Chonomer C Conda

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When I am just a child, my favorite toy is gun, every fiesta, new year and my
birthday. My father gives always a new toy gun. And I’m really obsessed of playing
a gun toy when i am just a child and that moment while I playing a gun there have
a question in my mind and that is why I’m really obsessed in a gun toy before?
Because I’m just a boy or there is a deep reason why gun is my favorite toy. And
while I’m playing that toy in a long time of my childhood, I realized the true
reason why gun is my favorite toy because I want to be a police man someday.
But that time when I was just 7 years old the only reason why I want to be a
police man someday because I’m just obsessed in a gun toy that’s why I want a
real one someday. That is the only reason why I want to be a police man someday
because I am just a little boy who obsessed in a gun toy and want a real gun in the
future. But when maturity hits me and see the real life and the real world I
realized, that there are the important things that formed in to my self. Because in
every single day in my life I found the real meaning of life and that is to become
happy, and be a good person to serve and helping others especially to a people
who need me or my help.
And when I’m in the stage of 18 years old I decide to entering and take a course
of Bachelor of Science in Criminology because this is the stepping stone to achieve
my purpose in life and that is to become a police man, to be a good Police Man
that serving other people and the community with all my heart. Before, when I
was just child the only reason why I want to be a police man someday because I
want to have a real gun someday. But now I found the true reason why I want to
be a police man someday that is to help other people and serving my beloved
country. But there is one problem in my self and I’m always worrying for, that is
my bad side of my attitude I will always fast anger when I see a wrong doing that
can hurt my feelings, but now I observe that my bad attitude is disappear because
I can control my self. No matter what the bad side they have, I am apprehensive
or understanding for others.
 I can’t afraid to tell my bad side to everyone because I believe no matter how bad
you are, there are always changing in life. And I think the reason why my self
change because to those people who around me and experience in life and
especially because I am a Criminology student now. And I am thankful for that, to
those people who trust and teach and teach me how to changing my bad side in
to a good and positive attitude. Thank you to all my professor, my friends, my
family and especially to God. Because now I am better person than before. I hope
someday I’ll achieve all my dreams and be a good servant of the community, and I
hope also that the person I love now is always with me while achieving my
dreams. I Pray in Jesus name Amen!