Puzzled Mind

There are so many questions in our mind that ‘till today, we can’t figure out the right
answer for it. It is because we wonder so we can learn. Based on what I’ve searched, It said
that our sense of wonder is far more extensive than others since we wonder about things that
are out of reach and not directly related to our survival, such as the nature of time, space, and
everything. I think that’s the reason why we can’t find the answers to our questions. In my
mind, there are so many things that I wonder, but I’ll start with the problem that I’m bothered
the most since the beginning of this pandemic. I remembered precisely six months ago, and
there’s been an announcement that we’ll go into lockdown because of the virus that's
spreading around our country called Coronavirus or as known as COVID-19. I thought that it
would just last for about 1-2 weeks, but then we reached the month of April still staying
inside our house, until today and it is now ber months, but the virus is still spreading, and the
cases are still increasing every day. My question is, when will this end, or will this ever end?
Like what would I do in my life right now that I’m not able to go out, to explore things, to
bond with my friends and other activities? I’m thinking will ever we go back to normal life,
or is this the new normal for us? Sometimes, I believe that God just needs to get some people
because our population is increasing, and that’s why He let the virus spread, but I only think
of that as a joke because God will not let that happen to us. I hope that this will end before the
year of 2021 comes because we’re all suffering, especially the low-class families as they call
it, they don’t have enough money to buy their families some food, other students are trying to
sell some private photos of them just for them to have enough money to attend online classes
since they don’t want to skip a year and be left behind by others. The other thing that I am
curious about is why when we think of the color white, we described it as clean, and for the
color black or brown, we think of it as dirt, Isn’t that racism? Racism is discrimination or
hatred directed at someone because of their color, ethnicity, or national origin. I think of it as
racism because, for example, in America, there are two kinds of their people, white
Americans and black Americans. So that says that black people are dirt and white people are
clean, Both sides would be offended if they will think of this statement as profound. So that’s
some of the things that I wonder the most these days.