"I seem to have really lost him." I said.

"When I got up this morning, I felt as if it was the usual day: I was awakened by my roommate's
washing at more than six o'clock in the morning, and I was in a hurry to do morning exercises,
buy breakfast, and go to the eight o'clock class. Recently in order to lose weight deliberately do
not eat lunch, dinner also eat very little. At the end of the day, they immediately rush to the
evening self-study or public elective courses to start a new round of learning. But I always feel
that something very important is missing. "
"He is too important for you. Losing him will definitely make your life different from before. You
need a long time to get used to it. Take your time." My friend comforted me.
"I've thought about a lot of the endings of both of us, the good and the bad. Every time I imagine
him leaving me, I feel fear and helplessness from the bottom of my heart. On the one hand, I feel
that we will not separate, and I worry about our future again and again. I have never expected
that this day will come."
"Why are you separated? Both of you have the right personality preferences. It seems to me that
you will go on...”
"I used to be puzzled by the fact that it is easy for lovers to separate. We can often maintain a
long relationship with friends with similar interests. Many people can even be friends for a
lifetime. There are many problems and quarrels between friends. Why can't love be maintained
like friendship?"
"Yes, how could that be?"
"I asked a friend about it, and she woke me up in one sentence. People can have many friends at
the same time, but only one lover, she said. We can't deny that no matter how suitable two
people are, their freshness will fade with the passage of time. When their passion and impulse
gradually fade away, what they need more is a sense of responsibility. "
"I'm not afraid of any external factors. What I've been worried about is that we don't have
enough sense of responsibility at this age. We love each other, but we are not mature enough.
That's what I regret most." I feel more and more that I can't speak any more. I feel that my chest
is pressed by a huge stone and I can't breathe.
"For me, he is someone I have never met and experienced. It is no exaggeration to say that he
made me feel loved and loved for the first time. We have experienced a lot of things together, but
he left me. No matter how hard I fight and how wronged I am, if my love is gone, I will never go
back. Now I feel like I'm living in a dream. It's like none of this happened. It's like he still loves me
like before, but it's not a dream. I don't know what I'm going to do, but the only thing I can do
now is let time heal it all. "