HI!

i'm Xiana and i just want to tell you about my story

so i was born on june 7,2010
so let me share you about my story
so when i was 3 years old my mother ask me if i want a sibling so i said yes
and then she ask me "do you want a girl or a boy"?and i said "i want a girl mommy"
and then months later my sister was born my mother named her Jianna and i was so happy
and one day i was like 4 years old my mother ask me to look out for my sister while watching tv so when i
was watching i heard my sister's cry and when i turn around to see her she wasnt there!and then i saw
her lying on the floor crying my mom then go to my sister and turned to me and said "why didnt you
watch your sister!?"and then after that i felt really guilty and when i was 7 years old my sister got sick
and then my mom and her friend took her to the hospital well i didnt know what happend on the
hospital that time because my sister keep saying her head hurts badly she was still young back then and
after many hospital that they took her we found out that she has brain tumor and then she stays on the
hospital for 6 months i only visited her for 1 day and then that was it...that day was the day i last saw her
breathing...and then one day when i turned 8 i found out that my sister was dead and then my mother
told me "i already told you right?that its ok if shes gone atleast she can rest now she doesnt feel
anymore pain"and thats when i started crying and i didnt go to school for weeks since my mother said i
shoudnt go to school and i was really sad when she died.My sister died at january 12,2018...............and
when i turned 10 it was really different or maybe i was the one whos different did you know that i even
have an online boyfriend when i was 10 like literally only 10 years old and when my mom found out i was
grounded for life and when i turned 12 i was good since its gonna be my first year at highschool if only
my sister was still alive she would be 9 years old now we only visit her when her birthday comes so
about my story on highschool so lets talk about my first highschool so i go to this highschool names
Sarmiento highschool that school was really boring and far away from our house i was only present there
for one day and then i absent for 6 days since it was really boring but on September 5,2022 my mother
and father want me to transfer to a private school named RVS AA i transfer to another school for health
reasons also i forgot to tell you i have acid reflux that disease was a pain really a pain i dont want to tell
you guys about my expriance about that so lets not talk about that......so okay on my first day on RVS AA
it wasnt fun honestly my classmates were really noisy and i dont like noisy places but i saw a handsome
boy named Sean he was my seatmate actually i can tell at the first day that i like him actually and he was
actually my first friend in highschool you know i dont really have that much friend but i have a bestfriend
named Blessed we met when we were 3 years old i dont really quite remember what happend when we
met so back to the boy he was actually pretty nice and then the day after we met i think it was
September 6,2022 i confessed my feeling to him already but after like i think 1 week?i found out that he
has many family problems i actually pity him for that since if it was me i would have kill myself honestly
and we really become close friend and like 1 month later i saw an unfamillar notebook on his bag so i
took it when i open it i found out that he likes me too! the notebook said "hi xiana so um lets get to the
point i really like you but i cant tell you about it since its really weird and i know that you will not like me
back but maybe just maybe"the part of the "maybe just maybe" actually got me confused since didnt i
already confessed to him? did he forgot about it since he has so many family problems? but i didnt think
much about it and soon i grow more feelings for him until i told him that i love him and he said he loves
me too...