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have had over ten generations who have lived in the United States and have basically
defined their identity there. Others have a parent or two who had to escape their country
and became a refugee. Everyone’s family heritage is unique to their own. It’s always
fascinating to listen to the stories of our ancestors and be able to pass them on to
others, but what if you had to grow up with the tales of your ancestors forever lost into
the unknown? It’s safe to say that if one had to experience their entire childhood without
knowing any of the stories about their parents that they’d be extremely curious. Well,
From an early age, Nicole, the author of the book, All You Can Ever Know: A
Memoir, knew that she’d been adopted. It was an unusual adoption as well, since she
was of Korean descent while her adoptive parents were both White Americans. Growing
up, the idea of being from a different ethnicity group was foreign to her until a classmate
asked if she’d ever wondered who her real parents were. This was the seed for sending
Nicole out on a years-long search to find her biological parents and discover who she
really was, right as Nicole was pregnant with a baby of her own. Nicole was born in
Seattle, Washington and raised in Oregon by her adoptive, Catholic parents. She went
to school at John Hopkins University, and was previously the managing editor of The
Toast, and is currently the editor-in-chief of the Catapult magazine. At the age of 40,
Nicole currently lives in Washington D.C. with her husband and two little girls.
To start off, All You Can Ever Know: A Memoir, was a book written by Nicole
about her own life to explain the importance of finding yourself. In her case, because
she was a Korean girl adopted by a White family, her experience growing up was very
different. Nicole explained how she grew up in a White-dominated area where she
never knew anybody who looked like her. She felt American and was American, but as
she grew older, other students from her classes began to throw racial slurs at her.
Confused and slightly hurt, Nicole often never bothered her adoptive parents about her
problems because when she did, they’d just reassure her that she wasn’t different and
A brief summary by Nicole that overviews her story is this, “What does it meant to
lose your roots—within your culture, within your family—and what happens when you
find them? (...) From childhood, she [Nicole] believed that her biological parents had
made the ultimate sacrifice in the hope of giving her a better life, that forever feeling
slightly out of place was her fate as a transracial adoptee. But as Nicole grew
up—facing prejudice her adoptive family couldn’t see, finding her identity as an Asian
American and as a writer, becoming ever more curious about where she came
from—she wondered if the story she’d been told was the whole truth.”
Diving into the story, a beautiful story unfolds. Nicole starts out by explaining her
background and leads up to the next part by explaining how she sat down with a couple
who were questioning if they should adopt a transracial child of their own. Although
she’s concerned that their child might experience the same prejudice and confusion that
she did, she tells the couple to go ahead and adopt. The next thing Nicole knows, she’s
pregnant with her own child, and decides to venture out on the search to find her
biological parents. All at once, her whole life changes around. She finds out that her
biologic parents are divorced and that she has a blood-related sister named Cindy, who
is just as excited to reunite with her. And although she’s always dreamt of reuniting with
her parents, it’s soon made clear to her that both of hers have been living for years in
guilt that they chose to give her up due to the fact that she was premature and that they
couldn’t afford to raise another child. It’s also a story of growth as she learns
forgiveness and experiences what it’s like to basically have two families.
There is no doubt that I would recommend this book. Nicole walks you through
every thought and moment of her journey to finding out who she really is, and it’s almost
like witnessing a hero’s final grand feat in a movie. There are so many people who don’t
realize how privileged they are to have grown up with both of their biological parents
and to have photographs of previous generations stored within the confines of their own
home. There are so many of us who don’t understand how important our family history
is. Yes, everyone has a time in their life when they question who they really are. Our
lives are all about constantly finding ourselves and learning how to be better. And
because all of us have went through this feeling before, picking up All You Can Ever
Know: A Memoir by Nicole Chung will make the reader experience the nostalgia of
Hearing about an adoption story is one thing, but finding an adoption story about
a person of color being adopted by a White family and being able to find their biological
family is a fascinating read. Since it was written by Nicole about her own life, that helped
like. There’s a lot of ideology about “colorblindness” as well due to Nicole being raised
in a White household where her relatives were always assuring her that she wasn’t
Asian to them.
“Dear Nicole, I received your letter. Please forgive me” (Pg. 131). This was a
quote that touched my heart because it was the first thing that Nicole heard from her
birth father. Although she was about to go into labor, I believe that hearing these words
“Even if it was hard to know what to think or do about my birth parents, it was
easy and wonderful to write to Cindy” (Pg. 152). I liked this quote because it shows how
close, despite all years of not knowing each other, how close these two sisters are. No
matter what happened, Nicole felt that she could write to her older sister, Cindy, even
“She wouldn’t be writing to you every single day if she didn’t want to know you”
(Pg. 154). This is a quote by Dan, who is Nicole’s husband. I really loved this quote
because it shows how supportive her husband is. I’ve never personally had the most
comforting dad, and seeing this personality in a father really lifts my spirits. Because
Dan said this, Cindy and Nicole were able to meet in person.
“Cin made it really clear that she’s going. I will be her walking pharmacy” (Pg.
159). This quote, by Cindy’s husband, Rick, makes it evermore clear how determined
Cindy is to visit Nicole although she’s just had a miscarriage and had surgery the day
before she’s supposed to fly over and visit. Although the doctor told Cindy that she
shouldn’t be traveling anytime soon, Cindy puts her health on the line just to see her
“My sister has freckles” (Pg. 162) I literally wanted to cry when Nicole found this
out about her sister, because she thought that this one detail was so beautiful. Once
they saw each other for the first time, every little thing became so important to Nicole
“You’re already there with me, Nikki” (Pg. 177). When Cindy says this to Nicole to
reassure her that she does feel like they’re real sisters, Nicole does her best to hold
back happy tears. They haven’t known each other for very long, but as the story
progresses, it’s so incredible to see how fast they’ve grown to love each other already.
“I meant something to him” (Pg. 195). Nicole realizes that her father truly did love
her after she visits him and converses about what actually happened after she was
born. He even gave her a Korean name, Soo Jung, and that was enough for Nicole to
know that her dad did care about her; I like this quote because it’s a moment of
“Good genes! You two should really thank your parents” (Pg. 204). This was a
funny and ironic quote because it was of a lady at a bar telling Cindy and Nicole that
they looked younger than they were. It’s cute that their little secret is something that
they’ll only ever really know between each other, and how they’ve come to accept it.
If there’s one thing that I learned from reading this memoir, it’s that our family
history and the things that we have in our current possession are things that should
never be taken for granted. While I also grew up in an Asian family, I was lucky enough
to have always lived with both of my actual parents and that we were able to grow
always be a part of me from the things they have given me. For example, my Chinese
name was given to me by my grandmother, and I cherish it because it is something that
I have from her. Nicole’s story taught me that it’s the little things in life that truly matter.