The Khorasan

A selection of Poems and

Perspectives by:

Shaman Omar Ahmadzai

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Table of Contents

The Calling 3

To Be 4

Fruits of Eden 7

The Eternal Seeker 13

The Search for God 14

Adam and the Atom:

A Parallel of Oneness 18

Freedom 22

Who am I? 24

Eternal You 29

The Death of Deception 33

The Rain Prayer 42

The Science of Existence 45

Knowledge of the One 46

In-Sight 47

The Temple of Divinity 50

One Truth 51

Question Everything 55

The Kingdom Within 58

The Truest You 60

Undefeated in Life 62

The Magic of the Word 64

Degree of Sight 66

The Inversion 69

Life in a Breath 70
Intuition 73

Self-Justice 74

The Power of Control 75

Take Peace 77

The Vision that is Love 78

The I Within Time 79

Hear my Calling 81

Stay 82

The Goddess of the Night 84

God The Mother 86

The Known You 88

The Healer Within 90

The Nature of Reality 92

Wisdom 93

Trials and Tribulations 94

A Handful of Destiny 96

Destiny and Fate 98

The Canvas of God 97

A Contemplation of Man 98

Understanding Humanity 100

The Search 104

Mother May I 105

The Bridge of Life 107

Knowledge vs Wisdom 108

Separation 109
Becoming 110

Inside 112

Attached vs Connected 115

A Thought on Contemplation 116

Forward in Remembrance 118

Someday 119

Spirit 120

The Religion of Understanding 121

Harmony 122

Spiritual Healing 123

Meditation 124

Hope within Each Breath 125

The Limitations of Beliefs 126

As Above so Within 129

Transcendence 130

The Cosmic Codes 131

Oh Asha 133

Alchemy of Existence 135

The Thinker and The Seeker 136

The Proliferation of Liberation 139

Dreams 141

Evil 142

The Journey of Life 144

Author Bio 150

 The Khorasan
is not simply a place on Earth.
It is a period of time, spanning thousands
of years within a land where many of the
ideas behind religions and philosophies
of today were first formed.

This offering is a benediction from

deep questioning presented here ––
for your consideration.
 Only when we have
rediscovered the force of
our own willpower
will we begin to uncover
the source of
All
Creation.

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 The Calling

This is a letter to my brothers,

These are words for my sisters,
This is a song for my son
and daughters,
This is a prayer,
A message,
A calling for an Awakening.

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 To Be...

To be you must think,

for without thought you would
not have the ability to create
the knot you seek to untangle.

To be you must feel,

for through feeling we awaken
our inner sense,
we discover our Self.

You can always be just as you

are, but then again ––
Can you really?

You can become anything you

want,
but to truly embody something,

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it must become one within ––

for only through oneness does

separation cease to exist.

You must learn to behave,

not giving in to every
thought of the mind is the
only way to truly have peace,
but then again,
you cannot have anything to
be…
You already are.

Peace within is different for

each person,
that is the beautiful thing
about it,

but you do not obtain peace,

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you uncover peace on the
journey into self,
removing all of the layers of
distortion, pain, suffering,
confusion and doubt.

Just as the dirt is brushed off a

beautiful stone, once enough of
your footprints are left on the
ground in the journey of self-
discovery,
you will reveal that the only
thing left is Peace,
and you will simply Be...

And here you will have reached

the true Beginning.

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 Fruits of Eden

Close your eyes…

and give them a moment of rest

in this space of truth.

Where there is Nothing to

prove, but each of us
have everything to lose,
when you remove freedom.

How have we come so far yet

remain so behind?

The truth is, we have

exchanged peace of mind for
the lies of devils draped in
robes, suits and ties,

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representing themselves as
ordained & divine ––
and this separation provides
an opportunity for this divide.

The convenient conflict

between You and I.

Yet –– there’s another way,

a much better way,
an ancient and sacred way––
This earth has Medicines.

Medicine, to awaken man,

to make us better than
we were just yesterday.

Experience life beyond

the present-tense,

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where the past and future
remain –– both, etched in stone
and yet un-manifest.

The road we are being led on is

dark, the soul of humanity
gripped by fear,
our joy suppressed and our
minds under a programmed
attack.
Truth & Love are double
masked.
Our Submission is the only
true pestilence.

But soon the sun will usher in

the day when you realize we
can no longer sit and wait.

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It is time to stand and say we
will no longer be slaves to fear
for another day ––
I humbly pray.

Feel your soul’s mandate ––

Plant the seed of love and
watch it germinate.

Do you know the difference

between Destiny and Fate?

Of Empathy and Hate?

One thing I can say is that

There has always been another
way,
suppressed and long forgotten
in this modern day.

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A sacred and ancient way.
A path our Ancestors paved in
the forests and mountains
waiting to be rediscovered in
this present day.

This earth has medicines that

are heaven sent,
Mother Nature’s remedy,
to stop the bleeding heart of
humanity.

Waiting to be rediscovered ––
It has to be today.

After all,
Life has always only ever been
one day,

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and there has only ever been
one way,
but free-will brings us the
illusion of some other
day, Of some other way.

Yet, You can feel the truth

when you breathe in ––

Bear witness to
The Fruits of Eden.

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The Eternal Seeker

The one who is

searching Is Eternally
That which he seeks.

Go Inward.

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 The Search for God

Whether searching for God or

Peace,
the journey will point in the
same direction ––
Inside.

Many people say they want to

find God ––
But if you found God, can you
say you will surely find Peace?
And if you found True Peace,
Would you still search for God?

Eternal peace or peace of mind?

Do you understand the

difference?

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Heaven and hell are simply
your perception manifest.

The one thing we know for

sure is that whether you search
for God or Peace,
that which you seek will not
exist in physical form.

Whether we search for God or

Peace, what we truly seek
reveals itself on a path that
lies beyond matter ––

and when you find it,

you will have discovered
the purest understanding of
life itself.
Peace of mind comes
through spiritual re-
discovery on
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The Path of Truth.
Thus, the spiritual journey
the only path in which truth
is found, for we are
“re-membering”: returning to
oneness.

Where only eternal life exists.

That in essence is all we are,
and therefore eternal truth
lives here.

From the search for “who am

I” to the discovery of “what I
am” this journey will take you
from existence to life, from
reality to actuality.

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We expand our consciousness
as an observatory byproduct
of self-discovery,
in search of God,
through this shamanic
journey of Enlightenment,
with each step we take towards
our ascensions in the process
of Awakening.

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 “Adam and the Atom: A
Parallel of Oneness”

During the process

of Your Awakening
Life changes can be difficult,
but the awareness of what we
are and who we are not
is the blessing.

And no matter how deeply we

believed the story of the “you”
you accepted while you were
asleep,
when we begin to trust our
inner voice of guidance
within, this true knowingness
of self will sprout like the
seed,

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and what grows from within is
the miracle of infinite
possibility that created this
entire universe sitting within
the awakened you ––

For Self-Realization is as
water to the body.
In order to understand the
body,
you would have to truly
know water,
and in this journey ––

you would discover

God.
The part of you that is
Eternal Spirit,
we call the
human Soul.

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The God Within.

Within each and every one of

us ––
Lives an entire Universe.

Within all dimensions ––

We Exist.

Beyond time, thus life eternal

is existence.

Eternally We are all Brothers

and Sisters.

This Collective
Spirit is The Eternal
One.

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The One Life.
The Source of all
Consciousness.

The creators of this entire

collection of the Adam
in the cosmic garden of Eden
called space,
Just as our creator envisioned
us in the form of the Atom to
create our form,
we call mankind.

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 Freedom

Keep me where the light is

yet I know I must learn
where my darkness rests ––
So that I may be free.
For freedom is only
appreciated once the mind
is released from captivity
Freedom for you and me,
Freedom for he and she,
Freedom to truly think,
Freedom to truly be.

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Freedom from pain and
illusion,
Freedom from the falsehoods of
confusion,
Freedom to truly
think, Freedom to
truly see, the eternal
truth within you and
me.

Freedom is what we need

Yet, Freedom –– is all I see.

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 Who Am I

Who am I, who is
asking? Is it happy me,
sad me, or hopeless me?
Our view on Self depends
on personality.

Personality is derived from the

Greek word “persona” which
means one who wears a mask
on stage.

Is this not what you are doing

each day?

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If today I am happy, my
reflection of Self will appear
happy, and if tomorrow is a
drag, then so too will my
image of Self be, yet what has
actually changed?

Our opinion and views of

our Self change from day to
day, yet what of the Soul?

Are you viewing yourself

through the eyes of society or
from your eternal home–– the
spirit within.

From this safe place of Truth

all is known,
yet is it a familiar place for
you?

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Have you lost your
connection within?

I am the seeker asking the

question
yet I am the subject needing to
be defined…
but True Peace will never come
through this direction in the
path of self-discovery.

The you asking the question

will never find that which you
seek, because who I am
is the same as who you are,
it is the created you that
you
accepted and hold onto for your
very identity.

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“Who” exists only within the
mind, “What” you are is that
which exists and cannot be
defined.
Thus, is the nature of the one
Eternal Truth.

Life.

Draw deep from the infinite

wells of self, through the
breath we awaken, balancing
the choppy waters of life with
the clear winds of purification.

Inhale deep through the nose,

concentrating on
consciousness itself.

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The only thing that sits within
the temple.

When we discover what we

are, we allow for our soul to
set the parameters in which
the who exists.

Re-Discover “what” you are

and truly begin this beautiful
journey called
Life Eternal.

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 Eternal You

Once we step into the light

Life will never be what it
was, or is what it was as it is
now?

Has it always been?

It was so much easier (back)

then,
But was it really?
Are you truly living in
harmony?
Beyond the divide within the
mind?

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The soul has but one purpose,
But life has infinite paths.

Each one taken, is another one

past.
Between you and I,
beyond he and she,
is a single Truth,
always visible,
yet clouded in lies.

The one infinite life expressed

through many lives.

A beach covered in sand,

a treasure buried beneath.
Only to be rediscovered,
it has always been within
reach.

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A lesson for the ages,
yet time remains an illusion,
similar to separation.

How can we be apart from all

that we are?
There simply is no confusion.

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 Fear is the food
that nourishes your mortality...

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 The Death of Deception

Into the pain we go,

deeper and deeper,
Is there an end to suffering?
The wise man says yes, a
Buddha and a Christ,
with all of these lessons taught,
Why has the suffering not
sufficed?

So many teachings, which one

should you choose,
To define your existence in
words, is the errand of fools.

Books, tablets and scriptures,

all created to teach, or is the
goal control?

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What emotions do they open in
that which they preach?

Only when you do not

understand life can you fear
death.

Close your eyes and

look within, here we can
find heaven.
Peace of mind comes only
through inner understanding.

How can we truly live when

we fear death?

Humanity disconnected from

our very own breath.

If we don't listen to the voices

of the living, we will always

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feel the screams of the dead ––
in our heart –– yes.
And the pain and suffering
within will weigh ever so
heavy within our chest.

All life is eternal –– the only

death being in perception.
Perspectives must change for
humanity’s resurrection.

An insurrection within,
an uprising again.
To ensure the future for our
children we must rise together
once again.

Why do those who help most

suffer the hardest
consequences?

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While the ones who do harm
wield pain without regret.

Humanity disconnected ––
mental separation is the key to
our misery.
Our history, created by those
who would do us harm yes ––
Lies taught in books & handed
out by crooks.

Fear is the Key ––

used to keep our minds locked.
And the waters will never be
replenished so long as the well
remains boarded shut.

In poisoning nature, we poison

our future.
In harming our earth, we
disrespect our blessed birth.

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The results of a poisoned mind,
Yet the heart beats on.
The result of a broken home,
Yet the earth spins on.
The result of a divided family,
Yet the mother carries on.

The disconnection comes from

within,
yet the soul will always
live on ––
These children of Abraham
arguing over who is less
wrong.

When you look up at the sky,

What is it you see?
Tell me where are all the
angels sent down to help you
and me?

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Billions of people suffering,
living only with their faith.
Waiting to leave this space and
go to an invisible place one
day ––
Or so they say.

“Whosoever calls upon thy

name in vain will feel thy
wrath” –– yes.
This was the first promise
made to us –– yes.
And this was the only promise
kept ––
and the fee paid in the
blood of the innocent.

Blood sacrifices have always

been its favorite prescription.

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Mankind killing each-other to
please a force that remains
hidden ––
abandoned children.

The only thing we have lost is

the only thing we are truly
searching for ––
Ourselves.

Fallen from grace yet created of

earth, is this not a part of the
wisdom taught in the good
book?

Fallen angel am I, fallen angel

are you, no matter what your
beliefs, God is always within
you.

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So look to the sky and await a
sign, all the while standing
upon the Divine.

The mother who holds you,

through deeds good and bad, is
always and forever,
the Sacred Mother where all
life you can touch is derived.

To understand God, is to
understand Self,
to experience life as One
through Understanding ––

God the Father, the seed of

universal life,
Yet in the womb of the eternal
mother, is where the spirit and
atoms are combined.

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Here the soul is created in the
temple that houses the divine.

Close your eyes,

because the only place you can
ever truly see ––
is inside.

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 The Rain Prayer

Rain, rain, don’t go away,

for we need you more now than
many other days.

The ground needs your touch,

and the plants are so thirsty,
and I myself need to be
cleansed of my worry.

Why must we thrive for that

which we can’t keep?

Can you cleanse us of our

heartless desires & needs?

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Wash away the pain of those
who suffer from war,
cleanse the earth of our
ignorance –– “all we need is
more.”

Humanity is at war,
the enemy is
unseen,
the devil is in the details,
between the lines ––
or so it seems.

Rain rain, father sky in pain,

is there really a way for us all
to change?

We take from each other

to feed the machine,
yet the lessons not learned,
our destiny fated –– or so it
would seem.
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Yet each day the sun arrives
and renews, and at night we
find peace with the rise of the
moon.

So as long as we have the rains

falling upon us there is hope,
and I will rise again,
to do my best to honor this
awareness once more.

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 The Science of Existence

You are a series of complex

systems.
From the digestive system to
your nervous system,
science has shown us the
functionality of many things
within the body,
yet no one has ever been able to
explain the creation itself.

How can you really expect to

Understand the intention of
the creator from the
perspective of that which is
created?

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Knowledge of The One

Knowing
that the
unknown
is
Known to
The One
That is how
We know
A
God
Exist

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 In-Sight

You can see…

but are you watching?

Seeing is not an action it is an

ability ––

How refined is your vision?

Why do you not trust your

sight? How many times have
people and situations shown
themselves to you clearly, only
for you to doubt that in which
you observed?

How clearly can you inside?

Seek In-sight.

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You can hear…
But are you listening?

Hearing is not something you

do, to listen is to see within the
message.

Can you hear your heart

speak?

Hearing and sight are merely

two of the five senses within
the body we all enter into this
world with, yet how many of us
truly refine these gifts?

Only when we awaken our

inner (6th) sense, are we able to
truly be in oneness within our
Self.

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 Pain and suffering
are not natural.

They are the mental

byproduct or fighting against
your very nature.

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 The Temple of Divinity

Within the body there is a

spirit,
Humans call the soul.

Within the tree, mountain and

waters,
the stars and more.

Ascension is the birthright of

all,
between the temples lies a key,
Feed it and experience your
true divinity.

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 One Truth

If there is one thing that all

religious books teach us is that
all of us have the possibility to
ascend into the proverbial
“heavens.”

Into the light...

To sit amongst the angels....
To kneel beside the throne of
God...

Yet these very same books

and teachings tell us that this
is not the case for the beings,
spirits, etc. in the heavens and
the hells alike.

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Thus, regardless of which one
you deem “right” and which
ones you think are “wrong”,
fundamentally, these teachings
tell us the same thing...

That it is that our actions

(karma) provide us with the
weight to keep us down
through doing harm,
or make us lighter to ascend
through bringing goodness to
yourself and others.

Yet I ask you, “why do we

think this is a journey of the
physical existence?

Meaning, why do we think we

must “die” to go to the next
chapter, dimension etc.?

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Our ancestors have taught us
this through countless stories
of one person’s search.

Prophets tell of such journeys,

that’s why they are Prophets,
because they went on their
Shamanic journey and
returned with a message to
share for humanity.

For every man, woman and

child, regardless of their
beliefs, for the religions that
were created from the
teachings of these prophets’
journeys didn’t exist until their
experiences were shared after
their death.
We all are here to embark on
this journey for ourselves.

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This is why we are here.

We are here to go on our own

spiritual journey of
discovery, just as they were.

The choice was theirs

then… The choice is yours
Now.

You don’t need to find

a religion ––
You need to create a
relationship with God.

Whatever the highest source

you have felt is God.

There is no limit to this,

because there is no end to God.
There is only a limit to your
search.
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 Question Everything

The only way we will ever

truly discover our own inner
truths is to question
Everything.
This includes our own beliefs,
for when was the last time you
stopped to think of the origin of
such beliefs?

It is safe to say that the

overwhelming majority of what
we deem to be right or true is
simply based on programming
we have absorbed as a child,
from our family, surroundings
and directly from the society in
which we are raised.

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 From our beliefs in stereotypes
of races or nations, to our own
beliefs of Angels or Demons,
or even God itself ––

We have little to no experiences

of our own to draw from,
leaving the mind’s need to have
answers filled by stories told to
us by those whom we are
supposed to trust most.

But did they have the

experience or are they too
simply another link on the
chain of confusion?

No matter what time period on

earth you look, no matter what
region you examine ––

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This has Always been the path
of those who are truly free.

The Supreme creationist we

call God was not created by
man –– only religions are.

Find out for yourself, it is your

birthright.

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 The Kingdom Within

The kingdom of heaven lies

within not without.

To reach God you must first

enter the temple with the
awareness of the presence that
is your very essence.

There is no separation between

you and eternal life.

God is Eternal Oneness.

Any separation from this is the

darkness within the mind of
man ––

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The devil’s body wrapped in
a suit called ego.

The ever –– changing clothes

of the great beast may appear
different,
but to those who can see,
its design has always been the
same.

Only you can cast darkness out

of your reality through
Awakening.

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 The Truest You

Everyone fails at who they are

supposed to be.

The true measure

of a person’s success,
is how well they
succeed at being
themselves.

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As long as you are looking
there will always be a reason it
will not work.

No matter how long you search

you will always find failure
anytime you look outside of
yourself.

There is only one reason it will

work ––
You.

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 Undefeated in Life

It is ok to lose ––
That is a part of life,
But never give up.

You only really lose when you

quit.
So Be Undefeated in Life.

The only thing holding you

back from achieving your
dreams is the belief that you
have the power to materialize
them.
This lack of faith in yourself
is the opening for your
fears to manifest.

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Thus, where the
power of materialization
is centered within a fear
paradigm, you will only
bring forth that which you
fear most ––

and in these “failures” that

occur over and over and over
again, you will not see that in
fact you have succeeded each
time in bringing forth that
which you fear, by feeding
those thoughts your pure
power of creation.

Abracadabra:
“What I Speak I Create.”

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 The Magic of The Word

Hold the truth like a pendant

That was given from the
heavens
Independent of any writings
In any books and their
opinions.

The pen is a tool

and so is your mind,
And both are capable
of revealing the truth
as well as spreading lies.

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So choose wisely ––
To truly see.

Or remain one of the blind

whose fate is forever entangled
in the karmic bind.

Many have seen,

yet few have understood,
the depth of the vibration
that lives within
a single word.

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 Degree of Sight

It’s the different degrees

of “Truth”
Accepted by me and
you, that allows the
handlers to hold power
So long as the public remains
confused.

Spiritual disconnect starts at

the beginning ––
A disconnection from the
source of life itself.

For it is the search outside for

what can only be found within
that keeps our growth
chastised.

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So close your eyes and let
the journey begin.

You must first go through

the pain to gain the
momentum to rise to the
light,
and just beyond the hill of
suffering,
we will always find the sun to
meet us.

From this place we can see the

journey ahead clearly,
And when the sun rises
and falls,
We see the moon's light begin
to shine and bring calm.

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For within her rays –– lies the
eternal light most will never
bear witness to while breath is
within their possession.

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 The Inversion

In the book of lies, some

must die for others to
thrive” The question is ––
Why?

Their Beliefs must die for

ours to survive –– have you
ever asked why?

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 Life in a Breath

You can paint with my sins

a portrait of the past,
Yet tomorrow will always be a
day away.
Only here in this moment
do we have the ability to create
––
to truly combine the heart’s
desire
with the mind’s focus to
Become...

Your surroundings today are

the finished product of
yesterday’s creation,

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yet here in this very moment
can you wash them away,
like the never ending
ocean waves with a single
breath…

And with the very next

breath, you have the ability to
breathe life into your truest
creation ––

a reflection of your deepest

hopes rising through your
essence

like the morning sun to shine

light on the world
in which you deserve ––

If you would only give yourself

a chance.

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Each breath is a new
opportunity to understand life
in a new depth because your
breath is life itself.

22,000 opportunities a day and

all you have to do is choose
one...
Yet how many of us will move
through life unaware of such a
gift.

Whether you are aware or

not ––
You alone are the artist
painting on the canvas of life
with each and every breath you
take.

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 Intuition

Follow your intuition,

It is the voice that does
not recognize
Fear, Failure, or Doubt.

It is this guidance that we are

all seeking
Yet are already in possession
of.

The Ego is the voice in your

mind to follow…

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 Self-Justice

Life isn’t fair,

but it can become clear.
Through the ups and downs
we tug a war within the mind.
But when we take a moment of
silence, we will see
that the answer was always
near.

I speak freely cause that’s how

freedom begun
I live each day free because
I hold the key to my
thoughts, actions and deeds.

So I live freely because

that’s how freedom is won.

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 The Power of Control

Their power is in the control,

The Control lives within the
power
You feed with your fear of
death.

There is more than one hell

many heavens not recorded in
books.

So long as we believe in death,

hell will always exist.

Your power exists beyond the

body, a spiritual existence is
our eternal birthright.

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The only thing they threaten
to take is the only thing you
actually have.

The only thing you’re afraid

of losing is the only thing you
truly possess ––

Life Eternal.

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 Take Peace

It is not about being in peace

at every moment, that comes
with time.
The first step is to create the
ability to find peace in any
moment.
Find peace in each breath
and master yourself by
understanding the
Perception of Self.

The first thing you must learn

is to Take Peace within a
chosen moment.

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 The Vision that is Love

She stares into his eyes,

Seeing both the light and
darkness,
Yet through her gaze
he can see the goodness that
lives within himself,
and this opens up the ancient
future inspired within both ––
a Unified Hope...

A silent promise in the

now, because their pasts are
now understood,
for love has always been the
ground in which these two
souls have stood.
Here, again, in this Now…

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 The I within Time

Follow your passion,

but never forget that time is
passing,
and with every single day
you grow deeper into a true
master –– of Self.

Knowing who you are is

so important
But knowing what you are not
& which thoughts are foreign
makes the distance of this
journey shorter.

Like a map through a forest,

The sunrise in the morning,

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Become the warmth in your life
by discovering the truth that
lives within the eyes.

A window to the Soul,

a gateway of eternal life,
You are a temple of the divine.

An Unpolished gem to
be refined.

And on this path your life’s art

will be defined.

It is time to Rise and

awaken to the truth ––

The only savior lives within

You.

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 Hear My Calling

See me in my light,
so that we may dance under
the warmth of the sun.

Show me my darkness,
so that the light of the moon
can illuminate and remove it.

Ease my pain,
so that your love may alleviate
the suffering to bring about a
new day.

Hear my calling.

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 Stay

Stay Present.
So that you can see
opportunities not yet presented
come to pass.

Stay open minded,

so that you may write the
Poetry whose words have not
yet formed within.

Stay Aware.
Both in this world and within
the mind.

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For a scar is a scar regardless
of where it comes from, yet the
mark will either be a story of
pain or a reminder of your
strength.

Stay True.
Many speak of truth yet the
only truth you will ever see
will first need to reside inside,
For the deepest truths can only
be witnessed within, and once
found, your view of life will be
forever evolved.

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The Goddess of The Night

I know when I walk out and

peer into the night’s sky what
is that in which I see?

It is Mother Venus I find ––

Or did she find me?

There you are,

Glimmering brightest of all in
The midnight’s sky.

Who knows how many of them

can see your music?

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 You have not seen the
Darkside of the moon,
so how could you possibly
understand the night...

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 God The Mother

We need to shift our

perspectives to allow our minds
to see a bigger picture of the
nature of all things.

Even your image of God

“Himself.”

All come from one, thus one is

within all.

God the Mother,

the infinite brilliant
darkness, the womb in which
the cosmos itself exists.

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After all –– to find God or even
yourself one must close their
eyes to look within.

And here you will always be

met by the brilliant darkness of
the starred night of the cosmos
within.

The universe exists within this

brilliant darkness ––

The very Ether from which

spirit merged into matter.

Within the Eternal Womb of

the Cosmos.

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 The Known You

You cannot trust someone who

doesn’t even know themselves.

If you want to progress in your

path, only keep close those
who are doing the same work
on themselves as you are.

Then you will be surrounded

by energy that moves in your
desired direction.

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Surround yourself with people
who are still confused as to who
they are,
what they like,
or what defines them as a
person,
and you will have that
confusion
seep into your life.

It’s just how it works.

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 The Healer Within

The same place where the

healing occurs is where the
healer is found.
Where you find darkness, a
candle is lit.

If we look at Healing
as a process of
understanding, and darkness
as the unknown, then where
we find ignorance, through
understanding,
we bring clarity.

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We exist on three planes, the
material or physical plane, the
mental plane, and the spiritual
plane.

Anytime we feed or nourish

ourselves in the spiritual plane,
we will find mental peace and
the body will begin to release
the pain and suffering that
holds us down, as we begin to
see our purpose in this life.

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 The Nature of Reality

It’s the illusions of tomorrow

&
delusions of yesterday
that keeps us from
seeing clearly
in the now.

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 Wisdom

Wisdom
cannot be taught,
it is the embodiment of
knowledge.

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 Trials and Tribulations,
yet each of our souls are
heaven sent.
But the enslavement of our
minds through fear
is self-evident.

And while we give our power

away to that which we are
taught is benevolent,
we are draining our most
valued resource and remain
dependent ––
on popes and priests,
Corporations based in greed,
and a system designed to keep
us on bended knee.

It is time for an Awakening.

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The common sense
is not so sensible.

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 A Handful of Destiny

We are All
Pawns in the hand of Fate
Yet
The captain of our own
Destiny.

Understand the difference

between
Destiny & Fate
And become clearer on
purpose and karma.

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 The Canvas of God

You hear the music

but have disregarded the
silence in which the notes have
been painted within...

The darkness of space

is the backdrop
in which light can exist.

Space itself
is the brilliant darkness
in which infinite possibility
is conceived upon...

The Deep Silence

of Creation.

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 A Contemplation of Man

Think back to early man,

think back to the first recorded
civilization in our known
history, Mesopotamia and
beyond.

Think back to a time where

there was no back in time,
when there were no “ancient
text” to quote ––
there was only “the now.”

Think back to a time where

there were no prophets, no
messiahs, no Gurus to teach.

How would you learn?

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Think back to a time
where there was no one
from the “past” to point to
tell you right from wrong.

What would You do?

How would You guide your life?

What would you believe if you

lived in a time where there
were no stories written in
books for you to use to either
blame or to issue a blank check
of faith to ––

What would You believe?

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Understanding Humanity

Now more than ever it is of the

utmost importance to
understand the beliefs of all
people within our country and
the world at large.

Through understanding we
tear down the walls of
separation amongst mankind.

Through this knowledge we

unveil the history of humanity.

This is your very duty as a part

of this world.

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For a lack of this
understanding leaves one
standing in Ignorance.

Ignorance leads to separation,

and this is where hatred
lives.

With the collective heart and

mind polluted with hatred by
so many, coupled with silence
from those who do not possess
the same energy, yet hold their
tongue due to fear to speak
out ––

War is what follows.

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War destroys entire
civilizations, thus the
breakdown of law and order,
and this path goes against the
very construct of Nature
Herself.

Humanity is One, and you

will only truly understand that
when you understand the
differences within the stories of
mankind.

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What is the difference between
being wise
and smart?

The Application of
Intelligence.

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 The Search

I searched for solid footing

in ancient wisdom, and I
found the mountain.
I searched for peace, and I
found the forest.
I searched for clarity, and I
found the ocean.
And in my search, I learned
that all I seek is within me.
The minerals of the earth, the
waters of life, and the winds
of change –– yet everything
that has always been, will
continue to remain the same.

The only thing that has ever

changed is my perception.

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 Mother May I – Prayer

Mother may I,
share my thoughts with you.

Mother may I,
seek your guiding light to see
the truth.

Mother may you bring the joy

of life to all in pain,
Rain your light of truth for
all to see,
and ease the suffering within
humanity.

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For we all have a past, and the
future is bright today,

So let us live together

Awakened to the truth,

that eternal life is within each

of us, and we all lay within you.

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 The Bridge of Life

Life is a long bridge.

When you’re on it for a while

You forget that there are only
two directions.

We can either move forward

Or we can turn back.

Everything else is an illusion.

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Theoretical Knowledge
is not
Wisdom.

True Wisdom
is the
Knowledge
of
Truth.

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 Separation
is only real
to those who
define their
Existence by the
vehicle they
carry their
soul within.

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 Becoming...

It is the Illusion of Control

That brings us life’s
Greatest Pains.

It is our Perception of Self

That binds us to our thoughts.

Our limited experiences

leave us with limited
understanding of life itself.

The buddha was not trying to

become The Buddha.

He was walking his soul’s path

and unveiling his destiny in his
unwritten book of life.

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With each step, expanding into
the search of the highest truth
of the soul.

Your Destination is Your

Destiny.

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 Inside

All Angels and Demons,

Good and Evil,
Light and Dark,
Can be found within.

This is the only place we will

ever truly know.

Inside is where all things

become known.

This is what self-discovery is.

It is closing your eyes, letting
go of the delusions of control
and diving deep within.

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Here is where we experience
pure freedom.

For when we open our eyes

again, we see life through the
eyes of Liberation.

We Awaken Within.

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Your Only Death
Will be in
Perception.

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 There is a
difference between
being Attached
&
Connected…

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 A Thought on
Contemplation

Think Less
and contemplate more…

Talk Less,
yet speak deeper.

Do not simply look at

something,
rather see deeper within it,
and eventually you will meet
the same life within it
that lives within You.

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A simple touch may create
movement within the brain,
but to truly feel something your
heart and mind must become
one.

Oneness is what we seek,

And when you truly connect to
that which you seek to
understand,

Oneness is all you will ever

find.

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Forward in Remembrance

More masterpieces
were conceived
under candlelight
than with
all the modern technologies
we have created.

Moving “forward”
isn’t always better,
and sometimes
returning to the past
is what is needed
to see clearly.

So that you can

feel
into the
future.
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Someday is Always
One Day Away
Until You Make
Your Way
Into the
Now

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 Spirit

Spirit ––
Is derived from the
Latin word:

“Spiritus”

And means, “To Breathe”

Thus, your Spiritual Journey
Is Literally
One Breath Away…

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There would be no
religion if all was
understood.

There would only

be One
Understanding.

From this place

Humanity
can truly build.

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 Harmony

So Focused on the words

we speak,
you and me.
Distracted by the
thrill of victory
we forget that the whole point
was to live
in harmony.

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 Spiritual Healing

Spiritual Healing is the process

of Awakening.

The healing occurs as we begin

to realize that the only damage
That exists is being held within
our mind in the form of
memory.

Through the spiritual journey

we are taken to and through
these moments and

Through understanding
All can be healed.

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 Meditation

Meditation is a practice in its

early stages,
Eventually it becomes a
State of Existence.

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 Hope

Where there is breath

There is Life…

Where there is Life

There is Always
Hope.

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The Limitations of Belief

Your beliefs in the

limitations of your
soul
is the ceiling you have
placed on your search for the
true understanding of the
Spirit.

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 The Origins of All
Spiritual Teachings
your Guru holds
dear comes from the
direct experience
of another.

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Master Your Breath
And Allow
The unseen to be
Revealed.

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 As Above so Within

All Things
Light and Dark,

All Things
Near and Far ––

For when you take a look

within,

You will possess the

key to that which makes
the Cosmos spin.

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 Transcendence

To transcend the material

planes,
you must see beyond seeing,
listen deeper than the ears,
manifest thought beyond
thinking,
and finally,
you must experience love
beyond the heart.

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 The Cosmic Codes (123)

You can only describe this

eternal essence by what it is not.
This is how ancients in the past
have always taught.
The mysteries of the whole
universe is in front of the,
it is in the he, and the she, but
beyond all material body.
It is the beginning and
the ending, together in
eternal harmony.

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The answer is in the question,
It is beyond time and space,
and within it lies all form
and none,
so vast yet so small, this essence
is all and yet one.
It moves faster than a shooting
star, yet it remains as still as
mountains close and far,
It is above and below, within and
without; herein is the answer to
what your search is about.

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 Oh Asha

Asha,
For the Truth is her very
Essence,
that moves through life itself
like a wind raising your spirit
up to the heavens ––
With the slightest glimpse of
her presence.

She knows no falsehood,

for confusion itself only exists
when she is not present,
yet there is no space in which
Asha is not a breath away.

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Clarity is her exhale,
and her very touch brings
peace as deceit is cast into
exile.

The essence of truth itself is

brought forth by the utterance
of her very name ––

Oh Asha,
The essence that is the
One Divine Truth.

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 Alchemy of Existence

We live in a world of reality

within a universe of actuality;
surrounded by immeasurable
unlimited possibility ––
This is the true meaning of
existence.

We do not live in a world of

dreams, but rather a universe
of unlimited potentiality.

The deeper we comprehend the

Alchemy of existence the more
we understand our part within
it.

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 The Thinker and The
Seeker

The thinker
cannot exist
without thought.

A consciousness
that does not try to define its
existence through
quantification is
inconceivable.

The reason is Reason.

Reason is the Reason ––

We must know.

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Like the moth to a flame,
or the mosquito into the light,
all matter searches for the way
back inside.
Back into the eternal womb, a
return to the source,
Yet a seed has one purpose– to
grow.

This is the reason we seek to

see inside of the caverns of the
soul,
for we must keep searching
until we can see once again.

For when we return into the

primordial darkness from
which we came, we expand
our understanding of
everything from within the
abyss.

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For in the nothingness of pure
potentiality is creation truly
understood.

This is also the source of our

fear, for we fear what we do
not understand, and darkness
is our ultimate fear, for within
the darkness we expect to find
evil.

But when we enter the temple

of the Eternal Mother once
again, we will see that within
the womb of the cosmos lies
the pure light of which all
messengers described.

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 The Proliferation of
Liberation

Liberate the Waters of

Confusion,
Liberate the Waves of Distress.
Liberate me from the road of
delusion,
Liberate the winds of unrest.

Liberate this body of illusion,

Liberate this mind from unrest.
Liberate me from these
thoughts ––

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Bring forth dissolution.
Free the voice within; bring
eternal coalesce.

For this is the calling of

Liberation.

A moment beyond time, with

truth comes purification.
This is the moment life begins,
Awakening into Ascension.

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 Dreams

Some dreams come true,

and some dreams do not,
but the most important
thing to never forget is
from what dreams are born.

Dreams are conceived within

the heart of hope.

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 Evil

The word “Satan” means

“Adversary”.

Thus satan is the Anti-Good

within you and anything you
see.

Satan is a state of mind,

Evil is the energy it
creates,
And the “Devil” materializes in
the actions taken to harm
others.

Thus ignorance is the satan of

Truth, and those who would try
to alter the foundation of
nature itself and nature within
our species are conducting evil.

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The Solution to the problems
within Humanity will not fall
from the sky,
it will be born within the
womb of a woman here upon
our earth.

Never forget that the womb is

God’s workshop.

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 The Journey of Life

Ayahuasca is not a trip

It is a journey.

You trip because you are trying

to find your footing.
You can spend many
lifetimes tripping hoping that
one day you will stumble
upon the truth.

A trip is always a short-lived

experience, usually taken to get
away, perhaps to escape it all,
even for the shortest of time.

The journey of life can be

filled with many trips, but ––
you wouldn’t want to trip into
a well, so why would you want
to trip into the infinite cosmos?

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Chemicals (drugs) provide us
the ability to trip endlessly into
the depths of the mind,
but is this not where you are
trying to get out of?

What is the goal ––

to trip out of your mind?

Life is a journey,
and what we search for is
guidance ––
that is why people pray ––
They are calling for help.

How long must we call out

before we are heard?

How loud must you scream in

pain for your voice to reach the
heavens you have been
promised are listening?

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The only way out of the pain,
suffering, and all other hells
within the mind itself is by
going inward,
into the depths of the soul ––

for here we find the light.

Here we Hear ––

the long-lost voice

within that only you
know.
And just as we search
for guidance when lost in the
forest
or within the wild jungles of
the city,
it is even more so important
to find direction in the
journey towards
understanding eternal life.

So what good is a guide who

does not speak to you or even

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point in the direction in which
you seek?

Yet travel weary and with

caution, the world is filled with
guides who would point you
away from the truth ––
it always has been.

Since our earliest Ancestors,

they searched for the same
thing as you do now, and so
too will it be the same for all
of humanity into the distant
and unknown future.

It does not matter what

stories you are taught you will
always have doubt.

It doesn’t not matter who

teaches you, for their
knowledge will never bring
you the wisdom you seek.

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No words can settle the unrest
of the soul’s need to take you
on the spiritual journey in
which you seek, whether you
are aware of this or not.

Many times the sick are not

aware of the illness until it
attacks them and then it is a
much deeper illness which
brings a much harder
recovery ––
an unpredictably rocky road in
the journey back towards
“normal.”

And what was it all for?

Instead of asking how or why
the illness occurred, ask
yourself how did you not see
it within, or was it always
there?

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This is why in-sight is so
important.
If you spent a part of your time
looking inward, would you not
see a clearer perspective on
that which you seek to
understand outwardly?

Is this not the reason the

whole search began...

The need to understand that

which you see as separate
from your very identification
of Self.

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 Author Biography

Shaman Omar Ahmadzai is a

Mystic, Shaman, Ayahuasquero,
Teacher and Speaker. He delivers a
clear bridge between the ancient
shamanic wisdom of our collective
ancestral past with the
understanding of the “modern” day.

He has over 30 years of his life

dedicated to the Mystical Arts and
ancient history. This work is a
compilation of his writings and
thoughts to stimulate independent
contemplation on ideas that have
been presented to us as fact and/or
unquestionable.

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Shaman Omar is the Director of
Speakers at the Universal
TheoGnostic Society, an
International Non-Profit Civil
Society dedicated to Shamanic
Mysticism.
He travels the world leading
Shamanic Breath & Meditation
workshops and shamanic medicine
retreats.

His talks include ancient aspects of

Humanity, Spirituality and
Mysticism including Shamanic
“Tools of Divination” that include
ancient meditation techniques and
plant-based medicines that have
been used by the Mystics and Sages
of all ages.

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As an Ayahuasquero (Ayahuasca
Shaman) Shaman Omar has nearly
a decade of dedicated service and
he has led over 1,000+ medicine
ceremonies that have provided a
safe space for people to connect
with the divine within.

His next book is entitled “The Great

Awakening” which was written in
2013 during a multiyear journey
into himself in the Amazonian
Jungles.

To Connect:

Social Media
@ShamanOmar

Inquiries:
Email: Info@TheoGnosis.org

UTS: TheoGnosis.org

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