After a few hours a go I finished re-watching spiderman 2 movie, the tobey ones.

And few minutes a

go, the speaker play “To love a man” by celeste. The song that really simple on the melody, but deep
in the emotion and lyrics. While I watched the most sweetest things of a woman and men could
have by my version of course. Sometimes we are the destroyer of someone else’s dream. Like for
spiderman-2, Peter did the right thing for being honest to his love of life, Mary Jane. That he will
always be spiderman that’s the main reason he couldn’t be with her. And for Mary Jane, she deserve
to following her heart even if sometimes it was really cruelled for the one who get ready to settled
for her, her former fiancé that almost being her husband, her home, her future and her safe place.
And for 13 going on 30, Jenna was right to do her things, she deserve a chance to realize and to be
honest with her feeling to matt.Matt deserve his long-lost friend, and his only butterflies, even if it
must be hurting his wife to be, Wendy. I don’t know, the moment I decided to write this, I felt time
so unrealistic. By the time I realized and the life I still livin’ in, I will always wondering how without
any answer. I wish I could be more brave to be honest even if it means to hurt someone else’s.

I should be more productive today, actually I don’t wanna trade today with my weekend moment
even if it just any ordinary just mot going to office day and a day to work for washing and ironing.
But let this be, cause it’s 9 o’clock tonight. Today is over. Let Saturday be Saturday and Sunday be
Sunday, probably I should force to add some extra works there. I wish I could watch secret of
Dumbledore in very interesting way. The rain getting heavy, the songs getting louder v=cause my
cousin’s singing voice. I always in love with his singing voice. It’s beautiful and exclusive cause he
decided not to share with the world. I’m still typing while matt and jenna enjoying their swinging
moment and soon to be kissing scene.