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Dyslexia is a cognitive/ learning disability that makes the afflicted have difficulty with
learning and performing, reading, writing, and spelling. Dyslexia affects around five to fifteen
percent of Americans, which comes out to roughly fourteen to forty-three million people in
America alone. (Society for Neuroscience). I am one of the millions of people afflicted by this
cognitive abnormality, and it has been the leading factor in shaping my literacy and learning.
From a young age, I struggled with reading in Munich, where I was born and went to a
bilingual kindergarten; when the teachers would have "quiet reading time" in either language, I
would either pretend to read or drop reading altogether for Legos or any other building toy.
Though I could speak in both English and German, I could not comprehend the little squiggles in
black that lay in front of me in either language. I could somewhat comprehend writing when in
singular, broken, apart, words, but fi teyh lalcame (note for future this is supposed to be like
this) together in a sentence, they began to meld. Though I loved learning about the world around
me, mainly mechanically and technologically complex systems, reading in any extended form
was a chore to me and was a boundary that I could not and eventually would not cross to find my
questions about the world answered. Though I knew the knowledge I sought so heavily after was
in the dreaded books, I could not bring myself to be able to read one and, for a long time,
couldn't read them at all anyway. So, if I wanted to know something, I'd usually ask my teachers
or someone else whether the question came in the form of; Wie sind Berge enstanden? Or how
do levers work? I had so many questions about the beautiful world I lived in but could not bring
Around the first grade, my family moved back to the U.S. With this change of curriculum
came the inkling in my parents' minds that I may be troubled by literary aspects. In Germany,
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kindergarten is considered more of an area for children to play and gather social skills, with
many not starting to truly learn any form of the subject until higher schooling. So, I was just seen
as an extremely energetic and social child who just needed more social time before starting his
learning. In my school in Germany, since I was inherently "forced" to read, I feel it also partially
stunted my growth in the subject. Once I hit the first grade in the U.S., this stunting of growth
and only being able to perform constructive, creative, and mathematical things became much
more of an issue. I was behind in everything but math and science. I struggled through first
grade, and in second grade, I was diagnosed with dyslexia. Following this diagnosis, my parents
found a school that could help me. It was and still is called the Hillside School. Hillside was a
smaller private school where kids would usually go for half a day while spending the other half
at a public/ main school. It had smaller classes of only four students, letting the teachers cater to
each student individually while also having open placements so any student could work at any
level they needed to. The school only focused on reading, writing, and math, leaving the rest to
the other main school students went to. Here I learned to spell by sounding out words and many
of the rules of the English language, most of which I can't recite any more. I learned to read more
fluently through learning to spell and hours of practice. Writing and grammar never fully came to
me though I would probably be utterly unable to do them otherwise without the school's help. I
spent two years going to Hillside before the public school system saw my reading and writing
proficiencies as barely passable in comparison to the standards for my age. I spent three years in
total at Hillside, and in sixth grade, I went back to school full-time, leaving Hillside.
Though this all sounds like a success story, I did have to make sacrifices to get to that
level. At the time, I was also trying to learn and keep up my German proficiency but was
struggling to learn two languages at the same time, so I stopped learning German. I still regret
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doing this, even though I know it was necessary for my success in English. I regret stopping my
learning of German because I am now astonishingly behind where I should be and have almost