Shot 1

Rinn: The moment I realized my life become so empty. The day that I’m never ready to lose someone
in my life, the world seems to stand still even when youre cheered on. That feeling you have never
felt before, of total sadness. You were told this was going to happen someday, but you could never
be prepared for it. You are totally speechless.You don't want to believe it happened. Part of you
wants to cry your heart out and the other part wants to hit something with the anger that raging
inside you.

Shot 2- 6

Rinn: the tragedy never goes away from my mind. You just learn how to cope with it and keep
moving on.

Shot 7 and 8

Rinn: (part kubur) the moment I lost my mom, I just had this blank look on my face and does not
had any words to describe how I felt, I had no reaction and I want to deny it, all of it.

(depan pc nangis) I kept saying to myself, “no it is a lie, my mum never goes away from me, she will
never leave me”

(nangis atas katil) but all I thought is wrong, my mum never come back. I had a depression because
I can’t accept what happened to me, I can’t accept the reality,

Shot 9 and 10

Rinn: (minum kopi choi) I need to move on and go on with my life, it’s unhealthy to keep on holding
on the past. Whats gone is gone now. Im worrying my friends and relative.

(Depan pc) when finding a way out, I found things that helped me ease the pain, which is poetry.

Shot 11

Rinn: Day by day I realize every poetry in the world had something meaningful that we can
appreciate and understand.. I wrote a lot about my mum with the emotion that I felt right now,
furthermore I hope my poetry can be a spark to making someone life better.
 I dedicated this book for my beloved mom, full of my sweet memories between us that will last
forever. As for me, I realized things happen for a reason which give us strength and passion.
Anything happen in life, we must think positive to lead a better life and better future.