HOW I SURVIVE MYSELF EVEN I’M AT MY LOWEST/DISSAPOINTMENTS IN LIFE IN

EDUCATION
Surviving yourself is the most terrifying life incomes of all; it shows you what really life is, and
how to overcome it. At the beginning of my first college I didn’t know a thing and i was really
pressured how they gave me some modules. I didn’t know what to do, it’s my first time they
really gave me a lot of activities and motivation to answer. I was really pressured at that time
and I taught college was some kind of highschool were you go out and having fun with your
friends and the subjects were just a simple matter. But then I realized they were off of my
knowledge, I feel disappointed at myself and shock at that time. I started crying and started
having mentally breakdown, I have no friends to help me with, and my classmates were doing
their study and module at that time like it’s just a bee they can easily pollinated a flower. And
my mind keeps worrying and my body keeps reacting and telling me how am I going to survive
this, is my knowledge can’t keep up this, is this where I fail or this is where I surrender. I really
keep questioning myself at that time then I realized you need friend’s, circle of friends you need
connections that can help you and your study, you need time to answer your module, you need
to adjust your time, you need to pass your module on time and lastly you will doubt yourself.
Your enemy is yourself your healing place is yourself no one will be there for you at your lowest
moments but yourself. Sometime you will feel anxiety and low esteem, cry if you want but
don’t stay crying for too long force yourself to get up, it hurts but that’s the way of life is.
You’ve become independent in life you have to force yourself to know what life is, you have to
pursue a meaningful journey to learn what life is even it if takes your dignity. As you overcome
that journey that’s where you feel the essence of life, remember a journey without anything is
a journey will come up from everything.