I was abandoned. Actually, we are; my brother and I.

We were hurt, hurt by

people who have left us behind. We are longing for their love, I even miss to call
someone Mama and Papa. It was really sad and we were in pain for a long time.

When I was a child, I remember we were family. It’s my contentment when

I see them happy. I would never thought it will end this way. People whom I love
the most, chose not to stay.
And now, I am an adult. I’ve gained so much life experience and learned a
lot of lessons. I’ve met different people, some are rude, but most are nice.
Fortunately, many of them believe in me when times I doubt myself and feel so
down.

Heartaches, sacrifices and burdens are part of growing. But I will add
forgiveness, not just to grow but to feel free and you deserve peace. People may
not feel sorry for what they have done to you, they may hurt you but they can’t
control you to be happy again. I have forgiven them though they don’t even
asking for it. It’s my way to show my love even they chose not to hold my hand
and left.

Mama, Papa, I am still grateful that you chose me to see the world. Even I
am alone watching it, I will be fine. I will strive hard and hopefully will make you
very proud.