2 Test in everyone wilderness
1Cor10:1-11 & Heb3:8-11
Unhide the traumas pain rejection shame to
Jesus. The more truth you reveal to Jesus, the
more you are un-suppressing the memories. It
is suppressing the memories that cause the
soul to split into 2 or more.
Repent of testing & murmuring against God.
It is the our fault for blaming Him when it is
the devil enticement.
Command the destroyer to get out of your life.
(1Cor10:9-11)
1Cor10:1-11 NKJV
10 Moreover, brethren, I do not want you to be unaware
that all our fathers were under the cloud, all passed through
the sea, 2 all were baptized into Moses in the cloud and in
the sea, 3 all ate the same spiritual food, 4 and all drank the
same spiritual drink. For they drank of that spiritual Rock
that followed them, and that Rock was Christ. 5 But with
most of them God was not well pleased, for their bodies
were scattered in the wilderness.
6 Now these things became our examples, to the intent that
we should not lust after evil things as they also lusted. 7 And
do not become idolaters as were some of them. As it is
written, “The people sat down to eat and drink, and rose up
to play.” 8 Nor let us commit sexual immorality, as some of
them did, and in one day twenty-three thousand fell; 9 nor
let us [a]tempt Christ, as some of them also tempted, and
were destroyed by serpents; 10 nor complain, as some of
them also complained, and were destroyed by the destroyer.
11 Now [b]all these things happened to them as examples,
and they were written for our [c]admonition, upon whom
the ends of the ages have come.
4 Lies & meeting expectations that cause broken heart
& wounded soul:
1. I am not loved.
2. I am not esteemed.
3. I am not accepted.
4. I am not protected.
5. I did not meet my parents, teachers, society or friends
expectation.
TRUTH: My Identity is based on Word of God. The Word
says I am a new creation, a supernatural spirit being born
of God by the Holy Spirit within me.
Forgive yourself . Self unforgiveness is a sin. If we don’t
forgive ourselves, we cant forgive others.
Forgive others who hurt you. Unforgiveness put your
soul into a prison.
Repent of negative emotions against yourself, such as
self hatred & self anger. Negative emotions against
yourself can cause autoimmune disease.
Repent of negative emotions against others It is a sin to
hate others or angry with others.
• Have zero self expectations. But great expectations
upon the Holy Spirit inside you.
• In God’s eyes, you are already more than a
conqueror, overcomer, the head and not the tail.
The top and not the beneath. Humility is believing
God’s words.
• When you believe any of the 5 lies, the soul is
wounded, spiritual heart broken.
• If you keep thinking you need to meet the
expectation of teachers parents but you believe you
cannot, and you think in circles, there can be a
mental breakdown or trauma.
• Only when there is a mental or emotional trauma ,
then a spirit of rejection enters.
• The spirit of rejection can bring a spirit of fear of
abandonment, a spirit of fear of failure, a spirit of
fear of rejection, a spirit of depression.
• The spirit of rejection is the master, because of the 2
test.
Hebrews 3:8-11 NKJV
8 Do not harden your hearts as in the rebellion,
In the day of trial in the wilderness,
9 Where your fathers tested Me, tried Me,
And saw My works forty years.
10 Therefore I was angry with that generation,
And said, ‘They always go astray in their heart,
And they have not known My ways.’
11 So I swore in My wrath,
‘They shall not enter My rest.’ ”