My Saddest Farewell

Love,

Before you will read this letter, I want you to know how hard it is for me to drop the words of goodbye
to the most special woman of my life. You're the woman who taught me lots of stuffs that I treasured
and kept the most. Love, truly I can't imagine what will happen in my life these succeeding days if I will
not anymore receive a greetings of good morning every day I wake up, if I will not anymore hear your
precious laugh and your fancy talks, your jokes, our late night talks, and most especially our union and
bond in serving our Lord. These are only some of those things that we shared for 3 months, that i
couldn't handle to lose and perish. Love, if you only knew how much I would like to fight this
relationship we had, even if it means that I will fight for this relationship alone. Love, while writing these
letter I can't deny the fact, that my tears are also falling, and my heart is broken into pieces. I prayed
many times that you will be the woman that I share my future with, but I think it is not really for us,
things doesn't really work according to our plans. Amidst the circumstances that's happening to us my
Love, even if we're not together anymore, I would like you to know that you can always lean on me, I
can be your crying shoulder, and a friend who's willing to listen and give you life advices every now and
then. We might not be in an intimate relationship anymore but always remember that I'm always here
my Love, right by your side. There are lots of things I like to say, but my love it's just that I can't handle
anymore the pain this breakup causes me, I am really vulnerable and fragile right now my love, since I
couldn't afford to lose the woman who sees my worth and cheers me up whenever I'm troubled. Love, I
think this is the most painful ending that I get to encounter in my entire life. Just keep on serving our
Heavenly Father my Love, because we don't know what will happen in the near future Love, let's trust
the process. I'm sorry if I couldn't anymore fulfill my promises my Love. Just always remember and
always bear in your mind that you're always in my prayer, my dearest Lovern May Catiil Bonghanoy.
Your Mr. Clown is now officially signing off.