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I want to address the topic of difficult experiences from an additional angle. Do we not often learn the most from our most Çréla Prabhupäda: difficult experiences? If you agree, try to agree with me on a second statement: when there is a difficult experience, we should try to not In True Color see it as negative, but instead try to see it as our greatest teacher in life. These difficult experiences shape our character. They make Material desires in the mind are the trash of material you become more alive and they make those talents, which are still contamination. By such contamination, the living being is dormant because you have not used them all, blossom. So, when faced with so many compatible and incompatible things stumbling blocks roll onto your path, don’t stop moving forward; that discourage the very existence of spiritual identity. use them to build a beautiful staircase on which you can move Birth after birth the conditioned soul is entrapped with up in your spiritual life. If you do this instead of lamenting, the so many pleasing and displeasing elements, which are all wounds you receive often turn to wisdom. false and temporary. They accumulate due to our reactions to material desires, but when we get in touch with the From yet another angle I want to say: be patient. There are things transcendental Lord in His variegated energies by devotional in our life which we just can’t figure out in our current state. The service, the naked forms of all material desires become author Rainer Maria Rilke has expressed this point so nicely: manifest, and the intelligence of the living being is pacified “Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the in its true color. As soon as Arjuna turned his attention questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books that are now towards the instructions of the Lord, as they are inculcated written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which in the Bhagavad-gétä, his true color of eternal association cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And with the Lord became manifest, and thus he felt freed from the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you all material contaminations. will then gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day From Çréla Prabhupäda’s commentary on into the answer.” Çrémad-Bhägavatam, 1.15.29.
It is the questions that are important. Actually, the higher order
solution to all questions is: no individual plan for yourself, not focussing on what you like and what you dislike, but instead: surrendering fully. But which of us is always ready to do this? It is a rare level of higher faith and purification of the heart. So naturally, there are these ‘locked rooms’ in our life. The key to opening these locked rooms, these unresolved questions in your life is: be patient.
Understand, “This situation has come to me, because of my karma” –
or, if you are more advanced in Kåñëa consciousness – “because of when I did something wrong to the devotees or the Holy Name or to my sevä. It is now there, but I cannot yet understand it. Let me therefore, as I’m patiently tolerating these difficulties, use my facilities – my body, my heart (where my faith resides) and my words – in bhakti and pray for and await Kåñëa’s mercy.” From a lecture by Çacénandana Swami, on July 23, 2021, in Kiental, Switzerland.
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