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Dealing with the Aftermath: A Qualitative

Analysis of Mental Health Social Workers’


Reactions after a Client Suicide
Laura Ting, Sara Sanders, Jodi M. Jacobson, and James R. Power

Social workers provide services to populations with mental health issues, including suicidal
ideations and are thus at risk of experiencing a client suicide at some point during their career.
Limited research using quantitative methods has explored the effect of client suicide on social
workers, but little is known about their reactions from a qualitative standpoint—a method of
study that is essential for fully understanding a social science phenomenon. This study
addresses the gap in the literature by providing findings from an in-depth qualitative study of
25 mental health social workers who shared their experiences and reactions in the aftermath
of a client suicide. Major themes were identified, including both professional and personal
reactions of denial, anger, grief, and acceptance. Avoidance and intrusion, as well as additional
themes of professional incompetence, responsibility, isolation, and justification were indicated
and discussed in the conceptual framework of grief and secondary traumatic stress. The
implications for practitioners, administrators, and educators are discussed.

KEY WORDS: client suicide; mental health; qualitative reactions; social worker; traumatic stress

A
s the 13th leading cause of death world- focused on the reactions of psychologists and psy-
wide, suicide is a global health concern chiatrists; research on social workers has been lim-
(Centers for Disease Control and Preven- ited. Usng qualitative research methods, the present
tion [CDC], 2004). In the United States, it is the study assessed the reactions experienced by a group
11th leading cause of death and continues to be a of mental health social workers following a client
major problem, especially among high-risk popu- suicide.
lations including adolescents, men, and older adults
(CDC). The effects of suicide are far reaching, af- SOCIAL WORK WITH SUICIDAL
fecting not only families, but others with whom POPULATIONS
the individual has come into contact, including Despite the fact that social workers provide mental
mental health professionals. health services to suicidal populations (Freedenthal
Mental health professionals who work with sui- & Feldman, 2004; Ivanhoff & Riedel, 1995), few
cidal clients often experience intense reactions in studies have examined the effects of suicide on so-
the aftermath of a traumatic event, such as a client cial workers. The literature in social work has fo-
suicide completion. Researchers indicate that men- cused on the prevalence of client suicidal behavior,
tal health professionals who experience a client provided single case studies, and offered clinical
suicide display varying psychological reactions guidelines for educational and training needs
(Chemtob, Hamada, Bauer, Torigoe, & Kinney, (Callahan, 1996; Feldman, 1987; Fox & Cooper,
1988; Chemtob, Bauer, Hamada, Pelowski, & 1998; Freedenthal & Feldman). Brown’s 1987 study
Muraoka, 1989; Farber, 1983; Jacobson,Ting, Sand- explored the effect of client suicide on therapists in
ers, & Harrington, 2004; Jacobson, Ting, & Sand- training; 14 social workers participated and 14 per-
ers, 2004; Litman, 1965). Much of the literature on cent (n = 2) reported experiencing a client suicide
the professional consequences of client suicide has resulting in feelings of increased discomfort and

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uncertainty regarding competence to work with METHOD
other clients. Linke, Wojciak, and Day (2002) ex- The current study, using a sequential explanatory
amined reactions of 15 social workers on commu- design within the framework of traumatic stress and
nity mental health teams; 40 percent (n = 6) re- grief, built on available quantitative research find-
ported lasting reactions (such as avoidance of work ings (Jacobson, Ting, & Sanders, 2004). This study
with higher suicide risk clients, increased irritabil- was guided by the principles of phenomenology, a
ity, and anxiety) after a client suicide. theoretical approach in qualitative research, the
Using large national random samples of mental purpose of which is to “describe the lived experi-
health social workers (n = 697 and n = 515, respec- ence” of a group of individuals regarding a particu-
tively) and standardized measures of traumatic stress lar phenomenon (Creswell, 1998, p. 51), which in
that allowed for comparisons with samples of psy- this case is the client suicide completion. The re-
chiatrists and psychologists, Jacobson and colleagues search question for the study was: What are reac-
(2004) and Jacobson,Ting, and Sanders (2004) ex- tions experienced by mental health social workers
plored reactions to client suicidal behaviors. Find- after a client suicide completion?
ings indicated that approximately one-third of both
samples (n = 230 and n = 158 respectively) experi- Participants
enced a client suicide completion: As many as 50 There were 25 participants, 21 women and four
percent (n = 271) experienced either a client sui- men; 24 were white and one was black. Respon-
cide attempt or completion (Jacobson,Ting, & Sand- dents lived throughout the United States.The mean
ers).This rate is comparable to and within the range age was 53.25 years (range from 37 to 69). Each
of the 20 percent to 60 percent rate of client sui- participant was a licensed clinical social worker, with
cide reported by psychologists and psychiatrists mean years in practice of 21 (range from nine to
(Chemtob et al., 1988; Chemtob et al., 1989; Pope 34). Practice settings varied, including private prac-
& Tabachnick, 1993), indicating social workers are tice, nonprofit organizations, community mental
at as high of a risk of experiencing a client suicide health clinics, hospital-based agencies, state and
as other mental health professionals. government agencies, insurance companies, and
In addition to reporting avoidant behaviors and employee assistance programs (EAPs). All but one
intrusive thoughts, social workers had varying re- practiced predominantly with adult clients. Clients
actions to client suicidal behavior based on gender. served had diagnoses of severe and persistent men-
Women reported higher levels of intrusive thoughts tal illness, major depression, addiction, personality
and secondary traumatic stress symptoms, and men disorders, anxiety, posttraumatic stress disorder,
reported higher levels of avoidant behaviors childhood abuse, sexual assault, eating disorders, and
(Jacobson,Ting, et al., 2004; Jacobson,Ting, & Sand- adjustment disorders related to relationship prob-
ers, 2004). Other professional reactions, reported lems. At the time of the interview, respondents re-
by psychiatrists, psychologists, nurses, and thera- ported the length of time since the one client sui-
pists following a client suicide include guilt, self- cide they identified as “most traumatic” ranged from
doubt, fear, and anger towards the client in addition a few months ago to 25 years ago. Two-thirds of
to personal feelings of hypervigilance, arousal, sad- clients who completed suicide were men in their
ness, grief, depression, and self-blame (Alston & forties. Suicide methods included hanging, drug
Robinson, 1992; Chemtob et al., 1988; Grad, overdose, jumping, asphyxiation, and firearms.
Zavasnik, & Groleger, 1997; Litman, 1965; Typically, in a sequential explanatory design, the
Menninger, 1991). These reactions could be con- strategy to identify participants for the qualitative
ceptualized within several theoretical frameworks. study is to locate outlying, extreme, or residual cases
McCann and Pearlman’s (1990) theory of from the quantitative study (Creswell, Plano-Clark,
constructivist self-development would posit that Gutmann, & Hanson, 2003). The 25 participants
working with suicidal clients increases the risk of represent a subsample from an earlier anonymous
secondary and vicarious trauma, resulting in cog- survey using a national random sample of 515 mental
nitive distortions for the therapist. Grief theory can health social workers (Jacobson, Ting, & Sanders,
also be applied toward surviving traumatic experi- 2004). A total of 141 postcards indicating interest
ences of violent death (Shear, 2005) and adaptation in the current study were returned by social work-
to loss (Prigerson et al., 1995). ers who participated in the quantitative study, mailed

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separately from their survey. Of the 141 postcards throughout the interviews, and the point of satu-
initially returned, 48 had incorrect or illegible in- ration was determined when no new information
formation; 21 did not return calls from the research- emerged (Padgett, 1998; Sherman & Reid, 1994),
ers; 17 declined to participate due to lack of time thus no follow-up interviews were necessary, and
or interest; and 30 had not returned the informed each participant was interviewed only once for the
consent form or were not available during inter- study.
view times by the time the study concluded. Al-
though this process ensured anonymity for the Qualitative Data Analysis
quantitative study, it limited the ability for research- Two researchers used the constant comparative
ers to compare the current respondents with the method, as well as open coding independently to
national sample participants who chose not to par- analyze the data. Analytic triangulation (Denzin,
ticipate in this follow-up study. It also limited the 1978; Padgett, 1998) through the use of indepen-
researchers’ ability to identify whether the current dent coders was used to ensure intercoder consen-
participants represent outliers with regard to reac- sus on the themes. In addition to transcriptions,
tions to working with suicidal clients. However, all triangulation of data also occurred through the use
25 participants self-identified as having experienced of data sources, such as interview notes and journal
a client suicide completion.The earlier study com- entries. Once the themes were determined, results
prised respondents with no client suicide attempts, were given to a third researcher to review and vali-
or either attempts or completions. To determine date. A fourth researcher conducted a final review
possible differences, aggregate comparisons were of themes to confirm the findings. In addition, two
made using available data; chi-square and indepen- outside mental health social workers—clinicians
dent t tests were conducted and no statistical differ- who were survivors of client suicides—were asked
ences at the p < .05 level were found between the to review the data and “member check” the final
current respondents and the initial sample. Com- list of themes to validate interpretations.To resolve
parisons were conducted on age, gender, highest any discrepancies, data were reanalyzed and dis-
degree, race, number of years in practice, practice cussed before the themes were reclassified into the
setting, and client population served.Thus, although final results.
the final sample of 25 social workers was a conve-
nience sample, it appeared to be similar demographi- RESULTS
cally to the earlier sample, yet differed in that all Twelve major themes were identified using data
had experienced a client suicide completion. from the 25 mental health social workers.

Procedure Denial and Disbelief


Qualitative data were collected from telephone A number of statements reflected feelings of sur-
interviews. Interviews were scheduled after receiv- prise, disbelief, and shock toward a client suicide
ing the participant’s signed informed consent form. completion. Many reported being “unprepared,”
All participants agreed to be audiotaped. Each “didn’t see it coming,” “I had no warning about
semistructured interview lasted between 50 and 90 this,” or “I had seen him that day, and he denied
minutes and was transcribed verbatim. Examples being suicidal.” Especially in cases when there were
of probes included “Can you tell me specifically no earlier suicide attempts, social workers were
what your initial thoughts were?” and “What par- caught unaware: “There wasn’t any other time [at-
ticularly about the suicide impacted you?” Notes tempts].” Being “shocked” and “shook up when I
were taken during the interview and included with found out about it” were commonly reported re-
the interviewer’s journal, as part of the audit trail actions: “It took me several days to get over the
to maintain dependability and ensure trustworthi- impact” of the suicide.
ness (Guba, 1981). In addition, several strategies as Statements reflected disbelief of what occurred,
noted by grounded theory (Strauss & Corbin, as well as denial that suicides can happen. “My re-
1990) were used: The primary and a second re- action was...this was an accident...What turned out
searcher met to debrief and provide support after [the suicide] was not what [she] meant; she did so
each interview and to minimize interviewer bias many bizarre things,” implying that the client really
and transference. Data were analyzed concurrently hadn’t meant to complete suicide:

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I wanted to deny what happened. In addition, there was anger at the client for giv-
ing up on life. One social worker specifically men-
* * *
tioned being angry at clients who survived sexual
I didn’t think he would do it.
trauma but completed suicide, “I just really have a
* * * hard time with the fact that they survived all this
I had always kind of felt that suicide is so drastic horrible stuff, and they want to kill themselves now.
that most people won’t really do it. I’m just really angry that they let the perpetrator by
extension win.”
Grief and Loss There was also anger at the client for being self-
Grief reactions were reported. “I could not control ish and inconsiderate, at the lack of care in how
my crying. I mean, I was grief-stricken.When I say their suicide would affect others’ lives, including
I came undone that’s when I really let myself open the social worker’s.
up and sob and cry.” Clinicians reported feeling
“devastated” and “depressed.” “I wept,” or “I had a Having a suicide upsets your day... whenever
very hard time and for the first weeks I didn’t sleep you have that kind of crisis it upsets your
well. I think I had some of the typical grief feel- day...the flow of your entire clinical day…you
ings.” Many “felt sad,”“saddened,” or “very sad, and end up having to drop or shuffle other things
disappointed.” around the need to make an appropriate call
Some stated that they were “visibly shaken” and and talk to the receiving people…so it ends up,
had “not felt in control of my emotions,” or that not just then, but a whole lot of the day. So
they “couldn’t calm down and be professional.” when it happens, it’s a pain in the butt. Because
Some even reported feeling physically ill,“the night everything else has to work around it.
he died, I got deathly ill; I had to go to the emer-
gency room. I thought I was having a heart attack.” There were statements suggestive of anger at cli-
Statements also reflected feeling “traumatized” or ents’ selfish and manipulative act:
having the suicide bring up feelings of personal
loss, specifically, memories and grief issues of other It was very clear to me that he killed himself to
deaths of friends or family. “[The client suicide] punish her [his wife], leaving behind a son to
brought up feelings of when my father died when deal with it.
I was five...triggered this fear from when he died.” * * *
Along with grief, feeling a sense of loss for the His death left fatherless four girls.
client was reported,“It was such a waste;” the “whole * * *
thing’s a tragedy. So many, many good points to I felt for the child left behind…the worst part
her;” and there were “so many good reasons for of the whole thing, I mean, other than being
living.” sad that this man killed himself...was feeling
bad for his family.
Anger
Anger was a predominant theme reported with two Clinicians reported they were left to deal with
subthemes: anger toward the client, and anger to- the aftermath and indicated anger at having to pick
ward the agency or larger society. up the pieces and deal with those left behind.
Anger at the Client. Statements reflected angry
feelings regarding the client’s lack of trust in the I continued to provide services to his divorced
therapist and clinicians’ perceptions of being re- wife, his mother, and father. I provided services
jected by the client. for a year afterwards. And we processed with
books, and they brought in all of his writing
I was pissed [at the clients]; felt like why the and all of his journals and all of that stuff he left
hell couldn’t they have called me? Why couldn’t for posterity...I wanted it to be over. I really
they have talked to me? Why couldn’t they have wanted it to be over because it was like they
reached out to me? Why couldn’t they have were talking about...they weren’t even talking
reached out to [their] family? They have not about the same man that I knew...it was like,
thought to turn to me? who is this?

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Anger at the Agency and Society. This theme re- tence contributing to the suicide. “I felt guilty, that
flected social workers’ feelings on how the system I had not done enough.”
and macro-level structures were insufficient to help
the clients. “…[these are] chronic suicidal clients, On one level I knew I couldn’t have prevented
but hospitals wouldn’t admit them without being it because he wasn’t suicidal at all and even if I
actively suicidal. Yet they could become active could have hospitalized him against his will, in
anytime and commit suicide. But at the time I three days this man would have gone out and
send them to the ER, they get sent home and then done it. I really have a mixture of guilt...I re-
commit suicide a week later.” Many felt angry at member thinking well, maybe I should have
their agencies or supervisor, “who was more con- told him to throw the pills away, but I also know
cerned that the agency not be compromised.”The he wouldn’t have.
“agency worried about legal issues,” “not recog- I guess I was feeling guilty, and I remember
nizing what is important, but only being concerned thinking I couldn’t have hospitalized him on
with culpability.” the day that I saw him because there was no
way I would have had enough evidence to
And we as a society were unable to protect her hospitalize against his will...so part of me felt
and unable to protect her child. And the direc- like, okay, you’re not to blame.
tor said [to me], “Oh, I pulled your file and Many questioned themselves and reflected a
your notes were so clear. And you did every- mixture of self-blame and guilt.
thing right, and I was so glad to see that our What did I miss? How did I not see this? And
agency wasn’t at all compromised by this.” I just feeling devastated by it…I was feeling that
was, like, who cares? Who cares? The woman is the client had said something that I missed.
dead and her child is dead. How can this be
* * *
okay by anybody’s measure? I struggle with the issue of how could I have
seen it differently, and what could I have done
Anger was directed toward the agency for not
differently? What were the clues that I didn’t
taking responsibility and toward the “lack of insti-
pick up on?
tutional response…there were all the opportuni-
ties to intervene but we didn’t.” * * *
Could we have done something differently had
The people here at the agency didn’t have any we acted another way? Hindsight is always 20/
sense [to] question who did wrong, or find 20.
where the system broke down. We weren’t in
the path of trying to say, okay, let’s analyze this Professional Failure and Incompetence
and let’s fix the problem...if I was the agency Feeling incompetent and doubtful in one’s ability
itself, I would think there would have been a as a clinician was reported along with a sense of
lot of personal soul searching, kind of institu- “professional failure.” Still, others questioned their
tional response kind of thing, like, let’s investi- actions.
gate the death and see what our role was in
that, and what steps might be in place so this It makes me question being in the field when
kind of thing never happens again. that [a suicide] happens. It makes me feel like I
don’t know what the hell I’m doing and that I
Self-Blame and Guilt have no business being a therapist.
Feelings of guilt and self-blame were reported. “I * * *
felt the whole would’ve, could’ve, should’ve thing.” I was questioning my competency.
Others reported, “should have seen it coming” or * * *
that they “should have done something differently.” [I was] a total failure of a therapist, how could
Self-blaming statements included, “Why didn’t I I not save him? I felt I failed the family.
take the [suicide] note more seriously?” “I felt the * * *
whole self-incrimination thing.”“Guilt was clearly What clues did I miss… how much of an im-
one [feeling] I had.” “I was experiencing remorse.” pact I am making, I questioned why I’m still in
There was also guilt regarding possible incompe- the field.

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* * * emotional energy worrying if I screwed up on my
I’ve seen him for a couple of years; we had a decisions.” “There were risks and liability, and I bear
good relationship…I thought [we did]...but I the weight.”
didn’t pick up on the fact that he was that tired
of living; I didn’t read that one right. Isolation
Along with the feelings of being responsible, many
Many reported fear of being judged by colleagues social workers felt alienated, isolated, unsupported,
and clients’ families:“Did the family think I did the and blamed after the suicide.The sense of isolation
right thing or think I’m stupid?” “I was just so was not unique to those in private practice, but
stunned, and worried what people thought…would existed even in agencies: “I think I was pretty much
think ‘she did a terrible job or else her client on my own.…There wasn’t anybody to really talk
wouldn’t have killed herself.’” to.…I just felt isolated; I wasn’t getting supervision.
I wish I had asked for it later….You know, I never
I normally don’t get into what others think [of talked about it actually.” “I felt isolated from my
me], but I found myself fearing people were supervisor, surprised at how [she] didn’t know what
going to think I had done a poor job, that I was to say, didn’t debrief. I was on my own.”
somehow responsible. I found myself tempted
not to be honest about what really happened I called my supervisor…and her response was
which was surprising to me...that’s not my simply, “Why don’t you just go home?” and I
norm. said,“I don’t want to go home. I’ll just sit there
at home by myself and think about it. I need
Responsibility some help here.” She just didn’t know what to
Another theme reported was feeling personally say to me. I felt the most alone I have ever felt
responsible and liable, regardless of work setting in my career. I was very surprised by her reac-
(private practice or agency):“I felt really alone, not tion actually. It was almost as though she just
part of a team,” indicating making the call for hos- didn’t really have the time to debrief with me,
pitalization is an “issue of responsibility; it’s all on so she wanted to get me off the phone and
you; you make the best call.” wanted to send me home.
* * *
I think the issue of responsibility is one that The worst part of the whole [thing], I mean
always comes up. It came up when I used to do other than [my] being very sad that this man
suicidal evaluations in the emergency room. Do killed himself and obviously feeling bad; I had
we release this person or do we hospitalize them? this clinical director, and during the staff meet-
It’s your decision.You tell us. Oh, God. I think ing when we were talking about what hap-
that is a critical one, and I think it’s one that pened, he made a comment in front of the whole
they don’t discuss enough in school...I struggle entire staff, sort of blaming me, saying, “I
with the issue of how responsible I was...with wouldn’t want to have his blood on my hands if
all of the suicidal people I’ve dealt with and all I were you.”And what really upset me as I looked
the positions I was in, especially with the psy- back on it was nobody in the whole room re-
chiatric evaluation team where the police are acted to the fact that this was blatantly inappro-
standing there saying, “So?” and you’re think- priate and mean. He was intending to cause me
ing, “Send them home? Or hospitalize them?” pain; I would have thought my supervisor, I
It’s on you. [The decision’s] on you. would have thought both of them would have
encouraged me to talk about it and help me
Clinicians reported concerns about being liable work through it. Nobody did, and that was it.
for making decisions: “It’s your responsibility; this So I never really talked to anybody about it.
could go the wrong way, and it’s a lot of pressure.
There’s a very helpless feeling too because there’s Lack of support intensified the isolation. Some
only so much you can do.” “It feels like an incred- reported being actively discouraged from discuss-
ible responsibility. I know when I started with this ing the suicide due to fear of litigation, which in-
woman, she was suicidal on and off; I spent a lot of creased the clinician’s sense of isolation.

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There’s so much litigation that even sitting down I don’t think it changed my [actual] practice in
and talking about a case, you’re concerned that terms of turning down people that I thought
whatever is said might be somehow might be suicidal because I had no choice in
subpoenaed…some attorney will if they hear the matter, being in a mental health center. But
about a discussion, they’ll subpoena everybody I can tell you for a fact it has added [stress] to
that was there…things might have been found me whenever I have to accept somebody who
negative or like we could have done this or we I think is going to be like that. I don’t want to
could have done that…or didn’t do the right take them. I think it has made me a more fear-
thing. ful person. Yeah, yeah, it’s like, here I am, sup-
posed to be the person helping them and my
Isolation also occurred because of the clinician’s client, if they get like that [suicidal], if they get
own fears of being blamed: “I was ashamed. I felt like that and I really think they are going to do
talking about it would be admitting weakness, like it, then they become a threat to me and my
I dropped the ball, so I never talked to anybody mental health, which is obviously not good. I
about it.” Others were unable to talk, needing to be mean, that’s a problem.
alone and imposing a period of self-isolation.
Many reported they would rather not see clients
I remember...it must have bordered on a week- who were suicidal and would “transfer clients to
end because I remember being at home isolat- others if suicidal,” or “I would try to turn down
ing. At that time I had a workshop in my garage [suicidal] cases if know I can’t be effective.” Both
and [I remember] being tearful and depressed individual and agency avoidance were reported.
in reaction to the events. I don’t think I started
to discuss it with my clinical supervisor until We came up with this policy, if a person has
the next week. been actively suicidal within six months, we
send them elsewhere.We used that six months,
I think, to distance ourselves somewhat, to make
Some social workers sought out sources of
us less involved in the most at-risk clients. It has
suppor t that were objective, uninvolved, and
impacted my practice. I try to create a little
nonjudgmental.
more distance from being that first responder
to that level of crisis; we do have [in town]
Instead of calling my friends, I went back to another nonprofit that specializes in suicide. So,
find this article I had read in the newspaper there’s another resource that is a very excellent
[about an expert who started a suicide preven- quality resource available to people. So I didn’t
tion center]. I found out where he [was]...what feel like we were the only option in town kind
college he was associated [with] and went online. of thing.
Got the phone number for him. Called him
and left a message, thinking his secretary would Personal avoidant decisions were reported, indi-
call me back and say, “he’s not available, here’s a cating social workers left their jobs or were in the
letter” or something...and then one day I got a midst of leaving:
phone call and it was him. And he called, and
he said, “I understand you’re struggling”... Ac- I did not want this type of life dealing with
tually, I didn’t talk to him; he left a message. He these clients; this is why I’m getting out of pri-
said,“I understand you’re struggling and I’ll talk vate practice after working for so many years
to you.” He left me his phone number, and that with severely disturbed mental health clients. I
was it. When I got that message I just started still want to stay within social work, but not as
crying. a private therapist. I would rather work in a
nonprofit or something like that.
Avoidant Behaviors * * *
Avoidant behaviors toward other potential suicidal Well, it was out of that that I moved to another
clients as well as avoidant thoughts and reminders state; it was out of that that I did a “geographic
of what happened were reported. cure.” There was about three or four years

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leading up to the decision....I felt like I was an ways carried that experience. I remember the lady’s
octopus, everybody had a piece of me, and these last name…” Others were “tormented often be-
were really tough clients. cause I can’t stop thinking about the client.” Unex-
pected triggers could also set off unexpected intru-
Intrusion sive memories.
Clinicians reported intrusive reactions, feelings of
anxiety and fear for the well-being of other clients, It really was quite bizarre...this was a year later.
and of another suicide occurring while in their I had brought a brand of shampoo at the store,
care. Some reported becoming “fearful of clients,” and I was taking a shower. And just the smell of
that clients became a threat, spilling over and af- the shampoo made me feel nauseous, and I just
fecting their personal and professional equilibrium couldn’t figure out why and just felt so sick that
and mental health. “A lot of pressure, I was feeling I rinsed it out. And when I finished the shower
helpless because there’s only so much one can do; I I went, and I threw the shampoo in the trash
had a lot of anxiety, waiting for something to hap- can outside. I couldn’t even stand having it in
pen again.” the house. I thought, “I just can’t stand it; that
smell makes me sick.” And as I was driving to
I was worrying about other clients; I get totally work that day, it dawned on me that it was the
preoccupied until I know they’re safe. So when smell my client had. It’s like the olfactory or-
they’re in the hospital I can breathe and sleep at gans are the most primitive, so that it had come
night, and when they are discharged I’m so through on some primal level before it had
worried that I’m all over them. clicked in my brain. Because the schizophrenic
woman had all kinds of cleansing rituals and
The effects of working with suicidal clients re- had the lotions that she put on herself and kept
portedly spilled over and intruded on personal lives, her hair wrapped in a turban and had hers plaited
indicating years of private practice have really hurt with all kinds of lotions and such. And what-
their relationships with their spouses and children. ever the perfume was that was in the shampoo
In fact, they saw a direct link of failed personal was the smell that I associated with her...It made
relationships with the stress of working with men- me realize how profoundly stirred I was by her
tal health clients. They could not separate profes- death, and that something as minimal as an odor
sional responsibilities from their personal lives: “I would create a sense of sickness.
stay up late worrying about the personal lives of
my clients.” Changes in Professional Behavior
Respondents reported on agency administrative
I’m a mom, so when I’m stressed about a client changes, as well as changes in individual interac-
who’s suicidal I’m more short with my kids. tions with clients and colleagues, and sometimes in
I’m more fearful for them and more distant from their behaviors on a more global scale.
my husband…. I feel more protective. And I Changes in Practice. Reported changes in indi-
feel more fearful in the world with them. It vidual practice behaviors included increased aware-
does affect me at home. I try not to make it ness of possible suicidal ideation, not making as-
affect me, but I know I bring it home. They sumptions of what suicidal people are like, and
[the kids] don’t have a clue and they have never conducting more detailed screening and lethality
said, “Mom, you’re a total drip. What the hell’s assessments.
wrong?” but I feel like I’m kind of waiting to
find out if this client is okay when I’m with I made some changes, thinking,“well, you know,
them. I would never have guessed that he would do
this.” So I started asking kids more questions
Memories continued to intrude upon social because we social workers often assume that if
workers; they could not forget and experience lin- they don’t say anything they’re okay...prior to
gering thoughts and reminders about their clients: that I hadn’t been as specific in asking about
“What’s striking to me is I’ve never forgotten, and suicide with other kids, especially ones that
I’ve seen hundreds of people. I certainly have al- come into a group.

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* * * pieces of situations with people to convince
I have probably screened much more carefully, them that we need to make some changes in
probably almost to the point of annoying the system.
people…I think that I really have never assumed
since [the suicide] that because someone looks Justification
okay that they are okay. There was a theme of justifying one’s actions and
absolving oneself of blame.“Client self-determina-
Changes in the Professional Environment. Ad- tion” statements reflected how clients have to de-
ministrative changes were reflected in increased cide to get better or not; “the client was strong
agency use of lethality assessments and screening. willed; he just didn’t listen,” or “committing sui-
As noted earlier, some agencies instituted policy cide was a choice he made.”
changes against treating actively suicidal clients. An
increase in postvention activities was also reported. We didn’t find anything that we could have
done any better. He had been interviewed by
We have our Monday morning meeting where not just me but another licensed social worker
we talk about who was hospitalized, who was plus a crisis worker.We had offered him every-
showing signs of lethality, decide on how we’re thing we had as far as therapy, medication, hos-
going to deal with them as a team, discuss issues pitalization if he wanted it. So it wasn’t like
of the case and then follow up with specific there was a break or anything. It was just he
supervisors in charge of the situation so noth- didn’t respond to it. He didn’t follow through
ing falls through the cracks, so there’s some kind with any of it.
of follow up and there’s some kind of contact.
So if they have an appointment and don’t make Some stated that they did their best; the rest was
it, we go looking for them and bring them in if up to the clients: “I make my best call given all the
we find them or talk to them at home. We can information I have, and then I have to say, “it’s not
do home visits. That’s what we do. my responsibility because if they’re going to kill
themselves they’re going to kill themselves. I have
Additional reports related to forming closer absolutely no control over that.”
working relationships. “More team work” and be-
ing “more open with colleagues” as well as having You can make it as safe as you can, and then
“regular meetings and supervisions” were common people get to make the choice of do they want
statements. “I think we need to have some way to to or do they not want to get well? He was
allow those who are involved to debrief; we’ve been just so into creating a delusional reality, and
very fortunate that all of us were able to spend blaming everybody else. I consulted with his
some time together debriefing...to talk it through, [past] therapist and psychiatrist; I had done ev-
our feelings and reactions.” erything clinically possible. It’s like no matter
On a more global level, there were reports of what, if they’re going to jump, they’re going to
actively advocating for changes, including educat- jump.
ing others and the community about suicide, as
well as becoming more educated about self-care: “I Many reported no guilt or unresolved feelings
ran off an article and gave copies to everyone on over their actions: “I wouldn’t change anything;
caregiver’s coping. As service providers, sometimes I’ve not done anything wrong so I didn’t make
we think we have to suck it up and be professional any changes in practice.” “...[as a] therapist, I went
and we can’t be.” way beyond my duty, what anyone would ex-
pect.” “Didn’t have the sense of letting client
Right after something like this happens I get all down; there were no professional ramifications and
psyched up, and I’ll call a bunch of people that I didn’t think I was a failure.” “Couldn’t have pre-
I think somehow have influence. My state leg- vented it; I couldn’t hospitalize him against his will;
islators all know me on a personal basis. So I’ll I struggle with involuntary commitment, simply
call and really get on the bandwagon for men- because it jeopardizes the relationship I have with
tal health parity or whatever; sometimes I share them.”

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I had guilt, but I don’t think I had much guilt Results indicate mental health social workers who
because I had taken the appropriate steps. I had survived a client suicide experience a range of psy-
done the [right] kinds of things, and I knew he chological and emotional reactions. Although cer-
needed much more than I had to offer, and I tain reactions appeared to affect the social worker
had done the [right] kinds of stuff. And that professionally, others were more generic, universal
made it so much easier, and I wasn’t blindsided human reactions after trauma. Conceptually, themes
because he had a history of suicidal ideation. of denial, disbelief, anger, grief, depression, loss, and
acceptance can be grouped within the framework
Acceptance of generalized grief, as reactions after any death,
A final theme was acceptance, reflecting feelings of not limited to suicide (Kubler-Ross, 1970; Shear,
forgiveness and absolution.This was especially evi- 2005; Worden, 2002).
dent when there was support from others regard- Unexpected loss, however, such as a client sui-
ing responsibility: “I realize the reality of not being cide, is traumatic, with resulting avoidant behaviors
able to take care of all clients and protect them.This and intrusive thoughts or feelings. Research on
[suicide] really just drove it home for me.” Others survivors of traumatic stress has identified such
reported accepting clients’ decisions.“I understood posttraumatic reactions (Chemtob et al., 1988) and
why the client did it. I felt like it wasn’t a choice I secondary traumatic stress (McCann & Pearlman,
would have made, but I think it was a choice he 1990). Accompanying the avoidance were intru-
made.” sive reactions and cognitive distortions (McCann
& Pearlman), which included feeling anxious, un-
I had done everything clinically possible...but safe, and fearful in this world and of the future, both
you know, it was almost like he was at the end personally and professionally. Specific themes, such
of the rope. He could not tell another lie be- as feelings of anger at the agency, self-blame, guilt,
cause everybody was in on him. He had no professional incompetence, responsibility, isolation,
place to go...but you know on the other hand, justification, and reported changes in behavior, were
I was relieved for him. Being out of his pain. It enveloped professional reactions. These findings
was a situation where I went to his funeral. I were similar to professional reactions from studies
said goodbye to him. of psychologists and psychiatrists who work with
* * * suicidal clients (Chemtob et al., 1988, 1989).
The agency was very supportive of me. Our Social workers in this study, like other mental
director is just a marvelous woman. All of us health professionals, view the inability to prevent
were able to talk and debrief; it was very vali- client suicidal behavior or to protect the client as
dating for me. It is easier to be harder on your- evidence of incompetence (Chemtob et al., 1989;
self than others are on you, especially in a situ- Jobes & Maltsberger, 1995; Kleespies, Penk, &
ation like this. And it was validating to hear the Forsyth, 1993), and many feared blame, judgment,
psychiatrist and the team say they wouldn’t have or censure by others. Additional feelings of respon-
done anything different. sibility for the decisions they made leading up to
the suicide were reported, with feelings of isola-
DISCUSSION AND IMPLICATIONS tion and liability afterward, especially in cases where
The results from this qualitative study, although agency support was lacking. However, coming to
not completely generalizable to the larger popula- terms with the suicide entailed either both justifi-
tion of mental health social workers, can be con- cation of their actions and acceptance of the client’s
sidered trustworthy as the primary goal of qualita- actions. Professionally, reviewing the client’s case,
tive analysis is to represent findings as closely as conducting psychological autopsies, and group
possible to the experiences of respondents (Padgett, debriefings helped them reach resolution and less-
1998). To ensure trustworthiness and minimize ened the weight of personal responsibility, guilt, and
threats to the credibility of the findings, the re- self-blame (Cavanagh, Carson, Sharpe, & Lowrie,
searchers followed strategies to enhance the rigor 2003). In this study, being proactive through le-
of the study, using methods such as triangulation, thality and risk assessments was reportedly helpful.
peer debriefing, member checking, and an audit In fact, such behaviors appeared to allow some so-
trail (Guba, 1981). cial workers to regain a sense of competence and

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control. Although social workers clearly did not cies’ preparedness to deal with client suicidal be-
forget the details of their client’s suicide, having a havior was located. However, surveys of social work-
sense of collegial support, and professional com- ers indicate only 21 percent to 46 percent received
petence allowed many to remain in the field and formal training on suicide in their MSW programs
continue working effectively, with a few excep- (Freedenthal & Feldman; Power, Jacobson, Sanders,
tions who indicated they prematurely left the field. & Ting, 2006). Thus, the recommendation is that
Within the framework of grief, such adaptations social service agencies and educational institutions
are positive and necessary after a traumatic loss work together to improve training for students and
(Shear, 2005). clinicians related to suicide prevention, interven-
Results from this study have implications for the tion, and postvention. Content on suicidal behav-
social work field. Practitioners have to become ior needs to be infused into social work curricula,
knowledgeable of the effect of client suicide on at the baccalaureate and the masters’ level. The fo-
themselves and colleagues, given it is not a rare cus should not only be on assessment of client
occurrence. Multiple grief and support groups ex- suicidality, but also on reactions common to survi-
ist for friends, family members, and caregivers who vors, including reactions common to clinician sur-
are suicide survivors; however, there is a lack of vivors. Continuing education courses and in-ser-
support groups available for professionals who work vice training need to be available for clinicians
with suicidal clients. The recognition that profes- already in the field. Agency administrators should
sionals are survivors of suicide is an area that is be- work with supervisors to develop a working policy
ing addressed by professional organizations such as and procedural plan, providing instructions on how
the American Psychological Association and the to handle client suicidal behavior, how to debrief
American Association of Suicidology. A small, but with and provide psychological autopsies, and how
hopefully growing, clinician contact list is available to best support and supervise staff and clinician
for “clinician survivors” (http://mypage.iusb.edu/ survivors. Agencies need to plan ahead and be ready
~jmcintos/contacts.htm). Additional links are avail- with either an internal team trained to provide sup-
able to other international and nongovernmental port or external resources to summon. In the after-
organizations interested in suicidology and provide math of a client suicide, postvention activities are
educational materials and research findings specifi- needed. One method would include a referral to
cally geared for clinician survivors. In the absence EAPs for a confidential assessment and additional
of face-to-face support groups at this time, we sug- individualized support services. For agencies where
gest the use of technology, not only to access infor- multiple staff members are affected by client sui-
mation on suicide but to improve our ability to cidal behavior, developing a crisis intervention team
communicate regardless of geographical distance. to provide critical incident stress management ser-
For example, technology would make the creation vices (CISM) (Everly & Mitchell, 1999) may be
of online support groups or discussion forums fea- appropriate. CISM is a comprehensive, multicom-
sible, and such forums may be less stigmatizing to ponent crisis intervention program that covers
clinician survivors by providing more anonymity. preincident training and education through
Administrators and educators need to increase postincident follow-up and evaluation services. One
awareness of the effects of client suicides on social of the primary services included in a CISM pro-
workers, both personally and professionally, and be gram is critical incident stress debriefing (CISD), a struc-
prepared to deal with feelings of isolation, anger, tured group intervention with seven distinct stages
guilt, self-blame, grief, and loss through agency and promoting coping and group social support fol-
peer support, training, and skills development (Ellis lowing a critical incident, such as a client suicide. In
& Dickey, 1998; Freedenthal & Feldman, 2004; addition, after a client suicide, grief counseling may
Kleespies et al., 1993). Researchers who surveyed be indicated. Morrow (2002) described a modified
psychology and psychiatry training programs re- version of a group CISD, which has been altered to
port that fewer than 40 percent of institutions pro- focus on grief and loss issues after a death.
vide information on post-suicide procedures, fewer Private practitioners also need to be prepared.
than 30 percent have policies in place, and fewer Along with malpractice insurance and ongoing
than 8 percent offer post-suicide counseling (Ellis supervision, independent practitioners should have
& Dickey). No information on social work agen- a plan in place to deal with suicidal clients, as well

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Laura Ting, PhD, is assistant professor, School of Social


Work, University of Maryland, Baltimore County, Academic
IV 364B, 1000 Hilltop Circle, Baltimore, MD 21250;
e-mail: LTing@umbc.edu. Sara Sanders, PhD, is assistant
professor, School of Social Work, University of Iowa, Iowa
City. Jodi M. Jacobson, PhD, is assistant professor and
chair, Employee Assistance Specialization, University of
Maryland, Baltimore. James R. Power, MSW, is a doctoral
student, School of Social Work, University of Iowa, Iowa
City. A modified version of this article was presented at the
Annual Program Meeting of the Council on Social Work
Education, February 18, 2006, Chicago.
Original manuscript received January 24, 2005
Final revision received March 27, 2006
Accepted April 18, 2006

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