burst out laughing. "What are you doing, idiot?"
She stood next to me while I was sitting on the sidewalk
leaning against the wall to hide behind it.
"Has the guy in the shiny pants come out of the water yet?" Olga
looked at the ocean.
"He's already leaving." He looked a few times. -Good material.
"Oh my God, I'm fucking…" he was muttering,
unable to move.
"What about you?" She asked again, slightly scared, and turned away.
knelt beside me.
"It's... that..." He was hitting. "That's Nachos.
His eyes now resembled two coins, growing in diameter with each
moment.
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I lowered it.
Start waving the flag so he can see us . I hid my face in
my hands.
"What is he doing?" I whispered softly as if I was afraid
hear me
“Oh, he's waving at someone. He hugs her and kisses her. God, how much
I'm sorry.” I heard too much sarcasm in his voice. -His girlfriend?
I felt as if someone had kicked me in the stomach. God, what
it's happening to me With the rest of my strength, I forced myself to
stand up a little and look from behind the wall. In fact, Nachos
was hugging a cute blonde girl who was jumping up and down
below. Suddenly the girl turned around a bit and I felt
relieved.
"It's Amelia. His sister.
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I fell on the stone pavement again. Oli sat next to me and
he made a face as if asking.
"Do you know his sister?" He snuggled. "Maybe others
members of the family?
"We have to get out of here," I whispered.
I was looking at my bodyguards who didn't really know what
do, and I was wondering how this meeting happened.
My dear friend looked at me accusingly, and I had nothing wise
What to tell him. She squinted her eyes and poked at her with a stick.
cracks between the stones on which we were sitting.
"You slept with him..." he said with a certain voice.
"No!" I yelled indignantly.
"But you wanted to." I looked at her.
"Maybe... For a while..." I pulled it out and leaned my forehead against it.
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I hid my face in my hands.
"There's no need to hide.
He was thinking for a long time. Finally he said, "Come on.
won't pay attention to us. He has no idea you're here.
I prayed that she was right. I put on my shoes and got up
up a bit, looking at the beach. I was not here. My friend
He grabbed my hand and led me to the car.
Only when I sat in the passenger seat did I feel safe.
He breathed deeply, feeling the streams of sweat that
They dripped down my back. I must have seemed very weak, because my
Security asked me if everything was okay. I told him it was for him
stress and weather and waved my hand to get them to move. Then
I turned my head to the glass. I looked for him in the crowd of people
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Then the horn honked, the car stopped, and I nearly knocked over my
teeth against the passenger seat. The driver yelled something at him.
guy from the taxi who had hit him, and he got out of the car, waving
hands. And then behind the window I saw Nacho, and my world
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and took the phone out of his bag. He looked at something for a while and then,
Interested in the argument, he raised his eyes. Our eyes
they found, and I became a log. He stood there and
It seemed as if he couldn't believe his eyes. His chest began to
stir faster. Me too? I couldn't turn my head and I stayed
looking at him He approached us, but at that moment my car
he moved away and stayed in mid-step. With slightly parted lips
I looked at it and when it disappeared I turned around and looked out the window
rear. She was standing behind him with her hands lowered along
of the body. After a while, another car covered it.
"He saw me..." I whispered, but Olga didn't hear. Jesus, you know
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God was a vicious boy when he brought me to this place, and now that
my life has finally started to seem normal. The presence of
Nacho made everything stop making sense, nothing was important anymore,
and the demons of the past opened the door to my mind.
"Well," said Olga when the waiter put a bottle of
champagne at our table. "Let's drink, and then I want to hear all
the story, not just laconic bullshit.
"Well, actually we're going to drink." I reached out my hand to take
a glass.
After two hours and two hectoliters of alcohol, I told him everything in
detail. About the plate I broke, about how he saved me, about the
beach house, learning to swim, about the kiss and how it
shot Flavio. So I spoke completely from the beginning,
confessing what she felt and thought, and she listened in horror to the
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"I'll say this," he stammered, patting me on the shoulder.
“I'm screwed, but you're more screwed, Lari.
My head was aching, and the alcohol was making his face droopy.
—From the rain to the gutter. If you are not a Sicilian fan, you are a
Spanish tattooed.
-Canary-. I was just chuffing in the glass, rocking a little
the chair.
"A cocksucker," he said, waving his hand, which the waiter
perceived as a call. When he got closer, she looked at him
surprised. "What do you want?" He was muttering in Polish, and a
stupid laugh overwhelmed me.
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—We play when we give, when we don't give, we don't play.
Amused Olga looked at the waiter, and when it turned out that he did not
shared his humor, the Englishman added: "One more bottle and Alka- 78
Seltzer.
He sent it back with a shake of his head.
"Lari…" she started when he left. -We have an important
banquet tomorrow, but today I can tell you that we will see how
puffy shit. You know, the kind that floats on water when a
small child reaches the pool.
I was laughing like crazy, and she raised her index finger.
-That is first. The second is that I am easy after drinking,
so I can't think of anything smarter than fucking.
It fell on the table, and the glass on it jumped with a crash.
I looked around me in a conspiracy and discovered that all the
world is watching us. I was not particularly surprised because
we were making a good scene. I tried to sit up straight
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"We have to go to the bedroom," I whispered, leaning forward.
her. -But I can not. You will take me?
"Yes!" she cried happily. “Right after you take me.
At this point, the young waiter approached the table and opened another
bottle. She couldn't even turn it over when Oli grabbed her and,
Getting up, he headed for the exit. Although "moved" was
perhaps too big a word, because it was more likely that
moved backwards rather than forwards. after many
minutes of embarrassment and fight with the rotating space, finally
we got to the elevator. Despite the strong alcoholic intoxication in
the flash of consciousness that reached me, how much suffering I
I expected tomorrow. I silently acidified myself to think about it.
We entered the apartment, or rather we fell, falling on the
carpet that was in the hallway. Christ, I still missed him
less, so I hit my head, passed, hitting the table
flowers in the middle of the room with my hand. Olga became hysterical and
He rolled on the floor until he found the door to his bedroom. I know
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crawled inside and swayed happily, squirming like a
worm. I looked at her with one eye, holding in my hand a bottle of
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triple, so I preferred When
a way to absorb I opened
reality withthe other door, I saw her
a single
eye.
"We're going to die," I yelled, "and we're going to start laying down on
this luxury suite.
I walked as if I was dragging my bare feet. i took off
shoes in the restaurant.
"They'll find us when we start to smell..." he was
muttering. I fell on the bed and crawled under the duvet.
I purred contently when I finally got my hands on the clothes.
of bed

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"Nacho, dear, turn off the light," I said, looking at the silhouette sitting on the
the chair.
"Hello, little one." She got up and went to bed.
"But I'm having incredible alcoholic hallucinations,"
I said, amused. "Although I'm quite asleep and dreaming, and that
It means that we are about to make love.
I happily greeted him across the bed, and he stood over me and
He smiled at me with his white teeth.
"Do you want to make love to me?" He asked, lying next to me.
I made room for him.
"Mmm..." I purred without opening my eyes. "I've been dreaming about
it and I've been making love to you in my sleep for
almost six months.
I tried to take off my pants, but it didn't work. the thin ones
The bald man's fingers took the duvet off me. He grabbed the button with which
I was fighting. He then gently slid them along my
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legs and folded them into a neat ankle. I raised my hands
pointing out that now was the time for the blouse. found one
zipper on my back and deprived me of a tight top. I was
spinning around and rubbing my butt against the mattress, inviting him to
play, and he was putting his clothes on the dresser.
"Be as always," I whispered. —Today I need your delicacy, I
I lost.
His lips touched first my shoulder and then my collarbone. it was only
a tingling sensation, but the warmth of Nacho's touch
It made my whole body tingle. He grabbed the quilt and
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"Not today, little one." He kissed my forehead. -But soon.
I sighed in disappointment and pressed my head between the soft
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The morning hangover opened my head, and as soon as I opened my eyes,
I vomited four times. Judging by the noises coming from the bathroom of the
across the apartment, Olga did the same. I showered and
Hoping to feel relieved, I took the paracetamol pills that
found in my luggage.
I stood in front of the mirror and groaned, seeing my reflection. "You look bad"
It would be a compliment today. It seemed as if someone had
punished, beaten, eaten and expelled. Sometimes I forgot that
I am eighteen years old, and alcohol is not water, you have to drink at
least three liters a day.
On my soft legs, I went back to bed and lay down, waiting
that the pill worked. I tried to remember what happened last night, but
my mind stopped at the restaurant, where we behaved like
some jerks I was digging in the corners of my memory to
find something comforting, for example a successful trip to my
room, but unfortunately to no avail.
Frustrated by my own irresponsibility, I took a call
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telephone to postpone my hairdresser to an hour later. A
message sent from an unknown number appeared on the
unlocked screen:
"I hope you dreamed what you wanted."
I leaned over and looked at the screen and analyzed the meaning of the SMS. And of
Suddenly, like a puzzle in my head, the image
of a Canarian man sitting on a chair. Terrified, I looked at myself
left: the seat was pushed into the bed. The headache is
intensified, I looked at the chest of drawers, where my things lay folded at my
feet. I felt the water reach my throat a moment before.
I ran away to the bathroom. After another painful
discharge of the contents of my stomach, I returned to the bedroom,
terrified. I saw that in my white pants there was a small
pendant with a surfboard.
"It wasn't a dream," I whispered.
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My legs buckled under me and I fell to my knees on the bed.
and the dresser.
-He was here.
I was terrified. I felt even worse than a quarter of an hour ago.
I tried to remember exactly what he said and did, but I think my
brain decided to protect me from that image and did not let it open
my memory drawer She was lying on the floor staring at the ceiling.
“Did you die?” Oli leaned over me. -Do not do this to me.
Massimo will kill me if you die of alcohol poisoning.
"Yes, I want to die." I narrowed my eyes and tightened my lids.
"I know, me too." But instead of agony, I suggest carbohydrates.
Oli lay down next to me so that our heads met.
—We need to eat a lot of fatty foods, we will get
sober
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"Lies, you have nothing left." She rolled her eyes at me. —I asked for the
breakfast and lots of iced tea.
We were lying there, unable to move, and I was struggling to see if
she must know what happened at night. They were calling the
door, but neither moved.
"Fuck..." Olga stood up.
"I just…" I nodded painfully. "I'm not going to move." Also you
you're the one who wants to eat, so go ahead.
We were literally walking through the food, mostly because
Oli ordered sausages, bacon, fried eggs, pastries. Generally
a fat-carbohydrate bomb. I thanked fate that
meetings began in the afternoon, at a banquet, because otherwise
Otherwise the day would have been completely unproductive. Alone
we could lie on the terrace, sunbathe naked and drink tea
ice cream in industrial quantities. This was one of the advantages.
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and surfers. It is true that from the ground where we were they seemed
points placed with a pen on a piece of paper, but the awareness of
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I was wondering how he found me, how he got in here and especially why
what the hell did nothing. You couldn't hide that tonight was what
as easy as possible. All I had to do was take off my
panties.
I remembered our discussion at the beach house when he said that
he just wanted to fuck me. So I hoped he was lying.
Today I was absolutely sure of that. I couldn't stop thinking
to be so drunk And what annoyed me the most was that he was so
close, and I did nothing about it. I did... I let him take off my
clothes and see me almost naked.
"What are you thinking about?" he asked Oli, hiding his eyes
of the sun. "You're punching your butt on a mattress like
you were trying to fuck him.
"Because I'm fucking him," I said nonchalantly.
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At nineteen, a team of stylists left the room, and
us, hydrated and treated with a package of medicines, we
we stayed in the living room. We look at each other approvingly.
we were ready. Me in a stunning blood red dress and
Olga in a creamy off-the-shoulder dress. both of my
designers, otherwise it wouldn't make any sense. the event of
today was the last one where i was able to stun a larger group of
influential figures in the industry with the talent of my people.
My cell phone in a small bag vibrated and a voice in the earpiece
It said the car was waiting. I hung up and looked at the monitor.
again because the phone made a short sound. My battery was
running low and had no charger. I cursed in my mind and put my cell phone
back in my bag.
We went down to the car and put our elegant asses in the limousine,
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"I want a beer," Olga said when I gave the invitation to the
man standing in the doorway. -A cold beer
foamy...- He dragged us looking askance.
"The mug will match your dress perfectly," I said. In
response, she stuck out her middle finger at me and immediately
hurried to the bar.
My Portuguese tutor has me like a hungry leonine antelope.
He grabbed my hand and dragged me into the crowd. I was surprised
his behavior a little, because he did not take care of anyone but
me. And yet he invited a few more people. I repelled that
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that it was my husband who had his skinny gangster fingers on
he.
Two hours later, I think I knew everyone who was worth
know. Fabric manufacturers, sewing parlor owners,
designers, some stars with Karl Lagerfeld at the helm, who
They nodded approvingly at my dress. I thought
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I would fall or jump, screeching like a teenager, but I
I stayed like the rest of the class and just nodded my head.
While I was trying to build my empire, my friend was engaged in
manufacture of breweries, and merrily associated with the
Charming Portuguese who served you. In fact, the boy was
charming and someone who put him behind the bar did an excellent
marketing move. Unfortunately, the continued stay
on the bar resulted in the fact that after less than three
hours Oli was very drunk.
"Laura, this is Nuno." He extended his finger towards the man who
kindly nodded and smiled at me, showing
wonderful dimples on her cheeks. "And if you don't get me out of here,
Nuno, who will be finishing his work in an hour, will catch me in the
beach—was babbling in Polish, and I knew it would end like this.
I smiled charmingly at a disappointed Portuguese and dragged the
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security saw what was happening, discreetly helped me put Olga
in the car. Unfortunately, when he came out, he saw something and wanted
return immediately.
"I think I'll have another drink of this," he was muttering,
staggering and wandering around in her dress.
"Get in the car!" I ordered, pushing her towards the door.
open.
But Olga had no intention of putting her sticky butt in there.
My bodyguard caught her and, holding her in his arms, looked at me
in advance. I nodded.
"Get in the back with her and hold her or she's halfway out."
I sighed. "I still need to talk to a few more people."
"I won't let you be left unprotected."
Come on, I'm safe here.
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I turned around and went back to the room where a few people
surprised they followed the show that had been organized outside.
I was standing among the guests, who harassed me from time to time.
when, and drinking champagne. I didn't particularly like that
night, but despite the hangover, the taste of Moet Rose
reassured.
"Laura?" Suddenly I heard a familiar voice. I turned around and saw
Amelia running towards me down the hall.
I felt a prick in my sternum and the champagne drunk for a second
Earlier he hit me on the head. My legs surprised me. A
girl took me in her arms and hugged me.
"I've been watching you for a good hour, but it wasn't
until I saw your security, which made sure it was you. smiled
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-It is a fact...
The sound of that voice made me grow on the ground and my breath hitched.
faded.
"You really do look impressive," Nacho said, growing taller.
behind her sister like a ghost.
He also looked amazing in a light gray suit, white shirt and
tie of the same color as the jacket. His shaved head was
slightly bright and her tanned skin made her green eyes
They shine like Christmas lights. He became serious, hugging his
sister, who kept saying something. But I have no idea what
because the whole world disappeared when he stood in front of me,
pretending to be a tough mobster. I've seen this pose before. That was
the day I was shot. And now Amelia kept stomping
like a pig, and we stand there fascinated by us
themselves.
"Nice tie," I said to a meaningless tie, interrupting
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Amelia. The girl froze with her mouth open and then closed it,
crouched down when she realized that it was absolutely
unnecessary here.
"Excuse me for a moment," he said and headed for the bar.
We keep looking at each other, but keeping a safe distance. No
we wanted to draw anyone's attention. Part my lips to take
a deeper breath. Nacho swallowed his saliva deeply.
"Did you sleep well?" He asked when the next day had passed.
minute of silence.
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would. I was dizzy when I remembered what was going through the
night.
"I feel weak…" I whispered, turning towards the door that led to the
Terrace. I grabbed the dress in my hand and almost ran towards the exit.
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then he was by my side. He took my bag out of my hand and put his
fingers on my wrist to measure my heart rate.
"I no longer have heart problems." I was exhausted. - This is
one of the advantages of being in Tenerife. I have some new ones.
"I know," he said briefly, looking at the clock.
"So, how do you know?"
I was very surprised. I ripped his hand off, but he grabbed it again
and he scolds me with his eyes.
"Did you talk to your husband about it?" he asked, letting me
go. Now he leaned his buttocks against the railing.
I didn't want to tell him about my marital problems, especially since I've
been seeing Massimo very little sporadically for several
weeks. Therefore, there was no conversation between us.
"Now I'm talking about it with you and I want to know your version."
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heart.” He was looking at me, and my eyes widened.
surprise. "And judging by the expression on your face now, you didn't have a
idea. My doctors didn't give you much of a chance to survive.
without a new organ, so...— He lowered his voice as if he wanted to
hide something from me "So now you have a new one," he finished,
still not smiling.
"Should I know how this heart came to me?"
uncertainty, lifting my chin so that he would look at me
straight into the eyes.
His green eyes slid over my face and his tongue wet
slightly dry mouth. God, does he do it on purpose? I thought and
I forgot the question I asked a moment ago. The smell of chewing gum
mint and cool bath water intoxicated me. Nacho was standing
with one hand in his pocket, the other was smoothing my bag and
glaring at me. The world stopped, everything stopped, we were just him and
me.
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-Miss you.
The sound of these words took my breath away, and tears
flowed into my eyes.
"You were in Sicily..." I whispered, remembering all my
hallucinations.
"I was," I confirm with a serious tone. -Several times.
"Why?" I asked, but subconsciously I already knew the
answer.
"Why do I miss you, why?" why did i leave and why
I want to see you?
-Why are you doing this?
My eyes had been shining with tears. I wanted to run away before
to answer the question.
-I want more.
At that moment, Nacho's beautiful face was covered with a
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broad smile that had been suppressed since he was next to me.
He raised his eyebrows happily and his body relaxed.
—I want more from you, I want to teach you to surf and show you how
catch octopuses I want to ride a motorcycle with you and show you the slopes
Teide snowfall. I want...” I raised my hand, cutting him off.
-I have to go-. I turned around, grabbing the sides of the
dress.
"I'll take you back," he called out, following me.
“My security will.
"Your security is guarding Olga towards the hotel, so don't
I think they do.
I turned around vigorously and was about to ask him how he did it.
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"Thanks, I'll call a taxi," I said and at that moment I looked at his hand
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She got fun and I raise it despite the high heels she was wearing
posts. I reached for my bag, but he lifted it higher, turning his head.
head to the sides.
"My car is in front of the hotel, please," he said, avoiding me,
headed towards the exit.
If it wasn't for the fact that I had a phone in my bag, which
it was probably already downloaded, I would have left it. But
unfortunately I couldn't. I was addicted to my cell phone. It
I kept a safe distance until we finally got out. Then I
He grabbed my wrist and dragged me into the darkness. when your fingers
came in contact with my skin, I was shaking all over my
Body. He must have felt the same because he stopped and looked at me
Surprised.
"Don't do that," I whispered, hidden in the darkness of the room.
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night. Then his hand let go of my wrist, a hand grabbed me
lumbar region and the other grabbed my neck. He drew me to him, and
unintentionally, I bent my neck to make it easier for him to access my
mouth. We were very close, breathing lightly, and he was looking at me.
He didn't move, he didn't do anything, he just watched. I knew it was a bad idea
knew that she should run away, put down the phone and run to the hotel even
in a hurry. But I could not. He was finally here
He was truly standing right next to me, and the warmth of his body
spilled over me.
"I lied," he whispered, "when I said I just wanted to fuck you."
-I know.
"I also lied when I said I wanted to be your friend."
I sighed deeply, dreading what he would say next, but
he shut up and let me go.
He pressed a key and the car lights went off. Open the door
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waiting for you to join me. Once again, I was sitting on a
strange and beautiful car that was certainly not of our time.
From what I could see in the pale light of the lighthouse, it was blue and had two
white stripes running down the middle of the body. I looked inside
nodding his head approvingly. It was a normal car
I thought, not a spaceship. I had maybe three gauges and four
switches, and there were no buttons on the wooden steering wheel.
Sparkly. The only downside and possible drawback was the lack of
a roof.
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Tenerife" I said when he sat next to me and put the bag on my
lap.
"Your intelligence surprises me..." he said with a wide smile.
—In Tenerife there is a ray in the corbette, and this is a shelby
cobra. But I bet you don't even know the fagot from the Ferrari.
He laughed wryly and started the engine.
“A car should have a soul, not just cost money.
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When it started, Guano Apes - Lord of the Boards - resounded in the
speakers. The sound of heaviness made me jump in the seat.
Nachos laughed.
"I'll set the scene for us," she said cheerfully, lifting
eyebrows and pressing some button on the modest dashboard of the car.
Then the subtle sounds of Mi Immortal by Evanescence
They filled the space. First the piano and then the delicate and deep
voice of the vocalist, who sang about the tiredness of being here,
suffocated by all childhood fears...
Every word of this song, every part of it was as if the
I will sing myself. Did Nacho choose this song on purpose, or was it a
completely random song?
"Your face haunts my eleven pleasant dreams, your voice has scared
all my sense out of me." - the interpreter sang with one voice at a time
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we drove slowly and without words through the almost empty streets of the
city, further and further away from the beach. "I tried so hard to
convince myself that you were gone. And though you're still with me,
I've been lonely the whole time..."
I couldn't take this verse anymore.
-High! Stop!” I yelled when I felt like I was about to explode.
“Stop the damn car.
I was yelling, and he pulled over to the curb and looked at me
with frightened eyes. "How could you!" I opened the door and walked out.
running from the car. -How could you do this to me! I was happy,
everything was fixed. I was perfect before you showed up...
At that moment, Nacho took me in his arms and supported me on the
wall of the house we were facing. I didn't fight him, no
I could. I did not defend myself even when slowly, as if asking
permission, he approached me with his lips. But he kept waiting. Y
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up, through my hips and waist, his arms, until
they finally grabbed my face. Nacho gently bit my
lips, caressed them, licked them, until he stopped with his tongue and
He kissed me deeply, silently.
The looping song resounded again as we were frozen
together for something that was inevitable. Nacho was warm, gentle and
extremely sexy. Her soft lips could not be parted from
mine, and his tongue penetrated deeper and deeper until
took my breath away. It was so good that I forgot everything.
And then the silence came and sobered us up. the music is
He fell silent and the entire world collapsed into two joined bodies.
We both feel it. I closed my mouth, thus giving him the signal to withdraw.
He leaned back a bit and rested his forehead against my temple.
squeezing her eyelids.
"I bought a house in Sicily to be closer to you," he whispered.
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little head and kissed me on the forehead. When I first called
time, I was sitting in the same restaurant as you. me too
kept watch in the club, especially since you were terribly
drunk.
Nacho's lips moved on my cheek. —I know when you order
lunch for company and how little you eat. I know when
you go to the therapist and when you're not doing well with Torricelli during
weeks.
"Enough," I whispered as his lips moved closer to mine again.
time. -Why are you doing this?
I looked up and pushed him away a bit. Now he had to straighten up. It
Look. The light from the flashlight made me notice that his green eyes were
both cheerful and focused, and her beautiful face softened
when it was lost in the smile.
"I think I fell in love with you," he said not wanting to, he turned around and
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He stood by the open passenger-side door and waited.
I pressed my back against the sharp stones of the wall around me.
some property. I waited too. I was waiting for
regain power in my legs, which I lost after what
Nacho just said. It seemed obvious to me somewhere in the part
back of my head, or rather I expected it - especially
after what he tried to tell me when we stopped to admire
The Giants on the way to his father's mansion. I was
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Finally, the sound of the phone in my bag brought me to the ground.
Nacho gave me the bag, and I stopped breathing, seeing on the screen,
the letters were set as "Massimo". I swallowed my saliva, and
when i wanted to press the green button, my phone did the last one
sound and turned off completely.
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"I can't say I care if Don Torricelli gets a little mad.
little bit.
Nacho looked amused as he stared at the screen
black.
-Charge soon.
He gave me his hand and helped me into the car.

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CHAPTER 7

We drove up to the door, and he pressed the button on the remote.

remote. For everything that happened in the last thirty minutes, I forgot
completely that he should take me to the hotel.
"I don't live here," I said, looking at the beautiful garden.
“It's a big mistake.
The corners of his mouth turned up in a row of white teeth.
"I have a charger for your phone," he said, turning off the engine.
“I also have wine, champagne, vodka, fire and bubbles. No
necessarily in that order.
I was waiting for him to get off but I was still stuck in the
car.
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River. "I've kidnapped you again, my dear, so let's go."
He disappeared at the door of the house.
I didn't feel kidnapped, I knew he wasn't kidnapping me and if
He insisted, he would take me to the hotel. But no, I'd rather stay?
Thinking of what could happen tonight, a pack of
Butterflies began to circulate through my stomach. it was horrible
mixed with relief and desire that had been burning my body
for months.
"God, give me strength," I was whispering, getting out of the car and
walking towards the entrance.
It was almost completely dark inside. The narrow corridor
transformed into a large and beautiful living room. was illuminated by
various lights hanging on the walls. then i realized
a kitchen open to the living room, with a large island and a lot of
knives, pans and pots hanging above it. one could run
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wood. It was modestly furnished, but with a huge
window that covered the entire wall. In front of her there was only one
dark, rectangular desk and a giant leather chair.
"I have to work sometimes," Nacho whispered, and I felt the warmth of his
breath on my neck. Unfortunately, after my
father died, I became the boss.
A glass of red wine appeared before my face.
"I like it, or rather I liked my job," he told me. he followed
standing behind me, and I was soaked in the closeness and soft
sound of your voice.
"You get used to everything, especially when you treat it like a
sport.
"Is killing and kidnapping people a sport to you?" I asked,
still standing in the doorway and looking at the big black desk.
“I love it when people tremble at the sound of my name.
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His calm voice and the words he said made my skin shiver.
"And now instead of lying on the roof with a rifle or shooting
someone in the head, standing in front of him face to face, I feel
behind a desk and run my father's empire.
He sighed and took me by the waist.
"But you never feared me..."
I was surprised to see my hips surrounded by a shoulder full of
color. I realized that Nacho had to take off his clothes because
when he got out of the car, he was wearing a suit. I was afraid to turn around
convinced that he was standing naked behind me, and not
could avoid seeing her skinny body.
“Unfortunately, you don't scare me.” I took a sip of wine.
"Although I know you've tried to scare me a few times."
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I saw him standing in his pants. I was barefoot, and seeing my eyes
looking at him, her chest began to rise faster.
“I'm going to throw the whole world at your feet, girl.
He began to caress my bare shoulder with his hand, following the
movement of your fingers.
"I'll show you places you never dreamed of."
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"I want you to see the sunrise in Burma when we fly
balloon.
His lips had slid down my neck.
"So you can get drunk at night in Tokyo, watching the
colored lights of the city.
I closed my eyes when Nacho's lips caressed my ear.
"I'll make love to you on a board off the coast of Australia." I'll show you
the whole world.
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I've walked away from him. I felt my will weaken. without saying one
word, I walked through the open door at the back of the
monumental living room and I found myself on a terrace that was
almost directly next to the beach. I took off my shoes and walked around
the sand still warm. My dress, pulling behind me, left a line
at. He had no idea what he was doing. I betrayed myself
husband with his greatest enemy and his worst nightmare. could have
stabbed in the back and twist him, watching him suffer. I sat down and
I listened to the waves and took a big sip.
"You can run from me," he said, sitting next to me. —But both
We know you can't run from what's in your head.

I didn't know what to answer. On one hand he was right, on the other hand he was not.
I wanted to change at all. Not now, not when my life finally
it was taking shape. I thought of Massimo, and I was left tragically
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"God, my phone," I moaned in terror. "Your people are about to
arrive, I have a built-in pager and even if the phone is
downloaded, he knows where I am.
"Not here," he answered calmly while I was saying.
—The house has systems to block any security device.
tracking, phone calls and all that shit.
He looked at me tenderly.
"You can go, girl, and you can stay invisible all the time."
what you want
I sat back on the sand, but inside me, the thoughts
and the emotions were still desperate. a part of me
I wanted to go back to the hotel at all costs. The other wanted Nacho to
lead to wet sand. I was shaking, feeling close to
him, my heart raced and my hands trembled at the thought of his
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"Are you sure?" he asked, rolling onto his back and stretching.
“Oh, God… You do it on purpose.
I lowered the glass and leaned on my hands to get up.
Nacho grabbed me and stopped me, covering his body with me. I
I lay on him, and he smiled happily, holding me as if
I was afraid that I was about to run away. when he felt that
I wasn't going to resist, he put his hands under his head.
"I want to take you somewhere," he said, and his face glowed like a
child seeing a chocolate. "Not far from here my friend has a
race track and some motorcycles.
My eyes widened at the sound of these words.
"As far as I know, you can drive, or at least have a driver's license."
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"Well, great!"
He turned back to the sand. He held me down so now I was laying down
under the.
"Tomorrow I'll invite you to the race." You can take Olga with you, and
I'll take Amelia. We'll spend some time together, we'll have lunch
and maybe we'll swim.
-Are you serious?
“Of course I'm serious. Also, as far as I know,
you rented an apartment for a week, so there is time to
surplus.
He couldn't believe what he was hearing. On the one hand, the perspective
was tempting, on the other hand, I knew she would never run away from me again.
security, you're probably having a nightmare anyway
when Massimo realized that he couldn't reach me.
"Nacho, I need time," I whispered. He smiled even more.
"I'll tell you what conclusions you'll come to, just spread your thighs wide."
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I was surprised, but I made his request. He came over to me and sat down, and my
most sensitive place was exactly on his rocking erection.
"At some point, you will realize that your husband is no longer the
man you knew, but only an imitation of the man you
you wanted to see in it. When you finally break free from him,
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-Oh yeah?
I crossed my arms over my chest to create a distance between
us. At that moment, Nacho slightly raised his hips.
I groaned silently as a hard lump rubbed against it.
clitoris.
"Oh yes!" He confirmed biting his teeth.
Once again, he took my waist with one hand and grabbed my neck
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hips even higher to give me a stronger idea of what
passed between her legs.
"You love me, girl, but not because I have colorful tattoos and I'm
rich.
He made another push, and I involuntarily tilted my head.
"You love me because you're in love with me, just like I am.
in love with you.— Nacho's hips were merciless.
After a while, my hands ran over his rough face with
beard and began to stroke it.
"I don't want to fuck you like your husband does." I don't want your body.
His lips began to gently caress my lips.
"I want you to come just to be near me." I want you to want
feel me inside you because we can't be getting closer.
He kissed me lightly, and I let him do everything he did.
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I will free you from everything that takes away your peace.
The Canarian tongue slipped once more into my mouth and began to
play with mine
If someone were to look at this scene from the side, I would be sure that
we were in love. My hips rubbed against him and his
against mine. Our hands intertwined in the face controlled
our cheeks to make it easier for our tongues to reach the spot
Right. One more moment and I felt a powerful wave of orgasm
rose from the bottom of my stomach. Nacho felt it too, I tried
to get away from him, but he held me.
"Don't fight me, darling.
His hand slipped under my hair and the other went to my buttock so he could
push me harder
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After these words, he had reached the top. with a strong
moaned, rubbing against the crease of his pants more and more
Quick, it had arrived. Nacho's soft tongue calmly marked
the rhythm of the kisses, and the wide and glued green eyes were
full of happiness. I don't know if this situation worked for me, or the
fact that I had not made love to my husband for a few
weeks, or maybe the fact that Nacho was with me and I
was fulfilling one of my fantasies? But at that time it was not
important to me, what made me come so hard.
"What are we doing?" I said, a little conscious. her hips
they stopped moving and his lips disappeared from mine.
“We're destroying your dress.
His sense of humor was contagious.
—I have a big problem now, my pants are only washable
too.
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also came. It was incredible, even mystical, he came with me,
Even though we didn't even make love.
—The last time I couldn't stop ejaculating was at school
elementary school.— Nacho laughed and fell to the sand.
"I'm going to the hotel," I said, giggling and getting up.
"I'll take you back." He stood next to me and began to shake
the sand.
—No way, Marcelo, I'll get a taxi.
"Don't talk to me like that," his tone was serious, but he tried to hide his
smile somewhere deep. -Also, you have a big stain
in your dress I looked down and found that he was right. Was not
sure if it was the stain of his semen or if it was so wet.
I sighed and headed towards the entrance.
"Give me a hair dryer," I said, rubbing the stain with the hair dryer.
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—A hair dryer is something I absolutely need.— Nacho
he stroked his bald head and laughed playfully. I'll give you something
of Amelia's things, you will change," he said and disappeared into the
living room.
I followed him and saw him wandering towards the stairs, taking off his
dirty pants, under which he had no underwear. the sight of
her tattooed buttocks made me moan silently.
"I heard," he said before disappearing upstairs.
Dressed in a gray tracksuit, a white t-shirt and a colored maxi
Rosa was standing in front of the house, waiting for Nacho. I did not mean
argue, even though I told him he couldn't take me back, because
he did not know who was watching the place where he lived. would stop at
a few dozen meters and continue on foot.
"Smart girl," he said, patting me on the butt.
He was cheeky in a charming, boyish, manly way.
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but my gaze was wandering behind Nacho. my kidnapper
with a black tracksuit and a zip-up sweatshirt he looked very
attractive. As he approached the car and leaned over, I saw the suspenders of the
weapon.
"Are we in danger?" I asked, pointing my head at the
leather belts.
-No.
He looked at me surprised, and then he noticed what I was looking at
intensely.
“Oh, you're talking about… I always carry a gun. It is a habit. I
like.
He leaned against the car and looked at my shirt with slightly dark eyes.
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"Sometimes I am so brilliant that I envy my own intellect," he said.
fun. "Your sticky nipples will make our trip very
nice.
He raised his eyebrows and smiled, showing his bright teeth.
darkness. I looked down and saw that my swollen nipples were
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The last time on the
I stood T-shirt
in front ofthat
him,I had preparedme
he attacked forwith
myself. The The only one
his mouth.
difference was that at that time I was completely wet, and
now the moisture was only hiding between my legs.
"Give me the sweatshirt," he was grunting, suppressing laughter and
covering my breasts with my hands.
We drove slowly, glancing at each other from time to time. But not
We exchanged not a single word. I was thinking about what
would happen now, what I should do and if I could concentrate on
something. I was thinking about your proposal for tomorrow's meeting.
On the one hand, she dreamed of spending the day with him, on the other hand, she knew that
Massimo would find out faster than the others and kill us all.
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both. Olga would have had a heart attack and I would have another.
corpse on my conscience. The whirlwind of thoughts in me
head was rushing, causing an unbearable oppression. I turned the
face to the left and looked at Nacho. He was driving only with a t-shirt
and two huge weapons hung from his colored chest. In his hand
left, leaning on her elbow, supported her head, held the steering wheel
with his right hand, and from time to time he hummed a song that
filtered through the speakers.
"Do you want me to kidnap you?" He asked when we reached a
part of the city he knew, and then stopped after a
weather.
"I thought about it," I complained, turning to him and taking off my
sweatshirt. "You would have made my decision easier."
"I'd rather hear from you," he laughed.
"But on the other hand," I whispered, "I would never get over the past and
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I sighed, covering my face with my hands. I have to think about it,
put it all together
"I have waited for you these months, and before that, I will wait all my life,
if necessary, and years.
"I can't see you tomorrow or the day after tomorrow... For now, I want you to
disappear.
"Okay, baby." He sighed and kissed my forehead. - I'll be around
here.
When I got out of the car and started to walk down the sidewalk, I felt a
unbearable pain in my new heart. It was throbbing and
tears came to my eyes. I wanted to turn around but
I knew I would see it and I would turn around, throw myself at the neck and leave
to kidnap me I choked on what was growing in my throat and
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take my bag and a bag with a dress from Nacho's car.
I grunted and went back to the front desk to ask for a copy of the key to the
bedroom. In the elevator, I could still smell the incapacitating odor
of a Canarian surfer. It was everywhere: in me, tied in me
hair in a messy bun, in my mouth, on my neck. Could not
endure that my longing should overwhelm me, even if it had
left fifteen minutes before. What am I doing, I complained,
entering the room.
I went up to the dresser, took my phone out of my pocket and plugged it into the
charger.
"Where were you?" and a small lamp was lit next to him.
bed. "Answer me, damn it!" Massimo yelled, floating
away from the chair.
oh fuck...
My husband came up to me, and his rough face meant trouble.
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"She's so screwed up that not even a nuclear explosion will kill her."
would wake up Besides, she's with Domenico.
He grabbed me by the shoulders.
"Where have you been, Laura?"
His eyes burned with rage, his pupils expanded and his jaws
they clenched rhythmically, causing her cheeks to burst.
I was angry. I hadn't seen him this angry yet.
"I had to think," I said, meeting his eyes. "Also, since
When do you care so much about what I do?
I escaped from his embrace.
—I ask you who you go with and where you go when you disappear
during days? The last time I saw you was a long time ago
night, a dozen days ago, when you decided to stick your dick in me.
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"I'm sick of you and the way you are for almost six months!"
I'm the one who lost the baby and had to recover from surgery.
I punched him in the face.
"And you left me, you selfish bastard!"
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beating.
"If you think you're going to leave me, you're wrong.
He grabbed my shirt with his hands and tore it down the middle, hitting
his teeth to my nipple. I screamed and tried to fight off the attack, but
he grabbed me and pressed me to the bed.
"In a moment I'll remind you how much you love me," he growled,
taking off his belt from his pants. I wanted to run away from him, but
he grabbed my leg and pulled it down, and then he sat on top of me,
tripping under. I tied the leash to the wrists of a
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from the bed. I was writhing and screaming when he got up from
me and slowly began to undress me. tears ran down
my cheeks from anger and my hands burned from the force with which
they were tied. My husband looked at me with satisfaction, and there was fury
lurking in his gaze.
"Massimo, please," I whispered.
"Where were you?" he repeated the question, undoing his shirt.
-I went for a walk. I had to think.
-You're lying.
His tone was calm and quiet. I was afraid.
He hung his shirt on the back of the chair and pulled his pants down.
one move, they fell to the ground, revealing a big dick
sticky; I was ready. His muscular body was larger than
he remembered, and more sculpted, and his erection was really
Awesome. Under normal circumstances, I would be boiling with
excitement, and before he touched me, I would explode like the fires
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New Year's artificial. But not today. my thoughts revolved
around the tattooed body of a Canary that is probably still
it was stuck where I left it. The window was open and the air
oceanic entered the room. If I had called out his name,
He would have listened and come to the rescue. a torrent of tears
flooded my face, giving relief to my thoughts, and my body
I was tense when Massimo leaned over me completely
naked.
"Open your mouth," he said, kneeling on my head, and I turned
denying me
"Oh little one," he laughed teasingly, patting me on the cheek.
"I'll do it anyway, we both know that, so be polite."
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He grabbed my nose and waited for my lungs to run out.
oxygen.
When my head started to spin, I parted my lips and he rubbed me
her throat with all the power of her hips.
"Oh yes, little one," he whispered, plunging into them brutally.
-That's it.
Although I tried not to do anything, everything inside my mouth was
tight on my husband's fat cock. After a few minutes
He got up, leaned over me and kissed me deeply.
I smelled the smell of alcohol and the bitter taste of the drug. I was
Completely intoxicated and unpredictable. At that moment
She was even more scared, and the terror was mixed with the confidence that
I had always felt for him. After all, he was my loving husband,
my protector, the man who adored me. But now I was lying
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He lowered his mouth, licked my neck until he reached my chest, took a
nipple in his mouth and began to suck hard. He bit him and
he kneaded with his slender fingers. I squirmed, begging him to stop,
but he ignored my sobs. He slid down until he reached my
tight thighs, which ripped to the sides in one motion and without
notice he started licking, biting and fucking my pussy with his
fingers.
"Where's your vibrator?" He asked, looking up at me.
my.
"I don't have it." I choked on my tears.
“You're lying to me again, Laura.
-I do not have it. It's at home, in a drawer near our bed.
He had deliberately underlined the word "ours", believing
that would work But his eyes filled with even more anger, and a
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He knelt in front of me, lifted both my legs and put them on
his shoulders, and then attacked me with a quivering erection, going
as deep as he could. I screamed, feeling the stabbing pain in me.
abdomen.
"So... ...what... Damn..." He was making an effort with
gritted teeth, fucking me in the middle of nowhere. -...You saw
an orgasm?
Her hips were hitting me, and I was screaming,
interfering with your sound.
"Or should I ask who helped you with that?"
The crazy rhythm and the pain were messing with my head. I opened my
teary eyes and looked at him. At that moment, I hated him with all my being and
I made. But still, I felt it starting to come. I did not want to,
but I couldn't stop the pleasure that this unbalanced man gave me.
gave. After a while, the orgasm took over my body, and
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"That's right!" and I felt his sperm pouring into me. -You're mine!-
he said with his fingers firmly glued to my ankles, but no longer
I felt no pain, just a wave of a huge tsunami that hit me.
went through
Soft kisses on my neck woke me up and repelled sleep
in which Nacho was with me again, and all the
Last night's events were just a nightmare. I sighed and
Opening my sleepy eyes, I looked back. I met the
my husband's eyes.
"Good morning," he said smiling, and wanted to throw up.
"How much did you drink yesterday?" He was grunting, and the joy
disappeared from his eyes. "What the hell were you drugged for?"
I got up and sat down, and his eyes froze when he looked at my
naked and bruised body. My wrists and waist were
purple because I was tied up until this morning, and my legs and
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"Christ," he whispered and started looking at me nervously.
I froze under the influence of his touch, and he sensed my fear.
perfectly, moving to the other end of the bed and
hiding my face in my hands.
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When Don looked at my purple skin, his eyes were full of
tears. Yesterday I knew that he was not himself, but only his reaction
He claimed he didn't know what he was doing. I sighed heavily and covered myself.
that he didn't see how much he had hurt me.
"As you can see, you and your twin have more in common than you know.
do you think...
"I'll stop drinking and I won't do drugs again," he said out loud,
holding out my hand.
"Lies," I snorted mockingly. "If you meet me like
You did it yesterday, you'll do it again.
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He walked around the bed, around it, and fell to his knees before me, taking my
hand to mouth and kissing her.
"I'm sorry," he whispered. -Sorry...
"I have to go to Poland," I said through my teeth, and he lifted
her horrified eyes at me. —Either I walk away from you, or you give me space
to think.
He opened his mouth to say something, but I raised my hand.
"Massimo, I'm about to ask you for a divorce." Our relationship
He died with our son. I'm trying to make things right, and you
you're just bugging me. Your pain must end too.
I got out of bed, passed him and reached for my bathrobe.
—Or you go to therapy, stop drinking and come back to me as I knew you
Almost a year ago, or you break up with us.
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—And if in Poland you want to control me, or send your gorillas to
look for me, or worse, you fly, I swear I will divorce you and not
you will see again
I turned around and disappeared into the bathroom. I stood in front of the mirror and
I looked at my face, and I couldn't believe that everything got into my
throat. My strength scared me, and the firmness I had forgotten was
surprising. Deep down, I knew what the reasons were and what
it gave me strength, but it was also too painful for me to
consider it now and after what happened last night.
-You will not leave me. I will not leave you.
I looked up and in the mirror I saw Massimo standing behind me. His
His voice was firm and impartial, and his eyes pretended to be indifferent.
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I put in front of him, turning my face towards him. He swallowed loudly
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“Look at me,” I said, and he didn't react. “Look, damn it, Massimo!
You can imprison me and rape me, you can change my life again,
but you know what... You won't have my heart and my head.
I took a step forward, and he took it back.
“I'm not leaving you. I'm just trying to fix things.
There was a long silence, and he looked at me with a lost look,
trying to avoid recent bruises.
—The plane is at your disposal, and I promise not to go to your country.
He turned around and left the bathroom. I fell on some cold tiles and
I cried. I had no idea what to do, but the tears were
reassuring.
It was that afternoon, when I left the room. for several hours
I ignored the humor of Olga, who tried to get me out of bed at all
coast. I didn't want to explain what had happened or show him what
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hands. But I had the impression that Domenico knew everything,
because I would take her to the city and invent things to do so that
will leave me alone.
I put on a shiny, thin long-sleeved robe, a huge
hat, glasses and my beloved Isabel Marant sneakers, and then I went out
of the room. I walked the boardwalk, looking
thoughtlessly into the ocean, and thousands of thoughts raced
my head. What to do, how to behave, whether to leave Massimo, or
reset everything with it? Each of the questions remained
answer, and each successive question raised new ones. What if
Nacho turns out to be a monster too? I thought my husband
he wasn't a monster either, but his behavior yesterday deprived me
of faith in anything.
On the corner I saw a lovely Portuguese restaurant and decided to eat
something, drink wine and relax. A nice old man took my order and
I went to the phone to call my mother and tell her that I was going to go.
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I turned my head and felt a wave of tears flood my hidden eyes.
behind dark glasses. Nacho was sitting at the table next to me
and looked at me. He was wearing a baseball cap, glasses, and a cotton shirt.
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“Sit back near the street,” he said, without getting up. -There are
at least one car behind you.
I slowly got up and sat down, pretending that the sun
hit. I looked ahead, but noticed a car stopped to the
left.
"Massimo is in Lagos," I whispered without taking my eyes off the
phone screen.
-I know. I found out about an hour after I dropped you off at the hotel.
—Nacho, you promised me something— I sighed and felt tears running
down my cheeks
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His voice betrayed his anxiety, but I kept quiet.
The senior waiter came to the table and put a glass of wine
in front of me. When I reached for her, the long sleeve of my robe
rolled up a bit, showing blue streaks.
"What do you have in your hand?" Nacho's tone became a
buzz. "What did that son of a bitch do to you?"
I turned my head towards him and saw his eyes popping out of his head with a
burning lust to kill him. He crushed the glasses he had in his
hand with a crack, and the glasses fell to the floor.
"I'll be up in a moment," he said. I'm going to kill your
security, and then I'm going to go after that son of a bitch and kill him too.
He rose from the chair.
"I beg you, don't." I was squirming, taking a
mighty sip.
"So you'll get up, pay your bill, and meet me at
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two streets away. Go left, and then a small street,
second on the right.” I nodded to the waiter.
"But first, drink some wine."
I walked down a narrow street along a row of townhouses.
neighborhood. Suddenly I felt someone grab me and push me
to a small door. Nacho raised my tunic in one movement
and looked at my wounded body, and I was standing with my head
hanging. He took off my dark glasses and looked at my eyelids
swollen.
"What happened, Laura?" He asked, looking into my eyes, and I tried to
hide his sight. "Look at me, please."
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with tenderness
"He wanted to fuck... and... He asked me where I was and..."
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"In the morning I'm going to fly to Poland," I said. -I have to think
away from you two.
He fell silent, he hugged me to himself, and his heart raced
at an alarming rate. I looked away and looked at him, he was
concentrated, cold, serious and completely absent.
"Well," he said, kissing me on the forehead. -Tell me when you're
ready.
He let me go, and I felt empty. He walked through the door without looking
He disappeared. I stood there a few more minutes, drowning in my
tears. Finally, I went back to the hotel.
I was packing my last bag when raggedy Oli walked into
the room.
"Are they fighting again?" She asked, sitting on the
carpet.
-What makes you think that?
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I looked at her as impassively as I could.
"Because Massimo rented an apartment below ours in
place to stay with you. And yet Domenico and I are
sleeping next door.
I was a little nervous.
"Lari, what's going on?"
I am going to Poland. I have to get away from all this shit here.
“Oh, I understand. But from Massimo, Nacho or from me? He leaned on
the wall and crossed his hands on his chest. —What about the
company? And what about everything you've been building so
sacrificed in recent months?
-Any. I also have internet there. Also, you can handle
Emi for a few days alone.— Sigh. "Oli, I have to go." I'm
overwhelmed I need to talk to my mother. He hasn't seen me since
Christmas... There are many reasons.
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"Go," she said as she stood up. “Just remember my wedding.
I stood in front of the door to Massimo's room and struggled with
the idea to call or not? Finally, common sense and love
they won. I heard the handle of the lock and saw Domenico sighing and
smiling pale and letting me in.
"Where is he?" I asked him, crossing his hands on his chest.
"In the gym," he nodded, pointing at me.
address.
I thought I had a big room, but I can see that the
best suites are always there for Don.
I snorted wryly and walked through the adjoining rooms,
shocked to discover that my husband's apartment was the
half of the floor.
In the background, there were screams and strange noises that I knew well.
I entered the door and saw Massimo hit one of the
the bodyguards. But this time there was no cage or anything. A great
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Italian was standing with gloves on his hands, and a man
he fiercely beat his legs and arms against them. Gave
some orders, and executed them with the greatest power.
They didn't pay any attention to me, so I called. Massimo I know
stopped and said something to his man, and took off his big gloves and
he went away. Don took a bottle of water in his hand, drank almost all of it,
and came up to me.
If it wasn't for what happened last night, I'd think her body was the
sexiest view in the world right now. The long legs of
sports leggings with inscriptions seemed longer than they
they really were, and his sweaty, effortless chest stimulated my
salivary glands. Massimo knew it well, he took off his gloves and
He ran his hands through his dripping hair.
"Hey," he said, he was getting closer, and his eyes were black and
sensual. "So you're leaving."
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-Yes?
He came dangerously close to me, and gave me his wonderful
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when IIwanted
closed my eyes all
it above andelse.
felt exactly like a few months ago
"What did you want, baby?" He asked again, and probably
it looked like she was asleep standing up.
"Say goodbye," I gasped, looking into his eyes. I saw it
lean over me "No, please," I whispered when his lips touched.
They froze within an inch of mine. I cringed.
"You're afraid of me." He pressed the bottle against the wall. -Jesus,
Laura, how can you...?
At that moment, I pulled up the sleeve that covered the bruise, and he
callus.
"That's not it, you fucked me," I said quietly. -The point is
that you did it against my will.
“Christ, I've done it a hundred times against your will. From
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that was the fun.
He grabbed my face with his hands.
"How many times have I fucked you when you told me to stop because
you hadn't washed, because it was going to wrinkle your dress or ruin your
hair... But then you begged me not to stop.
"And how many times yesterday did I say NO, that you stop?"
Black's teeth bit down on his lower lip, and he twitched slightly.
backward.
-Yes! You don't even remember what you did, you don't remember how in
my cheeks ran tears of pain, you do not remember how I begged you
what will you stop
I felt anger explode in me.
"You raped me."
I finally said it, and the sound of those words made me sick.

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Massimo stood there like a stake, catching gusts of air,
he was angry, resigned and desperate.
"I have no excuse..." he choked on his words, standing in front of
my. “I want you to know that I spoke with the therapist today.
I think at this point my face had taken on a strange
expression.
"As soon as I get back to Sicily, I start therapy," Don said.
– I'll heal up and never touch that white shit again, you'll see. I will do
Anything so you won't be afraid of my touch again.
I took his hand. I wanted to reassure him and show him that I supported him in
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"And then we'll have a daughter so she can lose her mind like
all the rest,” he added between laughs, and I tapped him on the side.
He was so wonderful at that moment, smiling and almost relaxed,
although he knew, it was only beyond.
"What happens next, we'll see," I said, and walked away from him.
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He grabbed my hand, but he did it more gently than usual.
and with more feeling. He leaned my back against the wall and put
her face in front of me, as if waiting for permission.
—I want to put my tongue in your mouth and feel my favorite taste,—
he whispered, warming me to the sound of his vibrating voice.
kiss you, Laura, and I promise not to go to Poland and give you all the freedom that
you need.
I swallowed my saliva out loud and took a deep breath. The oldest
problem right now was that my husband looked like God, that
it was hard to resist.
—I… — I complained, and he, without waiting for the end of the sentence, got into me.
in my mouth.
But he was surprisingly kind and tender, he acted with me like
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He ran his tongue around me, examining every inch of me.
mouth.
"I love you," he finally whispered and kissed my forehead.

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CHAPTER 8

I didn't want protection, chauffeurs and all that crib that's been
with me for months. But although Massimo had promised me
before leaving that no one would follow me, I knew it was not possible.
I walked through the VIP terminal and saw a smiling Damian leaning on
the car.
"I can't believe it…" I yelled, clinging to his neck.
"Hello, Lala," he said, raising his dark glasses. -I don't know what's
been there for months, but your husband called Karlo and asked me
to take care of you personally.
I laughed, when he opened the door of the Mercedes. I knew very well for
why Don made such a gesture. First of all, he wanted to show me that
had complete confidence in me, and secondly, I knew that I could not
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"Where are we going?" asked the Warrior, turning to me
from your seat. "Let's explain something to each other: I won't wear the hat of
a chauffeur.
"Take me home," I said between laughs.
The road was not very long, so a few minutes later
we were parking in the garage. I suggested that we order something and
Let's talk, and he gladly accepted my proposal.
"I heard what happened," he said, putting a chicken leg down
KFC without eating on a plate. "Do you want to talk about it or are we pretending?"
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"How loyal must you be to my husband and Karlo?"
"Less than you," he said without thinking twice. —As to you
respect, if I am here to extract information from you, absolutely not.
Your husband pays me a very high salary, but he cannot buy my
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"Do you remember the last time we spoke on Skype?"
head banging.
-Yeah right.
—That day, just after we spoke, I met the man who
kidnapped and changed my whole life.
It took me almost two hours to tell the story. I spoke and he
listened, from time to time laughing or shaking his head with
disapproval. Until I got to the last forty-eight hours.
Of course, I spared him the details of the meeting with Nacho in
Lagos and how I got down on my knees. I also didn't tell him how my
husband took me by force.
"You know, there's something wrong with that story of yours..." He told me,
pouring me another glass of wine, and pouring water into his glass. -That
kind of Spain.
"From the Canary Islands," I corrected him.
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him, and when you talk about him, your eyes shine.
I was scared to hear his words.
-You see it? Now that I've figured you out, you have a face like
You wish you had a heart attack. So tell me what about
you were quiet
I nervously scratched my head and searched for a good
explanation for my behavior, but after a pack of
tranquilizers that helped me survive the flight and a half
bottle of wine I wasn't very smart.
"It's because of him that I'm here, without Olga and without Massimo," I sighed.

“He got into my head, probably because I let him.

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"Don't you think it got into your head because you weren't as happy as
What did you think?” He said, but kept looking at me.
"If you are sure of something, nothing will dissuade you from it and nothing will break it.
the solid structure of your feelings—he raised his finger a little.
"But if you have at least a shadow of a doubt, and the foundations on
those that settles something are not solid, a small explosion is
Enough and everything will fall apart.
"You say that because you don't like my husband."
"I shit on your husband." This is about you.” He scratched his beard.
a few days.
"Let's take us, me and you from years ago." I was an idiot, and
I didn't take any chances, although you know what, it's a stupid example.
"Yes," I added with a laugh. "But I think I know what you want."
tell me
The next morning I had to go to my parents' house, but as soon as
I opened my eyes, a diabolical idea occurred to me. I ran to the bathroom in a
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merry teddy bear and an hour later I was standing there,
looking for the keys. It was May, and in Poland the weather was
wonderful, everything was blossoming and awakening to life, like
me. The videophone rang, I informed Damian I'd be down in a
moment and grabbed my bag. I looked appetizingly dressed in
cream louis vuitton high top sneakers, shorts almost
torn whites and a thin sweatshirt that exposed most of the
stomach. A bit like a teenager, but the idea that I
hitting like a speeding train wasn't very mature either.
"Hey, Gorilla," I said sitting down on the seat.
"You have a nice ass," Damian said, turning to me. -TO
your parents?
I turned my head.
“To the Suzuki dealership.” I made a small noise, and he was
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"Protecting yourself means you can't get hurt," he said.
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 "To Suzuki 's room, " I repeated, nodding.
I pointed a finger at the GSX-R 750, and the salesman nodded.
head in thanks.
"Um," I said, sitting on my bike and watching Damian fuming
for the anger
"Laura, I can't forbid you, but remember that within a
moment I'll have to call Karlo, and he'll tell Massimo—
regretted.
"Call him!" I said short, sitting on the tank.
—The maximum power of one hundred and fifty horsepower to more
thirteen thousand revolutions per minute— began the young salesman. -The
maximum speed...
“I see what is written on the blade.” I finished his torment.
"And you only have one of these in black?"
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The guy rolled his eyes, and I continued having fun. —And the suit,
also black, preferably Dainese, I saw one that I liked, and the
Sidi's shoes, the ones with red stars on the sides. They were
standing there
I got up from my motorcycle.
"Let me show you which one." And as for the helmet, that's the most
hard.
The poor boy hopped next to me, spying on Damian from time to time.
when, and he probably wondered all the time if he was
seriously and if he was about to get the best sales of
the season.
When everything was chosen, I left the dressing room, with a leather suit
tight, gloves, shoes. I had my helmet in my hands.
"Perfectly," I said, looking at both men in a daze.
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Laura, there is only one problem... The motorcycle must be
registered so you can get out of here. And the bike you chose is
new...
"What do you mean?" I turned to him, squinting a little.
the eyes.
—It means that if you're worried about the weather, a new colored motorcycle
Black won't be available today.” He headed for the door.
—But we have a demo version, the same
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a few hundred not allonblack, it's black and red. and has been driven
test drives.
I was thinking for a while, biting my lower lip, and the
Damian's face danced happily at the thought that my evil plan
would fail.
"The red will match the stars on the boots, I guess."
I gave the seller my credit card, and my bouncer hit his
forehead with your hand.
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"Please prepare the papers."
I started the engine and my hundred and fifty horsepower roared. squeak
I closed my teeth and put the helmet on my head, tilting the glass.
"He'll fire me." Damian was waiting.
Come on, there's no choice. Plus, he's going to be so mad he'll want to
kill me, not you. I put the first gear and started.
It had been so long since I felt the power beneath me
that at first I had a sick excitement mixed with fear.
I knew I hadn't been driving for a long time and
I had to get used to driving this monster before
Make me crazy.
I drove through Warsaw calmly, feeling the breath of my
bodyguard behind me and vibes in my pocket
suit. Oh, Massimo already knows about my purchase, I thought, unscrewing
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dozens of minutes I remembered why I loved the sport. The way
straight and wide track encouraged me to check out the machine, so
when the opportunity presented itself, I jumped ahead.
"My new bitch is amazing," I said, slapping her across the face.
gratitude when I parked before entering the house of my
fathers.
A moment later a Mercedes S jumped around the corner with a
He screeched and pale-faced Damian got out of the car.
"Fuck, how you run," he said, slamming the door. "Do you know why
What have I been through?
"My husband called…" I said amused.
-I call? I had a constant conference call with him, and he was yelling at
at least three languages.
"Oh," I said, when my pocket began to vibrate again, and
"Massimo" blurred on the screen. "Good morning, husband."
I started off with blissfully fluent English.
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so loud into the earpiece that I pushed it away from my ear.
"Remember our agreement..." I replied. "If you come, I
I will divorce you.
His voice fell silent, and I continued.
"Before I met you, I was riding a motorcycle and I'm still going to.
do. After all, nothing will stand in the way." I sighed.
"Sometimes a relationship with you seems more dangerous than riding a
what I have between my legs now.
"Laura!" Black was growling into an earpiece.
"Am I wrong, Don Torricelli?" Somehow during
twenty-nine years, nothing has happened to me, and in recent months,
Gunshot wounds, miscarriages, kidnappings...
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"That's honestly true, and stop taking it out on Damian,
because he was only on your side... Now, forgive me, but I'm
sweating in the suit.
There was silence.
"And stop scaring yourself." I will return safe and sound.
"If anything happens to you, they'll kill me..."
"Who?" ...I interrupted with annoyance.
"You yourself... Because my life without you has no meaning."
silence, and then hung up on me.
I looked at the black screen and was full of appreciation for his self-control and
the art of negotiation.
"You got it." I looked at Damian, who was leaning against the car.
"And now you can go back to the capital, because I'll be here for a few days."
-I'll stay. I have a room in a hotel two blocks from
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You know what Massimo is like.
He shrugged, and I gave him a thumbs up, accepting what he said.
he said, and I went up the driveway. Damien still burst onto the porch and
He disappeared.
I started the engine and put the gas to full without starting it.
The blow was such that after a few seconds my frightened father
he left.
"And now I'm jealous..." I said, getting off my motorcycle and
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-Baby! He hugged me tight, but after a while
concentrated on the machine. "Have you bought a motorcycle?" These
going through a crisis? Because, you know, your mother keeps thinking
that you only buy toys like that if you want to try something...
— Laura!

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Talking about the devil. Klara Biel's voice had stuck so
strong in my skull, that I wanted to wear my helmet again.
"Baby, are you crazy?"
-Hi mom.
I unbuttoned my suit and hugged his neck.
"Before you start yelling, I wanted to tell you that my husband is already
knows about this, I pacified him, so I'm fine.
"Daughter," she started pathetic. "Just have your father give me a
heart attack a few times a season. And now you
too?
My funny dad raised his eyebrows.
"Besides, what do you have in mind?"
I was winding my hair and I remembered that the last time my
parents saw me, I was blonde.
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“It's been a tough few months, Mom.
His facial expression softened, as if he had just remembered what he had said.
happened in my life during that time.
"Thomas, get the wine from the fridge." Mom looked at my father, who
He was still laughing behind her back. —And you take off your clothes, because you're
about to sweat
"I'm already sweating."
Dad came back with a bottle as fast as possible, and after
shower and get dressed in a tracksuit, I sat on a soft sofa in
the garden.
"It's over twenty degrees, why do you need a cotton blouse?"
long sleeves?” Mom asked, pointing to my suit.
I turned my eyes to the idea of what he would say when he saw my dolls
blues, and I changed the subject.
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"This is part of the new collection, do you like it?" I looked at her with a
happy look in my eyes.
"Have you put on the things I sent you recently?"
I was bragging. -And that?
-They are great! I'm so proud of you. But baby I'm over
interested in how you feel...
"I think I'm in love." I dumped the biggest load, and my
mother almost choked on the wine.
"What?" he yelled.
"Well, you see...
I started to talk, and she lit a cigarette with her hands
trembling.
—When I was in Tenerife, I met a man who is one of the
Massimo's biggest competitors.
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because I was cooking another lie.
—And my husband didn't have much time for me, and Nacho had
much. He taught me to surf, he took me on trips.
God, what the fuck am I talking about? I thought about taking a sip.
“He introduced me to his family, and I was impressed, and…and he kissed me.
And then my mother started to choke on the smoke.
"It wouldn't matter much if it weren't for the fact that Massimo
He had changed a lot after losing his son. walked away from me and
he ran away to work. I have the impression that we will never return to the
point where we stayed...— I sighed. I'm tired, he's
tired...
"A boy..." my mother began, putting out the butt. -I will not say
"I told you," but last year I tried to make you realize that
this is all happening too fast.
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Wrong of you, I thought. —And lose the baby at the same time
caused the loss of the meaning of marriage.” Klara shrugged.
of shoulders. "So it doesn't surprise me that when someone
scheming got in your way at that time, you became interested
for him. And what would you do if Massimo was not your husband, but your boyfriend?
And you were in Poland and not in Sicily?
"I would have left," I replied after a brief thought.
"I would hate it if my boy ignored me and often treated me like
an enemy.
"Simple as that, would you do it?"
"Would you just do it?" Yes—I was outraged. "Mom, I
been fighting for this relationship for months. Without any effect.
How much time do I have to lose? In a few years, I
I'll wake up with a man I don't know at all.
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hit the head.
“So you see, you answered the question you came here with.
It was boarded up. It wasn't until someone forced me to say what
I want, I hope and I need, that I realized I had the right to
everything I felt. I had the right to make a mistake, I had the
right to be wrong, but above all I had the right to
do what makes me happy.
"Honey, I'm going to give you some golden advice that I think my
Marriage to your father has been almost thirty-five years.
I leaned towards her.
"You must be selfish.
Oh, it was getting intense, I found peace of mind.
"If you put your happiness first, you will do whatever you can to
let it last So you will also take care of the relationship, but one
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you will always be unhappy, downtrodden and a nuisance. And to the
Men don't like women to complain.
—And those who don't paint— He was nodding his head.
"Oh, God forbid." Even if you don't have a man, you have to
take care of yourself." He nodded.
Yes, my mother was the undisputed expert on this. its always
impeccable hair and makeup, no matter the time of day, she looked
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We got drunk that afternoon. I liked when he was with me
mother. Then she became fun, and what was with her, a little more
relaxed.
The following days were similar. I went for a walk with my father, I drank
came in the evenings with my mother and I tried to find out how
the telescope worked. Poor Damien followed me step by step, and
Olga tried to control the company in my absence. we met
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Massimo... was silent. He took my bans so in
serious that during the almost ten days that I spent in Poland, I only
He called once to screw me over for buying a motorcycle. It
I missed, but I also missed Nacho. My sick mind I know
I was going crazy, because I dreamed of Don and the Canarian mafia
alternatively. They tore me apart and banged my head against the
Wall. So I decided to call my therapist.
"Hello," Marco said when I called him through facetime.
"I almost slept with Nacho," and he whistled in admiration. -But
end, I didn't.
-Why did not you do it?
"Because I didn't want to betray my husband?"
"Why didn't I want to betray my husband?" she repeated the question.
"Because I think I love him?"
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All the conversations with Marco looked similar. I was saying
something, and he was collecting his most interesting moments,
guiding me to the solutions I already knew. I got rid of the
doubts in a very natural way, arriving myself at the
solutions.
I decided to let life go its own way, and I was just going to
Observe your current. He did not want to influence my decisions or judgments,
I needed the whole situation to happen outside of me. I was ready
to accept each end with humility. Because, at least in theory,
everyone was good to me.
Over the weekend, I offered my dad a ride. I was happy to
get his chopper suit out of the garage and dress up in a chopper costume
leather fringes We were taking the known routes, waving
to other motorcyclists enjoying the wonderful weather. I was
calm, happy and still without answers, what should I do.
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on my shoulders. Just like in the movies, all that was missing was the
slow motion and the only thing missing was a bra under the suit,
with big boobs on it. And here, alas, neither a bust nor a
tempting bra, but an ordinary black T-shirt.
The market square of this small town was the place of
favorite meeting of motorcyclists. The machines lined up
row caused tourists to turn their heads away from the buildings
historical and take a look at something from the current era.
"Just like old times," Dad said a little disappointed,
hugging me around the waist. -Lemonade?
He nodded at our favorite pub next door, and when I nodded
yes, he pulled me towards him.
In a sensitive embrace we were a bit like a godfather and his
caretaker, but I didn't give a shit about the funny look of the
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"How's it going with my mom?" I asked, taking the first sip.
"It takes me two days to fall in love, and you fight her every day."
days.
"Honey…" she began, smiling tenderly. I love her as well
I managed to deal with her during pregnancy, the more I can
deal with your menopause.
I smiled to think that my pregnant mother was caressing him in a
tide of rage for no reason, and him bringing her the next thing
needed immediately. I liked the company of my father.
He was discreet, but in addition to being able to listen, he also liked
speak. So I didn't have to.
After an hour, we had been through everything from the horses
from strength to alcohol, through real estate investment.
Dad talked, I listened, then he talked, and he showed me that
I was wrong. He gave advice about the company and how to deal
with the people.
"You know, honey, the main purpose of this business is the
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benefit...
The engine that was buzzing about three meters from us interrupted it
and we both turned our heads. A beautiful yellow Hayabus came into
the cobbled market I complained seeing this wonderful
motorcycle. I dreamed about it, but unfortunately I never had the
chance to ride this monster. The driver turned off the engine and
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open I looked at the yellow wonder that was right in front of me
nose. Then a man in a black suit took off his helmet, hung it
from the steering wheel and turned to us. My heart rumbled like a
gallop, and my whole body tensed. I stopped breathing when Nacho,
taking literally three steps, he got in front of me.
"Laura," she bit her lip and didn't take her green eyes from me.
above, completely ignoring my father.
"Jesus Christ," I whispered in Polish, and Tomasz Biel was even more
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"Nacho Matos," he said, turning to my father and shaking hands.
his hand from which he had previously removed the glove. -Your daughter is going
come hang out with me, so maybe I'll sit down.
My eyes bugged out at the sound of the polish in his mouth.
—Tomasz Biel. I take it you know each other?” Dad replied,
pointing it out
"Jesus Christ," I said again, and the canary man took his place,
putting his glasses on his nose.
"We're friends, but I live quite far away, so your daughter can
be a little surprised to see me.
Nacho looked at me, and I had the impression that someone was standing
behind me and about to hit him in the head with a baseball bat.
baseball.
Dad looked at me confused, and then looked at the intruder who had already
ordered an iced tea and made himself comfortable.
"A beautiful machine," said Tomasz, turning his head a little.
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head. "Is this last year's model?"
Yes, it's the latest version...
They were talking to each other, and I had an irresistible urge to
break and run until my legs were in my ass.
He was here, sitting across from me again, and I was nervously looking
to the sides. Then I saw a black Mercedes and once again I stayed
breathless.
"I'll be right back," I said briefly, moving towards Damian.
I had no idea if he knew what Nacho was like and if my husband gave him
some guide to know which men were with me. So
I decided to make a lantern.
"Warrior," I said as I turned to the window. "Aren't you thirsty?"
¿I can get you something?
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I turned around and looked at the table, where they talked
fiercely about, I think, the yellow monster.
"Dad's friend," I shrugged and breathed a sigh of relief.
because his question revealed that Damian had no idea who he was with.
Was sitting.
"You have a nice machine." He was shaking his head with
gratitude.
"I like it too." I complained and turned around to go back.
to the table. "If you need anything, let me know."
As I approached my chair, my father suddenly stood up and
kissed the head, said:
“Honey, your mother is going crazy. She thinks we already are
organ donors, so I'll be back to calm her down.
He turned around and gave Nacho a hand.
-It was nice meeting you. And remember about lubrication.
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'Thank you, Thomas, that's valuable advice. Bye.
My father disappeared, and I fell into the chair, furiously stabbing
to Nacho.
"What the hell are you doing here, and how are 'you' with me?"
dad?!
Nacho leaned on the chair and took off his glasses. put them in the part
higher.
—I am testing the state of Polish roads and I have some
observations.” His disarming smile was contagious.
“And your father is a good guy. He suggested that I call him by his name.
"I asked for time. Massimo got it, and you...
“Just because he understood it, I could show up here. You do not have
No protection, girl, except for that fighter in the Mercedes.
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“You left me last time and left.
Tears filled my eyes as I remembered how he disappeared,
leaving me at the door.
Nacho sighed and lowered his head, and his hands clenched in his fists.
they cut off the blood supply to his fingers.
"I was afraid that I would punish you again for disobedience and then
I had to kill him.
Nacho looked at me coldly.
"And then I'd lose you..."
"Why are you speaking to me in English now?"
I changed the subject because I didn't want to continue talking about him, about
Massimo and me.
"Since when do you know Polish?"
He leaned back in his chair and put his hands behind his head, and was
drew a smile. God, how I loved that smile.
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—I know many languages, but you know it well.
His eyes were wandering around my face. -You look
lovely in that outfit. He licked his lips, and once again I felt
a baseball bat to the head, hitting me with such force that
I should have been lying under the table a long time ago.
-Do not change the subject. Since when do you know Polish?
“I know too much about that.” He leaned down and picked up the glass. -I have
been learning for two years, but for six months I have
been doing more.
He brought the glass to the rim of his mouth and looked at me playfully, and
I knew he was making fun of me.
“You are unbearable.
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"Why did you come here?" I said a little happier and less
Lasted.
"I don't know." He shrugged. "Perhaps to see how he does it?"
anger at your husband?
His sight was gentle and amused.
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little.to see how you begin to live your life." I'm proud of you,
He leaned towards me.
—You are satisfying yourself, you are doing what you want
again, and you're having more and more fun every day.” He went back to the
position in which he was sitting before, and put his glasses on the
nose.
"Should we have some races?" he asked me, and I burst out laughing and
turn your head.
-You are kidding, right? You probably have at least
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seventy horses more than me. Also, if you don't have stops, you can go
almost twice as fast. Not to mention the fact that
you're probably riding a few hundred times better than me.
Nacho was sitting, smiling in a strange way, and
listening to what I was saying, shaking his head.
"You impress me," he almost whispered. What woman knows what a
horsepower?
"You make fun of me and you make fun of my intellect." He was growling
with false anger. —You have my dream between your legs, for which
I have great respect, so you will not provoke me to lose.
"Do you admit so easily that you love me?" His eyes were fine.
open and his mouth slightly open.
Then I understood what he had just said, and I felt a sting in my
lower abdomen. I raised my eyes, getting them into his green gaze,
and a cavalcade of animal lusts rolled over my head. I dreamed
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the chair and kissed me. But what I wanted most was for him to kidnap me
again and hide from the whole world in a small house of
the beach.
"Laura," she called silently when I didn't answer her. -Let's go.-
He extended his hand to me and when I inadvertently gave it to him, he pulled
slightly. "Put on your helmet," he said, when the black helmet
slid across his bald head and a glass completely
darkness covered his eyes. He threw a leg through his motorcycle
and grabbed my wrist again to help me sit up.
I looked at the Mercedes. Damian, confused, started the engine and tried
turn around. Then I felt the power of a four engine
cylinders waking to life under my butt. the canary caught me
hands, wrapping them around her waist, and when I
I grabbed the wrists, the machine pulled forward. in my stomach,
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he chased the narrow streets ahead of me, and after a while
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overtaking other cars. Unfortunately, the class S cow did not
was able to catch up with the agile motorcycle and after a few minutes I felt
that we were alone I nuzzled my head on the broad shoulders of
Nacho and I was enjoying every mile we traveled. When
He slowed down, grabbed my hands and squeezed them tight.
force, as if I was giving a signal that I felt and was
happy to be here.
After a few dozen kilometers it became a path
forest and stopped and I felt that Hayabusa was definitely not a
dirt bike How did he know those places, I thought, looking at the
lake house hidden among the trees? He turned off the engine and
go down, took off his helmet.
"Do you have a phone?" he asked me in a serious tone when I
I took it off
-I have not. It stayed in my father's bag.
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He turned his head towards me. I denied with a gesture.
"That's good, so we have all night."
I took a deep breath at the sound of those words, and the horror
mixed with excitement. I leaned on his strong shoulders and jumped,
and after a while I unbuttoned my gloves.
Nacho supported the motorcycle and got down and hung his helmet on the handle. grabbed the
zipper of the suit with his slender fingers and undid it, showing
his bare and tattooed chest. I swallowed my saliva and saw what it did
after. It slid all over the top and turned back to me.
Now, without saying a word and without meeting my eyes, he pulled the
zipper of my suit and, putting his hands inside, he freed me from the
skin attached to my body. I could feel her peppermint breath on me
shoulder, and the touch of his hand made me feel the current from time to time.
when.
"How is it that every time we touch, I feel like someone
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I looked away and met a green gaze; he was
waiting.
His tanned skin was slightly sweaty and his lips
moistened with his tongue they shone and provoked a kiss.
"I can feel it too…" I whispered as we froze
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head.
"I'm here," he whispered, lifting my chin.
"And that's what I fear most."
The Canary Islands man's fingers moved to my cheek
and his thumb took my jaw and lifted it. inevitably I
I got closer to his lips. I had no intention of fighting, fleeing, or resisting.
In my head, my mother's words about being selfish and doing what
what he wanted to do sounded like a mantra. Nacho's lips don't
mine touched and pressed into her exposed collarbone, then into the
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nose touched mine, and when I was sure he would touch my
lips in a moment, froze.
"I want to feed you," he whispered and laced his fingers through mine.
We headed to the house.
God, I groaned in spirit, food was the last thing I wanted to eat.
My whole body clung to her, and every cell in my brain wanted
having me. But he put the key in the lock, opened the door and
let go before him. I looked around and when I heard the lock, I
i was stiff
"Please," he said, handing me the phone. call your parents and
tell them you won't be back at night.” He left me and walked down the
hallway, at the end of which was the kitchen.
I got dizzy and wondered what to do. But most importantly, how
I will explain to Clara Biel that I will not go for dinner. I turned around and passed
through the first door I found that led to the living room.
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perfectly with the deer antlers that hung over the
fireplace. Then there was a table for about eight people, around
from which heavy wooden chairs with soft seats were placed
burgundy. Everything looked like an exclusive cabin
Forest ranger.
After a short crossover with my mother and another million lies,
I put the phone on a stone table and sat on a stool
high.
“Suka stayed in the market.
Nachos turned around. He held the pan in his hand and looked at me
asking questions.
"My motorcycle," I explained, "is still parked where I left it."
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little. It may not behe
as said, smiling
flashy at me. Ibut
as Torricelli, don't travel alone either.
wherever I am, my people are also. Your suka- he snorted
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He placed two plates facing each other and put shrimp on them. opened the oven
and after a while there was toast with cheese, olives and a
bottle of wine in front of me.
"Eat," he ordered, stabbing a fork.
"How do you know I'll stay?" I asked, chewing on the first
bite of delicious food.
"I don't know," he answered, without looking at me. “I can only wait.
He looked up at me and his sight betrayed a fear similar to
Own.
"What will you do with me if I stay?"
He was making a playful tone. He perceived it perfectly.
"I will give you pleasure."
I froze with my fork up, he looked at me unsmiling and I was
digesting the meaning of his words.
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I decided not to talk to him until the end of the meal. it was enough for me
look at myself, and there was an electrifying desire in the air.
When my plate was empty, Nacho hid the plates in the
dishwasher and took a sip of beer from the bottle.
"Upstairs, in the first room on the left," he began.
look at me calmly —There is a bag on the bed, you can take a shower and
change you. I have to call Amelia, because she has been
calling me for an hour.
As we passed the kitchen, he kissed me on the forehead and walked out the front door.
the terrace. Once again, he was between a rock and a hard place. It was so
gentle, but firm and manly.
I hid my head in my hands, wondering what to do and if
I shouldn't leave right away, get on his bike and run. But not
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no part of my body wanted to run away from Nacho again. I
I got up quickly and moved in the direction he showed me.
Like you said, in the first bedroom on the left, there was a bag
in bed, with clothes he knew from the closet of his apartment in
Tenerife. It wasn't brand name clothing. So I took the boxers from
pink cotton, the white tank top and I went to the shower.

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CHAPTER 9

"Do you have what you came for?" Damian asked me

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Karl.last night together. We dined together at the restaurant
"No," I replied laconically and continued to chew on the juicy
steak.
"And are you coming back?" He was surprised.
"Yes." I selfishly decided that I would do nothing and let everyone
My problems solved themselves.
"Remember, Doll, if you need help, I'll always be there."
"I know." I snuggled up to his muscular shoulder, and Karlo
he threatened with a finger.
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and slightly soaked in tranquilizers I sank into the chair.
I looked out the window. She was calm, quiet, and extremely
in love. After the night with Nacho I had something to
think, so I didn't even notice when we left. This time
I did not fall asleep, but with my eyes closed, I remembered moments
extraordinary of the two.

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I got out of the shower and went downstairs dressed in pajamas with the
suit that could have been official. A sweatshirt and a tracksuit
It was hanging on a peg by the stairs, so I tossed it over my
shoulders and put on a wonderful scent. I slowly walked out of
behind the wall and I saw Nacho sitting and watching television in the
sofa with the legs resting on a low bench. I was standing and
for a while behind his back, I looked at the colored shoulders
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"I can feel you," he whispered and turned off the sound of the television.
“Every time you get close to me, my skin glows.
He shook his head as if he were loosening his neck.
“I feel the ocean in a similar way. Every time a big wave
goes and I don't see her yet, I feel the same kind of emotion.
He slid his legs off the bench, stood up, and turned to me.
I stood against the wall, one foot wrapped behind the
knee of the other leg, my hair was carelessly tied up in a
bow, and the tips of my fingers protruded from under a blouse
loose.
"You will never be more beautiful than that," he said, taking a deep breath.
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He slowly approached me, and I was overcome with terror. I had
bare chest and skinny sweatpants with legs
wide. Her bare feet almost came into contact with mine.
when he stopped a few inches in front of me. We stayed
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looking at us, but neither was sure what to do
now.
"Come to me," he said softly and put his hands under my buttocks.
I get up.
Interlock your hips with my thighs and let me sit on the
kitchen counter after a few steps. his thin fingers
slid along my shoulders and hands, taking
Blouse. He took his time and watched my reaction the entire time.
As if he didn't want to make a mistake. Every gesture he made seemed
say, "I'll wait if you tell me to stop." But I didn't want it to be
stop. When the material hit the ground, it pushed me further
near.
-I want to feel you.
His lips said a few millimeters from mine.
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Christ lord, I'm coming right now, I thought as his low voice slipped
through my head
He hooked his thumbs against the bottom of my shirt and
He started to raise it, exposing my belly, ribs, breasts. I breathed
a little panicked, but her merry green eyes wandered
across my face, bringing peace and tranquility. I raised my hands from
cold top and raised them, giving a sign that I could
completely undress me. When the shirt fell to the ground,
he stopped so close that he almost latched onto me with his colorful drawings. No
looked down, not wanting to see a defenseless woman sitting in front of
to the. I needed to feel. Once again, he put his hands under me.
butt and lifted me up, and I clung to him.
"God," he moaned, and his slender fingers gripped my head.
pushing her aside to gain access to my neck. -I feel you.
He walked across the room, up the stairs with me, back to
He turned and walked into the beautiful, dark bedroom. in a big bed
on wood there were colorful blankets and pillows. He knelt down and
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gently, without leaving me, she laid me on top of her and covered me
with the. My heart was racing, and my breath trembled in my throat.
God, I wanted him to.
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His green eyes looked me in the face and his tongue was full of
my lips. I could not bear it and, getting up a little, I grabbed him
lips with mine, and then I ripped his hands off and grabbed him
by the head and dragged him towards me. I wanted to catch him, but
he kissed slowly, from time to time, sucking on my lower lip.
"That's not the kind of pleasure I'm going to give you tonight, Laura.
I was rejecting. I'm pretty stupid. I want you to surrender
to me, thinking only of me, without having the oath that you made before
God.
When he said that, at first I wanted to shoot him in the head and leave,
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I wanted to be a lover. He wanted to be the one I loved. I pressed my
head firmly on the pillow and looked at him resignedly.
He grabbed a blanket and covered us tightly, and then took off his
pants and lay down between my legs again. the dismay
was painted on my face, because what I was doing was
Completely opposite of what he was saying.
"I'm not going to make love to you today, I'm going to meet you."
I put my hands on her back and grabbed her buttocks, and I
I was surprised to discover that he was wearing boxers.
"I won't take them off, nor will you take yours off" a smile
radiance was dancing on her face. "I will know your wishes, but the
time to satisfy them will come later.
He leaned in and started kissing me again, but this time he went up a notch.
little rhythm. I moaned in surprise at this change in tactics and key.
my fingers firmly on his back. I scratched him with my
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"I feel like you like it a little rough, girl," he whispered and kissed me.
my lips and unknowingly rubbed my hips against his erection
sticky
"But rough or very rough?" He asked, as he squeezed his cock
firmly against my swollen clit.
"Very!" I yelled and threw my head back, feeling his intense
movement.
Our bodies shook together, and Nacho's hands
They pressed so that only the skin divided us. we were both
lying on our hands while our lips meet
met from time to time, to find our shoulders,
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more ruthless and stronger, I had the impression that it would explode in a
moment.
"Nacho," I whispered to him, and he slowed down and looked at me like
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"And what do you like?" I asked, licking myself a bit
vulgarly to provoke him. "Do you like it deep?"
I grabbed her hips with my hands and pressed my crack firmly.
-Deep?
Once again, I rubbed him against me, and his green eyes misted over.
She had never seen such self-control in a man before. I get excited,
and at the same time I treated the whole situation as a challenge. I released their
buttocks with my right hand and slipped them under my panties.
cotton. God, I was so wet that the shiny fabric
it definitely became transparent. I played with my fingers for a
time without letting go of her burning eyes, and then I took my fingers out
wet and put them in his mouth.
“Feel what you're missing.
The canary man closed his eyes and sucked them, bit them
lightly, until a loud moan came from inside him.
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With her lips she pressed against mine, and her hips began to rub
mine strongly. He made love to me, hard and intense, just
that was not inside me. He didn't even have to do it though.
because I almost felt his penis flying all over me.
"Christ," she whispered and stopped, resting her face in the hollow of
my neck. —I dream of licking you everywhere, pampering each
inch of your sweet pussy. God, what does it smell like?” He groaned, and his
body was shaking. I love and hate the power you have over
my.
He got up and looked at me playfully.
"I have to go to the shower."
"You just took him?" I narrowed my eyes in surprise. step to
through me... he kissed me on the nose, getting up. -In a moment
We'll be together.
I held him when he wanted to escape to the bathroom.
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"That's right." I raised my eyebrows with a laughingstock and clenched my hands.
thighs around his hips to immobilize him. Let's be
unpleasant.
I unstuck, and he froze. He had a face like mine.
“No way, little one.
I screamed when he dragged me with him, I got up and went into the bathroom. I know
he stopped in the shower and turned on the icy water. I yelled, jumping off her. i tried
to run, but he caught me, laughing in his voice, and I covered his fists.
"Let go of me, psycho," he was yelling, and at the same time he couldn't
I could stop laughing, although the cold water took my breath away.
"It'll do us both good if we get cold."
Actually, it wasn't the worst idea. But to make sense, we
we wash, standing back to back. I went out first and wrapped myself in
a bathrobe, and then my eyes locked on her tattooed butt.
"I won't turn around while you're standing there," he said, bowing
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lightly head towards me.
"You don't have to, this view is better than the one in front."
I laughed sarcastically.
"Are you sure?"
At that moment, he turned around, and a meter ahead of me, there was
an impressive erection.
I opened my mouth to see the most beautiful and simple cock I have ever seen
never. I once had the opportunity to see it, but it was hanging, and
I tried not to look. Now, however, there was no such force that
avert my eyes from that miracle whose end was pierced with a
earring. I moaned, inadvertently biting my lip. Nacho leaned on the
wall with one hand and laughed.
"And what were you saying?" He asked me when I was trying to get out of the
drama. "I feel as if you were already kneeling before me in your
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He was so close that his nature disappeared from my field of vision.
view. I bowed in disappointment, and pouted like a child,
and he reached for a towel and wrapped it around my hips.
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That night he didn't make real love to me, and in order not to tempt fate,
He never kissed me once. We were there talking, laughing, playing
like children and hugging each other. Me in a T-shirt and panties, he in
underpants. It was clear when I was hugging him. When I
I woke up in the afternoon, he made me breakfast, he sat on his motorcycle and
led to the parking lot where your people left my Suka. Before
put on my helmet, took my face in his hands and kissed me so
tenderly that I wanted to cry.
"I'll always be around," he said, starting the monster's engine.
yellow.
He didn't ask me what I was going to do now or what I wasn't going to do. No
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He gave me the opportunity to meet him and he disappeared.
He had come home. At the door I met a Damien
angry, he waved his hands and yelled, but I didn't care what
had to say.
"Did you call him?" I asked him when he finally settled down.
be quiet.
-No. Your mother said you were safe and it was none of my business.
"That's right." I just nodded and walked to the entrance.
There was also not much discussion with my parents. Klara Biel looked at me
into his eyes and sighed, shaking his head. She wasn't herself
no questions, no requests, no explanations, a surprise.

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-Ms. Laura, we're here.— The captain of the air shell bowed
about me.
"I'm ready." I dragged myself, blinking nervously.
I put sunglasses on my nose and went down the small stairs to
get to the end I looked up, and got a little used to the light, and
I saw Massimo.
My husband was standing in the car and smiling at me. In a fine suit
light gray and a white shirt, he looked crazy and the gentle wind
her hair moved slightly. His strong, muscular shoulders were
judged by his perfectly tailored jacket, and his long hands,
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saliva the in his pocket, gave him confidence. I felt that I was missing
mouth.
"Hey, baby." Black's eyes slid down my body, and
my teeth bit into my lower lip.
We were stuck like this, looking at each other, but neither of us was going to
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confused. And the? His eyes betrayed the fear of what I would do
if he touched me
"I'll take you home," he said, opening the car door for me.
God, it was so weird, so official and emotionless at first sight. His
attitude towards me was more conservative than in the early days
after kidnapping me. I went in and he closed the door, turned the
car and took his place. His security took us to the entrance of the
terminal. We went through it and passed the Ferrari that was on the
sidewalk. "It's a gay Ferrari." I laughed in my mind, remembering the
Nacho's words But when I got closer, I realized that
this was not one of the cars he knew. could not have been a
Ferrari, if only because its door opened upwards and
toward the side. Surprised I looked at my husband, who was still smiling,
waiting for me to sit down.
“New?” I asked, looking at that shiny black pancake.
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"Your boredom can be pretty expensive, huh?" I asked,
entering.
Don took the driver's seat and with a button like the one on the
catapult the engine started up. He hit the accelerator, and the
Lamborghini pulled forward with the power that hit me in the
seat. He drove as always with confidence, focused, but
Sometimes I felt like he was spying on me. But he didn't say a word. From
Suddenly I saw that we were passing the downhill section and heading towards
Messina. I swallowed harder. I had not been in that house
for almost six months, from the day I first saw
Nacho in it.
Massimo drove up to the gate and parked, and I was wondering if
I wanted to go in.
"Why did we come here?" I asked, turning my head to him.
—I want to go to the mansion, see Olga and rest.
—Oli and Domenico went to Ibiza to have some fun, and I
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I have the only key to the door, so you can consider yourself
kidnapped - he raised his eyebrows happily and opened the door of the
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I look myself.
“Especially the phone.
"And if I don't want to be kidnapped?" I told him before he left.
out of the car before he could move and help me.
“That's what kidnapping is all about.
His calm tone startled me.
"It's holding someone against their will, darling."
He kissed me on the forehead, or rather, he had to kiss me with his mouth, and
got inside.
I hit my legs a few times and deleted dozens of
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The interior looked different from what he remembered, without a large pine tree.
Christmas seemed even more spectacular. Black put the keys in the
kitchen counter and reached for a bottle of wine.
“Someone is waiting for you.
He lowered two glasses and without letting go of the glass he had in his hand, took a
corkscrew.
"In the dining room," he said calmly, a smile dancing on his face.
Curiously, I moved to a place that I only associated with the
sex, and I jumped. On a large cushion by the wooden table was a
puppy.
I walked over and leaned over to a wonderful little thing, which
my eyesight started rolling afterwards. He was the most wonderful creature
I had never seen, it looked like a stuffed animal, such a small bear. It
I hugged and almost cried with joy.
"Do you like it?" Massimo said, handing me a glass.
"What if I like it?" It's wonderful and so small, not much more
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bigger than my hand
"And it's completely up to you, like me." The calm voice of
Massimo had pierced my heart.
“If you don't take care of it, it will probably die. The same will happen to me.
He knelt before me and looked me in the eye.
"I will die without you." All these days..." She combed her hair with her fingers.
hands. "What I'm saying,…hours, minutes, I felt
like...” His eyes were full of sadness. -I can not live without you
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"Massimo, this isto.
the height of hypocrisy." I sighed, hugging
To my dog. "You left me for many days, many more than
that I left you now.
"Just…" he cut me off and grabbed my face in his hands. -No
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losing. When I couldn't control you anymore and I couldn't have you, I realized
realize how important you were to me. The most important.
He let me go, and his head fell onto his chest.
"I messed everything up, Laura, but I promise I'll fix every minute of it."
bad thing about your life that you've been through because of me.
I looked at her sad face and smoky eyes. There was no trace of the man
that I left behind There was no brutality or anger, only sadness, care and
love.
I put down the white ball and sat on his lap, hugging him. I
came even closer, as if he wanted to hide in my body, and pressed
my arms so tight I felt every muscle of his.
"Little one," he whispered. -Love you very much.
There were streams of tears on my cheeks. I squeezed my eyelids and
at the same time I saw a happy Nacho playing with me. I saw it
kissing me and hugging me tenderly. all my content
stomach reached my throat. What was the best thing you wanted to do?
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At that moment I thanked God for the wisdom of the Canary that did not
he had allowed me to give myself to him two nights before.
I put my hands in Black's hair and rested his face against me.
"What's his name?" I asked, and when I saw that he didn't understand, I pointed
to the ball "The dog, what's his name?"
Massimo straightened up and smiled slightly, taking the pet in
your arms.
“He doesn't have a name yet. I was waiting for you.
It made me feel very sad to see it. My big strong man hugged
a creature the size of his hand.
" Givenchy ," I told him confidently, and Black turned his eyes away.
eyes. “Like the brand of my beloved shoes.
"Honey," he began seriously, giving me the cue ball. -The dog
should have a two-syllable name, so you know comfortable
call him.
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"Why should I call him if he'll always be with me?" I asked,
trying to hide the fun. ―So Prada, as my brand
favorite of bags
Massimo turned his head and took a sip from a glass.
“But Prada was a man, and this is a bitch.
“Olga used to have a cat named Andrew, so I can have a
bitch named Prada.
I kissed a white ball and it started to squirm in my hands.
“See, she likes it.
"How's therapy going?" I dared to ask after another
glass of wine and immediately bit my tongue because I knew that
my fragility could make him angry.
-I do not know. I think you should ask my therapist.” Her tone
it was surprisingly smooth. "Besides, it's only been two
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He picked it up and disappeared into the kitchen. came back a few minutes later
with two plates.
“Besides, you know, what I've been spoiling for the longest
thirty years will not be fixed in a moment. He moved his
shoulders. “Maria made a seafood pasta.
He put the plates on the counter and put one on top.
"Come on, come get something to eat." You're going to get so drunk I'll have
what to load you
"You weren't supposed to drink," I said a little too much.
accusing as she put her glass on the table.
"I don't drink anymore," he replied amused. ―It's cherry and grape juice
red. Do you want some?” I took his glass in my hand and took it from him. I
surprised to discover that he wasn't lying.
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“Relax, baby, I promised you I wouldn't drink or do drugs. Is a
small price to pay for you to come back.
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“And if I want something, I always get it in the end. this time too
to pass.
He straightened up, and his face took on an intelligent expression.
Here is my Don, strong, masculine, confident and balanced. Is
The sight made me squirm in my chair. It did not escape his attention.
"Don't even think about it," he whispered. "Neither of us is ready.
for it yet. First I have to fix everything, and then I
I will take what is mine.
The sound of those words and their meaning caused a whirlwind
ran through me.
"Which doesn't change the fact," said Don, "that I dream of
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tight pussy.
I forcefully swallowed the morsel in my mouth.
My soul was in such a dark cloud right now. I was
fluttering and fighting with myself. On the one hand, he respected her
decision and self-control, on the other hand, the challenge he threw at me was
obvious, and he was just waiting for me to take the initiative.
"I'm wet," I said without thinking, and her fork was hitting the
plate in a second.
"You're cruel," she sighed, pushing the unfinished food away.
"Don't you want to taste that, darling?" I playfully lifted
an eyebrow, teasing him.
Massimo sat in front of me, looked me in the eye with a look
terribly black, and her teeth mercilessly bit her lip
lower and upper alternately.
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He pushed his chair back from the table, took my empty plate, and disappeared. I
I sat in a daze and was impressed by the self-discipline in her.
“oh fuck,” I spelled, pushing back the chair I was sitting on.
she was seated with impetus. "No one wants to fuck me, and suddenly
everyone is under control.
I took the ball in my hand and went up to our bedroom to
shower all day.
After the shower, dressed in a lace shirt and panties, I went
to look for my busy husband. The choice of underwear
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that Don liked. There is nothing worse for a woman than a
man who says he doesn't want her or can't possess her. Then
something wakes up in us that doesn't make sense to prove to him that
wants and can.
Holding Prada in my hands, I walked through the adjoining rooms,
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part. Finally, I went to the kitchen and put my dog on the counter,
pouring me another glass of wine. Out of the corner of my eye I saw movement
in the garden and I froze. I didn't see security at the house, so
that it wasn't Massimo's people who were milling around on the terrace.
I removed the dog from the top because I was afraid that if he
he let alone fall, and moved slowly towards the windows.
On the soft grass behind the house, my husband, dressed only in
loose pants, waving a stick. His chest and hair were
Wet with sweat, and every muscle was tight and covered in
small veins. What he did was like fighting an enemy
invisible, a bit like having a sword in your hand. I entered through the
door, and my white companion ran towards it on short legs.
" Prada !" I screamed , terrified at the thought that Massimo would
accidentally stepped on.
Black froze, and when the dog gleefully ran towards him, he
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"So you won't have to call him?" he asked with a smile.
intelligent, leaning on the stick.
I looked at him in delight, thinking how beautiful his body was.
My libido hit me over the head and pulled me towards him.
"What is it?" I pointed to the stick when he gave me the dog.
“Oh, that's a fighting stick.
Her hand gripped her hair, and I felt her scent hit me with
the speed of a speeding train.
"I'm back in training," he silenced me.
He twirled the wooden stick a few times.
"It's Jodo, a modern version of Japanese swordsmanship, the art of
self defense. Look.” He made a few more moves with the
stick while taking very sexy positions. ―It was created more
three hundred years from a combination of the most
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sojutsu...
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greedy to his lips.
"I don't give a shit what it is." She was exhaling, and he let out
the stick and gripped me tighter.
"You may have something else in there," he growled, and I felt the wave of desire
flowing through me
My husband, my cold gangster, my protector and the love of my life,
came back to me He lifted my body, planted it on his hips and headed
towards the door. He gently put the dog on the sofa and, without
Breaking the kiss, he headed towards the bedroom.
We were like crazy, our hands kept wandering around
of the bodies, and our tongues moved to a crazy rhythm.
When we arrived, Don was sitting up in bed, and she was trapped in her
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to a swollen nipple. I pulled her hair while she took turns
suck and bite
"I can't." He was leaving me suddenly. "I don't want to make you
hurt.
-But I want.
I jumped off his knees and pulled off his pants that had already fallen off.
dropped from the hips. Overwhelmed by wild lust, he almost
I ripped, and then fell to my knees, taking his cock into my mouth.
A wild cry came from Massimo's mouth as he greedily
I took it to the bottom of the throat. Black's hands went through me
head and his fingers tightened on my hair.
“You have to tell me.” He was exhaling. -You have to tell me
if it hurts you. You have to tell me...
"Shut up, Don," I said cutting him off and put my lips back on
in his manhood.
I soaked it up with relish, enjoying every inch of it I got.
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slipped inside me. Although my husband controlled the pace of
His head movements were much softer than usual.
I felt perfectly comfortable controlling myself and not giving up.
one moment. I let it out of my mouth, got up and sat on the
Don's thighs. My legs tightened around his waist, I took off my
lace panties and teased his hard penis.
Massimo froze with his mouth open, making a scream
silent of himself. He didn't move, he just looked. His chest rose and
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around. as her eyes filled with desire and horror wandering to my
"I want to fuck." He was exhausted, grabbing him by the hair and
pulling hard.
"No," I growl.
He turned around and without leaving me, lay down on the bed, covering himself. Neither
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"Massimo!" I warned him angrily, but his icy gaze
went through
"No," he said, making his first hip movement.
I tilted my head to the side and groaned, feeling as if the darkest places
sensitive will rub against me.
"Little one, please," he whispered, moving his hips slowly.
"No, Massimo." I grabbed his buttocks and pressed him to go further.
deep. “It's me, please.
For a time he looked at me with his resigned eyes as if
asked something, and after a while he brutally broke my
tongue with your mouth. But his movements in my pussy were still
subtle, almost undetectable. But her lips fucked me like a
machine gun. Just after a dozen seconds I felt his
body growling and a geyser of sperm exploding on me.
Massimo tore my mouth from my lips, hid his face in my
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"You did it on purpose!" The accusing tone cut through the air like a
Butcher knife.
"Don, how could you?!" I tried to throw him off, but he crushed me.
After a while, I felt him tremble with laughter.
"Little one." She rose slightly and propped herself up on her elbows. -What
Can I tell if this is how you're acting with me?
She was looking at him angrily, but after a few seconds, her amusement
it also made me laugh.
"I guess I'll have to find my lover." I showed him my
tongue.
"Lover?" he asked, narrowing his eyes. “On that island? I
would like to thank you for your appreciation.
"When you find him, I'd like to meet more people.
brave.
He laughed, picked me up and threw me over his shoulder.
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“I'll make it up to you. But first the shower.― He hit me on the buttock,
taking me to the bathroom
In fact, he made up for me by licking for almost an hour and serving
a dozen orgasms.

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The next few days were spent just the two of us locked in the
worlds of our challenges. He tried not to fuck me, and I tried to
any cost of provoking him to do so. He trained a lot. TO
Sometimes I even worried that something would happen to him, because every time
who felt like he was giving in to me, running away to practice. What
keep it up, you'll become a bodybuilder, I thought as he put on his
sweatpants again. It was a wonderful warm night,
even ideal for a passionate fuck in the jacuzzi.
"No way," I yelled, putting Prada in the pen and
masturbating with Massimo's leg.
"Little girl, let her go!" Massimo was laughing, he had thrown me into the
sofa. -You are going to get hurt.
He grabbed my hands and finally closed them between the soft 157
pillows
"Nacho, stop it," I yelled, and when the sound of my voice echoed
around, I froze.
Massimo's hands tightened around my wrists with
such force that after a while I cried in pain. literally crushed
my bones.
"It hurt," I whispered without looking at him.
He let me go and stood up. He went out to the dining room, came back after a
After a while, he grabbed a vase of flowers and pressed it against the wall.
-What have you said?!
His screams sounded like a roar, and the entire room turned into
a great sounding board. "What did you call me?" I was
literally on fire. I thought I saw his clothes turned to ashes
when the fire left his body.
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-What happened in Tenerife?
When I didn't answer, he came over to me, grabbed my arms and
He got up and my feet left the ground.
"Answer the damn question!" I met his eyes.
-Any. I haven't mentioned anything. Nothing happened in Tenerife.
He watched me closely for a while, and when he thought I
I was telling the truth, he let me go. I didn't used to lie, and I suppose that
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It was probably too much, since in moments of happiness and
fun my mind remembered the canary.
"Why his name?" He asked very calmly, supporting his
hands on the shelf over the fireplace.
-I do not know. I've been dreaming about New Year's Eve a lot lately.
My subconscious was probably clapping, hearing that lie
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"Perhaps it's because my subconscious is still experiencing the
What happened in the Canary Islands?
I sat on the sofa, hiding my face in my hands, so that
Massimo could not see the expression on my face.
"It's still inside of me...
"And me too," he whispered and went to the terrace.
I didn't want to follow him, I was afraid. First of all, I was afraid of
what did I say. He was already so good, and he'd screwed it all up in one word.
I wondered for a moment what I should do, but I had no strength
for another confrontation. So I took the dog and went to the bedroom.
I got dressed and played around with Prada. I finally fell asleep.

A silent, shrill bark woke me up. I opened my eyes, but

night light made me close them again.
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The sound of calmly spoken words froze me.
“Admit it, Laura.
I turned to where the voice came from. I saw Massimo
nude spinning a glass of amber liquid in his hand. I was
sitting in an armchair next to a small table with an empty bottle.
"Did he do it the way you like it?"
The next question made my throat tighten as if
someone was choking me.
"Did you go to all the places?" Did you leave him?
The buzz in his voice was so terrifying that I grabbed the dog and
I hugged tight, I asked:
"Are you serious?" In my thoughts, I prayed that God would
give strength for everything that could happen now. you insult me
if you think...
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he interrupted abruptly. He got up and walked over. ―And in a 159
minute, you're going to have to fuck me." He drank and put the glass away
empty. “And literally.
Scenes from Lagos flashed through my mind like in a movie.
I didn't want to do it again. I held tight to the ball, and I left
towards the door. I left it behind. I ran like crazy, listening to their
footsteps behind me. At the same time, an incredible
noise throughout the house. I wasn't going to check what happened. Almost
falling down the stairs, I ran to the kitchen and grabbed the keys that
they were where Don had left them three days before. I ran barefoot
I walked to the entrance and got into the Lamborghini.
"Don't be afraid, little ball," I whispered, reassuring myself more.
than the dog. I pushed the button and hit the throttle, I kept going
ahead.
The car moved forward, and I was startled by its power. then something
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to chase me Tears came to my eyes, but I knew that if
managed to get me out of there, it would hurt me as much as it felt. The
door opened very slowly, and the whole time, I looked at the mirror
rearview mirror, he was nervously tapping the steering wheel.
"Come on, fuck!" I yelled, nearly hitting my head against her.
When the crack was big enough for a
black pancake went through it, with a screech of tires, I went out to the
Street.
I looked at the passenger seat and saw my bag. Thanks to god that
Massimo told me to drop it. I went inside and took out the phone
of the power bank. It was almost unloaded. I dialed the number
Domenico and I waited. Those were the three longest signs of my
life.
-So how are you?
His voice sounded happy and carefree. In the background, I could also hear
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"He wants to do it again!" I yelled in panic, though I barely
could speak. “I ran away, but he's after me. If you send people to
look for me, they will take me to him. And he will do it again.
Domenico was silent. He was almost sure why. I was
my friend with him who was still convinced that my husband was
perfect.
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dinner.
Domenico remained silent.
"Tell her, damn it, and stay away from her." I heard her pretending to be
funny, tossing out a prepared text nonchalantly. Oli
it was silent.
"What's going on?" Domenico growled into the earpiece.
"He got drunk again and tried to..." I interrupted. -I try
again...

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I was drowning in tears.
-Where are you?
―I'm on the road to Catania.
“Okay, go to the airport, the plane will wait for you. Come in and I'll call the
people, because if he is not drunk and unconscious, he will come for you.
I started to choke on those words.
Laura, don't be afraid. I'll take care of it.― Domenico tried to
calm down
“Where am I going to go?” I yelled with a wild trail.
“You will fly here. But now let me do everything.
I was running, pressing the pedals with my bare feet, and my
white companion cried in the next seat. I put it in my
knees, lay down on them and fell asleep after a while.
When I sat on the plane, the girl from the staff brought me a
blanket, and wrapped myself in it.
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"Do we have vodka?" I asked, knowing full well how I looked:
barefoot, in tracksuits and with blurred makeup.
"Of course," she said, putting disposable slippers on the
I usually.
"Clean on ice, with lemon," I whispered, and the girl nodded.
head and smiled heartily.
I did not drink strong alcohol, but not every day my husband tried
rape me When the glass appeared in front of me, I first took a
sip of the sedatives that were in my bag, thank God, and
I took three sips to absorb the contents of the glass.

***
"Will you tell me what happened?" Domenico asked when I opened the
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-Where I am?
I nervously pushed my feet off the mattress, trying to
get up.
"Calm down," he got up from his chair and sat on the bed,
holding me by the shoulders.
His big dark eyes looked at me sadly, and I felt
despair. Unable to bear the pressure of tears, I
I threw my arms around his neck, and his friendly arms embraced me.
"I talked to him last night…" he snorted derisively. ―Well, maybe
I once talked too much, but from what I understood, it was about Tenerife.
I wiped my eyes on the comforter.
"We were goofing around, and I said "Nacho." I lowered my head and
I waited for the blow, but it did not come.
Domenico fell silent.
"I don't know why I said that, seriously. So I woke up in the middle 162
at night and was sitting in the bedroom naked, drunk and
probably drugged. I think there was a bag of powder in the
table next to him.
I looked up, piercing him with a disappointed look and
painful.
“He wanted to rape me again.
The tears stopped flowing as pain replaced rage.
Domenico did not change his face, did not move his eyes. It's as if
someone will hang it in time.
"Fuck," he finally growled, ducking down. - I have to go back to
Sicily. Yesterday I sent the guys to find Massimo, he demolished the
home" she clutched her head, as if she hadn't believed her own thoughts.
words. "But he's Don, he's the head of the family, so I don't
we can jail him. And when he's sober, he'll get on a plane and
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"Then I'll leave him," I finished behind Domenico. -I know
finished.” I got up from the bed and went to the window.
really finished. I want a divorce.” My voice was calm and
firm.
“Laura, you can't do this to her!
-I can not do it? Well, look.― I approached
Domenico. "How do you imagine my life with him after all?"
this? Barefoot, with a dog under my arm, I ran away from my husband.
Because luckily this time I had the opportunity to run away. Old
bruises have barely healed, and I already wanted to get new ones.
Turn your head.
“No, there is no going back! Tell him that!” I waved my hands in front of him.
Domenico's face. ―Not your money, not the power, not this fucking mafia
yours is going to prevent me from accompanying a guy who treats me like a
sperm bag.
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wants to see you? Besides, you should tell him about the breakup yourself.
"Of course I do," I confirmed with a nod. -I know
I'll say it myself, but in due time. For now, I give you
arguments to convince him to leave me alone for a while.
"I don't know if that'll stop him again." His head was full of
disbelief. “I don't think that will happen again. But we'll see.
He gave me a glass of water.
“Olga knows you came here for your fight. Tell him everything you want
I'm not involved.” He crossed the threshold.
“The villa belongs to the family. Here you have everything you need.
Olga is still sleeping. Make sure he didn't mean to kill me when
wake up.” he said and disappeared through the door.
I showered and found a cot downstairs in the kitchen. inside was
prada. I knelt down and hugged the dog to myself, thanking
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to take him away, but I don't know how that night would have ended for him
if I hadn't.
“Oh my God, how cute!
Olga's shriek woke me up. I almost choked the dog out of fear.
"Give it to me, give it to me, give it to me, give it to me." Olga moved her legs
like a little girl.
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I gave her the dog and sat on the stool, watching her hug it.
"And now don't try to push the conversation on me, just tell me
what's going on.
"I want a divorce." I sighed. And before you start
talk about it, listen to what I'm going to tell you.
Olga put the dog in the pen and sat next to me.
―I went to Poland because Massimo...― Once again, that word is not
could go down my throat. ―Then in Lagos...― I went back to 164
stutter. "He was drugged and drunk, and I came back from the banquet
a little late and then he...” I took a deep breath. -I
raped.
Olga froze.
"I know how it sounds…" I said, "…we're finally married." But
when done brutally and against your will, whatever
Look at it, it's a violation. Some of the bruises didn't come out
until today. - I shrugged. - Now that I was back on
Sicily, everything was wonderful, great, I would even say perfect, until
I told him "Nacho"...
"I can't believe it!" he yelled, and then snorted. "What are you up to?"
speaking? Did you really screw it up?
“Hey, seriously? Is that all that scared you?
"You know…" he started putting on a stupid face. -I do not understand
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Of course I hear you talking to me. And I get it. but that text
it was below the belt.
“I know, but it broke. I had so much fun with it in Poland...
"What?" Olga roared again, and I jumped onto the stool.
Pub. ―Was the Spanish in Poland?
"The canary man," I stammered resignedly. This story is more
long than you think.
Olga looked at me as if I had suddenly fallen from the moon.
I sighed.
"Okay, I'll tell you everything.
So I had to give him a picture of my colorful life again.
When I finished talking about last night and started to justify the
Domenico's imminent departure, Olga interrupted me.
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again the fairy Cassandra. " " Your husband is an impulsive, brutal and 165
untold drug addict and an alcoholic...
I wasn't entirely convinced.
"...and Nacho is a seductive, gentle and colorful kidnapper." Tomo
a sip of coffee. “Your story is very one-sided, you know that? No longer
you want to be with Massimo and I'm not surprised. But remember, he was
so once.
The corners of Olga's mouth sagged. made a face
pain.
“Do you remember when you came to Poland and told me about him? You
heart went crazy then, Lari, and you talked about Massimo like
If I were a god on earth. Don't forget that we know best the
people in crisis situations.
She was right. I didn't know Nacho, and I couldn't be sure
that his demons didn't take over in time. After all,
for more than six months I did not suspect that my husband was capable of
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"I'm getting over it, Oli." I leaned my forehead against the lid of
crystal.
“I have no more strength.
“And you, dammit. Look where we are.” He opened his arms and turned on
its axis. ―A party paradise and an impressive villa, cars,
boats, jet skis and without protection. - He was pointing with the
finger. “We are free, beautiful and almost thin.
"You, I guess." I was laughing. I'm so skinny
ass hurts. Why is there no protection? I asked.
"You know." Oli raised an eyebrow. "Domenico is my protection in
itself. Also, he is not as sensitive as Massimo.
He caught his breath to say another sentence, but at that moment my
Charged phone on the counter began to vibrate.
"It's him." I was afraid to look at Olga.
"And what turns you on and makes those eyes so... It's like
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I was about to jump off that phone.
He silenced the bell, but the screen continued to flicker.
“Lari, he's just a guy. If you want, it will disappear from your life as
everyone else. Neither he first nor he last. And also, if you don't want to,
do not answer.
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 "I don't want to!" I said pressing the red button. -I have to go from
shopping because I flew here in my pajamas.
At that moment, the phone rang again, and I, sighing,
I declined the call.
"And now he's going to be like this all day." I dropped the call.
"I'm a fairy godmother, and I'll get you out of the way." Oli took the
buzzed again and turned it off.
"Tadam!" she called cheerfully, putting down the phone. -Now
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party of Europe, it is a beautiful time, the world is waiting!―
he yelled and threw me off, almost hitting my teeth against the glass top.
The fact that I didn't have a pair of panties with me didn't
no difference. I could always walk without. But the fact
not having even a pair of shoes was already a drama. Luckily Ollie.
he wore the same size as me, so in the end I could see the fucking
white pins by Giuseppe Zanotti in his collection. I felt
relieved to sigh, choosing high-waisted shorts to
game, revealing half of the buttock and a loose top over the
belly button. I grabbed a Prada light bag and a few minutes later
she was ready to go dog in hand.
"Are you Paris Hilton?" She asked Olga between laughs, taking
car keys in his hand and pointing at me. "That's the kind of
style of celebration that you have given up... And that dog.
I was laughing.
“Hey, what do I do with the ball? Leave him? - I looked at him - He will be bored.
And shopping with us is a pleasure, even for a dog. I
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I bit my lip and pushed the door open.
The entire villa was completely different from the mansion where
we lived in Taormina. Modern and sharp forms, the glass
dominating everywhere and sterility as in an operating room. No
it was all about welcoming colors. White, cool blue and gray all over
parts. A large open room opened onto the terrace, from which it was
separated by a glass wall. Later there was only one
steep slope and the sea. In front of the house there were only palm trees,
white gravel and a blood red Aston Martin DBS Volante Cabrio.
"Don't look at me like that," Oli said when I turned my eyes to see his face.
following extremely ostentatious car. "We still have a
hammer. Would you rather drive a waffle box?” She nodded.
I head toward the black monster parked farther away, and I
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"Do you know what the unquestionable advantage of this car is?"
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White. "Look." He pointed to a very simple, elegant and seamless board.
complications. ―It's a car, not a spaceship, not a plane
with a million buttons. It is a car that will be envied for
All the women.
I was surprised to see what kind of shops were opening on this little island.
Everything I needed was at hand, and my daily regret
for wasting my husband's money he flew away like smoke
of a cigarette from Olga.
Swimsuits, robes, slippers, sunglasses, beach bags, and then
shoes and dresses. Victoria's Secret, Chanel, Christian Louboutin,
Prada - where the little ball decided to mark the area by peeing -
Balenciaga, Dolce & Gabbana, where I probably bought all of them
the models of jeans available.
"They won't fit." Olga turned her head, pushing the trunk when a
handsome young man dressed as a sailor wearing his last
suitcases. “You had to take the tank.
“I got carried away.” I shrugged.
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"But I have the impression that you did it in anger and
premeditation. As if Massimo cared how much you spent. Neither
he won't even notice.” She pushed her glasses up her nose. -Does not have
sense.
"There's no point in fucking that kind of money for clothes and
shoes.” I found her nervous, nervous.
-Are you kidding me. You? No! So what do you
Does it matter? Oli got behind the wheel. "I think if you bought a jet,
maybe you would be interested. But not because it is expensive, but because you
you would have yours

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We went home and unpacked the purchases. Later
we established an action plan and a few minutes later we grouped
our forces in front of the terrace door.
"Ah, adventure," I yelled, running towards the beach, where in one
small bay there were parked jet skis and a boat.
"I don't remember the last time you were like this," Oli said,
putting on a vest.
“Me neither, and it's a very nice feeling, so I'm not going to
change my mood
I started the engine of the motorcycle and went ahead, and she ran after
my.
We were goofing around and swimming along the shoreline, watching
half-naked people In old-fashioned Ibiza, it was not to be
fashionable, to be pale or to have tanned bikinis. Almost every
here they were beautiful, drugged and very drunk, something wonderful. I know
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and only the party was important. At one point we left
carry by the sea and we stopped a few hundred meters from the
beach to look at the water. Motorcycles churned below us,
and I wanted time to stop.
"Hello!" a male voice yelled. Then a torrent came to me
of incomprehensible words.
"In English, please," I said, shielding my eyes from the sun. Various
Spaniards came to us in a motor boat several meters long.
height.
"Oh Christ," Olga complained when we saw six handsome men
underpants.
Their muscular, tanned bodies, greased with olive oil,
olive oil, they acted almost like a mirror reflecting the strong sun. The
colored pants were framing the tiny, trained
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"Will you join us?" One of them asked, leaning down.
the board.
"Never in my life." Terrified Olga growled under her nose.
"Of course," I yelled at them, grinning widely.
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my friend exactly are we
me supposed to finesse.
with innate bond with? Moron,-
-After
everything, I'm about to get married.
"I'm not forcing you to fuck them..." I answered, not letting the
Spanish out of sight. "So what?" I changed my language to English
and seductively looked at the handsome boy.
"The Ushuaia Hotel," he said the name. -At midnight. Until
later.
The boat moved forward and I turned with a happy smile to Oli, who was
It was slowly coming towards me like a cloud of hail.
"Are you going to fuck the rest of them?" He hit me with his hands.
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open and I fell into the water.
"What?" I asked, laughing and getting on the jet ski. -I know
We were supposed to have fun. Did you want to do it yourself?
“Domenico will kill me.
"Do you see it here somewhere?" I circled
us with my hand. "Besides, he's busy calming his
furious brother. Anyway, if something happens, you'll blame me
of everything.
I made a stupid face and stepped forward.

***
Before dinner, I decided to take a nap. When I woke up, yeah
it was dark. I went down to the living room where Olga and the ball were
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―Did you know that you can watch Polish television in any of
our houses and apartments?
"What's so weird about it?" I asked, sitting down next to her.
She was still confused from the long dream. "I'd be surprised if
was different.
"And do you know how many of these properties we have?" He turned
towards me when I was on the white sofa to have some
common sense.
-I have no idea. And to be honest, I don't care anymore.
He was staring at the television.
"Olga, I know you don't believe what I told you." I got up. -But
I really want to separate from Massimo.
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"Do we have alcohol?" I changed the subject as I fell backwards and
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"Sure, just tell me when."
-Now!
After two hours and a bottle of Moet Rose we were ready.
I only knew Ibiza from stories and information on the Internet, but
that was enough for me to know that there was nothing exaggerated here and that
the color is white. So I bet on the project suit
Balmain in this color and Louboutin heels. My suit, though
called suit, had little to do with it. The sharp front cut is
It looked more like a bikini with a narrow piece of cloth attached
to the pants. The back, on the other hand, gave the illusion that I
I was topless. It was a perfect match for my long hair,
almost black, which I washed and smoothed. Super black makeup gave me a
predatory effect and neutral lips toned everything down. Olga, for
other hand, decided to wear a short sequined dress the color
cream that barely covered her butt and left her completely
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"The car was waiting," she called out, packing her suitcase.
"Apparently we have no protection?"
"Well, we don't have it, but when Domenico found out that
we were leaving, he gave me an ultimatum. So I had to promise not to
I would take a taxi.
I was just trying to show my appreciation, respecting your concern and your
desire to give us space.
"But I heard that no one is going to watch us inside." Olga told me.
I look. — Apparently.
Hundreds or rather thousands of people swarmed in front of Ushuaia,
trying to get in. We approach the VIP entrance. Olga said something to him
to a man who was there, and another led us to a white box.
An incredible crowd. I have never seen anything like this before. The
people were literally packing every piece of the dance floor.
I subconsciously thanked God for my husband's money,
because it allowed me to stay here safely. my claustrophobia,
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unfortunately, it included the crowd. So if I get into
this, the panic attack would stop. We ask an exorbitant
bottle of champagne and put it on a soft sofa.
"I don't think they know us...
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seconds before it sprayed the entire table. I choked and spit it out like a
geyser.
"Hello, I'm Nacho," said the canary, leaning towards Olga.
“Hello, young man.
We were sitting when he calmly sat down next to me and
He showed his white teeth.
“I told you I'd be around here.
After a dozen seconds, six handsome people
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"They met in the water." Nacho smiled, pointing to those who
they're sniffing us out. He nodded to the waitress and then
after a while the liquor did not fit on the table. "You smell so good"
he whispered in my ear as his hand went to the backrest behind me.
head.
I think if someone on the other side was watching the whole scene,
I was convinced that we were stupid or that we had
a stroke. Without a word and with an open mouth,
we look at the whole scene, unable to understand what really
was happening here.
I turned my back on the canary.
“I would ask what you are doing here, but your unexpected appearance at the
next door no longer surprises me. I tried to be serious and pretend
be dissatisfied Nacho looked like he was being dragged
for the joy "But maybe you can tell me, if they're not
Following?
"They are," he said, without changing the expression on his face, and I
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I was frozen with horror. "But this time it is my people who
protects.
He opened his eyes wider than normal and raised his eyebrows.
"If you allow me to interrupt you..." Olga had leaned toward
us. "You know they're going to fuck us up a lot for what you're
going on here.” He pointed his hands at the table and at all the men
who played in it. "When Domenico finds out..."
"It's flying here," Nacho said, still amused, and almost
I'm dying of a heart attack. "Sam." He looked at me
significant. "But he just left, so we have about two hours.
plus.
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go with those Spanish gangsters, he will break the engagement.
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"The Canary Islands," he corrected and took it in stride. -The
car will take you wherever you want, but Laura stays with me.
Olga opened her mouth to say something, but she couldn't, because Nacho
He got up, took her hand and kissed her hand.
"She'll be safe, even more so than the Sicilians, because she's a
Spanish island.
They looked at each other, they measured their eyesight, and I wondered if I had something to
say here. After a while, however, I decided not to
I didn't care about this incapacitation and closed my mouth prematurely. Olga
he softened when the bald man gave him a beaming smile. I know
sat down.
“I think I'll have a drink. I guess I have to— she
she murmured, keeping her eyes on him. "And you?" He leaned towards me and
he changed his language to Polish. I know you're mad at Massimo.
for what he tried to do two days ago, but...
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what did he say.
"And what did you try to do?" The canary asked seriously, and the
The sound of my mother tongue in her mouth froze Olga.
"Oh, fuck!" He leaned his back against the seatback and took a
almost full glass "He speaks Polish." He looked at me, and I was smiling,
With my eyes fixed on the table, I nodded my head.
affirmatively.
"What did you want to do?" A swirling, angry sound came to me.
stuck in left ear. “Girl, I'm talking to you.
I closed my eyes and hid my face in my hands. I didn't want to talk, and
certainly not about it.
“I think I'm going to go. I have to take a shower. Can
handle it?” Oli asked, trying to escape. No
I reacted. “Okay, I know you're safe. Well then I'll go to
the shit Bye.
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When I looked up, she was gone. Two of the six comrades
Nacho also disappeared. I tried to pretend I wasn't here
but as soon as I exposed my face, he gently grabbed me by the
jaw and looked at me.
"Girl, are you going to say something?" he asked, and his anxious and angry
Green eyes searched my face.
There was only one thing she could do to make him stop asking.
I reached out my hands, grabbed his cheeks and slowly pulled him towards me.
me, kissing him softly.
The reaction was instant: he grabbed me around the waist and pushed me
towards himself, pressing passionately to my lips with his mouth. His
deft tongue slid inside as I opened her wider, giving her the
silent permission to go deeper into what I started. After a
time, he separated from me and rested his forehead against me.
"It was a nice try, but by no means…" he said.
seriously. 175
"Not today, please." I sighed. I want to get drunk, play and
do not think.
I looked at it.
“Or do you know what? I want you to get drunk.
His surprised green eyes stared at me.
"What?" He laughed out loud and put his hands behind his head.
head. -So that?
“Let me explain it to you another time. But promise me that you
you will get drunk
My imploring, desperate tone surprised him. thought for a
time until he finally took my hand.
"Okay, but not here." He went upstairs and said something to the men who
They were playing next door, and then he kicked me out of the club.
He almost ran, paving the way for us, and his fingers
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We left the hotel and climbed into an angular jeep parked on the
Street. It was the first time I saw a canary that was not driving alone.
"Where are you kidnapping me?" I asked a little breathlessly.
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 “First we will go to the Villa Torricelli, and then I will give you a paradise
private and me drunk.
I smiled at these words and leaned back on the seat. my plan was
simple: get him so drunk that he had no idea what
what he was doing and what was happening to him, and then take it out of balance and see what
passed.
I took quite a chance, but as my mother used to say, the words
drunk are sober thoughts. And I had to find out all
cost if I was making the same mistake again. In addition, the
champagne I drank earlier gave me the strength I needed, so I
I felt at least like a yellow Power Ranger.
"Please," he said, handing me a bottle of water. "If I'm going to be
drunk, you must be sober. If at least you're not sober, we can 176
make a fool of yourself, which we'll both regret. Hearing this,
I obediently drank liquid from him and got drunk. I fell into the village
like a storm and passed by the bewildered Oli,
I ran to the bedroom to load random things into the bag.
“What are you doing?” he asked, standing in the doorway.
“Fuck… It's too small. Give me your suitcase. I yelled and
I began to choose things more carefully.
It wasn't Massimo, it was a surfer of color, I don't think I need
Louboutin heels. I picked up my bathing suits, shorts,
robes and hundreds of other things, and the curvy Olga put a big
suitcase in front of me.
"Are you sure you know what you're doing?" He asked with
“If I don't find out, I won't know.” I buttoned up my
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“Hey.” I ran to the door, pulling a piece of luggage
giant. “What should I tell Domenico?” Oli yelled at me.
“That I left it. Or invent something, improvise.
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CHAPTER 11

The ship was sailing very fast, but I did not care at all
what was happening around him.
Nacho was with me. A colored boy hugged me with his arm
and hugged me tightly. The night was wonderful, the disappearance
of the island lights made the stars in the sky almost
accessible. After a while, another idle land in the dark
appeared on the horizon.
"Where are we going?" I asked, nuzzling his ear.
'To Tagomago, a private island.
"How can an island be private?" I asked him, and he laughed and
he kissed me on the forehead.
-You will see.
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The island was actually private and there was only one house, or rather
a farm. Beautiful, luxurious and with all the comforts. We go in and
behind us was a man, the same one who first went
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"Ivan," he introduced himself, putting away my suitcase. I am protecting
this boy.— He pointed his hand at Nacho, who was lighting
the light over the pool. —And now you too, because Marcelo
He said today what you want from him.
I was immobilized. Was he supposed to protect me because
wanted the bald man to get drunk?
'Matos doesn't drink much. I mean, he drinks... I guess
I have never seen him drunk, and I have known this man since he was
child.

It was quite possible because Ivan was about my father's age.

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blue eyes that made me not notice his age. He wasn't very tall.
of medium height, but judging by his biceps that
peeking out from under his short shirt, he was well trained.
"Here you go." He handed me a keychain that looked like the keys to the boat.
It only had one button. “It's a panic device. It's an alarm.
When I press the button, I will hear a sound.
He pressed it, and there was a terrible screech from the box in his hand.
hand.
"That's enough." He turned it off. —If something happens, just press the button,
I'll be there. Good luck.” He turned and left.
I was standing there looking at the keychain and wondering if I would have to
use it. The memory of escaping Massimo's anger and drunkenness,
my saliva didn't want to go down my throat... But it wasn't for him.
"Ready?" Nacho asked, standing in front of me with a bottle.
of tequila and a bowl with limes. -Where do we do it?-
He asked amused, and I felt something like nervousness. 179
"I'm scared," I whispered.
He put the bowl and bottle on a small table, then he drew me
He sat down and pulled me onto his lap.
"What are you afraid of, little one?" From me?” I turned my head.
"Or of yourself?"
And if he did it again.
"Well?" he interrupted me.
"I'm afraid you disappoint me," I whispered.
"That's what I'm afraid of." I've never been as drunk as
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I sat by the pool, on a low bench, and he put down a bottle,
lemons on the table and left. He came back after a while with a
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"Do it," he said and drank the first glass. pressed a quarter lemon
between his teeth. "Ivan gave you an alarm?"
He was nodding his head. "Here it is?"
His smiling eyes looked at me provocatively.
"Why would I need it?" I asked, turning the box around in my hands.
hands.
"It's not for nothing, actually, but I thought that if you have a hard time
alcohol, you'll feel better.
He drank another glass.
"You want to tell me what your friend was talking about?"
I thought for a minute, finally got up and went to my suitcase.
Nacho didn't follow me, he just poured himself another glass.
Yes, actually, it was on the island and there was only one house here, I thought.
So where would I run to?
I took my shorts and shirt out of my suitcase, and when I
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I dressed, came back and sat right in front of him.
“I will, but not now. Now I'll see you drink.
We sat down and talked. This time about me. I told him about me
family and why I don't like cocaine. I told him that I liked him
dance, but every minute I saw his eyes less and less green and more
cloudy His voice was slower and more gibberish, and I had the impression
that someone had thrown a stone at my stomach.
Then he began to sing in Spanish. I knew we were getting close
point where you might need the button.
Nacho was already entertained, and finally he fell on the sofa and from
there he stabbed me half conscious. I was babbling
incomprehensibly, so I thought the time had come.
I left him for a moment, saying I was going to fetch water, and went to the
kitchen, where her phone was on the counter. I turned on the camera
and I started recording.
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—Nacho, I'm sorry for what I'm going to do now, but I need to know
how will you behave when he tries to make you angry after
to drink. I know it's a lousy try, but when you're sober, I'll tell you
why i did it Look to you.
I turned the phone on a drunk canary.
“You said you don't know how you look after drinking. Well, now
yes.” I smiled. "And remember, all you're about to hear is
a lie.
I went back to him, helped him sit up and sat on his lap. It smelled like
alcohol and gum.
"Make love to me," I whispered and started kissing him softly.
"No way…" He was turning his head. -I
You got drunk and you want to use me.
I reached for the zipper of his pants with my hand, but he grabbed it
and held it.
"Please, leave it," he stammered. His head bobbed at the
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sides and her eyelids drooped lower and lower.
"If I tell you what happened in Sicily, will you do it?"
At that moment, his eyes suddenly widened, and a green gaze
penetrated me
"Speak," he growled, licking his mouth.
—My husband fucked me so hard, so hard, that I came every
a few minutes.— I lied and thanked God that tomorrow Nacho would not
will remember anything. —He took me like an animal and I asked him for more.
His face was still, and he released my hands. I felt my heart
gallop. I climbed off of it, looking at the panic button on the
desk. The canary man was staring at me, hoping that I
to be continue.
“I gave myself to him, and he took me as he pleased.
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My hands went between her legs. I started to caress
gently.
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No man can stand up to my husband.
I've tipped off a sneak.
“Each of you compared to him are nothing.
I grabbed her face with my hand, squeezing my fingers together and turning her face up.
me so he could look at me.
"Nobody, do you understand?"
His jaws were clenched, and his sharp facial features were
almost triangular. He took a deep breath and leaned his elbows against his
knees, bowed his head. I waited, but he was silent,
breathing at a crazy rate.
-That's it. I wanted to tell you that I've fucked my husband.
"I understand," he whispered, raising a green eye to me. I almost 182
break the heart. There was a tear coming out of her eye, one,
great, a sad tear that was not going to be wiped away.
“Massimo is the love of my life, and you are just an affair.
Sorry.
The canary waved when he got up, but since he couldn't get up,
fell on the sofa.
"Ivan will take you back," she whispered, closing her eyes. -Tea
I want...
He was lying there like a dead man with his face
shadowed by a colored arm, and I was sitting there,
feeling a stream of tears flowing into my eyes. I do not pass
nothing, although I inflicted the greatest suffering, in my opinion, on him. I know
he fell silent and fell asleep. But the scariest thing was that he decided
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“Ivan.” I knocked on the security guard's bedroom door.
He opened it immediately.
"What's going on?" he asked.
-Any. Can you help me carry him to the bedroom?” I smiled with
regret, and he turned his head and headed for the terrace.
He was incredibly strong. He picked Nacho up and then dumped his body
inert on the bed in the bedroom.
"I'll handle the rest, thanks," I said, and he waved goodbye.
hand and left.
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stop. I was crying, angry at my own selfishness. I hurt a
man who, at the worst moment of his life with me, admitted that
loved me Guilt ate at me inside. it disgusted me
myself and the vileness to which my own sick ego pushed me.
I showered, then dragged a large suitcase into the room and put on
my colored panties I looked at Nacho, who was curled up and his
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body trembled from time to time. I walked up to him and started
unbutton her pants, praying she had panties
below. Unfortunately, it didn't work. As soon as I got off
zipper, I was greeted by the coveted sight of her sweet hair. God,
give me the strength not to use this beautiful drunk man.
Shaking off the weight of his body, I freed him from his jeans and
I covered with a duvet because the sight of his cock caused me to do
idiotic moves. I went to the kitchen and got a bottle of water.
ore from the fridge. I put it on the table next to Nacho and got in
in bed, hugging him.
I was awakened by a strong desire that was born within me. Slowly
I opened my eyes, and the sight of the glass wall almost made me fall off my feet.
knees. In front of the bed there was an impressive view of Ibiza, the
sea and sun, day of awakening. I took a deep breath, feeling the
teeth biting my nipple. I lifted the duvet and found myself
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"I'm drunk," he said. "And terribly hot."
His lips, pondering her sternum, moved to my other breast.
His whole body was between my legs.
"But I haven't lost any of the agility of a cat," he said, and
he started sucking again.
"Oh yeah?" I asked amused, wanting to hide my excitement.
"You call this pounding on me an agility?" Even if
were you dead, you would wake up with him.
He smiled intelligently and raised his hands. His face was in front
of mine.
"And the dead wear panties?"
I raise his right hand. He held my colored panties in his fingers,
he swung them.
-And that?
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“You're forgetting, girl, who I am. As soon as this
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He hid under the duvet, and I was terrified I wouldn't wear
underwear, I froze.
My bald felt my body tense and looked at me again.
"Did you get what you wanted?" He asked, seriously, and I got the
panic. It has been agreed?
"I want to talk," I said, trying to bring my legs together and push him away.
aside.
His long colored hands emerged from under the bedclothes
and they grabbed me, dragging me into the abyss of darkness.
"Really?" He asked, brushing his lips over my mouth, and the scent
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I pursed my lips, realizing it was morning, and didn't
wash teeth. I felt that he smiled and that his left hand sought
something outside After a while he put it in my mouth; the rubber
chew. I began to nervously chew the little gum,
thanking God that the guy between my legs was so
predictable.
"What do you want to talk about?" He asked, as he hit me with a
trembling erection in the thigh. "About last night?"
He pressed it against me again, as he put my knee on the
clitoris; I complained.
"Maybe about how much you like having sex with your husband?"
My eyes were big as saucers, and my heart, though new,
He was on the verge of a heart attack.
"Nacho, I…" I managed to suffocate before his
tongue slip into my mouth and start fighting mine. Still
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something bad was happening. It wasn't like always in this
moment. I turned my head to free myself from his mouth, but he held me.
"If it's just an adventure, I want you to remember me as the best
of your life. And I'll say goodbye to you, okay.
His words cut me in half. I had no idea how
I found the strength to push it away so that after a while I
lay on the floor with his quilt.
"I lied!" I yelled, breaking down, when it occurred to me that
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make sure you didn't hurt me when you were drunk.
I couldn't take it again.
Nacho got up, wrapped me in the quilt, and then put me in his
lap.
"Again?" he asked seriously and calmly. -Laura, or you tell me
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His arms tightened around me, I felt his heart
beating.
"You want me to find out here on a desert island or holding a
weapon.
"Nothing happened." I ran away. He took a deep breath, but stayed
reserved.
—From Poland I returned to Sicily and it was fine. wanted to fix it
everything, and I had to give it a try. Otherwise never
I would have been sure I had done the right thing.
He was breathing even faster.
—But when we were playing, I told him "Nacho"— The chest of the
Canary Man froze, and swallowed hard.
“Later that night I woke up and he was sitting next to me. He
wanted... ...he wanted...” I stuttered. - I wanted to show myself
new who I belong to. So I took the dog and ran away. Y
then Domenico brought me here.
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I slipped out of his strong arms and leaned against the headboard of the bed. Saw
fury, I saw Nacho turn into a whirlpool, and every bit of his
colored body became hard as steel.
"I have to go outside," he said calmly, though his teeth
tight. He took the phone in his hand and said in English: "Ivan,
prepare the weapon.
I became weak, and all the blood flowed from my face. Christ will kill him.
"Please," I whispered.
"Get dressed and come with me." You don't have to take anything.— He got up and
she pulled her jeans up on her bare ass. extended his hand for me
hand. I put on my shorts and shirt, put on my
slippers on my legs and took me out of the mansion.
In front of the main entrance there was a makeshift table, where
Various types of weapons were found.
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"Do you know what's nice about private spaces?" he asked, and
when I didn't reply, it ended. —That you can do whatever you want
and wish here.
He gave me the binoculars.
-Look over there.
He pointed his finger in the direction, and I saw a shield in the shape of a
man in the distance
"Don't take your eyes off her." He ordered.
He took a rifle from the table and lay down on a black rug in the
I usually. He set something up, and then fired a few shots. all the bullets
they hit the paper head. He got up and came over to me.
"That's what I do, and that's how I relax." His eyes were
cold and angry.
He changed his gun, reloaded it and fired a dozen shots at another
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and I stood like a hypnotized person and watched the scene
of desperation carried out by Nacho with fear.
“Shit!” he yelled, putting another rifle on top. -No
works, I'm going to swim.
He went into the house, and after a while he came out in a bathing suit and
headed out to sea.
I stood there for a while, wondering what the hell to do with myself
same. I didn't think of anything, so I went inside. I went to the kitchen, took the
Nacho's phone from the counter and I dialed Olga's number.
"What's the situation?" I asked when he finally answered.
"We have a typhoon here called Massimo," she said, and I heard her leave.
-How are you?
"Christ, is he there?" I groaned, leaning against the wall.
"When Domenico didn't put you on the phone at night, he went upstairs."
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you didn't take any of your things, because from what I understand,
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cigarette and blow air. "You better not come back here." and not me
You call.” He had gone back to pulling the smoke deeply. -These
fucked, huh?” she asked, or rather said amused.
"Does that make you laugh?" I said in disbelief.
-Of course not. You can't see it now. The house is full of
men and some equipment. They are planning something. and i have nothing
to eat, because Don has screwed all the dishes against the wall. I
glad I found some plastic cups. I have taken a
little coffee.
-You know what? You can't bother them all because of me. put it to
telephone.
My voice was confident and firm, but there was silence on the other side.
"Olga, can you hear me?"
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"Come on," I said. On the other side, I heard Black's growl.
Then there was silence.
"Where the hell are you?" I took a deep breath.
-I want the divorce.
When I said that, I almost lost consciousness. I slipped to the ground.
Massimo was silent, but he could feel himself burning with rage as he
other side of the phone. I thanked providence that my friend was
the future wife of his brother. Otherwise I would have finished
different way for her.
"Never!" he yelled and I jumped. "I will find you and take you to Sicily,
And then you're not going anywhere without me.
“If you yell at me, I'll hang up and we'll talk through our lawyers.
Is that what you want?
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"Let's do it in a civilized way." I sighed.
"Okay, let's talk." But not on the phone.” His voice was calm,
but I felt Massimo boiling inside.
"I'll wait for you at the villa.
"None of that," I said firmly. “It will be in a public place.
"Think you'll be safer there?" he snorted derisively.
—I remind you that you were kidnapped in the middle of the street. But
OK that's fine.
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between the knees. "I want to separate from you. I loved you and I was very happy
with you. But that won't work.” I could hear her heavy breathing
on the phone. -I'm scared of you. But not like in the beginning.
Now I'm afraid of you, I'm afraid you're going to...
My voice trailed off because when I raised my head to support her
against the wall, I saw a wet Nacho standing in front of me.
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He was on his feet, dripping with water, and judging by the size of the puddle
around his feet, he must have been here for a while. With a
calm movement, he took the phone from my hand and touched it with
the finger, interrupting the conversation.
"Divorce?" He asked me, putting it on the table, and I nodded.
affirmatively.
"He's here," I whispered. 'He flew in in the morning and wants to meet.
"A divorce?" When he repeated the word, sparks danced on
his green eyes.
"I don't want to be with him. But that doesn't mean I want to be
with you.” I laughed, waving a finger sadly at him.
The canary came up to me and knelt down, and his body slid
gently between my slightly tilted thighs. put me in
wet shorts and pinned me down, wrapping a
hand on the waist and the other on the neck. He looked me in the eye, he was
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happen. Nacho's salty lips approached mine and
froze a few millimeters away from them, so I could only
feel his mint breath. Then her face took on the expression of
greatest happiness, and a wide smile was the last thing I saw before
Put your tongue in my mouth. He kissed so greedily and so
passionately, as if he had finally let his desire out
outside. He picked me up and put me on a cold table. grabbed the shirt
I was wearing and took it off in one motion, grabbing my
breasts.
"Christ," he complained, putting his hands on my body.
"Make love to me." I said vigorously and laced my legs together.
her thighs.
"Are you sure?" He asked, pulling me away a bit and looking at me
deep into the eyes.
I was not sure. Or if? At the moment, nothing is what it seemed
Yesterday. But it didn't matter. I finally did what I wanted, not what
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"And if I say no?" Will you stop?— It must have felt weird
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with my voice "I'm not wearing panties.
I bit my lower lip, and was looking forward to it.
“You did it, girl.
He pulled me off the top and, planting me on top of himself, headed towards
the bedroom.
"With or without light?" He asked me when he put me gently on the bed.
bed and unbuttoned my pants.
—At that time he could be in the middle of Marszalkowska Street
in Warsaw, I don't care," I whispered, squirming with
impatience. “I waited almost six months for this.
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"I want to look at you." Green eyes roamed every inch of
my body and embrace me with unwarranted embarrassment. I gathered my
thighs a little apart, and I snuggled up.
"Don't be embarrassed," he said, and his shorts fell to his sides.
ankles. "I've seen you naked so many times that nothing in your body
I'll be surprised." He raised his eyebrows in amusement, approaching
me from your feet.
"Oh yeah?" I held his forehead with my hand, and continued
biting my lip. "When?" He was growling, pretending
be outraged
"The first night, I told you." He grabbed my wrist and pushed the
hand, making space. "You had no underwear under your dress."
He gently kissed my nipple. —Today, when I took off your panties
with his teeth...” His lips pressed against the other nipple. -Want
discuss something else, or can I finally try what you know?
hung over me, pretending to be serious.
“You have a video on your cell phone. That proves that everything I said
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yesterday was a lie.
"I know," he said, sliding down my stomach.
"I saw it before I woke you up, but since you wanted to check my
reaction, I wanted to check yours.
His tongue softly whispered in my navel.
"Besides, otherwise you wouldn't tell me what happened in Sicily." In
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slightly.
"Christ," I whispered, burying my head in the pillows.
His wide open lips were all over my pussy, as if he wanted to
absorb it. He kissed each part, and I felt impatient as he kissed me.
got more and more wet. His colored hands wandered from my
thighs, through my stomach, to my breasts, which I rubbed
gently. But I didn't care what he was doing, I wanted him
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as if he felt it. He parted his lips and stuck his tongue straight in
on the clitoris.
The scream that came from my throat, flew through the house like a
shot, and Nacho began the sweet anguish of the most sensitive place
of my body. He was calm and firm, but passionate. the way
that licked me made a little sensation of my body
run in panic from my head to my abdomen. I was
squirming and shaking the sheet. I didn't want it to interrupt
not a second. He didn't want what he felt to end. What was
doing was not the least bit violent, and yet the extreme
Excitement made it hard for me to breathe.
"Open your eyes," he said, interrupting. when i managed to
doing so, I saw his face hanging right above mine. -I want to see you.
His knee slightly moved my leg to the side.
"Look at me, please," he whispered when his leg did the same, and he
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hands on my head.
“I will adore you.
His penis rested against my wet entrance, and I could barely
take a breath.
-I'll protect you.
The first inch went in, and I was ready for it to go into that
second.
“And I will never knowingly hurt you.
Nacho's hips made a strong movement, and I felt that
everything was inside me. I groaned and turned my head to the side,
Closing the eyes. It was too much for me.
"Little one," he whispered and slowly and steadily began to move
inside of me. -Look at me.
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I turned my head, struggling to make his request. then their
hips got stronger. He didn't do it quickly, but with
such precision and passion that reached every corner of me.
The canary's mouth grabbed my lips, and its eyes were still
stuck in me He made love to me! I pushed my hips, and he moaned,
penetrating even deeper into me. He bowed his head and
he started kissing my beard, my neck, biting my shoulders. No
he could bear immobilization. I freed my hands and grabbed it
firmly by the tattooed buttocks. His arms went around me.
"I don't want to hurt you," he whispered. I could feel the care in her
voice.
"You won't." I grabbed his ass and pressed him harder against
my.
In his eyes, it was as if something had exploded. They almost turned
select and even wilder. He sped up, and when he did, I felt the
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rubbed less and less on me, and I felt such an orgasm
powerful as a tsunami entered my body.
"That's what I want to see," he moaned, keeping an eye on me.
“I want to see you come for me, little one.
What he said was like a blow to the back of the head.
I started to reach the top, and every muscle in my body went
tense and froze. It was stiff as a board, and the blows
pulsing within me brought more and more waves of pleasure. The eyes
greens were awash with mist, and I felt like I was about to
feel the same as him. And then it exploded inside me with such power
I almost felt his penis lengthen. From Nacho's throat, only
a strong breath came out of his throat, when he was enjoying
and flew away with me.
He slowed down to calm us down, but I already wanted him to start
again. The last time I had sex was in Lagos, but then
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He fell on top of me, putting his head in the crook of my neck, and
I stroked her wet back.
"I couldn't take it anymore..." she whispered, biting my earlobe.
ear. "I was in physical pain, unable to enter you, so now
I will not leave.
He got up and leaned on his hands.
"Hey," he whispered, kissing my nose.
"Hey," I answered with a slightly harsh voice. -But you know what
are you going to have to stop doing it?
—I'm Marcelo Nacho Matos, I don't need anything. And since I already have
what I want, you can't even blackmail me into doing something that
I don't feel like it
He licked his lips and once again stuck his tongue in me
in the mouth.
"Will you go out with me?" he asked unexpectedly, interrupting
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the kiss.
I put my head between the pillows. I was wondering if you understood
what i wanted to say
"Am I supposed to tell you about the future when your throbbing penis
keep distracting me?
“It gives me an advantage over you.
He moved his hips with amusement, and I moaned, feeling him
squeezed.
-And that?
"It's not fair," I whispered, trying to pull myself out of the abyss of pleasure.
"All statements during casual sex are powerless."
I said and looked at him, he sighed and lay down next to me.
"Is this about him?" But you're not sure?
Nacho was looking at the ceiling, and I looked at him sadly.
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"Do you know he's taking you to Sicily?" He turned his head toward me. -Tea
he will lock himself up somewhere and before he finds you, he will do things
with you that...
“You can't put me in jail for the rest of my life.
At this point, a mocking laugh came out of Nacho's throat.
“You are so naive, little one. But if you insist so much on this meeting,
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The fingers of his right hand are intertwined with mine.
"I'm all yours now and I can't imagine you disappearing from
new.
"Fine," I sighed, tightening my fingers in his hand.
"Very well," he said, getting up. —And now, so that this imbecile
don't ruin our beautiful day until the end, I have some 195
fun for you
-But I have to...
"If you wait a day, nothing will happen to you." Nacho grabbed my beard and
he kissed me.
"I'm getting a lot of understanding and control over your soon
ex husband. So please, girl, don't push your luck, or I'll take
the gun and I'll shoot him never to hear you say you got him again
afraid...
He sighed loudly.
“And I know you're not telling me the whole truth. But if you do not want,
I will not force you.
"I think there are some things that don't concern you and I have to deal with."
with them myself.
"From now on, you don't have to deal with anything alone, Laura."
He said and went to the bathroom.

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CHAPTER 12

She was sitting on the kitchen island with a blindfold on.

After discussing my knowledge of Spanish cuisine,
I was imprisoned and forced to take a test.
"Well, let's start with something easy," said Nacho, standing
near. After a while he put a piece of food in my mouth.
"We'll make three approaches." If you guess everything, you can
force me to do what you want. If I win, will you agree to it?
what I want, okay?
I was nodding my head, chewing meat, because
it was definitely meat. I swallowed it and said in a certain voice:
"You're making my intelligence and my sense of taste
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"So what?" he asked, kissing my bare shoulder. 196
"It was only supposed to be an acknowledgment, not a description."
detailed— I swallowed it. —Spanish sausage.
He laughed and gave me another present.
“God, do you value me so little? It's ham, your dry ham.
I enjoyed biting into a delicious and salty piece of sausage.
"But you'll lose in a minute." Give me the third thing.
"Now there will be something sweet," he warned me with a funny tone and
I opened my mouth. "I'd rather put something else in your mouth than food,"
he added between laughs.
Not a second passed and I felt his minty breath, then his tongue
entering gently.
"You won't slip away…" I was babbling, pulling it out of my mouth.

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I slowly chewed another bite that served me, and turned
stupid. I had no idea what it was. I was savoring and
Tasting until the flavor completely disappeared. It was like
a combination of pineapple, strawberry and mango. I was sitting digging
in the corners of my mind.
"And who will lose now?" he asked, standing behind me.
"What have you eaten, little one?"
"It's not fair," I said. “Fruit, it's definitely some fruit.
"And the name?" I fell silent. -You give up?
I took off the blindfold and looked at him.
"I can even show you this, because if you didn't recognize the taste,
I mean, you never had to deal with him.” He held out his hand.
There was something on him that looked like a large green cone.
I rolled the fruit in my fingers, sniffed it, and nodded, but he was right, I never saw
nothing like that.
"It's a blackjack," he hissed. "So you will be honorable?"
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and will you fulfill the bet or fold? - He had his hands on his chest,
challenging me
I thought for a moment, and having remembered what happened one
hour earlier, I concluded that my loss would probably
It will have very intriguing consequences.
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"You're going with me." I opened my mouth to protest, but he raised his head.
hand. "I'm not saying you'll move in with me, but you'll stay."
with me for a while.
His disarming smile drowned me as the spring sun melts the
last icicle. One more thing connected me with that icicle,
I looked at Nacho, he was as wet as the water dripping from him.
“It was a trick.
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"You're calculating, elusive..."
"...a ruthless killer who stands in front of a naked woman and
puts food in his mouth to buy some time.—
Finished. "That's all I am." He spread his hands.
I was amused by what he said, but I decided to fight.
"Do you need to control me?" I got off the stool and walked over to him,
passing the hand over the chest of colors. -Want
enslave me? Do you want to put a transmitter on my leg?—
After seeing her panicked green eyes, I saw her take my
words seriously while having fun. "Kidnapping and cheating?" Is
that what you want?
"Is that how you feel?" Captive?— His leg cut me
deftly, but before I hit the ground, he grabbed my hand and
gently laid me down. "And if so, how do you feel now?"
he said, lying on top of me.
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I raised my hands far behind my head, so that
were completely straight, and he intertwined his fingers with the
mine.
"Where's Ivan?" I asked, feeling the overwhelming cold of the
ground on my naked body.
—In Ibiza or on a yacht with the boys, I think. but if you want i can
check it immediately. We're all alone here, little one.” He whispered,
and his teeth gently bit into my beard. -If you
you get used to a lot of people around you, you're going to get out of this
with me.” He turned my head toward his and grasped an earlobe of
ear with his mouth, and I purred with delight. “I appreciate the solitude.
I needed her at work.— Her tongue was playing on my
neck. “I need to be focused and meticulous. But since
end of December I've missed something. He turned my eyes.
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inside. —I stopped being precise.— Nacho's hips
they moved slowly, reaching somewhere deep inside me.
—I started to make mistakes… Shall I continue with the story?
"It's very interesting, don't stop." I whispered and my body started
to respond to your movements.
"Every day was torture." His tongue was softening my
lips. —I felt like I was spinning.— It was moving
faster and faster, and I complained. —I feel that I am
boring.
"Not yet, I'm waiting for the end..." I whispered, grabbing her lip.
bottom with my teeth.
"I killed a few people, I made some money, but I didn't
enjoyment.
I was breathing, I couldn't wait for the end of the story, which I didn't really understand.
absolute.
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arched back came off the ground.
-I thought that too. So I started looking for a reason.
faster and faster movements of Nacho's hips made
I started to walk away slightly. -You're not listening to me,
she is snorting fun.
"Nonsense." I opened my eyes and took a deep breath.
"So what's the end of the story?"
"So I went to find what I had lost." Her lips pressed together.
mine, and his tongue slid into my mouth. He kissed me
deeply, testing every bit of tongue and palate.
"I finally found her, and since I know what I lost, I'm not going to leave
let it disappear
He fell silent, and his hips accelerated ruthlessly.
His movements were steady now, like gunshots. One more time,
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violence in this colorful man. I tried to free my hands, but he
he pressed his fingers against mine even more.
"I won't let you disappear," he whispered, kissing me again.
"I'm coming..." I complained when the orgasm began to wake up in me.
my lower abdomen
"I'm sorry." He broke away from me and watched as I took my breath away.
"Jesus," he sighed loudly, joining me. His hands released my
hands. I grabbed her buttocks and pressed them firmly against me,
digging my nails into them. My head leaned back so
strong that it almost broke my spine, and a scream came from
my mouth. The peak I reached was high, and after the moment I
her hips stopped, I started to fall.
"The way you come..." He was exhausted, putting them in
walk slowly again. “It makes me unable to control myself.
"It's terrible," I sighed. My body fell and my hands slipped
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"If you make fun of me, I'll make you have an orgasm so many times
you can stay on the table.
"What?" I widened my eyes, looking at him. “There are no waves here.
"There aren't any, but I want to see if you can wave your hands."
Also, we'll practice on a skateboard first." There was a
joy of a child in his eyes again. I want to see how you're doing
the balance of your body.
"I can show you right away," I said, with my hips
wobbling in circular motions. I'm a dancer, no
surfer.
"We'll check it too," he said amused,
getting up
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"You came inside me for the second time today." You are not afraid
that we have a baby?
“First of all, I know you're on the pills. If you want, you
I will give the name of them, I have it on the phone.— He turned around and
I hug myself. "And secondly, guys my age don't know
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punch about
in the that sort of thing.” She bit her lip, and I gave her a thumbs up.
chest.
"Even Massimo doesn't know I take them." I turned my head towards him.
resigned. "Is there something you don't know about me?" I looked at him.
"I don't know how you feel about me," he said, a little seriously. -I have not
I have no idea where I am in your head.” He waited a while to
answer an unanswered question, and when I fell silent,
He added, "But I think in time you'll tell me yourself if I'm in trouble."
your head or in your heart. He kissed me on the forehead, freezing for
one moment. "Ready to move around a bit?" I was happily
nodding. "Then put on your panties and come on over."
-Panties? And the suit?
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“Just wave your hands, lying on your stomach.
I thought you wanted to tan. He laughed at the sun. "I told you, girl, no.
there are waves here. Put on the smallest panties you have and let's go.
On a small beach, he dropped two planks on the sand and began
stretch. I did what he told me to do. Even though only
wearing a microscopic colorful bikini bottom, I felt very
comfortable. I thanked God he didn't give me a breast the size of
some melons, because waving my hands to the sides would rip me
teeth.
"Enough," he said in an almost serious tone. "Which leg are you?"
I looked at him as if he was asking me about quantum physics.
"What?" Awkwardness throbbed in my eyes.
"Will you ride a snowboard?" I nodded.
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"Well, that's your front leg." He sighed. —Lie down!
He put me on the board and pushed me to land in the middle with my feet
at the end. Then he went to his, which was just opposite, and lay down
for him to look at.
—That's how you row.— Its long, colorful arms
they began to imitate the movements that they should do in the water.
The tense muscles of his shoulders caught my attention and
they distracted me to such an extent that I began to drool. —You are not me
listening,” he was laughing.
"What?" I asked, returning to his eyes. -What have you said?
"I was telling you about the sharks." He narrowed his eyes.
slightly.
"What?" I broke out with a cry and went still. -What
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“Lie down and start listening.” He was laughing.
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It was weird learning to stand on a dry board, but I knew I could
use it someday. Nacho wouldn't stop yelling at me to listen to him,
But how was I supposed to concentrate on practicing when his ass was scrambled
kept entertaining me. I didn't understand much, but at least I realized
notice that I get up in three movements. First, I raise the
hands, then I lift my leg, which will be on the back, and
I finally get up. Theoretically simple.
In the water, it turned out that paddling alone is a bit difficult for me.
After falling in the water a few times, I decided yes.
hit a wave, even the smallest would hit me.
After thirty minutes I reached an expert level in shaking the
hands, around the same time I stopped feeling them.
Lying limp on the board, I looked at my partner, who was
swimming in the sea with fun. He was so carefree.
Completely different from the almost always serious Massimo. Nacho was
older than a Sicilian, and yet he could act like a child.
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what we did this morning On the one hand, he wanted it so much that he almost
I felt his desire evaporate from me. On the other hand, I had a
husband. It didn't seem like it would be for long and the decision to
parting was taken, but the situation was not yet blank and
black. Joy tore me apart, but at the same time I felt
anxiety and kept wondering if it was a good idea to go back to
pack in the same shit.
"What's on my girl's mind?" He asked, floating.
His words hit me like a tennis ball running
more than a hundred per hour. —Nacho...— I started unsure, floating a
little bit. "Do you know I'm not ready for a relationship?" Her eyes
happy they were serious. I don't want to get involved, I don't want to
commitments, and I certainly don't want to fall in love.— The surprise and
the disappointment that was painted on his face was like a bucket of cold water
for me. Yes, that was me: a teacher of shit so far
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kept quiet, he always had to meet with sincerity and
tear down the text, after which the atmosphere became heavy and
thick as tar. Also, the words that came out of me
mouth were complete nonsense. Somewhere deep down I felt
a great need to be with Nacho. The idea that now
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the heart.
The canary man looked at me for a while.
"I'll wait," he said, and began to paddle toward shore.
I sighed heavily and nodded my head a few times,
punishing me for the nonsense that came out of my mouth, and then
I followed.
I don't know if Nacho needed to get away and think, or if he just had that style
swim, but he beat me a bunch of lengths and got out of the
Water. He threw the board on the sand, took off his shorts
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where he was, I could tell he was angry. There was not
no smile on her handsome face, and her angular features
they became so sharp they could cut. I didn't really know what
do. Perhaps it would have been better not to go to the coast, but he could not
stay in the water for eternity.
I went to the beach and put the board next to him. I stood in front of him and looked
his angry green eyes. I kept silent, because what could
say in this situation.
His hand went to the string of my panties without saying a word. It
coat. The bikini was still in place. He repeated it on the other side,
and the wet material fell to the sand. I was standing with my mouth
open and gasping for air nervously.
"Are you afraid of me?" he whispered, licking his mouth and keeping
eyes on me.
"No," I answered without hesitation. "I was never afraid of you."
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dark jam. "Fear turns you on," admit it. the hand of
The canary had lightly squeezed my neck, and I felt sunstroke.
"Will you only fall in love with me if I add this to my entire range of
feelings too?” He grabbed me and fell onto a towel, and then
he lay on me. "So I'm going to make it happen," he growled.
Nacho's tongue entered my mouth brutally and passionately,
and I grabbed his neck firmly. He licked me, kissed me, bit me, and
his huge arms crushed me in a hug. took off the towel
his hips and pulled her to his side.
"Tell me you don't love me." Emerald eyes bored into me.
in mine. "Tell me you don't want me to be with you." His hands
They grabbed my wrists and squeezed me very hard, immobilizing me.
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complained. —Saymeif without
he entered I go, youwarning.
won't follow
"Tell me.—
me!" heWhen I stayed
yelled. His
dick inside me got me out of my mind, couldn't get one out
word. "I thought so." He laughed intelligently. After
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With his knees, he spread my legs to the sides and then grabbed me
his hair and threw me in front of him, kneeling. grabbed me by the tail
riding like a jockey, and I could hardly breathe. Never before
this kind man had been so brutal to me. I didn't know what
happened when he kissed me and bit my shoulders, neck and
back. We were alone on a desert island, and he was going to fuck me on the
Beach. Salt water dripped from my hair as his hand reached for me.
clitoris. His fingers began to rub the most sensitive spot, and I moaned.
enslaved by his touch.
I felt his sticky penis resting on the entrance of my pussy,
gently crushing it. I stretched my hips harder and
I walked over to him, giving him a sign to start. But he didn't move
froze to enter me after a while, as he pulled me
of the hair even more.
Nacho's hips crashed against my buttocks at a crazy rhythm, and
His hand disappeared from my clit and he gripped my side with
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abrupt. The sounds that came out of my throat assured him that
What he did made me happy.
"So you don't love me?" he asked, pausing for three seconds.
before orgasm. "And you don't want to fall in love with me?" The hand
de Nacho let go of my hair. -You probably don't need either.
this.” His hips started to pull away from me, but I didn't let him
do it.
"Are you kidding me?" he said and smiled at me. Getting back.
He leaned over me, staying inside a bit, and hung over me.
ear.
"Will you be my girl?" he asked, and in the same second he pushed his
hips forward, teasing me. A moan came out of me
throat. "Will you be?" He took it out again and put it inside.
"Yes!" I yelled, and he grabbed my ass from both sides and gave my
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The next time we came almost simultaneously, he fell,
crushing me in the soft sand.
"So we're a couple," he said, barely gasping for breath.
"You're terrible," I said between laughs as he slid from me to the side.
"I told you that everything that comes out of my mouth when you're inside me
it has no power.
He spun me around and threw a leg at me, yanking my shoulders
to him.
"Don't you want to be my girl?" he asked disappointed, putting
a sad face
"Yes, but...
"See, and now I'm not into you?" he said, and before he could
finished, he put his tongue in my mouth.

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a cook together with the village, but this time Nacho did not want anyone
near the stove and refrigerator. Not even me. when i wanted
help him in my first instinct, he threw me on the counter and for
fourth time that day led to the top.
"Girl," he said in a serious tone as he took my plate, "tomorrow
we'll do this..." I raised my frightened eyes to him, and he sat down
in front of me. "You must know that Massimo will try to kidnap you, ha
brought a small army with him. I can bring more of my people here
too, but I dont feel the need to face it. I hid my
head in my hands and sighed heavily. -Little...
-Do not call me that way! tell me no more!” I yelled, getting up
suddenly from the table. -Do not say that again...
never… again,” I had been straining with every word,
holding my finger in front of his nose.
I felt tears flowing in my eyes. I wanted to run away. gave me the
I turned and left. I stopped at the pool. my breath was rushing

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like a galloping horse, and I had the impression that I was
point of detaching myself from my emotions. I wanted to cry, but I couldn't
The lump I felt in my throat didn't go away either.
"You don't have to see it," he said, standing behind me. -Was your
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yell. Just talk to me.
I turned around and took a little breath to start screaming. But
when I saw him standing there, barefoot, with his hands in his pockets
his ripped jeans, and he looked at me carefully, I softened. Leave
My head dropped, and the hole in my throat disappeared.
—We will return to the island tomorrow, you will go to the restaurant that I have set up
and you will sit exactly where I will teach you.” He grabbed my chin
and raised my face. "It's very important, Laura, you must do what
I tell you.” He looked at me with eyes full of concentration.
'Torricelli has to sit down too. And that will be it, in
reality.” He took his smartphone out of his pocket. —When he
phone rings tomorrow, pick it up and turn it on.” He put it in my hand
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and embraced me in a colorful and warm chest. But if something comes out
wrong," her voice cracked and I panicked, "remember that you
I will find and go for you.
"Nacho..." I raised my head and grabbed his face. -I need to talk
with the. I won't be able to live without doing this.
"I understand and as I said, I can't forbid you anything, but I can do
something to keep you safe.” He kissed my forehead. -And once
that we have resolved this, we will return to Tenerife immediately.
Amelia is getting ready for the welcome party. —He returned the
eyes and smiled, snorting quietly. I was almost crazy with joy
when I told him that you would come with me.
God, what am I going to say to my mother this time, I thought, hugging him.
That now I decided to try life in the Canary Islands with a guy who
I barely know I should also mention that in the house of his
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"Do you want to sleep alone today?" he asked, feeling the tension in my
Body. I complained, nodding my head. —Next to the bedroom
where we sleep, there is another. I'll be there if you need me.” He kissed me on the
forehead and went home.

***
Massimo was sitting across the street, staring at me.
almost dead. He put his hands on the table and waited. Their
rhythmically clenched jaws heralded trouble, and their
passionate gaze directed at my mouth predicted that there was nothing
ok waiting for me
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clenched teeth. "I'll say the same as last time." do you love your
parents and your brother? Do you want them to be safe? Then
get up politely and go to the car.” He pointed his head at the
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"And then what?" He was growling. "Are you going to jail me now?"
rape me?” I got up from my chair and put my hands against the
desk. -I do not love you anymore. I love Nacho and you can fuck me like
want, but you know that I will always have it in front of me.
He yelled something, grabbed me by the neck and slammed me on the table.
wood. The glass that was on him fell, making a sound
scary. I looked around, we were alone in the restaurant.
"Christ," I moaned in terror, and he ripped my panties off with a
movement.
"So let's see if you can do it," he said, unbuttoning my pants.
pants and holding my hands in his iron fist.
"I don't want to, no!" She was screaming and struggling, trying to
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"Baby, darling," I heard a calm voice and opened my eyes. —Laura,
it was a dream.— The colorful arms hugged me to his muscular
Body.
"Jesus," I sighed, and tears flowed down my cheeks.
"Nacho, what happens if he threatens my family again?"
my teary eyes on him.
"Your family already has protection," he said in a calm tone,
caressing my hair. "Since yesterday, my people have been
observing.
Your brother works for Massimo and, as far as I know, he takes care of the
part of the company you can't afford to lose. That's why I think
Jakub is safe, especially since he tripled the earnings of
Torricellich with these companies.” He shrugged. -But
to be sure, I'm also following it.
"Thank you," I whispered as he was pushing me under the duvet.
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"Stay with me." I tugged on her hand and her naked body
hit me. "Do you want to get inside me?" I asked in a barely
audible, pushing her buttocks into her hips.
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Sleep" he said between laughs and caressed my face moving away the hair.
A beautiful sunny day woke up over Togomago, and I couldn't
find a place for me from this morning. Nacho went swimming, and
I made breakfast, took a shower, and although I didn't have to, I was
ready to clean, just to stop thinking. I would like to finish
with this, I thought, heading towards the bedroom.
I was sad for a moment because I realized that there was no
taken not even a pair of heels. But I quickly realized that
I did not care. I no longer have to dress for my husband. Between
in the room and I looked at the Armageddon in my suitcase.
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When Kat DeLuna and Busta Rhymes rang around me on the
song Run The Show, I felt like I was coming back to life. If that
It's what I needed: a lot of bass, a lot of rhythm and music. Dancing,
I put on microscopic dark blue Dolce & Gabbana shorts,
black Marc by Marc Jacobs sneakers and a gray crop top,
decathloned with ornaments. This will kill him, I thought, putting on jafas
shadow aviator on my nose, and began to intertwine with
The rhythm of the music.
And suddenly everything inside resounded first the piano and then the
delicate voice of Nicole Scherzinger and her. It was already over. I
freeze.
"I don't know how to dance fast pieces," said Nacho, approaching
my. "But I really liked the way you moved your ass."
He grabbed my hand and kissed my upper hand.
He hugged me tightly, and suddenly all the anxiety vanished, and
with her all the stress and suffocation that I've been smothering in me
same since I opened my eyes today.
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God, if I had a song prepared for every circumstance,
I thought, that when you hear it, I would realize what it was about
about me "I don't want to fall in love, I just want to have fun. But
you came, you hugged me and now I'm done..." - Nicole sang.
I knew he knew it, knew he felt what was inside of me.
But it seemed to me that as long as I didn't say it out loud, I'd be safe.
and the feeling she had for him would not be real. swayed,
kissing my shoulders He put one hand on my neck and the other on my neck.
rear. Contrary to what he said, he had an excellent sense of
rhythm. I began to suspect that he lied to me about not knowing how to dance.
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"No," I said as I approached the sound control panel.
Now I'll let you have something.” Once again, the rhythms filled the room.
space, and he laughed, listening to The Pussycat Dolls I Don't Need A
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"Really?" he asked with a rather serious face when I started
to shake your ass in front of him.
A bit of samba, rumba, a bit of hip-hop. Nacho stood there and
saw the show I prepared for him while I sang about
How I don't need a man
"Now I'm done," I said when the piece was finished.
"Now come shower with me and I'll show you how much you need a
man.
I'd had to get another hair and makeup done. Luckily, the
I take off my clothes before, so now I had used it calmly.
Nacho was standing by the counter drinking juice, speaking in
Spanish. Bright, clean jeans hung off her butt, and
a short-sleeved black t-shirt was on his chest. I looked towards
downstairs and smiled, I had flip flops on my feet. The murderer and the mobster in
flip flops. He took the last sip from the glass, turned to me and
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"Does the phone you received yesterday work?" Is it loaded and the
do you have in your bag?” She asked, putting on her glasses.
Yes, I checked twice. Nacho, listen...— I started by
get some air.
“Girl, you'll tell me on the plane when we get home. Now,
Let's go.
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CHAPTER 13

I was at the restaurant that Nacho chose, half an hour before

provided. To make sure we sat in the spot
right, he had to come here before Black. Massimo found out
where we were going to meet a quarter of an hour before. so I had
to be, otherwise I would have sent dozens of gorillas here and
By the time I got to the table, I would have been kidnapped.
I couldn't calm my pounding heart, so I ordered a drink to
calm me down right away. The Cappuccino Grand Café at this time used to
to be empty, most of the people were on the beach after the
late. This time, it was also quiet here.
The pub was situated by the bay, it had a wonderful view of
the hill with its historic buildings and the port. Suddenly the
phone that was next to me made a sound that indicated the arrival
of a message, and I jumped and almost fell out of my chair. I unlocked the
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screen and read the SMS : "I can see you and almost hear your heart galloping.
Calm down, baby."
-Take it easy. Yes, take it and calm down - I exploded under my nose and
then another message came.
"I understand Polish, don't forget it." my eyes got big
like saucers. He could really hear me!
I had taken a sip of my mojito, with the information that
Nacho is still somewhere.
"Little..." the sound that pierced the air was like cutting it
with a samurai sword, short and sharp.
Almost losing consciousness, I turned my head and saw my husband,
dressed in a black suit and a shirt of the same color, standing
Next to the table. He had glasses on his eyes so it was hard to tell
what a mood he was in, but still she felt the anger emanating from him.
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"Yes," I whispered briefly, feeling her scent beginning to reach
to my senses
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turning slightly Laura?"
in my He put
direction. his glasses
"This on thetotable,
is supposed be a
Kind of a manifestation, huh?” He furrowed his brows. -What are you wearing
Market Stall? Is this some kind of rebellion?
I stayed silent. Finally there was the conversation I wanted to have,
and meanwhile, he had absolutely nothing to say to her. The
The waiter put a coffee in front of him, and I continued to swallow the bile that
It went up my throat.
"I can't be with you anymore," I said, breathing
deeply. -I can not and I do not want to. You lied to me, and above all,
you wanted...” I said, knowing that Nacho listens to every word. -It
that happened a few days ago in Messina was the nail in the coffin of
our relationship" I said out loud.
"Are you surprised at me?" He asked, changing his tone to
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accusatory. - You named me in honor of the garbage that deprived me of my
descendant.
"Yeah, and that was a big reason to drug you again?"
glasses so he could see my look of hate. Massimo, I
you left for almost six months, you let me get depressed because you didn't
you couldn't take what happened to us." I leaned forward slightly.
he. "And it didn't occur to you, you selfish bastard, that you
needed? That we could go through this together?― The tears
they had flowed into my eyes. "I don't want to drag it down anymore," I complained,
covering my eyes with dark glasses again. "That protection.
that fear, those controls and transmitters...” I turned my head. -No
I want to be afraid when you put a glass in your mouth or
Disappear in the library. I don't want to wake up at night and
see if you're next door.” I glanced in his direction. -Let me go. I do not want
nothing of you.
“No.” That short statement struck me as a car going to
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with me. First, because I can't imagine another man having
something that belongs to me. And secondly, because I love
be into you,” he laughed mockingly. "Besides, I think anything can be done.
fix somehow, that too. Now take your drink and come.
We are going back to Sicily.
-Return. I'm staying." I said getting up from the chair. -But
you sign the divorce papers...
"What are you going to do to me, Laura?" She stood up in front of me,
bowed. “I am the head of the Torricelli family, and you want
threaten me?” He reached out to grab my shoulder, and then
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I fixed my terrified gaze on the pieces of porcelain that had just been
explode, and my cell phone on the table began to vibrate. I pressed the icon
and answered the phone by switching to speakerphone.
"She won't threaten you" Nacho's serious voice was heard in the
receiver. “But I do. Sit down, Massimo, or the next bullet
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you will reach your goal.
Black, angry, was frozen in the same position, and then
After a while the vase crashed against a small poppy.
"Sit down!" the canary man grunted, and Massimo returned to his
seat.
"You must be very brave or very stupid, shooting me."
in a passionate tone.
"I didn't shoot you, I shot what was on the table," he said, and I heard him
smile. “If I wanted to shoot you, you'd already be dead. now let's go
Straight to the point. Laura will leave the restaurant in a moment and go into the
car parked in front of the entrance. And you, Massimo, will accept that
she doesn't want to be with you and you will let her go. If not, I'll show you on
how many places on your island can i shoot you.
“Honey, you hired an assassin.” He was laughing at me. -Me
own wife...—he began to laugh and turn his head to the side.
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"Girl, get up and go to the gray Mercedes parked outside, Ivan already has you."
is waiting.
"How about you introduce yourself?" Massimo asked when I
got up "To find out who I owe my free time to."
—Marcelo Nacho Matos.
These three words made Black's powerful body shake.
taut like a bowstring just before the arrow went
released.
"And everything is clear," he said with his voice. "Little bitch, how
could you do this to me?
"Stop Torricelli, or I'll blow your head off in a minute." Laura, go to
car right now,” he told me.
As I walked past Massimo, my legs were shaking.
like jelly. Suddenly he grabbed me and covered himself from the view of the
canary, squeezing his hands firmly on my shoulders. Oh
God, it won't work, I thought.
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"Massimo, look at your right shoulder," Nacho said quietly.
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Black looked down to where there was a small red laser dot on
his black suit. "I'll blow you up if you don't let her go before
count to three. One...
Massimo's eyes stared into the dark glasses on my
glasses, and when he couldn't pass them, he took them off me.
"Two!" the canary counted down, and my husband looked at me as if
I was hypnotized. He leaned in and kissed me, and I didn't even
I moved God, how he smelled! All these months together, and,
unfortunately, all the wonderful moments, have passed
Before my eyes.
"Three!" Black's hands let me go, and I barely
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"See ya, babe," he said, adjusting his jacket and sitting down on
the couch.
I almost ran outside, where a parked car pulled up to the curb,
and Ivan was waiting in front of him. I looked the other way and saw
Domenico in a black SUV. I turn my head one way
sad and I wanted to roar.
“Come in,” Ivan said, opening the door for me. while i was
sitting inside, he took the driver's seat.
"Where is he?" I asked in a broken voice. —Take me with
Nacho! - I could barely catch my breath, feeling the hysteria
approached.
"You have to stay there for a while and play commando." The car
He headed for an alley and rushed through the city.
"He'll be fine and he won't shoot anyone," Ivan said.
"I hope so," I said.
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My heart began to beat and my body was shaking with chills
nervous. Suddenly, although it was hot outside, I felt a cold
touching. I curled up in the backseat and got on my knees
on the chest.
"Are you okay, Laura?" Ivan asked carefully. —Yes, really
want, I'll take you to him, but first I have to ask him if he's
possible.
"Give me the phone, I'll call him." Trying to stop crying, I took
the phone. I listened to the following signals in suspense. Oh God,
please, I was asking you to answer, I was praying in my
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"Ivan?" Nacho's voice stopped buzzing.
"I need you," I complained and he fell silent.
'Give me the driver.
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Ten minutes later, we park among the old streets. I got up
and sat on the seat, wiping my watery eyes. I looked at the
picturesque views outside the window and I waited. I finally saw it.
He walked leisurely in his flip-flops and jeans
slightly sagging. He had glasses on his nose and a strange bag
angle in the back. He opened the trunk, dropped the package and sat down.
my side.
—I know why you didn't want me to call you " small "...— she smiled
radiantly. "And I promise I won't."
With her back pressed against the seat, she stared at him, having no idea
of what I wanted to say.
"I hope no one calls you 'little one' again." Come with me.-
He opened his arms and I fell into them. "It worked, baby," he whispered to me.
and kissed me on the head. "Now all you have to do is
expect him to be smarter than fierce. I made him an offer
couldn't refuse,” he laughed derisively. Although they are rather
the Sicilians who make them.
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"Did I cost you a lot?" I asked, getting up and looking at him.
"Not long enough," he said, taking off his glasses. -You are worth a lot
more, baby What did you want to tell me at home? Once again, I
He came closer and hugged me with powerful arms.
"Nothing," I whispered. -Where we go?
"I have to meet with the boys, and you have to visit a place
before we fly away- Nacho's chest began to
jump laughing
I sat up and looked at him as his teeth gleamed and his eyes were darker.
green.
"What did you throw in the trunk?"
His face got a little serious when I asked him a question.
"The rifle," he answered without hesitation.
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“Was it you who shot the glass?” I was arguing yes.
"How did you know you were going to hit him?"
He laughed at her voice and moved to hug me again.
"Honey, if you took as many shots as I do, you'd hit a pimple."
of sugar. Also, it wasn't far so it's much easier.
Before I went in, I saw the artery in your neck pulsing through
a telescope I knew you were nervous.
—I also want to shoot like that.— I complained and he hugged me even more
strong.
“It is enough that I can.
The car stopped in front of a beautiful barber shop, and I was surprised
see Nacho.
"Is that a cover for the meeting place?" I whispered in
conspiracy.
"No," he snorted with laughter. —It's the barber, I'll leave you here.
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"What do you mean?" I was surprised to look at him and he took my hand away
of the car.
We walked in and a pretty brunette came up to him and kissed him on the cheek.
She was stunning, not very tall, and her arms and cleavage were
decorated with colored tattoos. He stood a little closer and
he smiled with too much lust. I felt jealous, it was as if someone
hit me in the head with a board. I hit him, I caught him with the
hand more firmly and stood in front of him.
"Laura," I said, breaking her greeting.
"Yes, I know, hello," he replied with a beaming smile. -I am a girl,
and these are my accessories.
He grabbed my hair with his fingers and nodded.
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I'm a stupid. I was looking at the change, it was him, it was her, without
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preparing to go out.
"baby, I will never interfere with your way of being." He caressed me on the
cheek. "But for God's sake, I can't stand the idea that this
hair is not yours.
I laughed when I finally understood what I was doing here.
"He was supposed to take it off anyway." Makes me
nervous.” I kissed him softly. —It was part of a therapy, but already
I do not need it. See you in an hour.— I said goodbye and went to
Nina, who was waiting by the chair.
When he ripped out all the artificial hair, I was surprised to discover
that my hair was quite long. Once again, as usual,
I had a habit of changing my hairstyle. I asked Nina to
brighten the color and since Nacho called me to tell me that the
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spectacular.
“How bright?” he asked, standing behind me. In their
In his hands he had a bowl in which he was mixing something.
“I want them to be crazy,” I said.
—From what you said, you change radically and very often the color
of your hair I can't guarantee you won't walk out of here bald,—
he said and started applying paint to my hair.
"Where is my wife?" Nacho shouted, entering, and scaring
all the clients who almost fainted at the sight of the tattooed body.
-Where my heart is?
I was looking at him, looking at the newspaper. I laughed gracefully that
he wouldn't even look at me.
"Wouldn't you rather have a new one?" I asked, putting the magazine away.
His open mouth was a bit shocking. —How long have they
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lightly pulling on it. "Maybe I can bring you back to life?"
I laughed flirting.
"Dear lady," he said, hugging me and looking at me with delight.
My wife is irreplaceable. Besides, I waited too long for her.—
He smiled radiantly. "But you can always see what it's like to kiss a
surfer.
Her delicate tongue slid into my mouth, paying no attention to the
jealous woman looking at us. He parted ways with me after a while
and looked at me.
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colors and almost dragged myself out of the room.
We got into a steel Mercedes gelenda, and Nacho turned on the ignition.
engine and started screaming.
"Are we in a hurry to go somewhere?" I asked amused, trying
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highway.
We step out onto the bright apron of the airport, and I almost lose my
knowledge when I saw the plane. It was even smaller than
the one who flew with Massimo. It resembled a wheelbarrow with wings,
which not even a dwarf would enter. I stopped and stared at death
white-yellow parked a few meters away. I believe that
he's screwed if he thinks i'm going in there, and where's the bed in there
where will it distract me? I had millions of doubts in my head.
I nervously searched my bag and was terrified to discover that
he had put the sedative pills.
"I know you're afraid of flying," he admitted, going to what
called a plane. "But this time you won't even know you're flying."
He turned around and stood there, holding a black bag in his hand.
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“You'll be sitting up front.” He bared his teeth at me. -And by
As much as you want, I'll let you lead.” He turned around and entered the
the steps.
I raised my eyebrows and looked at the metal casing in front of me. I
will let lead, I repeated his statement in my mind. Damn, are you going to
run it himself? I was torn. Curiosity and conviction
of my own fucking greatness, enhanced by the new haircut,
He pushed me toward the winged barrow. The horror and the attack of
panic that was coming made me want to get out of there.
"Jesus!" I groaned and grabbed the bag tightly and headed towards
machine.
I didn't even look inside. I was afraid I would die of fear if I looked at the
microscopic inside. I turned left and went into another room
that looked like a cage.
"I'm dying," I said, taking the chair next to Nacho. Alone
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He leaned down and kissed me, and his soft lips made me forget where
I was. I forgot my name, where I live and the name of my friend from
Elementary school.
"It's going to be fun," he said and separated from me. -Put them on
headphones and get ready for something better than...— He broke off,
looking at me with amusement. —I wanted to tell you that sex, but sex
with me is the best, so... - He shrugged and a
sound came out of the device I had on my ears.
A man's voice said something absolutely incomprehensible, and the
canary man, still pressing the buttons, answered him. Nacho
turned knobs, touched buttons, looked at clocks, and I sat down and
I looked at him as if delighted. Was there something this man
could not do?
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"A catapult," he answered seriously, without looking at me. -Yes
you press the red button next to me during the flight, you will shoot in the
air.
At first I wanted to answer by nodding my head, but then
for a while my terrified mind knew he was mocking
my.
"I wish you could see your face." He laughed. "Honey, it's a
fuel gauge. Now let's see if the rudder and ailerons
do they work.
After he turned out to be a complete idiot, I decided not to ask.
swim and see my boy do well. My boy, he kept repeating it,
watching him. I haven't left a right yet, and I already have another. rotate
head, looking forward. My mother would have some
words to say about it. I would start with: " That's not how you
I raised", then I would:
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"But this is your life." So it wouldn't help me much. I sighed at
think of a conversation that I won't miss anyway.
The engines started to growl, and I felt like I was getting weak.
What difference does it make if I have glass in front of my eyes or inside
of the plane, since I only focus on fear.
"Nacho, I can't do it," I complained when we started to talk.
move. "Let me out, I beg you." I was getting hysterical.
—I need you to give me the values indicated by this monitor. It
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I started to read.
Meaningless numbers jumped on the screen, and I totally
concentrated, I gave them one by one. Suddenly I felt the machine
floating.
"Nacho... Jesus..." I said, unable to catch my breath.
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After a dozen minutes of reciting the numbers, I felt the
sight on me. I turned my head and saw the canary sitting in front of me and
smiling radiantly. His brown and shaded aviators
They floated on his nose.
"You can stop now, you won't get off anyway."
I looked out the plane windows and only saw the clouds below
us and the sun We were alone in absolute nothingness. Still
I was a bit weak, but the bliss I felt when I looked at the blue that
surrounded me made me forget my fear.
"Do you know what I was thinking?" I turned my head negatively.
without changing his face. "That you didn't let me know what you taste like."
teeth clenched and his lips were in a thin line.
I leaned my head against the seat and closed my eyes. -I want to see you
Come when I'm the only one who gives you pleasure.
"Did you really think about it when you were looking at the clouds?"
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Clouds are a collection of water droplets or ice crystals...?
"Don't change the subject," I said, without raising my eyelids. -I want
give you a blowjob, Nacho.
"Jesus, woman..." he complained, and I looked at him amused. -And you tell me
that when we are thousands of feet above the ground?!
He licked his lips and I looked at his zipper.
"But I see you liked the idea." I closed my eyes again. -TO
judging by the reaction, we finished and I continued to enjoy the trip.
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CHAPTER 14

We got off at the Tenerife South airport, where the car

wacky in the world was parked in front of the terminal.
Nacho opened the door and when I entered, he grabbed me by the shoulders
sliding down my neck and pressing my buttocks against his body.
It wasn't brutal, but rather firm and horny.
"I've been on my feet since you told me how you're going to test me."
he said with a smile and rubbed his erection against my leg. kissed my
nose gently and released me.
He was a master of provocation. I froze with one leg in the
car and wondered if I could do it here.
"I want to give you a blowjob" I whispered directly into her ear and
I got into the car and the triumphant smile disappeared from his face.
"It's over," he said, slamming the door and walking around the black car. -Tea 224
I said Amelia is having a welcome party.” She sat down at the
steering wheel and started the engine. "And after that, I don't think you have
the strength to play.” He gritted his teeth and put glasses on his
nose.
"Do you want to bet?" I asked him when he started squealing the
tires.
His contagious laugh was cutting through the air. I didn't have to say anything
I knew he was up to the challenge.
We drove to the garage of the apartment, and even though the car
stopped, I couldn't get out. I felt strange, uncomfortable. as if there was
back in time. But the difference is that the last time
I was in the same place six months ago, I was a happy married woman
and pregnant. But was she sure? I was sure I was
pregnant, but was married then and now. The
question was, can I call what I felt in December happiness?
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it was very sad that the whole situation with Massimo ended like this, and
on the other hand, the colored boy next to me was a dream
came true. And that was another doubt, that I was digesting for
inside: that I shouldn't tell myself how I felt. it was just
curiosity and infatuation, and destroyed the wonderful and great
feeling I had with my husband...
"If you don't want to be here, I can take you to the hotel," Nacho said.
seriously, standing by the door. "Laura, I know that what happened
then it's very painful for you, but...
"It's not..." I said with a certain voice and got out of the car. -Let's go?
I didn't feel like having memories, and my brain kept creaking for
the thought. I wanted to get drunk, have fun and not think. To the
same time, he was well aware of the fact that on this island
I still had to deal with many horrible memories.
I crossed the threshold of the apartment and, surprisingly, I felt
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remembered, except this time I wanted to be here and didn't have to
do it.
It was as if we came here for the thousandth time. He threw the bag
he had in his hand and opened the fridge. He took out a small bottle of
beer and, after dialing a number on the phone, put it in the
ear. I don't know if he gave me time or if he just felt comfortable,
but I didn't want to disturb him and I went up to my room.
I opened the cupboard and was surprised to discover that it was
completely empty. Well, beautiful, I thought. I started to
wondering where my suitcase from Ibiza might be. Didn't put it in the
car, but surely he was on the plane. I was looking at the
shelves and thinking about what I would do without a single pair of panties.
"You've got the wrong bedroom," said the canary, hugging me.
behind. "The first door on the right, just behind the
ladders.
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I turned around and slowly followed him. I opened the door to the room
and I saw that this room had changed dramatically. There was
other furniture in it, the color of the walls changed from white to gray
and the flat pancake bed suddenly had columns. followed
being modern and elegant, but the short metallic tubes that
protruding from every corner heralded an evil plan.
"Your things are in the closet" opened the door and another room
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if behind
I did, you'd stillher.
be “Amelia boughtand
wearing shorts youflip-flops.
some clothes. Said
shrugged. -If you need...
“Do you want to tie me up?” I asked. Nacho turned his head towards me.
side and fixed his green eyes on mine. Why are there columns?
next to this bed? Also, why did you change this room?—
I narrowed my eyes and moved closer to him.
"I threatened you with a gun," he replied, raising his head, and
then he slipped away. "I didn't want it to make you think badly. Yes
want, we will move, I have never invested in real estate, but I
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I've checked and there are some nice places around...
I cut him off again by pressing my lips to his. I slipped my
tongue on it and started stroking it gently. Nacho folded a
He bit his knees and grabbed my face with his hands.
"Yes, I want to tie you up," he whispered and I froze. -So that
never run from me.” He laughed lovingly, pointing to the bed. -Y
in these columns, there are columns that are taken out. i'm not planning
an orgy here, it's just a good sound system. It will be useful when
I tired you out with the movies tonight.” He kissed my nose. Or the music
and while we're talking about that...— He turned around and headed
toward a board that was in a modern hanging cabinet.
"I'll be glad to see you turn your ass around," she said and pressed the button.
button, and the long black speakers poked out of the tubes.
steel. At that moment the entire room was filled with pure sound.
Justin Timberlake sang "Cry Me A River". I laughed thinking of him
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Nacho got up in an amused way, and when the bass was
strong, he began to dance, imitating the vocalist. I opened my mouth and
hide my surprise, I saw him slip across the room and do the
foolish. He grabbed the hat that was hanging on his dresser and
he began to sing, deftly turning it from side to side. I was
delighted, surprised and amused by the performance. In a moment
Dado walked up to me and grabbed my hips from behind and started
to dance with me It was bright, it moved smoothly between sounds
sensual, and I followed him. Already in Ibiza, I was sure that I could
dance, but I didn't expect him to do so well.
"Liar," I was howling when the song ended and
I heard the first notes of the next song. -You said no
you could dance!
"That I couldn't slow down." He laughed and took off his shirt.
"Remember, surfers have a great sense of balance."
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a half hour introductory game and then a few dozen
minutes of copulation in the shower, and I let him go.
It was the first time I was supposed to perform among his friends
being the boss. Jesus, it's true, after all, he was now the boss
of the family. I walked over to my part of the room and started
bury myself among dozens of hangers. After a while, I
I was relieved to discover that I had something to wear. There was not
colored shirts or jeans, but dresses, tunics and shoes
impressive.
"Thanks, Amelia," I said, grabbing another large outfit. Suddenly
I felt confused: if she wears shorts, I will look like
an idiot with him. I sat on the rug and started looking
staring forward.
"Did he do well?" Nacho asked, walking over and wiping his
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God help me, I groaned when his bare, tattooed buttocks
they went through a dozen inches. I was admiring my own
self-control when I saw him remove the gray linen pants from the
hanger.
"Baby, did Amelia take care of the laundry for you?" He repeated when
I didn't react. He was nodding his head without thinking. -That's it
Okay. It's not an official match, but you know... since I'm the
Boss, I can't always look like an 18-year-old.
He pulled his light gray pants up on his butt, and I was relieved,
what cannot be seen is not so tempting. took off the blue shirt
from the hanger and rolled up his sleeves, which were the same
color than his pants. God, how does he look, tanned, smooth and
tattooed. And he put the blue loafers on his legs. buckled up
the clock and looked at me:
"Shit, it looks like you're having a fit, wait..." He approached
me and wiped the corner of my mouth. "Your saliva is
dripping!” He laughed and grabbed me by the shoulders and lifted me up.
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"To the bathroom!" He slapped me on the buttock, and I, shaking my
head, I went to the shower. As I was used to, I gave myself a
cold shower just in case, being careful not to mess up my hairstyle.
I adjusted my hair a little, creating a kind of mess
apparently random sex. Standing by the sink, I discovered that
the bathroom cabinets are full of cosmetics, dear Amelia.
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painted my eyelashes
sparkles. and lightly
I looked fresh, powdered
natural myall
and above face withWhen
clean.
I went into the bedroom, he wasn't there. I was even a little happy for
this, because I was able to choose what I wanted to present to the world in peace.
I opted for a short sand-colored dress with straps, backless, which
It was perfect with some shoes with a strap around the ankle.
I chose a small navy blue bag and put on one of the wide
gold bracelets in hand. I knew she was ready.
I went downstairs and saw Nacho bent over his laptop. When
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it was tight, it was pretty loose, and it was sexy and spilled over me
Body.
"You will be mine forever," he said with a beaming smile.
"We'll see." I said casually pulling my hair.
He laughed and came closer to me, and his colored hand lifted my body from the
bottom step and put me on the ground. He looked at me with his eyes
slightly squinted, until finally I gently put
his tongue on my open mouth.
"Let's go." He took the key and, intertwining his fingers with mine,
headed for the door.
"You drank," I said accusingly. "Are you going to drive?!"
"Girl, it was a little beer, but if you want, you can drive."
"What if the police catch us?!" My tone was a bit too
aggressive.
"You know what?" He told me, running his nose down my face. -Yes 229
want, I'll get you a police convoy, will you be calmer?—
I raise his eyebrows in amusement. —I'll say it again, I'm Marcelo
Nacho Matos, and this is my island.” He opened his arms and laughed.
"And now, if you have no more doubts, let's go, or Amelia will unload
my phone. That's right, I'm just talking about the phone.
white phone from his pocket and handed it to me. —Your new phone with
a copied contact list and a restricted number. Sorry
much. I can't recover the rest: your clothes, your computer
remained in Sicily.” His disappointed look had been
drilling.
"It's just stuff," I said, putting the phone away. -I'm more
worried than them,” I added, and he froze and moved towards me.
"What?" He frowned, not knowing what I meant. -From
what are you worried about?” I sigh.
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"I already have solutions for most of them." He kept his mouth
on my forehead "The only thing I can't plan is your stay at his
wedding, but we'll discuss it another time. Let's go.
When we entered the Matos family property, I felt that the
The contents of my stomach were sticking in my throat. I did not think that
I would react so emotionally to being here. I would have waited for
where we were going, but when we got there I had an irresistible urge to
barf. Like snapshots in a moving movie,
Images of that day flew through my head. But it's just a place
a building, I was explaining to my head.
"Honey." The canary's voice had pierced me like a
nail on a board, pulling me out of unpleasant dilemmas.
"Looks like you've had a stroke again."
he said, worried. When the car stopped, he took my hand.
-I'm good. But this house...— I said, looking at the palace I had
in front. I remember he hit me...
"Shit!" he growled, and I almost got out of my chair. I think every day
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at it and every time I feel like tearing myself to pieces for what you've
past me.” His face turned cold and his gaze filled with hate.
"Girl, I will protect you from everyone, I promise, but please
forgive me.” He hung his head. "This is not the time for this.
conversation, but you should know that we will have it soon.
"Laura!" Amelia's screams broke the awkward silence.
that followed his words.
—I don't expect an apology from you, I've heard many of them,—
I said, getting down. At almost the same time, a pretty blonde girl
threw into my arms.
"Hello, young lady." I kissed her and she was locked into me. -You look
divine.— I observed her, moving her away from me a little.
"You too," she shouted happily and grabbed her father's hand.
brother, who approached us. I understand that they are already a couple and
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We were silent, looking at each other. —What he will say
Marcelo, I know, but I'm more interested in your opinion. Is lying to me
again?
I stood there looking at her until I finally took her hand.
Nacho, I got under his armpit and gave him a soft and slow kiss on the
mouth. The Canary did not take his eyes off me, once again the
world ceased to exist. Hypnotized by ourselves, we
we stayed there for a moment.
"We'll try," I said, continuing to look at him. -But not
we guarantee the results.” I raised my eyebrows, giving him a sign
that my answer was more for him than for her.
"Oh, God, but you are wonderfully in love," Amelia said,
folding his hands like a prayer. “Oh, but enough of that.
You need a drink. Also, Marcelo, Iván wants to talk to you.
when you have a moment.” He led me by the hand toward the entrance.
When I crossed the threshold, I was surprised. In my memories, this house 231
it looked different. The fact that I was only here for a few
moments, but the place of execution is quite memorable.
We walked down a long corridor, and Nacho with his hands on his
pockets and a radiant smile followed me. I let go of his hand
sister and hugged my man around the waist, hugging him.
"Have you changed anything here?" I thought it was less modern and...
"Everything," he said with a smile. —The whole house was changed,
although you only saw a small part of it. Right after the
accident.” He nodded at Amelia, who was unaware that her
future husband was my tormentor. And the whole situation was an attempt to
murder, not an accident. “I was going to renovate the entire mansion. It was
destroyed, and besides, I didn't think he was the best person either.
"Marcelo is the boss now." He was enjoying a blonde girl.
“And finally, the family will enter a new era.
"Amelia, don't be so interested in what we're getting into and
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the eyes. “Take care of raising your son. Alright, where's my
godson?
"In his room with nannies, dogs, cats." He looked at me.
—Marcelo thinks that when the children hide with the
animals, they develop better.” He tapped his finger on his forehead.
"But he's the boss," he added after a while, smiling
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"Exactly!" he yelled, pulling me towards himself. —And not
forget.” He looked at me. -Both! We come to the end of the tangle of
corridors and the back of the garden appeared to my eyes. A huge
three level swimming pool in the form of connected wheels was sliding
down a rocky slope. Around him were the
wooden gazebos with awnings, loungers and armchairs. Later,
there were sofas situated in a square, with a fire between them. To its
To one side was a wonderful long, lighted bar, and a few
meters, on the concrete floor, among the grass, a table for some
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Mainly men, but also some girls who played
in the water or drank lazy drinks.
All young, laid back, little gangster.
"Hello!" Nacho shouted, raising his hands, and all the people
gathered looked at us.
There were shouts, applause, whistles and cheers. the canary squeezed me
strongly against himself and greeted all those assembled, who at
After a while they were a bit quiet. when the music
silenced, Amelia gave her brother the microphone, which she had
removed from the DJ before.
—It will be in English, because the chosen one of my heart is barely
starting to learn Spanish,” he explained, and I lowered my head a little,
embarrassed by everyone's stares. -Thank you for coming to this
shit hole but i hope the amount of booze makes up for it
your annoyance.” The guests began to shout and whistle again.
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introduce Laura, who, sorry ladies, has beaten me and
to my heart. Thank you for your attention and I wish you have a good time
well.” He ended up throwing a microphone at one of his colleagues and
then he hit me with his hot mouth. The entire crowd raised their
glasses, and the applause and shouts were heard again to our
around.
God, I'm so fucking embarrassed. This ostentation was superfluous,
but completely natural. The canary had this style of being and not
he had the right to punish him for it. The kiss lasted a second longer, and
I could feel the curious looking away. lazy nacho in
my mouth for a long time, I finally heard music again
and the guests played again.
"Did you have to?" I asked as he was walking away.
slowly from me
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I was supposed to mark the area, because one of my colleagues
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I would hit you and I would have to kill him.” He clenched his teeth, and I returned
my eyes.
"They don't look dangerous." I shrugged, looking at the
crowd.
—Because not all of them are dangerous, some are surfers, others are
Amelia's friends, and only a small group are my employees.
"But does everyone know who you are?" I asked,
biting my lip, and he was banging his head. -A) Yes
that no guy will want to talk to me?" He shrugged.
with a clever smile on his face.
"Unless it's out of courtesy or if he's declared gay." He led me in
the direction Amelia was nervously standing.
"Let's have a drink."
I observed Nacho in his natural habitat and was relieved to
discover that he was identical to me in front of people. Was not
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time I began to distinguish between friends and employees, although not
it was easy. The bald man surrounded himself with people very similar to him. The
surfers had long hair, tattoos, and were naturally tanned.
unnatural. The workers, on the other hand, looked like big bulls
or they were skinny guys with suspicious eyes. However, everyone
they seemed like pretty normal, laid-back people who knew each other
well and they had fun.
Nacho, as usual, was drinking beer, and I was
pouring another glass of my beloved champagne. I did not want to
get drunk, especially since Olga wasn't with me, which was
a safety buffer for me at parties. I'm sorry for
her. Amelia fit in very well with my friend, but no one could
replace Ollie. I should have called her, I thought, and turned around
to push me aside.
"What's going on?" Nacho asked me, catching me by the
half and pressing his lips to my ear.
"I have to talk to Olga" seemed a bit too much 2. 3. 4
sad.
"Invite her." This short statement caused a pack of
butterflies will take off in my stomach. —If Domenico leaves her, what
come even tomorrow, I'll take care of everything.- He kissed me on the
forehead and let go of me, and I just stared at him.
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 Boom! It was then that I fell in love. If you had any questions
about my feelings for this guy, they just disappeared.
He stood there talking to his friends, and I couldn't take a step.
It was as if something had broken in me. I grabbed the halves of her
shirt and, paying no attention to the fact that I interrupted his
conversation, I pulled him so his lips found mine. The
men before him groaned and after a while
burst into laughter when I, greedily and too vulgarly,
I started to kiss him. He grabbed my butt with one hand and held me
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"Thank you," I whispered, separating from him and dancing a smile on his lips.
lips.
"What did I say?" he asked amused, turning back to his colleagues.
And as I was leaving, he slapped me on the butt. I went home and
I sat on the sofa in the hall. I took out my phone and dialed the
number.
"Hello," I said when Olga replied. He was on the phone a few
seconds.
"Are you okay?" He asked almost in a whisper.
"And why shouldn't I be?"
"Fuck, Lari…" he sighed. "When Massimo returned to the villa, the
killed everyone. Domenico told me what happened. your nacho is fine
fucking. I understand everything, but shoot Don? I heard her go to
somewhere.
"Oh, Oli, he didn't shoot him, he shot the sweet shop." I lied to
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laugh out loud at his statement. "I didn't want to scare him and I think
that did it.
"He could have pissed him off," she said firmly and louder than before.
"Well, I left the house because hell knows when they're
speaking. Tell me.
“Will you fly?” I heard him stab her again. —I'm in Tenerife.—
He took a breath to say something. "But I promise I won't make you
another love this time Please.” She sounded pathetic, though I didn't
felt like that at all. But I knew that only mercy could
make her agree to the idea of going with Domenico.
"Do you know I'm getting married in two weeks?" No.- I ask, I felt
he was fighting his thoughts.
-Well that's it! And shouldn't you spend some time with the lady
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to talk about the company. I don't know if it's still mine though...
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Domenico will understand.— I winced at what he said. Yes
If I were in her place, I wouldn't let her go.
"You always come up with something." I knew he was turning his mind around.
head now.
"Okay, I'll talk to him tomorrow.
I hesitated for a while to ask the question that was on my mind, but the
Curiosity got the best of me.
“How's he holding up?” He had said it. I was trapped in a
guilty feeling.
"Massimus?" I do not know. After he fired the magazine at a
scooter, which then exploded, disappeared. Even Domenico said that
I wasn't going to go with him. We went back to Sicily, and probably stayed in
Ibiza. I'll tell you everything when I get there, because now I can see the
fiery sight of Domenico and I don't think we can do without the
knob.
"Oh, I'm so sorry." I laughed. 236
“And I'll call you, bitch. Call me tomorrow night or send me your
number, and I'll call you when I talk to him.
On my way back to the garden, I heard a buzz and applause again. Happens
through the doorway and I saw Nacho standing on stage and calming the audience
under the DJ table with his hands.
"You always do this to me," he said amused. "No, well, since
You came so far, I'll touch But only one piece.
Will I knock? Does it touch something? I stopped on the stone platform just
out the door and looked. The canary grabbed me quickly, about
all because I was standing out of the crowd, and he looked at me with his
green eyes.
"It will be a bit banal." I was embarrassed, and looked down at his
feet. —Some time ago a writer created a book of 50 shades
de Grey, and then someone decided to screen it. stupid story about
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we probably all know someone like that, so that's the story
of a life.” His gaze pierced me once more. —I know the
least one of them.” I turned my head with a mocking smile. —
Oh but what's up, Italians must exist too.— The crowd
he roared with laughter and applause was heard. "I'm sorry, Marco, you're
okay.” He pointed his finger at one of his classmates and waved his hand
as if to tell him to go to hell. —But back to the
music.” And then Amelia climbed onto the platform, giving her
brother a violin. "There's a guy, Robert Mendoza, who did a
violin arrangement of the song " Love Me Like You Do ".— Nacho
he grabbed the instrument and put it on his shoulder. you will know my side
sentimental," he said, and there was applause everywhere.
The DJ turned on the soft base and, without taking his eyes off me, began to
play. At the station, I opened more than to make ice cream. This type
could do anything! It was flowing smoothly through
the sounds, feeling the melody. He was rocking his body, and his
deft fingers moved along the strings. the bow was 237
dancing in his right hand, and I felt that every part of me
exploded. Strong arms gently held the modern
wooden instrument, and my man's face showed joy.
At one point, my feet started to go by themselves, I couldn't
take it longer without touching it. I was playing and watching while I
I was heading towards him. A violin connected to a cable prevented him from giving a
step by itself. But I didn't care at all, just like
the fact that a hundred complete strangers looked at me
like a witch to be burned. I walked guided and attracted by his
sight, and the following heads turned in my direction. Finally
I arrived and stood a meter away from him and he turned his back on me without stopping
play. She was delighted, stunned, and completely confused. The
music exploded once more, the song matched the chorus, and
I was wrinkled. I couldn't do anything else. I was happy. Me
man played for me and although all the girls at the party
they thought, I knew for sure. Nacho silently touched the
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gathered was also waiting. I dove in his direction and jumped
over it and intertwine your thighs. He squeezed me to himself, and all
guests began to applaud again. I suspected that my
short dress didn't cover my ass at the time, but when
Nacho kissed me like that, I could stay naked in the crowd.
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 "You had to play the violin," I whispered. I smiled broadly at him, and
he still had me in his arms. -What else can you do?-
I snorted silently. "Or should I ask you what is not?"
can you do?
"I can't make you love me." His happy green eyes told me.
they watched closely. —And I can't control my erections when
I have your ass in my hands. I have to put you down because all the
world is watching and i'm afraid my sticky penis won't
escape your attention.
He gently lowered me, placed me in front of him, and raised his hand to
say goodbye to the crowd. So his performance was over. The
DJ dropped another piece, and all the guests danced again.
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“Come on.” I took his hand out. I started dragging him towards the
Entrance of the house. I ran through the halls, and he laughed, following me.
"Do you know where you're going?" He asked when I turned around again.
"I have no idea, but I know what I want to do," I said, looking
sideways
Nacho lifted me in the middle and threw me over his shoulder and
turned to the other side. I did not resist and I did not defend myself. I saw that it was
trying to make things easier for me and i knew exactly
where to go.
He climbed a monumental staircase and slowly climbed the stairs.
It opened one of many doors. He kicked it and put me in the dark,
leaning on her.
"I want to make love," he said, holding up his hands. He put his
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He caressed me with his mouth, pressing my hands firmly on the
dolls he was holding. It turned me on, but the alcohol bubbling in
my veins pushed me in a completely different direction than the
submission.
I knew it would be cute and very subtle, but my dark side demanded
satisfaction. I sank my teeth into the canary's lower lip and
I heard a silent hiss. It froze and after a while it
moved a little away from me.
"We're not going to make love," I said in a whisper, extending my hands.
dolls out of his embrace.
"No?" he asked amused and let me out and leaned against the
door closed.
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It was dark in the room, but I knew exactly what was
watching. The blanket of chlorine floated at an ever faster rate
as my hands moved down. I felt that I was breathing, and 239
the smell of the gum made it increasingly difficult to swallow my saliva. Some
women feel the pheromones, others love the smell of the water from the
toilet, while the smell of peppermint aroused me in the man
that was in front of me. I slipped the shirt off his shoulders and
I slowly moved my lips over her body, caressing each piece.
He smelled of ocean, sun and himself, I gritted my teeth on the nipple of
canary, and an unknown sound came out of his throat. a moan and
a sigh at the same time they showed me that they definitely
he liked what he did. I increased the pressure a bit, sucking on the
same time, and his hands went up to my neck.
"Girl, don't provoke me into this, please." The voice barely
audible was like a warning.
I moved slowly to the other nipple and, completely ignoring
what I had just heard, I sank my teeth even deeper. A
A sound of irritation came out of Nacho's mouth and his hands on my
neck tightened. Drawing her stomach with my teeth, I
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they still held my neck when i undid their zipper
while licking her tattooed body.
"I want to suck you." He was exhaling. I grabbed her legs and
I slid down.
"You're so vulgar," he whispered.
"I'm not yet…" I said, and absorbed it in one movement.
The sound that filled the air was like relief. The low voice of
Canary made me almost feel his excitement and his delight. I didn't lend
attention to the fact that his hands were getting tighter
against my body, and greedily pulled the entire length. I did it with
firmness, depth and speed. I couldn't wait to learn about
your pleasure. It wasn't helping me, it was even bothering me,
trying to stop the movement of my lips, which were
holding his dick. The fact that he resisted me, combined
with the alcohol circulating in my veins, it made me want to be aggressive
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neck and pressed them against the door, giving him a clear signal to
to keep them there. Later, in my right hand, I grabbed
firmly the shaft of the penis and pressed it against the door, licking the
head lewdly.
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 "Don't move, Marcelo," I grunted and absorbed him to the core.
final.
"Christ, I hate that name in your mouth…" he complained.
I was taking his cock with my lips, feeling the first
beads of sweat flow down his stomach. He was muttering something in Spanish,
in Polish and probably in German, and I enjoyed every second
of the torture he had financed for him. With my free hand
I slid up behind him and dug my nails into a hard, full ass cheek.
color. He screamed and hit the wooden surface with his fists, which
was shaken by a heavy blow. I accelerated again, and his mouth
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Suddenly a light shone in the room. Slightly
confused, I froze with his cock in my mouth and looked up.
above.
The emerald eyes fixed on me and Nacho's hand returned to
down, away from the switch he had just pressed.
"I need to see you…" he said. -I have to...
I didn't care what he had to say. Like a whore in a
race, without taking my eyes off him, I started another crazy race. It
I licked it, bit it and gave it the frankest look I had on my
repertoire. His hands wanted to get away from the door, but as soon
as they did, i stopped, and he resigned himself and hit them again
on the wood. When I convinced myself that in a moment
I would feel the first drops of sperm on my tongue, he grabbed me, I
He got up and put me right in front of him.
“I must get into you,” he groaned, piercing me with a feral gaze.
"Stop and don't move," I growled at him. I grabbed him by the neck and 241
I hit my head on the door.
"No," he said through his teeth, and his hand entered that place of
my body and pressed hard.
Holding on to his embrace, we stare at each other. Both of them
we were a little behind. The canary took a step forward, and
Although I tried to resist, he pushed me into the room. I was
walking, having no idea what was behind me, until
my buttocks rested on something soft. Nacho let go of my neck,
He grabbed my shoulders and pressed me into a huge, soft bed.
Before my back made contact with the mattress, I
He grabbed my thighs and pulled me down so that I was almost on my back.
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and, on the ground.
completely He ripped
naked, he felloff the knees,
to his shirt hepressing
had taken
hisoff
lipsearlier
to my
wet pussy. I yelled, grabbing him by the bald head. His lips
hungrily caressed every part of my most sensitive place. I don't
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I ripped and scratched her neck, and she was attacking my clit more and more
violently.
"I want to feel your taste" I was excluding him when the
The canary's slender fingers slid inside me.
"And you'll feel it, I promise." He broke away to make a promise, and
after a while, it continued its dynamic movement within
my.
His language was perfect and he found points so sensitive that after
for a while I was on the verge of delight. then unexpectedly
interrupted me and turned me on my stomach, pulling the little thongs out of
my buttocks in one movement. I was surprised by the firmness and the
temperament of a man who had never used force before
against me, except maybe once on the beach. took off my dress
He left my shoes and clung naked to my back. I intertwine their
fingers with mine and spread his hands over my head. I was
crying on the floor and my stomach was leaning against the bedding
soft. Nacho separated my thighs with his legs, and his teeth
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they sank into my neck.
"Laura, do you know who I am?" he asked in a low, icy voice.
"I know…" I whispered with my face pressed to the duvet.
"Then why do you provoke me to brutality?" Be supposed to
Should I show you that I can take you?
"I want..." My barely audible voice was almost completely
muffled by his heavy breath.
The canary's hand reached for my hair. It rose slightly. I know
put on the doll and lifted my head. A scream came out of my mouth
when, in a deft move, he hit me on top of himself. He was not him,
Or at least not that I knew him. It became so different
Massimo stood before my eyes. I wanted to make it stop, but
I couldn't get my voice out. He was fucking me, and after a while
I felt his free hand hit me on the butt, but at the same time
time did not stop the movement of my hips and did not release the
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grab my hair He hit me over and over again. the pain will
mixed with pleasure and wondered how I felt. For
hand, he made me exactly how I liked it, and on the other hand, he wanted
cry from the memory of what had just happened.
Suddenly Nacho let go of my head as if he felt something
it was bad He turned me on my back and dragged me to the bed to
to lie on him. He put his hands on my face and started
kiss me gently and passionately. I felt his masculinity return
to enter me, but this time calmly and with a tenderness
exceptional.
"Is that what you really want, baby?"
interrupt the movement of your hips. I can be what
want, but I need to know that you trust me and that you will tell me
When you've had enough I don't want to hurt you.— His
lips kissed my nose, cheeks, and eyes. -Love
every piece of you and if you need to feel pain, I'll give it to you, but you must
know that I will do it for love. —Once their lips met 243
mine and I felt this wonderful mint flavor. -I'm gonna get you,
strong. And now you will come for me.— The calm eyes of
emerald lit a live fire, and i felt his cock grow inside
from my.
Once he greased his fingers he joined me, and spread our
hands clasped behind my head, and their movements
They got faster and stronger. I knew I didn't need much. No
I know how, but every time I got closer to the top, he felt it. The
green eyes, the tattoos, how sensitive he was and the fact that he could
become a brute in spite of himself... And every part of this
extraordinary guy turned me on. He lowered his head and bit me.
lip, and I unintentionally complained. Once you did even more
strong, then his mouth moved, he started biting me on the neck and
the shoulder. I caressed him with my hand and his penis took me with the
speed of a machine gun.
"Come on, baby, for me," he whispered, and a wide smile appeared on his face.
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I started climbing higher and higher. I felt I was losing the
control of my body.
"Christ, Nacho," I whispered as the orgasm spilled over me.
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The canary took my face in his hands again and kissed me,
deep, strong, wild. I tried to catch my breath, but I couldn't.
I swam away suffocated by his kiss. When I thought there was
finished, he sped up again and the next wave of pleasure washed over him.
poured through me. My body bowed in an arc and all my
Muscles flexed as I screamed into her mouth, reaching orgasm
highest possible.
"That's enough," he said amused. He began to calm his body as
it calmed me down.
My heavy head fell onto a pillow. I thank God I don't know
idea of an elaborate haircut occurred to me, because now
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"I'm not done," he said, kissing me on the nose. "But I wanted you to
you could breathe Come to me.
He lay down next to me, but with his feet next to my head, and
it was inviting to tap his finger.
“Finish what you started.
Six nine... ...now? When I was barely standing, lying down, I thought.
I looked at him surprised and terrified at the same time, and when I didn't
I moved, he grabbed me by the hips and sat me on his face. His tongue
it slid between my lips, finding my flawless clit.
Nacho moaned and I fell headfirst onto my trembling erection.
color torturer This vision, combined with his caresses, made
that the tornado took hold of me again. leaning on my elbow,
I grabbed his masculinity and started to fuck him hard with my hand and my
mouth. I did it fast and chaotic, and the canary writhed and whimpered. In
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deep in my mouth, he did not interrupt the miraculous torture with his
tongue.
And then, after a few moments, was what had been
waiting for so many months. A stream of his warm semen flowed
down my throat It was sweet, wonderful and came with a strong
scream. His lips left my pussy and his teeth bit inside
of my thigh. I drank every drop, listening to the rhythm of her body. It
My only regret at that moment was not being able to see his green eyes.
I licked and petted him until I felt his teeth on my leg loosen.
the grip, until they finally disappeared from my skin.
"Are you happy?" He asked, taking a deep breath. -Finally
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I got up and moved my leg, sitting on his stomach. I
ostentatiously wiped my lips with my finger and when I saw a wide
smile on the canary's face, my face took on the same expression.
"Now, yes." He was fine, stroking her tattoos. -You made me
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expect.
"You've waited longer..." he said, grabbing me and putting me
on the bed. "I want to make you happy, baby. - The long fingers of
Nacho patted me on the back. But sometimes I'm scared
hurt you, and then you run away from me.
I raised my head and looked at him, not quite understanding what he wanted.
tell. In the green eyes, there was care and fear. clearly it was
sad.
"You mean Massimo?" – He stopped seeing me and started playing with
my hair. —Nacho, with him it was something completely different...
"You never told me exactly what happened." I sighed heavily.
when he looked at me.
"Because I know you don't want to hear it, I don't want to talk about what happened."
I wanted out of this, but he pressured me.
"Hey, where to?" He asked a little annoyed. "I won't let you go
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so, so you won't get away with it, just talk.— The arms of the
Canary pressed closer when I fell silent.
"Baby…" he dragged out the last syllable, and I fell on top of him resignedly.
"You're forcing me to talk about something I'd rather not think about."
after you made love to me.” Matos was waiting in
suspense with his eyes fixed on me. —Nacho, let me go!— I was
She annoys me and I get frustrated again, but her hands still won't release me.
"Fuck, Marcelo!" I yelled, backing away from him.
Surprised by my outburst, he released the hug, and I broke and
I got angry and grabbed the dress. The canary turned to one side and rested his
head on a bent arm. I was still waiting for an answer
and he looked at me, more seriously than the situation required. In
Actually, I don't know why I got angry. I was worried, and I was
exaggerating. But he didn't want to talk about it, let alone think about it.
it.
I put on the dress and put the thong up my ass.
"Shall we go?" I asked, correcting the hair next to the mirror that
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it was hanging on the wall.
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in front of me and reached for his pants. "We'll talk."
turned and looked at me. "Now!" I was surprised by his tone, and even more so by his
decision. I guess I forgot for a moment that I was trying
with a ruthless killer, not with a man or a sneaker
that you can lead.
“You can't make me talk. Also, I've been drinking, and I don't
I want to talk to you drunk.
"You're not drunk anymore," she said, zipping up. -Tea
you sobered up, or rather, you weren't drinking alcohol.
he put the shirt behind his back and sat down in a chair. "Well, I'm
listening.
I was stuck on the floor in my delicate dress and couldn't
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a domineering and tenacious mobster. I narrowed my eyes a bit
wondering what i should do. No I wish I had some
reason to expect an explanation, and he was worried about me.
But on the other hand it forced me to do something I didn't feel like doing.
do now.
- Marcelo...
“Don't talk to me like that.” He was growling. You only say that when
you're mad at me, and now you have no basis for it.
I sigh, grit my teeth and walk to the door. But when
I grabbed the handle, it turned out to be locked. I turned around and crossed my
hands on his chest, looking at the back of a canary that didn't even
looked back. I stomped my foot and the sound of the sole of the foot
hitting the floor spread throughout the room.
Unfortunately, even that monotonous bang didn't make
Nacho moved. I walked a few steps and stood in front of him. I was
serious, anxious and concentrated, and the green eyes were
waiting.
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"So what?" he asked, raising his eyebrows.
“He raped me!” I said through clenched teeth. -These
happy?!” My screams spread throughout the house. —I
put in all possible holes, as punishment. Is that what
wanted to hear?!” A stream of uncontrollable tears flowed from
my eyes.
The canary got up and came over to me, holding out his arms, but
I raised my hands as a sign not to touch myself. was giving me
patted in hysterics and the last thing I wanted to do was touch
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hands in his fist and remained silent, clenching his hands.
jaws. I choked up crying, and he got mad. the colorful cloak
rose and fell at a speed that would be suitable for a
marathon runner. We were standing face to face, overwhelmed
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minutes before we would have been licking each other
after wonderful sex.
“Come on.” He grabbed my wrist and headed for the door.
"There's a padlock on every room," he explained, pointing to a
small button at the top of the frame. —To go out, you have
than press it.
He dragged me down the hall, and I could barely keep up with him. Zafe my
wrist from the grip of his hand and I reached down to remove
the shoes.
When I unbuckled my belt and the sandals fell to the ground,
took them in his hand and again he grabbed my hand and pulled towards the
ladders.
We passed other people who tried to stop us for a while,
but Nacho ignored them and, without stopping, continued on. We go down two
floors below, and my claustrophobia was evident - the narrow hallway
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got stuck in my throat. I stopped, leaned against the wall and jumped
the eyes. I looked at the ground, hoping this sight would calm me down. Me
bald man looked at me, and when he saw that it wasn't another one of my attacks
in anger, he grabbed me in the middle, threw me from behind and continued
ahead. Suddenly he came through a door and put me on the floor.
I raised my eyes and froze. The shooting range.
Nacho approached one of the positions and handed me the
headphones. He then walked over to the cabinet that was hanging on the
wall and froze again. A kilometer of concrete was covered
with weapons, various types of weapons. I have never seen so many
before. Rabbis, weapons, and even something that looked like a miniature,
everything was there.
"I want too," I said, holding out my hand.
He looked at me for a moment, clearly considering something, and when
my facial expression didn't change, he gave me the gun from the closet.
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'It's a .22 Hammerli X Esse. It's nice. You should like it.—
He extended his hand and presented me with a pistol with a handle.
raspberry. “It's self-repeating. The trigger is adjustable vertically and
horizontally.— He was reloading a metal object,
showing me what he was talking about. —The charger has capacity
for ten rounds, it is loaded. Please.” He gave me the gun, and
I probably took it and opened it, and then I walked to the station.
I turned to him, got up and put the headphones on the table. I will be
an idiot, I thought. Nacho's face was slightly radiant.
when he saw me and what he liked the most. He took another gun out of the closet and
stood by my side.
"As soon as you're ready," he said and pushed our shield aside.
I took a deep breath, then again, and before my eyes I saw the scene that
he had just told the canary man. One night in Portugal.
I go back to the apartment after kissing Nacho for the first time,
I see Massimo drunk, and he... I felt pain in my chest, then
tears in my eyes, I was finally overwhelmed with anger and
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Rage. The deep breath and subsequent shots
they pierced the air. He would hit the card that was hanging in front of him.
me, as if massacring her erased from my memory what I had
happened.
"The magazine." I kissed him with my hand. "Give me the bullets."
Nacho's face betrayed his surprise, but he approached the wardrobe
making my request. A moment later, he put a box in front of
from my.
With trembling hands, I loaded the bullets and when I was done, I
I risked again with the shield. I lowered the gun, filled the magazine and
I started shooting again.
"Baby," a quiet whisper and the touch of her hand pulled me out of the
abyss of anger "That's enough, darling." He put his hands on hers.
mine and took what they had. "I see you needed it more than I did."
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I hung my head and let him take me in his arms and carry me to the
bedroom.
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Nacho finished showering. I haven't said a word to her
hour. I washed, I dressed, I went to bed and I looked at the wall like
An idiot. Almost like when he saved my life and took me to the house of
the beach.
"Laura," he said, sitting up in bed. I know this is difficult for you.
but I want to finish it once and for all.— Wrapped in a
black towel, the colored buttocks turned around and disappeared from
my sight. —I want to kill Massimo.— Nacho's serious tone
It had made my heart grow cold. "But I'll only do it if I get it."
you allow I've always run it for money, never for reasons
personal, but this time I just want to take his life. He put his
hands on either side of my head and bowed slightly. -Alone
say yes, and the man who hurt you will disappear from this world.
"No," I whispered and turned my back on him. "If someone kills him, I won't be250
me.” I buried my face in a pillow and closed my eyes. -I had one
opportunity and a reason to do it, but I'm not going to be like him. Y
I don't want to be with a man who reminds me of him,” I whispered.
Silence came, and the canary man digested my words.
Finally he got up and left, closing the door behind him, and I
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CHAPTER 15

I woke up with a headache, but it wasn't a hangover, it was the

emotions I had last night. I looked around and realized
that I probably slept alone tonight. Yes, that's how it begins, I sighed,
reaching for the bottle of water that was on the nightstand.
I looked around the room. I didn't have time last night
chance to do it. Modern and dark furniture, shapes
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with wood and light metal, leather and stones. a huge window
made of a sheet of glass looked at the ocean and a wonderful
cliff bank. In front of her were gray sofas and
rectangular, as if the panorama were to replace the television,
that was nowhere.
I got up and walked over to enjoy the amazing view. It
What I saw took my breath away. In the garden below me, Nacho had a
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baby in her arms. I was playing with him. And I was only dressed in
Cowboys. He was lying on a deckchair and Pablo climbed on it
like a monkey, pulling his ears, his nose and stuffing his
hands in mouth
"Christ," I groaned, leaning against the window frame.
He was beautiful, perfect, and the sight of him with the little boy made me sad and
It made me want him even more. The events of the last night
They went through my head and I hit my face. God how stupid am I
when I take a drink, I thought. Today, soberly, everything looked
completely different. I was embarrassed. I made a fuss
when he just wanted to protect me, and I compared him to the man who
most hate in the world.
I took the fastest shower in the world, I put on one of the shirts
Nacho and ran downstairs. I entered through the garden gate and
I put the glasses that were on the hall table. The
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the threshold, turned his head and looked directly at me. I approached him
calmly, lowering his head as a sign of repentance.
"I can feel you," he said, getting up from the lounger and kissing me on the
forehead.— I present to you Pablo, the boy who turned my world upside down
above.
A bright-haired little boy pulled my hands out and I took him in.
My arms. He snuggled into me, running his fingers through my hair still
damp.
"Jesus," Nacho moaned as I kissed the little rascal. -I want
have children with you. The smile on his face was brighter than the
June sun.
"Enough already." I turned my back on him and went to the table with the food. -The
divorce awaits me, confrontation with a friend, my boy wants
kill my husband, and you are here for the children" I said amused and
I put Pablo in a high chair next to the table. —And to be clear.—
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—You said "my boy"— he interrupted me when he was supposed to
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Are we officially a couple?" He took off my glasses to look at me.
the eyes.
"You are officially the lover of a married woman," I said amused,
raising eyebrows.
"Oh, he was never your husband." He bit my nose gently and
smiled. "I won't be him." He put on the glasses he took from me. -It
I'm sorry.” He pressed his lips against my forehead and sighed heavily.
“I shouldn't have pushed you yesterday.
"Last time…" I started seriously, walking away from him. I raised my
finger again. —It will be the last time, Marcelo Nacho Matos,
you will sleep in a different bed than mine.— The momentary panic
it was replaced by a wide smile again. —or me
I will divorce you before you ask me to marry you- I added
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"So you agree?" He asked, standing too
away again.
"Christ, with what?" The surprise that was painted on my face was
almost tangible.
"Be my wife!"
—Nacho, I beg you.— I left my hands defenseless. —Let me
divorce me, meet you and ask you in a while.” His face turned
she was sad and serious. "And now I'm starving." Where is
Amelia?
"Don't you want to be with me?" he continued.
"Listen, tattooed boy, I want to meet you, fall in love with you and see
how's it going. Can I?” Annoyance mixed with amusement.
"And so I know you're in love with me," he said with a wide
smile and pushed my chair back. —And you look the sexiest in the world with my
T-shirts, so from now on you will only walk with them.—
He kissed the top of my head, then put his hands on my sleeves.
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and grabbed my breasts.
"You're holding my baby." Amelia's voice pierced the air.
as a whip. Nacho slowly took out his hands and supported them
against the chair in which I was sitting. "Poor Pablo," she said.
playfully, taking his son in his arms. And the poor mother of
Pablo, because no one can grab her boobs. She gave her
brother a provocative look, and he raised his finger.
"Young lady, don't make me angry!" he snorted with all seriousness and
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you do there, but don't even dare to look in the direction of
some guy, or I'll have to kill him.
The girl ostentatiously rolled her eyes and grabbed the bottle to
Feed the baby.
"Marcelo, you wouldn't hurt a fly." He stuck out his tongue and
He put his son in his arms. I think you've gotten too much into
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a breath to say something, but my hand that rested on his
thigh prevented him from commenting on his sister's words. laid eggs
scrambled eggs on the plate and, glaring at Amelia angrily, began to eat.
"You control her too much," I said in Polish, sipping milk tea.
"I don't control her at all. I don't want her to fall in love with an idiot
again,” he replied, putting his fork away. "Besides, now
should focus on her son, herself and her mansion, not on
seek to impress She's been through a lot recently. Has
have to recover.” He looked at me with a serious eye and wiped his mouth with
a linen napkin.
"You're so sexy when you get apodictic," I bit my lip and
I moved to him.
"I'd like to give you a blowjob under the table now." My
The hand on his thigh tightened, and the cock in his pants danced
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"Laura, you're becoming vulgar," he admonished me, trying to
control my smile "We have a very tight schedule today, so
don't think about stupidity, just eat.
"The tension is something completely different here." I smiled and told him
I straightened the dick.
—You're doing it again and you're also speaking in Polish,
so I don't understand anything.” Amelia rolled her eyes. "Perverts!"
And besides, I just wanted to say that I have a super cap and my libido is
it's freaking out, so...
"Enough!" Nacho's fist hit the table, and I jumped. —I saw
that asshole coming at you yesterday, and I swear if it wasn't for the fact
that I'm doing business with your father, I'd be dead behind
of the house
"Oh, you're getting it." She kept feeding the baby.
quietly as his brother left. I kissed him once or twice.
times, a few years ago, and you're having an affair. Come on Paul
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let's get out of here, because your uncle is going to be throwing breakfast all over
Rage.
He leaned in a little so that Nacho could kiss the boy on the
head. He winked at me and disappeared into the house.
"I don't like it when you're like this," I said, turning back to him.
when he started eating again.
"Lies." He reached for the bread without even looking at me. -You love it
when i'm like this And now that I've got rid of her, get under
table.” A wide smile appeared on his face again, but
when I pushed the chair back and knelt down, it lowered slightly.
"Do you want to do that while how?" he asked surprised
when I unzipped his jeans.
"I'll hurry, I promise," I said, absorbing him in a
movement.
And I hurried, which didn't change the fact that the man in the
Twice service almost stopped us. My luck was that Nacho, when 255
was necessary, he could sit still, and he has divisive attention. The
guy had not yet managed to cross the threshold, and nacho had managed
inform you in a word. With great difficulty, he ate his eggs
scrambled, and when he was done, I told him to at least drink some juice. I know
choked a few times, but luckily we got to the end and
then I sat down politely to finish the meal.
"You're impossible..." she sighed with her eyes closed, tilting her head.
head back.
"What are we going to do today?" I asked, as if nothing had happened.
"Fuck you," he answered without thinking twice.
"Excuse me?" I caught myself turning my head.
"Let's go to Teide..." he laughed and put on the glasses that were on the
counter. "And that's where we go to hell." He raised his eyebrows,
gritting teeth. —I'm going to look for something and you call Olga and
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to stand up. At that time, the employee who had tried
approaching us appeared again in the doorway. When do not
Hearing no word of protest from us, he came over. Had an
big package in front of him. The canary looked at him and said a few words
in Spanish, giving him a box. Matos looked at me once, once
he had in his hands, and when the man disappeared, he sat on
a sofa.
"This package is for you," he explained in a serious tone of voice, and his
sight clearly showed anxiety. I don't know where it came from, but
I know who.” He stabbed me with his green eyes and froze,
wondering about something. "Baby, let me open this." I was
waiting for my confirmation, and I nodded.
—Nacho, he doesn't want to kill me.— I reached for the package, put it in front of
me and started tearing the paper. He's not as psychopathic as you think.
what is it,” I said, tossing the tin foil I was in on the floor.
wrapped the package. A box with the Givenchy logo appeared on 256
my eyes. "Shoes?" I said surprised and took off the lid.
When I saw what was inside, I ate it for breakfast ten minutes before it
stuck in the throat. I could barely leave the table to throw up on the
grass. I knelt down and my body shook with convulsions. No
could breathe, was weak, and the rest of the undigested food
it was coming out of me. The canary man was kneeling to me
side, holding my hair and forehead, and when I was finished he gave me a
linen napkin to wipe my mouth and a glass of water.
“Isn't he a psychopath?” he asked. He picked me up off the ground and
He sat in a chair with his back to the table. "Fuck, I told you I did."
I would open…" he grunted, slapping the table with his hands.
I was shaking, I couldn't believe what I saw in the box. my dog, my
dear little white ball. How can a man be so
cruel, how can a defenseless animal be treated like this? The tears
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I heard Nacho tearing up a piece of paper and, without knowing what he would see,
Look. He had a piece of paper in his hand and was reading.
"Damn it," he crumpled it between clenched teeth and crushed it.
I extended my hand to give him a sign that I wanted too
see him. He looked at me for a while, hesitating until finally
he put the crumpled paper in his hand. I spread it out. “You did the same
with me...,” I read. That short text and the massacre that I saw in the box
they made me jump out of my chair again and throw up on the grass.
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I usually. -Chick. I'll take you to the bedroom and call a doctor.
I didn't even resist when he picked me up and took me home.
He put me under the duvet and pressed the button on the remote that
caused the blackout of the window. It was dark in the room, and
after a while the little lamps by the bed
they turned on
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tears from the eyes. "I'm fine... I guess so."
I curled up on a pillow and looked at him. He was sitting next to me
gently stroking my hair. -What the hell was that?!-
I asked angrily. "In your world, do you send a horse's head,
not a shredded dog?
The canary man laughed derisively and turned his head, and a
crooked smile spread across his face.
"In my world there is an ocean, peace, and a board..." he sighed.
“Honey, I'm going to repeat what I said yesterday. I can do it...
—No!— My confident tone made Nacho give up. -Is
that this animal was guilty of nothing, and I can't believe that I can
be so cruel
"I thought since he raped you, you knew who you're dealing with," he said.
and immediately regretted the words that came out of his mouth.
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I stood there for a while, looking at him in surprise, and then I got up
I stormed out of bed and went to the closet without saying a word. I
followed.
"Honey," he started, and I held up my hand, silencing him. —Laura,
I…—…stuttered when I put on my shorts and the
shirt. "God, baby, wait." He grabbed my shoulder.
start.
"Give me... ...give me... Damn... Calm down."
-I'm going to brush my teeth. And don't touch me, or I'll lose my temper
in a minute.” She was screaming like crazy.
"Why the hell did you tell me that?!" He hit his forehead with his hand.
hand. I couldn't believe he mentioned that. "Now you're going to
remember every step of the way... Thank you, Nacho.— I pressed my
feet in my sneakers and grabbed my bag. "Give me the keys," I said,
with outstretched hand.
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"Give me the damn keys!" I yelled in his face, trembling from
Rage.
The canary took a deep breath and gritted its teeth. headed
To the door, I put on my glasses and followed him.
After a while we met at a garage door,
where several cars stopped in a row. Nacho pasted the code in
something that looked like a cupboard and looked at me.
"Big or small?" he asked, nodding at the
cars.
"I don't care," he was grunting, stamping his foot down
impatience.
"Okay, come on, I'll set up your navigation so you can get back to
home later.” He took the keys and went through the garage, then
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apartment, house two is a property. Do you want me to save you a
little more space?” He looked at me with an indifferent eye, and my fury
turned to despair.
I had no idea what I was expecting. Maybe it's apodictic and I don't
let go nowhere. Or maybe he'll fuck me so I can forget the
last thirty minutes. If I didn't know what I wanted, how could I
know him?
"If you need help, call Ivan." He left and headed towards the
door, then disappeared.
"Oh, dammit!" I got in the car. I started the engine, and off I went.
A moment later, I hurried through the doorway.
I felt strange knowing that no one was following me, watching me or
protected. I didn't feel particularly threatened, but I had a
image in the back of my head that haunted me from the
breakfast.
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"Teid". She wanted to be alone, and the volcano seemed like the best idea.
It took me a few dozen minutes and I finally got to a place
over the clouds. I parked my car and looked at the snowy mountain in front
to me. A truly cosmic sight: rocks, desert, snow and a
crater in the middle of a hot island.
I leaned over comfortably, pulled out the phone, and dialed the number.
Olga.
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 “Do you know what Massimo did?” I started when she answered.
—You're on speakerphone, Domenico is with me.
-Very well! Can your psycho brother let him go
gently?” There was silence and I closed my eyes. I felt tears
flowing into them. —He sent me a dog in a box from my loved ones
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"Damn," Domenico growled, and in the background I heard Olga
shout. “Laura, I have no control over him. I don't even know where it is.
He left all the people and disappeared.
"Domenico, I really need Olga," I sighed, and on the other hand the
silence fell again. —What happened today... Jesus, what happened
in the last days... I need to have her with me, or I will turn
crazy.” An uncontrollable sob tore from my throat.
"Do you know what you're getting me into?" he asked me in a tone
smooth, and I almost saw the look on his face. —If Massimo finds out that
I let you do it, I'll be damned. And I don't give a fuck!— She
shout. "Domenico, my friend needs me, so I'm going to go there immediately."
anyway. I appreciate the fact that I ask for your opinion, and I
don't give a shit about your brother.” I almost saw her waving her hands
in front of your boy's face right now.
"Jesus, do I have something to say?" A Sicilian sigh. —Tomorrow the
I'll put on a plane, so you should warn your...— I know what to do
quiet and whisper —Marcelo, that our plane will land in
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Tenerife. Just remember, Laura, she already has a fiancé and doesn't need
another adventure.
Olga's laugh echoed through the phone and I could hear them kissing and whispering.
"Okay, bitch, I'm going to fuck my future husband because I see that
he needs to fuck me so I don't think of any nonsense.—
They both yelled "goodbye" and hung up, leaving me alone.
After talking to my friend, I got angry. I felt sad for the
first fight I had with Nacho. In fact, I ruined the year, because
I wouldn't call it an argument. I dialed his number and put the
phone in ear The following signals were ringing in my ears,
but unfortunately nobody answered. Are you so offended? I thought
when you put the phone away. I started the engine, put the nav on "home"
two" and started.
I parked in front of the property and walked in looking for a canary.
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Help, I called Amelia. After a short conversation it turned out
it wasn't far, and when I described where it was, they hadn't
Five minutes passed and I arrived.
"Do you know where your brother is?" I asked him when he took me
down the hall
"You guys argued," she sighed, rolling her eyes. -I thought so
when I saw him dash around the house and you were nowhere.
I think he's in a house on the beach.” That statement almost killed me.
takes away the power in the legs.
Wonderful memories had flashed through my mind. The
moments we spent in the desert had made me
right here in Tenerife.
"Amelia, can you set a navigation direction for
me?” I asked, biting my lip nervously.
-Sure, let's go.
Ten minutes later, he was leaving the Matos residence again,
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but this time I was headed down. The device that took me
showed that he would be there in over an hour, so I had time to
think and plan what he would do and say when he saw Nacho. Is a
It's a shame that absolutely nothing has occurred to me. I didn't know if
I should apologize to him... Why? Actually, I had reasons.
to be angry, but my reaction was not the most intelligent. A
Once again, I did what I did best, which is to say, I ran away. At
car I was driving, I promised myself I would never do it again.
do. And it wasn't just about Nacho, it was about my whole life.
I decided that it was enough to run away, it was time to face them all.
my rages and demons. When, after a fairly long journey,
I went to the arena, my heart was galloping. The last time
I was here, first I felt limitless horror and then it tore me apart
the sadness of leaving paradise. It was here that the insolent
kidnapper kissed me for the first time and it was here that I fell in love
of my tormentor. Everything was exactly as I remembered it: a
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The beach and the rolling ocean. When I saw a motorcycle leaning against a
palm tree, I realized my man must be somewhere
near. I went up the stairs and before I grabbed the handle, I took a breath
deeply.
Get in there and that's it, no apologies, no waiting for apologies, just
Come in and see what happens. I let the air out of my lungs and passed
over the threshold.
I walked into the next room and was disappointed to find that
he was nowhere. There was a phone on the table and a
bottle of beer, from which I took a sip, to see if it was
hot. And if so, you might think the beer has been standing
here for some time. I sighed and left. I sat on the stairs and
I began to wonder what I would do when I got back. And then I know
An idea occurred to me: since I'm in the middle of nowhere and I'm going to do the
make peace with the guy, it might be worth surprising him a bit.
I went back inside and after a quick shower, wrapped only in a
blanket, I sat on the stairs again. I leaned on the
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railing and looked at the ocean. The waves were big, and I couldn't think
in any meaningless thoughts that maybe something happened to him. Yes,
Of course, after all these years at sea, he decided to drown himself today.
to make me angry. I shook my head, chasing away the nonsense that
he appeared, and I waited. Minutes and hours passed until my eyes
they were finally closed.
I felt wet hands spreading a blanket with which I was
cover. A little scared, still in a light sleep, I tried to
get up. But the hands, which I felt on me, held me and
They put me on the wooden floor. From under my eyelids
semi closed I saw that it was already dark outside. I took a breath
when I smelled the familiar smell of chewing gum - assured me that the
The man who softened my lips was Nacho.
"I waited for you…" I whispered as he ran his tongue down my neck.
"I like this wait," he answered and slowly slid his tongue
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I complained, grabbed him by the buttocks, and happily discovered that he was
completely naked. Spread out on the blanket, I pulled him to me
to finally be able to feel his whole body. It was wet and salty
and all his muscles were hard and tense, indicating that
he had been surfing for a long time.
"Baby, I'm sorry," he whispered to me. "Sometimes I'm stupid, but
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never run from you again." I opened my eyes and looked at the figure
it hung barely visible above me. "Sometimes I have to think and I'm
better alone.” I shrugged regretfully.
Shrug.
"What are you doing?!" His smile shone in the dark.
"So we have more in common than I thought." He turned to me.
kiss hard "I'm going to take you from behind," he said with a
funny voice —Yes, I will make love to you on this floor.
"I hope that's not the only thing you take from my back." -It
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I pushed towards me, forcing him to kiss.
"I can also kneel." He turned me on my stomach and lifted me up.
so I could get out before him. —Or...— ...dragged the last
lyrics, patting my butt. "I'll stand you up and save my
delicate body.” He picked me up, and I was surprised. put me next to
wooden column that supported the roof, and bowed my thighs.
"You're a bit small." I heard him smile when he kissed me on the
neck. “But I can handle it right now. Wait here.— I
patted his ass and came back after a while, then
he picked me up off the ground and set me down on a wooden platform.
"A case of beer?" I smiled, looking down. -What
creative.
"After your guilt." I'm sorry—He started kissing me on the neck
again. —I told them to fill the basement.— The hands of the canary
They grabbed my breasts. —The refrigerator…— I felt a hard bar
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"Why do we need beer in the bathroom?" He was exhaling
when his fingers slid over my clit.
—I have the bathroom with toiletries, the closet with clothes, and the house
with fast Internet connection so we don't have to move.—
He gritted his teeth on my shoulder. I also bought you a present.
but you will have it if you are good you stick your ass out nicely.— I
he squeezed my guts so I could bend over a bit. -Hold on
strong, darling, right here.— Nacho's hands grabbed the
mine, pointing to where they were supposed to be.
He pressed my fingers and used them on the post. Then he dragged his hand
color of my hand, over my shoulder and back, until he grabbed me
the hip.
"You have such a nice ass," he whispered, arching my arms slightly.
buttocks. "Every time I enter you, I feel like entering the
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inside of me.
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The Canary moaned and squeezed my hands, and at that moment my
hands gripped the wood. The slow movement of her hips and the
depth it entered made me barely hold onto my feet. Nacho
he sped up, and I squirmed and screamed every time he pushed. Hands
strong held me, squeezing tighter and tighter with each moment.
After a moment of love, he began to move at such a pace that
the whole situation became fucked up, and very energetic. The sounds
passionate that came out of our throats drowned out the noise of
the waves that hit the beach, and the hips that bounced on my
Buttocks rhythmically cut through the hot, thick air. Domino,
God, and he did it with such an anointing, tenderness and love that I could no longer fight
against orgasm.
"I need to see you…" he only exhaled when I was seconds away.
what I was waiting for.
He grabbed me in the middle and led me into a room lit by
a pale light. He put me on the sofa by the fireplace and
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could enter me again. With his right hand he grabbed me by
my neck, and with his left hand on my hips, and without removing my
eyes off me, he started to fuck me again.
"My God," I groaned, pushing my head back into the pillows.
"Harder!" I lifted my hips, pushed myself up, and the
orgasm came as if on call.
I screamed so loud that I couldn't hear anything but my own voice.
Nacho came closer and slid his tongue into my open mouth, taming the
sound. A moment later, he began to reach the top, and
Our lips met in a passionate embrace. I do not know how much
time kissed me, but I almost lost my breath.
When he finally walked away, he was still clinging to me, and I, half conscious,
I tried to open my eyes.
"Sleep, baby," he whispered and picked me up gently, and then he
went to the bedroom.
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bow. "But I don't want to argue anymore, so let's make up another reason."
to reconcile
Although I didn't see him, I knew he was smiling and his green eyes were looking at me
fixedly.
"I love you." He covered me with a comforter.
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Chapter 16

I hopped from leg to leg, waiting by the car by the

VIP terminal. It was hot outside and I was dressed in skimpy
shorts, flip flops and a microscopic top and I was burning
with the June sun. Colorful arms hugged me from behind and
They pressed me against each other. I sighed and leaned my head against
Nachos shoulder. After last night it kept me up and
got in the ocean in the morning and told me to go surfing, he was
exhausted. Nacho's lips, moving on my cheek,
they found my tongue and the mint slipping into my mouth. With my
head tilted to the side like a teenager, she was
licking with the bald man behind me.
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fun, Ollie.
I turned my head, separated from the handsome man, and looked in the direction
Where did the voice come from? My friend looked like this until I ran out
words. She was wearing baggy linen pants, a skimpy top for the
set and pins with a small point, it was extremely
chic. Her little hair was pulled back in a sleek, high bun and
a small Chanel bag in hand. I was still standing on the
Nacho's chest and his colorful shoulders hugged me.
around.
"I called you because we need to talk." I took a step forward and
hug. "Damn," I whispered when I felt her kiss my cheek.
"I'm used to being dragged around the world by now." She
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"As you prefer." He got up and kissed her cheek gently.
indifference. "I'm glad to see you on my island. Thanks for coming.
“You taste like I don't have a choice.” She pointed out into the mist.
“She is a master of emotional blackmail. Besides, it will soon be
my wedding and we have to determine something.
The canary sighed heavily and opened the car door,
inviting us in.
The three of us spent the afternoon. He wanted Olga to meet Nacho, and
thanks to that she also understood my decision. We drank wine in
beach, we saw the surf of the bald men, we had lunch in a charming bar
in the middle of nowhere and finally we went to the residence.
Nacho pointed Olga to her room, kissed me on the forehead and said that
it was time for him to work, and I talked to my friend. I loved
the fact that he gave me space, respecting my needs and the
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With amusement I accepted the information that ordered to prepare a party
pajamas for us. We were only supposed to spend that
night two. The room was decorated with balloons with the logo
of the best fashion brands in the world and in the beds there were
lovely Chanel shirts - he probably didn't choose them
same because they were too chic for the taste of bald men. The
pink champagne chilled in huge mugs and the low benches
they leaned over for appetizers. muffins, cotton candy,
seafood, sawmills, it looked like a birthday party for a
Princess. He even put on a jukebox and karaoke here. just in case
little by little, it turned out that there was a jacuzzi on the terrace adjacent to the
bedroom, with two massage tables and a button that called the
staff that was supposed to do it for us.
Oli stood up, scratching his head, and looked around
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—When I was surfing today, and I saw her divine and colorful body
that she was flexing, I thought it was about sex— she
it started after a while. —Later, when he made me laugh
with his story about adventures in the caribbean, I was convinced that
it was about a child trapped in a man's body.— He looked at
around him, pointing to everything around us. -But now I am
completely blown away, and I'm ready to think it's
perfect.” He looked at me when I was standing against the wall. —
Remember, Lari, there must be something wrong with him. -He hit his head
with conviction
"OOOh," I dragged out the syllable. —For example, he is the head of a
mafia family. And a hit man.” I held up my index finger.
"Or that he has tattoos on his buttocks." I laughed when his eyes
They began to leave orbit.
"Damn!" he complained. "Oh, and why did you tell me?"
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“I don't know anything about his dark side so far. treats me like a
egg that has a very thin shell, but it gives me freedom. I have not
protection, or at least I don't know anything about it, I can ride a motorcycle,
surf. If I wanted to jump with a parachute, probably him
wouldn't mind either. It doesn't forbid me anything, it doesn't force me to do
nothing, and only blows up with her little sister.” I shrugged.
shoulders. "But he's ruining everything, so he's not dangerous."
"But Massimo used to be like that, too." He looked at me to investigate.

I sighed and gave her a pink tracksuit.

"Not exactly... Black was wonderful, but apodictic and
powerful. Also, I'm not saying I'm wrong about him. Was almost
perfect for new year's eve. But no matter how you look at it,
he made me do most things. Look, the wedding, the baby,
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I sat in my chair and had a glass. "Now I'm free, and the guy who
being with me makes me feel like I'm sixteen.
“It's like me with Domenico. He's going through all this: you
loss, the disappearance of his brother. He and Mario are
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head. "I'm of everything now. out
of moving Theofhouse
there,isDomenico
like haunted.” She turned
no longer
he cares, so…" he broke away, shrugged and took a
sip. "What about the company?" I asked.
-Very well. The collection is finished according to your guidelines. No
no changes at all, but you have to think about what to do to
continuation.
I was hitting my head without thinking.
"You better tell me what's up with the wedding." Suddenly
Oli threw, and the idea of me going to Sicily, the contents of my
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of honor along with Massimo...
"Oh, I know." I leaned my forehead against the table I was sitting on.
beside.
"You can't do this to me, Laura!" I do not mind. I do not mind.
I want you there.” He said with his hands on his chest. "Besides, I don't know.
if Massimo will be back by then. Domenico says he is
partying in a Mexican brothel, so maybe the diseases
venereal diseases kill him.” I raise my eyebrows in amusement.
When he said that, I felt a strange prick in the bridge. Never
before I had thought about what Massimo does to other women. Y
maybe it was hypocrisy on my part, but I couldn't help but stab the
jealousy that I felt in the depths of my being.
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"No, my dear," he said, bowing slightly. —Let's go to the
shit!
After two hours and four bottles we were so drunk that
we couldn't get up to change the song that got stuck on the
jukebox We were lying on a soft rug, laughing
laughter, and remembering our years together. the conversation was
quite unconstructive, since neither of us
We listened, but we both had a lot to say. In a moment
Given, Oli, trying to get up, grabbed the table that had fallen to the ground.
ground, and just behind it a lamp and all that was standing
on the counter. The sound and crackle of breaking glass
cleared up a bit, but not enough to try to
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But a few seconds later, Nacho ran into the room like
a hurricane. He only wore loose sweatpants. had guns
in both hands. We froze at the sight of him, and he smiled widely.
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when he saw how we were.
“I can see you guys are playing, girls.

We struggle to appear relatively dignified, but surrounded by

bottles and leftover food we were just ladies. we look at it,
we laughed, and he began to roll cotton candy around his finger.
"Can I help you up?" He asked amused, and we
we were sticking our heads out.
He first approached Olga and easily lifted her up with his hands and
then he put her to bed. Then he came back for me. He pressed himself tightly against
himself and, still holding me in his arms, sat down on the second
bed.
"Oh, so what, drunk?" He kissed my forehead, looking at me once.
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"I think I'm going to vomit right now," Oli said.
"Shall I take you to the bathroom or do you want a bucket?"

The bald man with a wide smile put me under the duvet.
"Cube," he stood up, turning to the side.

He brought everything Oli could use: a bucket, water, a towel. Y

when he saw her fall asleep, he sat down next to me, brushing my hair off my
expensive.
"And you're okay?" he asked carefully. I said yes because
he was afraid that if he spoke, he would also start vomiting.
"Next time I'll get you fruit and vegetable juices."
kissed the nose "Because I see that you two like to go overboard.
lists.
I don't know how long he sat looking at me, but when I
I slept, I could feel his hands caressing my hair.
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"I think I want to die." Oli's hoarse voice woke me up. To the
At the same time, I felt a big hammer hitting me on the head.
He was groaning, reaching for a bottle of water. such a fucked up idea
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"Oh, the cube." She noticed Olga, and I was sufficiently
cloudy as if to remind him how he got there. Oh, I threw up on him.
above.— His extremely intelligent attention made me laugh, and
When I started to laugh, the big hammer hit me in the skull again.
time.
"Nacho brought it to you..." I reminded him, trying not to move.
do you remember?
He complained and shook his head. -I suppose that
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I looked at the ruins of the table, the lamps and a piece of buffet.
"We certainly demolished something and he came down here with a gun to
save us. And he saved us, just picking us up off the ground and carrying us to
bed.
"An unwanted man," she slipped out, then put on a
bottle of water in the mouth. "Hey, there's an electronic babysitter in the
next table.” With one eye I looked in his direction and was surprised
that Olga was right. "Your boy is spying on us," he said.
accusingly, flooding everything around with water.
-You know what? I think if he wanted to spy on us, we wouldn't know.

It took us almost an hour to get out of bed. We even fight to

take a shower, but it's over. We put on our sunglasses and continue
dressed in nice pink shirts and we went down to the garden. Once
I looked at Nacho holding Pablo in his arms, he extended me over
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hugging the sleeping baby to a bare breast, and on the other
holding the phone. We both sighed, and he turned around and
smiled.
"Laura, I think I fell in love." Oli groaned silently, drooling
a bit.
"I know." I sighed. “She has something more serious with this boy.

Staggering on our feet, as befits two

half-drunk chicks, we approach the table. The bald
He finished speaking and gently placed the little boy on the sofa a few feet away.
meters away, in the shade.
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showed the places at the table.
And two plates of pills were on the table, and the glasses were
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"My lady, I suggest you drink this to the bottom."
two chairs. "Unless you prefer drip." As I sat down,
another kiss fell on my head. —They are electrolytes and glucose
mixed with some nasty stuff.” He chipped his teeth.
"But the doctor said he'll keep you alive."
"What is that?" Olga asked Nacho, putting the nanny
electronics next to the glass.
Nacho walked to the other side of the table and sat down across from us.
"She's Pablo's Nana." Nacho tried to be serious, but he couldn't.
"Oh, you fell out of bed three times." He poured his juice into a glass and
took a sip. "And every time I heard a knock in your room,
I was convinced that something bad was happening and I fell there
like... Rambo. - He started laughing. So I decided to make it easy for myself.
things, and listen to your sleep.
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a handful of pills.
—You are exaggerating, it was a pity that it was in Lagos, when
drunk you tried to leave the restaurant.— She leaned back in her chair and crossed
arms behind head. I felt sorry for you, but I couldn't.
avoid because you know… It was just a dream there.” He winked at me and
I gave a drunken smile.
"God, did you see it too?" My friend had dark glasses, but
yet he knew she was rolling her eyes. But you must have one.
great opinion of us.
"How is your friend, she tells me a lot about you two... Besides,
You are not 70 years old and you like to have fun, there is nothing wrong with that.—
He took another sip. —And the sight of the vomit in pink tracksuit clothes is
even quite funny.
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"I like it," he said in Polish, turning to me. -I like it
a lot.” He laughed.
"Thank you," replied Nacho in my mother tongue, and he blew his
head with an open hand, surprised that Nacho understood
every word we said.
"I like you too," he said. —But now to the bottom, my
ladies, gray beard awaits you.” He laughed and pointed his finger at the
House. "In case you need it, the bucket is there."

***
Olga stayed with me for a few days. He met Amelia and, as
I almost immediately loved the blonde girl. we were
rooting in front of his brother when he drank wine with us, and
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fast on the shooting range. She was an adult and could do anything.
thing, but Nacho treated his sister like a child and forbade her
most cool stuff.
He was learning to surf, and Oli complained that his wetsuit
pressed, the board was too big, too heavy and
hands ached. So he only tried it once. But while I
He was in the water, he kept Amelia and Pablo company. had everything
what I needed here: a dear friend, the sun and a guy who
It took up more and more space in my heart every day. Of course
I wasn't going to tell him that. I was afraid that when I was
sure he already had me, stop trying so hard for me. And all
switch to.

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In the evening we have dinner in one of the restaurants on the coast. Amelia
she stayed with Pablo, but I knew that Nacho had investigated her
because he wanted to talk. When we finished dessert, he sighed with
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"Damn, let's talk about what's going to happen next week,"
he told Olga seriously and put the napkin on the table. I will not hide
that he would prefer that Laura not go to Sicily. But I can not
Forbid it.” I put my hand on his thigh and looked at him gratefully.
'I'd like to discuss your protection with Domenico. I can not
imagine flying there without my people. He took a deep breath again. -To the
minus eight people and zero alcohol.” He looked at me warningly.
"I understand that this is your wedding, Olga, but I want to keep the most
high level of security. So you can have a party here or at
anywhere in the world but not there. His tone was gentle but
firm.
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one of my guests?
"It's not that simple," he sighed and covered his face with his hands.
For a while. —We are criminal groups, but we have our
own code, which we must follow. He rolled his eyes and turned his head.
head. —I also work with many families who do
business with Massimo. So my presence in Sicily would be
too ostentatious and an elementary lack of respect towards
Torricelli. The other groups would not perceive this as a
concern, but as a declaration of war.— He shrugged
of shoulders. "It's enough to take away your wife, what
it probably won't escape your attention.” He laughed sadly.
—Please dial your fiancé's number and ask him if he can
talk about protection with me now.
Oli made his request and after a while he gave the phone to
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"Did you tell him that Massimo probably won't show up for the
wedding? he asked, sipping wine.
"Yeah, but somehow it didn't calm him down." I shrugged.
“Besides, neither you nor I know. Even Domenico has no idea
whether his brother will return in time. And he'd rather be safe than
regret it
About twenty minutes later, the canary returned to the table and
He handed the phone to Oli.
"Your battery's running out," he said, waving at the waiter, and then
ordered another beer. “Oh, so that's how it's going to be done. Laura, you go
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pilot. You will live in the house that I bought and you will be protected by dozens
of people. Though still nothing compared to the army
Torricelli has.” He leaned toward me and took my hand.
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Wedding. You can only put in your mouth what gives you your protection.—
He glanced at Olga. —I trust Domenico and I know he will not
nothing wrong, but people can have orders completely
different. And we don't want hell to start.
head. -Please, understand me.
I stroked his back and kissed his temple. I saw how much it all cost
this situation.
—I want you to be in Tenerife on Sunday morning. We are going to
get through Saturday and it'll be over, and then…” He smiled and raised his eyebrow.
"But can she help me with the preparations?"
—Yes, but I agreed with Domenico that it will take place
in a neutral place and not on the property, as you predicted
originally,” he looked at her with a raw eye. -It's a compromise,
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"Oh, and it's all my fault." I spread my arms. —Because I wanted
change my life and that of everyone around me.— I said, taking
a glass. Olga, maybe...
“No, don't start.” I hold up a hand. "I won't let you
nothing happens. If not, I will be a widow on my wedding day, because I will kill
Domenico if you don't take care of it.” She nodded.
"Oh, and now call that waiter and order another bottle."

I was sad, but I felt guilty and not even alcohol could
calm him down The most important thing for me at that time was the people
who was sitting next to me and talking calmly, but I wanted
burst into tears Nacho felt that my thoughts were
completely elsewhere, and from time to time I tried to make myself
feel better. When everything had already failed him, he got up and approached
the waiter without saying a word. We looked at him in surprise.
When he entered the small stage and the man with the cane gave him 277
a violin, a wide smile appeared on my face, which did not escape
your attention. He winked at me and put the instrument to his chin.
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 "Don't tell me he will!" Olga complained.
The first sounds of music spread through the huge
room, and the voices of the people who were dining were silent.
John Legend All Of Me . Nacho once again gave me something that
understand with this song - this time he decided to confess his love to me.
Olga sat as if hypnotized, and he sang, looking only at me.
When he entered at the end of the chorus, tears came to my eyes. No
I could control them, I just let them flow down my cheeks. he saw them,
I also knew they didn't mean sadness. He kept pampering me
sounds until it slowly reached the end of the song, which,
although it lasted a few minutes, it was too short. He decreased the
speed and the melody grew quieter and quieter until
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Canary leaned down and handed the waiter the violin, giving him a
pat on the back.
" Because all of me loves all of you." He quoted the beginning of the
chorus and put her soft lips on mine.
He kissed me for a moment, and Olga, who had a stroke, even
who finally walked away and sat down again
"Oli, wine?" he asked, holding up the bottle.

My friend just moaned deep into the air, nodding

nervously nodding.

***
The next day, I said goodbye to her as if I would never see her again.
We were standing on the airport apron and we both roared 278
when Nacho tried to drag me to the terminal. when finally
managed to do that, hugged me and led me to his flashy car.
'I have to go to Cairo. I want you to come with me.

"Why are you going there?"

"I have an order," he said impassively, as if he were talking about delivering
a pizza.
"Oh," I replied thoughtlessly and sat down on the chair.
"We won't be there long, two days at the most."
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 the door and started the engine.
"Two days to kill a man?" The consternation that
was painted on my face made him laugh.
“Oh, all the preparations take even more time, but I
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one moment. "Although in this case probably also
I'll push some buttons...
-I do not get it. How can you smile for killing a man?—
I shook my head.
He pulled off the road and pulled to the curb, and I looked at him
surprised.
"Girl, if you don't want the answers, don't ask them."
gently, gently smiling. And also, don't try.
understand it, it doesn't make sense. It's just my job. I go and do my
job. I'm telling you just to make sure they're not good
people.— He passed his hand over his head. "So, shall we swim?"
She screamed through her mouth surprised by the sudden change of subject and
I took a deep breath, trying to calm down. The vision of
dead was not an everyday thing for me, but on the other hand, what
could do? After all, I knew from the beginning that Nacho was not 279
is an accountant or an architect...
God, how hard it was for me to believe my own thoughts. Y
even so, living almost a year among people like Massimo and Nacho,
I couldn't change my point of view.
On the way I quickly realized that we were going to our
hermitage.
The ocean was extremely rough today, but Nacho said that
I could manage. Still, I received a board twice as much
bigger than his, but I trusted him when he said there was no
time for less I loved it when he taught me, but
I liked to look at it better when it was exhibited before me. after what
I heard a while before in the car, I was in a bad mood. But when
I rested for a bit and saturated my eyes with sight, I headed towards
where the waves were breaking. I turned around and waited.
I was looking at the ocean and when I saw the perfect wave, I kept going.
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I pushed back and stood at the board, listening to Nacho
shout something I did not understand what, I was happy to be able to stand another
time. The next wave bent behind me and pulled me into the water. Push
my feet, trying to get out of the water to the surface, but I felt the
The rope that had stuck to my ankle got tangled. I couldn't do
no movement. The waves were throwing me underwater.
I lost track of where the top and bottom was. I went into
panic. I was spinning around, trying to free myself until I felt
that the board hit me on the head. My ears rang and I
her breath caught in her throat. At the same time, arms
strong picked me up and threw me on the board, leaned over me
and untied the rope that restricted my movements. Meanwhile,
my yellow board, which almost sank me, swam to shore.
"Are you okay?" the man asked breathlessly, and his eyes
frightened they reflected every part of my body. "Honey, you have to
be careful with the rope. It is long and can get tangled.
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"Who are you?!" I found an almost amused tone, and then
I spilled the rest of the salt water.
“And today is enough for you. Come on, I'll feed you.— He put me
on a board and began to tow me to shore.
-I'm not hungry. Just drink a little water.

He patted me gently on the butt and I calmed down. I

I felt safe with him.
He fired up the barbecue and dressed exactly like that one did.
night many months ago, I was preparing delicacies out of the
fridge. I saw his bare chest and buttocks protruding slightly
under his tattered jeans.
"You said then that you just wanted to fuck me." He turned his head
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"What was I supposed to do?" He asked, shaking his eyes.
shoulders. "I was in love with you and hoped that if I hurt you,
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 you will get away from me and you will not ruin your life.— He approached me and
leaned on either side of the chair she was sitting on. -What's more,
I heard you call me rude when you left.” He electrically kissed my
nose. “You know, it was the first time a woman rejected me. No
I knew how to behave.” He got up and took a sip of his
beer.
"And, yes, we've never talked about your past." I raise an eyebrow.
curious. —I'm listening, Mr. Matos, how was your love life?
"I'm grilling something," he said, pointing at the food, and almost ran from
that way.
"Oh no." I picked it up and followed. "It's not on fire, except in the
ground under your feet. Tell me.
I patted her on the butt and stood up with my arms 281
crossed over the chest. waiting for the story
"I've never been in a relationship if you want to know." I hugged him from
back when he pretended to put food on the shelf. I told you in
December I always wanted a woman who was different from all
them.” He turned to me and hugged me tightly. —Finally the
found.” He put his lips to my forehead and froze for a while.
"We should talk about what happened then."
"But there's nothing more to it." I leaned my cheek against his
chest.
“Everything that happened then was a total coincidence. If you want
know if I blame you for that, the answer is no. I assume it was supposed to
that this was going to happen.
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"Would you like to have a baby?" I continued. I don't know what it's like to have
one, but I know that everything in life happens for a reason.— I raised my head,
looking into his green eyes. "And if we don't have a machine from the
time, why wonder what it would be like? I climbed to his feet and
I kissed the chin. “I can tell you what I think now.
Nacho's eyes became big and bright.
—Now I'm happy and I wouldn't change anything, I like being with you, I love you.
I feel safe and... — I cut myself off, I didn't want to say much.
"And...?" He urged me to continue.
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smooth on his colored torso and went to pour myself some wine.
We dined in silence, looking at each other and smiling from time to time.
We thought that words were not needed for that, only gestures.
When he passed the food to my mouth and brushed my lips 282
gently our bodies were being subjected to
electricity. It was magical, romantic and completely new.
I put down my fork and discovered with curiosity that I had drunk a
wine bottle. I was a little sleepy, but not drunk, so
I got up to go find another. Then the canary got up,
He grabbed my hand and headed towards the beach. Interestingly, it
I continued in the dark, listening only to the ocean crashing against the
sand.
As soon as we were out of range of the house lights,
total darkness prevailed. He let go of my wrist and reached for the
zipper. He dropped his pants on the floor, and without saying a word
word, he took off his shirt and knelt down to remove my panties.
When I stood naked in front of him, he took my hand again and
took to the water It was warm and soft and absolutely black. I was
scared, but I knew he was with me and he knew what he was doing.
He grabbed me in the middle, planted me on top of himself and, holding my

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ass, he began to go deeper and deeper. When the water reached the
half of his back, he stopped. He stood there, didn't speak, didn't move,
I just listen.
"I want to spend the rest of my life with you, girl, and I know what you're about to do."
about to say,” he whispered. I caught my breath to say something.
"But I want you to know that…" he finished speaking and grabbed me by the
neck and put his mouth close to hers. "You don't have to say what
feel,” he said softly, and his minty breath paralyzed me. -Tea
I understand, Laura.” His tongue slid into my mouth, and I latched onto
him, hugging him with my thighs. "The two worlds I love," he said,
kissing my shoulders “The ocean and you.
His hand grabbed my buttocks and in one blow he penetrated me.
"My…" I whispered as he began to caress me with a kiss another
time.
The water I was standing in made my body weightless. 283
He could do anything with me. He went deep and
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I head back and look at the sky. The stars you went with
sent did not do anything equal to what I felt at that time.
God, it was perfect: him in me, the heat, the soft water, as if there were
carefully planned even the disposition of the bodies
heavenly above us.
He pushed me lightly, laid me down in an almost calm ocean and
he caressed my breasts and clitoris with his free hand. the fingers of
Nacho pressed on my nipples, pinching them slightly, and
her bright eyes that stared at me led me to the
craziness.
When I thought I was about to reach the top, he gave me the
back in one motion and pushed me back with a
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normal, without the water around us, it would be impossible. With a
one hand grabbed my chest and with the other, he calmly staggered on
circles on my clit. His teeth bit my neck, the nape of my neck,
shoulders, and the ocean greeted me at the same rhythm. I felt the
pleasure in the lower part of my abdomen, and the whole center tightened
rhythmically. I moaned out loud and rested my head on the hard
Nacho's shoulders. He knew, or rather felt, what was going to happen,
so he teased me more and more.
"Relax," he whispered. "Let me give you pleasure."

Those words caused the explosion. I dug my nails into it

forearm holding me by the breasts and I came.
"I must see you," she whispered when I was almost done and put me back on.
face to face. "You're mine…" he moaned, kissing me hungrily again.
Overwhelmed with emotions and excited to the limit, I began to
come again, and he joined me, pouring hot cum on my 284
inside.
Without letting me out of her colorful arms, she turned and began to
walk slowly towards the beach.
"No, no," I growled, snuggling tighter, he stopped. —We don't
let's go still, stay here. I don't feel like what will happen
now, and if we don't leave this place, nothing will happen.
My bald man leaned me over a little and looked at me, penetrating every
piece of what is called the soul.
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 "I'll be there, girl, don't be afraid." He hugged me and got out of the water.

He put my trembling body on the porch and wrapped it in a towel

huge, then grabbed it again. He took me to the shower, washed the
salt water, then pulled another one of his shirts over my head. Plus
Later, she got under the covers and covered her body. fell asleep
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I reached over and reached out to hug my man, but half
of his bed was empty. Scared, I opened my eyes and saw the phone
on the pillow and the card next to it: “Call me”. I grabbed it and
turning my back, look for the canary number.
He answered after the first ring.
"Get dressed and go to the beach," I heard on the receiver.

I didn't want to get out of bed, but from his almost commanding tone...
I widened my eyes and stretched again, then stood up. I
I brushed my teeth, then I put on my microscopic bottom shorts,
a white tank top with straps, no bra, and sneakers
common sports, on the contrary. I felt completely at ease
here. She could even be naked in our asylum. I tied the
hair in a messy bun so that some strands fell
playfully on my face, I pressed my glasses to my nose and opened
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When I saw Nacho standing next to two horses, I smiled widely.
"Did you steal them from someone?" I asked amused and I approached
him and kissed me on the mouth.
—Storm and Lightning, they are ours.
"Ours?" I said surprised again, and she smiled showing her
white teeth. "And do we have more?"
"Yes, some…" He thought for a while. —Three more, in
total, five, but soon there will be more.” He stroked the giant animal, and
put his head in his cage. 'They're Friesians, Dutch workhorses.
threw. They are very strong and were once used as horses
as punishment.
They had a long mane and an amazing thick tail. looked like a
big fabulous ponytail.
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“How do you know I can ride?” I asked, climbing up and
taking the reins.
—I feel in your movements that riding a horse is not something
weird for you,” he raised his eyebrows in amusement.
I put my leg in the stirrup and bounced hard. I was
settling back in the chair, bowing her head in appreciation, and
surprised that he didn't need help getting up. I have not ridden
a long time, but it's like a bicycle, you never forget. I shook
the reins and snort, then I turned around a few times and
I finally stopped in front of Nacho.
"Want to see if I can tilt it?" I moved the leather straps in
my hands, I made a scream of myself, and I let myself go down the beach.
It was empty, wide, and now it was mine alone. I turned my head and saw
Canary jump on the saddle with fun and run after
my. She had no intention of running away from him, only to try something. 286
I slowed down, breaking into a jog so he could catch up, and
I looked ahead, enjoying the view.
"Well," he said appreciatively, competing with me. -I did not know that
of you.
"Wha... did you think this was going to be the next thing you'd show me?"
"Honestly, yes." He was scratching his head, laughing.
"But I see that you are the one who can teach me."

Little by little we were riding through the wet sand with the hooves
of the sunken horse. I don't know what time it was because I forgot to look at my
clock when I got out of bed. But I guess it wasn't
too late, because it was not hot outside, and the sun was still
it was hanging low over the horizon.
“I was about ten years old when my father took me to practice.
horse riding.” I laughed at that memory. —To my mother, a woman

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hysterical, she was not very enthusiastic about this idea, because a girl
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permanent for her. But my father ignored her and her blackness and
he took me to class. And so for almost twenty years I have been
riding these beautiful animals sometimes.” I patted him
to the mare on whose back she was sitting. Are you teaching them?
something?
"They relax me." The smile on his face betrayed his weakness for
These animals. “My mother loved them, unlike you, she loved me.
put in the saddle. After his death I didn't like him very much
go to the stud, but when my father announced that he would sell her, I
I objected and promised to take care of her. Later it turned out to be a very
lucrative and even the great leader was sold on the idea of keeping
the horses in our hands.— He sighed and as if he had
shaken from his memories. "As you can see, my love, we also have
some ponies for you.” He gave me once more one of his smiles 287
childish.
Nacho was not a closed and mysterious man, it was enough to make him
a question to get an answer. But there were emotions in
the ones he hid or just didn't want to show. had two souls
who lived in it and each one of them made it the most unique person
that I had known. I laughed at the thought that it belonged to me and ran after
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Chapter 17

We stayed in Cairo for a total of three days and thanked

God that was all. I have never experienced as much heat as
in Egypt. I had to "work", so I had a lot of time to myself.
In Egypt, the Canary did not allow me freedom of movement without
protection, so I traveled almost everywhere with Ivan. Did not talk,
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although this is said too much, because my claustrophobia does not
allowed to enter. But from the outside I saw everything perfectly. We went to
the mosque, the Egyptian Museum and of course shopping are
mandatory. Poor Ivan showed great calm and patience during
the latter, for which I rewarded him with an afternoon by the
pool.
After spending a few days in and around Cairo, I
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I made sure that Egypt is not a good country for a woman like me, and
the word "woman" is the key here. The Islam professed by the
majority of the residents was too restrictive of the rights
Women's. He forbade them so much that he couldn't believe it. And how much
I couldn't accept it anymore. But the "best", that I learned in this country
surprising, with a twisted culture for me, is the institution of
moral guardian. It is a morality police that can apparently
sentence to death, even if it weren't for having sex
with her husband. I thought that was a bit scary. After
everything, I had sex with my lover and that's why I still felt
more threatened than before. Other than that, many of the ladies
Locals looked like Moomin Beeches. Wrapped in rags, they showed
just the eyes. Nacho begged me for an hour to cover my
arms and knees so as not to stand out from the crowd, so I gave in for the
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beaten or stoned; According to law. There would be no problem if
We were in a resort.
But the capital is a completely different story. The advantage
The most important part of the place where I spent those days was the weather. The heat
fell from the sky, I couldn't even see a cloud, and my body turned
black after a day of sunbathing. The water in the pool
Four Seasons was pleasantly cool and the service was not
moved to see my naked and microscopic breasts.
Unfortunately, the dress that awaited me in Sicily required
that I tan without a bra, so I had to be with the breasts
in the air. Of course, this argument did not reach Ivan and it was not without
teleconference with my guy running somewhere in the desert.
I took care of my business and promised a night full of impressions,
after which I continued to go out into the sun. how good it was for me
knowing that he wouldn't come sweating with anger and make me get dressed.
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behind. But on the other hand, I was happy because there was a chance
that I could take some small things. Before leaving, Olga
promised to pack at least my belongings brought from Poland and
try to find a computer.
Since Friday morning, Nacho was wandering around the
apartment. I had never seen him so nervous. hit the fridge,
yelled at people on the phone and at some point left the house
to return after a while. I didn't want to get in the way
way, so I packed a small suitcase, carried it downstairs and
I put against the wall.
"I'm sorry," he yelled, stopping in front of me, and I raised an eyebrow,
looking at him like an idiot. "My dear, I won't let you go, you don't have
sense, I just shot this man and now I'm leaving you
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green. "Olga will understand, I'm sure she'll forgive your
absence. I can't track that bastard," he groaned in resignation.
and held his breath to speak.
"Honey," I cut him off, cupping his face in my hands. -Her
She has no other friends and I am her maid of honor. It won't happen, you won't
go crazy We have arranged everything, I will live in your house, with your
protection, we will spend a bachelorette party drinking wine in
a locked room.” I nodded to myself. —And to the day
Next we'll get ready, it'll be the wedding and we'll be back, right?
He sighed, ran his hands down her body, and froze his eyes on the ground.
This pathetic sight caught my heart and tears came to my eyes.
eyes. I had no idea how to help him. But I knew I couldn't
disappoint my friend
"Nacho, nothing will happen, do you understand?" He raised his chin to
that he could look at me. —I talk to Oli and Domenico every day, 290
Massimo has disappeared. Domenico trusted people
will protect the wedding, you give me a dozen people. Do not worry
more for that.” I walked over to him and stuck my tongue in, going through his
pursed lips.
I felt that there was no desire or encouragement for cupids, I hardly
I had played for two days, but I had it in the ass and I was not going to
go without a good fuck. I turned it around and brutally threw it against
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surprised they saw me slide down his body to the end.
"I don't want to," he moaned, trying to stop me.
"I know," I said, amused. "But he wants to."

I nodded with a puffy zipper.

At that moment, strong and colorful hands lifted me from the
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He put me on it, but there was no question of delicacy. With
one movement unbuttoned my pants, took them off and threw them away
down. Then he grabbed me by the thighs and started to slide me off.
the counter, her other hand letting go of his swollen cock.
"You did your job," he drained with a smile through his eyes.
clenched teeth.
"That's what I hope," I said and chewed my lower lip,
waiting for me to masturbate.
This time my man wasn't nice, it was exactly as I expected
that it was. I could feel all of his anger and frustration, everything that had
Been buzzing at it for days, every emotion. He was passionate
brutal, tenacious, perfect. He took me to the counter as much as he wanted. I
fucked in all possible positions, while showing off his great
love and affection.
He heard, he felt, and every move he made was through me and 291
for me. There is no pain, no uncontrolled aggression, just the
feelings I needed to know. I was wondering if it was necessary
that I provoked him to such behavior. But if it could be like this,
it meant it was part of him.
We were standing on the airport tarmac: he didn't want to leave me
go, and I didn't want to be let go - both things made a little
takeoff difficult. Nacho had my face in his hands, he looked at me
with green eyes and kissed me from time to time. I didn't speak, I didn't have
to do it, he knew exactly what was going through his head.
"In two days, I'll be back..." I whispered, almost listening.
the pilot's breath.
"Girl…" he began, his tone chilling me. "If something goes wrong...

I put a finger to his lips to silence him, and looked confidently

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"I know." I put my tongue in his mouth once, and he picked me up without
pull my lips "Remember that I'm only yours," I told him when
he finally let me go and walked towards the stairs. I knew that if I
turned around I would run to him and there would be no way to leave. And then
Olga would kill me.
On the way, I took a sedative pill and, breathing
deeply, I climbed aboard a flying death with wings. i tried
of not thinking about where I was and, surprisingly, it was very
good because my thoughts revolved around the man whom
he could still see through the small window. She got sad or something
angry at times, with his hands in his pants pockets
jeans, and her tight white T-shirt nearly ripped under the
influence of the air he was taking into his lungs. God,
I really wanted out. I don't think I ever wanted something more in me
life. Run, throw myself into his arms and spill it all. I was tempted
to act like a total egoist right now. And if it were 292
someone else would. But, unfortunately, Olga always
was at my disposal, and this time I had the opportunity to pay him.
The stewardess came to me with a glass of champagne, so I picked it up from
the tray and drank it. Did you know that combining drugs with alcohol is a
massive idea, but that the bubbles accelerate the effects of the
pills, so I drank them.
When I got out of the terminal, Sicily was greeting me.
I got into the probably armored car. there was a vehicle
more in front of him, two more behind him. I think when he
US president arrives in a country, his protection is less ostentatious.
My phone started ringing as soon as I turned it on, and the soft
Nacho's voice made my trip home so much. We don't talk about
nothing special, we actually fucked stupid things that I
distracted from where I was. Unfortunately, see
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times, especially since we were going to Taormina.
Fortunately, my cars left the road in one direction
unknown and began to climb up the side of the volcano. After
several dozen minutes, we parked in front of the great wall and
I stared in surprise. It was a fortress for nothing in the style
of the colorful Canary.
"Honey, what is this fortress?" I asked when I was
telling about today's performance on the board.
"Oh, so you came," he laughed. I know it reminds you a bit of
a military base, but at least it is easy to protect the house, or rather
its contents,” he said. "My people are specialists who know the
area perfectly, you're safer there than in a bunker.—I was
serious and calm. "Ivan drive?"
I confirmed, smiling slightly.
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it is more valuable.
"Don't get paranoid, baldy!" I joked.
"Bald?" He laughed. "Someday my hair will grow
anger and you will see how horrible a man can look. Now have dinner, because
I don't think you have anything but today's breakfast and my penis
I could almost feel her childlike amusement, and from the joy that
regained his mood, I almost shuffled my feet.
"I spoke to Domenico," he continued. —Olga will be with you in a
hour. The entire residence is at your disposal, have fun.
I put my phone in my bag. God, how much more can it be perfect,
I thought. After a while, Ivan opened the door for me. The house was for
course, a huge two-story building surrounded by a beautiful
garden. Well-kept alleys stretched between the magnificent
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that it was the safest place in the world, but as the murderer in
my name said yes, I was not going to argue with him. amazing in this
building was the fact that it did not fit completely into the
surroundings. Modern shape, sharp edges and dozens of terraces
unprotected that looked like open drawers. white, white brick
and white again.
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trapped. gotweren't
There out of the cars, or
a dozen andso,suddenly I felt
but a few.
dozens. Some of them stuck out from behind every corner,
some were at home, some more on the embankment by the
walls. A real army. I was wondering what it was all for
this, but I quickly remembered where I was and who might be
here.
"Don't be afraid," Ivan reassured me, putting my hand on
my back. "Marcelo just likes to exaggerate." He laughed.
throatily and led me inside.
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As expected from what I saw outside, the house was extremely
modern. Glass, metal and angular shapes. On the bottom
there was a large roofed living room on the first floor, lined with
white panels, and next to the sofa a flat pool of several
centimeters. To the side is a dining table with twelve chairs and
ball shaped poufs Up ahead, there was a wonderful view of
the terrace and the slope of the volcano, and to the right, the incredible kitchen
caught my attention. Oh yeah my boy who likes to cook had to
have the highest quality equipment. The fireplace was a gigantic
rectangular hole in the wall that became a column of
fire with a magic button. I had some doubts about what it was for.
used, so when my mind gave me some ideas, I followed
terrified. I went upstairs and saw a huge open space with
glass walls. Where is the privacy here? I thought, and then
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completely milky. In each of the rooms in which
I walked in, there was only a modern bed and a TV. also had his
own bathroom and closet.
Directed by my tutor, I reached the end of the corridor, and when he opened
the door, a wonderful, cozy and very Scandinavian space
appeared in my eyes. In the center was a large white bed
wood, soft cream-colored armchairs and soft rugs. Yes,
definitely, it was the main bedroom of this house.
There were photos of Amelia, Pablo, and Nacho on the dresser. and next to the
Own. Curious, he took a photograph that he did not associate at all. I was
blonde in her and... she was pregnant. It had to be a frame from
the movie. I sat at the Canary's kitchen counter and
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to have it right next to the bed. Thanks to the green eyes and
smiling people looking at me from the bedside table, I had the
illusory impression of his presence.
A strange feeling: being in Sicily and with your heart in
Tenerife. If someone had told me a few months ago that I would be
where I am, I would have cut off both my legs, because this doesn't have
sense.
"Fuck!" Olga yelled, running out of the car. —Hello bitch.—
She hugged me and I felt calm. "Of course I'm
exaggerating to get drunk, but we can try a little.
'Cause you know I gotta look like a million bucks tomorrow, no
puppy poop
"I know," I told her with a smile, leading her home. Nacho I know
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things.— I put my arms around her and reached out my hand to the terrace
rear.
—Great, organizationally perfect, especially since
I have to do nothing, because I have people from all over.— He stopped
on the railing. "And damn Lari, are there that many of them here?"
When I entered, they checked everything, I just waited for them to look at my
panties.
I shrugged apologetically and pulled her with me.
In fact, we didn't get drunk that night, we just got wet.
champagne lips. We talk about everything and remember
mainly what had happened during the past year,
realizing how much our life has changed. When I speak
From Domenico, I felt safe in his voice. She gave him a strange love
but huge. They talked and played like friends, fought like
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other. He seemed soft and apparently conciliatory, when she
leaned, she became a relentless madwoman, who won all the
time from scratch. He protected her, and that was beyond question.

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hotel where we were going to prepare for the ceremony. sitting on the
stylist's chair, I sipped another bottle of water Ivan handed me.
I still had a choice of juice, iced tea, and a whole box of
other drinks that followed me in the car. Ahhh, he has not called me
since her sweet laugh woke me up. Immediately after, my
boyfriend reminded me that I would be with him tomorrow. I knew that if I could, I wouldn't
would hang up on me, but he wanted to give me, despite the specific situation, a
minimal space, so he tormented Ivan. the poor man

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answered the phone on average every fifteen minutes, pressing the
jaw before saying the first word. probably never
saw his boss overwhelmed by so much paranoia, but Nacho was not
accustomed to not controlling the situation personally. The Canary
he was a perfectionist who would rather not sleep two days than quit
that nothing went wrong.
"Laura, I'm asking you for the third time." Olga's voice told me.
got up, and the makeup artist almost poked me in the eye with a brush.
"Don't fuck around," I growled. -What do you want!
"Is this bun too high?" And very smooth?” He rubbed his hair,
trying to pet him. "I don't think it's pretty, you have to do
something else...” He moved from mirror to mirror. - In general, I look
like a dick, I'm going to wash, we have to start over.
God, it doesn't make sense, I don't want to get married.” She took my arms.
It was close to hysteria. "Why should I lose my freedom?" 297
There are so many guys in the world, so he will make me a boy...
A stream of words came out of his mouth and his face turned blue.
I took my hand and gave her a solid smile, and she fell silent, looking at me
with hate. The entire staff clung to their heads and watched what
would happen later.
"Again?" I asked calmly.
"No thanks, once is enough," she answered almost in a huff.
he whispered, going back to his chair and taking a deep breath. -Let's lower a
little and I will be beautiful.
An hour later, Emi personally buttoned Olga's dress.
It was quite peculiar, because the girlfriend took her boy. I felt
relieved to discover that in my absence they had done well and that they
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splendor. She looked lovely. I could hardly stop crying.
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It wasn't made somehow, like a normal dress, no
strappy and loose from the waist, but these crystals... The stones
brights formed lines, curly, dangling, and shimmering, creating
something on the fabric as a clear image. Most of them were in
breasts, then down, until completely dissolved
around the feet, creating an illusion. I think all the
manufacture weighed a hundred kilograms, but Olga had it in the ass,
she wanted to be a princess and she was. As long as she insisted on
the diadem, which I recognized with a laugh. when i found out that
he was serious, I gave in so as not to spoil his vision. In the beginning
I also heard something about the crown modeled on the Russian tsars,
but I managed to get that idea out of his head. Fortunately, because
It would look like a costume party, not a wedding.
If it wasn't for this damn headband, the whole stylization would be very
vintage and would die of pleasure. I love wedding dresses
color other than white, and this one was spectacular, multi-layered and 298
very unusual despite the apparent simplicity.
"I'm going to throw up," Oli said, grabbing my wrists.

I calmly reached for the refrigerator in which the wine had been
previously, and looking at her dispassionately, I put the container
under your mouth.
"Go ahead," I said, nodding comfortably.
"I don't give a shit, but you are, you know…" he snorted,
trying to get to the door. I can't feel compassion
he muttered.
"But we both know that if I show a little care, I'll
you'll be hysterical. I rolled my eyes and followed her.
Cars were parked outside the driveway, two of my
security and three from Torricelli. One of them was to take us to church,
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reluctantly, but he agreed that the driver should be
Canaries. However, it was reserved that the security guard at
the car must be from Sicily. Now all this company was
measuring his eyes, trying to understand the situation.
We were in the Church of Madonna della Rocca . I felt weak
when we go up the hill. Good memories were associated with
this place, but in the current situation I didn't want them at all.
I knew that the wedding would not take place anywhere else, but knowing and
see are two different things.
Mario, Massimo's consigliere, greeted me with a slight smile and,
when I stood next to him, he kissed my cheek.
“Nice to see you, Laura,” he said, adjusting his jacket.
“Though everything has changed a bit.

I didn't know what to answer, so I stood up and looked at the

impressive panorama that spread before my eyes. Closer 299
far away, kept repeating in my thoughts, waiting in front of
the church for Olga's father to stand by her side and we
we went inside. When everything was ready, I turned to the
girlfriend and hugged her tightly.
"I love you," I whispered, tears catching in her eyes. -Will be
funny, you'll see." She nodded and I grabbed the arm that gave me a
older Sicilian and let him take me to church.
We cross the threshold and stand at the altar, where, smiling,
Domenico was waiting for us. He kissed my cheek and smiled even more.
I looked around the microscopic interior, and the feeling of déjà vu
He didn't leave me alone The same sad gangster faces, the same
atmosphere, the only difference was Olga's sobbing mother,
who, though he tried, could not control her.
Suddenly, I Love by Guns N' Roses blasted through the speakers, and I knew
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how wonderful stage fright was and looked back at
the entrance. When he appeared in the doorway, Domenico was about
of suffering a heart attack, and she, without waiting for her father to
her husband-to-be, she threw herself into his arms and began to
kiss him frantically. His dad waved his hand and went to his mom
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while ignoring wild animal, then they
gathered, hugged
kepther. On the
kissing other hand,
and
if it wasn't for the fact that the song had ended,
they probably still would.
Finally, out of breath, they stood before the altar and the priest
pointed with a finger. I was breathing when the ceremony began
when Massimo stopped at the door of the chapel.
My legs buckled under me. shaking like a
jelly, I slid into a chair. Aria grabbed my elbow and Olga,
terrified and confused, she watched as Black approached me. Looked like
convincing. The black tuxedo and white shirt matched
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perfectly with the very dark tan. I was rested
calm and serious.
"I think this is my place," she said, and Aria walked away, leaving me alone.
with the. "Hello, little one," he said.
The sound of these words made me want to run away, throw up and die.
at the same time. I couldn't breathe, my heart was beating like a
hammer, and the blood seemed to drain completely from my face. He
was here, stood next to me and smelled. God, how he smelled. I closed the eyes,
trying to calm down. Finally, the bride and groom turned to him.
altar and the priest began the ceremony.
"You look beautiful," Massimno whispered, bowing slightly,
taking my hand and resting it on his forearm. when he touched me,
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burned, I tore off his fingers and lowered them so he couldn't
reach them again.
My chest, in a narrow, low-necked dress, rose and fell
a frantic pace as the priest repeated the formulas. No
I couldn't sit still, and I couldn't ignore my husband standing next to me.
side. I couldn't afford weakness because he could feel it and
use it.
I was under the impression that the half hour we spent in this
small interior lasted forever. Pray that the seconds
They will go faster. I knew that the Canary already knew about the return
of Black and was probably insane with anxiety and anger. Me
protection remained in front of the church, so I had no idea what
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I looked at Black. He was focused, standing with his hands crossed
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listening. Although he knew they were appearances, because he felt their
burning eyes on me from time to time. How could it be so
handsome? He was apparently balancing and devastating his
body, but in the meantime it looked like she had a makeover
real, from hero to god. The evenly trimmed beard
I remembered the times when I loved to scratch it, and the hair
longer than usual, carefully combed, betrayed that
he had been preparing for a long time.
"Do you like what you see?" He asked suddenly, looking at me, although
I wanted to, I couldn't stop looking at him. I was frozen. -He
you will never be so attracted to it,” she whispered and turned her face to the altar.
Jesus, I want to get out of here. I lowered my head. I gasped nervously and
I felt pressure on my sternum.
Finally the mass came to an end. All the guests went to the
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Black kissed and congratulated both of them with a radiant smile, and in that
At the moment I tried to stay as far away from him as possible.
“Damn cheater,” I growled, grabbing Domenico's elbow. It
I pulled a little to the side. “You said I wouldn't be here.
"I said he disappeared. But I can't stop him from coming to the
wedding.— He grabbed me by the shoulders and looked me in the eye
terrified. —Everything is as I agreed with the Spaniards,
nothing changes, calm down...
"I'd like to introduce you to Eva," I listened. I turned my head and saw that
Massimo was holding a beautiful, dark-eyed woman. She stoped
at his side with a radiant smile, hugging his shoulder, a
feeling of jealousy running through my body like a sword.
I left him, I couldn't blame or even have the right to feel it.
that I just felt, but fuck, seriously? the dazzling girl
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I looked stupid, but considering my surprise, I probably
too stupid. Eva wasn't very tall, but she made me squirm.
It was elegant and very subtle. Oh well, she pissed me off at all.
We met in Brazil and...
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We rolled our eyes ostentatiously.
I turned my back on them, unable to bear the pressure of feelings,
that pulled my body and I went to sign the documents
"No problem," Olga said, amused, standing next to her.
—He already has someone, you have someone, get divorced and we continue
living all happily.” She nodded.
"Olga, dammit!" I said through clenched teeth. found another
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"This is called hypocrisy," she became serious. "Besides, it's a great
news for you, because there is a chance that everything will end well.
So sign these papers and let's go now.
"But how..." I broke off, knowing the stupid thing that
I mean.
"Lari, listen to me." Olga's serious tone did not announce anything.
nice. "Make up your mind, fuck or surf or your husband, you can't have
both of them-. She rolled her eyes. I will not advise you because
I am not impartial and I prefer to have you with me. This is your life, make it
good for you.” She nodded comfortably.
I was next to Ivan, waiting for Olga and Domenico to finish
to take photos. Finally, Ivan handed me the phone. I breathed
deeply a few times and put it in my ear.
"How are you feeling, little one?" Nacho asked with concern.
"I'm fine, honey," I whispered as I walked away. My creation
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Gray followed gracefully. -He is here.
"I know, dammit," growled the canary. "Laura, please, follow what
we have agreed.
"He's with a woman, I think he's given up," I said in the softest tone.
indifferent that I could afford.
At that moment I turned around and saw a smiling Massimo
He took his partner to the car. He opened her door and when she
came in, kissed her on the top of her head. I clenched my fists in anger. Later
He walked around the car and before gracefully getting in, he stopped and
He fixed his black eyes on me. The phone almost fell out of my hand.
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mischievous smile that danced on his lips almost made me lose my mind.
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"Laura!" The voice on the receiver brought me to my feet. Hanging out
towards the sea, I shook my head. -Whats up girl? Tell me.
"Nothing, I was just thinking." I put my eyes on the ground and waited
the roar of a Ferrari engine that would bring me to safety. -I want to be
by your side already," I said and sighed in relief when the blow came and then
began to fade systematically. —Olga is coming, I have to
I'll leave, I'll call on the way to the airport.” I turned and went to Ivan.
I gave him the phone.
"He's faking it," the bodyguard said, taking the cell phone from me.
“Torricelli is faking it, Laura. Take care of yourself.

I had no idea what he meant so I just nodded and walked in.

thoughtfully. My head was full of thoughts, and the
long and narrow dress grew more and more. Each brooch inserted
in my intricately tied hair ached, and wild fury
spilling over my body took my mind away. 304
"I need a drink," I thought. "Do we have alcohol?"
"Marcelo forbade you to drink," Ivan replied calmly.
"I don't care about bans!" Do we have alcohol or not?
"No, no," the reply was brief and unsatisfying.

I leaned my head against the glass and thoughtlessly gazed out the window,
assimilating the poison.
Dozens of bodyguards, almost armored cars and even policemen
they stood in front of the entrance to the receiving property.
Domenico and Olga did not want to get married in the hotel because they dreamed of
a garden party. In a large area near the sea, a
giant tent and decorated to look like a fairy tale.
I stayed there, quietly waiting for the bride and groom until they
I felt watched. I knew this feeling and I knew who I would see if I
turned around Using the edge of the dress a little, I turned to

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right and I froze. Massimo was standing like a pole
standing inches from me, hands in pockets.
Icy black eyes bored into me, and the lip that bit my
teeth begged for pity. I knew that look, that rhythm and that mouth.
He also knew how they tasted and what they could do. He took a step and
He got up, almost touching me.
Ivan cleared his throat and together with five men approached
Some steps.
"Dispatch your dogs," Massimo said, looking at six people
behind me. "I have over a hundred of my men here, it is
grotesque.” A mocking smile played on his lips. —Domenico
and Olga changed the route and hooked up with some woods or
bushes, so we have a moment, let's talk.” He gave me his
arm and hugged him for some unknown reason. -There is only one
way off the property,” he yelled to my security. -What are you
waiting!
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Ivan pulled back, giving me a serious look, and I let Massimo take me.
lead you to the garden. I felt how hot it was, how it smelled and how
his strong muscles flex under his jacket.
We walked in silence through the alleys, and I felt I was going to
go back in time.
"The company is yours," he said after a moment. -Her
it never belonged to me, so you can move it to the Canaries and
stay there.” I was surprised that he was talking about the company,
and even more, that he did it so calmly. I don't want to talk about him.
divorce today, but we'll come back to this after the wedding.
I understand that you will stay a few days? - He turned to me and his gentle
look crushed me completely.
—After midnight, I return to Tenerife—, I barely managed
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"Too bad, I wanted to do everything right away, but since you have so much
Hurry, we'll think about it another time.
In the shade of the palm trees there was a beautiful gazebo, and in it a
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"You saved my life, honey, and then you killed me," he moaned.
miserably, and looked down. —But thanks to this, I revived,
I found Eva, stopped drinking and using drugs, and did several
lucrative acquisitions.” He looked at me amused. —Actually I
You protected yourself, Laura.
"I'm glad, but what you did to the dog..." Cut, feeling the
yellow in my throat. I didn't think you could be a monster
like this,” I said in a barely audible and brittle voice.
"Excuse me?" he asked surprised, turning to me. -The
The same day you left, I sent it to the Matos residence.
"I don't know, I got a box with a butchered animal," I said.
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fiercely.
"What?" He jumped up and stood in front of me as if he didn't
understood what he meant. "Personally, I sent a man
with a live dog in the carrier.” She bit her lip once
plus. "Yes, I wanted his sight to remind you of me and I was hurt."
But...
"Didn't you kill Prada?" The situation was beginning to overwhelm me.
"Listen, you sent me a butchered dog in a shoe box.
and a card.
"Little one," he knelt before me, grasping my hands. -I am a
monster, true, but why hurt a dog the size of
a cup of coffee?” He raised his eyebrows and waited. Christ, really?
Do you think I did?" She covered her mouth with her hand and thought for a moment.
moment. "Matos, you son of a bitch." He stood up and laughed.

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"Oh yes, I could have waited...at all costs." He shook his head.
head. "Do you know what he told me when you left the restaurant in
Ibiza?— I felt sick again, but I had too much
curious enough to pass out now or at least
barf. "That he would show you how unworthy I am and that only
I have feelings for me.” He burst into a sad laugh. -Is
Smart, I underestimated it.
I could hear a terrifying shriek in my ears and my breath
it stung in the lungs. ahhh? Was a man supposed to
colorful and delicate would hurt such a defenseless creature and
little? I could'nt believe it.
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pocket and dialed a number, then said a few words and hung up.
After a few minutes of silence and thoughtlessly looking at the
sea, a big man appeared in the gazebo.
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"Sergio, what did you do with the dog I told you to take to
Tenerife?” He asked seriously, changing his language to English.
"I left him as instructed at the Matos residence."
confused man looked from him to me. —Marcelo Matos said no.
he had Laura and that he would pick him up.
"Thank you, Sergio, that's all," grunted Massimo and put his hands
on the railing, and the man walked away.
"Lari!" Olga's shout tore me from my thoughts.
-Let's go

I got up and wobbled a bit because I felt dizzy.

Black jumped up and supported me.
"Is everything okay?" He asked with concern, looking me in the eyes.
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"It's nothing, I'm fine!"

I let go of her hand and, lifting the lower part of the dress, I went
towards my friend.
We set up in front of the entrance to the magic shop, and Massimo
he shook my arm. He didn't make me grab it, he didn't ask, he gave and
I hope. I took it gently and the four of us went into the crowd.
People shouted and clapped and Domenico spoke.
We seemed like one big happy family.
The gentlemen stood on the sides, and we were smiling
artificially inside. How much did it cost me to pretend to be satisfied in
this moment. The applause died down, and the Sicilians took us
to a table set up on a small landing deep in the
store.
Before sitting down in front of the waiter, I grabbed a glass of champagne 308
from the tray and emptied it on me. Oli looked at me surprised and Ivan gave
a step forward. I stopped him with a wave of my hand and returned the
salutation and he obeyed. The staff handed me another full glass, and I
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I thought, intoxicating effects of a dry liquid.
After a few minutes, Domenico grabbed Olga's hand and pulled
her onto the dance floor to perform the first dance. Without
However, I nodded to the waiter again, because my glass
showed the background.
"You're drinking too much," Massimo said, leaning forward.
my.
"That's my intention," I muttered, waving my hand. —Don't you
Don't worry, go entertain your Eva.
Black laughed, grabbed my wrist and yanked me onto the dance floor.
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"I'll entertain you, because you'll bend like a razor."

I had six people under my protection, and Ivan shook his head,
watching Massimo hug me close to him. They were a real pain
ass, I was so mad at this whole canary team that I
I'd like to send them all to hell.
"Tango," Black whispered, kissing my collarbone. your dress is
a perfect piece.
"I have panties," I said, licking my lips aggressively.
"I can go crazy this time."

The alcohol got me drunk and the anger made me feel like I was
the best tango of my life. Massimo, as always, led
perfectly, confidently holding me in his arms.
After the dance, everyone, including the bride and groom, gave us a round of applause.
thunderous, and we bowed with dignity and returned to the table.
"Laura, phone," Ivan said, walking toward me and
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giving it to me
"I don't feel like talking," I said drunkenly, narrowing my eyes.
"Tell him..." I thought for a moment, and a stream of
Thoughts flooded my drunken mind. —Or give it to me, I'll tell him
same.
I grabbed the phone, got up and went to the exit.
"Girl?" A calm voice spilled into my head.
"At all costs?" I yelled in annoyance. "How the hell could you be a
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you, but you You hadtome
preferred anyway,
dislike I wasmore
me even already in love
for the man you
escape. Did you feel bad? - I silenced myself, feeling the wave of vomiting
after drinking a bottle of champagne in twenty minutes
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you did just to bring Massimo down. How could you?— Tears
they ran down my cheeks, and when I felt his hands on me, I jumped.
Surprised, Ivan stood next to me and looked at me.
"You lost me!" I yelled into the phone and slammed the phone into a
stone pavement. "You don't need it anymore," I blurted out.
bodyguard, and he gasped for a word to say.
Then I swayed and felt the champagne return to my mouth. I
I went back to the little fence and started throwing up on the grass
perfectly pruned.
I don't know where Massimo and his people came from. the sicilian i
hugged me tightly, supporting me vertically.
"Gentlemen, you are probably free now, you can leave the
property,” he snapped at Ivan as more convulsions shook
my body. 310
All the men stared at each other for a moment. To the
In the end, the Canaries evaluated their strength, decided that defeat was
unavoidable and withdrew. I heard the car door close, and then
two dark cars screeched through the gate.
“God, little one,” Massimo whispered, handing me a tissue.
-I'll take you home.
"Take Eva," I growled.
"My wife is more important," he laughed. And I don't remember having
no one more important than you.
I couldn't fight him, especially because if he started fighting,
I'd probably be throwing myself around him.
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CHAPTER 18

The sound of the phone woke me up. I was smiling. It had

finished, I thought and opened my eyes. The hand that embraced a powerful
chest did not have a single drawing. I got up immediately
driving away the rest of my sleep, and it reached me where I was. It
I tried, but I couldn't even get out of bed when one
huge hand slammed me into the mattress.
"It's probably for you," he said, handing me the phone.
The word "Olga" flashed on the screen.
"Happy birthday." I was confused.
“Jesus, you're alive.” There was relief in her voice. -You disappeared
so suddenly and I was wondering if you left without saying goodbye and
where did you go.” His voice was funny. "After you and
Massimo left so early, I understood that you were making a decision. 311
I'm so glad you're back..." Olga spoke excitedly,
let me say a word.
"You interrupt us, take care of your husband," said Massimo, amused,
taking the phone out of my hand, and hung up. -I missed you,-
he said, stroking me, and his big cock rested on my thigh. -I
like to fuck with you after drinking, because you don't have any
inhibition.— He kissed me, and I tried to remember what had happened
last night; unsuccessfully.
When I realized that we were naked and everything hurt,
I covered my face with my hands.
"Hello, baby." I take them off for him to look at. -I am your husband.
Nothing unusual happened.— He fixed my wrists when I wanted
hide behind them again. Let's assume that we are
erasing the last few weeks from our memory.— He looked at me
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“I was behaving like an idiot, so you had the right to
run away and…” He was nodding his head to the side.
freedoms. But now everything will be fine, I'll take care of it.
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 "Massimo, please..." I complained, trying to get out of there.
-I have to go to the bathroom.
Black turned to the side, letting go of my body, and I wrapped myself in
a pillowcase and crossed the room. I don't know why I
embarrassed when he probably fucked me in every way
For a few hours. But somehow I didn't feel comfortable.
What do I do best? I looked in the mirror with my makeup
blurry and my hair tangled; I was disgusted with myself. It
The last thing I remember is talking to Nacho, and then... a hole
black. So I don't really know what I've been doing, but
It probably wasn't smart at all. I sighed and turned on the water
take a shower
Standing under the hot water and trying to control the terrible pain 312
in my head, I wondered what I should do now. Back home
with my husband, talk to Nacho, or maybe leave the two of them and take care
of myself? Because last year showed me that I had been
turning my life upside down with those two men.
I went into the dressing room, looking at Massimo naked, who was talking on the
phone, standing in a window frame. Oh those buttocks , I thought.
The most beautiful asshole in the world. I went to my closet and
I started looking in the drawers for some panties and a T-shirt.
Then the shoe rack caught my eye. There was always
order in it, and all the pairs were put in colors. all except
the long boots, which were quietly in elegant boxes.
My breath caught in my throat when I saw the long shoes
of Givenchy on the floor. God, they are not in the box, and Olga
assured that he was not on our floor because the door was
locked and the key was with Massimo. I was looking at the
shiny boots by the cupboard until I felt
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"Oh," I heard. "I didn't think you'd be here so soon."
I turned to him and saw him approach, tightening the belt of my dressing gown.
in my hands.
"Okay." He shrugged his shoulders. —All you had to do
was to register with these idiots and come here. I told you not to
you would leave and that it would bring you home, and that it would never let you go again.
My hand gave him an energy punch. I tried to jump and escape,
but he grabbed me and in a few seconds he hit me on the carpet
soft, holding my wrists. He sat on my hip happy with the
view. One hand held mine, tied up high, and the other
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"My little one, so naive." He smirked. -Really
you believed that Eva is important to me and that I am going to divorce you
for her?” He kissed me on the mouth and I spit on his face. -Yes I can
see that we are reaching another level.
He licked what was on his lips and picked me up. 313
"We'll discuss the new rules when I get back from the meeting, and
in the meantime, take care of yourself... lie down.— He threw me on the bed and sat up
over me again. I have wondered for a long time how
discredit this tattooed asshole.” He reached for the bed rail
with his hand and pulled the chain from behind. -Look what I have.-
He waved the bracelet in front of my eyes. I had another one installed.
I play in the mansion. I know you like it.” I threw myself on the bed, trying
to stop him from tying me up, but I wasn't strong enough.
After a while she was lying nailed to the four columns,
and he was happy to put on his pants, looking at my body
naked and stretched.
"I love that view." He raised his eyebrows with apparent
satisfaction. "I would have gotten into you if it weren't for the fact that you
I have to explain to Domenico and Olga that we are back together
together and that we are going to reconcile soon. Like a good husband
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head. "If not, one of them will come here, and then I'll have to
stop being so nice.” He narrowed his eyes, looking between my
legs again. "Go to bed and I'll be right back."
I heard the door close, and a stream of tears entered
my eyes. God, what have I done? I believed in everything you put in front of
me, and I drank the stupidest lie in the world: that the best guy I
I knew it could hurt my dog.
I was lying there crying with rage, and the longer I thought about
what had happened, the more panicked I felt. I betrayed Nacho, I yelled at him,
I fired his people and without thinking I got caught. now the canary
thinks I'm back with Massimo, so there's no chance that
come for me. Olga and Domenico will believe anything the
tyrant, especially since I answered Oli's fucking call,
and yesterday I was jealous in church. Not to mention hug me
husband on the dance floor and walk together. hit my head
with the pillow because it was the only thing that could move. this imbecile,
when I left, he didn't even cover me with a duvet, so I stayed 314
naked and handcuffed, like a sex slave waiting for her master.
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crotch. you have
"We're it, littleagain,
together one,"your
Black said as
friend washeunlucky,
came back
myand looked at my face.
brother was relieved, we have given all of them a big
pleasure to return.” He pulled the comforter out from under me and covered me.
"A doctor will be here in a minute to set you up with an IV."
You need to get a little stronger after last night.
"What are you going to do to me?" I growled at him. -Let me go!
"Don't be vulgar." He warned me, pulling out a lock of my hair.
Of the face. "Mother-to-be, that's not right." He threatened me with a
finger and was gone before I could say anything. I gave you drugs
yesterday…" he yelled from the bathroom. I have to take care of your body.
May I be strong and ready for my baby.
I was lying there staring at the ceiling and I felt myself panic. Yes
I had ever felt enslaved and imprisoned, it was nothing
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When I thought that Massimo would make me a child, and that I would never
I'd be with my colored boy, and I'd never go back to what I left
in Tenerife, tears broke my cheeks again. I roared.
Black, dressed in a suit, sat next to me and stared at me.
"Why are you crying, darling?"
Jesus, are you serious? I thought, staring at him without thinking.
I was empty inside and felt like I was falling into the
abyss. As if I had fallen asleep, seeing it all, or more
well into a coma, unable to speak, move or breathe for a
moment.
Then there was a knock on the door downstairs and after a while the
doctor was sitting next to me. The most interesting thing was that I don't know
completely surprised by the position in which he found me. this i
made believe that it was not the kind of thing that he would have to see here.
—The doctor will give you tranquilizers, you will sleep, and when you wake up,
everything will be fine, said Don, patting me on the cheek and then he left 315
of the room.
I looked with pity at the doctor who, completely ignoring me,
inserted a cannula into the vein. Then he took something out of the jar. I walked away.

***
Every day was the same, except I woke up with no strings attached.
But it didn't matter, because the medication that Massimo was taking
giving me, he wouldn't let me get out of bed. my husband
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 he fed me, washed me and fucked me like a puppet. It
frightening thing was that he didn't care at all that I wasn't there.
actively involved in what he did. I cried often during the
course, and after a week or so - I think so, because
I had no idea how many days had passed since I got here
- I just looked at the wall.

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Sometimes he closed his eyes and thought of Nacho. So I was fine.
But he didn't want to give Massimo the feeling that it was because of him
I was smiling, I just turned off.
Every day I prayed to die.
One day I woke up unusually refreshed and rested, and my head
It didn't weigh me down like the last few days. I got out of bed, what
I was also surprised, because before, the bastard didn't even
It allowed me to get up from the pillow. I sat on the edge of the
mattress and waited for the world to stop spinning.
"It's good to see you in good shape," Black said, walking out of the
dressing room. He kissed me on the head. —Domenico and Olga left
honeymoon, they'll be gone for two weeks.
"Were they here the whole time?" I asked confused.
"Of course, but they thought you were in Messina, because
we live there, remember?
"Massimo, how do you imagine this?" I asked. For first 316
Ever since the day of the wedding I began to think logically. -With what
Are you going to threaten me this time?— I blinked my eyes when he stopped
in front of me, buttoning up his black suit.
"Like," he answered, shaking his shoulders. -You'll see,
I previously blackmailed you with the death of your parents, and still
You fell in love with me in less than three weeks. you think you can't
love me again? I haven't changed, little one...
"But I did," I said quietly. — I love Nacho, not you. I think
into it when you stick your dick in me.” I walked over to him, looking into his
address with hate. —I dream of him when I fall asleep and tell him
"good morning" when I wake up. You have my body, Massimo,
but my heart is in Tenerife.— I turned around to finally
go to the bathroom alone "And I'd rather take my own life than bring one
creature to this world that depends on you.
He couldn't take it anymore. He grabbed me by the neck and dragged me to the
nearest wall. I hit on it. The fury that overwhelmed him
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His eyes turned completely black, and a stream of sweat ran down his cheeks.
his forehead. After a week of lying down I was very
weak, so it was just hanging in the air, not touching the ground with
the feet.
"Laura!" he started and slowly put me on the ground.
"You can't forbid me to kill myself," I said with tears in my eyes.
eyes as he slowed his hold on my neck a bit. —It's the
the only option you can't control, and it bothers you, doesn't it?— I laughed
mockingly. "So you're going to have to count on me not to
hold on like this for a long time.
Black's face had taken on despair and sadness, and his
body had moved away from me. Cold eyes froze on
mine and I had the impression that I had just understood something.
"Massimo, I loved you and you gave me great luck," I continued, hoping
a positive answer. "But we just went through all that."
I shrugged and slid down the wall, sitting on the 317
carpet. "You can keep me here and do all these things to me."
terrible, only at some point you will want to take the ropes off me and
feel my warmth, and I won't give it to you.” I held out my hands helplessly.
"How long do you want to fuck a dead man?" He was silent.
and just watched. “Actually, it's not even about sex, but why?
that I? You can have any woman on earth. Like Eve.
“She's a whore. She is an actress. They told him to do the
paper, he did.
"Did you kill our dog yourself?" I asked,
surprising him with a sudden change of subject.
"Yes." He gave me a clueless look. "Little one, I kill the
people looking into her eyes, so think about what it was like to kill a
animal.
She was sitting there, shaking her head. I couldn't believe that
knew so little. The memory of the first months seemed like a
big lie right now. How is it possible that there is not

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seen pretend? After all, the guy sitting across from me
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be loving and attached for so long? Or did you not want to see the
truth?
"Now I'll tell you what's going to happen in the next two weeks."
He walked over to me and lifted me off the ground. -You can do whatever you want,
but one of mine will follow you. You're not going down to the bridge and out of
property. He fixed my handcuffs and looked at my black eye.
new. "If you plan to take your own life, which of course you don't
I will allow, the man who protects you will have medical training and
It'll help.” He sighed, cupping my cheek. —On New Year's Eve, something
died inside of me. Forgive me.— He kissed me softly on the mouth
and he left.
She was standing in a daze, not really understanding his changes in mood.
humor. Once he tried to kill me, once he terrified and scared me,
And then I thought I saw the guy I loved again. I showered and put on a
bit of myself, dressed in shorts and a t-shirt and 318
I layed down in the bed. I turned on the television and began to plot my
escape. Basically, the residence had no secrets for me, the
he knew perfectly, the garden and the whole area that surrounded it
too. If Nacho was able to kidnap me despite the
protection, I will be able to escape despite it.
I ordered breakfast in my room. I didn't want to check if Massimo
I wasn't lying and if there really was a troglodyte following me. I ate and
I felt even better. I got up hoping to escape and went to
look for an exit. The only way out was the terrace that hangs two stories
above the ground. I looked down and decided that a fall from
that height would end in death, and certainly in disability
permanent, so I quickly abandoned the idea of getting out of here
after the sheets were tied.
I wandered around the apartment until it finally dawned on me.
an idea occurred. If he can fake it, I'll try too. Maybe
doesn't take me as little time as him, but there's a chance
that in a month or two he puts his vigilance to sleep. But Nacho is going to

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expect? Will he want to listen, after I have prevented him from speaking?
Or do I have nowhere else to run? Another wave of tears
flooded my eyes. I wrapped myself in a quilt and put my head on the
pillow, I fell asleep.
I woke up at night, and if it weren't for the fact that I preferred
not wake me up, I'd probably be able to think I slept
all day. I turned my head and saw Massimo sitting on the chair
glaring at me. It used to be a common thing, especially when I came back for
the night and I was surprised.
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 "Hi," I whispered huskily, pretending to be cute. -What time
is?
"I was about to wake you up." They are about to serve dinner.
I want you to eat with me.
"Okay, I'm going to get some…" She was pretending to be a
compatible wife.
"I want to talk to you," he said when he got up. I'll see you at 319
garden in an hour.” He turned and left.
You want to talk... But is there anything that hasn't been discussed yet?
After all, I already have instructions. I rolled my eyes and went to the bathroom.
I thought this dinner was the perfect opportunity to start
implement my plan. Even if Nacho despises me, I'm going to run away
with my parents or something. At least I will be free. Then I'll tell you everything
to Olga, she will tell Domenico and maybe he can do something to the
respect. And if not, I'll disappear and that's it.
I dug up the closet looking for the black dress, almost transparent,
that I brought for my first dinner with Massimo. Of course I had to
wearing red lingerie and painting my eyes dark.
I pulled my hair up into a soft bun and put on high heels in my
feet. Yes, I looked wonderful, perfect and exactly like me
husband would like to see me. Perhaps apart from the fact that I was
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I took a deep breath and went down the stairs. As soon as I opened the
door, a big man, really huge, bowed to me.
I opened my mouth wide and couldn't believe that people were so
big. After a while, I moved down the hall, and the ogre
followed.
"My husband told you to follow me?" I asked, not even
turn me around
"Yes," he scoffed.
-Where is the?
"In the garden, waiting for you."
And rightly so, I thought, taking a step, and the click of my heels
heralded an impending cataclysm. If you want to play Torricelli,
I'll play you better than you think.
I walked through the doorway and the hot air hit me in the face.
It's been a long time since I left the villa with air
Conditioned so I wasn't aware of the outside temperature.
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 I walked slowly, I knew that even if I was sitting down, he could hear me
and probably feel me. There were candles on the great table, and their glow
softly illuminated the beautiful table. When I was almost in my
destiny, my husband got up, turned to me and froze.
"Good night…" I whispered, passing by.
He followed me and pushed back the chair I was sitting on, and the man who
I kept growing like a man out of the ground and poured champagne on me
on. Massimo narrowed his eyes and gracefully sat down next to me.
Even though I hated him more than anyone right now, I couldn't
avoid noticing that it looked impressive. bright linen pants,
almost white, an unbuttoned shirt of the same color with the
sleeves rolled up and a silver rosary. What hypocrisy for a
man so cruel and so satanic to wear a divine symbol.
"You provoke me, little one." The sound of his low voice made my skin crawl.
of chicken. "Simple as that... Do you want to make fun of me this time?"
too?

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"I'm awakening memories," I said, raising my eyebrows, and
I served a piece of meat.
I wasn't hungry at all, but unfortunately my role
required me to behave relatively normally, so I
I forced myself to put a bite in my mouth.
"Little one, I have a proposal for you," he said, leaning on the
chair. —Give me one night with you, but with the Laura I had before.
Then you will be free.
I was screaming, and the fork hit the plate. Massimo was
sitting serious and waiting for me to say it.
“I don't think I understand.” I annihilate myself in dismay.
"Once more, I would like to feel that you are mine." Then yes
You want, you can go.” He picked up a glass and took a sip. -I can not
imprison you I have no desire. And do you know why? because the truth
it is, Laura, that you are not and have never been my salvation. you didn't show up
In my visions when I was shot and almost died. I finished of 321
see you that day.” I narrowed my eyes and looked at him in surprise.
"Croatia more than five years ago, does that tell you anything?"
a little more to me and I was stiff. In fact, we were with Martin
and Oli in Croatia a few years earlier. My heart started beating like
mad.
"You lied all the time, he's so similar to you" I said the idea
wrong, thinking he was bluffing, and his people got
information.
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 -Not all. I discovered it by accident.” He stretched out his leg and sat down.
more comfortable. "When we lost the baby." Her voice cracked a little.
little, and Massimo swallowed hard. 'Couldn't function normally.
Mario had different ways of bringing me back to life. I
they needed. Especially after Fernando was shot
and all the families began to look at my hands. Then
Mario came up with hypnosis.
I looked at him again in disbelief.

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"I know how stupid this sounds, but I didn't care. could even
killed me.” He shrugged. - The therapy was fast,
and on one visit I saw her. I saw the real you.
"How do you know it's not your next screening?"
offended tone, as if she wanted to be his savior. One second
afterwards, I returned my eyes to the idea of what it sounded like. but what he said
It was so absurd, that I felt so curious.
“Are you sorry?” he asked. I looked at him indifferently and fooled him.
“Little, my heart also broke when I realized that
it was not destiny, but pure coincidence that put you in me
head.” He spread his hands theatrically. -Sorry. You was in
a party in one of the hotels, dancing with a girl, Martin
was there too. We left the meeting and stayed in the
upstairs terrace. You guys were having fun.” He took a sip and
He looked at my scared face. "It was the weekend, and you were wearing a
White dress.
I leaned my back firmly against the chair, trying to calm my
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breathing. I remember that day, it was just before my birthday,
but how the hell could i know, and what's weirder than remembering
after all these years? The shock didn't leave my face.
"There's such a thing as regression in hypnosis that you can go back to."
any part of your life. We had to return to my death.—
leaned towards me. "By the time I saw you, I was already dead."
I looked at it, wondering if it was another one of his games, or maybe it was
certain.
“Why are you telling me this?” I asked him.
"To explain why I don't care about you." you were just one
fantasy, the last image, a memory, and not even one in
particular.” He shrugged. "I'll free you because I won't
needed. But before that, I want to have you as my wife for
last time. But not by compulsion, just because you want it.
Then you will be free. The choice is yours.
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"What guarantee can you give me that this isn't your next outing?"
—I will sign the divorce papers first and remove all services
of the inheritance.” He moved the envelope that was next to him towards me.
"The papers," he said and took the phone out of his pocket. -Mario,
take all the people to Messina," he said in English, so that I could
in shop. "Let's go for a walk." He got up, giving me a
hand.
I put the napkin away and, having hurried, grabbed her hand
that got me out He led me through the garden until we reached the entrance,
where people got into cars. I watched in surprise as
dozens of people were loading and leaving. In the end Mario came out, he made me
He nodded and got into a black Mercedes. we were
alone.
"I still don't know if it's not a trick," I turned my head.
"So let's check it out."
Massimo led me around the corners, and I followed him silently with the 323
shoes in hand. It took us almost an hour to go through everything
belonged to Don, and in fact, there was not a living soul anywhere.
place.
We went back to the table and he poured us champagne again and I waited for him with
cravings
"Okay." I took the envelope, looking inside. -Let's suppose
I agree. What are you waiting for?
I reviewed the papers written in my native language and felt relieved
seeing that he wasn't lying. Although he did not understand all the paragraphs, he seemed
that this time my husband decided to behave as promised.
"I want to get back the woman who loved me for one night."
looking at the glass cup that rotated in her hands.—I want to feel
that you kiss me with love and fuck me because you need it, not because you
oblige.” He sighed deeply and turned his eyes to me.
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I swallowed saliva that was getting thicker and thicker and analyzed
proposal. I put away the papers I had in my hand and stayed
looking at him He was serious. I was thinking about your proposal. The
The sight of sex with him scared and paralyzed me. But on the other hand...
I did things with him that maybe one night won't make a difference.
A few hours and I'll be gone forever, once,
hundreds of memories, a lot of effort and I will be free. I looked at it
wondering if I was that strong, if my acting skills
they would allow me to play the last role at their side. Even though it was a
such a beautiful man, he disgusted me. The hatred that my body had
I would push murder rather than make sensible gestures at this man.
But reason won with the heart, and cold calculation with the
emotions. You know, it calmed me down.
"Okay," I said calmly. —But without tying up, without drugs,
chains.” I turned my head toward the champagne. -Without alcohol.
"Fine." He nodded and extended his hand to me. —But it
we will do in the places that I choose. 324
I got up, put on my shoes and he took me home. my heart was beating
like crazy when we walked together through the corridors. I knew
exactly which room would be the first. wanted to vomit on me
mind about what was about to happen.
When we got to the library, he slowly closed the door and
He walked towards the fireplace. I was getting more and more nervous,
And I was shaking, like I was supposed to the first time
time. I felt like a whore about to give in to him.
most hated customer
He gently grabbed my face with his hands and leaned a little closer.
more to me, as if waiting for permission. The air flowed through me
mouth open, drying my lips. I accidentally licked them, and this gesture
it made Massimo groan and stick his tongue inside. I felt the
current flowing through our bodies, a feeling
stranger to the man he hated. I kissed him back
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approval from me. With a movement he turned me around and
kissed the neck and back of my neck, slid his hand up my thigh, and then
even my lace panties.
"I love you," he whispered, touching my delicate structure, and I felt
all the hairs on my body raised. This combination is like
a drug for me
He moved my face to his and kissed me deeply again. Their
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 long fingers slid into me, spreading my lips and
pressing my clit. A moan came out of my throat and I felt it
smile. I pretended to function on my senses like before. rubbed the
fingers in the most sensitive place, and I kissed him greedily.
"I want to feel you," he whispered, throwing me onto the soft couch.
With one movement, he slid off the sofa, unzipped himself, and went inside.
In Myself. I screamed, sticking my head into the pillows, and he grabbed me
firmly the hips and began to fuck madly. grab it and
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moved away I closed my eyes, I couldn't stand what he was doing to me.
Suddenly I saw Nacho's face. A smiling, funny boy
colourful, which he did with devotion.
"I can't," I whispered. Crying spasms ripped out of me.
Massimo froze, and his face betrayed the attack and I stayed in
shock. For a moment he didn't move an inch until he
He withdrew and stood up, zipping up.
"Go to sleep," he said through his teeth, and I linked my legs together and
I rolled up "Our contract has just been cancelled." He stood up.
in front of me and walked over to his desk.
I barely got up from the soft sofa and with my legs bent I went out
of the room. I walked through the tangle of corridors and entered
our room. In the closet I took off my dress, I put on a
T-shirt and cotton shorts. I got under the
duvet and, sobbing constantly, put my head on a
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stupid and naive if I thought that man had honor. I was
lying in bed, crying, and wondering what kind of death would be the most
easy for me. I closed the eyes.
Suddenly, a powerful hand blocked my mouth. Although I yelled at
loud, there was no sound.
"Baby" that word made me feel another, a wave of tears still
stronger. This time not in despair, but hope. His hand
disappeared from my mouth, giving me power over the flow of oxygen, and
I cling to my savior. It was here, I could feel it, the breath to
Peppermint spilled over my face as I snuggled into him.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." He was saying through the
tears, and her chest rose and fell too fast.
Then he whispered so quietly that I could barely hear him. —Laura,
we have to run away.
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had withlet him
andout of my arms. Not now that I finally
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He tried to push me away but to no avail, there was no force
I could get away from Nacho at that moment.
“Laura, you can come here anytime.
—All the people of the mansion have been taken to Messina—spill
my tears, —we are alone.
"Unfortunately no…" What he said took my breath away.
—All the security guards are waiting a kilometer away.
distance, we have literally a few minutes, he lied to you again.
I raised my head and although I didn't see the green eyes, I knew that I
was looking.
"Have you heard everything?" I asked, and at the thought of knowing what happened,
my heart broke into millions of pieces.
-It does not matter now. Baby, get dressed.— He got up with me and
He gently pushed towards the dressing room.

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I didn't turn on the lights, I reached for my shorts and
push my feet into the slippers that were on the rack. Almost
running, I ran to the bedroom for fear that if I did not hurry,
he disappeared.
The hand of the canary grabbed me at the door, took me to the bathroom and closed
the door. The pale light that illuminated the room allowed me
finally see it. I was dressed a bit like a commando, all
black with painted face. He had a rifle on his back and suspenders with
guns to the sides. He took one out and gave it to me.
—You have to go through the front door, the rest is closed.—
He opened it and reloaded the gun. -If you meet someone,
shoot him, don't think about it, hit him right away. do you understand what
I say?” He pressed the gun into my hand and watched, waiting for the
confirmation. “It's the only way to get out of here and go home.
"Home?" I said it, again, shedding tears.
“Laura, now is not the time for hysteria. I'll be with you.
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Remember, no one will shoot you.” He kissed me, and the touch of his mouth
stopped the seepage of tears from my eyes.
I nodded and headed towards the stairs. I opened the door and
I looked around in the dark. There was no one. side leaning
against the wall I walked down the hall, listening to the footsteps behind
me, but these did not sound. I was about to go back and go back to the
apartment, but I remembered that Nacho said he would be with me, and
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terrified that at one point she would have to use it.
When I passed through a corridor, I felt a little relieved, because neither
I didn't even see a living spirit. Slowly and quietly I lowered the
stairs, then almost ran down the hall. I knew I was one step away
of freedom.
Then the door to the library opened and a ray of light
spilled in the hallway. Massimo like a ghost stood a few
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weapon. Black was speechless and stopped on the ground, looking at me
furiously.
"I don't think so," he nearly choked, after several seconds.
"We both know you won't dare." He took a step, and when
I pulled the trigger, a dull sound came out of the silencer.
The vase on the table shattered into hundreds of pieces,
and Don stopped mid-step.
"Don't move," I said through clenched teeth. "I have so many
reasons to kill you that I don't need another..." I said even though
surely, my hands were struggling not to collide with the
side wall. “You are a sick, vile degenerate, and I hate you.
I'm leaving you, so if you want to live, get in the fucking library and close
the door..." I was growling, and he laughed, putting his hands in
the pockets.
"I was the one who taught you how to shoot," he said almost proudly. -No
you will kill me, you are too weak.” He took a step forward and I closed 328
eyes, preparing to shoot.
"Maybe not," Nacho's voice echoed right behind my ear, and
then I felt his minty breath - but I will do it, and I will do it with
taste.
Another gun came out from behind my head and a strong hand moved me
aside.
"Massimo, how long have I waited for this," said the canary,
passing by. "I warned you in Ibiza and I will keep my promise."
Massimo stood as if resting, and I almost felt
his rage. Nacho gave me his hand, and when I grabbed it, he moved me,
pushing me slightly forward.
"Come in," he said, pointing Black in the direction of the library, and
went back in. —Laura, run to the entrance, Ivan is waiting for you
there. Do not look back. Just run towards him.
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My heart was beating like crazy, and my legs refused to obey.
I was standing next to them and the last thing I wanted was to leave them here.
alone.
"Nacho..." I said almost in a whisper.
"We'll talk about it at home," I yell, not taking my eyes off
Massimo, and pushed me into the room.
I took a step, but something prevented me from letting go.
"Last week was perfect," Black said, looking at me. -He has
It's been a long time since I fucked her so much, that I love your
ass.” He leaned against the door frame.
"Laura, run," Nacho yelled.
"I took her like an animal, unconscious and helpless, and she continued
whimpering and asking for more—he laughed sinisterly. — Matos, for
Please, we both know you won't get out of here alive.
I couldn't take it: with the front of the gun I hit 329
Massimo in the face with the handle. And when he fell into the library,
dazed by the blow and bloodied, I closed the door.
"Either I'm with you, or nothing," I said, grabbing the man's hand.
the Canary Islands.
Nacho threw me and started running. A few seconds later I heard
behind me how the library door banged open.
We were already on the stairs when the first shot was heard.
Marcelo ran, and I tried to keep up with him. I almost saw the door
exit when Mario showed up before us.
We stopped, and before Nacho managed to get up
the gun, the gun pointed at him covered the whole world.
"Please..." I moaned pityingly, and an old man looked at me. -No
I want to be here, I don't want this to continue...— My voice broke
and tears ran down my cheeks when I heard the footsteps of
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hear Nacho's breathing and the footsteps that came closer each time
plus.
And then Mario put down his gun, sighing loudly, and walked away from the
road.
"If his father had been alive, this would never have happened."
walked away and hid in the darkness of the corridor, still standing aside
for us to pass.
The canary man grabbed my wrist again. When we go out
running, Iván started the car, I threw myself inside on my back and
headed towards the exit.

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CHAPTER 19

I carefully opened my eyelids. I was afraid of the image that

would appear before my eyes. I remember perfectly last night, but
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Onceuntil I got onwent
something the boat.
wrongAfter
andthat,
I willnothing
see myatplace
all. or
ofmaybe
torture and Massimo again,
what will seem like a nightmare. I took a deep breath and looked at the
room and a wave of tears filled my eyes.
Our haven, the beach house, the sun beating down through the
wooden shutters, and the wonderful smell of the ocean wafted through the
open window.
I turned my head and with swollen eyes I looked at Nacho sitting on the
armchair. He was crouched down and covered his mouth with his hands. I look myself
with green eyes and remained silent. 331
"I'm sorry," I once again drew out the word I meant to repeat the
rest of my life.
“I have a proposal for you. He said so seriously that
it was scary to think what he would say. "Let's never talk about it." -I know
he swallowed his saliva out loud and frowned. I can only suspect
what you've been through, so if you still don't want me to shoot him, don't
talk about it.” She straightened and leaned her back against the chair.
"Unless you've changed your mind?"
"If I changed my mind, I would have shot him in the head last night."
myself.” I sighed, sitting up and leaning on the headboard.
bed. —Nacho, everything that happened now in Sicily happened because of me.
guilt. It was because of my total stupidity. He looked at me intently
questions. —I believed Massimo all the lies and I put you in
danger. But he planned everything so well…” I lamented. -It
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"You said you were in love with me." His calm tone rang out.
the room.
-What? I asked him, having no idea what he was talking about.
—On the day of Olga's wedding, when you yelled at me on the phone, you said
that you were already in love with me—she seemed a little cheerful as
I waited for my reaction.
I buried my eyes in the comforter and started pulling my nails out, I had no
I have no idea what to answer him. My barrier had just collapsed, and the
man sitting next to me was stealing my lies with his
that fed me I didn't want to be in love with him, I was afraid, and
I was even more scared that he would find out.
"Baby..." Nacho said, sitting on the bed. raised his finger on
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"I was drunk and under the influence of drugs," I blurted out without
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know what else to say.
The Canary raised his eyebrows in amusement and surprise, looking at me
with his green eyes.
"Then it wasn't true?" The corners of his lips twitched.
gently raised.
"Christ," I whispered and tried to bow my head again, but he
he held and didn't let her take her eyes off him.
-Y?
"I'm trying to apologize to you for acting like a complete idiot,
And you ask me if I'm in love with you? - He showed a wide
smile. "You're an idiot if you haven't noticed how I feel about you." -No
I understood his happy mood.
"Of course I do, but I want you to finally say it." He moved his
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—Marcelo Nacho Matos—I became serious, and he went back a little,
—for quite a while, I think, and certainly for a few
weeks," I stopped talking, and he was waiting anxiously, "I'm
crazy and infinitely in love with you.
The smile that appeared on the canary's face was the biggest
that I have never seen.
"And what's worse for you, every day I fall more in love with you."
I shrugged. “I can't help it. It's your fault.
His tattooed hands grabbed my ankles and yanked me forward.
down so that after a while he would put his head back on the
pillow. His tattooed body hung a few inches above
me, and his green eyes looked me in the face.
"I really love you," he said, pressing my lips with his lip
inferior.—But a doctor has to examine you. I'm afraid that you
body is exhausted. 333
What he said made memories of the past few days fly by.
my head like a typhoon. I tried not to cry, but the tears
They released on their own and flowed slowly down my cheeks. How much
The longer I thought about it, the more guilt grew inside of me. and to
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specific, and I didn't take the pills. The horror that was painted
in my face made Nacho get up and sit next to me.
"What's going on?" He asked, touching my face, which
seemed to be dead.
"God," I whispered, hiding in my hands.
"Oh no, baby, talk…" He ripped my hands from my face and
I look.
—I could be pregnant, Nacho— I said those words and I almost saw them
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He clenched his jaw and dropped his eyes to the ground, and after a
After a while he got up and left the bedroom. I was stunned by my
own conclusions, and when the door opened again, he
He stood there dressed in his colored shorts.
"I'm going to swim…" he blurted out and headed for the exit. hit the
door with such force that it almost fell from the frame.
I thought it would never end, shaking my head and covering myself
face with a quilt. Unfortunately, I couldn't hide from
my mind, which hit me with the question: What would happen if...? Alone
had an answer: I will not allow anything to connect me with that
monster.
I reached for the phone that Nacho left behind and started surfing the Internet
looking for rescue. After a few dozen minutes
It turned out that there was hope for me, and not a particularly invasive one.
There are drugs that should work. I took a breath of relief and put the 334
Canary mobile on my nightstand. But God loves me a
little, because in addition to not giving me luck in my life, it gave me a
mind that worked quite well.
Now all that was missing was to calm Nacho down. I went up to the closet and got dressed.
a little thong and a colorful surf shirt. I washed my
I put my hair up in a high bun and, taking the board, I
I headed towards the water.
The ocean was very rough, as if sensing the mood
of his Poseidon, who cut the waves, concentrated and extremely
sexy. I tied a rope to my ankle and, having thrown myself into the water,
I started rowing.
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I knewIthat
got to the place
Nacho where
saw me whentheI waves broke,but
was sailing, I sat down and
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Fortunately, he didn't keep me waiting long, because some
minutes later he was sitting next to me, looking at me in silence.
"I'm sorry..." again, the word left my mouth and he turned his
eyes.
"Can you stop?" he asked a little annoyed. Laura, understand.
I don't want to think about it anymore, and every time I hear "Lo
feel", it all comes back to me.
"Let's talk about it, Marcelo.
"Don't fucking talk to me about it!" he yelled, and I jumped, nearly falling.
the water.
His violent reaction hurt me, and to avoid an argument, I lay down
on the board and started swimming towards shore.
"Baby, I'm sorry," Nacho yelled, but I didn't want to stop.

I got to the beach and pressed the board into the sand, untied the leash
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and I ran towards the house. I stood by the kitchen counter and
I put my hands on it. He was breathing furiously and muttering with
more curses. Then strong hands turned me and I felt the
cold from the fridge on my back.
"When you hung up," he began, leaning his forehead against me, I thought
that my world was collapsing, I couldn't breathe, I couldn't think.—
He closed his eyes. "Later, when Ivan called me and told me what
what had happened, scared me even more. Said you were drunk and
probably drugged, that you didn't want to hear and Torricelli took you
to the farm. For a moment I thought you wanted to go back to him.—
I raised my head, I couldn't believe what he was saying.
look like that," he said, backing away a little. "Did you think I had
butchered your dog I flew to Sicily, but your house is like a
bunker, and the army he gathered while waiting for me complicated the
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little more time than usual to prepare everything. In addition, the
Domenico and Olga's behavior confused me a bit.—
He moved his shoulders. They were calm, working
usually. I hesitated.—He lowered his head.—Until they left, and I
I managed to listen to one of Massimo's conversations.
Everything cleared up, and in one day, I organized an action to pay you back.
Liberty.
"Did you hear our conversation in the garden?" I asked, and
he was silent, looking at his bare feet. -Have you heard
that?!” I yelled when he didn't respond.
"I heard," he answered almost in a whisper.
—Nacho.—I approached him, grabbed his cheeks and kissed him
gently. "It was the only way to let me go, you know I didn't."
I would do for pleasure. I looked at him, but all I saw in his green eyes
it was empty.” I was scared. I whispered. "I'm afraid after 336
all this you will distance yourself from me and you will have the right to do it. gave me the
back, rubbing my temples. —I understand, Nacho, seriously.
I took a step into the bedroom to change, and then his hands
tattooed they reached me. The canary took me in his arms and
he planted himself, carrying me toward the exit.
"Are you in love or not?" He asked seriously, entering through the door.
door.
"How many fucking times do I have to tell you?" I glared at him.
—So much so that falling in love turns into a "Te
master ," he said, and placed me on a wide, soft lounger behind the
House. "I'll make love to you here, if you let me." He smiled and kissed
gently.
"Every day I dreamed about it." I took off my shirt wet in
a single movement.—There was not a second in which you were not

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with me.” I grabbed his bald head and pulled myself together, losing myself
in a kiss
Her warm minty tongue caressed my tongue, and my hands
tattooed reached the wet shorts that wrapped
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the corner of his eye that he was very prepared.
"You must be looking forward to seeing me." I raised my eyebrows in amusement, and
he straightened, towering over me.
"Open your mouth... please," she said with a smile and grabbed his cock.
fat in his right hand.
I lay down comfortably, politely following his orders.
Nacho knelt on both sides of my head and indicated that I
slide a little more. When she was lying almost on the ground,
He came closer to me and let me kiss his hard head. I wanted to cover it with my
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"Slowly," he whispered and handed it back to me, leisurely propping
the hard member against my tongue. "Can I continue?"
with a smile, and I nodded affirmatively. put it a little more
and I began to suck it.—More?—...breathing harder and harder,
waiting for permission.
I grabbed his buttocks and pulled him closer so that his penis
slide down my throat.
"Let those pretty hands stay there," he ordered,
leaning on the headrest of the lounger. He pushed further and
deeper every moment.
Its smell, taste and the sight above me caused arousal to almost make me
head would explode. I dug my nails into the tattooed buttocks,
wanting to feel it even more. Nacho tried to recover and looking
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he stopped his hips. I tried to swallow the saliva, but I couldn't.
volume suffocated me and made it impossible to breathe.
"Through the nose, baby…" he said amused when he felt me
he was drowning. “Don't move.
He turned with great grace, without taking his cock out of my mouth, and after
for a while his tongue slid down my stomach to my thighs. A
once again he strangled me with his length, dominating me in the position
69.Like the first time I gave him an ice cream, but now he was
below.
Slender fingers grasped the sides of the thong and swooped down.
down. I couldn't wait for her to stick her tongue in me, and as
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sucking. While he went crazy, I was doing my blowjob,
putting all my strength and skills into it. But,
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pulling my miniature underwear across my knees,
calves and ankles at your own pace.
When he finally pulled out the wet piece of cloth, he folded my thighs
as possible and placed his lips on my clit. My cry was suppressed
because of the penis he had in his mouth, and Nacho was enjoying
greedily for my taste. His tongue got into every corner of
my wet pussy and his teeth bit my clit from time to time
when. God, these wonderful carved lips were made for
satisfy a woman He licked two fingers and slipped them inside
me, and I, dazed by the sensation, jerked up on my hip.
He held my body with his free hand and mercilessly attacked with the other.
I felt the whirlpool that I love so much begin to spin inside, and
everything around me became unclear. I was not interested in anything, anything
was important, my man was just taking me to the edge of the
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starting to come when the movement between my legs
stopped, and turned to me.
"You're distracted," he said with a disarming smile, licking his
mouth.
“If you don't start doing what you interrupted, I'll get aggressive.
He laughed and turned away from me, and my pathetic face betrayed a great
disappointment.—Nacho!—I snorted resentfully when he
It was between my legs.
"I'm coming," he whispered, entering me, and I threw my head back.
and made a silent cry to myself. "And you too." She put her
body in motion, and I felt like I was flying.—You know
I need to see you.” He kissed me and started to freak out.
One leg was submerged in the sand and the other, bent over the
knee, leaning on the lounger where he was taking me. he fucked me by
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kissed the foot and the calf, looking at me, and desire and love arose
of the.
Then his penis was in such a place that he pressed the button that
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I turned my head and stuck my tongue in his mouth as deep as
I could and then I was frozen for a few moments. the body of
Nacho kept hitting me and I felt him pouring a stream of liquid
hot on me We were both bound in an orgasm, and our
bodies beat together, breathing a common rhythm. After a
time, we recovered and the rhythmic movements, which were
much slower, they returned until they came to a complete stop.
The canary fell on me, kissing my neck, in which after
for a while he held his head.
"I missed him…" she whispered.
"I know, me too." I stroked her back, catching my breath.

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"I have a present for you, waiting at the mansion." He got up,
he didn't leave me, and he looked cheerful. "Of course we can stay."
here if you want.
"I want…" I pressed him against me and was enjoying the sound.
of waves hitting the beach.
We spent a few days in our asylum, Nacho didn't work, he didn't do anything
more than take care of me. He cooked, he made love to me, he
he taught surfing and played the violin. We were sunbathing
talking and goofing around like children. He brought the horses some
how many times, and even once, after a few dozen
minutes of asking, he took me to his stable. I saw him take care of the
horses, clean them and talk to them. They hugged him, feeling
great love and gratitude for the perfect care.
But the day came when I woke up alone and found him in the kitchen
sitting at the counter. As soon as those green eyes looked at me, I knew 340
that our escape was over. I wasn't angry or resentful
knew that he had his responsibilities, that I had neglected
all ways.
The last time we went swimming, I dressed politely and got on the
a slippery car.
We drove up to the entrance, and when I came out, a thin hand
grabbed the hand. A childish smile, which was painted on his face,
announced that he was planning something.
"The gift," he said, chuckling, "is waiting for you at
our bedroom." He raised his eyebrows. "And since you have no idea
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sister finds out that you are here, she will stick to you, preventing me from
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He pulled me through a huge door and entered. I tried to record all
characteristic places to not get lost and remember the location of
at least one room. Especially since I was only interested in that one.
We climb the stairs to the first floor, and then to the next and
other. Yes, the Matos family palace was impressive, but what
that I saw in the attic was beyond my wildest dreams.
All the walls were glass and faced the coast of the
cliffs and the ocean. Something incredible. the room was
gigantic, it was about two hundred, maybe three hundred meters. I had
light wood paneled walls, and wide boards surrounded the
ceiling. The creamy leather corners came together to form something
as well as a square with a bright white bench of various
levels in the center. Tall lamps could be seen from behind the sofas
black, hanging lazily over the futuristic table. Later
there was a table with six chairs, with wonderful white lilies on it.
her. Deep in the mezzanine, with a king-size bed with a view
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to the entire studio. I turned around and saw that behind me I had a
glass wall and behind it the bathroom. Thank God that the bathroom
it was behind a normal full door.
As I calmed down a bit, looking around, I heard a
weird sound. I looked through the glass and was stunned. nacho led
a small white Bull terrier on a black leash.
"The present," he said. "Actually, it was my little substitute, a
defender and a friend in one. He raised his eyebrows and surprised me.
"I know it's not a fluffy little ball, but Bull Terriers
they also have their advantages.” He sat down on the ground next to the dog,
He got down on his knees and started licking her face. "Well, say something,
because I think you don't like it. —I was watching this disarm you
scene and my heart was beating like crazy. "Honey," he began with a
calm tone,—I thought that this is how we can meet,
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taking care of a living being for which we are responsible.— He leaned
a little, without seeing a reaction in me.
I walked over to them and sat on the ground, a white straw came down from
the knees of the canary approached me uncertainly. First I
He licked my hand, and then jumped up and licked me in the face.
"Is it him or her?" I asked, pushing the little animal away from him.
my.
"Of course he..." he said almost indignantly. "He's strong, he's big.
bad..." At that moment the dog jumped on him and began to
lick it, happily wagging its tail. "Okay, but one day it will be
So. Resigned, he tackled the animal, scratching his belly.
"Did you know that dogs look like their owners?"
raising his eyebrows happily. "Besides, what's the occasion?
for this gift?
"Ha!" Because you see, my dear.” He got up and dragged me away. -In
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exactly thirty days you have a birthday—he paused,
pensive.— Thirty. I turned my eyes at the sound of that
statement. "This year was a breakthrough for you." I lowered my head,
nodding. And I'll make it end like a fairy tale.
fairies, not like a nightmare. He kissed me on the head and hugged me.
for a while.— Okay, now let's go to Amelia's house, because I feel that
my vibrating cell phone is about to explode.
We were sitting at the table having a late lunch. All the company
he was laughing and joking, and i couldn't stop thinking about what he said
Nacho. My year was passing, it's amazing that those three hundred
sixty-five days will go by so fast. I remember the day that I
kidnapped, or rather, the night I woke up. I smiled
Sadly at that memory. I couldn't even imagine how
it would all end. I remembered the moment I saw Massimo, so
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Taormina and all those tricks, their attempts to subdue me and my
opposition. This whole game now seemed innocent to me. The journey to
Rome and the scandal at the club, which almost cost me my life. I looked at
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colleagues. That day at Nostro, I didn't know that fate had joined me
most wonderful guy on earth. I was eating dried ham,
thinking about how happy I was afterwards. When I made love to Black
for the first time, and then disappeared. And the baby. I was discouraged before
that memory and I reflexively clutched my stomach. what if i take it
inside me again... The cold sweat I felt on my back
froze the whole body, even though it was over 30 degrees
outside.
The canary's hand clutched mine.
"What's up, girl?" You're having another stroke.— He
he whispered, kissing my temple.
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—I don't feel well.—I said without looking at him.—I don't think it's good
come back to reality, I'll go to bed." I got up, gave him a kiss on the
bald head, and I said goodbye to the guests.
I went into the room and took Nacho's phone off the shelf and
then I dialed Olga's number. I knew their honeymoon was
about to finish and I shouldn't have messed it up, but on the other hand the
I needed so much. I guess I called and hung up ten times until
I finally quit and went to the shower.

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The next few days were a fight with myself. On the one hand
I wanted to go to the doctor and get it out of my head, for another I had so much
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the whole conversation, or else he pretended so well, that I never think about it
plus.
Finally, when I got together and my fears won out, I made an appointment -
Secretly from my man. Dressed in shorts and a
shirt, I went to the entrance, where a mini-tank was already waiting for me. To the
At the same time my bag began to vibrate.
"What the hell happened again?" Olga asked me when I picked up.
The despot almost dragged Domenico off the plane and
they disappeared. I... I'm home, but your apartment is closed.
Where are you? Are they fighting again?" I fell silent,
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"Oli, it's all screwed up." I complained, hiding inside the
car.—We did not reconcile. Massimo, planned it all and
kidnapped again.
"What?" Her scream shattered my eardrums. "What the fuck?" What 344
fuck? Speaks.
I told him the whole story, saving a piece of how my husband
he raped for days. I thought it was not necessary to make her feel
guilty for it.
"Damn manipulator." She sighed. Lari, I was convinced
that you had reconciled. You know, I was a little surprised by the wedding,
but that jealousy of yours and the scene you staged for the Canary.—
He had a tone of regret. "And later, when you got into
in his Ferrari, you almost gave him a blowjob when he opened the
door." He sighed for the hundredth time. "What was I supposed to do?
think? And then you answered the phone, and it came down so bright, and I thought
that everything would return to normal. Do you remember when we talked about
that Nacho was your whim? I nodded. So I thought
that you would come to this with this whole situation of Eva's guilt. Already
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"Okay," I shut his mouth, I didn't want to hear it anymore. -Just tell me something,
Is Massimo with Mario?
"Yes." It was a word that made a stone fall from my
heart. "And why do you ask about him?"
"I didn't tell you the most important thing. It was Mario who left us
escape." I leaned my forehead against the steering wheel. "I was afraid that
Massimo will kill him.
“Well, he didn't kill him, at least not until today. But you know what, I'm going to
Ask Domenico what the situation is, and I'll let you know. What
What about Nacho?—and he raised his voice at the end of the question.
"Very well," I grumbled. "Well, knowing that his drunken girlfriend
he gave the ass to another, he is not very happy, but he understands that I
They gave drugs. Which doesn't change the fact that I betrayed him.
“Lies!” she yelled. “Laura, don't you even dare fall into this
3. 4. 5
state, I know what is going to happen now. You're going to get into bed and you're going to
survive, creating more problems.—His resigned tone reminded me
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get the company on the remote. get in touch
with emi. He has a damn job there.
"For now, I'm going to go to the doctor." A silence settled in the room.
phone.—Unfortunately, I may be pregnant by him.
—Fuck.—Olga's whisper reached my ears.—Well, your baby is going
to have relatives just in case.—I got up like a flash and
I hit my head on the headrest. “I'm pregnant, Lari.
—Oh, Jesus.—Tears flowed into my eyes.—And you tell me
now?
"Oh, because I discovered it by chance when we were in the
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"Honey, I'm so happy." She was crying.
"Well, me too, I wanted to tell you in person, and I thought
you would be here with me.—I almost felt remorse for these
words.
Oli, I'm going to abort. I don't want anything to do with this
psychopath.
"Think about it, darling." And first, find out if there's anything to think about,
and let me know.
They hit the window and it made me jump until my phone fell
down. Nacho was standing in front of the door, raising his eyebrows
With surprise. I took my cell phone and said goodbye to Olga, and then
I pressed the button to lower the transparent glass that divided us.
"Hey babe, where are you going?" he asked a little suspiciously. OR
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our still unnamed dog rubbing against his legs.
"To buy something for a murderer." I pointed to the animal.
go for a walk.
"Are you okay?" He braced his hands against the door and placed his
beard on it, watching me carefully.
I talked to Olga. He got up a bit. They came back from
Seychellois and...
"And...?" he hurried me.
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It actually scared her a bit. I shrugged. -But this
tanned, rested and in love, like me.— I approached
brush my nose with hers. "And now I'm leaving, darling." I smiled at him.
happier than I could.” “Unless you want to come with me.
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“I have to meet with Ivan. We're going to Russia the week
He's coming.” He snuck in the door and stuck his tongue down my throat.
"Remember, he is a powerful man, an assassin, and a leader of the
pack.” He smiled radiantly. "There is no rose, no bows, no ankles of
color.” He squeezed the dog's paws, “Strength and power, corpses,
caps, weapons.
"You're stupid." I laughed out loud and put on my glasses.
"When you get back, let me know how your doctor's office went."
he yelled, he left, and I froze.
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck... I hit my head on the steering wheel. It
knew, knew all along, and waited, and i was like an idiot
trying to put a pointless lie in it. I squeezed my eyelids
Breathing deeply. I'm destroying my relationship before
that can be called relationship. She was angry and irritated with me
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CHAPTER 20

I sat on the soft sofa in the waiting room of a private clinic

and bite my nails. I was ready to rip my hair out
nerves, but I felt sorry. After talking to me, he
doctor told me that they would draw my blood and told me that the results
They would be in about two hours. I didn't have the strength to drive, I couldn't
think, so I sat there, mindlessly gazing at the patients who
they arrived
—Laura Torricelli.— My whole body was nailed to the sound of
a name that was under my command.
"The first damn thing I'm going to do tomorrow is go back to my name."
single" I said going to the office.
The young doctor was looking at the results, sighing and
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shaking head. Then he looked at the computer, until
finally took off his glasses and folded his hands into a dome and
came back to me:
“Laura, the blood test results clearly indicate that
you are pregnant.
I heard a hiss in my head. My heart was beating like it was going to
jump out of my chest, and the contents of my stomach fell into my
throat. The doctor saw that he was about to lose consciousness,
so he called the nurse. The two of them put me on the sofa and
they raised their legs. I want to die as soon as possible, I repeated to myself
head, trying to get away from myself. The doctor told me something
but all I heard in my head was rumbling blood.
After a dozen minutes I came to and once more
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"I want to get rid of the pregnancy," I said confidently, and the young man
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pills that I canwith
takehis
andeyes. “And
get rid as soon
of the as possible. I read that there is
problem.
"A problem?" he asked surprised. Laura, what if?
Do we talk first with the father of the child or with a psychologist? I
I am afraid I must advise you not to take such measures.
-Doctor! “I started out a little too hard.” “I'll get rid of
this child with or without your help. But due to the procedure
I submitted at the beginning of the year, I think it is better to do it under the
doctor's supervision.
“What you're asking me to do is not legal in this country.
"To ease your conscience," I interrupted, "I'll just say that this is
result of a violation and I do not want to have anything to do with it
rapist. And before you say I have to report it to the police, I
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The young doctor was sitting there thinking, and I almost felt it
fighting his thoughts.
"Very well, come back tomorrow and you will stay with us for one or two
days. We'll take the medication, and then we'll do the procedure.
if necessary.” I thanked him politely and then left.
I got into the car and started to cry, waves of crying through
my body were like a churning ocean. When one stopped
another would come and so on, until he could no longer breathe.
I started the engine and started to move forward, having no idea where
I wanted to go. I passed the boardwalk and felt a need
unstoppable being alone, like when I found out about my previous
pregnancy. Just like I needed to look at the ocean.
I parked near the surf beach and ran my hand over my nose.
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the sand and roared, looking thoughtlessly at the ocean. I wanted
to die, he couldn't figure out how to tell Nacho about it all. I had
afraid that he couldn't look at me properly.
"Baby." His warm voice made my whole body tense.
-Let's talk.
"I don't want to talk!" I was growling, trying to break away,
but his long hands made me step back. "Besides, what are you doing?"
doing here?” She was furious trying to get out of control.
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you've been acting weird at home, I'm sorry, but I wanted to see what
was going on. What did the doctor say?
His voice cracked at the question. I think before I
asked, I knew the answer a long time ago, seeing me like this.
"Tomorrow I have a treatment at the clinic."
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finish my head in the sand. “I need to cut something in there.
"Are you pregnant?" His tone was calm and loving. "Laura,
talk to me,” he warned me when I fell silent. “Damn it!”
Shout. -I'm your man. I'm not going to see how you get tired of yourself.
If you don't let me help you, I'll do it against your will.
teary eyes and took off my glasses. "Baby, if we don't talk now
myself, I'll call your doctor and he'll tell me everything- he waited with
impatience.
"I'm pregnant, Nacho." I cried loudly again and he hugged me.
strong.” “And I swear to God I didn't want that. Sorry.
He silenced me and hugged me in his arms, before laying me on his
long legs. Wrapped in her colored shoulders I felt safe.
I knew I could stop being afraid or he wouldn't leave me.
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"We'll take care of it," he corrected me, kissing my forehead.
—Nacho, let me do it by myself. I don't want you there, even though I know
cruel that sounds. I looked at him pathetic. - I beg you, how much
the more involved you are, the more guilty I feel. I want to end with
this and end this damn thing once and for all.
He was shaking his head and hugged me even tighter.
"Everything's going to be okay, honey, just don't cry anymore."

When we got home, I tried to act normal, but

unfortunately, it was going pretty bad. Occasionally
I was hiding somewhere to burst into tears, and I would like
hide somewhere and not leave until everything was behind me.
The canary saw me throwing myself, and tried not to show how all this
it was killing him, but unfortunately he pretended that it was so bad
like me. Thank God, the day ended quickly, and the long and
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that Nacho is no longer in bed. I fell asleep with him because
hugged me to his broad chest, but we both did not feel
comfortable. It was as if Massimo was sitting between us,
separating us
I showered and dressed with the first thing I found in the closet. I
I don't give a shit what I'm going to look like today. I didn't want to think, no
I wanted to feel, I wanted to wake up in two days and feel relief.
I packed a small suitcase with the most necessary things and went to
eat breakfast. Unfortunately, I didn't find my boy there either, nor was there
a dog or Amelia.
Well yes, I wanted to do things by myself, I got it.
When I quit, I sat at the big table, and when I saw the food,
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starve this innocent little thing in me, rather than let the
fruit of these terrible events will destroy my life. i took a sip
of tea and before I could get up, I put everything back on the floor. I
I wiped my mouth and sighed heavily, looking at the little dot.
"I guess I've already stopped drinking," I complained.

In the previous pregnancy, the vomiting started much later

that now. Or perhaps he was so susceptible to the suggestion that the
Consciousness itself was nauseating. I turned my head and
I left home.
An hour later I was sitting in the car, driving to the
clinic. My phone was silent, and I didn't feel like calling
Nacho now neither. I didn't have to ask him where he was, he knew
perfectly that he had hidden in his hermitage. Probably
surf, drink beer, ride a horse and get angry in solitude.
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but he had no influence on it. Amelia didn't know anything,
but Olga! I was overwhelmed and dialed his number on the keyboard.
Yesterday I completely forgot to call her.
"Damn, finally!" I smiled at the sound of his voice. -And that?
"I'm just going to treatment." I heard a sigh on the phone.
“Tomorrow should have finished.
“So what?” I breathe deeply again. “Honey, I'm sorry.
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"Enough, Olga," I whispered in a broken voice. "Don't pity me."
Also, I don't want to talk about it. You better tell me what
you found out
"You see, Mario is alive and well because Massimo had no idea
that I was at home. At least that's what I imagined. So no
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you fucked him in the face with a gun?” There was a passionate laugh in
the phone. "And you did very well." you should have given him one
kick in the balls, so solid. Anyway, I don't think you
keep looking. Domenico convinced him that he is desperate
who doesn't fit in with the head of the family.” I sigh with relief.
"But you know how it is with him, you can never be sure he will."
Let go.
"At least one good thing," I said, walking down to the parking lot.
Oli, I have arrived. Cross your fingers for me. I hope you come
with me so I can hug your tummy. Well how do you
feel?" I felt guilty for having selfishly focused on
my problem.
-Oh great. Sex is better than ever, Domenico loves me
even more than before, I have lost weight, my boobs have grown. Okay,
all good things.” You could hear the joy in her voice. -Lari, 353
I will come to see you, but closer to your birthday.
"It's my fucking birthday." I was groaning, parking.
-I have a dog.
-Again?
"Yeah, right now it's a dog, not a sparrow crossed with a mouse."
It's a bull terrier. I heard him catch his breath to say something.
“It's still nothing. Every day I receive more gifts. All kinds of
things: go-karts with a chase track, a surfboard, a golf course
helicopter flight" I laughed. "Oli, I love you." We'll talk in two
days.
"And I'm going to miss you," she complained sadly.
"I hope so." I felt choked.

I hid the phone, took a deep breath and tightened my hand on the handle of the
bag. Let's do it, I thought.
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The doctor was doing an ultrasound on me, holding something like
a vibrator in my poor pussy. Well, it's not the prettiest thing
world, but it's hard, if you have to. I didn't even look at the
display. I didn't want any feeling to be born in me. moving
the tube inside me said:
"Okay, Laura, you're going to take a pill and the bleeding will start."
"He was drilling a plastic pin into me and looking at the
display. "Then we'll see if you need treatment or not."
I was staring at the ceiling without thinking. - Pregnancy is enough
great, after all, it is the seventh week. But we'll see how
your body reacts
I almost didn't hear him because I didn't care what he said, but
Suddenly I woke up from my lethargy:
"What?" I asked surprised. -That week?
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as if it were measuring something.
—But, Doctor, that is not possible because I have been…

I was dazzled at that moment! The child was not Massimo's,

Nacho was the father!
I almost kicked the hand of the ultrasound that examined me, and then I finished
getting up so fast I got dizzy. Confused I sat down and
the doctor looked at me surprised.
"Doctor," I began, holding my back. -Are you sure of
that the baby is not three weeks old?
He was puzzled, he touched his head.
-Hundred percent. The fetus is too large, and blood tests
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 I didn't listen to him. I had no reason to. Jesus, it's not him
son of this tyrant, is the fruit of a relationship with a tattooed boy
who is going to be a father. I smiled widely, and the doctor looked silly.
"Thank you, doctor, but neither the treatment nor the pill will be
necessary. Is the child alright?— He was nodding his head.
with an idiotic face, confirming. "Can I get a picture and
A description?
I ran out of the clinic and ran to the car. There was not yet
entered the car, and was already dialing Calvo's number. No
answered. He's probably swimming, I thought, and started the engine,
And then I put the navigation in our lonely place.
My mood and attitude have changed dramatically.
Tears ran down my cheeks again, but with no luck. No
knew if it was a good time for a baby, we knew each other so
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short time... But the most important thing was that it was her baby. i saw how much
loves Pablo, and now we will give him a family. They will be raised together.
And the boy Oli...
"Fuck right!" I yelled and dialed my friend's number. He pick it up
after the second signal. "Oli, I'm pregnant!" I yelled
merrily, and she fell silent.
"Fuck, but the trip... Lari, are you okay?" She asked, without
understand what was going on. They gave you some medicine
what's going on?" she asked, terrified by his slightly
shaky.
—This is Nacho's baby!— After a moment of silence
there was a shriek in the earpiece. Massimo could try anything.
I wanted, I was already pregnant.
“God, Lari, I heard her cry. "We will be mothers."

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"Yes!" I yelled, barking openly. And our children will have the
same age. Damn amazing, huh?
"Does Nacho already know?" he said after a moment of yelling.
together.
-I'm on my way. I'll call you tomorrow when I calm down
little.” She was running forward angry that she didn't have a
teleportation button, to be able to be by his side.
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it meant he was here. I had no idea how to tell him...
directly or more delicately. I stopped in mid-step. OR
maybe you don't want to have children? And I'll put it in front of a fact that
I could destroy it faster than the hit I planned.
And then I remembered that, in the swimming pool, when we were at
Tagomago, said that she was not afraid of a possible pregnancy because,
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birth control pills and rushed me to get dressed for the swim.
Driven by this thought, I began to run.
I fell into the house and saw him sitting on the floor with his back against
the kitchen cabinets. He looked at me puzzled and let out a
vodka bottle Terrified that he was drinking, I stayed
icy for a moment, and he got up and staggered, clutching his
refrigerators.
"What are you doing here?" He asked almost angrily.
of the treatment?
"I can't do it." I said, looking at him, who was a bit stunned.
because of the state it was in. "This child…" I began, and he moved
towards me
"Damn it!" he yelled, interrupted me and pressed the bottle against me.
Wall.

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"I can't stand it, Laura." She ran out of the house and ran toward
Water.
He was so drunk he could barely move his legs. I
tears came to my eyes and my voice got stuck in my throat
thinking that I would swim like this.
"It's your baby!" I yelled.
—It's your baby, Nacho!
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EPILOGUE

"Damn it, Luca. Olga got up from her chair and her running
speed caught the attention of all the beachgoers. - Small
bastard, come here.” Resigned, she knelt in the sand, and a pretty
dark-eyed boy threw himself into my arms.
I wrapped him in a towel, put him on his knees and began to clean his
hair.
"Pretend you don't understand Polish," she was whimpering,
lying down and holding a bottle of water. "But as soon as
I start to speak Italian, a reaction arises, right?
nose at this brown angel wriggling towards me.
"Stop being nervous, with pregnancy, it's not advisable," I said.
laughing, looking at Oli. “Go with your mother. I whispered in her ear. 358
and jumped on her.
She hugged him tenderly and squeezed him, and the boy laughed and released her.
She finally let him go, and he dove into the water, making
insignificant its prohibitions.
'He's identical to Domenico. He doesn't listen to anything I say. -Turn
head sideways. "I can't believe it's so big. Memory
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 when I gave birth to him.” You could smell a bit of nostalgia in her voice.
"Well... me too." I remember how he wanted to kill us all.

Unfortunately, I couldn't be with her that day, though.

I really wanted to do it. But he ordered Domenico to
connect with me for a video call. So put the team
behind her head, so I helped in the delivery, dying of fear. Olga
yelled, hit Domenico, insulted me, him and the doctor, and
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General Luca was born after two or three hours. the boy more
beautiful I have seen.
"That brat will finish me off," Oli sighed, and after a while
he yelled. "Luca!" Miniature Domenico once again began to
run to the water "His father spoils him so much that I can't
handle it.” He sat up and pushed his glasses up his nose. -For
Of course, the godfather, I'm not talking about my husband. —Turn my
I turned my head to the side and looked at her in surprise.
"Is Massimo pestering you?" She denied it, shaking her head.
head.
—Oh, you have to understand, in him she sees a son who isn't there. But if
keep dating these whores, you're going to end up with one. It's good that
seldom in residence. She sighed. —But when it is, it is
when Luca gets the miniature of a Ferrari, the last circuit
who bought him, can you believe it? At four years old! bought him one 359
boat, but still nothing. He convinced Domenico to
Luca learn languages…four at a time!” She yelled. -What's more,
plays the piano, and also trains karate and tennis, because
sport supposedly teaches discipline.
I turned my head, I can't believe it's been five years since
that I got divorced It wasn't the easiest thing in my life, especially
because Nacho and Massimo hate each other. The divorce itself was very
simple, sign documents and that's it, but the path to that
day was hell.
Exactly on my birthday, Massimo finally realized
that I had left him and that I had fallen in love with someone else. passed
exactly three hundred and sixty-five days since he kidnapped me.
And I don't know if it was common sense or if he just kept his word, but
It was that day that he promised me a divorce.
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Any normal person would send documents, by mail, mail
mail, with a dove. But my ex-husband must have given the
ostentatious signal saying: " I am rich, I can afford it". A) Yes
that four men dressed in black flew to Tenerife, who
they presented me with tons of documents and explained to me what
they contained.
At first I told Black that I didn't want anything from him and that I
I wouldn't accept a penny, but when Massimo insisted on something, he didn't
it was strong for him. One of his conditions was that he tell me about the
freedom at all. He stated that after all that had
experienced, he deserved, as he put it plainly, to secure the
future and compensate. And it was just about not depending
financially from Nacho.
And I wasn't, because my generous ex-husband was the first to
to do it, he gave me the company that I created and put money into it.
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"Mom!" The sweet cries made me stand up and see the
little hands of my beloved daughter raised. Dad showed me
dolphin,” she said when I took her in my arms and sat with her on the
My arms.
"Oh yeah?" I nodded and Stella jumped up and ran towards him.
ocean. She is an extremely active girl, just like her father.
If I ever get bored of this view, I was wondering looking at myself
husband walking towards me with our daughter in his arms. A girl
blonde with brown eyes hung like a monkey and gave juicy
Kisses. In one hand he held a board, the other tenderly embraced
Stella. Her wet and colorful body looked nothing like the boy
nearly forty years old. Continuous movement was the best
preservative, and beautifully sculpted his muscles.
"I admire you for letting her surf with her," Olga said with a
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"I'd probably go crazy with fear." The plant on the table, and
then she falls into a blur. He waved his hands. -It's not for me
absolute.
—He doesn't fall, he jumps. And who would have thought that we would be mothers
so different.” I laughed without taking my eyes off my man. -For the
I remember, I was supposed to be the one to panic, and you
you were the one your kids were supposed to be able to smoke cigarettes.
“I'm going to light them for them!” she yelled. —It would be better if
lock us in the basement until we come of age. “She thought about it.
"Or to be sure until thirty."

Suddenly the sun was gone, and the soft, salty lips
they hit my lips. Holding our daughter in her arms,
Nacho leaned with one hand on the headrest of the lounger in
the one who was sunbathing and cheekily kissing me.
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"Don't be envious," Nacho warned her, smiling from ear to ear.
"If Domenico stopped shooting and flew with you, you might feel
something nice in your mouth too.
“Fuck you,” she replied, not even looking at him, and I thanked God
in my thoughts that our children speak several languages,
but not English.—My husband is loyal to his family after
breakfast. She shrugged indignantly.
"Oh," Calvo said sarcastically, sitting on my lounger. picked up
a towel and began to clean Stella. "So you're a bad
Mafia woman who cheats on family with gangsters from the
Canary Islands?
"If so, with a lovely Polish woman." He glanced at her
to his glasses. —And the fact that he accidentally married
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—Las Islas Canarias— we almost corrected her in chorus, and Nacho
he happily caressed my face, kissing me softly again.
Luca, seeing that Stella came out of the water, clung to her like a
rock. They were the same five years old, but he was a great brother,
showing her seashells, pebbles, taking care of her. Sometimes,
when I looked at him, he reminded me more of Massimo than of Domenico.
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He was just a kid, but he knew Don was grooming him to be
his successor. Of course Oli didn't let that thought go.
come true, but I knew why he kept them in the mansion.
The truth is that Domenico was an extremely wealthy man
thanks to his brother and his work, for what he could afford
easily a house, a castle or even a private island. For
Unfortunately, being under Massimo's influence all the time, I didn't
could exist without him. So he convinced Olga to stay in the
mansion was the best idea, especially since it was the house where
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they met My friend in Sicily turned into a romantic noodle and
delicate, so confused by this story, that she accepted.
"Being a single mother is very difficult." Amelia's voice pulled me out.
out of my mind and put her designer bag on the lounger next to me
while throwing Nacho's wet towel on the sand. gave me the
I turned around and watched with amusement as two bodyguards carried a
mountain of toys, baskets with food and alcohol behind her, and
another deckchair, an umbrella—Just necessary "trinkets."
"Yes, especially with three nannies hired twenty-four hours a day.
hours of the day, a cook, maids, a chauffeur, and some kind of idiot
who dares to call himself your man," yawned Nacho, pushing the
her daughter's hat on her head.

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"Can't we buy this beach?" Amelia asked, unsure.
respond to what he said. "I wouldn't have to put up with all this here."
every time.
Nacho rolled his eyes and twisted his head angrily and approached me.
After a while, Nacho sat down on a deckchair to lie down
over me, crushing me. His lips kissed me, and I even felt that
the two women on my two sides were beating us with their
eyes.
"Tonight we are going to make a child of our own," he whispered between kisses.
"We'll make love until you tell me we've done it." -Their
green eyes laughed as he began to rub his crotch against
my leg.
"Oh no," the girls shouted almost simultaneously and Amelia
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"They don't even look," said Nacho, standing up. pointing fingers at
the three of them, busy walking on some worm buried in the
sand. "Besides, I already told you," he turned to Olga.
"Find a way to get that fierce Sicilian."
He turned to his sister. "And you..." He was thinking for a while.
time.—Start eating salmon, if it works on boys, maybe
work on you too.
He grabbed the board and headed for the water.
"You still don't accept it?" I asked, looking at Amelia, and she
he turned his head around.
"It's been two years since we've been together, and he still doesn't give a damn."
the hand to greet him—she complained resignedly. "I thought how
hired in the company, at least they would talk, but not completely.—

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He fell face to face on the lounger. "Diego is one of the best
lawyers from Spain, he is good, honest...
"He works for the mafia," Olga added sarcastically.
"He loves me." Amelia ignored her. "He proposed to me!" She extended
her hand with a big and beautiful ring.
"Marcelo will kill him." Once again, the sound of Oli's voice
pierced my ears.
-I will talk with him. "I promised, punching my friend in the
shoulder with my fist. "Tonight, I think the situation will be more
favorable. Will you take Stella home? I looked at Amelia and she
he nodded.
"I don't understand why you don't have a babysitter." Olga disapproved.
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Of horror.
“Look, and I'm still working. I raised my eyebrows amused.
speaking of work, on friday i open another boutique, this time in gran
Canary, will you accompany me? There will be a party, surfers.” I shook my
hips. —The clothing line for them sells better than the Italian one.
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"And Klara will be there?" Oli tied her sarong and reached for another drink.
“I still feel like I'm in high school with her. -I
I laughed and pretending to be sad, nodded my head.
Since I bought my parents a retirement property like
gift, I have been able to enjoy your company as many times as I have
Dear. They lived just an hour by ferry from us, right on Gran
Canary.
Dad became passionate about sea fishing and thanks to that
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always be pretty After sixty he also discovered a
hitherto unknown artistic talent and began to create
unique glass sculptures, which, to my surprise, were sold
fairly good.
Initially, I was thinking whether or not to transfer them to Tenerife,
but that proximity with my father could threaten not only my
relationship, but also Nacho's interests. Lucky for me, the
Marcelo's fame and what he did was not as great as that of
Massimo, so it was enough to place them a few hundred
miles from me
"It's nice talking to you, but I'm going to move around a bit."
I reached with my hand to the back of the lounger and grabbed a
pink t-shirt, which goes perfectly with the sports suit that
was wearing. "I'll swim and you'll watch the kids." - I grabbed the
board and headed to the ocean.
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"How is it possible that you have a body like that at this age?" -shout
Oli, who in his current state somewhat resembled a whale.
"Move over, baby. I first pointed my finger at the board and then at
my husband crossing the waves. "Move!" I kissed the head of
Stella, who was surrounded by the boys, and she was spilling
a sand castle with water.
Yes, my life was definitely complete. I had everything I love
here. I looked at the clear Teide, then at the girls who greeted me
happily, until finally my eyes fell on the man
tattooed in the water I was sitting on a board floating through
the waves waiting...
Waiting for me.
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Blanka Lipińska (born July 22, 1985) - Polish writer.
In 2019 I was ranked second in the ranking of the highest paid writers
in Poland, Ella is the daughter of Małgorzata and Grzegorz Lipiński. He comes from
Puławy in the Lublin region. He has an older brother by a year, from
Jakub name.

After graduating from high school, he completed a study of

cosmetic. He worked as a hypnotherapist and nightclub manager in
Sopot, and since 2012 also as promoter of the KSW Ring federation
Girls. On July 4, 2018, Edipresse Polska published her first novel
titled 365 days for which he completed his work in 2014. The book is
quickly became a bestseller, selling over 500,000
do you copy. The following parts of the novel - This day and another 365 days - also
they reached the top of the most read books in Poland.

On February 7, 2020, the film adaptation of the

Lipińska's debut novel, directed by Barbara Białowąs hits theaters.

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